Do they know something we don't about GMOs?
There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really needed to look at Bayer and Syngenta.
These poisons aren't just killing bees, they're also killing beings.
I bet that's what got me killed on Twitter.
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She, Charles Labor, sends this case in public.
I'm not a prostitute or a parrot.
Hi everyone, welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.
I'm Miriam Heneen, best known for directing the film Vanishing of the Bees.
And today we're going to be joined by my friend Kristen Kilmer that I've known.
I don't know, at least a decade.
We're going to be talking about home body, soul congruence and looking at her mission.
Like me, she is a warrior and a trooper.
So I believe that in this age of Aquarius, there's a soul collective
and that some of us may have more challenges
because we have a, I don't know, a special frequency and are here for the New Earth.
So we're going to get into all of that.
I would invite you to please share and like.
It makes a big difference, we the people.
And if you have, if you were watching the show last week with Frank Jacob just to recap,
I started feeling ill during the show and I said, I'm going to be right back.
And I went and ended up throwing up not once but twice,
which was of course very embarrassing and hasn't happened before.
But when I returned, I saw that a someone was watching called Marmite said
she's going to go throw up and put some barf emojis.
So I didn't even know I was going to throw up.
So I found that very peculiar.
We were talking about Archons and I have been under the weather,
but you know, I think it's, it's a, it's a detox.
We're so keen to go swallow pills and go to the hospital, not me.
I think it's, these are killing fields.
So I've just been taking silver and did a coffee enema and my vitamin C
and just let it run through me because I believe that a lot of us are being purging
and that, you know, you might have overlays of different beliefs,
but if you are tapped in, you feel that something is coming.
Something is shifting and so it's exciting times.
And if you haven't died, if you're still here, I would say you signed up to be here
and it's time to shine our lights and do our inner work
and really cultivate by 2025 self-awareness.
So welcome, Kristen.
Thank you so much for having me.
It's good to see you.
To see you too.
So I want to tell the audience that I sat with Kristen a couple, maybe it was yesterday
and I've done readings with her before and she was right there tapped into my over solo
and was really reflecting a lot of, a lot of resonating with a lot of things
and in my, I guess, transformation, transmutations.
I want to just, before we get into all your talents, I just want to talk about your personal journey
and maybe even touch upon, you know, when you found out that you have intuitive skills
because I personally haven't really talked about my intuitive skills since my kounsalini
but it's been part of me and amplifying.
So tell the audience who you are and a little bit about your journey.
Oh, we're going right there, right away.
Okay.
Well, my name is Kristen Kilmer.
I grew up in the Midwest and we had a pretty religious background growing up
which I'm actually kind of grateful for because, you know,
it teaches you a sort of discipline and reverence for something outside of yourself.
I am, you know, my path has changed since then
but I always was a very sensitive child.
You know, could throw tantrums as my mom bought a test.
She's probably watching this right now.
I remember her saying, don't be such a drama queen.
And I always just had a very, very heightened sensitivity
and I feel that my heightened sensitivity was more of an empathic,
clear sentience type of awareness where I would feel someone's emotion
and I remember seeing someone and being like, oh, he's so angry
and I could feel his emotions and I thought it was directed towards me
and I was a bad girl.
So I was always kind of very afraid of it growing up.
Internalizing it.
Internalizing thinking I was wrong for having these feelings,
not knowing that they were really someone else's.
And I didn't really have, you know,
when you're in a religious thing, you can't really tell people
like, oh, I'm seeing dead people.
I'm seeing people under my back.
Were you baptized?
What kind of, what were you raised?
Baptists for Presbyterian?
I grew up in Sponsored city Lutheran.
So in a small little church in the countryside
and it was a nice, it was a nice community.
But I, you know, there was no crock of any extra sensory
abilities or if you're actually seeing angels and things like
that, you know, they were always in a different realm outside
of us when, you know, for me now, I love it when people talk
about the second coming of Christ.
Cause I also believe that the second coming of Christ is
also the awakening of the Christ consciousness within all
of us that we are not separate from God.
We are part of God.
Jesus Christ is residing within us and for us and it's
all oneness.
And it's, you know, in religion, there's also like, there's
often like, there's this mighty God at the edge of this
cliff that's going to judge, judge us and come down upon
us.
And you know, that is definitely part of the collective
consciousness and it's also part of our own higher
selves, giving us awareness of to where we need to grow
and shift and change.
But God is really with within us and I don't believe
in that separation anymore.
Yeah, I want to just comment.
It's interesting that, you know, we're not, we're not
talking to each other on a daily basis and we've both
gone through periods of a lot of challenges that there
is something in the soul collective and I believe
like you're also in the path of the divine feminine.
Yes, I would say that and that segues into what
we're kind of going through in culture right now.
As you know, being, you know, we're both creatives,
you're a journalist, I'm a designer and an intuitive
and you also have the intuitive gifts, but we've been
kind of put into these masculine roles where we're
entrepreneurs running our own businesses, dealing with
the Adam and dealing with all the nuts and bolts of
the company and it's become where women have become
very masculine and men have been emasculated
because of that.
It's both of our, I don't want to say anyone's
fault, it's just kind of how we've evolved as species
and there's this, there's this big shift and turnaround
now where women want to lead, they were calling
them feminine led businesses, women want to go back
into the softness, they still want to exercise
their talents and show their abilities and be in
leadership, but we're trying to do it from a
place of softness and it's, it's a big pivot
and I remember watching a video by John Weinland,
you know, he's a relationship coach and he
was talking about like, he was talking to, to women
about what men want and they said to him, he said
to the audience, he said, you know, the tools
that women use to succeed in business are not
the tools used to succeed in a relationship,
they're separate tools, so we're asked to show
up as men all day long, just like hustle, you
know, kill it, you know, make a ton of money
and then we have to go home and we have to
be sweet and soft and it's exhausting and men
don't really have to pivot those roles and so
now we're realizing that that's just not working
for either side and how do we have, how do we
have a business where we can exercise our
talents and still remain a little bit more
soft and then feminine and exercise our creative
gifts. I still haven't figured that one out yet,
but we're working on it.
I believe so, I believe it's like a time of
remembrance and but at the same time, it's
uncharted territory and as women, personally
it's this male world of business is just as
a creative and who creates, whether it's like
music videos or an article that I'm not able
to use those male principles anymore and having
lived a big part of my life in that ambitious
six planets in Capricorn only to be like,
oh, I should have had a V8 like it's just part
of the new earth, but it's not a sustainable
model. I would say that it's part by design to
just do whatever it is to fuck with the sexes
to keep us away from our innate divinity
because like you said with the religions, the
whole creation of those religions was to create
a salvation God as opposed to and you know
some Christians still very much get offended.
If you say you have God within you and that God
can work through you, it's not to say that Jesus
doesn't exist or who he what he represented like
you said Christ consciousness.
Yes, exactly. And I will still call myself
Christian in those contests because I do believe
in Jesus Christ as a prophet as someone that
came here. I just want to reflect back about
the whole masculine feminine. I think
where we are going is really kind of balancing
those energies within us, you know, we having
both masculine and feminine qualities and everyone
embodies both and that's where the quality
comes from. I mean, obviously hormones and all
that plays a big role. I remember John Gray
saying once in fact I was with you. We were
at the bulletproof conference. Gosh, this was
probably in 2012. It's been longer than 10
years girl and he had said that women actually
do not have the testosterone levels to deal
with the amount of stress they have on a daily
basis like we're biologically not compatible
with the nine to five job.
And that's what and then, you know, we wonder
why chronic illnesses on the rise. We wonder
why everyone's on hormones and all the things,
you know, because we're not able to be in
our natural rhythm and we're forced into this
this box.
Yeah, I agree. I'm sure you see clients
or people coming to you. I'm seeing people
coming men and women. They may not even realize
it, but they want to live in a different way
and their topsy-turvy inside and it's about
balancing those energies and even understanding
what those what that means like hermos gammas.
So before we get into your talents, I still
want to talk about the arc of your story
and some of the the teachings or tests
you've been put through to bring you to, you
know, because you're a very, very knowledgeable
woman and you work on many different levels.
So I want to relay that to the audience and
if you're okay with being personal.
Sure. Yeah, I'm an open book.
I just don't know where to start. It's a long
journey. I'm older now.
So maybe maybe we can talk about some of your
like means like some of your health challenges
that you've used to become be your own best
health advocate and maybe at one point
at what point did you go into designing
and whatever whatever wherever you want to
resonates for you to.
Yeah, well, I'll even go back a little further
than that just talking about the intuitive
gifts.
You know, I moved to San Francisco and I had
a different trajectory in life. I was
actually going to be a professor and I was
teaching English as a foreign language.
Yeah, that was why I went out there and I
found out I saw this ad for clear
buoyance and it said learn to
you know work with your emotions better
and I'm like sign me up and someone had
said once to me they said, yeah, we really
need to control our emotions and I
beg to differ.
I said, I don't think it's it's healthy
or normal for us to control our emotions.
We can control our behavior and how we
react and show up to emotions.
Also, we're all still works in progress
on that, but that's just kind of a fine
line.
But and that's where I discovered that
I was indeed this empath and Claire
sentient and what clairvoyance teaches
you to do it take teaches you to get
those energies out of your body and into
the center of your head.
It's actually a proven place of neutrality
behind the amygdala where you can see out
into the world from a different through
a different lens and you know, expand
your awareness.
You can learn to see or as you can learn
to see the energy centers and chakras
and it was really fun and it was also
kind of grueling because I actually
liked that I did it this way that I hone
these skills actually in school because
we were we learned to like if you're
going to help people it's like watching
your dialogue dialogue.
So you're not feeding anyone your opinion
so that you're just seeing what you see
and then they can take it or leave
it because otherwise you're creating karma.
So that kind of got me on that path
then but I always had health challenges
from the time I was a little girl.
I remember and then I had a flashback.
I remember being at camp I was like eight
or nine and I ended up with a really
really high fever and there was an
electrical storm and back then we didn't
have cell phones.
There was no power.
They took good care of me but they
didn't take my clothes off and I was
shivering for three days.
They couldn't call my parents to get
me home and I just had a really
really high fever and I was very very
sick.
They finally picked me up and that
year I ended up having I think like
nine strep throats in a year and a
half like my mother my poor mother.
She was always so worried about me.
I was she's you know feeding me
with penicillin I had to get my tonsils
and adenoids taken out and I did
flashback then that oh I was bitten
by a tick then and I do remember
even in even in high school having
health challenges I remember being
in the peak of volleyball season
and just gaining 30 pounds that's
the last time you're going to be
gaining weight when you're in the
middle of training all the time
and so I always knew something was
wrong you know I didn't feel I
felt like something foreign had
entered my body but I didn't know
how to navigate it you know back
then we didn't have the wisdom and
I had a very depressed father so
we just thought I had you know
depression and that's obvious and
that is something I've really dealt
with and I'm I'm much more
transparent about because it's
such a taboo you know we can talk
about Lyme disease we can talk
about chronic illness we can talk
about autoimmune issues but
when anyone says anything about
mental health it's like oh
forget it she's nuts so with
that being said you know I did
I get out I got on this trajectory
of the clairvoyant training and it
was almost too much for me like
it was just a lot of learning
so I kind of shelved it for a while
and yeah through the years I was
you know studying energy medicine
and medical intuition but I really
became you know fascinating of art
and and I was always in the art
industry and cut to a couple years
I did end up becoming an interior
designer and loved it and but I
was on the west side in LA and
I started to notice I started
to track clients that had a lot
of health issues one in particular
ended up with really bad toxic
mold exposure and I was always
in that building just like
whatever like he would be standing
outside and I just didn't have
the awareness and I was just
walking and I was like oh
and so I'm exposing myself to
these you know to mold and
things like that and not even
thinking twice about it and
then my health gradually started
to decline and it was also a
car accident that really kind of
kicked it into gear so
similarities yeah like I end up
getting you know hit head on and
that really and I since learned
about five people in my Lyme
group that's how they're
their conditions exacerbated
yeah because it's lodged in
your brain and spinal cord
tissue so that's just like
the perfect storm so yeah with
that being said and around
the same time my mother got
a Guillain beret and so I ended
up moving to go you know
heal together take care of her
when literally I was falling
apart and didn't want to tell
anyone why I thought oh
I have an excuse and I'll go
take care of my mother when
it was also me falling apart
and just I didn't have any
answers I was gosh by this
time I was in my forties
you know so it took a long
time you know this is not
been a journey but during
that time I had left
design for a while and like
you said I had to become
my own best health advocate
so I went and studied
nutrition at IIN became a
certified health coach and
then you know it took a
couple more years I remember
one one doctor when I was
with my mother they're
like oh just do equine
therapy you'll be fine so
I want to say so go ahead
yeah that's kind of the
in regards to the emotions
that what I see is
that we're lobotomizing
people and making it
wronging people for having
emotions when even within
yourself like I'm transmutating
anger righteous anger that
I'm allowing myself to have
the feelings like you said
it's the you know are
you going to react or
respond are you going to
it's really about at the
end of the day folks
it's self-awareness and
what's happening is
different levels of
consciousness and as you
learn more about yourself
and really I think you know
use the circumstances to
better yourself or to
understand and go on a deep
exploration and then like
Kristen you're now helping
on so many levels
whether it's to design
their home make it a healthy
home non-toxic home and
then also working on
someone's soul evolution
right so it's not to
wrong the emotions it's
to be aware of them
and not let them dictate
to you exactly and
sometimes when you're a
sensitive and there's so
much stimulus coming at
you all the time and then
that's why we have now
this label of neuro divergence
you know it's just certain
people are more hypersensitive
if you know I took the
highly sensitive person
quiz in that book and I
I it was so high it was
off the charts and so now
it's starting to be seen
as you know for a while
it was just a label of
ADHD and now we're
starting to see it as you
know height sensitivity can
be a gift is just how do
we work with these groups
of people so that their
gifts are amplified
because yeah that's why
I was sense a sensitive
kid and I was a drama queen
because I was not just
feeling my my emotions
but everyone else is around
me then you've got traffic
then you've got pollution
then you're living in a
big city and then you've
got you know so it's
a perfect storm so how
do we control that
and then you get older
than your hormones go
so to yeah to chastise
someone for not be on
the control their emotions
is like well we're not
not even though he's in
us they're well it's
mostly because people
have numbed out theirs
and then also as a
mirror or empath you're
showing someone themselves
and then they're
not going to feel
comfortable instead of
embracing what's coming
up right and most people
will run to it
and I think that's
shifting as the consciousness
because that's not
you know the way out
is is in and and
you know sitting with it
so can we talk
maybe a little bit
about also teeth issues
and kind of this last
this last I'll say
kind of oh we don't have
to but this latest
like breakdown
for breakthrough
because I also you know
I've witnessed
as my friend
and have empathy
sometimes we
will trigger each other
because we're intense
or your I'm intense
I'll speak for me
and then you feel me
so I see your evolution
and so I just want to talk
about this latest
breakthrough and changes
because if we can sit
with it and go through
we become stronger
and now you're even
in a better place
to help others.
So you want me
to talk about my teeth?
Well I want to
maybe let's talk
about the importance
of the teeth
and because it's been
quite a journey
and I know
there must be people
at home who've gone
and come out
or who don't realize
that you shouldn't take out
your wisdom teeth
if you can avoid it
or whatever
you want to talk about
or this last
this last kind of chapter
and this new beginning
that you're
your experience.
Yeah, well I will
say about the importance
of teeth.
I'm sure you know
we have a lot of jury
tenants work
healing as voltage
you know
where it's called
the body electric
where our bodies
are electrical systems
and he will say
that our teeth
are circuit breakers
and there's a
there's meridians
and each tooth
functions with
each organ
so like this tooth
here is thyroid
you know
liver gallbladder
and they've done
a lot of studies
as to how
they are interconnected
and
so unfortunately
yeah the lime
did tack
my mouth
I just went to the dentist
he said oh you still have
spirochetes in there
and I'm like
ah I get so
so nervous
but I've lost
now
I think like four teeth
five
and so that was
quite a journey
hmm
how could he tell
oh they have a special
microscope
that they
they work with
I know
I moved away
from Austin
to California
and I'll just
give a shout out
to Natalie Freeman
and Owen
my dentist
and Marble Falls
they are absolutely
the most brilliant
and I've been
all over the world
with my teeth
including Portugal
so
yeah they're
they're very very
advanced there
and
so
having
you know
a chronic illness
root canals
are pretty much
considered taboo
because you're not
getting
all of the bacteria
out there
and if you think
about it
biodontological
dentists will say this
they're like
you don't
leave a dead organ
anywhere else in the body
why would you leave
a dead organ there
because that's what it is
so
it's a breeding ground
so I've
had to have them pulled
and
you know
thankfully
with advancements
and dental technology
I have
you know
this very
high quality
bioswiss ceramic
implants
and
you know
biocompatible materials
and
but
yeah dental health
is
is so important
I mean that's where
that's where you breathe life
that's where you
you know your nutrition
starts
the digestion
digestive process
starts in the mouth
and so
I mean thankfully
now we've got the
hydroxyapatite
toothpaste
and we have a lot of things
that are
that can really help
preserve the teeth
well pulling
I mean all pulling
has been
ozone in the jaw
I've had
I get
ozone all the time
every time I go
and I'm taking
cell salts now
and
yeah
ozonated oils
and everything
but it is important
to keep your
you know
your microbiome
in your mouth
solid
as well as there
so now you're
you're back in
California
and
I want
last time
I saw you was at
Art Basil
in Miami
and we
danced
and
so I want to talk
about your
design
and how it
seeps into
someone's
soul
or
their soul
growth
and
their health
thank you
well
I've always kind
of kept them
separate right
I've always kept
my design business
very separate
from my readings
and
now that we're
in you know
more of a
awakening of consciousness
I've just
really had the call
to bring it
more into
the design
process
and not keep them
separate
it's pretty
it feels pretty risky
as of right now
because I'm still kind
of leaning into it
but I just
feel that everything
is so
interconnected
you know
I've said this often
in readings with people
I'm like
you know
first of all we know
the inner world
reflects our outer
world
Carl
premium
won a Nobel Prize
for saying
our outer world
is projection
of our inner
world
and so how
can they be separate
and I say that
when we
study the chakra system
you know their computers
inside of us
I don't think computers
could exist outside
of us
if they weren't inside
our cellular structure
and so
I started to think
about it
and I did
I have
you know
in the last
you know
decorator
so incorporated
the healthy
home
you know
with the nutrition
and all that
you know
non-toxic
finishes
renewable
resources
healthy circadian
lighting
good air quality
how do we hack the home
in all of those ways
I actually have a presentation
pulled up
if we want to look at it
a little bit
but then I was like
you know
for my own healing
it's like
I had to address
the physical
I had to address
the emotional
and I had to address
the psychospiritual
so you know
if our inner
world and our
outer world
are connected
well there still
is an energy
in the home
you know
people say
it's you know
home is where the heart is
and so it does have
its own
ecosystem
and I thought
well I can't
do this holistic
design
if I'm not bringing in
the intuitive
and energetic part of it
so now I
I balance the elements
like I was doing it
for a long time
but I just
didn't know
the why
you know
and then I
started to really
think about
how does this
look so cohesive
and you know
the other day
I have a client
that lives in Park City
and he's got this
you know
wall of glass
and he had a glass
table
on his slate floor
he's like oh yeah
I never sit there
and I'm like
well yeah because it's
not grounded
the air
the glass represents air
you've got air
in you know
in the windows
so we need a
good solid
wood
table there
and before
I would just like
just put it there
because that's what
looks good
but now I know
energetically
like we need to balance
elements of earth
air
fire water
and metal within the home
and then not only
from the healthy
building components
but also the aesthetics
and the energetics
of the home
because everything does
contain a frequency
fabrics contain a
frequency
like I try to wear
you know
this is silk
I try not to wear
synthetic fabrics
because they're
they have a hurt
that's very low
wool vibrates
at 5,000
linen vibrates
at 5,000
the sheets in hospitals
used to be linen
because they healed
the body
now we have those synthetic
linens in hospitals
hospitals are known
to get people well
they're not to get people well
they're to
they're sick
they're places to get sick
I mean look
I believe in hospitals
when we break bones
when we have
open heart surgery
you know
western medicine is there
and alphapallit
medicine is there
for a reason
I've used it
I've had to be on
thyroid medication
I'm not opposed
it's just that
when we overly rely on it
without
without balancing
the entire ecosystem
of our body
our mind
our spirit
you know
and that goes with the home too
so
energies stay in the home
people say oh there's
an entity in this house
you know like
I'm like oh that's
so superstitious
but poltergeist
these like
fictional movies
are there for a reason
because they're not fiction
but an entity
can be
if you've had an argument
in the home
that energy
of that argument
stays in the house
unless you
transmute it
music is a wonderful way
to shift
the frequency of a home
you know
that's why
I don't like
to watch the news
in the home
I don't like
you know
strong music
that's why I've had
a headset on right now
because there
you know
there's construction outside
just to keep
my own home
balanced
yeah
I want to stress
the epigenetics
the importance
of your environment
impacts you
your water
which
so we'll get into
the presentation
your water
I play chimes
I'm using
Leela's
he put
you could pay
for like
basically a program
to put an energetic
frequency
around your home
and just
as holistic
as possible
to be mindful
of
of your environment
you know
there's clutter
you know
just
so all of it
I'd love to bring up
the presentation
and any
you know
the anecdotes
that you share
I find
I'm sure the audience
will find super helpful
the present
okay I've got two
but let's
okay you have to show me
how to do this
this is Cher
she says can you give
image
slides and PDFs
everything
how I do it
she says
yeah it's the share button
down there at the bottom
and
is it a
is it a PDF
yeah it's telling me
to upload a file
yeah
so you'll find that
it's on your drive
and then
there'll be a little window
at the bottom
and then I can bring it on the screen
oh it's having me do it from a
folder
okay hold on
I'm gonna get it from Google Drive
I had already had it pulled up
so this is a different
different system
oh if you have it pulled up
you could just share your screen
I know
it wasn't letting me do that
it's asking me to pull up a
it's asking me to pull
it's coming
yeah if it's
if it's in a tab in your browser
it's easy to share
I mean
while you're pulling that up
personally
you know maybe people
don't have that privilege
to
completely design their home
I personally
am too sensitive
when I was
living in South Beach
and I had people
over me
under me
the 5G
you know some people are
unlike Princess and the P
and I can tell
I can tell
toxicity
they would come once a month
and spray
no actually once every two weeks
can you see it now?
no
now we can't
we'll pull it up
yeah
okay
so they mean to interrupt you
we're just saying
some people aren't
I'm personally not
able to live in a building
and they would come
and spray for roaches
and it's like
all of that
if you are sensitive
you can insulate yourself
but ultimately
it wasn't conducive to me
I know that not everybody
is that sensitive
or God knows
like South Beach
there's so many
you know high rises
I personally
I don't even know how they do it
to be on top
well a friend of
a friend of mine
I made a really good point
because I said
why am I so sensitive
and other people aren't
and they're like
well because you're probably
more detox than most people
because you take care
of your body
and clean your vessel
a lot more
and I think that's true
because I think I told you
I went to Switzerland in May
and I did a big detox
protocol there
and then I had to go to
Milan right after
to fly out
I'm like I'm going to spend
one day looking at the
design in Milan
and I was just like
I couldn't even handle
being in the city
because of the perfume
and the cigarette smoke
so even though it was a gift
that I got to go and heal
it made me even more sensitive
well I say actually
the more sensitive you become
it's just
exactly
you become an environmental
indicator
and it's like going into
an Uber
it's like yeah
you're smelling this all day
giving yourself man boobies
and people are just
it's called nose blindness
it's become
it's become part
of the fabric
alright so let's
look at the time
well but it's like
you don't know what you don't know
you know so
it's part of my
my calling to educate people
and in a way
that isn't alienating them
because people just
don't know
you know
so some of the things
that I go through
in the presentation
I'll just do this
a little off the cuff
ooh it's moving too fast
is
you know how do we empower
ourselves in our home
based on these
elements
so because air
is super important
I mean the first thing
I would say to anyone
is just take your shoes off
there's so much debris
that gets in
you know into our shoes
and those micro particulates
end up becoming
called positive ions
and they get stuck
in the air in our house
and there's ways
to eradicate it
but the easiest way
is just to not even
bring it in from our shoes
so I leave my shoes off
I can also say that
about Amazon boxes
people don't realize
that these things
compound over time
so you might feel good
you know that's why
people are getting sick
later in life
it's just things
compound and compound
and unfortunately
now people are getting
sick earlier in life
because we just have
more chemicals thrown at us
so Amazon boxes
have formaldehyde in them
toilet paper
formaldehyde
you know all of these things
and this isn't to scare
people but just to allow
people to know
that they can make
better choices
so I'm talking about
this palm
and the upper left
corner plants
will very much
purify the air
and the two that I have
here are very much
I call them idiot proof
you don't have to water
them that much
and one thing
I will say about them
is when you do
you have to watch for
mold and plants
so you always have to have
like a double tray
and not over water things
so there's a dance
to having plants
in your house
but they obviously
you're bringing life
into your house
and that's going to
fortify yourselves
you're going to have
more carbon dioxide
as well
if you know
you're in a place
that is very humid
the health bee
down below
and also dehumidifier
these are as always
going to have
an extra air purifier
I talk about
different types of
paint in the house
you know
people paint with plastics
and microplastics
are a real problem now
you know
not in
only in the coffee cups
we drink
but the plastic
water bottles
you know
that starts
getting in our system
so this company
Alchemy's paint
now has
a mineral based
paint
that actually
purifies the air
they call it
wellness paint
yeah
I'm also
showing a
nebulizing
diffuser here
because essential
oils can also play
a big role
in the air purification
of your home
this on-guard formula
is wonderful
because it has
clove
and it has
citrus
and it has
cinnamon
and all of these
are actually known
to lower the
fungal load
as well as
the bacteria
load in the house
salt lamps
are wonderful
because those salt
lamps
bond to those
positive ions
that particular
matter
because they have
negative ions
and that can get rid
of the debris
in the home
appealing to you
the beeswax candles
you know
those are the best ones
that you can
have in the house
a lot of people
use soy candles
because they think
they're healthy
but they're actually
extracted from
hexane
which is
not a healthy chemical
soy is also
like a GMO product
that's not
helping our planet
at all
there's also
these bamboo
charcoal bags
that can be
used
you can put them
in the sun
and the solar energy
actually
reactivates them
so they'll last a lifetime
and then
hypochloric acid
those are to absorb
just to tell people
they absorb mold
in the house
yeah the negative
the negative ions
yeah they'll absorb
the mold in the home
and bacteria
fungus
even by
row loads
as well
the hypochloric acid
sorry
I was
going to comment
on this slide
I just
wanted to say
that
at Honey Colony
I sell
water filters
I sell beeswax candles
I sell
purifiers
I sell
salt lamps
I
have offered
all of this
for people
and to live
a holistic
life
and if I don't
sell them
I partner
with
salt lamps
obviously
beeswax candles
we have a lot
of solutions
for mold
given
that
I've
had to deal
with mold
and become
very
proficient
with what to do
to heal from it
so
yeah I love
all of this
yeah check out
force of nature
that's the aqua
square on the top
they actually
you can make
your own
hypochloric acid
and that gets rid of
99.999%
of bacteria
fungus
viruses ever
and you can buy
it as
brio-tech on Amazon
or wherever
but now you can
you can just
make your own
with this solution
and it gets
I just
had a cleaner
come this morning
and that's all she
used besides
some glass cleaner
and then
just down below
you'll see
in the lower
right
environmental
working group
that's a wonderful
app where
you can actually
scan products
in your grocery
store
makeup cleaning
products
just to see
like the toxic
load in them
because unfortunately
there's a lot of
charlatans out there
and even some
of the
clinical green
products have a lot
of chemicals
that people might be
sensitive to
and what's nice
about their
app is that
they break them down
so maybe
you're
sensitive to perfumes
but not
a certain
other chemical
so
it helps
with that
awareness
as well
and then
I don't want to
just be like
boring
can you see my
top screen
my tabs
or are you
just seeing the screen
no, no, no
just the
presentation
cutoff on mine
wonderful
so air and design
you can see
from these
images
what air
looks like
right it's
very open spaces
lots of
fluidity
so that kind of
is good for
thinking
it's good for
expanding the mind
it's good for
you know
brain fog
you want to have places
that have a lot of air
in them
to counterbalance that
plans are also
considered part of
the air family
so the lower two
images
have a lot of earth
and wood
but they balanced
them really nicely
with the high windows
and the windows
in the background
of the kitchen
so I like
to combine
all the elements
these four
in particular
are more
overtly air heavy
just so you can get
a really
interesting view of them
the lower left corner
I just love
because it's a really
you know
traditional home
and they put this
really modern glass table
in it just to completely
shift the perspective
and energy of the home
because normally
in those types of home
you'd have like
burgundy velvet
or green velvet
or something really heavy
and this just
kind of completely
shifts the energy
of the home
so I don't know
if we're going to
have time to
get through all of them
but I will
if you want to
just stop me
but I'll just go through
this quick
fire is another
big one in the home
we want to keep
our emfs
at bay
and this particular one
I'm talking about
lighting
as we know
LEDs are
touted as being
great because
they have
energy efficiency
but in
reality
there's
you know
it's a high
concentration of
blue light
and we really
want the full
spectrum light
in our home
the blue light
at night
is what keeps us
from keeps us
up at night
it doesn't help
our circadian rhythm
it also
prevents
melatonin production
and melatonin production
is what stops
the cytokine storm
and as you know
the cytokine storm
is what causes
COVID
so there's a lot
of good reasons
to have healthy
lighting in the home
I'm
the
upright corner
you'll see
Chromalux
this is a company
out of Sweden
and it's
made from
neodymium
which is from lasers
and it's full
spectrum bulb
I just recently
realized you can't
get them in California
I shipped them to
my mom's house
last time
I brought them here
so unfortunately
there's not
always a way
to avoid LEDs
but if you are
going to
these two
in the middle
Ketra and
Norb
have the ones
that are the
most close to
the human
you know
resident with the
human body
Norb calls themselves
health lighting
they even have one
for migraines
there is some
controversy there
like one of my
healthy home
specialist says
part of the reason
why people
don't do well with
LED lights
it's because
of the flickering
and even if you
can't see it
that's what's
actually targeting
your hypothalamus
and making you
anxious
et cetera
so
always to be
aware of
if you can
have a friend
send you
them in California
I would do that
and then
again healthy
fire is also
purifies the air
but
you know
a lot of
fire can get
polluted
can pollute your air
so coconut wax
and beeswax candles again
I have that there
I'll skip through this
this is talking
about healthy
burning fire places
you'll see this
like very chaotic
image at the bottom
and this is
if you look at this
this is our energy field
so we have
what's called
electricity in our home
now because we used
to have appliances
running on a straight
DC line
now we've got a million
different products
from all over the world
that have to convert
and while they spend
this time converting
and that steady stream
of electricity
isn't happening
it builds up
and it causes
dirty electricity
in our air
and so this company
Greenway
can allow you
to test your air
but you know
really backing off
your appliances
and you're
as much as possible
like if you're
not using them
just keep them unplugged
and just
keep
because that
translates into
energy in your body
and people are
so anxious
I mean I'm anxious
just looking at this right now
to be honest
you know
right
I wanted to say
something about the
paint
that you had
because in this house
I had to stop
well I would get
sick every time
I turned on the
air conditioning
he begrudgingly
cleaned it
however
if this is a
96 year old house
and the
the ducts
are
I mean it's a
96 year old house
they haven't done anything
so I ended up
having to
invest
in an outside
air conditioning unit
because I became too scared
to turn that on
to turn on the
because I get sick every time
and
as far as the MFs
you're the one who educated me
about
I didn't realize
the reason they took
the lead out
is because of the 5G
that it actually protects
can you talk
a little bit about
maybe what you see
as far as
I'm sure you've seen
a lot of moldy homes
and you have to educate
people about
how
the way they build
maybe the homes
that you help build
are mold
you know
proof or something
but it's such a huge
thing
because the air quality
is like
worse than it is outside
and people are in their homes
all day
so I just want to talk about
that
importance
yeah I mean that's
why I left Austin
because I just couldn't handle
being an air conditioning
all summer
and being in heat
all winter
I was really detrimental
from my house
health now I'm by the beach
and you know
look there's
dangers of mold
around the beach too
but if you have a house
that's
you know
pretty air tight
I can leave my windows open
and I'm just getting
again I'm getting those
negative ions in
which are really cleaning
things out
what I will say
is if anyone is going
through a remodel
or a new build
I would definitely
at least consult
with a building biologist
and a healthy
you know I'm obviously
a healthy home designer
but when it comes to
like
really getting
the building
solid
there's
you know
there's
building biologists
there's the
passive home
companies
there's a lot
of different
online resources
that you can
you can look at
I always do
home audits for people
just to scan their
place
I even do them online
just to see
what you know
give them
things to look out for
but
mold is a big
issue
you know
EMFs are
really hard to
mitigate
when you're in a city
because everyone
has them next to
you
but there's
definitely
EMF shielding
paints now
a lot of
different brands
in the past
people were having
like
Faraday mattes
and Faraday cages
and they found that
some people actually
got worse
so it really
is something
that's not
extremely measurable
it's kind of
like a
case by
case basis
but what I will
say for
just for ease
is just
the easiest thing
you can do is
turn your
Wi-Fi off at night
and if you
can't remember
you just put it
on a timer
like those Christmas
timers for your
Christmas lights
you can just
put it on that
way
like I know my mom
at home
if she turns
her Wi-Fi off
her bed
goes down
because it's Bluetooth
so
or like the TV
has to be rebooted
so there's
you know
you've got to kind
of really think
things through
if you have a lot
of smart TVs
in your home
I can't even
have that
because I'm too
sensitive
so
me too
yeah also
the
smart meters
like when I moved
to St. Augustine
I
my eyes were flickering
and then
I was like
I bet you the smart
meters right behind
my wall
outside
and you have to pay
extra
for them to come
and remove it
and they weren't
there are
fabrics now
that you can wrap
them in that
really help
oh yeah
I think it's
like healthy home
something
resources
and you can buy
even buy fabric
I
mine is
on the garage
way in the back
so
I got lucky
but I was going to
actually do that
I was just going to have them
remove it
but I hate to
is it
for silver
it's
yeah
I know those
you can even get them on
Amazon
I bought some
cloth
and
I would be
I'd be
careful about where
you get them
because again
some people can
have more of a reaction
depending on the quality
and depending on how
it's made
and the weave
and things like that
so
I would go
direct to a site
that specializes in it
unless they
also sell on Amazon
you know
because a lot of it
you know
these MF
wallet protectors
and stuff like that
a lot of that
just doesn't
doesn't do anything
yeah
I work with
the MF
soul
with
that's what
I offer
a home bundle
bundle
where
because he's the one
who actually told me
I had a grounding mat
and then
I found out that
I was actually
making it worse
I don't understand
the science
but then I got this
bundle
just put it
beside
it's a harmonizer
do you know
the science
as to why you
get worse
yeah
well that's
where it comes
with dirty electricity
if your home
isn't grounded
if the way
the electrical
is done in your house
so there's
there's one thing
there's EMS
in the house
is also
what can really trigger things
I don't believe
in grounding mats
anymore personally
I think the best thing
to do is
get your bare feet
and get outside
yeah
get your
in the sun
that's
I ground every day
outside
and that's
the most important
thing
but I used to
have all those gadgets
and if your house
is not
and it's really
hard to
find the house
that's completely
grounded
and even those grounding mats
will send you
like a little adapter
and say here
you can check to see
if your house is grounded
and then they say
in the small print
but then you got
that's step one
then you got to go look
at step two
and really check it
so that is why
and chances are
if you're in an old house
your house is going to
have dirty electricity
unless it's
you know
brand newly wired
there's a
woman
a man I work with
William Wenling
he has a
website called
my quiet home
and he's like
a master in all of this
I'll have to let him know
I mentioned him on this
but I've learned
quite a bit from him
on all that
he travels all over the world
and
the United States
and rewires people's homes
he had a client
and
Martha's vineyard
that couldn't even
go into town
they were so
they couldn't be in their house
because their house
was too static
and they couldn't be in town
so now he's
he rewired the whole house
and he still
uses LEDs
but he doesn't do it
he has to do it
very thoughtfully
yeah
so it's
it's the radiation
I would definitely
if you're going to use
a grounding mat
you want to wire it
and you want to steak it outside
with a copper steak
and that's hardcore
it is hardcore
yeah
I'm barefooted
and I agreed to go outside
and
and ground
and turn things off
so
what's the process
let's say
someone
wants to work with you
and how do they
like do they
sometimes by accident
find out
like you're also
an intuitive
and
something comes through
that you share with them
or
what do you find
well I think
well what's been happening now
is that
you know
like attracts like
because I'm becoming
more open to it
and because I'm talking
about it more
I'm just naturally
kind of attracting
those clients
that are
that are more open to it
so it definitely comes up
in every conversation
now
whereas before
I kept them completely
separate
and I'm being more vocal
about it
I mean just being
on this podcast
is a way
to start sharing this
more publicly
that's awesome
so
what else
may we
may we cover
if someone wants
to reach out to you
and
do you want to talk
a little bit more
about
the readings
that you give
which are also
healings I would say
do you want me to
stop sharing my screen
I don't even know if
you can see me
I thought you stopped
I couldn't see it anymore
no if you have more
it went off
okay it's back
oh okay
she probably took it off
because we were talking
I mean I can continue
to talk about
this
I'll just say one thing
and then we can talk about
the readings
because when I talk
about design
and energetics
of a home
I talk about the yin
and the yang
aspect so when you
think of fire
you think more
of this screen
right you think of the
oranges and the reds
and the bright
fiery energy
and the creativity
and inspiration
but that's the yang
aspect that's the
expansive aspect
of where you're going to be
in your social rooms
or where you're going to be
where you're entertaining
where you're doing
your art
and music
but there's also
the yin
aspect which is this
this is
the lavender
and the
the lotus points
and the pyramid
and the sunset
that provokes
more of an internal
fire
an internal reflection
even the point
on that roof
in the lower
right corner
if that was a
flat roof
you wouldn't have
the same experience
with that point
it makes it
totally different
it causes you to go
inward
and that internal
fire and creativity
so when I talk
about elements
and design
I talk about
the yin
and the yang
aspects
you can see
that this is
quite different
even though
this isn't
too in your
face
it has fire elements
you know
I do talk
we'll just go through this
quickly
water and design
you can see
it's very fluid
metal
I talk about
lead free faucets
the tub
in the top
right corner
is made from
lava stone
cookware
tiles
you know
and metal and design
is really kind of fun
because you know
the neo-industrial
work live
lofts
I didn't realize
the reason why
they use so much
metal is because
metal is really good
for focus
and we think of
metal
we think of that
neo-industrial look
but if you look
in the top right corner
there's this
Cape Cod type
Martha's
Vineyard type
style
traditional house
but it's got
you know
the metal legs
so that also helps
with focus
in an office
so we can
wrap it up there
oh yeah
healthy earth
yeah
even here
I had talked
about
earthing
and you know
these this company
has grounding sheets
I update this constantly
I will probably
take those earthing
sheets off now
based on what I've
learned recently
you know
also
mattress
like I have
an avocado
mattress
and I was working
with them
but they went
a little
woke
but avocado
was a home
when I started
it was a home
a couple
I think
that was
the mattress
was I believe
wool
the mattresses
are also
I'm sure you
consult people
on what they're sleeping on
yeah
I mean
you know
if we spend
that's
you know
half of our lives
in bed
that mattress is
the most important thing
like when I moved
here
I drove down
specifically to
find a
local mattress
I like avocado
and I like those
part of my
thought about
sustainability that
my mother
taught me
always support local businesses
so I wanted to find
a local owner
and I wanted to go in
and lay on it
and feel it
you know
that's kind of bringing
the circulation
back into
the circular economy
bringing back the energy
into the
I didn't even know
there's local mattress makers
I didn't know that
yeah
well
companies
you know
like
but this one
actually happens to have
four stores
and they do
make them locally
in Southern California
so I made
sure that my mattress
was delivered before
I moved in
you know
because I at least
wanted to have that
and there's
luckily we've got
a lot more options
and you don't need to
even go fully organic
to have
a really good quality
natural mattress
with really good
materials
you know
there's a
a website called
peopleforcleanmatresses.org
and you know
the retardants
that they
spray on
these mattresses
you know
really can cause
neurological defects
so it's really important
to have a healthy mattress
and then of course
healthy pillows
and linen sheets
is the way to go
and then
cool room
let's talk about sleep
a little bit because
people have so many
different sleeping disorders
you definitely
want to have your room
a little bit cooler
you definitely want to
keep your screens
off at night
I still work on that
I have plenty of nights
where I'm not
so I will call
myself out there
and then
you know
I have the
chroma lux bulbs
in my
in my room
some people just
use candles at night
you know
I have
natural wool carpet
natural wood
nightstands
you know
essential oils
crystals
I got the whole deal
but there's
things called
chill mats
where you can
actually sleep on a
chill mat
there's people that
have their beds
in fair day cages
if they need it
you know
I think
the more you
raise your frequency
the more you
really take care
of your minerals
and you take care
of your inner world
and you do the inner work
you know
you can mitigate
some of this stuff
just by
focusing on that
because you can
you know
you can become
a prisoner
in your own prison
like being too paranoid
about everything
we've got to give
ourselves a little
bit of slack
because that's
how the world
is shifting right
yeah
absolutely
I mean
I find travel
you travel
way more than
than I can
I travel once
a year
and I used to travel
I mean
Kristin and I met
in Greece
and we hung out
oh yeah
we hung out
I remember going into
that cemetery
remember I go
there's a little girl
in there that passed
and we walked
right to her grave
that's
okay that's a good segue
into the readings
yeah
yeah yeah
about not being
afraid of those messages
because
that was
a real healing
that kind of happened there
you know
it was like
the parents were so devastated
and somehow
the energies were moved
to offer a little bit
more lightness
what about that
we were
the hike
that we hiked
isn't it weird
that picture of you
and me came up
on Facebook
a couple days ago
and people are commenting
I'm like
that's back in
I don't know
2017
even earlier
went to this beautiful
there was like
two
two beaches
right like
yeah they're called
like twin beaches
or something yeah
twin beaches
yeah
and yeah so
I don't
I forgot about
the little girl
in the cemetery
until you said it
now I
have flashbacks
but yeah
what
how would you like
to talk about
your gifts
in being like a
Sherpa
or the healings
that you give
for me
it was confirmation
when we sat the other day
the healing
the energy
I see it as an
energetic clearing
it felt very
positive
and heart centered
and I felt safe
and I felt that you're
clear
in
in your messages
thank you
well it's
you know it took
took a lot of years
I call it
you know it's going from
like a flashlight
to a laser beam
and I want to address
a little bit there's like the
stigma around it
because I even I had it
you know I remember
when I first started
clairvoyant training
in San Francisco
I was also very careless
I you know
back then
you know and partying
and stuff so I could
see why I was
thought to be crazy
I can't do that
stuff anymore
because I hold this gift
with total reverence
and I
believe it's
it's a gift from God
but a lot of people
thought I was doing
quote unquote
the devil's work
you know because of
like witchcraft
and things like that
I don't even
when people say
oh you're
the witchy stuff
I don't even
I ask them not to
you refer me
to that at all
because I don't
I don't see that
I think this is
a gift from God
it's from
Christ consciousness
when I
do the readings
as you recall
I call in Jesus
and Mother Mary
and Mary Magdalene
like they're
the people that
I work with
personally
not from a
religious standpoint
but because
they are
of the highest
frequency
and the
closest thing to
source energy
and through that
you know the other day
a woman came to me
and she had lost her
she had lost her father
when she was pregnant
and she grieved
and right after that
her daughter
born and she's just
been in this grief
and she was like
well can he come through
and I was like
I can't guarantee it
as a human being
right now
but I know the
breeding will be
transformative
no matter what
and so she agreed
and sure enough
he did come through
and it was
it offered tremendous healing
to her because
the guides will connect
dots that therapy
can't quite make
so for example
what came through was
not only did her father
came through
but her deceased sister
came through
and I said
your mother lost a child
and she said
yeah
and I said
well it really
it really affected her
and she goes
oh no it not
didn't
she said
she didn't father at all
and I go
well why do you think
she's an alcoholic
because she was complaining to me
about being an alcoholic
and she never made that
I said
this is how your mother
dealt with the pain
she didn't want to deal with it
and so
that she did it
with escapism
and that's why
she was so
cold to you
as a child too
because she didn't want
to lose another
great love of her life
and now thankfully
they're closer
but
I love the work
in that sense
because
how would
why would someone bring up
oh yeah my mom lost a child
like 30 years ago
you know like
that was obviously
in the forefront of the energies
that really helped her shift
and she ended up having
open heart surgery
the next day
you know she came
to be her dad
died because her
and she's young
she's got to be like
early 30s
and I don't mention
them by name
because reading
are topical
but
you know
her father's heart stopped
and I'm like
here you are
feeling responsible
taking this on
yes it's genetic
but I said
when you go through this
surgery
can you please
imagine
cut
when they cut this out
do it with love
and cut out that
anger and shame
and responsibility
and grief
and let it go
I mean
obviously you're
going to still grieve
your father
but not in this
intensity
you know
where you're
making yourself sick
you know I
want to talk about
forgiveness
for a moment
because I believe
it's really
and the heart
that
we're being asked to
transmute
and forgive
and not
hold on
personally
I think that
if you exit the world
with unfinished business
that could be enough
to bring you back
if you so
so choose to
I just think forgiveness is huge
and it doesn't have to take years
and years and years of talk therapy
and all of that
but
maybe because women
have been
hardened
or more masculine
I see a lot of women
that are
like
devolve and are angry
in a very masculine
way
for me
that's my
observation
so may you say
a few things about
if it resonates
about forgiveness
well first thing
I'll say about that
is that's always a cry
for like
your inner child
and used to not
like that inner child
word or work
or anything
but it is so important
you know
that is usually
when you're that angry
it's some sort of cry for help
but
yeah
what I'll say about forgiveness
because that's obviously a process
that I still work through
with different
scenarios in my life
but one thing
I remember
someone saying to me
is you know
drinking
or
the inability to forgive
is like
drinking poison
expecting the other person to die
you know
and that's
it only hurts
you
and everyone
and it's all about non-duality
and oneness
you know
anything that you're
angry about
with someone else
is usually some part of yourself
that you haven't
embraced or forgiven
so
Carl Jung said it
this is paraphrase
but he said something like
that which you have not
learned to love and embrace
will show up outside of you
as fate
meaning
those things
those parts of yourselves
that you're
haven't forgiven
or loved
are going to show up
in your outer world
and that chaos
and that's not proven scientifically
so
you know
when I say all this stuff
I also say we teach
what we most need to learn
and so
when I talk about this stuff
these scenarios actually
will show up in my life
and I don't like to use
the word test
but opportunities
to discover that
I can
I can still work through this
because
if anything
you know
having these gifts
and extrasensory
abilities and stuff
does not make life
easier people think
oh I'm going to be psychic
and the Red Sea is going to
be a part
it's going to be
Tra la la Rose Garden
it is a fucking hard path
yeah
excuse my French
it is not
it's a deep initiation
if I had
I always say
if I had known what I'd have to
go through
I wouldn't have signed up
but I'm glad I did
at this point
yeah
but it's just not
it's not
it's not an easy path
I do use tests
and
slash opportunities
but it's like
when I mentioned to you
the
assault that occurred
you picked up on
which is what I got as well
that it was
it kind of
helped break a dam
that I got
I had
I mean it was devastating
to just be dancing
but it was a test
and it also showed me
oh you got a lot of work to do
on your
on your PTSD honey
because
you know
I was in
I was a mess
but you catch yourself
and it is
it's practice
everything is
it's really perception
and it is about raise
if you
when you raise your consciousness
you can see things
in a slightly different
angle
to see the betterment
that it's happening
for you
and not at you
you know
yeah
that's the thing
things aren't happening to you
they're happening for you
that's another really big lesson
that is hard
to look at
it is
because people can be
I mean it's like
people
I have been victimized
with censorship
I didn't do anything wrong
I did everything right
but how I show up
is up to me
you know
to be
it doesn't mean
I'm a victim
but there are
there is victimization
in the world today
yeah well
and I also think
that's a little gas
when the new age community
is like oh don't be such a victim
well sometimes we are
like I
you know
I've got a
we've had a lot of stuff
happen in the last couple years
and it's just
it beats you down after a while
and it's okay
to feel those feelings
because it's better
to feel those feelings
than to gaslight yourself
and get a tumor later
you know
but then you bring up a very
I want to talk about
for a moment this
fake spirituality
this toxic spirituality
that completely bypasses
the shadow
and some love and light
no it's not all love and light
and
to not subdue your emotions
or
like you said
we
many of us
our intuitions have been gaslit
and then you go
especially if you are a sensitive
your heart on yourself
and you internalize it
and it's only through these tests
or opportunities
or experience
that you become self mastery
that you can take
all that's happened to you
like you're teaching
you're educating other people now
and helping empower them
in a holistic fashion
so
I think to
even stand up
and say there is
toxic spirituality
and
I am just saying that
because I have seen
a lot of plastic
spiritual people
that
are ostriches
you know
so I just
I want to call that out
it's a balance
yeah
and
yeah I've dealt with that too
I mean that was
I had kind of
left a community
because I felt like
there was a lot of
spiritual distortion there
and it's also like
if again
if it's something that
really
bothers us
in the outside world
there is some part of it
within us
that we haven't dealt with
now it's not like for like
it doesn't mean like
you have the exact same traits
but where are you gas
signing yourself
where are you being
overly critical of yourself
you know any of those
types of things
you know
and can you look at those
parts of compassion
rather than like
projecting
you know
because we're all
in this together
ultimately
and that's the real
challenge
well it is a challenge
I mean I think
consciousness
if you are self-aware
it's
it's not an
it's an active practice
right
it's active
and especially with
all the energies
that are
happening
celestially
all the solar flares
the Schumann
it is all connected
and
personally
I do see a bifurcation
going on
people that are
going to choose
to be
in this bold way
of doing things
and ego
and then people
who are in their hearts
and want a deeper
level of authenticity
and you know
someone like yourself
is bridging those two worlds
right
I'm pretty removed
yeah I do a show
but I'm
I'm pretty isolated
more so
than you
that's dealing with
you know
I say kudos
to anyone
that's dealing every day
with
I guess
for lack of better word
normies
you know
yeah
well we chose to come here
right
yeah
they chose
yes chose to come here
but
I think
some frequencies
are maybe
offensive
or
triggering
it depends
every
scenario
is different
like I went to the
Delray
a static dance
and I had
I had a good time
I connected with some people
but I also
saw
a lot of
plastic
like not a lot of depth
and what I dubbed
fake spirituality
so
you know
you can connect
individually with people
you know
I don't know
maybe I'm more difficult
than someone like you
more
less
accepting
I guess
yeah
um
I think it comes from
a talk that I went to
I heard
Sasha stones
because you know I've gotten
involved in like the
regenerative communities
thinking like
oh I want to get involved
in these
and you know
I went to a talk
and actually how
those are actually
really difficult
because people think
they're going to go to
these regenerative communities
and there's going to be
this like
Garden of Eden
and nothing's going to
happen and they're
going to be like
one of the
anchors on a tugboat
and some other people
are going to pull them along
when it actually
these are the places
where your shadow
really comes up
and he had said to me
he had said to the group
he said
really avoid gossip
and I was like
okay that's interesting
he said because
once
if you
once
he goes address it
with that person
and he's like
once that individual
shadow becomes the group
shadow
that's where all the
distortion happens
so
I got
really
really busted for
I think when you're
on this path
things will slap you
in the face even more
and so that's probably
what you're seeing too
like I got really
busted for gossiping
someone owes me
a lot of money
and I found out
he owes a bunch of other
people a lot of money
so I started like
I was like
I'm going to do justice
I'm going to let people
know that this guy
is wrong
and da da da
well I end up
getting canceled
and smeared
and it was
because
I gossiped
even though
what he did
was wrong
I matched that
energy
and so
it's a huge
lesson
it's a huge lesson
so I just
really try to
not talk about
any groups
or any people
that aren't in this
space anymore
and I still do
you know
we all gossip
it's
it's a thing
well it's
it's low level
and I agree
and it's a
I think what's a huge lesson
is to
that's why I brought up
forgiveness
like the situation
that I'm in
I could have went ballistic
wackadoodle woman
and been very
vindictive
and vengeful
and I've chosen
the path of my heart
to transmute
to look at
what's coming up
through this
incident
and to learn
what
unconditional love
that I'm then using
to spill over
but the way
in which
we're going to meet fire
with fire
and it's really like
are you the type
of person
that's an eye for an eye
I'm more like
turn the other cheek
and I think
it takes
more fucking
strength to turn
the other cheek
and not like
I'm a sap
and I'm just going
to be
taken advantage of
in a dignified
way knowing
that
that energy
is just
it's not leading
anywhere
it's very difficult
because
in the case
you're talking about
it's wrong
it's been done
to other people
and
so you're handling it
or being shown
to handle it
in a different way
it's not like
you're saying
I'm going to just
be taken advantage
of this person
I'm just
going to handle it
in a different way
and trust
well because
I didn't have
in a different way
I have to let it go
and I won't get
the money back now
so
oh okay
wow
yeah
okay
that's the takeaway
yeah
and I just have to
but this is the thing
I just have to
the trust that the
universal take care of it
in the way
that's
more fitting
but for me
to stoop to that level
energetically
is what I did
you know
and I thought
oh I'm about justice
right now
I'm going to
I can't
I need to let other
people know
that this is what's
happening
and that wasn't my job
right which is not
which is not a bad
go to
which is completely
normal
because it is happening
to other people
and
it's happened to other people
it's also
yeah
it's not my
it's not my job
to take on that battle
for them
like I thought
I was like
okay I'm going to
get us all together
and I'm going to
deal with it
and you know
that's where
I went wrong
so still learning
these lessons
I do have to jump
off I have
I have a 130
so I do have to jump off
but I'll tell people
where to find you
and I'll stay on time
can we bring up
the links
cheese slice
thank you for sharing
your experience
yeah I think it is
so great
you're such a good
interviewinger
interviewer
yeah my
website is
christenkilmer.com
my instagram is
christenkilmer.com
just be mindful
it's with an I N
you can get a hold
of me there
I do
all sorts of things
to help you
home design
home audits
consultations
full remodels
what did you say
can we give your
email
yeah there we go
share your email
where should I put it
you can just say it
out loud
the links are
yeah
it's
christenkilmer.com
and then again
it's I N
k-r-i-s-t-i-n
my website
got hacked
so we're in the middle
of rebuilding it
he still didn't put
my phone number
supposed to be up there
on the top
he didn't put it
there
but
okay sweetheart
thank you for
I love you
thank you
for all the time
yeah we'll
touch base this weekend
okay
alright
thank you
thank you so much
bye
thank you
bye
alright cheese slice
excuse me
I wanted to talk about
some of the things
that christen brought up
a little
some hacks
can we pull up
honey colony
I'm still under the weather
since my
demonic attack on the dance floor
and so I've been taking
my silver
and my
and liposomal vitamin C
and
drinking a lot of water
so
you know
not everybody has a budget
or has
a home
but you can all make
little hacks
in your home
if you're living in a condo
or a big building
kudos to you
I would say
you know I personally
am consulting
with a couple of people
that I know
the
Cinco Geo 5G
is impacting them
but
you know what
what are you gonna do
so
you could turn on
the
turn on
or
I have
a
EMF
Sol
which is a harmonizer
so I wanted to bring up
on
honey colony
some of the solutions
cheeseless
if you could bring up
the
website
a lot of the things
that
christen
you know
spider plants
are excellent
for mould
adding
having some house
plants
in your house
which I
absolutely do
I switched all the light bulbs to salt lamps that you could find for cheap on
Honey Colony
No, sorry on Amazon the the salt lamps. They're they're pretty cheap. So if we were to do
EMF I wanted to show solutions
So like the you know beeswax candles I use a diffuser with
Okay, so EMF soul I did do an interview with Corey on the technology, but I have that harmonizer and
That I put
Near my bedroom and people put it on their smart meter. You can wear the band
There's also special clothes. It really depends on
How what you're like what your lifestyle what you're doing and how sensitive you are
but absolutely the more sensitive you are the more sensitive you become the more sensitive you become and
Then like I sell these on Honey Colony. They're on special actually
Swanies
so at night
To sit by the computer and I'm not because that you'll get tired and I do stay up a little too late
But to get into the practice of
Wearing these for the blue screen. There's also
FLX
Which is you can just pull it up. It's a free program. So you can use that on your computer
What else?
The shoes off I actually did an article on Honey Colony to educate people on the crap that they could bring in on
their shoes and
whether it's pesticides and just to be mindful like
There is an accumulative
You know, that's like people who come and like I don't need a lot of gluten
Yeah, but you haven't been eating a lot of gluten for 40 years
It adds up and you have leaky the gut and you've created pores in your intestines. So
You know also working with people and to have guidance
You think it's like a resonance like I am not I
Get I get messages. I hear I hear things or I'm shown things
I work with with tarot, but I for me
I think it's more wisdom and what I tap into using my psychology my minor in psychology
But I find there's a lot of use like I sat with Kristen and
You know, it was a confirmation to the things that I'm learning
Ultimately you develop connection with your over soul and you have your own guides and you trust yourself
Because people are gonna come up and test you
They're gonna test you and test you and test you and most people I'm sorry to say are weak and
Personally, I think there are a group of us who are getting a call that this is our last life that the same my first rodeo and
What that looks like I was speaking to someone today
that thinks, you know in the firmament and that doesn't even believe there's planets that there's water above and
What does ascension mean?
In this day and age I've I speak to customers
I have clients and people feel things regardless of their overlays of their own beliefs
you know like I
spoke to a Christian woman and I
Take offense with removing the divine Sophia
The divine list of divine feminine. Where is she?
Put your salvation in God. God will save you. God will save you
No, you will save yourself and God will work through other people and
That's what I believe to take I know how hard they they work to remove
us from our own innate divinity, so
ultimately
it's about raising our consciousness and
Ultimately, it's about self-awareness and self-mastery and you have to be
You know an investigative journalist in your own life to be really fucking brutally honest with yourself
You know in my case, let's say it's something inside
Your person was saying sometimes it's not like the same
sometimes it's an old belief that you have to get rid of or work through rather and
as you soften
Like I'll just tell you during the rona. I
Would go out and I just see like face masks and
Stupidity and I would get very angry and then as my heart softened
What I would notice is is like people holding hands or like love
Between and I really think love the heart is such an amazing force
So I recently read this book by one of the many this was in Snuffy's book collection
Awakening to remembering a journey of consciousness. It's like might as well have been my book and
I'm just gonna read
It just spoke to me so much I
Recently wrote about the Merkaba because I saw the star of David and I was like wait a second. Is that the Merkaba?
And it is and it's our light body
Light body energy this is an energy of remembering it tunes one's vibrational frequency to that of one's soul
As an energetic body of light allowing it to expand into all spaces of consciousness as one as
One of energy for the physical human it appears to expedite that which will occur
Naturally for all who continue to raise in vibrational frequency to remember
To remember their natural state
This energy merges that separation that one came here to experience in doing so all
Timelines and dimensional selves come to be able to exist as one energy form
It
Charges and raises the vibrational space that you currently exist in it allows one to purge
dense energies with less perceived suffering as the faster one vibrates the faster the physical denseness
Falls away this will include everything in one's physical and outer world. So if you
Make a decision to go within or to live in a different way
Like I am also seeing the people that are coming to me
It's like I have I won't say names one woman who has gone into Moderna jabs and is arguably vaccine injured
because she's very healthy otherwise and
Recently lost her matrix job that she didn't like anyway, and I'm like consider yourself lucky. This is a racket
I tuned into it. I'm like, yeah, they saw that you didn't want to run the scams and it's like
Why are you seeing it as rejection?
Like this is not a lot of people are acting out of fear
Okay, and we have to be in abundance like to me. I've done so much in service
I'm not charging for my time and yet. I don't see the the generosity to give back
It's like paid forward to trust that you're taken care of
You know, so I I have little tolerance like someone's freaking. Well, you're not in a government shitless like please
This is like fucking kindergarten for me, right?
How the lack of people like come on you're stronger than that
So I see what Kristen's been through what I've been through you would have fucking withered away a long time ago snowflake
So we're all being tested see that it's happening for you. You're being forged in the fire and to be grateful
So the energy
Works opposite of that of the logical world
It is indicative of the soul world in that manner in the physical world one works to purge
And then their vibrational frequency increases to allow that dimensional self to fall away
So things are falling away from your life. Thank you. Bye
Go away
Be thankful
This is not
Physical world energy it activates the soul energy activates one's macabre feel to such a high frequency that all falls away as a result
This is what shortness shortcuts the perceived time and suffering as one is instantly
Increased into a higher frequency dimensional self with each session. This is an energy that must be sought by those truly
seeking to remember
Or with this choice reality as it once was will soon cease to exist
You will enter a reality as an energetic being all that follows will support this process of letting go in order to truly be free
So it's like all the people like all your car your house. So you're not taking any of this shit with you
What's really important? And if you have unfinished business
Will it come back? Will you keep repeating it when you can make a difference today?
you
Can say sorry to someone forgive yourself
reach out to someone that popped into your head live in the wish fulfilled and
Trust because quantum physics is a real thing and a lot of these different timelines are arguably happening
At the same time
The one here called transcendence holds the ability to tune one's soul energy frequencies further integrating one's light body
Activate one's macabre feel activate light codes within and dormant DNA strands along with the third crystals held within your
Crystalline body. This is an energy of remembering as more remember
They too will bring forth that which they already know and come to understand according to their own unique purposes
They're in the sit in this time. You are in a brilliant time now
All is one all moments all souls all time all
Are one energy there is no separation
There never was you've just forgotten. Thank you Snuffy. Thank you for this book
another book
That's not he also gave me is a course in mastering alchemy, which I'm reading
She also talks about the Merkaba to which I said, don't you know, you're my master course in alchemy
Which you are
so
You know I to invite you to look at your story to look at what you're called
I had a very
Enjoyable session with someone who who came to ask me
Do you know if there's exists this type of book and I said I think you're being called to write this book
This is a time of remembering. That's the that is the the theme du jour of the year
I I shared you a link that I would like to share this
this video
Cheese slice
And I found this channel. It's very arguably
It's very arguably
Chat GPT, I don't know if this is a real person anymore, but I want to just
It resonated with me the things that she said and I want to see if it sits with you
How long is this 20 minutes? Okay. Well, let's see and let's play it
They told us the stars were dead beautiful woman told us the gods were myths
They told us the skies were empty, but something's returning and it's not what they said
This is not just another comet. This is not just a piece of ice and dust drifting through space
This is three I atlas and it's not natural. It's ancient. It's encoded
It's intentional and it may be the final key. They called it interstellar
But that's just code for off-grid. It didn't come from our solar system
It wasn't created by this sky and it's not bound by this orbit
It entered from the dark from a place even the watchers don't speak of
NASA called it three I the third interstellar object
But the name atlas was not random in myth atlas held up the sky
He carried the heavens. He bore the weight of the firmament. So what does it mean when atlas returns?
This is a cosmic event scripted in code every name every number every symbol
Three I atlas isn't just a comet. It's a trigger and we've seen it before not in this lifetime
Maybe but in the soul record in the echoes in the cycles because this this is how they reset the construct
They called it three I atlas, but it's not a rock. It's not a comet and it's not from here
Let's go deeper in Greek myth atlas wasn't just a Titan. He was punished to hold up the sky
But what if that story was never punishment? What if it was containment?
What if atlas wasn't holding up the heavens but holding something back the ancient texts didn't lie
They were coded warnings the sky is not empty
It's sealed and something has been trying to get through for lifetimes watchers guarded the breach
They were stationed at the edge the so-called outer belt beyond the firmament wall
But now three I atlas has broken through it's the third known interstellar object
And the only one named after a being that held up the veil
Coincidence never this was ritual. This was prophecy. This was planned
It crossed the path of the sun as if rewriting the blueprint
It curved unnaturally as if guided or pulled and every telescope that tracked it started glitching
It didn't behave like a comet it moved like a vessel
A seeded signature a time capsule or a trigger. That's what we're decoding next
Something is reactivating and atlas isn't just a name. It's a signal to the gods who left
The return sequence has begun and it's not just about what's arriving
It's about what's already here. They didn't just name it atlas by chance. This is ritual level naming
This is bloodline level signal atlas was punished for a celestial war condemned to hold the sky
But who really cursed him and what if he wasn't the villain
What if atlas was the last of the titans to stand against the synthetic architects
What if the real story was rewritten
They tell us he was crushed by the heavens, but ancient seals say he chose the burden
He chose to hold the sky so they wouldn't drop it on us
That kind of soul doesn't disappear
Now something's calling itself atlas again and it's not from here. They call it a comet, but it's on a perfect arc
It's coded cloaked and timed and it's arriving right after the fall of the queen the fall of the pope and the ritual crowning of the red child
That's not coincidence. That's countdown. You are watching the return of an ancient flame
A soul encoded in star maps a presence the parasites tried to trap under their fake sky
And now it's waking not just in the stars, but in us. They thought they sealed it
They layered it with spells tech satellites and false light barriers
They told you space was dead. They told you nothing comes in
Nothing goes out, but they lied the gate above the dome was never sealed only coded
And now something ancient is unlocking it not by force, but by resonance
The sound of a returning king or a returning curse
They said it was just an interstellar object a comet a rock a name pulled from myth
But if you've been watching the sky, you know, it's not behaving like one
Three eyed Atlas was first spotted in 2020 just months before the global grid shifted
They told us it broke apart, but pieces don't stay lit after they shatter they pulse
This wasn't a comet. It was a signal one. They tried to stop reaching earth
NASA classified it as a hyperbolic object, which means it's not from this system and it's not coming back
But what if that was a lie? What if it was never meant to come and go because it was never alone?
What if it opened something a tunnel a frequency a call to those beneath us above us and beside us
The name atlas was no accident in ancient law atlas didn't just hold up the sky
He stood at the point where the heavens turned
He was the one who kept the celestial order from collapsing
The moment atlas falls the firmament splits and everything sealed begins to rise
They always said the watchers would return through the sky
But they never told you what form they'd take not wings not light not love
But fire encoded geometry objects mistaken for rocks comets that aren't comets
Atlas is a carrier but not of life of code of memory of command
Its path is no accident. Its timing is exact
Its alignment with ritual windows eclipse shadows and timeline fractures is too precise to ignore
Every major religion hints at something returning
But the names are different the masks are many the agenda is one
In revelation a star falls and opens the bottomless pit
In islam the dabba alaad rises from the earth when the heavens split
In hindu prophecy kalki rides in during the final age on a white horse of fire
The hope you speak of the bluestar kachina a celestial sign of the great purification
And in every version the return brings judgment cleansing or reprogramming
But what if this isn't about human sins at all?
What if the judgment is on the construct itself?
On the system on the grid on the watchers who overstepped
What if atlas is not just a warning but a trigger?
What if it's not an object passing through but a lock being turned?
Before every reset the sky speaks first the ancients called it the cycle of the returning light
The Mayans the Hopi the Egyptians all spoke of a time when a star would return
That wasn't a star at all
They said when the sky opens and the gods descend again the atlas gate would reactivate not as punishment but as correction
Atlas is not a myth. He's a frequency
In the oldest text atlas means the one who holds up the world grid
When that grid destabilizes the frequency that holds reality together begins to vibrate
That's what's happening now the poles shifting the magnetic field collapsing the shuman resonance spiking
You're not imagining the ringing in your ears. It's the tuning of the planet
The ancients built monuments to track this moment
The pyramids aligned to Orion and Sirius because those were the gates used to enter this realm
The great flood wasn't just water. It was the aether resetting
The sky went black then white then blue again
The same pattern recorded on Sumerian tablets, Norse runestones and Hopi petroglyphs
They all point to the same window in time the seventh cycle
The final software white before the reboot atlas isn't random. It's a trigger
It's trajectory mirrors the myth. I mean enough the fallen charioteer of the sun
It's coded to pass
You said that was enough right? Is it doing that for you?
No, I paused it. I thought you said that was enough. That's fine
Yeah, it's enough it is enough people can see it. I don't know if that's if it's
If it's all chat GPT if so AI
but three eyed atlas if you look at the
The disparity of I mean the range of what people think three eyed atlas is it even real?
Conveniently the government is shut down
So the cameras even all over the world. It's going to go behind the sun
So let's see what happens with january
2026 because even if it is nothing, let's see what they say it is they can use they
to
world leaders
To shut down the whole country to bring out their digital ID, but
Regardless of what this is. I still think people
feel
That something is
Amidst
That there is a change in the air and certainly 2025
has been
Shown rapid AI. I believe this is kind of like atlantis all over again
and
I don't think there'll be a lot of people who go deep and remember
And they'll trust what they're being shown. So I wanted to bring up my substack
I know there's also things in the collective, right? So
we
We always have been telepathic
And because of the solar flares and this age
It's the the veil is thinning
So I had looked after the kundalini. I was led to my mericaba
Never really considered a mericaba before which is this figure
And the light the star within that to your light body
And so I was like, huh, this is the star of david
Really the mericaba and looked into it and sure enough
So you can scroll down. I I'm asking people even if you just it takes
Two seconds folks to just press restack. They mess with me
Everywhere. Yeah, they mess with lots of people and it's the algos, but it's not just who says it
It's who says it
What what is said, but who said it if if like cheese I said I go on
Jeff berwick comes on my show and then he gets
Insta banned and then weak in jail for posting our interview. What is that really saying?
Merrim is radio radioactive. Why?
All foot five foot five of me
So how priestly gatekeepers that talk about the zadakine hid the original light body technology
So that's merriam hinane.substack.com. I I offer most of it for free. So even signing up and re thank you cheese slice
and
Sharing it, but those are the kind of downloads that you can get
And how do you know where those downloads are coming from? Well
if you see it like sometimes I'm I'm convinced that youtube's algorithm is reading my mind and
creating
videos specifically
for me now and
In any case, we're living in
exciting times and people should get their house in order
And if they'd like to work with me
I can even give them the reading with my british accent
So
yeah, I I
Yeah, what if the star of david isn't a symbol of religion at all
But the forgotten blueprint of ascension a map of light and geometry showing how to ignite the heart
Activate the body of stars and steer your soul home
Through the spinning chariot with it like who's to say?
Why not think that there's a rapture coming or there is an end of times and
Like I was speaking to a young lad this morning
And he was saying, you know how the good shut down the world and it's like I was living in that panic fear
for five years covering the rona
And god did take me
Out of this country six days before it shut down. So I'm going to trust my
Inner voice. I'm not scared of death. I'm just more scared that they would fucking put in balming
shit in me and
I'm or even to go to the hospital like that's why I work
I I honor my temple. So the more
sensitive you become if you're being called to purify
then
You can get clearer messages
So what's this typing? Oh?
Sorry, I didn't know
I love my british accent too. I've been doing it since I was
I don't know it's nine years old listening to benny hill
and must have been british in past
Past life and my audible will be my british accent
so
Yeah, I I like my british accent. It commands it commands respect
I believe I worked with some brits
Yeah, I was going I was going to say something but then you went and talked about something else. So um
Go ahead. What are we gonna say?
But you were talking about like with the three eye atlas thing
One of the things that I think is important to look at
Is I know you're saying like our government shut down
But our government is not the only one talking about it or tracking that thing
So if you want to get a good sense of what that three eye atlas thing is
I think you need to look at what the chinese are saying what the russians are saying
Maybe what the indians are saying
Understanding is that all the cameras or the telescopes are down actually that was good
It's a good idea. Just only our government is shut down the rest of the world's still working
Right, right cameras. I think cameras. I don't think we're getting
Point is I don't think we're getting images of three eye atlas from china
But that's a good point to look up sandex
Yeah, you should look and see what everybody is saying about it. Not just the americans because I think
The americans and even the europeans are kind of a little bit more
They're I don't think their ideas on what it is are as grounded as they are what's coming out of china
so
I think
I don't know. I don't see a lot to it yet. I mean i'm a wait-and-see person on the three eye atlas
I think it's just a another astral body that's makes a cycle of coming into our solar system
Every I don't know maybe thousand years or whatever
And
It's just happening right now
Sure, but I mean, I don't know maybe there is something to it, but I'm not I'm not worried about it until there's a reason to worry about it
What's knee-hiled? That's not are you making a mistake jimmy?
You you mean the hold is that what you're trying to say?
Behold a pale horse
Oh
You know if you call and say I'd like to speak to your supervisor. I'm a brit. I'm a brit. I command respect right now
It doesn't work. I used to work now
Now not so much
Now not so much because I still I'm still trying to find you think
You have a wealthy man. You have a woman who has ptsd on record
I got accosted
I had my phone snatched from me
Why am I unable to find the lawyer to send this guy a demand letter?
And I left a message at the club because
Yeah, I'm disturbed, but you know, it's like, you know, christin saying you have to kind of choose your battles
and uh
I
See people engaging because they want justice they want justice and it's it's unfortunate because now it's just us
And there isn't I think they suss out
A case like there's just people are not doing their jobs people are just but they are doing their jobs to be
And just doing their jobs are just listening to orders
And
I believe that it's time for more courage to stand
in integrity
in
honesty
And you have to really wonder what is it?
That's inside of you that is wanting you to take the pious path to realize
That there's so much fakery
And and to not be in the club
Because let's be honest folks
If they wanted like look at all the reality stars that they give fame to
When they smeared me in shadow land and positioned me as a woman who wants fame
Because I said they they cut it out of context like am I missing something?
Am I missing something? No, I'm not not at all except I'm not willing to whore out my soul and I'm a wild card
so they'll
they'll use
Useful idiots the cash patels of the world by you know drugs money
Whatever people don't even realize because they're not tapped into their soul
Or their hearts and
And I was giving a console to a man
And I believe we need all the men in the world like we need
Men that are balanced with their divine feminine and the divine
Masculine that are leaders and what I see is a way lack of courage because people don't want to put themselves out there
And so everyone has their roles, right?
There are you know, you need someone to say hey
There's a big fucking elephant in the room. Would you like to address it? Are we all going to play pretend?
Right there has to be everyone plays and maybe I'm not as tactful
as the other the the next person
But uh
Hey matt you're on air
What do you mean air? I'm doing my show and everybody can hear you
Yeah, well, that's why I'm on your right front
Okay, uh, so are you gonna come to the door? I have to
Come to the door right now. Okay. I'm like in front of you. All right. How much okay?
That how much a hundred?
Okay, 99 99
Uh, so that's uh, that's one of my customers from honey colony getting my silver
He's from new york. Can you keep the the
The fort up will be right back
Let's say people come knock on my door for my silver. Oh sure. Yeah. I'll try to pad here
Well, when mary get mary comes back. I wanted to bring up one other thing. Um
There's some neat stuff that I've seen
coming out of
from like things are from antiquity and the
The wonders of the world
So I want to ask her about that if she's heard about these new things that come up because they're using ai
to kind of analyze old structures like stonehenge
and ai came out with some really interesting
Uh explanations for what stonehenge actually is
That's diverges from what a lot of people and a lot of like scholars have said what they believe it is
And uh, I want to I want to save it for when mary gets back. But also
Apparently some people actually went down into the catacombs underneath the pyramids
And there's a lot of weird reports on what they have seen
I mean, I don't know what to believe yet because ai's out there
Can say anything
But I'm really interested to hear from the more credible people talk about it
And I don't know if anybody else has heard anything about those the pyramids
And the catacombs underneath but apparently there's people who have gotten down there and
Done some exploring and reporting what they saw
So have you heard about that mary? I missed what you're talking about
Uh, two things the yeah
Well, I was when you just came back I was talking about the pyramids and apparently some people have gone down into the the catacombs or the
The tunnels underneath the pyramids and they're reporting what they saw. I don't know what to believe
We're in the age of ai so you kind of question everything
um, and but there's been reports of it and and some of the like
Some of the reports are saying they found like these alien looking bodies and stuff like that
Which is recently
Yeah, this is like in the last week or so
Do you want to I don't believe that stuff?
but
It's still interesting because there are different people reporting the stuff
And I just wonder
No, I I haven't heard anything. I know they're always looking where in egypt
Under the pyramid. They're great pyramids the great
Because I mean they they've known that there's these the tunnel system underneath there or whatever they are
um
They they might be like natural um
Like tunnels that were formed by water that was flowing underneath the ground there
because I I kind of believe in the pyramid it was a machine to create energy
theory about the pyramids
but
I have to look into it. I haven't uh, I haven't heard any of the credible people who talk about this stuff talking about it yet
But there are a lot of weird sources coming out there
but
Yeah, you you got to question everything, but I'd also saw another report about AI
um
Being used on stonehenge and it came up with some theories and possibilities with stonage is
That are just kind of bucked the tradition of all the scholars
And you say it's like a place of worship and temple
And the AI was saying looking at it based on like the materials that were used and how like some of those keys
did the big stones
Were quarried in certain places, but it wasn't just random. I mean these these stones have certain properties that kind of align with some of the other
minerals and um environmental factors around that location
and the AI was suggesting that
Stonehenge is actually a machine of some sort probably to harness frequencies or sounds
And
All of these things that they're destroying
Sorry, go ahead. Well, and it's pointing at a spot in the an empty spot in the sky
but
Consistently at this empty spot in the sky as if there was something important there
maybe maybe there used to be a star there or
Something or maybe this is like a location where something will be there in the future
and so
Jimmy's um comment
Is is there you talk about lead are I don't know what lead are where the pillars go down
below like yeah, well, I mean, I don't know specifically
I just I know that there's a there. Yeah, they've been they've been able to detect that there are tunnels and stuff underneath
the Gaza Plateau
Going all over the place
Yeah
It's true. It is
I personally believe that like the the great pyramid is a
um
Is the ancient machine theory that it was built to harness energy
And like when you look at the the materials specific materials that are used in there don't make sense for being
a tomb
But make much more sense if you're like with all the quartz and stuff like that if you're trying to
harness energy
And and when you look at how the pyramid was originally
It was encased in a what kind of stone was it originally case? It was like a white stone
I can't remember the was it limestone or a certain kind of limestone. You know what I'm talking about though. Yeah
Yeah, yeah, I think it was like a line
I think all of these all of these were frequency
Right, but when you combine all those things, they're all different
elements and materials that are used in creating and harnessing energy. So
Um, like like massive
Gross things, um
Yeah, yeah, maybe one day. I'll have a talk where I have an expert, but I I
I have nothing to share at the at this moment. I know that they're all
Yeah, I'm just curious because I know there are people that reporting about going down into those tunnels
and saying they saw stuff
but I don't I don't necessarily believe what it is but
I am willing to believe that people actually did get down there. Maybe unauthorized
Because I know they're really strict about who can explore. Yeah, they are
I've been in the Great Pyramid and I'm doubt anyone else was watching this show could say that that they've had the Great Pyramid to themselves
with four other people. So I've had to pay the
The gatekeepers
of well, not me personally Vashish, which is
A money and whoever goes there like the Robert Edward grants. Yeah, they have to grease the palms
of people so I was just selling my silver
And I know Jimmy's gonna get some
And I'm using it. I use the nettle pot and I'm running silver
Well in in some distilled water
um
And it's my best seller and it's what the government came after me for so I educate people that
Colloidal silver is zero to five hundred ppm. This is four thousand ppm. It is chelated and
so
That's why it's super powerful and I am
I'm I'm telling
Jimmy to use it on his dog and I also have a rash block that's like, I don't know less than 15 dollars
to put on any scratches any itches
Silver is the original
I know that Jimmy's into silver. Um, is the original anti
Biotic so you we sell a 3d printer that you can make it at home, but you're making colloidal
Excuse me. So it depends like it depends. Um
So matt is actually
I was packing one of the boxes and I saw oh
He lives here and then it turns out he's seen my b-movie and he's been a customer
for 10 years, so
He just came to to pick some up
It's nice. I end up speaking to the customers like ours. Like there was another
She called me and I find that whenever a customer calls me oftentimes. It's it's not an accident
We ended up praying together and discussing things
and so I like to educate people because
People have no they're like you have a show you have a subset. You just made a movie. You wrote a book
You're bad
um, so they're
You know not very plugged into I think it's important for normal people nor to this customer wasn't a normie for people
to know that real heroes
Are not Joe Rogan and Russell Brand. Okay, they're not they take information and they
Suck it up and they're actors
And then they pass it off, but they're not calling the cdc
I can assure you that Russell Brand isn't called the FDA or visa
He knew nothing about GMOs when he saw my movie vanishing of the bees. So
they're very intelligent
And no one's saying to throw out the baby with the bath water. It's called
nuance
And things are complex. They're not black and white. There's different shades
Yeah, enjoy the weed store. I will I'm going to wrap it up
And I am looking for
A book or someone to help me get on more shows so I can sell my book
So
I just got heard from another another customer who read the book and
What did she say like I text with people?
Um
She said your book is brilliant and
And
She was she was commenting on the fact that Charlie Kirk's birthday is the same as George Floyd's which was this week
and
20 years apart
Yeah, that is so weird
It's the same day. It literally it's just
Very weird and
How how close have you been following the Charlie Kirk thing?
You know, it's I mean, I'm convinced now that it was a organized hit and it that Tyler Robinson kid
I I believe he's totally innocent. Totally
totally
The thing that just came out recently
Was somebody was checking google search histories of like all the things around
Charlie Kirk, but then they searched for those things before
What day was it september 10th
and then those
Things like Tyler Robinson the hospital he went to the doctor he saw were all searched on
Before Charlie Kirk was killed coming from washington and israel
so
That's a really weird coincidence
Very very, I mean lots of searches on those things after Charlie Kirk was killed
But they have those things be searched
and together
Before Charlie Kirk was killed
Is really suspicious
Yeah, but it ultimately
ultimately is uh destruction and
I believe now that I've written a book on how you make the sausage
That it's so many similarities like
Left right and that's why also i'm not invited
Even on like union of the unwanted i'm unwanted from the union of the unwanted
Because i'm radioactive, you know, it's like more rejection. How much rejection can you handle mariam?
But it's really develops self
Self-strength, are you going to trust yourself? Whatever it is that dream of yours that thing that you want
Are you going to believe in yourself or are you going to believe in the naysayers?
and
Have allow for your frequency to go down or you're going to be to your own drum
So i'm here to invite you to be to your own drum to have faith
faith
In self and whatever it is, but first you have to make contact
With your higher self and be in stillness
And so i'm working with different people people who will gravitate to me who want to
I've turned on many people. You know what dude?
If jeff was able to share his our interview
I would have been able to sell so many more coffee analysts
And they they the algorithms they don't want mariam to be successful
So i don't i mean i am very blessed
But i am also very struggling so even sharing the show
Five dollars for sub-stack five dollars
And this is where i write after like think about it. I used to get two dollars a word
Okay, a word and i'm asking you to contribute five dollars
I'm not gonna have precious metals sponsors. I'm not pouring myself out
Cheese slice is helping me for free
So please pay it forward
It's nice to be like to to to be there
So I have no tolerance as someone who's lived in service and given so much of my very precious time
To be like, oh, it's gonna be I need to be paid for my time
It's uh, it's not everything is about money, but we need it to make the world go around
So will you have anything to say cheese slice to that?
I
I'll just like and subscribe as always and you know share this share the show on your social media
If you can if you enjoy it and think other people out there that you know would would like to hear about it as well
I mean the suppression is is nuts. I the
jeff burwick
Reposting the interview and getting it struck down on youtube when it's still on your youtube channel
Is just mind-blowing to me
That it's not just what you say, but it's who says it if he gets a strike for it. Why didn't you get a strike for it?
He has reached
Miriam doesn't have reach anymore. I know it's I mean it's a rhetorical question. I mean I get it
but it's just
That it's astounding how blatantly
Like biased and controlling the system that we all are relying on is
And
It's like I wish we could get off of youtube
But the audience is still on youtube. I mean
Rumble has been great
But I feel like if rumble ever got up to youtube levels
Rumble would start doing the same thing that youtube is doing now
I mean rumble also censors me. It's it's who you are. It's not just what you say. Okay
It's your it's it's i'm a real influencer. I'm a real galactical star. I don't need
Fakeness
Whatever. Anyway, I'm very grateful for ever's watching and I believe that people who are real and who have a heart and a soul
Resonate with me. Vincent said I'm following the twin flame
Story. Yeah, I am very much enjoying writing the twin flame story
I don't know how snuff he feels
About me writing the twin flame story
However
Uh, yeah, I'm like a year behind so there's a lot and I'm having fun writing it and I am dedicated to turning it into a
series
I see it
and
This is the book that my soul wants to write
Just like I've been waiting to meet snuffy whether it intimidates him or not and
It's really it is really a
journey of
Unconditional love
If you love me, you'll buy me this car, huh?
You'll do this and this and this for me
As opposed to like, I don't even know this person
But I cannot help but feel love for this connection
Even though it looks
Crap
On the surface. It's like you haven't heard the like Vincent. We haven't even gone into
more freaky-deaky stuff
it's
And whatever I share the story is
But I'll tell you
I'll tell you people people will give up on you or people will give up on themselves
and
I'm going to stand for the for love and it's not conditional like
I need this and this and this I
Anyway, thank you for following and even sharing the
Even sharing on substack. They also fuck with me there the numbers are not accurate
Like I was going to do a trade with Courtney and we we added each other
but
It didn't reflect. So I don't know what what's going on
But they personalize the algorithms and
Whatever, anyway, come from gratitude. I'm very grateful. I'm grateful for my mind for my body for my
My home my shelter a lot of people are struggling and they don't have the tools
That I necessarily have to I've been forged over the fire and so
Just trust yourselves and go within and if you want to work with me
People even book like 15 minutes like I turned someone was going to do their coffee and I'm at night
And told them no
So you could sit with me because I have to honor my time
Okay, folks
I have to honor my time and my time is precious and I'm a very intelligent wise woman
So now I'm sitting with people and I just use my minor in psychology and my wisdom and my intuitive skills
And help guide them
I it's not like a psychic per se, but I do things I do see things
And I become a channel to let things come through through or I could just work with you on your
On your health like this the this woman who who got two jabs that she normally
She wouldn't have it's like so I think counterintuitive who she is
But she's vaccine injured
And no doctor is going to acknowledge that they'll just put a label and tell you you have arthritis
You have this no, you just need to detox. So I turned her on to the EDTA suppositories
I don't sell them on honey colony, but I have a wholesale account so I can get them
for
Significantly less money and you put them up your booty
Every other day and it's a soft softer way. This is your temple
And there's a reason why I don't look my age. It's because I detox
It's the missing the missing link and it ain't just the fucking celery juice
Plants it's not a juice plant. So you have to remove things out of your body like Kristen said the teeth
biofilm
So
Yeah, I hope you reach out and work with me because I actually really care
And I'm not charging exorbitant prices and just she she sell you shit
And I think in the future people will want to work with those who actually care and who will take the time
So anyway, thank you everyone for for tuning in. Thank you cheese slice. Thank you
TZ burden. I really appreciate your donations
and
I'm grateful
Yes, use british curse words like what see you next Tuesday
See you next Tuesday. Oh you see you next Tuesday
I worked with Brits
And they love that cunt word and I've become more of a fan. I didn't like it when I was young
but now I've met some cunties
And uh, yeah, you can get george floyd book
From my site as opposed to amazon because I don't really know if I could trust bezels
The book is on
The book is on amazon
I'm not on amazon
So gf book
Please do not complain to me about the price
Because you could never pay me as much as much someone just said wow, it's very thorough. Thank you for your sacrifice
Yes
Because I could talk my book. Could be could you write this?
I'm so shut the fuck up
Anyway
um, my my
Twin flame book is much much more enjoyable to write. So anyway, I come from gratitude. Have a beautiful weekend
Love yourselves. Love your family
seriously
Do shadow work real shadow work not fake and gay spiritual toxic
A fluffy shadow work and if you need help I'm more than happy to be your soul surepah
And the links are below if you
want to work with
Kristen
And we'll see you
We'll see you next week
Bye everyone. Thank you
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