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Do they know something we don't about GMOs?

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There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really needed to look at Bayer and Syngenta.

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These poisons aren't just killing bees, they're also killing beings.

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I bet that's what got me killed on Twitter.

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That's Amazon, Instacart, Airbnb, Chase's bank account.

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She, Charles Labor, sends this case in public.

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I'm not a prostitute or a parrot.

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Hi everyone, welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.

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I'm Miriam Heneen, best known for directing the film Vanishing of the Bees.

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And today we're going to be joined by my friend Kristen Kilmer that I've known.

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I don't know, at least a decade.

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We're going to be talking about home body, soul congruence and looking at her mission.

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Like me, she is a warrior and a trooper.

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So I believe that in this age of Aquarius, there's a soul collective

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and that some of us may have more challenges

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because we have a, I don't know, a special frequency and are here for the New Earth.

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So we're going to get into all of that.

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I would invite you to please share and like.

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It makes a big difference, we the people.

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And if you have, if you were watching the show last week with Frank Jacob just to recap,

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I started feeling ill during the show and I said, I'm going to be right back.

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And I went and ended up throwing up not once but twice,

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which was of course very embarrassing and hasn't happened before.

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But when I returned, I saw that a someone was watching called Marmite said

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she's going to go throw up and put some barf emojis.

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So I didn't even know I was going to throw up.

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So I found that very peculiar.

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We were talking about Archons and I have been under the weather,

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but you know, I think it's, it's a, it's a detox.

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We're so keen to go swallow pills and go to the hospital, not me.

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I think it's, these are killing fields.

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So I've just been taking silver and did a coffee enema and my vitamin C

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and just let it run through me because I believe that a lot of us are being purging

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and that, you know, you might have overlays of different beliefs,

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but if you are tapped in, you feel that something is coming.

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Something is shifting and so it's exciting times.

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And if you haven't died, if you're still here, I would say you signed up to be here

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and it's time to shine our lights and do our inner work

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and really cultivate by 2025 self-awareness.

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So welcome, Kristen.

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Thank you so much for having me.

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It's good to see you.

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To see you too.

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So I want to tell the audience that I sat with Kristen a couple, maybe it was yesterday

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and I've done readings with her before and she was right there tapped into my over solo

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and was really reflecting a lot of, a lot of resonating with a lot of things

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and in my, I guess, transformation, transmutations.

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I want to just, before we get into all your talents, I just want to talk about your personal journey

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and maybe even touch upon, you know, when you found out that you have intuitive skills

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because I personally haven't really talked about my intuitive skills since my kounsalini

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but it's been part of me and amplifying.

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So tell the audience who you are and a little bit about your journey.

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Oh, we're going right there, right away.

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Okay.

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Well, my name is Kristen Kilmer.

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I grew up in the Midwest and we had a pretty religious background growing up

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which I'm actually kind of grateful for because, you know,

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it teaches you a sort of discipline and reverence for something outside of yourself.

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I am, you know, my path has changed since then

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but I always was a very sensitive child.

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You know, could throw tantrums as my mom bought a test.

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She's probably watching this right now.

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I remember her saying, don't be such a drama queen.

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And I always just had a very, very heightened sensitivity

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and I feel that my heightened sensitivity was more of an empathic,

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clear sentience type of awareness where I would feel someone's emotion

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and I remember seeing someone and being like, oh, he's so angry

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and I could feel his emotions and I thought it was directed towards me

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and I was a bad girl.

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So I was always kind of very afraid of it growing up.

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Internalizing it.

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Internalizing thinking I was wrong for having these feelings,

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not knowing that they were really someone else's.

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And I didn't really have, you know,

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when you're in a religious thing, you can't really tell people

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like, oh, I'm seeing dead people.

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I'm seeing people under my back.

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Were you baptized?

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What kind of, what were you raised?

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Baptists for Presbyterian?

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I grew up in Sponsored city Lutheran.

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So in a small little church in the countryside

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and it was a nice, it was a nice community.

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But I, you know, there was no crock of any extra sensory

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abilities or if you're actually seeing angels and things like

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that, you know, they were always in a different realm outside

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of us when, you know, for me now, I love it when people talk

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about the second coming of Christ.

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Cause I also believe that the second coming of Christ is

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also the awakening of the Christ consciousness within all

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of us that we are not separate from God.

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We are part of God.

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Jesus Christ is residing within us and for us and it's

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all oneness.

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And it's, you know, in religion, there's also like, there's

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often like, there's this mighty God at the edge of this

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cliff that's going to judge, judge us and come down upon

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us.

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And you know, that is definitely part of the collective

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consciousness and it's also part of our own higher

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selves, giving us awareness of to where we need to grow

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and shift and change.

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But God is really with within us and I don't believe

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in that separation anymore.

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Yeah, I want to just comment.

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It's interesting that, you know, we're not, we're not

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talking to each other on a daily basis and we've both

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gone through periods of a lot of challenges that there

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is something in the soul collective and I believe

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like you're also in the path of the divine feminine.

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Yes, I would say that and that segues into what

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we're kind of going through in culture right now.

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As you know, being, you know, we're both creatives,

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you're a journalist, I'm a designer and an intuitive

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and you also have the intuitive gifts, but we've been

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kind of put into these masculine roles where we're

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entrepreneurs running our own businesses, dealing with

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the Adam and dealing with all the nuts and bolts of

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the company and it's become where women have become

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very masculine and men have been emasculated

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because of that.

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It's both of our, I don't want to say anyone's

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fault, it's just kind of how we've evolved as species

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and there's this, there's this big shift and turnaround

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now where women want to lead, they were calling

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them feminine led businesses, women want to go back

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into the softness, they still want to exercise

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their talents and show their abilities and be in

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leadership, but we're trying to do it from a

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place of softness and it's, it's a big pivot

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and I remember watching a video by John Weinland,

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you know, he's a relationship coach and he

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was talking about like, he was talking to, to women

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about what men want and they said to him, he said

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to the audience, he said, you know, the tools

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that women use to succeed in business are not

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the tools used to succeed in a relationship,

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they're separate tools, so we're asked to show

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up as men all day long, just like hustle, you

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know, kill it, you know, make a ton of money

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and then we have to go home and we have to

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be sweet and soft and it's exhausting and men

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don't really have to pivot those roles and so

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now we're realizing that that's just not working

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for either side and how do we have, how do we

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have a business where we can exercise our

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talents and still remain a little bit more

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soft and then feminine and exercise our creative

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gifts. I still haven't figured that one out yet,

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but we're working on it.

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I believe so, I believe it's like a time of

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remembrance and but at the same time, it's

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uncharted territory and as women, personally

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it's this male world of business is just as

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a creative and who creates, whether it's like

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music videos or an article that I'm not able

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to use those male principles anymore and having

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lived a big part of my life in that ambitious

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six planets in Capricorn only to be like,

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oh, I should have had a V8 like it's just part

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of the new earth, but it's not a sustainable

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model. I would say that it's part by design to

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just do whatever it is to fuck with the sexes

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to keep us away from our innate divinity

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because like you said with the religions, the

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whole creation of those religions was to create

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a salvation God as opposed to and you know

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some Christians still very much get offended.

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If you say you have God within you and that God

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can work through you, it's not to say that Jesus

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doesn't exist or who he what he represented like

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you said Christ consciousness.

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Yes, exactly. And I will still call myself

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Christian in those contests because I do believe

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in Jesus Christ as a prophet as someone that

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came here. I just want to reflect back about

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the whole masculine feminine. I think

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where we are going is really kind of balancing

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those energies within us, you know, we having

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both masculine and feminine qualities and everyone

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embodies both and that's where the quality

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comes from. I mean, obviously hormones and all

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that plays a big role. I remember John Gray

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saying once in fact I was with you. We were

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at the bulletproof conference. Gosh, this was

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probably in 2012. It's been longer than 10

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years girl and he had said that women actually

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do not have the testosterone levels to deal

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with the amount of stress they have on a daily

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basis like we're biologically not compatible

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with the nine to five job.

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And that's what and then, you know, we wonder

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why chronic illnesses on the rise. We wonder

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why everyone's on hormones and all the things,

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you know, because we're not able to be in

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our natural rhythm and we're forced into this

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this box.

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Yeah, I agree. I'm sure you see clients

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or people coming to you. I'm seeing people

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coming men and women. They may not even realize

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it, but they want to live in a different way

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and their topsy-turvy inside and it's about

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balancing those energies and even understanding

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what those what that means like hermos gammas.

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So before we get into your talents, I still

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want to talk about the arc of your story

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and some of the the teachings or tests

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you've been put through to bring you to, you

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know, because you're a very, very knowledgeable

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woman and you work on many different levels.

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So I want to relay that to the audience and

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if you're okay with being personal.

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Sure. Yeah, I'm an open book.

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I just don't know where to start. It's a long

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journey. I'm older now.

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So maybe maybe we can talk about some of your

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like means like some of your health challenges

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that you've used to become be your own best

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health advocate and maybe at one point

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at what point did you go into designing

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and whatever whatever wherever you want to

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resonates for you to.

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Yeah, well, I'll even go back a little further

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than that just talking about the intuitive

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gifts.

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You know, I moved to San Francisco and I had

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a different trajectory in life. I was

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actually going to be a professor and I was

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teaching English as a foreign language.

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Yeah, that was why I went out there and I

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found out I saw this ad for clear

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buoyance and it said learn to

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you know work with your emotions better

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and I'm like sign me up and someone had

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said once to me they said, yeah, we really

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need to control our emotions and I

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beg to differ.

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I said, I don't think it's it's healthy

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or normal for us to control our emotions.

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We can control our behavior and how we

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react and show up to emotions.

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Also, we're all still works in progress

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on that, but that's just kind of a fine

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line.

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But and that's where I discovered that

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I was indeed this empath and Claire

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sentient and what clairvoyance teaches

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you to do it take teaches you to get

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those energies out of your body and into

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the center of your head.

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It's actually a proven place of neutrality

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behind the amygdala where you can see out

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into the world from a different through

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a different lens and you know, expand

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your awareness.

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You can learn to see or as you can learn

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to see the energy centers and chakras

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and it was really fun and it was also

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kind of grueling because I actually

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liked that I did it this way that I hone

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these skills actually in school because

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we were we learned to like if you're

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going to help people it's like watching

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your dialogue dialogue.

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So you're not feeding anyone your opinion

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so that you're just seeing what you see

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and then they can take it or leave

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it because otherwise you're creating karma.

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So that kind of got me on that path

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then but I always had health challenges

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from the time I was a little girl.

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I remember and then I had a flashback.

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I remember being at camp I was like eight

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or nine and I ended up with a really

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really high fever and there was an

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electrical storm and back then we didn't

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have cell phones.

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There was no power.

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They took good care of me but they

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didn't take my clothes off and I was

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shivering for three days.

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They couldn't call my parents to get

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me home and I just had a really

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really high fever and I was very very

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sick.

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They finally picked me up and that

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year I ended up having I think like

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nine strep throats in a year and a

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half like my mother my poor mother.

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She was always so worried about me.

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I was she's you know feeding me

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with penicillin I had to get my tonsils

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and adenoids taken out and I did

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flashback then that oh I was bitten

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by a tick then and I do remember

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even in even in high school having

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health challenges I remember being

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in the peak of volleyball season

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and just gaining 30 pounds that's

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the last time you're going to be

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gaining weight when you're in the

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middle of training all the time

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and so I always knew something was

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wrong you know I didn't feel I

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felt like something foreign had

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entered my body but I didn't know

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how to navigate it you know back

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then we didn't have the wisdom and

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I had a very depressed father so

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we just thought I had you know

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depression and that's obvious and

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that is something I've really dealt

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with and I'm I'm much more

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transparent about because it's

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such a taboo you know we can talk

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about Lyme disease we can talk

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about chronic illness we can talk

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about autoimmune issues but

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when anyone says anything about

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mental health it's like oh

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forget it she's nuts so with

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that being said you know I did

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I get out I got on this trajectory

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of the clairvoyant training and it

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was almost too much for me like

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it was just a lot of learning

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so I kind of shelved it for a while

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and yeah through the years I was

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you know studying energy medicine

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and medical intuition but I really

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became you know fascinating of art

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and and I was always in the art

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industry and cut to a couple years

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I did end up becoming an interior

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designer and loved it and but I

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was on the west side in LA and

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I started to notice I started

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to track clients that had a lot

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of health issues one in particular

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ended up with really bad toxic

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mold exposure and I was always

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in that building just like

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whatever like he would be standing

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outside and I just didn't have

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the awareness and I was just

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walking and I was like oh

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and so I'm exposing myself to

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these you know to mold and

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things like that and not even

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thinking twice about it and

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then my health gradually started

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to decline and it was also a

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car accident that really kind of

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kicked it into gear so

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similarities yeah like I end up

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getting you know hit head on and

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that really and I since learned

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about five people in my Lyme

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group that's how they're

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their conditions exacerbated

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yeah because it's lodged in

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your brain and spinal cord

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tissue so that's just like

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the perfect storm so yeah with

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that being said and around

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the same time my mother got

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a Guillain beret and so I ended

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up moving to go you know

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heal together take care of her

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when literally I was falling

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apart and didn't want to tell

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anyone why I thought oh

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I have an excuse and I'll go

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take care of my mother when

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it was also me falling apart

19:28.140 --> 19:29.540
and just I didn't have any

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answers I was gosh by this

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time I was in my forties

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you know so it took a long

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time you know this is not

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been a journey but during

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that time I had left

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design for a while and like

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you said I had to become

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my own best health advocate

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so I went and studied

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nutrition at IIN became a

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certified health coach and

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then you know it took a

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couple more years I remember

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one one doctor when I was

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with my mother they're

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like oh just do equine

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therapy you'll be fine so

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I want to say so go ahead

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yeah that's kind of the

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in regards to the emotions

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that what I see is

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that we're lobotomizing

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people and making it

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wronging people for having

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emotions when even within

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yourself like I'm transmutating

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anger righteous anger that

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I'm allowing myself to have

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the feelings like you said

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it's the you know are

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you going to react or

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respond are you going to

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it's really about at the

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end of the day folks

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it's self-awareness and

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what's happening is

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different levels of

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consciousness and as you

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learn more about yourself

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and really I think you know

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use the circumstances to

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better yourself or to

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understand and go on a deep

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exploration and then like

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Kristen you're now helping

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on so many levels

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whether it's to design

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their home make it a healthy

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home non-toxic home and

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then also working on

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someone's soul evolution

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right so it's not to

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wrong the emotions it's

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to be aware of them

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and not let them dictate

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to you exactly and

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sometimes when you're a

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sensitive and there's so

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much stimulus coming at

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you all the time and then

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that's why we have now

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this label of neuro divergence

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you know it's just certain

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people are more hypersensitive

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if you know I took the

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highly sensitive person

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quiz in that book and I

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I it was so high it was

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off the charts and so now

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it's starting to be seen

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as you know for a while

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it was just a label of

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ADHD and now we're

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starting to see it as you

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know height sensitivity can

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be a gift is just how do

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we work with these groups

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of people so that their

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gifts are amplified

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because yeah that's why

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I was sense a sensitive

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kid and I was a drama queen

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because I was not just

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feeling my my emotions

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but everyone else is around

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me then you've got traffic

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then you've got pollution

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then you're living in a

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big city and then you've

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got you know so it's

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a perfect storm so how

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do we control that

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and then you get older

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than your hormones go

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so to yeah to chastise

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someone for not be on

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the control their emotions

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is like well we're not

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not even though he's in

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us they're well it's

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mostly because people

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have numbed out theirs

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and then also as a

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mirror or empath you're

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showing someone themselves

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and then they're

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not going to feel

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comfortable instead of

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embracing what's coming

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up right and most people

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will run to it

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and I think that's

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shifting as the consciousness

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because that's not

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you know the way out

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is is in and and

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you know sitting with it

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so can we talk

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maybe a little bit

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about also teeth issues

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and kind of this last

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this last I'll say

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kind of oh we don't have

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to but this latest

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like breakdown

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for breakthrough

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because I also you know

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I've witnessed

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as my friend

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and have empathy

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sometimes we

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will trigger each other

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because we're intense

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or your I'm intense

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I'll speak for me

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and then you feel me

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so I see your evolution

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and so I just want to talk

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about this latest

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breakthrough and changes

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because if we can sit

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with it and go through

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we become stronger

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and now you're even

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in a better place

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to help others.

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So you want me

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to talk about my teeth?

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Well I want to

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maybe let's talk

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about the importance

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of the teeth

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and because it's been

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quite a journey

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and I know

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there must be people

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at home who've gone

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and come out

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or who don't realize

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that you shouldn't take out

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your wisdom teeth

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if you can avoid it

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or whatever

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you want to talk about

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or this last

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this last kind of chapter

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and this new beginning

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that you're

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your experience.

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Yeah, well I will

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say about the importance

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of teeth.

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I'm sure you know

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we have a lot of jury

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tenants work

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healing as voltage

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you know

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where it's called

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the body electric

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where our bodies

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are electrical systems

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and he will say

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that our teeth

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are circuit breakers

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and there's a

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there's meridians

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and each tooth

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functions with

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each organ

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so like this tooth

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here is thyroid

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you know

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liver gallbladder

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and they've done

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a lot of studies

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as to how

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they are interconnected

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and

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so unfortunately

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yeah the lime

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did tack

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my mouth

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I just went to the dentist

24:30.940 --> 24:31.840
he said oh you still have

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spirochetes in there

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and I'm like

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ah I get so

24:34.360 --> 24:35.000
so nervous

24:35.000 --> 24:35.780
but I've lost

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now

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I think like four teeth

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five

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five

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and so that was

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quite a journey

24:43.000 --> 24:43.460
hmm

24:43.460 --> 24:44.360
how could he tell

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how could he tell

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oh they have a special

24:48.260 --> 24:48.720
microscope

24:48.720 --> 24:49.260
that they

24:49.260 --> 24:50.040
they work with

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I know

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I moved away

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from Austin

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to California

24:54.220 --> 24:55.020
and I'll just

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give a shout out

24:55.680 --> 24:56.500
to Natalie Freeman

24:56.500 --> 24:56.940
and Owen

24:56.940 --> 24:57.620
my dentist

24:57.620 --> 24:58.380
and Marble Falls

24:58.380 --> 24:59.000
they are absolutely

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the most brilliant

24:59.860 --> 25:00.900
and I've been

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all over the world

25:02.900 --> 25:03.880
with my teeth

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including Portugal

25:04.680 --> 25:05.100
so

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yeah they're

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they're very very

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advanced there

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and

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so

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having

25:11.640 --> 25:12.680
you know

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a chronic illness

25:13.660 --> 25:14.920
root canals

25:14.920 --> 25:15.500
are pretty much

25:15.500 --> 25:16.560
considered taboo

25:16.560 --> 25:17.220
because you're not

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getting

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all of the bacteria

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out there

25:19.560 --> 25:20.340
and if you think

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about it

25:21.640 --> 25:22.160
biodontological

25:22.160 --> 25:23.100
dentists will say this

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they're like

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you don't

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leave a dead organ

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anywhere else in the body

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why would you leave

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a dead organ there

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because that's what it is

25:29.380 --> 25:30.560
so

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it's a breeding ground

25:31.520 --> 25:32.400
so I've

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had to have them pulled

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and

25:34.660 --> 25:35.520
you know

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thankfully

25:35.900 --> 25:37.060
with advancements

25:37.060 --> 25:38.740
and dental technology

25:38.740 --> 25:39.200
I have

25:39.200 --> 25:39.640
you know

25:39.640 --> 25:40.460
this very

25:40.460 --> 25:41.840
high quality

25:42.240 --> 25:43.060
bioswiss ceramic

25:43.060 --> 25:44.080
implants

25:44.080 --> 25:44.880
and

25:44.880 --> 25:45.420
you know

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biocompatible materials

25:46.820 --> 25:47.200
and

25:48.200 --> 25:48.520
but

25:48.520 --> 25:50.080
yeah dental health

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is

25:50.400 --> 25:52.820
is so important

25:52.820 --> 25:53.520
I mean that's where

25:53.520 --> 25:55.200
that's where you breathe life

25:55.200 --> 25:55.960
that's where you

25:55.960 --> 25:56.960
you know your nutrition

25:56.960 --> 25:57.520
starts

25:57.520 --> 25:58.300
the digestion

25:58.600 --> 25:59.460
digestive process

25:59.460 --> 26:00.600
starts in the mouth

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and so

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I mean thankfully

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now we've got the

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hydroxyapatite

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toothpaste

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and we have a lot of things

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that are

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that can really help

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preserve the teeth

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well pulling

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I mean all pulling

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has been

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ozone in the jaw

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I've had

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I get

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ozone all the time

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every time I go

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and I'm taking

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cell salts now

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and

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yeah

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ozonated oils

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and everything

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but it is important

26:24.980 --> 26:25.500
to keep your

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you know

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your microbiome

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in your mouth

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solid

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as well as there

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so now you're

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you're back in

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you're back in

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California

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and

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I want

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last time

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I saw you was at

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Art Basil

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in Miami

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and we

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danced

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and

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so I want to talk

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about your

26:45.560 --> 26:46.100
design

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and how it

26:47.620 --> 26:48.900
seeps into

26:48.900 --> 26:50.140
someone's

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soul

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or

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their soul

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growth

26:52.560 --> 26:53.000
and

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their health

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thank you

26:58.620 --> 26:59.220
well

26:59.220 --> 27:00.580
I've always kind

27:00.580 --> 27:01.060
of kept them

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separate right

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I've always kept

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my design business

27:04.120 --> 27:05.000
very separate

27:05.000 --> 27:05.740
from my readings

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and

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now that we're

27:08.040 --> 27:08.920
in you know

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more of a

27:09.380 --> 27:10.600
awakening of consciousness

27:10.900 --> 27:11.360
I've just

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really had the call

27:12.180 --> 27:12.800
to bring it

27:12.800 --> 27:13.620
more into

27:13.620 --> 27:14.860
the design

27:14.860 --> 27:15.340
process

27:15.340 --> 27:16.460
and not keep them

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separate

27:16.880 --> 27:17.800
it's pretty

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it feels pretty risky

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as of right now

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because I'm still kind

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of leaning into it

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but I just

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feel that everything

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is so

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interconnected

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you know

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I've said this often

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in readings with people

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I'm like

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you know

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first of all we know

27:30.220 --> 27:30.860
the inner world

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reflects our outer

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world

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Carl

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premium

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won a Nobel Prize

27:33.980 --> 27:34.860
for saying

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our outer world

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is projection

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of our inner

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world

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and so how

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can they be separate

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and I say that

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when we

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study the chakra system

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you know their computers

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inside of us

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I don't think computers

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could exist outside

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of us

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if they weren't inside

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our cellular structure

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and so

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I started to think

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about it

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and I did

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I have

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you know

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in the last

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you know

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decorator

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so incorporated

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the healthy

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home

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you know

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with the nutrition

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and all that

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you know

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non-toxic

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finishes

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renewable

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resources

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healthy circadian

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lighting

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good air quality

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how do we hack the home

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in all of those ways

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I actually have a presentation

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pulled up

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if we want to look at it

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a little bit

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but then I was like

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you know

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for my own healing

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it's like

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I had to address

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the physical

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I had to address

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the emotional

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and I had to address

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the psychospiritual

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so you know

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if our inner

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world and our

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outer world

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are connected

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well there still

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is an energy

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in the home

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you know

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people say

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it's you know

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home is where the heart is

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and so it does have

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its own

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ecosystem

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and I thought

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well I can't

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do this holistic

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design

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if I'm not bringing in

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the intuitive

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and energetic part of it

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so now I

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I balance the elements

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like I was doing it

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for a long time

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but I just

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didn't know

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the why

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you know

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and then I

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started to really

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think about

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how does this

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look so cohesive

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and you know

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the other day

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I have a client

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that lives in Park City

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and he's got this

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you know

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wall of glass

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and he had a glass

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table

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on his slate floor

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he's like oh yeah

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I never sit there

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and I'm like

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well yeah because it's

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not grounded

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the air

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the glass represents air

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you've got air

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in you know

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in the windows

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so we need a

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good solid

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wood

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table there

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and before

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I would just like

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just put it there

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because that's what

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looks good

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but now I know

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energetically

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like we need to balance

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elements of earth

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air

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fire water

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and metal within the home

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and then not only

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from the healthy

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building components

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but also the aesthetics

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and the energetics

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of the home

29:31.600 --> 29:32.520
because everything does

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contain a frequency

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fabrics contain a

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frequency

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like I try to wear

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you know

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this is silk

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I try not to wear

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synthetic fabrics

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because they're

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they have a hurt

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that's very low

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wool vibrates

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at 5,000

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linen vibrates

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at 5,000

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the sheets in hospitals

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used to be linen

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because they healed

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the body

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now we have those synthetic

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linens in hospitals

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hospitals are known

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to get people well

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they're not to get people well

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they're to

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they're sick

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they're places to get sick

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I mean look

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I believe in hospitals

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when we break bones

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when we have

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open heart surgery

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you know

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western medicine is there

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and alphapallit

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medicine is there

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for a reason

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I've used it

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I've had to be on

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thyroid medication

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I'm not opposed

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it's just that

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when we overly rely on it

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without

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without balancing

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the entire ecosystem

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of our body

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our mind

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our spirit

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you know

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and that goes with the home too

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so

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energies stay in the home

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people say oh there's

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an entity in this house

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you know like

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I'm like oh that's

30:29.600 --> 30:30.240
so superstitious

30:30.240 --> 30:31.180
but poltergeist

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these like

30:31.880 --> 30:32.780
fictional movies

30:32.780 --> 30:33.700
are there for a reason

30:33.700 --> 30:34.480
because they're not fiction

30:34.480 --> 30:35.640
but an entity

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can be

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if you've had an argument

30:37.580 --> 30:38.300
in the home

30:38.300 --> 30:39.480
that energy

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of that argument

30:40.200 --> 30:41.400
stays in the house

30:41.400 --> 30:41.920
unless you

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transmute it

30:42.560 --> 30:44.320
music is a wonderful way

30:44.320 --> 30:45.280
to shift

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the frequency of a home

30:46.420 --> 30:47.040
you know

30:47.040 --> 30:47.540
that's why

30:48.280 --> 30:49.220
I don't like

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to watch the news

30:50.480 --> 30:50.980
in the home

30:50.980 --> 30:51.740
I don't like

30:52.280 --> 30:52.920
you know

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strong music

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that's why I've had

30:54.700 --> 30:55.800
a headset on right now

30:55.800 --> 30:56.380
because there

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you know

30:56.940 --> 30:58.320
there's construction outside

30:58.320 --> 30:59.000
just to keep

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my own home

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balanced

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yeah

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I want to stress

31:03.460 --> 31:04.680
the epigenetics

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the importance

31:05.740 --> 31:07.000
of your environment

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impacts you

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your water

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which

31:10.080 --> 31:11.000
so we'll get into

31:11.000 --> 31:11.820
the presentation

31:11.820 --> 31:12.600
your water

31:12.600 --> 31:13.720
I play chimes

31:13.720 --> 31:14.540
I'm using

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Leela's

31:16.540 --> 31:17.520
he put

31:17.520 --> 31:19.680
you could pay

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for like

31:20.220 --> 31:21.240
basically a program

31:21.240 --> 31:22.320
to put an energetic

31:22.320 --> 31:23.440
frequency

31:23.440 --> 31:24.600
around your home

31:24.600 --> 31:26.100
and just

31:26.100 --> 31:27.280
as holistic

31:27.280 --> 31:28.340
as possible

31:28.340 --> 31:29.640
to be mindful

31:29.640 --> 31:30.260
of

31:30.260 --> 31:32.040
of your environment

31:32.040 --> 31:32.420
you know

31:32.420 --> 31:33.020
there's clutter

31:33.440 --> 31:33.860
you know

31:33.860 --> 31:34.420
just

31:34.420 --> 31:36.120
so all of it

31:36.120 --> 31:37.280
I'd love to bring up

31:37.280 --> 31:38.000
the presentation

31:38.520 --> 31:39.420
and any

31:39.420 --> 31:39.840
you know

31:39.840 --> 31:40.640
the anecdotes

31:40.640 --> 31:41.360
that you share

31:41.360 --> 31:41.940
I find

31:43.160 --> 31:44.220
I'm sure the audience

31:44.220 --> 31:45.520
will find super helpful

31:47.980 --> 31:48.860
the present

31:48.860 --> 31:50.100
okay I've got two

31:50.100 --> 31:50.680
but let's

31:51.200 --> 31:52.040
okay you have to show me

31:52.040 --> 31:52.540
how to do this

31:52.540 --> 31:53.140
this is Cher

31:54.360 --> 31:55.620
she says can you give

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image

31:56.920 --> 31:58.380
slides and PDFs

31:58.380 --> 31:58.580
everything

31:58.580 --> 31:59.360
how I do it

31:59.360 --> 32:01.640
she says

32:01.640 --> 32:03.000
yeah it's the share button

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down there at the bottom

32:03.960 --> 32:04.400
and

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is it a

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is it a PDF

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yeah it's telling me

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to upload a file

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yeah

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so you'll find that

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it's on your drive

32:11.240 --> 32:11.940
and then

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there'll be a little window

32:13.500 --> 32:14.380
at the bottom

32:14.380 --> 32:15.640
and then I can bring it on the screen

32:18.180 --> 32:19.620
oh it's having me do it from a

32:19.620 --> 32:20.220
folder

32:21.500 --> 32:22.260
okay hold on

32:22.260 --> 32:23.420
I'm gonna get it from Google Drive

32:25.600 --> 32:26.900
I had already had it pulled up

32:26.900 --> 32:27.660
so this is a different

32:29.420 --> 32:30.140
different system

32:30.780 --> 32:32.160
oh if you have it pulled up

32:32.160 --> 32:33.240
you could just share your screen

32:33.760 --> 32:34.300
I know

32:34.300 --> 32:35.940
it wasn't letting me do that

32:35.940 --> 32:37.380
it's asking me to pull up a

32:38.720 --> 32:39.680
it's asking me to pull

32:40.940 --> 32:42.020
it's coming

32:42.020 --> 32:42.700
it's coming

32:43.560 --> 32:44.820
yeah if it's

32:44.820 --> 32:46.140
if it's in a tab in your browser

32:46.140 --> 32:47.080
it's easy to share

32:50.060 --> 32:50.800
I mean

32:50.800 --> 32:52.400
while you're pulling that up

32:52.400 --> 32:53.220
personally

32:53.220 --> 32:54.740
you know maybe people

32:54.740 --> 32:56.480
don't have that privilege

32:57.160 --> 32:57.760
to

32:58.780 --> 33:00.580
completely design their home

33:00.580 --> 33:01.980
I personally

33:01.980 --> 33:02.820
am too sensitive

33:02.820 --> 33:03.400
when I was

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living in South Beach

33:05.560 --> 33:06.480
and I had people

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over me

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under me

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the 5G

33:11.780 --> 33:13.520
you know some people are

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unlike Princess and the P

33:15.480 --> 33:17.200
and I can tell

33:17.200 --> 33:18.480
I can tell

33:19.060 --> 33:19.620
toxicity

33:19.620 --> 33:21.160
they would come once a month

33:21.160 --> 33:21.900
and spray

33:22.380 --> 33:23.880
no actually once every two weeks

33:23.880 --> 33:24.280
can you see it now?

33:26.080 --> 33:26.640
no

33:27.760 --> 33:28.860
now we can't

33:28.860 --> 33:29.460
we'll pull it up

33:29.460 --> 33:30.240
yeah

33:34.220 --> 33:34.780
okay

33:36.760 --> 33:38.100
so they mean to interrupt you

33:39.220 --> 33:40.220
we're just saying

33:40.220 --> 33:41.860
some people aren't

33:41.860 --> 33:42.600
I'm personally not

33:42.600 --> 33:44.060
able to live in a building

33:44.060 --> 33:45.260
and they would come

33:45.260 --> 33:46.340
and spray for roaches

33:46.340 --> 33:47.040
and it's like

33:47.040 --> 33:48.200
all of that

33:49.300 --> 33:50.660
if you are sensitive

33:50.660 --> 33:52.620
you can insulate yourself

33:52.620 --> 33:53.440
but ultimately

33:53.440 --> 33:55.560
it wasn't conducive to me

33:55.560 --> 33:56.540
I know that not everybody

33:57.640 --> 33:58.800
is that sensitive

33:58.800 --> 33:59.540
or God knows

33:59.540 --> 34:00.200
like South Beach

34:00.200 --> 34:00.940
there's so many

34:01.400 --> 34:02.380
you know high rises

34:02.380 --> 34:03.060
I personally

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I don't even know how they do it

34:04.540 --> 34:05.500
to be on top

34:05.500 --> 34:06.200
well a friend of

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a friend of mine

34:07.540 --> 34:08.520
I made a really good point

34:08.520 --> 34:08.920
because I said

34:08.920 --> 34:10.040
why am I so sensitive

34:10.040 --> 34:11.340
and other people aren't

34:11.780 --> 34:12.420
and they're like

34:12.420 --> 34:13.240
well because you're probably

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more detox than most people

34:14.660 --> 34:15.540
because you take care

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of your body

34:16.340 --> 34:17.140
and clean your vessel

34:17.580 --> 34:18.380
a lot more

34:18.380 --> 34:19.400
and I think that's true

34:19.400 --> 34:20.340
because I think I told you

34:20.340 --> 34:21.980
I went to Switzerland in May

34:22.460 --> 34:23.940
and I did a big detox

34:23.940 --> 34:24.820
protocol there

34:25.360 --> 34:26.500
and then I had to go to

34:26.500 --> 34:27.460
Milan right after

34:27.460 --> 34:27.960
to fly out

34:27.960 --> 34:28.540
I'm like I'm going to spend

34:28.540 --> 34:29.360
one day looking at the

34:29.360 --> 34:30.040
design in Milan

34:30.600 --> 34:31.860
and I was just like

34:31.860 --> 34:32.880
I couldn't even handle

34:32.880 --> 34:33.500
being in the city

34:33.500 --> 34:34.280
because of the perfume

34:34.280 --> 34:35.100
and the cigarette smoke

34:35.100 --> 34:36.980
so even though it was a gift

34:36.980 --> 34:38.020
that I got to go and heal

34:38.020 --> 34:39.640
it made me even more sensitive

34:39.640 --> 34:41.340
well I say actually

34:41.340 --> 34:42.720
the more sensitive you become

34:42.720 --> 34:44.240
the more sensitive you become

34:44.240 --> 34:45.260
it's just

34:45.260 --> 34:45.720
exactly

34:45.720 --> 34:47.140
you become an environmental

34:47.140 --> 34:48.000
indicator

34:48.920 --> 34:50.340
and it's like going into

34:50.340 --> 34:50.740
an Uber

34:50.740 --> 34:51.440
it's like yeah

34:51.440 --> 34:52.880
you're smelling this all day

34:52.880 --> 34:54.520
giving yourself man boobies

34:55.100 --> 34:56.560
and people are just

34:56.560 --> 34:57.720
it's called nose blindness

34:57.720 --> 34:58.560
it's become

34:59.100 --> 34:59.980
it's become part

34:59.980 --> 35:00.680
of the fabric

35:00.680 --> 35:01.900
alright so let's

35:01.900 --> 35:02.240
look at the time

35:02.240 --> 35:02.760
well but it's like

35:02.760 --> 35:04.000
you don't know what you don't know

35:04.000 --> 35:04.760
you know so

35:04.760 --> 35:06.060
it's part of my

35:06.060 --> 35:08.040
my calling to educate people

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and in a way

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that isn't alienating them

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because people just

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don't know

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you know

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so some of the things

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that I go through

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in the presentation

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I'll just do this

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a little off the cuff

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ooh it's moving too fast

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is

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you know how do we empower

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ourselves in our home

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based on these

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elements

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so because air

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is super important

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I mean the first thing

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I would say to anyone

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is just take your shoes off

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there's so much debris

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that gets in

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you know into our shoes

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and those micro particulates

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end up becoming

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called positive ions

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and they get stuck

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in the air in our house

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and there's ways

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to eradicate it

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but the easiest way

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is just to not even

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bring it in from our shoes

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so I leave my shoes off

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I can also say that

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about Amazon boxes

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people don't realize

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that these things

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compound over time

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so you might feel good

35:52.840 --> 35:53.340
you know that's why

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people are getting sick

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later in life

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it's just things

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compound and compound

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and unfortunately

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now people are getting

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sick earlier in life

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because we just have

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more chemicals thrown at us

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so Amazon boxes

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have formaldehyde in them

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toilet paper

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formaldehyde

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you know all of these things

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and this isn't to scare

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people but just to allow

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people to know

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that they can make

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better choices

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so I'm talking about

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this palm

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and the upper left

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corner plants

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will very much

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purify the air

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and the two that I have

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here are very much

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I call them idiot proof

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you don't have to water

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them that much

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and one thing

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I will say about them

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is when you do

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you have to watch for

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mold and plants

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so you always have to have

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like a double tray

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and not over water things

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so there's a dance

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to having plants

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in your house

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but they obviously

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you're bringing life

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into your house

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and that's going to

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fortify yourselves

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you're going to have

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more carbon dioxide

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as well

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if you know

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you're in a place

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that is very humid

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the health bee

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down below

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and also dehumidifier

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these are as always

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going to have

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an extra air purifier

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I talk about

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different types of

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paint in the house

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you know

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people paint with plastics

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and microplastics

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are a real problem now

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you know

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not in

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only in the coffee cups

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we drink

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but the plastic

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water bottles

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you know

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that starts

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getting in our system

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so this company

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Alchemy's paint

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now has

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a mineral based

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paint

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that actually

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purifies the air

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they call it

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wellness paint

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yeah

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I'm also

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showing a

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nebulizing

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diffuser here

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because essential

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oils can also play

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a big role

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in the air purification

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of your home

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this on-guard formula

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is wonderful

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because it has

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clove

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and it has

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citrus

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and it has

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cinnamon

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and all of these

37:37.340 --> 37:38.000
are actually known

37:38.000 --> 37:39.020
to lower the

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fungal load

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as well as

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the bacteria

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load in the house

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salt lamps

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are wonderful

37:44.540 --> 37:45.620
because those salt

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lamps

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bond to those

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positive ions

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that particular

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matter

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because they have

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negative ions

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and that can get rid

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of the debris

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in the home

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appealing to you

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the beeswax candles

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you know

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those are the best ones

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that you can

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have in the house

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a lot of people

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use soy candles

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because they think

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they're healthy

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but they're actually

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extracted from

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hexane

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which is

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not a healthy chemical

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soy is also

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like a GMO product

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that's not

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helping our planet

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at all

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there's also

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these bamboo

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charcoal bags

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that can be

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used

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you can put them

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in the sun

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and the solar energy

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actually

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reactivates them

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so they'll last a lifetime

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and then

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hypochloric acid

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those are to absorb

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just to tell people

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they absorb mold

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in the house

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yeah the negative

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the negative ions

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yeah they'll absorb

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the mold in the home

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and bacteria

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fungus

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even by

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row loads

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as well

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the hypochloric acid

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sorry

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I was

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going to comment

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on this slide

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I just

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wanted to say

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that

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at Honey Colony

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I sell

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water filters

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I sell beeswax candles

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I sell

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purifiers

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I sell

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salt lamps

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I

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have offered

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all of this

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for people

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and to live

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a holistic

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life

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and if I don't

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sell them

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I partner

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with

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salt lamps

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obviously

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beeswax candles

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we have a lot

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of solutions

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for mold

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given

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that

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I've

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had to deal

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with mold

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and become

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very

39:16.080 --> 39:16.980
very

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proficient

39:19.300 --> 39:20.100
with what to do

39:20.100 --> 39:21.180
to heal from it

39:21.180 --> 39:21.520
so

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yeah I love

39:23.080 --> 39:23.560
all of this

39:23.560 --> 39:25.620
yeah check out

39:25.620 --> 39:26.240
force of nature

39:26.240 --> 39:27.340
that's the aqua

39:27.340 --> 39:28.540
square on the top

39:28.540 --> 39:29.020
they actually

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you can make

39:29.960 --> 39:30.280
your own

39:30.280 --> 39:31.240
hypochloric acid

39:31.240 --> 39:32.280
and that gets rid of

39:32.280 --> 39:34.300
99.999%

39:34.300 --> 39:34.840
of bacteria

39:35.540 --> 39:35.920
fungus

39:36.380 --> 39:37.120
viruses ever

39:37.120 --> 39:37.940
and you can buy

39:37.940 --> 39:38.300
it as

39:38.300 --> 39:39.420
brio-tech on Amazon

39:39.420 --> 39:40.080
or wherever

39:40.080 --> 39:41.060
but now you can

39:41.060 --> 39:41.380
you can just

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make your own

39:41.940 --> 39:42.640
with this solution

39:42.640 --> 39:43.500
and it gets

39:43.500 --> 39:44.620
I just

39:44.620 --> 39:45.440
had a cleaner

39:45.440 --> 39:46.100
come this morning

39:46.100 --> 39:46.720
and that's all she

39:46.720 --> 39:47.320
used besides

39:47.320 --> 39:48.300
some glass cleaner

39:48.820 --> 39:49.480
and then

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just down below

39:50.520 --> 39:51.040
you'll see

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in the lower

39:51.440 --> 39:52.160
right

39:52.160 --> 39:53.080
environmental

39:53.080 --> 39:53.900
working group

39:53.900 --> 39:54.440
that's a wonderful

39:54.440 --> 39:55.260
app where

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you can actually

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scan products

39:56.920 --> 39:58.100
in your grocery

39:58.100 --> 39:58.460
store

39:59.280 --> 40:00.240
makeup cleaning

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products

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just to see

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like the toxic

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load in them

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because unfortunately

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there's a lot of

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charlatans out there

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and even some

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of the

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clinical green

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products have a lot

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of chemicals

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that people might be

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sensitive to

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sensitive to

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and what's nice

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about their

40:12.860 --> 40:13.520
app is that

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they break them down

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so maybe

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you're

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sensitive to perfumes

40:17.220 --> 40:17.720
but not

40:17.720 --> 40:18.580
a certain

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other chemical

40:20.040 --> 40:20.560
so

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it helps

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with that

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awareness

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as well

40:24.480 --> 40:25.100
and then

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I don't want to

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just be like

40:27.220 --> 40:27.740
boring

40:27.740 --> 40:28.740
can you see my

40:28.740 --> 40:29.540
top screen

40:29.540 --> 40:30.260
my tabs

40:30.260 --> 40:30.740
or are you

40:30.740 --> 40:31.700
just seeing the screen

40:31.700 --> 40:32.540
no, no, no

40:32.540 --> 40:33.400
just the

40:34.080 --> 40:34.600
presentation

40:35.920 --> 40:36.900
cutoff on mine

40:36.900 --> 40:37.900
wonderful

40:37.900 --> 40:39.180
so air and design

40:39.180 --> 40:40.300
you can see

40:40.300 --> 40:40.980
from these

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images

40:42.720 --> 40:43.500
what air

40:43.500 --> 40:44.060
looks like

40:44.060 --> 40:44.680
right it's

40:44.680 --> 40:45.900
very open spaces

40:45.900 --> 40:47.160
lots of

40:47.160 --> 40:47.880
lots of

40:47.880 --> 40:48.780
fluidity

40:48.780 --> 40:49.580
so that kind of

40:49.580 --> 40:50.140
is good for

40:50.140 --> 40:50.500
thinking

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it's good for

40:51.160 --> 40:51.960
expanding the mind

40:51.960 --> 40:52.560
it's good for

40:52.560 --> 40:53.680
you know

40:53.680 --> 40:54.480
brain fog

40:54.480 --> 40:55.440
you want to have places

40:55.440 --> 40:56.280
that have a lot of air

40:56.280 --> 40:56.600
in them

40:56.600 --> 40:57.780
to counterbalance that

40:58.720 --> 40:59.660
plans are also

40:59.660 --> 41:00.520
considered part of

41:00.520 --> 41:01.280
the air family

41:01.280 --> 41:02.600
so the lower two

41:02.600 --> 41:03.500
images

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have a lot of earth

41:04.520 --> 41:05.040
and wood

41:05.540 --> 41:06.560
but they balanced

41:06.560 --> 41:07.240
them really nicely

41:07.240 --> 41:08.100
with the high windows

41:08.100 --> 41:08.880
and the windows

41:08.880 --> 41:09.740
in the background

41:09.740 --> 41:11.080
of the kitchen

41:11.080 --> 41:12.500
so I like

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to combine

41:12.880 --> 41:13.600
all the elements

41:13.600 --> 41:15.640
these four

41:15.640 --> 41:16.120
in particular

41:16.120 --> 41:16.540
are more

41:17.240 --> 41:18.420
overtly air heavy

41:18.420 --> 41:19.060
just so you can get

41:19.060 --> 41:19.440
a really

41:20.360 --> 41:21.480
interesting view of them

41:21.480 --> 41:22.380
the lower left corner

41:22.380 --> 41:22.920
I just love

41:22.920 --> 41:23.720
because it's a really

41:23.720 --> 41:25.280
you know

41:25.280 --> 41:26.200
traditional home

41:26.200 --> 41:26.820
and they put this

41:26.820 --> 41:28.120
really modern glass table

41:28.120 --> 41:29.060
in it just to completely

41:29.060 --> 41:30.340
shift the perspective

41:30.340 --> 41:31.260
and energy of the home

41:31.260 --> 41:31.860
because normally

41:31.860 --> 41:32.900
in those types of home

41:32.900 --> 41:33.520
you'd have like

41:33.960 --> 41:34.780
burgundy velvet

41:34.780 --> 41:35.860
or green velvet

41:35.860 --> 41:37.040
or something really heavy

41:37.040 --> 41:38.180
and this just

41:38.180 --> 41:38.760
kind of completely

41:38.760 --> 41:39.700
shifts the energy

41:39.700 --> 41:40.240
of the home

41:41.340 --> 41:42.100
so I don't know

41:42.100 --> 41:42.340
if we're going to

41:42.340 --> 41:42.720
have time to

41:42.720 --> 41:43.500
get through all of them

41:43.500 --> 41:44.080
but I will

41:44.080 --> 41:44.680
if you want to

41:44.680 --> 41:45.300
just stop me

41:45.300 --> 41:46.440
but I'll just go through

41:46.440 --> 41:46.900
this quick

41:46.900 --> 41:48.320
fire is another

41:48.320 --> 41:49.640
big one in the home

41:50.250 --> 41:51.040
we want to keep

41:51.040 --> 41:51.940
our emfs

41:51.940 --> 41:53.100
at bay

41:53.100 --> 41:54.120
and this particular one

41:54.120 --> 41:54.740
I'm talking about

41:54.740 --> 41:55.200
lighting

41:55.200 --> 41:56.580
as we know

41:56.580 --> 41:57.440
LEDs are

41:57.440 --> 41:58.460
touted as being

41:58.460 --> 41:59.140
great because

41:59.140 --> 41:59.980
they have

41:59.980 --> 42:01.220
energy efficiency

42:01.800 --> 42:02.740
but in

42:02.740 --> 42:03.220
reality

42:03.860 --> 42:04.400
there's

42:04.400 --> 42:05.460
you know

42:05.460 --> 42:06.480
it's a high

42:06.480 --> 42:07.280
concentration of

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blue light

42:07.740 --> 42:08.220
and we really

42:08.220 --> 42:08.820
want the full

42:08.820 --> 42:09.680
spectrum light

42:09.680 --> 42:10.520
in our home

42:10.520 --> 42:11.420
the blue light

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at night

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is what keeps us

42:12.540 --> 42:13.820
from keeps us

42:13.820 --> 42:14.320
up at night

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it doesn't help

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our circadian rhythm

42:16.640 --> 42:17.480
it also

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prevents

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melatonin production

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and melatonin production

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is what stops

42:21.800 --> 42:22.700
the cytokine storm

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and as you know

42:23.620 --> 42:24.180
the cytokine storm

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is what causes

42:24.700 --> 42:25.040
COVID

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so there's a lot

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of good reasons

42:26.880 --> 42:27.600
to have healthy

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lighting in the home

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I'm

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the

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upright corner

42:30.820 --> 42:31.220
you'll see

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Chromalux

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this is a company

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out of Sweden

42:33.440 --> 42:34.160
and it's

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made from

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neodymium

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which is from lasers

42:37.040 --> 42:38.200
and it's full

42:38.200 --> 42:39.000
spectrum bulb

42:39.000 --> 42:40.200
I just recently

42:40.200 --> 42:41.000
realized you can't

42:41.000 --> 42:41.640
get them in California

42:41.640 --> 42:42.760
I shipped them to

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my mom's house

42:43.400 --> 42:43.920
last time

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I brought them here

42:44.660 --> 42:46.040
so unfortunately

42:46.040 --> 42:47.140
there's not

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always a way

42:48.840 --> 42:49.680
to avoid LEDs

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but if you are

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going to

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these two

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in the middle

42:53.000 --> 42:53.740
Ketra and

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Norb

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have the ones

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that are the

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most close to

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the human

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you know

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resident with the

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human body

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Norb calls themselves

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health lighting

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they even have one

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for migraines

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there is some

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controversy there

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like one of my

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healthy home

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specialist says

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part of the reason

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why people

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don't do well with

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LED lights

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it's because

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of the flickering

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and even if you

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can't see it

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that's what's

43:15.180 --> 43:15.780
actually targeting

43:15.780 --> 43:16.880
your hypothalamus

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and making you

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anxious

43:18.700 --> 43:19.400
et cetera

43:19.400 --> 43:19.860
et cetera

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so

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always to be

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aware of

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if you can

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have a friend

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send you

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them in California

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I would do that

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and then

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again healthy

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fire is also

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purifies the air

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but

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you know

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a lot of

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fire can get

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polluted

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can pollute your air

43:38.160 --> 43:38.940
so coconut wax

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and beeswax candles again

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I have that there

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I'll skip through this

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this is talking

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about healthy

43:45.340 --> 43:46.220
burning fire places

43:46.220 --> 43:47.000
you'll see this

43:47.000 --> 43:48.000
like very chaotic

43:48.000 --> 43:49.120
image at the bottom

43:49.120 --> 43:49.620
and this is

43:49.620 --> 43:50.680
if you look at this

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this is our energy field

43:51.840 --> 43:53.280
so we have

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what's called

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electricity in our home

43:55.000 --> 43:56.080
now because we used

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to have appliances

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running on a straight

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DC line

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now we've got a million

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different products

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from all over the world

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that have to convert

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and while they spend

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this time converting

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and that steady stream

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of electricity

44:06.580 --> 44:07.520
isn't happening

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it builds up

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and it causes

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dirty electricity

44:11.200 --> 44:11.940
in our air

44:11.940 --> 44:12.800
and so this company

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Greenway

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can allow you

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to test your air

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but you know

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really backing off

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your appliances

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and you're

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as much as possible

44:20.300 --> 44:20.860
like if you're

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not using them

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just keep them unplugged

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and just

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keep

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because that

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translates into

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energy in your body

44:27.260 --> 44:28.000
and people are

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so anxious

44:28.600 --> 44:30.000
I mean I'm anxious

44:30.000 --> 44:31.220
just looking at this right now

44:31.220 --> 44:31.720
to be honest

44:32.460 --> 44:33.200
you know

44:33.200 --> 44:33.520
right

44:33.520 --> 44:35.120
I wanted to say

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something about the

44:36.700 --> 44:36.960
paint

44:37.620 --> 44:38.520
that you had

44:38.520 --> 44:40.060
because in this house

44:40.740 --> 44:42.340
I had to stop

44:42.860 --> 44:43.860
well I would get

44:43.860 --> 44:44.640
sick every time

44:44.640 --> 44:46.020
I turned on the

44:46.020 --> 44:46.660
air conditioning

44:46.660 --> 44:47.860
he begrudgingly

44:48.420 --> 44:49.320
cleaned it

44:49.320 --> 44:49.860
however

44:49.860 --> 44:50.700
if this is a

44:50.700 --> 44:52.280
96 year old house

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and the

44:53.580 --> 44:55.260
the ducts

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are

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I mean it's a

44:56.980 --> 44:57.820
96 year old house

44:57.820 --> 44:58.740
they haven't done anything

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so I ended up

44:59.680 --> 45:00.500
having to

45:01.860 --> 45:02.440
invest

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in an outside

45:03.560 --> 45:05.480
air conditioning unit

45:05.480 --> 45:07.080
because I became too scared

45:07.080 --> 45:08.580
to turn that on

45:08.580 --> 45:09.880
to turn on the

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because I get sick every time

45:12.060 --> 45:13.020
and

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as far as the MFs

45:14.880 --> 45:17.100
you're the one who educated me

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about

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I didn't realize

45:19.440 --> 45:20.640
the reason they took

45:20.640 --> 45:21.360
the lead out

45:21.360 --> 45:22.740
is because of the 5G

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that it actually protects

45:23.980 --> 45:24.580
can you talk

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a little bit about

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maybe what you see

45:27.880 --> 45:29.260
as far as

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I'm sure you've seen

45:30.540 --> 45:31.760
a lot of moldy homes

45:31.760 --> 45:32.620
and you have to educate

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people about

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how

45:34.340 --> 45:35.840
the way they build

45:35.840 --> 45:37.280
maybe the homes

45:37.280 --> 45:38.220
that you help build

45:38.220 --> 45:38.980
are mold

45:38.980 --> 45:39.780
you know

45:39.780 --> 45:40.880
proof or something

45:40.880 --> 45:41.940
but it's such a huge

45:41.940 --> 45:42.560
thing

45:42.560 --> 45:44.120
because the air quality

45:44.120 --> 45:45.120
is like

45:45.120 --> 45:47.100
worse than it is outside

45:47.100 --> 45:48.340
and people are in their homes

45:48.340 --> 45:48.840
all day

45:48.840 --> 45:50.220
so I just want to talk about

45:50.220 --> 45:50.700
that

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importance

45:53.140 --> 45:54.220
yeah I mean that's

45:54.220 --> 45:54.980
why I left Austin

45:54.980 --> 45:56.260
because I just couldn't handle

45:56.260 --> 45:57.480
being an air conditioning

45:57.480 --> 45:58.160
all summer

45:58.160 --> 45:59.260
and being in heat

45:59.260 --> 45:59.920
all winter

45:59.920 --> 46:01.260
I was really detrimental

46:01.260 --> 46:02.080
from my house

46:02.080 --> 46:03.600
health now I'm by the beach

46:03.600 --> 46:04.460
and you know

46:04.460 --> 46:04.860
look there's

46:04.860 --> 46:05.600
dangers of mold

46:05.600 --> 46:06.820
around the beach too

46:06.820 --> 46:08.700
but if you have a house

46:08.700 --> 46:09.560
that's

46:09.560 --> 46:09.880
you know

46:09.880 --> 46:10.680
pretty air tight

46:10.680 --> 46:11.980
I can leave my windows open

46:11.980 --> 46:12.800
and I'm just getting

46:12.800 --> 46:13.660
again I'm getting those

46:13.660 --> 46:14.600
negative ions in

46:14.600 --> 46:15.380
which are really cleaning

46:15.380 --> 46:15.960
things out

46:16.760 --> 46:17.860
what I will say

46:17.860 --> 46:18.880
is if anyone is going

46:18.880 --> 46:19.620
through a remodel

46:19.620 --> 46:20.540
or a new build

46:20.540 --> 46:21.340
I would definitely

46:21.340 --> 46:22.260
at least consult

46:22.260 --> 46:23.440
with a building biologist

46:23.440 --> 46:24.180
and a healthy

46:24.180 --> 46:25.060
you know I'm obviously

46:25.060 --> 46:25.840
a healthy home designer

46:25.840 --> 46:26.700
but when it comes to

46:26.700 --> 46:26.960
like

46:26.960 --> 46:27.940
really getting

46:27.940 --> 46:28.400
the building

46:28.400 --> 46:29.200
solid

46:30.620 --> 46:31.060
there's

46:31.060 --> 46:31.320
you know

46:31.320 --> 46:31.480
there's

46:31.480 --> 46:32.380
building biologists

46:32.380 --> 46:32.780
there's the

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passive home

46:34.340 --> 46:34.780
companies

46:34.780 --> 46:35.860
there's a lot

46:35.860 --> 46:36.220
of different

46:36.220 --> 46:37.020
online resources

46:37.020 --> 46:37.820
that you can

46:37.820 --> 46:38.880
you can look at

46:38.880 --> 46:40.020
I always do

46:40.020 --> 46:41.060
home audits for people

46:41.060 --> 46:42.000
just to scan their

46:42.000 --> 46:42.260
place

46:42.260 --> 46:43.280
I even do them online

46:43.280 --> 46:43.860
just to see

46:43.860 --> 46:44.740
what you know

46:44.740 --> 46:45.540
give them

46:45.540 --> 46:46.860
things to look out for

46:47.480 --> 46:47.960
but

46:47.960 --> 46:49.420
mold is a big

46:49.420 --> 46:50.180
issue

46:50.180 --> 46:50.840
you know

46:50.840 --> 46:51.680
EMFs are

46:51.680 --> 46:52.720
really hard to

46:52.720 --> 46:53.360
mitigate

46:53.360 --> 46:54.760
when you're in a city

46:54.760 --> 46:55.240
because everyone

46:55.240 --> 46:56.760
has them next to

46:56.760 --> 46:56.880
you

46:56.880 --> 46:57.220
but there's

46:57.220 --> 46:57.620
definitely

46:58.260 --> 46:59.100
EMF shielding

46:59.100 --> 46:59.720
paints now

46:59.720 --> 47:00.160
a lot of

47:00.160 --> 47:00.860
different brands

47:02.560 --> 47:03.800
in the past

47:03.800 --> 47:04.720
people were having

47:04.720 --> 47:04.940
like

47:04.940 --> 47:05.840
Faraday mattes

47:05.840 --> 47:06.700
and Faraday cages

47:06.700 --> 47:07.500
and they found that

47:07.500 --> 47:08.160
some people actually

47:08.160 --> 47:08.700
got worse

47:08.700 --> 47:09.440
so it really

47:09.440 --> 47:10.120
is something

47:10.120 --> 47:10.660
that's not

47:11.260 --> 47:12.140
extremely measurable

47:12.140 --> 47:13.000
it's kind of

47:13.000 --> 47:13.480
like a

47:13.480 --> 47:13.860
case by

47:13.860 --> 47:14.580
case basis

47:15.060 --> 47:15.980
but what I will

47:15.980 --> 47:16.400
say for

47:16.400 --> 47:17.180
just for ease

47:17.180 --> 47:17.760
is just

47:17.760 --> 47:18.700
the easiest thing

47:18.700 --> 47:19.260
you can do is

47:19.260 --> 47:19.520
turn your

47:19.520 --> 47:20.380
Wi-Fi off at night

47:20.380 --> 47:20.700
and if you

47:20.700 --> 47:21.180
can't remember

47:21.180 --> 47:21.860
you just put it

47:22.300 --> 47:23.120
on a timer

47:23.120 --> 47:23.840
like those Christmas

47:23.840 --> 47:24.520
timers for your

47:24.520 --> 47:25.160
Christmas lights

47:25.160 --> 47:26.100
you can just

47:26.100 --> 47:27.380
put it on that

47:27.380 --> 47:27.600
way

47:28.070 --> 47:29.020
like I know my mom

47:29.020 --> 47:29.340
at home

47:29.340 --> 47:30.780
if she turns

47:31.500 --> 47:32.700
her Wi-Fi off

47:32.700 --> 47:33.100
her bed

47:33.100 --> 47:33.600
goes down

47:33.600 --> 47:34.360
because it's Bluetooth

47:34.880 --> 47:35.380
so

47:35.990 --> 47:36.780
or like the TV

47:36.780 --> 47:37.780
has to be rebooted

47:37.780 --> 47:39.000
so there's

47:39.000 --> 47:39.460
you know

47:39.460 --> 47:40.020
you've got to kind

47:40.020 --> 47:40.620
of really think

47:40.620 --> 47:41.160
things through

47:41.160 --> 47:41.700
if you have a lot

47:41.700 --> 47:42.380
of smart TVs

47:42.380 --> 47:43.220
in your home

47:43.220 --> 47:44.420
I can't even

47:44.420 --> 47:44.900
have that

47:44.900 --> 47:45.720
because I'm too

47:45.720 --> 47:46.200
sensitive

47:46.840 --> 47:47.340
so

47:48.020 --> 47:48.780
me too

47:49.540 --> 47:50.540
yeah also

47:50.540 --> 47:51.060
the

47:52.960 --> 47:53.940
smart meters

47:53.940 --> 47:55.060
like when I moved

47:55.060 --> 47:56.100
to St. Augustine

47:56.100 --> 47:56.860
I

47:56.860 --> 47:58.100
my eyes were flickering

47:58.460 --> 47:58.940
and then

47:58.940 --> 47:59.220
I was like

47:59.220 --> 48:00.000
I bet you the smart

48:00.000 --> 48:01.020
meters right behind

48:01.020 --> 48:01.660
my wall

48:02.280 --> 48:02.800
outside

48:02.800 --> 48:04.220
and you have to pay

48:04.700 --> 48:04.960
extra

48:04.960 --> 48:06.460
for them to come

48:06.460 --> 48:07.400
and remove it

48:07.840 --> 48:08.500
and they weren't

48:08.500 --> 48:09.060
there are

48:09.060 --> 48:09.900
fabrics now

48:09.900 --> 48:10.620
that you can wrap

48:10.620 --> 48:11.260
them in that

48:11.260 --> 48:11.860
really help

48:11.860 --> 48:12.980
oh yeah

48:12.980 --> 48:15.640
I think it's

48:15.640 --> 48:16.560
like healthy home

48:16.560 --> 48:17.520
something

48:17.520 --> 48:18.200
resources

48:18.200 --> 48:19.360
and you can buy

48:19.360 --> 48:20.200
even buy fabric

48:20.200 --> 48:20.520
I

48:20.520 --> 48:21.420
mine is

48:21.420 --> 48:22.820
on the garage

48:22.820 --> 48:23.720
way in the back

48:23.720 --> 48:24.140
so

48:24.600 --> 48:25.420
I got lucky

48:25.420 --> 48:26.240
but I was going to

48:26.240 --> 48:26.680
actually do that

48:26.680 --> 48:27.320
I was just going to have them

48:27.320 --> 48:27.860
remove it

48:29.100 --> 48:30.080
but I hate to

48:30.080 --> 48:30.640
is it

48:31.220 --> 48:31.960
for silver

48:32.440 --> 48:32.880
it's

48:33.820 --> 48:34.260
yeah

48:34.260 --> 48:35.060
I know those

48:35.060 --> 48:36.060
you can even get them on

48:36.060 --> 48:36.420
Amazon

48:36.420 --> 48:37.240
I bought some

48:37.240 --> 48:37.660
cloth

48:38.360 --> 48:38.800
and

48:38.800 --> 48:39.580
I would be

48:39.580 --> 48:40.100
I'd be

48:40.100 --> 48:40.920
careful about where

48:40.920 --> 48:41.420
you get them

48:41.420 --> 48:42.100
because again

48:42.100 --> 48:42.900
some people can

48:42.900 --> 48:43.920
have more of a reaction

48:43.920 --> 48:45.120
depending on the quality

48:45.120 --> 48:46.060
and depending on how

48:46.060 --> 48:46.500
it's made

48:46.500 --> 48:47.100
and the weave

48:47.100 --> 48:48.120
and things like that

48:48.120 --> 48:48.540
so

48:48.540 --> 48:49.660
I would go

48:49.660 --> 48:50.300
I would go

48:50.300 --> 48:51.280
direct to a site

48:51.280 --> 48:52.620
that specializes in it

48:53.480 --> 48:54.160
unless they

48:54.160 --> 48:55.300
also sell on Amazon

48:56.300 --> 48:56.860
you know

48:56.860 --> 48:57.620
because a lot of it

48:57.620 --> 48:57.960
you know

48:57.960 --> 48:58.860
these MF

48:58.860 --> 49:00.220
wallet protectors

49:00.220 --> 49:00.840
and stuff like that

49:00.840 --> 49:01.300
a lot of that

49:01.300 --> 49:02.080
just doesn't

49:02.700 --> 49:03.480
doesn't do anything

49:03.480 --> 49:04.040
yeah

49:04.040 --> 49:05.080
I work with

49:05.080 --> 49:05.560
the MF

49:05.560 --> 49:05.980
soul

49:05.980 --> 49:06.400
with

49:06.400 --> 49:07.280
that's what

49:07.280 --> 49:07.760
I offer

49:07.760 --> 49:08.760
a home bundle

49:08.760 --> 49:09.400
bundle

49:10.000 --> 49:10.440
where

49:10.440 --> 49:11.520
because he's the one

49:11.520 --> 49:12.400
who actually told me

49:12.400 --> 49:13.540
I had a grounding mat

49:13.540 --> 49:14.520
and then

49:14.520 --> 49:15.380
I found out that

49:15.380 --> 49:15.980
I was actually

49:15.980 --> 49:16.720
making it worse

49:16.720 --> 49:17.560
I don't understand

49:17.560 --> 49:18.220
the science

49:18.220 --> 49:19.220
but then I got this

49:19.220 --> 49:20.100
bundle

49:20.100 --> 49:21.380
just put it

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beside

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it's a harmonizer

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do you know

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the science

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as to why you

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get worse

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yeah

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well that's

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where it comes

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with dirty electricity

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if your home

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isn't grounded

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if the way

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the electrical

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is done in your house

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so there's

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there's one thing

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there's EMS

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in the house

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is also

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what can really trigger things

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I don't believe

49:44.100 --> 49:44.920
in grounding mats

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anymore personally

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I think the best thing

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to do is

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get your bare feet

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and get outside

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yeah

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get your

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in the sun

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that's

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that's

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I ground every day

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outside

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and that's

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the most important

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thing

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but I used to

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have all those gadgets

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and if your house

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is not

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and it's really

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hard to

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find the house

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that's completely

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grounded

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and even those grounding mats

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will send you

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like a little adapter

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and say here

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you can check to see

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if your house is grounded

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and then they say

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in the small print

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but then you got

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that's step one

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then you got to go look

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at step two

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and really check it

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so that is why

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and chances are

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if you're in an old house

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your house is going to

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have dirty electricity

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unless it's

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you know

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brand newly wired

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there's a

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woman

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a man I work with

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William Wenling

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he has a

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website called

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my quiet home

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and he's like

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a master in all of this

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I'll have to let him know

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I mentioned him on this

50:35.880 --> 50:36.600
but I've learned

50:36.600 --> 50:37.460
quite a bit from him

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on all that

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he travels all over the world

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and

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the United States

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and rewires people's homes

50:43.300 --> 50:44.300
he had a client

50:44.300 --> 50:44.820
and

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Martha's vineyard

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that couldn't even

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go into town

50:48.420 --> 50:49.240
they were so

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they couldn't be in their house

50:50.340 --> 50:51.000
because their house

50:51.000 --> 50:51.780
was too static

50:51.780 --> 50:52.760
and they couldn't be in town

50:52.760 --> 50:53.480
so now he's

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he rewired the whole house

50:54.760 --> 50:55.520
and he still

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uses LEDs

50:56.140 --> 50:57.060
but he doesn't do it

50:57.060 --> 50:57.700
he has to do it

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very thoughtfully

51:00.700 --> 51:01.180
yeah

51:01.180 --> 51:01.600
so it's

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it's the radiation

51:02.640 --> 51:03.640
I would definitely

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if you're going to use

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a grounding mat

51:05.460 --> 51:06.260
you want to wire it

51:06.260 --> 51:07.320
and you want to steak it outside

51:07.320 --> 51:08.200
with a copper steak

51:08.880 --> 51:09.620
and that's hardcore

51:10.960 --> 51:11.920
it is hardcore

51:11.920 --> 51:12.340
yeah

51:12.340 --> 51:13.980
I'm barefooted

51:13.980 --> 51:15.520
and I agreed to go outside

51:15.520 --> 51:15.960
and

51:16.760 --> 51:17.720
and ground

51:17.720 --> 51:19.260
and turn things off

51:19.260 --> 51:19.540
so

51:20.020 --> 51:21.080
what's the process

51:21.080 --> 51:21.660
let's say

51:21.660 --> 51:22.100
someone

51:22.840 --> 51:24.200
wants to work with you

51:24.200 --> 51:24.920
and how do they

51:24.920 --> 51:25.840
like do they

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sometimes by accident

51:27.460 --> 51:28.240
find out

51:28.630 --> 51:29.460
like you're also

51:29.460 --> 51:30.560
an intuitive

51:30.560 --> 51:30.980
and

51:30.980 --> 51:32.500
something comes through

51:32.500 --> 51:33.720
that you share with them

51:33.720 --> 51:34.020
or

51:34.020 --> 51:35.860
what do you find

51:35.860 --> 51:36.220
well I think

51:36.220 --> 51:37.700
well what's been happening now

51:37.700 --> 51:38.860
is that

51:40.460 --> 51:41.620
you know

51:41.620 --> 51:42.540
like attracts like

51:42.540 --> 51:43.420
because I'm becoming

51:43.420 --> 51:44.380
more open to it

51:44.380 --> 51:45.160
and because I'm talking

51:45.160 --> 51:45.720
about it more

51:45.720 --> 51:46.460
I'm just naturally

51:46.460 --> 51:47.120
kind of attracting

51:47.120 --> 51:47.780
those clients

51:47.780 --> 51:48.260
that are

51:48.260 --> 51:49.700
that are more open to it

51:49.700 --> 51:51.020
so it definitely comes up

51:51.020 --> 51:51.860
in every conversation

51:51.860 --> 51:52.240
now

51:52.240 --> 51:52.860
whereas before

51:52.860 --> 51:53.700
I kept them completely

51:54.140 --> 51:54.400
separate

51:55.100 --> 51:56.180
and I'm being more vocal

51:56.180 --> 51:56.600
about it

51:56.600 --> 51:57.120
I mean just being

51:57.120 --> 51:57.840
on this podcast

51:57.840 --> 51:59.420
is a way

51:59.420 --> 52:00.740
to start sharing this

52:00.740 --> 52:01.500
more publicly

52:02.800 --> 52:03.840
that's awesome

52:03.840 --> 52:04.500
so

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what else

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may we

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may we cover

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if someone wants

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to reach out to you

52:10.540 --> 52:11.160
and

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do you want to talk

52:12.280 --> 52:13.140
a little bit more

52:13.140 --> 52:13.600
about

52:14.240 --> 52:14.960
the readings

52:14.960 --> 52:15.720
that you give

52:15.720 --> 52:16.440
which are also

52:17.080 --> 52:18.240
healings I would say

52:18.240 --> 52:19.520
do you want me to

52:19.520 --> 52:20.720
stop sharing my screen

52:20.720 --> 52:21.300
I don't even know if

52:21.300 --> 52:21.920
you can see me

52:21.920 --> 52:24.540
I thought you stopped

52:24.540 --> 52:26.240
I couldn't see it anymore

52:26.240 --> 52:27.880
no if you have more

52:27.880 --> 52:28.780
it went off

52:28.780 --> 52:29.720
okay it's back

52:30.440 --> 52:31.160
oh okay

52:31.600 --> 52:32.560
she probably took it off

52:32.560 --> 52:33.320
because we were talking

52:33.320 --> 52:34.540
I mean I can continue

52:34.540 --> 52:35.280
to talk about

52:35.280 --> 52:35.840
this

52:35.840 --> 52:37.460
I'll just say one thing

52:37.460 --> 52:38.360
I'll just say one thing

52:38.360 --> 52:39.180
and then we can talk about

52:39.180 --> 52:39.520
the readings

52:40.300 --> 52:41.160
because when I talk

52:41.160 --> 52:41.860
about design

52:41.860 --> 52:42.620
and energetics

52:42.620 --> 52:43.080
of a home

52:43.080 --> 52:44.020
I talk about the yin

52:44.020 --> 52:44.440
and the yang

52:44.440 --> 52:45.420
aspect so when you

52:45.420 --> 52:46.060
think of fire

52:46.060 --> 52:47.040
you think more

52:47.040 --> 52:47.760
of this screen

52:47.760 --> 52:48.660
right you think of the

52:48.660 --> 52:49.940
oranges and the reds

52:49.940 --> 52:50.720
and the bright

52:50.720 --> 52:51.480
fiery energy

52:51.480 --> 52:52.280
and the creativity

52:52.280 --> 52:53.120
and inspiration

52:53.790 --> 52:54.680
but that's the yang

52:54.680 --> 52:55.360
aspect that's the

52:55.360 --> 52:56.400
expansive aspect

52:56.400 --> 52:57.400
of where you're going to be

52:57.400 --> 52:58.460
in your social rooms

52:58.460 --> 52:59.340
or where you're going to be

52:59.340 --> 53:00.620
where you're entertaining

53:00.620 --> 53:01.300
where you're doing

53:01.300 --> 53:02.080
your art

53:02.080 --> 53:02.980
and music

53:02.980 --> 53:04.160
but there's also

53:04.160 --> 53:04.600
the yin

53:04.600 --> 53:05.920
aspect which is this

53:05.920 --> 53:06.660
this is

53:06.660 --> 53:07.460
the lavender

53:07.460 --> 53:08.400
and the

53:08.400 --> 53:09.820
the lotus points

53:09.820 --> 53:10.720
and the pyramid

53:10.720 --> 53:11.900
and the sunset

53:11.900 --> 53:13.340
that provokes

53:13.340 --> 53:14.160
more of an internal

53:14.160 --> 53:14.600
fire

53:14.600 --> 53:15.780
an internal reflection

53:15.780 --> 53:16.700
even the point

53:16.700 --> 53:18.240
on that roof

53:18.240 --> 53:18.980
in the lower

53:18.980 --> 53:19.820
right corner

53:20.400 --> 53:21.380
if that was a

53:21.380 --> 53:21.900
flat roof

53:21.900 --> 53:22.580
you wouldn't have

53:22.580 --> 53:23.560
the same experience

53:23.560 --> 53:24.760
with that point

53:24.760 --> 53:25.800
it makes it

53:25.800 --> 53:26.520
totally different

53:26.520 --> 53:27.620
it causes you to go

53:27.620 --> 53:28.020
inward

53:28.020 --> 53:29.340
and that internal

53:29.340 --> 53:30.240
fire and creativity

53:30.240 --> 53:31.900
so when I talk

53:31.900 --> 53:32.580
about elements

53:32.580 --> 53:33.120
and design

53:33.120 --> 53:33.720
I talk about

53:33.720 --> 53:34.100
the yin

53:34.100 --> 53:34.560
and the yang

53:34.560 --> 53:35.020
aspects

53:35.020 --> 53:36.640
you can see

53:36.640 --> 53:37.260
that this is

53:37.260 --> 53:38.600
quite different

53:38.600 --> 53:39.120
even though

53:39.120 --> 53:40.440
this isn't

53:40.440 --> 53:41.160
too in your

53:41.160 --> 53:41.480
face

53:41.480 --> 53:42.820
it has fire elements

53:42.820 --> 53:43.700
you know

53:44.560 --> 53:45.360
I do talk

53:45.360 --> 53:46.080
we'll just go through this

53:46.080 --> 53:46.280
quickly

53:46.280 --> 53:47.200
water and design

53:47.200 --> 53:47.680
you can see

53:47.680 --> 53:48.900
it's very fluid

53:50.580 --> 53:51.060
metal

53:51.060 --> 53:51.960
I talk about

53:51.960 --> 53:53.300
lead free faucets

53:53.300 --> 53:53.860
the tub

53:53.860 --> 53:54.320
in the top

53:54.320 --> 53:54.840
right corner

53:54.840 --> 53:55.480
is made from

53:55.480 --> 53:56.340
lava stone

53:57.020 --> 53:57.500
cookware

53:57.500 --> 53:58.120
tiles

53:58.680 --> 53:59.360
you know

53:59.360 --> 54:00.560
and metal and design

54:00.560 --> 54:01.560
is really kind of fun

54:01.560 --> 54:02.160
because you know

54:02.160 --> 54:03.320
the neo-industrial

54:03.320 --> 54:04.420
work live

54:04.420 --> 54:04.980
lofts

54:04.980 --> 54:06.200
I didn't realize

54:06.200 --> 54:07.300
the reason why

54:07.300 --> 54:07.960
they use so much

54:07.960 --> 54:08.480
metal is because

54:08.480 --> 54:09.420
metal is really good

54:09.420 --> 54:09.940
for focus

54:10.720 --> 54:11.660
and we think of

54:11.660 --> 54:11.880
metal

54:11.880 --> 54:12.520
we think of that

54:12.520 --> 54:13.480
neo-industrial look

54:13.480 --> 54:13.960
but if you look

54:13.960 --> 54:15.080
in the top right corner

54:15.080 --> 54:15.580
there's this

54:15.580 --> 54:16.520
Cape Cod type

54:16.520 --> 54:17.040
Martha's

54:17.040 --> 54:17.900
Vineyard type

54:17.900 --> 54:18.480
style

54:19.500 --> 54:20.460
traditional house

54:20.460 --> 54:21.220
but it's got

54:21.220 --> 54:21.920
you know

54:21.920 --> 54:22.820
the metal legs

54:22.820 --> 54:23.820
so that also helps

54:23.820 --> 54:24.280
with focus

54:24.280 --> 54:24.820
in an office

54:25.480 --> 54:26.600
so we can

54:26.600 --> 54:27.480
wrap it up there

54:28.220 --> 54:28.800
oh yeah

54:28.800 --> 54:29.480
healthy earth

54:29.960 --> 54:30.440
yeah

54:30.440 --> 54:30.960
even here

54:30.960 --> 54:31.520
I had talked

54:31.520 --> 54:31.860
about

54:31.860 --> 54:32.340
earthing

54:32.340 --> 54:33.640
and you know

54:33.640 --> 54:34.820
these this company

54:34.820 --> 54:35.660
has grounding sheets

54:35.660 --> 54:36.920
I update this constantly

54:36.920 --> 54:37.580
I will probably

54:37.580 --> 54:38.320
take those earthing

54:38.320 --> 54:39.240
sheets off now

54:39.240 --> 54:40.060
based on what I've

54:40.060 --> 54:40.760
learned recently

54:40.760 --> 54:41.980
you know

54:41.980 --> 54:42.520
also

54:43.900 --> 54:44.460
mattress

54:44.460 --> 54:45.740
like I have

54:45.740 --> 54:46.280
an avocado

54:46.780 --> 54:47.060
mattress

54:47.060 --> 54:48.040
and I was working

54:48.040 --> 54:48.660
with them

54:48.660 --> 54:49.740
but they went

54:49.740 --> 54:50.080
a little

54:50.080 --> 54:50.700
woke

54:51.820 --> 54:52.880
but avocado

54:52.880 --> 54:53.960
was a home

54:53.960 --> 54:55.260
when I started

54:55.260 --> 54:56.360
it was a home

54:56.360 --> 54:57.040
a couple

54:57.040 --> 54:57.560
I think

54:57.560 --> 54:58.100
that was

54:58.100 --> 54:59.340
the mattress

54:59.340 --> 55:00.100
was I believe

55:00.100 --> 55:00.580
wool

55:00.580 --> 55:02.000
the mattresses

55:02.000 --> 55:02.440
are also

55:02.440 --> 55:03.120
I'm sure you

55:03.120 --> 55:04.140
consult people

55:04.140 --> 55:05.380
on what they're sleeping on

55:06.240 --> 55:06.800
yeah

55:06.800 --> 55:07.040
I mean

55:07.040 --> 55:07.580
you know

55:07.580 --> 55:08.480
if we spend

55:08.480 --> 55:09.160
that's

55:09.160 --> 55:09.780
you know

55:09.780 --> 55:10.640
half of our lives

55:10.640 --> 55:11.100
in bed

55:11.100 --> 55:12.420
that mattress is

55:12.420 --> 55:13.280
the most important thing

55:13.280 --> 55:14.260
like when I moved

55:14.260 --> 55:14.660
here

55:14.660 --> 55:15.740
I drove down

55:15.740 --> 55:16.720
specifically to

55:16.720 --> 55:17.180
find a

55:17.180 --> 55:17.920
local mattress

55:17.920 --> 55:19.660
I like avocado

55:19.660 --> 55:20.340
and I like those

55:20.340 --> 55:21.260
part of my

55:21.260 --> 55:22.580
thought about

55:22.580 --> 55:23.360
sustainability that

55:23.360 --> 55:23.620
my mother

55:23.620 --> 55:24.020
taught me

55:24.020 --> 55:25.240
always support local businesses

55:25.240 --> 55:26.180
so I wanted to find

55:26.180 --> 55:27.040
a local owner

55:27.620 --> 55:28.680
and I wanted to go in

55:28.680 --> 55:29.580
and lay on it

55:29.580 --> 55:30.340
and feel it

55:30.340 --> 55:30.840
you know

55:30.840 --> 55:31.700
that's kind of bringing

55:31.700 --> 55:32.940
the circulation

55:32.940 --> 55:33.920
back into

55:33.920 --> 55:35.440
the circular economy

55:35.440 --> 55:36.540
bringing back the energy

55:36.540 --> 55:37.300
into the

55:37.300 --> 55:38.040
I didn't even know

55:38.040 --> 55:40.020
there's local mattress makers

55:40.020 --> 55:40.860
I didn't know that

55:40.860 --> 55:40.920
yeah

55:40.920 --> 55:41.380
well

55:41.380 --> 55:41.900
companies

55:41.900 --> 55:42.400
you know

55:42.400 --> 55:42.580
like

55:42.580 --> 55:43.360
but this one

55:43.360 --> 55:44.320
actually happens to have

55:44.320 --> 55:44.920
four stores

55:44.920 --> 55:45.360
and they do

55:45.360 --> 55:46.000
make them locally

55:46.000 --> 55:47.040
in Southern California

55:47.040 --> 55:47.920
so I made

55:47.920 --> 55:48.700
sure that my mattress

55:48.700 --> 55:49.620
was delivered before

55:49.620 --> 55:50.140
I moved in

55:50.140 --> 55:51.420
you know

55:51.420 --> 55:52.000
because I at least

55:52.000 --> 55:52.940
wanted to have that

55:52.940 --> 55:53.780
and there's

55:53.780 --> 55:54.960
luckily we've got

55:54.960 --> 55:56.240
a lot more options

55:56.240 --> 55:56.980
and you don't need to

55:56.980 --> 55:58.060
even go fully organic

55:58.060 --> 55:58.940
to have

55:58.940 --> 56:00.040
a really good quality

56:00.040 --> 56:00.800
natural mattress

56:00.800 --> 56:01.640
with really good

56:01.640 --> 56:02.140
materials

56:02.660 --> 56:03.300
you know

56:03.300 --> 56:04.700
there's a

56:04.700 --> 56:06.000
a website called

56:07.180 --> 56:08.180
peopleforcleanmatresses.org

56:08.180 --> 56:09.160
and you know

56:09.160 --> 56:09.980
the retardants

56:09.980 --> 56:10.260
that they

56:10.260 --> 56:11.220
spray on

56:11.220 --> 56:12.780
these mattresses

56:12.780 --> 56:13.060
you know

56:13.060 --> 56:13.780
really can cause

56:13.780 --> 56:14.820
neurological defects

56:15.520 --> 56:16.980
so it's really important

56:16.980 --> 56:18.020
to have a healthy mattress

56:18.020 --> 56:19.340
and then of course

56:19.340 --> 56:20.160
healthy pillows

56:20.160 --> 56:21.280
and linen sheets

56:23.100 --> 56:24.360
is the way to go

56:24.360 --> 56:24.820
and then

56:24.820 --> 56:25.800
cool room

56:25.800 --> 56:26.720
let's talk about sleep

56:26.720 --> 56:27.440
a little bit because

56:27.440 --> 56:28.700
people have so many

56:28.700 --> 56:30.000
different sleeping disorders

56:30.000 --> 56:30.980
you definitely

56:30.980 --> 56:31.700
want to have your room

56:31.700 --> 56:32.380
a little bit cooler

56:33.000 --> 56:34.020
you definitely want to

56:34.020 --> 56:34.720
keep your screens

56:34.720 --> 56:35.340
off at night

56:35.340 --> 56:36.560
I still work on that

56:36.560 --> 56:37.420
I have plenty of nights

56:37.420 --> 56:38.020
where I'm not

56:38.020 --> 56:39.220
so I will call

56:39.220 --> 56:40.100
myself out there

56:40.100 --> 56:40.640
and then

56:40.640 --> 56:41.080
you know

56:41.080 --> 56:41.620
I have the

56:41.620 --> 56:42.320
chroma lux bulbs

56:42.320 --> 56:42.900
in my

56:42.900 --> 56:44.080
in my room

56:44.080 --> 56:45.140
some people just

56:45.140 --> 56:46.200
use candles at night

56:46.200 --> 56:47.080
you know

56:47.080 --> 56:47.480
I have

56:47.480 --> 56:48.820
natural wool carpet

56:49.440 --> 56:50.420
natural wood

56:51.560 --> 56:52.080
nightstands

56:52.080 --> 56:52.660
you know

56:53.600 --> 56:54.580
essential oils

56:54.580 --> 56:55.620
crystals

56:55.620 --> 56:57.000
I got the whole deal

56:57.840 --> 56:58.620
but there's

56:58.620 --> 56:58.920
things called

56:58.920 --> 56:59.860
chill mats

56:59.860 --> 57:00.240
where you can

57:00.240 --> 57:01.220
actually sleep on a

57:01.220 --> 57:01.860
chill mat

57:01.860 --> 57:02.440
there's people that

57:02.440 --> 57:03.660
have their beds

57:03.660 --> 57:04.560
in fair day cages

57:04.560 --> 57:05.340
if they need it

57:05.920 --> 57:06.580
you know

57:06.580 --> 57:07.100
I think

57:07.100 --> 57:07.840
the more you

57:07.840 --> 57:08.640
raise your frequency

57:08.640 --> 57:09.380
the more you

57:09.380 --> 57:10.480
really take care

57:10.480 --> 57:11.140
of your minerals

57:11.140 --> 57:11.920
and you take care

57:11.920 --> 57:12.920
of your inner world

57:12.920 --> 57:14.260
and you do the inner work

57:14.840 --> 57:15.600
you know

57:15.600 --> 57:16.800
you can mitigate

57:16.800 --> 57:17.720
some of this stuff

57:17.720 --> 57:18.140
just by

57:18.140 --> 57:19.660
focusing on that

57:19.660 --> 57:20.280
because you can

57:20.280 --> 57:20.860
you know

57:20.860 --> 57:21.980
you can become

57:21.980 --> 57:22.520
a prisoner

57:22.520 --> 57:23.240
in your own prison

57:23.240 --> 57:24.220
like being too paranoid

57:24.220 --> 57:24.780
about everything

57:25.320 --> 57:26.120
we've got to give

57:26.120 --> 57:26.880
ourselves a little

57:26.880 --> 57:27.320
bit of slack

57:27.320 --> 57:28.620
because that's

57:28.620 --> 57:28.980
how the world

57:28.980 --> 57:29.680
is shifting right

57:31.540 --> 57:32.020
yeah

57:32.020 --> 57:32.800
absolutely

57:34.360 --> 57:34.840
absolutely

57:34.840 --> 57:35.440
I mean

57:35.440 --> 57:36.560
I find travel

57:36.560 --> 57:37.760
you travel

57:38.300 --> 57:39.060
way more than

57:39.060 --> 57:39.880
than I can

57:39.880 --> 57:41.040
I travel once

57:41.040 --> 57:42.040
a year

57:42.040 --> 57:43.120
and I used to travel

57:43.120 --> 57:43.620
I mean

57:43.620 --> 57:45.260
Kristin and I met

57:45.260 --> 57:45.880
in Greece

57:45.880 --> 57:46.940
and we hung out

57:46.940 --> 57:48.220
oh yeah

57:48.220 --> 57:48.740
we hung out

57:48.740 --> 57:50.080
I remember going into

57:50.080 --> 57:50.680
that cemetery

57:50.680 --> 57:51.520
remember I go

57:51.520 --> 57:52.260
there's a little girl

57:52.260 --> 57:53.240
in there that passed

57:53.240 --> 57:53.840
and we walked

57:53.840 --> 57:54.840
right to her grave

57:56.220 --> 57:56.780
that's

57:56.780 --> 57:57.600
okay that's a good segue

57:57.600 --> 57:58.480
into the readings

57:59.220 --> 57:59.500
yeah

57:59.500 --> 58:00.600
yeah yeah

58:01.180 --> 58:02.060
about not being

58:02.060 --> 58:03.280
afraid of those messages

58:03.280 --> 58:03.800
because

58:03.800 --> 58:04.840
that was

58:04.840 --> 58:05.940
a real healing

58:05.940 --> 58:07.180
that kind of happened there

58:07.180 --> 58:07.700
you know

58:07.700 --> 58:08.360
it was like

58:08.360 --> 58:09.640
the parents were so devastated

58:09.640 --> 58:10.280
and somehow

58:10.280 --> 58:11.860
the energies were moved

58:11.860 --> 58:12.700
to offer a little bit

58:12.700 --> 58:13.500
more lightness

58:13.500 --> 58:14.840
what about that

58:14.840 --> 58:15.160
we were

58:15.160 --> 58:16.460
the hike

58:16.460 --> 58:17.360
that we hiked

58:17.360 --> 58:18.080
isn't it weird

58:18.720 --> 58:19.740
that picture of you

58:19.740 --> 58:20.620
and me came up

58:20.620 --> 58:21.260
on Facebook

58:21.720 --> 58:22.760
a couple days ago

58:22.760 --> 58:23.820
and people are commenting

58:23.820 --> 58:24.200
I'm like

58:24.200 --> 58:24.880
that's back in

58:24.880 --> 58:26.060
I don't know

58:26.060 --> 58:26.700
2017

58:27.580 --> 58:28.340
even earlier

58:29.460 --> 58:30.940
went to this beautiful

58:30.940 --> 58:31.960
there was like

58:31.960 --> 58:32.380
two

58:32.380 --> 58:33.880
two beaches

58:33.880 --> 58:34.660
right like

58:34.660 --> 58:35.260
yeah they're called

58:35.260 --> 58:36.020
like twin beaches

58:36.020 --> 58:36.940
or something yeah

58:37.720 --> 58:38.820
twin beaches

58:38.820 --> 58:39.220
yeah

58:40.120 --> 58:40.760
yeah

58:41.380 --> 58:42.340
and yeah so

58:42.340 --> 58:43.680
I don't

58:43.680 --> 58:44.640
I forgot about

58:44.640 --> 58:45.720
the little girl

58:45.720 --> 58:46.380
in the cemetery

58:46.380 --> 58:47.440
until you said it

58:47.440 --> 58:47.840
now I

58:48.160 --> 58:49.140
have flashbacks

58:49.140 --> 58:50.200
but yeah

58:50.200 --> 58:50.480
what

58:50.480 --> 58:51.540
how would you like

58:51.540 --> 58:52.260
to talk about

58:52.260 --> 58:53.580
your gifts

58:53.580 --> 58:55.000
in being like a

58:55.000 --> 58:55.480
Sherpa

58:55.480 --> 58:57.160
or the healings

58:57.160 --> 58:58.180
that you give

58:59.340 --> 59:00.260
for me

59:00.260 --> 59:01.100
it was confirmation

59:01.100 --> 59:02.940
when we sat the other day

59:02.940 --> 59:04.140
the healing

59:04.140 --> 59:05.520
the energy

59:05.520 --> 59:06.540
I see it as an

59:06.540 --> 59:07.520
energetic clearing

59:07.520 --> 59:09.060
it felt very

59:09.060 --> 59:09.920
positive

59:09.920 --> 59:11.760
and heart centered

59:11.760 --> 59:13.660
and I felt safe

59:13.660 --> 59:15.920
and I felt that you're

59:15.920 --> 59:16.780
clear

59:17.720 --> 59:18.280
in

59:18.280 --> 59:19.800
in your messages

59:20.700 --> 59:21.600
thank you

59:21.600 --> 59:22.300
thank you

59:22.300 --> 59:22.920
well it's

59:22.920 --> 59:23.900
you know it took

59:23.900 --> 59:25.160
took a lot of years

59:25.160 --> 59:25.800
I call it

59:25.800 --> 59:26.600
you know it's going from

59:26.600 --> 59:27.200
like a flashlight

59:27.200 --> 59:28.200
to a laser beam

59:28.860 --> 59:30.160
and I want to address

59:30.160 --> 59:31.160
a little bit there's like the

59:31.160 --> 59:31.900
stigma around it

59:31.900 --> 59:33.140
because I even I had it

59:33.140 --> 59:33.880
you know I remember

59:33.880 --> 59:34.700
when I first started

59:34.700 --> 59:35.380
clairvoyant training

59:35.380 --> 59:36.280
in San Francisco

59:36.840 --> 59:38.240
I was also very careless

59:38.240 --> 59:39.080
I you know

59:39.080 --> 59:39.840
back then

59:39.840 --> 59:40.860
you know and partying

59:40.860 --> 59:41.560
and stuff so I could

59:41.560 --> 59:42.180
see why I was

59:42.560 --> 59:43.560
thought to be crazy

59:44.500 --> 59:45.380
I can't do that

59:45.380 --> 59:45.840
stuff anymore

59:45.840 --> 59:46.980
because I hold this gift

59:46.980 --> 59:48.300
with total reverence

59:48.300 --> 59:48.540
and I

59:49.140 --> 59:49.860
believe it's

59:49.860 --> 59:50.700
it's a gift from God

59:51.160 --> 59:52.080
but a lot of people

59:52.080 --> 59:52.700
thought I was doing

59:52.700 --> 59:53.100
quote unquote

59:53.100 --> 59:53.880
the devil's work

59:54.320 --> 59:55.300
you know because of

59:55.300 --> 59:56.080
like witchcraft

59:56.080 --> 59:56.800
and things like that

59:56.800 --> 59:57.160
I don't even

59:57.160 --> 59:57.800
when people say

59:57.800 --> 59:58.260
oh you're

59:58.260 --> 59:59.300
the witchy stuff

59:59.300 --> 01:00:00.160
I don't even

01:00:00.160 --> 01:00:01.620
I ask them not to

01:00:01.620 --> 01:00:02.660
you refer me

01:00:02.660 --> 01:00:03.580
to that at all

01:00:03.580 --> 01:00:04.360
because I don't

01:00:04.360 --> 01:00:04.960
I don't see that

01:00:04.960 --> 01:00:05.840
I think this is

01:00:05.840 --> 01:00:06.920
a gift from God

01:00:06.920 --> 01:00:07.320
it's from

01:00:07.320 --> 01:00:08.120
Christ consciousness

01:00:08.120 --> 01:00:08.840
when I

01:00:08.840 --> 01:00:09.640
do the readings

01:00:09.640 --> 01:00:10.440
as you recall

01:00:10.440 --> 01:00:11.520
I call in Jesus

01:00:11.520 --> 01:00:12.360
and Mother Mary

01:00:12.360 --> 01:00:13.260
and Mary Magdalene

01:00:13.260 --> 01:00:13.740
like they're

01:00:13.740 --> 01:00:14.420
the people that

01:00:14.420 --> 01:00:15.040
I work with

01:00:15.040 --> 01:00:15.540
personally

01:00:15.540 --> 01:00:16.700
not from a

01:00:16.700 --> 01:00:17.440
religious standpoint

01:00:17.440 --> 01:00:18.120
but because

01:00:18.120 --> 01:00:18.740
they are

01:00:18.740 --> 01:00:19.420
of the highest

01:00:19.420 --> 01:00:19.900
frequency

01:00:19.900 --> 01:00:20.420
and the

01:00:20.980 --> 01:00:21.780
closest thing to

01:00:21.780 --> 01:00:22.460
source energy

01:00:23.780 --> 01:00:24.680
and through that

01:00:24.680 --> 01:00:25.640
you know the other day

01:00:25.640 --> 01:00:27.300
a woman came to me

01:00:27.300 --> 01:00:28.340
and she had lost her

01:00:28.760 --> 01:00:29.920
she had lost her father

01:00:29.920 --> 01:00:30.680
when she was pregnant

01:00:30.680 --> 01:00:31.860
and she grieved

01:00:31.860 --> 01:00:32.660
and right after that

01:00:32.660 --> 01:00:33.140
her daughter

01:00:33.140 --> 01:00:34.060
born and she's just

01:00:34.060 --> 01:00:34.980
been in this grief

01:00:34.980 --> 01:00:35.760
and she was like

01:00:35.760 --> 01:00:36.960
well can he come through

01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:37.780
and I was like

01:00:37.780 --> 01:00:38.880
I can't guarantee it

01:00:38.880 --> 01:00:40.200
as a human being

01:00:40.200 --> 01:00:40.740
right now

01:00:40.740 --> 01:00:41.900
but I know the

01:00:41.900 --> 01:00:42.400
breeding will be

01:00:42.400 --> 01:00:42.900
transformative

01:00:42.900 --> 01:00:43.660
no matter what

01:00:44.180 --> 01:00:45.660
and so she agreed

01:00:45.660 --> 01:00:46.360
and sure enough

01:00:46.360 --> 01:00:47.240
he did come through

01:00:47.240 --> 01:00:48.720
and it was

01:00:48.720 --> 01:00:50.200
it offered tremendous healing

01:00:50.200 --> 01:00:51.600
to her because

01:00:52.460 --> 01:00:54.020
the guides will connect

01:00:54.020 --> 01:00:55.020
dots that therapy

01:00:55.020 --> 01:00:55.820
can't quite make

01:00:55.820 --> 01:00:56.980
so for example

01:00:56.980 --> 01:00:58.080
what came through was

01:00:58.080 --> 01:00:59.900
not only did her father

01:00:59.900 --> 01:01:00.480
came through

01:01:00.480 --> 01:01:01.880
but her deceased sister

01:01:01.880 --> 01:01:02.420
came through

01:01:02.420 --> 01:01:03.240
and I said

01:01:03.240 --> 01:01:04.640
your mother lost a child

01:01:05.240 --> 01:01:06.040
and she said

01:01:06.040 --> 01:01:06.360
yeah

01:01:07.150 --> 01:01:07.660
and I said

01:01:07.660 --> 01:01:08.240
well it really

01:01:08.240 --> 01:01:09.620
it really affected her

01:01:09.620 --> 01:01:10.040
and she goes

01:01:10.040 --> 01:01:10.740
oh no it not

01:01:10.740 --> 01:01:11.040
didn't

01:01:11.040 --> 01:01:11.440
she said

01:01:11.440 --> 01:01:13.040
she didn't father at all

01:01:13.040 --> 01:01:13.460
and I go

01:01:13.460 --> 01:01:14.580
well why do you think

01:01:14.580 --> 01:01:15.200
she's an alcoholic

01:01:16.180 --> 01:01:17.560
because she was complaining to me

01:01:17.560 --> 01:01:18.460
about being an alcoholic

01:01:18.460 --> 01:01:20.340
and she never made that

01:01:20.340 --> 01:01:21.240
I said

01:01:21.240 --> 01:01:22.100
this is how your mother

01:01:22.100 --> 01:01:22.900
dealt with the pain

01:01:22.900 --> 01:01:24.220
she didn't want to deal with it

01:01:25.080 --> 01:01:25.780
and so

01:01:25.780 --> 01:01:26.420
that she did it

01:01:26.420 --> 01:01:27.200
with escapism

01:01:27.200 --> 01:01:28.160
and that's why

01:01:28.680 --> 01:01:29.480
she was so

01:01:29.480 --> 01:01:30.320
cold to you

01:01:30.320 --> 01:01:31.460
as a child too

01:01:31.460 --> 01:01:32.160
because she didn't want

01:01:32.160 --> 01:01:32.820
to lose another

01:01:32.820 --> 01:01:34.020
great love of her life

01:01:34.020 --> 01:01:34.760
and now thankfully

01:01:34.760 --> 01:01:35.680
they're closer

01:01:35.680 --> 01:01:36.040
but

01:01:36.040 --> 01:01:37.500
I love the work

01:01:37.500 --> 01:01:38.120
in that sense

01:01:38.120 --> 01:01:38.540
because

01:01:43.780 --> 01:01:44.640
how would

01:01:44.640 --> 01:01:45.640
why would someone bring up

01:01:45.640 --> 01:01:47.000
oh yeah my mom lost a child

01:01:47.000 --> 01:01:48.040
like 30 years ago

01:01:48.040 --> 01:01:48.420
you know like

01:01:48.420 --> 01:01:49.080
that was obviously

01:01:49.080 --> 01:01:50.440
in the forefront of the energies

01:01:51.640 --> 01:01:53.020
that really helped her shift

01:01:53.020 --> 01:01:54.420
and she ended up having

01:01:54.420 --> 01:01:55.560
open heart surgery

01:01:55.560 --> 01:01:56.360
the next day

01:01:56.360 --> 01:01:57.460
you know she came

01:01:57.460 --> 01:01:58.260
to be her dad

01:01:58.260 --> 01:01:59.340
died because her

01:01:59.340 --> 01:02:00.140
and she's young

01:02:00.140 --> 01:02:01.100
she's got to be like

01:02:01.100 --> 01:02:02.000
early 30s

01:02:02.000 --> 01:02:03.320
and I don't mention

01:02:03.320 --> 01:02:03.740
them by name

01:02:03.740 --> 01:02:04.180
because reading

01:02:04.180 --> 01:02:05.360
are topical

01:02:05.360 --> 01:02:06.060
but

01:02:07.620 --> 01:02:08.500
you know

01:02:08.500 --> 01:02:10.040
her father's heart stopped

01:02:10.040 --> 01:02:10.460
and I'm like

01:02:10.460 --> 01:02:11.060
here you are

01:02:11.060 --> 01:02:12.600
feeling responsible

01:02:12.600 --> 01:02:14.100
taking this on

01:02:14.100 --> 01:02:15.440
yes it's genetic

01:02:15.440 --> 01:02:16.420
but I said

01:02:16.420 --> 01:02:17.560
when you go through this

01:02:17.560 --> 01:02:17.940
surgery

01:02:17.940 --> 01:02:18.660
can you please

01:02:18.660 --> 01:02:19.200
imagine

01:02:20.060 --> 01:02:20.540
cut

01:02:20.540 --> 01:02:21.660
when they cut this out

01:02:21.660 --> 01:02:22.300
do it with love

01:02:22.300 --> 01:02:23.080
and cut out that

01:02:23.080 --> 01:02:23.900
anger and shame

01:02:23.900 --> 01:02:24.740
and responsibility

01:02:25.260 --> 01:02:26.060
and grief

01:02:26.060 --> 01:02:26.920
and let it go

01:02:26.920 --> 01:02:27.400
I mean

01:02:28.100 --> 01:02:28.760
obviously you're

01:02:28.760 --> 01:02:29.280
going to still grieve

01:02:29.280 --> 01:02:29.740
your father

01:02:29.740 --> 01:02:30.500
but not in this

01:02:30.500 --> 01:02:30.960
intensity

01:02:30.960 --> 01:02:31.960
you know

01:02:32.500 --> 01:02:33.100
where you're

01:02:33.100 --> 01:02:33.860
making yourself sick

01:02:35.000 --> 01:02:35.920
you know I

01:02:35.920 --> 01:02:36.980
want to talk about

01:02:36.980 --> 01:02:37.460
forgiveness

01:02:37.460 --> 01:02:38.340
for a moment

01:02:38.340 --> 01:02:39.440
because I believe

01:02:39.440 --> 01:02:40.120
it's really

01:02:40.120 --> 01:02:41.700
and the heart

01:02:41.700 --> 01:02:42.280
that

01:02:43.040 --> 01:02:44.920
we're being asked to

01:02:45.680 --> 01:02:46.320
transmute

01:02:46.320 --> 01:02:47.860
and forgive

01:02:47.860 --> 01:02:48.780
and not

01:02:48.780 --> 01:02:49.660
hold on

01:02:49.660 --> 01:02:50.260
personally

01:02:50.260 --> 01:02:51.200
I think that

01:02:51.200 --> 01:02:52.420
if you exit the world

01:02:52.420 --> 01:02:53.880
with unfinished business

01:02:53.880 --> 01:02:55.220
that could be enough

01:02:55.920 --> 01:02:57.240
to bring you back

01:02:57.240 --> 01:02:58.540
if you so

01:02:58.540 --> 01:03:00.000
so choose to

01:03:00.680 --> 01:03:02.760
I just think forgiveness is huge

01:03:02.760 --> 01:03:05.000
and it doesn't have to take years

01:03:05.000 --> 01:03:06.700
and years and years of talk therapy

01:03:06.700 --> 01:03:07.540
and all of that

01:03:07.540 --> 01:03:07.860
but

01:03:07.860 --> 01:03:09.680
maybe because women

01:03:09.680 --> 01:03:10.560
have been

01:03:10.560 --> 01:03:11.520
hardened

01:03:11.520 --> 01:03:12.720
or more masculine

01:03:12.720 --> 01:03:14.080
I see a lot of women

01:03:14.080 --> 01:03:14.920
that are

01:03:14.920 --> 01:03:15.600
like

01:03:15.600 --> 01:03:17.300
devolve and are angry

01:03:17.300 --> 01:03:18.780
in a very masculine

01:03:19.400 --> 01:03:19.940
way

01:03:19.940 --> 01:03:20.980
for me

01:03:20.980 --> 01:03:21.560
that's my

01:03:21.560 --> 01:03:22.400
that's my

01:03:22.400 --> 01:03:23.460
observation

01:03:23.460 --> 01:03:24.760
so may you say

01:03:24.760 --> 01:03:25.720
a few things about

01:03:26.540 --> 01:03:27.540
if it resonates

01:03:27.540 --> 01:03:28.680
about forgiveness

01:03:29.940 --> 01:03:30.900
well first thing

01:03:30.900 --> 01:03:31.660
I'll say about that

01:03:31.660 --> 01:03:32.700
is that's always a cry

01:03:32.700 --> 01:03:33.160
for like

01:03:33.160 --> 01:03:34.180
your inner child

01:03:34.180 --> 01:03:34.980
and used to not

01:03:34.980 --> 01:03:35.860
like that inner child

01:03:35.860 --> 01:03:36.660
word or work

01:03:36.660 --> 01:03:37.040
or anything

01:03:37.040 --> 01:03:38.180
but it is so important

01:03:38.660 --> 01:03:39.300
you know

01:03:39.300 --> 01:03:40.160
that is usually

01:03:40.160 --> 01:03:41.500
when you're that angry

01:03:41.500 --> 01:03:42.880
it's some sort of cry for help

01:03:43.860 --> 01:03:44.340
but

01:03:44.340 --> 01:03:44.860
yeah

01:03:44.860 --> 01:03:45.960
what I'll say about forgiveness

01:03:45.960 --> 01:03:47.180
because that's obviously a process

01:03:47.180 --> 01:03:48.260
that I still work through

01:03:48.260 --> 01:03:48.760
with different

01:03:49.260 --> 01:03:50.540
scenarios in my life

01:03:51.260 --> 01:03:52.420
but one thing

01:03:52.420 --> 01:03:52.800
I remember

01:03:52.800 --> 01:03:53.840
someone saying to me

01:03:53.840 --> 01:03:54.240
is you know

01:03:54.240 --> 01:03:54.520
drinking

01:03:54.520 --> 01:03:55.040
or

01:03:55.040 --> 01:03:56.640
the inability to forgive

01:03:56.640 --> 01:03:57.040
is like

01:03:57.040 --> 01:03:57.720
drinking poison

01:03:57.720 --> 01:03:59.200
expecting the other person to die

01:04:01.180 --> 01:04:01.840
you know

01:04:01.840 --> 01:04:02.640
and that's

01:04:02.640 --> 01:04:03.880
it only hurts

01:04:03.880 --> 01:04:04.340
you

01:04:04.340 --> 01:04:05.540
and everyone

01:04:05.540 --> 01:04:07.580
and it's all about non-duality

01:04:07.580 --> 01:04:08.240
and oneness

01:04:08.240 --> 01:04:08.540
you know

01:04:08.540 --> 01:04:09.820
anything that you're

01:04:09.820 --> 01:04:10.660
angry about

01:04:10.660 --> 01:04:11.720
with someone else

01:04:11.720 --> 01:04:13.340
is usually some part of yourself

01:04:13.800 --> 01:04:14.820
that you haven't

01:04:14.820 --> 01:04:15.880
embraced or forgiven

01:04:15.880 --> 01:04:16.460
so

01:04:16.460 --> 01:04:17.780
Carl Jung said it

01:04:17.780 --> 01:04:18.680
this is paraphrase

01:04:18.680 --> 01:04:19.720
but he said something like

01:04:19.720 --> 01:04:21.020
that which you have not

01:04:21.020 --> 01:04:22.080
learned to love and embrace

01:04:22.080 --> 01:04:23.400
will show up outside of you

01:04:23.400 --> 01:04:23.940
as fate

01:04:24.520 --> 01:04:25.080
meaning

01:04:25.080 --> 01:04:26.080
those things

01:04:26.080 --> 01:04:27.060
those parts of yourselves

01:04:27.060 --> 01:04:27.880
that you're

01:04:28.420 --> 01:04:29.140
haven't forgiven

01:04:29.140 --> 01:04:29.880
or loved

01:04:29.880 --> 01:04:30.920
are going to show up

01:04:30.920 --> 01:04:31.780
in your outer world

01:04:31.780 --> 01:04:32.640
and that chaos

01:04:34.020 --> 01:04:35.520
and that's not proven scientifically

01:04:35.520 --> 01:04:36.320
so

01:04:36.760 --> 01:04:37.320
you know

01:04:37.320 --> 01:04:38.760
when I say all this stuff

01:04:38.760 --> 01:04:39.660
I also say we teach

01:04:39.660 --> 01:04:40.660
what we most need to learn

01:04:40.660 --> 01:04:41.220
and so

01:04:41.220 --> 01:04:42.780
when I talk about this stuff

01:04:42.780 --> 01:04:43.540
these scenarios actually

01:04:43.540 --> 01:04:44.820
will show up in my life

01:04:44.820 --> 01:04:45.540
and I don't like to use

01:04:45.540 --> 01:04:46.060
the word test

01:04:46.060 --> 01:04:46.880
but opportunities

01:04:47.360 --> 01:04:48.480
to discover that

01:04:48.480 --> 01:04:48.940
I can

01:04:48.940 --> 01:04:50.320
I can still work through this

01:04:51.280 --> 01:04:51.700
because

01:04:51.700 --> 01:04:52.340
if anything

01:04:52.340 --> 01:04:53.220
you know

01:04:53.630 --> 01:04:54.600
having these gifts

01:04:54.600 --> 01:04:55.620
and extrasensory

01:04:55.620 --> 01:04:56.500
abilities and stuff

01:04:56.500 --> 01:04:57.520
does not make life

01:04:57.520 --> 01:04:58.260
easier people think

01:04:58.260 --> 01:04:59.140
oh I'm going to be psychic

01:04:59.140 --> 01:05:00.280
and the Red Sea is going to

01:05:00.280 --> 01:05:00.460
be a part

01:05:00.460 --> 01:05:00.820
it's going to be

01:05:00.820 --> 01:05:01.780
Tra la la Rose Garden

01:05:01.780 --> 01:05:03.340
it is a fucking hard path

01:05:03.960 --> 01:05:04.400
yeah

01:05:04.400 --> 01:05:05.380
excuse my French

01:05:05.380 --> 01:05:06.040
it is not

01:05:06.040 --> 01:05:09.220
it's a deep initiation

01:05:09.220 --> 01:05:10.660
if I had

01:05:10.660 --> 01:05:11.360
I always say

01:05:11.360 --> 01:05:12.500
if I had known what I'd have to

01:05:12.500 --> 01:05:12.860
go through

01:05:12.860 --> 01:05:13.720
I wouldn't have signed up

01:05:13.720 --> 01:05:14.920
but I'm glad I did

01:05:14.920 --> 01:05:15.620
at this point

01:05:15.620 --> 01:05:16.040
yeah

01:05:16.580 --> 01:05:17.880
but it's just not

01:05:17.880 --> 01:05:18.900
it's not

01:05:18.900 --> 01:05:19.900
it's not an easy path

01:05:21.160 --> 01:05:22.840
I do use tests

01:05:23.320 --> 01:05:23.760
and

01:05:24.440 --> 01:05:25.320
slash opportunities

01:05:25.320 --> 01:05:26.140
but it's like

01:05:26.720 --> 01:05:28.280
when I mentioned to you

01:05:28.280 --> 01:05:28.660
the

01:05:30.360 --> 01:05:31.860
assault that occurred

01:05:31.860 --> 01:05:33.640
you picked up on

01:05:33.640 --> 01:05:35.260
which is what I got as well

01:05:35.260 --> 01:05:36.060
that it was

01:05:36.060 --> 01:05:37.240
it kind of

01:05:37.240 --> 01:05:38.480
helped break a dam

01:05:38.480 --> 01:05:39.760
that I got

01:05:41.160 --> 01:05:41.880
I had

01:05:41.880 --> 01:05:43.460
I mean it was devastating

01:05:43.460 --> 01:05:44.520
to just be dancing

01:05:44.520 --> 01:05:46.120
but it was a test

01:05:46.120 --> 01:05:47.980
and it also showed me

01:05:47.980 --> 01:05:50.200
oh you got a lot of work to do

01:05:50.200 --> 01:05:50.700
on your

01:05:51.080 --> 01:05:52.500
on your PTSD honey

01:05:52.500 --> 01:05:53.140
because

01:05:54.080 --> 01:05:54.760
you know

01:05:54.760 --> 01:05:55.680
I was in

01:05:55.680 --> 01:05:56.780
I was a mess

01:05:56.780 --> 01:05:58.060
but you catch yourself

01:05:58.060 --> 01:05:58.740
and it is

01:05:58.740 --> 01:05:59.480
it's practice

01:05:59.480 --> 01:06:00.940
everything is

01:06:00.940 --> 01:06:02.260
it's really perception

01:06:02.720 --> 01:06:03.720
and it is about raise

01:06:03.720 --> 01:06:04.200
if you

01:06:04.200 --> 01:06:05.680
when you raise your consciousness

01:06:05.680 --> 01:06:07.180
you can see things

01:06:07.180 --> 01:06:08.820
in a slightly different

01:06:08.820 --> 01:06:09.540
angle

01:06:09.540 --> 01:06:11.200
to see the betterment

01:06:11.200 --> 01:06:11.900
that it's happening

01:06:11.900 --> 01:06:12.660
for you

01:06:12.660 --> 01:06:13.800
and not at you

01:06:13.800 --> 01:06:14.900
you know

01:06:14.900 --> 01:06:15.360
yeah

01:06:15.360 --> 01:06:16.220
that's the thing

01:06:16.220 --> 01:06:17.260
things aren't happening to you

01:06:17.260 --> 01:06:18.100
they're happening for you

01:06:18.680 --> 01:06:20.000
that's another really big lesson

01:06:20.000 --> 01:06:20.740
that is hard

01:06:20.740 --> 01:06:21.780
to look at

01:06:23.840 --> 01:06:24.960
it is

01:06:24.960 --> 01:06:26.160
because people can be

01:06:26.160 --> 01:06:27.240
I mean it's like

01:06:27.240 --> 01:06:27.920
people

01:06:27.920 --> 01:06:29.580
I have been victimized

01:06:29.580 --> 01:06:30.120
with censorship

01:06:30.120 --> 01:06:31.580
I didn't do anything wrong

01:06:31.580 --> 01:06:32.780
I did everything right

01:06:32.780 --> 01:06:34.580
but how I show up

01:06:34.580 --> 01:06:35.900
is up to me

01:06:35.900 --> 01:06:36.620
you know

01:06:36.620 --> 01:06:37.080
to be

01:06:37.740 --> 01:06:38.680
it doesn't mean

01:06:38.680 --> 01:06:39.580
I'm a victim

01:06:39.580 --> 01:06:40.400
but there are

01:06:40.400 --> 01:06:41.640
there is victimization

01:06:41.640 --> 01:06:42.720
in the world today

01:06:42.720 --> 01:06:43.260
yeah well

01:06:43.260 --> 01:06:44.200
and I also think

01:06:44.200 --> 01:06:44.980
that's a little gas

01:06:44.980 --> 01:06:46.080
when the new age community

01:06:46.080 --> 01:06:47.260
is like oh don't be such a victim

01:06:47.260 --> 01:06:48.320
well sometimes we are

01:06:48.320 --> 01:06:49.260
like I

01:06:49.260 --> 01:06:49.820
you know

01:06:49.820 --> 01:06:50.820
I've got a

01:06:50.820 --> 01:06:51.840
we've had a lot of stuff

01:06:51.840 --> 01:06:52.960
happen in the last couple years

01:06:52.960 --> 01:06:53.640
and it's just

01:06:53.640 --> 01:06:55.320
it beats you down after a while

01:06:55.320 --> 01:06:56.020
and it's okay

01:06:56.020 --> 01:06:57.500
to feel those feelings

01:06:57.500 --> 01:06:58.380
because it's better

01:06:58.380 --> 01:06:59.060
to feel those feelings

01:06:59.060 --> 01:07:00.460
than to gaslight yourself

01:07:00.460 --> 01:07:01.420
and get a tumor later

01:07:02.280 --> 01:07:02.940
you know

01:07:02.940 --> 01:07:04.340
but then you bring up a very

01:07:04.340 --> 01:07:05.300
I want to talk about

01:07:05.300 --> 01:07:06.320
for a moment this

01:07:06.320 --> 01:07:07.480
fake spirituality

01:07:07.480 --> 01:07:09.080
this toxic spirituality

01:07:09.080 --> 01:07:11.120
that completely bypasses

01:07:11.120 --> 01:07:12.180
the shadow

01:07:12.180 --> 01:07:13.740
and some love and light

01:07:13.740 --> 01:07:15.820
no it's not all love and light

01:07:15.820 --> 01:07:16.720
and

01:07:16.720 --> 01:07:18.980
to not subdue your emotions

01:07:18.980 --> 01:07:19.660
or

01:07:19.660 --> 01:07:20.640
like you said

01:07:20.640 --> 01:07:20.880
we

01:07:20.880 --> 01:07:22.020
many of us

01:07:22.020 --> 01:07:24.100
our intuitions have been gaslit

01:07:24.100 --> 01:07:25.560
and then you go

01:07:25.560 --> 01:07:27.280
especially if you are a sensitive

01:07:27.280 --> 01:07:29.260
your heart on yourself

01:07:29.260 --> 01:07:31.300
and you internalize it

01:07:31.300 --> 01:07:33.520
and it's only through these tests

01:07:33.520 --> 01:07:34.500
or opportunities

01:07:34.500 --> 01:07:35.540
or experience

01:07:35.540 --> 01:07:37.380
that you become self mastery

01:07:37.380 --> 01:07:38.600
that you can take

01:07:38.600 --> 01:07:40.020
all that's happened to you

01:07:40.020 --> 01:07:41.080
like you're teaching

01:07:41.080 --> 01:07:43.340
you're educating other people now

01:07:43.340 --> 01:07:45.380
and helping empower them

01:07:45.380 --> 01:07:47.500
in a holistic fashion

01:07:47.500 --> 01:07:47.820
so

01:07:48.500 --> 01:07:49.700
I think to

01:07:49.700 --> 01:07:50.740
even stand up

01:07:50.740 --> 01:07:51.400
and say there is

01:07:51.400 --> 01:07:52.320
toxic spirituality

01:07:52.840 --> 01:07:53.320
and

01:07:54.260 --> 01:07:55.580
I am just saying that

01:07:55.580 --> 01:07:56.620
because I have seen

01:07:56.620 --> 01:07:57.500
a lot of plastic

01:07:58.080 --> 01:07:59.040
spiritual people

01:07:59.040 --> 01:07:59.960
that

01:07:59.960 --> 01:08:01.680
are ostriches

01:08:02.260 --> 01:08:02.620
you know

01:08:02.620 --> 01:08:03.420
so I just

01:08:03.420 --> 01:08:05.220
I want to call that out

01:08:05.220 --> 01:08:06.080
it's a balance

01:08:06.740 --> 01:08:07.220
yeah

01:08:08.540 --> 01:08:09.020
and

01:08:09.560 --> 01:08:10.900
yeah I've dealt with that too

01:08:10.900 --> 01:08:11.440
I mean that was

01:08:11.440 --> 01:08:12.460
I had kind of

01:08:12.460 --> 01:08:13.740
left a community

01:08:13.740 --> 01:08:14.620
because I felt like

01:08:14.620 --> 01:08:15.200
there was a lot of

01:08:15.200 --> 01:08:16.440
spiritual distortion there

01:08:17.140 --> 01:08:18.580
and it's also like

01:08:18.580 --> 01:08:19.280
if again

01:08:19.280 --> 01:08:20.320
if it's something that

01:08:20.320 --> 01:08:20.780
really

01:08:20.780 --> 01:08:22.160
bothers us

01:08:22.160 --> 01:08:23.440
in the outside world

01:08:23.440 --> 01:08:24.860
there is some part of it

01:08:24.860 --> 01:08:26.160
within us

01:08:26.160 --> 01:08:27.000
that we haven't dealt with

01:08:27.000 --> 01:08:28.240
now it's not like for like

01:08:28.240 --> 01:08:29.140
it doesn't mean like

01:08:29.140 --> 01:08:31.020
you have the exact same traits

01:08:31.020 --> 01:08:32.980
but where are you gas

01:08:32.980 --> 01:08:33.540
signing yourself

01:08:33.540 --> 01:08:34.500
where are you being

01:08:34.500 --> 01:08:36.300
overly critical of yourself

01:08:36.300 --> 01:08:37.700
you know any of those

01:08:37.700 --> 01:08:38.500
types of things

01:08:38.500 --> 01:08:39.120
you know

01:08:39.680 --> 01:08:40.780
and can you look at those

01:08:40.780 --> 01:08:41.680
parts of compassion

01:08:41.680 --> 01:08:42.680
rather than like

01:08:42.680 --> 01:08:43.480
projecting

01:08:43.480 --> 01:08:44.320
you know

01:08:44.320 --> 01:08:44.960
because we're all

01:08:44.960 --> 01:08:45.900
in this together

01:08:45.900 --> 01:08:46.720
ultimately

01:08:47.680 --> 01:08:48.800
and that's the real

01:08:48.800 --> 01:08:49.420
challenge

01:08:52.540 --> 01:08:54.000
well it is a challenge

01:08:54.000 --> 01:08:55.060
I mean I think

01:08:55.060 --> 01:08:55.760
consciousness

01:08:55.760 --> 01:08:57.840
if you are self-aware

01:08:57.840 --> 01:08:58.860
it's

01:08:58.860 --> 01:09:00.000
it's not an

01:09:00.000 --> 01:09:01.840
it's an active practice

01:09:01.840 --> 01:09:02.880
right

01:09:03.600 --> 01:09:04.800
it's active

01:09:04.800 --> 01:09:05.860
and especially with

01:09:05.860 --> 01:09:06.600
all the energies

01:09:06.600 --> 01:09:07.000
that are

01:09:07.000 --> 01:09:07.740
happening

01:09:08.600 --> 01:09:08.960
celestially

01:09:09.320 --> 01:09:10.620
all the solar flares

01:09:10.620 --> 01:09:11.800
the Schumann

01:09:11.800 --> 01:09:14.260
it is all connected

01:09:14.260 --> 01:09:14.780
and

01:09:15.540 --> 01:09:16.260
personally

01:09:16.260 --> 01:09:17.760
I do see a bifurcation

01:09:17.760 --> 01:09:18.660
going on

01:09:18.660 --> 01:09:19.340
people that are

01:09:19.340 --> 01:09:19.940
going to choose

01:09:19.940 --> 01:09:20.580
to be

01:09:20.580 --> 01:09:21.680
in this bold way

01:09:21.680 --> 01:09:22.600
of doing things

01:09:22.600 --> 01:09:23.680
and ego

01:09:23.680 --> 01:09:25.020
and then people

01:09:25.020 --> 01:09:26.080
who are in their hearts

01:09:26.080 --> 01:09:27.620
and want a deeper

01:09:27.620 --> 01:09:29.520
level of authenticity

01:09:29.520 --> 01:09:30.920
and you know

01:09:30.920 --> 01:09:31.980
someone like yourself

01:09:31.980 --> 01:09:34.400
is bridging those two worlds

01:09:34.400 --> 01:09:35.080
right

01:09:35.080 --> 01:09:36.220
I'm pretty removed

01:09:36.480 --> 01:09:37.260
yeah I do a show

01:09:37.260 --> 01:09:37.740
but I'm

01:09:37.740 --> 01:09:39.600
I'm pretty isolated

01:09:39.600 --> 01:09:41.100
more so

01:09:41.100 --> 01:09:42.040
than you

01:09:42.040 --> 01:09:43.180
that's dealing with

01:09:43.180 --> 01:09:44.260
you know

01:09:44.260 --> 01:09:44.920
I say kudos

01:09:44.920 --> 01:09:45.680
to anyone

01:09:45.680 --> 01:09:46.940
that's dealing every day

01:09:46.940 --> 01:09:47.760
with

01:09:48.620 --> 01:09:49.180
I guess

01:09:49.180 --> 01:09:50.200
for lack of better word

01:09:50.540 --> 01:09:50.880
normies

01:09:50.880 --> 01:09:52.800
you know

01:09:53.740 --> 01:09:54.080
yeah

01:09:54.080 --> 01:09:57.520
well we chose to come here

01:09:57.520 --> 01:09:57.780
right

01:09:59.260 --> 01:09:59.940
yeah

01:09:59.940 --> 01:10:00.900
they chose

01:10:00.900 --> 01:10:02.500
yes chose to come here

01:10:02.500 --> 01:10:02.740
but

01:10:03.660 --> 01:10:04.520
I think

01:10:04.520 --> 01:10:06.100
some frequencies

01:10:06.100 --> 01:10:06.720
are maybe

01:10:06.720 --> 01:10:07.360
offensive

01:10:07.360 --> 01:10:08.080
or

01:10:08.680 --> 01:10:09.020
triggering

01:10:09.020 --> 01:10:09.720
it depends

01:10:09.720 --> 01:10:10.340
every

01:10:11.760 --> 01:10:12.440
scenario

01:10:12.440 --> 01:10:13.220
is different

01:10:13.220 --> 01:10:14.220
like I went to the

01:10:14.220 --> 01:10:14.760
Delray

01:10:14.760 --> 01:10:16.480
a static dance

01:10:16.480 --> 01:10:17.040
and I had

01:10:17.040 --> 01:10:18.120
I had a good time

01:10:18.120 --> 01:10:19.480
I connected with some people

01:10:19.480 --> 01:10:20.240
but I also

01:10:20.240 --> 01:10:20.680
saw

01:10:20.680 --> 01:10:22.000
a lot of

01:10:22.640 --> 01:10:23.680
a lot of

01:10:23.680 --> 01:10:24.340
plastic

01:10:24.340 --> 01:10:25.820
like not a lot of depth

01:10:25.820 --> 01:10:27.160
and what I dubbed

01:10:27.160 --> 01:10:28.220
fake spirituality

01:10:28.760 --> 01:10:29.420
so

01:10:30.500 --> 01:10:31.240
you know

01:10:31.240 --> 01:10:32.260
you can connect

01:10:32.260 --> 01:10:33.880
individually with people

01:10:33.880 --> 01:10:34.680
you know

01:10:34.680 --> 01:10:35.120
I don't know

01:10:35.120 --> 01:10:36.360
maybe I'm more difficult

01:10:36.360 --> 01:10:38.360
than someone like you

01:10:38.360 --> 01:10:38.700
more

01:10:38.700 --> 01:10:39.660
less

01:10:39.660 --> 01:10:40.860
accepting

01:10:40.860 --> 01:10:41.540
I guess

01:10:41.540 --> 01:10:42.180
yeah

01:10:43.500 --> 01:10:43.900
um

01:10:44.980 --> 01:10:46.180
I think it comes from

01:10:46.180 --> 01:10:47.780
a talk that I went to

01:10:47.780 --> 01:10:48.360
I heard

01:10:48.360 --> 01:10:49.360
Sasha stones

01:10:49.360 --> 01:10:50.360
because you know I've gotten

01:10:50.360 --> 01:10:51.200
involved in like the

01:10:51.200 --> 01:10:51.980
regenerative communities

01:10:51.980 --> 01:10:52.420
thinking like

01:10:52.420 --> 01:10:53.420
oh I want to get involved

01:10:53.420 --> 01:10:53.860
in these

01:10:53.860 --> 01:10:54.860
and you know

01:10:54.860 --> 01:10:55.520
I went to a talk

01:10:55.520 --> 01:10:56.260
and actually how

01:10:56.260 --> 01:10:57.100
those are actually

01:10:57.100 --> 01:10:57.840
really difficult

01:10:57.840 --> 01:10:58.700
because people think

01:10:58.700 --> 01:10:59.240
they're going to go to

01:10:59.240 --> 01:11:00.060
these regenerative communities

01:11:00.060 --> 01:11:00.780
and there's going to be

01:11:00.780 --> 01:11:01.140
this like

01:11:01.140 --> 01:11:01.900
Garden of Eden

01:11:01.900 --> 01:11:03.260
and nothing's going to

01:11:03.260 --> 01:11:03.900
happen and they're

01:11:03.900 --> 01:11:04.520
going to be like

01:11:04.520 --> 01:11:05.700
one of the

01:11:06.560 --> 01:11:07.760
anchors on a tugboat

01:11:07.760 --> 01:11:08.580
and some other people

01:11:08.580 --> 01:11:09.680
are going to pull them along

01:11:09.680 --> 01:11:10.400
when it actually

01:11:10.400 --> 01:11:11.620
these are the places

01:11:11.620 --> 01:11:12.320
where your shadow

01:11:12.320 --> 01:11:13.120
really comes up

01:11:13.120 --> 01:11:14.380
and he had said to me

01:11:14.900 --> 01:11:16.220
he had said to the group

01:11:16.220 --> 01:11:16.740
he said

01:11:17.280 --> 01:11:18.720
really avoid gossip

01:11:18.720 --> 01:11:20.160
and I was like

01:11:20.160 --> 01:11:20.960
okay that's interesting

01:11:20.960 --> 01:11:21.660
he said because

01:11:21.660 --> 01:11:22.180
once

01:11:22.680 --> 01:11:23.280
if you

01:11:23.800 --> 01:11:24.280
once

01:11:24.280 --> 01:11:25.400
he goes address it

01:11:25.400 --> 01:11:26.200
with that person

01:11:26.200 --> 01:11:26.800
and he's like

01:11:26.800 --> 01:11:27.980
once that individual

01:11:27.980 --> 01:11:29.420
shadow becomes the group

01:11:29.420 --> 01:11:29.860
shadow

01:11:30.480 --> 01:11:31.340
that's where all the

01:11:31.340 --> 01:11:32.220
distortion happens

01:11:32.220 --> 01:11:32.760
so

01:11:32.760 --> 01:11:33.760
I got

01:11:34.780 --> 01:11:35.180
really

01:11:36.180 --> 01:11:37.500
really busted for

01:11:37.500 --> 01:11:38.660
I think when you're

01:11:38.660 --> 01:11:39.400
on this path

01:11:39.400 --> 01:11:40.440
things will slap you

01:11:40.440 --> 01:11:41.400
in the face even more

01:11:42.080 --> 01:11:42.940
and so that's probably

01:11:42.940 --> 01:11:43.540
what you're seeing too

01:11:43.540 --> 01:11:44.220
like I got really

01:11:44.220 --> 01:11:45.340
busted for gossiping

01:11:45.340 --> 01:11:46.360
someone owes me

01:11:46.360 --> 01:11:46.880
a lot of money

01:11:46.880 --> 01:11:47.940
and I found out

01:11:47.940 --> 01:11:48.900
he owes a bunch of other

01:11:48.900 --> 01:11:49.680
people a lot of money

01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:50.600
so I started like

01:11:50.600 --> 01:11:51.020
I was like

01:11:51.020 --> 01:11:51.860
I'm going to do justice

01:11:51.860 --> 01:11:52.680
I'm going to let people

01:11:52.680 --> 01:11:54.460
know that this guy

01:11:54.460 --> 01:11:54.900
is wrong

01:11:54.900 --> 01:11:55.680
and da da da

01:11:55.680 --> 01:11:56.420
well I end up

01:11:56.420 --> 01:11:56.980
getting canceled

01:11:59.280 --> 01:12:00.080
and smeared

01:12:00.080 --> 01:12:00.980
and it was

01:12:00.980 --> 01:12:01.420
because

01:12:01.420 --> 01:12:02.920
I gossiped

01:12:02.920 --> 01:12:03.400
even though

01:12:03.400 --> 01:12:04.320
what he did

01:12:04.320 --> 01:12:04.800
was wrong

01:12:04.800 --> 01:12:06.300
I matched that

01:12:06.300 --> 01:12:06.740
energy

01:12:07.420 --> 01:12:08.300
and so

01:12:09.620 --> 01:12:10.340
it's a huge

01:12:10.340 --> 01:12:10.560
lesson

01:12:11.300 --> 01:12:12.480
it's a huge lesson

01:12:12.480 --> 01:12:13.820
so I just

01:12:13.820 --> 01:12:14.640
really try to

01:12:14.640 --> 01:12:15.320
not talk about

01:12:15.320 --> 01:12:15.940
any groups

01:12:15.940 --> 01:12:16.620
or any people

01:12:16.620 --> 01:12:17.740
that aren't in this

01:12:17.740 --> 01:12:18.420
space anymore

01:12:19.180 --> 01:12:20.620
and I still do

01:12:20.620 --> 01:12:21.340
you know

01:12:21.340 --> 01:12:21.940
we all gossip

01:12:21.940 --> 01:12:22.480
it's

01:12:23.290 --> 01:12:24.220
it's a thing

01:12:25.080 --> 01:12:26.040
well it's

01:12:26.040 --> 01:12:26.680
it's low level

01:12:26.680 --> 01:12:27.900
and I agree

01:12:27.900 --> 01:12:29.100
and it's a

01:12:30.260 --> 01:12:32.260
I think what's a huge lesson

01:12:32.260 --> 01:12:33.160
is to

01:12:33.940 --> 01:12:35.080
that's why I brought up

01:12:35.080 --> 01:12:35.600
forgiveness

01:12:35.600 --> 01:12:36.900
like the situation

01:12:36.900 --> 01:12:37.660
that I'm in

01:12:37.660 --> 01:12:38.820
I could have went ballistic

01:12:38.820 --> 01:12:40.280
wackadoodle woman

01:12:40.280 --> 01:12:41.700
and been very

01:12:41.700 --> 01:12:42.100
vindictive

01:12:42.620 --> 01:12:43.180
and vengeful

01:12:43.640 --> 01:12:45.080
and I've chosen

01:12:45.080 --> 01:12:46.720
the path of my heart

01:12:46.720 --> 01:12:47.300
to transmute

01:12:47.640 --> 01:12:48.520
to look at

01:12:48.520 --> 01:12:49.540
what's coming up

01:12:49.540 --> 01:12:50.920
through this

01:12:50.920 --> 01:12:51.240
incident

01:12:52.120 --> 01:12:53.340
and to learn

01:12:53.340 --> 01:12:53.900
what

01:12:53.900 --> 01:12:55.120
unconditional love

01:12:55.120 --> 01:12:56.040
that I'm then using

01:12:56.040 --> 01:12:57.140
to spill over

01:12:57.140 --> 01:12:58.280
but the way

01:12:58.280 --> 01:12:58.780
in which

01:12:58.780 --> 01:12:59.940
we're going to meet fire

01:12:59.940 --> 01:13:00.640
with fire

01:13:00.640 --> 01:13:01.960
and it's really like

01:13:01.960 --> 01:13:02.760
are you the type

01:13:02.760 --> 01:13:03.260
of person

01:13:03.260 --> 01:13:04.760
that's an eye for an eye

01:13:04.760 --> 01:13:05.780
I'm more like

01:13:05.780 --> 01:13:06.740
turn the other cheek

01:13:07.100 --> 01:13:07.680
and I think

01:13:07.680 --> 01:13:08.160
it takes

01:13:09.020 --> 01:13:09.720
more fucking

01:13:09.720 --> 01:13:10.940
strength to turn

01:13:10.940 --> 01:13:11.760
the other cheek

01:13:11.760 --> 01:13:12.420
and not like

01:13:12.420 --> 01:13:13.600
I'm a sap

01:13:13.600 --> 01:13:14.440
and I'm just going

01:13:14.440 --> 01:13:15.260
to be

01:13:15.260 --> 01:13:17.200
taken advantage of

01:13:17.200 --> 01:13:18.580
in a dignified

01:13:19.060 --> 01:13:19.840
way knowing

01:13:19.840 --> 01:13:20.360
that

01:13:21.260 --> 01:13:22.460
that energy

01:13:23.120 --> 01:13:23.980
is just

01:13:23.980 --> 01:13:24.980
it's not leading

01:13:24.980 --> 01:13:25.400
anywhere

01:13:25.400 --> 01:13:26.520
it's very difficult

01:13:26.520 --> 01:13:26.860
because

01:13:26.860 --> 01:13:27.800
in the case

01:13:27.800 --> 01:13:28.780
you're talking about

01:13:28.780 --> 01:13:29.820
it's wrong

01:13:30.460 --> 01:13:31.360
it's been done

01:13:31.360 --> 01:13:32.260
to other people

01:13:32.820 --> 01:13:33.300
and

01:13:33.300 --> 01:13:34.880
so you're handling it

01:13:34.880 --> 01:13:36.080
or being shown

01:13:36.080 --> 01:13:36.880
to handle it

01:13:36.880 --> 01:13:37.940
in a different way

01:13:37.940 --> 01:13:38.800
it's not like

01:13:38.800 --> 01:13:39.180
you're saying

01:13:39.180 --> 01:13:39.800
I'm going to just

01:13:39.800 --> 01:13:40.640
be taken advantage

01:13:40.640 --> 01:13:41.660
of this person

01:13:41.660 --> 01:13:42.580
I'm just

01:13:42.580 --> 01:13:43.760
going to handle it

01:13:43.760 --> 01:13:44.600
in a different way

01:13:44.600 --> 01:13:45.260
and trust

01:13:46.080 --> 01:13:46.800
well because

01:13:46.800 --> 01:13:47.560
I didn't have

01:13:47.560 --> 01:13:48.540
in a different way

01:13:48.540 --> 01:13:49.380
I have to let it go

01:13:49.380 --> 01:13:49.780
and I won't get

01:13:49.780 --> 01:13:50.520
the money back now

01:13:50.520 --> 01:13:51.420
so

01:13:52.320 --> 01:13:53.120
oh okay

01:13:53.120 --> 01:13:53.720
wow

01:13:53.720 --> 01:13:54.120
yeah

01:13:54.580 --> 01:13:54.800
okay

01:13:54.800 --> 01:13:55.900
that's the takeaway

01:13:56.920 --> 01:13:57.360
yeah

01:13:58.300 --> 01:13:59.220
and I just have to

01:13:59.220 --> 01:14:00.020
but this is the thing

01:14:00.020 --> 01:14:00.660
I just have to

01:14:00.660 --> 01:14:01.540
the trust that the

01:14:01.540 --> 01:14:02.740
universal take care of it

01:14:02.740 --> 01:14:03.480
in the way

01:14:03.480 --> 01:14:03.940
that's

01:14:04.440 --> 01:14:05.160
more fitting

01:14:05.680 --> 01:14:06.580
but for me

01:14:06.580 --> 01:14:07.940
to stoop to that level

01:14:08.860 --> 01:14:09.300
energetically

01:14:09.300 --> 01:14:09.980
is what I did

01:14:09.980 --> 01:14:10.800
you know

01:14:10.800 --> 01:14:11.140
and I thought

01:14:11.140 --> 01:14:12.520
oh I'm about justice

01:14:12.520 --> 01:14:13.040
right now

01:14:13.040 --> 01:14:13.500
I'm going to

01:14:13.500 --> 01:14:14.480
I can't

01:14:15.120 --> 01:14:16.220
I need to let other

01:14:16.220 --> 01:14:16.800
people know

01:14:16.800 --> 01:14:17.540
that this is what's

01:14:17.540 --> 01:14:17.800
happening

01:14:17.800 --> 01:14:19.340
and that wasn't my job

01:14:20.420 --> 01:14:21.620
right which is not

01:14:22.180 --> 01:14:23.740
which is not a bad

01:14:23.740 --> 01:14:24.280
go to

01:14:24.280 --> 01:14:25.540
which is completely

01:14:26.100 --> 01:14:26.580
normal

01:14:26.580 --> 01:14:27.800
because it is happening

01:14:27.800 --> 01:14:28.620
to other people

01:14:28.620 --> 01:14:29.240
and

01:14:30.080 --> 01:14:31.540
it's happened to other people

01:14:31.540 --> 01:14:32.360
it's also

01:14:33.160 --> 01:14:33.640
yeah

01:14:33.640 --> 01:14:34.560
it's not my

01:14:34.560 --> 01:14:35.520
it's not my job

01:14:35.520 --> 01:14:36.780
to take on that battle

01:14:36.780 --> 01:14:37.340
for them

01:14:37.340 --> 01:14:38.320
like I thought

01:14:38.320 --> 01:14:38.620
I was like

01:14:38.620 --> 01:14:39.680
okay I'm going to

01:14:39.680 --> 01:14:40.640
get us all together

01:14:40.640 --> 01:14:41.320
and I'm going to

01:14:41.320 --> 01:14:42.360
deal with it

01:14:42.360 --> 01:14:43.180
and you know

01:14:43.180 --> 01:14:43.680
that's where

01:14:43.680 --> 01:14:44.400
I went wrong

01:14:45.160 --> 01:14:46.160
so still learning

01:14:46.160 --> 01:14:46.720
these lessons

01:14:46.720 --> 01:14:47.740
I do have to jump

01:14:47.740 --> 01:14:48.340
off I have

01:14:48.340 --> 01:14:49.300
I have a 130

01:14:49.300 --> 01:14:50.520
so I do have to jump off

01:14:50.520 --> 01:14:51.520
but I'll tell people

01:14:51.520 --> 01:14:52.320
where to find you

01:14:52.320 --> 01:14:53.460
and I'll stay on time

01:14:53.460 --> 01:14:54.700
can we bring up

01:14:54.700 --> 01:14:55.680
the links

01:14:55.680 --> 01:14:56.400
cheese slice

01:14:57.780 --> 01:14:59.000
thank you for sharing

01:14:59.000 --> 01:14:59.740
your experience

01:14:59.740 --> 01:15:00.720
yeah I think it is

01:15:00.720 --> 01:15:01.340
so great

01:15:01.340 --> 01:15:01.880
you're such a good

01:15:01.880 --> 01:15:02.700
interviewinger

01:15:03.380 --> 01:15:03.820
interviewinger

01:15:04.580 --> 01:15:05.020
interviewer

01:15:06.580 --> 01:15:07.280
yeah my

01:15:07.280 --> 01:15:08.100
website is

01:15:08.100 --> 01:15:09.320
christenkilmer.com

01:15:09.320 --> 01:15:10.100
my instagram is

01:15:10.100 --> 01:15:11.160
christenkilmer.com

01:15:11.160 --> 01:15:11.800
just be mindful

01:15:11.800 --> 01:15:12.840
it's with an I N

01:15:12.840 --> 01:15:13.920
you can get a hold

01:15:13.920 --> 01:15:14.480
of me there

01:15:15.780 --> 01:15:16.360
I do

01:15:16.360 --> 01:15:17.220
all sorts of things

01:15:17.220 --> 01:15:17.980
to help you

01:15:17.980 --> 01:15:18.440
home design

01:15:18.440 --> 01:15:19.480
home audits

01:15:20.460 --> 01:15:20.980
consultations

01:15:22.060 --> 01:15:23.060
full remodels

01:15:23.060 --> 01:15:23.220
full remodels

01:15:23.220 --> 01:15:23.880
what did you say

01:15:23.880 --> 01:15:25.360
can we give your

01:15:25.360 --> 01:15:25.780
email

01:15:25.780 --> 01:15:27.160
yeah there we go

01:15:28.880 --> 01:15:30.060
share your email

01:15:31.420 --> 01:15:32.960
where should I put it

01:15:34.120 --> 01:15:35.320
you can just say it

01:15:35.320 --> 01:15:35.740
out loud

01:15:35.740 --> 01:15:37.220
the links are

01:15:37.920 --> 01:15:38.440
yeah

01:15:39.320 --> 01:15:39.840
it's

01:15:40.540 --> 01:15:41.580
christenkilmer.com

01:15:41.580 --> 01:15:42.200
and then again

01:15:42.200 --> 01:15:42.820
it's I N

01:15:42.820 --> 01:15:44.160
k-r-i-s-t-i-n

01:15:44.160 --> 01:15:45.300
my website

01:15:45.760 --> 01:15:46.320
got hacked

01:15:46.320 --> 01:15:46.860
so we're in the middle

01:15:46.860 --> 01:15:47.520
of rebuilding it

01:15:47.520 --> 01:15:48.140
he still didn't put

01:15:48.140 --> 01:15:49.000
my phone number

01:15:49.000 --> 01:15:49.640
supposed to be up there

01:15:49.640 --> 01:15:50.100
on the top

01:15:50.100 --> 01:15:50.900
he didn't put it

01:15:50.900 --> 01:15:51.240
there

01:15:51.240 --> 01:15:51.460
but

01:15:54.520 --> 01:15:55.480
okay sweetheart

01:15:55.480 --> 01:15:56.620
thank you for

01:15:56.620 --> 01:15:57.780
I love you

01:15:57.780 --> 01:15:58.920
I love you

01:15:58.920 --> 01:15:59.780
thank you

01:15:59.780 --> 01:16:00.540
for all the time

01:16:00.540 --> 01:16:01.200
yeah we'll

01:16:01.200 --> 01:16:02.260
touch base this weekend

01:16:02.260 --> 01:16:02.580
okay

01:16:03.440 --> 01:16:03.920
alright

01:16:03.920 --> 01:16:05.080
thank you

01:16:05.080 --> 01:16:06.680
thank you so much

01:16:06.680 --> 01:16:07.240
bye

01:16:07.240 --> 01:16:08.240
thank you

01:16:08.240 --> 01:16:08.560
bye

01:16:10.460 --> 01:16:11.500
alright cheese slice

01:16:12.400 --> 01:16:13.180
excuse me

01:16:13.180 --> 01:16:14.720
I wanted to talk about

01:16:15.860 --> 01:16:17.060
some of the things

01:16:17.900 --> 01:16:19.840
that christen brought up

01:16:19.840 --> 01:16:21.760
a little

01:16:21.760 --> 01:16:22.640
some hacks

01:16:22.640 --> 01:16:24.000
can we pull up

01:16:24.000 --> 01:16:24.960
honey colony

01:16:27.280 --> 01:16:28.700
I'm still under the weather

01:16:28.700 --> 01:16:29.520
since my

01:16:29.520 --> 01:16:31.960
demonic attack on the dance floor

01:16:32.640 --> 01:16:33.920
and so I've been taking

01:16:33.920 --> 01:16:34.600
my silver

01:16:34.600 --> 01:16:35.780
and my

01:16:35.780 --> 01:16:37.700
and liposomal vitamin C

01:16:38.380 --> 01:16:38.980
and

01:16:39.720 --> 01:16:40.880
drinking a lot of water

01:16:40.880 --> 01:16:41.840
so

01:16:41.840 --> 01:16:42.780
you know

01:16:42.780 --> 01:16:44.340
not everybody has a budget

01:16:44.340 --> 01:16:45.400
or has

01:16:45.400 --> 01:16:46.700
a home

01:16:46.700 --> 01:16:47.960
but you can all make

01:16:47.960 --> 01:16:49.140
little hacks

01:16:49.140 --> 01:16:50.240
in your home

01:16:50.240 --> 01:16:52.260
if you're living in a condo

01:16:52.260 --> 01:16:54.440
or a big building

01:16:55.360 --> 01:16:56.500
kudos to you

01:16:56.500 --> 01:16:57.640
I would say

01:16:58.340 --> 01:16:59.660
you know I personally

01:16:59.660 --> 01:17:00.580
am consulting

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with a couple of people

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that I know

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the

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Cinco Geo 5G

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is impacting them

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but

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you know what

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what are you gonna do

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so

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you could turn on

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the

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turn on

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or

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I have

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a

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EMF

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Sol

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which is a harmonizer

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so I wanted to bring up

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on

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honey colony

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some of the solutions

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cheeseless

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if you could bring up

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the

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website

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a lot of the things

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that

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christen

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you know

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spider plants

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are excellent

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for mould

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adding

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having some house

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plants

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in your house

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which I

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absolutely do

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I switched all the light bulbs to salt lamps that you could find for cheap on

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Honey Colony

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No, sorry on Amazon the the salt lamps. They're they're pretty cheap. So if we were to do

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EMF I wanted to show solutions

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So like the you know beeswax candles I use a diffuser with

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Okay, so EMF soul I did do an interview with Corey on the technology, but I have that harmonizer and

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That I put

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Near my bedroom and people put it on their smart meter. You can wear the band

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There's also special clothes. It really depends on

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How what you're like what your lifestyle what you're doing and how sensitive you are

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but absolutely the more sensitive you are the more sensitive you become the more sensitive you become and

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Then like I sell these on Honey Colony. They're on special actually

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Swanies

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so at night

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To sit by the computer and I'm not because that you'll get tired and I do stay up a little too late

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But to get into the practice of

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Wearing these for the blue screen. There's also

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FLX

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Which is you can just pull it up. It's a free program. So you can use that on your computer

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What else?

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The shoes off I actually did an article on Honey Colony to educate people on the crap that they could bring in on

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their shoes and

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whether it's pesticides and just to be mindful like

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There is an accumulative

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You know, that's like people who come and like I don't need a lot of gluten

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Yeah, but you haven't been eating a lot of gluten for 40 years

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It adds up and you have leaky the gut and you've created pores in your intestines. So

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You know also working with people and to have guidance

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You think it's like a resonance like I am not I

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Get I get messages. I hear I hear things or I'm shown things

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I work with with tarot, but I for me

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I think it's more wisdom and what I tap into using my psychology my minor in psychology

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But I find there's a lot of use like I sat with Kristen and

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You know, it was a confirmation to the things that I'm learning

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Ultimately you develop connection with your over soul and you have your own guides and you trust yourself

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Because people are gonna come up and test you

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They're gonna test you and test you and test you and most people I'm sorry to say are weak and

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Personally, I think there are a group of us who are getting a call that this is our last life that the same my first rodeo and

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What that looks like I was speaking to someone today

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that thinks, you know in the firmament and that doesn't even believe there's planets that there's water above and

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What does ascension mean?

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What does ascension mean?

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In this day and age I've I speak to customers

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I have clients and people feel things regardless of their overlays of their own beliefs

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you know like I

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spoke to a Christian woman and I

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Take offense with removing the divine Sophia

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The divine list of divine feminine. Where is she?

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Put your salvation in God. God will save you. God will save you

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No, you will save yourself and God will work through other people and

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That's what I believe to take I know how hard they they work to remove

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us from our own innate divinity, so

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ultimately

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it's about raising our consciousness and

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Ultimately, it's about self-awareness and self-mastery and you have to be

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You know an investigative journalist in your own life to be really fucking brutally honest with yourself

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You know in my case, let's say it's something inside

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Your person was saying sometimes it's not like the same

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sometimes it's an old belief that you have to get rid of or work through rather and

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as you soften

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Like I'll just tell you during the rona. I

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Would go out and I just see like face masks and

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Stupidity and I would get very angry and then as my heart softened

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What I would notice is is like people holding hands or like love

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Between and I really think love the heart is such an amazing force

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So I recently read this book by one of the many this was in Snuffy's book collection

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Awakening to remembering a journey of consciousness. It's like might as well have been my book and

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I'm just gonna read

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It just spoke to me so much I

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Recently wrote about the Merkaba because I saw the star of David and I was like wait a second. Is that the Merkaba?

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And it is and it's our light body

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Light body energy this is an energy of remembering it tunes one's vibrational frequency to that of one's soul

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As an energetic body of light allowing it to expand into all spaces of consciousness as one as

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One of energy for the physical human it appears to expedite that which will occur

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Naturally for all who continue to raise in vibrational frequency to remember

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To remember their natural state

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This energy merges that separation that one came here to experience in doing so all

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Timelines and dimensional selves come to be able to exist as one energy form

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It

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Charges and raises the vibrational space that you currently exist in it allows one to purge

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dense energies with less perceived suffering as the faster one vibrates the faster the physical denseness

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Falls away this will include everything in one's physical and outer world. So if you

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Make a decision to go within or to live in a different way

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Like I am also seeing the people that are coming to me

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It's like I have I won't say names one woman who has gone into Moderna jabs and is arguably vaccine injured

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because she's very healthy otherwise and

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Recently lost her matrix job that she didn't like anyway, and I'm like consider yourself lucky. This is a racket

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I tuned into it. I'm like, yeah, they saw that you didn't want to run the scams and it's like

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Why are you seeing it as rejection?

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Like this is not a lot of people are acting out of fear

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Okay, and we have to be in abundance like to me. I've done so much in service

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I'm not charging for my time and yet. I don't see the the generosity to give back

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It's like paid forward to trust that you're taken care of

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You know, so I I have little tolerance like someone's freaking. Well, you're not in a government shitless like please

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This is like fucking kindergarten for me, right?

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How the lack of people like come on you're stronger than that

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So I see what Kristen's been through what I've been through you would have fucking withered away a long time ago snowflake

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So we're all being tested see that it's happening for you. You're being forged in the fire and to be grateful

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So the energy

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Works opposite of that of the logical world

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It is indicative of the soul world in that manner in the physical world one works to purge

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And then their vibrational frequency increases to allow that dimensional self to fall away

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So things are falling away from your life. Thank you. Bye

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Go away

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Be thankful

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This is not

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Physical world energy it activates the soul energy activates one's macabre feel to such a high frequency that all falls away as a result

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This is what shortness shortcuts the perceived time and suffering as one is instantly

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Increased into a higher frequency dimensional self with each session. This is an energy that must be sought by those truly

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seeking to remember

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Or with this choice reality as it once was will soon cease to exist

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You will enter a reality as an energetic being all that follows will support this process of letting go in order to truly be free

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So it's like all the people like all your car your house. So you're not taking any of this shit with you

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What's really important? And if you have unfinished business

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Will it come back? Will you keep repeating it when you can make a difference today?

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you

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Can say sorry to someone forgive yourself

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reach out to someone that popped into your head live in the wish fulfilled and

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Trust because quantum physics is a real thing and a lot of these different timelines are arguably happening

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At the same time

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The one here called transcendence holds the ability to tune one's soul energy frequencies further integrating one's light body

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Activate one's macabre feel activate light codes within and dormant DNA strands along with the third crystals held within your

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Crystalline body. This is an energy of remembering as more remember

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They too will bring forth that which they already know and come to understand according to their own unique purposes

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They're in the sit in this time. You are in a brilliant time now

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All is one all moments all souls all time all

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Are one energy there is no separation

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There never was you've just forgotten. Thank you Snuffy. Thank you for this book

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another book

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That's not he also gave me is a course in mastering alchemy, which I'm reading

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She also talks about the Merkaba to which I said, don't you know, you're my master course in alchemy

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Which you are

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so

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You know I to invite you to look at your story to look at what you're called

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I had a very

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Enjoyable session with someone who who came to ask me

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Do you know if there's exists this type of book and I said I think you're being called to write this book

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This is a time of remembering. That's the that is the the theme du jour of the year

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I I shared you a link that I would like to share this

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this video

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Cheese slice

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And I found this channel. It's very arguably

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It's very arguably

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Chat GPT, I don't know if this is a real person anymore, but I want to just

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It resonated with me the things that she said and I want to see if it sits with you

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How long is this 20 minutes? Okay. Well, let's see and let's play it

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They told us the stars were dead beautiful woman told us the gods were myths

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They told us the skies were empty, but something's returning and it's not what they said

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This is not just another comet. This is not just a piece of ice and dust drifting through space

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This is three I atlas and it's not natural. It's ancient. It's encoded

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It's intentional and it may be the final key. They called it interstellar

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But that's just code for off-grid. It didn't come from our solar system

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It wasn't created by this sky and it's not bound by this orbit

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It entered from the dark from a place even the watchers don't speak of

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NASA called it three I the third interstellar object

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But the name atlas was not random in myth atlas held up the sky

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He carried the heavens. He bore the weight of the firmament. So what does it mean when atlas returns?

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This is a cosmic event scripted in code every name every number every symbol

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Three I atlas isn't just a comet. It's a trigger and we've seen it before not in this lifetime

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Maybe but in the soul record in the echoes in the cycles because this this is how they reset the construct

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They called it three I atlas, but it's not a rock. It's not a comet and it's not from here

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Let's go deeper in Greek myth atlas wasn't just a Titan. He was punished to hold up the sky

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But what if that story was never punishment? What if it was containment?

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What if atlas wasn't holding up the heavens but holding something back the ancient texts didn't lie

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They were coded warnings the sky is not empty

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It's sealed and something has been trying to get through for lifetimes watchers guarded the breach

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They were stationed at the edge the so-called outer belt beyond the firmament wall

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But now three I atlas has broken through it's the third known interstellar object

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And the only one named after a being that held up the veil

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Coincidence never this was ritual. This was prophecy. This was planned

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It crossed the path of the sun as if rewriting the blueprint

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It curved unnaturally as if guided or pulled and every telescope that tracked it started glitching

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It didn't behave like a comet it moved like a vessel

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A seeded signature a time capsule or a trigger. That's what we're decoding next

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Something is reactivating and atlas isn't just a name. It's a signal to the gods who left

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The return sequence has begun and it's not just about what's arriving

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It's about what's already here. They didn't just name it atlas by chance. This is ritual level naming

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This is bloodline level signal atlas was punished for a celestial war condemned to hold the sky

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But who really cursed him and what if he wasn't the villain

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What if atlas was the last of the titans to stand against the synthetic architects

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What if the real story was rewritten

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They tell us he was crushed by the heavens, but ancient seals say he chose the burden

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He chose to hold the sky so they wouldn't drop it on us

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That kind of soul doesn't disappear

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Now something's calling itself atlas again and it's not from here. They call it a comet, but it's on a perfect arc

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It's coded cloaked and timed and it's arriving right after the fall of the queen the fall of the pope and the ritual crowning of the red child

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That's not coincidence. That's countdown. You are watching the return of an ancient flame

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A soul encoded in star maps a presence the parasites tried to trap under their fake sky

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And now it's waking not just in the stars, but in us. They thought they sealed it

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They layered it with spells tech satellites and false light barriers

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They told you space was dead. They told you nothing comes in

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Nothing goes out, but they lied the gate above the dome was never sealed only coded

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And now something ancient is unlocking it not by force, but by resonance

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The sound of a returning king or a returning curse

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They said it was just an interstellar object a comet a rock a name pulled from myth

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But if you've been watching the sky, you know, it's not behaving like one

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Three eyed Atlas was first spotted in 2020 just months before the global grid shifted

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They told us it broke apart, but pieces don't stay lit after they shatter they pulse

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This wasn't a comet. It was a signal one. They tried to stop reaching earth

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NASA classified it as a hyperbolic object, which means it's not from this system and it's not coming back

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But what if that was a lie? What if it was never meant to come and go because it was never alone?

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What if it opened something a tunnel a frequency a call to those beneath us above us and beside us

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The name atlas was no accident in ancient law atlas didn't just hold up the sky

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He stood at the point where the heavens turned

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He was the one who kept the celestial order from collapsing

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The moment atlas falls the firmament splits and everything sealed begins to rise

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They always said the watchers would return through the sky

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But they never told you what form they'd take not wings not light not love

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But fire encoded geometry objects mistaken for rocks comets that aren't comets

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Atlas is a carrier but not of life of code of memory of command

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Its path is no accident. Its timing is exact

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Its alignment with ritual windows eclipse shadows and timeline fractures is too precise to ignore

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Every major religion hints at something returning

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But the names are different the masks are many the agenda is one

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In revelation a star falls and opens the bottomless pit

01:35:19.950 --> 01:35:24.010
In islam the dabba alaad rises from the earth when the heavens split

01:35:24.010 --> 01:35:29.030
In hindu prophecy kalki rides in during the final age on a white horse of fire

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The hope you speak of the bluestar kachina a celestial sign of the great purification

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And in every version the return brings judgment cleansing or reprogramming

01:35:39.230 --> 01:35:41.690
But what if this isn't about human sins at all?

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What if the judgment is on the construct itself?

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On the system on the grid on the watchers who overstepped

01:35:47.370 --> 01:35:49.770
What if atlas is not just a warning but a trigger?

01:35:50.450 --> 01:35:53.710
What if it's not an object passing through but a lock being turned?

01:35:54.270 --> 01:35:59.770
Before every reset the sky speaks first the ancients called it the cycle of the returning light

01:35:59.770 --> 01:36:05.690
The Mayans the Hopi the Egyptians all spoke of a time when a star would return

01:36:05.690 --> 01:36:07.050
That wasn't a star at all

01:36:07.050 --> 01:36:13.850
They said when the sky opens and the gods descend again the atlas gate would reactivate not as punishment but as correction

01:36:13.850 --> 01:36:16.130
Atlas is not a myth. He's a frequency

01:36:16.790 --> 01:36:20.510
In the oldest text atlas means the one who holds up the world grid

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When that grid destabilizes the frequency that holds reality together begins to vibrate

01:36:26.650 --> 01:36:32.150
That's what's happening now the poles shifting the magnetic field collapsing the shuman resonance spiking

01:36:32.710 --> 01:36:36.070
You're not imagining the ringing in your ears. It's the tuning of the planet

01:36:36.070 --> 01:36:39.190
The ancients built monuments to track this moment

01:36:39.190 --> 01:36:44.530
The pyramids aligned to Orion and Sirius because those were the gates used to enter this realm

01:36:44.530 --> 01:36:48.410
The great flood wasn't just water. It was the aether resetting

01:36:48.410 --> 01:36:51.410
The sky went black then white then blue again

01:36:51.410 --> 01:36:56.530
The same pattern recorded on Sumerian tablets, Norse runestones and Hopi petroglyphs

01:36:56.530 --> 01:37:00.250
They all point to the same window in time the seventh cycle

01:37:00.250 --> 01:37:04.670
The final software white before the reboot atlas isn't random. It's a trigger

01:37:05.290 --> 01:37:09.150
It's trajectory mirrors the myth. I mean enough the fallen charioteer of the sun

01:37:09.690 --> 01:37:10.810
It's coded to pass

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You said that was enough right? Is it doing that for you?

01:37:22.200 --> 01:37:24.960
No, I paused it. I thought you said that was enough. That's fine

01:37:27.200 --> 01:37:32.480
Yeah, it's enough it is enough people can see it. I don't know if that's if it's

01:37:33.120 --> 01:37:37.000
If it's all chat GPT if so AI

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but three eyed atlas if you look at the

01:37:42.720 --> 01:37:50.280
The disparity of I mean the range of what people think three eyed atlas is it even real?

01:37:50.860 --> 01:37:53.040
Conveniently the government is shut down

01:37:53.040 --> 01:37:57.360
So the cameras even all over the world. It's going to go behind the sun

01:37:57.980 --> 01:38:00.300
So let's see what happens with january

01:38:00.300 --> 01:38:07.520
2026 because even if it is nothing, let's see what they say it is they can use they

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to

01:38:09.120 --> 01:38:09.860
world leaders

01:38:10.460 --> 01:38:14.500
To shut down the whole country to bring out their digital ID, but

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Regardless of what this is. I still think people

01:38:19.280 --> 01:38:19.640
feel

01:38:20.860 --> 01:38:22.240
That something is

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Amidst

01:38:23.580 --> 01:38:27.240
That there is a change in the air and certainly 2025

01:38:28.240 --> 01:38:29.020
has been

01:38:29.540 --> 01:38:35.000
Shown rapid AI. I believe this is kind of like atlantis all over again

01:38:35.580 --> 01:38:35.980
and

01:38:36.940 --> 01:38:40.540
I don't think there'll be a lot of people who go deep and remember

01:38:41.180 --> 01:38:46.020
And they'll trust what they're being shown. So I wanted to bring up my substack

01:38:46.740 --> 01:38:49.980
I know there's also things in the collective, right? So

01:38:50.700 --> 01:38:51.220
we

01:38:51.220 --> 01:38:53.940
We always have been telepathic

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And because of the solar flares and this age

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It's the the veil is thinning

01:39:01.400 --> 01:39:06.900
So I had looked after the kundalini. I was led to my mericaba

01:39:07.400 --> 01:39:12.780
Never really considered a mericaba before which is this figure

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And the light the star within that to your light body

01:39:21.220 --> 01:39:24.060
And so I was like, huh, this is the star of david

01:39:24.660 --> 01:39:28.540
Really the mericaba and looked into it and sure enough

01:39:29.160 --> 01:39:33.500
So you can scroll down. I I'm asking people even if you just it takes

01:39:34.040 --> 01:39:38.460
Two seconds folks to just press restack. They mess with me

01:39:38.460 --> 01:39:44.700
Everywhere. Yeah, they mess with lots of people and it's the algos, but it's not just who says it

01:39:44.700 --> 01:39:46.040
It's who says it

01:39:46.040 --> 01:39:51.080
What what is said, but who said it if if like cheese I said I go on

01:39:51.620 --> 01:39:53.960
Jeff berwick comes on my show and then he gets

01:39:53.960 --> 01:39:59.920
Insta banned and then weak in jail for posting our interview. What is that really saying?

01:40:00.560 --> 01:40:03.440
Merrim is radio radioactive. Why?

01:40:04.400 --> 01:40:06.240
All foot five foot five of me

01:40:06.760 --> 01:40:13.640
So how priestly gatekeepers that talk about the zadakine hid the original light body technology

01:40:13.640 --> 01:40:24.080
So that's merriam hinane.substack.com. I I offer most of it for free. So even signing up and re thank you cheese slice

01:40:25.040 --> 01:40:25.560
and

01:40:26.540 --> 01:40:30.100
Sharing it, but those are the kind of downloads that you can get

01:40:30.860 --> 01:40:33.800
And how do you know where those downloads are coming from? Well

01:40:34.640 --> 01:40:40.660
if you see it like sometimes I'm I'm convinced that youtube's algorithm is reading my mind and

01:40:41.440 --> 01:40:41.960
creating

01:40:42.680 --> 01:40:43.960
videos specifically

01:40:44.880 --> 01:40:46.620
for me now and

01:40:47.580 --> 01:40:49.160
In any case, we're living in

01:40:49.880 --> 01:40:54.220
exciting times and people should get their house in order

01:40:54.860 --> 01:40:56.820
And if they'd like to work with me

01:40:57.600 --> 01:41:01.380
I can even give them the reading with my british accent

01:41:02.960 --> 01:41:03.600
So

01:41:04.340 --> 01:41:05.560
yeah, I I

01:41:05.560 --> 01:41:10.720
Yeah, what if the star of david isn't a symbol of religion at all

01:41:10.720 --> 01:41:16.580
But the forgotten blueprint of ascension a map of light and geometry showing how to ignite the heart

01:41:17.160 --> 01:41:20.520
Activate the body of stars and steer your soul home

01:41:21.030 --> 01:41:24.460
Through the spinning chariot with it like who's to say?

01:41:24.840 --> 01:41:30.720
Why not think that there's a rapture coming or there is an end of times and

01:41:30.720 --> 01:41:34.860
Like I was speaking to a young lad this morning

01:41:35.560 --> 01:41:42.080
And he was saying, you know how the good shut down the world and it's like I was living in that panic fear

01:41:42.540 --> 01:41:44.740
for five years covering the rona

01:41:45.320 --> 01:41:46.820
And god did take me

01:41:47.400 --> 01:41:51.420
Out of this country six days before it shut down. So I'm going to trust my

01:41:51.960 --> 01:41:57.140
Inner voice. I'm not scared of death. I'm just more scared that they would fucking put in balming

01:41:57.880 --> 01:41:59.860
shit in me and

01:42:00.440 --> 01:42:03.900
I'm or even to go to the hospital like that's why I work

01:42:04.380 --> 01:42:07.600
I I honor my temple. So the more

01:42:08.140 --> 01:42:11.280
sensitive you become if you're being called to purify

01:42:12.200 --> 01:42:12.800
then

01:42:13.600 --> 01:42:15.500
You can get clearer messages

01:42:16.520 --> 01:42:19.240
So what's this typing? Oh?

01:42:20.140 --> 01:42:20.920
Sorry, I didn't know

01:42:21.720 --> 01:42:25.680
I love my british accent too. I've been doing it since I was

01:42:26.220 --> 01:42:29.580
I don't know it's nine years old listening to benny hill

01:42:30.140 --> 01:42:32.540
and must have been british in past

01:42:32.540 --> 01:42:37.360
Past life and my audible will be my british accent

01:42:38.000 --> 01:42:38.520
so

01:42:39.340 --> 01:42:44.140
Yeah, I I like my british accent. It commands it commands respect

01:42:45.260 --> 01:42:47.360
I believe I worked with some brits

01:42:48.580 --> 01:42:53.920
Yeah, I was going I was going to say something but then you went and talked about something else. So um

01:42:53.920 --> 01:42:55.600
Go ahead. What are we gonna say?

01:42:55.680 --> 01:42:59.320
But you were talking about like with the three eye atlas thing

01:42:59.940 --> 01:43:03.280
One of the things that I think is important to look at

01:43:03.860 --> 01:43:06.500
Is I know you're saying like our government shut down

01:43:06.500 --> 01:43:11.360
But our government is not the only one talking about it or tracking that thing

01:43:11.880 --> 01:43:15.640
So if you want to get a good sense of what that three eye atlas thing is

01:43:15.640 --> 01:43:19.300
I think you need to look at what the chinese are saying what the russians are saying

01:43:19.300 --> 01:43:21.140
Maybe what the indians are saying

01:43:21.880 --> 01:43:26.140
Understanding is that all the cameras or the telescopes are down actually that was good

01:43:26.140 --> 01:43:31.160
It's a good idea. Just only our government is shut down the rest of the world's still working

01:43:31.620 --> 01:43:35.580
Right, right cameras. I think cameras. I don't think we're getting

01:43:35.580 --> 01:43:39.680
Point is I don't think we're getting images of three eye atlas from china

01:43:39.680 --> 01:43:42.300
But that's a good point to look up sandex

01:43:42.300 --> 01:43:47.640
Yeah, you should look and see what everybody is saying about it. Not just the americans because I think

01:43:49.100 --> 01:43:52.720
The americans and even the europeans are kind of a little bit more

01:43:53.880 --> 01:43:59.420
They're I don't think their ideas on what it is are as grounded as they are what's coming out of china

01:44:00.580 --> 01:44:01.060
so

01:44:01.880 --> 01:44:02.720
I think

01:44:03.220 --> 01:44:08.860
I don't know. I don't see a lot to it yet. I mean i'm a wait-and-see person on the three eye atlas

01:44:08.860 --> 01:44:14.700
I think it's just a another astral body that's makes a cycle of coming into our solar system

01:44:15.340 --> 01:44:17.560
Every I don't know maybe thousand years or whatever

01:44:18.260 --> 01:44:18.740
And

01:44:18.740 --> 01:44:20.260
It's just happening right now

01:44:21.280 --> 01:44:29.780
Sure, but I mean, I don't know maybe there is something to it, but I'm not I'm not worried about it until there's a reason to worry about it

01:44:30.340 --> 01:44:34.380
What's knee-hiled? That's not are you making a mistake jimmy?

01:44:35.260 --> 01:44:38.400
You you mean the hold is that what you're trying to say?

01:44:39.200 --> 01:44:40.880
Behold a pale horse

01:44:41.460 --> 01:44:41.800
Oh

01:44:42.450 --> 01:44:51.960
You know if you call and say I'd like to speak to your supervisor. I'm a brit. I'm a brit. I command respect right now

01:44:52.640 --> 01:44:54.840
It doesn't work. I used to work now

01:44:55.520 --> 01:44:57.000
Now not so much

01:44:57.560 --> 01:45:01.380
Now not so much because I still I'm still trying to find you think

01:45:02.110 --> 01:45:06.580
You have a wealthy man. You have a woman who has ptsd on record

01:45:07.160 --> 01:45:08.460
I got accosted

01:45:08.980 --> 01:45:11.940
I had my phone snatched from me

01:45:12.660 --> 01:45:17.580
Why am I unable to find the lawyer to send this guy a demand letter?

01:45:18.320 --> 01:45:21.140
And I left a message at the club because

01:45:21.940 --> 01:45:27.520
Yeah, I'm disturbed, but you know, it's like, you know, christin saying you have to kind of choose your battles

01:45:28.380 --> 01:45:29.500
and uh

01:45:32.100 --> 01:45:32.440
I

01:45:32.780 --> 01:45:41.340
See people engaging because they want justice they want justice and it's it's unfortunate because now it's just us

01:45:42.060 --> 01:45:45.060
And there isn't I think they suss out

01:45:45.680 --> 01:45:52.840
A case like there's just people are not doing their jobs people are just but they are doing their jobs to be

01:45:54.860 --> 01:45:57.280
And just doing their jobs are just listening to orders

01:45:58.060 --> 01:45:58.660
And

01:45:59.440 --> 01:46:02.860
I believe that it's time for more courage to stand

01:46:03.620 --> 01:46:04.480
in integrity

01:46:05.320 --> 01:46:05.920
in

01:46:06.560 --> 01:46:07.020
honesty

01:46:07.800 --> 01:46:09.760
And you have to really wonder what is it?

01:46:10.320 --> 01:46:15.960
That's inside of you that is wanting you to take the pious path to realize

01:46:16.580 --> 01:46:18.560
That there's so much fakery

01:46:20.360 --> 01:46:22.640
And and to not be in the club

01:46:23.480 --> 01:46:25.380
Because let's be honest folks

01:46:26.020 --> 01:46:31.660
If they wanted like look at all the reality stars that they give fame to

01:46:32.580 --> 01:46:37.600
When they smeared me in shadow land and positioned me as a woman who wants fame

01:46:38.320 --> 01:46:42.840
Because I said they they cut it out of context like am I missing something?

01:46:43.600 --> 01:46:50.820
Am I missing something? No, I'm not not at all except I'm not willing to whore out my soul and I'm a wild card

01:46:51.300 --> 01:46:52.380
so they'll

01:46:52.980 --> 01:46:53.840
they'll use

01:46:54.720 --> 01:47:00.480
Useful idiots the cash patels of the world by you know drugs money

01:47:01.200 --> 01:47:04.740
Whatever people don't even realize because they're not tapped into their soul

01:47:06.520 --> 01:47:08.720
Or their hearts and

01:47:08.720 --> 01:47:11.920
And I was giving a console to a man

01:47:11.920 --> 01:47:15.920
And I believe we need all the men in the world like we need

01:47:15.920 --> 01:47:19.640
Men that are balanced with their divine feminine and the divine

01:47:20.320 --> 01:47:27.420
Masculine that are leaders and what I see is a way lack of courage because people don't want to put themselves out there

01:47:27.420 --> 01:47:30.260
And so everyone has their roles, right?

01:47:31.740 --> 01:47:34.240
There are you know, you need someone to say hey

01:47:35.000 --> 01:47:40.180
There's a big fucking elephant in the room. Would you like to address it? Are we all going to play pretend?

01:47:40.980 --> 01:47:44.760
Right there has to be everyone plays and maybe I'm not as tactful

01:47:45.320 --> 01:47:48.300
as the other the the next person

01:47:49.180 --> 01:47:50.220
But uh

01:47:51.520 --> 01:47:53.100
Hey matt you're on air

01:47:54.460 --> 01:47:58.680
What do you mean air? I'm doing my show and everybody can hear you

01:47:59.280 --> 01:48:02.100
Yeah, well, that's why I'm on your right front

01:48:05.440 --> 01:48:09.120
Okay, uh, so are you gonna come to the door? I have to

01:48:09.860 --> 01:48:14.540
Come to the door right now. Okay. I'm like in front of you. All right. How much okay?

01:48:15.360 --> 01:48:16.940
That how much a hundred?

01:48:18.920 --> 01:48:20.560
Okay, 99 99

01:48:21.280 --> 01:48:27.120
Uh, so that's uh, that's one of my customers from honey colony getting my silver

01:48:27.120 --> 01:48:29.800
He's from new york. Can you keep the the

01:48:30.280 --> 01:48:32.320
The fort up will be right back

01:48:33.420 --> 01:48:38.760
Let's say people come knock on my door for my silver. Oh sure. Yeah. I'll try to pad here

01:48:39.900 --> 01:48:44.380
Well, when mary get mary comes back. I wanted to bring up one other thing. Um

01:48:45.060 --> 01:48:47.000
There's some neat stuff that I've seen

01:48:47.760 --> 01:48:48.840
coming out of

01:48:49.560 --> 01:48:53.060
from like things are from antiquity and the

01:48:53.900 --> 01:48:55.240
The wonders of the world

01:48:56.020 --> 01:49:00.640
So I want to ask her about that if she's heard about these new things that come up because they're using ai

01:49:01.460 --> 01:49:05.860
to kind of analyze old structures like stonehenge

01:49:06.420 --> 01:49:09.120
and ai came out with some really interesting

01:49:10.340 --> 01:49:13.800
Uh explanations for what stonehenge actually is

01:49:13.800 --> 01:49:20.440
That's diverges from what a lot of people and a lot of like scholars have said what they believe it is

01:49:21.360 --> 01:49:25.680
And uh, I want to I want to save it for when mary gets back. But also

01:49:26.260 --> 01:49:31.720
Apparently some people actually went down into the catacombs underneath the pyramids

01:49:32.680 --> 01:49:36.400
And there's a lot of weird reports on what they have seen

01:49:36.400 --> 01:49:39.380
I mean, I don't know what to believe yet because ai's out there

01:49:39.920 --> 01:49:40.820
Can say anything

01:49:41.460 --> 01:49:45.380
But I'm really interested to hear from the more credible people talk about it

01:49:46.000 --> 01:49:49.300
And I don't know if anybody else has heard anything about those the pyramids

01:49:49.860 --> 01:49:53.500
And the catacombs underneath but apparently there's people who have gotten down there and

01:49:54.320 --> 01:49:56.280
Done some exploring and reporting what they saw

01:49:58.540 --> 01:50:02.920
So have you heard about that mary? I missed what you're talking about

01:50:03.460 --> 01:50:05.600
Uh, two things the yeah

01:50:05.600 --> 01:50:12.980
Well, I was when you just came back I was talking about the pyramids and apparently some people have gone down into the the catacombs or the

01:50:13.640 --> 01:50:18.140
The tunnels underneath the pyramids and they're reporting what they saw. I don't know what to believe

01:50:19.160 --> 01:50:22.120
We're in the age of ai so you kind of question everything

01:50:22.820 --> 01:50:26.420
um, and but there's been reports of it and and some of the like

01:50:26.880 --> 01:50:31.760
Some of the reports are saying they found like these alien looking bodies and stuff like that

01:50:31.760 --> 01:50:32.700
Which is recently

01:50:33.300 --> 01:50:35.720
Yeah, this is like in the last week or so

01:50:36.400 --> 01:50:38.400
Do you want to I don't believe that stuff?

01:50:38.740 --> 01:50:39.140
but

01:50:39.680 --> 01:50:43.000
It's still interesting because there are different people reporting the stuff

01:50:43.600 --> 01:50:44.760
And I just wonder

01:50:45.820 --> 01:50:50.360
No, I I haven't heard anything. I know they're always looking where in egypt

01:50:51.160 --> 01:50:54.000
Under the pyramid. They're great pyramids the great

01:50:54.000 --> 01:50:59.500
Because I mean they they've known that there's these the tunnel system underneath there or whatever they are

01:51:00.100 --> 01:51:00.620
um

01:51:01.220 --> 01:51:03.580
They they might be like natural um

01:51:04.620 --> 01:51:09.040
Like tunnels that were formed by water that was flowing underneath the ground there

01:51:09.660 --> 01:51:15.340
because I I kind of believe in the pyramid it was a machine to create energy

01:51:16.080 --> 01:51:17.620
theory about the pyramids

01:51:18.300 --> 01:51:18.560
but

01:51:18.560 --> 01:51:25.420
I have to look into it. I haven't uh, I haven't heard any of the credible people who talk about this stuff talking about it yet

01:51:25.420 --> 01:51:27.800
But there are a lot of weird sources coming out there

01:51:27.800 --> 01:51:28.020
but

01:51:29.820 --> 01:51:34.380
Yeah, you you got to question everything, but I'd also saw another report about AI

01:51:35.320 --> 01:51:35.880
um

01:51:36.580 --> 01:51:42.460
Being used on stonehenge and it came up with some theories and possibilities with stonage is

01:51:43.020 --> 01:51:45.880
That are just kind of bucked the tradition of all the scholars

01:51:45.880 --> 01:51:48.400
And you say it's like a place of worship and temple

01:51:49.000 --> 01:51:56.280
And the AI was saying looking at it based on like the materials that were used and how like some of those keys

01:51:56.280 --> 01:51:57.620
did the big stones

01:51:58.260 --> 01:52:05.540
Were quarried in certain places, but it wasn't just random. I mean these these stones have certain properties that kind of align with some of the other

01:52:06.380 --> 01:52:10.160
minerals and um environmental factors around that location

01:52:10.940 --> 01:52:12.560
and the AI was suggesting that

01:52:13.700 --> 01:52:18.580
Stonehenge is actually a machine of some sort probably to harness frequencies or sounds

01:52:19.840 --> 01:52:20.400
And

01:52:20.940 --> 01:52:23.140
All of these things that they're destroying

01:52:23.140 --> 01:52:28.760
Sorry, go ahead. Well, and it's pointing at a spot in the an empty spot in the sky

01:52:28.760 --> 01:52:29.060
but

01:52:29.680 --> 01:52:33.760
Consistently at this empty spot in the sky as if there was something important there

01:52:33.760 --> 01:52:37.080
maybe maybe there used to be a star there or

01:52:37.980 --> 01:52:41.900
Something or maybe this is like a location where something will be there in the future

01:52:42.640 --> 01:52:43.420
and so

01:52:44.860 --> 01:52:46.240
Jimmy's um comment

01:52:47.580 --> 01:52:52.320
Is is there you talk about lead are I don't know what lead are where the pillars go down

01:52:52.940 --> 01:52:55.460
below like yeah, well, I mean, I don't know specifically

01:52:55.460 --> 01:53:02.540
I just I know that there's a there. Yeah, they've been they've been able to detect that there are tunnels and stuff underneath

01:53:02.540 --> 01:53:04.220
the Gaza Plateau

01:53:04.220 --> 01:53:05.840
Going all over the place

01:53:07.920 --> 01:53:08.400
Yeah

01:53:09.840 --> 01:53:11.440
It's true. It is

01:53:11.440 --> 01:53:16.000
I personally believe that like the the great pyramid is a

01:53:16.240 --> 01:53:16.820
um

01:53:17.580 --> 01:53:22.140
Is the ancient machine theory that it was built to harness energy

01:53:22.700 --> 01:53:28.780
And like when you look at the the materials specific materials that are used in there don't make sense for being

01:53:28.780 --> 01:53:29.900
a tomb

01:53:30.480 --> 01:53:34.900
But make much more sense if you're like with all the quartz and stuff like that if you're trying to

01:53:34.900 --> 01:53:36.080
harness energy

01:53:36.940 --> 01:53:40.380
And and when you look at how the pyramid was originally

01:53:40.380 --> 01:53:44.540
It was encased in a what kind of stone was it originally case? It was like a white stone

01:53:44.540 --> 01:53:51.340
I can't remember the was it limestone or a certain kind of limestone. You know what I'm talking about though. Yeah

01:53:51.340 --> 01:53:53.420
Yeah, yeah, I think it was like a line

01:53:53.420 --> 01:53:56.760
I think all of these all of these were frequency

01:53:57.840 --> 01:54:01.400
Right, but when you combine all those things, they're all different

01:54:02.260 --> 01:54:06.420
elements and materials that are used in creating and harnessing energy. So

01:54:07.140 --> 01:54:08.860
Um, like like massive

01:54:10.880 --> 01:54:12.980
Gross things, um

01:54:13.480 --> 01:54:18.260
Yeah, yeah, maybe one day. I'll have a talk where I have an expert, but I I

01:54:19.160 --> 01:54:23.680
I have nothing to share at the at this moment. I know that they're all

01:54:24.580 --> 01:54:29.940
Yeah, I'm just curious because I know there are people that reporting about going down into those tunnels

01:54:30.500 --> 01:54:32.340
and saying they saw stuff

01:54:32.960 --> 01:54:36.100
but I don't I don't necessarily believe what it is but

01:54:37.000 --> 01:54:41.040
I am willing to believe that people actually did get down there. Maybe unauthorized

01:54:42.980 --> 01:54:46.100
Because I know they're really strict about who can explore. Yeah, they are

01:54:46.100 --> 01:54:52.540
I've been in the Great Pyramid and I'm doubt anyone else was watching this show could say that that they've had the Great Pyramid to themselves

01:54:52.540 --> 01:54:56.960
with four other people. So I've had to pay the

01:54:59.160 --> 01:55:00.200
The gatekeepers

01:55:00.840 --> 01:55:04.280
of well, not me personally Vashish, which is

01:55:04.280 --> 01:55:11.440
A money and whoever goes there like the Robert Edward grants. Yeah, they have to grease the palms

01:55:12.000 --> 01:55:15.600
of people so I was just selling my silver

01:55:16.260 --> 01:55:18.880
And I know Jimmy's gonna get some

01:55:19.520 --> 01:55:23.160
And I'm using it. I use the nettle pot and I'm running silver

01:55:23.960 --> 01:55:26.180
Well in in some distilled water

01:55:27.660 --> 01:55:28.300
um

01:55:29.420 --> 01:55:37.320
And it's my best seller and it's what the government came after me for so I educate people that

01:55:37.320 --> 01:55:48.240
Colloidal silver is zero to five hundred ppm. This is four thousand ppm. It is chelated and

01:55:49.020 --> 01:55:49.400
so

01:55:50.480 --> 01:55:55.260
That's why it's super powerful and I am

01:55:56.500 --> 01:55:58.020
I'm I'm telling

01:55:58.660 --> 01:56:05.320
Jimmy to use it on his dog and I also have a rash block that's like, I don't know less than 15 dollars

01:56:05.320 --> 01:56:09.880
to put on any scratches any itches

01:56:10.520 --> 01:56:11.900
Silver is the original

01:56:12.760 --> 01:56:17.060
I know that Jimmy's into silver. Um, is the original anti

01:56:17.720 --> 01:56:24.780
Biotic so you we sell a 3d printer that you can make it at home, but you're making colloidal

01:56:25.340 --> 01:56:28.660
Excuse me. So it depends like it depends. Um

01:56:29.180 --> 01:56:30.520
So matt is actually

01:56:31.020 --> 01:56:34.440
I was packing one of the boxes and I saw oh

01:56:34.440 --> 01:56:39.240
He lives here and then it turns out he's seen my b-movie and he's been a customer

01:56:39.860 --> 01:56:41.240
for 10 years, so

01:56:41.900 --> 01:56:44.260
He just came to to pick some up

01:56:45.060 --> 01:56:50.000
It's nice. I end up speaking to the customers like ours. Like there was another

01:56:50.860 --> 01:56:57.740
She called me and I find that whenever a customer calls me oftentimes. It's it's not an accident

01:56:57.740 --> 01:57:02.000
We ended up praying together and discussing things

01:57:02.680 --> 01:57:05.380
and so I like to educate people because

01:57:06.220 --> 01:57:11.420
People have no they're like you have a show you have a subset. You just made a movie. You wrote a book

01:57:12.380 --> 01:57:12.960
You're bad

01:57:14.080 --> 01:57:16.080
um, so they're

01:57:16.960 --> 01:57:24.560
You know not very plugged into I think it's important for normal people nor to this customer wasn't a normie for people

01:57:24.560 --> 01:57:26.160
to know that real heroes

01:57:26.940 --> 01:57:33.820
Are not Joe Rogan and Russell Brand. Okay, they're not they take information and they

01:57:34.480 --> 01:57:36.160
Suck it up and they're actors

01:57:36.700 --> 01:57:40.000
And then they pass it off, but they're not calling the cdc

01:57:40.000 --> 01:57:45.120
I can assure you that Russell Brand isn't called the FDA or visa

01:57:46.180 --> 01:57:50.500
He knew nothing about GMOs when he saw my movie vanishing of the bees. So

01:57:51.040 --> 01:57:52.360
they're very intelligent

01:57:52.360 --> 01:57:56.420
And no one's saying to throw out the baby with the bath water. It's called

01:57:56.960 --> 01:57:57.440
nuance

01:57:58.760 --> 01:58:03.660
And things are complex. They're not black and white. There's different shades

01:58:04.480 --> 01:58:07.900
Yeah, enjoy the weed store. I will I'm going to wrap it up

01:58:09.020 --> 01:58:10.920
And I am looking for

01:58:11.960 --> 01:58:17.640
A book or someone to help me get on more shows so I can sell my book

01:58:19.460 --> 01:58:19.950
So

01:58:20.440 --> 01:58:26.780
I just got heard from another another customer who read the book and

01:58:27.490 --> 01:58:30.980
What did she say like I text with people?

01:58:33.300 --> 01:58:34.280
Um

01:58:38.350 --> 01:58:47.640
She said your book is brilliant and

01:58:47.640 --> 01:58:47.740
And

01:58:49.160 --> 01:58:56.960
She was she was commenting on the fact that Charlie Kirk's birthday is the same as George Floyd's which was this week

01:58:57.900 --> 01:58:58.480
and

01:58:59.140 --> 01:59:00.280
20 years apart

01:59:01.030 --> 01:59:02.460
Yeah, that is so weird

01:59:03.600 --> 01:59:06.460
It's the same day. It literally it's just

01:59:07.300 --> 01:59:09.160
Very weird and

01:59:09.980 --> 01:59:12.700
How how close have you been following the Charlie Kirk thing?

01:59:13.300 --> 01:59:20.760
You know, it's I mean, I'm convinced now that it was a organized hit and it that Tyler Robinson kid

01:59:20.760 --> 01:59:23.820
I I believe he's totally innocent. Totally

01:59:24.540 --> 01:59:24.940
totally

01:59:27.440 --> 01:59:29.960
The thing that just came out recently

01:59:30.380 --> 01:59:34.780
Was somebody was checking google search histories of like all the things around

01:59:35.520 --> 01:59:39.460
Charlie Kirk, but then they searched for those things before

01:59:40.340 --> 01:59:42.460
What day was it september 10th

01:59:42.700 --> 01:59:43.940
and then those

01:59:44.640 --> 01:59:49.840
Things like Tyler Robinson the hospital he went to the doctor he saw were all searched on

01:59:50.600 --> 01:59:54.900
Before Charlie Kirk was killed coming from washington and israel

01:59:56.300 --> 01:59:56.900
so

01:59:57.940 --> 02:00:00.080
That's a really weird coincidence

02:00:00.980 --> 02:00:05.840
Very very, I mean lots of searches on those things after Charlie Kirk was killed

02:00:06.440 --> 02:00:08.080
But they have those things be searched

02:00:09.140 --> 02:00:10.340
and together

02:00:11.300 --> 02:00:12.820
Before Charlie Kirk was killed

02:00:13.490 --> 02:00:14.500
Is really suspicious

02:00:16.760 --> 02:00:19.180
Yeah, but it ultimately

02:00:19.940 --> 02:00:23.600
ultimately is uh destruction and

02:00:24.410 --> 02:00:27.920
I believe now that I've written a book on how you make the sausage

02:00:28.710 --> 02:00:31.780
That it's so many similarities like

02:00:32.570 --> 02:00:35.980
Left right and that's why also i'm not invited

02:00:36.680 --> 02:00:41.080
Even on like union of the unwanted i'm unwanted from the union of the unwanted

02:00:41.820 --> 02:00:47.380
Because i'm radioactive, you know, it's like more rejection. How much rejection can you handle mariam?

02:00:48.340 --> 02:00:51.220
But it's really develops self

02:00:51.940 --> 02:00:57.720
Self-strength, are you going to trust yourself? Whatever it is that dream of yours that thing that you want

02:00:57.720 --> 02:01:01.940
Are you going to believe in yourself or are you going to believe in the naysayers?

02:01:02.480 --> 02:01:03.000
and

02:01:03.510 --> 02:01:08.080
Have allow for your frequency to go down or you're going to be to your own drum

02:01:08.630 --> 02:01:13.740
So i'm here to invite you to be to your own drum to have faith

02:01:14.360 --> 02:01:14.760
faith

02:01:15.330 --> 02:01:19.120
In self and whatever it is, but first you have to make contact

02:01:19.770 --> 02:01:22.980
With your higher self and be in stillness

02:01:22.980 --> 02:01:28.480
And so i'm working with different people people who will gravitate to me who want to

02:01:29.370 --> 02:01:32.160
I've turned on many people. You know what dude?

02:01:32.680 --> 02:01:36.360
If jeff was able to share his our interview

02:01:36.360 --> 02:01:40.220
I would have been able to sell so many more coffee analysts

02:01:41.660 --> 02:01:47.060
And they they the algorithms they don't want mariam to be successful

02:01:47.790 --> 02:01:50.580
So i don't i mean i am very blessed

02:01:51.270 --> 02:01:55.620
But i am also very struggling so even sharing the show

02:01:56.460 --> 02:01:58.880
Five dollars for sub-stack five dollars

02:01:59.540 --> 02:02:04.580
And this is where i write after like think about it. I used to get two dollars a word

02:02:05.220 --> 02:02:09.360
Okay, a word and i'm asking you to contribute five dollars

02:02:09.360 --> 02:02:13.960
I'm not gonna have precious metals sponsors. I'm not pouring myself out

02:02:14.480 --> 02:02:16.640
Cheese slice is helping me for free

02:02:17.420 --> 02:02:19.140
So please pay it forward

02:02:19.760 --> 02:02:23.380
It's nice to be like to to to be there

02:02:23.380 --> 02:02:29.800
So I have no tolerance as someone who's lived in service and given so much of my very precious time

02:02:30.520 --> 02:02:33.820
To be like, oh, it's gonna be I need to be paid for my time

02:02:36.240 --> 02:02:42.200
It's uh, it's not everything is about money, but we need it to make the world go around

02:02:42.200 --> 02:02:46.360
So will you have anything to say cheese slice to that?

02:02:49.860 --> 02:02:50.340
I

02:02:50.340 --> 02:02:55.100
I'll just like and subscribe as always and you know share this share the show on your social media

02:02:55.100 --> 02:02:59.880
If you can if you enjoy it and think other people out there that you know would would like to hear about it as well

02:02:59.880 --> 02:03:03.220
I mean the suppression is is nuts. I the

02:03:03.960 --> 02:03:04.920
jeff burwick

02:03:06.020 --> 02:03:11.440
Reposting the interview and getting it struck down on youtube when it's still on your youtube channel

02:03:12.620 --> 02:03:14.280
Is just mind-blowing to me

02:03:17.280 --> 02:03:24.760
That it's not just what you say, but it's who says it if he gets a strike for it. Why didn't you get a strike for it?

02:03:24.940 --> 02:03:26.100
He has reached

02:03:26.100 --> 02:03:31.800
Miriam doesn't have reach anymore. I know it's I mean it's a rhetorical question. I mean I get it

02:03:31.800 --> 02:03:32.840
but it's just

02:03:33.500 --> 02:03:36.140
That it's astounding how blatantly

02:03:37.560 --> 02:03:42.080
Like biased and controlling the system that we all are relying on is

02:03:42.620 --> 02:03:43.060
And

02:03:44.600 --> 02:03:46.660
It's like I wish we could get off of youtube

02:03:47.320 --> 02:03:49.900
But the audience is still on youtube. I mean

02:03:50.680 --> 02:03:51.880
Rumble has been great

02:03:51.880 --> 02:03:55.440
But I feel like if rumble ever got up to youtube levels

02:03:55.440 --> 02:03:58.160
Rumble would start doing the same thing that youtube is doing now

02:03:58.160 --> 02:04:03.800
I mean rumble also censors me. It's it's who you are. It's not just what you say. Okay

02:04:04.320 --> 02:04:10.220
It's your it's it's i'm a real influencer. I'm a real galactical star. I don't need

02:04:10.920 --> 02:04:11.480
Fakeness

02:04:12.260 --> 02:04:20.240
Whatever. Anyway, I'm very grateful for ever's watching and I believe that people who are real and who have a heart and a soul

02:04:20.240 --> 02:04:24.400
Resonate with me. Vincent said I'm following the twin flame

02:04:25.020 --> 02:04:29.880
Story. Yeah, I am very much enjoying writing the twin flame story

02:04:29.880 --> 02:04:31.860
I don't know how snuff he feels

02:04:32.520 --> 02:04:34.440
About me writing the twin flame story

02:04:36.920 --> 02:04:37.480
However

02:04:37.480 --> 02:04:46.980
Uh, yeah, I'm like a year behind so there's a lot and I'm having fun writing it and I am dedicated to turning it into a

02:04:46.980 --> 02:04:47.780
series

02:04:48.340 --> 02:04:49.320
I see it

02:04:49.940 --> 02:04:50.260
and

02:04:50.760 --> 02:04:53.800
This is the book that my soul wants to write

02:04:54.540 --> 02:05:00.520
Just like I've been waiting to meet snuffy whether it intimidates him or not and

02:05:01.240 --> 02:05:03.700
It's really it is really a

02:05:04.240 --> 02:05:04.900
journey of

02:05:05.600 --> 02:05:06.600
Unconditional love

02:05:07.440 --> 02:05:10.380
If you love me, you'll buy me this car, huh?

02:05:10.500 --> 02:05:12.540
You'll do this and this and this for me

02:05:12.540 --> 02:05:15.460
As opposed to like, I don't even know this person

02:05:15.460 --> 02:05:19.800
But I cannot help but feel love for this connection

02:05:19.800 --> 02:05:21.860
Even though it looks

02:05:22.640 --> 02:05:23.200
Crap

02:05:23.780 --> 02:05:29.240
On the surface. It's like you haven't heard the like Vincent. We haven't even gone into

02:05:29.940 --> 02:05:31.300
more freaky-deaky stuff

02:05:31.940 --> 02:05:32.500
it's

02:05:32.500 --> 02:05:35.420
And whatever I share the story is

02:05:37.000 --> 02:05:38.080
But I'll tell you

02:05:38.800 --> 02:05:43.260
I'll tell you people people will give up on you or people will give up on themselves

02:05:44.100 --> 02:05:44.620
and

02:05:44.620 --> 02:05:49.280
I'm going to stand for the for love and it's not conditional like

02:05:49.860 --> 02:05:51.500
I need this and this and this I

02:05:52.480 --> 02:05:55.900
Anyway, thank you for following and even sharing the

02:05:56.840 --> 02:06:01.380
Even sharing on substack. They also fuck with me there the numbers are not accurate

02:06:01.380 --> 02:06:07.240
Like I was going to do a trade with Courtney and we we added each other

02:06:08.040 --> 02:06:08.680
but

02:06:08.680 --> 02:06:13.500
It didn't reflect. So I don't know what what's going on

02:06:14.140 --> 02:06:16.920
But they personalize the algorithms and

02:06:17.620 --> 02:06:24.160
Whatever, anyway, come from gratitude. I'm very grateful. I'm grateful for my mind for my body for my

02:06:24.740 --> 02:06:29.120
My home my shelter a lot of people are struggling and they don't have the tools

02:06:29.880 --> 02:06:35.700
That I necessarily have to I've been forged over the fire and so

02:06:36.980 --> 02:06:41.100
Just trust yourselves and go within and if you want to work with me

02:06:41.760 --> 02:06:47.260
People even book like 15 minutes like I turned someone was going to do their coffee and I'm at night

02:06:47.860 --> 02:06:49.220
And told them no

02:06:49.720 --> 02:06:52.780
So you could sit with me because I have to honor my time

02:06:52.780 --> 02:06:53.740
Okay, folks

02:06:53.740 --> 02:06:58.980
I have to honor my time and my time is precious and I'm a very intelligent wise woman

02:06:59.120 --> 02:07:05.620
So now I'm sitting with people and I just use my minor in psychology and my wisdom and my intuitive skills

02:07:06.180 --> 02:07:08.020
And help guide them

02:07:08.580 --> 02:07:13.620
I it's not like a psychic per se, but I do things I do see things

02:07:14.760 --> 02:07:20.940
And I become a channel to let things come through through or I could just work with you on your

02:07:23.360 --> 02:07:29.620
On your health like this the this woman who who got two jabs that she normally

02:07:29.620 --> 02:07:34.120
She wouldn't have it's like so I think counterintuitive who she is

02:07:34.120 --> 02:07:35.540
But she's vaccine injured

02:07:35.540 --> 02:07:41.120
And no doctor is going to acknowledge that they'll just put a label and tell you you have arthritis

02:07:41.120 --> 02:07:47.880
You have this no, you just need to detox. So I turned her on to the EDTA suppositories

02:07:47.880 --> 02:07:52.740
I don't sell them on honey colony, but I have a wholesale account so I can get them

02:07:53.480 --> 02:07:53.840
for

02:07:55.360 --> 02:07:58.500
Significantly less money and you put them up your booty

02:07:59.600 --> 02:08:04.560
Every other day and it's a soft softer way. This is your temple

02:08:05.220 --> 02:08:09.480
And there's a reason why I don't look my age. It's because I detox

02:08:10.320 --> 02:08:14.920
It's the missing the missing link and it ain't just the fucking celery juice

02:08:15.660 --> 02:08:21.500
Plants it's not a juice plant. So you have to remove things out of your body like Kristen said the teeth

02:08:22.640 --> 02:08:23.160
biofilm

02:08:24.980 --> 02:08:25.500
So

02:08:26.180 --> 02:08:30.240
Yeah, I hope you reach out and work with me because I actually really care

02:08:30.740 --> 02:08:35.960
And I'm not charging exorbitant prices and just she she sell you shit

02:08:36.740 --> 02:08:43.120
And I think in the future people will want to work with those who actually care and who will take the time

02:08:43.920 --> 02:08:50.180
So anyway, thank you everyone for for tuning in. Thank you cheese slice. Thank you

02:08:50.720 --> 02:08:54.200
TZ burden. I really appreciate your donations

02:08:55.260 --> 02:08:55.880
and

02:08:57.140 --> 02:08:58.080
I'm grateful

02:08:58.800 --> 02:09:03.660
Yes, use british curse words like what see you next Tuesday

02:09:04.400 --> 02:09:07.640
See you next Tuesday. Oh you see you next Tuesday

02:09:07.640 --> 02:09:10.360
I worked with Brits

02:09:10.840 --> 02:09:16.480
And they love that cunt word and I've become more of a fan. I didn't like it when I was young

02:09:16.480 --> 02:09:18.520
but now I've met some cunties

02:09:19.140 --> 02:09:21.720
And uh, yeah, you can get george floyd book

02:09:21.720 --> 02:09:26.260
From my site as opposed to amazon because I don't really know if I could trust bezels

02:09:27.260 --> 02:09:28.400
The book is on

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The book is on amazon

02:09:31.060 --> 02:09:32.220
I'm not on amazon

02:09:33.080 --> 02:09:34.360
So gf book

02:09:34.900 --> 02:09:37.320
Please do not complain to me about the price

02:09:37.960 --> 02:09:44.680
Because you could never pay me as much as much someone just said wow, it's very thorough. Thank you for your sacrifice

02:09:45.320 --> 02:09:45.580
Yes

02:09:46.380 --> 02:09:48.900
Because I could talk my book. Could be could you write this?

02:09:49.880 --> 02:09:52.020
I'm so shut the fuck up

02:09:53.080 --> 02:09:53.560
Anyway

02:09:54.780 --> 02:09:56.100
um, my my

02:09:56.100 --> 02:10:02.780
Twin flame book is much much more enjoyable to write. So anyway, I come from gratitude. Have a beautiful weekend

02:10:03.740 --> 02:10:05.840
Love yourselves. Love your family

02:10:06.460 --> 02:10:06.820
seriously

02:10:07.250 --> 02:10:10.840
Do shadow work real shadow work not fake and gay spiritual toxic

02:10:11.450 --> 02:10:17.780
A fluffy shadow work and if you need help I'm more than happy to be your soul surepah

02:10:18.460 --> 02:10:20.580
And the links are below if you

02:10:21.070 --> 02:10:22.180
want to work with

02:10:22.700 --> 02:10:23.060
Kristen

02:10:23.930 --> 02:10:25.400
And we'll see you

02:10:25.910 --> 02:10:27.360
We'll see you next week

02:10:28.220 --> 02:10:30.280
Bye everyone. Thank you

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