WEBVTT 02:11.470 --> 02:15.950 don't about GMO's. There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really 02:15.950 --> 02:20.050 needed to look at Bayer and Syngenta. These poisons aren't just killing bees, 02:20.230 --> 02:37.650 they're also killing beings. I think that's what Goyce's bank account. She gets really deep into stories. 02:37.870 --> 02:42.690 Those where everyone is willing to go. Maryam, you have been hot on the trail of Charles Labor 02:42.690 --> 02:57.360 since this case. They came public. I'm not a prostitute or a parrot. Happy Friday! 02:57.360 --> 03:03.880 Wow, there's a delay. Happy Friday everyone. This is Maryam Minane. I am best known for 03:03.880 --> 03:09.300 directing the film Vanishing of the Bees. I used to be a hard-hitting journalist before 03:09.300 --> 03:17.000 the age of Aquarius. I kid kind of. So we're going to have a very juicy show and I would love 03:17.000 --> 03:23.080 for you to share the show because you make a difference. I had Jeff Burwick on last week 03:23.080 --> 03:31.960 and when he went to post the show, it was insta-bad because it's not just the things you say. It depends 03:31.960 --> 03:39.320 on who you are. Some of us are on the shit list. So yeah, please like and share. So I'm going to 03:39.320 --> 03:45.080 full disclosure before I bring on Yash Pal who is a friend and we speak about his story and 03:45.080 --> 03:55.800 the war on mysticism that I am micro dosing on the mushroom chocolates that are holy and sacred 03:56.260 --> 04:00.600 if taken in the right way and we'll get all into that. But I want to just share something 04:00.600 --> 04:07.740 before I bring him on. So please excuse me, Yash Pal. I've been writing my second book 04:07.740 --> 04:13.180 on substack and it's about twin flames and quantum entanglement and reincarnation 04:13.180 --> 04:19.140 and the age of Aquarius. And it is the book that my soul has always wanted to write. 04:19.460 --> 04:24.960 And so I'm very grateful for Snuffleupagus because in these twin flame connections, 04:25.200 --> 04:31.920 which are difficult to understand logically, they often are your mutes. They are a mirror 04:32.660 --> 04:37.580 and it is really a journey to go within. And in this past year, I've really been 04:37.580 --> 04:44.340 alchemizing a lot of righteous anger. And it is possible if you have a heart, 04:44.580 --> 04:51.020 if you still have a heart and you go within deep, deep within. So I've been living my life 04:51.020 --> 04:58.340 in a different way and also doing more sole purpose reading. So I want to say that I kind 04:58.340 --> 05:07.480 of tabled the twin flame in the 3D because it's such a disparity. And I had asked early on 05:08.020 --> 05:13.820 to Snuffy and to the ethers what the fuck is this? And I heard in a past life, 05:13.880 --> 05:19.300 you signed up for a 3D, 5D split test. Now this was before YouTube had 05:19.300 --> 05:24.220 headlines about the 3D, 5D split test. This was last year, I am in the future. 05:24.820 --> 05:33.340 And what is on the surface is not what really is. What is reality? We can look into that with 05:33.340 --> 05:38.660 Yash Paul, ask him and also look at the celestial energies because I know he looks at horoscope 05:38.660 --> 05:45.560 too. So I was like, fuck this twin shit, twin flame stuff. Because in the 3D I'm having to deal 05:45.560 --> 05:54.140 with my credit being impacted and really not understanding what's going on when there are 05:54.140 --> 06:06.200 other forces involved. So he left a box of books and he had told me during a handful of our 06:06.200 --> 06:13.720 conversations about an H.G. Wells book from 1921 that he got. And I had a feeling it was in that 06:13.720 --> 06:21.440 box and it was. So I found that and then I also found an old business card with 333. 06:22.120 --> 06:27.840 Now for people who have been following this crazy story, because it shows that there's 06:27.840 --> 06:33.740 way more than the mundane, the magical does exist. It depends on your perceptions and how 06:33.740 --> 06:38.480 sensitive you are that I was seeing 333 everywhere in my George Floyd book. I've 06:38.480 --> 06:45.980 bolded all the 33s because I've talked about Freemasonry and this occult link. And it turned 06:45.980 --> 06:53.540 out that this man has 333 on him and I'm now living around the corner from a building with 333 06:54.150 --> 06:59.040 and I moved like maybe seven blocks away from where he used to live without knowing. 06:59.040 --> 07:10.300 And so I also found a business card and on it it has a beautiful card. It has 333. So this morning 07:10.300 --> 07:18.400 I got an alert, an email and it said reputation profile ding or something. So I went to look 07:18.940 --> 07:26.220 and it showed my past addresses and I totally forgot that I lived on 333 Washington Boulevard 07:26.220 --> 07:33.180 in Marina del Rey and it so happens that there's a Washington Boulevard like 07:34.620 --> 07:41.740 just five minutes from here. So just watching all the synchronicities and wondering if it's almost 07:41.740 --> 07:48.080 also found this book awakening to remembering a journey of consciousness. It's almost like 07:48.080 --> 07:55.200 you left the book for me and I say that because when I last saw Snuffy on his way out I said 07:56.220 --> 08:00.500 I'm scared I'm not going to see you again. I already call him Snuffleupagus because he's an 08:00.500 --> 08:10.880 imaginary friend and he said I know that. How do you know that? So it's been maybe two months since 08:11.500 --> 08:16.180 I've last seen him and every time I see him it's like the first time and the millionth time 08:16.180 --> 08:22.980 and for me it is magical and I believe that things happen in the 5D first and then trickle 08:22.980 --> 08:29.860 down to the 3D. So I apologize Yash Paul for my long babble. Yash Paul is someone that I met 08:30.640 --> 08:37.760 in Costa Rica. I was looking for a place to stay so I had lived in one of Yash Paul's homes. 08:38.060 --> 08:44.620 There was a Saturday he was in there where I walked into the bedroom and there was a big 08:44.620 --> 08:51.620 scorpion and back then I still had some exposure on Facebook so I did a 08:52.440 --> 08:58.660 Scorpion Night Live and my friend Jimmy who lives in the jungle told me they're very territorial 08:59.180 --> 09:04.580 and I had to capture it and literally walk it across the street. Another day I found the big ass 09:05.860 --> 09:13.200 spider. So Yash Paul over the years when I've gone to Costa Rica I have an affinity for him 09:13.200 --> 09:20.500 and his work. I've done medicine with him. I've done combo with him and I've done Bufo 09:20.500 --> 09:28.240 and I've trusted him under supervision and he has an extraordinary story as well 09:28.240 --> 09:37.140 as far as kind of persecution on mysticism. So without further ado please hi Yash Paul. 09:37.140 --> 09:46.840 Thank you. Sorry for my long babble. It's fine. All right greetings. Thank you. 09:47.880 --> 09:52.300 May we start with just telling the audience a little bit about you? 09:54.100 --> 10:01.520 Okay my spiritual name is Yash Paul Vijayan. That's named from when I was 22 and 23 10:02.230 --> 10:10.780 Baba Hari Das gave me that name when I asked him to be a guru for me and then the next year 10:10.780 --> 10:19.400 I met Amici which was pretty amazing. It was only if people know who Matam, I'm hoping the rain's 10:19.400 --> 10:28.260 not too loud. Not yet. If it gets too loud I can move inside. Yeah I know all about that. 10:28.980 --> 10:38.060 So Matam Rita Nanda Maiye she's a hugging saint and when I met her it was a hundred. Now she hugs 10:38.060 --> 10:45.840 5,000 people a night when she incarnates as Divine Mother. She's hugged me. She blessed my B-movie. 10:46.900 --> 10:51.980 Well I had a very amazing experience with her. I drove four hours to a ferry and there was only 10:51.980 --> 11:01.440 100 of us on Orcus Island and when I had a dog that was with me from age 15 to 29 that went to all my 11:03.960 --> 11:11.100 college classes and my medical school classes and she only sang. She never barked. So when we got out 11:11.100 --> 11:17.460 of the car she said, oh there's Amici. Let's go see Amici and my dog was singing and she came 11:17.460 --> 11:24.400 up there and Amici fell in love with my dog and her little red kumkum on her head the little red dot 11:24.400 --> 11:31.560 went on to my dog's third eye and my dog would sing on command and Amici got very attached to my dog 11:31.560 --> 11:36.600 but then we go on the ferry and the captain gets on. We have a very interesting phenomena. We 11:36.600 --> 11:42.160 had eight oracle whales escorting the boat. So there were eight oracle whales in the front 11:42.160 --> 11:48.460 of the boat and then Amici and I were looking. This was up in Orcus Island in the San Juan Islands 11:48.460 --> 11:55.160 and a transient orca leaped out of the water and grabbed a seal off of a rock and Amici 11:55.160 --> 11:59.560 goes oh is this happening all the time? And I'm like no I think it's because you're on the boat. 11:59.980 --> 12:05.980 Now my joke is because I'm on the boat but anyway and then the first day I met her I got my dog 12:05.980 --> 12:12.760 all set up in my van and those of you that know about Amici when she was five she lived on the beach 12:12.760 --> 12:20.040 and animals were given her food and she was drinking right out of the udders of cows and so she always 12:20.040 --> 12:27.900 allows animals at her her events but I didn't know that. I had my dog set up in the van and 12:28.420 --> 12:31.800 I go inside and sit down and when she comes out the first thing she goes, 12:31.800 --> 12:38.360 Yash Paul where's Casey? I said well she's in the van she goes go get Casey and then I come in and 12:38.360 --> 12:45.380 then she brings me up on on stage and she goes Casey will be a human in the next life. Would 12:45.380 --> 12:52.040 you like a name? And I'm like well Yash Paul is not my birth name. Baba Haridaz gave me a name 12:52.040 --> 12:59.620 a year ago and then she said that she said that's okay I can give you a name too so both 12:59.620 --> 13:06.160 of them I gave all my birth information to them and then had a one hour meeting the next day with 13:06.160 --> 13:14.860 each of them and she gave me the name Lujayan. The reason I say that on that name is with Baba 13:14.860 --> 13:20.600 Haridaz Yash Paul means one whose fame is spread on the four corners of the universe 13:21.200 --> 13:27.480 and I was 22 and I said I don't want fame and he goes good fame bad fame the choice is yours 13:28.220 --> 13:37.980 and then and then and then she gave me Lujayan which means victorious one and so 13:40.120 --> 13:46.260 I'll get into it but the main thing is when I opened up my church down here in Costa Rica 13:47.920 --> 13:54.980 and I have a shop that we have entheogenic it's an entheogenic free church in the States 13:54.980 --> 14:01.640 and down here I opened it up and people first they were they're like oh Yash Paul's going to 14:01.640 --> 14:06.920 expose the valley of all these medicines and my response was it's about time that those of us 14:06.920 --> 14:15.180 that do these medicines need to stand up and uh and be strong and then when the quarantine 14:15.180 --> 14:23.080 happened I did a five in the O training and it ended March 18th and I was I had already rented 14:23.780 --> 14:32.460 where I'm at now in the land so I set up my retreat center and 11 mystics young people 14:32.460 --> 14:39.620 that I've never met before all got stranded and and then over the next like two months during the 14:39.620 --> 14:46.060 quarantine so I I issued a statement to the government that we weren't going to close that 14:46.060 --> 14:54.340 we were staying open and I issued that we're going to operate under loving the trinity of loving 14:54.340 --> 15:00.520 kindness personal responsibilities I'm sorry reason logic and personal responsibilities 15:01.860 --> 15:10.100 and then I agreed to all the neighbors that because a lot of foreigners came to my 15:10.640 --> 15:17.140 shop and I had a cafe at that time and so I saw somebody that I'd never met before I told my 15:17.140 --> 15:21.980 neighbors that I would check everybody's quarantine status of where they've been for the last 14 15:21.980 --> 15:30.380 days to get an idea about COVID and all that craziness and so a woman was there and I asked 15:30.380 --> 15:35.340 her uh where she's been for the last 14 days I don't have to tell you that I said well yeah 15:35.340 --> 15:40.840 you kind of do you know I this is my place and I made these agreements and I'm a man of my word 15:41.480 --> 15:46.040 and she said well I have something very similar to you I have conscious collectivo and I said well 15:46.040 --> 15:52.880 that's great uh but we can be in my alliance but right now I you'll notice I'm the only place 15:52.880 --> 15:59.680 that's open and uh I've made these agreements and uh and I only met her for 15 minutes and she 16:00.240 --> 16:05.080 stormed out of my place and said that you know negative things about me and that she's going to 16:05.080 --> 16:12.000 boycott me and then in July of 2020 she put on Facebook that I'm a sexual predator and a pretend 16:12.000 --> 16:20.220 shaman and then I have some sort of psychedelic church that I'm I find these people and uh 16:20.220 --> 16:27.520 sexual predator and all that craziness and it's I shaved off my beard after two years 16:28.240 --> 16:32.160 thinking that I was going to ignore all that stuff so it's been this long 16:32.920 --> 16:40.800 that uh that I've been trying to deal with this and can I interject for a second of course I want 16:40.800 --> 16:51.000 to take a step back and have you share about your experience as a physician and maybe touch upon 16:51.480 --> 16:58.920 you know other snags that's created that way that you've encountered before that I was in 16:58.920 --> 17:08.300 personally during the pandemic I I got there six days exactly before the country shut down 17:08.300 --> 17:16.020 actually we were at up together at um unesthetic dance you were there dancing um 17:16.740 --> 17:24.900 and during that time just to show a parallel first of all whatever was happening Costa Rica was 17:24.900 --> 17:32.160 happening in a delayed rollout because what happened to you was part of the snitch nation 17:32.160 --> 17:40.240 that this uh culture putting it in the culture that you would get rewarded by causing gossip 17:40.240 --> 17:46.260 which is really the emphasis of also spirituality where you don't want to be uh engaging in low 17:46.260 --> 17:55.100 level uh gossip is number one two it was pretty strict there for instance the organic shop in 17:55.100 --> 18:01.460 the mini cow that at one point the people there well they had to wear in Costa Rica the people wore 18:02.440 --> 18:08.700 visors that look didn't come out in America so much but at one point they had to wear the masks 18:08.700 --> 18:14.180 and the visors they would get fined ten thousand dollars if one of their employees 18:15.080 --> 18:21.860 wasn't um wasn't worried so I just I wanted to to share that where I was staying initially 18:21.860 --> 18:28.760 before I found my own place I was at an eco village where I had stayed before and when 18:28.760 --> 18:35.540 we got there after that aesthetic dance that Zach caught whatever was going around and he was 18:35.540 --> 18:44.720 back on his his uh asthma respirator and so he was coughing uh with abandon in this eco village 18:44.720 --> 18:51.120 this was also at the time of fomites where literally in Costa Rica per the government 18:52.200 --> 18:59.620 that you had to spray your doorknob let's just remind people and it was a crazy time 18:59.620 --> 19:06.900 we got kicked out of that eco village and they put a watch on Interpol to look for us 19:07.480 --> 19:15.180 so it was a crazy time so I just wanted to add that uh like Interpol looking for Miriam and Zach 19:16.400 --> 19:20.980 because they kicked us out of the eco village and I didn't I would have paid her the rent 19:20.980 --> 19:27.460 but look she she kicked me out on the spot and um I was forced to find somewhere so people 19:27.460 --> 19:36.180 were cuckoo and just one more thing that in the drama that Yash Paul got you know uh he'll 19:36.180 --> 19:44.080 continue on the story but I was there and I defended him and did not partake in the drama 19:44.080 --> 19:50.100 or believing because I had my own experience with Yash Paul so I just wanted to share that 19:50.740 --> 19:57.220 continue thank you so I really want to get back uh I see a total difference right now with 19:57.220 --> 20:08.560 the mine calendar and uh all of that and um tomorrow is the uh last day of the mine calendar 20:09.460 --> 20:18.480 year and then on sunday will be my new year and then with the eclipse season about three weeks 20:18.480 --> 20:25.500 ago till now all the astrology is really starting to open up this month is going to be really 20:25.500 --> 20:31.340 challenging but we're finally arriving to the Aquarian Age those of us that are on the forefront 20:32.260 --> 20:39.020 it's still going to be a hundred years before before the Aquarian Age is set in place 20:40.880 --> 20:48.180 but now I'll talk about what my mission is so in 1987 the harmonic convergence 20:49.040 --> 20:57.680 is when uh longer story I'm not going to get into but I did my first hit of MDMA that while I moved 20:57.680 --> 21:08.660 to I left college from New Orleans in May right after the jazz fest and then I had a woman and a 21:08.660 --> 21:15.140 baby that wasn't mine that I agreed to help her out and experience what it's like to be a dad 21:15.760 --> 21:22.580 and we drove all the way across the country from New Orleans all the way to Arcada California 21:23.440 --> 21:29.640 and then I um opened up my massage practice and three days later I went into the post office 21:29.640 --> 21:36.320 and a woman I was dancing with it at jazz fest was there and she wanted a massage and then she 21:36.320 --> 21:42.440 gave me a tip of a hit of MDMA for me to do on the harmonic convergence 21:43.140 --> 21:48.340 and I was like well thank you but I'm going to this event the Southern Oregon healing gathering 21:48.340 --> 21:56.880 and there's no drugs no dogs no alcohol and coming across the country we we stopped in Arkansas 21:57.320 --> 22:04.460 I only had a hundred dollars and my dad disowned me and so I had no money had a 71 VW van packed 22:04.460 --> 22:11.740 to the gill with a woman and a baby that wasn't mine and we we went to Coleman Mine in Arkansas 22:11.740 --> 22:21.580 and we dug this the slag piles and so I had like 80 pounds of crystals that I lived on and 22:22.340 --> 22:27.280 whenever we didn't have money at the gas station either Jesus would come to somebody to 22:27.280 --> 22:32.880 sell them to give us money to help us out or I'd sell crystals until I had enough money 22:32.880 --> 22:39.000 for gas and I moved all the way across the country and then when I um I went to that gathering 22:39.580 --> 22:47.260 I told her you know thank you oh she she worked for a psychotherapist in Mexico doing MDMA therapy 22:47.800 --> 22:53.980 and her job that summer was to travel around the United States to have everybody do MDMA 22:53.980 --> 23:00.320 on the harmonic convergence all at the same time wow this is before it became illegal or was it 23:00.320 --> 23:07.880 illegal well this was 1987 I don't think it was illegal yet um I had never done it before 23:07.880 --> 23:14.980 so I didn't know much about MDMA at that time I'm pretty sure it was it was um not illegal 23:14.980 --> 23:23.480 until after 87 but then I get to the gathering and then like rainbow gatherings on the day of the 23:23.480 --> 23:32.680 harmonic convergence there's a pure silence and I had decided that I until it gets broken up by 23:32.680 --> 23:39.880 the kids parade and I decided that I lived on these crystals for long enough and so I I decided I was 23:39.880 --> 23:45.880 going to give them all away on the harmonic convergence so I was down cleaning all the 23:45.880 --> 23:51.260 crystals in the river and everything and I was walking up and a voice came into my head and 23:51.260 --> 23:57.200 said time to do the MDMA and by that time I saw that people were smoking pot and doing 23:57.200 --> 24:04.020 mushrooms and everything I was like oh I guess I can and so I popped that the MDMA came up to the 24:04.020 --> 24:10.820 meadow and I put a crystal grid around me and I was meditating and completely locked in 24:10.820 --> 24:20.700 and that MDMA gave me a vision yeah that uh that it'd be 20 years of learning and then 24:20.700 --> 24:26.460 five years of doing my work and then it just ended so for like a year I was like well then what 24:26.460 --> 24:38.060 then what then what and this what we're in right now is the then what so um 2012 is when uh that 24:38.060 --> 24:44.820 25 years was opened the minds that I talked to about their prophecy with the mind calendar 24:45.460 --> 24:52.680 they said it was going to be between 2012 and 2018 and I I believe that's why the 24:53.440 --> 25:00.880 the quarantine happened all over the world is because people weren't ready for the new age and 25:01.560 --> 25:10.120 I believe now that we're arriving and uh can I ask you a question okay would you say that when 25:10.120 --> 25:15.400 you say that that's an interesting way to look at it do you are you saying in a way that 25:15.960 --> 25:21.480 also locking down I mean although a lot of people escaped in video games or whatever 25:21.480 --> 25:29.300 that it was a preparation to go within or what do you mean a preparation a preparation to 25:29.800 --> 25:37.720 quit your nine to five job and uh become who you really are and uh a lot of people got stuck 25:37.720 --> 25:47.140 in video games and conspiracies and whatever but the the universe needs us to be ready and 25:48.020 --> 25:58.860 that's what the way Pluto is going into Aries right right now or anyway I don't I don't know 25:58.860 --> 26:08.240 the if full moon in Aries which is what you are in Aries and I have five planets in Aries 26:08.720 --> 26:18.340 oh and and Chiron is in my destiny which is the wounded healer and uh my mind calendar seven 26:18.340 --> 26:26.100 ox so Johan Solomon he has a great book called the mind calendar of the and transformation of 26:26.100 --> 26:35.820 consciousness and he was a his uh molecular his file a cellular biologist or so a histologist 26:35.820 --> 26:44.920 and he studied the Mayan pyramids with uh that type of mind and he ended up writing that book 26:44.920 --> 26:53.160 and the nine levels of the pyramid the priests in the Mayan culture and I heard also in the 26:53.160 --> 27:00.240 Incan culture that they would uh the priests would stand at the top of the pyramid to talk 27:00.240 --> 27:10.260 as if they were from this time and uh with the Inca it was uh San Pedro or Wachuma and with the 27:10.260 --> 27:22.540 Mayans its mushrooms and um so the seventh level of the pyramid was 234 years and it was the energy 27:22.540 --> 27:29.840 of the masculine and it was power so that's the United States which obviously now is all 27:29.840 --> 27:38.960 falling apart and then uh and then the eighth level is only 12.9 the way they say it is that the 27:40.200 --> 27:48.200 that time speeds up by 20 fold on each level of the pyramid and so that that book he maps out 27:48.200 --> 27:57.060 everything in history uh and if you think about how long it took us to get from you know 27:57.060 --> 28:04.380 telephones to cell phones and internet and then all of a sudden we have instant messaging and 28:04.380 --> 28:13.540 right acceleration screaming all that so it's not that time speeds up by 20 fold it's manifestation 28:14.070 --> 28:24.140 that speeds up by 24 and so the eighth level of the pyramid was feminine and it's 12.9 years 28:24.550 --> 28:34.500 and it's uh ethics and so my theory is that the men had 234 years to screw everything up 28:34.500 --> 28:42.960 and the women only have 12.9 years to correct it and uh and then the last level of the pyramid which 28:43.590 --> 28:50.920 my prophecy is that we're entering that right now with the mine calendar on sunday and the 28:50.920 --> 28:58.920 aries full moon and the eclipses and all of this going on right now and that last level is uh both 28:58.920 --> 29:09.360 masculine and feminine um and we arrive to where we're equal and uh we live in oneness and love 29:09.360 --> 29:15.780 and so that's what i'm praying for and i'm hoping for and that's only 360 days and then 29:15.780 --> 29:23.140 we're at the top of the pyramid so can you can you uh uh comment on brine's uh there's a lot of 29:23.140 --> 29:28.740 different interpret interpretations of the mine calendar before that i just want to be what what's 29:28.740 --> 29:35.160 going on because i'm squinting i have my windows open and like five feet from here the the 29:35.160 --> 29:41.760 house in the corner is fucking totally wrapped wrapped up deadly poisons and you know there's 29:41.760 --> 29:47.640 something called what is it drift and so my eyes are burning because i'm an environmental indicator 29:47.640 --> 29:53.160 so i'm gonna need to just close i'm gonna duck down as you answer that question because i have to 29:53.160 --> 30:02.960 close my windows from the poisons the fucking poison sorry about that um so the i i follow the 30:02.960 --> 30:13.660 traditional mine count primarily it's a 13 it's a 13 20 time signature jose arguellis who also lived 30:13.660 --> 30:23.200 lived in ashland organ and his website was 13 moons dot com yeah he had the he had the dream 30:23.200 --> 30:34.460 spell calendar which he came up with the date of uh december 21st uh 2012 and had big celebrations 30:34.460 --> 30:41.880 at chichen itza and all of that so that was that was a four a how that was a four a how 30:41.880 --> 30:48.740 and the mine elders that i've talked to they say it's going to be a 13 a how 30:49.460 --> 30:59.060 and but anyway so the teen the 13 just to add to that that um i was listening to the i think the 30:59.060 --> 31:07.480 person behind the 13 moons that he said as above so below 24 degrees you know to the left because 31:07.480 --> 31:14.400 they they messed with the degrees so there's the thought that western astrology has been 31:14.400 --> 31:20.900 messed with somehow because they removed the 13 out of kind of the equation and made it let's say 31:22.100 --> 31:33.160 you know unlucky unlucky number well instead of 13 28 day months by the moon which is 31:33.660 --> 31:40.640 what it should be and maybe his 24 degrees is the because there's a day out of time for that 31:40.640 --> 31:50.080 365 days we just had it right i celebrate the day out of time but that might be the missing 31:51.180 --> 31:59.800 days of why it was a four a how instead of a 13 a how but the 13 20 which the minds say 31:59.800 --> 32:06.680 that a spaceship came down and gave them this information in the calendar while they were 32:06.680 --> 32:14.100 on mushrooms and uh jose arguellis he came up with his calendar while he was on mushrooms and 32:14.100 --> 32:21.080 then terence mackenna he had what was called the 13 20 time wave and so he had the time wave 32:21.080 --> 32:27.920 which was a vision that he had on mushrooms as well so that all seems like a 13 20 time signature 32:28.780 --> 32:34.880 is the mushrooms and uh you know there's theories that the spores for mushrooms and 32:34.880 --> 32:42.680 the mycelia that come all throughout the earth that that all came from other planets as well 32:43.280 --> 32:49.560 so all of that makes sense with me now back to what my mission is 32:51.740 --> 32:58.100 so in those 20 years where i was working and doing my stuff i got a degree in nature 32:58.100 --> 33:06.360 pathic medicine i was a pretty busy doctor i had a child went through all of that and i started 33:07.060 --> 33:17.780 working with ayahuasca and five m e o d m t um and mushrooms and m s m d m a and l s d 33:17.780 --> 33:24.680 and all of those and those have all had profound aspects of my life and then i did four vision 33:24.680 --> 33:37.500 quests in columbia and um on the so the last vision it was 13 days and you do four days of no 33:37.500 --> 33:53.380 food and water on day five the community comes and they bring you three pieces of fruit and a 33:55.180 --> 34:03.880 of the um tecping uh anyway his name is uh aurelio tecping colibias he came to me in a vision 34:04.560 --> 34:12.120 and he ordained me in the vision as a medicine man and then i got taken up in a golden light 34:12.880 --> 34:20.220 and then i memorized the document that is for my church and that's that's why i 34:20.900 --> 34:30.040 consider that that it's ordained and in that there's three tenets the first is that the laws of god 34:30.040 --> 34:34.580 supersede the laws of humanity so something comes from this earth it's our right and our duty to 34:34.580 --> 34:42.880 learn how to use it the second is direct communication with the divine no middlemen needed um direct 34:43.440 --> 34:51.280 communication with or without the use of sacraments and then the fourth is our bodies our temple 34:51.280 --> 34:58.420 and our laboratory what we choose to do with our bodies uh is between us and the creator and 34:58.420 --> 35:07.400 consenting adult and so that's the three tenets and then from that i'm in a scene so i left the 35:08.480 --> 35:14.940 um baptist church with my family and everything my dad's southern baptist and when i was 16 35:16.220 --> 35:24.480 is i shot a a deer my dad's a big hunter i shot a deer and i wounded it and i had to track it 35:24.480 --> 35:34.420 and then while i was um so two two big experiences when i was 16 when i had that deer to slit 35:34.420 --> 35:40.320 its throats and put it out of its misery the spirit of that deer talked to me and says why do you shoot 35:40.320 --> 35:47.420 me i still get tears now but why do you shoot me i was just eating and you shot me and uh so when 35:47.420 --> 35:52.360 i'm coming back my dad was like what are you oh you did really good son you know what are you 35:52.360 --> 35:56.900 gonna do with the hive you know you're gonna make a coat you know i said no i'm done hunting dad 35:56.900 --> 36:03.280 i'm not hunting anymore and it took me three years but went up by the time i was 19 i was 36:03.280 --> 36:10.940 vegetarian and um and then when i was 16 i also wanted to know what did jesus do from age 12 to 30 36:10.940 --> 36:17.160 because i didn't want to just hang out with my dad and uh and so i kept asking sunday school 36:17.160 --> 36:23.400 i'm a math whiz and i was valedictorian and skipped a grade and all that and so they were 36:23.400 --> 36:26.520 let's not worry about that let's figure out when he's coming back and they had me do 36:26.520 --> 36:32.640 all these calculations and then after the third time i came back also when i was 16 i came back 36:32.640 --> 36:37.780 to my dad and i said i'm not doing church anymore this is ridiculous i want to know what jesus did 36:37.780 --> 36:45.960 from age 12 to 30 and now i'm now i'm pretty sure that the ascenes and kumran and i think when he 36:45.960 --> 36:52.800 told off the the Pharisees in the church and then he disappeared from the bible i believe he went 36:52.800 --> 36:59.500 to kumran and in kumran they would clear their seven chakras through the seven pyramids 37:00.220 --> 37:06.360 and then they would go on a sojourn and wander around to india and pakistan and napal and 37:07.120 --> 37:17.560 isa there's lots of writings that this foreigner isa came and i believe that he learned uh the 37:17.560 --> 37:25.500 hindu meditation and uh got his enlightenment that way i want to say i want to say something 37:25.500 --> 37:33.520 sorry before you go on i also also was disowned by my christian dad although i was raised coptic 37:33.520 --> 37:40.720 orthodox i also was questioning things in sunday school and was like this doesn't at 13 this doesn't 37:40.720 --> 37:52.040 make sense these these their answers and uh there's another another similarity just being just 37:52.040 --> 37:59.940 being questioning of the of the story so you know jesus in my opinion if you know there's debate 37:59.940 --> 38:05.260 whether he existed and his story was definitely sigh often he was crucified because he needed a 38:05.260 --> 38:12.760 savior blah blah blah but he you know this is an exalted man that was living christ consciousness 38:13.420 --> 38:23.880 and transcending this duality illusion that we've been shown via the heart via tantra via plant medicine 38:27.040 --> 38:34.760 i i totally agree and to me in my life and what i tell my father now and all these things 38:35.320 --> 38:40.960 is that i'm a disciple of jesus but and when people the catholic church and people in my 38:41.520 --> 38:47.920 neighborhood hear they ask me what my church is about and we value the lives of jesus and mary 38:47.920 --> 38:56.160 magland and john the baptist and uh we honor their lives and and for me and you'll see in the 38:56.160 --> 39:06.540 church document and i identify you mary am but uh i i've had visions that i'm a reincarnation of 39:06.540 --> 39:19.640 john the baptist and uh that's where there's 144 that these high souls um yeah can split and there's 39:19.640 --> 39:28.440 many john the baptist many mary magland many jesus's and uh and i think all the disciples 39:29.240 --> 39:35.100 and whether they're archetypes but it does it in my research it does look like they all live 39:35.820 --> 39:43.340 and uh i believe that he reincarnated but i don't believe in the christian thing of i say that that 39:43.340 --> 39:48.760 jesus pointed the way but too many people are sucking on his finger and sinning because 39:48.760 --> 39:56.460 jesus takes it all away from him i do my best to live with the one creator of the trinity of 39:56.460 --> 40:03.980 creation whether that's brahma vishnu sheva or father son holy ghost or even bob marley 40:03.980 --> 40:11.540 bunny whaler and uh peter tosh so i look at the trinity and everything and i believe that 40:12.180 --> 40:19.180 so in the bible it says make di altar of acacia and i also have a church document that um 40:19.180 --> 40:28.380 benny shenan wrote a 25 page thesis and a you know the first issue of a new magazine that came out 40:29.180 --> 40:35.400 and i happened to hear hear about that on the radio when i was leaving my house in port 40:35.400 --> 40:42.720 towns in washington driving four hours down to portland to be on a radio show and as i pull 40:42.720 --> 40:56.740 into that driveway oops sorry my air pod just got out sorry okay okay says something cannot 40:56.740 --> 41:05.860 control the air pod when i'm on this thing are you hearing me yes okay yes we hear you so 41:08.520 --> 41:18.340 so with oh in the bible it's oh in benny shenan he says that in kumran the temples were all 41:18.340 --> 41:25.420 flanked with syrian rue and it says in the bible make di altar of acacia and if you think about it 41:25.920 --> 41:34.060 with acacia it's the easiest way to get dmk you just scrape the root bark and if you mix that with 41:34.060 --> 41:44.760 a syrian rue pangalam harmaline you get an iowaska analog really so he says that moses with the 41:44.760 --> 41:50.980 bird with the ark but also the ark of the covenant was made out of acacia well that's 41:50.980 --> 41:58.580 they think it is but um i believe the ark of acacia the ark of the covenant was made out of acacia 41:58.580 --> 42:05.000 but i also think that the angel sightings and the burning bush and the visions that are on the bible 42:05.000 --> 42:12.840 i believe that that that's visions that people did and so my theory is that 6 000 years ago 42:13.800 --> 42:25.120 a creator came in the dreams of the shepebo to mix the the harmaline is in the iowaska vine 42:25.800 --> 42:33.640 and then the leaf of the psychotria viridan is the dmt and they say it came in their dreams to mix 42:33.640 --> 42:40.760 those two plants and make iowaska and then on the other side of the planet in the desert instead 42:40.760 --> 42:52.020 of the wet jungle i believe came to moses and uh told him to um have the acacia which is the 42:52.020 --> 43:02.620 dmt now it's the wood and the leaf of pangalam harmaline which is why they flanked the temples 43:03.240 --> 43:08.780 with uh the pangalam harmaline and you mix those two and you get 43:09.720 --> 43:19.980 iowaska you get orally active dmt and uh dmt it hasn't been totally proven yet but uh both 43:19.980 --> 43:30.100 the dmt's 5 mio and then dmt and uh and and dimethyl tryptamine are both 43:31.610 --> 43:39.760 made in our bodies we know that melatonin is in the pineal gland and the 5 mio that i get 43:39.760 --> 43:47.660 now the pure molecule it starts as melatonin and then lab lab work and so i believe 43:48.140 --> 43:59.040 that the pineal gland makes 5 mio dmt and nnd mt as needed and we know that nnd mt 43:59.540 --> 44:06.340 is responsible for our dream state and 5 mio dmt is released so 44:07.880 --> 44:17.600 nnd mt is released at the time of birth death and dreaming 5 mio is released at the time of 44:17.600 --> 44:29.760 birth death and orgasm and uh wow so my theory and people always ask me about bufo 44:29.760 --> 44:36.560 those of you that know bufo bufo didn't get popular or known until a book was written about it 44:36.560 --> 44:45.720 in 2008 but i've been doing 5 mio and serving 5 mio since 1999 and uh 44:45.720 --> 44:54.660 the year the matrix came out just yeah that's that's interesting yeah and uh 44:54.660 --> 45:01.280 there's a longer story about us doing that but uh so i have i have a couple questions 45:01.820 --> 45:10.440 we also didn't make uh 5 mio illegal until 2011 really those of you yeah those of you 45:10.440 --> 45:17.860 that know who sasha shulgin is but he was he's known as the grandfather of mdma and his books 45:17.860 --> 45:24.900 teacoll and and teacoll but he was at the conference it was at a halloween mushroom millennial 45:24.900 --> 45:32.080 conference that paul stanitz put on but all of my mentors were there jonathan jonathan 45:32.080 --> 45:40.600 oct and christian rach and uh sasha shulgin and they were all there and my friend that 45:40.600 --> 45:49.500 got 5 mio and there were six of us that had rented a yurt and he asked if we all wanted to do it and 45:49.500 --> 45:56.640 we decided to do it but we didn't know anything about it and so 35 milligrams is what's called 45:56.640 --> 46:05.120 threshold for an mdmc and so we all did that and had really crazy experiences wow and uh but 46:05.120 --> 46:13.460 the threshold for 5 mio dmc is two milligrams and i normally serve somewhere between 10 and 15 46:13.460 --> 46:22.120 milligrams 14 is is the dose that i do but we all did 35 milligrams that first time and so 46:22.120 --> 46:32.820 we asked sasha shulgin i said uh um about 5 mio and he goes try try five milligrams and then try 46:32.820 --> 46:39.120 10 milligrams and decide somewhere in between i said well we did 35 milligrams and he goes well 46:39.120 --> 46:47.720 that must have been interesting and then in one of the talks and meetings that he had 46:48.440 --> 46:58.620 one of my one of our six people that did it and they asked why is 5 mio illegal and those of you 46:58.620 --> 47:06.260 that know sasha he was like six foot three and you know never combed his hair so he was there and 47:06.260 --> 47:15.260 he goes well well god needed a loophole that's the only way i can explain it god needed a loophole 47:15.260 --> 47:24.840 and 5 mio dmc is that loophole and so that's my favorite molecule and that's the molecule 47:24.840 --> 47:33.940 that i have complete mastery of and uh for me did i do that with you yes i think so you just said 47:33.940 --> 47:42.980 you did i yeah i just remember that i want to say i was on a mattress and i was the first time 47:42.980 --> 47:49.140 because i've done it a few times the first time i was because i'm a dancer and i didn't it's and 47:49.140 --> 47:55.900 that's a lot about surrender and there were a couple i mean it wasn't a big group but i ended up 47:55.900 --> 48:05.580 doing like an ethyl merman kind of choreography on the mattress and what what was happening was 48:05.580 --> 48:13.200 the medicine went you know i was hit by you know this i was hit by an sdb and i was it was bringing 48:13.200 --> 48:21.880 me back to do some clearing and the medicine i i was feeling it in in my femur and at that time 48:21.880 --> 48:30.020 in the jungle was a siren that passed by it wasn't like this in my police donation which you 48:30.020 --> 48:39.600 know it doesn't happen that you have an ambulance in where where your house is anyway so i've done 48:39.600 --> 48:46.060 i've done it with you and and these these medicines are sacred i want you to speak about 48:46.840 --> 48:53.880 you know the movement right now they're synthesizing it and i really feel the sacredness 48:53.880 --> 49:02.240 sacred is being replaced with synthetic and um can you speak to that as a mystic 49:03.060 --> 49:08.160 yeah i will i want to just tell you that yes that sounds like a five in the old experience 49:08.840 --> 49:18.160 for me in my church we have um what we call yeah but i don't i've served a thousands of people 49:18.160 --> 49:25.020 i don't remember everyone right but what what five in the old does is it seeks out an emotional 49:25.020 --> 49:32.960 place in you that keeps you from being free and over the first six to eight minutes you go through 49:32.960 --> 49:41.820 all that so your trauma your your all of that is what it goes through and then you land in the state 49:41.820 --> 49:51.520 of of oneness and purposeful universe and that it all makes sense and and like in an orgasm when you 49:51.520 --> 50:00.400 feel like you're gonna orgasm i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna and that's five in yo well i want to 50:00.400 --> 50:05.440 i want to speak to that sorry another thing you said that it's released during orgasm so 50:05.440 --> 50:17.060 orgasm is also if like i've had a kundalini to use the orgasm um more to clear my tube or clear 50:17.060 --> 50:25.980 i'm saying how i use an orgasm more is healing and not like you know low base sexual but more 50:25.980 --> 50:33.800 like a therapeutic um but it's i didn't know that that's what it releases during during that moment 50:34.540 --> 50:39.920 yeah so when you smoke it when you get the ceremony with me it's like a thousand fold orgasm 50:40.390 --> 50:51.660 all over your body okay and uh the five in yo to me is the big bang and then known as the god 50:51.660 --> 51:03.260 molecule and and mbm t is uh right after that super super visual and so that's the spirit 51:03.260 --> 51:13.680 molecule and it's the manifestation of creation and uh when you said about synthetic so the problem 51:13.680 --> 51:19.520 that i have is they're they're trying to take the visionary component out of a lot of medicines and 51:19.520 --> 51:26.520 there's a big thing about five in yo of their and iboga that they're trying to take the visionary 51:26.520 --> 51:35.200 aspect out of it but still have the therapeutic aspect and um i disagree with that for five in yo 51:35.720 --> 51:43.720 but i know the beckley foundation amanda fielding and all of that they're they're creating tablets 51:44.580 --> 51:53.460 with five in yo salt i think it is really is it legal uh they're just they're just trying 51:53.460 --> 52:02.080 to figure it out now but i'm actually on a hamilton's pharmacopia during the uh way back 52:02.080 --> 52:15.960 which is the world bufo conference in uh mexico and that has um so people say come to me oh i want 52:15.960 --> 52:22.340 the natural i just like like the bufo and i personally think that the pure morning out 52:28.680 --> 52:34.560 yeah it's out okay can you hear me or maybe it's the rain there's lag 52:37.780 --> 52:45.640 okay i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna move inside but i move inside my house a little bit of a mess but 52:45.640 --> 52:59.780 uh you can see the lion skin which uh this is i think i have enough battery okay sure 53:03.170 --> 53:09.440 okay we were right with the mess well if you can you can hear me i went to the psychedelic conference 53:10.080 --> 53:17.820 in miami can you hear me am i having am i okay can hear you can you hear me okay so i went to that 53:17.820 --> 53:23.540 i went to the second you know yes went to the psychedelic conference two years ago in miami 53:24.240 --> 53:33.600 and uh it was it's interesting you know any any uh fucking around with uh a plant you know again 53:33.600 --> 53:40.860 you're playing god and you know you're not down i'm not down with that i'm sure i'm sure you're 53:40.860 --> 53:46.360 not down with it it either it's like what's happening just to segue for a moment is 53:47.180 --> 53:54.880 the way i see it is the organic the synthetic world is kind of like seeping in like in the 53:54.880 --> 54:02.200 symbol on westworld the two circles and people in the next generations are not gonna necessarily 54:02.200 --> 54:10.460 even know what a divine spark is and that was also part of the pandemic whoever babies came in 54:10.460 --> 54:18.000 under that or i mean it altered because there's two things going on you know someone like you that's 54:18.000 --> 54:25.200 standing for mysticism and for the natural world and then all of these replicas which are not 54:25.200 --> 54:32.900 it's like it's a knockoff it's not the original and and people need to be able to discern with what is 54:34.040 --> 54:38.720 what is real and what is not but if they're not real how are they gonna know 54:39.880 --> 54:50.000 i understand at the same time the mineral kingdom so molecules and chemicals and all that 54:50.640 --> 54:57.600 that's a whole kingdom in itself as opposed to the plant kingdom and the animal kingdom yeah so me 54:58.480 --> 55:04.700 bufo and i think it there's there's a mayan 55:06.820 --> 55:16.680 or Aztec i think anyway but there's glyphs of somebody coming to to the king or the 55:16.680 --> 55:24.980 priest with a tiny little bag to give him a gift and with the bufo it's it only 55:26.040 --> 55:36.000 lives in the sonoran desert there between arizona and sonora um mexico unfortunately actually 55:37.240 --> 55:45.840 there's there's um bufo frogs uh here in even in west there's bufo but there's there's bufo here 55:45.840 --> 55:52.560 that come to my house all the time but bufo alverias and they change the name to insularia alverias 55:52.560 --> 55:58.660 but that's the only one that has five in the odm t in it the others have bufata mean which 56:00.120 --> 56:08.940 bufo has four tryptomines in it and in july and august they come out so they they're underground 56:09.500 --> 56:16.520 hiding for 10 months right and then they come out and all they want to do is re 56:18.200 --> 56:29.680 procreate and have fun and uh and now i mean there's there's i call them bufo gangsters there's 56:29.680 --> 56:38.920 bufo there's fat fat old men that hire teenagers to go collect collect the toads and bring them to his 56:38.920 --> 56:46.760 uh house and then they squirt all the toads there but there's two things are alive or isn't they're 56:46.760 --> 56:53.080 alive yeah they're alive but they just put them in a bag and so my joke is like hey where'd my 56:53.080 --> 56:57.140 friends go where's my home you know when they get released because they don't get really 56:57.140 --> 57:05.300 where the people that i get my bufo from they pick up each individual individual toad and they 57:05.300 --> 57:12.220 squirt it out of uh the gland onto glass or a mirror and then it dries and then they put 57:12.220 --> 57:19.060 them right back where they got it from but any animal like if if someone if your friend 57:19.620 --> 57:28.740 squeezes a zit on your back you you have right an emotion and what i find is that in bufo 57:29.960 --> 57:35.040 and that's what i told hamilton on this thing with with bufo 57:35.800 --> 57:46.520 number one there's four trypto beings in there so the bufo has the nn dmt the five mio dmt 57:46.520 --> 57:51.620 and then it has bufotenin and it has another tryptamine that i don't know much about but called 57:51.620 --> 58:00.460 nmt and so i find that the experience yes it's a little bit more visual because of the nn dmt 58:01.500 --> 58:08.340 but it also find it has fear in it so i think that fear comes into there so there's a lot more 58:08.340 --> 58:15.160 people who get a lot more scared and act out fear and i say it's more of a jagged 58:15.760 --> 58:22.760 way up because it's four tryptomines talking to you and for me the melatonin 58:25.180 --> 58:34.880 chemical process that they take it from melatonin in a lab into the pure molly my my pure we call 58:34.880 --> 58:43.180 it jaguar is more of a direct line to the godhead yes you go through that emotional stuff people 58:43.180 --> 58:50.580 can scream a women's orgasm is very different than a male orgasm and what i find is that men 58:51.340 --> 59:00.440 tend to exalt themselves or jump up and say i am god or whatever and women are like whoa wow and 59:00.440 --> 59:08.380 they're releasing and releasing i i didn't want to talk that much about five a meal but just an 59:08.380 --> 59:15.720 example i had a couple that came and i always i do couples i always do the woman first because the men 59:15.720 --> 59:24.840 can be scary and uh he he was a self-made millionaire from uh that made this cool 59:25.520 --> 59:31.600 medical device that he was showing me and all that stuff and then he and his partner decided to do 59:31.600 --> 59:38.220 five in the o and his wife was she took care of all the business stuff but she was really mild and 59:38.220 --> 59:46.360 you know reserved and all that stuff and he's a you know a brooklyn night and uh so we did hers 59:46.360 --> 59:52.020 first and the instructions are after you smoke it you take a little bit extra air put it in your 59:52.020 --> 59:59.040 lungs hold it for about 15 seconds but everything will start happening within 10 seconds and so 59:59.040 --> 01:00:07.340 you just close your eyes and lay down a symmetrical position and uh so she was slowest i've ever seen 01:00:07.340 --> 01:00:14.720 anybody go down she she goes really really slow all the way down and then she went through her 01:00:14.720 --> 01:00:24.620 process and then the first words that she said she goes did i do it right wow wow and then uh i 01:00:24.620 --> 01:00:35.720 finished her experience and uh and then it was the her husband's turn and within one minute he 01:00:35.720 --> 01:00:42.960 lays down within one minute he jumps up and he goes fuck you fuck you and fuck you to my assistants 01:00:42.960 --> 01:00:47.860 and the other people that were in the room and and then after like two or three minutes he goes 01:00:47.860 --> 01:00:54.420 ah man i'm sorry i i was talking to my uncles and my dad that said i'd never amount to nothing 01:00:54.420 --> 01:01:03.520 yeah fuck them man i'm a self-made millionaire and uh in any way so you know what what that when 01:01:03.520 --> 01:01:11.600 when you're sharing that what comes to me is wow these people are so tied into the persona 01:01:12.320 --> 01:01:20.820 it's not like in soul for me hearing that it's still very it's very rigid right it's not like that deep 01:01:20.820 --> 01:01:28.160 you know what i feel is like deep ancestral um really free there's so many layers to people 01:01:28.880 --> 01:01:36.480 and uh it's just interesting to me actually i think i've done bufo and only done that with you 01:01:36.980 --> 01:01:42.880 and that was quite a while ago it would have been a it would have been a special little lamp with 01:01:42.880 --> 01:01:53.020 argon gas that yes yeah i had on the altar but um but just to get the the main thing is is the 01:01:53.020 --> 01:01:59.000 traumas so so women they get very emotional and they're like help help i need help i need help 01:01:59.000 --> 01:02:04.780 help help can someone please help me and i just ignore that for those six minutes i've 01:02:04.780 --> 01:02:08.380 served it and their friends are like why aren't you helping her why aren't you helping her 01:02:08.380 --> 01:02:13.020 or they go through their their sexual abuse traumas or something like that 01:02:13.660 --> 01:02:22.320 his trauma his dad was a was a plumber i think and so you think about a brooklyn a brooklyn plumber 01:02:22.320 --> 01:02:31.200 in the 1950s and 60s you know the way they might treat their son and uh and him getting into 01:02:31.200 --> 01:02:36.280 spiritual stuff and whatever you'll never that's crazy talk you know you'll never amount to nothing 01:02:36.280 --> 01:02:43.900 and all that type of stuff so the first time i started doing five mio it was all about my dad 01:02:43.900 --> 01:02:49.780 never being proud of me and uh and so that's what i used to all this process because he thinks 01:02:49.780 --> 01:02:56.080 i'm an atheist and that i follow idol worship and that you know even i talked to him yesterday 01:02:56.080 --> 01:03:00.900 and he's like well son you just have to take jesus as your as your savior get on your knees 01:03:00.900 --> 01:03:11.480 and get jesus and i'm like well dad my entire life is dedicated to to jesus and back to that is that 01:03:12.180 --> 01:03:18.240 so in my church documents when that came and i memorized it all on the on the mountain 01:03:18.960 --> 01:03:28.260 and kept it and then i wrote it when i got off the mountain in 2009 and um so in i was at 222 a.m 01:03:28.260 --> 01:03:33.460 by the i always wear a watch because i'm a doctor and so anytime i have these experiences i have them 01:03:33.460 --> 01:03:39.820 calculated basically in my head of what the time was and you'll see on the church documents it's that 01:03:42.440 --> 01:03:47.520 222 in the morning is when that happened because even on the mountain i have my watch 01:03:47.520 --> 01:03:57.260 but anyway that's that's just me as a doctor so what i want so for me it's identifying 01:03:58.260 --> 01:04:08.980 the 144 000 um reincarnated ascenes right and i know i'm one of the 144 thousand 01:04:09.780 --> 01:04:19.100 absolutely and uh people know who the santadime is but the santadime is a ayahuasca church 01:04:19.660 --> 01:04:24.280 that's based in in brazil but in ashland orgin which is where i live in the states 01:04:25.160 --> 01:04:30.900 they won the supreme the state supreme court for their right to do medicine and then 01:04:32.380 --> 01:04:42.280 there's a book uh anyway it's a book about i'm trying to think what the name was but i had a 01:04:43.640 --> 01:04:49.320 i had a client that lived in portland and i was living in port towns in washington 01:04:49.320 --> 01:04:56.380 and when i would when i would go to music down in portland she would let me stay at her house and 01:04:56.380 --> 01:05:03.900 then a few years later she wanted to be a client and she drove up to port towns and and asked me 01:05:03.900 --> 01:05:08.460 about hotels and stuff and i said well you know you you can stay at my house i usually don't have 01:05:08.460 --> 01:05:12.540 clients stay at my house but you can stay at my house because i've always stayed at your house 01:05:12.540 --> 01:05:22.560 you don't have to buy a hotel and then i came back from uh the time i had this the vision of 01:05:22.560 --> 01:05:29.240 john the baptist and all that stuff and i told her that vision and she said oh you know that's 01:05:29.240 --> 01:05:34.720 sabastio it's called forest of visions oh yeah he he says he's a reincarnation of john the 01:05:34.720 --> 01:05:39.380 baptist and it's all in his book forest of visions and i had the book but i hadn't read it 01:05:39.380 --> 01:05:50.700 yet so i read that book and i i keep a headband or when i'm in cold country i i wear a tan you know 01:05:51.640 --> 01:06:00.260 lost the hat and and i do that to keep my crown i accentuate my crown for my connection to the 01:06:00.260 --> 01:06:09.460 divine right and um so he he uh always wore a little hat and he had a long beard in his picture 01:06:09.460 --> 01:06:16.540 there and he said he's a reincarnation of john the baptist bringing the ascenes to a new era 01:06:16.540 --> 01:06:22.800 and that's what his whole vision was when he started the santadime church now back to ashland 01:06:22.800 --> 01:06:30.440 i can't remember what year it was but um they were having they won the supreme court and so 01:06:30.440 --> 01:06:37.980 they serve they they do their uh every two weeks they do their uh ayahuasca to the community there 01:06:38.560 --> 01:06:47.100 and they were bringing uh sabastio's son i'm spacing out his name right now but anyway 01:06:47.100 --> 01:06:55.880 they're bringing him and uh there's a whole thing of that with the united states it's a one sacrament 01:06:55.880 --> 01:07:05.620 you know peyote the nat american church gets peyote and uh santadime they won for ayahuasca 01:07:06.220 --> 01:07:13.200 and i smoke tobacco there's a longer story around that but i always do a tobacco prayer 01:07:13.680 --> 01:07:22.340 and yeah back in the day i would only do four puffs to before every ceremony and so 01:07:23.200 --> 01:07:32.900 anyway they had 125 people in a jewish synagogue a block and a half from the police station 01:07:33.260 --> 01:07:42.380 they did ceremonies of 125 people a block from the from the station from the police station 01:07:43.260 --> 01:07:50.660 and uh i always purge on the earth when i do ayahuasca ceremonies but with them we were in 01:07:50.660 --> 01:07:56.200 pews and so it was all these people in pews and if you had to vomit it's like uh excuse me excuse me 01:07:56.200 --> 01:08:01.000 excuse me and then you have to go to the very back and they had these buckets and they do these 01:08:01.000 --> 01:08:10.200 these guardians so anytime someone's purging they they uh bring in so they're very catholic 01:08:10.200 --> 01:08:16.040 they wear catholic uniforms right all this craziness and they have these guardians and so when 01:08:16.040 --> 01:08:20.300 you're purging they're protecting you with the name of jesus and everything and so 01:08:20.300 --> 01:08:26.060 i go back there and there's some guy standing next to me and he's he's saying jesus christ 01:08:26.060 --> 01:08:31.520 helped this guy you know all this and and i'm like uh excuse me could you just like be quiet 01:08:31.520 --> 01:08:37.020 so i can purge you know and because it was distracting to me and then i finished purging 01:08:37.500 --> 01:08:44.180 and then he came and he took it and then when he came back i said hey where did you put my purge 01:08:44.180 --> 01:08:49.240 and he said oh we just uh dump him in the toilet and rinse it out and put the bucket back and i'm 01:08:49.240 --> 01:08:57.220 like not my purge my purge goes on the earth and so the next day i i talked to the head guardian 01:08:57.220 --> 01:09:03.640 and everything and i asked him if i could purge outside and uh i specifically went there 01:09:04.400 --> 01:09:10.660 to set an alliance between my church being the scenes and john the baptist and the santa 01:09:10.660 --> 01:09:17.080 dimey church and with the with the son and the leader of the church coming so that was my 01:09:17.080 --> 01:09:27.340 purpose was to set an alliance between our two churches and uh and then so i uh i got the 01:09:27.340 --> 01:09:34.700 permission to purge outside so i was only oh the 125 people and uh and then that day 01:09:36.000 --> 01:09:44.380 i went to do a prayer it was it was a 12 hour work which was crazy to me but that's when they dance 01:09:44.380 --> 01:09:52.040 and they march around and all that stuff and um they're all wearing white except the all the 01:09:52.040 --> 01:09:59.700 guardians are in catholic uniforms but i go there and i and i go to smoke my tobacco and do this 01:09:59.700 --> 01:10:03.780 prayer and so there were some people out there in the shade and i said is everybody okay if i 01:10:03.780 --> 01:10:09.400 smoke tobacco and then the sky stands up and he's like absolutely not this is a one sacrament church 01:10:10.120 --> 01:10:18.600 and uh and all this stuff and uh you know i'm sure you know the dantian here so i just 01:10:18.600 --> 01:10:24.240 went to his dantian and i said i don't receive that i'll go smoke my tobacco somewhere else 01:10:24.240 --> 01:10:32.520 and then i went like the front of i went to the front of the uh and remember now i'm addicted to 01:10:32.520 --> 01:10:39.660 tobacco but uh i'm sure your tobacco smoking is way better than what most right it's not you're 01:10:39.660 --> 01:10:48.580 not smoking more bros no i smoke really but i got addicted because uh um when i came in from 01:10:48.580 --> 01:10:55.440 mexico some at one point so i traveled with all my feathers and uh so they took all my feathers 01:10:55.440 --> 01:11:02.260 away and then i was in a eight months of uh communication with the department of interior 01:11:02.260 --> 01:11:09.300 year and i remember that i threatened it up yeah that was in 2013 i threatened it all the way to 01:11:09.300 --> 01:11:16.180 the supreme court and uh they gave me all my feathers back but i kept a tobacco prayer for 01:11:16.180 --> 01:11:23.000 eight months that's beautiful and uh and i won i got all my feathers back and everything first 01:11:23.000 --> 01:11:29.260 they wanted to charge me 81 thousand dollars ten thousand dollars for each condor feather 01:11:29.750 --> 01:11:37.680 and a thousand dollars for each raptor feather so it was 81 thousand dollars is what they wanted 01:11:37.680 --> 01:11:44.120 me to pay for fines and then i won all of that and first they agreed to give them all back except 01:11:44.120 --> 01:11:56.600 for condor eagle owl hawk and blue heron and uh and i still travel with all those documents 01:11:57.320 --> 01:12:03.540 because it says uh yeah he broke this law however he claims religious freedom and he does 01:12:03.540 --> 01:12:10.460 seem sincere and convicted with his beliefs and so it keeps saying that for every law that i broke 01:12:11.000 --> 01:12:15.380 well i want to say i want to say a couple things if i can interrupt one i just i'm 01:12:15.380 --> 01:12:21.740 very i'm sorry i'm very distracted but if i could like well i probably can't see 01:12:22.620 --> 01:12:29.500 but there's like anyway the whole house is tented and i could even though i i'm so sensitive it 01:12:29.500 --> 01:12:37.760 fucking sucks but i can just it's how long is this house going to be tented anyway there's that too 01:12:37.760 --> 01:12:45.560 i just want to say as far as the ayahuasca ceremonies having done you know a handful i 01:12:45.560 --> 01:12:53.060 want to just say so the last time that i before my own great reset and my kundalini i ironically did it 01:12:53.060 --> 01:13:03.060 in corona california and when i got there i'm an adult and i have a high eq and uh i know myself 01:13:03.060 --> 01:13:11.520 right but i don't know who they were dealing with one they did mix pot with uh with ayahuasca the 01:13:11.520 --> 01:13:19.180 shaman i don't know what her name was sweet pebble or something like that some some you know who 01:13:20.000 --> 01:13:29.380 she gave uh little samples to everyone and also rape and i'm a warrior to see these men 01:13:29.380 --> 01:13:36.840 like just literally fall down of of taking a hit of rape there was one woman that's all she needed 01:13:36.840 --> 01:13:47.380 the little the little uh aya but there was one person at the ceremony this is 2018 corona california 01:13:47.380 --> 01:13:56.060 and she vacated her body the supposed shaman sweet pebble was having an argument with the 01:13:56.060 --> 01:14:03.540 disembodied whoever the fuck was in that person's body and i was you know watching it that's 01:14:03.540 --> 01:14:10.600 when i was like yeah i really need to be i'm too sensitive for all these energy flying around 01:14:10.600 --> 01:14:19.260 then i knew that i wanted to do a psychic surgery and the woman they were mostly hispanic 01:14:20.110 --> 01:14:30.260 took a uh i'm on the medicine took a handkerchief and pulled my neck so damaged my my sacral 01:14:30.260 --> 01:14:40.260 to this day i still can feel um the impact of how fucking hard she pulled and i was just to kind of 01:14:40.260 --> 01:14:48.460 appalled at the how they conducted the ceremony now this last time that i did ayahuasca which 01:14:48.460 --> 01:14:54.920 was in homestead that i personally was offended that the shaman said that we've been plagued by 01:14:54.920 --> 01:15:02.020 hiv and coronavirus and was told not to listen to anybody else that i'm an ancient soul and to 01:15:02.020 --> 01:15:09.380 listen to myself but there's so many there's been so much abuse because i've gone to a 01:15:09.380 --> 01:15:15.780 handful of ceremonies also if they're inside which is i'm sorry retarded because you want to be 01:15:15.780 --> 01:15:24.760 free and you you don't want to be caged like an animal and it's just you know it's it's to be 01:15:24.760 --> 01:15:31.760 a mystic like yourself and to really hold the medicine sacred it's a big responsibility 01:15:32.560 --> 01:15:38.240 and so who you because now it's become fashionable or like ah we're gonna charge you $1300 to do 01:15:38.240 --> 01:15:45.540 an ayahuasca ceremony which is very similar and i mean it's just like everything um 01:15:46.420 --> 01:15:53.240 the sacredness is is removed so i wanted to just share that and you said what your third tenant 01:15:53.960 --> 01:16:00.640 you know to treat your body like a temple and to do our bodies both a temple and a laboratory in 01:16:00.640 --> 01:16:07.540 other words yes if you do mushrooms at a festival uh you have that right you just for religious 01:16:07.540 --> 01:16:12.480 purposes you do a ritual i always bless the trinity before i eat anything so if there's 01:16:12.480 --> 01:16:19.280 witnesses okay so i wanted to say something to that that's the laboratory go ahead so sorry the 01:16:19.280 --> 01:16:29.200 laboratory part so let's say you i want to segue into ibogaine and your work with addicts so if 01:16:29.200 --> 01:16:38.720 someone is choosing to um do a drug that comes with low level frequencies or demonic forces 01:16:39.360 --> 01:16:42.360 it's their right to do that because it is their body 01:16:42.860 --> 01:16:48.800 so can you talk a little bit about ibogaine and working with addicts and if you want to comment on 01:16:49.340 --> 01:16:57.320 what i just said okay well first off i've done i used to organize ceremonies in the states 01:16:57.960 --> 01:17:03.340 every three months we go to three locations and do four ceremonies at each location 01:17:04.180 --> 01:17:12.540 and i calculated at one point but i've done ayahuasca well over a thousand times and i pay attention to 01:17:13.220 --> 01:17:21.900 to my visions with ayahuasca and all of that anyway i highly recommend that you find out 01:17:22.620 --> 01:17:27.280 what tradition they're following or if they're even following tradition and all of that 01:17:27.780 --> 01:17:38.880 so um when i first did ayahuasca though was in new york city and it was Guillermo Arevalo he 01:17:40.560 --> 01:17:47.040 we was in a yoga studio in manhattan somewhere and they had 01:17:49.620 --> 01:17:55.540 adult diapers they handed out adult diapers to everybody in case you didn't make it to 01:17:55.540 --> 01:18:04.400 the bathroom in time and uh and uh and the shippeebo the shippeebo and the club almost all the 01:18:04.400 --> 01:18:17.240 indigenous there they consider cannabis as a jealous sister of uh of ayahuasca and uh the 01:18:17.240 --> 01:18:26.720 santadime in ashland and in brazil they smoke cannabis during the ceremony and and all of that so 01:18:26.720 --> 01:18:33.220 what i've just what i've discovered and i got this from from shemshai actually but uh what i 01:18:33.220 --> 01:18:45.100 discovered is that uh ayahuasca just has to follow a system of a protocol and so you open the 01:18:45.100 --> 01:18:55.440 ceremony you close the ceremony you what um what my friend had said before he closed the ceremony 01:18:55.440 --> 01:19:04.560 everybody gets back into your own into your places because he found that things go haywire if he 01:19:04.560 --> 01:19:15.080 doesn't close the ceremony with everybody back in the same position of their circle what do you 01:19:15.080 --> 01:19:20.120 he just said that we didn't have it because everyone went back to their places and all that 01:19:20.120 --> 01:19:27.660 but the point is is that's his system and he's fantastic and uh if i didn't want to put his 01:19:27.660 --> 01:19:41.500 name out out on this but uh he is amazing and uh but um so i work with the columbian shamans 01:19:41.500 --> 01:19:50.000 i used to work a lot with the shipibo and uh both of them i get blamed because i'm the organizer and 01:19:51.180 --> 01:19:56.300 somebody smokes pot or they bring pot or whatever and i'm like look i told them but they brought it 01:19:56.300 --> 01:20:04.920 anyway you know but they these these shamans true shamans i'm not a shaman i'm a medicine man 01:20:05.500 --> 01:20:12.380 i understand all the different medicines and sacraments but these guys only do 01:20:12.380 --> 01:20:20.240 yahe in columbia or ayahuasca with the shipibo and peru and uh so they don't do five 01:20:20.240 --> 01:20:27.060 m e o in mushrooms and all this other stuff but when i was when i was at that first ceremony 01:20:27.060 --> 01:20:36.480 with Guillermo somebody had cannabis in their bag and he he could sense the spirit of cannabis 01:20:36.480 --> 01:20:43.400 in the room and so he when he came out and he said i'm sorry we can't start somebody here has 01:20:43.400 --> 01:20:51.220 cannabis uh it needs to leave the room no judgments but you know we cannot have and then 01:20:51.220 --> 01:20:57.280 you know people were denying it and everything he says look it's okay just if you have cannabis 01:20:57.280 --> 01:21:03.020 in your bag please tell me and take your bag out of the room and then we can start and finally 01:21:03.020 --> 01:21:12.640 somebody did so anyway it's very interesting in that way um i i just started we we do a family 01:21:12.640 --> 01:21:21.780 sit in ashland every second friday of the month and so just last month i'm starting to do it so i'm 01:21:21.780 --> 01:21:27.840 starting to serve myself but i don't sing i don't have songs i know how to take care of people but 01:21:27.840 --> 01:21:34.640 i don't have songs and we just do it at the same time um so we have a family sit up there and 01:21:34.640 --> 01:21:40.820 then my family sit down here and uh it's how we all learn how to work on the medicine and 01:21:40.820 --> 01:21:47.160 all of that but i've done it over a thousand times and i've studied with three different shamans but 01:21:47.160 --> 01:22:01.580 anyway with eboga yeah yeah with eboga now that you know eboga was with the pygmies the pygmies 01:22:01.580 --> 01:22:07.800 and it's grown in the center of africa and it's no i i believe it's the tree of knowledge 01:22:08.500 --> 01:22:15.320 so i believe that the tree of knowledge is eboga growing in the center of africa that the pygmies 01:22:15.320 --> 01:22:22.500 have taken care of for thousands of years and then the buiti is who have the tradition now 01:22:23.240 --> 01:22:32.600 and the buiti a thousand years ago they started that and it was because um well the way the 01:22:32.600 --> 01:22:46.760 way eboga was discovered with the pygmies is um a uh so the porcupine is the the um animal totem 01:22:46.760 --> 01:22:53.760 i guess you could say uh for the spirit of eboga and the reason is is the reason is is because 01:22:53.760 --> 01:23:06.520 the pygmies um this one guys was hunting and he brought back a a porcupine to his wife to cook 01:23:07.120 --> 01:23:16.080 the the porcupine and then he fell asleep and so she was upset that she took this porcupine and 01:23:16.480 --> 01:23:23.480 he was sleeping everything i don't know what it was it was thousands of years ago but 01:23:23.480 --> 01:23:33.900 anyway this is the story this is the origination story of eboga and uh so she ended up eating the 01:23:33.900 --> 01:23:38.860 porcupine and then all of a sudden she had all these visions and everything and she didn't know 01:23:38.860 --> 01:23:45.300 what happened and so she called up the the medicine man not called up but went and got the medicine 01:23:45.300 --> 01:23:51.040 man or whatever anyway the medicine man came and he started thinking about things and then he 01:23:51.040 --> 01:23:58.380 he asked the hunter and he said where did you get that porcupine and so he was 01:23:59.300 --> 01:24:08.000 the porcupine was feeding on the root of eboga and uh so they found that and so they took that root 01:24:08.000 --> 01:24:12.600 and gave it to the woman again and then she had the same experience so that's how 01:24:12.600 --> 01:24:21.480 eboga was discovered one of the first times i did eboga here in Costa Rica while actually i didn't 01:24:21.480 --> 01:24:28.200 do it that day but i was just talking to a man that he does i think it's crazy but he does this 01:24:28.200 --> 01:24:37.040 thing called his website's something like eboga yoga eboga yoga play and they do small amounts of 01:24:37.040 --> 01:24:44.140 of eboga with that and i just happened to i was driving it's like six hours away and i 01:24:44.720 --> 01:24:50.960 went to go talk to him and while we were talking about all of this stuff a porcupine came by 01:24:51.460 --> 01:24:56.460 and i thought that was a very interesting coincidence yeah so for me 01:24:59.260 --> 01:25:09.900 eboga is a 36 hour experience and ibogaine is just one alkaloid ibogaine hydrochloride 01:25:10.110 --> 01:25:18.920 is the one alkaloid it they've never been able to synthesize it it only comes out of the 01:25:19.880 --> 01:25:28.880 the plant itself there's three different sorry does i mean it's endangered that there's 01:25:29.640 --> 01:25:35.200 they're talking about it now but there's a lot of people make there's actually now there's a 01:25:35.200 --> 01:25:46.600 eboga plantation here but um in in gaban and and the tango they have large plantations 01:25:47.820 --> 01:25:56.640 and uh there's i'm on some eboga groups you know work with all that but yes uh that is the issue 01:25:57.480 --> 01:26:03.100 with howard lots off in 1962 he was a heroin addict in new york city 01:26:04.040 --> 01:26:12.380 and somebody had eboga or ibogaine and gave him a he was looking for the next best high 01:26:13.040 --> 01:26:21.680 and uh they gave him eboga and he had all these visions and and he didn't he realized 01:26:21.680 --> 01:26:29.300 afterwards that he hadn't done heroin for five years or five days so five days he's like how is that 01:26:30.140 --> 01:26:36.100 and so he's the one that started in 1962 and he spent his entire life trying to get 01:26:36.100 --> 01:26:42.420 ibogaine legal for people getting off of heroin so that's when that started was 1962 01:26:42.420 --> 01:26:54.080 but where i learned eboga was sarah glatt in in amsterdam but um there's a guy here in 01:26:54.080 --> 01:27:02.200 costa rica that's a 10th generation gaban medicine man with eboga and i did a trade 01:27:02.200 --> 01:27:08.480 i did a trade with him where i bought brought six people in exchange for him giving me a 01:27:08.480 --> 01:27:11.760 eboga but but he was uh 01:27:14.380 --> 01:27:23.380 really dedicated to to convince me that eboga is much better than all these other medicines 01:27:23.380 --> 01:27:28.820 and ayahuasca and all that stuff and then he wanted to prove that to me and gave me a 01:27:28.820 --> 01:27:34.180 large dose so there's three ways there's the root bark which is the traditional way 01:27:34.180 --> 01:27:43.360 that you just chew the root bark and uh you do tablespoon doses and usually this two is enough 01:27:43.360 --> 01:27:53.920 that he gave me four and then there's what's called ta and pta and ta is called total alkaloid so that's 01:27:53.920 --> 01:28:02.640 where they extract it they're basically just taking out the fiber and uh so it keeps all 01:28:02.640 --> 01:28:12.540 13 alkaloids in it there's pta where they do that more so and i don't know the details of that but 01:28:12.540 --> 01:28:24.880 percentage wise the ta is like 30 percent um ibogaine and then the pta is like 60 to 80 percent 01:28:24.880 --> 01:28:32.360 and then there's ibogaine which is 95 to 100 percent just the one alkaloid of ibogaine 01:28:32.640 --> 01:28:41.940 ibogaine is what blocks 100 percent of the uh 100 percent of the opiate receptors 01:28:42.800 --> 01:28:53.040 and then and it blocks 50 percent of the nicotinic receptors but spiritually eboga does not attack 01:28:53.040 --> 01:29:11.340 um marijuana um tobacco or benzos and uh but it it just on its own so ayahuasca i had my medical 01:29:11.340 --> 01:29:17.600 equipment all set up at this one place and we did ayahuasca all night and so the last cup 01:29:17.600 --> 01:29:26.640 of ayahuasca i did was like seven hours before that and i was walking by and i used to have this 01:29:26.640 --> 01:29:32.960 equipment called a biotrain analyzer and it would check the ph of your blood urine and saliva 01:29:33.480 --> 01:29:38.840 and you can look at different things that's going on the body but i had that equipment set up 01:29:39.360 --> 01:29:49.720 and so i go hey i wonder what my ph is and uh so i drew my blood and i did my ph and the ph of my 01:29:49.720 --> 01:30:01.880 blood was 8.5 and that was seven hours after my last cup of ayahuasca and um if people don't know 01:30:01.880 --> 01:30:09.260 but in medical school we're taught that the body does everything possible to keep your blood at 01:30:09.260 --> 01:30:25.940 7.4 ph just a little bit alkaline and uh when i worked at for gable cousins we did that phs 01:30:26.540 --> 01:30:36.320 on everybody and i worked there for three years um i never saw the even on raw food vegans 01:30:36.320 --> 01:30:50.340 the highest the ph ever was the 7.55 and uh so for being 8.5 seven hours after my last cup of 01:30:50.340 --> 01:30:58.120 ayahuasca i believe that ayahuasca works by fully alkalinizing the blood 01:30:58.120 --> 01:31:07.520 and i believe it gets up to 11 on the ph scale and if you think about it all of our toxicity 01:31:07.520 --> 01:31:13.980 which i know you know enough about this but is acid waste so i believe that our depression 01:31:13.980 --> 01:31:25.440 and uh mental issues is uh is acidic thoughts our our pains in our body are all lactic acid and 01:31:26.200 --> 01:31:34.100 acids and everything so i believe my theory is that ayahuasca works by fully alkalinizing the 01:31:34.100 --> 01:31:41.980 body and and you have BMT but the harmaline is what i think probably does all the healing of 01:31:42.740 --> 01:31:48.460 the ph and everything so i've always wanted to my daughter's a nurse and she hasn't 01:31:48.460 --> 01:31:54.220 wanted to do this yet but i want to get a nurse that we have like five or six people that just 01:31:54.220 --> 01:32:00.880 have a port and we just draw a little bit of blood and we see what the ph is every hour so we can 01:32:00.880 --> 01:32:08.460 see what what it does and so that's the research thing i want to do now now yeah now to iboga 01:32:08.460 --> 01:32:14.440 yeah i want to know i want to know also the difference in your experience like just if you 01:32:14.440 --> 01:32:22.720 can like the the trip how is it different i i'm going to tell you all that um so with iboga 01:32:24.460 --> 01:32:31.440 it i believe it works under the electrical system so it can cause you always have to do your 01:32:31.440 --> 01:32:40.020 your heart rate you can't i mean your ekg it slows your heart really slows you have to your qt 01:32:40.020 --> 01:32:46.180 interval has to be a certain because it's going to get wider and wider and wider and your heart 01:32:46.180 --> 01:32:56.080 will just stop and also um wow it um you can't have any arrhythmias you can't have any history 01:32:56.080 --> 01:33:03.280 of seizures and all of that but you can do benzos if they are on heroin and they have a history 01:33:03.280 --> 01:33:12.780 of seizures then you can do benzos why if you do heroin do you get us do you get no no but no 01:33:12.780 --> 01:33:20.940 but iboga does and alcohol causes seizures withdrawal from alcohol but um the main thing is 01:33:20.940 --> 01:33:28.320 that iboga itself can cause a seizure no i've had like three people get seizures 01:33:29.340 --> 01:33:36.660 and the guy which why i'm arrested down here and all this stuff the guy that just recently died i 01:33:36.660 --> 01:33:47.240 believe he had a seizure but anyway with iboga it's the only medicine that i know if it offers 01:33:47.240 --> 01:33:57.640 you a place to experience a vision to die you will die and we call it we call it a root contract 01:33:58.290 --> 01:34:07.960 and what i've learned is that from studying with that guy it was 10th generation he um 01:34:08.460 --> 01:34:18.200 he so iboga the visions will be circular or worm holy and you can travel to any dimension 01:34:18.900 --> 01:34:25.960 but if you go through a circle or a tunnel um 01:34:27.460 --> 01:34:35.320 like that then you go to a different dimension but if you um if you go through squares or diamonds 01:34:36.040 --> 01:34:43.760 so angular things doorways windows those you can die so i always have those 01:34:45.180 --> 01:34:52.480 discussions so you basically say you're not going to the triangles right don't don't go to the door 01:34:52.480 --> 01:34:59.420 what through the doorways and the triangles uh not well you you want to go through circles 01:35:00.120 --> 01:35:06.220 but anyway i had wow fascinating i'll tell you i'll tell you a lot more about it but one of the 01:35:06.220 --> 01:35:14.220 interesting things for that yeah and your mind is available so you can talk and and all of that 01:35:14.220 --> 01:35:24.240 stuff i had two people go in in different rooms at the same time and uh you have there's these uh 01:35:24.240 --> 01:35:31.620 experiences you can do for people to travel and you can go anywhere and so once they get into this 01:35:31.620 --> 01:35:43.360 visionary state um and there's a wormhole and so i had two people and i told them both to go 01:35:43.360 --> 01:35:52.220 through the wormhole and go up to the moon and wow they both appeared on the moon and they met 01:35:52.220 --> 01:35:56.840 each other on the moon and they say hey how'd you get here oh well yash paul sent me oh yash paul 01:35:56.840 --> 01:36:04.020 sent me too and so they met their souls met on the moon and so i find that very interesting 01:36:04.610 --> 01:36:15.100 so that's one concept the other concept is that iboga works on what's called forks in the road 01:36:15.780 --> 01:36:23.560 so when you've had a fork in the road you had a trauma a car accident or your partner left you 01:36:23.560 --> 01:36:33.960 and you were heartbroken or whatever and it'll bring you back to that place and where you can 01:36:33.960 --> 01:36:40.020 take a different fork in that road so so you went down the wrong fork and that led you to 01:36:40.020 --> 01:36:48.760 your heroin addiction or whatever and so it it takes you back and with iboga it's a known process 01:36:48.760 --> 01:36:54.980 it's called an acute confusional disorder especially when you get people off of heroin but um 01:36:55.740 --> 01:37:04.800 they'll come back and they'll be in uh um they'll be in a different time zone and different 01:37:04.800 --> 01:37:12.420 location and the longest it's ever lasted is 12 days i don't interfere until it's been at least 01:37:12.420 --> 01:37:21.320 four days but uh what they get stuck they get stuck in a different time time frame in their head 01:37:21.980 --> 01:37:30.920 and my theory is it's while while iboga is repairing all the electrical stuff in their head 01:37:31.640 --> 01:37:37.620 and removing that trauma and then they start out in a new road of life 01:37:39.100 --> 01:37:46.920 and i've had many experiences with that but um so the first time that i did iboga 01:37:47.720 --> 01:37:56.840 was with that 10th generation medicine man and i was there for nine days and for nine days 01:37:57.340 --> 01:38:03.220 he kept telling me how once i know iboga i don't need any of these other medicines and iboga can do 01:38:03.220 --> 01:38:15.600 everything and uh so i it's an iboga playlist well when you hear so the so the first thing he gave 01:38:15.600 --> 01:38:22.740 me four scoops normally you give two scoops of uh of the root bark and it's really bitter and 01:38:22.740 --> 01:38:27.960 chew it you do all this and remember it's the first time i've done it i didn't even know that much 01:38:27.960 --> 01:38:37.300 about it but uh it's 36 hours if you do either the root bark or the total alkaloid it lasts for 36 01:38:37.300 --> 01:38:47.240 hours if you do just the ibogaine it's about 18 to 24 hours but anyway you only have four hours 01:38:47.240 --> 01:38:56.120 of visions if you do the ibogaine if you do the ta you have about eight to ten hours of visions 01:38:56.920 --> 01:39:03.320 and are you eating and shitting and peeing during this time like are you aware of like i'm going to 01:39:03.320 --> 01:39:13.420 go for a pee no you can't even walk you can't even i'll explain all that in a second okay um so 01:39:13.420 --> 01:39:24.320 i've had two deaths and uh one death i know you know yoga nanda out of bargain for the yogi and all of 01:39:24.320 --> 01:39:31.580 that it i love yoga nanda you remember he was the first guru that came to the united states and 01:39:31.580 --> 01:39:39.540 ensenitas he has huge uh temples and all of that he's a capricorn like me what did you say 01:39:40.060 --> 01:39:49.640 he's a capricorn yoga nanda oh okay um he uh but he was having movie stars and celebrities and telling 01:39:49.640 --> 01:39:56.180 them that they need to be celibate to do to be enlightened and so he was telling everybody 01:39:56.180 --> 01:40:06.160 else that they had to be he was blanking all we all i know is that the guy that died 01:40:07.320 --> 01:40:14.310 the the first time i did iboga in the united states yeah and i was brand new i was still working with 01:40:15.110 --> 01:40:27.230 sarah glatt by zoom to help me and all of that um two things happened i was treating addicts with a 01:40:28.270 --> 01:40:38.010 with sarah glatt in barcelona and um i got a call from somebody and well two different people one was 01:40:38.650 --> 01:40:49.510 one of my best friends or long-term friends that i see her as a as a nature d she had the cosby tea house 01:40:49.510 --> 01:40:57.050 and a rainbow gatherings that she would have her son bring in a big bedroom tent and we set up this 01:40:57.050 --> 01:41:01.710 whole thing for people to play music in and everything but you know he'd have to carry all 01:41:01.710 --> 01:41:08.210 that stuff that her son would carry all of that stuff and she also lived in tucson and she had a 01:41:08.830 --> 01:41:17.530 a cafe called the cosby tea house anyway he um was addicted and she i got the call from her 01:41:17.530 --> 01:41:24.130 and she said you know who is doing you know what can you help and i said well absolutely but he 01:41:24.130 --> 01:41:29.090 had felonies and so he couldn't leave the states and all this stuff so i agreed to do him 01:41:29.670 --> 01:41:34.810 in ashland oregon uh and that was in 01:41:36.690 --> 01:41:51.290 june of uh 2012 remember my vision that i had for the 25 years that was two months before the 25 01:41:51.290 --> 01:41:57.870 years and uh it was 10 miles from where i had that vision and uh 01:42:01.170 --> 01:42:09.810 grandma aggy she's the oldest uh indigenous she died a few years ago but i went to a gathering 01:42:10.570 --> 01:42:13.270 and then i was going to do these i both iboga 01:42:13.270 --> 01:42:22.490 uh um then these it turned out to be three people so i got another call was in barcelona somebody 01:42:22.490 --> 01:42:32.170 got my card and uh it was a mom and her son was addicted to heroin and she wanted to know if 01:42:32.170 --> 01:42:40.690 i would do iboga and then when she told him he burst into tears so thankfully he said can 01:42:40.690 --> 01:42:48.050 can his best friend zack can he do it too and uh so i agreed to do the two of them 01:42:48.610 --> 01:42:55.190 and but it was the same week that i had agreed to do the other guy and so i said okay if you 01:42:55.190 --> 01:43:03.130 can do it during this time yes i'll do all three of you at once and then um it turned out to be 01:43:03.130 --> 01:43:12.010 her son's 24th birthday and both of them had felonies because they had marijuana grows and stuff 01:43:12.730 --> 01:43:23.850 and um and i didn't know any of this until after the death but uh the other guy that he added 01:43:24.430 --> 01:43:33.910 his name was zack so it was erin and zack a and z and uh erin you know he was really 01:43:33.910 --> 01:43:41.010 grateful and thankful he wanted to be rid of of this demon of heroin and he was so thankful 01:43:41.010 --> 01:43:47.450 that his mom found somebody and she helped me with the uh with the treatment and everything 01:43:48.290 --> 01:43:58.050 and uh and then zack and then i always say that you have to do this for yourself you have to want 01:43:58.050 --> 01:44:03.630 to be clean you can't be doing it for a job or for a girlfriend or for your parents or anything like 01:44:03.630 --> 01:44:11.430 that and we do this root contract so i've done all of that and then i was still a little bit 01:44:11.430 --> 01:44:19.370 underground and so i told them that uh you have to get e k g's just go to a urgent care and get your 01:44:19.370 --> 01:44:27.270 e k g anyone when i flew back five days beforehand they had never got their e k g's and i said come 01:44:27.270 --> 01:44:35.590 on so i used my doctor's license to have them go uh prescribe their e k g's yeah and then the 01:44:35.590 --> 01:44:44.190 next day uh my friend's son that had the cause by tea house and all that stuff he came and he 01:44:44.190 --> 01:44:50.710 knocked on my door and he said hey bro i'm sorry man i'm just not ready i don't think i can do this 01:44:50.710 --> 01:44:57.770 you know and so he canceled and i said well you have to do it and then and then i did that 01:44:57.770 --> 01:45:05.950 that treatment and the e k g's were all fine and then i asked them because you have to do heroin 01:45:05.950 --> 01:45:13.950 up until your last dose and what i recommend is that people do a steady dose of heroin 01:45:14.730 --> 01:45:20.870 the same amount every day for about three weeks so you don't have up and down up and down and so 01:45:20.870 --> 01:45:28.690 it's a steady plan and then you then you do the last dose and then you wait until they have dope 01:45:28.690 --> 01:45:35.890 sickness and that's when all all the opiate receptors are cleared and that's when it's safe to 01:45:35.890 --> 01:45:42.950 give iboga if if they're if they do it while they're on iboga if they do it opiate so we 01:45:42.950 --> 01:45:49.510 take away their bags we we take away everything so they don't slip a pill we take away their 01:45:49.510 --> 01:45:55.730 clothes so they don't have a an oxycodone in their pocket or something like that but once iboga 01:45:56.630 --> 01:46:02.010 blocks all the opiate receptors if they did that they would automatically die they would 01:46:02.010 --> 01:46:09.890 immediately die they would overdose and die and uh so anyway i asked them about their 01:46:09.890 --> 01:46:16.730 if they had stayed on a steady dose for three weeks and what the last thing they did and the 01:46:16.730 --> 01:46:25.130 guy that zack he said he did he did he did some white and some dark i thought he meant purified 01:46:25.130 --> 01:46:36.330 china white heroin versus street heroin brown you know and uh now i've learned but he was doing 01:46:36.330 --> 01:46:50.350 speedballs like um doing cocaine and uh and uh cocaine and uh and heroin and just aside jerry 01:46:50.350 --> 01:47:00.230 garcia he went to a uh iboga center i still haven't got confirmation but he i know that he went there 01:47:00.230 --> 01:47:09.030 because i knew jerry garcia's doctor and uh he was trying to do iboga before he died and uh 01:47:09.620 --> 01:47:16.610 you know he died doing a speedball too so any any amphetamine any anything like cocaine or 01:47:16.610 --> 01:47:23.670 anything like that they have to be off of it for at least five days before iboga and we have to get 01:47:23.670 --> 01:47:31.870 a new a ekg and make sure they don't have any arrhythmias so anyways so i thought white and dark 01:47:32.460 --> 01:47:40.470 meant both opiates i didn't know so that was now less than the five days that he had done that 01:47:40.470 --> 01:47:50.090 and i made that mistake then uh they all did iboga they did did their whole thing uh i always 01:47:50.090 --> 01:48:01.770 have a emergency contact and uh and then the mom one one mom was with me helping my assistant 01:48:02.470 --> 01:48:08.670 yeah and we had we had just the two of them now so it was erin in one room and zack in the other room 01:48:08.670 --> 01:48:14.750 and i always go in and check once they have the visions and try to manipulate and so the way it 01:48:14.750 --> 01:48:22.790 works yeah you have eight hours of first it's we call it charging up so they go into dope sickness 01:48:23.710 --> 01:48:30.170 they're feeling miserable and then it it has to be at least six hours after their last meal 01:48:30.740 --> 01:48:37.590 and their last waters don't have any water for six hours before the iboga so i try to time all 01:48:37.590 --> 01:48:46.270 that with when they're gonna go into dope sickness and talk about dope sickness just from what what is 01:48:46.270 --> 01:48:56.510 what is that dope sickness is it's usually about five or six hours after their last dose 01:48:57.310 --> 01:49:05.790 and it starts out with their eyes if you if you watch the movie ray about ray charles they have a 01:49:06.490 --> 01:49:13.410 montage coat yeah they have a montage of him going through dope sickness but it starts out with uh 01:49:13.410 --> 01:49:20.270 their eyes to first they yawn and then their eyes tear and then they'll start feeling nauseous 01:49:20.270 --> 01:49:27.490 and that's when we give the iboga um if it progresses then they their whole body starts 01:49:27.490 --> 01:49:31.690 hurting and they start getting cramps and then they start vomiting and their stomach 01:49:32.130 --> 01:49:38.530 hurts and they are miserable that's why they keep doing heroin because they don't want to experience 01:49:38.530 --> 01:49:45.790 that and so it they have to do heroin every like three to four times a day 01:49:46.610 --> 01:49:53.330 um otherwise they get that dope sickness you do it three to four times a day heroin yeah 01:49:54.350 --> 01:49:58.030 everybody that's addicted to heroin does it four times a day 01:49:58.030 --> 01:50:03.610 uh that's why methadone exists because methadone you only have to do it every two days 01:50:04.240 --> 01:50:13.430 how much is that how expensive is that a day well i know when i got when i got arrested for this 01:50:13.430 --> 01:50:22.150 death i was treating addicts up in canada and it was 18 18 year old kid and uh i put him on 01:50:22.150 --> 01:50:30.210 $150 a day budget he was uh he was stealing from his wealthy parents he was stealing their jewelry 01:50:30.210 --> 01:50:37.290 to sell it to to go get more heroin and so i talked his parents into giving him $150 every day 01:50:37.850 --> 01:50:43.890 for three weeks to have his heroin until i could give him iboga enough to maybe conjure up a 01:50:43.890 --> 01:50:47.310 hey uh need ten thousand dollars to fix a car 01:50:48.270 --> 01:50:53.790 budget it's a big budget to yeah hundred hundred and fifty dollars a day that's why they're stealing 01:50:53.790 --> 01:51:04.270 and everything um but that's i want to tell you about iboga so iboga i give that to him and then 01:51:04.990 --> 01:51:11.870 we sit around the fire and we talk about so i have a i have a nine page thing that they go into 01:51:12.530 --> 01:51:17.290 the four worst experiences of their life the four worst traumas that they've ever had 01:51:17.290 --> 01:51:24.890 and four happiest times in their life and uh so that helps me figure out when they made the wrong 01:51:24.890 --> 01:51:34.070 fork in the road stuff like that so it's a nine page um uh and i call i call iboga the plant 01:51:34.070 --> 01:51:40.470 physician of the human soul so that's my byline when i used to have the website dot and i called 01:51:40.470 --> 01:51:48.190 it doctor iboga so i call it doctor iboga the plant physician of the human soul i let go of that 01:51:48.190 --> 01:51:56.830 website and everything but anyway um so the first 45 minutes we sit around the fire and we talk about 01:51:57.270 --> 01:52:02.090 their life i mean i did a whole interview before that but this is when we're on the medicine 01:52:02.590 --> 01:52:09.130 and we're talking and and then they'll want to lay down and they'll start getting wobbly and 01:52:09.130 --> 01:52:15.050 they have a hard time walking and that's when we go to the bed and then they have a blindfold put on 01:52:15.050 --> 01:52:22.070 so they can see the vision's better and uh and they just lay in the bed nothing's crossed 01:52:23.090 --> 01:52:29.630 on and all that so that's how it starts and then you just keep checking for when the 01:52:29.630 --> 01:52:36.570 vision start and the visions will so the charging up for about the first three hours 01:52:37.130 --> 01:52:43.430 it'll feel like it'll feel like electrical and all their skin and they feel like scratching their skin 01:52:43.430 --> 01:52:49.930 and all that stuff and they'll feel like an electric current and for about three hours and then they 01:52:49.930 --> 01:52:55.630 arrive and then they arrive and they don't even feel that they have a body and now they they're 01:52:55.630 --> 01:53:03.390 there and so that first three hours is electrical that's why i think that iboga works through the 01:53:03.390 --> 01:53:11.030 electrical system and the neural pathways and all that with the electrical system so now we're back 01:53:11.030 --> 01:53:17.290 to the first time i did it he gave me you know we spent nine days and he was trying to convince me 01:53:17.290 --> 01:53:22.910 that i should never do ayahuasca again and iboga is the only thing that you need and all of that 01:53:23.470 --> 01:53:30.050 and i get that with a lot of people because for me the one sacrament is the earth 01:53:30.770 --> 01:53:37.110 and each of these medicines become essential to different parts of our lives 01:53:37.110 --> 01:53:43.830 that's my answer to the us saying that there could only be one sacrament for your church and all of 01:53:43.830 --> 01:53:52.850 that so um you know i i didn't even know iboga yet and so i had all these discussions with him 01:53:53.830 --> 01:54:02.830 and then we start and uh he's a gruff african man you know and uh so like every 10 minutes he would 01:54:02.830 --> 01:54:08.990 come and go see something yet see something yet and i'm like no i don't think so and he goes 01:54:08.990 --> 01:54:13.970 and so i start feeling like i needed to perform so he'd come he's like see something yet see 01:54:13.970 --> 01:54:20.910 something yet and i said well i kind of see i kind of see some red some red uh pixelations 01:54:20.910 --> 01:54:26.190 and maybe form into something oh no man that's just the back of your eyeballs you'll know you'll 01:54:26.190 --> 01:54:31.150 know you'll know when you see the vision and so he keeps coming he's like see something yet see 01:54:31.150 --> 01:54:39.550 something yet and i see this uh this circle and i can see like a video in that circle so my joke 01:54:39.550 --> 01:54:46.610 is that whoever invented tv i mean the visions on on iboga are like you're looking at a video 01:54:46.610 --> 01:54:56.250 tv all right but um so i just saw this one little hole and i could see a foot and i go i see a 01:54:56.250 --> 01:55:03.170 foot i think because you see a foot man oh bring your bring your vision out and then expanded it 01:55:03.170 --> 01:55:10.810 expanded to my whole view was like this video and it was me younger uh with a shorter beard 01:55:11.370 --> 01:55:16.870 laying on a operating table and there were four africans on one side and four africans on the other 01:55:16.870 --> 01:55:24.050 side and uh so i tell him that and he goes oh wow man you're in the inner sanctum uh well i'll 01:55:24.050 --> 01:55:28.810 want you to introduce you introduce you to my cousins and then so they all go around and say 01:55:28.810 --> 01:55:35.830 hi i'm i'm da da da da da and all eight of them you know come and wave to me and say hi and 01:55:35.830 --> 01:55:43.670 i'm laying on this operating table and uh and then you get all introduced and then i see a mouse 01:55:43.670 --> 01:55:50.830 riding a bicycle and i go i see a mouse riding a bicycle you see a mouse so yeah he goes follow that 01:55:50.830 --> 01:55:57.050 mouse and so i follow that mouse and all of a sudden it was a big rolodex do you know what a 01:55:57.050 --> 01:56:03.490 rolodex is you know back in the old day and uh you know i've changed my name at that i've 01:56:03.490 --> 01:56:12.030 changed it five times but that time i've changed it four times since i was 13 anyway um and so that 01:56:12.030 --> 01:56:17.550 rolodex which i think is the akashic records and so it was spinning around and then it stopped and 01:56:17.550 --> 01:56:25.670 it pulled out a card and had my birthday and time at the top yeah and then it had all four of my 01:56:25.670 --> 01:56:37.290 names there wow and uh and then it started with a cartoon and so that i was still following the 01:56:37.290 --> 01:56:44.330 the mouse and so that mouse on the bicycle i was following that and then it came up to this uh 01:56:45.350 --> 01:56:53.750 this incline and uh now all of a sudden i'm an older man with uh well at least the cartoon 01:56:54.370 --> 01:57:00.490 there was this cartoon which i assumed was me but it was an older man with a little uh 01:57:02.270 --> 01:57:11.070 knapsack on his back you know and a cane and he's walking up this incline and he puts the 01:57:11.630 --> 01:57:20.050 the thing down and says uh san pedro or wachuba and and then he goes a little further and 01:57:20.570 --> 01:57:30.630 puts it down and says peyote and then i go a little further and put it down and it says ayahuasca 01:57:31.410 --> 01:57:37.230 and then i go a little bit further i put it down and it goes iboga and all these party 01:57:37.990 --> 01:57:45.070 decorations and stars and glitter and you know all this stuff and then i tell the guy that he 01:57:45.070 --> 01:57:49.970 goes see i told you iboga is the is the king you know and so that's how it started 01:57:52.230 --> 01:57:58.630 and then i was traveling all over the planet doing all sorts of like i went all over 01:57:59.120 --> 01:58:06.810 all these different things anyway um that is iboga and then now we're going back to the 01:58:06.810 --> 01:58:17.650 sack and erin yeah so back to the guy that died yeah so who was it which one died 01:58:19.950 --> 01:58:26.250 zach and uh so they were going to come down to costa rica because of the cute confusional 01:58:26.250 --> 01:58:37.450 disorder and uh all of that um the wealthy family you know that uh that you get that disorder once 01:58:37.450 --> 01:58:44.270 you get off of heroin or as a byproduct what's it called again it's called the acute confusional 01:58:44.270 --> 01:58:51.790 disorder and it's it's very common on getting people off of heroin i think it's because it puts 01:58:51.790 --> 01:58:57.890 them in that different time zone so they can take the different fork in the road that's what i think 01:58:57.890 --> 01:59:08.510 okay but now so the family i wanted them to come to costa rica come to costa rica i told them about 01:59:08.510 --> 01:59:18.210 all that and uh i said that we wouldn't uh allow them to leave and i would hire guards so we would 01:59:18.210 --> 01:59:26.410 have like two costa rican guards to make sure that no one ever left and all that because uh one of them 01:59:26.410 --> 01:59:36.250 used to have by oh one of them had uh i'm listening to you i just i'm yeah it's actually it's actually 01:59:36.250 --> 01:59:42.810 a it's actually a different person he was bipolar and that's what happened when i got 01:59:43.410 --> 01:59:50.110 indicted but anyway back to this they couldn't come to costa rica because of the of the having 01:59:50.110 --> 01:59:56.230 felonies and so i already said all that so that's we had to do it through the same time but then 01:59:56.970 --> 02:00:03.850 my friend wasn't ready so he canceled and then we only had the two of them and uh 02:00:04.550 --> 02:00:15.370 and then the white and dark and i didn't know that he had done um cocaine injected cocaine a speedball 02:00:16.270 --> 02:00:25.170 just a few days before he started iboga and uh so he's having all these visions and uh 02:00:25.770 --> 02:00:33.790 i'm taking through all of that and then he said that he was trapped the vision that he had he 02:00:33.790 --> 02:00:40.490 was trapped in a dungeon with a bunch of other people and he's trying to find his way out that was 02:00:40.490 --> 02:00:46.390 the last that was the last thing that he said to me all right and then right and then i 02:00:47.270 --> 02:00:54.970 i said um well look around see if you see any um circles or any way out 02:00:55.950 --> 02:01:04.290 and then an african there was a circle in the ceiling and the african girl was motioned for him 02:01:04.290 --> 02:01:12.830 to come up there and i said well do that go go do that and and about a few minutes after that is 02:01:12.830 --> 02:01:23.750 when uh his heart's he died and uh and then i did um cpr on him and uh now i have a ad all the 02:01:23.750 --> 02:01:30.250 time but at that time i just did cpr and i made the mistake of that i didn't take him off the bed 02:01:30.250 --> 02:01:37.910 onto the floor and it's like i i told i told my assistant that i'm giving it four minutes if we 02:01:37.910 --> 02:01:45.050 can bring him back within four minutes and then i'm calling 911 and so i called 911 and then while 02:01:45.050 --> 02:01:51.610 we're waiting for for him i went and talked to the other guy so they can't walk after like 02:01:51.610 --> 02:01:57.250 three hours they can't walk at all and we we walk in front of them holding their hands 02:01:57.830 --> 02:02:04.570 and then we walk into the bathroom and you know all of that so they're all their muscles are 02:02:04.570 --> 02:02:12.090 completely rubber so like when they go to vomit they're like when they're vomiting and so i help 02:02:12.090 --> 02:02:20.070 them with that and uh is that just that's just for the addicts that are no that's that's iboga 02:02:21.030 --> 02:02:28.510 in general yeah oh and even the uh but i've only had the experience of addicts having 02:02:28.510 --> 02:02:36.090 their acute confusional disorder and i always give it four days and i have hal doll so hal doll 02:02:36.090 --> 02:02:46.570 anti psychotic medic yeah anti schizophrenic and uh but anyway so i told the other guy 02:02:46.570 --> 02:02:54.750 erin i told him it was his 24th birthday and i went in there i told him i said hey 02:02:55.530 --> 02:03:01.350 zach died and he first came up and but they they can handle all sorts of like 02:03:01.990 --> 02:03:06.450 their their emotions they don't have a lot of emotions their emotions are all occupied 02:03:06.450 --> 02:03:12.250 they're very matter of fact you can talk to them they can talk back they usually can't move that 02:03:12.250 --> 02:03:18.790 fast but but i went and told him i said uh hey zach zach died i just called 911 there's going 02:03:18.790 --> 02:03:24.810 to be a lot of commotion out here uh look if you need to if you need to they usually have to pee 02:03:25.370 --> 02:03:35.130 for a while they don't poop for 36 48 hours but they have to pee wow i told you no water they actually 02:03:35.130 --> 02:03:41.430 have to drink i was wrong they have to drink a whole gallon of water before we give the iboga 02:03:41.430 --> 02:03:50.490 because they can't drink any water during the iboga but anyway um so he jumps up and he's like no 02:03:50.490 --> 02:03:57.970 no no i said i said yes it's true he he he died there's gonna be a lot of commotion out here um 02:03:57.970 --> 02:04:05.470 please don't try to you know walk to the bathroom yourself if you need to pee just pee in the bed 02:04:05.470 --> 02:04:11.090 i'll keep cleaning up later he said okay i'm just gonna go back here and so he he went back to 02:04:11.090 --> 02:04:22.750 the thing so then the um the uh emergency people came they came i i told the head person they go 02:04:22.750 --> 02:04:27.710 well we got here heroin overdose and i said no no no actually we're getting them off of heroin 02:04:27.710 --> 02:04:34.770 we're doing the ibogaine and uh you cannot give them nalexone if you give them nalexone 02:04:34.770 --> 02:04:42.390 he will die and and then my heart sunk by whole stomach everything you know they came in they 02:04:42.390 --> 02:04:48.750 took him off the bed on the floor and he was still alive at that time no he was dead his heart 02:04:48.750 --> 02:04:57.030 had stopped i did cpr on the bed for four minutes and then they came and uh they did cpr 02:04:57.030 --> 02:05:05.370 correctly and uh and then we me and the mom were outside not his mom but the other kid's mom my 02:05:05.370 --> 02:05:12.330 assistant and we were out there praying you know and uh and then we heard him say we got a heartbeat 02:05:12.330 --> 02:05:18.690 we got a heartbeat so we were all excited and everything and then like one minute later oh no 02:05:18.690 --> 02:05:23.710 sorry we lost him we lost him and then when i went to say goodbye to the body there were 02:05:23.710 --> 02:05:32.250 two bottles of nalexone on the floor so they didn't they didn't hear or they didn't they didn't get 02:05:32.910 --> 02:05:39.470 not to give nalexone so they they did revive them but for me it's a purposeful universe and the 02:05:39.470 --> 02:05:48.730 soul finds its way out anyway so then i contacted the family and all that and of course it went 02:05:48.730 --> 02:05:57.270 on the news and all that but um the uh there was a good grandmother and a bad grandmother 02:05:57.910 --> 02:06:05.670 so the good grandmother is who he worked for and uh in my meetings with him his job was like 02:06:05.670 --> 02:06:14.010 you know that grandma she's still upset with me but that grandma um uh i could be pushing peas 02:06:14.010 --> 02:06:20.010 on in a line on a floor and she'd get bad at me and all that stuff the other grandmother 02:06:21.690 --> 02:06:31.670 was ben irsking claims that he is the illegitimate child of paramahansa yogananda 02:06:32.950 --> 02:06:41.230 and the good grandmother wrote a whole book about the illegitimate lineage of paramahansa 02:06:41.230 --> 02:06:50.290 yogananda and srf yogananda's thing was offered her millions of dollars to not uh and was was flying 02:06:50.290 --> 02:06:59.410 jets into argo town of argo town in in ashland and so he was going through all of that six family 02:06:59.410 --> 02:07:06.790 members in that lineage died of heroin and zack no one knew that he was on heroin for three years 02:07:06.790 --> 02:07:12.510 but no one knew that he was on heroin and so it was all a surprise for both grandmothers 02:07:13.450 --> 02:07:20.490 that he was even on heroin and then i killed him with the bogus but now if you think about that 02:07:20.490 --> 02:07:27.550 dungeon with a bunch of other people trying to find his way out right if you if you like i 02:07:28.150 --> 02:07:35.170 if you know ghandi there's a great story about ghandi where he would do darshan and people 02:07:35.170 --> 02:07:41.230 come in lines and they'd ask him things and this mom came up and said ganaji ganaji please please 02:07:41.230 --> 02:07:46.730 please my son he's so addicted to sugar can you please tell him yes how bad it is and yes 02:07:46.730 --> 02:07:57.050 to stop eating sugar and ghandi goes okay i want you to to come back next week and so he comes 02:07:57.050 --> 02:08:02.470 back next week and he goes little boy he goes young man you've got to stop eating sugar 02:08:03.650 --> 02:08:09.830 and that was it you know he's like stop eating sugar and the mom's like that's it that's all why 02:08:09.830 --> 02:08:15.130 why do we have to wait a week why do you have to come back and he goes last week i was eating sugar 02:08:18.270 --> 02:08:24.030 and so i i believe all that but anyway if you're telling every if you're telling all your 02:08:24.030 --> 02:08:30.470 disciples that they have to be celibate and you end up so the the story is that he at least 02:08:30.470 --> 02:08:42.010 had sex with a reporter and that's the birth of uh of um ben irstein he lived to be about 91 92 02:08:42.710 --> 02:08:50.510 but six family members in his lineage this was his great this was his his great grandchild so it 02:08:50.510 --> 02:08:58.750 would have been yoga nanda's great great grandchild and uh and then the investigators and all that 02:08:58.750 --> 02:09:06.750 stuff and i was still treating addicts and so now comes the one in canada that's from the wealthy 02:09:06.750 --> 02:09:12.310 family and the hundred and fifty dollar he was stealing jewelry and he was 18 years old on three 02:09:12.310 --> 02:09:20.390 different bipolar meds and uh we told the family that he we'd bring him down here and we'd hire 02:09:20.390 --> 02:09:26.990 guards for him not to leave because he might go into a manic episode and all that and they said 02:09:26.990 --> 02:09:31.930 we'd rather if he asked to go to hospital we'd rather him be in a canadian hospital instead 02:09:31.930 --> 02:09:39.110 of a costa rican hospital so they paid for me and bet i think you met bet but bet used to do these 02:09:39.110 --> 02:09:50.890 things bet is in mexico now and she's initiated she went to africa she was my um she was my a 02:09:50.890 --> 02:09:58.390 boga partner in the business and so we used to do them all together but uh now she doesn't do any 02:09:58.390 --> 02:10:06.710 addicts uh and she won't ever use benzo which i use because i feel i have the temperament to 02:10:06.710 --> 02:10:14.910 deal with addicts and uh she was initiated and she owned she's come to my ayahuasca ceremonies 02:10:14.910 --> 02:10:19.450 i brought her when she was 60 years old i brought her to her first ayahuasca ceremony 02:10:19.450 --> 02:10:27.770 but uh she only serves iboga and she has she only doesn't do any any addicts she only does 02:10:27.770 --> 02:10:37.890 psychospiritual and uh she's now in uh the because of because of um uh that they keep 02:10:37.890 --> 02:10:44.490 confusional disorder and all that crazy shit is that basically they're staying that i know 02:10:44.490 --> 02:10:50.830 understand they're at the fork of the road but is that they can get stuck there where they don't 02:10:50.830 --> 02:10:59.470 know which choice which road which path to take no maximum 12 days i think it's just that iboga is 02:10:59.470 --> 02:11:07.430 repairing all their neural pathways yeah and and so so i'll i'll tell you all the guy that 02:11:07.430 --> 02:11:11.970 i started the reason i went there to do it and then added the two and the one that died 02:11:12.610 --> 02:11:18.710 yeah and the guy said no you know i've known for 35 i've known him since he was a little baby and uh 02:11:20.810 --> 02:11:27.390 he came so after the death and uh all the investigations were happening and everything 02:11:28.270 --> 02:11:34.970 oh by the way the reason i said that uh grandma aggy grandma aggy was the oldest and 02:11:34.970 --> 02:11:40.010 she she was the chair chairperson of the 13 grandmothers which are indigenous grandmothers 02:11:40.010 --> 02:11:48.890 that travel all over the world and she she her prayer is for the water so she thinks that that the 02:11:48.890 --> 02:11:53.870 earth is going to all the changes are going to happen with all our water is going to be contaminated 02:11:53.870 --> 02:12:01.450 everything anyway the day i met her um i offered her gave her my card and said hey if you ever 02:12:01.450 --> 02:12:07.370 need anything doctor wise you or your family call me i will take care of you and she gave me a 02:12:07.370 --> 02:12:12.870 blessing i told her i was doing this iboga and she gave me a blessing and everything and then i leave 02:12:13.730 --> 02:12:19.810 on my way to do this iboga and i pick up this hitchhiker and he sees my clothes and he asks me 02:12:19.810 --> 02:12:25.930 about ayahuasca because my clothes are all shepevo ayahuasca and and he goes do you ever 02:12:25.930 --> 02:12:32.710 heard of iboga and i said uh yeah uh yeah i know he'll be iboga and he goes oh well that's why 02:12:32.710 --> 02:12:40.550 i needed a ride because i got iboga seeds uh in my mailbox that i'm i i'm going to get those right 02:12:40.550 --> 02:12:48.290 now and so i told him i said well i'm about to go do my first iboga treatment in the states 02:12:48.950 --> 02:12:57.290 and so that all happened on the way there and then and then now eight months or whatever 02:12:57.290 --> 02:13:04.410 but i think it was eight months uh but i'm treating this guy so now we we go to canada 02:13:04.410 --> 02:13:11.410 and we're on bowen island and we have the mom and the uncle and this 18 year old kid 02:13:11.410 --> 02:13:19.850 that shaved his head um to get clean from iboga and uh gaver mate you know gaver mate 02:13:20.630 --> 02:13:31.290 but gaver mate he and he and i i worked out a the bipolar meds and so gaver mate and i worked out the 02:13:31.290 --> 02:13:37.910 how to get him off of the pharmaceuticals and uh that's why i told the person he might go into 02:13:37.910 --> 02:13:45.910 told the family that he might go into a manic episode and i have guards anyway so all of 02:13:45.910 --> 02:13:55.930 that still existed and then we're there he was six foot two 220 pounds his mom was five foot five 02:13:56.630 --> 02:14:05.810 and uh when he came back he came back as a little infant so his his first meal we made him 02:14:05.810 --> 02:14:10.830 we made everyone a meal and he would just shove the food in his house and then spit it out and 02:14:10.830 --> 02:14:17.030 throw it across the room and and all of that and then and then he was trying to nurse on his mom 02:14:17.630 --> 02:14:25.670 and uh and uh climbing on her and then he started biting her and uh and so it was two days of that 02:14:25.670 --> 02:14:32.610 oh and and he would just masturbate all day so he'd be sitting around the living room masturbating 02:14:32.610 --> 02:14:38.570 and this is not the abo gain ceremony this is this is the confusional disorder that he came back 02:14:38.570 --> 02:14:44.930 he came back as like a six-month-old or pre-verbal he wasn't saying any words at all 02:14:45.490 --> 02:14:53.150 and uh he was trying to nurse on his mom and throwing his food we had to hand feed him and uh and then 02:14:53.650 --> 02:14:59.350 we'd go to the beach you know we're in the island and we'd go to the beach and he'd get in the 02:14:59.350 --> 02:15:03.970 car and he'd start masturbating he'd be at the beach and masturbating and so he was masturbating 02:15:03.970 --> 02:15:14.250 like 15 times a day and uh he's a 24 year old though he was a 18 year old 18 okay so and after 02:15:14.250 --> 02:15:20.430 and I give it four days right but he started biting his mom and bet was getting all upset and 02:15:21.710 --> 02:15:29.350 um and so I ended up tying him I don't I don't do this normally but I ended up tying 02:15:29.350 --> 02:15:36.790 tying him to the bed and I was asking him like can you talk because I didn't know if 02:15:36.790 --> 02:15:43.670 if he lost his ability to talk I was like well can you talk or I just need you to stop biting 02:15:43.670 --> 02:15:49.470 your mom and stop throwing shit you know that I'm gonna untie you and then so then he said 02:15:49.470 --> 02:15:57.630 he shook his head or whatever anyway still didn't use words and uh and he needed to go to the 02:15:57.630 --> 02:16:03.910 bathroom and so bet didn't like it but I untied him and then he went to the bathroom 02:16:03.910 --> 02:16:09.230 and then he was looking in the mirror and he had shaved his head you know he had a lot he had 02:16:09.230 --> 02:16:17.670 hair before and uh and he looks in the mirror yeah and then he just looks at himself and then 02:16:17.670 --> 02:16:25.990 all of a sudden came back he no he he started talking then he uh came out of the room and 02:16:25.990 --> 02:16:30.370 was running all over the house and he was like they're coming to take me away ha ha they're coming 02:16:30.370 --> 02:16:40.470 to take me away and so all that was happening and then on February 13th the I got indicted for 02:16:40.470 --> 02:16:48.270 three felonies from the death and the detective calls up and he says hey I'm sorry to tell you 02:16:48.270 --> 02:16:55.290 but you just got indicted for three felonies we know what your car looks like can you just 02:16:55.290 --> 02:16:59.790 come down the station we can process you and then you can go on your way and deal with this later 02:16:59.790 --> 02:17:06.630 again um I'm in and it was but my thing is like it's February 13th what if I had a girlfriend and 02:17:06.630 --> 02:17:11.810 I was going to celebrate valentine's day they waited all these months and then now they call on 02:17:12.330 --> 02:17:17.270 but anyway I was in Canada I said uh I said I'm in Canada right now and he goes well 02:17:17.270 --> 02:17:21.130 could you just fly down here for a day and I said well I'm treating addicts I'm treating 02:17:21.130 --> 02:17:28.050 addicts up here and uh I right now I have a 220 pound gorilla on my hands and so no I can't leave 02:17:28.050 --> 02:17:38.930 at all and uh and then I fly back to Costa Rica on February 20th and he goes uh well are you 02:17:38.930 --> 02:17:43.210 going to be well then he starts out and this is what I really appreciate he goes this is how 02:17:43.210 --> 02:17:52.050 I was arrested he goes well in the eight months that I've been uh studying eboga and ibogaine I want 02:17:52.050 --> 02:17:58.570 you to take this as an opportunity to teach this county about ibogaine because I personally feel 02:17:58.570 --> 02:18:06.350 that it's a much better by 25 years on the force we've had five kids die from heroin since your 02:18:06.350 --> 02:18:13.570 kid died um and I in my 25 years on the force I personally feel that this is a much better 02:18:13.570 --> 02:18:19.150 option for these kids than the methadone and suboxone that they're given now and so that's 02:18:19.150 --> 02:18:23.630 how I was arrested and then he asked when you go to Costa Rica are you going to be 02:18:23.630 --> 02:18:28.170 changing planes in the states I said yeah I changed planes in Phoenix and so as it stands right 02:18:28.170 --> 02:18:33.150 now you're going to get arrested so let me talk to the da and let me figure this all out 02:18:33.150 --> 02:18:39.730 and so they with so they withdrew my arrest warrant until April 5th I had told the date 02:18:40.510 --> 02:18:45.950 I chose April 15th just because that's when the weather changes down here I didn't realize 02:18:45.950 --> 02:18:57.530 it was tax day but anyway so on April 15th I came and um I had um I uh oh I I had I'd been talking 02:18:57.530 --> 02:19:06.890 to the da a couple of times from Costa Rica and uh the medical board they suspended my license 02:19:07.350 --> 02:19:13.490 and I was the first person in 70 years the Oregon naturopathic license the first person 02:19:13.490 --> 02:19:23.570 that actually challenged uh suspension of my license um and yeah but anyway and then um 02:19:24.130 --> 02:19:28.270 well I'll tell you that story real quick I when I went there for that so 02:19:28.870 --> 02:19:34.890 so he withdrew the arrest warrant until April 15th so I came down to Costa Rica and then the 02:19:34.890 --> 02:19:42.090 Envision Festival which you know right so Envision Festival and um and I've taken care of 02:19:42.090 --> 02:19:51.730 psychedelic emergencies for like six years there and uh and when I uh so I usually say 02:19:52.350 --> 02:19:57.990 in the morning when the sun rises I say okay well I'm gonna go do my rounds look for kids in 02:19:57.990 --> 02:20:04.750 puddles and talk to cool people on lsd so that's how I usually leave when I go walking around to see 02:20:04.750 --> 02:20:11.070 if anybody needs help and then when I got to Luna stage random Rob who used to live in 02:20:11.070 --> 02:20:15.470 Ashland also where I live in the States but uh he doesn't live there now but 02:20:15.970 --> 02:20:23.650 you know I know him as a person and he was playing the sunrise set and uh it had rained and so it was 02:20:23.650 --> 02:20:31.470 really muddy and as you know I'm a crazy dancer and so the last two songs at sunrise and I'm dancing 02:20:31.470 --> 02:20:40.790 and then it stops and it's all over and there's this kid next to me and uh he stops and he goes 02:20:41.450 --> 02:20:45.710 hey brother can I talk to you for a second I say you know sure sure what's up but you know 02:20:45.710 --> 02:20:54.350 he goes well I was dancing and this entity came in into me and I'm supposed to tell you something 02:20:55.470 --> 02:21:01.970 wow and I'm like really brother well what what is that and he goes I'm supposed to tell you 02:21:02.510 --> 02:21:08.470 every little thing is going to be all right every little thing is going to be all right 02:21:08.470 --> 02:21:11.910 and I'm like you know I just got arrested I did you know all this should happen 02:21:12.750 --> 02:21:18.670 and uh I go oh well well thank you go wow I'm really glad to hear that what's your name brother 02:21:18.670 --> 02:21:25.670 and he goes oh hi I'm Zach I did five hits of LSD and you know I just had that experience and I 02:21:25.670 --> 02:21:32.530 was supposed to tell you and then I said wow thanks and then I said uh okay well I gotta 02:21:32.530 --> 02:21:37.330 I gotta do my rounds look for kids in puddles and talk to cool people on LSD 02:21:37.330 --> 02:21:42.590 he was well broke can I go with you yeah yeah sure you can walk around with me and so 02:21:42.590 --> 02:21:47.630 we walked around and then I talked to him and he had dreadlocks and he was like 25 02:21:48.270 --> 02:21:57.770 and but his name is Zach and uh I'm tracking and then so I'm walking with him and he says that 02:21:57.770 --> 02:22:07.130 that his dad is one of the top criminal lawyers in New York City wow and his job is he 02:22:07.130 --> 02:22:16.090 does press releases so he he can do up to 800 000 press releases and then we're walking by and 02:22:16.090 --> 02:22:22.250 there's this whole group of uh of Ticos and they're all just talking the you know I look like this and 02:22:22.250 --> 02:22:26.250 so I'm walking by and they're hey brother brother where can you come over here and talk to us for 02:22:26.250 --> 02:22:33.690 a minute I'm like okay so Zach and I go over there and uh um one guy's wearing a cowboy hat 02:22:33.690 --> 02:22:41.050 and the sun's getting hot and Zach goes oh hey man nice hat and he goes oh yeah you want to buy it 02:22:41.490 --> 02:22:49.450 he goes oh I don't know like how much and he goes ten dollars and and he goes oh I don't know 02:22:50.010 --> 02:22:55.510 and I go to go to Zach I'm like hey bro you know it's ten dollars that he might need that just 02:22:55.510 --> 02:23:00.410 to get home from San Jose to get the bus home and you know it's getting hot if you want that 02:23:00.410 --> 02:23:07.090 hat you should get that hat oh man um yeah I guess you're right and he takes a hundred dollar bill 02:23:07.090 --> 02:23:20.510 out of his back you froze you froze yash paul you're frozen 02:23:23.650 --> 02:23:24.810 hello hello 02:23:27.690 --> 02:23:30.010 should take him off and take him back in 02:23:33.250 --> 02:23:41.050 he realized it's been two hours and 20 minutes yeah he might have to drop out and drop come back in 02:23:42.250 --> 02:23:48.670 it sucks he dropped out right at the beginning end of the story I know it's timing it's a little 02:23:48.670 --> 02:23:53.930 do with a hundred dollar bill a little cliffhanger I'm still trying to find out what happened to the 02:23:53.930 --> 02:24:00.450 masturbating 18 year old well that's typical 18 year old behavior well you don't jerk off in front of 02:24:00.450 --> 02:24:09.050 your mama well that's that's a little odd that's a little odd yeah but like 10 times a day that's nothing 02:24:11.330 --> 02:24:20.730 150 dollars a day a habit is uh that's a hustle spend the whole day trying to find the drugs 02:24:21.930 --> 02:24:27.430 yeah that's a that's a nice like allowance for drugs I guess 02:24:29.610 --> 02:24:32.650 better than him stealing your stuff and selling it though 02:24:35.050 --> 02:24:37.870 well I'm glad that that didn't happen to me I guess 02:24:40.090 --> 02:24:44.370 um is there any way to get the the show 02:24:45.000 --> 02:24:51.810 truth lives here to get this show just in audio if I wanted to send it to snuffle up against to listen to 02:24:55.830 --> 02:24:59.310 well yeah but trying to think of an easiest way to do it 02:25:00.670 --> 02:25:11.580 I mean um hopefully yash paul will come back oh yeah yeah there's an easy way to do it you can 02:25:11.580 --> 02:25:17.360 just download the uh you can download this stream in stream yard and just download download the 02:25:18.100 --> 02:25:23.360 mp3 just the audio can you do that when we log off can you just press download for me 02:25:23.360 --> 02:25:30.700 yeah well now you should be able to do it if you go into the back end of stream yard on this episode 02:25:30.700 --> 02:25:37.160 am I on the back end yeah it's your stream yard so I know I know but right now or do I have to do it 02:25:37.160 --> 02:25:44.560 after the fact yeah you have to do it after the show um okay I know we're talking 02:25:44.560 --> 02:25:54.620 but yeah episode in the library yeah oh no that won't work because we are over the storage amount 02:25:54.620 --> 02:26:02.300 so we're not recording this um so that would work but we won't work today um 02:26:05.500 --> 02:26:09.720 there's got to be an easy way to do it but yeah we can get the audio 02:26:10.360 --> 02:26:18.920 yeah if we can discuss it after I would like to send this to Snuffy you know I I was told about 02:26:18.920 --> 02:26:25.520 this dope sickness because I have a friend who actually is a counselor for addicts and was a fiend 02:26:26.200 --> 02:26:34.280 for 20 years um which is a long time who is the one who is still from your mama 02:26:35.020 --> 02:26:40.360 is that like but isn't isn't it just like a hangover or is it different from a hangover 02:26:41.000 --> 02:26:45.380 dope sickness it's like when you're you're you're getting away from the drug 02:26:45.380 --> 02:26:52.260 you can to not feel this dope sickness so you would think I'm just gonna go through it but 02:26:52.260 --> 02:27:00.560 that's what keeps the cycle going um to so I because it feels so awful you go back on the drugs 02:27:00.560 --> 02:27:05.860 to not but I guess it's like a hangover people who are like I had a shot at 10 in the morning 02:27:05.860 --> 02:27:20.720 yeah a lot of people do that that's the logic uh okay so we'll wait for him to come back 02:27:20.720 --> 02:27:27.520 people have been on for a long time I just want to show my substack and I would 02:27:28.080 --> 02:27:32.680 please uh invite people to even just really share it there he is 02:27:34.080 --> 02:27:40.460 I'm sorry hey keeping us on the cliffhanger he pulls out a hundred dollars I got what happens 02:27:40.460 --> 02:27:46.220 when when I moved the phone inside I didn't I was fully charged before but anyway the phone died 02:27:48.860 --> 02:27:56.000 so he takes a hundred dollars out of his so I tell him might be the the only money he has to 02:27:56.000 --> 02:28:02.820 get home and he takes out a hundred dollar bills a hundred dollar bill and gives it to the guy and 02:28:02.820 --> 02:28:08.280 he goes no man I just said ten bucks ten bucks and he goes oh well yash paul said you know it told 02:28:08.280 --> 02:28:14.800 all that story and he goes no man I got a good job I got a I got a good job he goes uh you 02:28:14.800 --> 02:28:23.760 can buy my hat you want to buy my sunglasses and then uh Zach told told the story that when he 02:28:23.760 --> 02:28:31.900 came to Costa Rica he put 10 100 dollar bills in his back pocket and he he was spontaneously 02:28:31.900 --> 02:28:40.400 giving him to people obviously a wealthy kid and uh and uh and that's my last one so apparently 02:28:40.400 --> 02:28:47.920 you're the one that gets him so tell me tell me if what I what I got out of that what I got out 02:28:47.920 --> 02:28:52.940 of that this creator was telling me everything is going to be all right we'll have the lawyers 02:28:52.940 --> 02:29:00.260 we'll have the publicity we'll have the money and that's where we are right now which is uh 02:29:01.210 --> 02:29:08.710 which is somehow you asking me to do this today and tomorrow I'm doing the zoom of uh 02:29:09.480 --> 02:29:16.200 announcing to the world and uh on october 13th is my hearing where hopefully I can 02:29:16.200 --> 02:29:23.580 uh yeah yeah leave the country and uh the mind calendar and all that that I said earlier 02:29:24.320 --> 02:29:30.760 I think the time is now for us to manage all that time is now and you know we've been talking 02:29:30.760 --> 02:29:38.620 I've wanted to do have you on and I want if people are called to get sacred sacrament 02:29:39.360 --> 02:29:47.580 as I said I took a little chomp of one of your sacred chocolates before starting this episode 02:29:48.360 --> 02:29:57.300 this show and I've been working with uh micro dosing psilocybin mostly to get into my heart 02:29:57.300 --> 02:30:06.640 mostly to clear to clear clear clear clear the time is now it is an awakening to remembering 02:30:06.640 --> 02:30:14.160 it's a time of remembrance and so I I'm feel blessed that um you know I could be part of your 02:30:14.160 --> 02:30:21.240 journey I've been watching you know from the I guess sidelines having gone through all these 02:30:21.240 --> 02:30:28.420 you know these bullshit women who um because they tried to get me to start crapping on you too 02:30:28.420 --> 02:30:35.720 and it's like someone has to keep the bar high elevate don't devolve don't devolve 02:30:35.720 --> 02:30:42.160 to this chicanery so what happens to the if the you know you could get stuck in the bardo so the fact 02:30:42.160 --> 02:30:50.180 that Zach uh you know he died before he got out of the dungeon you can get trapped and confused 02:30:50.180 --> 02:30:54.860 that I want to say one thing it came to me the other day because there's a there is an 02:30:54.860 --> 02:31:02.080 exodus of the ignorant there's a lot of deaths going on in the transhumanist agenda they want 02:31:02.080 --> 02:31:09.460 synthetic souls they want uh loss of hope so if you you're one of those people that died in confusion 02:31:09.460 --> 02:31:15.420 in on a ventilator because I know that these ventilators were also to keep people mechanically 02:31:15.420 --> 02:31:22.920 alive and as a practice then isn't there a lot of discarnate confused souls I mean if you 02:31:22.920 --> 02:31:30.700 die on a ventilator with this miasma of sedatives it's not a good place to go you 02:31:30.700 --> 02:31:36.580 know I believe having I believe I'm on my last life or at least an attempt or a consciousness 02:31:37.020 --> 02:31:43.740 to die consciously the state you are in at the time that's if there's confusion 02:31:44.300 --> 02:31:49.600 you can bring it into the next life or you can get trapped because there are people who 02:31:49.600 --> 02:31:56.640 help usher people back into the light so what's your take on that well I I do agree 02:31:57.500 --> 02:32:07.880 in general what you said about uh natural death um I you know it's a has a doctor and all that stuff 02:32:07.880 --> 02:32:17.000 it's always um the goal is to maintain life and uh I know there's people that are doing death 02:32:17.000 --> 02:32:30.440 doulas and uh using 5MEO and their death doulas and all of that um I I I know I know for me I told 02:32:30.440 --> 02:32:37.020 uh my daughter that I don't ever want to be on machines and that um I mean I did have a 02:32:37.020 --> 02:32:45.700 I had deep vein thrombosis and uh had surgery and almost died um my mom crashed an airplane 02:32:45.700 --> 02:32:53.320 when I was five but she lived her face went into the dashboard of a set in the 152 and she lived 02:32:53.320 --> 02:33:03.420 45 more years and um but uh and I still have her ashes here and she's like guardian angel 02:33:03.420 --> 02:33:09.380 are you still in the same house no you're not in the same house I I lived no no I moved here 02:33:09.380 --> 02:33:16.020 during the quarantine and I built a temple and bath house and where are you further up 02:33:16.020 --> 02:33:22.880 to the modest uh right near the shop right near the church office is the shop still open 02:33:22.880 --> 02:33:28.920 I never went into the shop I drove by it but I never went to the shop I mean I think of 02:33:28.920 --> 02:33:35.920 Costa Rica every single day I was a little turned off by the hippie people yeah the 02:33:35.920 --> 02:33:42.840 the Diamante Valley I mean the reason I'm here so just to get so on the death thing I've told my 02:33:42.840 --> 02:33:48.500 daughter that I want to be just in a cardboard box and melt into the earth take whatever organs are 02:33:48.500 --> 02:33:53.980 still good and just I don't want to be I don't want to be cremated I don't want to you know all 02:33:53.980 --> 02:34:03.540 that stuff and um you don't want some from outside I feel no I don't and uh so 02:34:05.040 --> 02:34:10.760 a couple of things I wanted to say that all these stories that I've said with my mission 02:34:11.420 --> 02:34:15.800 um number one because you brought up so 02:34:18.020 --> 02:34:29.580 uh first the Yash Paul Vijayan and uh Yash Paul I saw the piece of paper in in the states but uh 02:34:29.580 --> 02:34:35.260 one whose fame is spread on the four quarters of the universe and I was like I don't want 02:34:35.260 --> 02:34:44.460 fame and he said good fame bad fame the choice is yours and then um Amici a year later 02:34:44.460 --> 02:34:52.100 give me the name Vijayan not it's it's fairly common for people in the yoga and 02:34:53.080 --> 02:34:59.980 eastern religions to get one name from a guru but how many people actually get two names 02:34:59.980 --> 02:35:09.000 from a guru and so if I only had that first one then uh I would think that oh man I 02:35:09.000 --> 02:35:19.460 screwed up I got bad fame uh I I'm destined to bad fame oh well and but if but I I have it all in there 02:35:19.460 --> 02:35:27.840 because um Vijayan means victorious one and then my mind calendar is put an end to these laws 02:35:29.720 --> 02:35:38.840 that you've been subject to your whole life and uh just be warned the old energies will 02:35:38.840 --> 02:35:44.680 kick and scream and attempt to pull you back with guilt and threats but you must persevere you must 02:35:44.680 --> 02:35:53.620 persevere and claim your innate rights as a free sovereign individual basically and so that's what 02:35:54.200 --> 02:36:00.240 tomorrow is for everybody but it's my birthday so that's what the energy of my birth is in 02:36:00.240 --> 02:36:07.180 the mind calendar is that and so all of that is like okay I you know could you just make it 02:36:07.180 --> 02:36:10.980 less dramatic and uh you know that's what I tell the creator all the time because you just 02:36:10.980 --> 02:36:19.620 less drama and uh so I feel I've ever since the eclipses and I if you listen to kipacha astrology 02:36:19.620 --> 02:36:27.480 for the soul from the eclipses until now yeah I feel like I'm just riding it and I feel like 02:36:27.480 --> 02:36:33.460 anybody that looks at my astrology in law match with everything and I have a lot of my visions 02:36:33.460 --> 02:36:41.800 of the date and time you know memorized and uh so I'm going with it and I what I what I say is I 02:36:42.500 --> 02:36:48.960 I totally there's a whole story about reincarnation in that when I when I was like 19 02:36:49.740 --> 02:36:57.200 and uh 20 whatever I was going to medical school and my poor dad I was originally going to be a 02:36:57.200 --> 02:37:06.660 neurosurgeon and uh my I when I did first hit lsd and I had a four-year scholarship with the military 02:37:07.140 --> 02:37:14.660 and so my dad saw me going in the military and do my residency and internship and be a neurosurgeon and 02:37:15.880 --> 02:37:21.820 then do my eight years to the military and then I'm gone and I did that one hit at lsd when 02:37:21.820 --> 02:37:26.660 I was 19 I was like no frigging way are you ever going to be in the military and then I 02:37:26.660 --> 02:37:34.780 wanted to do natural medicine instead of surgery and all that western medicine and uh so that's why 02:37:34.780 --> 02:37:39.060 he disowned me and everything and only had the hundred dollars when I left oh that's great 02:37:39.060 --> 02:37:47.040 he's still talk my my don't talk to my dad my christian dad he had me he had me arrested three 02:37:47.040 --> 02:37:55.800 times when my mom died or while she was dying and uh around the other the other day I brought 02:37:55.800 --> 02:38:09.680 up about my problems with our presidential administration right now and uh you know he's he's republican and 02:38:09.680 --> 02:38:16.840 thinks that biden is crime family biden and all that shit and uh so we get into arguments and 02:38:16.840 --> 02:38:23.880 but after the after the eclipse yeah um I think it was the 02:38:25.260 --> 02:38:34.160 the full moon eclipse not the no it was the solar eclipse i was it i was at dance church and 02:38:35.040 --> 02:38:39.900 there which they've tried to kick me out because of all the defamation stuff are you kidding me 02:38:40.760 --> 02:38:46.500 oh it's still going on but what happened is is I asked permission about being able to speak 02:38:46.500 --> 02:38:53.700 and uh I was I was doing all the prayers and so I announced you know I've been a hippie for peace 02:38:53.700 --> 02:39:02.560 and love forever for 40 years and uh so then I um I I asked permission I made an announcement 02:39:03.100 --> 02:39:09.120 and I told him that it was the eclipse and that I make a commitment to this community 02:39:09.760 --> 02:39:17.780 that um that I will operate out of only whatever you guys think of thought of me think of me 02:39:18.500 --> 02:39:24.920 let that all go yeah I I I am accountable from this day forward I will always operate 02:39:24.920 --> 02:39:34.280 under peace love the four agreements ho ho pono and uh um and and you can call me out on any time 02:39:34.280 --> 02:39:40.540 you don't think I've been following that and it seemed well received and then I go down to the 02:39:40.540 --> 02:39:47.620 river and uh roll a tobacco to do a prayer about all that and then there's three three people 02:39:47.620 --> 02:39:53.920 come down there and they're sit next to me and then I just go are you guys okay I'm 02:39:53.920 --> 02:39:59.160 smoking tobacco I don't want to disturb you you know and oh no no it's okay but we want to talk to you 02:39:59.760 --> 02:40:06.360 and then they they're three healers and they're theirs is uh you know it's really inappropriate for 02:40:06.360 --> 02:40:10.760 you to um be saying you shouldn't even be at dance church you know we've been trying to have 02:40:10.760 --> 02:40:14.840 you not come to dance church for and then you you think it's okay just because you asked 02:40:14.840 --> 02:40:20.980 permission that you could uh speak and I'm like yeah I'm gonna speak wherever wherever I I am 02:40:20.980 --> 02:40:26.560 and of course then I'm getting defensive that's for five years and I'm gonna do this tomorrow also 02:40:27.140 --> 02:40:34.480 I'm gonna make a video but I go for five years I've just been asking like tell me what do you 02:40:34.480 --> 02:40:39.740 think I've done I've I've I've heard that I serve five MEO and then when they come out of it 02:40:39.740 --> 02:40:46.780 I'm naked and I'm laying on top of me and then I serve ayahuasca and then I'm fondling 02:40:46.780 --> 02:40:52.760 women and I've never even served ayahuasca I just started last month so it's the first time I've 02:40:52.760 --> 02:40:58.120 served ayahuasca for that friend thing that I said but uh and I've never ever but I've been stopped at 02:40:58.120 --> 02:41:04.580 in vision do they even know do they even know what you're no no it's just from it's just from 02:41:04.580 --> 02:41:11.200 that one woman I met for 15 minutes and I was releasing my petition in two countries 02:41:11.760 --> 02:41:21.080 on on the day out of time in both Mexico City uh for the five MEO conference online though and here 02:41:21.080 --> 02:41:30.340 there was another one and I consider Jamie look kitty I consider this where I live here as the 02:41:30.340 --> 02:41:36.700 center of the Americas and the center of the natural world and I consider Mexico City being the 02:41:37.460 --> 02:41:46.440 largest population the largest uh area of a city it's 200 kilometers the metropolitan and so 02:41:47.180 --> 02:41:55.160 July 25th I was going to be speaking and releasing my petition in both these conferences 02:41:55.780 --> 02:42:03.520 right and then uh on July 10th is when she put that Facebook post and ever since then I've 02:42:03.520 --> 02:42:09.600 been trying to get my I was arrested on false rape charges I had 10 people that were there and 02:42:09.600 --> 02:42:16.740 witnessed and whatever and uh all interference against your mission that's what it is all these 02:42:16.740 --> 02:42:23.420 all of and sorry to interrupt you but these fake fucking spiritual people of like you're 02:42:23.420 --> 02:42:28.300 not allowed to be like where is forgiveness these are all fake people and they are all here 02:42:28.750 --> 02:42:39.040 to all of us like I hear so much negativity uh in my situation um like what I should do or it's like 02:42:39.040 --> 02:42:46.900 it's all fucking mosquitoes get the fuck away I am on my mission do not do not give me this 02:42:46.900 --> 02:42:55.200 negativity do not interfere I will stay faithful to my path and but they're like mosquitoes it's 02:42:55.200 --> 02:43:01.460 just these people can't even tell you what you're accused of they're all right in five years spiritual 02:43:01.460 --> 02:43:09.360 people and so I respond to these three people and uh and I'm like well what do you think that I've done 02:43:09.360 --> 02:43:13.020 you got to tell me something you know I've been asking for five years and anything that I've 02:43:13.020 --> 02:43:20.640 ever written or anything I've ever spoken about this situation is the truth I am 100% 02:43:20.640 --> 02:43:27.460 honest I have no authority other than the creator so whatever I'm gonna go I'm gonna dance wherever 02:43:27.460 --> 02:43:34.000 I'm gonna dance and that's right none of that's it and uh and they're like oh we can tell you're lying 02:43:34.000 --> 02:43:39.660 I'm like while you're who the fuck are you going to tell me I'm lying they're healers 02:43:39.660 --> 02:43:45.060 and then I go yeah if you look at all the astrology and everything and the and then 02:43:45.060 --> 02:43:49.260 just so you know I made that announcement because I'm letting all that go and I'm 02:43:49.260 --> 02:43:53.860 operating only out of only out of peace you have anything to prove to these people and then 02:43:53.860 --> 02:43:57.420 and then they're like oh well I don't believe in astrology I said I don't give a shit whether 02:43:57.420 --> 02:44:02.500 you believe in astrology or not I believe in astrology this is how I guide my life and I've 02:44:02.500 --> 02:44:07.580 been doing this for 40 frigging years I'm a pioneer in all of this oh you're a pioneer 02:44:07.580 --> 02:44:15.720 and you call yourself a mystic you know mystic is not just uh um uh not just uh reading books 02:44:15.720 --> 02:44:21.920 and I said you I am definitely a mystic there's no doubt in my frigging mind that I'm a mystic 02:44:21.920 --> 02:44:26.920 I follow my visions I only listen to the creator I've never worked for anybody in my life 02:44:26.920 --> 02:44:32.880 yoga yoga church just yeah and they're and they claim that they're uh that they're sensitive 02:44:32.880 --> 02:44:37.740 I said well you guys are wrong your sensitivities are wrong I'm telling you right now that they 02:44:37.740 --> 02:44:45.780 are wrong uh it's just like I got I got kicked out of uh I went to a moon um a woman's moon circle 02:44:46.360 --> 02:44:53.820 and I was really looking forward to connecting with some sisters and then the next month they're like 02:44:53.820 --> 02:45:00.260 your energy and it's like in some circles I'm like people think I'm famous and in other circles 02:45:00.260 --> 02:45:10.860 I'm offensive and who gives a fuck you know it's like I went to I went to a static dance and I actually 02:45:10.860 --> 02:45:19.660 saw a boy that I met at the farmers market three years ago in in Costa Rica and I noticed 02:45:19.660 --> 02:45:26.340 they're just they're fake they're like scanning the QR codes it's like oh you're you're you don't 02:45:26.340 --> 02:45:34.880 realize this is part of the transhumanist agenda and whatever whatever it's true let it go you know 02:45:34.880 --> 02:45:41.740 you don't well so what happened to people there's two guys one that serves five in me oh Bufo actually 02:45:42.500 --> 02:45:49.120 and uh and then uh this woman and she does authentic relating and whatever and she's a 02:45:49.120 --> 02:45:54.780 yoga teacher and a massage therapist and everything and uh so she kept saying well you're in a 02:45:54.780 --> 02:45:59.220 position of authority you know you have that church I said yeah yeah yeah I'm ethical I'm a doctor 02:45:59.220 --> 02:46:05.200 and I'm I'm ethical you know but I can't I can't like respond and I'm not beholden to what you guys 02:46:05.200 --> 02:46:10.880 make up in your fucking head and if you give me something I will be 100 honest oh we can tell 02:46:10.880 --> 02:46:16.460 that you're lying I said look I don't lie I don't keep I don't want to keep track of my lies I 02:46:16.460 --> 02:46:21.660 keep trying to tell them you're like true I say you're a healer but anyway so she was 02:46:21.660 --> 02:46:28.380 starting she was starting to to hear me and listen to me so I went straight to her and I said look 02:46:28.380 --> 02:46:33.700 you know I see you we're coming to the top of the pyramid and I told her about the 12.9 02:46:35.040 --> 02:46:39.740 years with the women and I know it's been hard for you guys I'm sorry you know about our 02:46:39.740 --> 02:46:45.740 masculine energy and yeah I got five plants and Aries and I'm very masculine you know and 02:46:45.740 --> 02:46:52.820 and I'm out there I'm I don't hide a thing I dress like this every day I go to court like this 02:46:52.820 --> 02:47:00.140 everywhere I go I dress like this and I haven't cut my hair in 40 years you know but to tell me 02:47:00.140 --> 02:47:05.800 that I'm not a mystic they think that I'm like some hippie that and then like the latest 02:47:05.800 --> 02:47:14.480 the latest public thing that that woman Valerie Cohen by the way is the dark spirit that 02:47:14.480 --> 02:47:21.160 caused all the women I met for 15 I met Valerie I was there when she moved to Costa Rica remember 02:47:21.160 --> 02:47:32.300 so I don't know but I I only met her for 15 okay yeah well maybe she'll hear this but anyway 02:47:32.300 --> 02:47:39.680 the point is is that um she got attacked by some dog and she put this video uh that 02:47:39.680 --> 02:47:46.100 the Costa Rican hospital wouldn't let her stay there anymore because she's a foreigner she doesn't 02:47:46.100 --> 02:47:50.760 have any money you know so she has to find a place to stay and recover and whatever 02:47:50.760 --> 02:47:58.320 and I was going to the states to Oregon and two people sent me that and asked if I could 02:47:58.320 --> 02:48:10.080 help her out and so I put a post on the on the group the local events group and I said look even though 02:48:10.080 --> 02:48:16.740 you've caused a lot of problems with me I'm in the states I have a guest house you can stay at 02:48:16.740 --> 02:48:26.540 at my guest house uh you can recover there my my my people will uh send uh will bring you 02:48:26.540 --> 02:48:32.660 food or whatever will take care of you and then somebody else comes on is why would the woman 02:48:32.660 --> 02:48:37.460 that accuses you of rape I said I don't think she accuses me of rape I only met her for 15 02:48:37.460 --> 02:48:44.380 friggin minutes uh but I don't know and then she gets on and she's like oh Yash Paul is just you know 02:48:45.120 --> 02:48:51.520 I know full well he got kicked out of his community in in Oregon I was in my community in Oregon 02:48:52.440 --> 02:48:59.780 which by the way by the way the the first temple for the church was built all around 02:49:00.340 --> 02:49:08.580 and we inaugurate on the 26th anniversary of my 25-year vision and uh we had just finished the floor 02:49:08.580 --> 02:49:16.560 when I got sentenced and then we built it and then it got cold at uh Thanksgiving and I put 02:49:16.560 --> 02:49:21.780 an internal liner in a pacific dome Asha deliverance she's involved with my church and 02:49:21.780 --> 02:49:27.680 everything and she's in the scene but anyway and then I was off probation and so the the 02:49:27.680 --> 02:49:36.380 first temple was completely built around that and then now this the guy that died um he was just a 02:49:36.380 --> 02:49:45.180 simple guy but he a bit addicted to heroin for 15 years I I had my four clients three of them were 02:49:45.180 --> 02:49:51.720 opiate addicts and one was in nursing school I got his wife off of cradham two years ago 02:49:51.720 --> 02:49:58.400 and I married them and everything in the temple and uh and then I hired this guy that used to have a 02:49:58.400 --> 02:50:03.620 iboga clinic down here and he had all this equipment and he had a doctor and a nurse and 02:50:03.620 --> 02:50:11.120 he's initiated in Africa and everything and so I called him up and paid him and hired him 02:50:11.640 --> 02:50:18.940 to do this because it was a a cradham a methadone a suboxone and a heroin and heroin all has 02:50:18.940 --> 02:50:28.520 fentanyl in it now but um up in the states heroin has lots of almost anyway he had fentanyl in the 02:50:28.520 --> 02:50:35.200 system also but he was only doing heroin the guys helping people get over are you still helping 02:50:35.200 --> 02:50:47.060 addicts well right now I I did until I got arrested but uh so then um then so I he turned 02:50:47.060 --> 02:50:54.460 he he came down here and he came with a dark spirit um he he was doing opiates and was in 02:50:54.460 --> 02:51:03.760 Colorado waiting for a for a um back surgery and he said he was coming down here for three months 02:51:03.760 --> 02:51:12.320 and so I paid his flight and I gave him $4,000 $5,000 to do the iboga part and then I do a 02:51:12.320 --> 02:51:18.340 three-week thing where they do iboga and then five in the other and uh and then San Pedro, 02:51:18.580 --> 02:51:26.000 ayahuasca and uh so he was in charge of the iboga part and then he ended up turning all of my 02:51:26.720 --> 02:51:32.160 four clients against me and he basically ignored his client I picked him up at the airport 02:51:32.900 --> 02:51:38.360 the guy didn't didn't want to ask his dad for $35 for I usually require people to have 02:51:38.360 --> 02:51:45.080 travel insurance in case we have to take him to the hospital anyway um when they when they 02:51:45.080 --> 02:51:51.120 he was smoking four packs of cigarettes which I was working on that also but iboga doesn't attack 02:51:52.200 --> 02:52:00.120 nicotine but after after the big dose then uh then their dope sickness will come back and 02:52:00.120 --> 02:52:06.100 need to give a booster and so we had a meeting that that they only get one booster at least 02:52:06.100 --> 02:52:10.640 six hours so if they get dope sickness then you just have to wait until the six hours before 02:52:10.640 --> 02:52:16.680 another booster and you'd have to do that and I drug test him he had fentanyl in his system 02:52:17.380 --> 02:52:25.500 and uh so that's why he was still getting dope sickness and um and then I promised to take my 02:52:25.500 --> 02:52:32.540 clients to the beach and so I took care of people until 4 a.m and then I promised to 02:52:32.540 --> 02:52:42.280 take them to the beach at 12 30 and uh and then uh I came back yeah and I went to my house and 02:52:42.280 --> 02:52:49.220 grabbed three bags of cannabis to them to do after heroin so just to relax and everything 02:52:49.880 --> 02:52:53.140 and so I and then I went and checked on everybody and he was dead 02:52:54.660 --> 02:53:05.240 and then I um did a two hour well I decided not to see he was like 50 he was addicted to heroin 02:53:05.240 --> 02:53:12.820 for 15 years he worked for FedEx but um I decided my problem was I decided not to call the 02:53:12.820 --> 02:53:19.220 authorities because I didn't want them to take all three other people to to the hospital 02:53:19.880 --> 02:53:25.400 right so we all we all made an agreement that we were gonna wait and then one of my Kiko the cook 02:53:25.400 --> 02:53:30.940 he was like bro in in Costa Rica you have to report a body right away you know and all that stuff 02:53:31.500 --> 02:53:39.260 and so I um I did uh the next morning we uh called and did all that and then while 02:53:39.260 --> 02:53:47.100 we were waiting for all that I did a two hour zoom with all of his family his mom his dad 02:53:47.100 --> 02:53:54.240 his stepmom and his brother and his sister and and I said that that I I am fully responsible 02:53:54.240 --> 02:54:02.160 but for me responsibility was to tell him what the last few days of his their kid's life was 02:54:02.700 --> 02:54:10.440 and uh so I did all that and then when I I finished the rest of the treatment doing my 02:54:10.440 --> 02:54:17.880 medicines and everything and then I um had the I called the taxi to bring him to the airport 02:54:19.400 --> 02:54:25.780 and well the other thing that happened is that guy I got woken up one morning uh where's the 02:54:25.780 --> 02:54:33.240 ketamine Matt wants to do ketamine from the nurse guy that that I was turned all against 02:54:33.240 --> 02:54:39.360 and all this stuff because I played shimshai and John Levi like dude you know I don't like 02:54:39.360 --> 02:54:43.480 your music it's like I'm at church I'm like well you're here for my ministry and this is what my 02:54:43.480 --> 02:54:49.540 ministry is teaching you a better way to live anyway so they they wanted to just work with uh 02:54:49.540 --> 02:54:55.860 with Matt and then he was ignoring his client so I was the one that kept checking on him but 02:54:55.860 --> 02:55:02.620 now I even texted all the families we made it through the danger zone everyone's good 02:55:02.620 --> 02:55:12.220 no one's in a psychosis and everything's good and then they ended up uh my other mistake was 02:55:12.220 --> 02:55:16.720 that I didn't look at the chart before I went to the beach I woke up and you know come on man 02:55:16.720 --> 02:55:23.020 you said you take us at 12 30 and so by the time I left I didn't look I assumed that they knew 02:55:23.020 --> 02:55:29.040 what they were doing because he's in charge right and uh they gave him three boosters in four 02:55:29.040 --> 02:55:39.920 hours what and uh for people for people that smoke you um we sit with them because once those 02:55:39.920 --> 02:55:48.180 receptors are cleared yeah then uh we have them we sit right next to them for the first three 02:55:48.180 --> 02:55:54.320 cigarettes to make sure that they don't have a seizure and then and then so but doing 02:55:56.120 --> 02:56:05.560 600 so he did six you know 200 my uh booster and then two hours later uh a 200 booster and 02:56:05.560 --> 02:56:12.320 then two hours later a 200 booster that's like a third of a flood so and then when I found the 02:56:12.320 --> 02:56:17.780 body there were four packs of cigarettes that got knocked down and he was faced down in his arm 02:56:17.780 --> 02:56:23.200 I mean when I went to look at him his arm was back weird and so I just I just thought he was 02:56:23.200 --> 02:56:28.580 sleeping weird and so I went to move his arm to get him in a more comfortable position he was 02:56:28.580 --> 02:56:36.560 already in rigor mortis so you know the guy didn't even uh check on him you know he's we check on 02:56:36.560 --> 02:56:41.440 people every half hour just to make sure they're breathing if they need anything to drink 02:56:41.440 --> 02:56:48.020 it's a kind of accountability for for what he did uh just a little bit what he told the family 02:56:48.020 --> 02:56:59.460 was uh I'm sorry it was a it was a it was a mistake that he was pretty much shut down 02:56:59.460 --> 02:57:09.360 and then what happened though uh when the authorities came they uh it required a search 02:57:09.360 --> 02:57:15.940 of the premises they found that they found those three eights of cannabis and they found two 02:57:15.940 --> 02:57:25.120 well I I actually asked them because I had two pounds of uh mamba that was going to get delivered 02:57:25.120 --> 02:57:32.620 I was I was having a moto express come and uh so that's what I got arrested for was the three 02:57:32.620 --> 02:57:40.380 bags of pot and they thought that I was leading this drug fest and that that he died of he 02:57:40.380 --> 02:57:46.940 thought the mamba was pot was cannabis and so I've been explaining them all about mamba and everything 02:57:47.660 --> 02:57:56.220 and uh and then I had my assistant was driving my van and being with with the clients and 02:57:56.220 --> 02:58:01.900 everything while they were searching the house and everything and uh and when they found that pot 02:58:01.900 --> 02:58:08.200 they arrest they arrested me and uh I was so I was getting arrested and then my phone rang 02:58:08.200 --> 02:58:12.980 and it was them and so I picked up the phone I said hey man I'm getting arrested right now 02:58:13.480 --> 02:58:19.340 and that's why they took that's why they took my phone and so then they took my phone and 02:58:21.000 --> 02:58:26.060 everything else and because I changed my name I had my name changed documents and uh 02:58:26.880 --> 02:58:32.840 my um we had all it was all his medical equipment it was all it was the place where he did 02:58:32.840 --> 02:58:40.220 ceremonies they have never once come to my cafe I I I've been 100 honest but and he ended up 02:58:41.000 --> 02:58:47.220 when I got the taxi he had bought a ticket and uh left the country and was going to live with 02:58:47.220 --> 02:58:56.080 my clients in California and then like three weeks later he left a note and said he found the 02:58:56.780 --> 02:59:04.720 the best way to leave this planet and he did iboga and cocaine at the same time and committed suicide 02:59:06.260 --> 02:59:14.740 and so the authorities down here I mean they there was a wasn't he an addict he used to be an addict 02:59:14.740 --> 02:59:19.900 he was an addict he was an he was an addict and then he was cleared and then he he messed up his 02:59:19.900 --> 02:59:26.260 back and so he was on opiates during this thing and I even I had a meeting with all my clients and 02:59:26.260 --> 02:59:33.600 everything uh to ask permission if he's still on opiates you know and then I had an eye I did in 02:59:33.600 --> 02:59:42.200 ayahuasca and I had this whole vision it's like no way should could he be doing um opiates while 02:59:42.200 --> 02:59:49.080 he's so I paid for him and sent him to a clinic in Mexico to get off of the iboga and he 02:59:49.080 --> 02:59:53.400 says that they did it all wrong and that he didn't have enough and and so when we started 02:59:53.400 --> 02:59:59.720 luckily his nurse and get off of bogey or get off opiates you meant to say to get off of opiates 03:00:00.260 --> 03:00:08.280 yeah you said okay well I sent him to do iboga in Mexico to get off of opiates so what now 03:00:08.280 --> 03:00:17.980 are you able to work with addicts I hope so um right now I mean I I'm totally doing everything 03:00:17.980 --> 03:00:24.680 and I'm being you know we just put all this on on the internet so I'm a I don't hide anything and I'm 03:00:24.680 --> 03:00:34.680 100% here I think people people I'm 100% honest and I know that all I have to do right now I was in 03:00:34.680 --> 03:00:40.800 jail for 24 hours um they asked me how long I've been because you're allowed to have personal 03:00:41.860 --> 03:00:49.900 personal cannabis you're allowed to do it but selling because it was in three eights um in baggies 03:00:50.720 --> 03:01:01.760 they they think I'm selling and um I have all my but on the 13th yeah is the first time I've 03:01:01.760 --> 03:01:07.300 been trying to talk to the prosecutor you know tell them reality I've I've been with the 03:01:07.300 --> 03:01:12.840 O. E. Ho to which like the S. D. I I've been with that investigator everything's been fine 03:01:12.840 --> 03:01:17.580 he came to my house because I had a crazy girlfriend that uh she's listening I think now 03:01:17.580 --> 03:01:25.700 by the way that that's a suicide that's a suicide note here and um so I didn't want to like 03:01:25.700 --> 03:01:30.760 make in the states if someone tells me that they're committing suicide at least as a doctor 03:01:30.760 --> 03:01:36.920 I'm required by law to you know report that they're talking about suicide 03:01:37.620 --> 03:01:43.260 anyway so they did come to my house they've seen my altars and my all my art and all that stuff 03:01:43.260 --> 03:01:50.300 but they were only where is the hearing in San Jose no it's here in Paraceladone so 03:01:50.900 --> 03:01:57.440 I originally I they had me stay here for six months and I've been 100% honest and 03:01:57.440 --> 03:02:05.380 give all but they can't break into my iPhone and uh and I I originally said no and uh 03:02:06.240 --> 03:02:13.340 I don't care whether they do or not but anyway um so O. E. Ho to doesn't have the technology 03:02:13.340 --> 03:02:19.980 to break into an iPhone and so they can't break into your iPhone anyway for evidence 03:02:19.980 --> 03:02:25.120 because down here you're guilty until proven innocent there's no jury trial and I can't 03:02:25.120 --> 03:02:29.700 represent myself in the states I've always represented myself you have a you have a lawyer 03:02:30.420 --> 03:02:38.560 I have a public defender so your hearing is on 13 on the 13th the 13th they're gonna try to 03:02:38.560 --> 03:02:44.540 make me stay another six months it's been 15 months and uh you know my daughter's pregnant 03:02:44.540 --> 03:02:51.180 I have my my bus and my car they need it moved off the property you know and I 03:02:51.180 --> 03:02:55.920 basically telling you can't leave Costa Rica until is this sorted 03:02:56.820 --> 03:03:01.180 correct is what they're saying but they're trying and so I'm I'll send it to you I 03:03:01.900 --> 03:03:07.220 but by tomorrow I'm gonna write this declaration I've written different things that I've wanted 03:03:07.220 --> 03:03:12.120 to talk to the prosecutor and I've shared that with my lawyer and all that and uh 03:03:13.640 --> 03:03:21.960 but she said that that I should just since she's gonna say okay but this is the technically have 03:03:21.960 --> 03:03:28.880 up to five years to charge me with something through the um what it's called uh anyway they 03:03:28.880 --> 03:03:34.680 have up to five years to to be investigating but I told them anything they haven't asked me a single 03:03:34.680 --> 03:03:43.440 question for nine months and I just have to sign in once once a month I just have to sign in to make 03:03:43.440 --> 03:03:49.080 sure I didn't leave the country and they they took my passport I got it back I had to write the 03:03:49.080 --> 03:03:56.020 Supreme Court to get my passport so I could do banking down here but anyway um well so on the 03:03:56.020 --> 03:04:07.380 13th will be the first time that uh I can put my church documents and uh and my decoration into court 03:04:07.380 --> 03:04:14.380 record and that's what I think all this arresting and everything is all about but uh anyway that's 03:04:14.860 --> 03:04:16.020 about finding the 03:04:16.020 --> 03:04:27.400 on on October 13th is also Columbus Day which is now Indigenous Day that's when I have the hearing 03:04:27.880 --> 03:04:36.480 down here so I'm gonna be submitting all that into court on Indigenous Day which is Mystics Day 03:04:36.480 --> 03:04:43.780 in my mind yeah okay I'm I'm done thank you thank you Yash Pao thank you sorry for so long 03:04:43.780 --> 03:04:50.680 oh no it's an interesting life yes you have absolutely I think that also 03:04:52.600 --> 03:05:00.420 people that uh don't beat to the drum of everybody else are challenged and the fact that you 03:05:00.420 --> 03:05:05.380 keep your center and you are working with sacred medicine also 03:05:07.680 --> 03:05:16.140 yeah it's not uh it's not fun being addicted to shit and yeah I mean one of the things I say is like 03:05:16.630 --> 03:05:20.360 hey man I've been uh working with some of the most damaged souls on the planet 03:05:20.990 --> 03:05:28.140 with some these strong medicines and uh it's not easy it's I've been doing this for 30 years 03:05:28.140 --> 03:05:35.960 and it's not easy but it's all right it is is it possible for someone's been doing drugs for a 03:05:35.960 --> 03:05:44.720 really long time to turn it around absolutely I have lots of there's different methods like for 03:05:44.720 --> 03:05:51.700 cocaine and meth and all that five MEO I think is best because all the day all the dangers with 03:05:51.700 --> 03:05:57.940 iboga yeah because it's the same type of pipe right right and then they have a totally different 03:05:57.940 --> 03:06:06.540 experience than their um but they have to want to they want they have to want to get clean alcohol 03:06:06.540 --> 03:06:12.980 I think LSD is best um I I haven't drank alcohol since I did my first day 03:06:12.980 --> 03:06:18.120 if they come to work with you you said and let's say they're doing heroin 03:06:18.120 --> 03:06:25.100 they have to come to Costa Rica like would they bring heroin with them 03:06:27.260 --> 03:06:36.180 they bring their last dose I can get morphine down here and so if we need to then I show up at 03:06:36.180 --> 03:06:43.900 the airport with the morphine to keep them gone until until we can get them off but yes in 03:06:43.900 --> 03:06:50.480 general I mean addicts you know they're used to going all sorts of places with their heroin you know 03:06:50.480 --> 03:06:57.860 and so what do you mean by that well I mean if they go see their grandmother for Christmas 03:06:58.560 --> 03:07:06.580 they're going to bring a little bit of heroin in their bag on the airplane and so well I mean 03:07:06.580 --> 03:07:12.380 because they need it they need every six hours and uh so I didn't all know that you need to 03:07:12.380 --> 03:07:21.820 redose drugs your drugs every six hours heroin is so I call iboga the gangsta at the right hand of 03:07:21.820 --> 03:07:28.840 God and uh you're battling heroin you know you're battling the devil and in my church 03:07:29.400 --> 03:07:40.720 we we have angel sacraments and devil sacraments we don't allow alcohol or cocaine or meth at any of 03:07:40.720 --> 03:07:49.800 our facilities and alcohol is one of the hardest because it's primarily lsd but i use combo and 03:07:49.800 --> 03:07:55.600 lsd basically but do people want to get off or are there people like no i'm just going to do 03:07:55.600 --> 03:08:01.580 this for the rest of my life and liquefy my brain and make myself dumber and uh run through a whole 03:08:01.580 --> 03:08:07.560 bunch of money and fuck up relationships and just be a fucking loser uh that's what they do 03:08:08.360 --> 03:08:13.620 a lot of people do yeah alcohols alcohol especially down here alcohol and cocaine is hard 03:08:13.620 --> 03:08:19.880 because it's everywhere and alcohol is everywhere in the world and so alcohol is hard but alcohol 03:08:19.880 --> 03:08:23.800 i'm talking about if you're in a place where you're like having to come up with a hundred 03:08:23.800 --> 03:08:29.200 i know at least a day and then you shirk off your duties you know like you manifest 03:08:29.200 --> 03:08:34.860 someone gets you cosens for a car and you say fuck you mariam i'm just going to run you 03:08:34.860 --> 03:08:40.240 ragged for a year i'm not going to make any payments while i inject myself kind of like that 03:08:41.300 --> 03:08:44.680 yeah a lot of people do i mean that's the whole thing with uh gabramate he 03:08:44.680 --> 03:08:50.980 for 14 years the first needle exchange was on hasting street in vancouver canada 03:08:50.980 --> 03:08:57.580 and he was this psychiatrist for 14 years and then when he found out about ayahuasca and then 03:08:57.580 --> 03:09:05.100 he found out about iboga he used to hand pick people off the streets to um take him to ayahuasca 03:09:05.100 --> 03:09:10.920 ceremonies and iboga ceremonies is there anyone who says no i like my life the way it is i 03:09:10.920 --> 03:09:16.640 like a lot of people especially with iboga because and i want ayahuasca you have to be 03:09:17.220 --> 03:09:24.860 off of everything for at least three days and they're used to needing it every six hours and uh iboga 03:09:25.960 --> 03:09:32.180 you know you can die and you know the ekgs and all that stuff but with iboga you have to have 03:09:32.180 --> 03:09:38.200 that root contract and like i said you have to want to be doing it for you so i'm sure 03:09:38.760 --> 03:09:47.540 i'm sure his process gabramate's process was getting clients that look i'm sick of this friggin 03:09:48.200 --> 03:09:53.060 needle you know but there was a thousand people on the street in hastings like i think it's still 03:09:53.060 --> 03:10:02.060 going on you know what's interesting is with gabbar my my girlfriend um her sister died um 03:10:02.060 --> 03:10:06.880 well she was an addict and then she ended up she was also a death doula and then ended up 03:10:08.680 --> 03:10:16.160 working with gabbar and turned her her death doula into a a short film about her sister 03:10:16.980 --> 03:10:24.480 annie but oh kind of all all um i'm gonna wrap it up just because it's been three it's been three 03:10:24.480 --> 03:10:30.920 hours and uh cheese slice asked do you treat other types of non-substance addictions 03:10:32.180 --> 03:10:39.120 i do i i treat anything it all depends on what they want to do um and i do a lot of people i do 03:10:39.120 --> 03:10:45.960 mostly people that aren't uh addicts that are just want to change their lives and uh 03:10:47.080 --> 03:10:54.200 depression and or just people and i have a whole system and the best is if people come for 03:10:54.720 --> 03:11:01.280 three weeks then i can do almost anything in three weeks using the different medicines and 03:11:01.280 --> 03:11:08.040 all that and i charge uh six thousand for ten days and then if we can if we have one of my 03:11:08.040 --> 03:11:15.880 shamans up which by the way i'm bringing titan domingo here uh in january in january and in 03:11:15.880 --> 03:11:22.200 march how about if people sorry if they want some of your sacraments i i've turned 03:11:22.200 --> 03:11:30.820 people on to your i don't know yeah well i'd rather i'd rather that not be i'd rather that not 03:11:30.820 --> 03:11:38.120 be quite as public but uh the main thing is is if people want to become a member of my church 03:11:38.920 --> 03:11:49.340 and uh our church provides sacraments um on a donation basis uh they can contact me and 03:11:49.340 --> 03:11:54.300 with your permission i guess i could put my contact information and absolutely anybody 03:11:55.120 --> 03:12:00.940 one of the comments on youtube because i use youtube or wherever i can send it to you and 03:12:01.500 --> 03:12:06.220 anybody that wants to be put in touch with yash paul you can get in touch with me 03:12:07.020 --> 03:12:17.720 but cheese slice can put your i would love to be able to come with snuffy and well we'll put 03:12:18.340 --> 03:12:27.840 okay that sounds good and the yash the yash paul dot com i will be uh redoing that i still have the 03:12:27.840 --> 03:12:33.960 domain but i took it off when all the crazy shit and i just talked to them today i am going to put 03:12:33.960 --> 03:12:42.060 the yash paul dot com back up online at some point and yash paul vijayan which you have my name 03:12:42.060 --> 03:12:49.840 here yash paul vijayan at gmail dot com is uh the best email form thank you yash paul i want to 03:12:49.840 --> 03:12:56.720 i want to say thank you for your work and you know been on the sidelines seeing you know you get 03:12:56.720 --> 03:13:05.180 grilled i can relate for my own reasons but haven't wavered and neither have you right keep on keep 03:13:05.180 --> 03:13:14.440 it keep on keep on always moving forward always moving forward yeah i look forward to maybe seeing 03:13:14.440 --> 03:13:23.120 you again in coserica yeah love it i've been grateful for doing ceremonies with you and uh 03:13:23.120 --> 03:13:29.420 just want to say you know if someone if you hear gossip about someone else or you could take 03:13:29.420 --> 03:13:34.180 it into consideration if someone's told you they've had a bad experience with someone but 03:13:35.440 --> 03:13:42.820 also to trust your own gut and that's there's so many people poisoning the well and i know you 03:13:42.820 --> 03:13:49.640 know making one comment on facebook can change the whole mood it's poisoning the well there's 03:13:49.640 --> 03:13:56.820 people who poison the well and it's like do not judge that post that she put on there 03:13:57.470 --> 03:14:05.240 it got sent to 10 000 people and six countries and all those all those psychedelic sites 03:14:05.240 --> 03:14:12.700 within three days and when i saw it i texted all the medicine people in the valley and i said 03:14:12.700 --> 03:14:18.920 this is false we need to counsel and it's been five years and i still haven't been able to like 03:14:18.920 --> 03:14:25.900 counsel and no one has told me anything i know i know some things were that people are upset 03:14:25.900 --> 03:14:33.300 but none of them were ever in ceremony and all this stuff but uh i and i if i hear anything about 03:14:33.300 --> 03:14:38.780 anybody i call them up and i say hey i i just heard you know is something going on with you 03:14:38.780 --> 03:14:44.500 no no no that's just uh you know they're doing that i'm okay you know but i always ask 03:14:44.500 --> 03:14:51.840 i only had one person and mike mcginnis you you know mike right so he's the only person 03:14:51.840 --> 03:15:03.000 that asked me um what happened that's it but anyway things well i'm a strong person i know it's 03:15:03.000 --> 03:15:10.740 just part of my path i believe in reincarnation i know that in this life creator is asking me to do 03:15:10.740 --> 03:15:19.160 this and uh i'm a reincarnated a scene and i'm just doing my best to not get arrested or crucified 03:15:19.980 --> 03:15:28.360 and uh same yeah good luck on everything and we all we both need money to keep surviving 03:15:29.100 --> 03:15:37.940 so anyway you can donate to the project uh it'll be in the in the whatever my information 03:15:37.940 --> 03:15:44.200 wherever that's going to be absolutely absolutely thank you yeah thank you yashpal yeah if anyone 03:15:44.200 --> 03:15:50.880 is interested and don't doesn't see his contact you can contact me and i'll put you guys in touch 03:15:51.460 --> 03:15:58.900 on what's up i've done it several times before and uh yeah thank you for your work 03:15:58.900 --> 03:16:06.800 and i will pray and believe and so if you know someone out there that you love that's addicted 03:16:07.720 --> 03:16:12.920 and uh you want to hear more or want to get them help hopefully they want to help themselves 03:16:12.920 --> 03:16:21.380 reach out to yashpal we we all know that there's uh there's an epidemic of um and it's about your 03:16:21.380 --> 03:16:31.240 soul they want your soul this system is these low level drugs are eating your soul and uh don't 03:16:31.240 --> 03:16:38.240 let them yeah for me i'm a warrior of the light and uh the light gets attacked by the dark 03:16:38.800 --> 03:16:45.580 and uh so i'm i'm done with it now i've tried to i've tried to combat it 03:16:46.240 --> 03:16:55.280 and now i just ignore it um you have my email yeah you have my email just yashpal be giant 03:16:55.280 --> 03:17:00.940 at gmail.com that's probably okay i'm gonna just stay on for a moment and you can jump off 03:17:00.940 --> 03:17:05.940 thanks uh cheese slice for three hours and i'll reach out to you later yashpal love you 03:17:06.490 --> 03:17:14.060 thank you thank you i think this exit bye yes bye okay i just want to show my my um 03:17:14.060 --> 03:17:23.680 sub-stack that was a lot but you know you people can get condemned and it's easy like oh they said 03:17:23.680 --> 03:17:33.220 some crap stuff i never fed into the gossip or the you know i've always had a good experience 03:17:33.220 --> 03:17:43.860 with yashpal and i've sat with him uh with combo and the five dm five mao so i just put a a sub-stack 03:17:43.860 --> 03:17:54.680 on cognify the prison of the future and uh i also wrote about three eye atlas even just going to 03:17:54.680 --> 03:18:02.540 say restack it takes five seconds is helping me the truth is that i am short on my rent 03:18:03.220 --> 03:18:10.220 and i'm working all the time so if you do consume this show every little bit counts cheese slice has 03:18:10.220 --> 03:18:19.180 been doing this show for two years i you know i'm in service but i also need to eat so and pay my rent 03:18:19.180 --> 03:18:28.040 yeah you can press the hard sign or restack it oh you're not you haven't signed up um but it's 03:18:28.660 --> 03:18:37.560 you should subscribe i guess you don't use sub-stack and i'm on part 34 of my well this is your account 03:18:37.560 --> 03:18:44.660 actually that i'm on okay what does that mean oh that got it yeah i it's i i don't have a sub-stack 03:18:44.660 --> 03:18:58.740 account so i'm using your account yeah we could play a few seconds of that welcome to cognify 03:18:58.740 --> 03:19:04.560 a facility designed to treat criminals like patients instead of spending years in an actual 03:19:04.560 --> 03:19:10.500 prison cell prisoners could finish their sentence here in just a few minutes cognify could someday 03:19:10.500 --> 03:19:16.980 create and implant artificial memories directly into the prisoners brain these complex vivid and 03:19:16.980 --> 03:19:22.820 lifelike memories are created in real time using ai generated content depending on the 03:19:22.820 --> 03:19:27.440 seriousness of the subject's crime and their sentence the memories could be tailored to the 03:19:27.440 --> 03:19:34.120 rehabilitation needs of each subject the artificial memories implanted by cognify would be seamlessly 03:19:34.120 --> 03:19:38.280 incorporated into the existing neural networks of the brain i mean there's just hope you're 03:19:38.280 --> 03:19:42.780 moving to that point and ensuring the subject experiences the memories as if they were real 03:19:42.780 --> 03:19:51.440 it's not the cognify concept offers basically it's like total recall yeah a lot of films aware 03:19:51.440 --> 03:19:59.500 they want your mind and your memories brainwashing program that's right but do you want to go 03:19:59.500 --> 03:20:06.340 rod in a cell for 10 years or you want to go and put some neural lace yeah but after you come out 03:20:06.340 --> 03:20:10.980 of this you're not you anymore you're a drone of whatever the system is that wants you to be a 03:20:10.980 --> 03:20:17.600 part of it and you're not you anymore if you go through something like that well you can argue 03:20:17.600 --> 03:20:25.000 if you took a bio weapon that disconnected you and you're not there's some people that can acknowledge 03:20:25.000 --> 03:20:32.720 that they don't feel connected to the source so it's like what is you anymore like i remember 03:20:32.720 --> 03:20:41.760 my my aunt um had a brain tumor she's dead now but her whole personality changed so who is you 03:20:41.760 --> 03:20:49.080 who are you if you have entities that are running the show who is you you know and 03:20:49.580 --> 03:20:57.900 in this cognify you know if you consider mk ultra or like there's just people really need 03:20:57.900 --> 03:21:06.300 to be discerning and uh do their do their inner work that's why i personally do believe in like 03:21:06.300 --> 03:21:14.580 micro dosing uh mushrooms or working with something that will open up those channels 03:21:15.420 --> 03:21:23.480 so that you can go deeper beyond the traumas or the programming and anyway so that's my latest 03:21:23.480 --> 03:21:33.100 subsack and people can just sign up for free or give back that way and i'm still working on 03:21:33.100 --> 03:21:43.000 my audible version of my of my book my george fluid book so the clone the ai clone is actually very 03:21:43.000 --> 03:21:52.060 scary because it's very similar to my voice and if you get that good those ai voice i can't tell 03:21:52.060 --> 03:21:58.240 that it's not me yeah yeah it's scary good i mean they're not going to need us for anything in 03:21:58.240 --> 03:22:06.840 the future near future it's not even that far away that's right yep you're obsolete and the music 03:22:07.360 --> 03:22:14.380 is the music i mean like a year or two ago it would be kind of wonky when brine correctly and 03:22:14.380 --> 03:22:20.900 but it would still be entertaining now it's getting good like you mean the ai music yeah ai 03:22:20.900 --> 03:22:26.600 music is getting scary good like you say i want something from this time if you write a poem 03:22:26.600 --> 03:22:31.560 or hell ai will write the poem you want to this kind of voice with this kind of style 03:22:32.440 --> 03:22:39.100 from this era of music and it'll do it and it's like i'd say it's about 85 to 90 of the way 03:22:39.100 --> 03:22:43.900 there of getting it right and it's some of it's good like scary good and you're like why 03:22:43.900 --> 03:22:49.460 are we using ai to do this ai supposed to do the horrible stupid things that we don't want to 03:22:49.460 --> 03:22:56.060 do so people can spend time doing music and art and and and writing and stuff like that we don't 03:22:56.060 --> 03:23:04.180 need ai to do that stuff that's the stuff we want to do it doesn't make sense why we're allowing ai to 03:23:04.180 --> 03:23:10.640 be used the way it is and i think it's going to destroy our society and i almost feel like the 03:23:10.640 --> 03:23:17.860 sooner the better because because the people who are pushing it i don't think they realize 03:23:17.860 --> 03:23:24.260 how much it's going to destroy the system that they rely on because it's just gonna 03:23:25.400 --> 03:23:30.300 break everything and i don't think they understand that they know it's gonna hurt regular working 03:23:30.300 --> 03:23:35.380 people but it's gonna hurt them too and i don't think they get it i mean it's they watch like 03:23:35.380 --> 03:23:39.740 movies like the matrix i think that's a good idea we should do that i think people are not 03:23:39.740 --> 03:23:46.060 really aware of what's going on in the bigger picture i mean it's like they're just it's 03:23:46.060 --> 03:23:52.400 happening right now this transhumanist agenda is like i was at an appointment and i said 03:23:53.200 --> 03:24:01.380 nanotech and she's like what's that it's what's being put all over the planet but it's invisible 03:24:02.300 --> 03:24:11.160 and you know those like this cognify even though it's just he's a yemen he's gotten a name for 03:24:11.160 --> 03:24:17.040 creating these making these films but it's still what's it doing like now we have to talk about 03:24:17.040 --> 03:24:25.340 neuro rights and of course they need more people to to test the neural lace on why not prisoners 03:24:26.080 --> 03:24:31.380 the already people are not you know i remember once making a post that prisoners should have 03:24:31.380 --> 03:24:39.300 access to healthy food and i was shat on because i stood up for prisoners having rights and being 03:24:39.300 --> 03:24:49.580 treated like humans so our prison's industrial complex is it should be outlawed it's it's like 03:24:49.580 --> 03:24:55.360 and i was thinking about this today when your government makes legal a lot of things that 03:24:55.360 --> 03:25:01.380 should be legal that's just evidence that you have a criminal government and like we should not be 03:25:01.380 --> 03:25:08.780 allowed to privatize prisons we shouldn't be privatizing health care we shouldn't be privatizing 03:25:09.300 --> 03:25:13.520 like private equity i i think we should just get rid of private equity all together 03:25:14.300 --> 03:25:21.320 like housing should not be used for investments it should be used for housing people first and 03:25:21.320 --> 03:25:25.860 foremost but when your government allows those things and facilitates those things 03:25:25.860 --> 03:25:30.960 it's all a racket everything's a racket everything's a cover people are just doing my job 03:25:30.960 --> 03:25:38.000 but no one's really really in control and then they will be the system the algorithms i mean i'm 03:25:38.000 --> 03:25:45.680 already i am a poster child for the social credit system like so i have jeff on but jeff then shares 03:25:45.680 --> 03:25:52.160 the interview and he gets insta banned and then people though will not have me on like now i know 03:25:52.160 --> 03:25:58.060 why i'm not going on the union of the unwanted because they're on youtube and mariam is somehow on 03:25:58.060 --> 03:26:06.100 a shit list what's he is dangerous about mariam right he jeff was banned jeff posted our interview 03:26:06.800 --> 03:26:15.380 on youtube and it was insta banned or it was taken down by youtube he got a strike he got a strike 03:26:15.940 --> 03:26:22.160 what yeah go if you go right and we're it was on our this youtube channel 03:26:24.540 --> 03:26:30.940 yeah because it's it's okay nobody gets youtube who it's it's like 03:26:31.740 --> 03:26:40.360 yeah alema i'm gonna find the tweet that is insane that is insane so i'll say it again 03:26:40.980 --> 03:27:11.160 here if i'll share my my screen uh a great let me just share the screen i have no idea what was in 03:27:11.160 --> 03:27:19.060 that episode that would have been okay so you see the screen do you see the screen 03:27:19.700 --> 03:27:27.180 no oops that was the wrong one this one oops wrong screen here okay a great confo i had with 03:27:27.180 --> 03:27:32.120 mariam inane about the cost of staying plugged into the 3d video game how to reprogram yourself 03:27:32.120 --> 03:27:37.000 in ascending to source as your vibration rises the game's illusion dissolve the missions 03:27:37.700 --> 03:27:44.540 hold on oh we uploaded it to youtube and it was insta banned so it's probably something they 03:27:44.540 --> 03:27:52.600 don't really want you to know what is it well did he get a strike or just they just look at that 03:27:52.600 --> 03:27:58.500 this video was deleted almost immediately by youtube and we were given a strike in can't upload 03:27:58.500 --> 03:28:06.160 for a week the same video that you saw on it's up on our on your channel right now it's mariam 03:28:06.160 --> 03:28:11.280 mariam mariam can't string a sentence together she could be an over the section your mother 03:28:11.280 --> 03:28:20.720 fuckers that's why it's not only the things you say it's who says it who says it who says it 03:28:21.400 --> 03:28:25.300 but how retarded is this art because it's it's still on your channel 03:28:26.420 --> 03:28:31.680 but i guess your channel suppressed i'm banned on i'm fucking the dating app 03:28:32.680 --> 03:28:37.960 bumble so it doesn't they'll see me go on this brown girl why would she be what's so special 03:28:37.960 --> 03:28:44.560 about her well they can still see that video i think it's on your bit shoot 03:28:44.560 --> 03:28:52.200 i just uploaded it to your bit shoot channel and it's on rumble so but it's so bizarre that he 03:28:52.200 --> 03:28:57.440 got a strike for it when it's on your youtube channel available right now don't have mariam 03:28:57.440 --> 03:29:08.040 on no no no nobody can have mariam on she's dangerous she's dangerous yeah i mean it 03:29:08.040 --> 03:29:13.460 sucks what can i tell you so if you do watch the show it's like you know having to say 03:29:13.460 --> 03:29:21.080 please sign up to my subsec so i can pay my rent with my iq my uh credentials it's fucking crazy 03:29:22.340 --> 03:29:27.980 and your channel is actually growing on youtube slowly but it is growing whatever they deleted my 03:29:27.980 --> 03:29:33.960 other channel i mean they demonetized your channel my other channel my first channel she slice 03:29:33.960 --> 03:29:41.160 i know i i just how did he get a strike for something that he reposted that's already on 03:29:41.160 --> 03:29:46.780 youtube that's not gotten straight struck down and what did what was the strike for 03:29:48.260 --> 03:29:51.180 medical maybe we should take it down before it gets straight 03:29:52.300 --> 03:30:00.460 medical is like what i mean that's that's even telling yash palo tell people to go on youtube 03:30:00.460 --> 03:30:06.840 i mean on rumble it's like first of all rumble is the whatever conservative equivalent it's the 03:30:06.840 --> 03:30:13.260 same crap i mean even sub-sec they're they're every day i see that they're taking people away 03:30:14.000 --> 03:30:21.560 and um whatever whatever anyway i'm grateful i'm grateful for my brain i'm grateful for my 03:30:21.560 --> 03:30:28.620 body temple i'm grateful for maybe you just need to start posting cat videos 03:30:29.500 --> 03:30:36.500 cat videos all time all day all the time only cats dot com well look i'm not all i can do on 03:30:36.500 --> 03:30:45.260 tiktok is my dance videos we'll get fine kitty cats just cats cats and dance dancing cats 03:30:46.420 --> 03:30:52.340 there you go dancing memies anyway thanks for listening if you want to go deeper and want to 03:30:52.340 --> 03:30:59.840 hold of yash pal you can hang you can reach out to mariam at honeycolony.com and uh you could 03:31:00.440 --> 03:31:07.080 sign up to the sub-stack and just even restack it helps and yeah thank you for watching i know 03:31:07.080 --> 03:31:12.660 there's a lot of content thank you cheese slice and every little bit counts have a beautiful 03:31:13.480 --> 03:31:19.040 weekend october is going to be um i think intense let's see what they do with this 03:31:19.040 --> 03:31:30.180 three eye atlas and let's see i just wrote about that as well um yeah be healthy be kind to one 03:31:30.180 --> 03:31:36.700 another thank you cheese slice thank you everyone bye something has prompted you to embark on a 03:31:36.700 --> 03:31:41.800 journey toward a healthier you perhaps it was a health scare or the chemicals you want to 03:31:41.800 --> 03:31:47.320 avoid in conventional foods or maybe you simply want more energy but with so many different 03:31:47.320 --> 03:31:53.880 types of diets lifestyle disciplines pricey supplements that claim they antioxidize your life 03:31:53.880 --> 03:31:59.240 and vendors that are more interested in their bottom line who can you really trust honey colony 03:31:59.240 --> 03:32:04.440 brings people together who want to optimize their health through trustworthy information and 03:32:04.440 --> 03:32:10.200 top-notch products we bring together quality vendors renowned nutritional experts and 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