don't about GMO's. There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really
needed to look at Bayer and Syngenta. These poisons aren't just killing bees,
they're also killing beings. I think that's what Goyce's bank account. She gets really deep into stories.
Those where everyone is willing to go. Maryam, you have been hot on the trail of Charles Labor
since this case. They came public. I'm not a prostitute or a parrot. Happy Friday!
Wow, there's a delay. Happy Friday everyone. This is Maryam Minane. I am best known for
directing the film Vanishing of the Bees. I used to be a hard-hitting journalist before
the age of Aquarius. I kid kind of. So we're going to have a very juicy show and I would love
for you to share the show because you make a difference. I had Jeff Burwick on last week
and when he went to post the show, it was insta-bad because it's not just the things you say. It depends
on who you are. Some of us are on the shit list. So yeah, please like and share. So I'm going to
full disclosure before I bring on Yash Pal who is a friend and we speak about his story and
the war on mysticism that I am micro dosing on the mushroom chocolates that are holy and sacred
if taken in the right way and we'll get all into that. But I want to just share something
before I bring him on. So please excuse me, Yash Pal. I've been writing my second book
on substack and it's about twin flames and quantum entanglement and reincarnation
and the age of Aquarius. And it is the book that my soul has always wanted to write.
And so I'm very grateful for Snuffleupagus because in these twin flame connections,
which are difficult to understand logically, they often are your mutes. They are a mirror
and it is really a journey to go within. And in this past year, I've really been
alchemizing a lot of righteous anger. And it is possible if you have a heart,
if you still have a heart and you go within deep, deep within. So I've been living my life
in a different way and also doing more sole purpose reading. So I want to say that I kind
of tabled the twin flame in the 3D because it's such a disparity. And I had asked early on
to Snuffy and to the ethers what the fuck is this? And I heard in a past life,
you signed up for a 3D, 5D split test. Now this was before YouTube had
headlines about the 3D, 5D split test. This was last year, I am in the future.
And what is on the surface is not what really is. What is reality? We can look into that with
Yash Paul, ask him and also look at the celestial energies because I know he looks at horoscope
too. So I was like, fuck this twin shit, twin flame stuff. Because in the 3D I'm having to deal
with my credit being impacted and really not understanding what's going on when there are
other forces involved. So he left a box of books and he had told me during a handful of our
conversations about an H.G. Wells book from 1921 that he got. And I had a feeling it was in that
box and it was. So I found that and then I also found an old business card with 333.
Now for people who have been following this crazy story, because it shows that there's
way more than the mundane, the magical does exist. It depends on your perceptions and how
sensitive you are that I was seeing 333 everywhere in my George Floyd book. I've
bolded all the 33s because I've talked about Freemasonry and this occult link. And it turned
out that this man has 333 on him and I'm now living around the corner from a building with 333
and I moved like maybe seven blocks away from where he used to live without knowing.
And so I also found a business card and on it it has a beautiful card. It has 333. So this morning
I got an alert, an email and it said reputation profile ding or something. So I went to look
and it showed my past addresses and I totally forgot that I lived on 333 Washington Boulevard
in Marina del Rey and it so happens that there's a Washington Boulevard like
just five minutes from here. So just watching all the synchronicities and wondering if it's almost
also found this book awakening to remembering a journey of consciousness. It's almost like
you left the book for me and I say that because when I last saw Snuffy on his way out I said
I'm scared I'm not going to see you again. I already call him Snuffleupagus because he's an
imaginary friend and he said I know that. How do you know that? So it's been maybe two months since
I've last seen him and every time I see him it's like the first time and the millionth time
and for me it is magical and I believe that things happen in the 5D first and then trickle
down to the 3D. So I apologize Yash Paul for my long babble. Yash Paul is someone that I met
in Costa Rica. I was looking for a place to stay so I had lived in one of Yash Paul's homes.
There was a Saturday he was in there where I walked into the bedroom and there was a big
scorpion and back then I still had some exposure on Facebook so I did a
Scorpion Night Live and my friend Jimmy who lives in the jungle told me they're very territorial
and I had to capture it and literally walk it across the street. Another day I found the big ass
spider. So Yash Paul over the years when I've gone to Costa Rica I have an affinity for him
and his work. I've done medicine with him. I've done combo with him and I've done Bufo
and I've trusted him under supervision and he has an extraordinary story as well
as far as kind of persecution on mysticism. So without further ado please hi Yash Paul.
Thank you. Sorry for my long babble. It's fine. All right greetings. Thank you.
May we start with just telling the audience a little bit about you?
Okay my spiritual name is Yash Paul Vijayan. That's named from when I was 22 and 23
Baba Hari Das gave me that name when I asked him to be a guru for me and then the next year
I met Amici which was pretty amazing. It was only if people know who Matam, I'm hoping the rain's
not too loud. Not yet. If it gets too loud I can move inside. Yeah I know all about that.
So Matam Rita Nanda Maiye she's a hugging saint and when I met her it was a hundred. Now she hugs
5,000 people a night when she incarnates as Divine Mother. She's hugged me. She blessed my B-movie.
Well I had a very amazing experience with her. I drove four hours to a ferry and there was only
100 of us on Orcus Island and when I had a dog that was with me from age 15 to 29 that went to all my
college classes and my medical school classes and she only sang. She never barked. So when we got out
of the car she said, oh there's Amici. Let's go see Amici and my dog was singing and she came
up there and Amici fell in love with my dog and her little red kumkum on her head the little red dot
went on to my dog's third eye and my dog would sing on command and Amici got very attached to my dog
but then we go on the ferry and the captain gets on. We have a very interesting phenomena. We
had eight oracle whales escorting the boat. So there were eight oracle whales in the front
of the boat and then Amici and I were looking. This was up in Orcus Island in the San Juan Islands
and a transient orca leaped out of the water and grabbed a seal off of a rock and Amici
goes oh is this happening all the time? And I'm like no I think it's because you're on the boat.
Now my joke is because I'm on the boat but anyway and then the first day I met her I got my dog
all set up in my van and those of you that know about Amici when she was five she lived on the beach
and animals were given her food and she was drinking right out of the udders of cows and so she always
allows animals at her her events but I didn't know that. I had my dog set up in the van and
I go inside and sit down and when she comes out the first thing she goes,
Yash Paul where's Casey? I said well she's in the van she goes go get Casey and then I come in and
then she brings me up on on stage and she goes Casey will be a human in the next life. Would
you like a name? And I'm like well Yash Paul is not my birth name. Baba Haridaz gave me a name
a year ago and then she said that she said that's okay I can give you a name too so both
of them I gave all my birth information to them and then had a one hour meeting the next day with
each of them and she gave me the name Lujayan. The reason I say that on that name is with Baba
Haridaz Yash Paul means one whose fame is spread on the four corners of the universe
and I was 22 and I said I don't want fame and he goes good fame bad fame the choice is yours
and then and then and then she gave me Lujayan which means victorious one and so
I'll get into it but the main thing is when I opened up my church down here in Costa Rica
and I have a shop that we have entheogenic it's an entheogenic free church in the States
and down here I opened it up and people first they were they're like oh Yash Paul's going to
expose the valley of all these medicines and my response was it's about time that those of us
that do these medicines need to stand up and uh and be strong and then when the quarantine
happened I did a five in the O training and it ended March 18th and I was I had already rented
where I'm at now in the land so I set up my retreat center and 11 mystics young people
that I've never met before all got stranded and and then over the next like two months during the
quarantine so I I issued a statement to the government that we weren't going to close that
we were staying open and I issued that we're going to operate under loving the trinity of loving
kindness personal responsibilities I'm sorry reason logic and personal responsibilities
and then I agreed to all the neighbors that because a lot of foreigners came to my
shop and I had a cafe at that time and so I saw somebody that I'd never met before I told my
neighbors that I would check everybody's quarantine status of where they've been for the last 14
days to get an idea about COVID and all that craziness and so a woman was there and I asked
her uh where she's been for the last 14 days I don't have to tell you that I said well yeah
you kind of do you know I this is my place and I made these agreements and I'm a man of my word
and she said well I have something very similar to you I have conscious collectivo and I said well
that's great uh but we can be in my alliance but right now I you'll notice I'm the only place
that's open and uh I've made these agreements and uh and I only met her for 15 minutes and she
stormed out of my place and said that you know negative things about me and that she's going to
boycott me and then in July of 2020 she put on Facebook that I'm a sexual predator and a pretend
shaman and then I have some sort of psychedelic church that I'm I find these people and uh
sexual predator and all that craziness and it's I shaved off my beard after two years
thinking that I was going to ignore all that stuff so it's been this long
that uh that I've been trying to deal with this and can I interject for a second of course I want
to take a step back and have you share about your experience as a physician and maybe touch upon
you know other snags that's created that way that you've encountered before that I was in
personally during the pandemic I I got there six days exactly before the country shut down
actually we were at up together at um unesthetic dance you were there dancing um
and during that time just to show a parallel first of all whatever was happening Costa Rica was
happening in a delayed rollout because what happened to you was part of the snitch nation
that this uh culture putting it in the culture that you would get rewarded by causing gossip
which is really the emphasis of also spirituality where you don't want to be uh engaging in low
level uh gossip is number one two it was pretty strict there for instance the organic shop in
the mini cow that at one point the people there well they had to wear in Costa Rica the people wore
visors that look didn't come out in America so much but at one point they had to wear the masks
and the visors they would get fined ten thousand dollars if one of their employees
wasn't um wasn't worried so I just I wanted to to share that where I was staying initially
before I found my own place I was at an eco village where I had stayed before and when
we got there after that aesthetic dance that Zach caught whatever was going around and he was
back on his his uh asthma respirator and so he was coughing uh with abandon in this eco village
this was also at the time of fomites where literally in Costa Rica per the government
that you had to spray your doorknob let's just remind people and it was a crazy time
we got kicked out of that eco village and they put a watch on Interpol to look for us
so it was a crazy time so I just wanted to add that uh like Interpol looking for Miriam and Zach
because they kicked us out of the eco village and I didn't I would have paid her the rent
but look she she kicked me out on the spot and um I was forced to find somewhere so people
were cuckoo and just one more thing that in the drama that Yash Paul got you know uh he'll
continue on the story but I was there and I defended him and did not partake in the drama
or believing because I had my own experience with Yash Paul so I just wanted to share that
continue thank you so I really want to get back uh I see a total difference right now with
the mine calendar and uh all of that and um tomorrow is the uh last day of the mine calendar
year and then on sunday will be my new year and then with the eclipse season about three weeks
ago till now all the astrology is really starting to open up this month is going to be really
challenging but we're finally arriving to the Aquarian Age those of us that are on the forefront
it's still going to be a hundred years before before the Aquarian Age is set in place
but now I'll talk about what my mission is so in 1987 the harmonic convergence
is when uh longer story I'm not going to get into but I did my first hit of MDMA that while I moved
to I left college from New Orleans in May right after the jazz fest and then I had a woman and a
baby that wasn't mine that I agreed to help her out and experience what it's like to be a dad
and we drove all the way across the country from New Orleans all the way to Arcada California
and then I um opened up my massage practice and three days later I went into the post office
and a woman I was dancing with it at jazz fest was there and she wanted a massage and then she
gave me a tip of a hit of MDMA for me to do on the harmonic convergence
and I was like well thank you but I'm going to this event the Southern Oregon healing gathering
and there's no drugs no dogs no alcohol and coming across the country we we stopped in Arkansas
I only had a hundred dollars and my dad disowned me and so I had no money had a 71 VW van packed
to the gill with a woman and a baby that wasn't mine and we we went to Coleman Mine in Arkansas
and we dug this the slag piles and so I had like 80 pounds of crystals that I lived on and
whenever we didn't have money at the gas station either Jesus would come to somebody to
sell them to give us money to help us out or I'd sell crystals until I had enough money
for gas and I moved all the way across the country and then when I um I went to that gathering
I told her you know thank you oh she she worked for a psychotherapist in Mexico doing MDMA therapy
and her job that summer was to travel around the United States to have everybody do MDMA
on the harmonic convergence all at the same time wow this is before it became illegal or was it
illegal well this was 1987 I don't think it was illegal yet um I had never done it before
so I didn't know much about MDMA at that time I'm pretty sure it was it was um not illegal
until after 87 but then I get to the gathering and then like rainbow gatherings on the day of the
harmonic convergence there's a pure silence and I had decided that I until it gets broken up by
the kids parade and I decided that I lived on these crystals for long enough and so I I decided I was
going to give them all away on the harmonic convergence so I was down cleaning all the
crystals in the river and everything and I was walking up and a voice came into my head and
said time to do the MDMA and by that time I saw that people were smoking pot and doing
mushrooms and everything I was like oh I guess I can and so I popped that the MDMA came up to the
meadow and I put a crystal grid around me and I was meditating and completely locked in
and that MDMA gave me a vision yeah that uh that it'd be 20 years of learning and then
five years of doing my work and then it just ended so for like a year I was like well then what
then what then what and this what we're in right now is the then what so um 2012 is when uh that
25 years was opened the minds that I talked to about their prophecy with the mind calendar
they said it was going to be between 2012 and 2018 and I I believe that's why the
the quarantine happened all over the world is because people weren't ready for the new age and
I believe now that we're arriving and uh can I ask you a question okay would you say that when
you say that that's an interesting way to look at it do you are you saying in a way that
also locking down I mean although a lot of people escaped in video games or whatever
that it was a preparation to go within or what do you mean a preparation a preparation to
quit your nine to five job and uh become who you really are and uh a lot of people got stuck
in video games and conspiracies and whatever but the the universe needs us to be ready and
that's what the way Pluto is going into Aries right right now or anyway I don't I don't know
the if full moon in Aries which is what you are in Aries and I have five planets in Aries
oh and and Chiron is in my destiny which is the wounded healer and uh my mind calendar seven
ox so Johan Solomon he has a great book called the mind calendar of the and transformation of
consciousness and he was a his uh molecular his file a cellular biologist or so a histologist
and he studied the Mayan pyramids with uh that type of mind and he ended up writing that book
and the nine levels of the pyramid the priests in the Mayan culture and I heard also in the
Incan culture that they would uh the priests would stand at the top of the pyramid to talk
as if they were from this time and uh with the Inca it was uh San Pedro or Wachuma and with the
Mayans its mushrooms and um so the seventh level of the pyramid was 234 years and it was the energy
of the masculine and it was power so that's the United States which obviously now is all
falling apart and then uh and then the eighth level is only 12.9 the way they say it is that the
that time speeds up by 20 fold on each level of the pyramid and so that that book he maps out
everything in history uh and if you think about how long it took us to get from you know
telephones to cell phones and internet and then all of a sudden we have instant messaging and
right acceleration screaming all that so it's not that time speeds up by 20 fold it's manifestation
that speeds up by 24 and so the eighth level of the pyramid was feminine and it's 12.9 years
and it's uh ethics and so my theory is that the men had 234 years to screw everything up
and the women only have 12.9 years to correct it and uh and then the last level of the pyramid which
my prophecy is that we're entering that right now with the mine calendar on sunday and the
aries full moon and the eclipses and all of this going on right now and that last level is uh both
masculine and feminine um and we arrive to where we're equal and uh we live in oneness and love
and so that's what i'm praying for and i'm hoping for and that's only 360 days and then
we're at the top of the pyramid so can you can you uh uh comment on brine's uh there's a lot of
different interpret interpretations of the mine calendar before that i just want to be what what's
going on because i'm squinting i have my windows open and like five feet from here the the
house in the corner is fucking totally wrapped wrapped up deadly poisons and you know there's
something called what is it drift and so my eyes are burning because i'm an environmental indicator
so i'm gonna need to just close i'm gonna duck down as you answer that question because i have to
close my windows from the poisons the fucking poison sorry about that um so the i i follow the
traditional mine count primarily it's a 13 it's a 13 20 time signature jose arguellis who also lived
lived in ashland organ and his website was 13 moons dot com yeah he had the he had the dream
spell calendar which he came up with the date of uh december 21st uh 2012 and had big celebrations
at chichen itza and all of that so that was that was a four a how that was a four a how
and the mine elders that i've talked to they say it's going to be a 13 a how
and but anyway so the teen the 13 just to add to that that um i was listening to the i think the
person behind the 13 moons that he said as above so below 24 degrees you know to the left because
they they messed with the degrees so there's the thought that western astrology has been
messed with somehow because they removed the 13 out of kind of the equation and made it let's say
you know unlucky unlucky number well instead of 13 28 day months by the moon which is
what it should be and maybe his 24 degrees is the because there's a day out of time for that
365 days we just had it right i celebrate the day out of time but that might be the missing
days of why it was a four a how instead of a 13 a how but the 13 20 which the minds say
that a spaceship came down and gave them this information in the calendar while they were
on mushrooms and uh jose arguellis he came up with his calendar while he was on mushrooms and
then terence mackenna he had what was called the 13 20 time wave and so he had the time wave
which was a vision that he had on mushrooms as well so that all seems like a 13 20 time signature
is the mushrooms and uh you know there's theories that the spores for mushrooms and
the mycelia that come all throughout the earth that that all came from other planets as well
so all of that makes sense with me now back to what my mission is
so in those 20 years where i was working and doing my stuff i got a degree in nature
pathic medicine i was a pretty busy doctor i had a child went through all of that and i started
working with ayahuasca and five m e o d m t um and mushrooms and m s m d m a and l s d
and all of those and those have all had profound aspects of my life and then i did four vision
quests in columbia and um on the so the last vision it was 13 days and you do four days of no
food and water on day five the community comes and they bring you three pieces of fruit and a
of the um tecping uh anyway his name is uh aurelio tecping colibias he came to me in a vision
and he ordained me in the vision as a medicine man and then i got taken up in a golden light
and then i memorized the document that is for my church and that's that's why i
consider that that it's ordained and in that there's three tenets the first is that the laws of god
supersede the laws of humanity so something comes from this earth it's our right and our duty to
learn how to use it the second is direct communication with the divine no middlemen needed um direct
communication with or without the use of sacraments and then the fourth is our bodies our temple
and our laboratory what we choose to do with our bodies uh is between us and the creator and
consenting adult and so that's the three tenets and then from that i'm in a scene so i left the
um baptist church with my family and everything my dad's southern baptist and when i was 16
is i shot a a deer my dad's a big hunter i shot a deer and i wounded it and i had to track it
and then while i was um so two two big experiences when i was 16 when i had that deer to slit
its throats and put it out of its misery the spirit of that deer talked to me and says why do you shoot
me i still get tears now but why do you shoot me i was just eating and you shot me and uh so when
i'm coming back my dad was like what are you oh you did really good son you know what are you
gonna do with the hive you know you're gonna make a coat you know i said no i'm done hunting dad
i'm not hunting anymore and it took me three years but went up by the time i was 19 i was
vegetarian and um and then when i was 16 i also wanted to know what did jesus do from age 12 to 30
because i didn't want to just hang out with my dad and uh and so i kept asking sunday school
i'm a math whiz and i was valedictorian and skipped a grade and all that and so they were
let's not worry about that let's figure out when he's coming back and they had me do
all these calculations and then after the third time i came back also when i was 16 i came back
to my dad and i said i'm not doing church anymore this is ridiculous i want to know what jesus did
from age 12 to 30 and now i'm now i'm pretty sure that the ascenes and kumran and i think when he
told off the the Pharisees in the church and then he disappeared from the bible i believe he went
to kumran and in kumran they would clear their seven chakras through the seven pyramids
and then they would go on a sojourn and wander around to india and pakistan and napal and
isa there's lots of writings that this foreigner isa came and i believe that he learned uh the
hindu meditation and uh got his enlightenment that way i want to say i want to say something
sorry before you go on i also also was disowned by my christian dad although i was raised coptic
orthodox i also was questioning things in sunday school and was like this doesn't at 13 this doesn't
make sense these these their answers and uh there's another another similarity just being just
being questioning of the of the story so you know jesus in my opinion if you know there's debate
whether he existed and his story was definitely sigh often he was crucified because he needed a
savior blah blah blah but he you know this is an exalted man that was living christ consciousness
and transcending this duality illusion that we've been shown via the heart via tantra via plant medicine
i i totally agree and to me in my life and what i tell my father now and all these things
is that i'm a disciple of jesus but and when people the catholic church and people in my
neighborhood hear they ask me what my church is about and we value the lives of jesus and mary
magland and john the baptist and uh we honor their lives and and for me and you'll see in the
church document and i identify you mary am but uh i i've had visions that i'm a reincarnation of
john the baptist and uh that's where there's 144 that these high souls um yeah can split and there's
many john the baptist many mary magland many jesus's and uh and i think all the disciples
and whether they're archetypes but it does it in my research it does look like they all live
and uh i believe that he reincarnated but i don't believe in the christian thing of i say that that
jesus pointed the way but too many people are sucking on his finger and sinning because
jesus takes it all away from him i do my best to live with the one creator of the trinity of
creation whether that's brahma vishnu sheva or father son holy ghost or even bob marley
bunny whaler and uh peter tosh so i look at the trinity and everything and i believe that
so in the bible it says make di altar of acacia and i also have a church document that um
benny shenan wrote a 25 page thesis and a you know the first issue of a new magazine that came out
and i happened to hear hear about that on the radio when i was leaving my house in port
towns in washington driving four hours down to portland to be on a radio show and as i pull
into that driveway oops sorry my air pod just got out sorry okay okay says something cannot
control the air pod when i'm on this thing are you hearing me yes okay yes we hear you so
so with oh in the bible it's oh in benny shenan he says that in kumran the temples were all
flanked with syrian rue and it says in the bible make di altar of acacia and if you think about it
with acacia it's the easiest way to get dmk you just scrape the root bark and if you mix that with
a syrian rue pangalam harmaline you get an iowaska analog really so he says that moses with the
bird with the ark but also the ark of the covenant was made out of acacia well that's
they think it is but um i believe the ark of acacia the ark of the covenant was made out of acacia
but i also think that the angel sightings and the burning bush and the visions that are on the bible
i believe that that that's visions that people did and so my theory is that 6 000 years ago
a creator came in the dreams of the shepebo to mix the the harmaline is in the iowaska vine
and then the leaf of the psychotria viridan is the dmt and they say it came in their dreams to mix
those two plants and make iowaska and then on the other side of the planet in the desert instead
of the wet jungle i believe came to moses and uh told him to um have the acacia which is the
dmt now it's the wood and the leaf of pangalam harmaline which is why they flanked the temples
with uh the pangalam harmaline and you mix those two and you get
iowaska you get orally active dmt and uh dmt it hasn't been totally proven yet but uh both
the dmt's 5 mio and then dmt and uh and and dimethyl tryptamine are both
made in our bodies we know that melatonin is in the pineal gland and the 5 mio that i get
now the pure molecule it starts as melatonin and then lab lab work and so i believe
that the pineal gland makes 5 mio dmt and nnd mt as needed and we know that nnd mt
is responsible for our dream state and 5 mio dmt is released so
nnd mt is released at the time of birth death and dreaming 5 mio is released at the time of
birth death and orgasm and uh wow so my theory and people always ask me about bufo
those of you that know bufo bufo didn't get popular or known until a book was written about it
in 2008 but i've been doing 5 mio and serving 5 mio since 1999 and uh
the year the matrix came out just yeah that's that's interesting yeah and uh
there's a longer story about us doing that but uh so i have i have a couple questions
we also didn't make uh 5 mio illegal until 2011 really those of you yeah those of you
that know who sasha shulgin is but he was he's known as the grandfather of mdma and his books
teacoll and and teacoll but he was at the conference it was at a halloween mushroom millennial
conference that paul stanitz put on but all of my mentors were there jonathan jonathan
oct and christian rach and uh sasha shulgin and they were all there and my friend that
got 5 mio and there were six of us that had rented a yurt and he asked if we all wanted to do it and
we decided to do it but we didn't know anything about it and so 35 milligrams is what's called
threshold for an mdmc and so we all did that and had really crazy experiences wow and uh but
the threshold for 5 mio dmc is two milligrams and i normally serve somewhere between 10 and 15
milligrams 14 is is the dose that i do but we all did 35 milligrams that first time and so
we asked sasha shulgin i said uh um about 5 mio and he goes try try five milligrams and then try
10 milligrams and decide somewhere in between i said well we did 35 milligrams and he goes well
that must have been interesting and then in one of the talks and meetings that he had
one of my one of our six people that did it and they asked why is 5 mio illegal and those of you
that know sasha he was like six foot three and you know never combed his hair so he was there and
he goes well well god needed a loophole that's the only way i can explain it god needed a loophole
and 5 mio dmc is that loophole and so that's my favorite molecule and that's the molecule
that i have complete mastery of and uh for me did i do that with you yes i think so you just said
you did i yeah i just remember that i want to say i was on a mattress and i was the first time
because i've done it a few times the first time i was because i'm a dancer and i didn't it's and
that's a lot about surrender and there were a couple i mean it wasn't a big group but i ended up
doing like an ethyl merman kind of choreography on the mattress and what what was happening was
the medicine went you know i was hit by you know this i was hit by an sdb and i was it was bringing
me back to do some clearing and the medicine i i was feeling it in in my femur and at that time
in the jungle was a siren that passed by it wasn't like this in my police donation which you
know it doesn't happen that you have an ambulance in where where your house is anyway so i've done
i've done it with you and and these these medicines are sacred i want you to speak about
you know the movement right now they're synthesizing it and i really feel the sacredness
sacred is being replaced with synthetic and um can you speak to that as a mystic
yeah i will i want to just tell you that yes that sounds like a five in the old experience
for me in my church we have um what we call yeah but i don't i've served a thousands of people
i don't remember everyone right but what what five in the old does is it seeks out an emotional
place in you that keeps you from being free and over the first six to eight minutes you go through
all that so your trauma your your all of that is what it goes through and then you land in the state
of of oneness and purposeful universe and that it all makes sense and and like in an orgasm when you
feel like you're gonna orgasm i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna and that's five in yo well i want to
i want to speak to that sorry another thing you said that it's released during orgasm so
orgasm is also if like i've had a kundalini to use the orgasm um more to clear my tube or clear
i'm saying how i use an orgasm more is healing and not like you know low base sexual but more
like a therapeutic um but it's i didn't know that that's what it releases during during that moment
yeah so when you smoke it when you get the ceremony with me it's like a thousand fold orgasm
all over your body okay and uh the five in yo to me is the big bang and then known as the god
molecule and and mbm t is uh right after that super super visual and so that's the spirit
molecule and it's the manifestation of creation and uh when you said about synthetic so the problem
that i have is they're they're trying to take the visionary component out of a lot of medicines and
there's a big thing about five in yo of their and iboga that they're trying to take the visionary
aspect out of it but still have the therapeutic aspect and um i disagree with that for five in yo
but i know the beckley foundation amanda fielding and all of that they're they're creating tablets
with five in yo salt i think it is really is it legal uh they're just they're just trying
to figure it out now but i'm actually on a hamilton's pharmacopia during the uh way back
which is the world bufo conference in uh mexico and that has um so people say come to me oh i want
the natural i just like like the bufo and i personally think that the pure morning out
yeah it's out okay can you hear me or maybe it's the rain there's lag
okay i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna move inside but i move inside my house a little bit of a mess but
uh you can see the lion skin which uh this is i think i have enough battery okay sure
okay we were right with the mess well if you can you can hear me i went to the psychedelic conference
in miami can you hear me am i having am i okay can hear you can you hear me okay so i went to that
i went to the second you know yes went to the psychedelic conference two years ago in miami
and uh it was it's interesting you know any any uh fucking around with uh a plant you know again
you're playing god and you know you're not down i'm not down with that i'm sure i'm sure you're
not down with it it either it's like what's happening just to segue for a moment is
the way i see it is the organic the synthetic world is kind of like seeping in like in the
symbol on westworld the two circles and people in the next generations are not gonna necessarily
even know what a divine spark is and that was also part of the pandemic whoever babies came in
under that or i mean it altered because there's two things going on you know someone like you that's
standing for mysticism and for the natural world and then all of these replicas which are not
it's like it's a knockoff it's not the original and and people need to be able to discern with what is
what is real and what is not but if they're not real how are they gonna know
i understand at the same time the mineral kingdom so molecules and chemicals and all that
that's a whole kingdom in itself as opposed to the plant kingdom and the animal kingdom yeah so me
bufo and i think it there's there's a mayan
or Aztec i think anyway but there's glyphs of somebody coming to to the king or the
priest with a tiny little bag to give him a gift and with the bufo it's it only
lives in the sonoran desert there between arizona and sonora um mexico unfortunately actually
there's there's um bufo frogs uh here in even in west there's bufo but there's there's bufo here
that come to my house all the time but bufo alverias and they change the name to insularia alverias
but that's the only one that has five in the odm t in it the others have bufata mean which
bufo has four tryptomines in it and in july and august they come out so they they're underground
hiding for 10 months right and then they come out and all they want to do is re
procreate and have fun and uh and now i mean there's there's i call them bufo gangsters there's
bufo there's fat fat old men that hire teenagers to go collect collect the toads and bring them to his
uh house and then they squirt all the toads there but there's two things are alive or isn't they're
alive yeah they're alive but they just put them in a bag and so my joke is like hey where'd my
friends go where's my home you know when they get released because they don't get really
where the people that i get my bufo from they pick up each individual individual toad and they
squirt it out of uh the gland onto glass or a mirror and then it dries and then they put
them right back where they got it from but any animal like if if someone if your friend
squeezes a zit on your back you you have right an emotion and what i find is that in bufo
and that's what i told hamilton on this thing with with bufo
number one there's four trypto beings in there so the bufo has the nn dmt the five mio dmt
and then it has bufotenin and it has another tryptamine that i don't know much about but called
nmt and so i find that the experience yes it's a little bit more visual because of the nn dmt
but it also find it has fear in it so i think that fear comes into there so there's a lot more
people who get a lot more scared and act out fear and i say it's more of a jagged
way up because it's four tryptomines talking to you and for me the melatonin
chemical process that they take it from melatonin in a lab into the pure molly my my pure we call
it jaguar is more of a direct line to the godhead yes you go through that emotional stuff people
can scream a women's orgasm is very different than a male orgasm and what i find is that men
tend to exalt themselves or jump up and say i am god or whatever and women are like whoa wow and
they're releasing and releasing i i didn't want to talk that much about five a meal but just an
example i had a couple that came and i always i do couples i always do the woman first because the men
can be scary and uh he he was a self-made millionaire from uh that made this cool
medical device that he was showing me and all that stuff and then he and his partner decided to do
five in the o and his wife was she took care of all the business stuff but she was really mild and
you know reserved and all that stuff and he's a you know a brooklyn night and uh so we did hers
first and the instructions are after you smoke it you take a little bit extra air put it in your
lungs hold it for about 15 seconds but everything will start happening within 10 seconds and so
you just close your eyes and lay down a symmetrical position and uh so she was slowest i've ever seen
anybody go down she she goes really really slow all the way down and then she went through her
process and then the first words that she said she goes did i do it right wow wow and then uh i
finished her experience and uh and then it was the her husband's turn and within one minute he
lays down within one minute he jumps up and he goes fuck you fuck you and fuck you to my assistants
and the other people that were in the room and and then after like two or three minutes he goes
ah man i'm sorry i i was talking to my uncles and my dad that said i'd never amount to nothing
yeah fuck them man i'm a self-made millionaire and uh in any way so you know what what that when
when you're sharing that what comes to me is wow these people are so tied into the persona
it's not like in soul for me hearing that it's still very it's very rigid right it's not like that deep
you know what i feel is like deep ancestral um really free there's so many layers to people
and uh it's just interesting to me actually i think i've done bufo and only done that with you
and that was quite a while ago it would have been a it would have been a special little lamp with
argon gas that yes yeah i had on the altar but um but just to get the the main thing is is the
traumas so so women they get very emotional and they're like help help i need help i need help
help help can someone please help me and i just ignore that for those six minutes i've
served it and their friends are like why aren't you helping her why aren't you helping her
or they go through their their sexual abuse traumas or something like that
his trauma his dad was a was a plumber i think and so you think about a brooklyn a brooklyn plumber
in the 1950s and 60s you know the way they might treat their son and uh and him getting into
spiritual stuff and whatever you'll never that's crazy talk you know you'll never amount to nothing
and all that type of stuff so the first time i started doing five mio it was all about my dad
never being proud of me and uh and so that's what i used to all this process because he thinks
i'm an atheist and that i follow idol worship and that you know even i talked to him yesterday
and he's like well son you just have to take jesus as your as your savior get on your knees
and get jesus and i'm like well dad my entire life is dedicated to to jesus and back to that is that
so in my church documents when that came and i memorized it all on the on the mountain
and kept it and then i wrote it when i got off the mountain in 2009 and um so in i was at 222 a.m
by the i always wear a watch because i'm a doctor and so anytime i have these experiences i have them
calculated basically in my head of what the time was and you'll see on the church documents it's that
222 in the morning is when that happened because even on the mountain i have my watch
but anyway that's that's just me as a doctor so what i want so for me it's identifying
the 144 000 um reincarnated ascenes right and i know i'm one of the 144 thousand
absolutely and uh people know who the santadime is but the santadime is a ayahuasca church
that's based in in brazil but in ashland orgin which is where i live in the states
they won the supreme the state supreme court for their right to do medicine and then
there's a book uh anyway it's a book about i'm trying to think what the name was but i had a
i had a client that lived in portland and i was living in port towns in washington
and when i would when i would go to music down in portland she would let me stay at her house and
then a few years later she wanted to be a client and she drove up to port towns and and asked me
about hotels and stuff and i said well you know you you can stay at my house i usually don't have
clients stay at my house but you can stay at my house because i've always stayed at your house
you don't have to buy a hotel and then i came back from uh the time i had this the vision of
john the baptist and all that stuff and i told her that vision and she said oh you know that's
sabastio it's called forest of visions oh yeah he he says he's a reincarnation of john the
baptist and it's all in his book forest of visions and i had the book but i hadn't read it
yet so i read that book and i i keep a headband or when i'm in cold country i i wear a tan you know
lost the hat and and i do that to keep my crown i accentuate my crown for my connection to the
divine right and um so he he uh always wore a little hat and he had a long beard in his picture
there and he said he's a reincarnation of john the baptist bringing the ascenes to a new era
and that's what his whole vision was when he started the santadime church now back to ashland
i can't remember what year it was but um they were having they won the supreme court and so
they serve they they do their uh every two weeks they do their uh ayahuasca to the community there
and they were bringing uh sabastio's son i'm spacing out his name right now but anyway
they're bringing him and uh there's a whole thing of that with the united states it's a one sacrament
you know peyote the nat american church gets peyote and uh santadime they won for ayahuasca
and i smoke tobacco there's a longer story around that but i always do a tobacco prayer
and yeah back in the day i would only do four puffs to before every ceremony and so
anyway they had 125 people in a jewish synagogue a block and a half from the police station
they did ceremonies of 125 people a block from the from the station from the police station
and uh i always purge on the earth when i do ayahuasca ceremonies but with them we were in
pews and so it was all these people in pews and if you had to vomit it's like uh excuse me excuse me
excuse me and then you have to go to the very back and they had these buckets and they do these
these guardians so anytime someone's purging they they uh bring in so they're very catholic
they wear catholic uniforms right all this craziness and they have these guardians and so when
you're purging they're protecting you with the name of jesus and everything and so
i go back there and there's some guy standing next to me and he's he's saying jesus christ
helped this guy you know all this and and i'm like uh excuse me could you just like be quiet
so i can purge you know and because it was distracting to me and then i finished purging
and then he came and he took it and then when he came back i said hey where did you put my purge
and he said oh we just uh dump him in the toilet and rinse it out and put the bucket back and i'm
like not my purge my purge goes on the earth and so the next day i i talked to the head guardian
and everything and i asked him if i could purge outside and uh i specifically went there
to set an alliance between my church being the scenes and john the baptist and the santa
dimey church and with the with the son and the leader of the church coming so that was my
purpose was to set an alliance between our two churches and uh and then so i uh i got the
permission to purge outside so i was only oh the 125 people and uh and then that day
i went to do a prayer it was it was a 12 hour work which was crazy to me but that's when they dance
and they march around and all that stuff and um they're all wearing white except the all the
guardians are in catholic uniforms but i go there and i and i go to smoke my tobacco and do this
prayer and so there were some people out there in the shade and i said is everybody okay if i
smoke tobacco and then the sky stands up and he's like absolutely not this is a one sacrament church
and uh and all this stuff and uh you know i'm sure you know the dantian here so i just
went to his dantian and i said i don't receive that i'll go smoke my tobacco somewhere else
and then i went like the front of i went to the front of the uh and remember now i'm addicted to
tobacco but uh i'm sure your tobacco smoking is way better than what most right it's not you're
not smoking more bros no i smoke really but i got addicted because uh um when i came in from
mexico some at one point so i traveled with all my feathers and uh so they took all my feathers
away and then i was in a eight months of uh communication with the department of interior
year and i remember that i threatened it up yeah that was in 2013 i threatened it all the way to
the supreme court and uh they gave me all my feathers back but i kept a tobacco prayer for
eight months that's beautiful and uh and i won i got all my feathers back and everything first
they wanted to charge me 81 thousand dollars ten thousand dollars for each condor feather
and a thousand dollars for each raptor feather so it was 81 thousand dollars is what they wanted
me to pay for fines and then i won all of that and first they agreed to give them all back except
for condor eagle owl hawk and blue heron and uh and i still travel with all those documents
because it says uh yeah he broke this law however he claims religious freedom and he does
seem sincere and convicted with his beliefs and so it keeps saying that for every law that i broke
well i want to say i want to say a couple things if i can interrupt one i just i'm
very i'm sorry i'm very distracted but if i could like well i probably can't see
but there's like anyway the whole house is tented and i could even though i i'm so sensitive it
fucking sucks but i can just it's how long is this house going to be tented anyway there's that too
i just want to say as far as the ayahuasca ceremonies having done you know a handful i
want to just say so the last time that i before my own great reset and my kundalini i ironically did it
in corona california and when i got there i'm an adult and i have a high eq and uh i know myself
right but i don't know who they were dealing with one they did mix pot with uh with ayahuasca the
shaman i don't know what her name was sweet pebble or something like that some some you know who
she gave uh little samples to everyone and also rape and i'm a warrior to see these men
like just literally fall down of of taking a hit of rape there was one woman that's all she needed
the little the little uh aya but there was one person at the ceremony this is 2018 corona california
and she vacated her body the supposed shaman sweet pebble was having an argument with the
disembodied whoever the fuck was in that person's body and i was you know watching it that's
when i was like yeah i really need to be i'm too sensitive for all these energy flying around
then i knew that i wanted to do a psychic surgery and the woman they were mostly hispanic
took a uh i'm on the medicine took a handkerchief and pulled my neck so damaged my my sacral
to this day i still can feel um the impact of how fucking hard she pulled and i was just to kind of
appalled at the how they conducted the ceremony now this last time that i did ayahuasca which
was in homestead that i personally was offended that the shaman said that we've been plagued by
hiv and coronavirus and was told not to listen to anybody else that i'm an ancient soul and to
listen to myself but there's so many there's been so much abuse because i've gone to a
handful of ceremonies also if they're inside which is i'm sorry retarded because you want to be
free and you you don't want to be caged like an animal and it's just you know it's it's to be
a mystic like yourself and to really hold the medicine sacred it's a big responsibility
and so who you because now it's become fashionable or like ah we're gonna charge you $1300 to do
an ayahuasca ceremony which is very similar and i mean it's just like everything um
the sacredness is is removed so i wanted to just share that and you said what your third tenant
you know to treat your body like a temple and to do our bodies both a temple and a laboratory in
other words yes if you do mushrooms at a festival uh you have that right you just for religious
purposes you do a ritual i always bless the trinity before i eat anything so if there's
witnesses okay so i wanted to say something to that that's the laboratory go ahead so sorry the
laboratory part so let's say you i want to segue into ibogaine and your work with addicts so if
someone is choosing to um do a drug that comes with low level frequencies or demonic forces
it's their right to do that because it is their body
so can you talk a little bit about ibogaine and working with addicts and if you want to comment on
what i just said okay well first off i've done i used to organize ceremonies in the states
every three months we go to three locations and do four ceremonies at each location
and i calculated at one point but i've done ayahuasca well over a thousand times and i pay attention to
to my visions with ayahuasca and all of that anyway i highly recommend that you find out
what tradition they're following or if they're even following tradition and all of that
so um when i first did ayahuasca though was in new york city and it was Guillermo Arevalo he
we was in a yoga studio in manhattan somewhere and they had
adult diapers they handed out adult diapers to everybody in case you didn't make it to
the bathroom in time and uh and uh and the shippeebo the shippeebo and the club almost all the
indigenous there they consider cannabis as a jealous sister of uh of ayahuasca and uh the
santadime in ashland and in brazil they smoke cannabis during the ceremony and and all of that so
what i've just what i've discovered and i got this from from shemshai actually but uh what i
discovered is that uh ayahuasca just has to follow a system of a protocol and so you open the
ceremony you close the ceremony you what um what my friend had said before he closed the ceremony
everybody gets back into your own into your places because he found that things go haywire if he
doesn't close the ceremony with everybody back in the same position of their circle what do you
he just said that we didn't have it because everyone went back to their places and all that
but the point is is that's his system and he's fantastic and uh if i didn't want to put his
name out out on this but uh he is amazing and uh but um so i work with the columbian shamans
i used to work a lot with the shipibo and uh both of them i get blamed because i'm the organizer and
somebody smokes pot or they bring pot or whatever and i'm like look i told them but they brought it
anyway you know but they these these shamans true shamans i'm not a shaman i'm a medicine man
i understand all the different medicines and sacraments but these guys only do
yahe in columbia or ayahuasca with the shipibo and peru and uh so they don't do five
m e o in mushrooms and all this other stuff but when i was when i was at that first ceremony
with Guillermo somebody had cannabis in their bag and he he could sense the spirit of cannabis
in the room and so he when he came out and he said i'm sorry we can't start somebody here has
cannabis uh it needs to leave the room no judgments but you know we cannot have and then
you know people were denying it and everything he says look it's okay just if you have cannabis
in your bag please tell me and take your bag out of the room and then we can start and finally
somebody did so anyway it's very interesting in that way um i i just started we we do a family
sit in ashland every second friday of the month and so just last month i'm starting to do it so i'm
starting to serve myself but i don't sing i don't have songs i know how to take care of people but
i don't have songs and we just do it at the same time um so we have a family sit up there and
then my family sit down here and uh it's how we all learn how to work on the medicine and
all of that but i've done it over a thousand times and i've studied with three different shamans but
anyway with eboga yeah yeah with eboga now that you know eboga was with the pygmies the pygmies
and it's grown in the center of africa and it's no i i believe it's the tree of knowledge
so i believe that the tree of knowledge is eboga growing in the center of africa that the pygmies
have taken care of for thousands of years and then the buiti is who have the tradition now
and the buiti a thousand years ago they started that and it was because um well the way the
way eboga was discovered with the pygmies is um a uh so the porcupine is the the um animal totem
i guess you could say uh for the spirit of eboga and the reason is is the reason is is because
the pygmies um this one guys was hunting and he brought back a a porcupine to his wife to cook
the the porcupine and then he fell asleep and so she was upset that she took this porcupine and
he was sleeping everything i don't know what it was it was thousands of years ago but
anyway this is the story this is the origination story of eboga and uh so she ended up eating the
porcupine and then all of a sudden she had all these visions and everything and she didn't know
what happened and so she called up the the medicine man not called up but went and got the medicine
man or whatever anyway the medicine man came and he started thinking about things and then he
he asked the hunter and he said where did you get that porcupine and so he was
the porcupine was feeding on the root of eboga and uh so they found that and so they took that root
and gave it to the woman again and then she had the same experience so that's how
eboga was discovered one of the first times i did eboga here in Costa Rica while actually i didn't
do it that day but i was just talking to a man that he does i think it's crazy but he does this
thing called his website's something like eboga yoga eboga yoga play and they do small amounts of
of eboga with that and i just happened to i was driving it's like six hours away and i
went to go talk to him and while we were talking about all of this stuff a porcupine came by
and i thought that was a very interesting coincidence yeah so for me
eboga is a 36 hour experience and ibogaine is just one alkaloid ibogaine hydrochloride
is the one alkaloid it they've never been able to synthesize it it only comes out of the
the plant itself there's three different sorry does i mean it's endangered that there's
they're talking about it now but there's a lot of people make there's actually now there's a
eboga plantation here but um in in gaban and and the tango they have large plantations
and uh there's i'm on some eboga groups you know work with all that but yes uh that is the issue
with howard lots off in 1962 he was a heroin addict in new york city
and somebody had eboga or ibogaine and gave him a he was looking for the next best high
and uh they gave him eboga and he had all these visions and and he didn't he realized
afterwards that he hadn't done heroin for five years or five days so five days he's like how is that
and so he's the one that started in 1962 and he spent his entire life trying to get
ibogaine legal for people getting off of heroin so that's when that started was 1962
but where i learned eboga was sarah glatt in in amsterdam but um there's a guy here in
costa rica that's a 10th generation gaban medicine man with eboga and i did a trade
i did a trade with him where i bought brought six people in exchange for him giving me a
eboga but but he was uh
really dedicated to to convince me that eboga is much better than all these other medicines
and ayahuasca and all that stuff and then he wanted to prove that to me and gave me a
large dose so there's three ways there's the root bark which is the traditional way
that you just chew the root bark and uh you do tablespoon doses and usually this two is enough
that he gave me four and then there's what's called ta and pta and ta is called total alkaloid so that's
where they extract it they're basically just taking out the fiber and uh so it keeps all
13 alkaloids in it there's pta where they do that more so and i don't know the details of that but
percentage wise the ta is like 30 percent um ibogaine and then the pta is like 60 to 80 percent
and then there's ibogaine which is 95 to 100 percent just the one alkaloid of ibogaine
ibogaine is what blocks 100 percent of the uh 100 percent of the opiate receptors
and then and it blocks 50 percent of the nicotinic receptors but spiritually eboga does not attack
um marijuana um tobacco or benzos and uh but it it just on its own so ayahuasca i had my medical
equipment all set up at this one place and we did ayahuasca all night and so the last cup
of ayahuasca i did was like seven hours before that and i was walking by and i used to have this
equipment called a biotrain analyzer and it would check the ph of your blood urine and saliva
and you can look at different things that's going on the body but i had that equipment set up
and so i go hey i wonder what my ph is and uh so i drew my blood and i did my ph and the ph of my
blood was 8.5 and that was seven hours after my last cup of ayahuasca and um if people don't know
but in medical school we're taught that the body does everything possible to keep your blood at
7.4 ph just a little bit alkaline and uh when i worked at for gable cousins we did that phs
on everybody and i worked there for three years um i never saw the even on raw food vegans
the highest the ph ever was the 7.55 and uh so for being 8.5 seven hours after my last cup of
ayahuasca i believe that ayahuasca works by fully alkalinizing the blood
and i believe it gets up to 11 on the ph scale and if you think about it all of our toxicity
which i know you know enough about this but is acid waste so i believe that our depression
and uh mental issues is uh is acidic thoughts our our pains in our body are all lactic acid and
acids and everything so i believe my theory is that ayahuasca works by fully alkalinizing the
body and and you have BMT but the harmaline is what i think probably does all the healing of
the ph and everything so i've always wanted to my daughter's a nurse and she hasn't
wanted to do this yet but i want to get a nurse that we have like five or six people that just
have a port and we just draw a little bit of blood and we see what the ph is every hour so we can
see what what it does and so that's the research thing i want to do now now yeah now to iboga
yeah i want to know i want to know also the difference in your experience like just if you
can like the the trip how is it different i i'm going to tell you all that um so with iboga
it i believe it works under the electrical system so it can cause you always have to do your
your heart rate you can't i mean your ekg it slows your heart really slows you have to your qt
interval has to be a certain because it's going to get wider and wider and wider and your heart
will just stop and also um wow it um you can't have any arrhythmias you can't have any history
of seizures and all of that but you can do benzos if they are on heroin and they have a history
of seizures then you can do benzos why if you do heroin do you get us do you get no no but no
but iboga does and alcohol causes seizures withdrawal from alcohol but um the main thing is
that iboga itself can cause a seizure no i've had like three people get seizures
and the guy which why i'm arrested down here and all this stuff the guy that just recently died i
believe he had a seizure but anyway with iboga it's the only medicine that i know if it offers
you a place to experience a vision to die you will die and we call it we call it a root contract
and what i've learned is that from studying with that guy it was 10th generation he um
he so iboga the visions will be circular or worm holy and you can travel to any dimension
but if you go through a circle or a tunnel um
like that then you go to a different dimension but if you um if you go through squares or diamonds
so angular things doorways windows those you can die so i always have those
discussions so you basically say you're not going to the triangles right don't don't go to the door
what through the doorways and the triangles uh not well you you want to go through circles
but anyway i had wow fascinating i'll tell you i'll tell you a lot more about it but one of the
interesting things for that yeah and your mind is available so you can talk and and all of that
stuff i had two people go in in different rooms at the same time and uh you have there's these uh
experiences you can do for people to travel and you can go anywhere and so once they get into this
visionary state um and there's a wormhole and so i had two people and i told them both to go
through the wormhole and go up to the moon and wow they both appeared on the moon and they met
each other on the moon and they say hey how'd you get here oh well yash paul sent me oh yash paul
sent me too and so they met their souls met on the moon and so i find that very interesting
so that's one concept the other concept is that iboga works on what's called forks in the road
so when you've had a fork in the road you had a trauma a car accident or your partner left you
and you were heartbroken or whatever and it'll bring you back to that place and where you can
take a different fork in that road so so you went down the wrong fork and that led you to
your heroin addiction or whatever and so it it takes you back and with iboga it's a known process
it's called an acute confusional disorder especially when you get people off of heroin but um
they'll come back and they'll be in uh um they'll be in a different time zone and different
location and the longest it's ever lasted is 12 days i don't interfere until it's been at least
four days but uh what they get stuck they get stuck in a different time time frame in their head
and my theory is it's while while iboga is repairing all the electrical stuff in their head
and removing that trauma and then they start out in a new road of life
and i've had many experiences with that but um so the first time that i did iboga
was with that 10th generation medicine man and i was there for nine days and for nine days
he kept telling me how once i know iboga i don't need any of these other medicines and iboga can do
everything and uh so i it's an iboga playlist well when you hear so the so the first thing he gave
me four scoops normally you give two scoops of uh of the root bark and it's really bitter and
chew it you do all this and remember it's the first time i've done it i didn't even know that much
about it but uh it's 36 hours if you do either the root bark or the total alkaloid it lasts for 36
hours if you do just the ibogaine it's about 18 to 24 hours but anyway you only have four hours
of visions if you do the ibogaine if you do the ta you have about eight to ten hours of visions
and are you eating and shitting and peeing during this time like are you aware of like i'm going to
go for a pee no you can't even walk you can't even i'll explain all that in a second okay um so
i've had two deaths and uh one death i know you know yoga nanda out of bargain for the yogi and all of
that it i love yoga nanda you remember he was the first guru that came to the united states and
ensenitas he has huge uh temples and all of that he's a capricorn like me what did you say
he's a capricorn yoga nanda oh okay um he uh but he was having movie stars and celebrities and telling
them that they need to be celibate to do to be enlightened and so he was telling everybody
else that they had to be he was blanking all we all i know is that the guy that died
the the first time i did iboga in the united states yeah and i was brand new i was still working with
sarah glatt by zoom to help me and all of that um two things happened i was treating addicts with a
with sarah glatt in barcelona and um i got a call from somebody and well two different people one was
one of my best friends or long-term friends that i see her as a as a nature d she had the cosby tea house
and a rainbow gatherings that she would have her son bring in a big bedroom tent and we set up this
whole thing for people to play music in and everything but you know he'd have to carry all
that stuff that her son would carry all of that stuff and she also lived in tucson and she had a
a cafe called the cosby tea house anyway he um was addicted and she i got the call from her
and she said you know who is doing you know what can you help and i said well absolutely but he
had felonies and so he couldn't leave the states and all this stuff so i agreed to do him
in ashland oregon uh and that was in
june of uh 2012 remember my vision that i had for the 25 years that was two months before the 25
years and uh it was 10 miles from where i had that vision and uh
grandma aggy she's the oldest uh indigenous she died a few years ago but i went to a gathering
and then i was going to do these i both iboga
uh um then these it turned out to be three people so i got another call was in barcelona somebody
got my card and uh it was a mom and her son was addicted to heroin and she wanted to know if
i would do iboga and then when she told him he burst into tears so thankfully he said can
can his best friend zack can he do it too and uh so i agreed to do the two of them
and but it was the same week that i had agreed to do the other guy and so i said okay if you
can do it during this time yes i'll do all three of you at once and then um it turned out to be
her son's 24th birthday and both of them had felonies because they had marijuana grows and stuff
and um and i didn't know any of this until after the death but uh the other guy that he added
his name was zack so it was erin and zack a and z and uh erin you know he was really
grateful and thankful he wanted to be rid of of this demon of heroin and he was so thankful
that his mom found somebody and she helped me with the uh with the treatment and everything
and uh and then zack and then i always say that you have to do this for yourself you have to want
to be clean you can't be doing it for a job or for a girlfriend or for your parents or anything like
that and we do this root contract so i've done all of that and then i was still a little bit
underground and so i told them that uh you have to get e k g's just go to a urgent care and get your
e k g anyone when i flew back five days beforehand they had never got their e k g's and i said come
on so i used my doctor's license to have them go uh prescribe their e k g's yeah and then the
next day uh my friend's son that had the cause by tea house and all that stuff he came and he
knocked on my door and he said hey bro i'm sorry man i'm just not ready i don't think i can do this
you know and so he canceled and i said well you have to do it and then and then i did that
that treatment and the e k g's were all fine and then i asked them because you have to do heroin
up until your last dose and what i recommend is that people do a steady dose of heroin
the same amount every day for about three weeks so you don't have up and down up and down and so
it's a steady plan and then you then you do the last dose and then you wait until they have dope
sickness and that's when all all the opiate receptors are cleared and that's when it's safe to
give iboga if if they're if they do it while they're on iboga if they do it opiate so we
take away their bags we we take away everything so they don't slip a pill we take away their
clothes so they don't have a an oxycodone in their pocket or something like that but once iboga
blocks all the opiate receptors if they did that they would automatically die they would
immediately die they would overdose and die and uh so anyway i asked them about their
if they had stayed on a steady dose for three weeks and what the last thing they did and the
guy that zack he said he did he did he did some white and some dark i thought he meant purified
china white heroin versus street heroin brown you know and uh now i've learned but he was doing
speedballs like um doing cocaine and uh and uh cocaine and uh and heroin and just aside jerry
garcia he went to a uh iboga center i still haven't got confirmation but he i know that he went there
because i knew jerry garcia's doctor and uh he was trying to do iboga before he died and uh
you know he died doing a speedball too so any any amphetamine any anything like cocaine or
anything like that they have to be off of it for at least five days before iboga and we have to get
a new a ekg and make sure they don't have any arrhythmias so anyways so i thought white and dark
meant both opiates i didn't know so that was now less than the five days that he had done that
and i made that mistake then uh they all did iboga they did did their whole thing uh i always
have a emergency contact and uh and then the mom one one mom was with me helping my assistant
yeah and we had we had just the two of them now so it was erin in one room and zack in the other room
and i always go in and check once they have the visions and try to manipulate and so the way it
works yeah you have eight hours of first it's we call it charging up so they go into dope sickness
they're feeling miserable and then it it has to be at least six hours after their last meal
and their last waters don't have any water for six hours before the iboga so i try to time all
that with when they're gonna go into dope sickness and talk about dope sickness just from what what is
what is that dope sickness is it's usually about five or six hours after their last dose
and it starts out with their eyes if you if you watch the movie ray about ray charles they have a
montage coat yeah they have a montage of him going through dope sickness but it starts out with uh
their eyes to first they yawn and then their eyes tear and then they'll start feeling nauseous
and that's when we give the iboga um if it progresses then they their whole body starts
hurting and they start getting cramps and then they start vomiting and their stomach
hurts and they are miserable that's why they keep doing heroin because they don't want to experience
that and so it they have to do heroin every like three to four times a day
um otherwise they get that dope sickness you do it three to four times a day heroin yeah
everybody that's addicted to heroin does it four times a day
uh that's why methadone exists because methadone you only have to do it every two days
how much is that how expensive is that a day well i know when i got when i got arrested for this
death i was treating addicts up in canada and it was 18 18 year old kid and uh i put him on
$150 a day budget he was uh he was stealing from his wealthy parents he was stealing their jewelry
to sell it to to go get more heroin and so i talked his parents into giving him $150 every day
for three weeks to have his heroin until i could give him iboga enough to maybe conjure up a
hey uh need ten thousand dollars to fix a car
budget it's a big budget to yeah hundred hundred and fifty dollars a day that's why they're stealing
and everything um but that's i want to tell you about iboga so iboga i give that to him and then
we sit around the fire and we talk about so i have a i have a nine page thing that they go into
the four worst experiences of their life the four worst traumas that they've ever had
and four happiest times in their life and uh so that helps me figure out when they made the wrong
fork in the road stuff like that so it's a nine page um uh and i call i call iboga the plant
physician of the human soul so that's my byline when i used to have the website dot and i called
it doctor iboga so i call it doctor iboga the plant physician of the human soul i let go of that
website and everything but anyway um so the first 45 minutes we sit around the fire and we talk about
their life i mean i did a whole interview before that but this is when we're on the medicine
and we're talking and and then they'll want to lay down and they'll start getting wobbly and
they have a hard time walking and that's when we go to the bed and then they have a blindfold put on
so they can see the vision's better and uh and they just lay in the bed nothing's crossed
on and all that so that's how it starts and then you just keep checking for when the
vision start and the visions will so the charging up for about the first three hours
it'll feel like it'll feel like electrical and all their skin and they feel like scratching their skin
and all that stuff and they'll feel like an electric current and for about three hours and then they
arrive and then they arrive and they don't even feel that they have a body and now they they're
there and so that first three hours is electrical that's why i think that iboga works through the
electrical system and the neural pathways and all that with the electrical system so now we're back
to the first time i did it he gave me you know we spent nine days and he was trying to convince me
that i should never do ayahuasca again and iboga is the only thing that you need and all of that
and i get that with a lot of people because for me the one sacrament is the earth
and each of these medicines become essential to different parts of our lives
that's my answer to the us saying that there could only be one sacrament for your church and all of
that so um you know i i didn't even know iboga yet and so i had all these discussions with him
and then we start and uh he's a gruff african man you know and uh so like every 10 minutes he would
come and go see something yet see something yet and i'm like no i don't think so and he goes
and so i start feeling like i needed to perform so he'd come he's like see something yet see
something yet and i said well i kind of see i kind of see some red some red uh pixelations
and maybe form into something oh no man that's just the back of your eyeballs you'll know you'll
know you'll know when you see the vision and so he keeps coming he's like see something yet see
something yet and i see this uh this circle and i can see like a video in that circle so my joke
is that whoever invented tv i mean the visions on on iboga are like you're looking at a video
tv all right but um so i just saw this one little hole and i could see a foot and i go i see a
foot i think because you see a foot man oh bring your bring your vision out and then expanded it
expanded to my whole view was like this video and it was me younger uh with a shorter beard
laying on a operating table and there were four africans on one side and four africans on the other
side and uh so i tell him that and he goes oh wow man you're in the inner sanctum uh well i'll
want you to introduce you introduce you to my cousins and then so they all go around and say
hi i'm i'm da da da da da and all eight of them you know come and wave to me and say hi and
i'm laying on this operating table and uh and then you get all introduced and then i see a mouse
riding a bicycle and i go i see a mouse riding a bicycle you see a mouse so yeah he goes follow that
mouse and so i follow that mouse and all of a sudden it was a big rolodex do you know what a
rolodex is you know back in the old day and uh you know i've changed my name at that i've
changed it five times but that time i've changed it four times since i was 13 anyway um and so that
rolodex which i think is the akashic records and so it was spinning around and then it stopped and
it pulled out a card and had my birthday and time at the top yeah and then it had all four of my
names there wow and uh and then it started with a cartoon and so that i was still following the
the mouse and so that mouse on the bicycle i was following that and then it came up to this uh
this incline and uh now all of a sudden i'm an older man with uh well at least the cartoon
there was this cartoon which i assumed was me but it was an older man with a little uh
knapsack on his back you know and a cane and he's walking up this incline and he puts the
the thing down and says uh san pedro or wachuba and and then he goes a little further and
puts it down and says peyote and then i go a little further and put it down and it says ayahuasca
and then i go a little bit further i put it down and it goes iboga and all these party
decorations and stars and glitter and you know all this stuff and then i tell the guy that he
goes see i told you iboga is the is the king you know and so that's how it started
and then i was traveling all over the planet doing all sorts of like i went all over
all these different things anyway um that is iboga and then now we're going back to the
sack and erin yeah so back to the guy that died yeah so who was it which one died
zach and uh so they were going to come down to costa rica because of the cute confusional
disorder and uh all of that um the wealthy family you know that uh that you get that disorder once
you get off of heroin or as a byproduct what's it called again it's called the acute confusional
disorder and it's it's very common on getting people off of heroin i think it's because it puts
them in that different time zone so they can take the different fork in the road that's what i think
okay but now so the family i wanted them to come to costa rica come to costa rica i told them about
all that and uh i said that we wouldn't uh allow them to leave and i would hire guards so we would
have like two costa rican guards to make sure that no one ever left and all that because uh one of them
used to have by oh one of them had uh i'm listening to you i just i'm yeah it's actually it's actually
a it's actually a different person he was bipolar and that's what happened when i got
indicted but anyway back to this they couldn't come to costa rica because of the of the having
felonies and so i already said all that so that's we had to do it through the same time but then
my friend wasn't ready so he canceled and then we only had the two of them and uh
and then the white and dark and i didn't know that he had done um cocaine injected cocaine a speedball
just a few days before he started iboga and uh so he's having all these visions and uh
i'm taking through all of that and then he said that he was trapped the vision that he had he
was trapped in a dungeon with a bunch of other people and he's trying to find his way out that was
the last that was the last thing that he said to me all right and then right and then i
i said um well look around see if you see any um circles or any way out
and then an african there was a circle in the ceiling and the african girl was motioned for him
to come up there and i said well do that go go do that and and about a few minutes after that is
when uh his heart's he died and uh and then i did um cpr on him and uh now i have a ad all the
time but at that time i just did cpr and i made the mistake of that i didn't take him off the bed
onto the floor and it's like i i told i told my assistant that i'm giving it four minutes if we
can bring him back within four minutes and then i'm calling 911 and so i called 911 and then while
we're waiting for for him i went and talked to the other guy so they can't walk after like
three hours they can't walk at all and we we walk in front of them holding their hands
and then we walk into the bathroom and you know all of that so they're all their muscles are
completely rubber so like when they go to vomit they're like when they're vomiting and so i help
them with that and uh is that just that's just for the addicts that are no that's that's iboga
in general yeah oh and even the uh but i've only had the experience of addicts having
their acute confusional disorder and i always give it four days and i have hal doll so hal doll
anti psychotic medic yeah anti schizophrenic and uh but anyway so i told the other guy
erin i told him it was his 24th birthday and i went in there i told him i said hey
zach died and he first came up and but they they can handle all sorts of like
their their emotions they don't have a lot of emotions their emotions are all occupied
they're very matter of fact you can talk to them they can talk back they usually can't move that
fast but but i went and told him i said uh hey zach zach died i just called 911 there's going
to be a lot of commotion out here uh look if you need to if you need to they usually have to pee
for a while they don't poop for 36 48 hours but they have to pee wow i told you no water they actually
have to drink i was wrong they have to drink a whole gallon of water before we give the iboga
because they can't drink any water during the iboga but anyway um so he jumps up and he's like no
no no i said i said yes it's true he he he died there's gonna be a lot of commotion out here um
please don't try to you know walk to the bathroom yourself if you need to pee just pee in the bed
i'll keep cleaning up later he said okay i'm just gonna go back here and so he he went back to
the thing so then the um the uh emergency people came they came i i told the head person they go
well we got here heroin overdose and i said no no no actually we're getting them off of heroin
we're doing the ibogaine and uh you cannot give them nalexone if you give them nalexone
he will die and and then my heart sunk by whole stomach everything you know they came in they
took him off the bed on the floor and he was still alive at that time no he was dead his heart
had stopped i did cpr on the bed for four minutes and then they came and uh they did cpr
correctly and uh and then we me and the mom were outside not his mom but the other kid's mom my
assistant and we were out there praying you know and uh and then we heard him say we got a heartbeat
we got a heartbeat so we were all excited and everything and then like one minute later oh no
sorry we lost him we lost him and then when i went to say goodbye to the body there were
two bottles of nalexone on the floor so they didn't they didn't hear or they didn't they didn't get
not to give nalexone so they they did revive them but for me it's a purposeful universe and the
soul finds its way out anyway so then i contacted the family and all that and of course it went
on the news and all that but um the uh there was a good grandmother and a bad grandmother
so the good grandmother is who he worked for and uh in my meetings with him his job was like
you know that grandma she's still upset with me but that grandma um uh i could be pushing peas
on in a line on a floor and she'd get bad at me and all that stuff the other grandmother
was ben irsking claims that he is the illegitimate child of paramahansa yogananda
and the good grandmother wrote a whole book about the illegitimate lineage of paramahansa
yogananda and srf yogananda's thing was offered her millions of dollars to not uh and was was flying
jets into argo town of argo town in in ashland and so he was going through all of that six family
members in that lineage died of heroin and zack no one knew that he was on heroin for three years
but no one knew that he was on heroin and so it was all a surprise for both grandmothers
that he was even on heroin and then i killed him with the bogus but now if you think about that
dungeon with a bunch of other people trying to find his way out right if you if you like i
if you know ghandi there's a great story about ghandi where he would do darshan and people
come in lines and they'd ask him things and this mom came up and said ganaji ganaji please please
please my son he's so addicted to sugar can you please tell him yes how bad it is and yes
to stop eating sugar and ghandi goes okay i want you to to come back next week and so he comes
back next week and he goes little boy he goes young man you've got to stop eating sugar
and that was it you know he's like stop eating sugar and the mom's like that's it that's all why
why do we have to wait a week why do you have to come back and he goes last week i was eating sugar
and so i i believe all that but anyway if you're telling every if you're telling all your
disciples that they have to be celibate and you end up so the the story is that he at least
had sex with a reporter and that's the birth of uh of um ben irstein he lived to be about 91 92
but six family members in his lineage this was his great this was his his great grandchild so it
would have been yoga nanda's great great grandchild and uh and then the investigators and all that
stuff and i was still treating addicts and so now comes the one in canada that's from the wealthy
family and the hundred and fifty dollar he was stealing jewelry and he was 18 years old on three
different bipolar meds and uh we told the family that he we'd bring him down here and we'd hire
guards for him not to leave because he might go into a manic episode and all that and they said
we'd rather if he asked to go to hospital we'd rather him be in a canadian hospital instead
of a costa rican hospital so they paid for me and bet i think you met bet but bet used to do these
things bet is in mexico now and she's initiated she went to africa she was my um she was my a
boga partner in the business and so we used to do them all together but uh now she doesn't do any
addicts uh and she won't ever use benzo which i use because i feel i have the temperament to
deal with addicts and uh she was initiated and she owned she's come to my ayahuasca ceremonies
i brought her when she was 60 years old i brought her to her first ayahuasca ceremony
but uh she only serves iboga and she has she only doesn't do any any addicts she only does
psychospiritual and uh she's now in uh the because of because of um uh that they keep
confusional disorder and all that crazy shit is that basically they're staying that i know
understand they're at the fork of the road but is that they can get stuck there where they don't
know which choice which road which path to take no maximum 12 days i think it's just that iboga is
repairing all their neural pathways yeah and and so so i'll i'll tell you all the guy that
i started the reason i went there to do it and then added the two and the one that died
yeah and the guy said no you know i've known for 35 i've known him since he was a little baby and uh
he came so after the death and uh all the investigations were happening and everything
oh by the way the reason i said that uh grandma aggy grandma aggy was the oldest and
she she was the chair chairperson of the 13 grandmothers which are indigenous grandmothers
that travel all over the world and she she her prayer is for the water so she thinks that that the
earth is going to all the changes are going to happen with all our water is going to be contaminated
everything anyway the day i met her um i offered her gave her my card and said hey if you ever
need anything doctor wise you or your family call me i will take care of you and she gave me a
blessing i told her i was doing this iboga and she gave me a blessing and everything and then i leave
on my way to do this iboga and i pick up this hitchhiker and he sees my clothes and he asks me
about ayahuasca because my clothes are all shepevo ayahuasca and and he goes do you ever
heard of iboga and i said uh yeah uh yeah i know he'll be iboga and he goes oh well that's why
i needed a ride because i got iboga seeds uh in my mailbox that i'm i i'm going to get those right
now and so i told him i said well i'm about to go do my first iboga treatment in the states
and so that all happened on the way there and then and then now eight months or whatever
but i think it was eight months uh but i'm treating this guy so now we we go to canada
and we're on bowen island and we have the mom and the uncle and this 18 year old kid
that shaved his head um to get clean from iboga and uh gaver mate you know gaver mate
but gaver mate he and he and i i worked out a the bipolar meds and so gaver mate and i worked out the
how to get him off of the pharmaceuticals and uh that's why i told the person he might go into
told the family that he might go into a manic episode and i have guards anyway so all of
that still existed and then we're there he was six foot two 220 pounds his mom was five foot five
and uh when he came back he came back as a little infant so his his first meal we made him
we made everyone a meal and he would just shove the food in his house and then spit it out and
throw it across the room and and all of that and then and then he was trying to nurse on his mom
and uh and uh climbing on her and then he started biting her and uh and so it was two days of that
oh and and he would just masturbate all day so he'd be sitting around the living room masturbating
and this is not the abo gain ceremony this is this is the confusional disorder that he came back
he came back as like a six-month-old or pre-verbal he wasn't saying any words at all
and uh he was trying to nurse on his mom and throwing his food we had to hand feed him and uh and then
we'd go to the beach you know we're in the island and we'd go to the beach and he'd get in the
car and he'd start masturbating he'd be at the beach and masturbating and so he was masturbating
like 15 times a day and uh he's a 24 year old though he was a 18 year old 18 okay so and after
and I give it four days right but he started biting his mom and bet was getting all upset and
um and so I ended up tying him I don't I don't do this normally but I ended up tying
tying him to the bed and I was asking him like can you talk because I didn't know if
if he lost his ability to talk I was like well can you talk or I just need you to stop biting
your mom and stop throwing shit you know that I'm gonna untie you and then so then he said
he shook his head or whatever anyway still didn't use words and uh and he needed to go to the
bathroom and so bet didn't like it but I untied him and then he went to the bathroom
and then he was looking in the mirror and he had shaved his head you know he had a lot he had
hair before and uh and he looks in the mirror yeah and then he just looks at himself and then
all of a sudden came back he no he he started talking then he uh came out of the room and
was running all over the house and he was like they're coming to take me away ha ha they're coming
to take me away and so all that was happening and then on February 13th the I got indicted for
three felonies from the death and the detective calls up and he says hey I'm sorry to tell you
but you just got indicted for three felonies we know what your car looks like can you just
come down the station we can process you and then you can go on your way and deal with this later
again um I'm in and it was but my thing is like it's February 13th what if I had a girlfriend and
I was going to celebrate valentine's day they waited all these months and then now they call on
but anyway I was in Canada I said uh I said I'm in Canada right now and he goes well
could you just fly down here for a day and I said well I'm treating addicts I'm treating
addicts up here and uh I right now I have a 220 pound gorilla on my hands and so no I can't leave
at all and uh and then I fly back to Costa Rica on February 20th and he goes uh well are you
going to be well then he starts out and this is what I really appreciate he goes this is how
I was arrested he goes well in the eight months that I've been uh studying eboga and ibogaine I want
you to take this as an opportunity to teach this county about ibogaine because I personally feel
that it's a much better by 25 years on the force we've had five kids die from heroin since your
kid died um and I in my 25 years on the force I personally feel that this is a much better
option for these kids than the methadone and suboxone that they're given now and so that's
how I was arrested and then he asked when you go to Costa Rica are you going to be
changing planes in the states I said yeah I changed planes in Phoenix and so as it stands right
now you're going to get arrested so let me talk to the da and let me figure this all out
and so they with so they withdrew my arrest warrant until April 5th I had told the date
I chose April 15th just because that's when the weather changes down here I didn't realize
it was tax day but anyway so on April 15th I came and um I had um I uh oh I I had I'd been talking
to the da a couple of times from Costa Rica and uh the medical board they suspended my license
and I was the first person in 70 years the Oregon naturopathic license the first person
that actually challenged uh suspension of my license um and yeah but anyway and then um
well I'll tell you that story real quick I when I went there for that so
so he withdrew the arrest warrant until April 15th so I came down to Costa Rica and then the
Envision Festival which you know right so Envision Festival and um and I've taken care of
psychedelic emergencies for like six years there and uh and when I uh so I usually say
in the morning when the sun rises I say okay well I'm gonna go do my rounds look for kids in
puddles and talk to cool people on lsd so that's how I usually leave when I go walking around to see
if anybody needs help and then when I got to Luna stage random Rob who used to live in
Ashland also where I live in the States but uh he doesn't live there now but
you know I know him as a person and he was playing the sunrise set and uh it had rained and so it was
really muddy and as you know I'm a crazy dancer and so the last two songs at sunrise and I'm dancing
and then it stops and it's all over and there's this kid next to me and uh he stops and he goes
hey brother can I talk to you for a second I say you know sure sure what's up but you know
he goes well I was dancing and this entity came in into me and I'm supposed to tell you something
wow and I'm like really brother well what what is that and he goes I'm supposed to tell you
every little thing is going to be all right every little thing is going to be all right
and I'm like you know I just got arrested I did you know all this should happen
and uh I go oh well well thank you go wow I'm really glad to hear that what's your name brother
and he goes oh hi I'm Zach I did five hits of LSD and you know I just had that experience and I
was supposed to tell you and then I said wow thanks and then I said uh okay well I gotta
I gotta do my rounds look for kids in puddles and talk to cool people on LSD
he was well broke can I go with you yeah yeah sure you can walk around with me and so
we walked around and then I talked to him and he had dreadlocks and he was like 25
and but his name is Zach and uh I'm tracking and then so I'm walking with him and he says that
that his dad is one of the top criminal lawyers in New York City wow and his job is he
does press releases so he he can do up to 800 000 press releases and then we're walking by and
there's this whole group of uh of Ticos and they're all just talking the you know I look like this and
so I'm walking by and they're hey brother brother where can you come over here and talk to us for
a minute I'm like okay so Zach and I go over there and uh um one guy's wearing a cowboy hat
and the sun's getting hot and Zach goes oh hey man nice hat and he goes oh yeah you want to buy it
he goes oh I don't know like how much and he goes ten dollars and and he goes oh I don't know
and I go to go to Zach I'm like hey bro you know it's ten dollars that he might need that just
to get home from San Jose to get the bus home and you know it's getting hot if you want that
hat you should get that hat oh man um yeah I guess you're right and he takes a hundred dollar bill
out of his back you froze you froze yash paul you're frozen
hello hello
should take him off and take him back in
he realized it's been two hours and 20 minutes yeah he might have to drop out and drop come back in
it sucks he dropped out right at the beginning end of the story I know it's timing it's a little
do with a hundred dollar bill a little cliffhanger I'm still trying to find out what happened to the
masturbating 18 year old well that's typical 18 year old behavior well you don't jerk off in front of
your mama well that's that's a little odd that's a little odd yeah but like 10 times a day that's nothing
150 dollars a day a habit is uh that's a hustle spend the whole day trying to find the drugs
yeah that's a that's a nice like allowance for drugs I guess
better than him stealing your stuff and selling it though
well I'm glad that that didn't happen to me I guess
um is there any way to get the the show
truth lives here to get this show just in audio if I wanted to send it to snuffle up against to listen to
well yeah but trying to think of an easiest way to do it
I mean um hopefully yash paul will come back oh yeah yeah there's an easy way to do it you can
just download the uh you can download this stream in stream yard and just download download the
mp3 just the audio can you do that when we log off can you just press download for me
yeah well now you should be able to do it if you go into the back end of stream yard on this episode
am I on the back end yeah it's your stream yard so I know I know but right now or do I have to do it
after the fact yeah you have to do it after the show um okay I know we're talking
but yeah episode in the library yeah oh no that won't work because we are over the storage amount
so we're not recording this um so that would work but we won't work today um
there's got to be an easy way to do it but yeah we can get the audio
yeah if we can discuss it after I would like to send this to Snuffy you know I I was told about
this dope sickness because I have a friend who actually is a counselor for addicts and was a fiend
for 20 years um which is a long time who is the one who is still from your mama
is that like but isn't isn't it just like a hangover or is it different from a hangover
dope sickness it's like when you're you're you're getting away from the drug
you can to not feel this dope sickness so you would think I'm just gonna go through it but
that's what keeps the cycle going um to so I because it feels so awful you go back on the drugs
to not but I guess it's like a hangover people who are like I had a shot at 10 in the morning
yeah a lot of people do that that's the logic uh okay so we'll wait for him to come back
people have been on for a long time I just want to show my substack and I would
please uh invite people to even just really share it there he is
I'm sorry hey keeping us on the cliffhanger he pulls out a hundred dollars I got what happens
when when I moved the phone inside I didn't I was fully charged before but anyway the phone died
so he takes a hundred dollars out of his so I tell him might be the the only money he has to
get home and he takes out a hundred dollar bills a hundred dollar bill and gives it to the guy and
he goes no man I just said ten bucks ten bucks and he goes oh well yash paul said you know it told
all that story and he goes no man I got a good job I got a I got a good job he goes uh you
can buy my hat you want to buy my sunglasses and then uh Zach told told the story that when he
came to Costa Rica he put 10 100 dollar bills in his back pocket and he he was spontaneously
giving him to people obviously a wealthy kid and uh and uh and that's my last one so apparently
you're the one that gets him so tell me tell me if what I what I got out of that what I got out
of that this creator was telling me everything is going to be all right we'll have the lawyers
we'll have the publicity we'll have the money and that's where we are right now which is uh
which is somehow you asking me to do this today and tomorrow I'm doing the zoom of uh
announcing to the world and uh on october 13th is my hearing where hopefully I can
uh yeah yeah leave the country and uh the mind calendar and all that that I said earlier
I think the time is now for us to manage all that time is now and you know we've been talking
I've wanted to do have you on and I want if people are called to get sacred sacrament
as I said I took a little chomp of one of your sacred chocolates before starting this episode
this show and I've been working with uh micro dosing psilocybin mostly to get into my heart
mostly to clear to clear clear clear clear the time is now it is an awakening to remembering
it's a time of remembrance and so I I'm feel blessed that um you know I could be part of your
journey I've been watching you know from the I guess sidelines having gone through all these
you know these bullshit women who um because they tried to get me to start crapping on you too
and it's like someone has to keep the bar high elevate don't devolve don't devolve
to this chicanery so what happens to the if the you know you could get stuck in the bardo so the fact
that Zach uh you know he died before he got out of the dungeon you can get trapped and confused
that I want to say one thing it came to me the other day because there's a there is an
exodus of the ignorant there's a lot of deaths going on in the transhumanist agenda they want
synthetic souls they want uh loss of hope so if you you're one of those people that died in confusion
in on a ventilator because I know that these ventilators were also to keep people mechanically
alive and as a practice then isn't there a lot of discarnate confused souls I mean if you
die on a ventilator with this miasma of sedatives it's not a good place to go you
know I believe having I believe I'm on my last life or at least an attempt or a consciousness
to die consciously the state you are in at the time that's if there's confusion
you can bring it into the next life or you can get trapped because there are people who
help usher people back into the light so what's your take on that well I I do agree
in general what you said about uh natural death um I you know it's a has a doctor and all that stuff
it's always um the goal is to maintain life and uh I know there's people that are doing death
doulas and uh using 5MEO and their death doulas and all of that um I I I know I know for me I told
uh my daughter that I don't ever want to be on machines and that um I mean I did have a
I had deep vein thrombosis and uh had surgery and almost died um my mom crashed an airplane
when I was five but she lived her face went into the dashboard of a set in the 152 and she lived
45 more years and um but uh and I still have her ashes here and she's like guardian angel
are you still in the same house no you're not in the same house I I lived no no I moved here
during the quarantine and I built a temple and bath house and where are you further up
to the modest uh right near the shop right near the church office is the shop still open
I never went into the shop I drove by it but I never went to the shop I mean I think of
Costa Rica every single day I was a little turned off by the hippie people yeah the
the Diamante Valley I mean the reason I'm here so just to get so on the death thing I've told my
daughter that I want to be just in a cardboard box and melt into the earth take whatever organs are
still good and just I don't want to be I don't want to be cremated I don't want to you know all
that stuff and um you don't want some from outside I feel no I don't and uh so
a couple of things I wanted to say that all these stories that I've said with my mission
um number one because you brought up so
uh first the Yash Paul Vijayan and uh Yash Paul I saw the piece of paper in in the states but uh
one whose fame is spread on the four quarters of the universe and I was like I don't want
fame and he said good fame bad fame the choice is yours and then um Amici a year later
give me the name Vijayan not it's it's fairly common for people in the yoga and
eastern religions to get one name from a guru but how many people actually get two names
from a guru and so if I only had that first one then uh I would think that oh man I
screwed up I got bad fame uh I I'm destined to bad fame oh well and but if but I I have it all in there
because um Vijayan means victorious one and then my mind calendar is put an end to these laws
that you've been subject to your whole life and uh just be warned the old energies will
kick and scream and attempt to pull you back with guilt and threats but you must persevere you must
persevere and claim your innate rights as a free sovereign individual basically and so that's what
tomorrow is for everybody but it's my birthday so that's what the energy of my birth is in
the mind calendar is that and so all of that is like okay I you know could you just make it
less dramatic and uh you know that's what I tell the creator all the time because you just
less drama and uh so I feel I've ever since the eclipses and I if you listen to kipacha astrology
for the soul from the eclipses until now yeah I feel like I'm just riding it and I feel like
anybody that looks at my astrology in law match with everything and I have a lot of my visions
of the date and time you know memorized and uh so I'm going with it and I what I what I say is I
I totally there's a whole story about reincarnation in that when I when I was like 19
and uh 20 whatever I was going to medical school and my poor dad I was originally going to be a
neurosurgeon and uh my I when I did first hit lsd and I had a four-year scholarship with the military
and so my dad saw me going in the military and do my residency and internship and be a neurosurgeon and
then do my eight years to the military and then I'm gone and I did that one hit at lsd when
I was 19 I was like no frigging way are you ever going to be in the military and then I
wanted to do natural medicine instead of surgery and all that western medicine and uh so that's why
he disowned me and everything and only had the hundred dollars when I left oh that's great
he's still talk my my don't talk to my dad my christian dad he had me he had me arrested three
times when my mom died or while she was dying and uh around the other the other day I brought
up about my problems with our presidential administration right now and uh you know he's he's republican and
thinks that biden is crime family biden and all that shit and uh so we get into arguments and
but after the after the eclipse yeah um I think it was the
the full moon eclipse not the no it was the solar eclipse i was it i was at dance church and
there which they've tried to kick me out because of all the defamation stuff are you kidding me
oh it's still going on but what happened is is I asked permission about being able to speak
and uh I was I was doing all the prayers and so I announced you know I've been a hippie for peace
and love forever for 40 years and uh so then I um I I asked permission I made an announcement
and I told him that it was the eclipse and that I make a commitment to this community
that um that I will operate out of only whatever you guys think of thought of me think of me
let that all go yeah I I I am accountable from this day forward I will always operate
under peace love the four agreements ho ho pono and uh um and and you can call me out on any time
you don't think I've been following that and it seemed well received and then I go down to the
river and uh roll a tobacco to do a prayer about all that and then there's three three people
come down there and they're sit next to me and then I just go are you guys okay I'm
smoking tobacco I don't want to disturb you you know and oh no no it's okay but we want to talk to you
and then they they're three healers and they're theirs is uh you know it's really inappropriate for
you to um be saying you shouldn't even be at dance church you know we've been trying to have
you not come to dance church for and then you you think it's okay just because you asked
permission that you could uh speak and I'm like yeah I'm gonna speak wherever wherever I I am
and of course then I'm getting defensive that's for five years and I'm gonna do this tomorrow also
I'm gonna make a video but I go for five years I've just been asking like tell me what do you
think I've done I've I've I've heard that I serve five MEO and then when they come out of it
I'm naked and I'm laying on top of me and then I serve ayahuasca and then I'm fondling
women and I've never even served ayahuasca I just started last month so it's the first time I've
served ayahuasca for that friend thing that I said but uh and I've never ever but I've been stopped at
in vision do they even know do they even know what you're no no it's just from it's just from
that one woman I met for 15 minutes and I was releasing my petition in two countries
on on the day out of time in both Mexico City uh for the five MEO conference online though and here
there was another one and I consider Jamie look kitty I consider this where I live here as the
center of the Americas and the center of the natural world and I consider Mexico City being the
largest population the largest uh area of a city it's 200 kilometers the metropolitan and so
July 25th I was going to be speaking and releasing my petition in both these conferences
right and then uh on July 10th is when she put that Facebook post and ever since then I've
been trying to get my I was arrested on false rape charges I had 10 people that were there and
witnessed and whatever and uh all interference against your mission that's what it is all these
all of and sorry to interrupt you but these fake fucking spiritual people of like you're
not allowed to be like where is forgiveness these are all fake people and they are all here
to all of us like I hear so much negativity uh in my situation um like what I should do or it's like
it's all fucking mosquitoes get the fuck away I am on my mission do not do not give me this
negativity do not interfere I will stay faithful to my path and but they're like mosquitoes it's
just these people can't even tell you what you're accused of they're all right in five years spiritual
people and so I respond to these three people and uh and I'm like well what do you think that I've done
you got to tell me something you know I've been asking for five years and anything that I've
ever written or anything I've ever spoken about this situation is the truth I am 100%
honest I have no authority other than the creator so whatever I'm gonna go I'm gonna dance wherever
I'm gonna dance and that's right none of that's it and uh and they're like oh we can tell you're lying
I'm like while you're who the fuck are you going to tell me I'm lying they're healers
and then I go yeah if you look at all the astrology and everything and the and then
just so you know I made that announcement because I'm letting all that go and I'm
operating only out of only out of peace you have anything to prove to these people and then
and then they're like oh well I don't believe in astrology I said I don't give a shit whether
you believe in astrology or not I believe in astrology this is how I guide my life and I've
been doing this for 40 frigging years I'm a pioneer in all of this oh you're a pioneer
and you call yourself a mystic you know mystic is not just uh um uh not just uh reading books
and I said you I am definitely a mystic there's no doubt in my frigging mind that I'm a mystic
I follow my visions I only listen to the creator I've never worked for anybody in my life
yoga yoga church just yeah and they're and they claim that they're uh that they're sensitive
I said well you guys are wrong your sensitivities are wrong I'm telling you right now that they
are wrong uh it's just like I got I got kicked out of uh I went to a moon um a woman's moon circle
and I was really looking forward to connecting with some sisters and then the next month they're like
your energy and it's like in some circles I'm like people think I'm famous and in other circles
I'm offensive and who gives a fuck you know it's like I went to I went to a static dance and I actually
saw a boy that I met at the farmers market three years ago in in Costa Rica and I noticed
they're just they're fake they're like scanning the QR codes it's like oh you're you're you don't
realize this is part of the transhumanist agenda and whatever whatever it's true let it go you know
you don't well so what happened to people there's two guys one that serves five in me oh Bufo actually
and uh and then uh this woman and she does authentic relating and whatever and she's a
yoga teacher and a massage therapist and everything and uh so she kept saying well you're in a
position of authority you know you have that church I said yeah yeah yeah I'm ethical I'm a doctor
and I'm I'm ethical you know but I can't I can't like respond and I'm not beholden to what you guys
make up in your fucking head and if you give me something I will be 100 honest oh we can tell
that you're lying I said look I don't lie I don't keep I don't want to keep track of my lies I
keep trying to tell them you're like true I say you're a healer but anyway so she was
starting she was starting to to hear me and listen to me so I went straight to her and I said look
you know I see you we're coming to the top of the pyramid and I told her about the 12.9
years with the women and I know it's been hard for you guys I'm sorry you know about our
masculine energy and yeah I got five plants and Aries and I'm very masculine you know and
and I'm out there I'm I don't hide a thing I dress like this every day I go to court like this
everywhere I go I dress like this and I haven't cut my hair in 40 years you know but to tell me
that I'm not a mystic they think that I'm like some hippie that and then like the latest
the latest public thing that that woman Valerie Cohen by the way is the dark spirit that
caused all the women I met for 15 I met Valerie I was there when she moved to Costa Rica remember
so I don't know but I I only met her for 15 okay yeah well maybe she'll hear this but anyway
the point is is that um she got attacked by some dog and she put this video uh that
the Costa Rican hospital wouldn't let her stay there anymore because she's a foreigner she doesn't
have any money you know so she has to find a place to stay and recover and whatever
and I was going to the states to Oregon and two people sent me that and asked if I could
help her out and so I put a post on the on the group the local events group and I said look even though
you've caused a lot of problems with me I'm in the states I have a guest house you can stay at
at my guest house uh you can recover there my my my people will uh send uh will bring you
food or whatever will take care of you and then somebody else comes on is why would the woman
that accuses you of rape I said I don't think she accuses me of rape I only met her for 15
friggin minutes uh but I don't know and then she gets on and she's like oh Yash Paul is just you know
I know full well he got kicked out of his community in in Oregon I was in my community in Oregon
which by the way by the way the the first temple for the church was built all around
and we inaugurate on the 26th anniversary of my 25-year vision and uh we had just finished the floor
when I got sentenced and then we built it and then it got cold at uh Thanksgiving and I put
an internal liner in a pacific dome Asha deliverance she's involved with my church and
everything and she's in the scene but anyway and then I was off probation and so the the
first temple was completely built around that and then now this the guy that died um he was just a
simple guy but he a bit addicted to heroin for 15 years I I had my four clients three of them were
opiate addicts and one was in nursing school I got his wife off of cradham two years ago
and I married them and everything in the temple and uh and then I hired this guy that used to have a
iboga clinic down here and he had all this equipment and he had a doctor and a nurse and
he's initiated in Africa and everything and so I called him up and paid him and hired him
to do this because it was a a cradham a methadone a suboxone and a heroin and heroin all has
fentanyl in it now but um up in the states heroin has lots of almost anyway he had fentanyl in the
system also but he was only doing heroin the guys helping people get over are you still helping
addicts well right now I I did until I got arrested but uh so then um then so I he turned
he he came down here and he came with a dark spirit um he he was doing opiates and was in
Colorado waiting for a for a um back surgery and he said he was coming down here for three months
and so I paid his flight and I gave him $4,000 $5,000 to do the iboga part and then I do a
three-week thing where they do iboga and then five in the other and uh and then San Pedro,
ayahuasca and uh so he was in charge of the iboga part and then he ended up turning all of my
four clients against me and he basically ignored his client I picked him up at the airport
the guy didn't didn't want to ask his dad for $35 for I usually require people to have
travel insurance in case we have to take him to the hospital anyway um when they when they
he was smoking four packs of cigarettes which I was working on that also but iboga doesn't attack
nicotine but after after the big dose then uh then their dope sickness will come back and
need to give a booster and so we had a meeting that that they only get one booster at least
six hours so if they get dope sickness then you just have to wait until the six hours before
another booster and you'd have to do that and I drug test him he had fentanyl in his system
and uh so that's why he was still getting dope sickness and um and then I promised to take my
clients to the beach and so I took care of people until 4 a.m and then I promised to
take them to the beach at 12 30 and uh and then uh I came back yeah and I went to my house and
grabbed three bags of cannabis to them to do after heroin so just to relax and everything
and so I and then I went and checked on everybody and he was dead
and then I um did a two hour well I decided not to see he was like 50 he was addicted to heroin
for 15 years he worked for FedEx but um I decided my problem was I decided not to call the
authorities because I didn't want them to take all three other people to to the hospital
right so we all we all made an agreement that we were gonna wait and then one of my Kiko the cook
he was like bro in in Costa Rica you have to report a body right away you know and all that stuff
and so I um I did uh the next morning we uh called and did all that and then while
we were waiting for all that I did a two hour zoom with all of his family his mom his dad
his stepmom and his brother and his sister and and I said that that I I am fully responsible
but for me responsibility was to tell him what the last few days of his their kid's life was
and uh so I did all that and then when I I finished the rest of the treatment doing my
medicines and everything and then I um had the I called the taxi to bring him to the airport
and well the other thing that happened is that guy I got woken up one morning uh where's the
ketamine Matt wants to do ketamine from the nurse guy that that I was turned all against
and all this stuff because I played shimshai and John Levi like dude you know I don't like
your music it's like I'm at church I'm like well you're here for my ministry and this is what my
ministry is teaching you a better way to live anyway so they they wanted to just work with uh
with Matt and then he was ignoring his client so I was the one that kept checking on him but
now I even texted all the families we made it through the danger zone everyone's good
no one's in a psychosis and everything's good and then they ended up uh my other mistake was
that I didn't look at the chart before I went to the beach I woke up and you know come on man
you said you take us at 12 30 and so by the time I left I didn't look I assumed that they knew
what they were doing because he's in charge right and uh they gave him three boosters in four
hours what and uh for people for people that smoke you um we sit with them because once those
receptors are cleared yeah then uh we have them we sit right next to them for the first three
cigarettes to make sure that they don't have a seizure and then and then so but doing
600 so he did six you know 200 my uh booster and then two hours later uh a 200 booster and
then two hours later a 200 booster that's like a third of a flood so and then when I found the
body there were four packs of cigarettes that got knocked down and he was faced down in his arm
I mean when I went to look at him his arm was back weird and so I just I just thought he was
sleeping weird and so I went to move his arm to get him in a more comfortable position he was
already in rigor mortis so you know the guy didn't even uh check on him you know he's we check on
people every half hour just to make sure they're breathing if they need anything to drink
it's a kind of accountability for for what he did uh just a little bit what he told the family
was uh I'm sorry it was a it was a it was a mistake that he was pretty much shut down
and then what happened though uh when the authorities came they uh it required a search
of the premises they found that they found those three eights of cannabis and they found two
well I I actually asked them because I had two pounds of uh mamba that was going to get delivered
I was I was having a moto express come and uh so that's what I got arrested for was the three
bags of pot and they thought that I was leading this drug fest and that that he died of he
thought the mamba was pot was cannabis and so I've been explaining them all about mamba and everything
and uh and then I had my assistant was driving my van and being with with the clients and
everything while they were searching the house and everything and uh and when they found that pot
they arrest they arrested me and uh I was so I was getting arrested and then my phone rang
and it was them and so I picked up the phone I said hey man I'm getting arrested right now
and that's why they took that's why they took my phone and so then they took my phone and
everything else and because I changed my name I had my name changed documents and uh
my um we had all it was all his medical equipment it was all it was the place where he did
ceremonies they have never once come to my cafe I I I've been 100 honest but and he ended up
when I got the taxi he had bought a ticket and uh left the country and was going to live with
my clients in California and then like three weeks later he left a note and said he found the
the best way to leave this planet and he did iboga and cocaine at the same time and committed suicide
and so the authorities down here I mean they there was a wasn't he an addict he used to be an addict
he was an addict he was an he was an addict and then he was cleared and then he he messed up his
back and so he was on opiates during this thing and I even I had a meeting with all my clients and
everything uh to ask permission if he's still on opiates you know and then I had an eye I did in
ayahuasca and I had this whole vision it's like no way should could he be doing um opiates while
he's so I paid for him and sent him to a clinic in Mexico to get off of the iboga and he
says that they did it all wrong and that he didn't have enough and and so when we started
luckily his nurse and get off of bogey or get off opiates you meant to say to get off of opiates
yeah you said okay well I sent him to do iboga in Mexico to get off of opiates so what now
are you able to work with addicts I hope so um right now I mean I I'm totally doing everything
and I'm being you know we just put all this on on the internet so I'm a I don't hide anything and I'm
100% here I think people people I'm 100% honest and I know that all I have to do right now I was in
jail for 24 hours um they asked me how long I've been because you're allowed to have personal
personal cannabis you're allowed to do it but selling because it was in three eights um in baggies
they they think I'm selling and um I have all my but on the 13th yeah is the first time I've
been trying to talk to the prosecutor you know tell them reality I've I've been with the
O. E. Ho to which like the S. D. I I've been with that investigator everything's been fine
he came to my house because I had a crazy girlfriend that uh she's listening I think now
by the way that that's a suicide that's a suicide note here and um so I didn't want to like
make in the states if someone tells me that they're committing suicide at least as a doctor
I'm required by law to you know report that they're talking about suicide
anyway so they did come to my house they've seen my altars and my all my art and all that stuff
but they were only where is the hearing in San Jose no it's here in Paraceladone so
I originally I they had me stay here for six months and I've been 100% honest and
give all but they can't break into my iPhone and uh and I I originally said no and uh
I don't care whether they do or not but anyway um so O. E. Ho to doesn't have the technology
to break into an iPhone and so they can't break into your iPhone anyway for evidence
because down here you're guilty until proven innocent there's no jury trial and I can't
represent myself in the states I've always represented myself you have a you have a lawyer
I have a public defender so your hearing is on 13 on the 13th the 13th they're gonna try to
make me stay another six months it's been 15 months and uh you know my daughter's pregnant
I have my my bus and my car they need it moved off the property you know and I
basically telling you can't leave Costa Rica until is this sorted
correct is what they're saying but they're trying and so I'm I'll send it to you I
but by tomorrow I'm gonna write this declaration I've written different things that I've wanted
to talk to the prosecutor and I've shared that with my lawyer and all that and uh
but she said that that I should just since she's gonna say okay but this is the technically have
up to five years to charge me with something through the um what it's called uh anyway they
have up to five years to to be investigating but I told them anything they haven't asked me a single
question for nine months and I just have to sign in once once a month I just have to sign in to make
sure I didn't leave the country and they they took my passport I got it back I had to write the
Supreme Court to get my passport so I could do banking down here but anyway um well so on the
13th will be the first time that uh I can put my church documents and uh and my decoration into court
record and that's what I think all this arresting and everything is all about but uh anyway that's
about finding the
on on October 13th is also Columbus Day which is now Indigenous Day that's when I have the hearing
down here so I'm gonna be submitting all that into court on Indigenous Day which is Mystics Day
in my mind yeah okay I'm I'm done thank you thank you Yash Pao thank you sorry for so long
oh no it's an interesting life yes you have absolutely I think that also
people that uh don't beat to the drum of everybody else are challenged and the fact that you
keep your center and you are working with sacred medicine also
yeah it's not uh it's not fun being addicted to shit and yeah I mean one of the things I say is like
hey man I've been uh working with some of the most damaged souls on the planet
with some these strong medicines and uh it's not easy it's I've been doing this for 30 years
and it's not easy but it's all right it is is it possible for someone's been doing drugs for a
really long time to turn it around absolutely I have lots of there's different methods like for
cocaine and meth and all that five MEO I think is best because all the day all the dangers with
iboga yeah because it's the same type of pipe right right and then they have a totally different
experience than their um but they have to want to they want they have to want to get clean alcohol
I think LSD is best um I I haven't drank alcohol since I did my first day
if they come to work with you you said and let's say they're doing heroin
they have to come to Costa Rica like would they bring heroin with them
they bring their last dose I can get morphine down here and so if we need to then I show up at
the airport with the morphine to keep them gone until until we can get them off but yes in
general I mean addicts you know they're used to going all sorts of places with their heroin you know
and so what do you mean by that well I mean if they go see their grandmother for Christmas
they're going to bring a little bit of heroin in their bag on the airplane and so well I mean
because they need it they need every six hours and uh so I didn't all know that you need to
redose drugs your drugs every six hours heroin is so I call iboga the gangsta at the right hand of
God and uh you're battling heroin you know you're battling the devil and in my church
we we have angel sacraments and devil sacraments we don't allow alcohol or cocaine or meth at any of
our facilities and alcohol is one of the hardest because it's primarily lsd but i use combo and
lsd basically but do people want to get off or are there people like no i'm just going to do
this for the rest of my life and liquefy my brain and make myself dumber and uh run through a whole
bunch of money and fuck up relationships and just be a fucking loser uh that's what they do
a lot of people do yeah alcohols alcohol especially down here alcohol and cocaine is hard
because it's everywhere and alcohol is everywhere in the world and so alcohol is hard but alcohol
i'm talking about if you're in a place where you're like having to come up with a hundred
i know at least a day and then you shirk off your duties you know like you manifest
someone gets you cosens for a car and you say fuck you mariam i'm just going to run you
ragged for a year i'm not going to make any payments while i inject myself kind of like that
yeah a lot of people do i mean that's the whole thing with uh gabramate he
for 14 years the first needle exchange was on hasting street in vancouver canada
and he was this psychiatrist for 14 years and then when he found out about ayahuasca and then
he found out about iboga he used to hand pick people off the streets to um take him to ayahuasca
ceremonies and iboga ceremonies is there anyone who says no i like my life the way it is i
like a lot of people especially with iboga because and i want ayahuasca you have to be
off of everything for at least three days and they're used to needing it every six hours and uh iboga
you know you can die and you know the ekgs and all that stuff but with iboga you have to have
that root contract and like i said you have to want to be doing it for you so i'm sure
i'm sure his process gabramate's process was getting clients that look i'm sick of this friggin
needle you know but there was a thousand people on the street in hastings like i think it's still
going on you know what's interesting is with gabbar my my girlfriend um her sister died um
well she was an addict and then she ended up she was also a death doula and then ended up
working with gabbar and turned her her death doula into a a short film about her sister
annie but oh kind of all all um i'm gonna wrap it up just because it's been three it's been three
hours and uh cheese slice asked do you treat other types of non-substance addictions
i do i i treat anything it all depends on what they want to do um and i do a lot of people i do
mostly people that aren't uh addicts that are just want to change their lives and uh
depression and or just people and i have a whole system and the best is if people come for
three weeks then i can do almost anything in three weeks using the different medicines and
all that and i charge uh six thousand for ten days and then if we can if we have one of my
shamans up which by the way i'm bringing titan domingo here uh in january in january and in
march how about if people sorry if they want some of your sacraments i i've turned
people on to your i don't know yeah well i'd rather i'd rather that not be i'd rather that not
be quite as public but uh the main thing is is if people want to become a member of my church
and uh our church provides sacraments um on a donation basis uh they can contact me and
with your permission i guess i could put my contact information and absolutely anybody
one of the comments on youtube because i use youtube or wherever i can send it to you and
anybody that wants to be put in touch with yash paul you can get in touch with me
but cheese slice can put your i would love to be able to come with snuffy and well we'll put
okay that sounds good and the yash the yash paul dot com i will be uh redoing that i still have the
domain but i took it off when all the crazy shit and i just talked to them today i am going to put
the yash paul dot com back up online at some point and yash paul vijayan which you have my name
here yash paul vijayan at gmail dot com is uh the best email form thank you yash paul i want to
i want to say thank you for your work and you know been on the sidelines seeing you know you get
grilled i can relate for my own reasons but haven't wavered and neither have you right keep on keep
it keep on keep on always moving forward always moving forward yeah i look forward to maybe seeing
you again in coserica yeah love it i've been grateful for doing ceremonies with you and uh
just want to say you know if someone if you hear gossip about someone else or you could take
it into consideration if someone's told you they've had a bad experience with someone but
also to trust your own gut and that's there's so many people poisoning the well and i know you
know making one comment on facebook can change the whole mood it's poisoning the well there's
people who poison the well and it's like do not judge that post that she put on there
it got sent to 10 000 people and six countries and all those all those psychedelic sites
within three days and when i saw it i texted all the medicine people in the valley and i said
this is false we need to counsel and it's been five years and i still haven't been able to like
counsel and no one has told me anything i know i know some things were that people are upset
but none of them were ever in ceremony and all this stuff but uh i and i if i hear anything about
anybody i call them up and i say hey i i just heard you know is something going on with you
no no no that's just uh you know they're doing that i'm okay you know but i always ask
i only had one person and mike mcginnis you you know mike right so he's the only person
that asked me um what happened that's it but anyway things well i'm a strong person i know it's
just part of my path i believe in reincarnation i know that in this life creator is asking me to do
this and uh i'm a reincarnated a scene and i'm just doing my best to not get arrested or crucified
and uh same yeah good luck on everything and we all we both need money to keep surviving
so anyway you can donate to the project uh it'll be in the in the whatever my information
wherever that's going to be absolutely absolutely thank you yeah thank you yashpal yeah if anyone
is interested and don't doesn't see his contact you can contact me and i'll put you guys in touch
on what's up i've done it several times before and uh yeah thank you for your work
and i will pray and believe and so if you know someone out there that you love that's addicted
and uh you want to hear more or want to get them help hopefully they want to help themselves
reach out to yashpal we we all know that there's uh there's an epidemic of um and it's about your
soul they want your soul this system is these low level drugs are eating your soul and uh don't
let them yeah for me i'm a warrior of the light and uh the light gets attacked by the dark
and uh so i'm i'm done with it now i've tried to i've tried to combat it
and now i just ignore it um you have my email yeah you have my email just yashpal be giant
at gmail.com that's probably okay i'm gonna just stay on for a moment and you can jump off
thanks uh cheese slice for three hours and i'll reach out to you later yashpal love you
thank you thank you i think this exit bye yes bye okay i just want to show my my um
sub-stack that was a lot but you know you people can get condemned and it's easy like oh they said
some crap stuff i never fed into the gossip or the you know i've always had a good experience
with yashpal and i've sat with him uh with combo and the five dm five mao so i just put a a sub-stack
on cognify the prison of the future and uh i also wrote about three eye atlas even just going to
say restack it takes five seconds is helping me the truth is that i am short on my rent
and i'm working all the time so if you do consume this show every little bit counts cheese slice has
been doing this show for two years i you know i'm in service but i also need to eat so and pay my rent
yeah you can press the hard sign or restack it oh you're not you haven't signed up um but it's
you should subscribe i guess you don't use sub-stack and i'm on part 34 of my well this is your account
actually that i'm on okay what does that mean oh that got it yeah i it's i i don't have a sub-stack
account so i'm using your account yeah we could play a few seconds of that welcome to cognify
a facility designed to treat criminals like patients instead of spending years in an actual
prison cell prisoners could finish their sentence here in just a few minutes cognify could someday
create and implant artificial memories directly into the prisoners brain these complex vivid and
lifelike memories are created in real time using ai generated content depending on the
seriousness of the subject's crime and their sentence the memories could be tailored to the
rehabilitation needs of each subject the artificial memories implanted by cognify would be seamlessly
incorporated into the existing neural networks of the brain i mean there's just hope you're
moving to that point and ensuring the subject experiences the memories as if they were real
it's not the cognify concept offers basically it's like total recall yeah a lot of films aware
they want your mind and your memories brainwashing program that's right but do you want to go
rod in a cell for 10 years or you want to go and put some neural lace yeah but after you come out
of this you're not you anymore you're a drone of whatever the system is that wants you to be a
part of it and you're not you anymore if you go through something like that well you can argue
if you took a bio weapon that disconnected you and you're not there's some people that can acknowledge
that they don't feel connected to the source so it's like what is you anymore like i remember
my my aunt um had a brain tumor she's dead now but her whole personality changed so who is you
who are you if you have entities that are running the show who is you you know and
in this cognify you know if you consider mk ultra or like there's just people really need
to be discerning and uh do their do their inner work that's why i personally do believe in like
micro dosing uh mushrooms or working with something that will open up those channels
so that you can go deeper beyond the traumas or the programming and anyway so that's my latest
subsack and people can just sign up for free or give back that way and i'm still working on
my audible version of my of my book my george fluid book so the clone the ai clone is actually very
scary because it's very similar to my voice and if you get that good those ai voice i can't tell
that it's not me yeah yeah it's scary good i mean they're not going to need us for anything in
the future near future it's not even that far away that's right yep you're obsolete and the music
is the music i mean like a year or two ago it would be kind of wonky when brine correctly and
but it would still be entertaining now it's getting good like you mean the ai music yeah ai
music is getting scary good like you say i want something from this time if you write a poem
or hell ai will write the poem you want to this kind of voice with this kind of style
from this era of music and it'll do it and it's like i'd say it's about 85 to 90 of the way
there of getting it right and it's some of it's good like scary good and you're like why
are we using ai to do this ai supposed to do the horrible stupid things that we don't want to
do so people can spend time doing music and art and and and writing and stuff like that we don't
need ai to do that stuff that's the stuff we want to do it doesn't make sense why we're allowing ai to
be used the way it is and i think it's going to destroy our society and i almost feel like the
sooner the better because because the people who are pushing it i don't think they realize
how much it's going to destroy the system that they rely on because it's just gonna
break everything and i don't think they understand that they know it's gonna hurt regular working
people but it's gonna hurt them too and i don't think they get it i mean it's they watch like
movies like the matrix i think that's a good idea we should do that i think people are not
really aware of what's going on in the bigger picture i mean it's like they're just it's
happening right now this transhumanist agenda is like i was at an appointment and i said
nanotech and she's like what's that it's what's being put all over the planet but it's invisible
and you know those like this cognify even though it's just he's a yemen he's gotten a name for
creating these making these films but it's still what's it doing like now we have to talk about
neuro rights and of course they need more people to to test the neural lace on why not prisoners
the already people are not you know i remember once making a post that prisoners should have
access to healthy food and i was shat on because i stood up for prisoners having rights and being
treated like humans so our prison's industrial complex is it should be outlawed it's it's like
and i was thinking about this today when your government makes legal a lot of things that
should be legal that's just evidence that you have a criminal government and like we should not be
allowed to privatize prisons we shouldn't be privatizing health care we shouldn't be privatizing
like private equity i i think we should just get rid of private equity all together
like housing should not be used for investments it should be used for housing people first and
foremost but when your government allows those things and facilitates those things
it's all a racket everything's a racket everything's a cover people are just doing my job
but no one's really really in control and then they will be the system the algorithms i mean i'm
already i am a poster child for the social credit system like so i have jeff on but jeff then shares
the interview and he gets insta banned and then people though will not have me on like now i know
why i'm not going on the union of the unwanted because they're on youtube and mariam is somehow on
a shit list what's he is dangerous about mariam right he jeff was banned jeff posted our interview
on youtube and it was insta banned or it was taken down by youtube he got a strike he got a strike
what yeah go if you go right and we're it was on our this youtube channel
yeah because it's it's okay nobody gets youtube who it's it's like
yeah alema i'm gonna find the tweet that is insane that is insane so i'll say it again
here if i'll share my my screen uh a great let me just share the screen i have no idea what was in
that episode that would have been okay so you see the screen do you see the screen
no oops that was the wrong one this one oops wrong screen here okay a great confo i had with
mariam inane about the cost of staying plugged into the 3d video game how to reprogram yourself
in ascending to source as your vibration rises the game's illusion dissolve the missions
hold on oh we uploaded it to youtube and it was insta banned so it's probably something they
don't really want you to know what is it well did he get a strike or just they just look at that
this video was deleted almost immediately by youtube and we were given a strike in can't upload
for a week the same video that you saw on it's up on our on your channel right now it's mariam
mariam mariam can't string a sentence together she could be an over the section your mother
fuckers that's why it's not only the things you say it's who says it who says it who says it
but how retarded is this art because it's it's still on your channel
but i guess your channel suppressed i'm banned on i'm fucking the dating app
bumble so it doesn't they'll see me go on this brown girl why would she be what's so special
about her well they can still see that video i think it's on your bit shoot
i just uploaded it to your bit shoot channel and it's on rumble so but it's so bizarre that he
got a strike for it when it's on your youtube channel available right now don't have mariam
on no no no nobody can have mariam on she's dangerous she's dangerous yeah i mean it
sucks what can i tell you so if you do watch the show it's like you know having to say
please sign up to my subsec so i can pay my rent with my iq my uh credentials it's fucking crazy
and your channel is actually growing on youtube slowly but it is growing whatever they deleted my
other channel i mean they demonetized your channel my other channel my first channel she slice
i know i i just how did he get a strike for something that he reposted that's already on
youtube that's not gotten straight struck down and what did what was the strike for
medical maybe we should take it down before it gets straight
medical is like what i mean that's that's even telling yash palo tell people to go on youtube
i mean on rumble it's like first of all rumble is the whatever conservative equivalent it's the
same crap i mean even sub-sec they're they're every day i see that they're taking people away
and um whatever whatever anyway i'm grateful i'm grateful for my brain i'm grateful for my
body temple i'm grateful for maybe you just need to start posting cat videos
cat videos all time all day all the time only cats dot com well look i'm not all i can do on
tiktok is my dance videos we'll get fine kitty cats just cats cats and dance dancing cats
there you go dancing memies anyway thanks for listening if you want to go deeper and want to
hold of yash pal you can hang you can reach out to mariam at honeycolony.com and uh you could
sign up to the sub-stack and just even restack it helps and yeah thank you for watching i know
there's a lot of content thank you cheese slice and every little bit counts have a beautiful
weekend october is going to be um i think intense let's see what they do with this
three eye atlas and let's see i just wrote about that as well um yeah be healthy be kind to one
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