and we suddenly saw the traffic go down, down, down, huh?
I wonder if Google has any links to Big Mama.
Thank you so much for this, Mary.
Especially this film, Man is Shaking the Bees.
Do they know something we don't about GMOs?
There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto
when it's really me to look at Bayer and Syngenta.
These poisons aren't just killing bees, they're also killing beings.
I'm from the Instacart public.
I'm not a prostitute or a parrot.
Do not let them turn you into lab rats.
Hi, everyone.
Welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.
I would like to invite you to share and like the show
because it does make a difference.
Your drop of honey does make a difference
in the grand scheme of things.
So last week I took the week off.
It was Thanksgiving.
I'd like to believe that we give thanks every single day.
And I'm going to be having Helen Bassenger.
I hope I'm pronouncing your name right.
To talk about shadow work and emotional alchemy,
which is very apropos for this year of the snake, this nine year.
So before I bring on Helen,
I wanted to share for those of you who do watch Truth Lives Here,
I had Yash Pal on a few weeks ago
who is a mystic and naturopath.
And he had been in Costa Rica unable to travel
for about, I think, 15 months.
And I interviewed him on Friday.
He had court on Tuesday.
And then he got accepted to go to America.
So he was going to Oregon and Nashville.
And I asked him if he would consider coming to Florida.
So pretty much manifested Yash Pal to be in my space
and stayed with me about 10 days or so.
And I'm a recluse, so I very much enjoyed having him here.
I met him maybe a decade ago now in Costa Rica.
I stayed in his house when one of the first scouting trips
to Costa Rica when my plan was to get the F out of the United States.
Many times I've tried to leave the matrix,
but the matrix is there as well.
So I extended invitations and whoever got the sacred call
to sit with Yash Pal to do five MAO and Bufo.
And I do not consider these drugs.
I consider them sacred medicine.
And it was quite intense.
These are heart-based medicines.
And anyone who's interested could reach out to me
because I believe Yash Pal will return to America.
But they're heart-based medicines,
and it really invites you to let things go
that have been holding you down
and harboring or standing in the way of you being free.
Now, there's a lot of different ways to free yourself
and emotional alchemy and shadow work is one.
I want to share that my wish or what I also wanted to manifest
was for those of you who follow my story
for Snuffy to experience the medicine.
And he did come very close,
and in these past two weeks I've also interacted with him
more really than I have in the past 18 months.
So I'm still integrating.
I didn't know that when you take five MAO
you can have reactivations, like on your bike,
anything that will flush the body within dolphins.
And so then it's like a mini trip.
I want to say that in this past year of the snake
that coincided with my own fucking great reset
and a Kundalini, which is so misunderstood
and misconstrued of how sacred it is
because it's been demonified by Christians
and the rest and very much misunderstood.
But I feel very blessed
and I've been operating in a different way.
And that means not being my sixth planet in Capricorn,
do, do, do, because I'm Synthesis
and I know who I am.
I know I'm legit.
And the people who find me or find this show
and my work because even many of my customers
at Honey Colony are clueless to the fact
of my journey and the fact that I do have a show on Rumble
and try my best, but I cannot compete with the algorithms.
And I see a lot of most of my colleagues
have received their channels back,
but the real journalist who had a number one movie
in this entire country is unable
and has become radioactive.
And so I'm just going to go with it
and I've embraced it as an ego death
and have stood in my truth more fierce than ever.
And the people who watch the show,
I don't, I'm not able to fake shit.
So if I am upset, it shows.
But it's okay to have emotions in a world
that they're trying to lobotomize.
It's good to feel your feelings.
Whatever is professional, I don't,
I'm here to break templates.
I'm not here to follow people.
I'm here to beat to my own drum
and invite you to beat to yours
and to stand in your truth.
There are divine truths.
And so we're all experiencing, I think many of us,
unless you're really plugged into the matrix,
this financial, whether it has to do with Snap
or this financial squeeze.
And it also coincides with keeping you
in the survival paradigm of fear, apathy.
It's very difficult, but only you have the keys to your freedom.
And one must understand that there are different frequencies
and that emotional alchemy and real shadow work.
Not fake spiritual people that go to cacao ceremonies
and pat themselves on the back.
Because this is spiritual warfare
and there are more entities
that we just had a full moon.
I've gotten accosted
and almost arrested both on full moons.
So right now I'm not kind of plugging into
whatever is happening in politics.
I am assessing the celestial energies in the sky
and feeling what the soul collective is going through.
Those who are tapped into the divine masculine
and the divine feminine within
and are getting the call to get their house in order
and want to see their own blind spots
because there's a lot of distortions
that will stand in the way.
And perception is key.
And again, frequencies are very much...
Frequencies is a real thing,
whether your perception, if you see it from a low life
in the gutter of fear
or if you can fly over it.
The last day that I did the ceremony,
I did the medicine three times
and Yash Pal thought I was going to...
I see what women and men go through
and I think he thought I was going to unravel
but I was serene and regal
and I was shown certain things that I was asked.
I asked to be shown and I was shown.
I saw the last time I saw the Ouroboros
through my third eye
and I also saw it from a different angle
and most people don't even realize
that they're in the Ouroboros.
The Ouroboros, the serpent
in this closed, archonic system
let alone see it from a different angle
and I then found that image.
I went looking to research on the Ouroboros
and I found it on the walls of the pyramids
and literally there's toth
that's surrounded by a golden Ouroboros
and then there's a little...
another, I don't know, pharaoh slave
I don't know, a mini toth
picking at the third eye
and I was willing
and you have to, Yash Pal said
to allow surrender and trust
and I was very much ready
to die on that cushion
and was reborn because
that is an illusion
and the soul is eternal.
So Helen is the author
of Emotional Alchemy
the architecture of inner transformation
she is a divine spark
and a smart cookie
who reached out to me
I don't know, a couple months ago
and I did sit with her
and do a beautiful session
because it's about shedding
and there are moments of stillness
and then there's moments of action
and it's trusting
people are coming to me
and I see that they're all struggling
in their own way
their own personal room
torture room 101
and you have the keys to your own liberation
and it's with forgiveness
and it is with alchemy
so before meeting Helen
in post Kundalini
I was shown that I'm a seventh ray
and that that
coincides with transmutation
and alchemy
and Saint Germain
and that I am
presence that we all have
so
I'm sorry for the long intro Helen
I haven't been on for a while
and she's a master clinical hypnotist
and
she's the author of this
this book which is she's created
she's a creator practitioner
and teacher of emotional alchemy
which is a technique
that rapidly and completely
releases trauma
negative emotions like shame, guilt
sadness, anxiety, fear
anger which are the roots
of depression and addiction
and sickness and stagnation
many of us
not me but suppress
suppress their feelings right
I have to talk things out
I turn chaos into creation
I write, I dance
and now very conscious
of the inverted
matrix because I was covering
up close and personal
and I experienced
what I say is like the Heath Ledger effect
I was being swallowed by the dark
okay let us welcome Helen
thank you Helen for joining us
Hi
May you tell people a little bit
about you
and this book and then maybe we could
launch into anything in my
intro that you want to run with
Okay
Yes sure, I mean
I am
a master clinical hypnotherapist
and that was what I was trained
to do so I have a little certificate
which I could stick on my wall which I don't bother to
but although I trained in that
I was actually
I was led to do spirit release
work initially and so
I wanted to get myself
trained in hypnotherapy in order to do the spirit release
work
and I could maybe explain later if you're interested
how that came about it was kind of interesting
but
since then really I would say
that I'm not so much interested
in hypnotizing people in the
what you might call the traditional way
i.e. putting programs
into people I mean who am I to put a program
into your head I don't like that
I'm not interested in turning people into a chicken
or all that silly shit I'm not interested
I'm not interested in superimposing
programs over
an already hyper program person
so my job as I see
it is to remove the
programs remove the negative traumas
remove all the negative
entities remove the stuff
that's holding us back and keeping us
stuck as food for the
harkons that you were mentioning earlier
to remove that so that what's left
is our pure spirit
which is all love
and peace and joy and all the rest of it
that's who we actually are
it's just being in this realm
and being born of parents that are traumatized
who came about from parents that were traumatized
and it goes back
ad infinitum here we all are
but now is the time when we can
clean it out and I think
a lot of people talk about
do the shadow work
and clear the stuff up and get rid of the dark
more for whatever it is
but most people haven't got a clue how to do that
and yes you can talk about
it which is helpful
however just talking
about it doesn't usually fix the
problem because
the reason I'm into
working in this way which is
which is working with the subconscious
if you like is because these
issues are in the subconscious so
I'm really rather than a
hypnotherapist I'm more kind of
I call myself an alchemist
but I'm also more kind of
shamanic in the way of working
except that rather than me
being psychic because I'm not
being able to go into people's
subconscious although I'm pretty
intuitive these days
I'm allowing them to see
what's going on
and I'm just simply the guide that shows
them then how to
to transmute that
negative whatever it is into the positive
so
so yes I you know I'm a hypnotherapist
but
I'm kind of not I just don't know what the word
would be apart from an alchemist
I like alchemy
I believe that would be
that would be appropriate
and I want to talk about
emotional alchemy
and obviously
deprogramming I would assume
that in some cases
takes a couple
of sessions because people are
not in touch with their
higher self or their own
barometer because I
I would assume that
sometimes fear can be confused
with their own intuition and they're operating
out of fear rather than
operating out of love which is exactly
what the archonic system
I mean it was in this past year
that I realized
I've been allowing myself
to be luched and I'm sure
you know my energetic
you know they enjoy
that this is how they feed
on people and if you have
that framework of like
oh I'm not gonna which I
should have had a V8 long time ago but allow
the system
or the AIs
or other people
to work
through taking away their joy
because most I would assume Helen
most people would you know they get angry
they want to get back at someone
they want to
vindicate and then they're also lowering
instead of like I'm gonna release
this I'm gonna look at what this is
bringing up what is this really
triggering oh it's not really about that person
it's about something else and
I'm blessed that I have a minor in psychology
investigative skills and
high intuition and
I've also been people are coming
and I am psychic to be able to
pick at okay well look at this
or this is there's something else going here
or I'm getting this message what does this say to
you but being like a soul Sherpa
in a way so my question
was do you see that there's
a lot of layers are you seeing any
patterns under this age
of Aquarius or this past couple
of years
well the pattern that I see is more
and more people are actually interested
in doing this work more
and more people are becoming aware
of themselves I think
you know back in the day we were
all pretty unconscious to a degree I think
you know including myself when I look back
I was just living my life thinking everything
was normal yes you do
but I think now that people are becoming
aware that they are consciousness
and they are not they are
not their emotions I think someone who is
who's just
living out of their emotions
they're probably not gonna ask
for help because they don't
think there is any
I suppose they might ask for help
with something extreme
like extreme depression or anxiety
or addiction because they
get so desperate they think well we'll
try anything you know and they come to me at that point
but more and more people are coming
to me because they realise
they've got trauma and stuff
that's blocking them because
you know when we have negative emotions
it works on
numerous levels one is it makes us
physically sick in the end as it
percolates into the physical realm
but what it does do of course
because of the law of attraction
if you're emanating I'm not
good enough you're not
gonna create your dreams are you
because you're not gonna be allowed to
because you should be punished because you're not good enough
or if you're in a state
self sabotage
well exactly you'll self sabotage yourself
whereas if you're in a state of fear the same thing
you're gonna be like the bunny in the headlights
you're not gonna do anything or if you're
super stressed you're not gonna take the actions
in order to create so
it prevents us from well
it does a number of things it
it emanates a certain
frequency which attracts more of that
the low level stuff
as we know law of attraction
this is what it does what you emanate
just more of that comes and each
of these emotions stops
the manifestation
process at some point along
its projectory
and so
you know once you get rid of these
negative and so those are the things
which we kind of see in this kind of realm
and on the other hand of course
we're feeding the beast
we're feeding all these little entities
which are in the lower fourth dimension
and they're just getting stronger and stronger
as we getting
as a group of people you know humans
are getting weaker and weaker
and so once you clear
up the negative stuff everything changes
your physical health changes
your
what you attract in your life changes
your ability to manifest changes
and you stop feeding the beast
which for me is kind of
like I said I started off
doing the spirit release work that was my thing
how do I help
people to not feed the beast
because if we stop feeding it
it's over you know
it's at the moment it's like a small spork
out there
I mean
you know it's like
when there's casinos in Vegas all that food
just stopping
it needs help you know
but anyway people are coming to me more and more
with more awareness
that's what I notice is happening
out there which is great
do you see the layering
you know let's say
first it has to percolate
from the subconscious
with someone's help or not
however
if what I'm speaking from
experience if I still have it
in my field
because of
I mean at this point it could be from
past lives I believe that if you start
really I've been working on myself
since I was 13
really making it a point to see my
own
blind spots
which is why I think I was shown
the war boroughs from outside
and I was I heard
the singularity is near
but not the singularity in the artificial
sense and the singularity is near
in the sense that the veil has
vanished and that
the plasma
acoustic field
if we want to tap into it
because seek and you shall find you have to
ask the questions
you have to put the intention
there and then also allow
that it's not
I mean maybe you disagree overnight
that sometimes there's layers
or residue so do you
see overnight
deprogramming or do you
see layers of like it's
still in someone's field
okay well how I work
how I try and work anyway is because
I do do past life regression and stuff with
people if they ask me and why not because it's fun
but on multiple reasons
multiple reasons it's really
good and it stops people being
scared of death so much which is really fantastic
but in a way
the way that I work is
I mean I'll talk to somebody
for maybe half an hour 45 minutes
to get an overall picture
because I've heard it before I've seen it before
I mean there's very
highly unlikely to shock me these days
quite frankly I've worked with so
thousands of people
because I'm going to talk to people I'm going to get a sort of
overall impression
now in a sense to me
it doesn't matter if they're feeling
shame for instance
it doesn't almost matter
if it came from when
they were humiliated when they were three
when they peed their pants in the shop
on the corner whatever and everybody laughed
it doesn't matter if it came from that
or it doesn't matter if it came from a past life
it doesn't matter if it came
from their mother downloaded while they were in the womb
and it came from
you know five generations back
in a sense it doesn't matter
if the person is
feeling it now
we can get rid of it as energy
you almost don't even need
to dissect it I mean I ask people
because I want a story
so that I can stimulate that
feeling in somebody so
that's why I'm doing that but actually
this work that I'm doing
you can do it even without the story
if someone can connect
to that feeling
we can get rid of it it doesn't really matter
where it came from doesn't matter
how deep it was or whatever
or what's good
it can all be made to be
to be gone because
we are physical
then we are with a mental body
then we have an emotional body
then we have our astral body
then our spiritual body is going out like that
and these energies
are either
emotional energy stuck in the emotional body
or it's stuck
if there's an entity attached in the spiritual body
okay
and it's all energy
this is the point
it's all of this
on all the dimensions it's all just energy
I'm energy to compute you know
we're all just energy and it's organized through
consciousness
you could say that the initial thing
is like God consciousness if you like
and then this little bubble of God consciousness
has been taken over by
some pretty dark forces if you ask me
but still the energy
of the overall thing is there
and we are manifesting because of
thought because of consciousness
now the way that I work is
to use that to go
into the emotional field
which is the subconscious
and energetically
feel it
turn that into a picture
why? because
just saying come on Miriam
just Miriam just you know
just let that anger go
at that guy just let it go
it's like well I could do that
I would have done that
it's not very helpful how do I let it go
you let it go by focusing on it
and turning it into
a something because otherwise it's just
it's just anger it's just energy
it's overwhelming me I don't even know
what it is but if you focus
for a moment on anger
you can go oh actually it's in my
stomach or it's in my head
and you can go well
if it had a color what color would it be
if it had a texture what would it be
well it would be red flames
a ball of fire okay
and it's in my head fine
so immediately you've turned it from this
just something that you're
overwhelmed with that you're just being
you're at the effect of if you like
you've turned it into a picture
then with your consciousness going into
that field
you can perceive it going
somewhere what I do is I send it
to the light as you know
so I'm sending it to into divine
light kind of like the sun
or the central sun whatever you want to call that
I'm just sending it into divine light
wear upon the thing
because it's negative
and I explain this to my clients in the beginning
because it's negative it's of a dark nature
even though it was a fireball
okay by perceiving that going
into the light with your consciousness
you're
taking that energy
that stack energy that's in your field
and you're transmuting it
which is the meaning of alchemy
transmuting it from something negative
to positive you're transmuting
it into its positive
you can't get rid of something
you can't just have nothing
but it's because of this
because consciousness
controls everything
we have this incredible power
to shift these energies
in us and as I said
regardless of where it came from
and to get back to your original
point yes there are layers
give an example
so if somebody you're working on somebody
who's really angry
I guarantee you once the anger's gone
they usually burst into tears
because what's underneath the anger
is heart
and deep breath
okay because that's just
because it's much easier to get angry
because you don't want to be in the fetal position
blubbing your eyes out somewhere
so you tend to especially tough strong people
tend to push it out like that
but
there are layers in that sense
as you come in you suddenly start to realize
oh I never knew
that I was carrying that
or suddenly you'll have a memory
of something which triggers that
feeling that you never even knew had
because you buried it when you were four
and that awful thing happened
anyway I want a bit off track there
but maybe
starting to explain a little bit how I work
I believe also when
you know to put in the framework
of we are
90 what is it 98%
subconscious
and that the memory
I mean now we're seeing in the AI world
and the ministry
of truth like I was thinking the other day
as far as like religion goes
like we're not only talking
about different versions
over the years different Bibles
we're talking about like oh let's take
Aramaic and turn into Coptic
and then from Greek and turn it into
English and it's like the lost
in translation
and how there has to be
someone that stands for like
what is the truth truth the 100%
well I know how to discern
the tries but
over the centuries
of the Overton window
and living in a complete
different
reality and now it's glitching out
for those who are
raising their consciousness
I believe because there is a soul
consciousness it's becoming more
ridiculous it's like don't you know
your naked emperor that we can see your
peepee like it's
so obvious
but it's
seeing beyond
your eyes and discernment
and truth and being like I believe
like in a sense an inspector
clues oh within self
because I'm realizing that there's not
people are not as deep
as I assumed there are shallow
fucking puddles but there's
still things that are running them
in the subconscious so I was just
that was just kind of like
a rant but I don't know if
anything comes to mind about
that the subconscious
well I mean I'm
I've started to a bit like you I mean
if you'd have asked me five years ago
the percentage of people who are
kind of awake and
you know kind of with it and whatever I'd
have said quite a large amount
then I realized over the last
few years that actually it's a really small number
I think
I'm I don't know if I should say this but
I'm kind of coming to the conclusion
that that there are
spirited people
like you me hopefully
right and then there's people with
souls because you've got to
have a soul otherwise you
but I actually think there's some with
synthetic souls
which what would people call the NPCs
and you know the non-participating
characters and I actually think
they exist I can see it
in people and it's funny
sorry to interrupt you but
you see post jab
I mean if I can speak to someone
I speak to someone yesterday said I don't
mean I don't mean to
offend you but you're not vaccinated
right and she's like how do you
know I'm like I'm clear audience and I
could tell in your voice because I
can tell people are disconnected now
so yeah well there is a
disconnected and it's yes there is
since the vaccine it made it worse I
think that I think the NPCs are already
here by the way but I also think
there's a lot of people with soul
that got caught with that
and yes it I think
what it did is it just can I mean I
think it was I think it's chromosome 8
I have a very clever friend who tells me all
these things but I think it's chromosome 8
was literally disconnected and that
chromosome 8 is your connection to the
divine and so I think
sorry the VMA2
God gene that
has the spike protein
has a downward cascade
impact with the VMA2
which is connected to
histamine which is connected to memory
so
go ahead
it could be but there's all there's also
I saw about which explained
a lot to me I saw a study about I think
it was about two or three years ago I forget
it was a psychological study that they
did where they discovered
that 40% I actually think it's more now
but anyway 40% of
people didn't have the ability
to actually think
the inner dialogue you mean
yes inner dialogue yeah they didn't have it
so I thought that's totally weird
because I'm always like you know
thinking stuff
well you know why would they
in America where everything's
going to pay for everything why are they giving you a free vaccine
and a free lap dance
or a doughnut that doesn't make any sense
or a blow job
does that get blown to probably
I don't know they probably wouldn't
but anyway so weird
but there are these 40%
who didn't think
who don't think
well if that's that
how could that be that
it's data in and data out
and that's when I realized
there's absolutely zero point talking to those people
don't waste your breath
we're just here to lose you
they're here to lose you
and they're also here to
to
to corral us
because there's these vast
numbers of people
and they can overwhelm
individuals that try and go
no don't go that way
they literally they're to corral by all
pushing in that direction like lemmings
and dragging those other
probably 40 or 50%
along that are just jolly nice people
that don't want to kill granny
and they suck them along
because they'll go with the herd
most people let them studies on that too
most people will go with the herd
most people will keep pressing that button
to electrocute somebody if they're told to
by a person authority
I'm sure you've seen those studies
so anyway it's kind of interesting
sorry Alan the way I see it
is that what I've been
shown in the past year
I've been
my higher self or my guides
to really trust myself even in the face
of so much
against
what my intuition is saying
and that many
it's all like deception
like take you off your path
take you off your path
and to really stay loyal
to self take so much fortitude
and strength to be walking
in the dark but
trusting your inner light
that's what I've seen and it doesn't take
much you know to be
I took the vaccine because I had to
because I couldn't see grandma
whatever instead of like no
I'm not gonna use myself as a pin cushion
I'm not gonna but like you said
if they don't even have internal
dialogue did you ever see
the campaign birds aren't real
they did a social engineering
experiment where
they were convincing people that they were
birds were
mechanical and they
wanted to see how far it could go
I don't know if you could pull that up
cheese slice and
I don't know if you mind
if you see find any little clip
when
the birds you search
birds aren't real campaign
and see if you could find cheese
slice like any small little
just to show the audience
and Helen and you
if you haven't seen it
it doesn't surprise me because I think
with people like that
it's whoever the person in authority
is that they that you know
whether it's CNN or the doctor
or the teacher
whatever the president
whatever
whoever is they consider to be the
authority that's like
the mainframe sending the data
can we play that
how long is it just to
I like show and tell
oh that's just a meme
I'm still looking for videos
I would think that you could find one
on YouTube it was
a little campaign but when
if I'm sure you recall initially
is that it
I just
I'm looking at memes I haven't really fed it
I don't know what to show on YouTube
and say birds aren't real
there's lots of stuff but I don't want to share it
without no events in it
because it could be some really weird stuff
so
I've got the idea now I think the idea
I wanted to show I just wanted to
show the audience
you can
I can't persuade those kind of people
pretty much anything is true to be honest
if they if they think you're in authority
well
if it's on the CNN now it must be true
right here
just trying to find sorry
there's all kinds of stuff
a lot of it's just
just comical but there is
some people who are serious
it's hard to tell what's what
here I'm going to share with you
in the private chat it's only
two minutes and
I know you get the point
but I'm going to share it with the audience
is it 36 minutes
that's what I shared with you
no
36 seconds
sorry sorry
sorry
the day after President Trump's inauguration
in 2017
Macindoo was hanging out with friends in Memphis
on the roof building
they heard demonstrators in the street
I remember thinking
it would be very interesting if someone was
in this situation with a sign that had nothing
to do with anything that's going on here
and so how did you get to
Burge Aren't Real is the thing that's on the sign
I don't even know
it's just the most assertive thing I could think of
sign in hand
he took to the streets of Memphis
ad-libbing a stream of
absurdity
wake up America
they're a method of illusion
his friends Lauren Curstell
Ali Perkins and Jenny Bailey couldn't believe
what was coming out of Peter's mouth
they're not real
Peter just goes
all out and he just starts like screaming
like random stuff like off the top of his head
like just whatever he thought of in the moment
and it's not scripted
he's just 100%
improvising this moment
yeah he's like birds aren't real they're a lie
and just like whatever would come up to his head
he'd like say it
it was just incredible how he created this whole
character and personality off the bat
like his improv is
yeah it was impressive we're like okay where did this come from
there is a bordemic happening
Peter's friend Ali
innocently posted a video of that day
online and then
everything changed
so I'm getting a picture sent to me
of birds aren't real graffiti
version of chalkboards
seeing you know chance
in cafeteria
birds aren't real
at high schools
did you think at that point like this is awesome
or what have I done
I remember being fascinated by it
I remember thinking okay why do people identify
with this so much
and just thinking like there was this energy
in Memphis
for this idea
and that I would always regret it if I didn't
lean into that
okay one I want to say
in regards to that
that if I went and said some
stupidity it would not be
picked up by 60 minutes let me tell you that
so
this is a socially
engineered campaign
and 60 minutes is part of the
the deception but I
thought of that Helen because
initially when this
jib jab was to hope
prevent us from
getting COVID or whatever
the propaganda I forget now
I remember speaking to my dad and he goes everybody
knows that the vaccine isn't
supposed to prevent death
but serious illness and
whatever he literally
spewed the propaganda and I said oh my god
my dad's
real so that's when I kind of
realized like the prevalence
of the NPCs
and their role
in
whether you stay true to yourself
or not so sorry it went on
on a tangent
no no no worries
I mean just as a little aside
I mean I was
hoping to mention it anyway but
where I live now in southern
Brazil far far away from
the crazy west it's so lovely
I can't tell you but I've created
a little community here of people
who didn't take the little jib jab
because they have got intuition
because they were prepared to stand
up and be
ostracized singled out
made fun of whatever
because they had that
deep intuitive
sense which I would call spirit
because it's this connection to higher self
which is
differentiating people and so
I now live totally
surrounded by just
people like me
which is great
and you know
although I speak about NPCs
like that I actually have very little
to do with them I don't really have
to talk to hardly anybody
that's kind of like that
so it is quite good really
I'm quite pleased with this
and I think those people that work
with me are not NPCs because
an NPC is a bit like a psychopath
they don't see that they have a problem
because they don't
they have a problem they have the TV dinner
they got the TV they go to work
or they get the dull money from the government
they have sex
but they do and that's it
so they don't think about these things
whereas people that tend to come to me
are trying to work on themselves
and you know get out of the addiction
that they got caught up in
or get out of the depression that they're in
so I mean it's
it's active you can't
wish these things
I hear what you're saying that it doesn't have
it's energy
and it could be released
I believe also integration work
like doing a ceremony like I did
like people are treating it
like they're going to a fucking safari
I'm gonna go to ayahuasca
and
they're not really
I say that because I had gone
dancing in Jupiter and someone
took me back and we were talking about
reincarnation and he had gone to an
ayahuasca ceremony but it was
very much like I'm gonna go to a buffet
I'm gonna do this trendy thing
so what's your thoughts on reincarnation
do you think it's real
I'm like I know it's real
and I said I personally
choose to at least
attempt to go to another realm
in this personally
and he said
well what do you think about me
do you think that I can
not come back and I said
just the fact that you're asking whether
reincarnation I think you have a couple of lives
left to do which I know
might sound quite
snobby I've admitted that I'm
a spiritual snob in the sense
but I think that
sacredness
is has been
lost you know sex was supposed
to be sacred
sacred integrity
and people
are lying to themselves and
because of materialism
and fear meaning like
wanting to belong wanting
and now we're all being squeezed
here in America
I mean I'm sure they know
they know who's not jabbed
they know who the divergence are
so they
will be the algorithm
you know it's like oh the algorithm
you're not worthy of getting a
refund on Uber Eats or you're not
you can't get this like I'm seeing it
I'm a test model
for it it takes us
a lot of strength so I think
doing the emotional
which like you said is deep programming
I want to talk a little bit about
the spiritual you said that
removing let's say
entities how did
you get to start doing that
and what have you seen
well lots and lots of things but
how it started was funny enough I was living
the weirdest place if people know where I lived
now where I lived in the past but I was
for that moment I was in Las Vegas
and I was listening to Coast to Coast Radio
and there was a guy called Dr Charles
Tramont who was talking to whoever it was
and he was a
hypnotherapist and he was doing past life
stuff and he discovered that there
was these entities popping up when he
was talking to Mrs Jones all of a sudden
he'd be talking to somebody that was
not Mrs Jones they'd go oh okay
and so he was an interesting guy
because he was actually a doctor he was actually
a
a tradition or something or a guy or whatever
he was I don't know he was in the army anyway
military guy but anyway he got into this stuff
and I heard him talking and I was
I just something in me went
I have to see that guy I have to see that
guy and I've got I wonder where he is
because I haven't got much money at the time
I thought hope he's not like miles away
and it said at the end in his office
in Las Vegas I went yes
that's why I'm in Las Vegas
wow
I went to see him and
we did some past life stuff which is really cool
cleared up some stuff from a past life
where I've been buried alive which I had
really bad nightmares about
as a small child to clean that up
but then they go in there
and we find this this alien thing right
and it was called
what was it called man tricks he said
his name was man tricks which I thought
man tricks right and so I looked that
up later and it there is an Indian
God little Indian God in his
God's you know called man tricks
anyway he was sort of I could see him
clear I'm in a hypnotic trance
I see this guy in his uniform
he's like very military more silver
stuff and he was monitoring
me so anyway
the guy
what do you mean
I think there's a whole other
story it's quite possible that the
graze messed with me when I was a
kid as well but that's a whole kind of
other story which I didn't know about
until years and years later when I also
did iBoga
actually
yeah I've done it a few times it's quite
interesting anyway
but that was something else but then
that we saw all this and I also had
lots of entities around me one was
an ex-boyfriend that died from
alcohol abuse and so on
and the couple of relatives
and a whole bunch of other people that were just
in my field not benevolent
not bad just hanging
around me because I have
certain kind of energy right
and so but it was
literally sapping my energy
so we sent those all to the light
we well at the time he told the alien
guy he made a mistake actually
he told the alien guy to go away
and he agreed that that was bullshit
but anyway
what do you mean bullshit
well because he came back because
he was there the next time I checked
I'll tell you the story so
a week goes by right and
I'm really excited by this and I'm thinking
well this is amazing I didn't know
before about past life stuff I didn't know
this 15 years ago I really didn't know much
about any of this kind of stuff
so it was all kind of new and I was like wow this is amazing
and you know it was entities
and I felt better and stuff and then it was
so weird being Las Vegas one
day the neighbor woman
came over with a friend of hers and they're both totally drunk
they come into my house
I don't know how I introduce them
I'm like ok ok
so they come in and then
when they leave and this woman starts telling
this story about she's got all these problems
I mean unbelievable the CPF
your child protection service has taken our kid
and then she's got a court and a boyfriend
on drugs and in jail and she's telling
this drama this hideous story
and I'm going ok whatever
and so I like
you know I wasn't going to help her
what year is this Helen
oh this was this was 15 years ago
this was when I was
yeah for 16 years ago
so I took that whenever that is
so anyway so then
this other woman who I kind of knew was my neighbor
she said oh you should smell Helen
she smells nice
whatever ok so this is
all these problems and all this crap going on
she puts her head right here
real close to me and I'm on the sofa
so I'm sitting back on the sofa
she puts her head here and smells me
and then off they go
now immediately they left
I had this asthma attack
I hadn't had asthma in those days for decades
since I was a kid
I had this crazy ass I didn't have any
I didn't have my little puff at nothing
and I'm like what is going on
this is so weird
and then for the next few days
I had this gas
like you don't want to be
in the same room with it like this
farting like
the most hideous smell
like rotting, festering
I was embarrassed at my husband
I don't know what's going on with me
anyway it was weird so then I went back to the guy
I said I need to come back and see you
something's not right this is weird
I went back
and lo and behold
what I see is this big old bear
this dirty filthy old bear
with manky old teeth
and stinking horrible thing
so we get rid of that
and while I'm there I see that
the old alien guy, the mantrix guy
is still there so we get rid of him
but it was because of that
that that just it was there
to prove to me without a shadow
of a doubt that this stuff is real
because you know before I could have said
well maybe it was my imagination but
this was real and immediately
he got rid of that stuff
asthma went away, body intestine stopped
you know all that stuff stopped
just like boom like that
so I think it meant that
it was meant to happen in order to get me to
get an initiation
an initiation, I mean even if it was real
because after that
then there was no doubt in my mind
and it was from that point
that I had my sort of aha moment
that people talk about that I thought would never happen to me
where I thought that's it
that's what I'm supposed to do
I'm here to get rid of that crap
out of people's fields
so that they can be free because
it's it's horrific
I mean you can meet Dr Charles
Dr Amon's book I think it's in his book
he took this he told me I think probably
it's in the book I don't know but he was talking
about even just this thing with transgender
he had a guy come to see him
who was just at the point
of cutting his bits off you know he wanted
to be a he thought he was a woman
and in all this kind of stuff he put him
into a trance they find out that
it's a dead lady a very sort of
alpha female lady
that's come into his field
and is living vicariously
through him and doesn't like having
a pee pee there once it
cut off so it can so she could she
this you know dead
entity can actually
live in this poor guy's body
got rid of her guy had
no desire whatsoever to put a dress on
little and cut his pee pee off so
you know interesting stuff
so I'd like to add
to that
hmm
well
when I when I went to
Egypt and I was narrating
a documentary on the Ark of the Covenant
it was which in
itself it's like I got the great pyramid
to myself how many people can say that
and I'm Egyptian Greek
so it was
my first job after getting hit
by an SUV
and I
if you have a trauma
there's fishers there's
you know and who knows
what in past lives
in I've had a couple past lives
in Egypt so I ended
up picking up
one I was in the pyramids which is full
of mold which I only realize later
but I took
a doll in those
back in the day they used to bury
the servants alive
with the pharaoh and
then they infused
psychic powers into these little
clay dolls like Shepti
they're called Shepti, S-H-E-P-T-I
when I was
in one of the tombs
which I had a bad vibe
I became like Frodo
like the fixer was like you can have
these dolls and I was like
precious and I took
two of them and one of them
I gave to the
Bruce Burgess the director
and I kept one of them
and then that night
I started dreaming
which I've never dreamt
in Arabic and I heard
which means leave her
and Shepsut which was
not a very nice pharaoh
but when I came back
to the United States
basically
sorry sorry
so it came up on my screen I'm so sorry carry on
basically I ended up
having to
I did
more than one
to get rid of this entity
I developed a very bizarro
cough I was not
sleeping like I was working on
the set of Catwoman
the reshoots and Warner Brothers
and Burbank and I would fall asleep
at 7.30 and have to wake up at 8.30
I still had a metal rod
in my leg and I didn't know
what the F was going on
and then
I ended up
going to see a doctor
on the PCH
whose name was Dr. Ohm
and he said I said I don't know
maybe I'm stressed because I'm taking care
of this director and
he goes oh you're taking care of more than
director
he saw an entity that
was attached but it took a few times
like you to get rid
of it and again one has
to be very discerning
and that's why I
you know I don't drink
I mean I
this is my temple and I also
know that there's more entities
I believe
than ever and I'll say
also one more thing
that with the ventilators
when the ventilators first came out
that covered transhumanism
I was like
first of all hella creepy
and I later looked at
who actually instituted
because they were instituted
during the fomite phase
and under the guise of protecting
the first responders which we know
faded but yet they
continue with their protocols
so when I saw the ventilators
I was like okay this is a way
they're experimenting with keeping
people mechanically alive
because we're batteries but too
if you die and it's
not a conscious death you're on a
fucking miasma of drugs
and what is going on
well all those people who died
they're in the bardo they don't know what the fuck
is going on so now we have more
discarnate souls that can glom
off via the fentanyl via the booze
that's my theory
could be yeah no I
I can believe and I also think
I think that there's various stories about
them opening portals you know
this whole thing with CERN and all that
I think what they're doing is they're opening
portals into the lower fourth dimension
and
those creatures are coming through
there was a whole story in the Congo
when they opened the portal
in the Congo and you know these two tribes
I forget the differences whatever
but they just started hacking at each other
a bit like there's another one
there's another one in Africa as well
but anyway but they've literally these tribes
just started to hack at each other
because these demons had come in
and just taken over these people
and then they were just hacking each other
to death I mean it's really horrific
this is a reason
sorry
I do think that there are
for various reasons there are more
and people have less
ability to
to keep them off antidepressants
look half of America's antidepressants
what does an antidepressant do
it takes away that
protection which is why
if you look at the small print in the little
packet you get of your antidepressants
it says may cause suicide
well what wants you to commit
suicide a demonic
entity right so what happens is
you take the antidepressants it's got
God knows what in it a bit like
drinking alcohol or taking a lot of drugs
and so on your
your light protection is gone
and poof the entities come in
next thing you know I mean you lost your grandmother
I mean you're a bit depressed and so you had some pills
next thing you know you're slitting your
own throat it's like
the very slow
you know what I mean
that's how it goes
because the suicide rate
is through the roof for multiple reasons but one
of them is that
is that these types of
drugs are causing it
they knew it
that in 2020 they
created a suicide hotline
a suicide number like whatever
911 they I don't know what
the number is but there is one now
for suicide and they
banked on that but if someone is in
confusion and not
self-mastering themselves and
allowing and you know
since we did the session Helen
I
before I met
Snuffy I was
seeing the 333
and he has a tattooed on him
and so it's not
like I'm copying him I had
my own and now I live
around the corner from a building
with 333 well
one of the last times that
I saw him he
shared with me Tucker
Carlson had this guy
Colin Latt or Colin Flynn
and he talked about
Koran Zen
is because 333
represents the higher intelligence
but of course there's always a
negative aspect so
Koran Zen is
associated with 333 so
he's showing me this
before I did the ceremony
and
it's
the demon of hallucinations and he's
injecting cocaine inside
of him and now it's
gone into the every time
there's delusions and hallucinations
and I'm wondering
what the fuck is allowing you
to harm yourself you're not like
some stupid American schmo
you're a very
what's causing you to
inject this
inside of you and then more and more
so when I the second time I did
the ceremony over 3 days
I very clearly saw
the
dark forces intervening
in
his life in the connection also
the twin flame is like
and is the figure 8
what I saw was when
8
half of 8 is 3
888 is also actually
came to be known as Jesus
but it's infinity
and
the actual if you break it down
is 888
and so I saw 233
3 is being reunited
and severed because I do believe
I mean twin flames is so
misconstrued that people think it's like
romance and Disney
wish a twin flame journey on your
worst enemy and only people who are
soul developed it's not
everybody that even gets to
meet so
this 333 demon
was going to tell you something
that I'm
actively witnessing it
and I can't do anything
about it but when we you and I did
our session and I saw
a demon it was a purple
purple
eyed and then so I'm like
I'm gonna go and look what this
Koran's and look like this is there
any rendition where he's purple
and sure enough
he was
but it's
it's a real thing but it's so
fucking out there to
if someone's not in control
so more and more I am
seeing the demonic forces
is dictating
and I'm just holding
love because I actually really
care about this man's soul but
I'm not but it has
has free will right
he needs to
seek help himself there are
things that one can do
I'll give you an example of it but
before I
say that every single
person that's addicted and I'm sorry
to hear that someone just said their brother committed suicide
I'm sorry
okay I can talk about that in a minute but
okay but yeah really that's not good but
but the um I've lost my track
distracted by this thing
he needs to seek help
but what if he's not running the show anymore
no well that's the thing he's not but I would
say that every addict
doesn't matter whether it's cigarettes
and it's a pretty low level
entity at that level but every
addict drugs alcohol
sex you know porn whatever
there's always an entity present always
and also
when someone commits suicide there's always
an entity egging them on
because the human
spirit wouldn't
wouldn't kill itself
it can't kill itself but
but it can't it wouldn't it wouldn't do that
because it would see the greater picture
and go well you know if I'm prepared to kill myself
I may as well just go out to some
hotspot somewhere where there's a war and help people
I may as well because I don't care if I live or die
well they don't do that do they
they don't do shit they just
kill themselves and it is a problem
but there's always an entity
egging them on and I know that because I've worked
with people who've had a loved one
commit suicide and
we've called them up and we've spoken to them
and you can see
that there is an entity there and we get rid of it
so that they're then free to leave
but the person has to
so how do they exercise free will
Helen when they're not dictating
I well sorry
I'll tell you I'll answer that so this is it
so for this guy that you're talking about
okay you might say well
I'm gonna save him okay
I can't save him I know
but people do they think they're gonna save him
I get parents calling me about their kids
and all this kind of stuff
now I'll give you an example where it did work
because I've had parents calling all the time
you know my little Johnny he's 23
still living at home he's a junkie he's whatever
and I work with them but I have no
because they didn't come to me they don't really want to
they don't they don't care about quitting
they just their parents are freaking out
but there's really not much I can do
for them unless they really want it
but what you can do
this happened one time many many years
ago when I was really new
into this business actually but I went
to some event in England of the people I used
to work with it's kind of a cult organization
I used to work with years and years ago
it was cool there's hundreds of people but anyway
we got together and I met a guy who I
had a new baby and he said I'm really worried
my son is 21 or two or something
and he's a heroin addict
and he's been on heroin for five years
he has tried everything
he's been to the you know the
clinics he's tried this he's tried
that he's gone to
but in that case he's trying
and that's the difference so he
had tried everything he could think of
and his dad was saying I'm so worried
because this week the guy is so depressed
because he can't get rid of this thing
that's controlling his life
that I'm scared that he's going to kill himself
I'm going to shit right okay come on you
we went and sat in this tent
come sit down and through
his dad we called up the son
saw this big old shitty old
demon
in him around him whatever
I got rid of the demon
I said well I think
that's what we can do right
anyway years went by I never
it was actually before we had
you know sort of social media or something
I didn't want it I lost track of the guy
anyway and so I didn't hear anything
for years then one day this was
maybe five years ago but just before I got
rid of Facebook completely he
popped up on Facebook oh hey
don't forget now I said
I was a bit nervous about it because I thought
I hope your son's alright with her
I said how's your son right
had no idea he goes do you know
what Helen he goes it was so weird
he goes from that weekend on
he never touched it again
look I want to
say that
he got really close
snuffy to getting help with the
asphalt I know and in a moment
of he said
I've gone against my
I've gone against my intuition I want to
stop this poison and then
and then turned on me
and said you're only holding
on to this car because you don't want
you don't want to let me go
and I never had him to let him
go and I'm not
accusing me of being a narcissist
called me
no but I am very dogged
I am not everybody else
I'm very fucking persistent
I am a persistent chick
and so what Maryam
wants is for this man to be free
and I believe in unconditional
love and I don't give a fuck
if people say you can't do it or whatever
I'm going to try my best because that's what
I'm seeing
he reached out he wants help
but it's not his control
keep offering
keep offering the help and one day he'll accept it
because when you have a powerful entity
you've got to understand they will do
everything to stop that
from happening
to be in my sacred home and say
why is it that the only place I don't
feel peaceful is here
it's you fucking demon you don't feel
you don't feel peaceful
because my
my place is a Zen sanctuary
he's called it a Zen sanctuary
so how do I how you say keep offering
for help I don't even know where
he is I'm not going to push
myself on something
I've probably told you before but I think you just have to
the point
is you cannot save anybody
the reason I could help
that young man
through his father
through his father's love and good to me
is because he truly
had tried everything and I was
just you know I was sent by the angels
or whatever or God
to give him the last bit
to free him up
had he made that effort it wouldn't
have worked and I've tried it since it doesn't
if they are not absolutely
if they haven't asked for help
well he did ask
he did ask for help and
because of his own trauma
and
it's hard for him to ask for help
so I can't just
be a bystander
and just be okay well he said now that
he doesn't want me in his life
and it's like well I can't just
watch someone that I love
be
devoured and not at least
pray or do something so he does want
help and I have
done my own alchemy
to release
because if a demon
or alcohol has
you know at some point they take
residence inside of you
or parasite you know so
then they need extra divine intervention
yeah
yeah they do I mean that's exactly
what they do if someone starts drinking
then one day they'll go to the bar
and something will come home with them
and if they continue
to drink to the point where they're
passing out having you know
maybe they're not conscious or whatever
that creature the chances are one
day it won't leave
and then that's when you find that you can't stop
and that's when
yeah that's when things get really hairy
because that creature now is running
the show
exactly and maybe we can
take an opportunity to
explain how these discarnate
souls glom on that this
is part of the archonic
system of
loosing off of our energy
and fear
it doesn't do you think
someone the other day was like
trying to tell me that demons are not
you know it's not necessarily
malevolent
and
but they're trying to experience
positive demons
they're called angels or something
but positive demons
I don't know about that
not if they're
you know it's like in matrix
cypher
wants to go and eat the steak
he wants to go back to the matrix
for that
semblance that experience and
if you're at that point
where you're
putting something inside of you that you know
you're smart enough to know
and even like
reading to me like there's
hey you're at crossroads if you continue
to do this you might not come back
like what am I supposed to do just be like
you know
you said it you can't
you can't save him
if he hasn't got that instinct in him
to save himself
there's nothing to be done
however but you know I'm not saying that
but he doesn't because sometimes it just takes
people time to get to that point
that you can't do it
you can pray you can ask for
divine intervention and so on but
ultimately and it's the same with everybody
it's like you know
don't bother
there's certain things you just can't
you're not going to affect it
you're not going to affect the NPCs
you're not going to have them wake up because they can't
you're not going to force someone
to save yourself
you have to save yourself
save yourself be an example
you know emanate
real positive vibes
well how about if the demon has
turned him against me
that now I'm not trustworthy
well could be
no he said I don't trust you
what
demons will say anything
and they do appear to be
listen
how many people in the past have called me
they say oh definitely I've got to work with you
and I think oh yeah there's something
dark in there
and then they don't show up because the car broke down
or because the internet
fell apart
or they just slept through the whole thing
or you'd be amazed how many times
but people have to be really consistent
and really clear that they're going to do it
because if they're not
and if the entity is powerful it will take them back
off track
oh just you know that crack
just have one more part
one more part
we'll do it tomorrow
of course
don't go and see that Marianne woman
yeah she's not good for you
no no no
don't go and see this Helen person either
because that would be really funny
yeah I can well believe it
but you can't change it
but then it's not really
what my point is Helen
then if someone's taken over
then you're not running the show
so you might want help
he does want help
but something the negativity
the fear
so then what
you can't just stay helpless
I agree you can't help
you can't save someone
but there has to be
some divine intervention
I saw how close he got
and then said
everything about this is wrong
and then came to me
12 hours clean
he with a fever detoxing
so of course there was
the attempt
and
I'm not
I'm not also
yeah I'm persistent
what can I say
just remind yourself
that we are here
for a very brief period of time
and it's not
really real
and so
if he doesn't make it this time
as you're
you know
spiritual of a half whatever
you know so be it
it's not about my fantasy
of wanting to be with him romantically
it's about
getting this fucking monkey
off that's terrorizing him
and you know
if everybody says you can't do it
I'll be like I'll fucking show you
I'm going against the
statistics
in a sense and I do believe
that a pure
unconditional love
so there's a clear distinction
because I do
I hear what you're saying and I know you can't save
someone else
if you're not in charge then
you know
you can ask for divine intervention
I think that you can focus on that
because that could
what he needs is enough clarity
for enough time
to be able to seek the right kind of help
to get this thing going
so I'd like to read
a little bit from if it's okay
from your book
this is chapter 2
energy, emotions and the nature
of reality
everything is energy
vibrating at different frequencies
when you reduce anything to its smallest
component it becomes a wave
of energy which only becomes form
a particle when it is being
observed this proves that
we are creating or at least co-creating
our world by what we see
consciously or unconsciously with our
actual eyes or with our inner
eyes now that
just that paragraph is also explaining
quantum
physics and quantum entanglement
I don't know
if you want to add anything to that
okay energy I'll just read another paragraph
energy simply is
it cannot be added or
destroyed only change from
one state to another consciousness can
change energy's frequency
things are not nearly as solid as we think
they are
almost all of ordinary matter
99.99999%
of it is space
which is in fact the sea
of potentiality
if you took out all
of the space
in our atoms the entire human race
would fit into the volume of a couple
of sugar cubes apparently
this is an extraordinary
truth when we have been conditioned
to believe
in the solidity of this material
world
yeah exactly
so and also
back to your desire to do this
thing you emanating
a high frequency
of love
and gratitude
around somebody like
that does have an effect
just in the same way
hanging around negative people
makes you ill
okay because we
are absorbing all these energies
all of the time in the same way
if he's around you
you can emanate that but you can also
focus you know because that's how
energy healing works you can focus your
attention on him and
pour that energy
of divine unconditional
love into him
with the intention of raising
him up
that for me would be very powerful
I mean that's how people do these energy
healing they can hear people
healing people of cancer or this that and the other
just by giving them a name and a date
of birth so and that's how they're
doing it they're focusing
love energy from the heart
also it's
I wrote the
spin drift experiment
and it's not self directed
selfish like everybody
stuck on this fucking that I want a romance
and it's like there's bigger fish
to fry I also am not willing
to be left with a
dumped with a bunch of shit
and parking tickets
and tolls
and car payments
I'm not willing to do that for a car I've never driven
call me crazy
so I'm not okay
with that and
that's the whole other subject yeah I mean
when shitty things happen
you don't know you can stay
upset about it or resentful
but if it's
something that can't be changed
sometimes we just have to let it go
you know we can
lose our business we can lose
our money we can lose this we can lose that
and we can ruin
our lives you know by
being upset about it forever
or we can just go you know what
except if there's something
I'm gonna do I can do I'm gonna do it
but if there's nothing more I'm gonna do
I'm just gonna accept
and move on you know
I've
done things like that in my life
where I got stuck on things
and afterwards
I had to sort of cut it anyway
it was a waste of time it's like
don't ruin yourself
for this for this stuff
you have to move on because while
while you're focusing because you're very powerful
when you focus your attention
onto all this negative stuff
you're not creative
much better leave that
intend that it works its way out
take actions if there are any to be made
and meanwhile focus your attention on
well that's what I mean trying to find make
lemonade out of my lemons not get a
repossession like people are like just
get a repo I am the
fucking poster child for the social
credit system I do not need any help
fucking with my credit I'm sorry
and what if I want to have a car
in the future why would I
accept a repo
for a car I have never driven
and I have invested $10,000
about to try to fix the
situation listen
I think I think I need to go actually
in a minute but anyway
that anger that you're
feeding that will be something
you can I can either help
you with or you can do it yourself just get rid
of the anger because then you will see
more clearly anger prevents
you funnily enough it prevents
you from connecting to
inspiration it connects you
from connecting to the divine
it takes you off track
well I want to say though
that if someone is passionate
in that moment overall
I do have it's like it doesn't
mean that's my holding frequency
because I'm emotional
I mean for if I could have money
for every time someone's I love your passion
so I want it before you go I want to
just talk about the
Hawkins scale in your book
which I talk a lot about
David Hawkins introduced
the system for mapping or ordering
the levels of consciousness based on muscle
testing his scale runs
from zero to a thousand
where each level corresponds to a particular
emotion perception and frequency
importantly 200 is
the critical threshold between
destructive dark
and constructive light
emotional states
can you speak a little bit and then you
have in your book the different
apathy
I usually have it
I was just showing someone the other day because
I have it on my wall and very
aware of these states
can you share a little bit
yeah well you can see based on what we were just talking about
you can see where anger is
it's below that 200 mark
and so
if you've got any emotion
in your field below that
200 mark you are
feeding the beast
you are stopping your own creativity
you're preventing yourself from really connecting
to your higher self
and you are attracting more of the same
shit quite frankly
so you know
that's why I keep saying it's so
important it doesn't matter
whether you're right or not
you are right you can be righteous
but being righteously angry
is still angry
this is what you've got to understand
it doesn't matter
whether you're right or not
that's ego you see ego loves to be right
so crazy but
even if we're right
I'm right I should be hungry
well okay but then you're still emanating anger
and then you become under that bar
and under the bar is
the realm of the darkness
it's the realm of the matrix
and the archons and all that
and if we're going to get out of this shit
that we're in as
individually or as a human race whatever
I don't have much hope for the whole human race
but whatever
individually we can
we need to raise ourselves out of it
as righteous or not as we might like
to be because of our ego
we have to drop it
I don't mean to say that we just
lay back and let people do shit to us
of course not if you see somebody
attacking a kid
raping a child
get a rock and smash their head
in that moment that's an appropriate
response
but holding on to anger
and resentment and all this
shouldn't be that way
it will hurt you
also not pressing it down right
you're not saying negate
that feeling
I'm saying take some action
feel that shitty feeling
in you
and go oh it's black
like tar like goopy crap
it's in my entire chest whatever it is
or it's a fireball whatever
and then just have the light above you
focus on the light and just
draw it out of yourself just have it
be sucked up it take you five minutes to get into
a nice relaxed state so you can visualize it
see it and this is the
point that most people don't realize
is that
we have the ability
to completely change our emotional
state we think
because we're feeling it that it's
real and the end all
and we have to stay you know
resentful or righteously angry
no it feels like crap
it's not helping anything
the whole lot needs to be drawn out
put into the light and transmuted into its opposite
which as I said in that case
of anger it's inspiration
and then you're free
and then everything starts
to work
but you know save yourself
save yourself
can we before you go
can we talk about
the drama triangle
and the predatory archetype
do you have to go now
no no I can
my poor husband needs his dinner
it's just that
I've got a friend over as well who's probably hungry too
but because it's whips now
it's a 635 hit
okay
so anyway no it's fine though
yeah the drama triangle
well exactly that's one of the
programs that
is part of the matrix
if the matrix is a program
this is one of the main programs it operates
it's the victim
the predator and the savior
you I think you're the savior
but we don't need
to be any of these things
there are people that have been victimized
who then become the predator
and there's victims that are victimized
who stay the victim
and there's some victims that become the savior
which is better I would say
yes much better to be a savior than the rest
however look
if that's a program running society
if you're a victim well then
you need predators and saviors
if you're a predator
you need victims
you don't really need a savior but whatever
and if you're a savior you most certainly
need predators and victims
and these things just move around
people sort of go from one to another to another
quite often
but that thing
is what's running this trauma
bullshit that we're constantly living
from generation to generation
what needs to happen is it needs to be like
the pyramid you talk to that pyramid
you have to rise above this
two-dimensional triangle thing that's just going
round and round and round
you have to see it from above and go
oh I need to stop being
the savior I need to stop being the victim
I need to stop being the predator
won't stop probably but you know what
because that's like a topic usually
so they won't stop but we can at least
withdraw ourselves from this
program do not participate
and it's
difficult for somebody who
thinks that they are that their
raison d'etre is to save people
to be the savior
it's a tricky one
I definitely don't think that
I go through
lots of things and I see that people
are allergic to emotions and that
when I express anger
or passion it triggers them
it's not my standing states
not to say it's not in my field
but I don't think I'll ever in my life
deliver something without passion
it's one of my
I think passion is good
but anger and resentment
and stuff like that
and righteous anger that stays in the field
is not good
I can express passion
about all the crap that's going on in this world
if you get me started
I couldn't get very passionate about it
but at the same time
when I see it all now I used to
I used to get really
I got on my little high horse
but now I know
I quite laugh at it
it's got to the point that it's so ridiculous
there are certain things that still
I see stuff in Gaza
I can't even look at that
because it's just too depressing
it's just too much I just too evil
it just blows my mind but I know it's happening
and I just can't really go there
but for other stuff
this stupid shit that happens every day
there's some crazy rubbish that goes on
I just laugh
and I get on with my life
I just focus on my chickens
and my garden
and my little people around me
and my doggies
and my husband
it's just the world that I can really
affect
and I'm happy
and I think there's nothing wrong with passion
like I say if I saw someone attacking a kid
if I was in Gaza right now
and I saw those people doing that
I would kill them if I could
quite happily out of absolute
passion for what's right
however luckily I'm not there
so okay but I would
and there are moments to have
that kind of passion
but for the rest of the time don't otherwise
you'll deplete yourself because
somebody, something around
will be going
do it again
I wanted to ask you
we had the
comments going cheese slice
can you hear me and then
the numbers dropped to zero
so I'm wondering if you
like now what's going on
do you know
dropped and now I see no comments
maybe I did want to talk to you
I have no idea
but I saw that
I saw that the twitter numbers went
to zero
but then I went to twitter and you had
you had a lot of people watching there
so I don't know why
the numbers weren't pulling in
no they came back in though
we noticed this on one of
my other shows the other day too
on twitter
on twitter specific
twitter numbers were not reporting correctly
in stream yard
so the number that I'm seeing before
when it was way higher
is that a twitter number
what's the number that I'm seeing
on the stream yard
well it's mostly twitter
and some youtube
we've been talking about stuff
that's not really allowed to be talked about
so the whole life is not allowed
so how about rumble
it doesn't trust me in telling me
it doesn't know rumble numbers aren't reporting
just what you say it's who says it
sorry? the rumble numbers aren't reported there
it's not connected
why is that?
I don't know it's just
it's however
rumble allows stream yard to interface with it
yeah cheese slice can tell you
it's not I'm
like if you're seeing
if you saw the same thing
but I just noticed that
so what the comments don't work anymore
people can't
well there just aren't any comments
there haven't been any comments
you can ask somebody make a comment just say hi
if you if you can see this
and you can make a comment just say hi
please yes let us
wait
alright well whatever
oh no no there have been a lot of something happen
yes they why yes I saw them at the beginning
no yeah something happened the comments
just aren't showing up
the comments are still there
catching shit huh
you're right the comments are there on
YouTube they're just not showing up over here
for some reason hi thank you
thank you thanks for the
yeah I
I
measure
rhythm and stuff and I just saw that
they they went away
and there were people making comments or asking questions
to you if anyone
thank you so
rumble is working but the other
both these comments are for rumble I'm sorry
but I want to I want to check
with all the fuckery that
I
also oh no I just
no they're just
just weren't very many comments
alright so I want to talk
a little bit more about
and then I'll let you go have dinner
one second
I'm just going through some of the
notes in my in my book
by the way I'm happy to come and talk again about
you know more specific things if you want
know about all the different types of entities
or we can talk
more about giving examples of people
and how things work or how you get rid of addiction
I can talk about lots of things
do these
do these entities
have like a physical description
can you physically describe them
do they look like something
you know
they look like different things no
are they safe to describe them or
well real quick
there's a hierarchy
they love hierarchies which is why we have the pyramid structures
here on earth I don't mean the physical
I mean the CEO
and the minions going down like this
with the plebs on the bottom
but they're the same so they have
the big guy on the top
and then you've got
the white reptilians
and stuff like this and it all goes down
but yeah I'd say
at the top you have
you'll see the reptilians and I'm sure you've seen
you know people have drawn pictures of them
scaly kind of
creatures very intelligent
very cunning
very violent
very warlike
no empathy whatsoever
I mean none of them have empathy of course
none of these creatures have empathy or love or anything else
but you've got those and you've also got dragons
personally I like dragons
usually you can save a dragon
if a dragon's gone to the dark side
it's usually because it got hurt pretty badly
yeah I'd say quite a few dragons
I like them sometimes
if they're all black inside you can't do anything
but if there's a spark you can usually save a dragon
I quite like them but anyway
so you've got these kinds of things
then you've got this sort of obvious demonic
things with horns and red eyes
and all that kind of stuff
the gargoyle type creatures
and stuff like this but everything that you hear about
in
you know children's tales or whatever it is
you know
the people will see that and they go down like this
and then there's
the human entities of course
which are dead people
and sometimes it's a bit like
you know the Russian dolls
you can have a discarner entity
which is an ex-human being
who's got an entity in them
which is why they're trapped in this level of tension
and then
so you can go back
and clear out entities from
dead people
and let them be free
I've talked another time about these things
it's kind of interesting
it's helping them in the bardo because they're stuck
oh they're totally stuck
I've helped lots of people get free from the bardo
yeah there's lots of people that are stuck
in bardo
and there's usually because it's some trauma
or some sort of entity
attachment
and anyway it goes down like this
and there's all kinds of other entities that people see
there's the one with the black hood
you don't see the face
you can see the red eyes
shadow people
the one with the black cloak
and the one you see on the scary movies
with the black cloak
and then you know people will see
all kinds of things
and then there's all kinds of creatures
and as you come down to the bottom
on the bottom scale you'll see all kinds of things
like
the most
the most often are blobs
they're kind of like amoeba
they're not intelligent
they just feed
loads
most people I'd say have some blobs
they've got any kind of issue
with these blobs that just suck around to people
and just feed
not intelligent whatever
I see a lot of those
or you'll see things like
octopus now they can be really horrible
because
they kind of get their little tentacles in various organs
and cause a lot of sickness and stuff as well
can I ask you a question? Have you seen Helen
an
overlap
between actual parasites
and entities?
yes I think that there is
I do think that there is
I think that the physical
when someone's riddled with parasites
is symptomatic of something
on the outside
I think that they are connected
but also there's
just one more
there's the
insectoids
the insectoids
they're sort of like
prey mantis
the amantic beings
they're standing upright like a man
and they have a proboscis
which goes into the back
of the skull there
sprays into
the central nervous system
I've seen quite a few of those
they're not nice at all
I don't think they ever
they don't have any light in them
some of the reptilians have light in them
and can be
like David Ike
I think David Ike is a
reptilian
I think he's a reptilian
gone rogue
have you ever seen him before
look at him again
and see if he looks like a lizard
well he's getting a bit old before
maybe
there are good ones of course
there are good dragons
there are good reptilians
the other creatures
there's not a good
dark
why do you ask because cheese slice
any reason
I don't know if you want to say
what was the question
what's the reason
you ask is there any personal
do you know anyone who may be
maybe run by
I'm just curious because you're describing
these entities
I just want to know can you actually see them
the people that I'm working with
the people that I work with are just
normal people they're not psychic
they're not anything but once you're in a trance state
I don't say to them
oh there's a witch
with red eyes over there
I say what do you see
and they say oh shit
it's a witch with red eyes
oh okay so they're telling me
so and this is why
the way that I work is important because
shamanic works very great but
you're kind of passive
and the guy you know the shaman does it for you
whereas with me
they're seeing it and I'm
getting rid of it for them
showing them how to get rid of it
so it's kind of empowering I think
but yeah there are all the entities you could think of
like leprechauns they're not
they're naughty little things don't like them
cause they're always
they cause a problem you know
they're the sort of thing that would laugh if you fell over a vanilla skin
you know ha ha you hit your head
like that's not funny but whatever
you know there's all the different things
you could think of
that trolls and I don't know
do you believe that because
the veil is
vanished that maybe there's
more
ability to see
these different entities
but I think it's more that we
because we are physical and then
we have our second body which is the
you know the astral body
that we are perfectly capable
of seeing
when we're in a trance state we are in
that inner state and therefore we
can see and you know I've got
friends in the past that could literally
see them I don't want to see them just
walking around I was like oh no thank you
but they say you know
there's a guy standing behind you you know
you want to talk to you I go really okay
they see this stuff
but when you're
in that
certain trance like state
you're in your second body
and then you can see it quite
clearly you can
I can show blogs
can everybody
can see it
if they're looking in the right way inside
right right
it's interesting what you said about the mantis
because I've seen
mantis when I've done the DMT
and
the first DMT
I did I
saw a praying mantis
character with an old
style
where they did the pesticides
and pull it back
into my third eye and I saw a whole
bunch of symbols and it wasn't
it wasn't negative it was just
information that was
coming in
I'm going to look more at the DMT
and the
this mantis that you see so from
what you've seen it's been
it's been also saying
they're negative let's say this is
the analogy I use I eat meat
am I evil person I'm
conscientious so
we are food for others
are they necessarily negative
so what would you say to that
yeah I don't
think most of them
perceive themselves as evil
I don't think we archons perceive themselves
as evil they just are what they are
and in order to survive
we think
we're the top of the food chain
they are in this realm
and I'm not saying that's a whole other
subject we could talk about maybe another day which is getting
out I wrote a whole
I haven't published it but I wrote a whole
book on that subject
of how we get out you know at the end
because I think we can but
if you want to right there's
some people who clearly need to come back
to learn lessons personally
the way I do
for me I want to make
sure I'm going to spend these next
however many years I have left
you know really focusing on that
so that I can leave without
you know untrugged hopefully
you know unencumbered
by issues and so on
and I'm going to go straight out of here
but no most people if you
have said that to them they go why
are you just laughing or are you just saying yeah
go ahead
Helen do you know a numerology
if you're a nine
I can tell you
if you don't mind
tell me
16.02.61
yeah the other way
whatever it is you said the other way around
16th of February 1961
I think you're an eight
so what does that make
sense? I think somebody
mentioned I was an eight yeah
I see that a lot of people who are
nine's
I have a lot of nine's in my life
want to exit and I also
feel that I'm being shown
how to properly exit
which is I'd love to have
another show on that but just want to
consciously die
to not have an unfinished business
to not go through my
it's the most important thing now it really is
there's nothing in my life I could you know
they said you can't travel
anymore you can't go to the supermarket
anymore without you know whatever
16.06.61
okay fine I got food here
I've got my animals I've got my
vegetables and if I can't fly well too
bad I like it where I am so I'll just stay
around here I don't care there's nothing
really that you know if I never went to
I probably will never go to a shopping mall
again I hate them but if someone said
I can't participate in society I go
well fine
I've been I've had a
great life I've lived in so many countries
done so many different things all kinds
of interesting stuff but you know I
have no I'm good
I'm ready
yeah I think
obviously it's every person they might
think that's a crazy
notion but I'm shown
to exit straight out of
the crown well
actually through the heart
through the Merkaba to activate
I'm still working on activating my
Merkaba and
then shooting out
of the of the crown
I mean I'm still working on
I bought several different books
of the dead and what did
come to me recently is like
there's no one else who's going to judge me
there's no fucking band
of people they're going to choose
well if you go to the light they will
let's not be excited on this because
it's such an interesting topic
so we'll do we'll table it again
I'll let you go to your husband
and guest
let's bring up the book
I know you have it cued cheese
spice thank you
yeah that's the book
yeah but he basically came out of
I had a lot of I've been teaching
for quite a long time now
and I had a lot of class notes which I gave
to people so
for a long time I was planning on creating it into
a much better format
so I created the book and I really tried
to put down everything
all nothing back as much as I could
so that if I was to you know die
tomorrow and get out of here
somebody could take that book
and if they really studied it
they could do what I do
that's how I wrote it
I gave it out there because
we need it
if ever there was a time it's now
when we need to clear up these entities
and it talks about entities as well
clear up the entities, clear up the emotional trauma
and end it
you know and get out
I think that's where we're at
thank you Helen tell people where
they can find you
and anything you want to share
my name HelenBasinger.com is the best way
honestly
and yeah they can
there you go HelenBasinger
it doesn't say it on there
but yeah it's HelenBasinger.com
basically so my name
.com you can find me
or they can find me through you or whatever
but I'm really happy to work with somebody
if they want to work with me
no problem
thank you Helen
thank you for your time
and your knowledge
and I started reading the book
and definitely I'm going to finish it
and then let's have another
exiting
this wheel
exiting the matrix
yeah thank you
blessings to you
thank you
bye
okay
well
to me that was fascinating
and reading the book
I'm reading many different books
but I'll read like the
psychopathist archetype
the method of manipulation
energetic consequences
chapter 9
parts therapy healing the inner
system
I want to say that
you know working on self
is a full time
a full time
and it's become
a luxury
and despite
you know the
I've seen it as an ego death
of the vanishing of the bee lady
that
really going within
that those the answers are there
and if you want to work with Helen
or I think you know you find someone
that you resonate with
energetically and that
for me
people are coming to me that want to
wisdom or intuitive hits
and mixing I'm mixing my functional
like I did a consult
before the show
and I picked up a whole bunch of stuff
I mean I picked up
I can't plan what comes
to me I'm not a
you know the psychics that you
you know fast food psychics
so
I see what comes up
using my intuition
and my
investigative skills
and my functional medicine
but I think a lot of people are getting
the invite to go deeper
and
that there is another way
and you have to trust yourself
but
you have to know that you are tapping into yourself
and you're not being driven
by fear or
entities
or thought forms and
alas
you know I wrote an article
how I lost my partner to a parasite
years ago
and it wasn't in vogue
because it was pre-plandemic
and
because it sounds outlandish
the context of
spirit interference
and
diagnosing entities
a discarnate entity
releasing earthbound
spirits
sealing the field
that was all on spiritual
chapter 11 the alchemy
of awakening I would like
to talk more
about the process of alchemy
but I can tell you
that the heart
you know really
practicing forgiveness work
and you know
Snuffy and I have
said the hopo ono no
and talked about it and while
Yash Paul was here
I got to sit in front of Snuffy
and hold hands and say
I'm sorry
I forgive me
thank you I love you
to which I mean all those things
and then take that unconditional
love and try to have
or have forgiveness for
people who have wronged you
and see that everybody can
triggers our opportunities
to learn and go deeper
and like I said
people are coming to me
that are really
I mean their matrix is glitching out
and it's
very easy to just say
fuck it and not
if you're in a state of like there's one person
I'm speaking to that is in a state of apathy
they're lucid
but they don't have
an internal navigation
system to sit with them and go like
you know what is
what am I being called
what's the bigger thing here
so the day that I did the
5MAO the last
the third time with Yash Paul
the energies he looked at the mind
and he looks at the mind calendar
and looked at the energies for the day
the energies for the day
was alternative realities
and
the day of my birth from the mind calendar
is
you know looking at things from an ego perspective
and I think
as we raise our consciousness
we can see the greater
the greater lesson here
and not be stuck in the
myopic or just try to see
what's
what can I learn from this
how can I really look at myself
and take ownership
it's like I was speaking to
um
my friend a friend and said
you know I invite you to apologize
to your ex and
it's not about well she did this
and she did that but it doesn't matter
it's about your side of the street
for your peace of mind
so your heart can be as light
as a feather
you know I'm not sure
um I get
anyone who watches me knows that I get animated
um
and it is part of my storytelling
superpower to go back
and I do feel those emotions
I'm not
the angry person on the overall
and look at the
the cup half full
so people might think because I'm all animated
that I'm angry
I'm angry in that moment and I
just like I can laugh it in
a drop of a hat
so
anyways um
if anyone wants to work with me cheese slice
can we pull up
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he also bought a copy of my book
I shared last week
I believe or the week before
I'm banned on Amazon
I got effed over by three different
publishers so I'm self publishing
and because
I don't have a retail account
I'm not able to order my own
fucking book
I was ordering it through my girlfriend's
account well they've now put a
commie uh limit
which I think is because there was abuse
in the past like people
will buy books for others or I'm not
sure but I'm only
able to get four copies of
my own book so that's a
little frustrating it's not like I'm gonna
go and try to fight
the ban with
Amazon so
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it's been hit by
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so I was telling someone
someone called to ask about
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so good the government came after
don't mistake it for colloidal
and I picked up
on her need to
detox she's dealing with a lime
she's doing a lime protocol
and
the coffee enemas are revolutionary
there's nobody who I've turned
on to a coffee enema that hasn't said
thank you so
that's our
like I have the nourish I just sold
out again since bringing it
back we've gone
through this is gonna be the third batch
so this is ozone I created
this formula with
ozone
this one has patchouli
because I like patchouli
and
bee pollen and beeswax so
it just very like
this goes
very little on my skin
and it has the ozone so it nourishes
hence it's called nourish
people say you know
what do you do Mariam
I have a whole
host of things to do
for self care for
just loving yourself
and honoring your temple
and standing for
sacredness not Satan
so you can argue you know
when you transcend
duality
it's not good or bad
that's why I use the analogy
of if you eat meat are you
are you evil
I don't know for your conscientious
but we're food we are not
on top of the food chain and
when you are in a low level
survival paradigm
then you provide that energetic
food and the system
is created
to keep you oppressed
and you have the keys
and you have to
go within and if you need help
you can work with Helen she's awesome
you can work with me if you want
to work on your health aspects
I really love using in my
investigative skills and intuition
to work one-on-one I really wish
I got the memo I kind of did
my partner my ex-business
partner told me
not to take on the system and expose
corruption but I was like
but I'm a journalist and
who we are in our profession
is not
you know our soul essence
so if you consider
how many decades it takes
to learn and grow
so the soul has its own evolution
and it needs more than one life
but some of us remember
that we're ancient souls and
we choose I choose to go to a different realm
I haven't figured it all out yet
but I'm good too I've lived
a very adventurous life
I've lived all over the world
and the thing that I want
is to be the love that I seek
I'd love to experience mutual love
not material love like
you deserve so much Mariam
yeah it's not about things right
it's no one talks
about a feeling
and
there are forces that will intervene
so I'm about
purity, purist, I am a purist
and a food Nazi
and a very good influence
with my six planets in Capricorn
so if someone needs discipline
and they want to start the new year
and go deeper do reach out
you can reach out to Mariam
at Honey Colony
M-A-R-Y-A-M
at Honeycolony.com
I'm going to give my number
you can text me
323-640-9710
so when there are
let's say
algorithms I mean let's face it
I'm not even really welcome on the union of the unwanted
I'm unwanted from the union of the unwanted
because
I'm not playing this game anymore
and I'm a journalist
we used to cover
the news
so now I'm covering
celestial energy news
so
anyways have a beautiful weekend
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and so I thank you for
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cheese slice
thank you sir
it is Liberty 44
anything else you want to say
I will be here next week
I was thinking of just stopping to do the
show because
it's time and energy
and
I was going to ask you
are you going to take her book
and read it to learn how to do
what she does
well
yeah
she said it's like a manual on how to do that
well I'm going to read it
I mean to do spirit release
I don't think I'm going to do
personally spirit release
and release entities from people
but I will get them prepped
to go work
with
with Helen also
I mean I'm just
you know we didn't focus as much as
I would have liked on
the alchemy part of how
to transmutate
but I believe it's just really sitting with it
and seeing
you know if you're triggered
what's behind it
and sometimes
if you have a fear
like she had
a past life of being buried alive
I also think I have a life
of being buried alive people would say
well it's the here and now who cares about the past
lives
so I'm more
interested to refine my skills
sure I will read it
you know look this
the subconscious mind
gateway of transformation
one of the most profound insights of emotional alchemies
that true
transformation happens from the inside out
I would say
I've been
I've been working on myself since I was
13 or aware of a spiritual
just observing things
peeling the onion
and people have blind spots
so for instance
not to shame anyone
or anything but let's say
Yash Paul has been working with addicts for decades
he's very knowledgeable
he's
stands in the sacred, he's devoted
but he's
still listening to Democrats
shit on Trump
and I'm not going to judge him
or fault him because I was covering
the
corona task force
but I was listening to what was being said
because I was trying to figure out
what was
going on and what their plans
were but
so we have different layers
and we have our own blind spots
so to be able to
look at yourself like oh
I'm coming across pretty angry right now
or I'm
triggered or just having
a sense of self
and
removing any delusions or distortions
and
I think a lot of it
is forgiveness work
of just releasing and not having
resentment which clearly
I'm still working on but if I look at
how I operate
in the past year
compared to
waking up and being glued in front of the computer screen
and now like
it is really a luxury and I didn't
think with my ADHD mind
that I would be able to sit in silence
and really focusing on the breath
running the Kundalini energy
and going within
and I've gotten a lot of guidance
and things that I don't know
how I would possibly
know them. I'll give you an example
so during the five M.A.Os
I heard
I was told to
I heard to go watch a film
and I heard Serpent
so initially I thought it was Angel Heart
with Robert De Niro
so I went on
YouTube and I
I scanned through the film and I'm trusting
my hunches of like no this isn't
the film. So then I went
and I looked I knew it had
something to do with Fudu
and I had heard Serpent
and I was being shown the War of Boros
so it was Serpent and the Rainbow
which came out in 1988
I was 15 years old so I went back
and I looked and it's a movie
Bill Pullman goes to Haiti
and
he finds
a white powder
that possesses
the soul and keeps it in a jar
now given what
I've been witnessing
it really spoke to me
it's quite wild
and so if we can
be guided
whether it's with Plant Medicine
or working with someone like Helen
or working with me to really be
like a Sherpa
to investigate
and liberate
yourself from things that have been plaguing you
so if you have a phobia
or something
that you can't really
why am I afraid of heights
or why am I afraid of the water
or whatever that doesn't make sense
in this life there's no memory
or trauma then chances
are it does come from a past life
and when you understand that reincarnation
is a thing that they removed
to control you
then it's like the soul is eternal
they've put so much emphasis
on fearing death
and I don't fear death
I fear not living
my fullest life
so on that note
I will bid you adieu everybody
thank you for watching
thank you for your energy
and if you do appreciate
even like I've said
they've taken away 10 people
on my sub stack
in the past
less than a month
like in a rapid amount of time
and it's not natural
even I see like paid
but there's no correspondence
with the numbers
it's messed up
they mess with numbers
so any donation
or support even liking
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and like I say
quick reflex
thanks cheese slice
I've never gotten any donation
I don't know
if people scan
scan that but thank you
that's a way to give
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debanked
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I feel so sorry for you
so not
yeah there's a lot of people
who are compromised and authenticity
is
one of the highest frequencies
and it's better in my opinion
to be real and raw
than to be fake and gay
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