WEBVTT 01:59.910 --> 02:04.630 and we suddenly saw the traffic go down, down, down, huh? 02:05.090 --> 02:08.030 I wonder if Google has any links to Big Mama. 02:09.270 --> 02:11.030 Thank you so much for this, Mary. 02:11.170 --> 02:13.210 Especially this film, Man is Shaking the Bees. 02:13.470 --> 02:15.590 Do they know something we don't about GMOs? 02:15.790 --> 02:18.130 There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto 02:18.130 --> 02:21.310 when it's really me to look at Bayer and Syngenta. 02:21.510 --> 02:24.610 These poisons aren't just killing bees, they're also killing beings. 02:25.030 --> 02:47.750 I'm from the Instacart public. 02:47.950 --> 02:49.890 I'm not a prostitute or a parrot. 02:49.890 --> 02:52.750 Do not let them turn you into lab rats. 02:54.190 --> 02:55.250 Hi, everyone. 02:55.990 --> 02:59.870 Welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here. 03:00.490 --> 03:03.990 I would like to invite you to share and like the show 03:03.990 --> 03:05.850 because it does make a difference. 03:06.250 --> 03:09.170 Your drop of honey does make a difference 03:09.830 --> 03:11.290 in the grand scheme of things. 03:11.630 --> 03:15.070 So last week I took the week off. 03:15.190 --> 03:16.170 It was Thanksgiving. 03:16.170 --> 03:20.230 I'd like to believe that we give thanks every single day. 03:21.110 --> 03:24.590 And I'm going to be having Helen Bassenger. 03:24.770 --> 03:26.650 I hope I'm pronouncing your name right. 03:26.910 --> 03:30.770 To talk about shadow work and emotional alchemy, 03:31.030 --> 03:35.270 which is very apropos for this year of the snake, this nine year. 03:35.390 --> 03:36.870 So before I bring on Helen, 03:37.130 --> 03:41.430 I wanted to share for those of you who do watch Truth Lives Here, 03:41.430 --> 03:45.570 I had Yash Pal on a few weeks ago 03:45.570 --> 03:49.350 who is a mystic and naturopath. 03:50.230 --> 03:55.490 And he had been in Costa Rica unable to travel 03:55.490 --> 03:58.570 for about, I think, 15 months. 03:58.950 --> 04:00.830 And I interviewed him on Friday. 04:01.110 --> 04:03.270 He had court on Tuesday. 04:04.130 --> 04:08.630 And then he got accepted to go to America. 04:08.630 --> 04:11.550 So he was going to Oregon and Nashville. 04:11.950 --> 04:15.450 And I asked him if he would consider coming to Florida. 04:16.170 --> 04:21.010 So pretty much manifested Yash Pal to be in my space 04:21.010 --> 04:24.370 and stayed with me about 10 days or so. 04:24.870 --> 04:29.230 And I'm a recluse, so I very much enjoyed having him here. 04:29.310 --> 04:33.050 I met him maybe a decade ago now in Costa Rica. 04:33.150 --> 04:37.170 I stayed in his house when one of the first scouting trips 04:37.170 --> 04:42.390 to Costa Rica when my plan was to get the F out of the United States. 04:42.770 --> 04:47.250 Many times I've tried to leave the matrix, 04:47.730 --> 04:50.130 but the matrix is there as well. 04:50.350 --> 04:56.470 So I extended invitations and whoever got the sacred call 04:56.470 --> 05:01.650 to sit with Yash Pal to do five MAO and Bufo. 05:01.870 --> 05:04.090 And I do not consider these drugs. 05:04.090 --> 05:06.930 I consider them sacred medicine. 05:08.090 --> 05:10.810 And it was quite intense. 05:11.130 --> 05:13.230 These are heart-based medicines. 05:13.330 --> 05:16.690 And anyone who's interested could reach out to me 05:16.690 --> 05:19.730 because I believe Yash Pal will return to America. 05:20.190 --> 05:21.630 But they're heart-based medicines, 05:21.630 --> 05:25.330 and it really invites you to let things go 05:25.330 --> 05:28.050 that have been holding you down 05:28.050 --> 05:33.210 and harboring or standing in the way of you being free. 05:33.210 --> 05:36.870 Now, there's a lot of different ways to free yourself 05:37.550 --> 05:40.490 and emotional alchemy and shadow work is one. 05:40.750 --> 05:46.250 I want to share that my wish or what I also wanted to manifest 05:46.250 --> 05:49.010 was for those of you who follow my story 05:49.010 --> 05:51.550 for Snuffy to experience the medicine. 05:51.550 --> 05:53.570 And he did come very close, 05:53.770 --> 05:57.330 and in these past two weeks I've also interacted with him 05:57.330 --> 06:01.230 more really than I have in the past 18 months. 06:01.230 --> 06:02.750 So I'm still integrating. 06:02.970 --> 06:05.070 I didn't know that when you take five MAO 06:05.070 --> 06:08.290 you can have reactivations, like on your bike, 06:08.390 --> 06:12.170 anything that will flush the body within dolphins. 06:12.590 --> 06:15.510 And so then it's like a mini trip. 06:16.550 --> 06:19.450 I want to say that in this past year of the snake 06:19.450 --> 06:22.270 that coincided with my own fucking great reset 06:22.270 --> 06:25.810 and a Kundalini, which is so misunderstood 06:27.630 --> 06:29.970 and misconstrued of how sacred it is 06:30.750 --> 06:33.310 because it's been demonified by Christians 06:33.310 --> 06:36.170 and the rest and very much misunderstood. 06:36.650 --> 06:37.870 But I feel very blessed 06:37.870 --> 06:40.990 and I've been operating in a different way. 06:41.510 --> 06:44.630 And that means not being my sixth planet in Capricorn, 06:45.010 --> 06:47.670 do, do, do, because I'm Synthesis 06:47.670 --> 06:49.810 and I know who I am. 06:49.970 --> 06:50.870 I know I'm legit. 06:51.330 --> 06:54.070 And the people who find me or find this show 06:54.070 --> 06:56.490 and my work because even many of my customers 06:56.490 --> 06:58.690 at Honey Colony are clueless to the fact 06:58.690 --> 07:03.950 of my journey and the fact that I do have a show on Rumble 07:04.490 --> 07:08.690 and try my best, but I cannot compete with the algorithms. 07:09.590 --> 07:12.350 And I see a lot of most of my colleagues 07:12.350 --> 07:14.310 have received their channels back, 07:14.410 --> 07:16.590 but the real journalist who had a number one movie 07:16.590 --> 07:18.930 in this entire country is unable 07:18.930 --> 07:20.410 and has become radioactive. 07:21.030 --> 07:22.930 And so I'm just going to go with it 07:22.930 --> 07:26.050 and I've embraced it as an ego death 07:26.570 --> 07:31.770 and have stood in my truth more fierce than ever. 07:32.010 --> 07:33.630 And the people who watch the show, 07:34.450 --> 07:36.510 I don't, I'm not able to fake shit. 07:36.810 --> 07:40.030 So if I am upset, it shows. 07:40.230 --> 07:42.630 But it's okay to have emotions in a world 07:42.630 --> 07:44.150 that they're trying to lobotomize. 07:44.210 --> 07:45.670 It's good to feel your feelings. 07:46.250 --> 07:49.490 Whatever is professional, I don't, 07:49.610 --> 07:50.670 I'm here to break templates. 07:51.130 --> 07:52.770 I'm not here to follow people. 07:52.890 --> 07:54.170 I'm here to beat to my own drum 07:54.170 --> 07:56.990 and invite you to beat to yours 07:56.990 --> 07:59.170 and to stand in your truth. 07:59.310 --> 08:00.350 There are divine truths. 08:01.310 --> 08:05.710 And so we're all experiencing, I think many of us, 08:05.810 --> 08:07.710 unless you're really plugged into the matrix, 08:09.270 --> 08:12.430 this financial, whether it has to do with Snap 08:12.430 --> 08:14.810 or this financial squeeze. 08:15.390 --> 08:18.310 And it also coincides with keeping you 08:18.310 --> 08:22.430 in the survival paradigm of fear, apathy. 08:22.430 --> 08:27.370 It's very difficult, but only you have the keys to your freedom. 08:27.790 --> 08:31.570 And one must understand that there are different frequencies 08:31.570 --> 08:35.050 and that emotional alchemy and real shadow work. 08:35.410 --> 08:38.490 Not fake spiritual people that go to cacao ceremonies 08:38.490 --> 08:40.270 and pat themselves on the back. 08:40.630 --> 08:42.310 Because this is spiritual warfare 08:42.310 --> 08:45.430 and there are more entities 08:45.950 --> 08:47.690 that we just had a full moon. 08:47.690 --> 08:50.690 I've gotten accosted 08:51.450 --> 08:53.930 and almost arrested both on full moons. 08:54.390 --> 08:59.190 So right now I'm not kind of plugging into 08:59.190 --> 09:01.050 whatever is happening in politics. 09:01.450 --> 09:06.370 I am assessing the celestial energies in the sky 09:06.370 --> 09:10.930 and feeling what the soul collective is going through. 09:11.350 --> 09:13.750 Those who are tapped into the divine masculine 09:13.750 --> 09:15.670 and the divine feminine within 09:15.670 --> 09:18.650 and are getting the call to get their house in order 09:18.650 --> 09:21.670 and want to see their own blind spots 09:22.250 --> 09:23.990 because there's a lot of distortions 09:23.990 --> 09:26.030 that will stand in the way. 09:26.490 --> 09:27.930 And perception is key. 09:28.490 --> 09:31.670 And again, frequencies are very much... 09:33.130 --> 09:34.490 Frequencies is a real thing, 09:34.690 --> 09:37.670 whether your perception, if you see it from a low life 09:37.670 --> 09:39.290 in the gutter of fear 09:39.290 --> 09:41.630 or if you can fly over it. 09:42.190 --> 09:44.050 The last day that I did the ceremony, 09:44.050 --> 09:46.450 I did the medicine three times 09:46.450 --> 09:48.550 and Yash Pal thought I was going to... 09:48.550 --> 09:53.050 I see what women and men go through 09:53.050 --> 09:56.210 and I think he thought I was going to unravel 09:56.210 --> 09:58.550 but I was serene and regal 09:58.550 --> 10:02.810 and I was shown certain things that I was asked. 10:02.890 --> 10:06.630 I asked to be shown and I was shown. 10:07.370 --> 10:11.070 I saw the last time I saw the Ouroboros 10:11.070 --> 10:12.830 through my third eye 10:12.830 --> 10:16.810 and I also saw it from a different angle 10:16.810 --> 10:19.690 and most people don't even realize 10:19.690 --> 10:21.850 that they're in the Ouroboros. 10:21.930 --> 10:23.070 The Ouroboros, the serpent 10:23.830 --> 10:26.030 in this closed, archonic system 10:26.030 --> 10:29.250 let alone see it from a different angle 10:29.830 --> 10:32.830 and I then found that image. 10:33.410 --> 10:36.810 I went looking to research on the Ouroboros 10:36.810 --> 10:40.750 and I found it on the walls of the pyramids 10:40.750 --> 10:43.610 and literally there's toth 10:43.610 --> 10:47.130 that's surrounded by a golden Ouroboros 10:47.130 --> 10:48.890 and then there's a little... 10:48.890 --> 10:51.970 another, I don't know, pharaoh slave 10:51.970 --> 10:53.730 I don't know, a mini toth 10:53.730 --> 10:55.990 picking at the third eye 10:55.990 --> 11:00.270 and I was willing 11:00.270 --> 11:02.310 and you have to, Yash Pal said 11:02.310 --> 11:04.110 to allow surrender and trust 11:04.110 --> 11:05.450 and I was very much ready 11:05.450 --> 11:07.170 to die on that cushion 11:07.170 --> 11:09.590 and was reborn because 11:09.590 --> 11:11.270 that is an illusion 11:11.270 --> 11:13.230 and the soul is eternal. 11:13.630 --> 11:17.750 So Helen is the author 11:17.750 --> 11:19.250 of Emotional Alchemy 11:19.250 --> 11:21.430 the architecture of inner transformation 11:21.430 --> 11:23.670 she is a divine spark 11:23.670 --> 11:25.470 and a smart cookie 11:25.470 --> 11:27.230 who reached out to me 11:27.230 --> 11:28.530 I don't know, a couple months ago 11:28.530 --> 11:29.590 and I did sit with her 11:29.590 --> 11:31.850 and do a beautiful session 11:31.850 --> 11:34.750 because it's about shedding 11:34.750 --> 11:36.850 and there are moments of stillness 11:36.850 --> 11:39.890 and then there's moments of action 11:39.890 --> 11:41.350 and it's trusting 11:41.350 --> 11:43.670 people are coming to me 11:43.670 --> 11:45.870 and I see that they're all struggling 11:45.870 --> 11:46.750 in their own way 11:46.750 --> 11:48.750 their own personal room 11:48.750 --> 11:49.970 torture room 101 11:50.710 --> 11:52.990 and you have the keys to your own liberation 11:52.990 --> 11:54.550 and it's with forgiveness 11:54.550 --> 11:55.810 and it is with alchemy 11:55.810 --> 11:57.990 so before meeting Helen 11:57.990 --> 12:00.090 in post Kundalini 12:00.090 --> 12:03.070 I was shown that I'm a seventh ray 12:03.070 --> 12:04.850 and that that 12:05.510 --> 12:07.390 coincides with transmutation 12:07.390 --> 12:09.190 and alchemy 12:09.190 --> 12:10.550 and Saint Germain 12:11.050 --> 12:12.050 and that I am 12:13.590 --> 12:15.970 presence that we all have 12:15.970 --> 12:16.750 so 12:17.810 --> 12:19.930 I'm sorry for the long intro Helen 12:19.930 --> 12:21.990 I haven't been on for a while 12:21.990 --> 12:24.250 and she's a master clinical hypnotist 12:24.250 --> 12:25.410 and 12:26.210 --> 12:27.850 she's the author of this 12:27.850 --> 12:30.230 this book which is she's created 12:30.230 --> 12:31.910 she's a creator practitioner 12:31.910 --> 12:34.270 and teacher of emotional alchemy 12:34.270 --> 12:35.450 which is a technique 12:35.450 --> 12:37.590 that rapidly and completely 12:37.590 --> 12:38.870 releases trauma 12:38.870 --> 12:41.470 negative emotions like shame, guilt 12:41.470 --> 12:43.630 sadness, anxiety, fear 12:43.630 --> 12:45.810 anger which are the roots 12:45.810 --> 12:47.670 of depression and addiction 12:47.670 --> 12:49.690 and sickness and stagnation 12:49.690 --> 12:50.910 many of us 12:51.910 --> 12:53.670 not me but suppress 12:53.670 --> 12:55.270 suppress their feelings right 12:55.270 --> 12:56.770 I have to talk things out 12:56.770 --> 12:59.210 I turn chaos into creation 12:59.210 --> 13:00.710 I write, I dance 13:00.710 --> 13:03.190 and now very conscious 13:03.190 --> 13:05.310 of the inverted 13:05.310 --> 13:07.270 matrix because I was covering 13:07.270 --> 13:08.570 up close and personal 13:09.030 --> 13:10.870 and I experienced 13:10.870 --> 13:13.130 what I say is like the Heath Ledger effect 13:13.130 --> 13:15.110 I was being swallowed by the dark 13:15.110 --> 13:17.230 okay let us welcome Helen 13:17.230 --> 13:19.270 thank you Helen for joining us 13:20.250 --> 13:21.010 Hi 13:21.010 --> 13:22.030 Hi 13:22.030 --> 13:22.790 Hi 13:22.790 --> 13:26.830 May you tell people a little bit 13:26.830 --> 13:28.410 about you 13:28.410 --> 13:30.590 and this book and then maybe we could 13:30.590 --> 13:32.470 launch into anything in my 13:32.470 --> 13:35.010 intro that you want to run with 13:35.590 --> 13:36.110 Okay 13:36.110 --> 13:37.810 Yes sure, I mean 13:37.810 --> 13:39.750 I am 13:40.670 --> 13:42.830 a master clinical hypnotherapist 13:43.350 --> 13:44.750 and that was what I was trained 13:44.750 --> 13:45.950 to do so I have a little certificate 13:45.950 --> 13:48.350 which I could stick on my wall which I don't bother to 13:48.350 --> 13:50.930 but although I trained in that 13:50.930 --> 13:52.270 I was actually 13:52.730 --> 13:54.730 I was led to do spirit release 13:54.730 --> 13:56.770 work initially and so 13:56.770 --> 13:58.410 I wanted to get myself 13:58.410 --> 14:01.270 trained in hypnotherapy in order to do the spirit release 14:01.270 --> 14:01.610 work 14:02.390 --> 14:04.590 and I could maybe explain later if you're interested 14:04.590 --> 14:06.730 how that came about it was kind of interesting 14:07.970 --> 14:08.490 but 14:09.210 --> 14:11.050 since then really I would say 14:11.050 --> 14:13.130 that I'm not so much interested 14:13.130 --> 14:15.150 in hypnotizing people in the 14:15.150 --> 14:17.190 what you might call the traditional way 14:17.190 --> 14:18.790 i.e. putting programs 14:18.790 --> 14:20.870 into people I mean who am I to put a program 14:20.870 --> 14:22.930 into your head I don't like that 14:22.930 --> 14:25.230 I'm not interested in turning people into a chicken 14:25.230 --> 14:27.070 or all that silly shit I'm not interested 14:27.070 --> 14:29.130 I'm not interested in superimposing 14:29.130 --> 14:30.750 programs over 14:30.750 --> 14:33.170 an already hyper program person 14:33.170 --> 14:35.030 so my job as I see 14:35.030 --> 14:36.910 it is to remove the 14:36.910 --> 14:38.910 programs remove the negative traumas 14:38.910 --> 14:40.510 remove all the negative 14:40.510 --> 14:42.650 entities remove the stuff 14:42.650 --> 14:44.910 that's holding us back and keeping us 14:44.910 --> 14:46.370 stuck as food for the 14:46.820 --> 14:48.250 harkons that you were mentioning earlier 14:48.930 --> 14:51.190 to remove that so that what's left 14:51.190 --> 14:53.430 is our pure spirit 14:53.430 --> 14:55.150 which is all love 14:55.150 --> 14:57.190 and peace and joy and all the rest of it 14:57.190 --> 14:58.550 that's who we actually are 14:58.550 --> 15:00.410 it's just being in this realm 15:01.010 --> 15:03.210 and being born of parents that are traumatized 15:03.210 --> 15:05.330 who came about from parents that were traumatized 15:05.330 --> 15:06.410 and it goes back 15:06.410 --> 15:09.090 ad infinitum here we all are 15:09.090 --> 15:11.170 but now is the time when we can 15:11.170 --> 15:12.450 clean it out and I think 15:12.970 --> 15:15.070 a lot of people talk about 15:15.070 --> 15:17.010 do the shadow work 15:17.010 --> 15:19.430 and clear the stuff up and get rid of the dark 15:19.430 --> 15:20.370 more for whatever it is 15:20.370 --> 15:23.170 but most people haven't got a clue how to do that 15:23.170 --> 15:25.190 and yes you can talk about 15:25.190 --> 15:26.510 it which is helpful 15:27.910 --> 15:29.450 however just talking 15:29.450 --> 15:31.390 about it doesn't usually fix the 15:31.390 --> 15:32.230 problem because 15:33.490 --> 15:35.090 the reason I'm into 15:35.090 --> 15:37.410 working in this way which is 15:37.410 --> 15:39.010 which is working with the subconscious 15:39.010 --> 15:41.270 if you like is because these 15:41.270 --> 15:43.370 issues are in the subconscious so 15:43.370 --> 15:45.050 I'm really rather than a 15:45.050 --> 15:47.110 hypnotherapist I'm more kind of 15:47.110 --> 15:49.870 I call myself an alchemist 15:49.870 --> 15:51.130 but I'm also more kind of 15:51.130 --> 15:52.850 shamanic in the way of working 15:52.850 --> 15:54.990 except that rather than me 15:54.990 --> 15:56.970 being psychic because I'm not 15:56.970 --> 15:58.910 being able to go into people's 15:58.910 --> 16:00.730 subconscious although I'm pretty 16:00.730 --> 16:01.770 intuitive these days 16:01.770 --> 16:04.590 I'm allowing them to see 16:05.230 --> 16:06.490 what's going on 16:06.490 --> 16:08.930 and I'm just simply the guide that shows 16:08.930 --> 16:10.130 them then how to 16:10.130 --> 16:12.290 to transmute that 16:12.960 --> 16:15.210 negative whatever it is into the positive 16:15.210 --> 16:16.230 so 16:16.870 --> 16:19.260 so yes I you know I'm a hypnotherapist 16:19.750 --> 16:20.070 but 16:20.070 --> 16:23.030 I'm kind of not I just don't know what the word 16:23.030 --> 16:24.470 would be apart from an alchemist 16:24.470 --> 16:26.110 I like alchemy 16:26.110 --> 16:28.330 I believe that would be 16:29.110 --> 16:30.570 that would be appropriate 16:30.570 --> 16:32.930 and I want to talk about 16:32.930 --> 16:34.830 emotional alchemy 16:34.830 --> 16:35.630 and obviously 16:36.940 --> 16:38.090 deprogramming I would assume 16:38.940 --> 16:40.550 that in some cases 16:42.170 --> 16:43.230 takes a couple 16:43.230 --> 16:45.150 of sessions because people are 16:45.150 --> 16:46.930 not in touch with their 16:46.930 --> 16:48.890 higher self or their own 16:48.890 --> 16:51.350 barometer because I 16:51.350 --> 16:53.170 I would assume that 16:53.170 --> 16:55.010 sometimes fear can be confused 16:55.010 --> 16:57.050 with their own intuition and they're operating 16:57.050 --> 16:58.990 out of fear rather than 16:58.990 --> 17:01.170 operating out of love which is exactly 17:01.170 --> 17:02.510 what the archonic system 17:03.230 --> 17:05.210 I mean it was in this past year 17:05.210 --> 17:06.870 that I realized 17:06.870 --> 17:09.090 I've been allowing myself 17:09.090 --> 17:11.370 to be luched and I'm sure 17:11.370 --> 17:12.730 you know my energetic 17:13.890 --> 17:15.510 you know they enjoy 17:15.510 --> 17:17.130 that this is how they feed 17:17.130 --> 17:19.190 on people and if you have 17:19.190 --> 17:20.810 that framework of like 17:21.090 --> 17:22.850 oh I'm not gonna which I 17:23.110 --> 17:25.330 should have had a V8 long time ago but allow 17:25.330 --> 17:26.630 the system 17:27.370 --> 17:28.570 or the AIs 17:29.110 --> 17:30.170 or other people 17:30.170 --> 17:31.950 to work 17:31.950 --> 17:34.690 through taking away their joy 17:34.690 --> 17:36.990 because most I would assume Helen 17:36.990 --> 17:39.430 most people would you know they get angry 17:39.430 --> 17:41.270 they want to get back at someone 17:41.270 --> 17:42.550 they want to 17:43.550 --> 17:45.670 vindicate and then they're also lowering 17:45.670 --> 17:47.590 instead of like I'm gonna release 17:47.590 --> 17:49.370 this I'm gonna look at what this is 17:49.370 --> 17:51.390 bringing up what is this really 17:51.390 --> 17:53.610 triggering oh it's not really about that person 17:53.610 --> 17:54.790 it's about something else and 17:55.430 --> 17:57.470 I'm blessed that I have a minor in psychology 17:57.470 --> 17:59.410 investigative skills and 17:59.410 --> 18:01.250 high intuition and 18:01.250 --> 18:03.010 I've also been people are coming 18:03.010 --> 18:05.490 and I am psychic to be able to 18:05.490 --> 18:07.430 pick at okay well look at this 18:07.430 --> 18:09.470 or this is there's something else going here 18:09.470 --> 18:11.570 or I'm getting this message what does this say to 18:11.570 --> 18:13.410 you but being like a soul Sherpa 18:13.410 --> 18:15.430 in a way so my question 18:15.430 --> 18:17.570 was do you see that there's 18:17.570 --> 18:19.330 a lot of layers are you seeing any 18:19.330 --> 18:21.510 patterns under this age 18:21.510 --> 18:23.410 of Aquarius or this past couple 18:23.410 --> 18:23.890 of years 18:25.490 --> 18:27.690 well the pattern that I see is more 18:27.690 --> 18:29.550 and more people are actually interested 18:29.550 --> 18:31.490 in doing this work more 18:31.490 --> 18:33.270 and more people are becoming aware 18:34.010 --> 18:35.550 of themselves I think 18:35.550 --> 18:37.650 you know back in the day we were 18:37.650 --> 18:39.370 all pretty unconscious to a degree I think 18:39.370 --> 18:41.650 you know including myself when I look back 18:41.650 --> 18:43.590 I was just living my life thinking everything 18:43.590 --> 18:45.470 was normal yes you do 18:45.470 --> 18:47.690 but I think now that people are becoming 18:47.690 --> 18:49.490 aware that they are consciousness 18:50.170 --> 18:51.650 and they are not they are 18:51.650 --> 18:53.810 not their emotions I think someone who is 18:55.010 --> 18:55.610 who's just 18:55.610 --> 18:57.310 living out of their emotions 18:58.030 --> 18:59.750 they're probably not gonna ask 18:59.750 --> 19:01.670 for help because they don't 19:01.670 --> 19:02.690 think there is any 19:03.490 --> 19:05.110 I suppose they might ask for help 19:05.110 --> 19:06.850 with something extreme 19:06.850 --> 19:08.810 like extreme depression or anxiety 19:08.810 --> 19:10.850 or addiction because they 19:10.850 --> 19:12.470 get so desperate they think well we'll 19:12.470 --> 19:14.610 try anything you know and they come to me at that point 19:15.390 --> 19:16.890 but more and more people are coming 19:16.890 --> 19:18.450 to me because they realise 19:19.050 --> 19:20.690 they've got trauma and stuff 19:20.690 --> 19:22.770 that's blocking them because 19:22.770 --> 19:24.850 you know when we have negative emotions 19:24.850 --> 19:25.470 it works on 19:26.710 --> 19:28.570 numerous levels one is it makes us 19:28.570 --> 19:30.130 physically sick in the end as it 19:30.710 --> 19:32.170 percolates into the physical realm 19:32.970 --> 19:34.330 but what it does do of course 19:34.330 --> 19:35.630 because of the law of attraction 19:36.190 --> 19:38.150 if you're emanating I'm not 19:38.150 --> 19:39.990 good enough you're not 19:39.990 --> 19:42.430 gonna create your dreams are you 19:42.430 --> 19:43.750 because you're not gonna be allowed to 19:43.750 --> 19:46.350 because you should be punished because you're not good enough 19:46.810 --> 19:48.170 or if you're in a state 19:48.170 --> 19:49.550 self sabotage 19:49.550 --> 19:51.710 well exactly you'll self sabotage yourself 19:51.710 --> 19:54.170 whereas if you're in a state of fear the same thing 19:54.170 --> 19:55.650 you're gonna be like the bunny in the headlights 19:55.650 --> 19:57.550 you're not gonna do anything or if you're 19:57.550 --> 19:59.570 super stressed you're not gonna take the actions 19:59.570 --> 20:00.770 in order to create so 20:01.330 --> 20:03.310 it prevents us from well 20:03.310 --> 20:05.030 it does a number of things it 20:05.550 --> 20:07.370 it emanates a certain 20:07.370 --> 20:09.550 frequency which attracts more of that 20:09.550 --> 20:11.230 the low level stuff 20:11.230 --> 20:13.910 as we know law of attraction 20:13.910 --> 20:15.490 this is what it does what you emanate 20:15.490 --> 20:17.550 just more of that comes and each 20:17.550 --> 20:19.130 of these emotions stops 20:19.130 --> 20:21.270 the manifestation 20:21.270 --> 20:23.410 process at some point along 20:23.410 --> 20:25.310 its projectory 20:25.930 --> 20:26.810 and so 20:26.810 --> 20:29.590 you know once you get rid of these 20:29.590 --> 20:31.530 negative and so those are the things 20:31.530 --> 20:33.610 which we kind of see in this kind of realm 20:33.610 --> 20:35.350 and on the other hand of course 20:35.350 --> 20:36.490 we're feeding the beast 20:37.080 --> 20:38.790 we're feeding all these little entities 20:38.790 --> 20:40.630 which are in the lower fourth dimension 20:41.310 --> 20:43.230 and they're just getting stronger and stronger 20:43.230 --> 20:44.570 as we getting 20:44.570 --> 20:47.070 as a group of people you know humans 20:47.070 --> 20:48.330 are getting weaker and weaker 20:48.330 --> 20:51.370 and so once you clear 20:51.370 --> 20:53.730 up the negative stuff everything changes 20:53.730 --> 20:55.650 your physical health changes 20:55.650 --> 20:56.570 your 20:56.570 --> 20:59.430 what you attract in your life changes 20:59.430 --> 21:01.590 your ability to manifest changes 21:01.590 --> 21:03.530 and you stop feeding the beast 21:03.530 --> 21:05.830 which for me is kind of 21:05.830 --> 21:07.650 like I said I started off 21:07.650 --> 21:10.110 doing the spirit release work that was my thing 21:10.110 --> 21:11.830 how do I help 21:11.830 --> 21:14.050 people to not feed the beast 21:14.050 --> 21:15.510 because if we stop feeding it 21:15.510 --> 21:17.250 it's over you know 21:17.250 --> 21:19.770 it's at the moment it's like a small spork 21:19.770 --> 21:20.490 out there 21:20.490 --> 21:20.950 I mean 21:20.950 --> 21:23.230 you know it's like 21:23.230 --> 21:26.010 when there's casinos in Vegas all that food 21:26.010 --> 21:27.770 just stopping 21:27.770 --> 21:30.030 it needs help you know 21:30.030 --> 21:32.650 but anyway people are coming to me more and more 21:33.290 --> 21:34.710 with more awareness 21:34.710 --> 21:36.470 that's what I notice is happening 21:36.470 --> 21:38.110 out there which is great 21:38.110 --> 21:40.790 do you see the layering 21:40.790 --> 21:42.430 you know let's say 21:42.430 --> 21:44.710 first it has to percolate 21:44.710 --> 21:45.830 from the subconscious 21:46.310 --> 21:47.910 with someone's help or not 21:47.910 --> 21:48.910 however 21:48.910 --> 21:51.590 if what I'm speaking from 21:51.590 --> 21:53.430 experience if I still have it 21:53.430 --> 21:54.890 in my field 21:54.890 --> 21:56.970 because of 21:56.970 --> 21:59.250 I mean at this point it could be from 21:59.750 --> 22:01.710 past lives I believe that if you start 22:01.710 --> 22:03.210 really I've been working on myself 22:03.210 --> 22:05.150 since I was 13 22:05.150 --> 22:07.490 really making it a point to see my 22:07.490 --> 22:07.990 own 22:09.190 --> 22:10.090 blind spots 22:10.750 --> 22:13.150 which is why I think I was shown 22:13.150 --> 22:14.950 the war boroughs from outside 22:14.950 --> 22:16.690 and I was I heard 22:16.690 --> 22:18.450 the singularity is near 22:18.450 --> 22:20.730 but not the singularity in the artificial 22:20.730 --> 22:22.950 sense and the singularity is near 22:22.950 --> 22:24.570 in the sense that the veil has 22:24.570 --> 22:26.790 vanished and that 22:26.790 --> 22:27.770 the plasma 22:27.770 --> 22:29.070 acoustic field 22:29.070 --> 22:31.250 if we want to tap into it 22:31.250 --> 22:32.990 because seek and you shall find you have to 22:32.990 --> 22:34.010 ask the questions 22:34.010 --> 22:36.590 you have to put the intention 22:36.590 --> 22:38.970 there and then also allow 22:38.970 --> 22:40.210 that it's not 22:40.210 --> 22:42.570 I mean maybe you disagree overnight 22:42.570 --> 22:44.770 that sometimes there's layers 22:44.770 --> 22:46.590 or residue so do you 22:46.590 --> 22:47.710 see overnight 22:48.870 --> 22:50.630 deprogramming or do you 22:50.630 --> 22:52.570 see layers of like it's 22:52.570 --> 22:53.650 still in someone's field 22:54.310 --> 22:56.770 okay well how I work 22:56.770 --> 22:58.650 how I try and work anyway is because 22:58.650 --> 23:00.570 I do do past life regression and stuff with 23:00.570 --> 23:02.430 people if they ask me and why not because it's fun 23:02.430 --> 23:03.950 but on multiple reasons 23:04.570 --> 23:06.610 multiple reasons it's really 23:06.610 --> 23:08.670 good and it stops people being 23:08.670 --> 23:10.730 scared of death so much which is really fantastic 23:10.730 --> 23:12.850 but in a way 23:12.850 --> 23:14.270 the way that I work is 23:14.270 --> 23:16.990 I mean I'll talk to somebody 23:16.990 --> 23:19.030 for maybe half an hour 45 minutes 23:19.030 --> 23:20.810 to get an overall picture 23:20.810 --> 23:23.310 because I've heard it before I've seen it before 23:23.310 --> 23:24.310 I mean there's very 23:25.150 --> 23:27.030 highly unlikely to shock me these days 23:27.030 --> 23:28.970 quite frankly I've worked with so 23:28.970 --> 23:29.870 thousands of people 23:30.650 --> 23:32.750 because I'm going to talk to people I'm going to get a sort of 23:32.750 --> 23:33.930 overall impression 23:34.610 --> 23:36.430 now in a sense to me 23:36.430 --> 23:38.610 it doesn't matter if they're feeling 23:39.210 --> 23:40.350 shame for instance 23:40.350 --> 23:42.330 it doesn't almost matter 23:42.330 --> 23:44.170 if it came from when 23:44.170 --> 23:46.630 they were humiliated when they were three 23:46.630 --> 23:48.310 when they peed their pants in the shop 23:48.310 --> 23:50.070 on the corner whatever and everybody laughed 23:50.570 --> 23:52.670 it doesn't matter if it came from that 23:52.670 --> 23:55.170 or it doesn't matter if it came from a past life 23:55.170 --> 23:57.010 it doesn't matter if it came 23:57.010 --> 23:59.370 from their mother downloaded while they were in the womb 23:59.370 --> 24:00.470 and it came from 24:00.470 --> 24:02.630 you know five generations back 24:02.630 --> 24:04.750 in a sense it doesn't matter 24:04.750 --> 24:06.470 if the person is 24:06.470 --> 24:07.790 feeling it now 24:08.270 --> 24:10.590 we can get rid of it as energy 24:10.590 --> 24:12.610 you almost don't even need 24:12.610 --> 24:14.590 to dissect it I mean I ask people 24:14.590 --> 24:16.190 because I want a story 24:16.190 --> 24:18.390 so that I can stimulate that 24:18.390 --> 24:19.810 feeling in somebody so 24:20.390 --> 24:22.010 that's why I'm doing that but actually 24:22.770 --> 24:24.170 this work that I'm doing 24:24.170 --> 24:26.450 you can do it even without the story 24:26.450 --> 24:27.850 if someone can connect 24:28.310 --> 24:29.270 to that feeling 24:29.770 --> 24:31.790 we can get rid of it it doesn't really matter 24:31.790 --> 24:33.210 where it came from doesn't matter 24:33.210 --> 24:35.190 how deep it was or whatever 24:35.190 --> 24:36.010 or what's good 24:36.010 --> 24:38.450 it can all be made to be 24:38.450 --> 24:39.930 to be gone because 24:39.930 --> 24:42.350 we are physical 24:42.350 --> 24:45.190 then we are with a mental body 24:45.190 --> 24:47.170 then we have an emotional body 24:47.170 --> 24:48.510 then we have our astral body 24:48.510 --> 24:50.910 then our spiritual body is going out like that 24:50.910 --> 24:52.670 and these energies 24:53.570 --> 24:54.550 are either 24:54.550 --> 24:57.150 emotional energy stuck in the emotional body 24:57.150 --> 24:58.290 or it's stuck 24:58.290 --> 25:00.990 if there's an entity attached in the spiritual body 25:00.990 --> 25:01.370 okay 25:03.110 --> 25:05.510 and it's all energy 25:05.510 --> 25:06.330 this is the point 25:06.910 --> 25:08.050 it's all of this 25:08.050 --> 25:10.370 on all the dimensions it's all just energy 25:10.370 --> 25:11.670 I'm energy to compute you know 25:11.670 --> 25:14.630 we're all just energy and it's organized through 25:14.630 --> 25:15.630 consciousness 25:15.630 --> 25:18.270 you could say that the initial thing 25:18.270 --> 25:20.450 is like God consciousness if you like 25:20.450 --> 25:22.630 and then this little bubble of God consciousness 25:22.630 --> 25:24.310 has been taken over by 25:24.310 --> 25:26.370 some pretty dark forces if you ask me 25:26.370 --> 25:28.390 but still the energy 25:28.390 --> 25:29.810 of the overall thing is there 25:30.190 --> 25:32.410 and we are manifesting because of 25:32.410 --> 25:33.950 thought because of consciousness 25:33.950 --> 25:36.190 now the way that I work is 25:36.190 --> 25:38.050 to use that to go 25:38.050 --> 25:40.230 into the emotional field 25:40.230 --> 25:41.210 which is the subconscious 25:41.210 --> 25:43.370 and energetically 25:43.370 --> 25:44.830 feel it 25:44.830 --> 25:48.130 turn that into a picture 25:48.130 --> 25:49.810 why? because 25:50.190 --> 25:51.990 just saying come on Miriam 25:51.990 --> 25:53.490 just Miriam just you know 25:53.490 --> 25:55.390 just let that anger go 25:55.390 --> 25:56.750 at that guy just let it go 25:56.750 --> 25:59.490 it's like well I could do that 25:59.490 --> 26:00.510 I would have done that 26:00.510 --> 26:03.390 it's not very helpful how do I let it go 26:03.390 --> 26:05.670 you let it go by focusing on it 26:05.670 --> 26:07.230 and turning it into 26:07.230 --> 26:09.430 a something because otherwise it's just 26:09.430 --> 26:11.430 it's just anger it's just energy 26:11.430 --> 26:13.630 it's overwhelming me I don't even know 26:13.630 --> 26:15.250 what it is but if you focus 26:15.250 --> 26:17.130 for a moment on anger 26:17.130 --> 26:19.370 you can go oh actually it's in my 26:19.370 --> 26:21.110 stomach or it's in my head 26:21.110 --> 26:22.570 and you can go well 26:22.570 --> 26:24.910 if it had a color what color would it be 26:24.910 --> 26:26.710 if it had a texture what would it be 26:26.710 --> 26:28.990 well it would be red flames 26:28.990 --> 26:30.330 a ball of fire okay 26:30.330 --> 26:31.970 and it's in my head fine 26:31.970 --> 26:34.470 so immediately you've turned it from this 26:34.470 --> 26:35.850 just something that you're 26:35.850 --> 26:37.890 overwhelmed with that you're just being 26:38.370 --> 26:40.130 you're at the effect of if you like 26:40.130 --> 26:41.810 you've turned it into a picture 26:42.360 --> 26:44.570 then with your consciousness going into 26:44.570 --> 26:45.770 that field 26:46.230 --> 26:48.010 you can perceive it going 26:48.850 --> 26:50.450 somewhere what I do is I send it 26:50.450 --> 26:51.970 to the light as you know 26:51.970 --> 26:54.310 so I'm sending it to into divine 26:54.310 --> 26:56.330 light kind of like the sun 26:56.330 --> 26:57.790 or the central sun whatever you want to call that 26:57.790 --> 27:00.050 I'm just sending it into divine light 27:00.050 --> 27:01.990 wear upon the thing 27:01.990 --> 27:03.990 because it's negative 27:03.990 --> 27:06.070 and I explain this to my clients in the beginning 27:06.070 --> 27:08.550 because it's negative it's of a dark nature 27:08.550 --> 27:09.830 even though it was a fireball 27:10.270 --> 27:12.210 okay by perceiving that going 27:12.210 --> 27:14.050 into the light with your consciousness 27:14.910 --> 27:15.390 you're 27:16.070 --> 27:18.270 taking that energy 27:18.270 --> 27:20.170 that stack energy that's in your field 27:20.170 --> 27:22.410 and you're transmuting it 27:22.410 --> 27:24.030 which is the meaning of alchemy 27:24.030 --> 27:26.410 transmuting it from something negative 27:26.410 --> 27:28.230 to positive you're transmuting 27:28.230 --> 27:30.130 it into its positive 27:30.130 --> 27:31.990 you can't get rid of something 27:31.990 --> 27:32.990 you can't just have nothing 27:32.990 --> 27:36.830 but it's because of this 27:36.830 --> 27:37.870 because consciousness 27:37.870 --> 27:39.630 controls everything 27:40.270 --> 27:42.110 we have this incredible power 27:42.110 --> 27:44.190 to shift these energies 27:44.190 --> 27:46.010 in us and as I said 27:46.010 --> 27:47.910 regardless of where it came from 27:47.910 --> 27:49.530 and to get back to your original 27:49.530 --> 27:52.230 point yes there are layers 27:52.230 --> 27:53.970 give an example 27:53.970 --> 27:55.910 so if somebody you're working on somebody 27:55.910 --> 27:57.050 who's really angry 27:57.050 --> 28:00.070 I guarantee you once the anger's gone 28:00.070 --> 28:01.750 they usually burst into tears 28:01.750 --> 28:04.390 because what's underneath the anger 28:04.390 --> 28:05.850 is heart 28:07.010 --> 28:08.170 and deep breath 28:08.170 --> 28:10.130 okay because that's just 28:10.130 --> 28:12.190 because it's much easier to get angry 28:12.190 --> 28:14.210 because you don't want to be in the fetal position 28:14.210 --> 28:15.470 blubbing your eyes out somewhere 28:15.470 --> 28:17.990 so you tend to especially tough strong people 28:18.570 --> 28:21.550 tend to push it out like that 28:21.550 --> 28:21.790 but 28:22.230 --> 28:23.830 there are layers in that sense 28:23.830 --> 28:26.490 as you come in you suddenly start to realize 28:26.490 --> 28:27.670 oh I never knew 28:28.210 --> 28:30.070 that I was carrying that 28:30.070 --> 28:31.710 or suddenly you'll have a memory 28:31.710 --> 28:34.050 of something which triggers that 28:34.050 --> 28:35.750 feeling that you never even knew had 28:35.750 --> 28:37.330 because you buried it when you were four 28:37.330 --> 28:38.330 and that awful thing happened 28:38.930 --> 28:40.350 anyway I want a bit off track there 28:40.350 --> 28:41.090 but maybe 28:41.090 --> 28:44.270 starting to explain a little bit how I work 28:44.270 --> 28:46.250 I believe also when 28:46.250 --> 28:48.670 you know to put in the framework 28:48.670 --> 28:49.950 of we are 28:49.950 --> 28:52.270 90 what is it 98% 28:52.270 --> 28:52.830 subconscious 28:53.590 --> 28:55.910 and that the memory 28:55.910 --> 28:58.770 I mean now we're seeing in the AI world 28:58.770 --> 29:00.470 and the ministry 29:00.470 --> 29:02.690 of truth like I was thinking the other day 29:02.690 --> 29:04.390 as far as like religion goes 29:04.390 --> 29:06.470 like we're not only talking 29:06.470 --> 29:08.250 about different versions 29:08.250 --> 29:10.010 over the years different Bibles 29:10.010 --> 29:12.130 we're talking about like oh let's take 29:12.130 --> 29:14.250 Aramaic and turn into Coptic 29:14.250 --> 29:16.030 and then from Greek and turn it into 29:16.030 --> 29:18.410 English and it's like the lost 29:18.410 --> 29:19.450 in translation 29:20.250 --> 29:21.930 and how there has to be 29:21.930 --> 29:23.990 someone that stands for like 29:23.990 --> 29:26.090 what is the truth truth the 100% 29:26.090 --> 29:27.870 well I know how to discern 29:27.870 --> 29:29.430 the tries but 29:30.090 --> 29:31.490 over the centuries 29:32.190 --> 29:33.570 of the Overton window 29:33.570 --> 29:35.050 and living in a complete 29:35.050 --> 29:36.030 different 29:36.970 --> 29:39.050 reality and now it's glitching out 29:39.050 --> 29:41.050 for those who are 29:41.050 --> 29:42.930 raising their consciousness 29:42.930 --> 29:44.910 I believe because there is a soul 29:44.910 --> 29:46.590 consciousness it's becoming more 29:46.590 --> 29:48.810 ridiculous it's like don't you know 29:48.810 --> 29:50.690 your naked emperor that we can see your 29:50.690 --> 29:51.830 peepee like it's 29:53.350 --> 29:54.790 so obvious 29:54.790 --> 29:56.250 but it's 29:56.810 --> 29:57.890 seeing beyond 29:58.710 --> 30:01.110 your eyes and discernment 30:01.110 --> 30:03.050 and truth and being like I believe 30:03.050 --> 30:04.370 like in a sense an inspector 30:04.370 --> 30:06.570 clues oh within self 30:06.570 --> 30:08.610 because I'm realizing that there's not 30:08.610 --> 30:10.890 people are not as deep 30:10.890 --> 30:13.010 as I assumed there are shallow 30:13.010 --> 30:14.810 fucking puddles but there's 30:14.810 --> 30:16.710 still things that are running them 30:16.710 --> 30:18.810 in the subconscious so I was just 30:18.810 --> 30:20.470 that was just kind of like 30:20.470 --> 30:22.550 a rant but I don't know if 30:22.550 --> 30:24.270 anything comes to mind about 30:24.870 --> 30:25.950 that the subconscious 30:26.810 --> 30:28.510 well I mean I'm 30:28.510 --> 30:30.770 I've started to a bit like you I mean 30:30.770 --> 30:32.930 if you'd have asked me five years ago 30:32.930 --> 30:34.830 the percentage of people who are 30:34.830 --> 30:36.750 kind of awake and 30:36.750 --> 30:38.670 you know kind of with it and whatever I'd 30:38.670 --> 30:39.890 have said quite a large amount 30:40.550 --> 30:42.750 then I realized over the last 30:42.750 --> 30:44.990 few years that actually it's a really small number 30:44.990 --> 30:45.790 I think 30:46.430 --> 30:48.710 I'm I don't know if I should say this but 30:48.710 --> 30:50.390 I'm kind of coming to the conclusion 30:50.390 --> 30:52.210 that that there are 30:52.730 --> 30:53.670 spirited people 30:54.710 --> 30:56.690 like you me hopefully 30:56.690 --> 30:58.530 right and then there's people with 30:58.530 --> 31:00.610 souls because you've got to 31:00.610 --> 31:02.110 have a soul otherwise you 31:02.110 --> 31:04.530 but I actually think there's some with 31:04.530 --> 31:05.430 synthetic souls 31:06.370 --> 31:08.650 which what would people call the NPCs 31:08.650 --> 31:10.830 and you know the non-participating 31:10.830 --> 31:12.490 characters and I actually think 31:12.490 --> 31:14.490 they exist I can see it 31:14.490 --> 31:16.910 in people and it's funny 31:17.690 --> 31:19.350 sorry to interrupt you but 31:19.350 --> 31:20.610 you see post jab 31:20.610 --> 31:22.790 I mean if I can speak to someone 31:22.790 --> 31:24.470 I speak to someone yesterday said I don't 31:24.470 --> 31:25.790 mean I don't mean to 31:26.510 --> 31:28.010 offend you but you're not vaccinated 31:28.010 --> 31:29.950 right and she's like how do you 31:29.950 --> 31:31.750 know I'm like I'm clear audience and I 31:31.750 --> 31:33.370 could tell in your voice because I 31:33.370 --> 31:35.790 can tell people are disconnected now 31:35.790 --> 31:37.590 so yeah well there is a 31:37.590 --> 31:39.650 disconnected and it's yes there is 31:39.650 --> 31:41.530 since the vaccine it made it worse I 31:41.530 --> 31:43.390 think that I think the NPCs are already 31:43.390 --> 31:45.690 here by the way but I also think 31:45.690 --> 31:47.330 there's a lot of people with soul 31:47.330 --> 31:49.590 that got caught with that 31:49.590 --> 31:51.590 and yes it I think 31:51.590 --> 31:53.250 what it did is it just can I mean I 31:53.250 --> 31:55.050 think it was I think it's chromosome 8 31:55.050 --> 31:56.650 I have a very clever friend who tells me all 31:56.650 --> 31:59.210 these things but I think it's chromosome 8 31:59.210 --> 32:00.990 was literally disconnected and that 32:00.990 --> 32:02.950 chromosome 8 is your connection to the 32:02.950 --> 32:05.030 divine and so I think 32:05.030 --> 32:07.430 sorry the VMA2 32:07.430 --> 32:09.010 God gene that 32:09.010 --> 32:10.750 has the spike protein 32:10.750 --> 32:12.930 has a downward cascade 32:12.930 --> 32:15.490 impact with the VMA2 32:15.490 --> 32:16.910 which is connected to 32:16.910 --> 32:19.510 histamine which is connected to memory 32:20.090 --> 32:20.670 so 32:21.630 --> 32:22.250 go ahead 32:22.250 --> 32:24.270 it could be but there's all there's also 32:24.270 --> 32:26.610 I saw about which explained 32:26.610 --> 32:28.530 a lot to me I saw a study about I think 32:28.530 --> 32:29.870 it was about two or three years ago I forget 32:29.870 --> 32:32.550 it was a psychological study that they 32:32.550 --> 32:34.450 did where they discovered 32:34.450 --> 32:36.770 that 40% I actually think it's more now 32:36.770 --> 32:38.510 but anyway 40% of 32:38.510 --> 32:40.270 people didn't have the ability 32:40.270 --> 32:42.090 to actually think 32:42.650 --> 32:44.350 the inner dialogue you mean 32:44.350 --> 32:46.290 yes inner dialogue yeah they didn't have it 32:46.290 --> 32:48.430 so I thought that's totally weird 32:48.430 --> 32:49.890 because I'm always like you know 32:49.890 --> 32:50.730 thinking stuff 32:52.190 --> 32:54.470 well you know why would they 32:54.470 --> 32:56.050 in America where everything's 32:56.050 --> 32:58.730 going to pay for everything why are they giving you a free vaccine 32:58.730 --> 33:00.170 and a free lap dance 33:00.170 --> 33:01.710 or a doughnut that doesn't make any sense 33:02.270 --> 33:03.270 or a blow job 33:03.270 --> 33:04.730 does that get blown to probably 33:04.730 --> 33:06.350 I don't know they probably wouldn't 33:06.350 --> 33:09.210 but anyway so weird 33:09.210 --> 33:11.650 but there are these 40% 33:12.730 --> 33:14.130 who didn't think 33:14.130 --> 33:15.330 who don't think 33:15.330 --> 33:17.010 well if that's that 33:17.010 --> 33:18.530 how could that be that 33:18.530 --> 33:20.910 it's data in and data out 33:20.910 --> 33:22.850 and that's when I realized 33:22.850 --> 33:25.810 there's absolutely zero point talking to those people 33:25.810 --> 33:27.590 don't waste your breath 33:28.270 --> 33:29.950 we're just here to lose you 33:29.950 --> 33:31.810 they're here to lose you 33:31.810 --> 33:33.210 and they're also here to 33:33.210 --> 33:33.670 to 33:36.430 --> 33:38.290 to corral us 33:38.290 --> 33:39.790 because there's these vast 33:39.790 --> 33:40.830 numbers of people 33:40.830 --> 33:43.070 and they can overwhelm 33:43.070 --> 33:44.850 individuals that try and go 33:44.850 --> 33:46.190 no don't go that way 33:46.190 --> 33:48.490 they literally they're to corral by all 33:48.490 --> 33:50.710 pushing in that direction like lemmings 33:50.710 --> 33:52.910 and dragging those other 33:52.910 --> 33:55.170 probably 40 or 50% 33:55.170 --> 33:56.970 along that are just jolly nice people 33:56.970 --> 33:58.170 that don't want to kill granny 33:58.870 --> 34:00.730 and they suck them along 34:00.730 --> 34:02.110 because they'll go with the herd 34:02.110 --> 34:04.090 most people let them studies on that too 34:04.090 --> 34:06.190 most people will go with the herd 34:06.190 --> 34:08.390 most people will keep pressing that button 34:08.390 --> 34:10.210 to electrocute somebody if they're told to 34:10.210 --> 34:11.230 by a person authority 34:11.230 --> 34:12.770 I'm sure you've seen those studies 34:12.770 --> 34:14.850 so anyway it's kind of interesting 34:16.070 --> 34:18.310 sorry Alan the way I see it 34:18.310 --> 34:20.110 is that what I've been 34:20.110 --> 34:21.510 shown in the past year 34:22.110 --> 34:22.610 I've been 34:23.270 --> 34:25.190 my higher self or my guides 34:25.190 --> 34:28.050 to really trust myself even in the face 34:28.050 --> 34:30.230 of so much 34:30.230 --> 34:31.430 against 34:31.430 --> 34:33.650 what my intuition is saying 34:34.010 --> 34:34.910 and that many 34:36.070 --> 34:37.970 it's all like deception 34:37.970 --> 34:39.470 like take you off your path 34:39.470 --> 34:40.550 take you off your path 34:40.550 --> 34:42.750 and to really stay loyal 34:42.750 --> 34:45.510 to self take so much fortitude 34:45.510 --> 34:47.970 and strength to be walking 34:47.970 --> 34:49.310 in the dark but 34:49.890 --> 34:51.190 trusting your inner light 34:51.190 --> 34:53.750 that's what I've seen and it doesn't take 34:53.750 --> 34:55.650 much you know to be 34:55.650 --> 34:58.070 I took the vaccine because I had to 34:58.070 --> 34:59.750 because I couldn't see grandma 34:59.750 --> 35:01.870 whatever instead of like no 35:01.870 --> 35:04.230 I'm not gonna use myself as a pin cushion 35:04.230 --> 35:05.650 I'm not gonna but like you said 35:05.650 --> 35:07.670 if they don't even have internal 35:07.670 --> 35:09.230 dialogue did you ever see 35:09.230 --> 35:11.490 the campaign birds aren't real 35:12.890 --> 35:15.310 they did a social engineering 35:15.310 --> 35:17.310 experiment where 35:17.310 --> 35:19.630 they were convincing people that they were 35:19.630 --> 35:21.150 birds were 35:21.150 --> 35:23.630 mechanical and they 35:23.630 --> 35:25.790 wanted to see how far it could go 35:25.790 --> 35:27.450 I don't know if you could pull that up 35:27.450 --> 35:29.410 cheese slice and 35:29.410 --> 35:30.850 I don't know if you mind 35:30.850 --> 35:33.270 if you see find any little clip 35:33.270 --> 35:34.090 when 35:35.650 --> 35:37.110 the birds you search 35:37.110 --> 35:38.670 birds aren't real campaign 35:39.270 --> 35:41.290 and see if you could find cheese 35:41.290 --> 35:42.850 slice like any small little 35:42.850 --> 35:45.010 just to show the audience 35:45.010 --> 35:46.770 and Helen and you 35:46.770 --> 35:47.870 if you haven't seen it 35:47.870 --> 35:50.650 it doesn't surprise me because I think 35:50.650 --> 35:52.750 with people like that 35:53.270 --> 35:55.130 it's whoever the person in authority 35:55.130 --> 35:56.790 is that they that you know 35:56.790 --> 35:58.610 whether it's CNN or the doctor 35:58.610 --> 36:00.070 or the teacher 36:00.990 --> 36:02.310 whatever the president 36:03.870 --> 36:04.430 whatever 36:04.430 --> 36:06.150 whoever is they consider to be the 36:06.150 --> 36:07.990 authority that's like 36:07.990 --> 36:10.270 the mainframe sending the data 36:10.270 --> 36:12.110 can we play that 36:12.110 --> 36:13.750 how long is it just to 36:13.750 --> 36:15.430 I like show and tell 36:18.230 --> 36:19.630 oh that's just a meme 36:19.630 --> 36:21.610 I'm still looking for videos 36:22.190 --> 36:24.270 I would think that you could find one 36:24.270 --> 36:26.110 on YouTube it was 36:26.110 --> 36:28.310 a little campaign but when 36:28.310 --> 36:30.770 if I'm sure you recall initially 36:31.590 --> 36:32.350 is that it 36:32.350 --> 36:33.730 I just 36:34.170 --> 36:35.630 I'm looking at memes I haven't really fed it 36:35.630 --> 36:37.850 I don't know what to show on YouTube 36:37.850 --> 36:39.410 and say birds aren't real 36:39.410 --> 36:42.270 there's lots of stuff but I don't want to share it 36:42.270 --> 36:43.330 without no events in it 36:43.950 --> 36:46.090 because it could be some really weird stuff 36:46.090 --> 36:46.870 so 36:48.110 --> 36:50.310 I've got the idea now I think the idea 36:50.310 --> 36:52.350 I wanted to show I just wanted to 36:52.350 --> 36:53.390 show the audience 36:55.630 --> 36:56.230 you can 36:56.230 --> 36:57.650 I can't persuade those kind of people 36:57.650 --> 36:59.610 pretty much anything is true to be honest 36:59.610 --> 37:01.870 if they if they think you're in authority 37:03.150 --> 37:03.630 well 37:03.630 --> 37:05.970 if it's on the CNN now it must be true 37:07.770 --> 37:08.730 right here 37:11.690 --> 37:13.350 just trying to find sorry 37:18.960 --> 37:20.340 there's all kinds of stuff 37:20.340 --> 37:21.760 a lot of it's just 37:21.760 --> 37:24.220 just comical but there is 37:24.220 --> 37:26.340 some people who are serious 37:26.340 --> 37:28.220 it's hard to tell what's what 37:28.220 --> 37:30.200 here I'm going to share with you 37:30.200 --> 37:31.820 in the private chat it's only 37:31.820 --> 37:33.920 two minutes and 37:34.820 --> 37:36.280 I know you get the point 37:36.280 --> 37:38.640 but I'm going to share it with the audience 37:38.640 --> 37:54.590 is it 36 minutes 37:54.590 --> 37:55.890 that's what I shared with you 37:56.930 --> 37:57.530 no 37:59.490 --> 38:00.510 36 seconds 38:00.510 --> 38:01.270 sorry sorry 38:01.270 --> 38:01.750 sorry 38:01.750 --> 38:05.950 the day after President Trump's inauguration 38:05.950 --> 38:07.030 in 2017 38:07.870 --> 38:09.910 Macindoo was hanging out with friends in Memphis 38:09.910 --> 38:11.170 on the roof building 38:11.170 --> 38:13.590 they heard demonstrators in the street 38:13.590 --> 38:15.390 I remember thinking 38:15.390 --> 38:17.410 it would be very interesting if someone was 38:17.830 --> 38:19.910 in this situation with a sign that had nothing 38:19.910 --> 38:21.710 to do with anything that's going on here 38:21.710 --> 38:23.570 and so how did you get to 38:23.570 --> 38:25.990 Burge Aren't Real is the thing that's on the sign 38:25.990 --> 38:26.970 I don't even know 38:26.970 --> 38:29.310 it's just the most assertive thing I could think of 38:32.050 --> 38:33.190 sign in hand 38:33.190 --> 38:35.010 he took to the streets of Memphis 38:35.690 --> 38:37.390 ad-libbing a stream of 38:37.390 --> 38:38.170 absurdity 38:38.170 --> 38:39.610 wake up America 38:40.610 --> 38:41.890 they're a method of illusion 38:42.890 --> 38:45.330 his friends Lauren Curstell 38:45.330 --> 38:47.710 Ali Perkins and Jenny Bailey couldn't believe 38:47.710 --> 38:49.530 what was coming out of Peter's mouth 38:49.530 --> 38:50.490 they're not real 38:51.190 --> 38:53.290 Peter just goes 38:53.290 --> 38:55.570 all out and he just starts like screaming 38:55.570 --> 38:57.550 like random stuff like off the top of his head 38:57.550 --> 38:59.250 like just whatever he thought of in the moment 38:59.250 --> 39:00.770 and it's not scripted 39:00.770 --> 39:02.650 he's just 100% 39:03.170 --> 39:03.870 improvising this moment 39:03.870 --> 39:05.830 yeah he's like birds aren't real they're a lie 39:05.830 --> 39:07.630 and just like whatever would come up to his head 39:07.630 --> 39:08.370 he'd like say it 39:08.370 --> 39:10.970 it was just incredible how he created this whole 39:10.970 --> 39:13.230 character and personality off the bat 39:13.230 --> 39:14.830 like his improv is 39:14.830 --> 39:17.850 yeah it was impressive we're like okay where did this come from 39:17.850 --> 39:19.590 there is a bordemic happening 39:19.590 --> 39:21.190 Peter's friend Ali 39:21.650 --> 39:23.690 innocently posted a video of that day 39:23.690 --> 39:25.090 online and then 39:25.090 --> 39:26.390 everything changed 39:27.910 --> 39:29.730 so I'm getting a picture sent to me 39:29.730 --> 39:30.990 of birds aren't real graffiti 39:30.990 --> 39:32.550 version of chalkboards 39:32.550 --> 39:34.610 seeing you know chance 39:35.690 --> 39:36.890 in cafeteria 39:38.730 --> 39:39.790 birds aren't real 39:39.790 --> 39:40.410 at high schools 39:40.410 --> 39:43.110 did you think at that point like this is awesome 39:43.110 --> 39:44.170 or what have I done 39:44.170 --> 39:46.330 I remember being fascinated by it 39:46.330 --> 39:48.930 I remember thinking okay why do people identify 39:48.930 --> 39:51.130 with this so much 39:51.130 --> 39:53.290 and just thinking like there was this energy 39:53.290 --> 39:54.790 in Memphis 39:54.790 --> 39:55.710 for this idea 39:55.710 --> 39:58.890 and that I would always regret it if I didn't 39:58.890 --> 39:59.810 lean into that 40:01.130 --> 40:03.090 okay one I want to say 40:03.090 --> 40:04.210 in regards to that 40:04.810 --> 40:06.870 that if I went and said some 40:06.870 --> 40:08.890 stupidity it would not be 40:08.890 --> 40:11.130 picked up by 60 minutes let me tell you that 40:11.130 --> 40:11.890 so 40:11.890 --> 40:14.630 this is a socially 40:14.630 --> 40:16.230 engineered campaign 40:16.830 --> 40:18.790 and 60 minutes is part of the 40:18.790 --> 40:20.590 the deception but I 40:20.590 --> 40:22.330 thought of that Helen because 40:22.890 --> 40:24.010 initially when this 40:24.010 --> 40:26.310 jib jab was to hope 40:27.070 --> 40:28.390 prevent us from 40:28.390 --> 40:30.130 getting COVID or whatever 40:30.130 --> 40:31.850 the propaganda I forget now 40:31.850 --> 40:34.190 I remember speaking to my dad and he goes everybody 40:34.190 --> 40:36.210 knows that the vaccine isn't 40:36.210 --> 40:38.070 supposed to prevent death 40:38.070 --> 40:40.110 but serious illness and 40:40.110 --> 40:41.770 whatever he literally 40:42.000 --> 40:44.610 spewed the propaganda and I said oh my god 40:44.610 --> 40:46.010 my dad's 40:46.010 --> 40:48.530 real so that's when I kind of 40:48.530 --> 40:50.350 realized like the prevalence 40:50.350 --> 40:52.550 of the NPCs 40:52.550 --> 40:53.510 and their role 40:53.510 --> 40:54.470 in 40:55.510 --> 40:57.930 whether you stay true to yourself 40:57.930 --> 40:59.390 or not so sorry it went on 40:59.390 --> 41:01.510 on a tangent 41:01.510 --> 41:03.210 no no no worries 41:03.210 --> 41:05.730 I mean just as a little aside 41:05.730 --> 41:06.970 I mean I was 41:06.970 --> 41:08.790 hoping to mention it anyway but 41:09.570 --> 41:11.470 where I live now in southern 41:11.470 --> 41:13.510 Brazil far far away from 41:13.510 --> 41:15.370 the crazy west it's so lovely 41:15.370 --> 41:17.630 I can't tell you but I've created 41:17.630 --> 41:19.490 a little community here of people 41:19.490 --> 41:21.810 who didn't take the little jib jab 41:21.810 --> 41:23.590 because they have got intuition 41:23.590 --> 41:25.890 because they were prepared to stand 41:25.890 --> 41:27.350 up and be 41:27.350 --> 41:29.770 ostracized singled out 41:29.770 --> 41:31.910 made fun of whatever 41:31.910 --> 41:33.750 because they had that 41:33.750 --> 41:35.550 deep intuitive 41:35.550 --> 41:37.350 sense which I would call spirit 41:37.350 --> 41:39.670 because it's this connection to higher self 41:39.670 --> 41:41.310 which is 41:41.310 --> 41:43.910 differentiating people and so 41:43.910 --> 41:45.830 I now live totally 41:45.830 --> 41:47.590 surrounded by just 41:47.590 --> 41:48.850 people like me 41:48.850 --> 41:50.010 which is great 41:50.830 --> 41:52.090 and you know 41:52.710 --> 41:54.890 although I speak about NPCs 41:54.890 --> 41:56.330 like that I actually have very little 41:56.330 --> 41:58.690 to do with them I don't really have 41:58.690 --> 42:00.310 to talk to hardly anybody 42:01.170 --> 42:02.330 that's kind of like that 42:02.650 --> 42:03.810 so it is quite good really 42:04.690 --> 42:05.950 I'm quite pleased with this 42:05.950 --> 42:08.750 and I think those people that work 42:08.750 --> 42:10.390 with me are not NPCs because 42:10.390 --> 42:12.410 an NPC is a bit like a psychopath 42:12.410 --> 42:14.230 they don't see that they have a problem 42:14.230 --> 42:15.750 because they don't 42:15.750 --> 42:17.730 they have a problem they have the TV dinner 42:17.730 --> 42:19.890 they got the TV they go to work 42:19.890 --> 42:21.530 or they get the dull money from the government 42:21.530 --> 42:23.910 they have sex 42:23.910 --> 42:26.010 but they do and that's it 42:26.010 --> 42:27.750 so they don't think about these things 42:27.750 --> 42:29.650 whereas people that tend to come to me 42:29.650 --> 42:31.430 are trying to work on themselves 42:31.430 --> 42:33.950 and you know get out of the addiction 42:33.950 --> 42:35.230 that they got caught up in 42:35.230 --> 42:37.030 or get out of the depression that they're in 42:37.030 --> 42:39.930 so I mean it's 42:39.930 --> 42:41.750 it's active you can't 42:42.550 --> 42:43.650 wish these things 42:43.650 --> 42:46.090 I hear what you're saying that it doesn't have 42:46.090 --> 42:47.510 it's energy 42:47.510 --> 42:49.350 and it could be released 42:49.350 --> 42:51.890 I believe also integration work 42:51.890 --> 42:54.290 like doing a ceremony like I did 42:54.290 --> 42:56.310 like people are treating it 42:56.310 --> 42:58.110 like they're going to a fucking safari 42:58.110 --> 42:59.590 I'm gonna go to ayahuasca 43:00.190 --> 43:00.710 and 43:02.390 --> 43:03.430 they're not really 43:03.430 --> 43:05.610 I say that because I had gone 43:05.610 --> 43:07.710 dancing in Jupiter and someone 43:07.710 --> 43:09.690 took me back and we were talking about 43:09.690 --> 43:11.590 reincarnation and he had gone to an 43:11.590 --> 43:13.570 ayahuasca ceremony but it was 43:13.570 --> 43:15.070 very much like I'm gonna go to a buffet 43:15.070 --> 43:17.130 I'm gonna do this trendy thing 43:17.130 --> 43:19.590 so what's your thoughts on reincarnation 43:20.650 --> 43:21.750 do you think it's real 43:21.750 --> 43:22.990 I'm like I know it's real 43:23.350 --> 43:25.170 and I said I personally 43:25.170 --> 43:27.070 choose to at least 43:27.070 --> 43:28.730 attempt to go to another realm 43:28.730 --> 43:31.330 in this personally 43:31.970 --> 43:33.470 and he said 43:33.470 --> 43:35.010 well what do you think about me 43:35.410 --> 43:36.590 do you think that I can 43:36.590 --> 43:38.770 not come back and I said 43:38.770 --> 43:40.570 just the fact that you're asking whether 43:40.570 --> 43:42.770 reincarnation I think you have a couple of lives 43:42.770 --> 43:44.710 left to do which I know 43:44.710 --> 43:46.110 might sound quite 43:46.770 --> 43:49.150 snobby I've admitted that I'm 43:49.150 --> 43:50.950 a spiritual snob in the sense 43:50.950 --> 43:52.710 but I think that 43:52.710 --> 43:53.650 sacredness 43:55.110 --> 43:56.890 is has been 43:56.890 --> 43:58.710 lost you know sex was supposed 43:58.710 --> 43:59.610 to be sacred 44:01.430 --> 44:02.630 sacred integrity 44:02.630 --> 44:04.590 and people 44:04.590 --> 44:06.590 are lying to themselves and 44:06.590 --> 44:08.470 because of materialism 44:08.470 --> 44:10.310 and fear meaning like 44:10.310 --> 44:12.530 wanting to belong wanting 44:12.530 --> 44:14.490 and now we're all being squeezed 44:14.490 --> 44:16.530 here in America 44:17.290 --> 44:18.990 I mean I'm sure they know 44:18.990 --> 44:20.690 they know who's not jabbed 44:20.690 --> 44:22.630 they know who the divergence are 44:22.630 --> 44:24.610 so they 44:24.610 --> 44:25.930 will be the algorithm 44:26.370 --> 44:28.490 you know it's like oh the algorithm 44:28.490 --> 44:30.230 you're not worthy of getting a 44:30.230 --> 44:32.290 refund on Uber Eats or you're not 44:32.290 --> 44:34.210 you can't get this like I'm seeing it 44:34.210 --> 44:35.430 I'm a test model 44:36.000 --> 44:37.910 for it it takes us 44:37.910 --> 44:40.130 a lot of strength so I think 44:40.750 --> 44:41.870 doing the emotional 44:41.870 --> 44:44.350 which like you said is deep programming 44:44.350 --> 44:46.430 I want to talk a little bit about 44:46.430 --> 44:48.210 the spiritual you said that 44:48.210 --> 44:49.950 removing let's say 44:49.950 --> 44:52.310 entities how did 44:52.310 --> 44:53.870 you get to start doing that 44:54.510 --> 44:56.350 and what have you seen 44:57.610 --> 44:59.390 well lots and lots of things but 44:59.390 --> 45:01.950 how it started was funny enough I was living 45:01.950 --> 45:03.970 the weirdest place if people know where I lived 45:03.970 --> 45:05.510 now where I lived in the past but I was 45:05.510 --> 45:07.350 for that moment I was in Las Vegas 45:07.950 --> 45:09.790 and I was listening to Coast to Coast Radio 45:09.790 --> 45:11.810 and there was a guy called Dr Charles 45:11.810 --> 45:13.530 Tramont who was talking to whoever it was 45:14.070 --> 45:15.550 and he was a 45:16.130 --> 45:17.810 hypnotherapist and he was doing past life 45:17.810 --> 45:19.950 stuff and he discovered that there 45:19.950 --> 45:21.930 was these entities popping up when he 45:21.930 --> 45:23.710 was talking to Mrs Jones all of a sudden 45:23.710 --> 45:25.050 he'd be talking to somebody that was 45:25.050 --> 45:27.550 not Mrs Jones they'd go oh okay 45:27.550 --> 45:30.010 and so he was an interesting guy 45:30.010 --> 45:31.650 because he was actually a doctor he was actually 45:31.650 --> 45:31.890 a 45:33.650 --> 45:35.830 a tradition or something or a guy or whatever 45:35.830 --> 45:37.190 he was I don't know he was in the army anyway 45:37.590 --> 45:39.790 military guy but anyway he got into this stuff 45:40.290 --> 45:41.870 and I heard him talking and I was 45:41.870 --> 45:43.390 I just something in me went 45:43.870 --> 45:46.090 I have to see that guy I have to see that 45:46.090 --> 45:47.810 guy and I've got I wonder where he is 45:47.810 --> 45:49.510 because I haven't got much money at the time 45:49.510 --> 45:51.570 I thought hope he's not like miles away 45:51.570 --> 45:53.850 and it said at the end in his office 45:53.850 --> 45:55.650 in Las Vegas I went yes 45:56.150 --> 45:57.610 that's why I'm in Las Vegas 45:57.610 --> 45:58.330 wow 45:58.330 --> 46:00.870 I went to see him and 46:01.330 --> 46:03.530 we did some past life stuff which is really cool 46:03.530 --> 46:05.910 cleared up some stuff from a past life 46:05.910 --> 46:07.730 where I've been buried alive which I had 46:07.730 --> 46:09.510 really bad nightmares about 46:09.510 --> 46:11.630 as a small child to clean that up 46:11.630 --> 46:13.510 but then they go in there 46:13.510 --> 46:15.650 and we find this this alien thing right 46:16.110 --> 46:17.330 and it was called 46:17.330 --> 46:19.430 what was it called man tricks he said 46:19.430 --> 46:20.950 his name was man tricks which I thought 46:20.950 --> 46:23.650 man tricks right and so I looked that 46:23.650 --> 46:25.510 up later and it there is an Indian 46:25.510 --> 46:27.670 God little Indian God in his 46:28.210 --> 46:29.630 God's you know called man tricks 46:29.630 --> 46:31.890 anyway he was sort of I could see him 46:31.890 --> 46:33.690 clear I'm in a hypnotic trance 46:33.690 --> 46:35.470 I see this guy in his uniform 46:35.470 --> 46:37.490 he's like very military more silver 46:37.490 --> 46:39.530 stuff and he was monitoring 46:39.530 --> 46:41.570 me so anyway 46:41.570 --> 46:42.470 the guy 46:42.470 --> 46:44.030 what do you mean 46:44.030 --> 46:47.450 I think there's a whole other 46:47.450 --> 46:49.090 story it's quite possible that the 46:49.090 --> 46:51.510 graze messed with me when I was a 46:51.510 --> 46:53.150 kid as well but that's a whole kind of 46:53.150 --> 46:54.990 other story which I didn't know about 46:54.990 --> 46:57.250 until years and years later when I also 46:57.250 --> 46:59.050 did iBoga 46:59.050 --> 46:59.590 actually 47:01.230 --> 47:03.110 yeah I've done it a few times it's quite 47:03.110 --> 47:04.470 interesting anyway 47:04.470 --> 47:06.770 but that was something else but then 47:06.770 --> 47:09.130 that we saw all this and I also had 47:09.130 --> 47:11.250 lots of entities around me one was 47:11.250 --> 47:13.130 an ex-boyfriend that died from 47:13.130 --> 47:15.330 alcohol abuse and so on 47:15.330 --> 47:17.290 and the couple of relatives 47:17.290 --> 47:19.070 and a whole bunch of other people that were just 47:19.070 --> 47:21.090 in my field not benevolent 47:21.090 --> 47:23.130 not bad just hanging 47:23.130 --> 47:24.870 around me because I have 47:24.870 --> 47:26.730 certain kind of energy right 47:26.730 --> 47:28.730 and so but it was 47:28.730 --> 47:30.610 literally sapping my energy 47:30.610 --> 47:33.070 so we sent those all to the light 47:33.070 --> 47:34.970 we well at the time he told the alien 47:34.970 --> 47:36.730 guy he made a mistake actually 47:36.730 --> 47:39.250 he told the alien guy to go away 47:39.250 --> 47:41.150 and he agreed that that was bullshit 47:41.770 --> 47:42.610 but anyway 47:42.610 --> 47:44.510 what do you mean bullshit 47:45.090 --> 47:46.450 well because he came back because 47:46.450 --> 47:48.210 he was there the next time I checked 47:48.210 --> 47:49.330 I'll tell you the story so 47:50.250 --> 47:52.170 a week goes by right and 47:52.170 --> 47:54.190 I'm really excited by this and I'm thinking 47:54.190 --> 47:56.190 well this is amazing I didn't know 47:56.190 --> 47:58.010 before about past life stuff I didn't know 47:58.010 --> 48:00.210 this 15 years ago I really didn't know much 48:00.210 --> 48:01.870 about any of this kind of stuff 48:01.870 --> 48:04.250 so it was all kind of new and I was like wow this is amazing 48:04.650 --> 48:05.870 and you know it was entities 48:05.870 --> 48:08.250 and I felt better and stuff and then it was 48:08.250 --> 48:10.270 so weird being Las Vegas one 48:10.270 --> 48:11.930 day the neighbor woman 48:11.930 --> 48:14.750 came over with a friend of hers and they're both totally drunk 48:15.230 --> 48:16.330 they come into my house 48:16.330 --> 48:17.370 I don't know how I introduce them 48:17.370 --> 48:19.330 I'm like ok ok 48:19.930 --> 48:21.910 so they come in and then 48:21.910 --> 48:24.010 when they leave and this woman starts telling 48:24.010 --> 48:25.850 this story about she's got all these problems 48:25.850 --> 48:27.670 I mean unbelievable the CPF 48:28.110 --> 48:30.210 your child protection service has taken our kid 48:30.210 --> 48:32.030 and then she's got a court and a boyfriend 48:32.030 --> 48:33.690 on drugs and in jail and she's telling 48:33.690 --> 48:35.670 this drama this hideous story 48:35.670 --> 48:36.790 and I'm going ok whatever 48:38.570 --> 48:39.990 and so I like 48:39.990 --> 48:40.890 you know I wasn't going to help her 48:40.890 --> 48:42.470 what year is this Helen 48:42.470 --> 48:44.550 oh this was this was 15 years ago 48:44.550 --> 48:45.830 this was when I was 48:46.490 --> 48:48.010 yeah for 16 years ago 48:48.010 --> 48:49.770 so I took that whenever that is 48:50.250 --> 48:51.810 so anyway so then 48:51.810 --> 48:54.530 this other woman who I kind of knew was my neighbor 48:54.530 --> 48:56.010 she said oh you should smell Helen 48:56.010 --> 48:56.870 she smells nice 48:57.550 --> 48:59.370 whatever ok so this is 48:59.370 --> 49:02.170 all these problems and all this crap going on 49:02.170 --> 49:03.990 she puts her head right here 49:03.990 --> 49:05.810 real close to me and I'm on the sofa 49:05.810 --> 49:07.690 so I'm sitting back on the sofa 49:07.690 --> 49:09.830 she puts her head here and smells me 49:10.510 --> 49:11.750 and then off they go 49:11.750 --> 49:13.350 now immediately they left 49:13.350 --> 49:15.090 I had this asthma attack 49:15.090 --> 49:18.170 I hadn't had asthma in those days for decades 49:18.170 --> 49:19.390 since I was a kid 49:19.390 --> 49:21.110 I had this crazy ass I didn't have any 49:21.110 --> 49:22.430 I didn't have my little puff at nothing 49:22.430 --> 49:25.810 and I'm like what is going on 49:25.810 --> 49:26.890 this is so weird 49:26.890 --> 49:29.190 and then for the next few days 49:29.190 --> 49:30.390 I had this gas 49:30.390 --> 49:33.730 like you don't want to be 49:33.730 --> 49:34.970 in the same room with it like this 49:36.170 --> 49:36.890 farting like 49:36.890 --> 49:38.730 the most hideous smell 49:38.730 --> 49:39.970 like rotting, festering 49:39.970 --> 49:41.890 I was embarrassed at my husband 49:41.890 --> 49:43.530 I don't know what's going on with me 49:43.530 --> 49:46.970 anyway it was weird so then I went back to the guy 49:46.970 --> 49:49.130 I said I need to come back and see you 49:49.130 --> 49:50.810 something's not right this is weird 49:51.850 --> 49:52.810 I went back 49:53.490 --> 49:54.810 and lo and behold 49:54.810 --> 49:56.830 what I see is this big old bear 49:56.830 --> 49:58.810 this dirty filthy old bear 49:58.810 --> 49:59.990 with manky old teeth 49:59.990 --> 50:02.250 and stinking horrible thing 50:02.850 --> 50:04.290 so we get rid of that 50:04.790 --> 50:06.370 and while I'm there I see that 50:06.370 --> 50:08.270 the old alien guy, the mantrix guy 50:08.270 --> 50:10.570 is still there so we get rid of him 50:10.570 --> 50:12.570 but it was because of that 50:12.570 --> 50:14.310 that that just it was there 50:14.310 --> 50:16.410 to prove to me without a shadow 50:16.410 --> 50:17.950 of a doubt that this stuff is real 50:17.950 --> 50:19.750 because you know before I could have said 50:19.750 --> 50:21.590 well maybe it was my imagination but 50:21.590 --> 50:23.810 this was real and immediately 50:23.810 --> 50:25.210 he got rid of that stuff 50:25.210 --> 50:28.030 asthma went away, body intestine stopped 50:28.030 --> 50:29.090 you know all that stuff stopped 50:29.090 --> 50:30.570 just like boom like that 50:30.570 --> 50:32.310 so I think it meant that 50:32.310 --> 50:34.410 it was meant to happen in order to get me to 50:34.410 --> 50:36.010 get an initiation 50:36.010 --> 50:39.370 an initiation, I mean even if it was real 50:39.370 --> 50:40.730 because after that 50:40.730 --> 50:42.810 then there was no doubt in my mind 50:42.810 --> 50:43.930 and it was from that point 50:44.410 --> 50:46.190 that I had my sort of aha moment 50:46.190 --> 50:48.310 that people talk about that I thought would never happen to me 50:49.390 --> 50:50.470 where I thought that's it 50:50.470 --> 50:51.790 that's what I'm supposed to do 50:51.790 --> 50:54.610 I'm here to get rid of that crap 50:55.290 --> 50:56.570 out of people's fields 50:56.570 --> 50:58.010 so that they can be free because 50:58.510 --> 50:59.610 it's it's horrific 50:59.610 --> 51:02.290 I mean you can meet Dr Charles 51:02.290 --> 51:04.090 Dr Amon's book I think it's in his book 51:04.090 --> 51:05.970 he took this he told me I think probably 51:05.970 --> 51:07.890 it's in the book I don't know but he was talking 51:07.890 --> 51:09.750 about even just this thing with transgender 51:10.250 --> 51:12.290 he had a guy come to see him 51:12.290 --> 51:14.070 who was just at the point 51:14.070 --> 51:16.110 of cutting his bits off you know he wanted 51:16.110 --> 51:17.630 to be a he thought he was a woman 51:17.630 --> 51:20.030 and in all this kind of stuff he put him 51:20.030 --> 51:21.870 into a trance they find out that 51:21.870 --> 51:24.090 it's a dead lady a very sort of 51:24.090 --> 51:25.590 alpha female lady 51:25.590 --> 51:27.350 that's come into his field 51:27.350 --> 51:29.450 and is living vicariously 51:29.450 --> 51:31.510 through him and doesn't like having 51:31.510 --> 51:33.550 a pee pee there once it 51:33.550 --> 51:35.530 cut off so it can so she could she 51:35.530 --> 51:36.770 this you know dead 51:37.730 --> 51:39.030 entity can actually 51:39.590 --> 51:41.390 live in this poor guy's body 51:41.390 --> 51:43.530 got rid of her guy had 51:43.530 --> 51:45.610 no desire whatsoever to put a dress on 51:45.610 --> 51:47.370 little and cut his pee pee off so 51:47.370 --> 51:49.450 you know interesting stuff 51:49.450 --> 51:51.830 so I'd like to add 51:51.830 --> 51:52.490 to that 51:52.490 --> 51:53.510 hmm 51:55.050 --> 51:55.690 well 51:56.190 --> 51:57.930 when I when I went to 51:58.310 --> 52:00.410 Egypt and I was narrating 52:00.410 --> 52:02.710 a documentary on the Ark of the Covenant 52:02.710 --> 52:04.510 it was which in 52:04.510 --> 52:06.470 itself it's like I got the great pyramid 52:06.470 --> 52:08.330 to myself how many people can say that 52:08.330 --> 52:09.950 and I'm Egyptian Greek 52:10.410 --> 52:12.330 so it was 52:12.330 --> 52:14.290 my first job after getting hit 52:14.290 --> 52:15.650 by an SUV 52:16.650 --> 52:17.930 and I 52:18.370 --> 52:19.670 if you have a trauma 52:19.670 --> 52:22.130 there's fishers there's 52:22.130 --> 52:23.390 you know and who knows 52:23.390 --> 52:25.770 what in past lives 52:25.770 --> 52:27.510 in I've had a couple past lives 52:27.510 --> 52:29.630 in Egypt so I ended 52:29.630 --> 52:31.270 up picking up 52:31.270 --> 52:33.630 one I was in the pyramids which is full 52:33.630 --> 52:35.670 of mold which I only realize later 52:35.670 --> 52:37.290 but I took 52:37.290 --> 52:39.590 a doll in those 52:39.590 --> 52:41.650 back in the day they used to bury 52:41.650 --> 52:43.910 the servants alive 52:43.910 --> 52:45.730 with the pharaoh and 52:45.730 --> 52:47.550 then they infused 52:47.550 --> 52:49.610 psychic powers into these little 52:49.610 --> 52:51.290 clay dolls like Shepti 52:51.290 --> 52:53.890 they're called Shepti, S-H-E-P-T-I 52:53.890 --> 52:54.970 when I was 52:54.970 --> 52:57.050 in one of the tombs 52:57.050 --> 52:58.710 which I had a bad vibe 52:59.650 --> 53:01.270 I became like Frodo 53:01.270 --> 53:03.510 like the fixer was like you can have 53:03.510 --> 53:04.610 these dolls and I was like 53:05.460 --> 53:07.050 precious and I took 53:07.050 --> 53:09.470 two of them and one of them 53:09.470 --> 53:10.990 I gave to the 53:11.340 --> 53:12.910 Bruce Burgess the director 53:13.570 --> 53:15.650 and I kept one of them 53:15.650 --> 53:17.370 and then that night 53:17.970 --> 53:19.230 I started dreaming 53:19.230 --> 53:21.550 which I've never dreamt 53:21.550 --> 53:22.710 in Arabic and I heard 53:23.410 --> 53:25.510 which means leave her 53:25.510 --> 53:27.570 and Shepsut which was 53:27.570 --> 53:29.630 not a very nice pharaoh 53:29.630 --> 53:31.150 but when I came back 53:31.150 --> 53:33.190 to the United States 53:34.410 --> 53:35.010 basically 53:36.110 --> 53:37.310 sorry sorry 53:37.310 --> 53:39.330 so it came up on my screen I'm so sorry carry on 53:39.330 --> 53:41.970 basically I ended up 53:41.970 --> 53:42.850 having to 53:44.070 --> 53:44.970 I did 53:44.970 --> 53:45.790 more than one 53:45.790 --> 53:48.270 to get rid of this entity 53:48.270 --> 53:50.210 I developed a very bizarro 53:50.670 --> 53:52.410 cough I was not 53:52.410 --> 53:54.450 sleeping like I was working on 53:54.450 --> 53:55.930 the set of Catwoman 53:56.510 --> 53:58.470 the reshoots and Warner Brothers 53:58.470 --> 54:00.690 and Burbank and I would fall asleep 54:00.690 --> 54:02.830 at 7.30 and have to wake up at 8.30 54:02.830 --> 54:04.170 I still had a metal rod 54:04.650 --> 54:06.570 in my leg and I didn't know 54:06.570 --> 54:08.230 what the F was going on 54:08.830 --> 54:09.430 and then 54:10.670 --> 54:11.890 I ended up 54:11.890 --> 54:13.690 going to see a doctor 54:13.690 --> 54:14.590 on the PCH 54:15.090 --> 54:17.250 whose name was Dr. Ohm 54:17.250 --> 54:19.450 and he said I said I don't know 54:19.450 --> 54:21.390 maybe I'm stressed because I'm taking care 54:21.390 --> 54:23.230 of this director and 54:23.230 --> 54:25.130 he goes oh you're taking care of more than 54:25.910 --> 54:26.410 director 54:27.870 --> 54:29.490 he saw an entity that 54:29.490 --> 54:31.430 was attached but it took a few times 54:31.430 --> 54:33.350 like you to get rid 54:33.350 --> 54:35.370 of it and again one has 54:35.370 --> 54:36.650 to be very discerning 54:36.650 --> 54:38.590 and that's why I 54:38.590 --> 54:39.910 you know I don't drink 54:39.910 --> 54:40.670 I mean I 54:40.670 --> 54:44.370 this is my temple and I also 54:44.370 --> 54:46.770 know that there's more entities 54:46.770 --> 54:47.410 I believe 54:47.410 --> 54:49.410 than ever and I'll say 54:49.410 --> 54:51.030 also one more thing 54:51.030 --> 54:53.470 that with the ventilators 54:53.470 --> 54:56.250 when the ventilators first came out 54:56.250 --> 54:58.750 that covered transhumanism 54:58.750 --> 54:59.170 I was like 54:59.170 --> 55:00.870 first of all hella creepy 55:00.870 --> 55:03.330 and I later looked at 55:03.330 --> 55:05.210 who actually instituted 55:05.210 --> 55:06.530 because they were instituted 55:06.530 --> 55:08.670 during the fomite phase 55:09.150 --> 55:11.170 and under the guise of protecting 55:11.170 --> 55:13.290 the first responders which we know 55:13.290 --> 55:15.330 faded but yet they 55:15.330 --> 55:16.750 continue with their protocols 55:17.110 --> 55:19.330 so when I saw the ventilators 55:19.330 --> 55:21.310 I was like okay this is a way 55:21.310 --> 55:22.850 they're experimenting with keeping 55:22.850 --> 55:24.770 people mechanically alive 55:24.770 --> 55:26.890 because we're batteries but too 55:26.890 --> 55:29.310 if you die and it's 55:29.310 --> 55:30.870 not a conscious death you're on a 55:30.870 --> 55:32.770 fucking miasma of drugs 55:32.770 --> 55:35.070 and what is going on 55:35.070 --> 55:36.830 well all those people who died 55:36.830 --> 55:38.790 they're in the bardo they don't know what the fuck 55:38.790 --> 55:40.570 is going on so now we have more 55:40.570 --> 55:42.730 discarnate souls that can glom 55:42.730 --> 55:45.230 off via the fentanyl via the booze 55:45.750 --> 55:46.810 that's my theory 55:47.310 --> 55:48.970 could be yeah no I 55:48.970 --> 55:50.730 I can believe and I also think 55:50.730 --> 55:52.750 I think that there's various stories about 55:52.750 --> 55:54.790 them opening portals you know 55:54.790 --> 55:56.250 this whole thing with CERN and all that 55:56.250 --> 55:58.410 I think what they're doing is they're opening 55:58.410 --> 56:00.530 portals into the lower fourth dimension 56:01.430 --> 56:01.930 and 56:01.930 --> 56:04.250 those creatures are coming through 56:04.250 --> 56:05.910 there was a whole story in the Congo 56:06.410 --> 56:08.130 when they opened the portal 56:08.130 --> 56:10.310 in the Congo and you know these two tribes 56:10.310 --> 56:11.810 I forget the differences whatever 56:11.810 --> 56:13.890 but they just started hacking at each other 56:13.890 --> 56:15.710 a bit like there's another one 56:16.690 --> 56:18.050 there's another one in Africa as well 56:18.050 --> 56:20.050 but anyway but they've literally these tribes 56:20.050 --> 56:21.650 just started to hack at each other 56:21.650 --> 56:24.030 because these demons had come in 56:24.030 --> 56:26.210 and just taken over these people 56:26.210 --> 56:28.250 and then they were just hacking each other 56:28.250 --> 56:30.130 to death I mean it's really horrific 56:30.130 --> 56:31.890 this is a reason 56:32.990 --> 56:33.510 sorry 56:34.510 --> 56:36.410 I do think that there are 56:36.410 --> 56:38.770 for various reasons there are more 56:38.770 --> 56:40.570 and people have less 56:41.270 --> 56:42.310 ability to 56:42.310 --> 56:44.710 to keep them off antidepressants 56:44.710 --> 56:47.210 look half of America's antidepressants 56:47.210 --> 56:48.610 what does an antidepressant do 56:48.610 --> 56:50.250 it takes away that 56:50.250 --> 56:51.730 protection which is why 56:51.730 --> 56:53.950 if you look at the small print in the little 56:53.950 --> 56:55.790 packet you get of your antidepressants 56:55.790 --> 56:57.530 it says may cause suicide 56:57.530 --> 56:59.810 well what wants you to commit 56:59.810 --> 57:01.590 suicide a demonic 57:01.590 --> 57:04.190 entity right so what happens is 57:04.190 --> 57:05.730 you take the antidepressants it's got 57:05.730 --> 57:07.870 God knows what in it a bit like 57:07.870 --> 57:09.750 drinking alcohol or taking a lot of drugs 57:09.750 --> 57:10.930 and so on your 57:10.930 --> 57:13.390 your light protection is gone 57:13.950 --> 57:15.770 and poof the entities come in 57:15.770 --> 57:17.910 next thing you know I mean you lost your grandmother 57:17.910 --> 57:19.830 I mean you're a bit depressed and so you had some pills 57:19.830 --> 57:21.850 next thing you know you're slitting your 57:21.850 --> 57:22.890 own throat it's like 57:24.150 --> 57:25.590 the very slow 57:25.590 --> 57:27.310 you know what I mean 57:27.850 --> 57:29.390 that's how it goes 57:29.390 --> 57:31.830 because the suicide rate 57:31.830 --> 57:33.930 is through the roof for multiple reasons but one 57:33.930 --> 57:34.690 of them is that 57:34.690 --> 57:37.270 is that these types of 57:38.910 --> 57:40.450 drugs are causing it 57:40.450 --> 57:41.710 they knew it 57:41.710 --> 57:43.590 that in 2020 they 57:43.590 --> 57:45.590 created a suicide hotline 57:45.590 --> 57:47.830 a suicide number like whatever 57:47.830 --> 57:49.670 911 they I don't know what 57:49.670 --> 57:51.590 the number is but there is one now 57:51.590 --> 57:53.630 for suicide and they 57:53.630 --> 57:55.530 banked on that but if someone is in 57:55.530 --> 57:56.890 confusion and not 57:56.890 --> 57:59.490 self-mastering themselves and 57:59.490 --> 58:01.570 allowing and you know 58:01.570 --> 58:03.630 since we did the session Helen 58:04.550 --> 58:05.190 I 58:06.090 --> 58:07.590 before I met 58:07.590 --> 58:09.490 Snuffy I was 58:09.490 --> 58:10.650 seeing the 333 58:11.530 --> 58:13.710 and he has a tattooed on him 58:13.710 --> 58:15.590 and so it's not 58:15.590 --> 58:17.530 like I'm copying him I had 58:17.530 --> 58:19.390 my own and now I live 58:19.390 --> 58:20.910 around the corner from a building 58:21.340 --> 58:23.370 with 333 well 58:23.370 --> 58:25.350 one of the last times that 58:25.350 --> 58:26.890 I saw him he 58:27.460 --> 58:29.210 shared with me Tucker 58:29.210 --> 58:31.390 Carlson had this guy 58:31.390 --> 58:33.590 Colin Latt or Colin Flynn 58:33.590 --> 58:35.310 and he talked about 58:35.310 --> 58:36.050 Koran Zen 58:37.050 --> 58:38.910 is because 333 58:39.460 --> 58:41.690 represents the higher intelligence 58:41.690 --> 58:43.470 but of course there's always a 58:43.470 --> 58:45.130 negative aspect so 58:45.130 --> 58:46.890 Koran Zen is 58:46.890 --> 58:48.950 associated with 333 so 58:48.950 --> 58:50.310 he's showing me this 58:50.310 --> 58:51.970 before I did the ceremony 58:52.970 --> 58:53.350 and 58:54.370 --> 58:55.130 it's 58:55.130 --> 58:58.330 the demon of hallucinations and he's 58:59.190 --> 59:00.890 injecting cocaine inside 59:00.890 --> 59:02.850 of him and now it's 59:02.850 --> 59:04.270 gone into the every time 59:04.270 --> 59:06.930 there's delusions and hallucinations 59:06.930 --> 59:08.650 and I'm wondering 59:08.650 --> 59:10.830 what the fuck is allowing you 59:10.830 --> 59:12.630 to harm yourself you're not like 59:12.630 --> 59:14.550 some stupid American schmo 59:14.550 --> 59:15.650 you're a very 59:16.490 --> 59:18.590 what's causing you to 59:18.590 --> 59:20.330 inject this 59:20.330 --> 59:22.350 inside of you and then more and more 59:22.350 --> 59:24.590 so when I the second time I did 59:24.590 --> 59:26.690 the ceremony over 3 days 59:26.690 --> 59:28.690 I very clearly saw 59:28.690 --> 59:29.750 the 59:30.610 --> 59:32.710 dark forces intervening 59:32.710 --> 59:33.430 in 59:33.430 --> 59:36.470 his life in the connection also 59:36.470 --> 59:38.430 the twin flame is like 59:38.430 --> 59:40.390 and is the figure 8 59:40.390 --> 59:42.410 what I saw was when 59:42.410 --> 59:43.390 8 59:43.390 --> 59:45.370 half of 8 is 3 59:45.370 --> 59:47.670 888 is also actually 59:48.390 --> 59:50.070 came to be known as Jesus 59:50.070 --> 59:51.750 but it's infinity 59:52.350 --> 59:52.670 and 59:52.670 --> 59:56.550 the actual if you break it down 59:56.550 --> 59:57.730 is 888 59:58.190 --> 01:00:00.690 and so I saw 233 01:00:00.690 --> 01:00:02.190 3 is being reunited 01:00:02.190 --> 01:00:04.290 and severed because I do believe 01:00:04.290 --> 01:00:06.130 I mean twin flames is so 01:00:06.130 --> 01:00:07.950 misconstrued that people think it's like 01:00:07.950 --> 01:00:09.150 romance and Disney 01:00:11.630 --> 01:00:13.970 wish a twin flame journey on your 01:00:13.970 --> 01:00:15.870 worst enemy and only people who are 01:00:15.870 --> 01:00:18.090 soul developed it's not 01:00:18.090 --> 01:00:19.750 everybody that even gets to 01:00:19.750 --> 01:00:21.390 meet so 01:00:21.950 --> 01:00:23.690 this 333 demon 01:00:23.690 --> 01:00:25.430 was going to tell you something 01:00:26.410 --> 01:00:27.690 that I'm 01:00:27.690 --> 01:00:29.810 actively witnessing it 01:00:29.810 --> 01:00:31.830 and I can't do anything 01:00:31.830 --> 01:00:33.770 about it but when we you and I did 01:00:33.770 --> 01:00:35.710 our session and I saw 01:00:35.710 --> 01:00:37.950 a demon it was a purple 01:00:37.950 --> 01:00:38.550 purple 01:00:39.250 --> 01:00:41.010 eyed and then so I'm like 01:00:41.010 --> 01:00:42.750 I'm gonna go and look what this 01:00:42.750 --> 01:00:44.550 Koran's and look like this is there 01:00:44.550 --> 01:00:46.130 any rendition where he's purple 01:00:46.130 --> 01:00:48.070 and sure enough 01:00:48.690 --> 01:00:49.690 he was 01:00:50.410 --> 01:00:51.450 but it's 01:00:52.730 --> 01:00:55.090 it's a real thing but it's so 01:00:55.090 --> 01:00:57.110 fucking out there to 01:00:57.110 --> 01:00:59.490 if someone's not in control 01:00:59.490 --> 01:01:01.310 so more and more I am 01:01:01.310 --> 01:01:02.950 seeing the demonic forces 01:01:02.950 --> 01:01:04.890 is dictating 01:01:04.890 --> 01:01:06.710 and I'm just holding 01:01:06.710 --> 01:01:08.670 love because I actually really 01:01:08.670 --> 01:01:10.570 care about this man's soul but 01:01:10.570 --> 01:01:12.330 I'm not but it has 01:01:12.670 --> 01:01:14.670 has free will right 01:01:14.670 --> 01:01:16.670 he needs to 01:01:16.670 --> 01:01:18.970 seek help himself there are 01:01:18.970 --> 01:01:21.050 things that one can do 01:01:21.050 --> 01:01:22.650 I'll give you an example of it but 01:01:24.070 --> 01:01:24.950 before I 01:01:24.950 --> 01:01:26.770 say that every single 01:01:26.770 --> 01:01:28.790 person that's addicted and I'm sorry 01:01:28.790 --> 01:01:30.630 to hear that someone just said their brother committed suicide 01:01:31.850 --> 01:01:32.670 I'm sorry 01:01:32.670 --> 01:01:34.390 okay I can talk about that in a minute but 01:01:34.390 --> 01:01:36.410 okay but yeah really that's not good but 01:01:36.410 --> 01:01:38.670 but the um I've lost my track 01:01:38.670 --> 01:01:40.590 distracted by this thing 01:01:40.590 --> 01:01:42.570 he needs to seek help 01:01:42.570 --> 01:01:44.390 but what if he's not running the show anymore 01:01:44.390 --> 01:01:46.610 no well that's the thing he's not but I would 01:01:46.610 --> 01:01:48.350 say that every addict 01:01:48.950 --> 01:01:50.670 doesn't matter whether it's cigarettes 01:01:50.670 --> 01:01:52.130 and it's a pretty low level 01:01:52.130 --> 01:01:54.530 entity at that level but every 01:01:54.530 --> 01:01:56.250 addict drugs alcohol 01:01:56.250 --> 01:01:58.430 sex you know porn whatever 01:01:58.430 --> 01:02:01.050 there's always an entity present always 01:02:01.590 --> 01:02:02.430 and also 01:02:02.430 --> 01:02:04.790 when someone commits suicide there's always 01:02:04.790 --> 01:02:06.310 an entity egging them on 01:02:07.730 --> 01:02:08.770 because the human 01:02:08.770 --> 01:02:10.910 spirit wouldn't 01:02:10.910 --> 01:02:11.950 wouldn't kill itself 01:02:11.950 --> 01:02:14.290 it can't kill itself but 01:02:14.290 --> 01:02:16.610 but it can't it wouldn't it wouldn't do that 01:02:16.610 --> 01:02:18.270 because it would see the greater picture 01:02:18.270 --> 01:02:20.610 and go well you know if I'm prepared to kill myself 01:02:20.610 --> 01:02:22.130 I may as well just go out to some 01:02:22.130 --> 01:02:24.570 hotspot somewhere where there's a war and help people 01:02:24.570 --> 01:02:26.590 I may as well because I don't care if I live or die 01:02:26.590 --> 01:02:28.010 well they don't do that do they 01:02:28.440 --> 01:02:29.950 they don't do shit they just 01:02:29.950 --> 01:02:31.910 kill themselves and it is a problem 01:02:31.910 --> 01:02:34.350 but there's always an entity 01:02:34.350 --> 01:02:36.490 egging them on and I know that because I've worked 01:02:36.490 --> 01:02:38.910 with people who've had a loved one 01:02:38.910 --> 01:02:40.330 commit suicide and 01:02:40.330 --> 01:02:42.730 we've called them up and we've spoken to them 01:02:42.730 --> 01:02:44.150 and you can see 01:02:44.150 --> 01:02:46.630 that there is an entity there and we get rid of it 01:02:46.630 --> 01:02:48.350 so that they're then free to leave 01:02:48.970 --> 01:02:50.610 but the person has to 01:02:50.610 --> 01:02:52.670 so how do they exercise free will 01:02:52.670 --> 01:02:54.150 Helen when they're not dictating 01:02:54.150 --> 01:02:55.830 I well sorry 01:02:55.830 --> 01:02:57.930 I'll tell you I'll answer that so this is it 01:02:57.930 --> 01:03:00.270 so for this guy that you're talking about 01:03:00.750 --> 01:03:01.950 okay you might say well 01:03:01.950 --> 01:03:03.430 I'm gonna save him okay 01:03:03.430 --> 01:03:05.130 I can't save him I know 01:03:05.830 --> 01:03:07.790 but people do they think they're gonna save him 01:03:07.790 --> 01:03:09.990 I get parents calling me about their kids 01:03:09.990 --> 01:03:10.710 and all this kind of stuff 01:03:10.710 --> 01:03:13.090 now I'll give you an example where it did work 01:03:13.770 --> 01:03:15.570 because I've had parents calling all the time 01:03:15.570 --> 01:03:17.550 you know my little Johnny he's 23 01:03:17.550 --> 01:03:19.570 still living at home he's a junkie he's whatever 01:03:20.150 --> 01:03:21.610 and I work with them but I have no 01:03:21.610 --> 01:03:23.730 because they didn't come to me they don't really want to 01:03:23.730 --> 01:03:25.610 they don't they don't care about quitting 01:03:25.610 --> 01:03:27.570 they just their parents are freaking out 01:03:27.570 --> 01:03:29.530 but there's really not much I can do 01:03:29.530 --> 01:03:31.610 for them unless they really want it 01:03:31.610 --> 01:03:33.510 but what you can do 01:03:33.510 --> 01:03:35.810 this happened one time many many years 01:03:35.810 --> 01:03:37.650 ago when I was really new 01:03:37.650 --> 01:03:39.650 into this business actually but I went 01:03:39.650 --> 01:03:41.670 to some event in England of the people I used 01:03:41.670 --> 01:03:43.510 to work with it's kind of a cult organization 01:03:43.510 --> 01:03:45.550 I used to work with years and years ago 01:03:45.550 --> 01:03:47.570 it was cool there's hundreds of people but anyway 01:03:47.570 --> 01:03:49.710 we got together and I met a guy who I 01:03:49.710 --> 01:03:51.350 had a new baby and he said I'm really worried 01:03:51.350 --> 01:03:53.850 my son is 21 or two or something 01:03:53.850 --> 01:03:55.090 and he's a heroin addict 01:03:55.090 --> 01:03:56.590 and he's been on heroin for five years 01:03:56.590 --> 01:03:58.390 he has tried everything 01:03:58.390 --> 01:04:00.690 he's been to the you know the 01:04:01.510 --> 01:04:03.490 clinics he's tried this he's tried 01:04:03.490 --> 01:04:04.370 that he's gone to 01:04:04.370 --> 01:04:06.190 but in that case he's trying 01:04:06.190 --> 01:04:08.950 and that's the difference so he 01:04:08.950 --> 01:04:11.130 had tried everything he could think of 01:04:11.130 --> 01:04:12.790 and his dad was saying I'm so worried 01:04:12.790 --> 01:04:14.710 because this week the guy is so depressed 01:04:14.710 --> 01:04:17.050 because he can't get rid of this thing 01:04:17.050 --> 01:04:18.430 that's controlling his life 01:04:19.270 --> 01:04:20.910 that I'm scared that he's going to kill himself 01:04:20.910 --> 01:04:22.290 I'm going to shit right okay come on you 01:04:22.290 --> 01:04:23.590 we went and sat in this tent 01:04:24.370 --> 01:04:26.970 come sit down and through 01:04:26.970 --> 01:04:28.870 his dad we called up the son 01:04:28.870 --> 01:04:31.070 saw this big old shitty old 01:04:31.070 --> 01:04:31.470 demon 01:04:32.570 --> 01:04:34.090 in him around him whatever 01:04:34.630 --> 01:04:35.930 I got rid of the demon 01:04:37.250 --> 01:04:38.690 I said well I think 01:04:38.690 --> 01:04:40.090 that's what we can do right 01:04:41.050 --> 01:04:42.650 anyway years went by I never 01:04:42.650 --> 01:04:44.570 it was actually before we had 01:04:44.570 --> 01:04:46.710 you know sort of social media or something 01:04:46.710 --> 01:04:48.610 I didn't want it I lost track of the guy 01:04:48.610 --> 01:04:50.610 anyway and so I didn't hear anything 01:04:50.610 --> 01:04:51.950 for years then one day this was 01:04:52.510 --> 01:04:54.630 maybe five years ago but just before I got 01:04:54.630 --> 01:04:56.450 rid of Facebook completely he 01:04:56.450 --> 01:04:58.650 popped up on Facebook oh hey 01:04:58.650 --> 01:05:00.090 don't forget now I said 01:05:00.090 --> 01:05:02.350 I was a bit nervous about it because I thought 01:05:02.350 --> 01:05:03.890 I hope your son's alright with her 01:05:03.890 --> 01:05:06.230 I said how's your son right 01:05:06.690 --> 01:05:08.630 had no idea he goes do you know 01:05:08.630 --> 01:05:10.690 what Helen he goes it was so weird 01:05:10.690 --> 01:05:12.330 he goes from that weekend on 01:05:12.330 --> 01:05:14.010 he never touched it again 01:05:15.990 --> 01:05:17.690 look I want to 01:05:18.270 --> 01:05:20.150 say that 01:05:20.150 --> 01:05:21.470 he got really close 01:05:22.150 --> 01:05:23.950 snuffy to getting help with the 01:05:23.950 --> 01:05:26.470 asphalt I know and in a moment 01:05:26.470 --> 01:05:27.710 of he said 01:05:28.210 --> 01:05:29.410 I've gone against my 01:05:29.410 --> 01:05:32.210 I've gone against my intuition I want to 01:05:32.210 --> 01:05:34.510 stop this poison and then 01:05:34.510 --> 01:05:36.210 and then turned on me 01:05:36.210 --> 01:05:38.230 and said you're only holding 01:05:38.230 --> 01:05:39.890 on to this car because you don't want 01:05:39.890 --> 01:05:41.670 you don't want to let me go 01:05:41.670 --> 01:05:43.870 and I never had him to let him 01:05:43.870 --> 01:05:44.710 go and I'm not 01:05:44.710 --> 01:05:47.330 accusing me of being a narcissist 01:05:47.810 --> 01:05:48.390 called me 01:05:48.390 --> 01:05:51.830 no but I am very dogged 01:05:51.830 --> 01:05:53.550 I am not everybody else 01:05:53.550 --> 01:05:55.090 I'm very fucking persistent 01:05:55.810 --> 01:05:57.250 I am a persistent chick 01:05:57.770 --> 01:05:59.810 and so what Maryam 01:05:59.810 --> 01:06:02.030 wants is for this man to be free 01:06:02.030 --> 01:06:03.690 and I believe in unconditional 01:06:03.690 --> 01:06:05.650 love and I don't give a fuck 01:06:05.650 --> 01:06:07.610 if people say you can't do it or whatever 01:06:07.610 --> 01:06:09.530 I'm going to try my best because that's what 01:06:10.750 --> 01:06:11.610 I'm seeing 01:06:11.610 --> 01:06:13.850 he reached out he wants help 01:06:13.850 --> 01:06:15.810 but it's not his control 01:06:16.470 --> 01:06:17.470 keep offering 01:06:17.470 --> 01:06:19.550 keep offering the help and one day he'll accept it 01:06:19.550 --> 01:06:21.870 because when you have a powerful entity 01:06:21.870 --> 01:06:23.610 you've got to understand they will do 01:06:23.610 --> 01:06:25.470 everything to stop that 01:06:25.470 --> 01:06:26.130 from happening 01:06:26.130 --> 01:06:29.370 to be in my sacred home and say 01:06:29.370 --> 01:06:31.230 why is it that the only place I don't 01:06:31.230 --> 01:06:32.450 feel peaceful is here 01:06:32.450 --> 01:06:34.850 it's you fucking demon you don't feel 01:06:34.850 --> 01:06:36.290 you don't feel peaceful 01:06:36.630 --> 01:06:38.470 because my 01:06:38.470 --> 01:06:40.410 my place is a Zen sanctuary 01:06:40.410 --> 01:06:42.150 he's called it a Zen sanctuary 01:06:42.150 --> 01:06:44.650 so how do I how you say keep offering 01:06:44.650 --> 01:06:45.970 for help I don't even know where 01:06:46.490 --> 01:06:48.430 he is I'm not going to push 01:06:48.430 --> 01:06:49.430 myself on something 01:06:50.210 --> 01:06:52.750 I've probably told you before but I think you just have to 01:06:52.750 --> 01:06:55.270 the point 01:06:55.270 --> 01:06:57.050 is you cannot save anybody 01:06:57.050 --> 01:06:58.750 the reason I could help 01:06:58.750 --> 01:07:00.190 that young man 01:07:00.850 --> 01:07:01.890 through his father 01:07:01.890 --> 01:07:04.110 through his father's love and good to me 01:07:04.110 --> 01:07:05.930 is because he truly 01:07:05.930 --> 01:07:07.930 had tried everything and I was 01:07:07.930 --> 01:07:10.210 just you know I was sent by the angels 01:07:10.210 --> 01:07:11.230 or whatever or God 01:07:11.230 --> 01:07:13.390 to give him the last bit 01:07:13.650 --> 01:07:14.650 to free him up 01:07:14.650 --> 01:07:17.830 had he made that effort it wouldn't 01:07:17.830 --> 01:07:19.770 have worked and I've tried it since it doesn't 01:07:19.770 --> 01:07:21.550 if they are not absolutely 01:07:21.550 --> 01:07:23.250 if they haven't asked for help 01:07:23.830 --> 01:07:25.110 well he did ask 01:07:25.110 --> 01:07:27.030 he did ask for help and 01:07:27.030 --> 01:07:29.730 because of his own trauma 01:07:29.730 --> 01:07:30.470 and 01:07:31.850 --> 01:07:33.930 it's hard for him to ask for help 01:07:33.930 --> 01:07:35.230 so I can't just 01:07:35.230 --> 01:07:36.810 be a bystander 01:07:36.810 --> 01:07:39.630 and just be okay well he said now that 01:07:40.390 --> 01:07:42.110 he doesn't want me in his life 01:07:42.110 --> 01:07:43.770 and it's like well I can't just 01:07:43.770 --> 01:07:45.290 watch someone that I love 01:07:46.790 --> 01:07:47.310 be 01:07:47.310 --> 01:07:49.690 devoured and not at least 01:07:49.690 --> 01:07:51.810 pray or do something so he does want 01:07:51.810 --> 01:07:53.610 help and I have 01:07:53.610 --> 01:07:54.790 done my own alchemy 01:07:54.790 --> 01:07:56.890 to release 01:07:57.570 --> 01:07:59.110 because if a demon 01:07:59.110 --> 01:08:00.410 or alcohol has 01:08:00.410 --> 01:08:02.810 you know at some point they take 01:08:02.810 --> 01:08:04.090 residence inside of you 01:08:04.090 --> 01:08:06.390 or parasite you know so 01:08:06.390 --> 01:08:08.930 then they need extra divine intervention 01:08:10.070 --> 01:08:10.630 yeah 01:08:10.630 --> 01:08:12.790 yeah they do I mean that's exactly 01:08:12.790 --> 01:08:14.510 what they do if someone starts drinking 01:08:14.510 --> 01:08:16.850 then one day they'll go to the bar 01:08:16.850 --> 01:08:18.890 and something will come home with them 01:08:18.890 --> 01:08:20.870 and if they continue 01:08:20.870 --> 01:08:22.890 to drink to the point where they're 01:08:22.890 --> 01:08:24.690 passing out having you know 01:08:24.690 --> 01:08:26.530 maybe they're not conscious or whatever 01:08:26.530 --> 01:08:28.670 that creature the chances are one 01:08:28.670 --> 01:08:29.690 day it won't leave 01:08:29.690 --> 01:08:32.530 and then that's when you find that you can't stop 01:08:33.570 --> 01:08:34.550 and that's when 01:08:34.550 --> 01:08:36.330 yeah that's when things get really hairy 01:08:36.330 --> 01:08:38.450 because that creature now is running 01:08:38.450 --> 01:08:38.950 the show 01:08:40.490 --> 01:08:42.510 exactly and maybe we can 01:08:42.510 --> 01:08:44.290 take an opportunity to 01:08:44.290 --> 01:08:46.410 explain how these discarnate 01:08:46.410 --> 01:08:48.450 souls glom on that this 01:08:48.450 --> 01:08:50.330 is part of the archonic 01:08:50.330 --> 01:08:52.490 system of 01:08:52.490 --> 01:08:54.570 loosing off of our energy 01:08:54.570 --> 01:08:55.790 and fear 01:08:56.230 --> 01:08:57.510 it doesn't do you think 01:08:57.510 --> 01:08:59.350 someone the other day was like 01:08:59.350 --> 01:09:01.750 trying to tell me that demons are not 01:09:02.310 --> 01:09:03.870 you know it's not necessarily 01:09:05.210 --> 01:09:05.850 malevolent 01:09:06.490 --> 01:09:06.810 and 01:09:06.810 --> 01:09:09.010 but they're trying to experience 01:09:10.230 --> 01:09:11.390 positive demons 01:09:12.650 --> 01:09:14.230 they're called angels or something 01:09:14.230 --> 01:09:15.570 but positive demons 01:09:15.570 --> 01:09:17.810 I don't know about that 01:09:18.210 --> 01:09:20.850 not if they're 01:09:20.850 --> 01:09:22.230 you know it's like in matrix 01:09:22.850 --> 01:09:23.210 cypher 01:09:23.210 --> 01:09:26.550 wants to go and eat the steak 01:09:26.550 --> 01:09:28.530 he wants to go back to the matrix 01:09:29.290 --> 01:09:30.150 for that 01:09:30.150 --> 01:09:32.250 semblance that experience and 01:09:33.670 --> 01:09:35.070 if you're at that point 01:09:35.070 --> 01:09:35.910 where you're 01:09:35.910 --> 01:09:38.410 putting something inside of you that you know 01:09:38.410 --> 01:09:40.130 you're smart enough to know 01:09:40.130 --> 01:09:42.190 and even like 01:09:42.610 --> 01:09:44.790 reading to me like there's 01:09:44.790 --> 01:09:46.910 hey you're at crossroads if you continue 01:09:46.910 --> 01:09:48.670 to do this you might not come back 01:09:48.670 --> 01:09:50.390 like what am I supposed to do just be like 01:09:51.230 --> 01:09:52.110 you know 01:09:53.310 --> 01:09:54.810 you said it you can't 01:09:54.810 --> 01:09:55.510 you can't save him 01:09:55.990 --> 01:09:58.710 if he hasn't got that instinct in him 01:09:59.290 --> 01:10:00.490 to save himself 01:10:01.090 --> 01:10:02.210 there's nothing to be done 01:10:02.210 --> 01:10:04.330 however but you know I'm not saying that 01:10:04.330 --> 01:10:06.130 but he doesn't because sometimes it just takes 01:10:06.130 --> 01:10:08.230 people time to get to that point 01:10:08.230 --> 01:10:09.730 that you can't do it 01:10:09.730 --> 01:10:12.590 you can pray you can ask for 01:10:12.590 --> 01:10:14.310 divine intervention and so on but 01:10:14.990 --> 01:10:16.690 ultimately and it's the same with everybody 01:10:16.690 --> 01:10:18.070 it's like you know 01:10:18.610 --> 01:10:19.070 don't bother 01:10:19.910 --> 01:10:22.450 there's certain things you just can't 01:10:22.450 --> 01:10:23.750 you're not going to affect it 01:10:23.750 --> 01:10:25.710 you're not going to affect the NPCs 01:10:25.710 --> 01:10:28.350 you're not going to have them wake up because they can't 01:10:28.350 --> 01:10:30.070 you're not going to force someone 01:10:30.070 --> 01:10:30.910 to save yourself 01:10:30.910 --> 01:10:33.950 you have to save yourself 01:10:34.510 --> 01:10:36.410 save yourself be an example 01:10:36.410 --> 01:10:38.670 you know emanate 01:10:38.670 --> 01:10:40.170 real positive vibes 01:10:40.690 --> 01:10:42.510 well how about if the demon has 01:10:42.510 --> 01:10:44.430 turned him against me 01:10:44.430 --> 01:10:46.110 that now I'm not trustworthy 01:10:46.650 --> 01:10:47.650 well could be 01:10:47.650 --> 01:10:50.430 no he said I don't trust you 01:10:50.430 --> 01:10:50.810 what 01:10:52.590 --> 01:10:54.430 demons will say anything 01:10:56.650 --> 01:10:58.690 and they do appear to be 01:10:58.690 --> 01:10:59.730 listen 01:10:59.730 --> 01:11:02.390 how many people in the past have called me 01:11:02.390 --> 01:11:04.490 they say oh definitely I've got to work with you 01:11:04.490 --> 01:11:06.510 and I think oh yeah there's something 01:11:06.510 --> 01:11:07.310 dark in there 01:11:07.310 --> 01:11:10.430 and then they don't show up because the car broke down 01:11:10.430 --> 01:11:12.490 or because the internet 01:11:12.490 --> 01:11:13.570 fell apart 01:11:13.570 --> 01:11:15.850 or they just slept through the whole thing 01:11:16.270 --> 01:11:18.270 or you'd be amazed how many times 01:11:18.270 --> 01:11:20.490 but people have to be really consistent 01:11:20.490 --> 01:11:22.710 and really clear that they're going to do it 01:11:22.710 --> 01:11:23.910 because if they're not 01:11:23.910 --> 01:11:26.590 and if the entity is powerful it will take them back 01:11:26.590 --> 01:11:26.990 off track 01:11:26.990 --> 01:11:29.870 oh just you know that crack 01:11:29.870 --> 01:11:31.870 just have one more part 01:11:31.870 --> 01:11:33.110 one more part 01:11:33.110 --> 01:11:34.670 we'll do it tomorrow 01:11:34.670 --> 01:11:36.610 of course 01:11:37.410 --> 01:11:39.250 don't go and see that Marianne woman 01:11:39.250 --> 01:11:40.670 yeah she's not good for you 01:11:40.670 --> 01:11:41.410 no no no 01:11:41.410 --> 01:11:43.750 don't go and see this Helen person either 01:11:43.750 --> 01:11:45.090 because that would be really funny 01:11:45.090 --> 01:11:47.950 yeah I can well believe it 01:11:47.950 --> 01:11:49.390 but you can't change it 01:11:49.390 --> 01:11:50.990 but then it's not really 01:11:50.990 --> 01:11:52.630 what my point is Helen 01:11:52.630 --> 01:11:54.850 then if someone's taken over 01:11:54.850 --> 01:11:57.010 then you're not running the show 01:11:57.010 --> 01:11:58.890 so you might want help 01:11:58.890 --> 01:12:00.110 he does want help 01:12:00.110 --> 01:12:02.350 but something the negativity 01:12:02.350 --> 01:12:03.390 the fear 01:12:03.390 --> 01:12:05.570 so then what 01:12:05.570 --> 01:12:07.350 you can't just stay helpless 01:12:07.350 --> 01:12:09.250 I agree you can't help 01:12:09.250 --> 01:12:10.610 you can't save someone 01:12:10.610 --> 01:12:13.330 but there has to be 01:12:13.330 --> 01:12:14.990 some divine intervention 01:12:14.990 --> 01:12:17.250 I saw how close he got 01:12:17.250 --> 01:12:18.650 and then said 01:12:18.650 --> 01:12:20.550 everything about this is wrong 01:12:21.290 --> 01:12:23.370 and then came to me 01:12:23.370 --> 01:12:24.710 12 hours clean 01:12:25.090 --> 01:12:27.430 he with a fever detoxing 01:12:27.430 --> 01:12:29.250 so of course there was 01:12:29.250 --> 01:12:30.130 the attempt 01:12:31.630 --> 01:12:32.350 and 01:12:33.890 --> 01:12:34.450 I'm not 01:12:34.450 --> 01:12:37.730 I'm not also 01:12:37.730 --> 01:12:40.010 yeah I'm persistent 01:12:40.010 --> 01:12:41.390 what can I say 01:12:42.130 --> 01:12:43.510 just remind yourself 01:12:43.510 --> 01:12:45.810 that we are here 01:12:45.810 --> 01:12:47.590 for a very brief period of time 01:12:48.130 --> 01:12:49.990 and it's not 01:12:49.990 --> 01:12:50.950 really real 01:12:50.950 --> 01:12:53.030 and so 01:12:53.830 --> 01:12:55.910 if he doesn't make it this time 01:12:55.910 --> 01:12:57.450 as you're 01:12:57.450 --> 01:12:57.910 you know 01:12:58.610 --> 01:13:00.150 spiritual of a half whatever 01:13:01.430 --> 01:13:02.790 you know so be it 01:13:04.070 --> 01:13:05.830 it's not about my fantasy 01:13:05.830 --> 01:13:07.850 of wanting to be with him romantically 01:13:07.850 --> 01:13:08.810 it's about 01:13:09.450 --> 01:13:10.970 getting this fucking monkey 01:13:10.970 --> 01:13:13.710 off that's terrorizing him 01:13:13.710 --> 01:13:15.090 and you know 01:13:15.090 --> 01:13:16.890 if everybody says you can't do it 01:13:16.890 --> 01:13:18.350 I'll be like I'll fucking show you 01:13:19.310 --> 01:13:21.270 I'm going against the 01:13:22.030 --> 01:13:22.630 statistics 01:13:23.190 --> 01:13:24.950 in a sense and I do believe 01:13:24.950 --> 01:13:26.370 that a pure 01:13:26.950 --> 01:13:28.570 unconditional love 01:13:29.150 --> 01:13:31.190 so there's a clear distinction 01:13:31.190 --> 01:13:31.890 because I do 01:13:31.890 --> 01:13:34.670 I hear what you're saying and I know you can't save 01:13:34.670 --> 01:13:35.730 someone else 01:13:35.730 --> 01:13:38.090 if you're not in charge then 01:13:38.730 --> 01:13:39.410 you know 01:13:39.410 --> 01:13:42.010 you can ask for divine intervention 01:13:42.010 --> 01:13:44.470 I think that you can focus on that 01:13:44.470 --> 01:13:45.490 because that could 01:13:45.490 --> 01:13:48.490 what he needs is enough clarity 01:13:48.490 --> 01:13:49.710 for enough time 01:13:49.710 --> 01:13:52.650 to be able to seek the right kind of help 01:13:52.650 --> 01:13:54.410 to get this thing going 01:13:54.410 --> 01:13:56.430 so I'd like to read 01:13:56.430 --> 01:13:58.330 a little bit from if it's okay 01:13:58.330 --> 01:13:59.290 from your book 01:14:00.490 --> 01:14:02.390 this is chapter 2 01:14:02.390 --> 01:14:04.690 energy, emotions and the nature 01:14:04.690 --> 01:14:05.470 of reality 01:14:06.450 --> 01:14:08.090 everything is energy 01:14:08.090 --> 01:14:09.950 vibrating at different frequencies 01:14:09.950 --> 01:14:12.330 when you reduce anything to its smallest 01:14:12.330 --> 01:14:14.250 component it becomes a wave 01:14:14.250 --> 01:14:16.610 of energy which only becomes form 01:14:16.610 --> 01:14:18.310 a particle when it is being 01:14:18.310 --> 01:14:20.570 observed this proves that 01:14:20.570 --> 01:14:22.430 we are creating or at least co-creating 01:14:22.430 --> 01:14:24.310 our world by what we see 01:14:24.310 --> 01:14:26.450 consciously or unconsciously with our 01:14:26.450 --> 01:14:28.550 actual eyes or with our inner 01:14:28.550 --> 01:14:30.170 eyes now that 01:14:30.170 --> 01:14:32.630 just that paragraph is also explaining 01:14:32.630 --> 01:14:33.770 quantum 01:14:33.770 --> 01:14:36.850 physics and quantum entanglement 01:14:37.590 --> 01:14:38.530 I don't know 01:14:38.530 --> 01:14:40.670 if you want to add anything to that 01:14:40.670 --> 01:14:42.810 okay energy I'll just read another paragraph 01:14:42.810 --> 01:14:44.610 energy simply is 01:14:44.610 --> 01:14:46.530 it cannot be added or 01:14:46.530 --> 01:14:48.490 destroyed only change from 01:14:48.490 --> 01:14:50.390 one state to another consciousness can 01:14:50.390 --> 01:14:52.010 change energy's frequency 01:14:52.010 --> 01:14:54.510 things are not nearly as solid as we think 01:14:54.510 --> 01:14:55.510 they are 01:14:55.510 --> 01:14:57.650 almost all of ordinary matter 01:14:57.650 --> 01:15:00.310 99.99999% 01:15:00.310 --> 01:15:01.670 of it is space 01:15:01.670 --> 01:15:03.830 which is in fact the sea 01:15:03.830 --> 01:15:06.270 of potentiality 01:15:06.270 --> 01:15:08.130 if you took out all 01:15:08.130 --> 01:15:08.910 of the space 01:15:10.260 --> 01:15:12.490 in our atoms the entire human race 01:15:12.490 --> 01:15:14.630 would fit into the volume of a couple 01:15:14.630 --> 01:15:16.090 of sugar cubes apparently 01:15:16.090 --> 01:15:17.730 this is an extraordinary 01:15:17.730 --> 01:15:20.190 truth when we have been conditioned 01:15:20.190 --> 01:15:21.610 to believe 01:15:21.610 --> 01:15:24.390 in the solidity of this material 01:15:24.390 --> 01:15:24.850 world 01:15:26.090 --> 01:15:27.830 yeah exactly 01:15:27.830 --> 01:15:29.830 so and also 01:15:29.830 --> 01:15:32.130 back to your desire to do this 01:15:32.130 --> 01:15:34.430 thing you emanating 01:15:34.430 --> 01:15:35.670 a high frequency 01:15:35.670 --> 01:15:36.770 of love 01:15:37.730 --> 01:15:38.910 and gratitude 01:15:39.990 --> 01:15:42.030 around somebody like 01:15:42.030 --> 01:15:43.770 that does have an effect 01:15:43.770 --> 01:15:45.310 just in the same way 01:15:45.310 --> 01:15:47.330 hanging around negative people 01:15:47.330 --> 01:15:48.770 makes you ill 01:15:49.750 --> 01:15:51.370 okay because we 01:15:51.370 --> 01:15:53.950 are absorbing all these energies 01:15:53.950 --> 01:15:55.990 all of the time in the same way 01:15:55.990 --> 01:15:58.290 if he's around you 01:15:58.290 --> 01:15:59.710 you can emanate that but you can also 01:15:59.710 --> 01:16:01.590 focus you know because that's how 01:16:01.590 --> 01:16:03.670 energy healing works you can focus your 01:16:03.670 --> 01:16:05.210 attention on him and 01:16:05.660 --> 01:16:07.170 pour that energy 01:16:07.170 --> 01:16:09.290 of divine unconditional 01:16:09.290 --> 01:16:10.670 love into him 01:16:11.150 --> 01:16:13.010 with the intention of raising 01:16:13.010 --> 01:16:13.590 him up 01:16:14.690 --> 01:16:16.510 that for me would be very powerful 01:16:16.510 --> 01:16:18.170 I mean that's how people do these energy 01:16:18.170 --> 01:16:19.190 healing they can hear people 01:16:20.050 --> 01:16:22.430 healing people of cancer or this that and the other 01:16:22.430 --> 01:16:24.690 just by giving them a name and a date 01:16:24.690 --> 01:16:26.570 of birth so and that's how they're 01:16:26.570 --> 01:16:27.630 doing it they're focusing 01:16:27.630 --> 01:16:30.090 love energy from the heart 01:16:31.870 --> 01:16:32.830 also it's 01:16:32.830 --> 01:16:33.690 I wrote the 01:16:34.770 --> 01:16:36.630 spin drift experiment 01:16:36.630 --> 01:16:38.730 and it's not self directed 01:16:38.730 --> 01:16:40.730 selfish like everybody 01:16:40.730 --> 01:16:42.970 stuck on this fucking that I want a romance 01:16:42.970 --> 01:16:44.690 and it's like there's bigger fish 01:16:44.690 --> 01:16:46.710 to fry I also am not willing 01:16:46.710 --> 01:16:47.830 to be left with a 01:16:48.550 --> 01:16:50.230 dumped with a bunch of shit 01:16:50.230 --> 01:16:52.830 and parking tickets 01:16:52.830 --> 01:16:54.490 and tolls 01:16:54.490 --> 01:16:55.930 and car payments 01:16:55.930 --> 01:16:58.790 I'm not willing to do that for a car I've never driven 01:16:58.790 --> 01:16:59.770 call me crazy 01:16:59.770 --> 01:17:02.490 so I'm not okay 01:17:02.490 --> 01:17:04.070 with that and 01:17:04.550 --> 01:17:06.190 that's the whole other subject yeah I mean 01:17:06.190 --> 01:17:07.930 when shitty things happen 01:17:07.930 --> 01:17:09.890 you don't know you can stay 01:17:10.410 --> 01:17:12.330 upset about it or resentful 01:17:13.330 --> 01:17:14.210 but if it's 01:17:14.210 --> 01:17:15.830 something that can't be changed 01:17:17.070 --> 01:17:18.630 sometimes we just have to let it go 01:17:18.630 --> 01:17:20.270 you know we can 01:17:20.270 --> 01:17:22.270 lose our business we can lose 01:17:22.270 --> 01:17:24.270 our money we can lose this we can lose that 01:17:25.290 --> 01:17:26.230 and we can ruin 01:17:26.230 --> 01:17:27.770 our lives you know by 01:17:28.830 --> 01:17:30.190 being upset about it forever 01:17:30.190 --> 01:17:31.810 or we can just go you know what 01:17:32.750 --> 01:17:34.270 except if there's something 01:17:34.270 --> 01:17:36.070 I'm gonna do I can do I'm gonna do it 01:17:36.070 --> 01:17:37.830 but if there's nothing more I'm gonna do 01:17:37.830 --> 01:17:39.030 I'm just gonna accept 01:17:39.510 --> 01:17:41.730 and move on you know 01:17:42.630 --> 01:17:43.110 I've 01:17:44.950 --> 01:17:46.610 done things like that in my life 01:17:46.610 --> 01:17:47.870 where I got stuck on things 01:17:47.870 --> 01:17:49.250 and afterwards 01:17:49.990 --> 01:17:51.610 I had to sort of cut it anyway 01:17:51.610 --> 01:17:53.330 it was a waste of time it's like 01:17:54.130 --> 01:17:55.690 don't ruin yourself 01:17:57.770 --> 01:17:59.310 for this for this stuff 01:17:59.310 --> 01:18:01.570 you have to move on because while 01:18:01.570 --> 01:18:03.470 while you're focusing because you're very powerful 01:18:03.470 --> 01:18:05.310 when you focus your attention 01:18:05.950 --> 01:18:07.930 onto all this negative stuff 01:18:07.930 --> 01:18:09.670 you're not creative 01:18:09.670 --> 01:18:11.850 much better leave that 01:18:11.850 --> 01:18:13.490 intend that it works its way out 01:18:13.490 --> 01:18:15.350 take actions if there are any to be made 01:18:15.350 --> 01:18:17.430 and meanwhile focus your attention on 01:18:17.430 --> 01:18:19.470 well that's what I mean trying to find make 01:18:19.470 --> 01:18:21.550 lemonade out of my lemons not get a 01:18:21.550 --> 01:18:23.510 repossession like people are like just 01:18:23.510 --> 01:18:25.350 get a repo I am the 01:18:25.350 --> 01:18:27.430 fucking poster child for the social 01:18:27.430 --> 01:18:29.450 credit system I do not need any help 01:18:29.890 --> 01:18:31.950 fucking with my credit I'm sorry 01:18:31.950 --> 01:18:33.750 and what if I want to have a car 01:18:33.750 --> 01:18:35.630 in the future why would I 01:18:35.630 --> 01:18:37.130 accept a repo 01:18:37.130 --> 01:18:39.270 for a car I have never driven 01:18:39.270 --> 01:18:41.590 and I have invested $10,000 01:18:41.590 --> 01:18:43.690 about to try to fix the 01:18:43.690 --> 01:18:44.830 situation listen 01:18:45.450 --> 01:18:47.530 I think I think I need to go actually 01:18:47.530 --> 01:18:48.810 in a minute but anyway 01:18:48.810 --> 01:18:51.210 that anger that you're 01:18:51.210 --> 01:18:53.050 feeding that will be something 01:18:53.050 --> 01:18:55.410 you can I can either help 01:18:55.410 --> 01:18:57.570 you with or you can do it yourself just get rid 01:18:57.570 --> 01:18:59.650 of the anger because then you will see 01:18:59.650 --> 01:19:01.870 more clearly anger prevents 01:19:01.870 --> 01:19:03.570 you funnily enough it prevents 01:19:03.570 --> 01:19:05.450 you from connecting to 01:19:05.450 --> 01:19:07.170 inspiration it connects you 01:19:07.170 --> 01:19:09.070 from connecting to the divine 01:19:09.570 --> 01:19:11.390 it takes you off track 01:19:11.390 --> 01:19:13.430 well I want to say though 01:19:13.430 --> 01:19:15.290 that if someone is passionate 01:19:15.290 --> 01:19:17.170 in that moment overall 01:19:17.170 --> 01:19:19.730 I do have it's like it doesn't 01:19:19.730 --> 01:19:21.510 mean that's my holding frequency 01:19:21.510 --> 01:19:23.550 because I'm emotional 01:19:23.550 --> 01:19:25.530 I mean for if I could have money 01:19:25.530 --> 01:19:27.370 for every time someone's I love your passion 01:19:27.370 --> 01:19:29.350 so I want it before you go I want to 01:19:29.350 --> 01:19:31.090 just talk about the 01:19:31.090 --> 01:19:33.510 Hawkins scale in your book 01:19:33.510 --> 01:19:35.270 which I talk a lot about 01:19:35.890 --> 01:19:37.370 David Hawkins introduced 01:19:37.370 --> 01:19:39.370 the system for mapping or ordering 01:19:39.370 --> 01:19:41.450 the levels of consciousness based on muscle 01:19:41.450 --> 01:19:43.310 testing his scale runs 01:19:43.310 --> 01:19:44.610 from zero to a thousand 01:19:44.610 --> 01:19:47.290 where each level corresponds to a particular 01:19:47.290 --> 01:19:49.550 emotion perception and frequency 01:19:49.550 --> 01:19:51.410 importantly 200 is 01:19:51.410 --> 01:19:53.430 the critical threshold between 01:19:53.430 --> 01:19:55.110 destructive dark 01:19:55.110 --> 01:19:57.090 and constructive light 01:19:57.990 --> 01:19:58.990 emotional states 01:19:58.990 --> 01:20:01.350 can you speak a little bit and then you 01:20:01.350 --> 01:20:03.470 have in your book the different 01:20:04.190 --> 01:20:04.690 apathy 01:20:05.320 --> 01:20:07.290 I usually have it 01:20:07.290 --> 01:20:09.210 I was just showing someone the other day because 01:20:09.210 --> 01:20:11.250 I have it on my wall and very 01:20:11.250 --> 01:20:13.190 aware of these states 01:20:13.190 --> 01:20:14.530 can you share a little bit 01:20:14.530 --> 01:20:17.790 yeah well you can see based on what we were just talking about 01:20:17.790 --> 01:20:19.430 you can see where anger is 01:20:19.430 --> 01:20:21.210 it's below that 200 mark 01:20:22.030 --> 01:20:23.030 and so 01:20:23.030 --> 01:20:24.410 if you've got any emotion 01:20:24.410 --> 01:20:26.790 in your field below that 01:20:26.790 --> 01:20:29.090 200 mark you are 01:20:29.090 --> 01:20:30.650 feeding the beast 01:20:31.050 --> 01:20:33.250 you are stopping your own creativity 01:20:33.250 --> 01:20:35.330 you're preventing yourself from really connecting 01:20:35.330 --> 01:20:36.210 to your higher self 01:20:37.150 --> 01:20:39.570 and you are attracting more of the same 01:20:39.570 --> 01:20:41.190 shit quite frankly 01:20:41.190 --> 01:20:42.770 so you know 01:20:42.770 --> 01:20:45.230 that's why I keep saying it's so 01:20:45.230 --> 01:20:46.570 important it doesn't matter 01:20:46.950 --> 01:20:48.670 whether you're right or not 01:20:48.670 --> 01:20:50.010 you are right you can be righteous 01:20:50.010 --> 01:20:51.970 but being righteously angry 01:20:52.410 --> 01:20:53.370 is still angry 01:20:54.830 --> 01:20:56.630 this is what you've got to understand 01:20:56.630 --> 01:20:58.650 it doesn't matter 01:20:58.650 --> 01:21:00.150 whether you're right or not 01:21:00.150 --> 01:21:02.230 that's ego you see ego loves to be right 01:21:02.230 --> 01:21:04.010 so crazy but 01:21:04.610 --> 01:21:05.990 even if we're right 01:21:05.990 --> 01:21:07.830 I'm right I should be hungry 01:21:08.430 --> 01:21:10.770 well okay but then you're still emanating anger 01:21:10.770 --> 01:21:12.650 and then you become under that bar 01:21:12.650 --> 01:21:14.130 and under the bar is 01:21:14.530 --> 01:21:16.910 the realm of the darkness 01:21:16.910 --> 01:21:18.610 it's the realm of the matrix 01:21:18.610 --> 01:21:19.810 and the archons and all that 01:21:20.270 --> 01:21:22.330 and if we're going to get out of this shit 01:21:22.330 --> 01:21:23.350 that we're in as 01:21:24.550 --> 01:21:26.270 individually or as a human race whatever 01:21:26.270 --> 01:21:29.070 I don't have much hope for the whole human race 01:21:29.070 --> 01:21:29.530 but whatever 01:21:30.250 --> 01:21:31.230 individually we can 01:21:31.230 --> 01:21:33.550 we need to raise ourselves out of it 01:21:33.550 --> 01:21:36.890 as righteous or not as we might like 01:21:36.890 --> 01:21:38.150 to be because of our ego 01:21:38.150 --> 01:21:39.410 we have to drop it 01:21:40.750 --> 01:21:42.470 I don't mean to say that we just 01:21:42.470 --> 01:21:45.050 lay back and let people do shit to us 01:21:45.050 --> 01:21:47.050 of course not if you see somebody 01:21:47.050 --> 01:21:48.390 attacking a kid 01:21:49.110 --> 01:21:50.170 raping a child 01:21:50.170 --> 01:21:53.170 get a rock and smash their head 01:21:53.170 --> 01:21:55.070 in that moment that's an appropriate 01:21:55.070 --> 01:21:55.770 response 01:21:55.770 --> 01:21:58.790 but holding on to anger 01:21:58.790 --> 01:22:00.410 and resentment and all this 01:22:00.410 --> 01:22:01.650 shouldn't be that way 01:22:01.650 --> 01:22:03.650 it will hurt you 01:22:03.650 --> 01:22:06.310 also not pressing it down right 01:22:06.310 --> 01:22:08.910 you're not saying negate 01:22:08.910 --> 01:22:09.750 that feeling 01:22:10.870 --> 01:22:12.690 I'm saying take some action 01:22:12.690 --> 01:22:14.930 feel that shitty feeling 01:22:14.930 --> 01:22:15.450 in you 01:22:15.990 --> 01:22:17.830 and go oh it's black 01:22:17.830 --> 01:22:19.790 like tar like goopy crap 01:22:19.790 --> 01:22:21.890 it's in my entire chest whatever it is 01:22:21.890 --> 01:22:23.670 or it's a fireball whatever 01:22:23.670 --> 01:22:26.390 and then just have the light above you 01:22:26.390 --> 01:22:27.830 focus on the light and just 01:22:27.830 --> 01:22:30.510 draw it out of yourself just have it 01:22:30.510 --> 01:22:32.410 be sucked up it take you five minutes to get into 01:22:32.410 --> 01:22:34.490 a nice relaxed state so you can visualize it 01:22:34.490 --> 01:22:36.550 see it and this is the 01:22:36.550 --> 01:22:37.990 point that most people don't realize 01:22:38.690 --> 01:22:39.470 is that 01:22:39.470 --> 01:22:41.430 we have the ability 01:22:41.430 --> 01:22:43.550 to completely change our emotional 01:22:43.550 --> 01:22:45.090 state we think 01:22:45.090 --> 01:22:47.390 because we're feeling it that it's 01:22:47.390 --> 01:22:49.390 real and the end all 01:22:49.390 --> 01:22:50.990 and we have to stay you know 01:22:50.990 --> 01:22:53.090 resentful or righteously angry 01:22:53.090 --> 01:22:54.970 no it feels like crap 01:22:54.970 --> 01:22:56.310 it's not helping anything 01:22:56.310 --> 01:22:58.930 the whole lot needs to be drawn out 01:22:58.930 --> 01:23:01.450 put into the light and transmuted into its opposite 01:23:01.450 --> 01:23:03.390 which as I said in that case 01:23:03.390 --> 01:23:04.750 of anger it's inspiration 01:23:05.470 --> 01:23:06.790 and then you're free 01:23:06.790 --> 01:23:08.930 and then everything starts 01:23:08.930 --> 01:23:09.430 to work 01:23:10.310 --> 01:23:12.310 but you know save yourself 01:23:12.310 --> 01:23:13.710 save yourself 01:23:13.710 --> 01:23:16.070 can we before you go 01:23:16.070 --> 01:23:17.250 can we talk about 01:23:18.310 --> 01:23:19.930 the drama triangle 01:23:19.930 --> 01:23:22.270 and the predatory archetype 01:23:23.510 --> 01:23:25.090 do you have to go now 01:23:25.090 --> 01:23:26.450 no no I can 01:23:26.450 --> 01:23:28.330 my poor husband needs his dinner 01:23:28.330 --> 01:23:29.490 it's just that 01:23:30.470 --> 01:23:32.630 I've got a friend over as well who's probably hungry too 01:23:32.630 --> 01:23:34.670 but because it's whips now 01:23:34.670 --> 01:23:36.890 it's a 635 hit 01:23:36.890 --> 01:23:37.570 okay 01:23:37.570 --> 01:23:39.770 so anyway no it's fine though 01:23:40.470 --> 01:23:42.630 yeah the drama triangle 01:23:42.630 --> 01:23:44.630 well exactly that's one of the 01:23:44.630 --> 01:23:46.070 programs that 01:23:46.370 --> 01:23:47.710 is part of the matrix 01:23:48.530 --> 01:23:50.590 if the matrix is a program 01:23:50.590 --> 01:23:52.910 this is one of the main programs it operates 01:23:52.910 --> 01:23:54.190 it's the victim 01:23:54.190 --> 01:23:56.830 the predator and the savior 01:23:56.830 --> 01:23:58.950 you I think you're the savior 01:23:58.950 --> 01:24:00.690 but we don't need 01:24:00.690 --> 01:24:01.810 to be any of these things 01:24:01.810 --> 01:24:03.570 there are people that have been victimized 01:24:03.570 --> 01:24:05.110 who then become the predator 01:24:05.670 --> 01:24:07.690 and there's victims that are victimized 01:24:07.690 --> 01:24:08.930 who stay the victim 01:24:08.930 --> 01:24:11.690 and there's some victims that become the savior 01:24:11.690 --> 01:24:13.290 which is better I would say 01:24:13.290 --> 01:24:15.030 yes much better to be a savior than the rest 01:24:15.030 --> 01:24:16.370 however look 01:24:17.090 --> 01:24:19.330 if that's a program running society 01:24:19.330 --> 01:24:21.330 if you're a victim well then 01:24:21.330 --> 01:24:23.790 you need predators and saviors 01:24:23.790 --> 01:24:25.450 if you're a predator 01:24:25.450 --> 01:24:27.270 you need victims 01:24:27.730 --> 01:24:29.350 you don't really need a savior but whatever 01:24:29.350 --> 01:24:31.410 and if you're a savior you most certainly 01:24:31.410 --> 01:24:32.710 need predators and victims 01:24:33.350 --> 01:24:35.070 and these things just move around 01:24:35.070 --> 01:24:37.210 people sort of go from one to another to another 01:24:37.210 --> 01:24:37.870 quite often 01:24:38.450 --> 01:24:40.350 but that thing 01:24:40.350 --> 01:24:43.050 is what's running this trauma 01:24:43.050 --> 01:24:45.070 bullshit that we're constantly living 01:24:45.070 --> 01:24:46.750 from generation to generation 01:24:46.750 --> 01:24:49.270 what needs to happen is it needs to be like 01:24:49.270 --> 01:24:50.510 the pyramid you talk to that pyramid 01:24:50.510 --> 01:24:52.670 you have to rise above this 01:24:53.290 --> 01:24:55.250 two-dimensional triangle thing that's just going 01:24:55.250 --> 01:24:57.350 round and round and round 01:24:57.350 --> 01:24:58.750 you have to see it from above and go 01:24:58.750 --> 01:25:01.450 oh I need to stop being 01:25:01.450 --> 01:25:03.530 the savior I need to stop being the victim 01:25:03.530 --> 01:25:04.850 I need to stop being the predator 01:25:04.850 --> 01:25:06.770 won't stop probably but you know what 01:25:06.770 --> 01:25:08.310 because that's like a topic usually 01:25:08.310 --> 01:25:11.250 so they won't stop but we can at least 01:25:12.050 --> 01:25:13.470 withdraw ourselves from this 01:25:13.470 --> 01:25:15.270 program do not participate 01:25:16.830 --> 01:25:17.410 and it's 01:25:17.410 --> 01:25:19.350 difficult for somebody who 01:25:19.350 --> 01:25:20.690 thinks that they are that their 01:25:21.250 --> 01:25:23.150 raison d'etre is to save people 01:25:23.150 --> 01:25:24.610 to be the savior 01:25:24.610 --> 01:25:26.270 it's a tricky one 01:25:26.270 --> 01:25:28.470 I definitely don't think that 01:25:28.470 --> 01:25:30.550 I go through 01:25:30.550 --> 01:25:32.390 lots of things and I see that people 01:25:32.390 --> 01:25:34.450 are allergic to emotions and that 01:25:34.450 --> 01:25:35.830 when I express anger 01:25:35.830 --> 01:25:38.310 or passion it triggers them 01:25:38.310 --> 01:25:40.230 it's not my standing states 01:25:40.230 --> 01:25:42.170 not to say it's not in my field 01:25:42.170 --> 01:25:44.670 but I don't think I'll ever in my life 01:25:44.670 --> 01:25:46.410 deliver something without passion 01:25:46.410 --> 01:25:47.290 it's one of my 01:25:47.290 --> 01:25:49.430 I think passion is good 01:25:49.430 --> 01:25:52.230 but anger and resentment 01:25:52.230 --> 01:25:53.070 and stuff like that 01:25:53.070 --> 01:25:55.890 and righteous anger that stays in the field 01:25:55.890 --> 01:25:56.510 is not good 01:25:57.510 --> 01:25:59.290 I can express passion 01:25:59.730 --> 01:26:02.150 about all the crap that's going on in this world 01:26:02.150 --> 01:26:03.070 if you get me started 01:26:03.070 --> 01:26:06.430 I couldn't get very passionate about it 01:26:06.430 --> 01:26:07.350 but at the same time 01:26:07.850 --> 01:26:09.810 when I see it all now I used to 01:26:09.810 --> 01:26:10.950 I used to get really 01:26:11.410 --> 01:26:12.870 I got on my little high horse 01:26:12.870 --> 01:26:14.950 but now I know 01:26:15.590 --> 01:26:16.950 I quite laugh at it 01:26:16.950 --> 01:26:19.810 it's got to the point that it's so ridiculous 01:26:20.510 --> 01:26:22.890 there are certain things that still 01:26:22.890 --> 01:26:24.110 I see stuff in Gaza 01:26:24.110 --> 01:26:25.190 I can't even look at that 01:26:25.190 --> 01:26:26.710 because it's just too depressing 01:26:26.710 --> 01:26:29.130 it's just too much I just too evil 01:26:29.130 --> 01:26:31.650 it just blows my mind but I know it's happening 01:26:31.650 --> 01:26:33.790 and I just can't really go there 01:26:33.790 --> 01:26:35.110 but for other stuff 01:26:35.110 --> 01:26:37.070 this stupid shit that happens every day 01:26:37.070 --> 01:26:39.430 there's some crazy rubbish that goes on 01:26:39.430 --> 01:26:41.350 I just laugh 01:26:41.350 --> 01:26:43.350 and I get on with my life 01:26:43.350 --> 01:26:45.010 I just focus on my chickens 01:26:45.010 --> 01:26:46.230 and my garden 01:26:46.230 --> 01:26:48.510 and my little people around me 01:26:48.510 --> 01:26:49.910 and my doggies 01:26:49.910 --> 01:26:51.550 and my husband 01:26:52.130 --> 01:26:54.430 it's just the world that I can really 01:26:54.430 --> 01:26:54.910 affect 01:26:54.910 --> 01:26:57.070 and I'm happy 01:26:57.070 --> 01:26:59.770 and I think there's nothing wrong with passion 01:26:59.770 --> 01:27:01.790 like I say if I saw someone attacking a kid 01:27:01.790 --> 01:27:03.570 if I was in Gaza right now 01:27:03.570 --> 01:27:05.170 and I saw those people doing that 01:27:05.170 --> 01:27:07.210 I would kill them if I could 01:27:07.210 --> 01:27:09.730 quite happily out of absolute 01:27:09.730 --> 01:27:11.630 passion for what's right 01:27:12.490 --> 01:27:13.970 however luckily I'm not there 01:27:13.970 --> 01:27:15.430 so okay but I would 01:27:15.770 --> 01:27:18.070 and there are moments to have 01:27:18.070 --> 01:27:19.130 that kind of passion 01:27:19.130 --> 01:27:21.450 but for the rest of the time don't otherwise 01:27:21.450 --> 01:27:23.230 you'll deplete yourself because 01:27:23.790 --> 01:27:25.750 somebody, something around 01:27:25.750 --> 01:27:26.470 will be going 01:27:26.470 --> 01:27:28.390 do it again 01:27:30.350 --> 01:27:32.310 I wanted to ask you 01:27:32.310 --> 01:27:33.970 we had the 01:27:33.970 --> 01:27:35.670 comments going cheese slice 01:27:35.670 --> 01:27:37.470 can you hear me and then 01:27:37.470 --> 01:27:39.670 the numbers dropped to zero 01:27:39.670 --> 01:27:41.910 so I'm wondering if you 01:27:41.910 --> 01:27:43.930 like now what's going on 01:27:43.930 --> 01:27:44.410 do you know 01:27:45.930 --> 01:27:48.030 dropped and now I see no comments 01:27:48.030 --> 01:27:49.430 maybe I did want to talk to you 01:27:49.430 --> 01:27:52.150 I have no idea 01:27:52.150 --> 01:27:53.350 but I saw that 01:27:54.230 --> 01:27:55.990 I saw that the twitter numbers went 01:27:55.990 --> 01:27:56.550 to zero 01:27:57.230 --> 01:27:59.370 but then I went to twitter and you had 01:27:59.370 --> 01:28:01.710 you had a lot of people watching there 01:28:02.190 --> 01:28:03.990 so I don't know why 01:28:03.990 --> 01:28:05.050 the numbers weren't pulling in 01:28:06.270 --> 01:28:08.090 no they came back in though 01:28:08.090 --> 01:28:09.870 we noticed this on one of 01:28:09.870 --> 01:28:11.210 my other shows the other day too 01:28:11.210 --> 01:28:12.650 on twitter 01:28:12.650 --> 01:28:13.990 on twitter specific 01:28:13.990 --> 01:28:17.270 twitter numbers were not reporting correctly 01:28:17.270 --> 01:28:18.190 in stream yard 01:28:18.190 --> 01:28:20.510 so the number that I'm seeing before 01:28:20.510 --> 01:28:22.470 when it was way higher 01:28:22.470 --> 01:28:23.750 is that a twitter number 01:28:23.750 --> 01:28:26.630 what's the number that I'm seeing 01:28:26.630 --> 01:28:27.830 on the stream yard 01:28:28.890 --> 01:28:30.710 well it's mostly twitter 01:28:30.710 --> 01:28:31.550 and some youtube 01:28:33.410 --> 01:28:35.330 we've been talking about stuff 01:28:35.330 --> 01:28:37.070 that's not really allowed to be talked about 01:28:37.070 --> 01:28:39.330 so the whole life is not allowed 01:28:39.330 --> 01:28:41.110 so how about rumble 01:28:41.110 --> 01:28:42.570 it doesn't trust me in telling me 01:28:42.570 --> 01:28:43.990 it doesn't know rumble numbers aren't reporting 01:28:43.990 --> 01:28:45.510 just what you say it's who says it 01:28:45.510 --> 01:28:48.450 sorry? the rumble numbers aren't reported there 01:28:49.070 --> 01:28:50.010 it's not connected 01:28:50.930 --> 01:28:52.070 why is that? 01:28:52.530 --> 01:28:53.510 I don't know it's just 01:28:53.510 --> 01:28:55.790 it's however 01:28:55.790 --> 01:28:58.710 rumble allows stream yard to interface with it 01:28:58.710 --> 01:29:00.470 yeah cheese slice can tell you 01:29:00.470 --> 01:29:02.150 it's not I'm 01:29:02.870 --> 01:29:04.250 like if you're seeing 01:29:04.250 --> 01:29:05.650 if you saw the same thing 01:29:06.190 --> 01:29:07.410 but I just noticed that 01:29:07.410 --> 01:29:09.610 so what the comments don't work anymore 01:29:09.610 --> 01:29:10.610 people can't 01:29:10.610 --> 01:29:12.150 well there just aren't any comments 01:29:13.190 --> 01:29:14.490 there haven't been any comments 01:29:14.490 --> 01:29:17.210 you can ask somebody make a comment just say hi 01:29:17.210 --> 01:29:18.530 if you if you can see this 01:29:18.530 --> 01:29:19.990 and you can make a comment just say hi 01:29:20.450 --> 01:29:21.970 please yes let us 01:29:21.970 --> 01:29:22.390 wait 01:29:24.650 --> 01:29:25.830 alright well whatever 01:29:25.830 --> 01:29:28.150 oh no no there have been a lot of something happen 01:29:28.150 --> 01:29:29.910 yes they why yes I saw them at the beginning 01:29:30.510 --> 01:29:32.450 no yeah something happened the comments 01:29:32.450 --> 01:29:33.370 just aren't showing up 01:29:33.370 --> 01:29:34.910 the comments are still there 01:29:35.750 --> 01:29:37.110 catching shit huh 01:29:37.990 --> 01:29:39.910 you're right the comments are there on 01:29:40.450 --> 01:29:42.290 YouTube they're just not showing up over here 01:29:42.290 --> 01:29:43.810 for some reason hi thank you 01:29:43.810 --> 01:29:45.870 thank you thanks for the 01:29:46.870 --> 01:29:47.910 yeah I 01:29:48.210 --> 01:29:48.470 I 01:29:51.230 --> 01:29:51.750 measure 01:29:52.410 --> 01:29:54.370 rhythm and stuff and I just saw that 01:29:54.370 --> 01:29:56.010 they they went away 01:29:56.010 --> 01:29:58.490 and there were people making comments or asking questions 01:29:58.490 --> 01:30:00.130 to you if anyone 01:30:00.130 --> 01:30:01.710 thank you so 01:30:01.710 --> 01:30:03.770 rumble is working but the other 01:30:03.770 --> 01:30:06.250 both these comments are for rumble I'm sorry 01:30:06.250 --> 01:30:08.150 but I want to I want to check 01:30:08.150 --> 01:30:09.710 with all the fuckery that 01:30:09.710 --> 01:30:10.670 I 01:30:12.930 --> 01:30:14.350 also oh no I just 01:30:14.350 --> 01:30:15.170 no they're just 01:30:15.170 --> 01:30:17.310 just weren't very many comments 01:30:19.010 --> 01:30:20.310 alright so I want to talk 01:30:20.310 --> 01:30:21.750 a little bit more about 01:30:21.750 --> 01:30:24.250 and then I'll let you go have dinner 01:30:27.650 --> 01:30:28.450 one second 01:30:28.450 --> 01:30:29.690 I'm just going through some of the 01:30:29.690 --> 01:30:31.150 notes in my in my book 01:30:33.350 --> 01:30:35.650 by the way I'm happy to come and talk again about 01:30:35.650 --> 01:30:37.470 you know more specific things if you want 01:30:37.470 --> 01:30:39.830 know about all the different types of entities 01:30:39.830 --> 01:30:41.430 or we can talk 01:30:41.430 --> 01:30:43.590 more about giving examples of people 01:30:43.590 --> 01:30:46.050 and how things work or how you get rid of addiction 01:30:46.050 --> 01:30:47.410 I can talk about lots of things 01:30:47.410 --> 01:30:49.130 do these 01:30:50.010 --> 01:30:51.730 do these entities 01:30:51.730 --> 01:30:53.750 have like a physical description 01:30:53.750 --> 01:30:55.850 can you physically describe them 01:30:55.850 --> 01:30:57.030 do they look like something 01:30:57.030 --> 01:30:57.910 you know 01:30:57.910 --> 01:31:00.430 they look like different things no 01:31:00.430 --> 01:31:01.970 are they safe to describe them or 01:31:03.030 --> 01:31:04.330 well real quick 01:31:05.430 --> 01:31:06.330 there's a hierarchy 01:31:06.330 --> 01:31:08.990 they love hierarchies which is why we have the pyramid structures 01:31:08.990 --> 01:31:10.250 here on earth I don't mean the physical 01:31:10.250 --> 01:31:11.570 I mean the CEO 01:31:11.570 --> 01:31:14.650 and the minions going down like this 01:31:14.650 --> 01:31:15.910 with the plebs on the bottom 01:31:15.910 --> 01:31:17.850 but they're the same so they have 01:31:17.850 --> 01:31:19.230 the big guy on the top 01:31:19.230 --> 01:31:21.370 and then you've got 01:31:21.370 --> 01:31:24.570 the white reptilians 01:31:24.570 --> 01:31:26.110 and stuff like this and it all goes down 01:31:26.110 --> 01:31:28.330 but yeah I'd say 01:31:28.330 --> 01:31:29.630 at the top you have 01:31:30.490 --> 01:31:32.510 you'll see the reptilians and I'm sure you've seen 01:31:32.510 --> 01:31:34.650 you know people have drawn pictures of them 01:31:34.650 --> 01:31:36.070 scaly kind of 01:31:36.610 --> 01:31:38.130 creatures very intelligent 01:31:38.130 --> 01:31:39.170 very cunning 01:31:41.190 --> 01:31:42.070 very violent 01:31:42.070 --> 01:31:43.290 very warlike 01:31:44.250 --> 01:31:45.650 no empathy whatsoever 01:31:45.650 --> 01:31:47.230 I mean none of them have empathy of course 01:31:47.230 --> 01:31:49.850 none of these creatures have empathy or love or anything else 01:31:50.490 --> 01:31:52.790 but you've got those and you've also got dragons 01:31:52.790 --> 01:31:54.150 personally I like dragons 01:31:54.610 --> 01:31:57.110 usually you can save a dragon 01:31:57.110 --> 01:31:59.350 if a dragon's gone to the dark side 01:31:59.350 --> 01:32:01.150 it's usually because it got hurt pretty badly 01:32:01.150 --> 01:32:03.130 yeah I'd say quite a few dragons 01:32:03.130 --> 01:32:04.310 I like them sometimes 01:32:04.310 --> 01:32:06.530 if they're all black inside you can't do anything 01:32:06.530 --> 01:32:09.130 but if there's a spark you can usually save a dragon 01:32:09.130 --> 01:32:10.070 I quite like them but anyway 01:32:10.830 --> 01:32:12.150 so you've got these kinds of things 01:32:12.150 --> 01:32:14.130 then you've got this sort of obvious demonic 01:32:14.610 --> 01:32:16.950 things with horns and red eyes 01:32:16.950 --> 01:32:18.470 and all that kind of stuff 01:32:18.470 --> 01:32:20.270 the gargoyle type creatures 01:32:20.270 --> 01:32:23.030 and stuff like this but everything that you hear about 01:32:23.030 --> 01:32:23.510 in 01:32:24.270 --> 01:32:26.710 you know children's tales or whatever it is 01:32:26.710 --> 01:32:27.350 you know 01:32:27.350 --> 01:32:30.870 the people will see that and they go down like this 01:32:30.870 --> 01:32:32.450 and then there's 01:32:32.450 --> 01:32:34.270 the human entities of course 01:32:34.270 --> 01:32:35.550 which are dead people 01:32:35.550 --> 01:32:37.710 and sometimes it's a bit like 01:32:38.270 --> 01:32:39.890 you know the Russian dolls 01:32:39.890 --> 01:32:42.270 you can have a discarner entity 01:32:42.270 --> 01:32:44.370 which is an ex-human being 01:32:44.370 --> 01:32:46.130 who's got an entity in them 01:32:46.130 --> 01:32:48.450 which is why they're trapped in this level of tension 01:32:48.450 --> 01:32:49.650 and then 01:32:49.650 --> 01:32:51.610 so you can go back 01:32:51.610 --> 01:32:53.890 and clear out entities from 01:32:54.450 --> 01:32:55.310 dead people 01:32:55.310 --> 01:32:57.250 and let them be free 01:32:58.490 --> 01:33:00.070 I've talked another time about these things 01:33:00.070 --> 01:33:00.690 it's kind of interesting 01:33:00.690 --> 01:33:03.810 it's helping them in the bardo because they're stuck 01:33:04.450 --> 01:33:05.450 oh they're totally stuck 01:33:05.450 --> 01:33:07.770 I've helped lots of people get free from the bardo 01:33:07.770 --> 01:33:10.470 yeah there's lots of people that are stuck 01:33:10.470 --> 01:33:11.570 in bardo 01:33:11.570 --> 01:33:14.350 and there's usually because it's some trauma 01:33:14.350 --> 01:33:15.610 or some sort of entity 01:33:16.170 --> 01:33:16.610 attachment 01:33:17.410 --> 01:33:19.190 and anyway it goes down like this 01:33:19.190 --> 01:33:21.110 and there's all kinds of other entities that people see 01:33:21.110 --> 01:33:22.670 there's the one with the black hood 01:33:22.670 --> 01:33:23.910 you don't see the face 01:33:23.910 --> 01:33:25.950 you can see the red eyes 01:33:26.850 --> 01:33:27.710 shadow people 01:33:28.730 --> 01:33:31.530 the one with the black cloak 01:33:31.530 --> 01:33:33.650 and the one you see on the scary movies 01:33:33.650 --> 01:33:35.010 with the black cloak 01:33:35.010 --> 01:33:37.790 and then you know people will see 01:33:38.430 --> 01:33:39.450 all kinds of things 01:33:39.450 --> 01:33:40.810 and then there's all kinds of creatures 01:33:41.510 --> 01:33:43.230 and as you come down to the bottom 01:33:43.230 --> 01:33:45.490 on the bottom scale you'll see all kinds of things 01:33:45.490 --> 01:33:45.870 like 01:33:45.870 --> 01:33:47.470 the most 01:33:47.470 --> 01:33:50.470 the most often are blobs 01:33:50.470 --> 01:33:52.650 they're kind of like amoeba 01:33:53.370 --> 01:33:54.910 they're not intelligent 01:33:54.910 --> 01:33:55.730 they just feed 01:33:56.530 --> 01:33:57.090 loads 01:33:57.970 --> 01:34:00.130 most people I'd say have some blobs 01:34:00.130 --> 01:34:03.090 they've got any kind of issue 01:34:03.090 --> 01:34:05.090 with these blobs that just suck around to people 01:34:05.090 --> 01:34:05.650 and just feed 01:34:05.650 --> 01:34:07.430 not intelligent whatever 01:34:07.430 --> 01:34:09.310 I see a lot of those 01:34:09.310 --> 01:34:11.230 or you'll see things like 01:34:11.230 --> 01:34:13.350 octopus now they can be really horrible 01:34:14.870 --> 01:34:15.350 because 01:34:15.350 --> 01:34:17.710 they kind of get their little tentacles in various organs 01:34:17.710 --> 01:34:19.430 and cause a lot of sickness and stuff as well 01:34:19.430 --> 01:34:21.630 can I ask you a question? Have you seen Helen 01:34:22.130 --> 01:34:22.610 an 01:34:23.790 --> 01:34:24.270 overlap 01:34:25.410 --> 01:34:26.910 between actual parasites 01:34:26.910 --> 01:34:28.250 and entities? 01:34:28.670 --> 01:34:30.830 yes I think that there is 01:34:30.830 --> 01:34:32.090 I do think that there is 01:34:32.090 --> 01:34:33.350 I think that the physical 01:34:34.390 --> 01:34:36.310 when someone's riddled with parasites 01:34:36.310 --> 01:34:38.490 is symptomatic of something 01:34:38.490 --> 01:34:39.110 on the outside 01:34:39.110 --> 01:34:41.590 I think that they are connected 01:34:42.450 --> 01:34:44.350 but also there's 01:34:44.350 --> 01:34:44.810 just one more 01:34:47.550 --> 01:34:48.270 there's the 01:34:49.270 --> 01:34:49.850 insectoids 01:34:49.850 --> 01:34:51.550 the insectoids 01:34:51.550 --> 01:34:52.590 they're sort of like 01:34:54.210 --> 01:34:55.270 prey mantis 01:34:55.270 --> 01:34:57.490 the amantic beings 01:34:57.490 --> 01:34:59.210 they're standing upright like a man 01:34:59.210 --> 01:35:02.130 and they have a proboscis 01:35:02.130 --> 01:35:03.310 which goes into the back 01:35:03.310 --> 01:35:05.910 of the skull there 01:35:05.910 --> 01:35:07.010 sprays into 01:35:07.010 --> 01:35:08.630 the central nervous system 01:35:09.190 --> 01:35:10.690 I've seen quite a few of those 01:35:10.690 --> 01:35:13.330 they're not nice at all 01:35:13.330 --> 01:35:14.310 I don't think they ever 01:35:14.310 --> 01:35:17.150 they don't have any light in them 01:35:17.150 --> 01:35:19.110 some of the reptilians have light in them 01:35:19.110 --> 01:35:19.590 and can be 01:35:19.590 --> 01:35:21.130 like David Ike 01:35:21.130 --> 01:35:23.150 I think David Ike is a 01:35:23.150 --> 01:35:24.110 reptilian 01:35:27.390 --> 01:35:29.570 I think he's a reptilian 01:35:29.570 --> 01:35:30.450 gone rogue 01:35:30.450 --> 01:35:32.290 have you ever seen him before 01:35:32.970 --> 01:35:34.010 look at him again 01:35:34.010 --> 01:35:35.370 and see if he looks like a lizard 01:35:35.370 --> 01:35:37.390 well he's getting a bit old before 01:35:38.350 --> 01:35:38.830 maybe 01:35:40.710 --> 01:35:42.590 there are good ones of course 01:35:42.590 --> 01:35:44.210 there are good dragons 01:35:44.210 --> 01:35:45.250 there are good reptilians 01:35:46.630 --> 01:35:47.890 the other creatures 01:35:48.450 --> 01:35:49.650 there's not a good 01:35:50.490 --> 01:35:50.970 dark 01:35:51.750 --> 01:35:53.770 why do you ask because cheese slice 01:35:55.670 --> 01:35:56.630 any reason 01:35:57.610 --> 01:35:58.890 I don't know if you want to say 01:35:59.370 --> 01:36:00.370 what was the question 01:36:02.230 --> 01:36:03.110 what's the reason 01:36:03.110 --> 01:36:04.690 you ask is there any personal 01:36:04.690 --> 01:36:06.270 do you know anyone who may be 01:36:06.890 --> 01:36:07.890 maybe run by 01:36:07.890 --> 01:36:10.790 I'm just curious because you're describing 01:36:11.350 --> 01:36:12.130 these entities 01:36:12.130 --> 01:36:14.350 I just want to know can you actually see them 01:36:14.350 --> 01:36:17.090 the people that I'm working with 01:36:17.090 --> 01:36:18.590 the people that I work with are just 01:36:18.590 --> 01:36:20.510 normal people they're not psychic 01:36:20.510 --> 01:36:22.690 they're not anything but once you're in a trance state 01:36:22.690 --> 01:36:24.670 I don't say to them 01:36:24.670 --> 01:36:26.610 oh there's a witch 01:36:26.610 --> 01:36:28.050 with red eyes over there 01:36:28.050 --> 01:36:29.790 I say what do you see 01:36:29.790 --> 01:36:32.350 and they say oh shit 01:36:32.350 --> 01:36:33.930 it's a witch with red eyes 01:36:33.930 --> 01:36:36.590 oh okay so they're telling me 01:36:36.590 --> 01:36:38.050 so and this is why 01:36:38.050 --> 01:36:39.970 the way that I work is important because 01:36:40.530 --> 01:36:41.770 shamanic works very great but 01:36:42.410 --> 01:36:43.470 you're kind of passive 01:36:44.550 --> 01:36:46.190 you're kind of passive 01:36:46.190 --> 01:36:48.590 and the guy you know the shaman does it for you 01:36:48.590 --> 01:36:49.250 whereas with me 01:36:50.290 --> 01:36:52.270 they're seeing it and I'm 01:36:52.270 --> 01:36:54.190 getting rid of it for them 01:36:54.190 --> 01:36:55.530 showing them how to get rid of it 01:36:55.930 --> 01:36:57.570 so it's kind of empowering I think 01:36:57.570 --> 01:37:00.090 but yeah there are all the entities you could think of 01:37:00.090 --> 01:37:01.470 like leprechauns they're not 01:37:01.470 --> 01:37:03.230 they're naughty little things don't like them 01:37:03.230 --> 01:37:03.790 cause they're always 01:37:05.450 --> 01:37:07.150 they cause a problem you know 01:37:07.150 --> 01:37:09.890 they're the sort of thing that would laugh if you fell over a vanilla skin 01:37:09.890 --> 01:37:11.130 you know ha ha you hit your head 01:37:11.130 --> 01:37:13.110 like that's not funny but whatever 01:37:13.110 --> 01:37:15.650 you know there's all the different things 01:37:15.650 --> 01:37:16.690 you could think of 01:37:17.810 --> 01:37:20.010 that trolls and I don't know 01:37:20.010 --> 01:37:21.690 do you believe that because 01:37:21.690 --> 01:37:22.570 the veil is 01:37:22.570 --> 01:37:25.810 vanished that maybe there's 01:37:25.810 --> 01:37:26.130 more 01:37:27.490 --> 01:37:29.410 ability to see 01:37:29.410 --> 01:37:31.970 these different entities 01:37:31.970 --> 01:37:34.050 but I think it's more that we 01:37:34.050 --> 01:37:35.730 because we are physical and then 01:37:35.730 --> 01:37:37.750 we have our second body which is the 01:37:37.750 --> 01:37:38.970 you know the astral body 01:37:39.670 --> 01:37:41.650 that we are perfectly capable 01:37:41.650 --> 01:37:43.370 of seeing 01:37:43.370 --> 01:37:45.710 when we're in a trance state we are in 01:37:45.710 --> 01:37:47.690 that inner state and therefore we 01:37:47.690 --> 01:37:49.450 can see and you know I've got 01:37:49.450 --> 01:37:51.370 friends in the past that could literally 01:37:51.370 --> 01:37:53.470 see them I don't want to see them just 01:37:53.470 --> 01:37:55.050 walking around I was like oh no thank you 01:37:55.050 --> 01:37:56.510 but they say you know 01:37:57.130 --> 01:37:59.070 there's a guy standing behind you you know 01:37:59.070 --> 01:38:01.250 you want to talk to you I go really okay 01:38:02.570 --> 01:38:03.630 they see this stuff 01:38:03.630 --> 01:38:05.330 but when you're 01:38:05.330 --> 01:38:05.710 in that 01:38:08.110 --> 01:38:09.730 certain trance like state 01:38:09.730 --> 01:38:11.670 you're in your second body 01:38:11.670 --> 01:38:13.510 and then you can see it quite 01:38:13.510 --> 01:38:15.470 clearly you can 01:38:15.470 --> 01:38:17.330 I can show blogs 01:38:17.330 --> 01:38:18.870 can everybody 01:38:18.870 --> 01:38:20.230 can see it 01:38:20.230 --> 01:38:23.130 if they're looking in the right way inside 01:38:23.130 --> 01:38:24.370 right right 01:38:24.370 --> 01:38:27.350 it's interesting what you said about the mantis 01:38:27.350 --> 01:38:29.030 because I've seen 01:38:29.030 --> 01:38:31.550 mantis when I've done the DMT 01:38:31.550 --> 01:38:32.710 and 01:38:32.710 --> 01:38:34.390 the first DMT 01:38:35.330 --> 01:38:36.910 I did I 01:38:36.910 --> 01:38:39.010 saw a praying mantis 01:38:39.010 --> 01:38:40.490 character with an old 01:38:41.110 --> 01:38:41.490 style 01:38:42.390 --> 01:38:44.230 where they did the pesticides 01:38:44.230 --> 01:38:45.870 and pull it back 01:38:45.870 --> 01:38:48.030 into my third eye and I saw a whole 01:38:48.030 --> 01:38:50.270 bunch of symbols and it wasn't 01:38:50.270 --> 01:38:52.190 it wasn't negative it was just 01:38:52.190 --> 01:38:54.030 information that was 01:38:54.030 --> 01:38:54.730 coming in 01:38:55.630 --> 01:38:58.410 I'm going to look more at the DMT 01:38:58.410 --> 01:38:59.230 and the 01:38:59.230 --> 01:39:02.050 this mantis that you see so from 01:39:02.050 --> 01:39:03.470 what you've seen it's been 01:39:04.230 --> 01:39:05.690 it's been also saying 01:39:05.690 --> 01:39:08.110 they're negative let's say this is 01:39:08.110 --> 01:39:09.930 the analogy I use I eat meat 01:39:09.930 --> 01:39:11.930 am I evil person I'm 01:39:12.770 --> 01:39:13.890 conscientious so 01:39:13.890 --> 01:39:16.150 we are food for others 01:39:16.150 --> 01:39:18.230 are they necessarily negative 01:39:18.230 --> 01:39:20.370 so what would you say to that 01:39:20.370 --> 01:39:21.610 yeah I don't 01:39:21.610 --> 01:39:23.810 think most of them 01:39:23.810 --> 01:39:25.630 perceive themselves as evil 01:39:25.630 --> 01:39:28.010 I don't think we archons perceive themselves 01:39:28.010 --> 01:39:29.870 as evil they just are what they are 01:39:29.870 --> 01:39:31.790 and in order to survive 01:39:33.010 --> 01:39:33.830 we think 01:39:33.830 --> 01:39:34.770 we're the top of the food chain 01:39:36.390 --> 01:39:38.230 they are in this realm 01:39:38.230 --> 01:39:40.270 and I'm not saying that's a whole other 01:39:40.270 --> 01:39:42.330 subject we could talk about maybe another day which is getting 01:39:42.330 --> 01:39:43.990 out I wrote a whole 01:39:43.990 --> 01:39:45.530 I haven't published it but I wrote a whole 01:39:46.470 --> 01:39:47.870 book on that subject 01:39:47.870 --> 01:39:50.270 of how we get out you know at the end 01:39:50.270 --> 01:39:51.830 because I think we can but 01:39:52.590 --> 01:39:54.230 if you want to right there's 01:39:54.230 --> 01:39:56.150 some people who clearly need to come back 01:39:56.150 --> 01:39:58.490 to learn lessons personally 01:39:58.490 --> 01:39:59.150 the way I do 01:39:59.750 --> 01:40:02.110 for me I want to make 01:40:02.110 --> 01:40:03.670 sure I'm going to spend these next 01:40:04.070 --> 01:40:05.770 however many years I have left 01:40:05.770 --> 01:40:07.970 you know really focusing on that 01:40:07.970 --> 01:40:09.930 so that I can leave without 01:40:09.930 --> 01:40:11.930 you know untrugged hopefully 01:40:11.930 --> 01:40:13.850 you know unencumbered 01:40:13.850 --> 01:40:16.350 by issues and so on 01:40:16.350 --> 01:40:18.030 and I'm going to go straight out of here 01:40:18.030 --> 01:40:19.930 but no most people if you 01:40:19.930 --> 01:40:21.330 have said that to them they go why 01:40:21.330 --> 01:40:23.050 are you just laughing or are you just saying yeah 01:40:23.050 --> 01:40:23.890 go ahead 01:40:26.010 --> 01:40:28.030 Helen do you know a numerology 01:40:28.030 --> 01:40:28.930 if you're a nine 01:40:32.370 --> 01:40:33.770 I can tell you 01:40:33.770 --> 01:40:36.430 if you don't mind 01:40:36.430 --> 01:40:37.170 tell me 01:40:38.590 --> 01:40:40.170 16.02.61 01:40:41.030 --> 01:40:42.910 16.02.61 01:40:42.910 --> 01:40:44.110 yeah the other way 01:40:44.110 --> 01:40:46.150 whatever it is you said the other way around 01:40:46.150 --> 01:40:47.670 16th of February 1961 01:40:53.370 --> 01:40:54.570 I think you're an eight 01:40:55.050 --> 01:40:57.270 so what does that make 01:40:57.270 --> 01:40:58.970 sense? I think somebody 01:40:58.970 --> 01:40:59.950 mentioned I was an eight yeah 01:41:00.790 --> 01:41:02.870 I see that a lot of people who are 01:41:03.390 --> 01:41:03.870 nine's 01:41:04.470 --> 01:41:06.610 I have a lot of nine's in my life 01:41:06.610 --> 01:41:09.010 want to exit and I also 01:41:09.010 --> 01:41:10.990 feel that I'm being shown 01:41:10.990 --> 01:41:13.110 how to properly exit 01:41:13.110 --> 01:41:14.990 which is I'd love to have 01:41:14.990 --> 01:41:16.690 another show on that but just want to 01:41:17.890 --> 01:41:18.890 consciously die 01:41:18.890 --> 01:41:21.050 to not have an unfinished business 01:41:21.050 --> 01:41:22.150 to not go through my 01:41:22.150 --> 01:41:24.290 it's the most important thing now it really is 01:41:24.290 --> 01:41:27.190 there's nothing in my life I could you know 01:41:27.190 --> 01:41:29.010 they said you can't travel 01:41:29.010 --> 01:41:30.610 anymore you can't go to the supermarket 01:41:30.610 --> 01:41:32.070 anymore without you know whatever 01:41:33.090 --> 01:41:34.110 16.06.61 01:41:34.110 --> 01:41:36.370 okay fine I got food here 01:41:36.370 --> 01:41:37.910 I've got my animals I've got my 01:41:37.910 --> 01:41:40.490 vegetables and if I can't fly well too 01:41:40.490 --> 01:41:42.350 bad I like it where I am so I'll just stay 01:41:42.350 --> 01:41:44.230 around here I don't care there's nothing 01:41:44.230 --> 01:41:45.970 really that you know if I never went to 01:41:45.970 --> 01:41:48.050 I probably will never go to a shopping mall 01:41:48.050 --> 01:41:50.310 again I hate them but if someone said 01:41:50.310 --> 01:41:52.230 I can't participate in society I go 01:41:52.230 --> 01:41:53.010 well fine 01:41:55.050 --> 01:41:56.330 I've been I've had a 01:41:56.330 --> 01:41:58.390 great life I've lived in so many countries 01:41:58.390 --> 01:42:00.250 done so many different things all kinds 01:42:00.250 --> 01:42:02.550 of interesting stuff but you know I 01:42:02.550 --> 01:42:04.350 have no I'm good 01:42:04.350 --> 01:42:05.110 I'm ready 01:42:06.280 --> 01:42:08.090 yeah I think 01:42:08.090 --> 01:42:10.390 obviously it's every person they might 01:42:10.390 --> 01:42:12.310 think that's a crazy 01:42:12.310 --> 01:42:14.350 notion but I'm shown 01:42:14.350 --> 01:42:16.470 to exit straight out of 01:42:16.470 --> 01:42:17.810 the crown well 01:42:18.320 --> 01:42:19.570 actually through the heart 01:42:20.020 --> 01:42:22.170 through the Merkaba to activate 01:42:22.170 --> 01:42:24.230 I'm still working on activating my 01:42:24.230 --> 01:42:26.330 Merkaba and 01:42:26.330 --> 01:42:28.290 then shooting out 01:42:28.290 --> 01:42:30.870 of the of the crown 01:42:30.870 --> 01:42:32.370 I mean I'm still working on 01:42:32.370 --> 01:42:34.450 I bought several different books 01:42:34.450 --> 01:42:36.230 of the dead and what did 01:42:36.230 --> 01:42:38.090 come to me recently is like 01:42:38.090 --> 01:42:40.050 there's no one else who's going to judge me 01:42:40.050 --> 01:42:42.130 there's no fucking band 01:42:42.130 --> 01:42:44.010 of people they're going to choose 01:42:44.010 --> 01:42:46.210 well if you go to the light they will 01:42:46.210 --> 01:42:48.210 let's not be excited on this because 01:42:48.210 --> 01:42:49.410 it's such an interesting topic 01:42:49.410 --> 01:42:51.430 so we'll do we'll table it again 01:42:51.430 --> 01:42:54.210 I'll let you go to your husband 01:42:54.210 --> 01:42:54.790 and guest 01:42:56.790 --> 01:42:58.110 let's bring up the book 01:42:58.110 --> 01:42:59.990 I know you have it cued cheese 01:42:59.990 --> 01:43:00.890 spice thank you 01:43:02.290 --> 01:43:03.590 yeah that's the book 01:43:04.110 --> 01:43:05.910 yeah but he basically came out of 01:43:05.910 --> 01:43:07.830 I had a lot of I've been teaching 01:43:07.830 --> 01:43:09.190 for quite a long time now 01:43:09.190 --> 01:43:11.810 and I had a lot of class notes which I gave 01:43:11.810 --> 01:43:13.090 to people so 01:43:13.090 --> 01:43:15.830 for a long time I was planning on creating it into 01:43:15.830 --> 01:43:17.750 a much better format 01:43:17.750 --> 01:43:20.010 so I created the book and I really tried 01:43:20.010 --> 01:43:21.710 to put down everything 01:43:21.710 --> 01:43:23.570 all nothing back as much as I could 01:43:23.570 --> 01:43:25.930 so that if I was to you know die 01:43:25.930 --> 01:43:26.930 tomorrow and get out of here 01:43:27.610 --> 01:43:29.150 somebody could take that book 01:43:29.630 --> 01:43:31.210 and if they really studied it 01:43:31.210 --> 01:43:33.250 they could do what I do 01:43:33.250 --> 01:43:34.670 that's how I wrote it 01:43:34.670 --> 01:43:37.050 I gave it out there because 01:43:37.050 --> 01:43:38.310 we need it 01:43:38.770 --> 01:43:40.730 if ever there was a time it's now 01:43:40.730 --> 01:43:43.070 when we need to clear up these entities 01:43:43.070 --> 01:43:44.850 and it talks about entities as well 01:43:44.850 --> 01:43:47.170 clear up the entities, clear up the emotional trauma 01:43:47.950 --> 01:43:48.970 and end it 01:43:48.970 --> 01:43:49.970 you know and get out 01:43:49.970 --> 01:43:51.350 I think that's where we're at 01:43:51.350 --> 01:43:54.330 thank you Helen tell people where 01:43:54.330 --> 01:43:55.990 they can find you 01:43:55.990 --> 01:43:57.690 and anything you want to share 01:43:58.090 --> 01:44:00.790 my name HelenBasinger.com is the best way 01:44:00.790 --> 01:44:01.190 honestly 01:44:01.190 --> 01:44:03.510 and yeah they can 01:44:03.510 --> 01:44:06.050 there you go HelenBasinger 01:44:06.050 --> 01:44:08.250 it doesn't say it on there 01:44:08.250 --> 01:44:10.330 but yeah it's HelenBasinger.com 01:44:10.330 --> 01:44:11.910 basically so my name 01:44:11.910 --> 01:44:14.070 .com you can find me 01:44:14.070 --> 01:44:15.790 or they can find me through you or whatever 01:44:15.790 --> 01:44:18.050 but I'm really happy to work with somebody 01:44:18.050 --> 01:44:18.950 if they want to work with me 01:44:18.950 --> 01:44:20.350 no problem 01:44:20.350 --> 01:44:21.890 thank you Helen 01:44:21.890 --> 01:44:23.210 thank you for your time 01:44:23.210 --> 01:44:24.850 and your knowledge 01:44:24.850 --> 01:44:27.330 and I started reading the book 01:44:27.330 --> 01:44:30.310 and definitely I'm going to finish it 01:44:30.310 --> 01:44:32.450 and then let's have another 01:44:32.450 --> 01:44:33.830 exiting 01:44:34.350 --> 01:44:36.210 this wheel 01:44:36.210 --> 01:44:37.590 exiting the matrix 01:44:38.350 --> 01:44:39.930 yeah thank you 01:44:39.930 --> 01:44:41.630 blessings to you 01:44:41.630 --> 01:44:43.110 thank you 01:44:43.110 --> 01:44:43.910 bye 01:44:46.070 --> 01:44:46.830 okay 01:44:46.830 --> 01:44:47.470 okay 01:44:47.470 --> 01:44:48.550 well 01:44:49.870 --> 01:44:51.550 to me that was fascinating 01:44:51.550 --> 01:44:53.110 and reading the book 01:44:53.110 --> 01:44:55.770 I'm reading many different books 01:44:55.770 --> 01:44:57.390 but I'll read like the 01:44:58.630 --> 01:45:00.070 psychopathist archetype 01:45:00.070 --> 01:45:01.350 the method of manipulation 01:45:01.350 --> 01:45:03.690 energetic consequences 01:45:05.570 --> 01:45:06.650 chapter 9 01:45:06.650 --> 01:45:08.570 parts therapy healing the inner 01:45:08.570 --> 01:45:09.610 system 01:45:10.510 --> 01:45:12.290 I want to say that 01:45:12.830 --> 01:45:14.390 you know working on self 01:45:14.390 --> 01:45:16.150 is a full time 01:45:16.150 --> 01:45:17.510 a full time 01:45:17.510 --> 01:45:19.950 and it's become 01:45:19.950 --> 01:45:21.110 a luxury 01:45:21.110 --> 01:45:22.850 and despite 01:45:23.930 --> 01:45:24.930 you know the 01:45:24.930 --> 01:45:27.070 I've seen it as an ego death 01:45:27.070 --> 01:45:29.350 of the vanishing of the bee lady 01:45:31.270 --> 01:45:31.910 that 01:45:31.910 --> 01:45:33.110 really going within 01:45:33.110 --> 01:45:35.390 that those the answers are there 01:45:35.390 --> 01:45:36.830 and if you want to work with Helen 01:45:36.830 --> 01:45:39.050 or I think you know you find someone 01:45:39.050 --> 01:45:41.310 that you resonate with 01:45:41.310 --> 01:45:42.910 energetically and that 01:45:42.910 --> 01:45:44.410 for me 01:45:45.070 --> 01:45:46.750 people are coming to me that want to 01:45:47.090 --> 01:45:48.710 wisdom or intuitive hits 01:45:48.710 --> 01:45:50.910 and mixing I'm mixing my functional 01:45:50.910 --> 01:45:52.990 like I did a consult 01:45:52.990 --> 01:45:53.970 before the show 01:45:53.970 --> 01:45:56.970 and I picked up a whole bunch of stuff 01:45:56.970 --> 01:45:58.610 I mean I picked up 01:45:59.310 --> 01:46:00.990 I can't plan what comes 01:46:00.990 --> 01:46:02.790 to me I'm not a 01:46:03.430 --> 01:46:05.250 you know the psychics that you 01:46:05.250 --> 01:46:07.590 you know fast food psychics 01:46:07.590 --> 01:46:07.790 so 01:46:08.970 --> 01:46:10.530 I see what comes up 01:46:10.530 --> 01:46:11.670 using my intuition 01:46:11.670 --> 01:46:13.950 and my 01:46:14.890 --> 01:46:16.030 investigative skills 01:46:16.030 --> 01:46:17.450 and my functional medicine 01:46:17.450 --> 01:46:19.770 but I think a lot of people are getting 01:46:19.770 --> 01:46:21.990 the invite to go deeper 01:46:22.690 --> 01:46:23.330 and 01:46:23.330 --> 01:46:25.550 that there is another way 01:46:25.550 --> 01:46:27.890 and you have to trust yourself 01:46:27.890 --> 01:46:28.350 but 01:46:29.110 --> 01:46:31.730 you have to know that you are tapping into yourself 01:46:31.730 --> 01:46:33.590 and you're not being driven 01:46:33.590 --> 01:46:35.070 by fear or 01:46:35.070 --> 01:46:36.350 entities 01:46:36.350 --> 01:46:38.050 or thought forms and 01:46:38.770 --> 01:46:39.450 alas 01:46:39.450 --> 01:46:41.130 you know I wrote an article 01:46:41.130 --> 01:46:43.910 how I lost my partner to a parasite 01:46:44.970 --> 01:46:46.010 years ago 01:46:46.010 --> 01:46:48.050 and it wasn't in vogue 01:46:48.050 --> 01:46:50.930 because it was pre-plandemic 01:46:50.930 --> 01:46:51.710 and 01:46:52.990 --> 01:46:55.210 because it sounds outlandish 01:46:55.210 --> 01:46:57.070 the context of 01:46:57.070 --> 01:46:58.570 spirit interference 01:47:00.990 --> 01:47:01.790 and 01:47:02.930 --> 01:47:04.450 diagnosing entities 01:47:04.450 --> 01:47:06.010 a discarnate entity 01:47:09.050 --> 01:47:10.490 releasing earthbound 01:47:10.490 --> 01:47:11.130 spirits 01:47:12.410 --> 01:47:13.890 sealing the field 01:47:14.570 --> 01:47:16.270 that was all on spiritual 01:47:16.270 --> 01:47:18.430 chapter 11 the alchemy 01:47:18.430 --> 01:47:20.190 of awakening I would like 01:47:20.190 --> 01:47:22.730 to talk more 01:47:22.730 --> 01:47:24.190 about the process of alchemy 01:47:24.190 --> 01:47:25.930 but I can tell you 01:47:25.930 --> 01:47:27.390 that the heart 01:47:27.890 --> 01:47:28.710 you know really 01:47:29.590 --> 01:47:31.490 practicing forgiveness work 01:47:31.490 --> 01:47:33.390 and you know 01:47:33.930 --> 01:47:35.470 Snuffy and I have 01:47:35.470 --> 01:47:37.390 said the hopo ono no 01:47:37.930 --> 01:47:39.890 and talked about it and while 01:47:39.890 --> 01:47:40.950 Yash Paul was here 01:47:40.950 --> 01:47:43.810 I got to sit in front of Snuffy 01:47:43.810 --> 01:47:45.870 and hold hands and say 01:47:45.870 --> 01:47:47.450 I'm sorry 01:47:47.450 --> 01:47:49.990 I forgive me 01:47:49.990 --> 01:47:52.010 thank you I love you 01:47:53.170 --> 01:47:54.830 to which I mean all those things 01:47:54.830 --> 01:47:56.930 and then take that unconditional 01:47:56.930 --> 01:47:59.150 love and try to have 01:47:59.150 --> 01:48:01.290 or have forgiveness for 01:48:01.290 --> 01:48:02.730 people who have wronged you 01:48:02.730 --> 01:48:04.790 and see that everybody can 01:48:04.790 --> 01:48:06.770 triggers our opportunities 01:48:06.770 --> 01:48:08.510 to learn and go deeper 01:48:08.510 --> 01:48:10.830 and like I said 01:48:10.830 --> 01:48:12.090 people are coming to me 01:48:12.790 --> 01:48:14.130 that are really 01:48:14.130 --> 01:48:16.650 I mean their matrix is glitching out 01:48:17.850 --> 01:48:19.050 and it's 01:48:19.050 --> 01:48:20.590 very easy to just say 01:48:20.590 --> 01:48:21.830 fuck it and not 01:48:22.370 --> 01:48:24.490 if you're in a state of like there's one person 01:48:24.490 --> 01:48:26.930 I'm speaking to that is in a state of apathy 01:48:27.810 --> 01:48:28.850 they're lucid 01:48:29.410 --> 01:48:30.690 but they don't have 01:48:30.690 --> 01:48:32.470 an internal navigation 01:48:32.470 --> 01:48:34.510 system to sit with them and go like 01:48:34.510 --> 01:48:36.030 you know what is 01:48:36.490 --> 01:48:37.670 what am I being called 01:48:38.350 --> 01:48:39.890 what's the bigger thing here 01:48:40.550 --> 01:48:42.210 so the day that I did the 01:48:42.870 --> 01:48:43.950 5MAO the last 01:48:43.950 --> 01:48:45.690 the third time with Yash Paul 01:48:46.450 --> 01:48:48.410 the energies he looked at the mind 01:48:48.410 --> 01:48:50.730 and he looks at the mind calendar 01:48:50.730 --> 01:48:52.510 and looked at the energies for the day 01:48:52.510 --> 01:48:54.230 the energies for the day 01:48:54.230 --> 01:48:56.290 was alternative realities 01:48:57.050 --> 01:48:57.570 and 01:48:57.570 --> 01:49:00.310 the day of my birth from the mind calendar 01:49:00.310 --> 01:49:00.870 is 01:49:00.870 --> 01:49:04.750 you know looking at things from an ego perspective 01:49:04.750 --> 01:49:06.390 and I think 01:49:06.390 --> 01:49:07.770 as we raise our consciousness 01:49:08.310 --> 01:49:10.190 we can see the greater 01:49:11.090 --> 01:49:12.730 the greater lesson here 01:49:12.730 --> 01:49:14.630 and not be stuck in the 01:49:15.630 --> 01:49:17.230 myopic or just try to see 01:49:17.230 --> 01:49:17.870 what's 01:49:17.870 --> 01:49:19.950 what can I learn from this 01:49:19.950 --> 01:49:22.090 how can I really look at myself 01:49:22.090 --> 01:49:23.690 and take ownership 01:49:23.690 --> 01:49:26.050 it's like I was speaking to 01:49:27.210 --> 01:49:27.810 um 01:49:27.810 --> 01:49:30.330 my friend a friend and said 01:49:30.330 --> 01:49:32.570 you know I invite you to apologize 01:49:33.230 --> 01:49:34.570 to your ex and 01:49:35.090 --> 01:49:37.010 it's not about well she did this 01:49:37.010 --> 01:49:38.770 and she did that but it doesn't matter 01:49:38.770 --> 01:49:40.770 it's about your side of the street 01:49:40.770 --> 01:49:42.650 for your peace of mind 01:49:42.650 --> 01:49:44.390 so your heart can be as light 01:49:44.390 --> 01:49:45.590 as a feather 01:49:45.590 --> 01:49:47.890 you know I'm not sure 01:49:48.710 --> 01:49:49.930 um I get 01:49:49.930 --> 01:49:52.830 anyone who watches me knows that I get animated 01:49:52.830 --> 01:49:53.810 um 01:49:53.810 --> 01:49:55.990 and it is part of my storytelling 01:49:55.990 --> 01:49:57.970 superpower to go back 01:49:57.970 --> 01:50:00.630 and I do feel those emotions 01:50:00.630 --> 01:50:01.230 I'm not 01:50:01.230 --> 01:50:04.010 the angry person on the overall 01:50:04.010 --> 01:50:05.750 and look at the 01:50:05.750 --> 01:50:07.890 the cup half full 01:50:07.890 --> 01:50:10.130 so people might think because I'm all animated 01:50:10.130 --> 01:50:11.730 that I'm angry 01:50:11.730 --> 01:50:13.610 I'm angry in that moment and I 01:50:13.610 --> 01:50:15.510 just like I can laugh it in 01:50:15.510 --> 01:50:17.610 a drop of a hat 01:50:17.610 --> 01:50:18.250 so 01:50:19.470 --> 01:50:20.590 anyways um 01:50:20.590 --> 01:50:23.390 if anyone wants to work with me cheese slice 01:50:23.390 --> 01:50:24.430 can we pull up 01:50:25.030 --> 01:50:27.250 Honey Colony I want to say thank you to 01:50:27.250 --> 01:50:29.570 TZ Burden for your 01:50:29.570 --> 01:50:31.170 donations I 01:50:31.570 --> 01:50:32.570 am very grateful 01:50:33.570 --> 01:50:34.670 and uh 01:50:34.670 --> 01:50:37.190 he also bought a copy of my book 01:50:38.050 --> 01:50:39.510 I shared last week 01:50:39.510 --> 01:50:40.910 I believe or the week before 01:50:41.490 --> 01:50:42.950 I'm banned on Amazon 01:50:43.510 --> 01:50:45.430 I got effed over by three different 01:50:45.430 --> 01:50:47.390 publishers so I'm self publishing 01:50:48.310 --> 01:50:49.370 and because 01:50:49.370 --> 01:50:50.870 I don't have a retail account 01:50:51.910 --> 01:50:53.690 I'm not able to order my own 01:50:53.690 --> 01:50:54.330 fucking book 01:50:55.250 --> 01:50:57.610 I was ordering it through my girlfriend's 01:50:57.610 --> 01:50:59.210 account well they've now put a 01:50:59.790 --> 01:51:01.270 commie uh limit 01:51:01.270 --> 01:51:03.690 which I think is because there was abuse 01:51:03.690 --> 01:51:05.390 in the past like people 01:51:05.390 --> 01:51:07.630 will buy books for others or I'm not 01:51:07.630 --> 01:51:09.550 sure but I'm only 01:51:09.550 --> 01:51:11.630 able to get four copies of 01:51:11.630 --> 01:51:13.630 my own book so that's a 01:51:13.630 --> 01:51:15.270 little frustrating it's not like I'm gonna 01:51:15.270 --> 01:51:17.470 go and try to fight 01:51:17.470 --> 01:51:18.870 the ban with 01:51:19.590 --> 01:51:21.450 Amazon so 01:51:21.450 --> 01:51:23.570 people can buzz on over to Honey Colony 01:51:24.210 --> 01:51:25.450 and this 01:51:25.450 --> 01:51:27.610 company is gonna be 15 years old 01:51:28.630 --> 01:51:29.270 and 01:51:29.930 --> 01:51:31.330 it's been hit by 01:51:32.410 --> 01:51:33.450 many reasons 01:51:33.450 --> 01:51:35.790 for being one of the first to sell 01:51:35.790 --> 01:51:37.750 CBD my CBD is 01:51:37.750 --> 01:51:39.330 offered on simply 01:51:39.330 --> 01:51:40.770 transformative.com 01:51:41.610 --> 01:51:43.170 and uh this 01:51:43.770 --> 01:51:46.110 Honey Colony has 1700 articles 01:51:46.110 --> 01:51:47.250 so I was telling someone 01:51:47.790 --> 01:51:49.910 someone called to ask about 01:51:49.910 --> 01:51:52.230 our best seller our Silver Excelsior 01:51:52.230 --> 01:51:53.890 so good the government came after 01:51:53.890 --> 01:51:55.790 don't mistake it for colloidal 01:51:56.770 --> 01:51:58.210 and I picked up 01:51:58.210 --> 01:51:59.530 on her need to 01:51:59.530 --> 01:52:01.590 detox she's dealing with a lime 01:52:01.590 --> 01:52:03.330 she's doing a lime protocol 01:52:03.330 --> 01:52:04.350 and 01:52:05.320 --> 01:52:07.550 the coffee enemas are revolutionary 01:52:07.550 --> 01:52:09.350 there's nobody who I've turned 01:52:09.350 --> 01:52:11.290 on to a coffee enema that hasn't said 01:52:11.290 --> 01:52:13.390 thank you so 01:52:13.390 --> 01:52:14.810 that's our 01:52:15.330 --> 01:52:17.770 like I have the nourish I just sold 01:52:17.770 --> 01:52:19.550 out again since bringing it 01:52:19.550 --> 01:52:21.470 back we've gone 01:52:21.470 --> 01:52:23.130 through this is gonna be the third batch 01:52:23.130 --> 01:52:25.430 so this is ozone I created 01:52:25.430 --> 01:52:27.170 this formula with 01:52:27.970 --> 01:52:28.630 ozone 01:52:29.020 --> 01:52:31.510 this one has patchouli 01:52:31.510 --> 01:52:32.990 because I like patchouli 01:52:33.510 --> 01:52:33.910 and 01:52:33.910 --> 01:52:37.070 bee pollen and beeswax so 01:52:37.070 --> 01:52:38.670 it just very like 01:52:39.260 --> 01:52:39.950 this goes 01:52:39.950 --> 01:52:43.190 very little on my skin 01:52:43.190 --> 01:52:45.810 and it has the ozone so it nourishes 01:52:45.810 --> 01:52:47.430 hence it's called nourish 01:52:47.430 --> 01:52:49.530 people say you know 01:52:49.530 --> 01:52:50.410 what do you do Mariam 01:52:51.730 --> 01:52:52.970 I have a whole 01:52:53.510 --> 01:52:55.570 host of things to do 01:52:55.570 --> 01:52:57.150 for self care for 01:52:57.150 --> 01:52:58.810 just loving yourself 01:52:59.450 --> 01:53:01.290 and honoring your temple 01:53:01.290 --> 01:53:03.130 and standing for 01:53:03.130 --> 01:53:05.150 sacredness not Satan 01:53:05.150 --> 01:53:07.090 so you can argue you know 01:53:08.190 --> 01:53:09.410 when you transcend 01:53:09.410 --> 01:53:10.330 duality 01:53:11.070 --> 01:53:12.810 it's not good or bad 01:53:13.790 --> 01:53:15.370 that's why I use the analogy 01:53:15.370 --> 01:53:16.770 of if you eat meat are you 01:53:16.770 --> 01:53:17.710 are you evil 01:53:18.530 --> 01:53:20.350 I don't know for your conscientious 01:53:20.350 --> 01:53:22.770 but we're food we are not 01:53:22.770 --> 01:53:24.510 on top of the food chain and 01:53:24.510 --> 01:53:26.970 when you are in a low level 01:53:26.970 --> 01:53:28.150 survival paradigm 01:53:28.750 --> 01:53:31.090 then you provide that energetic 01:53:31.090 --> 01:53:33.190 food and the system 01:53:33.190 --> 01:53:34.930 is created 01:53:34.930 --> 01:53:37.090 to keep you oppressed 01:53:37.090 --> 01:53:39.270 and you have the keys 01:53:39.910 --> 01:53:41.110 and you have to 01:53:41.110 --> 01:53:42.970 go within and if you need help 01:53:42.970 --> 01:53:45.150 you can work with Helen she's awesome 01:53:45.150 --> 01:53:46.970 you can work with me if you want 01:53:46.970 --> 01:53:48.590 to work on your health aspects 01:53:48.590 --> 01:53:50.770 I really love using in my 01:53:50.770 --> 01:53:52.470 investigative skills and intuition 01:53:52.470 --> 01:53:54.770 to work one-on-one I really wish 01:53:54.770 --> 01:53:56.370 I got the memo I kind of did 01:53:56.370 --> 01:53:58.630 my partner my ex-business 01:53:58.630 --> 01:53:59.630 partner told me 01:54:00.290 --> 01:54:02.630 not to take on the system and expose 01:54:02.630 --> 01:54:04.850 corruption but I was like 01:54:04.850 --> 01:54:06.510 but I'm a journalist and 01:54:06.510 --> 01:54:08.870 who we are in our profession 01:54:08.870 --> 01:54:09.510 is not 01:54:09.510 --> 01:54:12.190 you know our soul essence 01:54:12.610 --> 01:54:14.170 so if you consider 01:54:15.210 --> 01:54:16.810 how many decades it takes 01:54:16.810 --> 01:54:18.210 to learn and grow 01:54:18.570 --> 01:54:20.630 so the soul has its own evolution 01:54:20.630 --> 01:54:22.590 and it needs more than one life 01:54:22.590 --> 01:54:24.290 but some of us remember 01:54:24.290 --> 01:54:26.190 that we're ancient souls and 01:54:26.190 --> 01:54:28.530 we choose I choose to go to a different realm 01:54:28.530 --> 01:54:30.470 I haven't figured it all out yet 01:54:30.470 --> 01:54:31.930 but I'm good too I've lived 01:54:31.930 --> 01:54:34.330 a very adventurous life 01:54:34.330 --> 01:54:36.010 I've lived all over the world 01:54:36.590 --> 01:54:38.190 and the thing that I want 01:54:38.190 --> 01:54:39.770 is to be the love that I seek 01:54:39.770 --> 01:54:42.410 I'd love to experience mutual love 01:54:42.410 --> 01:54:44.110 not material love like 01:54:44.110 --> 01:54:46.250 you deserve so much Mariam 01:54:46.250 --> 01:54:48.710 yeah it's not about things right 01:54:48.710 --> 01:54:50.350 it's no one talks 01:54:50.350 --> 01:54:51.210 about a feeling 01:54:52.230 --> 01:54:52.810 and 01:54:53.650 --> 01:54:55.910 there are forces that will intervene 01:54:56.550 --> 01:54:57.910 so I'm about 01:54:57.910 --> 01:55:00.750 purity, purist, I am a purist 01:55:00.750 --> 01:55:02.490 and a food Nazi 01:55:02.490 --> 01:55:03.910 and a very good influence 01:55:03.910 --> 01:55:05.870 with my six planets in Capricorn 01:55:05.870 --> 01:55:07.750 so if someone needs discipline 01:55:07.750 --> 01:55:10.010 and they want to start the new year 01:55:10.010 --> 01:55:12.590 and go deeper do reach out 01:55:12.590 --> 01:55:14.030 you can reach out to Mariam 01:55:14.030 --> 01:55:15.410 at Honey Colony 01:55:15.410 --> 01:55:17.250 M-A-R-Y-A-M 01:55:17.250 --> 01:55:19.490 at Honeycolony.com 01:55:19.490 --> 01:55:20.510 I'm going to give my number 01:55:20.510 --> 01:55:21.650 you can text me 01:55:23.390 --> 01:55:26.930 323-640-9710 01:55:26.930 --> 01:55:28.970 so when there are 01:55:28.970 --> 01:55:29.610 let's say 01:55:30.350 --> 01:55:32.410 algorithms I mean let's face it 01:55:32.410 --> 01:55:35.250 I'm not even really welcome on the union of the unwanted 01:55:35.250 --> 01:55:37.510 I'm unwanted from the union of the unwanted 01:55:37.510 --> 01:55:38.690 because 01:55:39.250 --> 01:55:40.930 I'm not playing this game anymore 01:55:40.930 --> 01:55:42.090 and I'm a journalist 01:55:42.090 --> 01:55:43.630 we used to cover 01:55:44.570 --> 01:55:45.710 the news 01:55:45.710 --> 01:55:47.590 so now I'm covering 01:55:47.590 --> 01:55:49.430 celestial energy news 01:55:49.430 --> 01:55:50.350 so 01:55:51.290 --> 01:55:52.790 anyways have a beautiful weekend 01:55:52.790 --> 01:55:54.870 there is I think we 01:55:55.630 --> 01:55:57.830 coupon code for 44% 01:55:57.830 --> 01:55:58.530 off 01:55:58.530 --> 01:56:00.830 in light of the Black 01:56:01.630 --> 01:56:03.550 Black Friday, Cyber Monday 01:56:03.550 --> 01:56:04.970 commercial BS 01:56:07.310 --> 01:56:09.510 because these holidays have become about sales 01:56:11.030 --> 01:56:11.550 so 01:56:13.650 --> 01:56:15.210 I'm going to just give you the coupon 01:56:19.270 --> 01:56:21.530 I want to say it's Liberty 44 01:56:21.530 --> 01:56:23.770 to get 44% off 01:56:23.770 --> 01:56:25.530 and so I thank you for 01:56:25.530 --> 01:56:27.490 spending your time 01:56:27.490 --> 01:56:29.690 on the show and I thank you 01:56:29.690 --> 01:56:30.290 cheese slice 01:56:31.550 --> 01:56:32.510 thank you sir 01:56:33.170 --> 01:56:34.730 it is Liberty 44 01:56:35.550 --> 01:56:37.570 anything else you want to say 01:56:37.570 --> 01:56:39.270 I will be here next week 01:56:39.270 --> 01:56:41.470 I was thinking of just stopping to do the 01:56:41.470 --> 01:56:42.690 show because 01:56:43.250 --> 01:56:44.630 it's time and energy 01:56:45.070 --> 01:56:45.510 and 01:56:47.710 --> 01:56:49.050 I was going to ask you 01:56:49.050 --> 01:56:51.350 are you going to take her book 01:56:51.350 --> 01:56:53.410 and read it to learn how to do 01:56:53.410 --> 01:56:53.930 what she does 01:56:56.510 --> 01:56:56.950 well 01:56:57.530 --> 01:56:57.970 yeah 01:56:58.630 --> 01:57:00.970 she said it's like a manual on how to do that 01:57:01.750 --> 01:57:03.230 well I'm going to read it 01:57:03.230 --> 01:57:04.690 I mean to do spirit release 01:57:04.690 --> 01:57:06.210 I don't think I'm going to do 01:57:06.210 --> 01:57:08.110 personally spirit release 01:57:08.110 --> 01:57:10.070 and release entities from people 01:57:10.070 --> 01:57:12.790 but I will get them prepped 01:57:12.790 --> 01:57:14.310 to go work 01:57:14.310 --> 01:57:14.950 with 01:57:14.950 --> 01:57:18.430 with Helen also 01:57:19.070 --> 01:57:20.130 I mean I'm just 01:57:20.970 --> 01:57:22.870 you know we didn't focus as much as 01:57:22.870 --> 01:57:24.770 I would have liked on 01:57:24.770 --> 01:57:26.710 the alchemy part of how 01:57:26.710 --> 01:57:28.010 to transmutate 01:57:28.010 --> 01:57:30.770 but I believe it's just really sitting with it 01:57:30.770 --> 01:57:31.310 and seeing 01:57:31.310 --> 01:57:33.050 you know if you're triggered 01:57:33.050 --> 01:57:34.810 what's behind it 01:57:34.810 --> 01:57:36.130 and sometimes 01:57:37.550 --> 01:57:38.990 if you have a fear 01:57:39.890 --> 01:57:40.950 like she had 01:57:40.950 --> 01:57:43.210 a past life of being buried alive 01:57:43.210 --> 01:57:45.350 I also think I have a life 01:57:45.350 --> 01:57:47.290 of being buried alive people would say 01:57:47.290 --> 01:57:49.630 well it's the here and now who cares about the past 01:57:49.630 --> 01:57:50.570 lives 01:57:51.990 --> 01:57:53.390 so I'm more 01:57:53.390 --> 01:57:55.690 interested to refine my skills 01:57:55.690 --> 01:57:57.250 sure I will read it 01:57:57.250 --> 01:57:58.970 you know look this 01:57:58.970 --> 01:58:00.830 the subconscious mind 01:58:00.830 --> 01:58:02.230 gateway of transformation 01:58:02.720 --> 01:58:05.690 one of the most profound insights of emotional alchemies 01:58:05.690 --> 01:58:06.390 that true 01:58:06.970 --> 01:58:09.210 transformation happens from the inside out 01:58:09.210 --> 01:58:10.390 I would say 01:58:11.970 --> 01:58:12.850 I've been 01:58:12.850 --> 01:58:14.750 I've been working on myself since I was 01:58:14.750 --> 01:58:17.290 13 or aware of a spiritual 01:58:17.290 --> 01:58:19.150 just observing things 01:58:19.150 --> 01:58:20.410 peeling the onion 01:58:21.130 --> 01:58:22.990 and people have blind spots 01:58:22.990 --> 01:58:23.790 so for instance 01:58:23.790 --> 01:58:26.670 not to shame anyone 01:58:26.670 --> 01:58:27.630 or anything but let's say 01:58:27.630 --> 01:58:30.690 Yash Paul has been working with addicts for decades 01:58:31.230 --> 01:58:32.670 he's very knowledgeable 01:58:33.310 --> 01:58:33.830 he's 01:58:34.570 --> 01:58:36.390 stands in the sacred, he's devoted 01:58:36.390 --> 01:58:38.610 but he's 01:58:38.610 --> 01:58:40.090 still listening to Democrats 01:58:40.670 --> 01:58:41.750 shit on Trump 01:58:41.750 --> 01:58:44.430 and I'm not going to judge him 01:58:44.430 --> 01:58:46.090 or fault him because I was covering 01:58:46.930 --> 01:58:47.450 the 01:58:48.890 --> 01:58:50.290 corona task force 01:58:50.290 --> 01:58:52.730 but I was listening to what was being said 01:58:52.730 --> 01:58:54.050 because I was trying to figure out 01:58:54.050 --> 01:58:55.310 what was 01:58:55.980 --> 01:58:58.050 going on and what their plans 01:58:58.050 --> 01:58:58.850 were but 01:58:59.860 --> 01:59:01.190 so we have different layers 01:59:01.190 --> 01:59:03.570 and we have our own blind spots 01:59:03.570 --> 01:59:05.930 so to be able to 01:59:05.930 --> 01:59:07.350 look at yourself like oh 01:59:07.350 --> 01:59:09.990 I'm coming across pretty angry right now 01:59:09.990 --> 01:59:11.770 or I'm 01:59:11.770 --> 01:59:13.390 triggered or just having 01:59:13.760 --> 01:59:15.030 a sense of self 01:59:15.960 --> 01:59:16.330 and 01:59:16.330 --> 01:59:20.430 removing any delusions or distortions 01:59:20.430 --> 01:59:21.510 and 01:59:21.510 --> 01:59:23.250 I think a lot of it 01:59:23.250 --> 01:59:25.490 is forgiveness work 01:59:25.490 --> 01:59:27.370 of just releasing and not having 01:59:27.370 --> 01:59:29.130 resentment which clearly 01:59:29.130 --> 01:59:31.450 I'm still working on but if I look at 01:59:32.630 --> 01:59:33.770 how I operate 01:59:34.530 --> 01:59:35.870 in the past year 01:59:36.710 --> 01:59:37.550 compared to 01:59:37.550 --> 01:59:40.730 waking up and being glued in front of the computer screen 01:59:40.730 --> 01:59:41.390 and now like 01:59:41.390 --> 01:59:43.650 it is really a luxury and I didn't 01:59:43.650 --> 01:59:45.230 think with my ADHD mind 01:59:45.230 --> 01:59:47.270 that I would be able to sit in silence 01:59:47.270 --> 01:59:49.530 and really focusing on the breath 01:59:49.530 --> 01:59:51.810 running the Kundalini energy 01:59:51.810 --> 01:59:53.370 and going within 01:59:53.370 --> 01:59:55.330 and I've gotten a lot of guidance 01:59:55.330 --> 01:59:57.610 and things that I don't know 01:59:57.610 --> 01:59:58.910 how I would possibly 01:59:59.470 --> 02:00:00.870 know them. I'll give you an example 02:00:00.870 --> 02:00:03.270 so during the five M.A.Os 02:00:03.270 --> 02:00:04.630 I heard 02:00:05.930 --> 02:00:06.930 I was told to 02:00:06.930 --> 02:00:08.790 I heard to go watch a film 02:00:09.410 --> 02:00:10.650 and I heard Serpent 02:00:11.570 --> 02:00:13.710 so initially I thought it was Angel Heart 02:00:13.710 --> 02:00:14.750 with Robert De Niro 02:00:15.450 --> 02:00:16.510 so I went on 02:00:16.510 --> 02:00:17.910 YouTube and I 02:00:17.910 --> 02:00:20.470 I scanned through the film and I'm trusting 02:00:20.470 --> 02:00:22.530 my hunches of like no this isn't 02:00:22.530 --> 02:00:24.530 the film. So then I went 02:00:24.530 --> 02:00:26.390 and I looked I knew it had 02:00:26.390 --> 02:00:27.630 something to do with Fudu 02:00:28.410 --> 02:00:30.270 and I had heard Serpent 02:00:30.830 --> 02:00:32.750 and I was being shown the War of Boros 02:00:32.750 --> 02:00:34.630 so it was Serpent and the Rainbow 02:00:34.630 --> 02:00:36.030 which came out in 1988 02:00:36.030 --> 02:00:38.550 I was 15 years old so I went back 02:00:38.550 --> 02:00:40.150 and I looked and it's a movie 02:00:40.150 --> 02:00:42.690 Bill Pullman goes to Haiti 02:00:43.470 --> 02:00:43.950 and 02:00:43.950 --> 02:00:46.110 he finds 02:00:46.110 --> 02:00:47.150 a white powder 02:00:48.950 --> 02:00:50.070 that possesses 02:00:50.070 --> 02:00:51.830 the soul and keeps it in a jar 02:00:51.830 --> 02:00:53.590 now given what 02:00:54.270 --> 02:00:55.450 I've been witnessing 02:00:56.750 --> 02:00:58.490 it really spoke to me 02:00:58.490 --> 02:00:59.650 it's quite wild 02:00:59.650 --> 02:01:01.570 and so if we can 02:01:02.810 --> 02:01:03.830 be guided 02:01:03.830 --> 02:01:05.490 whether it's with Plant Medicine 02:01:05.490 --> 02:01:07.470 or working with someone like Helen 02:01:07.470 --> 02:01:10.050 or working with me to really be 02:01:10.050 --> 02:01:11.310 like a Sherpa 02:01:11.310 --> 02:01:13.470 to investigate 02:01:13.470 --> 02:01:15.230 and liberate 02:01:15.230 --> 02:01:17.630 yourself from things that have been plaguing you 02:01:17.630 --> 02:01:19.290 so if you have a phobia 02:01:20.130 --> 02:01:21.070 or something 02:01:21.070 --> 02:01:22.130 that you can't really 02:01:22.130 --> 02:01:24.890 why am I afraid of heights 02:01:24.890 --> 02:01:27.130 or why am I afraid of the water 02:01:27.130 --> 02:01:29.170 or whatever that doesn't make sense 02:01:29.170 --> 02:01:31.090 in this life there's no memory 02:01:31.090 --> 02:01:33.230 or trauma then chances 02:01:33.230 --> 02:01:35.110 are it does come from a past life 02:01:35.110 --> 02:01:37.350 and when you understand that reincarnation 02:01:37.350 --> 02:01:39.190 is a thing that they removed 02:01:39.190 --> 02:01:40.290 to control you 02:01:41.030 --> 02:01:43.030 then it's like the soul is eternal 02:01:43.030 --> 02:01:44.870 they've put so much emphasis 02:01:44.870 --> 02:01:46.070 on fearing death 02:01:46.910 --> 02:01:49.310 and I don't fear death 02:01:49.310 --> 02:01:50.330 I fear not living 02:01:50.330 --> 02:01:52.350 my fullest life 02:01:53.190 --> 02:01:54.470 so on that note 02:01:54.930 --> 02:01:57.490 I will bid you adieu everybody 02:01:57.490 --> 02:01:58.670 thank you for watching 02:01:58.670 --> 02:01:59.870 thank you for your energy 02:01:59.870 --> 02:02:02.850 and if you do appreciate 02:02:02.850 --> 02:02:04.370 even like I've said 02:02:04.370 --> 02:02:06.350 they've taken away 10 people 02:02:06.350 --> 02:02:07.290 on my sub stack 02:02:07.290 --> 02:02:08.510 in the past 02:02:09.530 --> 02:02:10.790 less than a month 02:02:10.790 --> 02:02:13.570 like in a rapid amount of time 02:02:14.350 --> 02:02:15.910 and it's not natural 02:02:15.910 --> 02:02:17.810 even I see like paid 02:02:17.810 --> 02:02:20.490 but there's no correspondence 02:02:20.490 --> 02:02:21.630 with the numbers 02:02:22.110 --> 02:02:23.350 it's messed up 02:02:23.350 --> 02:02:24.670 they mess with numbers 02:02:24.670 --> 02:02:26.730 so any donation 02:02:26.730 --> 02:02:29.390 or support even liking 02:02:29.390 --> 02:02:31.170 is very much appreciated 02:02:31.170 --> 02:02:31.970 and like I say 02:02:33.470 --> 02:02:34.510 quick reflex 02:02:34.510 --> 02:02:36.070 thanks cheese slice 02:02:36.070 --> 02:02:38.170 I've never gotten any donation 02:02:38.770 --> 02:02:39.510 I don't know 02:02:39.510 --> 02:02:41.350 if people scan 02:02:41.930 --> 02:02:43.130 scan that but thank you 02:02:43.130 --> 02:02:45.050 that's a way to give 02:02:45.050 --> 02:02:46.190 because I am banned on 02:02:46.190 --> 02:02:50.690 even on bubble 02:02:50.690 --> 02:02:51.890 b-lady amazon 02:02:53.030 --> 02:02:53.670 debanked 02:02:53.670 --> 02:02:55.370 and I'm not a fake 02:02:55.730 --> 02:02:57.390 censored person like Alex Jones 02:02:57.390 --> 02:02:59.090 I feel so sorry for you 02:02:59.090 --> 02:02:59.530 so not 02:03:00.930 --> 02:03:02.390 yeah there's a lot of people 02:03:02.390 --> 02:03:04.210 who are compromised and authenticity 02:03:05.030 --> 02:03:05.510 is 02:03:06.910 --> 02:03:08.870 one of the highest frequencies 02:03:08.870 --> 02:03:10.370 and it's better in my opinion 02:03:10.970 --> 02:03:12.690 to be real and raw 02:03:12.690 --> 02:03:14.230 than to be fake and gay 02:03:14.230 --> 02:03:16.270 alright take us out cheese slice 02:03:16.270 --> 02:03:17.950 thank you everyone have a good weekend 02:03:29.090 --> 02:03:31.210 or maybe you simply want more energy 02:03:31.210 --> 02:03:33.690 but with so many different types of diets 02:03:33.690 --> 02:03:35.590 lifestyle disciplines 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