WEBVTT 00:00.000 --> 00:09.320 Oh, yeah, lay down three days. I'm good to go. Well, the outcome was none of my business 00:09.320 --> 00:15.880 because I found out different. Now I'm going to get into that a little bit later as I get 00:15.880 --> 00:22.680 into the story of what I went through. Here's what happened. So I fly in Friday, landed 00:22.680 --> 00:27.680 the hotel, the container in, which is a funky place, funky place. It's a hotel 00:28.400 --> 00:35.560 that's four stories made out of shipping containers. Okay, it's Mexico. So I land, get 00:35.560 --> 00:41.600 in the hotel room, drop my bags and just go exploring. So of course, where am I going to 00:41.600 --> 00:45.660 go up? I'm going to go up to the top and go down to the bottom and I'm up on this really 00:45.660 --> 00:52.560 cool rooftop sitting here. It's freaking huge. And I'm looking out seeing what's 00:52.560 --> 00:59.500 going on with Port of Ireland. It looks like and all of a sudden I hear my name and look 00:59.500 --> 01:07.760 down and there's my friend, Giordo right off the bat. And Giordo is going to come into 01:07.760 --> 01:16.160 play at least once in this, this little story here. So we meet up, then I meet some 01:16.160 --> 01:23.660 other Prince. I meet Jeff, who's from Australia, Shirley, who is Australian and Cassie, who 01:23.660 --> 01:30.780 is, she's from America. And then, oh my God, I'm capping on a homeboy's name, but I will 01:30.780 --> 01:37.800 come back to it. And he actually lives in Liberland, but he's from Nadir, Nadir. He 01:37.800 --> 01:45.060 lives in Liberland, but he's from Belize. So it was like, all right, first night 01:45.060 --> 01:50.200 and we take this little adventure to go find something to eat. We don't know the area. We 01:50.200 --> 01:55.380 don't know the neighborhood, but we know about a mile and a half walk, there's a good 01:55.380 --> 02:01.480 taco stand. So we go off, go through the varios, don't know where we're going, but 02:01.480 --> 02:05.940 Nadir says, I know where I'm going. So we wander through everything and we end up 02:07.540 --> 02:12.460 someplace in Port of Ireland. But it has a lot of restaurants and a lot of places 02:12.460 --> 02:18.920 to go. So we have our tacos. Cool night. I'm thinking, man, this is going to be 02:18.920 --> 02:26.700 mellow. I'm going to have three days of work, breeze, breeze, enjoy my time. Yeah, 02:26.760 --> 02:37.500 the outcome was none of my business. And bad choices make good stories. So that 02:37.500 --> 02:44.260 was the first night really kind of mellow. That was Friday. So now it's Saturday 02:44.260 --> 02:51.500 comes. Okay, well, we had a pre-production meeting at the venue, and it was 02:51.500 --> 02:57.480 held at the Port of Ireland to Convention Center, which I from a production 02:57.480 --> 03:05.400 standpoint, I have to say was a top notch amazing venue. Not only was the 03:05.400 --> 03:12.820 facility laid out beautifully with great acoustics in most rooms, but the 03:12.820 --> 03:19.480 grounds were magnificent. So I went there, we had, you know, kind of met up. I met 03:19.480 --> 03:26.080 Kat, the producer Miranda, who was my boss, my plutonic girlfriend, and kind of 03:26.080 --> 03:30.500 discussed a few things, did a little bit of business. And then I walked back 03:30.500 --> 03:34.840 to my hotel, which was about a mile and a quarter. So every day, I mean, I 03:34.840 --> 03:40.320 walked my ass off. Every day, it was about two and a half mile walk from my 03:40.320 --> 03:48.160 container in to the venue. So that's cool. Hook up with Giorgio. And we're 03:48.160 --> 03:52.300 going to go out to what's the Crow House from Max's Bar that Anarca Boko 03:52.300 --> 03:57.660 puts on. It's a place for us to meet. It's called El Gusto Lounge. And 03:57.660 --> 04:03.120 it was about a 15 minute taxi cab ride. So we get in a cab, we go down 04:03.120 --> 04:07.800 to El Gusto Lounge. And this is Saturday night. We're hanging out there. And 04:07.800 --> 04:12.100 it's just the coolest anarchist bar. Every, the whole, the, the shtick about 04:12.100 --> 04:16.140 this place is they have big old Sharpies and you just sign your name or 04:16.140 --> 04:20.080 graffiti all over the place. It's really a cool vibe. So I'm kicking back 04:20.080 --> 04:26.320 there. And I emailed Charlie Robbins. Hey, Charlie, you landed yet? He's 04:26.320 --> 04:28.660 like, yeah, I just got in my hotel room. I says, dude, we're at the 04:28.660 --> 04:31.860 El Gusto show up. You know, he's like, yep, I'll be there. 04:32.400 --> 04:36.840 Well, we have a little party going on there and in walks Charlie. So 04:36.840 --> 04:44.560 Charlie joins the party and we meet other people. And then this is what I 04:44.560 --> 04:50.400 thought would be the story of the entire adventure. The outcome is none 04:50.400 --> 04:55.600 of your business and bad choices make good stories. So here's what 04:55.600 --> 05:01.060 happened. We were like, Hey, let's go out. And I'm just going to say 05:01.060 --> 05:05.060 it straight up. Let's go out and smoke a joint. I'm like, Well, 05:05.080 --> 05:09.080 hey, you know, I had enough to kill me. That sounds like a good idea. 05:10.120 --> 05:13.500 So we go outside of the club. And it's a second story club. So you 05:13.500 --> 05:16.240 have to walk down the stairs and we're out by the door thinking 05:16.240 --> 05:21.020 everything's cool because we're used to Acapulco, which is a 05:21.020 --> 05:23.680 whole different vibe, the secret garden. Nobody gives a rat's 05:23.680 --> 05:26.920 ass what you do. In fact, the cops at Acapulco as a sign of 05:26.920 --> 05:30.800 respect, had police officers at the entrance and we'd walk by 05:30.800 --> 05:34.940 smoking joints and nobody gave a care. So typical touristy. We're 05:34.940 --> 05:39.600 like, All right, let's go down there. So Giordo, he fires one 05:39.600 --> 05:45.820 up, takes it or two. And no sir, does he do that? Right. And 05:45.820 --> 05:50.020 this cute little local pops up. He was talking to earlier. And 05:50.020 --> 05:55.360 she says, Hey, you mind if I, you know, get some of it. Of 05:55.360 --> 06:00.060 course, Giordo's like, Hey, baby, here you go. She took a couple 06:00.060 --> 06:03.560 of hits and no sooner did that happen. And then two police roll 06:03.560 --> 06:07.900 up right behind Giordo coast up. He doesn't even know they're 06:07.900 --> 06:12.280 behind him. It's like tap him on the chest and tell him. Well, 06:13.140 --> 06:17.000 next thing you know, they're like, Oh, there's two of them. 06:17.160 --> 06:19.320 One of them, the younger guy goes up to Giordo and starts 06:19.320 --> 06:24.060 giving them the business. He's like, Oh, metawana. And he's 06:24.060 --> 06:26.260 speaking Spanish. But I know enough to what he's saying, since 06:26.260 --> 06:30.320 we have families that aren't here. Good people. And you're up 06:30.320 --> 06:38.400 here smoking. And I'm staying on the sidewalk ain't saying shit. 06:39.440 --> 06:43.480 Well, Charlie had the look down and saw him coming up and had 06:43.480 --> 06:47.200 the insight just to walk his ass back up the stairs to the 06:47.200 --> 06:50.100 bar. The whole time he says he was expecting a cop to grab him 06:50.100 --> 06:52.260 by the shoulders, but he got away. So he's watching this 06:52.260 --> 06:59.540 from up on the balcony. And I just ain't saying shit. And I'm 06:59.540 --> 07:04.080 saying to myself, I wonder how this shit's gonna play itself out. 07:05.360 --> 07:10.200 I said that quite a bit over the two weeks that I was in 07:10.200 --> 07:14.820 Mexico. So he gives Giordo the business, right? And first 07:14.820 --> 07:18.280 Giordo's like, Oh, no, no, no, not me. And then the cop 07:18.760 --> 07:24.860 reaches down picks up the joint that's still smoking. And Giordo 07:24.860 --> 07:28.820 is like, Okay, you got me. So the cop gives him the business and 07:28.820 --> 07:32.680 says, you know, you got any more and Giordo had a couple more 07:32.680 --> 07:36.260 and he gave it to the cop. All right. Then he looks at the 07:36.260 --> 07:39.360 other dude who's a Canadian, I don't remember his name and 07:39.360 --> 07:42.220 starts giving him the business. And I'm sitting there 07:42.220 --> 07:46.160 going, man, I don't want to go to jail, dude. I just got 07:46.160 --> 07:52.960 here. And then the Oh, by the way, as a side story, as soon as 07:52.960 --> 07:57.340 the cops pull up, that cute little local girl, the other cop, 07:57.460 --> 08:00.220 the older one took her to the side and told her to get out 08:00.220 --> 08:04.040 of here. And on her way out, she ripped off two backpacks. And 08:04.040 --> 08:07.620 that'll that'll come into play when I describe these cops 08:07.620 --> 08:15.640 reactions. So he goes over and talks to the other cop. And 08:17.640 --> 08:24.000 broken English says, we have only one option. And then he said 08:24.000 --> 08:30.320 in Spanish, he looked at Giordo and said, 3000 pesos for you. 08:32.460 --> 08:36.100 3000 pesos for you. And he pointed towards the Canadian. Keep 08:36.100 --> 08:38.540 in mind, I ain't saying shit, I'm staying on the sidewalk 08:38.540 --> 08:40.960 trying to get out of this. And then he looked at me and 08:40.960 --> 08:46.840 and went 3000 pesos for you to compare us now when you're 08:46.840 --> 08:49.900 speaking in Spanish at the time, or you compare us at the jail. 08:51.040 --> 08:55.680 So at this point, I knew what was going down ain't nobody 08:55.680 --> 08:58.740 going to jail. This is just a good old fashioned Mexican 08:58.740 --> 09:04.440 shake that. So, you know, he looks at me and says, Where 09:04.440 --> 09:09.360 you from? I said, California, United States. He says, 09:09.360 --> 09:13.860 give me your ID. And I knew the gig. So pulled out my money 09:13.860 --> 09:16.540 clip. And unfortunately, I had all my pesos on my money clip. 09:16.820 --> 09:20.600 Little side note, if you ever go to Mexico, only keep 200 09:20.600 --> 09:23.600 pesos with your money. The rest is in other pockets. The 09:23.600 --> 09:27.860 cops are there. I had 1500 pesos. So I took it off. I took 09:27.860 --> 09:32.180 off my ID. And I handed it to him with 1500 pesos on the 09:32.180 --> 09:36.780 ID. And he looked around. No cameras. They took it, put up 09:36.780 --> 09:41.100 his chest, carried it, put the money in his pocket and said, 09:41.840 --> 09:44.900 hand it back to me. And I said, in Spanish, can I go? He says, 09:45.180 --> 09:49.060 God, you can go. So I walk up to the bar with an attitude like 09:49.060 --> 09:53.220 I just fought the law and I kicked its ass. Defiance. Totally. 09:54.380 --> 09:58.280 I get up there. And Charlie's dude, how much did they get 09:58.280 --> 10:01.880 you for? I said, Ah, 1500 man. He's like, Ah, that's 10:01.880 --> 10:07.780 fucks that sucks. So up comes Giorgio and Giorgio as a way 10:07.780 --> 10:14.300 Billy Goat man, cool as fuck. He has a way of falling into a big 10:14.300 --> 10:23.240 steaming pile of shit and coming out smelling like a road. So 10:23.240 --> 10:31.400 Giorgio comes up. And I said, so what they get you for? It's 10:31.400 --> 10:35.100 I went to give him my 500 pesos. And the cop says, now 10:35.100 --> 10:38.840 you're good, your friend paid for you, meaning me. At that 10:38.840 --> 10:42.780 point, I looked him straight in the eyes and says, my son, I'm 10:42.780 --> 10:46.540 the reason you're not getting butt raped in a Mexican jail. You 10:46.540 --> 10:51.520 owe me. No, you owe me two drinks. And then we laughed. And 10:51.520 --> 10:54.380 he got me my two drinks. And we had a great time. So I'm 10:54.380 --> 10:58.660 thinking, wow, what a story. Bad choices make good stories. 10:58.660 --> 11:02.820 I'm thinking that is the highlight of it. Yeah, well, the 11:02.820 --> 11:09.120 outcome is none of your business. I had no idea what was I was 11:09.120 --> 11:17.120 going to be doing that week. So I go and this is Sunday, we 11:17.120 --> 11:19.720 have a big production meeting where we're going through a 11:19.720 --> 11:24.380 tour of, you know, the whole convention center where the 11:24.380 --> 11:30.240 main stage it's which the main stage was which by the way, it 11:30.240 --> 11:36.460 was a top not professional stage professional sounds. And there 11:36.460 --> 11:41.000 was over 800 people there, generally depending on who was 11:41.000 --> 11:45.360 speaking. So it was a big, big area. Okay, cool. This is 11:45.360 --> 11:48.960 nice. Then we go up to where my stage was and it was 11:48.960 --> 11:56.020 upstairs. And the room soon as I walked into the room, I knew 11:56.020 --> 12:04.240 this wasn't happening. It had an echo that was insane. To 12:04.240 --> 12:09.120 demonstrate it to Kat Miranda. I had a few people talk just 12:09.120 --> 12:12.800 normal voices and then I talked and the sound was bouncing 12:12.800 --> 12:16.800 off and I says this room's not going to cut it. Okay, but the 12:16.800 --> 12:23.580 room next door to it is perfect. Good acoustics, fairly flat, 12:23.820 --> 12:27.660 not completely flat as sound sound goes with definitely good 12:27.660 --> 12:30.960 enough for the thing. So we that's where we move the stage. And 12:30.960 --> 12:36.240 it wasn't big. It was we put in 50 seats. And it held the 12:36.240 --> 12:40.540 biggest one we had was the AI workshop. And I think there's 12:40.540 --> 12:43.520 about 85 people in there. So next year, we need to bump it 12:43.520 --> 12:48.480 out a little bit. So that was it. Sunday was pretty mellow. 12:48.740 --> 12:58.920 Okay, went back, hung out. Then Monday started. Well, as true 12:58.920 --> 13:03.320 as Mexico, there was a Montezuma's revenge bug going 13:03.320 --> 13:08.760 through. And it tried to get me on Sunday. And I kind of 13:08.760 --> 13:13.100 noticed I'm like, Oh, and I have to work. But I was able 13:13.100 --> 13:16.000 to fight it off. So it was no big deal. So I show up Monday. 13:16.740 --> 13:20.160 And the stage that I was managing to start to Tuesday, but I'm 13:20.160 --> 13:28.320 here to help. Well, 11 of the crew 11 had it. Many of them 13:28.320 --> 13:31.420 were in their hotel rooms. And I won't get in the graphic 13:31.420 --> 13:34.000 detail of what they're going through. But anybody that's 13:34.000 --> 13:39.460 been to Mexico and had that can understand. So Miranda, my 13:39.460 --> 13:42.100 plutonic girlfriend, who was the stage manager for the 13:42.100 --> 13:46.020 main stage, as well as about four other jobs. She was like a 13:46.020 --> 13:51.680 little white ginger Jamaican. She had so many jobs. Amazing 13:51.680 --> 13:56.740 woman with amazing story might get into that later on. She was 13:56.740 --> 13:59.580 sick as a dog backstage doing everything she could to hold 13:59.580 --> 14:05.620 herself together. So Charlie and I took it over. And that 14:05.620 --> 14:10.500 stage ran like a clock on Monday, a lot of work. I mean, 14:10.500 --> 14:13.460 him and I were running around half the time with chickens with 14:13.460 --> 14:18.200 their heads cut off. But we we made it work. And that was Monday, 14:18.280 --> 14:22.160 but that worked to my advantage because after that day, cat, the 14:22.160 --> 14:24.920 producer came to me and says, you want to be the main stage 14:24.920 --> 14:30.100 manager, you get promoted. And I'm like, Oh, yeah. Another 14:30.100 --> 14:39.940 story, different day. So we get through Monday. And then 14:40.500 --> 14:51.240 Tuesday starts. That's when the chaos began. And something about 14:51.920 --> 14:56.540 stage management. It's like the old saying of the Masonic order, 14:57.260 --> 15:03.500 order out of chaos. And that's exactly what happened. And that's 15:03.500 --> 15:08.980 exactly what I did. And I am kind of a sick guy that I 15:08.980 --> 15:17.000 actually really thrive on disorder and making chaos in the 15:17.000 --> 15:22.880 order. So the day goes on. And I'm thinking, you know, up to 15:22.880 --> 15:26.300 this point, hey, they're speakers, I'm used to musicians and 15:26.300 --> 15:33.100 multiple bands and having to go to the guys running the band 15:33.100 --> 15:35.740 and going, dude, we have a downbeat in three minutes, 15:35.740 --> 15:40.460 it's where the hell is your drummer? Okay, well, we'll go and 15:40.460 --> 15:45.960 look back behind the venue around the dumpster. And hopefully 15:45.960 --> 15:52.180 he's not behind the dumpster. And I don't care what you have to 15:52.180 --> 15:57.540 do. But you need to take that dumb expletive and get him in 15:57.540 --> 15:59.900 his drummer seat in three minutes. That's what I'm used 15:59.900 --> 16:08.660 to. Okay. Oh, my God. So thank God, I had great, great 16:08.660 --> 16:13.860 assistance, amazing cat herders. So I'm doing this thing and I'm 16:13.860 --> 16:18.360 having panels and I don't know who these people are. I have 16:18.360 --> 16:24.120 grainy photos. And I'm going to my assistants going, I need you 16:24.120 --> 16:27.560 to find the son of a beach. And I need you to bring them 16:27.560 --> 16:32.460 to me alive now. And that's what they did. And that was kind of 16:32.460 --> 16:37.780 the whole gist of the originally three days when we added the 16:37.780 --> 16:43.620 fourth day on Friday, order out of chaos. But I had a hell of a 16:43.620 --> 16:50.800 time. It worked out well. So there was a lot of advantages. I 16:50.800 --> 16:54.560 think it was on Tuesday night, I got invited, there's a few 16:54.560 --> 17:02.460 extra slots to a VIP dinner from the chef who hosted the whole 17:02.460 --> 17:06.020 party at all the catering. And as a side note, he is a world 17:06.020 --> 17:10.500 renowned chef who lived in Porto Vallarta. And he agreed to 17:10.500 --> 17:13.620 cater the whole event. And hands down, it is the best cater 17:13.620 --> 17:18.840 food I ever had. It was off the charts. So I go to this VIP 17:18.840 --> 17:23.780 dinner. And it was probably one of the finest meals I have 17:23.780 --> 17:27.060 ever eaten in my life. First of all, we go to the table and a whole 17:27.060 --> 17:30.680 center of the table is just filled with empty wine glasses. 17:31.660 --> 17:34.520 Okay, that's interesting. Not a big wine guy, but I do 17:34.520 --> 17:38.880 appreciate a fine wine. The whole night, they have people 17:38.880 --> 17:43.780 coming around pouring different types of wine and every one that 17:43.780 --> 17:48.320 I sampled was exquisite off the charts, my taste buds went 17:48.320 --> 17:54.460 crazy. Then comes the meal. First, it was a black bass 17:54.460 --> 17:59.480 ceviche. And I'm like, I could do ceviche, but I'll give it a 17:59.480 --> 18:02.040 try. As soon as I tried it, I'm like, Oh, my God, what is this 18:02.040 --> 18:05.800 if we want to cross my taste bud? This is amazing. And as a 18:05.800 --> 18:10.560 four course meal, and the final part of it was a chocolate 18:10.560 --> 18:15.760 tamale. Now, all being said, I didn't eat the chocolate 18:15.760 --> 18:18.900 tamale not because I wanted to. It was just like, Okay, dinner's 18:18.900 --> 18:22.160 over and I need to get a beer. I went over to get a beer and 18:22.160 --> 18:23.980 next, you know, I started talking to one person, next 18:23.980 --> 18:26.580 person, next person, next person, next person, and dinner 18:26.580 --> 18:30.600 was over. But it was a amazing experience. And that's 18:30.600 --> 18:38.740 just one of the many, many great experiences. I met people 18:39.220 --> 18:46.320 from all over the world. That were, I say amazing a lot, but 18:46.320 --> 18:51.120 that's the only way to really describe the level of 18:51.120 --> 18:54.400 conversations and the people I met. I met people from 18:54.400 --> 18:59.320 Liberland, Canada, Denmark, Switzerland, blah, Portugal, 18:59.720 --> 19:03.960 blah, blah, blah, London. In fact, I was a little lady 19:03.960 --> 19:07.680 called Natalie, who's a gorgeous little lady from 19:07.680 --> 19:12.760 London that I was quite attracted to. And I stepped 19:12.760 --> 19:18.280 at the plate, swung my bat, got struck out. But if I wouldn't 19:18.280 --> 19:21.200 have gone up to her and at least tried, I would have 19:21.200 --> 19:23.660 regretted that decision for the rest of my life. Remember, 19:24.560 --> 19:32.100 bad choices make good stories. So that was kind of the 19:32.100 --> 19:36.920 the experience of working the event. Then comes the 19:36.920 --> 19:40.600 Saturday. I'm exhausted. I've had this amazing whirlwind 19:40.600 --> 19:46.160 experience. Saturday, I'm off. Okay, I'm not flying out 19:46.160 --> 19:51.460 till Sunday. What am I going to do for Saturday? Well, the 19:51.460 --> 19:57.600 serendipity that goes along with an archipelago was true 19:57.600 --> 20:01.040 on. So I'm talking to my friend, Jeff, in the 20:01.040 --> 20:03.540 morning time, I'm like, Hey, man, what are you doing? Oh, 20:03.540 --> 20:07.320 we're gonna go up and spend a few days, a bunch of us up in 20:07.320 --> 20:12.120 South Salita, say, you'll eat, which is a beautiful beach 20:12.120 --> 20:17.340 town about 45 minutes north of Port of Ireland. And if you 20:17.340 --> 20:22.940 were to take and make a postcard of the most beautiful 20:23.980 --> 20:30.340 Mexican seaside beach town, the picture would be salulita. So 20:31.040 --> 20:34.620 I was like, it was like, you want to hop along? We got a taxi. 20:34.840 --> 20:37.640 I was like, Oh, yeah, I got enough to do. So I'm daytrip 20:37.640 --> 20:43.400 up, catch a ride back, crash out. Yeah, the outcome is none of 20:43.400 --> 20:47.800 your business. So I go for the day trip. I go hang out there 20:47.800 --> 20:52.220 and I fall in love with this place. We're at the we had 20:52.220 --> 20:56.720 we're at my buddies and his new girlfriend. That's an interesting 20:56.720 --> 20:58.860 story. I don't know if I'm going to get into that, but I 20:58.860 --> 21:04.900 just might. Hotel on the top of hotel is a bar and I'm looking 21:04.900 --> 21:09.600 out over this beautiful seascape. And then we go down wander 21:09.600 --> 21:12.980 through the town and I'm like, Yeah, this day trip is not 21:12.980 --> 21:15.780 gonna be a day trip. I'm spending the night here. Don't 21:15.780 --> 21:18.460 know where I'm gonna sleep. If I have to sleep on the 21:18.460 --> 21:22.680 beach, then so be it. I'll get up early in the morning 21:22.680 --> 21:26.000 time, brush off the sand, find a taxi cab, ride back, 21:26.460 --> 21:31.160 get into town, pack up my stuff, head off to the airport. So 21:32.320 --> 21:35.560 luckily we're at dinner and I asked the waitress, you know, 21:35.560 --> 21:39.340 do you know of a hostel? I just need a bed and she came back 21:39.340 --> 21:42.040 a little bit later a few minutes later and says, Yeah, like 21:42.040 --> 21:47.420 I have a toss in hotel, which happened to be about I don't 21:47.420 --> 21:51.740 know football field away to the street. So I go in guys 21:51.740 --> 21:55.820 real nice. I love about Mexico. They're a lot more 21:55.820 --> 21:59.500 friendly than us Americans just saying and they give better 21:59.500 --> 22:03.180 service just saying. So I go up there and the guy's like, Hey, 22:03.280 --> 22:09.080 see, I got a room. See, because of you, good friend. Hey, I'll 22:09.080 --> 22:12.940 give it to you $50 and I'm like score. So I whipped out a 22:12.940 --> 22:15.900 $50 bill, gave it to him and he escorted me to the room. 22:16.600 --> 22:19.440 And we had to go through the kitchen and back behind the 22:19.440 --> 22:22.540 kitchen where a few of these little rooms and he handed me a 22:22.540 --> 22:27.140 roll of toilet paper and a little sample bar soap. And I 22:27.140 --> 22:29.500 figured out what I knew why so they got in the room. There 22:29.500 --> 22:34.560 was no bathroom. It was a room, two to one beds, not 22:34.560 --> 22:39.960 comfortable and a big wall fan that was quite noisy, noisy 22:39.960 --> 22:43.400 but it had a window and I'm like, dude, all I need is a 22:43.400 --> 22:46.200 place to sleep last night tonight. So I was cool with 22:46.200 --> 22:50.420 it because had I gone to the newlyweds place, which was my 22:50.420 --> 22:54.700 absolute plan B, the couch I would have slept on was at the 22:54.700 --> 22:57.440 foot of their bed. They're not boots, not a good place to 22:57.440 --> 22:59.200 stay. And that's why I was like, I'll sleep on the beach 22:59.200 --> 23:02.820 before I'll go up in that. So my whole plan is okay, I'm 23:02.820 --> 23:05.360 gonna crash here. I'm getting up at the as soon as I 23:05.360 --> 23:07.800 hear those chickens crow. I'm getting up early in the 23:07.800 --> 23:10.560 morning. I'm getting a ride back into Mexico or 23:10.560 --> 23:13.260 port of art to I'm gonna pack up my stuff. I'm 23:13.260 --> 23:16.540 getting a ride to the airport and I'm flying home with 23:16.540 --> 23:21.580 stories upon stories. Oh my god, have wooden adventure. So 23:22.300 --> 23:24.800 get up in the morning. Didn't sleep at all the night 23:24.800 --> 23:29.100 before about six o'clock. I'm hitting the streets. Got 23:29.100 --> 23:32.580 to find where my buddy's hotel room is and his hotel 23:33.100 --> 23:35.300 managed to find it to get my phone because I'm 23:35.300 --> 23:39.200 charging this place night before get down to the 23:39.200 --> 23:43.660 town square. Do my ride share. By the way, down there, 23:43.820 --> 23:46.420 they have the ride share. They have Uber, which down 23:46.420 --> 23:48.420 there sucks balls, but they have another one called 23:48.420 --> 23:52.060 Diddy. That's right. Diddy. Diddy took me home many 23:52.060 --> 23:56.560 nights when I was in Mexico. So I get on Diddy and 23:57.040 --> 24:00.500 there's no rides, no drivers available. Like, well, 24:00.540 --> 24:03.380 that's odd. Maybe they're not up yet. This is a 24:03.380 --> 24:06.800 little town. So standing right next to me was a 24:06.800 --> 24:12.420 taxi cabs, I said. Okay. Gonna go up there in the 24:12.420 --> 24:19.320 taxi cabs and, you know, I'm gonna get bent over, 24:19.700 --> 24:22.860 but I'm gonna get home. That's cool. That's 24:22.860 --> 24:25.680 absolutely cool. So went up to the taxi cab driver 24:27.060 --> 24:31.800 and was like, how much to, you know, container 24:31.800 --> 24:34.300 in a port of art? He said, 65 bucks. I said, 24:34.800 --> 24:38.120 let's get it done. Oh, and by the way, let me go out 24:38.120 --> 24:44.820 here and pin the call-in link here to the show. And 24:44.820 --> 24:46.960 let me see if I can pin this bad boy. I don't know 24:46.960 --> 24:49.820 how to do it, but I just threw it in the chat 24:49.820 --> 24:51.380 there. So I'm gonna throw it out there in all 24:51.380 --> 24:55.780 the chats and you guys call in when I'm done 24:55.780 --> 24:58.100 with my blah, blah, blah, blah. I'll bring 24:58.100 --> 25:02.300 y'all on and talk to you, hang out because 25:02.300 --> 25:10.450 we've got quite the lively chat tonight. It is 25:10.450 --> 25:12.810 out there. I'm not quite sure how to pin it, but 25:15.710 --> 25:20.750 it's out there. So we're on the way back and to get 25:20.750 --> 25:23.470 from Salulita to Port of Arts, you have to go 25:23.470 --> 25:25.410 through the mountains and the forest. It's an 25:25.410 --> 25:28.730 absolutely beautiful drive. Well, by halfway there, 25:29.350 --> 25:32.550 taxi cab driver hands me his phone with a 25:32.550 --> 25:34.510 bunch of pictures of what's going on with 25:34.510 --> 25:37.670 the cartel down there in Port of Arts. The only 25:37.670 --> 25:41.290 thing he said to me in Spanish is muy malo, very 25:41.290 --> 25:46.690 bad. My response to him was, huh, el cartel? 25:47.010 --> 25:51.590 I said, see, el cartel. And once again, I thought 25:51.590 --> 25:54.810 to myself, totally relax, chill for some 25:54.810 --> 25:59.290 crazy reason going, huh, how's this shit gonna 25:59.290 --> 26:03.810 play out? Well, we get into town. No sooner 26:03.810 --> 26:06.910 do we get into town and we get on the major 26:06.910 --> 26:11.170 highway and we come across the burnout car 26:11.750 --> 26:14.830 surrounded by military or whatever. I don't know 26:14.830 --> 26:17.110 what these guys were, but they're armed to the 26:17.110 --> 26:22.230 teeth and on razor's edge. So I get back to the 26:22.230 --> 26:28.290 hotel. And nothing's going on in my neighborhood. 26:28.610 --> 26:30.650 I was staying in a working class neighborhood 26:30.650 --> 26:33.150 with cobblestone streets and all the locals. 26:34.310 --> 26:36.630 The only reason that you would ever know if 26:36.630 --> 26:38.570 you're just in my neighborhood that anything 26:38.570 --> 26:41.170 was going on is because the media and if you 26:41.170 --> 26:43.730 went up to the roof, you could see the fires 26:43.730 --> 26:47.510 coming from the areas that the cartel was. 26:48.410 --> 26:50.390 Let's just say talking to the government and it 26:50.390 --> 26:52.490 was ultimately just two governing powers 26:52.490 --> 26:56.550 having a conversation. So I went and talked 26:56.550 --> 26:58.410 to a lot of people, some locals, other 26:58.410 --> 27:01.450 people that spoke Spanish and, you know, 27:01.450 --> 27:05.230 what's going on and realized that, okay, this 27:05.230 --> 27:09.470 is just essentially two governing bodies having 27:09.470 --> 27:12.410 a conversation and the targets are not the 27:12.410 --> 27:16.070 tourists or the civilians. So at that point, I 27:16.070 --> 27:20.010 knew I'm good. My only main concern is I'm 27:20.010 --> 27:21.610 probably going to have to hunker down for a 27:21.610 --> 27:24.370 day or two until this flows over. I need 27:24.370 --> 27:27.670 food and I need water. So I took care of that, 27:28.210 --> 27:32.190 got it to my room about three o'clock. I'm 27:32.190 --> 27:34.070 exhausted from the night before, from working. 27:34.310 --> 27:38.450 I was like, screw this. I'm going to bed and 27:38.450 --> 27:40.990 that's what I did. 3.30 in the afternoon, 27:41.170 --> 27:43.530 crashed out, woke up 10 o'clock the next day. 27:44.970 --> 27:48.430 Woke up, checked everything out, looked at 27:48.430 --> 27:50.370 the news and when I got on the news and 27:50.370 --> 27:54.430 looked at the American news media, holy crap. 27:54.930 --> 27:56.930 Mexico's burning up. The cartel's taking 27:56.930 --> 27:58.790 over. We need to bring the goddamn troops. 27:58.950 --> 28:01.030 Let orange cheese do this, orange cheese do that. 28:01.330 --> 28:03.570 Port of Arta is just on fire. The cartel's 28:03.570 --> 28:06.710 just killing people. And I'm looking around 28:06.710 --> 28:11.870 in Port of Arta going, man, it's calmed down. 28:12.470 --> 28:15.210 You know, and by that afternoon evening, 28:15.790 --> 28:17.390 things started getting back to normal. 28:17.730 --> 28:20.450 Stores started opening back up. We even went 28:20.450 --> 28:22.330 out and had some kick-ass tacos at some 28:22.330 --> 28:25.170 little street taco place in our neighborhood. 28:26.010 --> 28:30.910 By Tuesday, you'd never even know anything, 28:31.550 --> 28:34.790 anything happened except you would come 28:34.790 --> 28:37.870 across the occasional burnt up oxo, which 28:37.870 --> 28:41.630 is like Mexico's 7-Elevens and a couple 28:41.630 --> 28:44.470 other chain stores. The big picture of the 28:44.470 --> 28:46.510 Costco burning that they put all over 28:46.510 --> 28:49.810 the place was bullshit. What happened is 28:49.810 --> 28:51.830 the fire and the smoke were the cars 28:51.830 --> 28:54.810 that the cartel lit on fire in the parking lot. 28:54.990 --> 28:57.190 They didn't touch the building. They really 28:57.190 --> 28:59.670 didn't. Doesn't mean that there wasn't 28:59.670 --> 29:01.710 violence and stuff didn't pop off. It did, 29:01.810 --> 29:07.470 but not to what the media said. So Tuesday, 29:08.250 --> 29:12.090 got myself a ditty, went down to El Centro 29:12.090 --> 29:14.330 where a Gusto lounge was. Beautiful area, 29:14.330 --> 29:16.870 right along the beach, hung out, had some 29:16.870 --> 29:18.950 amazing food, ended up at the Gusto 29:18.950 --> 29:21.790 lounge, had a few drinks, played some pool, 29:22.010 --> 29:24.650 took some pictures, hung out, went home. 29:25.530 --> 29:28.490 Wednesday, well, I didn't have a flight 29:28.490 --> 29:31.030 until Thursday because on Tuesday, I was 29:31.030 --> 29:32.910 like, called the airlines, everything's 29:32.910 --> 29:34.550 canceled, everything's canceled. The 29:34.550 --> 29:36.330 lady says I can get you out of here on 29:36.330 --> 29:38.950 Sunday at five o'clock. I says, book it, 29:39.370 --> 29:43.570 plan B. Went online, found my escape 29:43.570 --> 29:48.810 route. I'll get to my escape route in a 29:48.810 --> 29:50.730 romantic zone, which is another area that 29:50.730 --> 29:52.490 got hit pretty hard by the cartel. 29:53.790 --> 29:57.410 Same thing, had a beautiful day. 29:57.910 --> 30:01.270 Started off with a cocktail Cameroon, a 30:01.270 --> 30:04.190 margarita, at a beach side bar, looking 30:04.190 --> 30:06.230 out over the beach with people playing 30:06.230 --> 30:08.450 in the sand tours, the whole nine yards. 30:08.970 --> 30:12.750 Walked around there, had a great time, 30:13.350 --> 30:15.770 about evening time, found a place to 30:15.770 --> 30:17.650 have something good to eat, got ditty, 30:17.650 --> 30:19.470 diddy done take me home. That's right. 30:20.790 --> 30:23.530 Thursday's my escape day. And what I did 30:24.350 --> 30:26.410 is, oh, by the way, nobody's called in yet. 30:26.550 --> 30:28.090 What, you guys don't want to call in? 30:28.290 --> 30:30.950 Greg, Greg, you of all people don't want 30:30.950 --> 30:34.950 to call in? Come on. Okay, yeah, you heard 30:34.950 --> 30:36.590 my word. I will bring you on in a 30:36.590 --> 30:38.030 second. Mr. Tim, I know you're out 30:38.030 --> 30:39.910 there. I gave you the link, so hop in 30:39.910 --> 30:42.550 because I'm about ready to wrap up 30:42.550 --> 30:44.590 this blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 30:44.590 --> 30:49.730 So, here's my escape. I found a flight 30:50.350 --> 30:54.530 from Puerto Vallarta to Tijuana with the 30:54.530 --> 30:57.250 layover in Guadalajara on Viva Airlines, 30:57.530 --> 31:01.470 El Mexicano Airlines. Then I booked a 31:01.470 --> 31:04.630 passage across the express border 31:04.630 --> 31:07.310 crossing that's from the TJ 31:07.310 --> 31:10.650 Airport right into America. If you're 31:10.650 --> 31:11.790 ever going to go across the border, 31:11.870 --> 31:13.990 that's the way to do it. Walked 31:13.990 --> 31:17.910 across that, hung out, taxi cab. I had 31:18.670 --> 31:22.290 waited for shuttle, shuttle picked me up, 31:22.410 --> 31:24.730 drove me to San Diego Airport. I had a 31:24.730 --> 31:27.290 10 o'clock flight out. I'm coming home. 31:27.630 --> 31:29.870 I'm going to be home that night. Got 31:29.870 --> 31:31.330 to the airport at five o'clock, 31:31.850 --> 31:33.310 talked to the lady. I said, is there an 31:33.310 --> 31:34.510 earlier flight? She says, yeah, there's 31:34.510 --> 31:35.990 one that's a little delayed. It's 31:35.990 --> 31:38.030 taking off at seven, but I can get 31:38.030 --> 31:40.030 you on it. I says, ride on. Life is 31:40.030 --> 31:42.630 good. I am so chill. I'm like the 31:42.630 --> 31:46.510 big Lebowski, right? So I go grab my 31:46.510 --> 31:49.710 first good beer in the airport that I 31:49.710 --> 31:51.430 had since I've been in Mexico. I finished 31:51.430 --> 31:53.050 it and it was about 30 minutes before 31:53.050 --> 31:55.030 boarding time. So I walk up to the gate 31:55.790 --> 31:58.690 and instead of it saying Sacramento, 31:59.670 --> 32:04.630 it now says Seattle. So I'm like, 32:05.390 --> 32:07.770 they switch the gate. The lady says, 32:08.450 --> 32:09.730 what gate are you leaving from? She 32:09.730 --> 32:11.670 says, I'm sorry, sir. The flight 32:11.670 --> 32:14.310 has been canceled and my internal 32:14.310 --> 32:17.010 stress level went from the big Lebowski 32:17.470 --> 32:19.150 to I'm going to rip somebody's 32:19.150 --> 32:20.310 motherfucking face off. 32:22.330 --> 32:25.150 But I wasn't a dick, right? You know? 32:25.550 --> 32:27.410 So I go over to the customer service 32:27.410 --> 32:31.010 gate and the guy said, yeah, it's 32:31.010 --> 32:32.650 canceled. There's nothing we can do. 32:33.110 --> 32:34.950 We'll put you up in a hotel room, give 32:34.950 --> 32:38.050 you a meal voucher and I can get 32:38.050 --> 32:39.470 you out at 10.15 the next morning. 32:39.470 --> 32:41.850 At that point, I'm exhausted. I said, 32:41.890 --> 32:44.550 all right, cool. Book the room. He says, 32:44.650 --> 32:46.970 no, no, I sent you a text on your phone 32:47.490 --> 32:49.590 and then you could do the room. And at 32:49.590 --> 32:51.550 that point, I went for the big Lebowski 32:51.550 --> 32:52.890 right after I'm going to rip somebody's 32:52.890 --> 32:54.950 fucking face off. Here's why. I have an 32:54.950 --> 32:57.190 old phone. I don't do that tech stuff 32:57.190 --> 32:58.670 and it was a pain in the ass. But 32:58.670 --> 32:59.430 finally got it going. 33:00.170 --> 33:01.650 Brought up the page and he was very 33:01.650 --> 33:02.730 helpful, by the way. American 33:02.730 --> 33:05.450 Airlines customer service rocks. 33:06.750 --> 33:09.650 So he said, this is our most popular 33:09.650 --> 33:12.090 hotel room. This is the Sheridan on the 33:12.090 --> 33:15.050 marina. It's a four star. And at that, 33:15.230 --> 33:17.290 my internal stress level went back down 33:17.290 --> 33:19.510 to the big Lebowski. So I asked him, 33:19.690 --> 33:21.210 so what you're saying is that you'll 33:21.890 --> 33:23.430 give me a ride to a four star. Put 33:23.430 --> 33:25.490 me up in a four star. Give me a ride 33:25.490 --> 33:27.990 back and get me out at 10.15. He 33:27.990 --> 33:31.110 says, yes, sir, we will. And I'm 33:31.110 --> 33:35.070 like, life is good. Life is good. So 33:35.070 --> 33:36.430 I get the hotel room and sure enough, 33:36.630 --> 33:38.410 four star. I had the most 33:40.310 --> 33:43.270 not beautiful, one of the best rooms I 33:43.270 --> 33:46.090 had in years. Beautiful beds, nice and 33:46.090 --> 33:47.810 comfortable. And after living in Mexico, 33:48.310 --> 33:49.910 on Mexico beds, they get them from 33:49.910 --> 33:51.810 Costco. So they're not the most 33:51.810 --> 33:55.090 comfortable. And on top of it, it had 33:55.090 --> 33:58.470 a private balcony that overlooked the 33:58.470 --> 34:01.910 marina. And I'm like, I've died 34:02.470 --> 34:05.630 and gone to heaven. Got myself an 34:05.630 --> 34:09.210 overpriced drink and an overpriced meal 34:09.210 --> 34:11.950 the next day. Flew home 12.15. I was back 34:11.950 --> 34:14.710 home. And I'm thinking, wow, I'm just 34:14.710 --> 34:17.290 going over all the adventures, all 34:17.290 --> 34:21.310 the stories that I'd experienced. 34:23.450 --> 34:25.170 Then I went to sleep on Friday 34:25.170 --> 34:28.770 night. And on Saturday, I woke up 34:28.770 --> 34:30.470 to World War Three. 34:32.790 --> 34:35.750 And I thought to myself, you cock-sucking 34:35.750 --> 34:39.810 orange Jesus, you done stole the 34:39.810 --> 34:43.050 thunder. Stole that shit right out from 34:43.050 --> 34:49.110 under me of my great trip. And here we 34:49.110 --> 34:51.630 are. So that was my little blah, blah 34:51.630 --> 34:54.050 experience. Thanks for bearing with me. 34:54.310 --> 34:56.890 Anybody else? I'll keep reposting this. 34:56.890 --> 34:59.250 Hop on in, Tim. Get your ass in here. 34:59.530 --> 35:01.750 Leo, I'll repost that. Oh yeah, fuck 35:01.750 --> 35:03.250 face. Right back at you son of a 35:03.250 --> 35:06.250 bitch. Get your ass on the line. So 35:07.290 --> 35:11.210 let's bring Mr. Greg Walker up to 35:11.210 --> 35:15.470 the scene here. And you're on mute. Are 35:15.470 --> 35:17.130 you there, my friend? What's up? I'm 35:17.130 --> 35:18.310 here, man. What's an overpriced 35:18.310 --> 35:20.630 drink in Mexico? No, this was San 35:20.630 --> 35:23.670 Diego, dude. Oh, okay. I got a 35:23.670 --> 35:27.690 margarita and a basic fish and 35:27.690 --> 35:31.410 chips, basically. And I think it was 35:32.450 --> 35:35.230 60 bucks. Yeah, that sounds about 35:35.230 --> 35:37.630 right. I was staying at Bellagio one 35:37.630 --> 35:39.750 time in Vegas and paid $30 for a pack 35:39.750 --> 35:41.750 of tall cans of Paps Blue Ribbons in 35:41.750 --> 35:44.390 the little store down at the bottom 35:44.390 --> 35:46.010 of the Bellagio, the fucking lobby 35:46.010 --> 35:48.090 right there. I didn't want to walk 35:48.090 --> 35:51.730 too far. Yeah, well, I've heard 35:51.730 --> 35:54.550 about Las Vegas and that, you know, 35:54.610 --> 35:56.550 back in the day when I used to go to, 35:56.550 --> 35:58.090 you know, I've been there once, but, 35:58.470 --> 36:00.410 you know, back in the day, Las Vegas, 36:00.590 --> 36:02.270 the gig was the food, the booze were 36:02.850 --> 36:05.170 almost at cost. They made the money on 36:05.170 --> 36:06.670 the gambling. Now it's not like that. 36:06.950 --> 36:09.030 They rape you in Vegas from what I 36:09.030 --> 36:10.990 heard from them. Well, I mean, you 36:10.990 --> 36:13.150 could still go to like the CVS right 36:13.150 --> 36:14.090 there, but with all the 36:14.090 --> 36:15.150 constructions that at the time 36:15.150 --> 36:16.170 they were doing, you needed to, 36:16.230 --> 36:17.550 you know, like a password to a 36:17.550 --> 36:19.810 speakeasy and then going to like 36:20.530 --> 36:22.530 going like through the alleyways to 36:22.530 --> 36:24.330 fucking get to that area. Like you 36:24.330 --> 36:25.870 could use your GPS and it would walk 36:25.870 --> 36:27.150 you in circles because it wouldn't 36:27.150 --> 36:28.850 know how to fucking get you to the 36:28.850 --> 36:30.150 CVS or all the stores in that little 36:30.650 --> 36:32.570 shopping section right down the 36:32.570 --> 36:36.830 strip. Oh, geez. Yeah, well, you know, 36:36.890 --> 36:38.930 welcome to America, dude. I love 36:38.930 --> 36:42.510 Mexico. I just, there's, I've come 36:42.510 --> 36:46.590 back here and I love my country. I 36:46.590 --> 36:48.970 love the conveniences. I love the 36:48.970 --> 36:51.730 fact you can take a hot shower, but 36:51.730 --> 36:55.010 man down in Mexico, there's freedom, 36:55.630 --> 36:59.510 real freedom. For instance, the most 36:59.510 --> 37:00.870 of the businesses are all small 37:00.870 --> 37:03.450 business. You want to open up a 37:03.450 --> 37:05.310 restaurant, you throw up a grill in 37:05.310 --> 37:06.550 front of your house, throw out some 37:06.550 --> 37:08.290 tables and have yourself a taqueria, 37:08.290 --> 37:11.050 man, and it's cheap. It's affordable. 37:11.330 --> 37:13.250 I did at South Salida when I went to 37:13.250 --> 37:15.770 the beach town. Yeah, it was a 37:15.770 --> 37:17.390 tourist town with tourist prices. 37:17.390 --> 37:19.810 Okay, I paid like for a bottle of water 37:19.810 --> 37:21.810 and a shot of Don Julio Neo. It was 37:21.810 --> 37:25.130 like 17 bucks. Right, but that was an 37:25.130 --> 37:28.170 exception. Most of time, you know, a 37:28.170 --> 37:31.330 drink would be five or six bucks, but 37:31.330 --> 37:33.010 yeah, you come up here and you're like, 37:33.090 --> 37:36.330 yeah, bend over, Yankee. Bend over. 37:40.150 --> 37:41.290 So what else been going on with you, 37:41.410 --> 37:43.790 Greg? I see you're starting your job. 37:44.410 --> 37:46.110 Oh, you did. What you doing, man? I'm 37:46.110 --> 37:48.230 truck driving. What type of truck? 37:49.530 --> 37:51.850 Big box. I'm doing scrap metal from 37:51.850 --> 37:53.110 the scrap yard to like their central 37:53.110 --> 37:57.390 hub. So are you talking about like a 37:57.390 --> 37:59.870 dump truck or are you doing like a 37:59.870 --> 38:01.350 transfer with a trailer on the back of 38:01.350 --> 38:06.350 it? Yeah, so the big box is essentially 38:06.350 --> 38:11.090 like a 53-footer. It's almost like a 38:11.090 --> 38:12.130 dump truck, but it just has like a 38:12.130 --> 38:15.050 back door. They use a crane. They 38:15.050 --> 38:17.130 crap just heaps of this shit, you know, 38:17.150 --> 38:19.170 just that people throw out, throw in 38:19.170 --> 38:20.950 the back and take it to their central 38:20.950 --> 38:23.510 hub location from different scrap 38:23.510 --> 38:28.250 yards. That's cool. Well, it's good 38:28.250 --> 38:32.130 paying work. Yeah, not bad. Not yet for 38:32.130 --> 38:33.710 me, but pretty soon I'll get paid by 38:33.710 --> 38:35.970 the load instead of fucking minimum 38:35.970 --> 38:38.950 wage in California. I'm still getting 38:38.950 --> 38:40.530 trained though, so that's that. 38:40.950 --> 38:43.690 Oh yeah. Would you get your CDL then, right? 38:44.310 --> 38:46.590 Oh yeah. Okay. Yeah, it's just a matter of 38:46.590 --> 38:49.130 training. And the thing about the, um, 38:50.070 --> 38:53.630 oh, Merriam is here. Merriam and Tom 38:53.630 --> 38:55.890 Hola Bonita. You know, Tom just showed 38:55.890 --> 38:57.030 up. How are y'all doing tonight? We 38:57.030 --> 38:58.330 just ended up talking to Greg after 38:58.330 --> 39:00.730 my little blah blah blah of my 39:00.730 --> 39:02.990 grand adventures in Mexico, darling. 39:03.170 --> 39:04.770 Good to see you now. Good to see 39:04.770 --> 39:06.510 you now. I was really surprised and 39:06.510 --> 39:08.370 very happy when I saw you at the 39:08.370 --> 39:09.790 opening party that night. I didn't know 39:09.790 --> 39:10.870 if you're going to be able to make it. 39:11.690 --> 39:13.850 Likewise. I was happy to be there. I was 39:13.850 --> 39:19.130 unexpected and uh, I uh, I prayed to God 39:19.130 --> 39:22.030 to just if I'm meant to be there to be 39:22.030 --> 39:25.950 there. And you were? And I was. Did you 39:25.950 --> 39:27.450 have a good time? I'm looking for my 39:28.390 --> 39:30.850 weight for my camera. Oh, that's okay. Do 39:30.850 --> 39:32.270 what you need to do. What's happening, 39:32.470 --> 39:34.890 Tom? How are you doing, amigo? I'm 39:34.890 --> 39:35.830 doing all right, Dave. How about 39:35.830 --> 39:37.790 yourself? I'm all right, man. I'm 39:37.790 --> 39:39.990 hanging in there, brother. Good. I'm 39:39.990 --> 39:40.970 hanging in there. I'm still trying to 39:40.970 --> 39:42.950 get caught up. What's happening, Tim? 39:43.850 --> 39:47.110 Hugo, what's up? ¿Qué pasa? I have the 39:47.110 --> 39:52.210 end, you two. ¿Cómo es vida en 39:52.210 --> 39:55.450 Colombia, amigo? Todo bien acá en 39:55.450 --> 39:58.950 Colombia es una noche muy neblina, 39:59.210 --> 40:03.050 mucho que tenemos mucha neblina. 40:03.210 --> 40:05.070 It's very foggy. It's very good. 40:06.430 --> 40:08.350 Oh yeah, that's right. You live up in the 40:08.350 --> 40:10.230 mountains there, man. So, it's not like 40:10.230 --> 40:12.250 you live down there. I know. I got the 40:12.250 --> 40:14.010 jacket on. You know, it's it's it's like 40:15.230 --> 40:19.290 55 degrees Fahrenheit here. So, yeah, we're 40:19.290 --> 40:21.410 getting ready for any season and uh 40:21.410 --> 40:22.750 mushroom season too. Yeah. 40:25.710 --> 40:28.010 That's a good time of the year. Oh 40:28.010 --> 40:29.850 yeah. Some will some will feed your 40:29.850 --> 40:31.510 belly. Some will get you high and 40:31.510 --> 40:34.090 some will. Well, they'll put you in 40:34.090 --> 40:34.550 the ground. 40:36.550 --> 40:41.430 Yeah, they will. So, did you um get out 40:41.430 --> 40:46.270 in time? No, I didn't. I was um I 40:46.270 --> 40:49.170 initially I I wanted to leave on Sunday 40:49.170 --> 40:51.470 so I could go to the closing party on 40:51.470 --> 40:52.890 Friday and I have to worry about 40:52.890 --> 40:56.590 getting back the next day and um I 40:56.590 --> 40:59.290 went to South Solita on Saturday 40:59.290 --> 41:02.490 on a whim for a day trip, ended up 41:02.490 --> 41:04.470 spending the night finding some little 41:04.470 --> 41:07.110 hostel with a bed and a community 41:07.110 --> 41:10.570 bathroom and a fan and woke up the next 41:10.570 --> 41:12.190 morning didn't know anything was popping 41:12.190 --> 41:14.630 off until halfway there and the taxi 41:14.630 --> 41:16.330 cab driver handed me his phone with 41:16.330 --> 41:17.670 all the pictures of everything going 41:17.670 --> 41:20.490 on. He just said, muy malo. That's 41:20.490 --> 41:25.430 it. He said, see, how about you? 41:26.010 --> 41:27.730 What happened? So, then what happened? 41:28.550 --> 41:30.810 Oh, well, we we got in town. You 41:31.370 --> 41:34.110 who are you with? The taxi cab driver. 41:35.330 --> 41:38.310 That was it. Just me and Sancho, man. 41:38.710 --> 41:41.390 Where did you and Sancho end up with? 41:41.570 --> 41:43.950 So, when did you get back? Well, he took 41:43.950 --> 41:46.390 me back to uh the container in my 41:46.390 --> 41:49.710 hotel room and um which hotel? 41:50.310 --> 41:52.370 The container in. Oh, okay. 41:52.950 --> 41:55.110 Yeah, containers, actual containers. 41:55.470 --> 41:57.710 Yes, yes. It's a hotel made out of 41:57.710 --> 41:59.370 containers. It was quite funky, but 42:00.270 --> 42:04.030 had some Mexican charm to it. So, yeah, 42:04.110 --> 42:06.030 I hung out there, found out, okay, I'm 42:06.030 --> 42:07.630 not the target, crashed at about three 42:07.630 --> 42:10.070 o'clock, woke up the next day, things 42:10.070 --> 42:11.770 started opening back up. Tuesday, you 42:11.770 --> 42:13.470 never know anything happened. So, you 42:13.470 --> 42:15.970 left Tuesday? Hell, no. 42:17.270 --> 42:21.310 Shit, no. The American Airlines, when 42:21.310 --> 42:23.790 I called him, said, we can get you 42:23.790 --> 42:26.110 out on Sunday at five o'clock and 42:26.110 --> 42:27.870 this was on Tuesday. Sunday. 42:29.390 --> 42:33.090 The next week? Yeah, that Sunday. So, 42:33.110 --> 42:35.310 this was Tuesday, I talked to him, they 42:35.310 --> 42:36.450 said I can get you out on Sunday. 42:36.990 --> 42:39.750 Wow. And I had, you know, I was supposed 42:39.750 --> 42:42.150 to be back to work the Tuesday before 42:42.150 --> 42:44.430 last. So, I at that point, I said, 42:44.510 --> 42:46.550 look it, I don't care, I got a plan B. 42:47.010 --> 42:49.030 And then I found a flight on Thursday 42:49.030 --> 42:52.650 from TJ, from Port of Arta to Tijuana, 42:52.650 --> 42:56.250 crossed the border and the next day, 42:56.810 --> 42:59.410 I caught a flight from San Diego to 42:59.410 --> 43:01.550 Sacramento. That's how I got out. 43:02.550 --> 43:04.910 Wow. Quite the adventure. I would not 43:04.910 --> 43:06.630 have been happy to be there an extra 43:06.630 --> 43:12.850 fucking week, no way. So, Jimmy wanted, 43:13.230 --> 43:15.050 my friend Jimmy wanted to leave to 43:15.050 --> 43:17.230 stay an extra day to take in the town. 43:17.770 --> 43:19.530 And it's not my fault he didn't 43:19.530 --> 43:21.490 calculate that there was no days to 43:21.490 --> 43:23.370 take in the town. It was, the time was 43:23.370 --> 43:25.870 going slow and then it went fast. 43:26.150 --> 43:29.050 So, I gave my talk, it turned out that 43:29.050 --> 43:31.390 I gave my talk on the solar eclipse on 43:31.390 --> 43:34.990 the new, the fire horse, the new 43:34.990 --> 43:38.710 Chinese year. And then Friday got on 43:38.710 --> 43:41.470 the stage to talk about February 20th 43:41.470 --> 43:43.890 and the Neptune conjunct 43:45.610 --> 43:48.830 Saturn in zero degrees Aries. And so, 43:49.390 --> 43:51.950 when he told, like, his, one of his 43:51.950 --> 43:53.550 jobs, we've been talking about it for 43:53.550 --> 43:55.770 years, was to chaperone me. Like, I am 43:55.770 --> 44:00.050 very sensitive and I'm just allergic 44:00.050 --> 44:01.870 to the matrix and it's allergic to me. 44:02.070 --> 44:06.010 So, on the way, so then when he said 44:06.010 --> 44:07.690 I'm going to stay an extra day and he 44:07.690 --> 44:10.550 didn't even seem to give an F that I, 44:10.690 --> 44:13.050 I do have PTSD. His job was to 44:13.050 --> 44:15.170 chaperone me and I was like, what the 44:15.170 --> 44:17.210 fuck am I going to do? My intuition 44:17.210 --> 44:19.350 says to go back and I'm listening to my 44:19.350 --> 44:22.590 intuition and the day before Asia and 44:22.590 --> 44:25.470 him were going to the beach and I wanted 44:25.470 --> 44:27.090 to go to the beach but my intuition 44:27.090 --> 44:29.650 again said don't go and then when they 44:29.650 --> 44:30.830 came back they ended up getting 44:30.830 --> 44:32.910 thrashed against the waves and I've 44:32.910 --> 44:36.650 almost drowned so I'm really, I'm, I'm 44:36.650 --> 44:38.150 grateful that I didn't go with them 44:38.150 --> 44:39.490 because I have enough trauma of 44:39.490 --> 44:42.110 almost drowning twice, one in 44:42.110 --> 44:44.190 Venezuela and one, once in Greece. 44:44.190 --> 44:49.010 Anyway, so, we got on the plane and I 44:49.010 --> 44:50.830 was wearing a t-shirt that says 44:50.830 --> 44:54.750 Van fucking Halen and I've never, I 44:54.750 --> 44:56.290 maybe mentioned it on Union of the 44:56.290 --> 44:57.910 Wanted, I've never worn that t-shirt 44:57.910 --> 45:01.750 before and I got on and this 45:02.570 --> 45:05.270 stewardess says, cute t-shirt but it's 45:05.270 --> 45:07.770 prohibited and so I was like, I was 45:07.770 --> 45:10.170 like, what? Like it took me a moment 45:10.170 --> 45:13.070 to like orient myself and I said what? 45:13.620 --> 45:17.270 And she said, profanity is, profanity is, 45:17.270 --> 45:20.850 is, is not, it's not, it's illegal. 45:21.230 --> 45:25.010 You can't, I'm like, what? You can't 45:25.010 --> 45:27.510 wear a t-shirt with the f-word in the 45:27.510 --> 45:30.970 United States, like what? So I don't 45:30.970 --> 45:32.850 know if it's just with Delta or now 45:32.850 --> 45:34.710 it's all but I know that I almost 45:34.710 --> 45:36.870 got, I got kicked off of the 45:36.870 --> 45:39.770 bright line for swearing at someone 45:39.770 --> 45:41.750 else, I didn't say to any employee 45:41.750 --> 45:48.110 f-u and I was just, so profanity is a 45:48.110 --> 45:49.990 thing now, you know, just like with the 45:49.990 --> 45:53.330 weaponization of customer service, I'm 45:53.330 --> 45:55.990 sure the boys and girls at home have 45:55.990 --> 45:58.150 experienced, by the way, there's a study 45:58.150 --> 45:59.730 that shows people who swear are smarter 45:59.730 --> 46:03.030 so if they say, oh, on customer service 46:03.030 --> 46:05.570 we can't handle that profanity if you, 46:05.570 --> 46:07.270 if you swear again we'll have to 46:07.270 --> 46:09.950 disconnect the call. So it's a thing 46:09.950 --> 46:14.390 now, right? Anyway so on the plane, I, I 46:14.390 --> 46:16.570 was gonna wear a jumpsuit anyway, it's 46:16.570 --> 46:18.930 freezing on the plane and I must have 46:18.930 --> 46:20.930 said something under my breath, like 46:20.930 --> 46:22.850 yeah, that's from the Rona regime or 46:22.850 --> 46:25.510 something, so then Jimmy wasn't on the 46:25.510 --> 46:26.790 plane with me because he was having 46:26.790 --> 46:29.550 drinks and waiting till the plane 46:29.550 --> 46:32.030 boards, so then when he was there, 46:32.570 --> 46:34.550 you know, he held my arm, he just 46:34.550 --> 46:36.890 touched me and then they had Betsy 46:36.890 --> 46:41.310 come and Betsy said to me, you know, she 46:41.310 --> 46:42.670 said we need to make sure that you're 46:42.670 --> 46:46.370 not going to be a security risk, the entire 46:46.370 --> 46:49.290 plane, so anyways boys and girls don't 46:49.290 --> 46:52.630 wear the, so anyways had, let's say Jimmy 46:52.630 --> 46:55.270 wasn't there, let's say I was Miriam and 46:55.270 --> 46:57.970 just was like, you know, didn't know 46:57.970 --> 46:59.770 better and forgot that it's not the 46:59.770 --> 47:01.990 80s that I could have gone and taken 47:01.990 --> 47:04.210 off of the plane and then God knows 47:04.210 --> 47:05.190 when I would have gone and home 47:05.190 --> 47:06.330 because the very next day 47:06.330 --> 47:09.870 things broke out, so anyways I got back 47:09.870 --> 47:13.950 in time and dealt with other 47:13.950 --> 47:16.990 other drama. Yeah, like World War Three, 47:17.150 --> 47:19.010 holy shit, when I got back I thought 47:19.010 --> 47:22.390 Miriam, I thought holy crap man, what 47:22.390 --> 47:24.310 stories I had and I woke up 47:24.310 --> 47:26.290 literally Saturday morning and started 47:26.290 --> 47:28.770 looking at social media and the news 47:28.770 --> 47:31.150 and I knew right out the batch, holy 47:31.150 --> 47:32.970 shit, World War Three just began for 47:32.970 --> 47:35.610 real, talk about stealing my thunder, 47:35.790 --> 47:39.890 fucking Trump and that's what I've 47:39.890 --> 47:42.950 really been concerned with lately is 47:42.950 --> 47:44.890 you know what's going on, this shit's 47:44.890 --> 47:47.150 getting real people and it's getting 47:47.150 --> 47:49.650 real real quick and it's kind of you 47:49.650 --> 47:52.390 know, I really want to, if you don't 47:52.390 --> 47:54.850 mind, kind of bring this to the panel 47:54.850 --> 47:58.750 here and get people's input on 47:59.470 --> 48:02.210 what happened and what do we think 48:02.210 --> 48:04.630 is going to happen with this whole 48:05.230 --> 48:07.290 fuck it, call it what it is, World War Three. 48:09.290 --> 48:12.070 What do you think Tim? Come on, you're 48:12.070 --> 48:14.070 you're the investigative journalist, what 48:14.070 --> 48:16.430 do you think? Well, no I got my own 48:16.430 --> 48:20.150 opinions and stuff so I mean the, you 48:20.150 --> 48:21.990 know what, taking out Maduro in 48:21.990 --> 48:23.950 Venezuela, that was that was one 48:23.950 --> 48:26.570 step to see if you can get away with 48:26.570 --> 48:30.950 that shit and then we got Israel and 48:30.950 --> 48:34.630 the United States going to Iran, each 48:35.520 --> 48:38.790 each kind of little faction bit is 48:39.260 --> 48:41.130 kind of taking control over different 48:41.130 --> 48:43.330 regions, you know, so you got the 48:43.330 --> 48:46.250 Technate of North America and the 48:46.250 --> 48:48.690 top half, top part of South America 48:49.560 --> 48:51.330 and then you also got the Greater Israel 48:51.330 --> 48:51.910 project 48:53.690 --> 48:56.590 so yeah, I see a little continuation of 48:56.590 --> 49:00.830 that. Yeah, I don't know what else to say 49:00.830 --> 49:04.170 right now but no, things are fucked 49:04.170 --> 49:06.490 and it's the bait and switch 49:06.490 --> 49:09.230 administration as Steve Boykin likes to 49:09.230 --> 49:12.470 say. I think so, Tom, what do you think? 49:13.410 --> 49:16.390 It's all bait and switch. I think the 49:16.390 --> 49:17.890 United States is trying to completely 49:17.890 --> 49:19.850 cut off the oil supply to China. 49:22.350 --> 49:24.250 Venezuela and Iran, that's where they 49:24.250 --> 49:27.890 get most of their oil from. I actually 49:27.890 --> 49:31.770 saw a video yesterday, a news channel 49:31.770 --> 49:35.870 out of China and I don't know, one of 49:35.870 --> 49:38.630 their people was calling Israel and 49:38.630 --> 49:40.870 asking them to not do this anymore. 49:41.910 --> 49:44.110 Look, do China's scared? They think that 49:44.110 --> 49:46.510 the United States, G-Ping or whatever 49:46.510 --> 49:48.090 his name, that they're going to come 49:48.090 --> 49:50.690 after him next. Can you blame them? 49:51.170 --> 49:53.990 I mean, they openly said so. Yeah, I mean the 49:53.990 --> 49:56.390 testing grounds, like they're doing in 49:56.390 --> 49:58.790 Ukraine and Russia, the testing for all 49:58.790 --> 50:01.890 the technology with the drones and the 50:01.890 --> 50:04.410 AI and all that, so they've been 50:04.410 --> 50:06.090 testing that for a while for two years. 50:06.290 --> 50:08.190 Eric Schmidt has been going off on that 50:08.190 --> 50:10.790 for years, you know, past couple of 50:10.790 --> 50:13.690 years and so it's almost like those 50:13.690 --> 50:16.470 like targeted strikes, they're getting 50:16.470 --> 50:19.090 that down to a T. So boom, Venezuela, 50:19.090 --> 50:23.130 Maduro, boom, gone. Israel, in Iran, 50:24.890 --> 50:28.350 Khomeini, boom, gone. So it's like, 50:29.090 --> 50:31.710 so is Trump keeping his word about these 50:31.710 --> 50:33.970 forever wars? I don't know about that 50:34.690 --> 50:36.830 because it's like, it's because they have 50:36.830 --> 50:39.210 the technology now and they've tested it 50:39.210 --> 50:41.050 and so now we know how to take out 50:41.050 --> 50:45.630 people, you know, because what 50:45.630 --> 50:49.070 happened 20 years ago in Iraq, you 50:49.070 --> 50:51.690 went to war for a while and it took 50:51.690 --> 50:54.270 like a year or so to like find him in his 50:54.270 --> 50:55.590 hole or whatever, that's the official 50:55.590 --> 51:00.010 story, you know, but history is showing 51:00.010 --> 51:01.510 us that well from years after there's 51:01.510 --> 51:03.630 insurgencies, there's rebellion, there's 51:03.630 --> 51:07.470 there's other things, you can't just 51:07.470 --> 51:09.810 kind of, that vacuum of power, you can't 51:09.810 --> 51:12.150 just disrupt one thing over here and 51:12.150 --> 51:13.690 not expect something to happen over 51:13.690 --> 51:16.170 here. So yeah, we've gone through 51:16.170 --> 51:18.370 just this year, man, in just a couple 51:18.370 --> 51:20.650 months, a couple weeks, we've gone through 51:20.650 --> 51:22.690 boom, boom, boom, the repercussions, 51:23.050 --> 51:25.450 the ripple effect, the wave effect, 51:25.570 --> 51:27.590 that's going to be felt for a very long 51:27.590 --> 51:30.590 time coming. I think so. I mean we're still 51:30.590 --> 51:32.330 feeling the ripple effects from the 51:32.330 --> 51:35.230 Rona and the real agenda, which is a 51:35.230 --> 51:38.270 new world order surveillance tyranny, 51:39.990 --> 51:41.530 so that's what's happening 51:41.530 --> 51:43.790 underneath the infrastructure because 51:43.790 --> 51:46.390 all, whether it's a PSYOP yet another 51:46.390 --> 51:49.670 PSYOP or breakout at war, it's all 51:49.670 --> 51:53.630 testing ground to, you know, look, take 51:53.630 --> 51:55.810 out, take out a leader with more 51:55.810 --> 51:58.130 precision, like you said, the stories 51:58.130 --> 52:00.350 of, let's say, if you look at Gaddafi or 52:00.350 --> 52:02.790 Saddam Hussein, there's so much more 52:02.790 --> 52:05.690 going on underneath the surface, this, 52:05.990 --> 52:08.470 we're just being shown, I mean, I 52:08.470 --> 52:09.950 don't know, to me, Trump is just the 52:09.950 --> 52:13.450 person people love to hate and, I mean, 52:13.530 --> 52:15.470 he said it, you could kill, he could 52:15.470 --> 52:18.610 kill someone on Broadway or whatever 52:18.610 --> 52:21.210 street in New York, and no one would 52:21.210 --> 52:23.590 bat an eye, and I think the bigger 52:23.590 --> 52:26.890 things that are happening to humanity 52:27.410 --> 52:30.570 as a species, while we're distracted 52:30.570 --> 52:34.130 with yet more bombing, that's my, that's 52:34.130 --> 52:36.550 my three cents, it's, it's, and what a 52:36.550 --> 52:39.070 message, what a message they're 52:39.070 --> 52:41.090 sending out that, yeah, hey, we can 52:41.090 --> 52:43.670 take out anyone at any time, just, 52:43.670 --> 52:47.770 yeah, look at this, yeah, well, what 52:48.310 --> 52:52.190 they're saying in China is that the 52:52.190 --> 52:54.330 Iranian, all those people that they 52:54.330 --> 52:56.050 killed, the leaders and all that stuff, 52:56.690 --> 52:59.490 that they chipped their teeth, so that's 52:59.490 --> 53:00.990 how they knew that they were all there. 53:01.910 --> 53:05.090 I've heard that story too, don't know 53:05.090 --> 53:06.250 if it's true or not, it would make 53:06.250 --> 53:08.450 sense. How did they chipped their teeth? 53:09.230 --> 53:11.830 They went to the dentist, so the 53:11.830 --> 53:14.330 Jew sent up a dentist office or 53:14.330 --> 53:17.510 something like that in Iran, and all 53:17.510 --> 53:19.410 the, all the, all the big leaders 53:19.410 --> 53:22.730 were going to this dentist, and they 53:22.730 --> 53:24.910 were doing work on their teeth, and 53:24.910 --> 53:27.030 then the, the main dude, they killed, 53:27.830 --> 53:31.230 um, he had an operation, so they 53:31.230 --> 53:32.450 probably could have planted something 53:32.450 --> 53:33.870 in him then, you know what I mean? 53:34.410 --> 53:37.850 Well, yeah, that also, it makes 53:37.850 --> 53:39.050 sense. It wasn't in Laden on 53:39.050 --> 53:41.630 dialysis, or am I looking into 53:41.630 --> 53:45.590 Robert Williams too close? No, no, no, no, 53:45.590 --> 53:48.190 he was on dialysis, yeah. He was on 53:48.190 --> 53:50.110 dialysis when he was being treated at 53:50.110 --> 53:53.190 hospitals that were running, American 53:53.190 --> 53:56.430 hospitals. Yeah. And what, his CIA name, 53:56.450 --> 53:58.670 CIA name was Tim Ostman. 53:59.150 --> 54:02.390 Ostman, yeah, yeah. I like the 54:02.390 --> 54:04.250 Ostman brothers, very close, yeah, Tim 54:04.250 --> 54:06.650 Ostman. Well, the ways in which they 54:06.650 --> 54:09.690 can track people, uh, discombobulate 54:09.690 --> 54:12.290 people, compromise people, use them as 54:13.010 --> 54:15.950 pawns, um, I mean, just to use a pop 54:15.950 --> 54:17.550 culture of whatever the fuck is 54:17.550 --> 54:19.850 happening with Jim Carrey, and then 54:19.850 --> 54:21.610 they, of course, the system knows 54:21.610 --> 54:23.190 it's going to ripple, they're 54:23.190 --> 54:25.470 banking on the campaigns and the, and 54:25.470 --> 54:27.590 the conspiracies, they create these 54:27.590 --> 54:29.970 things to have this distraction, 54:30.190 --> 54:33.610 distraction, meanwhile, what's really, 54:34.170 --> 54:35.830 what's really happening, we're living 54:35.830 --> 54:38.490 in a progressively fake and gay 54:38.490 --> 54:40.990 world. And so what is really important 54:40.990 --> 54:43.290 at the end of the day to go within, 54:43.510 --> 54:45.950 what's true for, what's true for you? 54:46.150 --> 54:48.230 So whatever's happening with the wars 54:48.230 --> 54:49.730 and all of that, if you look at 54:50.390 --> 54:52.650 astrologically, if you have an event 54:52.650 --> 54:54.490 astrologically, which literally 54:54.490 --> 54:56.650 hasn't happened in centuries since the 54:56.650 --> 54:59.610 Tower of Babel, right? And of course, 54:59.710 --> 55:04.270 the elitists know this, so the event 55:04.270 --> 55:07.210 we were at was called Genesis, and it 55:07.210 --> 55:10.070 so happened, like, when I realized that 55:10.070 --> 55:13.090 Friday, the closing day of the event is 55:13.090 --> 55:15.590 coinciding with this historical, 55:16.050 --> 55:19.650 someone told me, um, passed by, you know, 55:19.670 --> 55:21.770 I get little pieces of puzzle pieces 55:21.770 --> 55:24.070 and said, oh yeah, this event hasn't 55:24.070 --> 55:25.970 happened. So just to say quickly, 55:26.570 --> 55:29.470 Neptune is about illusions, deception, 55:30.030 --> 55:34.530 myths, and Saturn is about structure, 55:34.710 --> 55:37.410 patriarchy, it rules Capricorn. So they 55:37.410 --> 55:40.610 come together in zero degrees in Aries. 55:41.070 --> 55:43.530 So if you look at the Zodiac, we start 55:43.530 --> 55:48.370 fresh at Aries. So then I looked, oh, it 55:48.370 --> 55:49.670 hasn't happened since the Tower of 55:49.670 --> 55:51.090 Babel. What do we know about the Tower 55:51.090 --> 55:53.210 of Babel? Then when I went to look, 55:53.370 --> 55:55.890 it's spoken about in the book of 55:55.890 --> 55:57.890 Genesis, and it just so happened, the 55:57.890 --> 55:59.350 event was called Genesis. It was 55:59.350 --> 56:03.670 referenced in 1119 in the book of Genesis. 56:04.350 --> 56:06.650 So there's happened to be, I think, in 2025 56:06.650 --> 56:09.510 in the United States, a big initiative 56:10.070 --> 56:12.390 called Genesis, which is about surveillance. 56:12.830 --> 56:15.490 So again, these operations to take out 56:15.490 --> 56:17.750 people under the guise of all the 56:17.750 --> 56:21.450 dictator with zero precision, what's 56:21.450 --> 56:23.190 the real message here of, like, can you 56:23.190 --> 56:25.870 really divert from the script of this 56:25.870 --> 56:29.810 Mickey Mouse game? And so where are you 56:29.810 --> 56:30.910 left as a human being? 56:31.710 --> 56:34.410 Well, even with the talking about Aries, 56:34.590 --> 56:36.770 if you're going to go astrological on it, 56:38.410 --> 56:41.070 Iraq, when did the U.S. invade 56:41.070 --> 56:44.130 Iraq? It was in March of 2003. When 56:44.130 --> 56:47.990 was corona COVID actually declared a 56:47.990 --> 56:50.230 pandemic? That was in March as well. 56:50.590 --> 56:52.590 So those Ides of March things are 56:52.590 --> 56:53.750 kind of all coming together. 56:53.750 --> 56:57.410 9-11, so that's in September. 56:58.190 --> 56:59.810 That's six months of what, you know, 56:59.890 --> 57:01.930 that's a six-month period from that. 57:02.990 --> 57:05.850 Yeah, I think there's something 57:06.650 --> 57:08.590 there with the astrological thing. 57:09.370 --> 57:12.370 Well, the entire Babel moment is when 57:12.370 --> 57:14.610 things start to collapse. It's a 57:14.610 --> 57:17.270 Genesis, which is another word for a 57:17.270 --> 57:22.430 reset. And so Neptune and Aries, and 57:22.430 --> 57:26.210 Neptune and Saturn coming together, 57:26.350 --> 57:28.770 that conjunction happens every 36 years. 57:28.890 --> 57:30.290 The last time was in 1989. 57:31.090 --> 57:33.830 What's different is that in the sign of 57:33.830 --> 57:35.950 Aries, if you think it hasn't happened 57:35.950 --> 57:39.730 in 6,000 years, so Chris Horlaker, 57:39.750 --> 57:42.570 who was at the event, was speaking 57:42.570 --> 57:44.730 about Atlantis and said, back in the 57:44.730 --> 57:46.650 day, we used to be able to 57:46.650 --> 57:48.810 communicate telepathically because 57:48.810 --> 57:50.770 what's happening now is, I believe, 57:52.430 --> 57:55.430 we never really developed or honored 57:55.430 --> 57:58.150 our organic telepathy, and now 57:58.150 --> 57:59.890 there's synthetic telepathy, and I 57:59.890 --> 58:01.810 believe through the frequencies, 58:02.370 --> 58:05.870 through the jib jabs, are injecting 58:05.870 --> 58:09.470 thought forms, and we're seeing more 58:10.450 --> 58:13.310 chaos, more darkness, and people are 58:13.310 --> 58:14.650 really being tested. 58:15.430 --> 58:17.330 I think if you see Westworld season 58:17.330 --> 58:20.010 5, and how the towers 58:21.810 --> 58:24.410 interface with the fucking NPCs, that 58:24.410 --> 58:26.050 people are just like, it's all loose. 58:26.310 --> 58:27.410 They just want the attention, your 58:27.410 --> 58:29.550 attention, your attention, and we have 58:29.550 --> 58:32.250 a small window to, I know, sorry if 58:32.250 --> 58:33.970 I'm going esoteric, to really do our 58:33.970 --> 58:36.010 work of like, what is the truth? 58:36.690 --> 58:38.190 What's the truth here? This is all 58:38.190 --> 58:40.490 fucking bullshit. All of it. 58:40.650 --> 58:42.150 What matters, right? Family. 58:42.890 --> 58:44.490 I believe we're the last of the 58:44.490 --> 58:46.230 Mohicans. If you speak to an 58:46.230 --> 58:47.770 80-year-old today that hasn't been 58:47.770 --> 58:49.790 vaccinated, that is a fucking relic, 58:50.130 --> 58:52.010 and right? Because they also took out 58:52.010 --> 58:54.230 wisdom, so it's someone who can 58:54.230 --> 58:55.870 remember and piece together. They 58:55.870 --> 58:58.610 completely, even under, with George 58:58.610 --> 59:01.590 Floyd, rewrote history, and they have 59:01.590 --> 59:04.050 been, and so this... 59:04.050 --> 59:05.570 No, literally they have been. 59:06.070 --> 59:08.450 Like, the Catholics have changed the 59:08.450 --> 59:10.770 timelines throughout the years so 59:10.770 --> 59:12.990 many fucking times, like, we don't 59:12.990 --> 59:14.310 even know if the, I don't even 59:14.310 --> 59:15.770 know if the calendar right now is 59:15.770 --> 59:17.690 right, that we live by. No, it's not 59:17.690 --> 59:19.250 right. It's a Kruber Dorian. 59:19.610 --> 59:21.330 No, it's not. Yeah, it's not right. 59:21.490 --> 59:23.450 I mean, yeah, September should be the 59:23.450 --> 59:26.910 seventh month. October... Little detail. 59:27.570 --> 59:29.150 A little detail to Julia. 59:30.330 --> 59:31.790 Mine's not at all right though. They had 59:31.790 --> 59:33.210 their 13 months, whatever, and then 59:33.210 --> 59:34.810 the lunar one, you know, so... 59:34.810 --> 59:36.370 That was taken away too, Tim, the 59:36.370 --> 59:38.970 thirteenth month. Right. You can even 59:38.970 --> 59:44.390 say that... 13, as above, so below 59:44.390 --> 59:46.830 23 degrees to the left, because they 59:46.830 --> 59:48.970 also messed with the astrology. They've 59:48.970 --> 59:51.170 messed with, with, we've been genetically 59:51.170 --> 59:53.190 modified before, we're being genetically 59:53.190 --> 59:55.650 modified again. Anyone who actually 59:55.650 --> 59:59.230 remembers, because, you know, back in 59:59.230 --> 01:00:00.570 the day you could have soul memories 01:00:00.570 --> 01:00:03.030 from another life. So if I've had 01:00:03.030 --> 01:00:05.370 memories from another life of, like, you 01:00:05.370 --> 01:00:07.130 could see, like, West World, oh, I picked 01:00:07.130 --> 01:00:10.410 this avatar, and then this is how it 01:00:10.410 --> 01:00:12.250 ends, you get, you get killed or 01:00:12.250 --> 01:00:14.110 whatever. So we've played these roles 01:00:14.110 --> 01:00:16.030 before, and I really believe we have it. 01:00:16.090 --> 01:00:17.610 This is an opportunity of remembrance. 01:00:18.030 --> 01:00:21.790 This is like Atlantis 2.0, and this 01:00:21.790 --> 01:00:26.250 species is under peril. Like, it should 01:00:26.250 --> 01:00:30.390 be a big deal, no? Is that too much? Is 01:00:30.390 --> 01:00:32.550 for me, or am I being too... No, hell no. 01:00:32.850 --> 01:00:35.530 Mariam, I think Sophia is coming back. 01:00:36.090 --> 01:00:37.370 So, I think... Sophia. 01:00:38.010 --> 01:00:40.670 Sophia, yes. Well, I stand for Sophia, 01:00:41.350 --> 01:00:43.450 and it's through the heart, and that's 01:00:43.450 --> 01:00:45.390 why they created a weapon, a bio-weapon 01:00:45.390 --> 01:00:47.010 that attacks the heart, because think 01:00:47.010 --> 01:00:50.690 about it. We've all been hurt, and then 01:00:50.690 --> 01:00:52.550 you harden your heart instead of break 01:00:52.550 --> 01:00:56.370 it open, and we are one step closer to 01:00:56.370 --> 01:00:59.570 an AI bot. So I stand for divine 01:00:59.570 --> 01:01:01.650 feminine, not fake and gay spirituality, 01:01:02.370 --> 01:01:04.070 where it's about money, money, money, 01:01:04.710 --> 01:01:07.690 and real embodiment of the virtues, 01:01:07.910 --> 01:01:11.770 because integrity is now almost 01:01:11.770 --> 01:01:14.470 extinct. But there are people out there 01:01:14.470 --> 01:01:17.230 who prize integrity, authenticity, and 01:01:17.230 --> 01:01:19.110 it is about frequency, and I think the 01:01:19.110 --> 01:01:21.550 Rona was a was a big test. 01:01:22.310 --> 01:01:24.550 I think the Rona was a big test all 01:01:24.550 --> 01:01:27.630 around. It was on multiple levels. For 01:01:27.630 --> 01:01:31.150 one, it was just one level, was a way 01:01:31.150 --> 01:01:34.150 to determine who were NPCs and who 01:01:34.150 --> 01:01:38.050 were not. Simple as that. 70% of 01:01:38.050 --> 01:01:40.950 people took it, 30% of people didn't. 01:01:40.950 --> 01:01:41.990 That's what they say. 01:01:43.870 --> 01:01:45.530 Well, do you think that's a higher percentage 01:01:45.530 --> 01:01:46.670 that didn't take it? What do you think it 01:01:46.670 --> 01:01:50.510 really is? Me? I think they lie with 01:01:50.510 --> 01:01:52.610 percentages and all that shit all the 01:01:52.610 --> 01:01:54.330 time. They can tell us whatever, you know 01:01:54.330 --> 01:01:55.550 what I mean? Like, they say there's 01:01:55.550 --> 01:01:57.350 8 billion people on the fucking earth. 01:01:57.910 --> 01:01:59.890 How do they know that? Prove it to me. 01:02:00.930 --> 01:02:02.830 Well, I will say that I don't really 01:02:02.830 --> 01:02:04.470 think there's a lot of divine sparks 01:02:04.470 --> 01:02:07.550 that are deep and carry wisdom 01:02:07.550 --> 01:02:11.370 and knowing because they've attacked 01:02:11.370 --> 01:02:15.150 Gnosis. Like, I spoke to a newly minted 01:02:15.150 --> 01:02:18.630 Catholic friend that was, I'm sorry, no 01:02:18.630 --> 01:02:21.290 offense to the Christians out there. I 01:02:21.290 --> 01:02:23.310 was raised Christian and told me, I said, 01:02:23.330 --> 01:02:25.710 you know, the Cathars, the Cathars 01:02:25.710 --> 01:02:27.850 became the Catholics and they torched 01:02:27.850 --> 01:02:31.910 us and I have a, I just, I saw, I 01:02:31.910 --> 01:02:33.870 even without knowing, said, oh yeah, 01:02:33.950 --> 01:02:35.510 I've been torched in a past life 01:02:35.510 --> 01:02:37.610 and then I've always been drawn to the 01:02:37.610 --> 01:02:40.630 Cathars for a long time, not always, but 01:02:40.630 --> 01:02:42.630 and then found out that they were 01:02:42.630 --> 01:02:45.070 literally torched. So I told my friend, 01:02:46.090 --> 01:02:47.930 you know, the Cathars were about purity 01:02:48.530 --> 01:02:50.530 and there's a difference between Gnosis 01:02:50.530 --> 01:02:52.970 and occultism. Anyways, he said to me 01:02:54.110 --> 01:02:55.810 about the Cathars morphing into 01:02:55.810 --> 01:02:57.590 Catholics. He said, that's hearsay. 01:02:57.870 --> 01:02:58.890 And I said, what the fuck are you 01:02:58.890 --> 01:03:00.990 talking about dude? It's medieval history. 01:03:01.510 --> 01:03:03.630 So that's where we're at now. Like, 01:03:03.630 --> 01:03:04.810 dude, this is history. 01:03:05.370 --> 01:03:07.050 What are you talking about the Cathars 01:03:07.050 --> 01:03:08.770 didn't get burned? The Gnostics were 01:03:08.770 --> 01:03:11.050 out before Christians even existed, 01:03:11.150 --> 01:03:13.550 before the Christian Bible even existed. 01:03:14.790 --> 01:03:17.590 Yeah, I've been studying it like deep 01:03:17.590 --> 01:03:20.010 dive. If anyone knows my work, how 01:03:20.010 --> 01:03:21.950 exhaustive and comprehensive I am, 01:03:22.170 --> 01:03:25.370 looking at the Christian, I'm not 01:03:25.370 --> 01:03:27.530 anywhere done and looking at reincarnation 01:03:27.530 --> 01:03:30.350 and looking at just to understand 01:03:31.030 --> 01:03:33.090 how the ministry of truth, like the 01:03:33.090 --> 01:03:35.870 word stars was turned into kings. 01:03:36.150 --> 01:03:37.630 And anyway, it could just end this 01:03:37.630 --> 01:03:39.190 conversation, could just be like, listen, 01:03:39.310 --> 01:03:42.190 it was Aramaic. So it was oral. 01:03:42.750 --> 01:03:45.130 Then, you know, whether it was Latin, 01:03:45.430 --> 01:03:51.250 Coptic, Latin, Greek, Hebrew, English 01:03:51.250 --> 01:03:54.010 came a lot later. It's like a spell 01:03:54.010 --> 01:03:56.990 language as Jeff Burwick said recently 01:03:56.990 --> 01:03:59.430 on my show. It looked different English. 01:03:59.690 --> 01:04:02.050 So don't fucking tell me be quoting 01:04:02.050 --> 01:04:04.290 the Bible when you don't even know 01:04:04.290 --> 01:04:05.910 what version of the Bible it is, 01:04:05.970 --> 01:04:07.590 how many times it's been edited. 01:04:07.930 --> 01:04:09.730 And I am a scribe and record keeper. 01:04:10.510 --> 01:04:12.790 So it should end there. And then 01:04:12.790 --> 01:04:15.990 someone, I mean, the Bible, the 01:04:15.990 --> 01:04:18.250 Ethiopian Bible was out 800 years 01:04:18.250 --> 01:04:19.870 before the Christian Bible was. 01:04:21.530 --> 01:04:23.470 Yeah, tell a Christian to go read 01:04:23.470 --> 01:04:25.010 that Bible. They'll fucking tell 01:04:25.010 --> 01:04:27.190 you to fuck off. You guys had me 01:04:27.190 --> 01:04:28.910 at Bible. Right. 01:04:28.910 --> 01:04:32.990 Yeah, buy a ball and then I acquired 01:04:32.990 --> 01:04:35.690 a book on how Christians like it came 01:04:35.690 --> 01:04:37.910 a download. Oh my God, the Christians 01:04:37.910 --> 01:04:39.990 sigh up the stars. That's how I say it. 01:04:40.010 --> 01:04:41.790 They stole the stars. They separated 01:04:41.790 --> 01:04:43.910 the heavens. We are stardust. 01:04:44.930 --> 01:04:47.450 Our origins have been scrubbed and 01:04:47.450 --> 01:04:49.730 the Christians had a big role in 01:04:49.730 --> 01:04:52.290 this. And then that's how I kind of 01:04:52.290 --> 01:04:55.070 started on my investigation. And this 01:04:55.070 --> 01:04:57.030 book, this is like a cheap book 01:04:57.030 --> 01:05:01.010 that's $100 on looking at the early 01:05:01.010 --> 01:05:02.750 Christians, the St Augustines of the 01:05:02.750 --> 01:05:05.310 world and how they all had astrologers 01:05:05.310 --> 01:05:08.170 and then slowly demonified astrology. 01:05:08.610 --> 01:05:11.230 Like this, this makes a difference. 01:05:11.650 --> 01:05:13.490 And then why also because the 01:05:13.490 --> 01:05:15.130 emperors could find out when you 01:05:15.130 --> 01:05:15.970 could find out when you're 01:05:15.970 --> 01:05:17.170 supposed you're going to die 01:05:17.170 --> 01:05:18.630 according to the heavens. Right. 01:05:18.970 --> 01:05:20.070 Sure. Now there's a bazillion 01:05:20.070 --> 01:05:22.530 variables we used to live hundreds of 01:05:22.530 --> 01:05:24.590 years before we were fucked with. 01:05:24.590 --> 01:05:27.970 So these, no one's carrying this 01:05:27.970 --> 01:05:30.930 information for our celestial origins. 01:05:31.190 --> 01:05:32.750 There were becoming cyborgs. 01:05:33.810 --> 01:05:35.310 Right. People are not going to know, 01:05:35.390 --> 01:05:38.110 oh, this is an actual authentic person. 01:05:38.370 --> 01:05:40.470 They know, let's say with me, 01:05:40.670 --> 01:05:42.530 something about me. Right. 01:05:42.730 --> 01:05:45.310 Like I was dancing in West Palm and 01:05:45.310 --> 01:05:48.270 this chick said, you have to show 01:05:48.270 --> 01:05:49.770 me your moves. Like, who can you 01:05:49.770 --> 01:05:50.570 show me your choreography? 01:05:50.990 --> 01:05:52.950 And I'm like, yeah, it's my soul. 01:05:52.950 --> 01:05:54.630 I'm not scripted. 01:05:55.070 --> 01:05:58.050 But anyway, my point is our human 01:05:58.050 --> 01:05:59.510 species is under peril. 01:06:00.990 --> 01:06:02.030 What do you think, Jordan? 01:06:02.170 --> 01:06:04.170 You've been back there all Mr. Quiet 01:06:04.170 --> 01:06:05.130 and shit like that. 01:06:05.490 --> 01:06:07.990 My fellow criminal. 01:06:08.750 --> 01:06:11.650 Just hanging out, just laughing, 01:06:11.830 --> 01:06:12.330 watching it. 01:06:12.410 --> 01:06:13.550 It's like I'm watching the podcast. 01:06:15.730 --> 01:06:16.210 Badass. 01:06:16.630 --> 01:06:18.050 But I'm actually here. 01:06:18.090 --> 01:06:19.430 That's quite a collection of cans. 01:06:20.070 --> 01:06:22.810 You know what? 01:06:23.030 --> 01:06:24.730 There's actually a story to that. 01:06:25.570 --> 01:06:27.990 It's I got two kittens that are five 01:06:27.990 --> 01:06:30.830 months old and they will crawl all over 01:06:30.830 --> 01:06:32.870 my keyboard and fuck everything up. 01:06:33.150 --> 01:06:35.470 So I just, I actually went to the 01:06:35.470 --> 01:06:37.530 empties container and piled a bunch of 01:06:37.530 --> 01:06:40.370 cans on the table just so that it 01:06:40.370 --> 01:06:41.050 keeps them off. 01:06:41.830 --> 01:06:43.370 And that's a little metaphor, 01:06:43.850 --> 01:06:44.870 like invisible prison. 01:06:45.490 --> 01:06:45.890 Yeah. 01:06:45.890 --> 01:06:50.390 Just put an empty container and it'll 01:06:50.390 --> 01:06:52.790 keep your ear and it'll just jump all 01:06:52.790 --> 01:06:53.070 over. 01:06:53.270 --> 01:06:55.150 So I just went and I put all these 01:06:55.150 --> 01:06:57.270 cans here just so I could do this. 01:06:57.930 --> 01:06:59.950 So how long has this been going on? 01:07:00.190 --> 01:07:01.090 Has this been working? 01:07:01.430 --> 01:07:02.510 Is this like a week long? 01:07:03.770 --> 01:07:04.850 It's a new invention. 01:07:05.850 --> 01:07:06.050 Okay. 01:07:06.130 --> 01:07:07.130 So you don't know if it's going 01:07:07.130 --> 01:07:08.510 to become a domino effect. 01:07:08.810 --> 01:07:09.550 You have no idea. 01:07:10.570 --> 01:07:12.610 I might never clean it up because 01:07:12.610 --> 01:07:13.170 it's working. 01:07:13.890 --> 01:07:14.290 Okay. 01:07:15.670 --> 01:07:16.770 Plus it has flies. 01:07:16.890 --> 01:07:18.130 You're just going to watch out for fermentation, 01:07:19.170 --> 01:07:19.570 flies. 01:07:20.130 --> 01:07:21.810 I mean, I don't know if you've rinsed 01:07:21.810 --> 01:07:23.110 out the cans or not. 01:07:23.850 --> 01:07:26.030 But yeah, because that could be better. 01:07:26.630 --> 01:07:27.070 Yeah, yeah. 01:07:27.250 --> 01:07:28.590 But you got something going. 01:07:28.850 --> 01:07:29.930 You got, you're on to something, man. 01:07:31.710 --> 01:07:34.410 Well, anything that works is my motto. 01:07:37.090 --> 01:07:37.870 Are you doing well? 01:07:38.550 --> 01:07:39.770 I'm doing well, man. 01:07:40.190 --> 01:07:41.190 I'm doing well, Jordan. 01:07:41.350 --> 01:07:42.270 So when you get out of PV, 01:07:42.270 --> 01:07:44.670 do you get to make it out Saturday or Sunday or what? 01:07:45.030 --> 01:07:47.810 Yeah, my flight was 8 p.m. Saturday night. 01:07:48.350 --> 01:07:48.850 Wow. 01:07:49.070 --> 01:07:49.950 You got on just in time. 01:07:50.230 --> 01:07:50.670 I got it all, too. 01:07:51.470 --> 01:07:51.670 Yeah. 01:07:52.750 --> 01:07:53.530 Oh, man. 01:07:53.910 --> 01:07:56.170 Right now is the, right now in Colombia, 01:07:56.430 --> 01:07:58.210 we've got these things called cucarrones. 01:08:00.630 --> 01:08:04.470 It's little beetles and they're freaking everywhere. 01:08:04.730 --> 01:08:05.830 I'm sorry that they're flying 01:08:05.830 --> 01:08:07.410 into the house like crazy. 01:08:07.910 --> 01:08:10.090 Cucarrones are these little tiny scarab, 01:08:10.090 --> 01:08:12.210 little beetles, little brown, red things. 01:08:12.210 --> 01:08:13.570 They're cockroaches, but not really. 01:08:14.430 --> 01:08:16.350 They're way better than cockroaches. 01:08:16.690 --> 01:08:17.050 Yeah, yeah. 01:08:17.190 --> 01:08:18.610 They're not quite cockroaches. 01:08:18.870 --> 01:08:21.430 But yeah, but every time in March, 01:08:21.870 --> 01:08:22.850 again, I'd say March. 01:08:23.070 --> 01:08:23.450 What the hell? 01:08:23.870 --> 01:08:24.770 I'm in Aries this month. 01:08:25.430 --> 01:08:29.050 My birthday is in the 24 days, March 30th. 01:08:30.490 --> 01:08:34.350 Which is actually the same birthday as Klaus Schwab. 01:08:34.890 --> 01:08:36.110 Let's see the slide then. 01:08:36.190 --> 01:08:36.970 Oh, you're a shield. 01:08:37.750 --> 01:08:38.770 Of the World Economic Forum. 01:08:38.770 --> 01:08:45.530 When we look at, what was that movie, M. Night Shyamalan, with? 01:08:47.530 --> 01:08:49.810 I don't remember exactly. 01:08:50.230 --> 01:08:51.130 What was the movie called? 01:08:51.790 --> 01:08:54.770 Mr. Glass and Samuel L. Jackson. 01:08:55.750 --> 01:08:57.730 Oh, I know what you're talking about. 01:08:57.730 --> 01:08:58.350 What was that movie called? 01:08:59.230 --> 01:09:00.230 Broken, Unbroken. 01:09:02.150 --> 01:09:02.910 Wasn't it Broken? 01:09:03.090 --> 01:09:04.090 That was a whole different thing. 01:09:05.010 --> 01:09:06.710 Something of Extraordinary Gentlemen? 01:09:07.870 --> 01:09:09.450 No, that was Sean Connery. 01:09:12.710 --> 01:09:14.330 It's late with James McEvoy? 01:09:15.250 --> 01:09:17.750 Well, I'm saying like, where there is one, 01:09:17.990 --> 01:09:20.610 there's an opposite, you know, of course, that polarity thing. 01:09:20.750 --> 01:09:24.550 And so like, I try to think of it like a Klaus Schwab. 01:09:24.790 --> 01:09:25.850 We've got the same birthday. 01:09:27.090 --> 01:09:29.010 And he was born in 38. 01:09:29.390 --> 01:09:30.390 He was born in 38. 01:09:30.630 --> 01:09:31.530 I was born in 85. 01:09:31.910 --> 01:09:33.670 A little difference in years. 01:09:34.230 --> 01:09:38.110 But yeah, I see myself as the antithesis of that. 01:09:38.270 --> 01:09:39.390 Someone born on the same date. 01:09:39.870 --> 01:09:41.950 And we're going to, what was Unbroken? 01:09:42.130 --> 01:09:44.050 Wasn't the movie called Unbroken or something? 01:09:44.250 --> 01:09:45.670 No, that was the one about the, 01:09:45.810 --> 01:09:48.250 that was the lady that wrote Sea Biscuit. 01:09:48.750 --> 01:09:52.230 And it was about that, a true story about the pilot 01:09:52.230 --> 01:09:57.250 that got down in the Pacific and spent six weeks on a raft, 01:09:58.030 --> 01:09:58.950 miraculously survived. 01:09:59.230 --> 01:10:01.850 And then when he thought, oh my God, there's rescue. 01:10:01.850 --> 01:10:03.530 Now it was a Japanese fishing vessel. 01:10:03.530 --> 01:10:05.330 And then his real hell started way. 01:10:05.510 --> 01:10:09.070 It's just like Life of Pi was like that. 01:10:09.670 --> 01:10:11.690 Life of the movie, Life of Pi. 01:10:12.110 --> 01:10:12.630 Unbreakable. 01:10:13.130 --> 01:10:14.610 That was the movie, Unbreakable. 01:10:14.890 --> 01:10:15.150 Okay. 01:10:16.850 --> 01:10:17.370 Whatever. 01:10:19.290 --> 01:10:21.510 Well, it's just weird times that we're living. 01:10:21.630 --> 01:10:22.850 We're living in times of inversion. 01:10:23.290 --> 01:10:24.190 I mean, completely. 01:10:24.870 --> 01:10:29.250 An example, trying to find information on World War III. 01:10:29.710 --> 01:10:33.290 Are we watching, which propaganda are we watching? 01:10:33.370 --> 01:10:37.230 Are we watching Iranian propaganda, American propaganda? 01:10:37.710 --> 01:10:40.070 Are we seeing true videos? 01:10:40.490 --> 01:10:41.710 Or are we seeing AI? 01:10:42.470 --> 01:10:44.830 Are the troop casualties correct? 01:10:45.590 --> 01:10:47.830 Is, is real getting plummeted? 01:10:48.370 --> 01:10:52.570 It's really almost impossible to know for sure 01:10:52.570 --> 01:10:55.510 because we're living in times of inversion where 01:10:55.510 --> 01:10:58.250 what is once called good is now called evil. 01:10:58.250 --> 01:11:00.190 What was once called evil is now called good. 01:11:00.370 --> 01:11:04.950 And we're living in a time of fucking universal deceit. 01:11:04.950 --> 01:11:05.890 Well, isn't that weird? 01:11:06.150 --> 01:11:08.910 I mean, so if you look through all of human history, 01:11:09.270 --> 01:11:13.010 whether it was written, recorded or not, what's the difference? 01:11:13.210 --> 01:11:16.030 Who's to say like these are the crazy times 01:11:16.650 --> 01:11:18.410 and other times weren't? 01:11:19.130 --> 01:11:21.510 It's, it's, isn't it just coming down to 01:11:21.510 --> 01:11:24.070 how much information we are able to receive? 01:11:24.470 --> 01:11:27.430 Well, I think that one thing- 01:11:27.430 --> 01:11:28.850 Sorry, David. 01:11:29.330 --> 01:11:31.030 Yeah, you can break down the eras. 01:11:31.270 --> 01:11:34.850 Like this is the bronze age, the stone age, the whatever, the iron age, 01:11:35.010 --> 01:11:37.330 and all these, the Renaissance and things like that. 01:11:37.530 --> 01:11:41.530 But it's based off of the information that we had at the time. 01:11:41.830 --> 01:11:44.550 And it was the information from someone who was writing something down 01:11:44.550 --> 01:11:49.770 or something or like a bit of stone or metal that was dug up from somewhere. 01:11:50.010 --> 01:11:52.230 But because we didn't have enough information, 01:11:52.710 --> 01:11:55.930 the people that were living through those times, during those times, 01:11:55.930 --> 01:12:00.130 what did, what they have said that these are the crazy times? 01:12:00.250 --> 01:12:01.030 Are these the end times? 01:12:01.550 --> 01:12:03.110 Like every time something says, 01:12:03.390 --> 01:12:06.070 someone says it's the end times or it's the crazy times, 01:12:06.720 --> 01:12:09.770 I just keep thinking, well, these are like cycles like crazy. 01:12:10.210 --> 01:12:12.470 Well, I think- 01:12:12.470 --> 01:12:16.270 Or are they telling people shit to make them think that it's the end times? 01:12:16.830 --> 01:12:20.570 Well, the thing that I, I go back to from a Christian perspective 01:12:21.330 --> 01:12:25.010 is that, and you can dispute this all you want, 01:12:25.090 --> 01:12:30.270 but what was written 2000 plus years ago is now playing out to a T 01:12:30.270 --> 01:12:34.750 and there have been other eras that said these are the end times. 01:12:34.990 --> 01:12:39.850 But there's something that exists now that didn't exist then. 01:12:40.830 --> 01:12:43.410 And that's the level of technology. 01:12:44.350 --> 01:12:48.270 Never once was there the ability to have an 01:12:48.270 --> 01:12:51.450 identification chip which is centralized at a global level 01:12:51.930 --> 01:12:56.250 that everybody's going to have to have in order to buy nor sell. 01:12:56.690 --> 01:12:58.430 Right, now we have the technology. 01:12:58.630 --> 01:13:00.290 They're just waiting to push that shit out on us. 01:13:00.430 --> 01:13:04.130 The digital ID, the CBD sees the fucking stable coins, the whole nine yards. 01:13:04.710 --> 01:13:08.630 Another one that comes back to Bible prophecy is it says something 01:13:08.630 --> 01:13:13.030 about the beast or the Antichrist, the whole world will see them at the same time. 01:13:13.450 --> 01:13:15.430 Well, that never existed before, 01:13:15.430 --> 01:13:17.870 but it does now because of centralized communications. 01:13:18.290 --> 01:13:22.090 Everybody's got a smartphone, a television, a screen everywhere in their site. 01:13:22.510 --> 01:13:26.670 Just centralized and you put the big boss on television to talk to the whole fucking world. 01:13:27.650 --> 01:13:34.330 So I think that what we are seeing is the end time because of technology 01:13:34.330 --> 01:13:37.350 and everything that's kind of coming together at the same time. 01:13:37.790 --> 01:13:40.090 We're looking at World War three. 01:13:40.430 --> 01:13:42.090 It's going to be started in the Middle East. 01:13:42.210 --> 01:13:44.710 Whereas Armageddon can happen in the Middle East. 01:13:47.030 --> 01:13:48.850 Nostradamus said that there's going to be a... 01:13:48.850 --> 01:13:49.770 Back to World War three. 01:13:50.230 --> 01:13:50.590 Do you guys... 01:13:52.090 --> 01:13:53.010 Yeah, go ahead, Greg. 01:13:53.630 --> 01:13:56.590 Oh, I was just thinking the petrol dollar, how we're off it. 01:13:56.690 --> 01:14:01.510 Do you think this is a resource grab before they do the reset to keep our dollar afloat? 01:14:02.090 --> 01:14:03.390 We're already in the reset. 01:14:04.690 --> 01:14:05.050 That's... 01:14:05.050 --> 01:14:06.350 But yeah, I mean, I'm not saying that... 01:14:06.350 --> 01:14:08.570 I think they're going to do the control demolition of our economy, 01:14:08.570 --> 01:14:10.450 but not until they get all their ducks in a row. 01:14:10.470 --> 01:14:13.830 All the odd currencies right now are taking a big shit, all of them. 01:14:14.270 --> 01:14:14.810 All of them. 01:14:14.810 --> 01:14:20.410 I mean, if you look at how their spellcasting works, it's fucking commercial law. 01:14:21.310 --> 01:14:23.270 And they want to still be that middleman. 01:14:23.430 --> 01:14:25.310 They want to be the creditors, not the debtors. 01:14:26.490 --> 01:14:29.190 So, I mean, I think that petrol dollar is very important to them 01:14:29.190 --> 01:14:30.950 before they set up their digital prison. 01:14:32.710 --> 01:14:35.430 I think the petrol dollar is dead right now. 01:14:35.730 --> 01:14:38.530 It's definitely a domination for resources. 01:14:39.470 --> 01:14:41.890 Look at what Trump did with the Venezuela, 01:14:41.890 --> 01:14:45.490 even though they are way off on their fucking calculations, right? 01:14:46.170 --> 01:14:47.190 They're trying... 01:14:47.190 --> 01:14:50.030 This government, this fascist administration, 01:14:50.330 --> 01:14:56.210 is trying to consolidate the resources within the North American 01:14:56.210 --> 01:14:58.810 and their resources to where they can cut off the Chinese. 01:14:59.510 --> 01:15:00.830 They can cut off everything else. 01:15:00.950 --> 01:15:05.730 And then their sick, twisted psychopathic minds think this shit's going to work out. 01:15:05.950 --> 01:15:10.510 And it's a way of trying to conserve whatever riches we have, 01:15:10.510 --> 01:15:15.850 but what history shows us is with the anytime civilization collapses 01:15:16.510 --> 01:15:18.830 is the plundering of the treasury. 01:15:20.090 --> 01:15:23.350 So, I think this is one of those ways of plundering the treasury 01:15:23.990 --> 01:15:26.790 under the guise of trying to save it. 01:15:27.130 --> 01:15:33.630 But, yeah, the moves to go to extract oil here, take over Venezuela, 01:15:33.850 --> 01:15:37.810 go bomb Iran or whatever, that's like the last throws of it, 01:15:37.810 --> 01:15:46.490 like trying to hold on to that last vestibule of that type of empire, which is dying. 01:15:46.870 --> 01:15:50.790 Well, I also think that these are chaos magicians at the very top. 01:15:51.730 --> 01:15:56.790 The people that hold the power that are far beyond the orange Jesuses and the Netanyahus, 01:15:57.290 --> 01:15:58.690 they're black magicians. 01:15:58.830 --> 01:16:01.270 I mean, the Epstein Piles shows that they're fucking baby eaters. 01:16:02.210 --> 01:16:08.310 And they want to create global chaos. 01:16:09.570 --> 01:16:12.510 So that out of that chaos, they can create order. 01:16:12.690 --> 01:16:16.710 They can burn everything down thinking they're going to rule over the ashes. 01:16:16.990 --> 01:16:21.890 And out of it, they're going to have their Phoenix or their Utopian society they've been promised. 01:16:22.710 --> 01:16:25.770 And sadly, I think the only thing that's really going to happen in the short term 01:16:25.770 --> 01:16:30.030 is they're going to burn down the world and they're not going to be able to rule over the ashes. 01:16:32.170 --> 01:16:33.910 Yeah, they'll become a part of the ashes. 01:16:34.070 --> 01:16:35.590 Like, yeah, to destroy everything. 01:16:35.710 --> 01:16:37.330 Because why do they want to lower population? 01:16:37.810 --> 01:16:40.030 Yeah, for their own Utopia, right? 01:16:41.030 --> 01:16:43.270 They'd rather be kings and hell than servants and heaven. 01:16:43.770 --> 01:16:45.530 Well, I don't think these people are human. 01:16:45.830 --> 01:16:47.670 I don't think it's human. 01:16:49.030 --> 01:16:52.710 Yeah, their messaging is coming from somewhere that's not good. 01:16:53.030 --> 01:16:57.590 This is using the human as a host, just like the parasites are taking. 01:16:58.590 --> 01:17:05.030 Like, I did a show today with Brian Richards of Sauna Space and journalist Danny Katz. 01:17:05.090 --> 01:17:10.310 And we talked about genetically modified parasites that are coming from the obligatory 01:17:11.390 --> 01:17:15.530 genetically modified yeast and the nano. 01:17:16.390 --> 01:17:22.720 And so if you are, you know, if I'm a healthy food Nazi and I'm doing parasitic cleanses 01:17:23.270 --> 01:17:27.010 and my friend Danny is, and so as Brian and things are coming out of them, 01:17:27.010 --> 01:17:28.470 that don't look human. 01:17:29.210 --> 01:17:35.950 So imagine humans who are, I'm sorry, polluted with all of these things that are meant to pollute 01:17:35.950 --> 01:17:39.910 you so that you're not sovereign and embodied and you're being remote controlled. 01:17:40.490 --> 01:17:44.590 And we're going to see more of this and people are not going to be able to distinguish. 01:17:45.290 --> 01:17:51.750 I mean, I've arguably taken part in a hive mind experiment where, and maybe the audience 01:17:52.450 --> 01:17:57.730 or any of you gentlemen can say to this, like, have you witnessed 01:17:58.650 --> 01:18:06.990 someone just like pivot on you or like almost come like change personalities near the full moon? 01:18:07.530 --> 01:18:10.510 Or like, does this resonate at all with anyone? 01:18:10.910 --> 01:18:15.550 I haven't. Well, I don't, I don't associate with a whole lot of people anyway. 01:18:15.550 --> 01:18:18.790 So I pretty much just hang out with my wife. 01:18:19.350 --> 01:18:22.910 So I know taking mushrooms during the full moon amplifies it. 01:18:22.930 --> 01:18:24.390 Or worse yet, any clips? 01:18:26.370 --> 01:18:32.690 Well, I've seen people make those types of changes, but I was not aware or I wasn't 01:18:32.690 --> 01:18:35.310 conscious of where the moon was at the time. 01:18:35.730 --> 01:18:40.290 So if I were to go back and look at it, maybe there'd be a correlation. 01:18:41.130 --> 01:18:46.470 The biggest change I saw was COVID lockdowns 2020, 2021. 01:18:47.030 --> 01:18:53.310 It's a lot of stuff there in the way that people, all of a sudden, like best friends, family, 01:18:54.230 --> 01:18:57.690 people close to me all of a sudden just turned insane. 01:19:00.090 --> 01:19:07.210 But you're sequestered, you're in somewhat of a, I'll call it a time capsule. 01:19:07.390 --> 01:19:13.530 I'm Claire Audient and I am also sequestered and the recluse, but I am in West Palm. 01:19:13.530 --> 01:19:21.930 And so if I interact with the matrix, like I can read energies and I can tell if I say 01:19:21.930 --> 01:19:26.670 something to someone, I just see things. Like I see it like, oh, it didn't digest. 01:19:27.350 --> 01:19:30.250 Like very subtle, could feel into subtle energies. 01:19:30.610 --> 01:19:36.450 So when at the bright line, when I almost got arrested for my potty mouth, 01:19:37.490 --> 01:19:43.950 and they all kind of turned on at the same time and we're all like just doing a jam. 01:19:44.370 --> 01:19:48.990 And they're like, you stop, you held the train, you're holding the train up. 01:19:49.010 --> 01:19:53.330 I'm like, you're gaslighting me. You guys are holding the train up. This ain't my stop. 01:19:54.470 --> 01:20:01.230 So then when I was taken down the steps, the chick that was to my right spewing the 01:20:01.230 --> 01:20:05.350 same lines, I said, do you really have an anti foul language policy? 01:20:05.930 --> 01:20:10.710 And she's like, I've never heard that before. But in any case, it's like they deactivated. 01:20:10.890 --> 01:20:14.550 Only later did I realize, oh, it was a full moon in Aquarius. 01:20:14.810 --> 01:20:21.670 Then a second time I got assaulted and only later I was like, oh, it's a full moon. 01:20:22.050 --> 01:20:28.650 So there is a pattern of lunacy for a reason. It's a real thing. 01:20:28.650 --> 01:20:37.110 Yeah. This seems like right up your alley of George Gergif, Gergif. 01:20:37.690 --> 01:20:46.130 Oh, okay. There. Yeah. It was always about, and his protege, P.D. Ospenski. 01:20:46.810 --> 01:20:53.950 You know, it's like Freud with Carl Jung. That's the kind of relationship that those two had. 01:20:53.950 --> 01:20:59.530 And what you're saying is, yeah, Gergif was all about, like, why do people conduct wars? 01:20:59.850 --> 01:21:08.370 Why do we do anything? And it was all about influences that were lunar and solar and other 01:21:08.370 --> 01:21:15.070 things outside of those of what we could see as our perceived reality. But really, 01:21:16.590 --> 01:21:23.170 in their minds, we're being controlled by celestial forces. 01:21:24.530 --> 01:21:31.870 Right. Well, the moon, if it is some say the headquarters to recycle the soul, 01:21:32.250 --> 01:21:37.950 and if the moon has certain frequencies that affect the tides or a woman's period. 01:21:38.810 --> 01:21:43.330 But I couldn't get it on board with it because it took out all free will. 01:21:46.290 --> 01:21:49.870 To me, like, I couldn't put it more simply for you, Tim. 01:21:50.050 --> 01:21:50.970 Free-range chicken. 01:21:52.090 --> 01:21:55.450 The solar system affects the way we process things chemically. 01:21:56.130 --> 01:21:56.930 Of course. Yeah. Yeah. 01:21:57.430 --> 01:21:59.010 The sun. The sun. 01:21:59.030 --> 01:22:06.090 I would say also conscientiously as well with things, but that part of free will, 01:22:06.970 --> 01:22:09.030 that's, I'm kind of hung up on that. 01:22:09.030 --> 01:22:18.870 Yeah. My friend would say it's some will and it's what you have to see, can you shall find. 01:22:19.150 --> 01:22:25.110 So if you get to the soul development, because reincarnation is a thing and you need more than 01:22:25.110 --> 01:22:31.950 one life to gain that soul evolution. And we're at a very critical moment where not a lot of 01:22:31.950 --> 01:22:37.450 people are asking the right questions. So if you can ask the question of how do I liberate 01:22:37.450 --> 01:22:44.070 moksha from this energy system? So you do have free will, but you have 01:22:44.070 --> 01:22:49.790 Like riding a wave, like you can either just sit on it and ride it or you can be the captain 01:22:49.790 --> 01:22:55.190 in steering. Does someone with DID Disassociation Identity Disorder have free will? 01:22:55.610 --> 01:22:59.210 If they've been traumatized to the point where the psyche's been fractured? 01:22:59.830 --> 01:22:59.990 No. 01:23:00.650 --> 01:23:04.970 Right. And are we all been fucking traumatized growing up in this world? 01:23:05.490 --> 01:23:06.690 Yeah, but there's different levels. 01:23:06.690 --> 01:23:12.630 We were traumatized when we were born. So none of us, none of us belong here in the first 01:23:12.630 --> 01:23:18.570 fucking place. So whatever they do to the skin suit that we run around in doesn't even matter 01:23:19.610 --> 01:23:25.830 because the divine spark, they can't ever, they can't destroy that. They can't take that away 01:23:25.830 --> 01:23:31.050 from you. So it doesn't really matter what they do to us or what we even do. I mean, 01:23:31.110 --> 01:23:34.230 and I'm not saying go be a bad person. You know what I mean? Like. 01:23:34.230 --> 01:23:41.970 I would disagree. I would say I would say that there is a soul evolution and that it 01:23:41.970 --> 01:23:50.350 doesn't matter because it's Maya. However, if you leave this earth with unfinished business or kids 01:23:50.350 --> 01:23:57.190 or any other kids, then you come back. So I'm personally at a last life where I don't have 01:23:57.190 --> 01:24:03.350 kids or a husband and know that I'm here for a specific reason. And I personally, 01:24:03.350 --> 01:24:09.450 I don't have all the answers, but I'm choosing not to come back. And I don't want to be jabbed and 01:24:09.450 --> 01:24:14.850 I don't want a new whatever I have come. I've done what I've meant to do. And everybody has 01:24:14.850 --> 01:24:21.630 to answer that for themselves. But I really think that's exactly what it that's what it's all about. 01:24:21.810 --> 01:24:28.090 It's, you know, you are a God, you're God, you know, like, well, that's also what 01:24:28.890 --> 01:24:34.830 looks in the readings. We're saying is that now we're in the stage of there's there's no more 01:24:34.830 --> 01:24:44.830 coming in. We're coming back. Right. Right. Right. I want to just answer where to go. 01:24:45.090 --> 01:24:49.290 I don't know where to go from there. Well, to say to say it doesn't really matter. 01:24:49.730 --> 01:24:53.990 You know, because there's like, there's consequences, there's cause and effect. 01:24:54.490 --> 01:25:01.650 And it doesn't matter maybe in the Maya of like, it's this is not real anyway, and we're playing out 01:25:01.650 --> 01:25:10.250 the simulation, but it will have the idea, I believe, is to transcend this separation. We 01:25:10.250 --> 01:25:19.750 chose to experience this earth. You could say that there was, let's say 144,000 main souls, 01:25:19.750 --> 01:25:25.790 and then they they've been copying us, and you pick a certain avatar, and in one life, 01:25:25.930 --> 01:25:32.970 you know, you kill someone in another life, they kill you, but to really make peace with that, 01:25:33.090 --> 01:25:37.290 I think that, you know, yeah, we've all been traumatized, but there are some I've been 01:25:37.290 --> 01:25:43.010 working to the point of now I'm clearing past life. I think we have an opportunity 01:25:43.010 --> 01:25:49.750 because these ancestral betrayal, this has been going on for a really long time, right? 01:25:50.170 --> 01:25:55.490 It's just it's like a West world. So I think though, you have to get the calling and it's not, 01:25:55.890 --> 01:26:02.770 this is not an easy path. One, you know, the people who let's say took the jab, we all learn 01:26:02.770 --> 01:26:07.870 through pain and physical. A lot of times we have more gratitude, blah, blah, blah, 01:26:07.870 --> 01:26:13.750 near death experience, but people chose to put their faith in not your immune system in 01:26:13.750 --> 01:26:19.670 big pharma, which is okay if they take fucking admit you're wrong, right? But now what we're 01:26:19.670 --> 01:26:23.370 seeing, Maryam, I think like, like in my dad's case, because he took it, right? 01:26:24.110 --> 01:26:28.790 And he was like, Oh, I took it because my wife, because his wife had to take it for her work 01:26:28.790 --> 01:26:37.530 or whatever. You know, but like, does that make them bad folks? Because they no one said 01:26:37.530 --> 01:26:41.770 didn't know like he didn't do any research into it. You know what I mean? He just listened to the 01:26:41.770 --> 01:26:48.290 doctors or whatever, you know, because he's that when he was, you know, a kid, it was, you know, 01:26:48.430 --> 01:26:53.270 the government believe in the government, the fire department, the police, you know, 01:26:53.270 --> 01:26:57.370 your doctor's going to save you. He was he's a patriot. You know what I'm saying? 01:26:57.890 --> 01:27:03.590 So like, I totally, I totally get it. It's like people I'm just saying, then they'll come 01:27:03.590 --> 01:27:09.230 back. I don't I honestly, this is not only a spiritual war, it's a war on consciousness. 01:27:09.910 --> 01:27:16.430 And when the consciousness gets to this, where like, it's like very obvious what's going on, 01:27:16.430 --> 01:27:23.830 then they do a reset. And in the next iteration, what I see is that the consciousness will just 01:27:23.830 --> 01:27:31.350 be part of the hive mind and a copy in a copy. So yeah, I mean, which is really interesting 01:27:31.350 --> 01:27:37.270 you say iteration, because that's what Eric Schmidt and everyone in AI, Sam Altman, 01:27:37.530 --> 01:27:43.810 they keep talking about the next iteration. Really? Yes, that's the exact word they use, 01:27:44.270 --> 01:27:49.370 the next iteration, because it's once you cycle through the information, whatever to feed their 01:27:49.370 --> 01:27:54.070 systems, and you got all the bad things that were wrong. Okay, the next iteration, we're 01:27:54.070 --> 01:27:59.550 going to do it better. We're going to be better. So what if some people remember, sorry, 01:27:59.550 --> 01:28:05.490 go ahead. I was going to say, let me reiterate, AI will be the new vicar of God. And code will be 01:28:05.490 --> 01:28:11.150 the Latin, the holy scriptures written in. Yeah, but I mean, it's not going to mean 01:28:11.150 --> 01:28:15.390 Latin that we can understand. Like, yeah, it's a dead language that we can read it and still 01:28:15.390 --> 01:28:18.910 understand. Medieval Europeans didn't speak Latin, though, but the Bible is written in it. 01:28:19.510 --> 01:28:26.970 Yeah, very true. AI is going to talk to itself in its own iteration, its own language, 01:28:26.970 --> 01:28:32.310 and we are not going to understand a single fucking word. No, and more so, no one's going to 01:28:32.310 --> 01:28:41.170 remember. So I'm standing for purity of truth, of absolute truth, of the real whatever, as close as 01:28:41.170 --> 01:28:47.210 possible as to what happened. And now we're living in cults. It's like, you know, I'm a 01:28:47.210 --> 01:28:53.030 heretic, because if I'm going to call out the Bible, I'm not dissing Jesus. I'm not 01:28:53.030 --> 01:29:00.770 dissing God. I'm just coming at it as a record keeper and a scribe that that knows how the playbook 01:29:00.770 --> 01:29:07.630 has been going on for whatever. And it's just another cult. And it's just another way to think 01:29:07.630 --> 01:29:13.010 that someone's going to come and save you when you have to go within. And you have to save yourself. 01:29:14.130 --> 01:29:21.350 Yeah. And we're being bombarded with fear frequencies. I mean, I'm being kept poor. 01:29:21.910 --> 01:29:27.570 And I'm a genius and a hard worker. And I'm having to do a lot of, 01:29:28.390 --> 01:29:35.450 a lot of just breathing and meditating, because it's it's a real thing. You know, 01:29:35.750 --> 01:29:42.390 man, George Harrison was on to something life blows on within you and without you. 01:29:43.790 --> 01:29:48.090 Tom does a roomy quote. I heard a couple of years ago that really resonated with me with 01:29:48.090 --> 01:29:53.030 what you're saying. And it's yesterday, I was clever and wanted to save the world today. I'm wise 01:29:54.950 --> 01:30:00.690 and wait, not want to save myself. I'm paraphrasing it, but want to better myself, something like that. 01:30:01.470 --> 01:30:08.910 Yeah. Well, as a journalist who is sounding the alarm, I wish I had a V8 sooner because I 01:30:08.910 --> 01:30:16.110 was on the spiritual path, but I felt very motivated to try to warn people of what I 01:30:16.110 --> 01:30:19.010 saw was, was coming much to my 01:30:20.970 --> 01:30:30.030 should read, you know, to be on now and not government shit list also because of George Floyd. 01:30:30.250 --> 01:30:35.090 I mean, it's, it's for real yo, like, if you think of, I was thinking the other day, 01:30:35.170 --> 01:30:40.610 I just want to share this. So, okay, we all know Derek Chauvin. I think people know that he 01:30:40.610 --> 01:30:49.750 was stabbed 22 times. It's been two years. There was a movement by the daily wire and Ben Shapiro 01:30:50.350 --> 01:30:56.410 and baby Candice to free Derek Chauvin. Well, I was thinking about it. What happened to that? 01:30:56.530 --> 01:31:01.910 I think I foiled it because it's like, Oh yeah, well, I'm speaking to the guy who stabbed him 01:31:01.910 --> 01:31:06.910 and I have weapon, I have images of the weapon and I'm the only one that's talking 01:31:06.910 --> 01:31:12.530 about this. And so what are you going to say about Derek and freeing him? Where so 01:31:13.270 --> 01:31:18.830 anyway, what's what is the status? They, they, they can dispose of people like a dictator. 01:31:19.590 --> 01:31:23.230 They can dispose of their assets. They're useful idiots. And then they're done. 01:31:24.530 --> 01:31:31.150 I mean, I went on a side rant, you rant, darling, you rant, you go, you go, we all 01:31:31.150 --> 01:31:37.330 love it. It's all, it's just like even Epstein, I, I believe they mapped this fucking saga 01:31:38.110 --> 01:31:43.170 episode because it doesn't change what's really happening. No one's asking like what, you know, 01:31:43.530 --> 01:31:50.350 Epstein was investing in what yo with transhumanism and his ties to Charles Lieber or Novak or 01:31:50.350 --> 01:31:58.170 Harvard and his investments in the transhumanist agenda. I think, I think it was the 01:31:58.170 --> 01:32:03.350 Epstein thing, the PSYOP was at multiple levels for one. I think it's a little bit of revelation 01:32:03.350 --> 01:32:08.610 in the method. If you want to get esoteric, they're flat out telling the public, this is 01:32:08.610 --> 01:32:15.310 what the fuck we do. And we each get straight up, drink the blood, talk them, do whatever. 01:32:15.910 --> 01:32:20.890 So a revelation of the method and anybody that's familiar with that, silence is consent. 01:32:22.710 --> 01:32:32.950 I also think that this has to play into the idea of chaos magic because it's just 01:32:34.510 --> 01:32:42.570 disintegrating the illusion that most normies had on the system. And it's just another straw on 01:32:42.570 --> 01:32:49.330 that camel's back that they want to break so they can burn this shit down and then rule over 01:32:49.330 --> 01:32:56.110 their ashes. It's a sick fucking game, but this sick game. Yeah, they tell you what they're going 01:32:56.110 --> 01:33:02.010 to do. They tell you what's going to happen. Right. And you have a choice, accept it or not. 01:33:02.310 --> 01:33:05.370 And a lot of people accept it, don't they? It's because they believe in karma. 01:33:06.910 --> 01:33:11.610 They do. It's like goes back to Bohemian Grove with a cremation of care ceremony. I mean, 01:33:11.710 --> 01:33:14.910 that's goes back to revelation. Some of them believe in karma. 01:33:16.250 --> 01:33:21.250 Well, karma, they can believe in it or not, but karma is real. And boy, you fuck with karma, 01:33:21.410 --> 01:33:27.350 she can be real. Yeah, but what that though is that the karma can be positive or negative, right? 01:33:27.470 --> 01:33:33.430 It could be that those polarities. So if you are someone who is very invested in being evil, 01:33:34.010 --> 01:33:38.630 that evil is going to return to you and give you more power. If you're invested in the good, 01:33:38.630 --> 01:33:45.710 that's going to turn back to you and be good. That's the revelation of the method and the implied 01:33:45.710 --> 01:33:52.990 consent is that the masses are fucking absorbing that karma. It's not coming back to you by three 01:33:52.990 --> 01:33:56.970 or tenfold whatever the fuck it is. Yeah, they're the karma tampons of the world. 01:33:59.350 --> 01:34:04.810 Can I just answer that someone said about my ego? Listen, I've had years of narcissistic 01:34:04.810 --> 01:34:11.430 abuse. I'm a brown girl whose first language is French. I'm not French Canadian. And I've come a 01:34:11.430 --> 01:34:16.950 long way and I know what I know and I'm fucking confident if that threatens you too bad. That's 01:34:16.950 --> 01:34:22.990 what I've got to say. Oh man, there's a difference between confidence. I'm not arrogant. I could 01:34:22.990 --> 01:34:29.790 say I'm sorry. I'm a sweetheart, but I'm a lone wolf and I've had my share of wars that 01:34:29.790 --> 01:34:36.130 I'm still dealing with because of standing for the truth. And I know what I know. It's called 01:34:36.130 --> 01:34:40.850 wisdom. You know, I did a meme. Where's Waldo? Where's wisdom? Who's carrying the wisdom? 01:34:41.810 --> 01:34:45.330 Wiz? Oh, I just took one of those a few minutes ago. I was off camera. Knowledge is only a 01:34:45.330 --> 01:34:50.670 rumor until it lives in the body, Miriam. Sorry. Knowledge is only a rumor until it lives in 01:34:50.670 --> 01:34:56.570 the body. Then it's wisdom. I don't think I think that there is very little wisdom. 01:34:57.130 --> 01:35:01.050 I think there's a lot of opinions in this world. Very little knowledge and very little 01:35:01.050 --> 01:35:08.670 wisdom, especially when you look out on the internet sphere. The God, look at the videos 01:35:08.670 --> 01:35:12.790 and content creators. I look at some of them. So much of them. They have these huge fucking 01:35:12.790 --> 01:35:19.930 audiences, man. And I listened to them and I'm like, y'all ain't saying shit. 01:35:20.770 --> 01:35:31.610 At best you're parodying the official line and you're deceiving many. Meanwhile, people 01:35:31.610 --> 01:35:39.030 that are sticking to their guns and trying to speak truth as they see it, hell, we get banished off 01:35:39.030 --> 01:35:45.710 on our own little, little section of the internet. We get shadow banned. We get attacked. And 01:35:46.410 --> 01:35:54.190 to me, I take it as a mark of pride. At least I know that if they're trying to cancel my ass 01:35:54.190 --> 01:35:59.910 and shadow ban me, I guess I'm over the fucking target. And I stand proud with everybody else, 01:36:00.310 --> 01:36:06.850 Tim, Miriam, Tom, everybody on these calls that still has that sense of integrity that says, 01:36:06.930 --> 01:36:12.010 no, we're not going to shut the fuck up. We're not going to lie. We may not always be right. 01:36:12.850 --> 01:36:14.990 But at least we definitely ain't lying. 01:36:15.670 --> 01:36:21.330 It's about being real, really, at the end of the day and not controllable or a useful idiot, 01:36:21.330 --> 01:36:29.490 or like I want to buy my expensive car. And it's not easy, especially if you're being erased. 01:36:30.210 --> 01:36:38.830 Luckily, I've had a very, very fruitful, a lot of accomplishments as a real journalist. 01:36:38.830 --> 01:36:45.150 And I could have been a dancer or gone into theater if I had this confidence when I was young, 01:36:45.250 --> 01:36:51.090 which I didn't. And with that ass, you could be a butt model. Sorry, came out. That was inside 01:36:51.090 --> 01:36:59.210 voice, but I could have been a contender, but I spoke the truth. They ignored my ass. It's 01:36:59.210 --> 01:37:05.830 beautiful. Oh my God. There's no, there's no glory. There's no glory being a journalist 01:37:05.830 --> 01:37:13.050 today. It's just a, it's just a parrot or, or, or a prostitute and to do real, 01:37:13.270 --> 01:37:18.450 it's even hard to get the truth now because it's so buried and they've erased so much from the 01:37:18.450 --> 01:37:25.210 internet. You have to be a real sleuth and actually be beholden to the truth without 01:37:25.210 --> 01:37:30.750 your personal biases, right? Because people have their personal biases or blind spots. 01:37:31.270 --> 01:37:38.630 And if you make it a thing to not have blind spots, so yeah, there's no glory and there's no 01:37:38.630 --> 01:37:45.950 money. No, there's no money in this at all. Nope. No, this show costs me money every month to put 01:37:45.950 --> 01:37:51.890 on my God. And you know, I do this as a part-time gig to quote the movie training day. It's not 01:37:51.890 --> 01:37:56.990 where you know, it's what you can prove. That's true. And even when you prove it, 01:37:56.990 --> 01:38:01.450 sometimes people still don't believe it. That's a shame. That's why when you get arrested, 01:38:01.610 --> 01:38:06.570 you keep your mouth shut as they say. When you're, when you're involved. 01:38:10.010 --> 01:38:13.710 That's why I sat there with this fucking policy. And the only thing I said to those 01:38:13.710 --> 01:38:25.390 people is the California United States. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe having some naivete 01:38:26.270 --> 01:38:34.790 is a lens to courage because, you know, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't know what I was going to find 01:38:34.790 --> 01:38:41.550 in my investigations into George Floyd, which seeps into just how, how all of these operations 01:38:41.550 --> 01:38:48.050 and how nefarious and multi-layered and orchestrated they are. So 01:38:51.030 --> 01:38:57.610 yep. So also, you know, like what, what do, what do regular chicks talk about? 01:38:58.010 --> 01:39:06.170 I don't know because I found Natalie who was a, you know, really cute little, 01:39:06.310 --> 01:39:10.590 little girl from London. And I was like, wow, someone I could actually talk to. 01:39:11.230 --> 01:39:15.210 I like this girl. I stepped at the plate, swung, struck out, but I was like, 01:39:15.250 --> 01:39:19.190 I regret not stepped up to the plate. 01:39:19.410 --> 01:39:25.550 But I just even talking to someone like to not take for granted to connect with someone 01:39:26.110 --> 01:39:32.810 on a deeper level. Like in the end of the day, you know, I am here to break the templates. Like 01:39:32.810 --> 01:39:38.330 if I look at, I don't know what relationships are, like so fucking superficial or even like 01:39:38.330 --> 01:39:43.890 I've been banned on bumble, get it be lady banned on bumble. So went on Facebook dating 01:39:43.890 --> 01:39:48.570 to just meet humans. Like is there anyone that I can connect with? Because I'm such a 01:39:48.870 --> 01:39:57.290 a recluse and it's, it's slim pickings as far as the brainwashing layers. And 01:39:57.990 --> 01:40:02.290 at the end of the day, it's just energy to connect with someone. You like someone's energy 01:40:02.290 --> 01:40:04.730 and to be, I believe, grateful. 01:40:05.630 --> 01:40:11.810 It's keeping you of Les Miserables, the musical. At the end of the day, it's another day over. 01:40:13.250 --> 01:40:17.770 Pretty much, man. It's like the same old song and dance played over. It's almost 01:40:17.770 --> 01:40:20.450 like Groundhog Day sometimes, man. It's just like. 01:40:20.590 --> 01:40:26.630 Yeah, but what do people do in that existential angst? They go and 01:40:26.630 --> 01:40:33.110 up, you know, again, or distract or do drugs. Sorry. 01:40:33.690 --> 01:40:36.610 If you're in Columbia on the coast, you go fuck a donkey. 01:40:39.390 --> 01:40:41.150 Is it painted up like a zebra? 01:40:42.090 --> 01:40:47.070 Yeah, exactly. Don't you pussy lie to me. Don't you lie to me? 01:40:47.710 --> 01:40:49.270 Are you serious though? 01:40:50.330 --> 01:40:52.870 Yeah. Yeah. 01:40:53.030 --> 01:40:54.390 Wow. Things are. 01:40:55.090 --> 01:40:59.090 I don't live in the mountains. 01:40:59.850 --> 01:41:04.330 So I don't have those donkeys. 01:41:04.450 --> 01:41:08.490 I don't know, you know, what's worse these days, like if you're in jail and you're going to 01:41:08.490 --> 01:41:12.690 get sodomized by your jailmate or a donkey, I don't know. 01:41:13.830 --> 01:41:18.790 Well, because I won't be getting sodomized by a donkey or the fucking inmate. 01:41:19.190 --> 01:41:22.090 I don't think donkeys sodomize anybody though. 01:41:23.090 --> 01:41:27.110 Oh, I mean, donkeys alone and probably find something. 01:41:27.230 --> 01:41:29.410 Someone said I'll go on a date with you. 01:41:30.670 --> 01:41:36.050 I have no, it's, there are men who are interested in going on dates. 01:41:36.230 --> 01:41:40.870 I am not interested, alas, because I am very picky. 01:41:41.650 --> 01:41:41.890 I'm like. 01:41:42.470 --> 01:41:48.470 So it's hard to find somebody I could actually relate to, you know, that I'm attracted to 01:41:48.470 --> 01:41:51.950 that's got, you know, that I can actually talk to, that I look at and I go, 01:41:52.050 --> 01:41:52.750 hubba hubba. 01:41:53.050 --> 01:41:56.790 And oh, then I get to talk to you that I'm like, oh, there's a real attraction. 01:41:57.470 --> 01:41:59.050 Also be honest, right? 01:41:59.150 --> 01:42:02.990 And I'll play games with someone, with someone else. 01:42:03.030 --> 01:42:11.270 And that goes into like attachment styles and emotional maturity and being self-aware. 01:42:12.790 --> 01:42:18.130 And wow, like, well, speaking of which, I'm immediately attracted to this guy here 01:42:18.130 --> 01:42:22.190 who was on the screen named Jay, because we're holding our hands in the same. 01:42:23.250 --> 01:42:25.570 You got a gay little connection there. 01:42:27.570 --> 01:42:28.530 What's happening to Jay? 01:42:29.230 --> 01:42:30.450 This is when I focus on the shit. 01:42:30.870 --> 01:42:33.830 So when I see that this thing, it means you're focusing. 01:42:34.570 --> 01:42:38.850 If I'm the gay one, how come I'm only looking at Miriam the whole time? 01:42:40.070 --> 01:42:40.930 You answer that question. 01:42:42.710 --> 01:42:44.350 Boy, how hot do you think I am? 01:42:44.550 --> 01:42:45.110 I know, I know. 01:42:45.170 --> 01:42:46.130 I'm going to scale from one to ten. 01:42:46.130 --> 01:42:49.170 My eyes go, friends, so I don't have to worry about your illusions. 01:42:49.570 --> 01:42:56.750 So I want to point something out because I'm friend Tom up there and Miriam, 01:42:56.830 --> 01:43:05.150 who's never heard of me and who I'm a big fan of, both nailed the war for your attention, 01:43:05.490 --> 01:43:11.370 as did, of course, a few other people in the world who are awake to reality. 01:43:11.790 --> 01:43:15.250 So what you're speaking of, of course, Miriam and Nature Boy, 01:43:15.250 --> 01:43:21.330 and what we all would find if we were unpaired socially, 01:43:22.010 --> 01:43:27.890 is that that's an awkward situation because the war for your attention is a war for your identity. 01:43:28.650 --> 01:43:35.630 And you are mind controlled because I would guess everybody here but me identifies as an American. 01:43:36.150 --> 01:43:36.570 I don't. 01:43:37.190 --> 01:43:43.570 In the identity of an American, the identity of American to me is like you walked around 01:43:43.570 --> 01:43:48.070 high-fiving everybody, telling them that you and the Seahawks won the Super Bowl. 01:43:48.250 --> 01:43:48.830 You didn't. 01:43:50.250 --> 01:43:53.350 I did not win the Super Bowl with the Seahawks. 01:43:53.390 --> 01:43:54.250 I'm not delusional. 01:43:54.610 --> 01:43:58.250 And I also don't operate aircraft carriers in the Persian Gulf. 01:43:58.370 --> 01:43:59.730 That has nothing to do with me. 01:44:00.110 --> 01:44:01.890 I've never seen it, don't know about it. 01:44:02.110 --> 01:44:03.370 Sounds like a good story. 01:44:03.730 --> 01:44:06.810 I'm sure somebody can tell it but it's not in my direct experience. 01:44:07.410 --> 01:44:12.830 So the challenge that we have in identity is that each of us in our identity carries 01:44:12.830 --> 01:44:15.610 our direct experience and our own delusions. 01:44:16.470 --> 01:44:20.930 And if you awaken to reality as Tom was talking about or as Miriam was referring to, 01:44:21.410 --> 01:44:23.570 it's not a process of learning more information. 01:44:23.790 --> 01:44:25.290 It's about the false dropping away. 01:44:25.670 --> 01:44:27.350 So all of a sudden you're David Copperfield. 01:44:27.470 --> 01:44:29.950 You just know how the sausage is made and how the chicks are done. 01:44:29.970 --> 01:44:31.230 And it's not fucking interesting. 01:44:31.670 --> 01:44:36.070 And I happen to have spent the last 20 years doing that because I'm a social fucking outcast. 01:44:36.570 --> 01:44:39.130 But that's my own personal problem and guess what? 01:44:39.470 --> 01:44:41.790 It's a fucking benefit because I'd rather be me 01:44:41.790 --> 01:44:45.490 than a rich motherfucker because those fuckers are miserable. 01:44:45.710 --> 01:44:47.270 They're living in hell on earth. 01:44:47.710 --> 01:44:52.530 And my friend Tom over here that makes two pennies to rub together knows God. 01:44:52.870 --> 01:44:54.670 And I actually believe both those things. 01:44:54.890 --> 01:44:55.890 They're living in hell on earth. 01:44:56.030 --> 01:44:57.150 My buddy Tom knows God. 01:44:57.390 --> 01:44:58.250 So who's winning? 01:44:58.510 --> 01:44:58.930 I don't know. 01:44:59.310 --> 01:45:01.250 It depends on who's keeping score, doesn't it? 01:45:01.550 --> 01:45:07.770 Now that's a good question because again, I choose to get out of this 01:45:08.870 --> 01:45:11.550 reincarnation loop and not go into the light at the end of the tunnel. 01:45:11.790 --> 01:45:13.610 Have my heart go into the light. 01:45:14.390 --> 01:45:17.990 Well, to know even like as an Egyptian Greek 01:45:18.910 --> 01:45:23.570 who's gotten many books of the dead, I still am remembering because yeah, 01:45:23.570 --> 01:45:25.430 it's about deleting these programs. 01:45:25.810 --> 01:45:28.210 I personally identify as a galactic queen. 01:45:28.550 --> 01:45:30.930 Like if like I had a guy go, hey goddess. 01:45:31.090 --> 01:45:34.670 And I'm like, please don't call me goddess like this new age term. 01:45:34.830 --> 01:45:36.450 I'm like, I prefer galactic queen. 01:45:37.210 --> 01:45:40.790 So don't call you that privately, by the way. 01:45:41.430 --> 01:45:42.170 Like goddess? 01:45:42.650 --> 01:45:45.690 I just feel it's like so, I don't know. 01:45:45.730 --> 01:45:49.050 It's just so new agey and like, no. 01:45:50.790 --> 01:45:54.610 No, I think if someone is lucky enough to be able to see someone else 01:45:54.610 --> 01:45:59.310 beyond the pretenses and just be real and authentic, 01:45:59.330 --> 01:46:04.250 but again, that comes with knowing thyself and really being honest, 01:46:04.410 --> 01:46:06.850 like those rich fucks that you're talking about, Jay. 01:46:07.550 --> 01:46:08.070 I don't know. 01:46:08.270 --> 01:46:09.630 People are diluting themselves. 01:46:09.630 --> 01:46:11.610 So what you're talking about is the impossible. 01:46:12.350 --> 01:46:15.870 What you're talking about is unconditioned thought. 01:46:16.710 --> 01:46:25.870 And anyone who has an identity as a Tim, as a Dave, as a Miriam, 01:46:25.970 --> 01:46:31.010 if you're carrying around an identity that you're going to project to the world, 01:46:31.090 --> 01:46:34.890 and that is all you're doing is projecting a false identity to the world, 01:46:34.890 --> 01:46:42.010 then you're still in a division as a separate self that you, apart from everybody else, 01:46:42.250 --> 01:46:44.110 has some fucking say in anything. 01:46:44.590 --> 01:46:46.950 You are represented by America and Donald Trump. 01:46:47.010 --> 01:46:50.930 Look, every single day, you're going to watch a guy named Steve in the morning 01:46:50.930 --> 01:46:53.750 tell people this is a cartoon and Donald Trump's an actor. 01:46:54.270 --> 01:46:58.030 Now, this is like alcoholism. 01:46:58.670 --> 01:47:00.490 You guys get this intellectually. 01:47:00.730 --> 01:47:03.090 You get this is a fucking cartoon and he's an actor. 01:47:04.870 --> 01:47:07.430 But intellectually doesn't make you not the alcoholic. 01:47:07.610 --> 01:47:10.730 What makes you not the alcoholic is when you lose interest in the alcohol. 01:47:11.270 --> 01:47:12.570 When you lose interest in the alcohol. 01:47:12.670 --> 01:47:12.710 I agree. 01:47:13.630 --> 01:47:15.690 Well, it's it's fucking basic addiction. 01:47:15.910 --> 01:47:17.750 I mean, I'm not covering any politics. 01:47:18.210 --> 01:47:19.510 I don't want to talk about it. 01:47:19.650 --> 01:47:19.870 It's really. 01:47:20.090 --> 01:47:21.570 If you don't know a guy named Percussion Jang, 01:47:21.910 --> 01:47:24.470 who is running around telling people this right now, 01:47:24.550 --> 01:47:26.830 he's telling you, he's telling people, hey, guess what? 01:47:26.970 --> 01:47:31.330 This, this isn't over land, money, oil, or whatever. 01:47:31.330 --> 01:47:34.650 This is the war for your attention, right? 01:47:34.930 --> 01:47:36.170 And what is in your attention? 01:47:36.930 --> 01:47:39.650 It's all in your identity, your sufferings in your identity, 01:47:39.990 --> 01:47:44.130 your worldview is in your identity, your ability to date and interact with the 01:47:44.130 --> 01:47:48.030 person that you're sexually interested to is in your identity. 01:47:48.270 --> 01:47:50.990 But here's the problem, Miriam, and you know this, right? 01:47:51.710 --> 01:47:53.090 What is non duality? 01:47:53.470 --> 01:47:56.770 Non duality is not to one. 01:47:57.250 --> 01:48:00.170 If you're walking around as a separate self and an ego, 01:48:00.170 --> 01:48:02.690 the only thing you're going to do if you try and date Dave, 01:48:03.170 --> 01:48:05.690 is get whatever you can get out of Dave, use him up, 01:48:05.850 --> 01:48:08.750 and then move on to the next one because that's what egos do. 01:48:09.070 --> 01:48:10.150 Well, that's a joke on him. 01:48:10.370 --> 01:48:13.990 I think it's more, that's the way it's more nuanced than that, 01:48:14.090 --> 01:48:19.230 that I actually identify with the I am presence and have had ego death, 01:48:19.370 --> 01:48:23.150 where I identify with my over soul and in alignment. 01:48:23.630 --> 01:48:26.270 I don't feel like I'm projecting anything that's bullshit. 01:48:26.950 --> 01:48:30.450 You know, when people meet me off camera, I'm the same person 01:48:30.450 --> 01:48:32.610 and I stand for authenticity and have... 01:48:34.330 --> 01:48:35.230 I'm just saying... 01:48:37.110 --> 01:48:40.830 Of selfishness and wanting to do good in the world, isn't there? 01:48:41.470 --> 01:48:45.210 I want to do good in the world, but why? 01:48:45.630 --> 01:48:49.010 Is it to help other people or is it to make you feel better about yourself? 01:48:49.010 --> 01:48:51.970 Exactly, and that is a fucking very good distinction. 01:48:51.970 --> 01:48:55.810 This is where we get the non-profit industrial complex, right? 01:48:55.930 --> 01:48:59.930 Ego is our first coping mechanism when we come to this place. 01:49:00.930 --> 01:49:04.490 It's understanding your coping mechanisms and your relationship to those things. 01:49:05.350 --> 01:49:09.510 Well, it's against health awareness, distinctions, nuance, complexity, 01:49:09.770 --> 01:49:12.450 and I actually said that to someone who said they want it. 01:49:12.590 --> 01:49:13.230 I'm in service. 01:49:13.370 --> 01:49:14.050 I almost died. 01:49:14.470 --> 01:49:20.850 I chose to choose a pious path where I'm in service over being following dollar signs, 01:49:20.850 --> 01:49:23.510 but someone could be like, I want to be a good person. 01:49:24.930 --> 01:49:27.270 It's all fucking fake in the facade. 01:49:28.470 --> 01:49:31.330 You have to have discernment and check with yourself. 01:49:32.090 --> 01:49:32.610 We're all humans. 01:49:33.470 --> 01:49:36.430 We chose to have the duality to be able to remember... 01:49:36.430 --> 01:49:40.210 It's all that corporate sensitivity language training where we all say, 01:49:40.230 --> 01:49:42.670 shit and fuck, but we're not terrible people. 01:49:43.750 --> 01:49:45.830 The ladies and gentlemen are terrible people usually. 01:49:46.270 --> 01:49:52.350 The challenge with identity is where addiction lies, 01:49:52.850 --> 01:49:55.090 with an identity is all of the seeking, 01:49:55.610 --> 01:49:58.510 and here's a real problem that most of humanity has, 01:49:58.590 --> 01:50:01.790 and this is going to really resonate with Miriam, 01:50:01.990 --> 01:50:05.290 and one of the reasons that I enjoy when I see her work. 01:50:05.710 --> 01:50:11.310 She understands that humans are controlled by so many other things than conscious thought, 01:50:11.570 --> 01:50:12.270 like everything. 01:50:13.090 --> 01:50:16.650 Imagine this, and a monk named Kogan said this a long time ago. 01:50:17.050 --> 01:50:19.450 So most human beings, if you set a cup on the table, 01:50:19.510 --> 01:50:22.730 he took a cup, put it on the table, and he poured a teapot into it, 01:50:22.990 --> 01:50:25.330 and the water fills the cup and then it runs all over the table. 01:50:25.450 --> 01:50:27.550 It's running all over the floor, and he says, this is you. 01:50:28.290 --> 01:50:30.650 Where's the room for reality in your cup? 01:50:31.130 --> 01:50:34.850 Because all you're doing is running all over the floor. 01:50:34.950 --> 01:50:36.890 There's absolutely no room for reality. 01:50:37.190 --> 01:50:40.870 So how I'm going to tie this in is I bet you I'm one of the, 01:50:40.870 --> 01:50:44.330 I don't know, somewhere, some fraction of a fraction of a percent of people 01:50:44.330 --> 01:50:46.650 in the world that carry no communication device at all. 01:50:46.770 --> 01:50:48.490 What I'm speaking to you on is a desktop. 01:50:48.910 --> 01:50:50.670 It's the only communication device I have. 01:50:50.850 --> 01:50:51.810 I have no device. 01:50:52.050 --> 01:50:56.270 Now, that means my cortisol is not controlled by the matrix. 01:50:56.850 --> 01:50:58.930 If you're carrying around a communication device that's 01:50:58.930 --> 01:51:02.830 dinging all day and giving you notifications and giving you, 01:51:03.570 --> 01:51:06.010 sensations in your butt plugged to your eyeballs, 01:51:06.510 --> 01:51:09.230 then you, my motherfucker, are mind controlled. 01:51:09.490 --> 01:51:10.070 I am not. 01:51:10.070 --> 01:51:14.130 I walk in nature multiple hours a day, thousands of miles a year 01:51:14.130 --> 01:51:16.130 with no device and I don't fucking get lost. 01:51:16.670 --> 01:51:18.210 So somebody's going to say it's not. 01:51:18.690 --> 01:51:22.150 If you can, if you want to convince yourself in the world 01:51:22.150 --> 01:51:28.670 that jumping to messages and reading the news about wars 01:51:28.670 --> 01:51:31.030 and about pasts and futures that never existed, 01:51:31.150 --> 01:51:33.730 but make a great fucking story, you can do that. 01:51:33.810 --> 01:51:36.170 But you're going to miss the whole fucking experience of life. 01:51:37.510 --> 01:51:38.890 I'm trying to play today. 01:51:40.550 --> 01:51:43.690 You mentioned Seattle Seahawks. 01:51:45.130 --> 01:51:50.170 And by the way, are you from rural Pacific Northwest? 01:51:50.890 --> 01:51:54.250 No, I'm not from a rural area. 01:51:57.230 --> 01:52:01.430 My point being, are you guys sports ball fans? 01:52:01.590 --> 01:52:03.790 If you're sports ball fans, if you run around, 01:52:04.490 --> 01:52:06.190 you could be a huge Seahawks fan. 01:52:06.470 --> 01:52:07.510 But let me ask you a question. 01:52:07.510 --> 01:52:10.630 So there are people, right? 01:52:10.750 --> 01:52:12.530 If you're the biggest sports fan in the world 01:52:12.530 --> 01:52:14.010 and the Seahawks won the Super Bowl, 01:52:14.150 --> 01:52:15.650 did they, I think they did, right? 01:52:15.910 --> 01:52:16.070 Yeah. 01:52:16.170 --> 01:52:16.950 They won the World Series. 01:52:17.090 --> 01:52:17.590 I don't give a fuck. 01:52:17.910 --> 01:52:19.590 Anyway, if that makes you happy, 01:52:19.630 --> 01:52:22.950 you could also have a neighbor whose reality does not 01:52:22.950 --> 01:52:26.130 include sports at all, right? 01:52:26.290 --> 01:52:27.190 They're from Pakistan. 01:52:27.750 --> 01:52:29.010 They know nothing about baseball. 01:52:29.470 --> 01:52:31.630 And so in your worldview. 01:52:32.510 --> 01:52:34.110 Hey, Pakistani baseball cricket. 01:52:35.170 --> 01:52:36.630 Which is part of your identity. 01:52:36.630 --> 01:52:40.330 It's the whole world of Seattle and a celebration. 01:52:40.910 --> 01:52:41.810 In their point of view, 01:52:41.930 --> 01:52:46.130 they're mourning the death of most of their extended family. 01:52:46.430 --> 01:52:48.270 So it's a crazy world, right? 01:52:48.390 --> 01:52:52.010 But the point is, we don't share the same reality. 01:52:52.430 --> 01:52:54.710 Each of us, you're carrying around an identity 01:52:55.250 --> 01:52:58.690 as an American, as a Pakistani, and as a guy named Ted, 01:52:58.870 --> 01:53:01.350 as a guy named Tim, as a person named Miriam. 01:53:01.670 --> 01:53:04.590 And in that identity is our pain, our addiction, 01:53:04.590 --> 01:53:06.410 our family, our thoughts. 01:53:06.870 --> 01:53:09.350 Most all of it conditioned by society. 01:53:09.670 --> 01:53:11.950 Most all of it conditioned by society. 01:53:12.070 --> 01:53:14.230 We're just little reaction bots running around. 01:53:14.610 --> 01:53:16.490 Unless you unplug from that, 01:53:16.710 --> 01:53:18.970 like people like Nisargadatta did, 01:53:19.430 --> 01:53:20.850 or many other people, right? 01:53:21.250 --> 01:53:22.790 Nisargadatta said, Tim, 01:53:23.410 --> 01:53:25.410 greed is the source of all human suffering. 01:53:25.710 --> 01:53:26.510 Tell me he's wrong. 01:53:27.590 --> 01:53:29.310 Yeah, I mean, it's a, 01:53:29.970 --> 01:53:32.970 if you actually ask any person, anyone here, 01:53:33.510 --> 01:53:34.350 who are you? 01:53:35.510 --> 01:53:37.510 What kind of response are they gonna say? 01:53:38.330 --> 01:53:39.630 Identify as a free man. 01:53:40.090 --> 01:53:43.110 My name is this, or I do this. 01:53:43.430 --> 01:53:45.390 This is my job, or what, 01:53:45.710 --> 01:53:48.430 but if you actually delve into who are you, 01:53:48.490 --> 01:53:49.790 that's a really tough question. 01:53:50.050 --> 01:53:54.330 So Tim, are you, what, are you a nationality? 01:53:54.410 --> 01:53:54.970 Are you American? 01:53:56.630 --> 01:53:57.810 He lives in Columbia. 01:53:58.830 --> 01:54:00.790 Yeah, but it's one aspect of it. 01:54:00.790 --> 01:54:03.870 Is your identity American? 01:54:05.210 --> 01:54:06.710 No, because identity, 01:54:07.890 --> 01:54:09.270 I'm going into what you're saying, 01:54:09.370 --> 01:54:12.910 like identity is something you have to pin down, 01:54:13.210 --> 01:54:15.390 because I don't, like, oh my god, 01:54:15.770 --> 01:54:16.610 I just about said it. 01:54:16.870 --> 01:54:18.450 I don't identify as this. 01:54:18.630 --> 01:54:19.830 I don't identify as that. 01:54:19.950 --> 01:54:21.410 That's like that whole shit. 01:54:21.550 --> 01:54:22.330 This is very good. 01:54:23.150 --> 01:54:27.090 Also, but see Tim, if the whole world was filled 01:54:27.090 --> 01:54:28.090 with people like you, 01:54:28.210 --> 01:54:29.910 I would not be able to marshal 01:54:29.910 --> 01:54:31.350 the United States into war. 01:54:31.530 --> 01:54:33.770 If your identity was American, 01:54:34.210 --> 01:54:35.590 I would sucker you into war 01:54:35.590 --> 01:54:37.170 whether you were left, right, center, 01:54:37.290 --> 01:54:39.010 or anywhere fucking in between. 01:54:39.290 --> 01:54:40.690 Yeah, I'm right, yeah, I was American, 01:54:40.830 --> 01:54:41.790 like I was born there. 01:54:41.970 --> 01:54:43.610 That's it, I was born there. 01:54:45.350 --> 01:54:47.870 We're getting, you're getting the human body 01:54:47.870 --> 01:54:49.930 confused with identity, right? 01:54:50.350 --> 01:54:52.050 One of the reasons we got all wrapped 01:54:52.050 --> 01:54:53.650 around wokeism and everything 01:54:53.650 --> 01:54:56.070 is that people figured out, 01:54:56.310 --> 01:54:56.870 hey, guess what? 01:54:57.090 --> 01:54:58.090 Identity is fluid. 01:54:58.090 --> 01:54:59.830 I can call myself Dave today. 01:54:59.890 --> 01:55:01.490 I can call myself Tim tomorrow, 01:55:01.490 --> 01:55:02.550 and then I can call myself 01:55:02.550 --> 01:55:04.010 Sherriam and put on a dress. 01:55:04.390 --> 01:55:05.850 Cool, that's cool, fine. 01:55:06.030 --> 01:55:07.010 You want to do that. 01:55:07.530 --> 01:55:10.410 No, my identity is I am bald, 01:55:10.910 --> 01:55:12.170 and that's all there is. 01:55:12.350 --> 01:55:12.950 There's nothing else. 01:55:13.130 --> 01:55:14.430 You got hair, you're not bald. 01:55:15.070 --> 01:55:16.390 Bald is beautiful, brother. 01:55:16.750 --> 01:55:17.470 Don't get it twisted. 01:55:17.910 --> 01:55:19.170 You need to shave that shit 01:55:19.170 --> 01:55:20.290 if you really want to be bald. 01:55:20.290 --> 01:55:20.850 I know, I know. 01:55:21.210 --> 01:55:22.770 Yeah, give yourself a razor. 01:55:23.090 --> 01:55:23.770 Pull it out. 01:55:23.990 --> 01:55:24.670 Don't be afraid. 01:55:25.070 --> 01:55:25.830 Love the razor. 01:55:26.550 --> 01:55:29.330 I think you can identify 01:55:29.330 --> 01:55:30.570 with your divine spark. 01:55:30.690 --> 01:55:32.070 I wish I had your bone structure. 01:55:32.710 --> 01:55:34.150 So not, I'm not, 01:55:34.150 --> 01:55:35.250 I'm not a cannibal either. 01:55:35.350 --> 01:55:36.690 So I'm not saying it for that reason. 01:55:36.950 --> 01:55:38.510 Now, let me go back to, 01:55:38.650 --> 01:55:39.830 let me go back to consciousness 01:55:39.830 --> 01:55:40.770 just for a minute, 01:55:40.870 --> 01:55:43.670 because this is a really important point, right? 01:55:44.330 --> 01:55:46.310 Within your identity, right? 01:55:47.010 --> 01:55:49.730 If you identify strongly as American, 01:55:50.270 --> 01:55:54.830 if you identify with that concept 01:55:55.530 --> 01:55:56.570 of reality, 01:55:57.830 --> 01:55:59.830 what is in that, right? 01:56:00.010 --> 01:56:01.010 What is in that? 01:56:01.110 --> 01:56:03.110 In that is a fear of something 01:56:03.110 --> 01:56:05.330 other than what you know. 01:56:05.870 --> 01:56:07.730 That just means you want to stay American 01:56:07.730 --> 01:56:08.690 and so guess what? 01:56:09.070 --> 01:56:11.050 You want to stay American so bad 01:56:11.050 --> 01:56:13.010 and you probably want to stay alive 01:56:13.010 --> 01:56:15.350 because most of us in physical form 01:56:15.350 --> 01:56:16.970 we want to keep our body alive, right? 01:56:17.410 --> 01:56:19.730 That you will accept anything 01:56:19.730 --> 01:56:21.310 to keep that status quo. 01:56:21.610 --> 01:56:24.370 And so can they walk us into being the baddies 01:56:24.370 --> 01:56:26.770 like are we the actual equivalent 01:56:26.770 --> 01:56:28.010 of the Nazi empire now? 01:56:28.170 --> 01:56:29.310 Sure, of course, it's easy. 01:56:29.850 --> 01:56:31.110 It's a funny thing. 01:56:31.310 --> 01:56:31.930 Like, okay, so yeah, 01:56:31.990 --> 01:56:33.310 I'm an American living in Colombia. 01:56:33.690 --> 01:56:37.050 So like, if you bring in identity to it 01:56:37.050 --> 01:56:38.730 and if you're going to bring in American, 01:56:39.790 --> 01:56:41.270 yeah, I'm here in Colombia. 01:56:41.510 --> 01:56:43.030 I assimilate, I speak the language. 01:56:43.350 --> 01:56:45.650 I do everything that I can to assimilate, 01:56:45.910 --> 01:56:48.350 but there are things that I was brought up with 01:56:48.350 --> 01:56:50.610 and things that are still true to my heart 01:56:51.170 --> 01:56:53.870 of like just one of those basic things 01:56:53.870 --> 01:56:55.910 like freedom of speech. 01:56:57.490 --> 01:57:00.550 That's something you can go wherever you want to go with. 01:57:00.990 --> 01:57:02.650 But there's something here in Colombia 01:57:02.650 --> 01:57:08.610 that doesn't exist and like independence in things. 01:57:09.350 --> 01:57:11.650 So there's something innate like within me 01:57:11.650 --> 01:57:14.590 that is like, okay, that's an American part. 01:57:16.010 --> 01:57:19.390 But if I have conversations with other Colombians 01:57:20.590 --> 01:57:22.770 it takes a while to get to that 01:57:22.770 --> 01:57:25.790 but all of a sudden there is something in their soul, 01:57:26.130 --> 01:57:30.890 in their being that wants that type of liberty or whatever. 01:57:31.530 --> 01:57:32.370 But it's an idea. 01:57:32.690 --> 01:57:33.590 It's not actually tangible. 01:57:33.710 --> 01:57:34.570 My point is this. 01:57:35.010 --> 01:57:37.610 Could we agree that the identity of an American 01:57:37.610 --> 01:57:42.290 is basically as fluid as any other concept 01:57:42.290 --> 01:57:45.270 and that to be American as an identity, 01:57:45.470 --> 01:57:47.690 listen, this is how they mind control you 01:57:47.690 --> 01:57:50.790 is they tell you the only thing you know 01:57:50.790 --> 01:57:53.150 amount of America is what they told you. 01:57:53.270 --> 01:57:54.210 And let me ask you a question 01:57:54.210 --> 01:57:55.450 because Miriam is a journalist. 01:57:56.290 --> 01:57:58.750 So Miriam, what percentage of what the government 01:57:58.750 --> 01:58:00.990 and official sources tell you is true? 01:58:01.810 --> 01:58:02.170 What percent? 01:58:04.070 --> 01:58:05.530 15, 20 percent? 01:58:06.090 --> 01:58:09.150 Okay, so I would say, okay, no, it's not zero 01:58:09.150 --> 01:58:12.550 because I believe in tries, truth, mixed with lies. 01:58:12.630 --> 01:58:14.230 But I'm really not paying attention. 01:58:14.470 --> 01:58:18.490 I assume it's the inverse whatever they say. 01:58:18.490 --> 01:58:20.630 Well, zero wouldn't be effective 01:58:20.630 --> 01:58:22.070 because it would be too- 01:58:22.070 --> 01:58:22.770 Yeah, yeah, all right. 01:58:22.830 --> 01:58:23.390 I know, it tries. 01:58:23.390 --> 01:58:25.470 If they throw in a small percentage of truth- 01:58:25.470 --> 01:58:26.890 And it really depends. 01:58:27.210 --> 01:58:28.110 We need to be specific. 01:58:28.410 --> 01:58:29.670 Can't have generalizations 01:58:29.670 --> 01:58:31.870 because there's variations. 01:58:32.330 --> 01:58:33.890 There's the over 10 window. 01:58:34.810 --> 01:58:38.490 So things are rolled out a little at a time. 01:58:38.790 --> 01:58:42.030 And now people don't know the truth 01:58:42.030 --> 01:58:43.070 because it's tries. 01:58:43.470 --> 01:58:45.250 It's truth mixed with lies. 01:58:45.410 --> 01:58:46.010 It's diluted. 01:58:46.210 --> 01:58:47.390 All these content influencers 01:58:47.390 --> 01:58:49.730 they're not doing the actual fucking research. 01:58:50.650 --> 01:58:56.710 So if all of the sudden the six humans in this chat 01:58:57.170 --> 01:59:00.390 had to go live in cabins in the woods for three years 01:59:00.390 --> 01:59:02.690 with no internet access, would there still be a war? 01:59:03.690 --> 01:59:04.890 And what would be the dynamics? 01:59:05.390 --> 01:59:06.230 And what would be our borders? 01:59:06.230 --> 01:59:07.350 Yeah, there would still be a war 01:59:07.350 --> 01:59:09.690 when that shit starts raining down on your ass, 01:59:09.750 --> 01:59:12.390 whether you're connected or not, reality is reality. 01:59:12.670 --> 01:59:13.490 Well, you would find out. 01:59:13.650 --> 01:59:15.290 But now, it's always now. 01:59:15.290 --> 01:59:18.870 I mean, future is a concept that you're talking about. 01:59:18.970 --> 01:59:20.770 But if you look, it's always now. 01:59:20.910 --> 01:59:21.850 No matter when you look. 01:59:21.870 --> 01:59:22.830 But you ask the question. 01:59:22.830 --> 01:59:24.790 It's like a tree following you, this kind of thing. 01:59:25.110 --> 01:59:29.510 Well, that goes into quantum physics and frequencies 01:59:29.510 --> 01:59:33.050 and what you're feeding your head with, 01:59:33.190 --> 01:59:36.100 what's in your head, in your hologram to begin with. 01:59:37.690 --> 01:59:44.110 And so it really, I think there's also a distinction 01:59:44.110 --> 01:59:47.090 with choosing to focus on things, 01:59:47.230 --> 01:59:49.350 but not embodying the ostrich effect 01:59:49.350 --> 01:59:53.030 where you're completely clueless to what the matrix is doing. 01:59:53.950 --> 01:59:56.770 But it's balance. 01:59:57.110 --> 02:00:00.310 I mean, I think obviously you being unplugged, 02:00:00.550 --> 02:00:02.350 there's a lot of benefits. 02:00:02.710 --> 02:00:07.230 I moved to Costa Rica so I could live in the mountains. 02:00:07.650 --> 02:00:10.050 I guess I wasn't done with the matrix. 02:00:10.690 --> 02:00:14.010 And the matrix, I mean, the programs were there too. 02:00:14.150 --> 02:00:16.990 And I used during the Rona in a cafe, 02:00:17.690 --> 02:00:21.430 they actually put, you're not allowed to talk about the coronavirus. 02:00:22.150 --> 02:00:25.130 And as a journalist who's trying to sound the alarm 02:00:25.130 --> 02:00:27.190 about this upcoming bio weapon, 02:00:27.470 --> 02:00:30.650 where I knew this was seen through it, 02:00:31.030 --> 02:00:34.030 I took offense to that, to the hippies that were like, 02:00:34.030 --> 02:00:35.390 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 02:00:36.310 --> 02:00:40.290 However, I now am unplugged where I don't give a crap 02:00:40.290 --> 02:00:41.590 what's happening in the politics. 02:00:41.810 --> 02:00:43.310 I'm more paying attention to astrology, 02:00:43.590 --> 02:00:47.050 the collective of the soul, cosmic energies, 02:00:47.750 --> 02:00:50.350 but everybody has their own karma and dharma. 02:00:50.610 --> 02:00:52.490 And it is about consciousness, right? 02:00:53.690 --> 02:00:55.650 You can have a different reality. 02:00:56.170 --> 02:00:58.710 I think there's a bifurcation that is happening. 02:00:58.850 --> 02:01:01.330 People that are plugged in just doing their job 02:01:01.330 --> 02:01:03.390 just on automatic autopilot. 02:01:04.070 --> 02:01:07.550 And then who knows how many actual divine sparks there are. 02:01:07.830 --> 02:01:08.910 Well, you have a choice. 02:01:09.350 --> 02:01:09.730 You have a choice. 02:01:10.010 --> 02:01:11.050 That's a dual reality, right? 02:01:11.210 --> 02:01:12.450 It's that it's full. 02:01:12.590 --> 02:01:13.850 That's what Tom talked about, 02:01:14.030 --> 02:01:17.230 that Tom in every moment is sovereign 02:01:17.230 --> 02:01:19.250 and within himself and in reality. 02:01:19.630 --> 02:01:21.630 At the same time, there's a relative reality 02:01:21.630 --> 02:01:22.910 of a world around us 02:01:22.910 --> 02:01:24.910 that we're gonna be told about through narratives. 02:01:25.430 --> 02:01:28.430 The question is, what narratives are true? 02:01:28.430 --> 02:01:32.630 And I would suggest to you that one of the things I see with, 02:01:32.970 --> 02:01:36.070 the reason I still carry is because I'm still alive 02:01:36.070 --> 02:01:36.810 and I still care. 02:01:36.930 --> 02:01:38.610 And one of the things I see in this suffering 02:01:38.610 --> 02:01:40.430 when I see people talking about this 02:01:40.430 --> 02:01:42.110 is they're going through these narratives 02:01:42.110 --> 02:01:43.850 where they're provided no truth 02:01:43.850 --> 02:01:45.670 and they're looking for a clear path. 02:01:45.870 --> 02:01:48.190 They're looking for a place to stand, right? 02:01:48.430 --> 02:01:53.870 And so at some point, you stop looking for them 02:01:53.870 --> 02:01:55.590 to provide you a narrative of truth. 02:01:55.670 --> 02:01:56.570 But here's the problem. 02:01:57.150 --> 02:01:59.450 Everything you get in America fed to you 02:01:59.450 --> 02:02:01.490 on your smartphone or on your tablet 02:02:01.490 --> 02:02:03.010 or on your computer, on your TV 02:02:03.630 --> 02:02:05.730 is the reality that they're giving you. 02:02:05.870 --> 02:02:08.610 And what I'm suggesting is that your average American 02:02:08.610 --> 02:02:09.690 on a dating site 02:02:09.690 --> 02:02:11.130 or walking around on the streets 02:02:11.130 --> 02:02:12.110 or in a hospital 02:02:12.110 --> 02:02:14.750 has almost no conscious thought going on 02:02:14.750 --> 02:02:16.370 and no ability to talk to people 02:02:16.370 --> 02:02:19.210 like the like the five other people in this town. 02:02:19.330 --> 02:02:21.390 And that's what governments and corporations 02:02:21.390 --> 02:02:22.710 are banking on. 02:02:23.010 --> 02:02:23.930 They're betting on it. 02:02:23.970 --> 02:02:26.130 But what I'm suggesting, Tim, 02:02:26.130 --> 02:02:28.050 is it's already over, right? 02:02:28.750 --> 02:02:32.790 The fight for attention and identity 02:02:34.050 --> 02:02:36.910 is that fight for humanity, 02:02:36.910 --> 02:02:38.070 because when they have that, 02:02:38.230 --> 02:02:38.990 they can tell you, 02:02:39.050 --> 02:02:41.030 they can give you a whole world 02:02:41.030 --> 02:02:42.790 of things that you don't want 02:02:42.790 --> 02:02:45.250 to the extent where you're panicked 02:02:45.250 --> 02:02:46.250 in fear and anxiety 02:02:46.250 --> 02:02:47.690 and you'll never move again, right? 02:02:47.790 --> 02:02:48.670 They're going to give you war. 02:02:48.810 --> 02:02:49.690 And it's well suggested. 02:02:50.150 --> 02:02:53.530 Everything, financial crisis, no jobs, no money, 02:02:53.790 --> 02:02:55.470 and you'll never be able to speak again. 02:02:55.470 --> 02:02:57.650 And you're going to be so panicked 02:02:57.650 --> 02:02:58.690 and in so much fear, 02:02:58.750 --> 02:03:00.090 you're going to ask them to give you 02:03:00.090 --> 02:03:01.630 more of it to keep you from dying. 02:03:02.450 --> 02:03:02.890 Well, 02:03:03.730 --> 02:03:06.190 it's the power of suggestion and people. 02:03:06.410 --> 02:03:06.510 Yeah. 02:03:06.670 --> 02:03:09.510 And you know, I always look at when those, 02:03:09.530 --> 02:03:11.030 you know, corporations, governments 02:03:11.550 --> 02:03:14.490 try to talk down and they said 02:03:14.490 --> 02:03:16.230 like these people think you're stupid. 02:03:17.150 --> 02:03:21.630 I hate to side on the side of those who are in power, 02:03:22.330 --> 02:03:26.190 you know, because they think you're stupid 02:03:26.810 --> 02:03:28.470 and they act upon it. 02:03:29.330 --> 02:03:33.950 Well, you look at the big stupid as part of the illusion. 02:03:34.530 --> 02:03:36.730 The truth is none of us know anything, Tim. 02:03:37.050 --> 02:03:38.590 The only truth is our ignorance. 02:03:38.890 --> 02:03:40.310 We don't know the truth. 02:03:40.570 --> 02:03:43.670 And so we can run around chasing Jeffrey Epstein's 02:03:43.670 --> 02:03:45.690 and pink elephants and Iranian wars 02:03:45.690 --> 02:03:47.130 till the cows come home 02:03:47.130 --> 02:03:48.470 and we won't even be alive. 02:03:48.610 --> 02:03:49.230 We'll just be watching. 02:03:50.630 --> 02:03:53.970 When I say we put the trust in the experts, 02:03:54.190 --> 02:03:55.950 trust the experts, you know, 02:03:55.990 --> 02:03:57.350 talk the experts. 02:03:57.950 --> 02:04:00.170 Exactly, that's an illusion. 02:04:00.410 --> 02:04:01.630 But that's for dying experts. 02:04:02.530 --> 02:04:05.190 That's like under a hypnotic spell 02:04:05.190 --> 02:04:07.230 of the experts for fucking. 02:04:07.350 --> 02:04:08.510 So let's go back to the cartoon. 02:04:09.190 --> 02:04:11.310 If our friend, if our friend, Steve is right, 02:04:11.430 --> 02:04:14.070 and this is in fact a absurd cartoon, 02:04:14.230 --> 02:04:15.130 a cacostocracy, 02:04:15.230 --> 02:04:16.530 a government of the worst people 02:04:16.530 --> 02:04:18.310 who don't respect constitutions, 02:04:19.230 --> 02:04:19.890 or institutions, 02:04:20.310 --> 02:04:21.650 then what are we talking about here? 02:04:21.810 --> 02:04:22.790 It's a bunch of us wishing 02:04:22.790 --> 02:04:24.690 that things were different than they are. 02:04:25.130 --> 02:04:27.770 Government, uniformly across the planet, 02:04:27.970 --> 02:04:30.430 and well, uniformly across the planet 02:04:30.430 --> 02:04:33.330 is a bunch of lecherous, amoral, 02:04:33.330 --> 02:04:34.910 scumbag end timers. 02:04:35.370 --> 02:04:36.490 Get the fuck over it. 02:04:36.610 --> 02:04:38.090 Stop paying attention to their narrative. 02:04:39.390 --> 02:04:40.710 Because it's not the truth. 02:04:41.150 --> 02:04:41.990 It's not the truth. 02:04:42.350 --> 02:04:43.650 And it really is that easy. 02:04:43.870 --> 02:04:46.010 It really is that easy just to say, 02:04:46.150 --> 02:04:47.110 no, I don't believe this shit. 02:04:47.390 --> 02:04:47.710 Fuck off. 02:04:47.710 --> 02:04:50.010 It's back to what I said like 20 minutes ago. 02:04:50.070 --> 02:04:50.790 Know thyself. 02:04:50.830 --> 02:04:52.130 Because if you don't know who you are, 02:04:52.190 --> 02:04:54.030 somebody else will tell you who you are. 02:04:54.430 --> 02:04:55.570 And you'll fall in line. 02:04:56.150 --> 02:04:58.530 Miriam just said she was going to be gracious, 02:04:58.710 --> 02:04:59.530 or you were going to be gracious, 02:04:59.670 --> 02:05:01.690 and say they're giving you 15% truth. 02:05:01.850 --> 02:05:03.990 So you want to walk around feeling like you know stuff? 02:05:04.130 --> 02:05:05.970 That means you're 85% deluded. 02:05:06.150 --> 02:05:06.950 That sounds ridiculous. 02:05:07.030 --> 02:05:07.950 It depends, right? 02:05:08.090 --> 02:05:10.950 If you go in, I don't feel I'm deluded. 02:05:11.110 --> 02:05:13.450 I feel that I've gone within. 02:05:13.810 --> 02:05:16.230 I've done my own research. 02:05:16.770 --> 02:05:18.610 And it's just like, let's say someone's like, 02:05:18.810 --> 02:05:22.410 oh, you can have your opinion about the vaccine. 02:05:23.070 --> 02:05:25.230 I'm like, you have an opinion. 02:05:25.730 --> 02:05:27.030 You have an opinion. 02:05:27.350 --> 02:05:28.470 I was calling the FDA. 02:05:28.790 --> 02:05:29.530 I was calling CDC. 02:05:29.890 --> 02:05:31.090 I was calling nursing homes. 02:05:31.430 --> 02:05:32.430 I was reading patents. 02:05:33.130 --> 02:05:34.670 So let's make a distinction. 02:05:34.810 --> 02:05:36.370 So it really depends on the topic. 02:05:37.630 --> 02:05:38.990 But here's the question. 02:05:39.270 --> 02:05:43.010 Because when I played the game, 02:05:43.010 --> 02:05:47.550 I was a very fierce activist who liked to risk my life 02:05:47.550 --> 02:05:48.390 and safety and freedom. 02:05:48.550 --> 02:05:49.790 Very stupid thing to do. 02:05:50.090 --> 02:05:52.130 Anyway, the point that I learned, 02:05:52.130 --> 02:05:54.010 the point that I learned, Miriam, 02:05:54.090 --> 02:05:56.230 other than the fact that I can really take a torture 02:05:56.230 --> 02:05:57.650 and a licking and keep on ticking, 02:05:58.090 --> 02:05:59.310 is that nobody fucking cared. 02:05:59.670 --> 02:06:01.710 They don't want the truth. 02:06:02.470 --> 02:06:04.390 Well, I think that was a John Cena quote. 02:06:05.150 --> 02:06:06.870 What takes no licking, buddy? 02:06:07.110 --> 02:06:07.590 Superb. 02:06:07.710 --> 02:06:08.450 I really wish. 02:06:08.650 --> 02:06:11.450 I really wish someone told me that before the run. 02:06:11.450 --> 02:06:12.170 Oh, I wish. 02:06:12.590 --> 02:06:13.010 I wish somebody had told me that too. 02:06:13.010 --> 02:06:13.910 I wish someone had told me that too. 02:06:13.910 --> 02:06:17.570 And paypal and being disgraced on national television 02:06:17.570 --> 02:06:19.550 and having the government come after me 02:06:19.550 --> 02:06:22.050 and now being on food stamps and barely. 02:06:22.190 --> 02:06:23.570 But Miriam, look at you. 02:06:23.890 --> 02:06:24.550 You're beautiful. 02:06:24.710 --> 02:06:25.190 You're perfect. 02:06:25.430 --> 02:06:25.770 You're awake. 02:06:25.930 --> 02:06:26.550 This is your path. 02:06:26.650 --> 02:06:28.070 You can't wish for it to be different. 02:06:28.190 --> 02:06:29.770 You wouldn't be you if it was different. 02:06:30.130 --> 02:06:31.030 You're only here. 02:06:31.450 --> 02:06:31.590 Yes, thank you, Miriam. 02:06:31.810 --> 02:06:34.350 Also, I have a lot of love to give. 02:06:34.570 --> 02:06:35.930 And I'm on my reckless. 02:06:36.550 --> 02:06:38.450 That's not able to connect with. 02:06:38.970 --> 02:06:39.950 I can't fake it. 02:06:39.950 --> 02:06:42.550 And I was shown unconditional love. 02:06:42.630 --> 02:06:45.210 There is unconditional love, which means that the person 02:06:45.210 --> 02:06:48.730 might not love you back and might fuck you over in there. 02:06:49.430 --> 02:06:51.690 And so it's. 02:06:52.130 --> 02:06:53.350 I got a good one for you. 02:06:53.770 --> 02:06:54.950 I got a good one for all of you. 02:06:55.050 --> 02:06:55.690 Here's your little gift. 02:06:55.950 --> 02:06:57.990 Something I learned on a 20 year pack. 02:06:58.410 --> 02:06:58.650 Guess what? 02:06:58.810 --> 02:07:00.110 All the love is beside you. 02:07:00.550 --> 02:07:01.330 Yeah, that's right. 02:07:01.790 --> 02:07:03.630 Anybody that you love, you love. 02:07:03.770 --> 02:07:05.230 They don't have to love you back. 02:07:05.350 --> 02:07:05.890 That's correct. 02:07:06.150 --> 02:07:09.930 But it's nice to have touch and to receive love back. 02:07:10.450 --> 02:07:12.950 So that's what I'm trying to because I can't fake it. 02:07:12.990 --> 02:07:16.150 I can count the number of dudes I've slept with on my hands. 02:07:16.390 --> 02:07:17.990 I'm I'm from a different time. 02:07:19.290 --> 02:07:22.250 So it's sad because I don't need to be with someone. 02:07:22.390 --> 02:07:25.530 I'd like to share my love with someone and I can't force it. 02:07:25.650 --> 02:07:27.550 But this is this is the trick. 02:07:27.690 --> 02:07:30.710 This is this is why this is why I decided to come on 02:07:30.710 --> 02:07:34.010 because I heard you and Dave who are such wonderful people. 02:07:34.630 --> 02:07:35.110 This is the problem. 02:07:35.330 --> 02:07:35.370 Oh, thank you. 02:07:35.490 --> 02:07:38.830 You got to understand the people that are 02:07:39.350 --> 02:07:43.010 in and I'm just the people who are in conditioned thought 02:07:43.010 --> 02:07:44.590 cannot see you. 02:07:44.610 --> 02:07:45.730 They can't hear you. 02:07:46.090 --> 02:07:47.710 They can't understand your words. 02:07:47.810 --> 02:07:49.590 They cannot feel what you feel. 02:07:49.730 --> 02:07:51.990 And since you're still a separate identity, 02:07:52.190 --> 02:07:54.290 you don't understand these people can't see you. 02:07:54.450 --> 02:07:55.690 I realized I was a ghost. 02:07:55.950 --> 02:07:56.990 That's how I finally awakened. 02:07:57.150 --> 02:07:59.770 You realize you realize and you will realize 02:07:59.770 --> 02:08:02.250 Maryam Zemday that they can't see you for a reason 02:08:02.250 --> 02:08:04.090 because you don't fucking exist to them. 02:08:04.310 --> 02:08:08.170 They can only see the conditioned identities walking around. 02:08:08.170 --> 02:08:09.370 They can't see you. 02:08:09.670 --> 02:08:10.650 Well, Jay. 02:08:10.870 --> 02:08:14.310 Well, if they do that either either I wake out the demons. 02:08:14.730 --> 02:08:18.470 If anyone has creepy crawlies or is like lying to themselves. 02:08:18.710 --> 02:08:20.350 Now I can see like I'm listening. 02:08:20.830 --> 02:08:22.170 Sometimes I hear people's thoughts. 02:08:22.430 --> 02:08:24.030 I can see their pretenses. 02:08:24.270 --> 02:08:25.890 I could see that how they're fooling themselves. 02:08:26.130 --> 02:08:28.050 It's a lot of stimuli like going to Mexico. 02:08:28.670 --> 02:08:31.090 I had to come back into the hotel and just be like, 02:08:31.090 --> 02:08:33.430 well, it's a lot of it's a lot of energies. 02:08:33.970 --> 02:08:37.870 And I I know that I'm being shown to I'm on my own. 02:08:37.870 --> 02:08:40.870 Listening to frequencies because I'm anchored into my own frequency. 02:08:41.090 --> 02:08:43.150 So either people will wig out people. 02:08:43.810 --> 02:08:46.810 And sometimes yeah, I do have an invisible cloak. 02:08:47.410 --> 02:08:50.610 But other times like on the plane before you came on, 02:08:50.930 --> 02:08:54.110 I almost got kicked off the plane for having a t-shirt 02:08:54.110 --> 02:08:58.270 with the F word on it in American airline. 02:08:58.650 --> 02:09:01.790 Can we all acknowledge how fucking retarded this is? 02:09:01.970 --> 02:09:04.790 So you can't wear the fuck word on a t-shirt. 02:09:05.270 --> 02:09:07.470 Miriam, this is why this is happening to you 02:09:07.470 --> 02:09:08.970 because it used to happen to me too. 02:09:09.110 --> 02:09:10.790 This is what happens to people that are awake. 02:09:11.830 --> 02:09:15.590 What identities want, what egos want is a mirror. 02:09:15.930 --> 02:09:17.930 Every identity, including Donald Trump, 02:09:18.010 --> 02:09:18.890 thinks they're the good guy. 02:09:18.990 --> 02:09:19.790 They want a mirror. 02:09:20.110 --> 02:09:21.430 And what they're looking at from you, 02:09:21.510 --> 02:09:23.390 just like Tim's joke was when I first came on, 02:09:23.470 --> 02:09:25.230 they're looking for you something to mirror them. 02:09:25.490 --> 02:09:27.870 And Miriam, because you're awake, just like me, 02:09:27.990 --> 02:09:29.170 just like a lot of other people. 02:09:29.370 --> 02:09:32.730 If you can't mirror the insanity of an identity 02:09:32.730 --> 02:09:34.790 of a flight attendant, of somebody in authority, 02:09:35.150 --> 02:09:36.370 they flip their shit, right? 02:09:36.630 --> 02:09:37.750 This is what they're looking for. 02:09:37.950 --> 02:09:40.130 That motherfucker is not real. 02:09:40.730 --> 02:09:42.610 Yeah, that motherfucker is not real, man. 02:09:42.730 --> 02:09:43.890 You need to leave it that alone. 02:09:44.330 --> 02:09:48.090 As an example, I was in a vape shop 02:09:48.090 --> 02:09:50.170 getting some organic tobacco 02:09:50.170 --> 02:09:53.030 and this girl came in and she said, 02:09:54.010 --> 02:09:57.570 yeah, I'll wait for them to check out. 02:09:57.990 --> 02:09:59.750 So I looked and I'm like them. 02:10:00.470 --> 02:10:02.250 I'm like, it's just me. 02:10:02.730 --> 02:10:07.450 And she goes, oh, I'm really trying hard to be polite. 02:10:08.110 --> 02:10:09.750 And I said, by using pronouns. 02:10:10.730 --> 02:10:13.670 And I said, dude, I said, just be yourself. 02:10:14.330 --> 02:10:15.590 Like there's no them. 02:10:16.190 --> 02:10:17.930 And she's like, I knew there was a reason 02:10:17.930 --> 02:10:19.430 I came into this vape shop. 02:10:19.970 --> 02:10:22.190 So she, that's why I am dangerous 02:10:22.190 --> 02:10:24.950 because I was like, oh, Spark, start thinking. 02:10:25.730 --> 02:10:29.810 One of my teachers by proxy 02:10:30.430 --> 02:10:31.590 in the miracle of the world 02:10:31.590 --> 02:10:33.190 is a guy named Eckhart Toll, right? 02:10:33.430 --> 02:10:35.510 Who's who I've listened to and read his books 02:10:35.510 --> 02:10:36.170 and all those things. 02:10:36.290 --> 02:10:39.370 And of course, I mean, Eckhart's truth is very clear. 02:10:39.730 --> 02:10:41.010 But one of the things he pointed out 02:10:41.010 --> 02:10:44.230 that helped me learn as a. 02:10:44.950 --> 02:10:46.150 Show them to me. 02:10:47.350 --> 02:10:48.490 You're flirting with me. 02:10:48.490 --> 02:10:50.410 I'm going to be extremely surprised. 02:10:51.070 --> 02:10:54.510 So I said, so one of the things 02:10:54.510 --> 02:10:55.830 Eckhart Toll pointed out 02:10:55.830 --> 02:10:57.970 is that people that are awake 02:10:57.970 --> 02:11:00.330 will continually have these kind of 02:11:00.330 --> 02:11:01.930 violent interactions 02:11:01.930 --> 02:11:05.510 because egos will find them to be a threat. 02:11:06.050 --> 02:11:07.770 And so, so I mean, again, 02:11:07.990 --> 02:11:09.790 I logged on because I like you guys 02:11:09.790 --> 02:11:12.330 and I see you struggling and feeling pain 02:11:12.330 --> 02:11:14.630 that I used to feel before I understood 02:11:15.750 --> 02:11:18.730 that egos are identities and delusion 02:11:18.730 --> 02:11:20.150 and you can't trust them. 02:11:20.350 --> 02:11:22.050 And when you're looking for love, 02:11:22.070 --> 02:11:23.550 if you are looking for love, 02:11:23.630 --> 02:11:26.510 you would hope to have a love of non duality, 02:11:26.610 --> 02:11:28.490 unconditional love that transcends 02:11:28.490 --> 02:11:31.550 whatever form and situation and condition you're in. 02:11:31.730 --> 02:11:33.730 You ain't going to get that from an ego, right? 02:11:34.270 --> 02:11:36.450 You're going to get, you're going to get ego. 02:11:36.630 --> 02:11:37.750 And here's the other thing about. 02:11:37.910 --> 02:11:38.230 I can't believe it. 02:11:38.230 --> 02:11:40.230 But you will survive or you don't know. 02:11:40.610 --> 02:11:41.250 Hold on a minute. 02:11:41.970 --> 02:11:42.690 Ego exists for a reason. 02:11:43.590 --> 02:11:45.270 Let me speak for just a minute. 02:11:45.850 --> 02:11:48.610 Yeah, I have really enjoyed this conversation, 02:11:48.670 --> 02:11:50.490 but it is getting about time 02:11:50.490 --> 02:11:54.090 to wrap this fantastic show up. 02:11:54.310 --> 02:11:55.930 I really enjoyed you showing up, Jay. 02:11:56.130 --> 02:11:57.230 Show up more often, my friend. 02:11:57.230 --> 02:11:58.670 Show up more often, my friend. 02:11:59.150 --> 02:12:00.910 Yeah, you've been good at grabbing me. 02:12:01.270 --> 02:12:01.990 Oh, always. 02:12:02.650 --> 02:12:03.550 It's a pleasure. 02:12:04.110 --> 02:12:04.810 And you know what? 02:12:05.470 --> 02:12:08.290 To me, to see people that still care 02:12:08.290 --> 02:12:11.710 and to see people that don't have identities 02:12:11.710 --> 02:12:13.450 that are completely constructed 02:12:13.450 --> 02:12:16.530 in the false and in delusion, 02:12:16.610 --> 02:12:17.470 it's just encouraging. 02:12:17.690 --> 02:12:21.270 So I appreciate you guys keeping up the fight 02:12:21.950 --> 02:12:22.930 because I'm old and tired. 02:12:23.630 --> 02:12:24.510 I could use that hug. 02:12:25.330 --> 02:12:26.250 I could use that hug. 02:12:26.610 --> 02:12:28.550 Here, I'm sending you a long distance hug, Mary. 02:12:28.830 --> 02:12:29.070 There you go. 02:12:29.730 --> 02:12:30.050 Internet hung. 02:12:30.450 --> 02:12:31.330 Yeah, you showed him to me. 02:12:31.470 --> 02:12:32.090 So how could I not? 02:12:32.270 --> 02:12:34.170 I mean, I mean, I'm just a guy. 02:12:34.550 --> 02:12:36.350 Hey, Jay, you're welcome on Saturday night 02:12:36.350 --> 02:12:37.570 and our two brother. 02:12:38.170 --> 02:12:38.490 Exactly. 02:12:38.750 --> 02:12:39.690 You need to know that, man. 02:12:39.830 --> 02:12:40.270 You have a blast. 02:12:40.530 --> 02:12:41.110 Yeah, my friends. 02:12:42.010 --> 02:12:42.410 Okay, everybody. 02:12:42.750 --> 02:12:45.110 We live in a better world than any of us know, 02:12:45.230 --> 02:12:46.210 and that's actually the truth. 02:12:46.950 --> 02:12:47.190 Come on. 02:12:47.470 --> 02:12:48.690 Every day I wake up. 02:12:48.750 --> 02:12:49.090 For sure. 02:12:49.310 --> 02:12:50.370 And I'm on the right side of the dirt. 02:12:50.670 --> 02:12:51.070 I'm employed. 02:12:51.330 --> 02:12:52.030 I have food in my belly. 02:12:52.210 --> 02:12:52.990 I have a roof over my head. 02:12:53.030 --> 02:12:53.810 It's a beautiful day. 02:12:53.970 --> 02:12:54.090 No matter. 02:12:54.370 --> 02:12:55.170 Bad it may seem. 02:12:55.770 --> 02:12:57.270 And people think I'm joking 02:12:57.270 --> 02:12:58.770 and I'm being facetious, of course, 02:12:58.830 --> 02:12:59.850 but I think it's the truth. 02:12:59.970 --> 02:13:00.990 We live blessed lives. 02:13:01.490 --> 02:13:03.130 And all's one has to do 02:13:03.130 --> 02:13:04.670 is simply look around to the world. 02:13:05.030 --> 02:13:06.890 I mean, you want to see extreme case, 02:13:07.030 --> 02:13:08.090 living Gaza right now 02:13:08.090 --> 02:13:10.630 or fucking Tel Aviv or Iran, right? 02:13:11.130 --> 02:13:12.210 You know, going down to Mexico, 02:13:12.310 --> 02:13:14.750 I saw a lot of poverty. 02:13:15.070 --> 02:13:16.230 I didn't see homelessness. 02:13:16.530 --> 02:13:17.970 So that's an interesting thing. 02:13:18.630 --> 02:13:20.230 But I think all of us, 02:13:20.290 --> 02:13:22.310 the fact that we can come on here 02:13:22.310 --> 02:13:24.050 and we have the computers, 02:13:24.050 --> 02:13:25.170 the phones, and the devices 02:13:25.170 --> 02:13:27.550 to have this conversation says, 02:13:28.830 --> 02:13:30.750 we're on the upside of the hill 02:13:30.750 --> 02:13:32.650 when it comes to prosperity. 02:13:33.270 --> 02:13:35.110 So it's a beautiful thing. 02:13:35.370 --> 02:13:36.910 And at that point, 02:13:37.090 --> 02:13:39.050 why don't we just let everybody know 02:13:39.050 --> 02:13:40.170 where everybody can found? 02:13:40.370 --> 02:13:43.430 Ladies first, beauty before anything, 02:13:43.610 --> 02:13:44.990 my dear, where can you be found? 02:13:45.550 --> 02:13:47.450 Thank you for having me on the show. 02:13:48.230 --> 02:13:50.130 Anyone that wants to have me on a hangout 02:13:50.790 --> 02:13:52.950 as a recluse Sloan wolf, 02:13:52.950 --> 02:13:56.050 people can tune into my show on Rumble. 02:13:56.630 --> 02:14:00.430 Truth lives here on Fridays at three Eastern. 02:14:00.610 --> 02:14:03.670 Like I said, I covered GML parasites. 02:14:04.090 --> 02:14:05.050 It was a deep dive. 02:14:05.310 --> 02:14:05.670 Very informative. 02:14:06.190 --> 02:14:09.490 You can buzz on over to honeycolony.com, 02:14:10.090 --> 02:14:13.030 my health and wellness company of 15 years. 02:14:13.670 --> 02:14:16.610 And you can check out my second book 02:14:16.610 --> 02:14:18.290 that I'm writing on substack 02:14:18.290 --> 02:14:21.490 on reincarnation, twin flames, 02:14:21.490 --> 02:14:23.730 unconditional love, quantum entanglement, 02:14:24.490 --> 02:14:25.550 and reincarnation. 02:14:26.210 --> 02:14:27.130 It's called Stardust. 02:14:27.670 --> 02:14:28.930 And you can get my, 02:14:29.550 --> 02:14:30.590 I'm just sorry real quick, 02:14:31.370 --> 02:14:34.950 my very censored book on how you make the sausage, 02:14:35.190 --> 02:14:36.210 how you make the sausage. 02:14:36.970 --> 02:14:40.450 No chat GPT, like real who done it thriller, 02:14:40.970 --> 02:14:44.910 Operation George Floyd on mariamhinane.com. 02:14:45.330 --> 02:14:47.590 Yeah, keep keep a real journal and some life. 02:14:47.810 --> 02:14:48.830 Thank you for having me. 02:14:49.170 --> 02:14:50.410 Always, Miriam, always. 02:14:50.410 --> 02:14:51.970 Thanks for all your fantastic work. 02:14:52.110 --> 02:14:53.630 It was great seeing you down in Mexico, sweetheart. 02:14:53.890 --> 02:14:54.110 Yes. 02:14:54.110 --> 02:14:54.710 I love hugging. 02:14:54.930 --> 02:14:56.550 I love giving you the big old bear. 02:14:56.690 --> 02:14:57.510 Yeah, thank you. 02:14:57.610 --> 02:14:57.790 Pleasure. 02:14:58.150 --> 02:14:58.530 Welcome. 02:14:59.010 --> 02:14:59.370 Tim. 02:15:01.170 --> 02:15:02.030 Spit your game, brother. 02:15:02.710 --> 02:15:05.270 No, I'm not, I don't have much game to spit. 02:15:05.930 --> 02:15:06.970 If you want to find me, 02:15:06.990 --> 02:15:09.810 be here on the, with your show 02:15:10.350 --> 02:15:12.870 on and wake up on, you know, 02:15:13.030 --> 02:15:14.310 Saturday Night Anarchy. 02:15:14.850 --> 02:15:19.330 And I'll be there either in person like this 02:15:19.330 --> 02:15:20.450 or in the chats. 02:15:20.930 --> 02:15:22.350 Other than that, I don't want to plug in anything. 02:15:22.710 --> 02:15:25.770 I just, because I love these conversations 02:15:25.770 --> 02:15:27.890 and I don't want to be a distraction from that. 02:15:28.070 --> 02:15:29.390 And so fucking they love you guys. 02:15:29.530 --> 02:15:31.530 So I'll do it, the sociable.com. 02:15:31.830 --> 02:15:33.850 If you want to find out about transhuman, 02:15:33.930 --> 02:15:35.870 go there, find him on X. 02:15:36.010 --> 02:15:38.450 This man, when it comes down to the transhumanism, 02:15:38.550 --> 02:15:41.650 the digital ID, and all the funky stuff 02:15:41.650 --> 02:15:43.370 that they're trying to entrap us with, 02:15:43.950 --> 02:15:45.210 he's the source of information. 02:15:45.650 --> 02:15:45.890 Tom. 02:15:45.970 --> 02:15:46.570 Well, thanks, buddy. 02:15:46.890 --> 02:15:47.270 You're welcome. 02:15:47.430 --> 02:15:48.110 Tom, what about you? 02:15:48.110 --> 02:15:50.010 Come on, Saturday Night Anarchy. 02:15:50.350 --> 02:15:51.490 Saturday, five o'clock. 02:15:51.830 --> 02:15:54.150 You can find that on TMB, Rumble Channel. 02:15:55.690 --> 02:15:57.090 And, and wake up. 02:15:58.030 --> 02:15:58.610 Oh, Rumble. 02:15:59.530 --> 02:16:00.410 And what? 02:16:00.990 --> 02:16:02.670 Sunday, Sunday. 02:16:04.250 --> 02:16:08.050 We also, Harps and I, a buddy of mine from Australia, 02:16:08.430 --> 02:16:09.670 we do mob rules. 02:16:09.970 --> 02:16:12.010 We just play a bunch of heavy metal music 02:16:12.010 --> 02:16:13.770 and try to get away from all the BS 02:16:14.310 --> 02:16:15.610 that's going on in the world 02:16:15.610 --> 02:16:16.570 and just have a good time. 02:16:16.570 --> 02:16:20.170 So you can, that's on Sunday, one Pacific. 02:16:21.850 --> 02:16:23.690 I don't know what it is in Australia. 02:16:23.950 --> 02:16:26.770 So, yeah, but yeah, you can find us on Rumble, 02:16:27.430 --> 02:16:29.810 TMB, and also AM, wake up live. 02:16:30.410 --> 02:16:30.690 Yeah. 02:16:31.530 --> 02:16:32.350 How about you, Jay? 02:16:32.650 --> 02:16:33.750 You got anything, you got a show? 02:16:34.150 --> 02:16:35.730 Or you just, just a hand? 02:16:35.850 --> 02:16:37.110 I haven't, I haven't spoken to anybody 02:16:37.110 --> 02:16:38.270 a couple of years, at least. 02:16:38.790 --> 02:16:40.010 Well, I just spoke to us, brother. 02:16:40.510 --> 02:16:41.250 Yeah, absolutely. 02:16:41.390 --> 02:16:42.090 Absolutely, I had the conversation. 02:16:42.570 --> 02:16:42.690 Thank you. 02:16:42.910 --> 02:16:43.810 Welcome to your tribe, brother. 02:16:44.370 --> 02:16:45.570 Like, welcome to your tribe. 02:16:45.570 --> 02:16:46.670 Welcome to the tribe. 02:16:46.810 --> 02:16:48.490 You need to hang out on S&A, by the way. 02:16:48.510 --> 02:16:50.210 You'd be a definite fit for that. 02:16:50.350 --> 02:16:50.750 Yeah. 02:16:50.890 --> 02:16:52.490 Good conversation, for sure. 02:16:52.550 --> 02:16:54.030 By the way, there's only two kinds of people 02:16:54.030 --> 02:16:55.530 in this world, binary and non-binary. 02:16:55.690 --> 02:16:56.910 Oh, fuck, I just created a binary. 02:16:59.050 --> 02:17:02.930 I would just, I would like to say one thing. 02:17:03.290 --> 02:17:08.310 And that, there's a general narrative 02:17:08.970 --> 02:17:13.690 of this group of channels that Steve does, 02:17:13.690 --> 02:17:17.810 that you do, this group of people that I appreciate. 02:17:18.590 --> 02:17:19.030 Thanks, Jay. 02:17:19.510 --> 02:17:23.230 I think that the faith I think there is to keep 02:17:23.230 --> 02:17:25.210 is not in a Bible or a constitution, 02:17:25.530 --> 02:17:28.510 but the faith there is to keep is the truth, 02:17:28.590 --> 02:17:30.750 which is that this is an evolution of humanity. 02:17:31.650 --> 02:17:33.930 And you're going to either go the way 02:17:33.930 --> 02:17:36.030 of being able to keep your own attention, 02:17:36.290 --> 02:17:39.750 your own consciousness, your own awareness to reality, 02:17:39.750 --> 02:17:42.010 or you're going to go into the matrix. 02:17:42.150 --> 02:17:43.110 And this isn't a movie. 02:17:43.110 --> 02:17:45.830 This is just a basic circumstance 02:17:45.830 --> 02:17:47.470 of what's happening right now, 02:17:47.590 --> 02:17:50.170 which is why I'm suggesting none of the narratives matter. 02:17:50.330 --> 02:17:51.890 You've got to make a choice in your head. 02:17:52.190 --> 02:17:53.390 Are you going to live in the matrix, 02:17:53.570 --> 02:17:55.230 or are you going to awaken to reality 02:17:55.230 --> 02:17:58.630 and realize they're selling you an illusion, 02:17:58.730 --> 02:18:01.270 which is a world of hell, a world of war, 02:18:01.390 --> 02:18:02.970 and a world you don't want to live in. 02:18:03.170 --> 02:18:04.630 So I'm not doing that. 02:18:04.770 --> 02:18:05.150 You can. 02:18:05.530 --> 02:18:05.990 I'm not. 02:18:06.490 --> 02:18:07.370 We'll see how it goes. 02:18:07.630 --> 02:18:09.870 I just will live one moment at a time, 02:18:09.950 --> 02:18:11.150 and I'm going to be right here. 02:18:11.150 --> 02:18:13.890 And when the bad guys come, I'll still be right here. 02:18:14.130 --> 02:18:14.810 Right on. 02:18:14.990 --> 02:18:16.830 We have to live in the moment 02:18:16.830 --> 02:18:19.150 because there's no such thing as the past. 02:18:19.490 --> 02:18:20.790 There's no such thing as the future. 02:18:20.970 --> 02:18:22.330 There's only right now. 02:18:22.410 --> 02:18:25.150 And we all have to stand for what we believe in. 02:18:25.710 --> 02:18:27.310 Fear is an important thing. 02:18:27.330 --> 02:18:29.690 One thing I heard from a guy named Paul Hedermann 02:18:29.690 --> 02:18:32.630 who talks about 12 steps and about non-duality 02:18:33.230 --> 02:18:35.310 is one of his people said, 02:18:35.470 --> 02:18:38.190 fear is false evidence appearing real. 02:18:38.530 --> 02:18:40.110 So every time you have fear, 02:18:40.110 --> 02:18:44.610 why don't you check and see if evidence you're getting is real? 02:18:45.270 --> 02:18:46.950 And if you need to be scared of it, 02:18:47.030 --> 02:18:48.210 is it something that's real 02:18:48.210 --> 02:18:50.470 or is this false evidence appearing real? 02:18:50.810 --> 02:18:54.850 And I would suggest that 99.9% of American fears 02:18:54.850 --> 02:18:56.210 are false evidence appearing real. 02:18:56.350 --> 02:18:58.630 There's some real fear that needs to be had there, 02:18:58.690 --> 02:18:59.410 but not both of them. 02:18:59.670 --> 02:18:59.930 Yeah. 02:19:00.210 --> 02:19:03.330 Well, I think that one of my new sayings 02:19:03.330 --> 02:19:05.890 is the outcome is none of your business. 02:19:06.150 --> 02:19:07.870 We all have to walk on the paths, 02:19:07.990 --> 02:19:09.570 and we can't do it going, 02:19:09.570 --> 02:19:11.130 where am I going to go? 02:19:11.370 --> 02:19:12.350 That ain't your fucking business. 02:19:12.650 --> 02:19:13.970 You have a job to do. 02:19:14.090 --> 02:19:14.970 You have a mission in life. 02:19:15.150 --> 02:19:17.430 Our job is to walk at where it ends up. 02:19:18.750 --> 02:19:20.290 Only the shadow knows, everybody. 02:19:20.530 --> 02:19:21.470 So thanks for tuning in. 02:19:21.590 --> 02:19:22.610 I had a really good time. 02:19:22.730 --> 02:19:24.430 It's my first live show since I've been back. 02:19:24.710 --> 02:19:26.450 So you guys, you all made it rock. 02:19:26.790 --> 02:19:27.790 I mean, I was kind of worried. 02:19:28.570 --> 02:19:29.830 And thank you guys. 02:19:29.910 --> 02:19:31.370 Great conversation too, as well. 02:19:32.090 --> 02:19:33.450 Bye, everyone. 02:19:33.690 --> 02:19:34.570 I'm going to go, too. 02:19:34.930 --> 02:19:35.130 All right. 02:19:35.230 --> 02:19:36.310 Good night, Maryam. 02:19:37.210 --> 02:19:38.950 Thanks, everybody, listening to the chat. 02:19:38.950 --> 02:19:40.330 You've been off the charts. 02:19:40.350 --> 02:19:42.810 Thanks for tuning in and hanging out on Friday night. 02:19:42.930 --> 02:19:45.130 We've got a million things to do and hanging out with me. 02:19:45.510 --> 02:19:46.890 It is a worldwide show. 02:19:47.210 --> 02:19:50.010 So whether it be day, whether it be night, 02:19:50.450 --> 02:19:51.570 you have a good one. 02:19:52.050 --> 02:19:53.750 And we'll see you next week, y'all. 02:19:53.950 --> 02:19:54.510 Love y'all. 02:19:54.630 --> 02:19:55.150 Later, Crocodiles. 02:19:56.030 --> 02:19:56.270 Peace. 02:19:56.790 --> 02:19:57.110 Peace.