Oh, yeah, lay down three days. I'm good to go. Well, the outcome was none of my business
because I found out different. Now I'm going to get into that a little bit later as I get
into the story of what I went through. Here's what happened. So I fly in Friday, landed
the hotel, the container in, which is a funky place, funky place. It's a hotel
that's four stories made out of shipping containers. Okay, it's Mexico. So I land, get
in the hotel room, drop my bags and just go exploring. So of course, where am I going to
go up? I'm going to go up to the top and go down to the bottom and I'm up on this really
cool rooftop sitting here. It's freaking huge. And I'm looking out seeing what's
going on with Port of Ireland. It looks like and all of a sudden I hear my name and look
down and there's my friend, Giordo right off the bat. And Giordo is going to come into
play at least once in this, this little story here. So we meet up, then I meet some
other Prince. I meet Jeff, who's from Australia, Shirley, who is Australian and Cassie, who
is, she's from America. And then, oh my God, I'm capping on a homeboy's name, but I will
come back to it. And he actually lives in Liberland, but he's from Nadir, Nadir. He
lives in Liberland, but he's from Belize. So it was like, all right, first night
and we take this little adventure to go find something to eat. We don't know the area. We
don't know the neighborhood, but we know about a mile and a half walk, there's a good
taco stand. So we go off, go through the varios, don't know where we're going, but
Nadir says, I know where I'm going. So we wander through everything and we end up
someplace in Port of Ireland. But it has a lot of restaurants and a lot of places
to go. So we have our tacos. Cool night. I'm thinking, man, this is going to be
mellow. I'm going to have three days of work, breeze, breeze, enjoy my time. Yeah,
the outcome was none of my business. And bad choices make good stories. So that
was the first night really kind of mellow. That was Friday. So now it's Saturday
comes. Okay, well, we had a pre-production meeting at the venue, and it was
held at the Port of Ireland to Convention Center, which I from a production
standpoint, I have to say was a top notch amazing venue. Not only was the
facility laid out beautifully with great acoustics in most rooms, but the
grounds were magnificent. So I went there, we had, you know, kind of met up. I met
Kat, the producer Miranda, who was my boss, my plutonic girlfriend, and kind of
discussed a few things, did a little bit of business. And then I walked back
to my hotel, which was about a mile and a quarter. So every day, I mean, I
walked my ass off. Every day, it was about two and a half mile walk from my
container in to the venue. So that's cool. Hook up with Giorgio. And we're
going to go out to what's the Crow House from Max's Bar that Anarca Boko
puts on. It's a place for us to meet. It's called El Gusto Lounge. And
it was about a 15 minute taxi cab ride. So we get in a cab, we go down
to El Gusto Lounge. And this is Saturday night. We're hanging out there. And
it's just the coolest anarchist bar. Every, the whole, the, the shtick about
this place is they have big old Sharpies and you just sign your name or
graffiti all over the place. It's really a cool vibe. So I'm kicking back
there. And I emailed Charlie Robbins. Hey, Charlie, you landed yet? He's
like, yeah, I just got in my hotel room. I says, dude, we're at the
El Gusto show up. You know, he's like, yep, I'll be there.
Well, we have a little party going on there and in walks Charlie. So
Charlie joins the party and we meet other people. And then this is what I
thought would be the story of the entire adventure. The outcome is none
of your business and bad choices make good stories. So here's what
happened. We were like, Hey, let's go out. And I'm just going to say
it straight up. Let's go out and smoke a joint. I'm like, Well,
hey, you know, I had enough to kill me. That sounds like a good idea.
So we go outside of the club. And it's a second story club. So you
have to walk down the stairs and we're out by the door thinking
everything's cool because we're used to Acapulco, which is a
whole different vibe, the secret garden. Nobody gives a rat's
ass what you do. In fact, the cops at Acapulco as a sign of
respect, had police officers at the entrance and we'd walk by
smoking joints and nobody gave a care. So typical touristy. We're
like, All right, let's go down there. So Giordo, he fires one
up, takes it or two. And no sir, does he do that? Right. And
this cute little local pops up. He was talking to earlier. And
she says, Hey, you mind if I, you know, get some of it. Of
course, Giordo's like, Hey, baby, here you go. She took a couple
of hits and no sooner did that happen. And then two police roll
up right behind Giordo coast up. He doesn't even know they're
behind him. It's like tap him on the chest and tell him. Well,
next thing you know, they're like, Oh, there's two of them.
One of them, the younger guy goes up to Giordo and starts
giving them the business. He's like, Oh, metawana. And he's
speaking Spanish. But I know enough to what he's saying, since
we have families that aren't here. Good people. And you're up
here smoking. And I'm staying on the sidewalk ain't saying shit.
Well, Charlie had the look down and saw him coming up and had
the insight just to walk his ass back up the stairs to the
bar. The whole time he says he was expecting a cop to grab him
by the shoulders, but he got away. So he's watching this
from up on the balcony. And I just ain't saying shit. And I'm
saying to myself, I wonder how this shit's gonna play itself out.
I said that quite a bit over the two weeks that I was in
Mexico. So he gives Giordo the business, right? And first
Giordo's like, Oh, no, no, no, not me. And then the cop
reaches down picks up the joint that's still smoking. And Giordo
is like, Okay, you got me. So the cop gives him the business and
says, you know, you got any more and Giordo had a couple more
and he gave it to the cop. All right. Then he looks at the
other dude who's a Canadian, I don't remember his name and
starts giving him the business. And I'm sitting there
going, man, I don't want to go to jail, dude. I just got
here. And then the Oh, by the way, as a side story, as soon as
the cops pull up, that cute little local girl, the other cop,
the older one took her to the side and told her to get out
of here. And on her way out, she ripped off two backpacks. And
that'll that'll come into play when I describe these cops
reactions. So he goes over and talks to the other cop. And
broken English says, we have only one option. And then he said
in Spanish, he looked at Giordo and said, 3000 pesos for you.
3000 pesos for you. And he pointed towards the Canadian. Keep
in mind, I ain't saying shit, I'm staying on the sidewalk
trying to get out of this. And then he looked at me and
and went 3000 pesos for you to compare us now when you're
speaking in Spanish at the time, or you compare us at the jail.
So at this point, I knew what was going down ain't nobody
going to jail. This is just a good old fashioned Mexican
shake that. So, you know, he looks at me and says, Where
you from? I said, California, United States. He says,
give me your ID. And I knew the gig. So pulled out my money
clip. And unfortunately, I had all my pesos on my money clip.
Little side note, if you ever go to Mexico, only keep 200
pesos with your money. The rest is in other pockets. The
cops are there. I had 1500 pesos. So I took it off. I took
off my ID. And I handed it to him with 1500 pesos on the
ID. And he looked around. No cameras. They took it, put up
his chest, carried it, put the money in his pocket and said,
hand it back to me. And I said, in Spanish, can I go? He says,
God, you can go. So I walk up to the bar with an attitude like
I just fought the law and I kicked its ass. Defiance. Totally.
I get up there. And Charlie's dude, how much did they get
you for? I said, Ah, 1500 man. He's like, Ah, that's
fucks that sucks. So up comes Giorgio and Giorgio as a way
Billy Goat man, cool as fuck. He has a way of falling into a big
steaming pile of shit and coming out smelling like a road. So
Giorgio comes up. And I said, so what they get you for? It's
I went to give him my 500 pesos. And the cop says, now
you're good, your friend paid for you, meaning me. At that
point, I looked him straight in the eyes and says, my son, I'm
the reason you're not getting butt raped in a Mexican jail. You
owe me. No, you owe me two drinks. And then we laughed. And
he got me my two drinks. And we had a great time. So I'm
thinking, wow, what a story. Bad choices make good stories.
I'm thinking that is the highlight of it. Yeah, well, the
outcome is none of your business. I had no idea what was I was
going to be doing that week. So I go and this is Sunday, we
have a big production meeting where we're going through a
tour of, you know, the whole convention center where the
main stage it's which the main stage was which by the way, it
was a top not professional stage professional sounds. And there
was over 800 people there, generally depending on who was
speaking. So it was a big, big area. Okay, cool. This is
nice. Then we go up to where my stage was and it was
upstairs. And the room soon as I walked into the room, I knew
this wasn't happening. It had an echo that was insane. To
demonstrate it to Kat Miranda. I had a few people talk just
normal voices and then I talked and the sound was bouncing
off and I says this room's not going to cut it. Okay, but the
room next door to it is perfect. Good acoustics, fairly flat,
not completely flat as sound sound goes with definitely good
enough for the thing. So we that's where we move the stage. And
it wasn't big. It was we put in 50 seats. And it held the
biggest one we had was the AI workshop. And I think there's
about 85 people in there. So next year, we need to bump it
out a little bit. So that was it. Sunday was pretty mellow.
Okay, went back, hung out. Then Monday started. Well, as true
as Mexico, there was a Montezuma's revenge bug going
through. And it tried to get me on Sunday. And I kind of
noticed I'm like, Oh, and I have to work. But I was able
to fight it off. So it was no big deal. So I show up Monday.
And the stage that I was managing to start to Tuesday, but I'm
here to help. Well, 11 of the crew 11 had it. Many of them
were in their hotel rooms. And I won't get in the graphic
detail of what they're going through. But anybody that's
been to Mexico and had that can understand. So Miranda, my
plutonic girlfriend, who was the stage manager for the
main stage, as well as about four other jobs. She was like a
little white ginger Jamaican. She had so many jobs. Amazing
woman with amazing story might get into that later on. She was
sick as a dog backstage doing everything she could to hold
herself together. So Charlie and I took it over. And that
stage ran like a clock on Monday, a lot of work. I mean,
him and I were running around half the time with chickens with
their heads cut off. But we we made it work. And that was Monday,
but that worked to my advantage because after that day, cat, the
producer came to me and says, you want to be the main stage
manager, you get promoted. And I'm like, Oh, yeah. Another
story, different day. So we get through Monday. And then
Tuesday starts. That's when the chaos began. And something about
stage management. It's like the old saying of the Masonic order,
order out of chaos. And that's exactly what happened. And that's
exactly what I did. And I am kind of a sick guy that I
actually really thrive on disorder and making chaos in the
order. So the day goes on. And I'm thinking, you know, up to
this point, hey, they're speakers, I'm used to musicians and
multiple bands and having to go to the guys running the band
and going, dude, we have a downbeat in three minutes,
it's where the hell is your drummer? Okay, well, we'll go and
look back behind the venue around the dumpster. And hopefully
he's not behind the dumpster. And I don't care what you have to
do. But you need to take that dumb expletive and get him in
his drummer seat in three minutes. That's what I'm used
to. Okay. Oh, my God. So thank God, I had great, great
assistance, amazing cat herders. So I'm doing this thing and I'm
having panels and I don't know who these people are. I have
grainy photos. And I'm going to my assistants going, I need you
to find the son of a beach. And I need you to bring them
to me alive now. And that's what they did. And that was kind of
the whole gist of the originally three days when we added the
fourth day on Friday, order out of chaos. But I had a hell of a
time. It worked out well. So there was a lot of advantages. I
think it was on Tuesday night, I got invited, there's a few
extra slots to a VIP dinner from the chef who hosted the whole
party at all the catering. And as a side note, he is a world
renowned chef who lived in Porto Vallarta. And he agreed to
cater the whole event. And hands down, it is the best cater
food I ever had. It was off the charts. So I go to this VIP
dinner. And it was probably one of the finest meals I have
ever eaten in my life. First of all, we go to the table and a whole
center of the table is just filled with empty wine glasses.
Okay, that's interesting. Not a big wine guy, but I do
appreciate a fine wine. The whole night, they have people
coming around pouring different types of wine and every one that
I sampled was exquisite off the charts, my taste buds went
crazy. Then comes the meal. First, it was a black bass
ceviche. And I'm like, I could do ceviche, but I'll give it a
try. As soon as I tried it, I'm like, Oh, my God, what is this
if we want to cross my taste bud? This is amazing. And as a
four course meal, and the final part of it was a chocolate
tamale. Now, all being said, I didn't eat the chocolate
tamale not because I wanted to. It was just like, Okay, dinner's
over and I need to get a beer. I went over to get a beer and
next, you know, I started talking to one person, next
person, next person, next person, next person, and dinner
was over. But it was a amazing experience. And that's
just one of the many, many great experiences. I met people
from all over the world. That were, I say amazing a lot, but
that's the only way to really describe the level of
conversations and the people I met. I met people from
Liberland, Canada, Denmark, Switzerland, blah, Portugal,
blah, blah, blah, London. In fact, I was a little lady
called Natalie, who's a gorgeous little lady from
London that I was quite attracted to. And I stepped
at the plate, swung my bat, got struck out. But if I wouldn't
have gone up to her and at least tried, I would have
regretted that decision for the rest of my life. Remember,
bad choices make good stories. So that was kind of the
the experience of working the event. Then comes the
Saturday. I'm exhausted. I've had this amazing whirlwind
experience. Saturday, I'm off. Okay, I'm not flying out
till Sunday. What am I going to do for Saturday? Well, the
serendipity that goes along with an archipelago was true
on. So I'm talking to my friend, Jeff, in the
morning time, I'm like, Hey, man, what are you doing? Oh,
we're gonna go up and spend a few days, a bunch of us up in
South Salita, say, you'll eat, which is a beautiful beach
town about 45 minutes north of Port of Ireland. And if you
were to take and make a postcard of the most beautiful
Mexican seaside beach town, the picture would be salulita. So
I was like, it was like, you want to hop along? We got a taxi.
I was like, Oh, yeah, I got enough to do. So I'm daytrip
up, catch a ride back, crash out. Yeah, the outcome is none of
your business. So I go for the day trip. I go hang out there
and I fall in love with this place. We're at the we had
we're at my buddies and his new girlfriend. That's an interesting
story. I don't know if I'm going to get into that, but I
just might. Hotel on the top of hotel is a bar and I'm looking
out over this beautiful seascape. And then we go down wander
through the town and I'm like, Yeah, this day trip is not
gonna be a day trip. I'm spending the night here. Don't
know where I'm gonna sleep. If I have to sleep on the
beach, then so be it. I'll get up early in the morning
time, brush off the sand, find a taxi cab, ride back,
get into town, pack up my stuff, head off to the airport. So
luckily we're at dinner and I asked the waitress, you know,
do you know of a hostel? I just need a bed and she came back
a little bit later a few minutes later and says, Yeah, like
I have a toss in hotel, which happened to be about I don't
know football field away to the street. So I go in guys
real nice. I love about Mexico. They're a lot more
friendly than us Americans just saying and they give better
service just saying. So I go up there and the guy's like, Hey,
see, I got a room. See, because of you, good friend. Hey, I'll
give it to you $50 and I'm like score. So I whipped out a
$50 bill, gave it to him and he escorted me to the room.
And we had to go through the kitchen and back behind the
kitchen where a few of these little rooms and he handed me a
roll of toilet paper and a little sample bar soap. And I
figured out what I knew why so they got in the room. There
was no bathroom. It was a room, two to one beds, not
comfortable and a big wall fan that was quite noisy, noisy
but it had a window and I'm like, dude, all I need is a
place to sleep last night tonight. So I was cool with
it because had I gone to the newlyweds place, which was my
absolute plan B, the couch I would have slept on was at the
foot of their bed. They're not boots, not a good place to
stay. And that's why I was like, I'll sleep on the beach
before I'll go up in that. So my whole plan is okay, I'm
gonna crash here. I'm getting up at the as soon as I
hear those chickens crow. I'm getting up early in the
morning. I'm getting a ride back into Mexico or
port of art to I'm gonna pack up my stuff. I'm
getting a ride to the airport and I'm flying home with
stories upon stories. Oh my god, have wooden adventure. So
get up in the morning. Didn't sleep at all the night
before about six o'clock. I'm hitting the streets. Got
to find where my buddy's hotel room is and his hotel
managed to find it to get my phone because I'm
charging this place night before get down to the
town square. Do my ride share. By the way, down there,
they have the ride share. They have Uber, which down
there sucks balls, but they have another one called
Diddy. That's right. Diddy. Diddy took me home many
nights when I was in Mexico. So I get on Diddy and
there's no rides, no drivers available. Like, well,
that's odd. Maybe they're not up yet. This is a
little town. So standing right next to me was a
taxi cabs, I said. Okay. Gonna go up there in the
taxi cabs and, you know, I'm gonna get bent over,
but I'm gonna get home. That's cool. That's
absolutely cool. So went up to the taxi cab driver
and was like, how much to, you know, container
in a port of art? He said, 65 bucks. I said,
let's get it done. Oh, and by the way, let me go out
here and pin the call-in link here to the show. And
let me see if I can pin this bad boy. I don't know
how to do it, but I just threw it in the chat
there. So I'm gonna throw it out there in all
the chats and you guys call in when I'm done
with my blah, blah, blah, blah. I'll bring
y'all on and talk to you, hang out because
we've got quite the lively chat tonight. It is
out there. I'm not quite sure how to pin it, but
it's out there. So we're on the way back and to get
from Salulita to Port of Arts, you have to go
through the mountains and the forest. It's an
absolutely beautiful drive. Well, by halfway there,
taxi cab driver hands me his phone with a
bunch of pictures of what's going on with
the cartel down there in Port of Arts. The only
thing he said to me in Spanish is muy malo, very
bad. My response to him was, huh, el cartel?
I said, see, el cartel. And once again, I thought
to myself, totally relax, chill for some
crazy reason going, huh, how's this shit gonna
play out? Well, we get into town. No sooner
do we get into town and we get on the major
highway and we come across the burnout car
surrounded by military or whatever. I don't know
what these guys were, but they're armed to the
teeth and on razor's edge. So I get back to the
hotel. And nothing's going on in my neighborhood.
I was staying in a working class neighborhood
with cobblestone streets and all the locals.
The only reason that you would ever know if
you're just in my neighborhood that anything
was going on is because the media and if you
went up to the roof, you could see the fires
coming from the areas that the cartel was.
Let's just say talking to the government and it
was ultimately just two governing powers
having a conversation. So I went and talked
to a lot of people, some locals, other
people that spoke Spanish and, you know,
what's going on and realized that, okay, this
is just essentially two governing bodies having
a conversation and the targets are not the
tourists or the civilians. So at that point, I
knew I'm good. My only main concern is I'm
probably going to have to hunker down for a
day or two until this flows over. I need
food and I need water. So I took care of that,
got it to my room about three o'clock. I'm
exhausted from the night before, from working.
I was like, screw this. I'm going to bed and
that's what I did. 3.30 in the afternoon,
crashed out, woke up 10 o'clock the next day.
Woke up, checked everything out, looked at
the news and when I got on the news and
looked at the American news media, holy crap.
Mexico's burning up. The cartel's taking
over. We need to bring the goddamn troops.
Let orange cheese do this, orange cheese do that.
Port of Arta is just on fire. The cartel's
just killing people. And I'm looking around
in Port of Arta going, man, it's calmed down.
You know, and by that afternoon evening,
things started getting back to normal.
Stores started opening back up. We even went
out and had some kick-ass tacos at some
little street taco place in our neighborhood.
By Tuesday, you'd never even know anything,
anything happened except you would come
across the occasional burnt up oxo, which
is like Mexico's 7-Elevens and a couple
other chain stores. The big picture of the
Costco burning that they put all over
the place was bullshit. What happened is
the fire and the smoke were the cars
that the cartel lit on fire in the parking lot.
They didn't touch the building. They really
didn't. Doesn't mean that there wasn't
violence and stuff didn't pop off. It did,
but not to what the media said. So Tuesday,
got myself a ditty, went down to El Centro
where a Gusto lounge was. Beautiful area,
right along the beach, hung out, had some
amazing food, ended up at the Gusto
lounge, had a few drinks, played some pool,
took some pictures, hung out, went home.
Wednesday, well, I didn't have a flight
until Thursday because on Tuesday, I was
like, called the airlines, everything's
canceled, everything's canceled. The
lady says I can get you out of here on
Sunday at five o'clock. I says, book it,
plan B. Went online, found my escape
route. I'll get to my escape route in a
romantic zone, which is another area that
got hit pretty hard by the cartel.
Same thing, had a beautiful day.
Started off with a cocktail Cameroon, a
margarita, at a beach side bar, looking
out over the beach with people playing
in the sand tours, the whole nine yards.
Walked around there, had a great time,
about evening time, found a place to
have something good to eat, got ditty,
diddy done take me home. That's right.
Thursday's my escape day. And what I did
is, oh, by the way, nobody's called in yet.
What, you guys don't want to call in?
Greg, Greg, you of all people don't want
to call in? Come on. Okay, yeah, you heard
my word. I will bring you on in a
second. Mr. Tim, I know you're out
there. I gave you the link, so hop in
because I'm about ready to wrap up
this blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
So, here's my escape. I found a flight
from Puerto Vallarta to Tijuana with the
layover in Guadalajara on Viva Airlines,
El Mexicano Airlines. Then I booked a
passage across the express border
crossing that's from the TJ
Airport right into America. If you're
ever going to go across the border,
that's the way to do it. Walked
across that, hung out, taxi cab. I had
waited for shuttle, shuttle picked me up,
drove me to San Diego Airport. I had a
10 o'clock flight out. I'm coming home.
I'm going to be home that night. Got
to the airport at five o'clock,
talked to the lady. I said, is there an
earlier flight? She says, yeah, there's
one that's a little delayed. It's
taking off at seven, but I can get
you on it. I says, ride on. Life is
good. I am so chill. I'm like the
big Lebowski, right? So I go grab my
first good beer in the airport that I
had since I've been in Mexico. I finished
it and it was about 30 minutes before
boarding time. So I walk up to the gate
and instead of it saying Sacramento,
it now says Seattle. So I'm like,
they switch the gate. The lady says,
what gate are you leaving from? She
says, I'm sorry, sir. The flight
has been canceled and my internal
stress level went from the big Lebowski
to I'm going to rip somebody's
motherfucking face off.
But I wasn't a dick, right? You know?
So I go over to the customer service
gate and the guy said, yeah, it's
canceled. There's nothing we can do.
We'll put you up in a hotel room, give
you a meal voucher and I can get
you out at 10.15 the next morning.
At that point, I'm exhausted. I said,
all right, cool. Book the room. He says,
no, no, I sent you a text on your phone
and then you could do the room. And at
that point, I went for the big Lebowski
right after I'm going to rip somebody's
fucking face off. Here's why. I have an
old phone. I don't do that tech stuff
and it was a pain in the ass. But
finally got it going.
Brought up the page and he was very
helpful, by the way. American
Airlines customer service rocks.
So he said, this is our most popular
hotel room. This is the Sheridan on the
marina. It's a four star. And at that,
my internal stress level went back down
to the big Lebowski. So I asked him,
so what you're saying is that you'll
give me a ride to a four star. Put
me up in a four star. Give me a ride
back and get me out at 10.15. He
says, yes, sir, we will. And I'm
like, life is good. Life is good. So
I get the hotel room and sure enough,
four star. I had the most
not beautiful, one of the best rooms I
had in years. Beautiful beds, nice and
comfortable. And after living in Mexico,
on Mexico beds, they get them from
Costco. So they're not the most
comfortable. And on top of it, it had
a private balcony that overlooked the
marina. And I'm like, I've died
and gone to heaven. Got myself an
overpriced drink and an overpriced meal
the next day. Flew home 12.15. I was back
home. And I'm thinking, wow, I'm just
going over all the adventures, all
the stories that I'd experienced.
Then I went to sleep on Friday
night. And on Saturday, I woke up
to World War Three.
And I thought to myself, you cock-sucking
orange Jesus, you done stole the
thunder. Stole that shit right out from
under me of my great trip. And here we
are. So that was my little blah, blah
experience. Thanks for bearing with me.
Anybody else? I'll keep reposting this.
Hop on in, Tim. Get your ass in here.
Leo, I'll repost that. Oh yeah, fuck
face. Right back at you son of a
bitch. Get your ass on the line. So
let's bring Mr. Greg Walker up to
the scene here. And you're on mute. Are
you there, my friend? What's up? I'm
here, man. What's an overpriced
drink in Mexico? No, this was San
Diego, dude. Oh, okay. I got a
margarita and a basic fish and
chips, basically. And I think it was
60 bucks. Yeah, that sounds about
right. I was staying at Bellagio one
time in Vegas and paid $30 for a pack
of tall cans of Paps Blue Ribbons in
the little store down at the bottom
of the Bellagio, the fucking lobby
right there. I didn't want to walk
too far. Yeah, well, I've heard
about Las Vegas and that, you know,
back in the day when I used to go to,
you know, I've been there once, but,
you know, back in the day, Las Vegas,
the gig was the food, the booze were
almost at cost. They made the money on
the gambling. Now it's not like that.
They rape you in Vegas from what I
heard from them. Well, I mean, you
could still go to like the CVS right
there, but with all the
constructions that at the time
they were doing, you needed to,
you know, like a password to a
speakeasy and then going to like
going like through the alleyways to
fucking get to that area. Like you
could use your GPS and it would walk
you in circles because it wouldn't
know how to fucking get you to the
CVS or all the stores in that little
shopping section right down the
strip. Oh, geez. Yeah, well, you know,
welcome to America, dude. I love
Mexico. I just, there's, I've come
back here and I love my country. I
love the conveniences. I love the
fact you can take a hot shower, but
man down in Mexico, there's freedom,
real freedom. For instance, the most
of the businesses are all small
business. You want to open up a
restaurant, you throw up a grill in
front of your house, throw out some
tables and have yourself a taqueria,
man, and it's cheap. It's affordable.
I did at South Salida when I went to
the beach town. Yeah, it was a
tourist town with tourist prices.
Okay, I paid like for a bottle of water
and a shot of Don Julio Neo. It was
like 17 bucks. Right, but that was an
exception. Most of time, you know, a
drink would be five or six bucks, but
yeah, you come up here and you're like,
yeah, bend over, Yankee. Bend over.
So what else been going on with you,
Greg? I see you're starting your job.
Oh, you did. What you doing, man? I'm
truck driving. What type of truck?
Big box. I'm doing scrap metal from
the scrap yard to like their central
hub. So are you talking about like a
dump truck or are you doing like a
transfer with a trailer on the back of
it? Yeah, so the big box is essentially
like a 53-footer. It's almost like a
dump truck, but it just has like a
back door. They use a crane. They
crap just heaps of this shit, you know,
just that people throw out, throw in
the back and take it to their central
hub location from different scrap
yards. That's cool. Well, it's good
paying work. Yeah, not bad. Not yet for
me, but pretty soon I'll get paid by
the load instead of fucking minimum
wage in California. I'm still getting
trained though, so that's that.
Oh yeah. Would you get your CDL then, right?
Oh yeah. Okay. Yeah, it's just a matter of
training. And the thing about the, um,
oh, Merriam is here. Merriam and Tom
Hola Bonita. You know, Tom just showed
up. How are y'all doing tonight? We
just ended up talking to Greg after
my little blah blah blah of my
grand adventures in Mexico, darling.
Good to see you now. Good to see
you now. I was really surprised and
very happy when I saw you at the
opening party that night. I didn't know
if you're going to be able to make it.
Likewise. I was happy to be there. I was
unexpected and uh, I uh, I prayed to God
to just if I'm meant to be there to be
there. And you were? And I was. Did you
have a good time? I'm looking for my
weight for my camera. Oh, that's okay. Do
what you need to do. What's happening,
Tom? How are you doing, amigo? I'm
doing all right, Dave. How about
yourself? I'm all right, man. I'm
hanging in there, brother. Good. I'm
hanging in there. I'm still trying to
get caught up. What's happening, Tim?
Hugo, what's up? ¿Qué pasa? I have the
end, you two. ¿Cómo es vida en
Colombia, amigo? Todo bien acá en
Colombia es una noche muy neblina,
mucho que tenemos mucha neblina.
It's very foggy. It's very good.
Oh yeah, that's right. You live up in the
mountains there, man. So, it's not like
you live down there. I know. I got the
jacket on. You know, it's it's it's like
55 degrees Fahrenheit here. So, yeah, we're
getting ready for any season and uh
mushroom season too. Yeah.
That's a good time of the year. Oh
yeah. Some will some will feed your
belly. Some will get you high and
some will. Well, they'll put you in
the ground.
Yeah, they will. So, did you um get out
in time? No, I didn't. I was um I
initially I I wanted to leave on Sunday
so I could go to the closing party on
Friday and I have to worry about
getting back the next day and um I
went to South Solita on Saturday
on a whim for a day trip, ended up
spending the night finding some little
hostel with a bed and a community
bathroom and a fan and woke up the next
morning didn't know anything was popping
off until halfway there and the taxi
cab driver handed me his phone with
all the pictures of everything going
on. He just said, muy malo. That's
it. He said, see, how about you?
What happened? So, then what happened?
Oh, well, we we got in town. You
who are you with? The taxi cab driver.
That was it. Just me and Sancho, man.
Where did you and Sancho end up with?
So, when did you get back? Well, he took
me back to uh the container in my
hotel room and um which hotel?
The container in. Oh, okay.
Yeah, containers, actual containers.
Yes, yes. It's a hotel made out of
containers. It was quite funky, but
had some Mexican charm to it. So, yeah,
I hung out there, found out, okay, I'm
not the target, crashed at about three
o'clock, woke up the next day, things
started opening back up. Tuesday, you
never know anything happened. So, you
left Tuesday? Hell, no.
Shit, no. The American Airlines, when
I called him, said, we can get you
out on Sunday at five o'clock and
this was on Tuesday. Sunday.
The next week? Yeah, that Sunday. So,
this was Tuesday, I talked to him, they
said I can get you out on Sunday.
Wow. And I had, you know, I was supposed
to be back to work the Tuesday before
last. So, I at that point, I said,
look it, I don't care, I got a plan B.
And then I found a flight on Thursday
from TJ, from Port of Arta to Tijuana,
crossed the border and the next day,
I caught a flight from San Diego to
Sacramento. That's how I got out.
Wow. Quite the adventure. I would not
have been happy to be there an extra
fucking week, no way. So, Jimmy wanted,
my friend Jimmy wanted to leave to
stay an extra day to take in the town.
And it's not my fault he didn't
calculate that there was no days to
take in the town. It was, the time was
going slow and then it went fast.
So, I gave my talk, it turned out that
I gave my talk on the solar eclipse on
the new, the fire horse, the new
Chinese year. And then Friday got on
the stage to talk about February 20th
and the Neptune conjunct
Saturn in zero degrees Aries. And so,
when he told, like, his, one of his
jobs, we've been talking about it for
years, was to chaperone me. Like, I am
very sensitive and I'm just allergic
to the matrix and it's allergic to me.
So, on the way, so then when he said
I'm going to stay an extra day and he
didn't even seem to give an F that I,
I do have PTSD. His job was to
chaperone me and I was like, what the
fuck am I going to do? My intuition
says to go back and I'm listening to my
intuition and the day before Asia and
him were going to the beach and I wanted
to go to the beach but my intuition
again said don't go and then when they
came back they ended up getting
thrashed against the waves and I've
almost drowned so I'm really, I'm, I'm
grateful that I didn't go with them
because I have enough trauma of
almost drowning twice, one in
Venezuela and one, once in Greece.
Anyway, so, we got on the plane and I
was wearing a t-shirt that says
Van fucking Halen and I've never, I
maybe mentioned it on Union of the
Wanted, I've never worn that t-shirt
before and I got on and this
stewardess says, cute t-shirt but it's
prohibited and so I was like, I was
like, what? Like it took me a moment
to like orient myself and I said what?
And she said, profanity is, profanity is,
is, is not, it's not, it's illegal.
You can't, I'm like, what? You can't
wear a t-shirt with the f-word in the
United States, like what? So I don't
know if it's just with Delta or now
it's all but I know that I almost
got, I got kicked off of the
bright line for swearing at someone
else, I didn't say to any employee
f-u and I was just, so profanity is a
thing now, you know, just like with the
weaponization of customer service, I'm
sure the boys and girls at home have
experienced, by the way, there's a study
that shows people who swear are smarter
so if they say, oh, on customer service
we can't handle that profanity if you,
if you swear again we'll have to
disconnect the call. So it's a thing
now, right? Anyway so on the plane, I, I
was gonna wear a jumpsuit anyway, it's
freezing on the plane and I must have
said something under my breath, like
yeah, that's from the Rona regime or
something, so then Jimmy wasn't on the
plane with me because he was having
drinks and waiting till the plane
boards, so then when he was there,
you know, he held my arm, he just
touched me and then they had Betsy
come and Betsy said to me, you know, she
said we need to make sure that you're
not going to be a security risk, the entire
plane, so anyways boys and girls don't
wear the, so anyways had, let's say Jimmy
wasn't there, let's say I was Miriam and
just was like, you know, didn't know
better and forgot that it's not the
80s that I could have gone and taken
off of the plane and then God knows
when I would have gone and home
because the very next day
things broke out, so anyways I got back
in time and dealt with other
other drama. Yeah, like World War Three,
holy shit, when I got back I thought
Miriam, I thought holy crap man, what
stories I had and I woke up
literally Saturday morning and started
looking at social media and the news
and I knew right out the batch, holy
shit, World War Three just began for
real, talk about stealing my thunder,
fucking Trump and that's what I've
really been concerned with lately is
you know what's going on, this shit's
getting real people and it's getting
real real quick and it's kind of you
know, I really want to, if you don't
mind, kind of bring this to the panel
here and get people's input on
what happened and what do we think
is going to happen with this whole
fuck it, call it what it is, World War Three.
What do you think Tim? Come on, you're
you're the investigative journalist, what
do you think? Well, no I got my own
opinions and stuff so I mean the, you
know what, taking out Maduro in
Venezuela, that was that was one
step to see if you can get away with
that shit and then we got Israel and
the United States going to Iran, each
each kind of little faction bit is
kind of taking control over different
regions, you know, so you got the
Technate of North America and the
top half, top part of South America
and then you also got the Greater Israel
project
so yeah, I see a little continuation of
that. Yeah, I don't know what else to say
right now but no, things are fucked
and it's the bait and switch
administration as Steve Boykin likes to
say. I think so, Tom, what do you think?
It's all bait and switch. I think the
United States is trying to completely
cut off the oil supply to China.
Venezuela and Iran, that's where they
get most of their oil from. I actually
saw a video yesterday, a news channel
out of China and I don't know, one of
their people was calling Israel and
asking them to not do this anymore.
Look, do China's scared? They think that
the United States, G-Ping or whatever
his name, that they're going to come
after him next. Can you blame them?
I mean, they openly said so. Yeah, I mean the
testing grounds, like they're doing in
Ukraine and Russia, the testing for all
the technology with the drones and the
AI and all that, so they've been
testing that for a while for two years.
Eric Schmidt has been going off on that
for years, you know, past couple of
years and so it's almost like those
like targeted strikes, they're getting
that down to a T. So boom, Venezuela,
Maduro, boom, gone. Israel, in Iran,
Khomeini, boom, gone. So it's like,
so is Trump keeping his word about these
forever wars? I don't know about that
because it's like, it's because they have
the technology now and they've tested it
and so now we know how to take out
people, you know, because what
happened 20 years ago in Iraq, you
went to war for a while and it took
like a year or so to like find him in his
hole or whatever, that's the official
story, you know, but history is showing
us that well from years after there's
insurgencies, there's rebellion, there's
there's other things, you can't just
kind of, that vacuum of power, you can't
just disrupt one thing over here and
not expect something to happen over
here. So yeah, we've gone through
just this year, man, in just a couple
months, a couple weeks, we've gone through
boom, boom, boom, the repercussions,
the ripple effect, the wave effect,
that's going to be felt for a very long
time coming. I think so. I mean we're still
feeling the ripple effects from the
Rona and the real agenda, which is a
new world order surveillance tyranny,
so that's what's happening
underneath the infrastructure because
all, whether it's a PSYOP yet another
PSYOP or breakout at war, it's all
testing ground to, you know, look, take
out, take out a leader with more
precision, like you said, the stories
of, let's say, if you look at Gaddafi or
Saddam Hussein, there's so much more
going on underneath the surface, this,
we're just being shown, I mean, I
don't know, to me, Trump is just the
person people love to hate and, I mean,
he said it, you could kill, he could
kill someone on Broadway or whatever
street in New York, and no one would
bat an eye, and I think the bigger
things that are happening to humanity
as a species, while we're distracted
with yet more bombing, that's my, that's
my three cents, it's, it's, and what a
message, what a message they're
sending out that, yeah, hey, we can
take out anyone at any time, just,
yeah, look at this, yeah, well, what
they're saying in China is that the
Iranian, all those people that they
killed, the leaders and all that stuff,
that they chipped their teeth, so that's
how they knew that they were all there.
I've heard that story too, don't know
if it's true or not, it would make
sense. How did they chipped their teeth?
They went to the dentist, so the
Jew sent up a dentist office or
something like that in Iran, and all
the, all the, all the big leaders
were going to this dentist, and they
were doing work on their teeth, and
then the, the main dude, they killed,
um, he had an operation, so they
probably could have planted something
in him then, you know what I mean?
Well, yeah, that also, it makes
sense. It wasn't in Laden on
dialysis, or am I looking into
Robert Williams too close? No, no, no, no,
he was on dialysis, yeah. He was on
dialysis when he was being treated at
hospitals that were running, American
hospitals. Yeah. And what, his CIA name,
CIA name was Tim Ostman.
Ostman, yeah, yeah. I like the
Ostman brothers, very close, yeah, Tim
Ostman. Well, the ways in which they
can track people, uh, discombobulate
people, compromise people, use them as
pawns, um, I mean, just to use a pop
culture of whatever the fuck is
happening with Jim Carrey, and then
they, of course, the system knows
it's going to ripple, they're
banking on the campaigns and the, and
the conspiracies, they create these
things to have this distraction,
distraction, meanwhile, what's really,
what's really happening, we're living
in a progressively fake and gay
world. And so what is really important
at the end of the day to go within,
what's true for, what's true for you?
So whatever's happening with the wars
and all of that, if you look at
astrologically, if you have an event
astrologically, which literally
hasn't happened in centuries since the
Tower of Babel, right? And of course,
the elitists know this, so the event
we were at was called Genesis, and it
so happened, like, when I realized that
Friday, the closing day of the event is
coinciding with this historical,
someone told me, um, passed by, you know,
I get little pieces of puzzle pieces
and said, oh yeah, this event hasn't
happened. So just to say quickly,
Neptune is about illusions, deception,
myths, and Saturn is about structure,
patriarchy, it rules Capricorn. So they
come together in zero degrees in Aries.
So if you look at the Zodiac, we start
fresh at Aries. So then I looked, oh, it
hasn't happened since the Tower of
Babel. What do we know about the Tower
of Babel? Then when I went to look,
it's spoken about in the book of
Genesis, and it just so happened, the
event was called Genesis. It was
referenced in 1119 in the book of Genesis.
So there's happened to be, I think, in 2025
in the United States, a big initiative
called Genesis, which is about surveillance.
So again, these operations to take out
people under the guise of all the
dictator with zero precision, what's
the real message here of, like, can you
really divert from the script of this
Mickey Mouse game? And so where are you
left as a human being?
Well, even with the talking about Aries,
if you're going to go astrological on it,
Iraq, when did the U.S. invade
Iraq? It was in March of 2003. When
was corona COVID actually declared a
pandemic? That was in March as well.
So those Ides of March things are
kind of all coming together.
9-11, so that's in September.
That's six months of what, you know,
that's a six-month period from that.
Yeah, I think there's something
there with the astrological thing.
Well, the entire Babel moment is when
things start to collapse. It's a
Genesis, which is another word for a
reset. And so Neptune and Aries, and
Neptune and Saturn coming together,
that conjunction happens every 36 years.
The last time was in 1989.
What's different is that in the sign of
Aries, if you think it hasn't happened
in 6,000 years, so Chris Horlaker,
who was at the event, was speaking
about Atlantis and said, back in the
day, we used to be able to
communicate telepathically because
what's happening now is, I believe,
we never really developed or honored
our organic telepathy, and now
there's synthetic telepathy, and I
believe through the frequencies,
through the jib jabs, are injecting
thought forms, and we're seeing more
chaos, more darkness, and people are
really being tested.
I think if you see Westworld season
5, and how the towers
interface with the fucking NPCs, that
people are just like, it's all loose.
They just want the attention, your
attention, your attention, and we have
a small window to, I know, sorry if
I'm going esoteric, to really do our
work of like, what is the truth?
What's the truth here? This is all
fucking bullshit. All of it.
What matters, right? Family.
I believe we're the last of the
Mohicans. If you speak to an
80-year-old today that hasn't been
vaccinated, that is a fucking relic,
and right? Because they also took out
wisdom, so it's someone who can
remember and piece together. They
completely, even under, with George
Floyd, rewrote history, and they have
been, and so this...
No, literally they have been.
Like, the Catholics have changed the
timelines throughout the years so
many fucking times, like, we don't
even know if the, I don't even
know if the calendar right now is
right, that we live by. No, it's not
right. It's a Kruber Dorian.
No, it's not. Yeah, it's not right.
I mean, yeah, September should be the
seventh month. October... Little detail.
A little detail to Julia.
Mine's not at all right though. They had
their 13 months, whatever, and then
the lunar one, you know, so...
That was taken away too, Tim, the
thirteenth month. Right. You can even
say that... 13, as above, so below
23 degrees to the left, because they
also messed with the astrology. They've
messed with, with, we've been genetically
modified before, we're being genetically
modified again. Anyone who actually
remembers, because, you know, back in
the day you could have soul memories
from another life. So if I've had
memories from another life of, like, you
could see, like, West World, oh, I picked
this avatar, and then this is how it
ends, you get, you get killed or
whatever. So we've played these roles
before, and I really believe we have it.
This is an opportunity of remembrance.
This is like Atlantis 2.0, and this
species is under peril. Like, it should
be a big deal, no? Is that too much? Is
for me, or am I being too... No, hell no.
Mariam, I think Sophia is coming back.
So, I think... Sophia.
Sophia, yes. Well, I stand for Sophia,
and it's through the heart, and that's
why they created a weapon, a bio-weapon
that attacks the heart, because think
about it. We've all been hurt, and then
you harden your heart instead of break
it open, and we are one step closer to
an AI bot. So I stand for divine
feminine, not fake and gay spirituality,
where it's about money, money, money,
and real embodiment of the virtues,
because integrity is now almost
extinct. But there are people out there
who prize integrity, authenticity, and
it is about frequency, and I think the
Rona was a was a big test.
I think the Rona was a big test all
around. It was on multiple levels. For
one, it was just one level, was a way
to determine who were NPCs and who
were not. Simple as that. 70% of
people took it, 30% of people didn't.
That's what they say.
Well, do you think that's a higher percentage
that didn't take it? What do you think it
really is? Me? I think they lie with
percentages and all that shit all the
time. They can tell us whatever, you know
what I mean? Like, they say there's
8 billion people on the fucking earth.
How do they know that? Prove it to me.
Well, I will say that I don't really
think there's a lot of divine sparks
that are deep and carry wisdom
and knowing because they've attacked
Gnosis. Like, I spoke to a newly minted
Catholic friend that was, I'm sorry, no
offense to the Christians out there. I
was raised Christian and told me, I said,
you know, the Cathars, the Cathars
became the Catholics and they torched
us and I have a, I just, I saw, I
even without knowing, said, oh yeah,
I've been torched in a past life
and then I've always been drawn to the
Cathars for a long time, not always, but
and then found out that they were
literally torched. So I told my friend,
you know, the Cathars were about purity
and there's a difference between Gnosis
and occultism. Anyways, he said to me
about the Cathars morphing into
Catholics. He said, that's hearsay.
And I said, what the fuck are you
talking about dude? It's medieval history.
So that's where we're at now. Like,
dude, this is history.
What are you talking about the Cathars
didn't get burned? The Gnostics were
out before Christians even existed,
before the Christian Bible even existed.
Yeah, I've been studying it like deep
dive. If anyone knows my work, how
exhaustive and comprehensive I am,
looking at the Christian, I'm not
anywhere done and looking at reincarnation
and looking at just to understand
how the ministry of truth, like the
word stars was turned into kings.
And anyway, it could just end this
conversation, could just be like, listen,
it was Aramaic. So it was oral.
Then, you know, whether it was Latin,
Coptic, Latin, Greek, Hebrew, English
came a lot later. It's like a spell
language as Jeff Burwick said recently
on my show. It looked different English.
So don't fucking tell me be quoting
the Bible when you don't even know
what version of the Bible it is,
how many times it's been edited.
And I am a scribe and record keeper.
So it should end there. And then
someone, I mean, the Bible, the
Ethiopian Bible was out 800 years
before the Christian Bible was.
Yeah, tell a Christian to go read
that Bible. They'll fucking tell
you to fuck off. You guys had me
at Bible. Right.
Yeah, buy a ball and then I acquired
a book on how Christians like it came
a download. Oh my God, the Christians
sigh up the stars. That's how I say it.
They stole the stars. They separated
the heavens. We are stardust.
Our origins have been scrubbed and
the Christians had a big role in
this. And then that's how I kind of
started on my investigation. And this
book, this is like a cheap book
that's $100 on looking at the early
Christians, the St Augustines of the
world and how they all had astrologers
and then slowly demonified astrology.
Like this, this makes a difference.
And then why also because the
emperors could find out when you
could find out when you're
supposed you're going to die
according to the heavens. Right.
Sure. Now there's a bazillion
variables we used to live hundreds of
years before we were fucked with.
So these, no one's carrying this
information for our celestial origins.
There were becoming cyborgs.
Right. People are not going to know,
oh, this is an actual authentic person.
They know, let's say with me,
something about me. Right.
Like I was dancing in West Palm and
this chick said, you have to show
me your moves. Like, who can you
show me your choreography?
And I'm like, yeah, it's my soul.
I'm not scripted.
But anyway, my point is our human
species is under peril.
What do you think, Jordan?
You've been back there all Mr. Quiet
and shit like that.
My fellow criminal.
Just hanging out, just laughing,
watching it.
It's like I'm watching the podcast.
Badass.
But I'm actually here.
That's quite a collection of cans.
You know what?
There's actually a story to that.
It's I got two kittens that are five
months old and they will crawl all over
my keyboard and fuck everything up.
So I just, I actually went to the
empties container and piled a bunch of
cans on the table just so that it
keeps them off.
And that's a little metaphor,
like invisible prison.
Yeah.
Just put an empty container and it'll
keep your ear and it'll just jump all
over.
So I just went and I put all these
cans here just so I could do this.
So how long has this been going on?
Has this been working?
Is this like a week long?
It's a new invention.
Okay.
So you don't know if it's going
to become a domino effect.
You have no idea.
I might never clean it up because
it's working.
Okay.
Plus it has flies.
You're just going to watch out for fermentation,
flies.
I mean, I don't know if you've rinsed
out the cans or not.
But yeah, because that could be better.
Yeah, yeah.
But you got something going.
You got, you're on to something, man.
Well, anything that works is my motto.
Are you doing well?
I'm doing well, man.
I'm doing well, Jordan.
So when you get out of PV,
do you get to make it out Saturday or Sunday or what?
Yeah, my flight was 8 p.m. Saturday night.
Wow.
You got on just in time.
I got it all, too.
Yeah.
Oh, man.
Right now is the, right now in Colombia,
we've got these things called cucarrones.
It's little beetles and they're freaking everywhere.
I'm sorry that they're flying
into the house like crazy.
Cucarrones are these little tiny scarab,
little beetles, little brown, red things.
They're cockroaches, but not really.
They're way better than cockroaches.
Yeah, yeah.
They're not quite cockroaches.
But yeah, but every time in March,
again, I'd say March.
What the hell?
I'm in Aries this month.
My birthday is in the 24 days, March 30th.
Which is actually the same birthday as Klaus Schwab.
Let's see the slide then.
Oh, you're a shield.
Of the World Economic Forum.
When we look at, what was that movie, M. Night Shyamalan, with?
I don't remember exactly.
What was the movie called?
Mr. Glass and Samuel L. Jackson.
Oh, I know what you're talking about.
What was that movie called?
Broken, Unbroken.
Wasn't it Broken?
That was a whole different thing.
Something of Extraordinary Gentlemen?
No, that was Sean Connery.
It's late with James McEvoy?
Well, I'm saying like, where there is one,
there's an opposite, you know, of course, that polarity thing.
And so like, I try to think of it like a Klaus Schwab.
We've got the same birthday.
And he was born in 38.
He was born in 38.
I was born in 85.
A little difference in years.
But yeah, I see myself as the antithesis of that.
Someone born on the same date.
And we're going to, what was Unbroken?
Wasn't the movie called Unbroken or something?
No, that was the one about the,
that was the lady that wrote Sea Biscuit.
And it was about that, a true story about the pilot
that got down in the Pacific and spent six weeks on a raft,
miraculously survived.
And then when he thought, oh my God, there's rescue.
Now it was a Japanese fishing vessel.
And then his real hell started way.
It's just like Life of Pi was like that.
Life of the movie, Life of Pi.
Unbreakable.
That was the movie, Unbreakable.
Okay.
Whatever.
Well, it's just weird times that we're living.
We're living in times of inversion.
I mean, completely.
An example, trying to find information on World War III.
Are we watching, which propaganda are we watching?
Are we watching Iranian propaganda, American propaganda?
Are we seeing true videos?
Or are we seeing AI?
Are the troop casualties correct?
Is, is real getting plummeted?
It's really almost impossible to know for sure
because we're living in times of inversion where
what is once called good is now called evil.
What was once called evil is now called good.
And we're living in a time of fucking universal deceit.
Well, isn't that weird?
I mean, so if you look through all of human history,
whether it was written, recorded or not, what's the difference?
Who's to say like these are the crazy times
and other times weren't?
It's, it's, isn't it just coming down to
how much information we are able to receive?
Well, I think that one thing-
Sorry, David.
Yeah, you can break down the eras.
Like this is the bronze age, the stone age, the whatever, the iron age,
and all these, the Renaissance and things like that.
But it's based off of the information that we had at the time.
And it was the information from someone who was writing something down
or something or like a bit of stone or metal that was dug up from somewhere.
But because we didn't have enough information,
the people that were living through those times, during those times,
what did, what they have said that these are the crazy times?
Are these the end times?
Like every time something says,
someone says it's the end times or it's the crazy times,
I just keep thinking, well, these are like cycles like crazy.
Well, I think-
Or are they telling people shit to make them think that it's the end times?
Well, the thing that I, I go back to from a Christian perspective
is that, and you can dispute this all you want,
but what was written 2000 plus years ago is now playing out to a T
and there have been other eras that said these are the end times.
But there's something that exists now that didn't exist then.
And that's the level of technology.
Never once was there the ability to have an
identification chip which is centralized at a global level
that everybody's going to have to have in order to buy nor sell.
Right, now we have the technology.
They're just waiting to push that shit out on us.
The digital ID, the CBD sees the fucking stable coins, the whole nine yards.
Another one that comes back to Bible prophecy is it says something
about the beast or the Antichrist, the whole world will see them at the same time.
Well, that never existed before,
but it does now because of centralized communications.
Everybody's got a smartphone, a television, a screen everywhere in their site.
Just centralized and you put the big boss on television to talk to the whole fucking world.
So I think that what we are seeing is the end time because of technology
and everything that's kind of coming together at the same time.
We're looking at World War three.
It's going to be started in the Middle East.
Whereas Armageddon can happen in the Middle East.
Nostradamus said that there's going to be a...
Back to World War three.
Do you guys...
Yeah, go ahead, Greg.
Oh, I was just thinking the petrol dollar, how we're off it.
Do you think this is a resource grab before they do the reset to keep our dollar afloat?
We're already in the reset.
That's...
But yeah, I mean, I'm not saying that...
I think they're going to do the control demolition of our economy,
but not until they get all their ducks in a row.
All the odd currencies right now are taking a big shit, all of them.
All of them.
I mean, if you look at how their spellcasting works, it's fucking commercial law.
And they want to still be that middleman.
They want to be the creditors, not the debtors.
So, I mean, I think that petrol dollar is very important to them
before they set up their digital prison.
I think the petrol dollar is dead right now.
It's definitely a domination for resources.
Look at what Trump did with the Venezuela,
even though they are way off on their fucking calculations, right?
They're trying...
This government, this fascist administration,
is trying to consolidate the resources within the North American
and their resources to where they can cut off the Chinese.
They can cut off everything else.
And then their sick, twisted psychopathic minds think this shit's going to work out.
And it's a way of trying to conserve whatever riches we have,
but what history shows us is with the anytime civilization collapses
is the plundering of the treasury.
So, I think this is one of those ways of plundering the treasury
under the guise of trying to save it.
But, yeah, the moves to go to extract oil here, take over Venezuela,
go bomb Iran or whatever, that's like the last throws of it,
like trying to hold on to that last vestibule of that type of empire, which is dying.
Well, I also think that these are chaos magicians at the very top.
The people that hold the power that are far beyond the orange Jesuses and the Netanyahus,
they're black magicians.
I mean, the Epstein Piles shows that they're fucking baby eaters.
And they want to create global chaos.
So that out of that chaos, they can create order.
They can burn everything down thinking they're going to rule over the ashes.
And out of it, they're going to have their Phoenix or their Utopian society they've been promised.
And sadly, I think the only thing that's really going to happen in the short term
is they're going to burn down the world and they're not going to be able to rule over the ashes.
Yeah, they'll become a part of the ashes.
Like, yeah, to destroy everything.
Because why do they want to lower population?
Yeah, for their own Utopia, right?
They'd rather be kings and hell than servants and heaven.
Well, I don't think these people are human.
I don't think it's human.
Yeah, their messaging is coming from somewhere that's not good.
This is using the human as a host, just like the parasites are taking.
Like, I did a show today with Brian Richards of Sauna Space and journalist Danny Katz.
And we talked about genetically modified parasites that are coming from the obligatory
genetically modified yeast and the nano.
And so if you are, you know, if I'm a healthy food Nazi and I'm doing parasitic cleanses
and my friend Danny is, and so as Brian and things are coming out of them,
that don't look human.
So imagine humans who are, I'm sorry, polluted with all of these things that are meant to pollute
you so that you're not sovereign and embodied and you're being remote controlled.
And we're going to see more of this and people are not going to be able to distinguish.
I mean, I've arguably taken part in a hive mind experiment where, and maybe the audience
or any of you gentlemen can say to this, like, have you witnessed
someone just like pivot on you or like almost come like change personalities near the full moon?
Or like, does this resonate at all with anyone?
I haven't. Well, I don't, I don't associate with a whole lot of people anyway.
So I pretty much just hang out with my wife.
So I know taking mushrooms during the full moon amplifies it.
Or worse yet, any clips?
Well, I've seen people make those types of changes, but I was not aware or I wasn't
conscious of where the moon was at the time.
So if I were to go back and look at it, maybe there'd be a correlation.
The biggest change I saw was COVID lockdowns 2020, 2021.
It's a lot of stuff there in the way that people, all of a sudden, like best friends, family,
people close to me all of a sudden just turned insane.
But you're sequestered, you're in somewhat of a, I'll call it a time capsule.
I'm Claire Audient and I am also sequestered and the recluse, but I am in West Palm.
And so if I interact with the matrix, like I can read energies and I can tell if I say
something to someone, I just see things. Like I see it like, oh, it didn't digest.
Like very subtle, could feel into subtle energies.
So when at the bright line, when I almost got arrested for my potty mouth,
and they all kind of turned on at the same time and we're all like just doing a jam.
And they're like, you stop, you held the train, you're holding the train up.
I'm like, you're gaslighting me. You guys are holding the train up. This ain't my stop.
So then when I was taken down the steps, the chick that was to my right spewing the
same lines, I said, do you really have an anti foul language policy?
And she's like, I've never heard that before. But in any case, it's like they deactivated.
Only later did I realize, oh, it was a full moon in Aquarius.
Then a second time I got assaulted and only later I was like, oh, it's a full moon.
So there is a pattern of lunacy for a reason. It's a real thing.
Yeah. This seems like right up your alley of George Gergif, Gergif.
Oh, okay. There. Yeah. It was always about, and his protege, P.D. Ospenski.
You know, it's like Freud with Carl Jung. That's the kind of relationship that those two had.
And what you're saying is, yeah, Gergif was all about, like, why do people conduct wars?
Why do we do anything? And it was all about influences that were lunar and solar and other
things outside of those of what we could see as our perceived reality. But really,
in their minds, we're being controlled by celestial forces.
Right. Well, the moon, if it is some say the headquarters to recycle the soul,
and if the moon has certain frequencies that affect the tides or a woman's period.
But I couldn't get it on board with it because it took out all free will.
To me, like, I couldn't put it more simply for you, Tim.
Free-range chicken.
The solar system affects the way we process things chemically.
Of course. Yeah. Yeah.
The sun. The sun.
I would say also conscientiously as well with things, but that part of free will,
that's, I'm kind of hung up on that.
Yeah. My friend would say it's some will and it's what you have to see, can you shall find.
So if you get to the soul development, because reincarnation is a thing and you need more than
one life to gain that soul evolution. And we're at a very critical moment where not a lot of
people are asking the right questions. So if you can ask the question of how do I liberate
moksha from this energy system? So you do have free will, but you have
Like riding a wave, like you can either just sit on it and ride it or you can be the captain
in steering. Does someone with DID Disassociation Identity Disorder have free will?
If they've been traumatized to the point where the psyche's been fractured?
No.
Right. And are we all been fucking traumatized growing up in this world?
Yeah, but there's different levels.
We were traumatized when we were born. So none of us, none of us belong here in the first
fucking place. So whatever they do to the skin suit that we run around in doesn't even matter
because the divine spark, they can't ever, they can't destroy that. They can't take that away
from you. So it doesn't really matter what they do to us or what we even do. I mean,
and I'm not saying go be a bad person. You know what I mean? Like.
I would disagree. I would say I would say that there is a soul evolution and that it
doesn't matter because it's Maya. However, if you leave this earth with unfinished business or kids
or any other kids, then you come back. So I'm personally at a last life where I don't have
kids or a husband and know that I'm here for a specific reason. And I personally,
I don't have all the answers, but I'm choosing not to come back. And I don't want to be jabbed and
I don't want a new whatever I have come. I've done what I've meant to do. And everybody has
to answer that for themselves. But I really think that's exactly what it that's what it's all about.
It's, you know, you are a God, you're God, you know, like, well, that's also what
looks in the readings. We're saying is that now we're in the stage of there's there's no more
coming in. We're coming back. Right. Right. Right. I want to just answer where to go.
I don't know where to go from there. Well, to say to say it doesn't really matter.
You know, because there's like, there's consequences, there's cause and effect.
And it doesn't matter maybe in the Maya of like, it's this is not real anyway, and we're playing out
the simulation, but it will have the idea, I believe, is to transcend this separation. We
chose to experience this earth. You could say that there was, let's say 144,000 main souls,
and then they they've been copying us, and you pick a certain avatar, and in one life,
you know, you kill someone in another life, they kill you, but to really make peace with that,
I think that, you know, yeah, we've all been traumatized, but there are some I've been
working to the point of now I'm clearing past life. I think we have an opportunity
because these ancestral betrayal, this has been going on for a really long time, right?
It's just it's like a West world. So I think though, you have to get the calling and it's not,
this is not an easy path. One, you know, the people who let's say took the jab, we all learn
through pain and physical. A lot of times we have more gratitude, blah, blah, blah,
near death experience, but people chose to put their faith in not your immune system in
big pharma, which is okay if they take fucking admit you're wrong, right? But now what we're
seeing, Maryam, I think like, like in my dad's case, because he took it, right?
And he was like, Oh, I took it because my wife, because his wife had to take it for her work
or whatever. You know, but like, does that make them bad folks? Because they no one said
didn't know like he didn't do any research into it. You know what I mean? He just listened to the
doctors or whatever, you know, because he's that when he was, you know, a kid, it was, you know,
the government believe in the government, the fire department, the police, you know,
your doctor's going to save you. He was he's a patriot. You know what I'm saying?
So like, I totally, I totally get it. It's like people I'm just saying, then they'll come
back. I don't I honestly, this is not only a spiritual war, it's a war on consciousness.
And when the consciousness gets to this, where like, it's like very obvious what's going on,
then they do a reset. And in the next iteration, what I see is that the consciousness will just
be part of the hive mind and a copy in a copy. So yeah, I mean, which is really interesting
you say iteration, because that's what Eric Schmidt and everyone in AI, Sam Altman,
they keep talking about the next iteration. Really? Yes, that's the exact word they use,
the next iteration, because it's once you cycle through the information, whatever to feed their
systems, and you got all the bad things that were wrong. Okay, the next iteration, we're
going to do it better. We're going to be better. So what if some people remember, sorry,
go ahead. I was going to say, let me reiterate, AI will be the new vicar of God. And code will be
the Latin, the holy scriptures written in. Yeah, but I mean, it's not going to mean
Latin that we can understand. Like, yeah, it's a dead language that we can read it and still
understand. Medieval Europeans didn't speak Latin, though, but the Bible is written in it.
Yeah, very true. AI is going to talk to itself in its own iteration, its own language,
and we are not going to understand a single fucking word. No, and more so, no one's going to
remember. So I'm standing for purity of truth, of absolute truth, of the real whatever, as close as
possible as to what happened. And now we're living in cults. It's like, you know, I'm a
heretic, because if I'm going to call out the Bible, I'm not dissing Jesus. I'm not
dissing God. I'm just coming at it as a record keeper and a scribe that that knows how the playbook
has been going on for whatever. And it's just another cult. And it's just another way to think
that someone's going to come and save you when you have to go within. And you have to save yourself.
Yeah. And we're being bombarded with fear frequencies. I mean, I'm being kept poor.
And I'm a genius and a hard worker. And I'm having to do a lot of,
a lot of just breathing and meditating, because it's it's a real thing. You know,
man, George Harrison was on to something life blows on within you and without you.
Tom does a roomy quote. I heard a couple of years ago that really resonated with me with
what you're saying. And it's yesterday, I was clever and wanted to save the world today. I'm wise
and wait, not want to save myself. I'm paraphrasing it, but want to better myself, something like that.
Yeah. Well, as a journalist who is sounding the alarm, I wish I had a V8 sooner because I
was on the spiritual path, but I felt very motivated to try to warn people of what I
saw was, was coming much to my
should read, you know, to be on now and not government shit list also because of George Floyd.
I mean, it's, it's for real yo, like, if you think of, I was thinking the other day,
I just want to share this. So, okay, we all know Derek Chauvin. I think people know that he
was stabbed 22 times. It's been two years. There was a movement by the daily wire and Ben Shapiro
and baby Candice to free Derek Chauvin. Well, I was thinking about it. What happened to that?
I think I foiled it because it's like, Oh yeah, well, I'm speaking to the guy who stabbed him
and I have weapon, I have images of the weapon and I'm the only one that's talking
about this. And so what are you going to say about Derek and freeing him? Where so
anyway, what's what is the status? They, they, they can dispose of people like a dictator.
They can dispose of their assets. They're useful idiots. And then they're done.
I mean, I went on a side rant, you rant, darling, you rant, you go, you go, we all
love it. It's all, it's just like even Epstein, I, I believe they mapped this fucking saga
episode because it doesn't change what's really happening. No one's asking like what, you know,
Epstein was investing in what yo with transhumanism and his ties to Charles Lieber or Novak or
Harvard and his investments in the transhumanist agenda. I think, I think it was the
Epstein thing, the PSYOP was at multiple levels for one. I think it's a little bit of revelation
in the method. If you want to get esoteric, they're flat out telling the public, this is
what the fuck we do. And we each get straight up, drink the blood, talk them, do whatever.
So a revelation of the method and anybody that's familiar with that, silence is consent.
I also think that this has to play into the idea of chaos magic because it's just
disintegrating the illusion that most normies had on the system. And it's just another straw on
that camel's back that they want to break so they can burn this shit down and then rule over
their ashes. It's a sick fucking game, but this sick game. Yeah, they tell you what they're going
to do. They tell you what's going to happen. Right. And you have a choice, accept it or not.
And a lot of people accept it, don't they? It's because they believe in karma.
They do. It's like goes back to Bohemian Grove with a cremation of care ceremony. I mean,
that's goes back to revelation. Some of them believe in karma.
Well, karma, they can believe in it or not, but karma is real. And boy, you fuck with karma,
she can be real. Yeah, but what that though is that the karma can be positive or negative, right?
It could be that those polarities. So if you are someone who is very invested in being evil,
that evil is going to return to you and give you more power. If you're invested in the good,
that's going to turn back to you and be good. That's the revelation of the method and the implied
consent is that the masses are fucking absorbing that karma. It's not coming back to you by three
or tenfold whatever the fuck it is. Yeah, they're the karma tampons of the world.
Can I just answer that someone said about my ego? Listen, I've had years of narcissistic
abuse. I'm a brown girl whose first language is French. I'm not French Canadian. And I've come a
long way and I know what I know and I'm fucking confident if that threatens you too bad. That's
what I've got to say. Oh man, there's a difference between confidence. I'm not arrogant. I could
say I'm sorry. I'm a sweetheart, but I'm a lone wolf and I've had my share of wars that
I'm still dealing with because of standing for the truth. And I know what I know. It's called
wisdom. You know, I did a meme. Where's Waldo? Where's wisdom? Who's carrying the wisdom?
Wiz? Oh, I just took one of those a few minutes ago. I was off camera. Knowledge is only a
rumor until it lives in the body, Miriam. Sorry. Knowledge is only a rumor until it lives in
the body. Then it's wisdom. I don't think I think that there is very little wisdom.
I think there's a lot of opinions in this world. Very little knowledge and very little
wisdom, especially when you look out on the internet sphere. The God, look at the videos
and content creators. I look at some of them. So much of them. They have these huge fucking
audiences, man. And I listened to them and I'm like, y'all ain't saying shit.
At best you're parodying the official line and you're deceiving many. Meanwhile, people
that are sticking to their guns and trying to speak truth as they see it, hell, we get banished off
on our own little, little section of the internet. We get shadow banned. We get attacked. And
to me, I take it as a mark of pride. At least I know that if they're trying to cancel my ass
and shadow ban me, I guess I'm over the fucking target. And I stand proud with everybody else,
Tim, Miriam, Tom, everybody on these calls that still has that sense of integrity that says,
no, we're not going to shut the fuck up. We're not going to lie. We may not always be right.
But at least we definitely ain't lying.
It's about being real, really, at the end of the day and not controllable or a useful idiot,
or like I want to buy my expensive car. And it's not easy, especially if you're being erased.
Luckily, I've had a very, very fruitful, a lot of accomplishments as a real journalist.
And I could have been a dancer or gone into theater if I had this confidence when I was young,
which I didn't. And with that ass, you could be a butt model. Sorry, came out. That was inside
voice, but I could have been a contender, but I spoke the truth. They ignored my ass. It's
beautiful. Oh my God. There's no, there's no glory. There's no glory being a journalist
today. It's just a, it's just a parrot or, or, or a prostitute and to do real,
it's even hard to get the truth now because it's so buried and they've erased so much from the
internet. You have to be a real sleuth and actually be beholden to the truth without
your personal biases, right? Because people have their personal biases or blind spots.
And if you make it a thing to not have blind spots, so yeah, there's no glory and there's no
money. No, there's no money in this at all. Nope. No, this show costs me money every month to put
on my God. And you know, I do this as a part-time gig to quote the movie training day. It's not
where you know, it's what you can prove. That's true. And even when you prove it,
sometimes people still don't believe it. That's a shame. That's why when you get arrested,
you keep your mouth shut as they say. When you're, when you're involved.
That's why I sat there with this fucking policy. And the only thing I said to those
people is the California United States. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe having some naivete
is a lens to courage because, you know, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't know what I was going to find
in my investigations into George Floyd, which seeps into just how, how all of these operations
and how nefarious and multi-layered and orchestrated they are. So
yep. So also, you know, like what, what do, what do regular chicks talk about?
I don't know because I found Natalie who was a, you know, really cute little,
little girl from London. And I was like, wow, someone I could actually talk to.
I like this girl. I stepped at the plate, swung, struck out, but I was like,
I regret not stepped up to the plate.
But I just even talking to someone like to not take for granted to connect with someone
on a deeper level. Like in the end of the day, you know, I am here to break the templates. Like
if I look at, I don't know what relationships are, like so fucking superficial or even like
I've been banned on bumble, get it be lady banned on bumble. So went on Facebook dating
to just meet humans. Like is there anyone that I can connect with? Because I'm such a
a recluse and it's, it's slim pickings as far as the brainwashing layers. And
at the end of the day, it's just energy to connect with someone. You like someone's energy
and to be, I believe, grateful.
It's keeping you of Les Miserables, the musical. At the end of the day, it's another day over.
Pretty much, man. It's like the same old song and dance played over. It's almost
like Groundhog Day sometimes, man. It's just like.
Yeah, but what do people do in that existential angst? They go and
up, you know, again, or distract or do drugs. Sorry.
If you're in Columbia on the coast, you go fuck a donkey.
Is it painted up like a zebra?
Yeah, exactly. Don't you pussy lie to me. Don't you lie to me?
Are you serious though?
Yeah. Yeah.
Wow. Things are.
I don't live in the mountains.
So I don't have those donkeys.
I don't know, you know, what's worse these days, like if you're in jail and you're going to
get sodomized by your jailmate or a donkey, I don't know.
Well, because I won't be getting sodomized by a donkey or the fucking inmate.
I don't think donkeys sodomize anybody though.
Oh, I mean, donkeys alone and probably find something.
Someone said I'll go on a date with you.
I have no, it's, there are men who are interested in going on dates.
I am not interested, alas, because I am very picky.
I'm like.
So it's hard to find somebody I could actually relate to, you know, that I'm attracted to
that's got, you know, that I can actually talk to, that I look at and I go,
hubba hubba.
And oh, then I get to talk to you that I'm like, oh, there's a real attraction.
Also be honest, right?
And I'll play games with someone, with someone else.
And that goes into like attachment styles and emotional maturity and being self-aware.
And wow, like, well, speaking of which, I'm immediately attracted to this guy here
who was on the screen named Jay, because we're holding our hands in the same.
You got a gay little connection there.
What's happening to Jay?
This is when I focus on the shit.
So when I see that this thing, it means you're focusing.
If I'm the gay one, how come I'm only looking at Miriam the whole time?
You answer that question.
Boy, how hot do you think I am?
I know, I know.
I'm going to scale from one to ten.
My eyes go, friends, so I don't have to worry about your illusions.
So I want to point something out because I'm friend Tom up there and Miriam,
who's never heard of me and who I'm a big fan of, both nailed the war for your attention,
as did, of course, a few other people in the world who are awake to reality.
So what you're speaking of, of course, Miriam and Nature Boy,
and what we all would find if we were unpaired socially,
is that that's an awkward situation because the war for your attention is a war for your identity.
And you are mind controlled because I would guess everybody here but me identifies as an American.
I don't.
In the identity of an American, the identity of American to me is like you walked around
high-fiving everybody, telling them that you and the Seahawks won the Super Bowl.
You didn't.
I did not win the Super Bowl with the Seahawks.
I'm not delusional.
And I also don't operate aircraft carriers in the Persian Gulf.
That has nothing to do with me.
I've never seen it, don't know about it.
Sounds like a good story.
I'm sure somebody can tell it but it's not in my direct experience.
So the challenge that we have in identity is that each of us in our identity carries
our direct experience and our own delusions.
And if you awaken to reality as Tom was talking about or as Miriam was referring to,
it's not a process of learning more information.
It's about the false dropping away.
So all of a sudden you're David Copperfield.
You just know how the sausage is made and how the chicks are done.
And it's not fucking interesting.
And I happen to have spent the last 20 years doing that because I'm a social fucking outcast.
But that's my own personal problem and guess what?
It's a fucking benefit because I'd rather be me
than a rich motherfucker because those fuckers are miserable.
They're living in hell on earth.
And my friend Tom over here that makes two pennies to rub together knows God.
And I actually believe both those things.
They're living in hell on earth.
My buddy Tom knows God.
So who's winning?
I don't know.
It depends on who's keeping score, doesn't it?
Now that's a good question because again, I choose to get out of this
reincarnation loop and not go into the light at the end of the tunnel.
Have my heart go into the light.
Well, to know even like as an Egyptian Greek
who's gotten many books of the dead, I still am remembering because yeah,
it's about deleting these programs.
I personally identify as a galactic queen.
Like if like I had a guy go, hey goddess.
And I'm like, please don't call me goddess like this new age term.
I'm like, I prefer galactic queen.
So don't call you that privately, by the way.
Like goddess?
I just feel it's like so, I don't know.
It's just so new agey and like, no.
No, I think if someone is lucky enough to be able to see someone else
beyond the pretenses and just be real and authentic,
but again, that comes with knowing thyself and really being honest,
like those rich fucks that you're talking about, Jay.
I don't know.
People are diluting themselves.
So what you're talking about is the impossible.
What you're talking about is unconditioned thought.
And anyone who has an identity as a Tim, as a Dave, as a Miriam,
if you're carrying around an identity that you're going to project to the world,
and that is all you're doing is projecting a false identity to the world,
then you're still in a division as a separate self that you, apart from everybody else,
has some fucking say in anything.
You are represented by America and Donald Trump.
Look, every single day, you're going to watch a guy named Steve in the morning
tell people this is a cartoon and Donald Trump's an actor.
Now, this is like alcoholism.
You guys get this intellectually.
You get this is a fucking cartoon and he's an actor.
But intellectually doesn't make you not the alcoholic.
What makes you not the alcoholic is when you lose interest in the alcohol.
When you lose interest in the alcohol.
I agree.
Well, it's it's fucking basic addiction.
I mean, I'm not covering any politics.
I don't want to talk about it.
It's really.
If you don't know a guy named Percussion Jang,
who is running around telling people this right now,
he's telling you, he's telling people, hey, guess what?
This, this isn't over land, money, oil, or whatever.
This is the war for your attention, right?
And what is in your attention?
It's all in your identity, your sufferings in your identity,
your worldview is in your identity, your ability to date and interact with the
person that you're sexually interested to is in your identity.
But here's the problem, Miriam, and you know this, right?
What is non duality?
Non duality is not to one.
If you're walking around as a separate self and an ego,
the only thing you're going to do if you try and date Dave,
is get whatever you can get out of Dave, use him up,
and then move on to the next one because that's what egos do.
Well, that's a joke on him.
I think it's more, that's the way it's more nuanced than that,
that I actually identify with the I am presence and have had ego death,
where I identify with my over soul and in alignment.
I don't feel like I'm projecting anything that's bullshit.
You know, when people meet me off camera, I'm the same person
and I stand for authenticity and have...
I'm just saying...
Of selfishness and wanting to do good in the world, isn't there?
I want to do good in the world, but why?
Is it to help other people or is it to make you feel better about yourself?
Exactly, and that is a fucking very good distinction.
This is where we get the non-profit industrial complex, right?
Ego is our first coping mechanism when we come to this place.
It's understanding your coping mechanisms and your relationship to those things.
Well, it's against health awareness, distinctions, nuance, complexity,
and I actually said that to someone who said they want it.
I'm in service.
I almost died.
I chose to choose a pious path where I'm in service over being following dollar signs,
but someone could be like, I want to be a good person.
It's all fucking fake in the facade.
You have to have discernment and check with yourself.
We're all humans.
We chose to have the duality to be able to remember...
It's all that corporate sensitivity language training where we all say,
shit and fuck, but we're not terrible people.
The ladies and gentlemen are terrible people usually.
The challenge with identity is where addiction lies,
with an identity is all of the seeking,
and here's a real problem that most of humanity has,
and this is going to really resonate with Miriam,
and one of the reasons that I enjoy when I see her work.
She understands that humans are controlled by so many other things than conscious thought,
like everything.
Imagine this, and a monk named Kogan said this a long time ago.
So most human beings, if you set a cup on the table,
he took a cup, put it on the table, and he poured a teapot into it,
and the water fills the cup and then it runs all over the table.
It's running all over the floor, and he says, this is you.
Where's the room for reality in your cup?
Because all you're doing is running all over the floor.
There's absolutely no room for reality.
So how I'm going to tie this in is I bet you I'm one of the,
I don't know, somewhere, some fraction of a fraction of a percent of people
in the world that carry no communication device at all.
What I'm speaking to you on is a desktop.
It's the only communication device I have.
I have no device.
Now, that means my cortisol is not controlled by the matrix.
If you're carrying around a communication device that's
dinging all day and giving you notifications and giving you,
sensations in your butt plugged to your eyeballs,
then you, my motherfucker, are mind controlled.
I am not.
I walk in nature multiple hours a day, thousands of miles a year
with no device and I don't fucking get lost.
So somebody's going to say it's not.
If you can, if you want to convince yourself in the world
that jumping to messages and reading the news about wars
and about pasts and futures that never existed,
but make a great fucking story, you can do that.
But you're going to miss the whole fucking experience of life.
I'm trying to play today.
You mentioned Seattle Seahawks.
And by the way, are you from rural Pacific Northwest?
No, I'm not from a rural area.
My point being, are you guys sports ball fans?
If you're sports ball fans, if you run around,
you could be a huge Seahawks fan.
But let me ask you a question.
So there are people, right?
If you're the biggest sports fan in the world
and the Seahawks won the Super Bowl,
did they, I think they did, right?
Yeah.
They won the World Series.
I don't give a fuck.
Anyway, if that makes you happy,
you could also have a neighbor whose reality does not
include sports at all, right?
They're from Pakistan.
They know nothing about baseball.
And so in your worldview.
Hey, Pakistani baseball cricket.
Which is part of your identity.
It's the whole world of Seattle and a celebration.
In their point of view,
they're mourning the death of most of their extended family.
So it's a crazy world, right?
But the point is, we don't share the same reality.
Each of us, you're carrying around an identity
as an American, as a Pakistani, and as a guy named Ted,
as a guy named Tim, as a person named Miriam.
And in that identity is our pain, our addiction,
our family, our thoughts.
Most all of it conditioned by society.
We're just little reaction bots running around.
Unless you unplug from that,
like people like Nisargadatta did,
or many other people, right?
Nisargadatta said, Tim,
greed is the source of all human suffering.
Tell me he's wrong.
Yeah, I mean, it's a,
if you actually ask any person, anyone here,
who are you?
What kind of response are they gonna say?
Identify as a free man.
My name is this, or I do this.
This is my job, or what,
but if you actually delve into who are you,
that's a really tough question.
So Tim, are you, what, are you a nationality?
Are you American?
He lives in Columbia.
Yeah, but it's one aspect of it.
Is your identity American?
No, because identity,
I'm going into what you're saying,
like identity is something you have to pin down,
because I don't, like, oh my god,
I just about said it.
I don't identify as this.
I don't identify as that.
That's like that whole shit.
This is very good.
Also, but see Tim, if the whole world was filled
with people like you,
I would not be able to marshal
the United States into war.
If your identity was American,
I would sucker you into war
whether you were left, right, center,
or anywhere fucking in between.
Yeah, I'm right, yeah, I was American,
like I was born there.
That's it, I was born there.
We're getting, you're getting the human body
confused with identity, right?
One of the reasons we got all wrapped
around wokeism and everything
is that people figured out,
hey, guess what?
Identity is fluid.
I can call myself Dave today.
I can call myself Tim tomorrow,
and then I can call myself
Sherriam and put on a dress.
Cool, that's cool, fine.
You want to do that.
No, my identity is I am bald,
and that's all there is.
There's nothing else.
You got hair, you're not bald.
Bald is beautiful, brother.
Don't get it twisted.
You need to shave that shit
if you really want to be bald.
I know, I know.
Yeah, give yourself a razor.
Pull it out.
Don't be afraid.
Love the razor.
I think you can identify
with your divine spark.
I wish I had your bone structure.
So not, I'm not,
I'm not a cannibal either.
So I'm not saying it for that reason.
Now, let me go back to,
let me go back to consciousness
just for a minute,
because this is a really important point, right?
Within your identity, right?
If you identify strongly as American,
if you identify with that concept
of reality,
what is in that, right?
What is in that?
In that is a fear of something
other than what you know.
That just means you want to stay American
and so guess what?
You want to stay American so bad
and you probably want to stay alive
because most of us in physical form
we want to keep our body alive, right?
That you will accept anything
to keep that status quo.
And so can they walk us into being the baddies
like are we the actual equivalent
of the Nazi empire now?
Sure, of course, it's easy.
It's a funny thing.
Like, okay, so yeah,
I'm an American living in Colombia.
So like, if you bring in identity to it
and if you're going to bring in American,
yeah, I'm here in Colombia.
I assimilate, I speak the language.
I do everything that I can to assimilate,
but there are things that I was brought up with
and things that are still true to my heart
of like just one of those basic things
like freedom of speech.
That's something you can go wherever you want to go with.
But there's something here in Colombia
that doesn't exist and like independence in things.
So there's something innate like within me
that is like, okay, that's an American part.
But if I have conversations with other Colombians
it takes a while to get to that
but all of a sudden there is something in their soul,
in their being that wants that type of liberty or whatever.
But it's an idea.
It's not actually tangible.
My point is this.
Could we agree that the identity of an American
is basically as fluid as any other concept
and that to be American as an identity,
listen, this is how they mind control you
is they tell you the only thing you know
amount of America is what they told you.
And let me ask you a question
because Miriam is a journalist.
So Miriam, what percentage of what the government
and official sources tell you is true?
What percent?
15, 20 percent?
Okay, so I would say, okay, no, it's not zero
because I believe in tries, truth, mixed with lies.
But I'm really not paying attention.
I assume it's the inverse whatever they say.
Well, zero wouldn't be effective
because it would be too-
Yeah, yeah, all right.
I know, it tries.
If they throw in a small percentage of truth-
And it really depends.
We need to be specific.
Can't have generalizations
because there's variations.
There's the over 10 window.
So things are rolled out a little at a time.
And now people don't know the truth
because it's tries.
It's truth mixed with lies.
It's diluted.
All these content influencers
they're not doing the actual fucking research.
So if all of the sudden the six humans in this chat
had to go live in cabins in the woods for three years
with no internet access, would there still be a war?
And what would be the dynamics?
And what would be our borders?
Yeah, there would still be a war
when that shit starts raining down on your ass,
whether you're connected or not, reality is reality.
Well, you would find out.
But now, it's always now.
I mean, future is a concept that you're talking about.
But if you look, it's always now.
No matter when you look.
But you ask the question.
It's like a tree following you, this kind of thing.
Well, that goes into quantum physics and frequencies
and what you're feeding your head with,
what's in your head, in your hologram to begin with.
And so it really, I think there's also a distinction
with choosing to focus on things,
but not embodying the ostrich effect
where you're completely clueless to what the matrix is doing.
But it's balance.
I mean, I think obviously you being unplugged,
there's a lot of benefits.
I moved to Costa Rica so I could live in the mountains.
I guess I wasn't done with the matrix.
And the matrix, I mean, the programs were there too.
And I used during the Rona in a cafe,
they actually put, you're not allowed to talk about the coronavirus.
And as a journalist who's trying to sound the alarm
about this upcoming bio weapon,
where I knew this was seen through it,
I took offense to that, to the hippies that were like,
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
However, I now am unplugged where I don't give a crap
what's happening in the politics.
I'm more paying attention to astrology,
the collective of the soul, cosmic energies,
but everybody has their own karma and dharma.
And it is about consciousness, right?
You can have a different reality.
I think there's a bifurcation that is happening.
People that are plugged in just doing their job
just on automatic autopilot.
And then who knows how many actual divine sparks there are.
Well, you have a choice.
You have a choice.
That's a dual reality, right?
It's that it's full.
That's what Tom talked about,
that Tom in every moment is sovereign
and within himself and in reality.
At the same time, there's a relative reality
of a world around us
that we're gonna be told about through narratives.
The question is, what narratives are true?
And I would suggest to you that one of the things I see with,
the reason I still carry is because I'm still alive
and I still care.
And one of the things I see in this suffering
when I see people talking about this
is they're going through these narratives
where they're provided no truth
and they're looking for a clear path.
They're looking for a place to stand, right?
And so at some point, you stop looking for them
to provide you a narrative of truth.
But here's the problem.
Everything you get in America fed to you
on your smartphone or on your tablet
or on your computer, on your TV
is the reality that they're giving you.
And what I'm suggesting is that your average American
on a dating site
or walking around on the streets
or in a hospital
has almost no conscious thought going on
and no ability to talk to people
like the like the five other people in this town.
And that's what governments and corporations
are banking on.
They're betting on it.
But what I'm suggesting, Tim,
is it's already over, right?
The fight for attention and identity
is that fight for humanity,
because when they have that,
they can tell you,
they can give you a whole world
of things that you don't want
to the extent where you're panicked
in fear and anxiety
and you'll never move again, right?
They're going to give you war.
And it's well suggested.
Everything, financial crisis, no jobs, no money,
and you'll never be able to speak again.
And you're going to be so panicked
and in so much fear,
you're going to ask them to give you
more of it to keep you from dying.
Well,
it's the power of suggestion and people.
Yeah.
And you know, I always look at when those,
you know, corporations, governments
try to talk down and they said
like these people think you're stupid.
I hate to side on the side of those who are in power,
you know, because they think you're stupid
and they act upon it.
Well, you look at the big stupid as part of the illusion.
The truth is none of us know anything, Tim.
The only truth is our ignorance.
We don't know the truth.
And so we can run around chasing Jeffrey Epstein's
and pink elephants and Iranian wars
till the cows come home
and we won't even be alive.
We'll just be watching.
When I say we put the trust in the experts,
trust the experts, you know,
talk the experts.
Exactly, that's an illusion.
But that's for dying experts.
That's like under a hypnotic spell
of the experts for fucking.
So let's go back to the cartoon.
If our friend, if our friend, Steve is right,
and this is in fact a absurd cartoon,
a cacostocracy,
a government of the worst people
who don't respect constitutions,
or institutions,
then what are we talking about here?
It's a bunch of us wishing
that things were different than they are.
Government, uniformly across the planet,
and well, uniformly across the planet
is a bunch of lecherous, amoral,
scumbag end timers.
Get the fuck over it.
Stop paying attention to their narrative.
Because it's not the truth.
It's not the truth.
And it really is that easy.
It really is that easy just to say,
no, I don't believe this shit.
Fuck off.
It's back to what I said like 20 minutes ago.
Know thyself.
Because if you don't know who you are,
somebody else will tell you who you are.
And you'll fall in line.
Miriam just said she was going to be gracious,
or you were going to be gracious,
and say they're giving you 15% truth.
So you want to walk around feeling like you know stuff?
That means you're 85% deluded.
That sounds ridiculous.
It depends, right?
If you go in, I don't feel I'm deluded.
I feel that I've gone within.
I've done my own research.
And it's just like, let's say someone's like,
oh, you can have your opinion about the vaccine.
I'm like, you have an opinion.
You have an opinion.
I was calling the FDA.
I was calling CDC.
I was calling nursing homes.
I was reading patents.
So let's make a distinction.
So it really depends on the topic.
But here's the question.
Because when I played the game,
I was a very fierce activist who liked to risk my life
and safety and freedom.
Very stupid thing to do.
Anyway, the point that I learned,
the point that I learned, Miriam,
other than the fact that I can really take a torture
and a licking and keep on ticking,
is that nobody fucking cared.
They don't want the truth.
Well, I think that was a John Cena quote.
What takes no licking, buddy?
Superb.
I really wish.
I really wish someone told me that before the run.
Oh, I wish.
I wish somebody had told me that too.
I wish someone had told me that too.
And paypal and being disgraced on national television
and having the government come after me
and now being on food stamps and barely.
But Miriam, look at you.
You're beautiful.
You're perfect.
You're awake.
This is your path.
You can't wish for it to be different.
You wouldn't be you if it was different.
You're only here.
Yes, thank you, Miriam.
Also, I have a lot of love to give.
And I'm on my reckless.
That's not able to connect with.
I can't fake it.
And I was shown unconditional love.
There is unconditional love, which means that the person
might not love you back and might fuck you over in there.
And so it's.
I got a good one for you.
I got a good one for all of you.
Here's your little gift.
Something I learned on a 20 year pack.
Guess what?
All the love is beside you.
Yeah, that's right.
Anybody that you love, you love.
They don't have to love you back.
That's correct.
But it's nice to have touch and to receive love back.
So that's what I'm trying to because I can't fake it.
I can count the number of dudes I've slept with on my hands.
I'm I'm from a different time.
So it's sad because I don't need to be with someone.
I'd like to share my love with someone and I can't force it.
But this is this is the trick.
This is this is why this is why I decided to come on
because I heard you and Dave who are such wonderful people.
This is the problem.
Oh, thank you.
You got to understand the people that are
in and I'm just the people who are in conditioned thought
cannot see you.
They can't hear you.
They can't understand your words.
They cannot feel what you feel.
And since you're still a separate identity,
you don't understand these people can't see you.
I realized I was a ghost.
That's how I finally awakened.
You realize you realize and you will realize
Maryam Zemday that they can't see you for a reason
because you don't fucking exist to them.
They can only see the conditioned identities walking around.
They can't see you.
Well, Jay.
Well, if they do that either either I wake out the demons.
If anyone has creepy crawlies or is like lying to themselves.
Now I can see like I'm listening.
Sometimes I hear people's thoughts.
I can see their pretenses.
I could see that how they're fooling themselves.
It's a lot of stimuli like going to Mexico.
I had to come back into the hotel and just be like,
well, it's a lot of it's a lot of energies.
And I I know that I'm being shown to I'm on my own.
Listening to frequencies because I'm anchored into my own frequency.
So either people will wig out people.
And sometimes yeah, I do have an invisible cloak.
But other times like on the plane before you came on,
I almost got kicked off the plane for having a t-shirt
with the F word on it in American airline.
Can we all acknowledge how fucking retarded this is?
So you can't wear the fuck word on a t-shirt.
Miriam, this is why this is happening to you
because it used to happen to me too.
This is what happens to people that are awake.
What identities want, what egos want is a mirror.
Every identity, including Donald Trump,
thinks they're the good guy.
They want a mirror.
And what they're looking at from you,
just like Tim's joke was when I first came on,
they're looking for you something to mirror them.
And Miriam, because you're awake, just like me,
just like a lot of other people.
If you can't mirror the insanity of an identity
of a flight attendant, of somebody in authority,
they flip their shit, right?
This is what they're looking for.
That motherfucker is not real.
Yeah, that motherfucker is not real, man.
You need to leave it that alone.
As an example, I was in a vape shop
getting some organic tobacco
and this girl came in and she said,
yeah, I'll wait for them to check out.
So I looked and I'm like them.
I'm like, it's just me.
And she goes, oh, I'm really trying hard to be polite.
And I said, by using pronouns.
And I said, dude, I said, just be yourself.
Like there's no them.
And she's like, I knew there was a reason
I came into this vape shop.
So she, that's why I am dangerous
because I was like, oh, Spark, start thinking.
One of my teachers by proxy
in the miracle of the world
is a guy named Eckhart Toll, right?
Who's who I've listened to and read his books
and all those things.
And of course, I mean, Eckhart's truth is very clear.
But one of the things he pointed out
that helped me learn as a.
Show them to me.
You're flirting with me.
I'm going to be extremely surprised.
So I said, so one of the things
Eckhart Toll pointed out
is that people that are awake
will continually have these kind of
violent interactions
because egos will find them to be a threat.
And so, so I mean, again,
I logged on because I like you guys
and I see you struggling and feeling pain
that I used to feel before I understood
that egos are identities and delusion
and you can't trust them.
And when you're looking for love,
if you are looking for love,
you would hope to have a love of non duality,
unconditional love that transcends
whatever form and situation and condition you're in.
You ain't going to get that from an ego, right?
You're going to get, you're going to get ego.
And here's the other thing about.
I can't believe it.
But you will survive or you don't know.
Hold on a minute.
Ego exists for a reason.
Let me speak for just a minute.
Yeah, I have really enjoyed this conversation,
but it is getting about time
to wrap this fantastic show up.
I really enjoyed you showing up, Jay.
Show up more often, my friend.
Yeah, you've been good at grabbing me.
Oh, always.
It's a pleasure.
And you know what?
To me, to see people that still care
and to see people that don't have identities
that are completely constructed
in the false and in delusion,
it's just encouraging.
So I appreciate you guys keeping up the fight
because I'm old and tired.
I could use that hug.
Here, I'm sending you a long distance hug, Mary.
There you go.
Internet hung.
Yeah, you showed him to me.
So how could I not?
I mean, I mean, I'm just a guy.
Hey, Jay, you're welcome on Saturday night
and our two brother.
Exactly.
You need to know that, man.
You have a blast.
Yeah, my friends.
Okay, everybody.
We live in a better world than any of us know,
and that's actually the truth.
Come on.
Every day I wake up.
For sure.
And I'm on the right side of the dirt.
I'm employed.
I have food in my belly.
I have a roof over my head.
It's a beautiful day.
No matter.
Bad it may seem.
And people think I'm joking
and I'm being facetious, of course,
but I think it's the truth.
We live blessed lives.
And all's one has to do
is simply look around to the world.
I mean, you want to see extreme case,
living Gaza right now
or fucking Tel Aviv or Iran, right?
You know, going down to Mexico,
I saw a lot of poverty.
I didn't see homelessness.
So that's an interesting thing.
But I think all of us,
the fact that we can come on here
and we have the computers,
the phones, and the devices
to have this conversation says,
we're on the upside of the hill
when it comes to prosperity.
So it's a beautiful thing.
And at that point,
why don't we just let everybody know
where everybody can found?
Ladies first, beauty before anything,
my dear, where can you be found?
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And you can check out my second book
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It's called Stardust.
And you can get my,
I'm just sorry real quick,
my very censored book on how you make the sausage,
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No chat GPT, like real who done it thriller,
Operation George Floyd on mariamhinane.com.
Yeah, keep keep a real journal and some life.
Thank you for having me.
Always, Miriam, always.
Thanks for all your fantastic work.
It was great seeing you down in Mexico, sweetheart.
Yes.
I love hugging.
I love giving you the big old bear.
Yeah, thank you.
Pleasure.
Welcome.
Tim.
Spit your game, brother.
No, I'm not, I don't have much game to spit.
If you want to find me,
be here on the, with your show
on and wake up on, you know,
Saturday Night Anarchy.
And I'll be there either in person like this
or in the chats.
Other than that, I don't want to plug in anything.
I just, because I love these conversations
and I don't want to be a distraction from that.
And so fucking they love you guys.
So I'll do it, the sociable.com.
If you want to find out about transhuman,
go there, find him on X.
This man, when it comes down to the transhumanism,
the digital ID, and all the funky stuff
that they're trying to entrap us with,
he's the source of information.
Tom.
Well, thanks, buddy.
You're welcome.
Tom, what about you?
Come on, Saturday Night Anarchy.
Saturday, five o'clock.
You can find that on TMB, Rumble Channel.
And, and wake up.
Oh, Rumble.
And what?
Sunday, Sunday.
We also, Harps and I, a buddy of mine from Australia,
we do mob rules.
We just play a bunch of heavy metal music
and try to get away from all the BS
that's going on in the world
and just have a good time.
So you can, that's on Sunday, one Pacific.
I don't know what it is in Australia.
So, yeah, but yeah, you can find us on Rumble,
TMB, and also AM, wake up live.
Yeah.
How about you, Jay?
You got anything, you got a show?
Or you just, just a hand?
I haven't, I haven't spoken to anybody
a couple of years, at least.
Well, I just spoke to us, brother.
Yeah, absolutely.
Absolutely, I had the conversation.
Thank you.
Welcome to your tribe, brother.
Like, welcome to your tribe.
Welcome to the tribe.
You need to hang out on S&A, by the way.
You'd be a definite fit for that.
Yeah.
Good conversation, for sure.
By the way, there's only two kinds of people
in this world, binary and non-binary.
Oh, fuck, I just created a binary.
I would just, I would like to say one thing.
And that, there's a general narrative
of this group of channels that Steve does,
that you do, this group of people that I appreciate.
Thanks, Jay.
I think that the faith I think there is to keep
is not in a Bible or a constitution,
but the faith there is to keep is the truth,
which is that this is an evolution of humanity.
And you're going to either go the way
of being able to keep your own attention,
your own consciousness, your own awareness to reality,
or you're going to go into the matrix.
And this isn't a movie.
This is just a basic circumstance
of what's happening right now,
which is why I'm suggesting none of the narratives matter.
You've got to make a choice in your head.
Are you going to live in the matrix,
or are you going to awaken to reality
and realize they're selling you an illusion,
which is a world of hell, a world of war,
and a world you don't want to live in.
So I'm not doing that.
You can.
I'm not.
We'll see how it goes.
I just will live one moment at a time,
and I'm going to be right here.
And when the bad guys come, I'll still be right here.
Right on.
We have to live in the moment
because there's no such thing as the past.
There's no such thing as the future.
There's only right now.
And we all have to stand for what we believe in.
Fear is an important thing.
One thing I heard from a guy named Paul Hedermann
who talks about 12 steps and about non-duality
is one of his people said,
fear is false evidence appearing real.
So every time you have fear,
why don't you check and see if evidence you're getting is real?
And if you need to be scared of it,
is it something that's real
or is this false evidence appearing real?
And I would suggest that 99.9% of American fears
are false evidence appearing real.
There's some real fear that needs to be had there,
but not both of them.
Yeah.
Well, I think that one of my new sayings
is the outcome is none of your business.
We all have to walk on the paths,
and we can't do it going,
where am I going to go?
That ain't your fucking business.
You have a job to do.
You have a mission in life.
Our job is to walk at where it ends up.
Only the shadow knows, everybody.
So thanks for tuning in.
I had a really good time.
It's my first live show since I've been back.
So you guys, you all made it rock.
I mean, I was kind of worried.
And thank you guys.
Great conversation too, as well.
Bye, everyone.
I'm going to go, too.
All right.
Good night, Maryam.
Thanks, everybody, listening to the chat.
You've been off the charts.
Thanks for tuning in and hanging out on Friday night.
We've got a million things to do and hanging out with me.
It is a worldwide show.
So whether it be day, whether it be night,
you have a good one.
And we'll see you next week, y'all.
Love y'all.
Later, Crocodiles.
Peace.