WEBVTT 02:25.740 --> 02:30.020 about GMOs. There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really 02:30.020 --> 02:34.120 we need to look at Bayer and Syngenta. These poisons aren't just killing bees, 02:34.280 --> 02:52.100 they're also killing beings. I'm the cacao. She gets really deep into stories, those 02:52.100 --> 02:56.120 where everyone is willing to go. Maryam, you have been caught on the trail of 02:56.120 --> 03:00.940 Charles Leiber since this case in public. I'm not a prostitute or a parrot. 03:06.650 --> 03:11.630 Everyone, I am Maryam Minay and welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here. 03:11.630 --> 03:18.390 I'm best known for directing the film Vanishing of the Bees and we are 03:18.390 --> 03:26.730 navigating choppy waters as I'm sure many of you can can not agree that the 03:26.730 --> 03:32.450 energies, the celestial energies are very intense out there. Pluto went direct, 03:32.790 --> 03:38.430 Pluto went into Aquarius last November. I'm a Capricorn. It was in 03:38.430 --> 03:45.070 Capricorn units now in Aquarius the water bearer that is an air sign and we're 03:45.070 --> 03:51.210 going to be joined by Clint Westwood in a moment. I was doing a very spontaneous 03:51.210 --> 03:58.010 space. My friend Jimbo, Jimmy who's a moderator here, invited me and we were 03:58.010 --> 04:02.670 up till four in the morning and personally my sleep has been all over 04:02.670 --> 04:08.070 the place and I just want to say again this is a time of remembrance and 04:08.070 --> 04:14.530 people, customers, people who watch the show have been reaching out to me and I've 04:14.530 --> 04:19.390 been doing more sole purpose readings and fusing it if the person wants with 04:19.390 --> 04:24.950 functional medicine because it's a time of purification. It is a time now to put 04:24.950 --> 04:32.410 some coffee up your booty and clear because detox is not a celery juice 04:32.410 --> 04:39.210 cleanse. It's about removing nanotech, removing heavy metals, removing parasites 04:39.210 --> 04:45.290 and really treating your body as a temple because we are light. We are light 04:45.290 --> 04:50.270 based beings not carbon and these solar flares and what's happening in the 04:50.270 --> 04:58.810 skies. This is arguably a retake of Atlantis and I think many people 04:59.650 --> 05:04.450 despite their beliefs like even you know Christians are being called to get their 05:04.450 --> 05:08.650 house in order. I would invite you to watch the episode that I did with 05:08.650 --> 05:14.790 Howdy Makowski about the reincarnation trap and there are people who say yeah I 05:14.790 --> 05:18.710 don't want to come back here but let me tell you that if you don't want to 05:18.710 --> 05:21.990 come back here you have to get instructions and where do those 05:21.990 --> 05:27.630 instructions come from? They come from within a knowing right? The Gnostics, 05:27.630 --> 05:32.910 the Cathars because knowing is quite arrogant. How do you know? But I'm sure 05:32.910 --> 05:36.610 you've known things and it takes a lot of tenacity 05:37.170 --> 05:42.390 to beat your own drum so you know there is censorship but then there's also 05:42.390 --> 05:46.810 people like me who've become radioactive. I think only when you are 05:46.810 --> 05:50.350 around me that you see the fuckery that's a foot 05:50.350 --> 05:54.070 and I'll mention it again that I had Jeff Berwick 05:54.070 --> 06:01.170 on. Jeff's fans love him and they love me because 06:01.170 --> 06:08.430 they appreciate authenticity and boldness and courage and he went to share the 06:08.430 --> 06:12.610 interview on his YouTube and was instabanned and got a week 06:12.610 --> 06:16.250 in YouTube jail. So what does that tell him? Not to have 06:16.250 --> 06:23.110 Mariam on the show. So you know I've taken this all and all of us 06:23.770 --> 06:26.390 whatever happens in our life you know to really 06:26.390 --> 06:31.550 alchemize and become a victor not become a victim but I have been 06:31.550 --> 06:34.270 victimized. I've done nothing wrong but speak the 06:34.270 --> 06:37.410 truth and for someone for those who don't know me 06:37.410 --> 06:41.110 I'm a brown girl Egyptian Greek from Montreal Canada 06:41.110 --> 06:44.870 French is my first language and I worked really hard 06:44.870 --> 06:50.150 my whole life and I reached the glass ceiling. I am one of the best journalists 06:50.150 --> 06:54.010 in this country but you wouldn't know. So in some circles I'm 06:54.590 --> 06:58.750 well known and in other circles I'm offensive and I have people that 06:58.750 --> 07:01.930 approach me that say but my friends think I'm crazy 07:01.930 --> 07:06.810 and my answer is who gives a fuck and I've come a long way. 07:07.270 --> 07:11.690 I was the chubby girl that was pushed on the ice and called tub of lard 07:11.690 --> 07:15.470 and would eat my full fava bean sandwiches in the bathroom 07:16.130 --> 07:21.590 and it turned out to be an ugly duckling. So you know I am a testament of what is 07:21.590 --> 07:25.390 possible. If I didn't listen to myself I would still 07:25.390 --> 07:28.550 have a metal rod in my leg. I would be limping. I would 07:28.550 --> 07:31.810 still be in Montreal Canada. I wouldn't have directed vanishing of the bees. 07:31.930 --> 07:35.950 I wouldn't have reversed lupus and I'm still here. 07:36.590 --> 07:40.430 So you know the powers that be I said once out loud 07:40.990 --> 07:44.230 she goes by the bee lady but she's acting more like a kukaracha 07:44.230 --> 07:48.850 and then two weeks later I got a cockroach in my lunch on the heels of my 07:48.850 --> 07:52.110 book my George Floyd book and I've learned a lot 07:52.730 --> 07:56.450 from writing my George Floyd book. So we're all 07:57.070 --> 08:03.390 feeling the noose of the economy that's you know Clint can tell us his 08:03.390 --> 08:07.790 projections and his studies but the point is to 08:07.790 --> 08:11.070 feel fear and the point is to raise your frequency 08:11.070 --> 08:14.990 above it all and for someone who was looking at the outward I was like 08:14.990 --> 08:19.170 looking for the outward like Truman in the Truman show how the 08:19.170 --> 08:22.150 fuck do I get out of here but then I got the download 08:22.150 --> 08:26.630 that it's through the heart it's going within it's doing real shadow work 08:26.630 --> 08:31.230 not fake and gay spirituality where it's all rainbow and light 08:31.230 --> 08:34.750 because that's not the way it works it's okay to feel feelings 08:35.310 --> 08:38.770 and certainly when if you are an empath sometimes 08:39.410 --> 08:42.690 you you feel people's feelings you transmute 08:43.310 --> 08:46.710 feelings and the past five years was a test 08:47.370 --> 08:52.190 and many people failed and they created a bioweapon to attack the heart so that 08:52.190 --> 08:55.110 you can't raise your frequency because we're 08:55.110 --> 09:00.470 heading towards a transhumanist agenda and I've been on the forefront in the 09:00.470 --> 09:03.150 future and I believe that God universe creator 09:03.550 --> 09:06.550 you know I I finished writing my book and now 09:07.230 --> 09:11.810 I'm looking at ascension and looking at how to really liberate 09:11.810 --> 09:15.250 and believing and trusting my inner knowings 09:15.250 --> 09:19.610 so that takes a lot of fortitude but I'm here to inspire you 09:19.610 --> 09:23.390 to do the same and okay so without further ado 09:24.010 --> 09:27.990 I'm sorry for keeping you waiting welcome Clint so we were having a late night 09:27.990 --> 09:31.730 and Jimbo suggested that we do a show and 09:31.730 --> 09:37.710 I'm always down to cross pollinate and so I know you have a lot of people who 09:37.710 --> 09:40.330 follow your channel that are here hi everyone 09:41.010 --> 09:44.270 and so but for my audience I'd love for you to 09:44.990 --> 09:50.930 share a little bit about yourself yeah basically everything you said 09:50.930 --> 09:54.730 I'll tell you what all those words are a lot of the same words that I use in 09:54.730 --> 09:58.050 the same frequencies in the same ideas so really crazy 09:58.050 --> 10:01.430 of the synchronicity I don't believe in coincidences so 10:01.430 --> 10:05.090 we'll start with that we're tapped in yeah absolutely 10:06.270 --> 10:10.130 you're a hundred percent right and as I heard you saying that I'm just like 10:10.130 --> 10:12.370 that topic that topic that topic it sounds like 10:12.370 --> 10:15.750 everything I always say and I think that's that's 10:15.750 --> 10:18.790 essentially where we're at you know we you know 10:19.910 --> 10:23.270 like you like you said you know since 2020 2019 10:24.270 --> 10:28.290 we have been given a choice and I think that was really kind of a 10:28.290 --> 10:32.150 watershed moment where we're given a choice to continue with the old try and 10:32.150 --> 10:35.210 hang on to the old structures hang on to the old paradigm 10:36.570 --> 10:41.670 or go through the pain of making your own choice and trusting yourself and 10:41.670 --> 10:44.910 that's really what it came down to you've got to look inside and look 10:44.910 --> 10:48.850 inward and trust yourself and trust who you are going forward otherwise 10:48.850 --> 10:51.970 you know we could be in that trap of just repeating and repeating and 10:51.970 --> 10:56.750 trying to have the same the same thing return and 10:56.750 --> 11:00.470 I mean is that what we really want you know the same artificiality the same 11:00.950 --> 11:04.570 control systems that it's really a battle for our soul 11:04.570 --> 11:07.610 I know that's not your question but I just couldn't help it and I had to roll 11:07.610 --> 11:11.710 with it so I heard you say I was checking out some of your 11:11.710 --> 11:18.930 drive-alongs you're on your channel and I say I say the same thing I even I 11:18.930 --> 11:23.710 told Jimmy I'm like you know is it like he's saying the same thing that it is a battle 11:23.710 --> 11:30.430 for the soul they want your soul yes and people don't realize it because what is 11:30.430 --> 11:35.230 the soul right so I've been doing like a serious clinical detached deep dive 11:35.890 --> 11:41.610 at soul reincarnation and I'm lucky that I I remembered about reincarnation 11:42.320 --> 11:50.250 at 13 and I've been on a journey and it's it's peeling the onion as far as I want to 11:50.250 --> 11:53.990 say something Clint as far as the shadow and then I want you to share a little more about 11:53.990 --> 11:57.710 your personal story because I believe we need all the divine 11:57.710 --> 12:03.410 masculine's and we all have that energy within us but it's been purposely designed 12:03.980 --> 12:12.250 that it's it's cockeyed so I actually forgot what I was going to say because I could say so much 12:12.250 --> 12:19.250 and be my Gemini moon self oh the the soul the soul to go after your soul there's more 12:19.810 --> 12:26.350 demons than ever on this planet and I have a theory I don't know if I shared it on the space 12:26.350 --> 12:32.150 maybe but I did a deep dive it's on my substack on the ventilators because when the ventilators 12:32.150 --> 12:36.910 came up they scared the shit out of me and I I would venture to say I'm one of the few that 12:36.910 --> 12:43.090 went to see well who put these who who instituted this and people don't know that initially 12:43.090 --> 12:49.270 was during the fomite phase of aerosolized that they instituted the ventilators to protect the 12:49.270 --> 12:55.310 first responders however they quickly found out that it wasn't aerosolized but they continued 12:55.310 --> 13:05.270 so for me in this trans humanist agenda it was a way to practice to keep the body alive 13:06.030 --> 13:14.150 because it's it's mechanics and to turn us into batteries and now when you die you need to be 13:14.150 --> 13:19.590 conscious you could be conscious because back in the day when they took 70 days to usher the soul 13:19.590 --> 13:26.210 back to the stars and you know death there was a process and it was sacred that you didn't put 13:26.210 --> 13:36.110 formaldehyde inside the body um and now it's it's also it's also been co-opted that that's 13:36.630 --> 13:44.330 you know there's no there's no weight put on the soul and we were all tested and many of us 13:44.330 --> 13:51.230 hoard out our souls so when you do shadow work you know let's say like you're in if you're in 13:51.230 --> 13:56.370 soul stance you're looking at yourself you're this is the character of Clint this is the character of 13:56.370 --> 14:01.910 Miriam oh Miriam is like showing up really aggressively right now where is that coming from 14:01.910 --> 14:08.070 or oh you recreated this pattern again with another partner where is this coming from let's 14:08.070 --> 14:15.070 look at attachment stuff I mean this is difficult work it's not easy and it's not by bypassing 14:15.070 --> 14:22.770 because there's so much toxic spiritual bypassing so what do you say to that no I 100 agree with 14:22.770 --> 14:27.050 you and it's it's it's interesting that you say that again no sin you know no coincidences the 14:27.050 --> 14:32.390 synchronicity of repeating cycles definitely do I've done it in my life um to where you know 14:32.390 --> 14:36.470 whether it be a relationship or certain events that have happened you know you go through this 14:36.470 --> 14:41.070 and then you find yourself in a similar pattern you know just it rhymes it's not exactly the same 14:41.070 --> 14:46.110 but you you realize wait a minute am I making the same mistakes again am I just going in the 14:46.110 --> 14:51.390 circle again and and the shadow worker that you talk about you know how I look at it is this 14:51.390 --> 14:57.010 you have to take a hard look at yourself and you have to understand why am I getting angry 14:57.010 --> 15:02.090 about this or why am I getting upset about this you know what is causing me to react the 15:02.090 --> 15:08.870 way I'm reacting to you know this external stimuli and once you start doing that and you 15:08.870 --> 15:13.950 really look at yourself and you say okay why is this triggering me and you've got to look really 15:13.950 --> 15:20.490 deep at who you are and what you are and and understanding that it's just a projection 15:20.490 --> 15:24.610 of you out there you know when you're blaming someone else for something it's like well that 15:24.610 --> 15:29.350 person's horrible so now wait a minute what are they doing to you that is affecting you in that 15:29.350 --> 15:34.530 way and and you look at you've got to look at yourself and say okay I'm bothered by this because 15:34.530 --> 15:39.790 why you know why is it offensive to me why is it bothering me so there's there's a level of I 15:39.790 --> 15:43.310 don't want to call it an insecurity but there's something that needs to be repaired inside of 15:43.310 --> 15:47.890 you because once and then once you do that once you take a hard look at yourself and you fix that 15:47.890 --> 15:52.510 and say I'm not going to react that way anymore I'm not going to let that bother me and when 15:52.510 --> 15:57.970 you release yourself from that you kind of become untouchable and that's the goal and I 15:57.970 --> 16:02.270 mean we all need to work toward that but you've got to look inward because really what it comes down 16:02.270 --> 16:06.570 to is you are the one that's allowing yourself to be affected and you ask yourself why am I being 16:06.570 --> 16:11.930 affected what is it that's triggering me and what is it that I need to fix so that I'm not triggered 16:11.930 --> 16:16.430 because then I can polish my soul up you know because that's what it is it's fine-tuning 16:16.430 --> 16:21.270 that soul and that's what this journey is about here it's everything is a lesson everything 16:21.270 --> 16:26.790 is is something that you should take as a gift no matter how hard it is no matter how 16:26.790 --> 16:31.390 traumatic it is but that's how we're reborn through trauma and pain and then you've got to 16:31.390 --> 16:36.050 really look at yourself and say why did I get hurt like that how did that hurt me was it that 16:36.050 --> 16:42.610 person or was it me allowing it to happen to me because once you understand that nothing can 16:42.610 --> 16:48.410 touch you I mean it really can't I mean unless you let it touch you it's just like a vampire 16:48.410 --> 16:51.410 and there's a lot of vampires out there they don't get to come in the house unless you invite 16:51.410 --> 16:56.830 them they don't have energy unless you give it to them I mean you're the one giving the energy 16:56.830 --> 17:01.530 and that's why we've got the battle for the soul you know light and dark god devil all that stuff 17:01.530 --> 17:07.150 they're battling for something very important and it's up to you to give it to them and so when 17:07.150 --> 17:15.610 you don't give it to them you win yeah I want yeah absolutely I want to add to you know once 17:15.610 --> 17:21.630 you clear it because that's what I'm saying purging to go really within what I'm finding for me it's 17:21.630 --> 17:29.110 still in my field right and I've gone now to the point of like oh shit I've played this character 17:29.110 --> 17:35.490 before I've been killed before like in Westworld for being the record keeper for being protecting 17:35.490 --> 17:41.630 for always standing for fucking truth even if it hurts and people will say yeah they have their 17:41.630 --> 17:48.730 truth and we get you know that's the minutiae but there are absolute truths so once it's still in 17:48.730 --> 17:56.190 someone's field I I saw as I worked on as an empath drawing in narcissists and again it's it 17:56.190 --> 18:01.510 goes back I might earn a psychology and goes back to attachment styles because we're recreating 18:02.090 --> 18:08.690 that over and over to get that love usually from you know the parents that that has to be 18:08.690 --> 18:13.890 integrated a lot because a lot of people will know what's best but they're not being brutally 18:13.890 --> 18:20.470 honest with themselves and seeing nothing happens in a vacuum so there is that you know because I 18:20.470 --> 18:27.790 see an and with me I have righteous anger I hold that divine sort of truth and it's coming to 18:27.790 --> 18:34.090 the point now because what this bifurcation is is also ego versus heart whoever has a heart 18:34.650 --> 18:40.690 left right so what I'm seeing myself react to and it's all a luke fest like you said is 18:41.450 --> 18:47.550 people who are like I understand I'm so sorry it's like you're being fucking fake I rather 18:47.550 --> 18:52.870 you be honest with me and tell me you don't give a fuck and you're just reading things off of a screen 18:52.870 --> 18:59.870 then this fall city and it with every day those that veil is getting thinner and I think people 18:59.870 --> 19:06.990 who are intuitive so I'm having I admit a violent reaction everybody has their dharma their karma and 19:06.990 --> 19:13.470 dharma I happen to be the one who's like throws the the firecracker in the room or just brings 19:13.470 --> 19:22.470 things to the surface so I'll say one last thing I realized that when I was 13 my dad told me 19:22.470 --> 19:29.510 we were Christian Orthodox Coptic Orthodox and my dad told my sister and I was 12 your mom 19:29.510 --> 19:34.210 is having an affair and you can't tell her that you know because she's threatened to commit suicide 19:34.210 --> 19:40.390 okay go play kids and I started spying on my mom and at 13 I didn't even know it's going to be a 19:40.390 --> 19:47.630 journalist that I found out where she hid her love letters I checked him out in the yellow pages and 19:47.630 --> 19:55.290 it really my dad told us to live a lie and like at 16 it was me that said like I can't do this 19:55.850 --> 19:59.430 and it stayed with me that I can't have anything fake 20:01.890 --> 20:10.370 so can you maybe share a little bit about you and your your spiritual journey to come to here as 20:10.370 --> 20:16.130 well sure um everything happens for a reason I mean it really does and you just end up where 20:16.130 --> 20:24.790 you end up but I mean my my whole thing is I have I guess if you really go back you know 20:24.790 --> 20:28.990 I'm just some person in the Midwest in the middle of cornfields it was raised a minute night you know 20:28.990 --> 20:34.150 in a very conservative area and and so you're kind of you have that that religious focus 20:34.150 --> 20:40.130 and what I've found with that it heats a lot of guilt on you and so you make different decisions 20:40.130 --> 20:48.290 based on that and um some good some bad but I don't look back at things that happened to me 20:48.290 --> 20:55.110 that um you know I don't have any regret you know I definitely don't um it teaches you everything is a 20:55.110 --> 21:00.690 lesson and you're here today because of all of the things that have happened to you um no matter 21:00.690 --> 21:06.650 what your upbringing is and you know in that instance that you used with um you know you 21:06.650 --> 21:11.070 know finding the love letters and spying you know and and don't tell you know that kind of thing 21:11.070 --> 21:17.410 um authenticity is the most important thing that I crave um and in myself speaking of shadow 21:17.410 --> 21:22.210 work I had to take a hard look at myself to understand that you know am I being authentic 21:22.210 --> 21:26.190 and you know and I've asked myself these these questions you know am I being 21:26.190 --> 21:33.030 truly authentic because as you said before we kind of know what's right and we have it 21:33.030 --> 21:38.030 internally we have that you know that that understanding of what we need to be but are 21:38.030 --> 21:42.310 we acting that way are we thinking that way are we doing the things that we need to be doing 21:42.310 --> 21:46.350 and that's where it takes the hard look at yourself and you you have to identify am I 21:46.350 --> 21:50.590 really doing that but anyway I'm a kind of a little off track there but no I'm not my 21:50.590 --> 21:55.910 background um I'm by trade you know I went to went to college went to a small um liberal 21:55.910 --> 22:02.330 liberal arts private school and got my degree in teaching um and yeah as Eureka college 22:02.330 --> 22:07.970 is where Ronald Reagan went to college um here in the midwest what where exactly is Eureka 22:07.970 --> 22:14.110 um it's in the Peoria Illinois area yeah if you look at the map kind of central Illinois 22:14.110 --> 22:18.850 real small school or I think there's only 500 students and and that's where I got my degree 22:18.850 --> 22:23.450 and I taught for a year didn't like it because you know I'm idealistic and I think everybody's 22:23.450 --> 22:26.990 going to love literature they're gonna want to learn about human compassion and you know the 22:26.990 --> 22:31.150 human condition and emotions and and then you realize wait a minute I'm just kind of policing 22:31.150 --> 22:36.210 and babysitting and and so as a 21 year old who had just graduated I'm thinking well this 22:36.210 --> 22:39.830 isn't what I signed on for you know I'm going to teach truth with the capital T you know 22:39.830 --> 22:45.210 like you said um and so you know I kind of did some other things and you know I've been in the 22:45.210 --> 22:51.730 IT field now for about 23 years I just kind of went back and cut my teeth on that and 22:52.230 --> 22:57.930 got into it and I'm in a position where I can work from home I have a lot of free time 22:57.930 --> 23:03.230 to where I can kind of get into different things and you know express myself and be you know 23:03.230 --> 23:06.910 what I want to be and you know I got into cryptocurrency I don't want to talk about 23:06.910 --> 23:11.610 a lot about that but cryptocurrency did lead down a different path I've always been pretty 23:11.610 --> 23:18.670 in tune and trusted my intuition um but with crypto is a weird thing it's not just about 23:18.670 --> 23:23.610 the the fact that it's you know a new form of money and it's decentralized it's it's more 23:24.290 --> 23:28.450 and I met a lot of great people through it it's because it kind of activated something in 23:28.450 --> 23:33.890 people to think differently what is money money is energy well what is energy it comes 23:33.890 --> 23:38.110 from you you offer that up and you put it into something and you want to put your energy into 23:38.110 --> 23:43.470 something that that has value well there's a US dollar or the Fed note have value no you start 23:43.470 --> 23:48.630 unwinding all this stuff you've learned and you think wait a minute everything that you know 23:48.630 --> 23:53.950 supposedly has value it's kind of artificial and so you're and it takes you down the road 23:53.950 --> 23:59.030 of truth and what is real and what what is what really matters and what holds your energy 23:59.030 --> 24:03.430 properly and then you really start thinking about your energy and how valuable it is and 24:03.430 --> 24:09.230 that's wait a minute we are the power here we are the ones that feed anything and everything 24:09.230 --> 24:13.250 and so why are we letting people steal it from us you know you talk about the loosh you know and it 24:13.250 --> 24:18.550 it's and I talk about vampires and it's the same vibe you know it's just but you realize that 24:18.550 --> 24:21.910 people are stealing from you and they're stealing the most precious thing that you have 24:21.910 --> 24:27.850 and that's like your soul power and and and and so crypto has kind of led me down that path 24:27.850 --> 24:34.950 and created a more awakening within me and it's called in other people who are very similar to me 24:34.950 --> 24:41.850 and I since 2020 here have had two big meetups a year so we just had our 12th one in October 24:42.410 --> 24:47.890 and it was just COVID had shut everything down I used to go to crypto conferences and met a 24:47.890 --> 24:50.950 lot of people and I enjoyed it and I loved it and I mean you just the frequency and the 24:50.950 --> 24:55.830 energy of the people you meet but what happened in 2020 was everything shut down 24:55.830 --> 25:00.550 and there's no conferences everything was getting canceled and I said in July of 2020 25:00.550 --> 25:05.070 as like July 24th and 5th that weekend I said you know what I'm gonna have people here 25:05.070 --> 25:09.170 and I've been thinking about this before I want people to come together here I want to create 25:09.170 --> 25:14.650 like a sanctuary it'd be a lighthouse point to call like I say a lot call the wandering boats 25:14.650 --> 25:18.610 home you know and that crypto has kind of done that for me and I hope that you know I'm 25:18.610 --> 25:23.490 doing the same for others and so every year twice a year and now it's a week-long event 25:23.490 --> 25:29.750 you know there are great friends and you know family family people that you know they're part 25:29.750 --> 25:35.670 of my new family that I've chosen and we've chosen each other through who we are at a deeper level 25:36.150 --> 25:39.650 and you know we all come here and everybody can't wait to come here and it's just it's a 25:39.650 --> 25:49.670 wonderful time and so I do that a lot and I'm 52 oh wow I am too there you go another 25:49.670 --> 25:56.750 synchronicity you know that it takes Cyrus B 52 years to go around Cyrus A and I really resonated 25:57.410 --> 26:03.930 that I come from Cyrus B which is where the Sophia divine feminine goddess comes from it just 26:03.930 --> 26:11.470 intuitively um I resonated and then I had John Lash the author of not in his image say how do 26:11.470 --> 26:16.890 you know that and I said I don't know I feel like I come from serious B and he showed me that's 26:16.890 --> 26:25.910 where the divine so it takes 52 years for Cyrus B and you know this is a this is a replay you know 26:25.910 --> 26:32.330 these resets have happened a lot and the way I see it those people who are getting the call 26:32.330 --> 26:38.650 that they choose not because of their defeatist to to exit and are really going to take it 26:38.650 --> 26:42.210 seriously because I spoke to a woman today she's like oh I don't want to come back but I'm in 26:42.210 --> 26:47.770 my head I'm like but you're not doing I did tell her you have to do like deep work and like remember 26:47.770 --> 26:54.930 and trust yourself if you want to get the the basically the instruction manual on you know 26:54.930 --> 27:03.130 and I I don't I don't know I'm still figuring it out where to to go and how not to return to go 27:03.130 --> 27:10.190 back to the source or go ideally to another another planet so do you and when's your birthday 27:10.190 --> 27:17.250 what's your sign your yeah I'm in Aquarius um my birthday is February 7th you know of 73 27:17.250 --> 27:24.930 your moon and you're rising uh yeah it's a cancer rising um and then I'm trying to think what the 27:24.930 --> 27:31.350 moon sign um I do know it that represents represents for people the moon is symbolically the soul 27:31.830 --> 27:37.850 your rising is like the way people will see you your persona and you become more of your 27:37.850 --> 27:46.230 rising as it's the sign that's on the horizon and then moon and Aries okay so it's a good config 27:46.230 --> 27:51.690 it's good to be an Aquarius I call them the orchestrators of genius they're very good 27:52.250 --> 27:58.910 from all the Aquarius's to bring things together and um do you resonate with that well absolutely 27:58.910 --> 28:05.730 and it's kind of what I was talking about I I'm naturally good at kind of leadership roles 28:05.730 --> 28:10.870 and bringing people together I mean I it's just it's one of those things and I'm very lofty thinking 28:10.870 --> 28:17.510 and very you know I just a big picture stuff I mean macro level uh it's it's very important to me 28:17.510 --> 28:23.250 um the community is very important and in my own actions that's what's really happened it's 28:23.250 --> 28:31.830 developed a very um very close knit community of people that just just happens it seems like but 28:31.830 --> 28:40.030 um yeah there's without question you know that's that's happened in my life so with the digital 28:41.050 --> 28:46.310 ID in the social credit system I could tell I could say that I am a poster child for the 28:46.310 --> 28:54.970 social credit system I have seriously so with if everything's going to be digital let's say you 28:54.970 --> 29:00.450 put money in this is just thoughts because I don't know about crypto you put money in crypto 29:00.450 --> 29:07.130 and then they decide they want to tank the market and then your money is gone like is that a possibility 29:07.830 --> 29:13.110 on top of so why is why in your opinion we were talking about this before we started 29:13.110 --> 29:18.050 and a big shout out to cheese slice I'll just take a moment to please share the show they do 29:18.050 --> 29:26.030 not like me on YouTube and um this is about refusing to go away and your share makes a 29:26.030 --> 29:30.930 difference I say you know in her six-week lifespan a bee will only create a quarter teaspoon of honey 29:30.930 --> 29:36.210 so every time you see a jar of honey just know that every single drop counts so even a like 29:36.210 --> 29:41.550 and then share so cheese slice has been working on this show with me for two years we're not 29:41.550 --> 29:48.810 monetized we're not allowed to be monetized on YouTube and we'd like to keep going so why is 29:48.810 --> 29:55.210 why is litecoin better than bitcoin and what what do you think about what I'm saying that 29:55.210 --> 30:01.530 they could just tank everybody yeah absolutely no I definitely understand your concerns and you 30:01.530 --> 30:05.990 know with cryptocurrency I came from more of the preserving your wealth in the silver world you 30:05.990 --> 30:11.690 know gold silver precious metals and then crypto came along and you know I learned about it in 2013 30:12.330 --> 30:19.170 you know I purchased you know one bitcoin in 2013 which I don't have anymore um but it was um 30:19.170 --> 30:24.150 that's where I learned about it and you know I kind of I didn't get it I just did it and 30:24.150 --> 30:30.530 then it took me until probably 2017 to really internalize what cryptocurrency is as a truth protocol 30:31.310 --> 30:37.910 the ability to maintain because you think about it now with AI things change videos change you know 30:37.910 --> 30:42.610 it's like a 1984 situation to where it's like wait a minute weren't we with worth your Asia now it's 30:42.610 --> 30:46.750 east Asia and now it's oceana and you know and from day to day you're like wait a minute I'm 30:46.750 --> 30:51.530 so confused I don't know it's real anymore it's you know and you watch videos um cryptocurrency 30:51.910 --> 30:56.350 you know in this world does represent a truth protocol from the standpoint of you've got 30:56.350 --> 31:01.230 distributed computers all running the same code that are keeping an accurate record of all the 31:01.230 --> 31:06.770 transactions like a ledger instead of a single source and centralized and so I see that is very 31:06.770 --> 31:13.450 important um and yeah I mean it is digital and so people say well we have an emp you know and it 31:13.450 --> 31:17.250 goes out and we can't use it well then nothing works I mean you don't go to the gas station 31:17.250 --> 31:22.630 or the store it's not going to work so I come at it with the premise of okay we are going into a 31:22.630 --> 31:27.470 digital age they are taking us into a digital age if we're going to participate in the digital age 31:27.470 --> 31:34.310 I want to have digital assets that are the best digital assets that are decentralized that I can 31:34.310 --> 31:38.890 hold in my possession and I can use anytime I want based on that just you know that separate 31:38.890 --> 31:44.550 network that runs it and so I like Litecoin a lot I really do it's it's you know I've got 31:44.550 --> 31:48.450 the Litecoin sign here and the reason why I do I'm not saying it's better than Bitcoin 31:48.450 --> 31:53.230 what's the difference for someone who has no idea and once again I just want to know is cheese slice 31:53.230 --> 32:00.470 gone where are you cheese slice because I'm trying to put comments on the screen and I'm not I'm not 32:00.470 --> 32:06.490 able did did he disappear I'm sorry sorry to interrupt you no I'm right here I haven't gone 32:06.490 --> 32:12.810 anywhere okay why did they change the interface on on streamer that I can't put any of the 32:12.810 --> 32:21.070 you might not be logged in if I log in will I get bumped out well no uh well maybe yeah 32:21.850 --> 32:27.490 if you can't post the if you can't post yeah if you can't post the comments then that means you're 32:27.490 --> 32:34.730 not logged in you're just a guest on your own show you're not do you mind if I just try to 32:34.730 --> 32:39.410 log in I'm sorry Clint the question is between Litecoin and so just give me 32:40.290 --> 32:40.690 sure 32:43.630 --> 32:47.550 so yeah I think you wanted you to just keep talking about it yeah okay yeah I'm still live here okay 32:47.550 --> 32:52.630 yeah no I'll talk about it so the differences are essentially this Bitcoin was formed in 2009 32:52.630 --> 32:57.430 that's when the first block was in January and it's been running ever since well I mean it did 32:57.430 --> 33:00.970 have a couple of down times I mean they had to reset some things so it's not it doesn't have 33:00.970 --> 33:07.210 100 uptime Litecoin was 2011 in October so you know two and a half or so years later 33:07.210 --> 33:12.390 almost three years later Litecoin's been running now for over 14 years non-stop 33:12.970 --> 33:18.990 the longest running uninterrupted blockchain out there now essentially what had happened is you had 33:18.990 --> 33:25.070 Bitcoin you have 21 million of those that's that's the max that can exist Litecoin came along and 33:25.070 --> 33:29.910 the creator Charlie Lee actually said you know can I make this more efficient you know can I can 33:29.910 --> 33:35.390 I do some tweaks to Bitcoin and so he did with Litecoin essentially essentially the same code 33:35.390 --> 33:40.910 as Bitcoin but a little bit different it runs four times as fast when it confirms blocks there's four 33:40.910 --> 33:45.830 times as many so there's 84 million Litecoin that will be mined out as opposed to 21 million Bitcoin 33:46.870 --> 33:52.990 the fees on it because it uses a different mining algorithm than SHA-256 which I believe was 33:52.990 --> 33:56.890 invented by the NSA and there's some questions about that that people keep throwing out there who 33:56.890 --> 34:02.410 you know really invented this Bitcoin and what's it for and so it runs on an S-crypt or script 34:02.410 --> 34:07.530 algorithm which is which is different makes it more fast it's more efficient so Litecoin is more 34:07.530 --> 34:15.930 poised to handle more transactions than Bitcoin is because Bitcoin the blocks fill up and there's 34:15.930 --> 34:21.030 only so many transactions that can go in a block and it's every 10 minutes Litecoin has more 34:21.030 --> 34:26.630 capacity so it can handle more transactions from people and it can scale a lot better because 34:26.630 --> 34:30.770 it's got more technology that's been built into it to where you have a privacy function and 34:30.770 --> 34:35.570 it's optional so you can send it you know publicly and say you know think about when you're sitting 34:35.570 --> 34:41.390 in church you know if you go to church they pass the plate and you can put your hundred dollar bill 34:41.390 --> 34:46.050 in there and brag and everybody can see it or you can put it in an envelope which you know 34:46.050 --> 34:49.670 that's the optional privacy that Litecoin has to the to where it's like you know I don't want 34:49.670 --> 34:52.690 anybody to see what I'm doing I'm just going to put it in this envelope and stick it in there 34:52.690 --> 34:58.150 so you made the transaction but you want to do it privately or you want to do a public 34:58.150 --> 35:02.550 transaction so it's logged on that blockchain and you can see it and you know for record keeping 35:02.550 --> 35:06.590 purposes because you know it's a distributed ledger which is an important thing and you know 35:06.590 --> 35:10.190 everybody can verify it but there are times when you want to have privacy you know you don't want 35:10.190 --> 35:14.190 anybody knowing what you have or where it came from or how much you sent and so Litecoin 35:14.190 --> 35:17.910 offers that optional privacy that you can opt into and I really like that feature 35:18.510 --> 35:23.770 um there and it's just um and it always works the transaction fees there are times 35:23.770 --> 35:28.970 with Bitcoin and Ethereum even to where when the network gets congested and more people are using it 35:28.970 --> 35:35.130 you'll see fees you know I've seen Bitcoin at $50 just to send a transaction so if you 35:35.130 --> 35:39.790 got $100 in Bitcoin and you want to send it it's going to cost you $50 of that Bitcoin just to 35:39.790 --> 35:44.390 transact in it and that that fluctuates just because there's limited space and it comes 35:44.390 --> 35:49.750 at a premium Litecoin the transactions have been consistently under a penny so you can send 35:49.750 --> 35:55.950 $100 million of Litecoin to under a penny and I mean not in time will grow as more and more usage 35:55.950 --> 36:00.950 but it's got much more capacity to be able to handle it um and so you know there's just a 36:00.950 --> 36:04.530 lot of things I use Litecoin all the time as far as payments and transacting and you 36:04.530 --> 36:09.650 can send it peer to peer so to get to your question Mariam what happens if they shut this 36:09.650 --> 36:13.210 stuff off you know it's a digital framework you know and you know social credit scores 36:13.210 --> 36:19.390 and go full china um since it's on a it's running on computers that are decentralized 36:19.930 --> 36:25.430 and you know all over the world as long as there's internet connectivity just the backbone of the 36:25.430 --> 36:31.470 internet then as long as that last computer is running then transactions can be made um 36:32.170 --> 36:36.670 now it can get really bad you know stablecoins a different thing though you know or CBDC 36:37.950 --> 36:45.070 what is the difference between CBDC um uh the differences between a proof of work networked 36:45.070 --> 36:49.030 where you've got multiple computers running you know like bitcoin and Litecoin to where they 36:49.030 --> 36:54.810 all validate the transactions and maintain a ledger of it it's very distributed now a CBDC 36:54.810 --> 37:01.510 what can happen is um one entity can come out or I should that's central bank digital currency 37:01.510 --> 37:05.110 that's kind of gone by the wayside and they're moving more towards stable coins even the 37:05.110 --> 37:09.010 Trump administration has said you know stable coins are the future he said that over you know 37:09.010 --> 37:14.390 a year ago at the bitcoin conference in Nashville um but that seems to be their play and it's the 37:14.390 --> 37:20.550 same thing as a CBDC it really is it's totally centralized it's totally controlled and you 37:20.550 --> 37:25.930 can change the code at will if you want to increase decrease the supply and that's where 37:25.930 --> 37:31.570 they want to take us in this digital framework and so that is a bad thing um because it's 37:31.570 --> 37:35.690 going to be pegged to the dollar you know however they want to paint it but what it does 37:35.690 --> 37:40.390 it does allow a point of control a very centralized point of control to where 37:40.930 --> 37:46.010 if we have a USDC you know or I shouldn't say that we have one let's say we have a US stable coin 37:46.010 --> 37:49.570 and you're going to get your social security in that now you know everybody would download 37:49.570 --> 37:54.910 the free wallet um hey you're going to get your snap benefits you know with this stable coin 37:54.910 --> 37:58.710 and it's pegged to the dollar you can use it on PayPal you can use it here you can use it 37:58.710 --> 38:04.090 you can use it everywhere and what happens though at some point they may put restrictions on it and 38:04.090 --> 38:11.850 say well yeah I mean you got 30 days to use it otherwise it starts oh yeah um or well you know 38:11.850 --> 38:17.090 you know your latest medical exam you know you have this statistic and you know so you're not 38:17.090 --> 38:21.410 going to be able to go buy steak anymore and so you know you won't be able to purchase that 38:21.410 --> 38:27.350 thing with that coin it's total control total surveillance total big brother and and that's 38:27.350 --> 38:32.890 the danger I mean it really is in the digital system um but they are taking us digital and so 38:32.890 --> 38:37.890 my point is I would rather if we're going to be digital hold a digital asset like a digital gold 38:37.890 --> 38:43.270 like bitcoin or a digital silver like litecoin that you can use even outside their system because 38:43.270 --> 38:48.130 if I want to send you litecoin mariam all you do is you pull up your qr code and I can go okay 38:48.130 --> 38:53.550 boom done and then that private or I should say that network that's running the litecoin code 38:53.550 --> 38:57.930 all those computers you're not going to pay foul or the government or anybody you're a bank 38:58.510 --> 39:06.710 so when I got invited to rockfin and they said you need to set up a wallet so I don't know if 39:06.710 --> 39:14.590 there's anyone out there that can help me but you know then they put me behind they scrubbed 39:14.590 --> 39:20.910 my dashboard they scrubbed the followers they have my real timeline george floyd movie which I've 39:20.910 --> 39:27.090 now asked them to remove they kept my thumbnails so they're using my image to draw people in 39:27.510 --> 39:37.290 my content and so hi may hi wherever you are he set up the I knew shit about bitcoin so I 39:37.290 --> 39:42.110 actually found it on a ledger I have a thousand dollars in tips that I could really use 39:42.650 --> 39:49.390 and it's on I've written them on like legal red letterhead still have colleagues tlab 39:49.970 --> 39:55.990 sam trippley they're still on rockfin so someone's running the company so if I'm writing to the 39:55.990 --> 40:04.390 ceo and I'm pleased I need my thousand dollars and so the seed phrase hi may set it up and 40:04.390 --> 40:11.870 then hi may left the fucking company so I have found the thousand dollars I was smart enough 40:12.450 --> 40:20.190 to figure that out because I know crap about bitcoin or and so it's there I could see it 40:20.690 --> 40:24.310 and I've written to them because who set up how can I get that money 40:26.090 --> 40:30.670 yeah that's a good question so the seed phrase whoever said you know he set that up that 40:30.670 --> 40:35.230 that's the key to unlocking that I would think I don't know it much about redfin is it a platform 40:35.230 --> 40:45.350 is it a wallet rockfin rockfin is a supposedly they had their tokens and supposedly was censorship 40:45.350 --> 40:53.630 free but it ended up being yet another racket so but my thing is like oh well my colleagues 40:53.630 --> 40:58.850 are still on there so who the fuck are they talking to how are they getting the rake do 40:58.850 --> 41:01.730 you know cheese slice anything about any progress now 41:03.750 --> 41:13.170 but so it brings up yeah they obviously banked on my naivete to set it up and then tried to 41:13.170 --> 41:21.650 say well you gave you gave the wallet but no I I didn't give the wallet so I'm still trying 41:21.650 --> 41:28.570 to get that money and then as far as the social credit system I'll share I got a letter 41:29.370 --> 41:35.670 saying you can get ten thousand dollar loan and it's better business bureau stamp and a little 41:36.250 --> 41:44.070 so I just called because people know that I've been hella censored and I'm struggling so I called 41:44.070 --> 41:49.450 and he's like how much do you want it was just one guy but the company was called lindia 41:50.350 --> 41:55.650 when diva or something and I said I want it all what are you going to use it for I'm going to buy 41:55.650 --> 42:01.750 inventory it was ten thousand dollars okay give me your code okay so I give him the code and then 42:01.750 --> 42:10.030 he says this you're a conspiracy theorist and I'm like what what the fuck database did you pull up 42:10.030 --> 42:17.210 did it have like mariam's face and conspiracy theorist right and it's all so he hangs up on me 42:17.710 --> 42:24.630 call back now I'm blocked I can't get through so I asked snuffy when I saw him 42:25.430 --> 42:34.890 he called went through gave up another social security card but my info came up so this is a 42:34.890 --> 42:42.110 better business accredited what database comes up so what I'm the point here is you will be 42:42.110 --> 42:49.790 you will be linked like and I already know I am a beta user for what's coming so for instance like 42:49.790 --> 42:56.550 the b-lady is banned on bumble so now she can't even like go you know find friends or go on a date 42:57.670 --> 43:03.370 it's like that's purposeful why because I shared a link about George my George Floyd movie 43:04.330 --> 43:10.790 it's whack yeah so and it's not just come happening to public figures it can happen to 43:10.790 --> 43:16.150 soccer moms they know every single one who's not jabbed you know for those people who joined 43:16.150 --> 43:22.190 injected personally this is my little take when oh dating site for non-vaccinated people 43:23.010 --> 43:30.170 when you go on what's your blood type oh wow so smart this is how you're gonna get the 43:30.170 --> 43:36.690 unvaccinated fuck you I see through your game but most people won't right no no let's find your 43:36.690 --> 43:42.130 on 23 and me oh that'll be great I'll find out who my great grandparents are and then the next thing 43:42.130 --> 43:46.650 you know they've got all your information and use that for whatever you know most of these are fronts 43:46.650 --> 43:50.570 anyway I mean that's the thing we live in an artificial world where they can create money out of nothing 43:50.570 --> 43:58.210 and so what at what end would they stop creating tools to rob you of your energy and steal 43:58.210 --> 44:03.270 everything that you have I mean there is no limit to it I mean we're 38 trillion in debt that 44:03.270 --> 44:08.230 we know about and I mean and then unfunded liabilities are off the charts I mean this is 44:08.230 --> 44:12.610 unfathomable amount of money and that they've spent and look at the things that they've created 44:12.610 --> 44:17.630 everything's fake the media is completely controlled farm is completely controlled military industrial 44:17.630 --> 44:22.330 complex is out of control I mean it's every fat Hollywood you know everything you know it's 44:22.330 --> 44:27.670 like every facet of everything the NBA's rigged we find that out you know there's the big 44:27.670 --> 44:35.610 but NFL's rigged I mean it can rigged everything's been rigged it's all gay folks don't be faking gay 44:36.150 --> 44:45.070 there you go like it's you know and and it's a collective it's a soul collective this journey 44:45.690 --> 44:53.210 you know that you're we're on the same page it's a journey and it's a remembrance so as we raise 44:53.830 --> 45:01.650 that that's how you can stay above it all to not get looshed and you know for me personally I have 45:01.650 --> 45:09.990 PTSD and I have righteous anger I can't stand in justice and so I'm working on reprogram reprogramming 45:09.990 --> 45:16.070 my subconscious because we're we all if we're awake have spent our life deleting I'm going to 45:16.070 --> 45:22.150 delete the self-limiting program I'm going to self-delete and the last one is that a lot of 45:22.150 --> 45:30.210 people got gaslit and feel like they can't relate to their immediate friends anymore and need to find 45:30.210 --> 45:37.810 hopefully have found the fortitude to go off the beaten path and who gives a f if right just because 45:37.810 --> 45:43.190 you're you know how about your family was your family any of them jabbed did you lose friends 45:44.410 --> 45:53.170 oh me yeah no no I mean you know we're all kind of into the same mindset and and it's yeah I mean 45:53.170 --> 45:58.230 and I live in a pretty conservative area and and so you know that didn't really affect but there were 45:58.230 --> 46:04.290 still people who you know it's like blinders on you know and not and not and it's unfortunate 46:04.290 --> 46:10.470 I mean it just it really is that um you had a situation where they used every tool possible 46:10.470 --> 46:13.990 oh you're not going to get to see grandma in a nursing home oh you're not going to get to see 46:13.990 --> 46:18.490 your father who's you know got an illness and so you're scared this is a fear thing it's like 46:18.490 --> 46:24.030 you said it's all about fear everything's about fear and if you just let go of the fear and 46:24.030 --> 46:29.530 you know laugh at it or whatever you want to do to react to it it can't touch you that's why 46:29.530 --> 46:34.630 I'm always use the vampire analogy it's like it can't do anything to you unless you give it 46:34.630 --> 46:39.470 the energy you don't give it the energy don't let it fear you into doing things trust yourself 46:39.470 --> 46:46.030 and do you boo so this is the Hawkins scale so they're these are frequencies 46:47.430 --> 46:57.150 so they're keeping people in these low frequencies and I I recommend the book by Hawkins 46:57.730 --> 47:05.170 called letting go because we all need to let go and forgive so then this is the highest 47:05.930 --> 47:16.170 so that point so I got this to put on my wall to remind me of the of the frequencies and of course 47:16.850 --> 47:21.950 coming after your livelihood and people are instead of like I'm going to pay it forward 47:21.950 --> 47:26.430 I'm going to practice abundance I'm going to show trust in the universe because I personally 47:26.430 --> 47:32.730 have never done anything for money like that's not what drives me and my book no one could 47:32.730 --> 47:38.630 pay me enough money for five years of investigative journalism journalism for the future nobody is 47:38.630 --> 47:45.690 like oh I'm going to charge $500 for a fucking blowout for your hair like on the island in West 47:45.690 --> 47:53.590 Palm but so it's all you know it's it's uh it's all subjective what what is I chose to live 47:53.590 --> 48:00.430 a lie I chose it's my decision to have almost died and lived a life of in service and feel 48:00.430 --> 48:07.970 rewarded and rich in my spirit but because all of us are getting the squeeze in so 48:07.970 --> 48:14.910 everybody then will go to like fear fear like I'll give an example as a woman who has 48:14.910 --> 48:21.610 got into Moderna jabs and I believe is vaccine injured but being told that she has arthritis now 48:21.610 --> 48:27.950 and she's having an awakening but maybe not realizing it because also believe that if I work 48:27.950 --> 48:35.450 hard if I am loving I'll get the man I'll get the whatever and it's it's we're seeing no it's all 48:35.450 --> 48:43.610 but it's it's all it's all fake and materialistic right but so she got hired and maybe people at home 48:44.550 --> 48:51.230 I get at least for my business you want funding you want funding it's a racket okay it's a racket 48:51.230 --> 48:58.910 so she got hired and then within two weeks was seeing things that aren't on the up and up 48:58.910 --> 49:03.870 and she lost her job so when I scanned into it and I and like yeah they saw that you're too 49:04.430 --> 49:09.750 you're too you're too honest and you're not going to play the game they did you a favor just because 49:09.750 --> 49:15.970 you're rejected from the matrix doesn't mean you need to internalize it because it's also 49:16.610 --> 49:23.110 not only remembrance it's also for self-forgiveness right not only for others forgive them for they do 49:23.110 --> 49:28.910 not know but it's it's also which is a lot of alchemy you use the heart it's like a furnace 49:28.910 --> 49:34.490 that's why they attacked it it's way stronger than the mind yeah and the world of spirituality 49:35.030 --> 49:41.570 defies logic yep and and you say it I say it when you know you know how do you know 49:41.570 --> 49:47.370 I just know I just know and you know I can tell by the frequency how when did you like that person 49:47.370 --> 49:50.150 it's like it's not that I don't like them I just don't want to be around them and there's something 49:50.150 --> 49:56.030 about them in that energy level that I just it's not there you know it's not for me and there's 49:56.030 --> 50:02.050 other people it's just like gravitate and um yeah I mean in that instance you know 50:02.570 --> 50:07.690 ah this is my dream job you know for you know I want this job so badly and and then you get 50:07.690 --> 50:12.810 it and then maybe something like that happens to where you see uh man what's really going on here 50:14.190 --> 50:19.570 and and instead of you know looking at it as a negative oh man you know I spent all this time 50:19.570 --> 50:24.690 in college you know it's been all this money to get this job and now that I'm here it's not no 50:24.690 --> 50:29.950 don't look at it that way um you got to look at it as a lesson I mean we either figure these 50:29.950 --> 50:34.490 lessons out on our own or the universe will will kick us and you know throw a tornado at us 50:34.490 --> 50:42.050 or a hurricane or something to move us and if if you're willing to seek truth if you're willing 50:42.050 --> 50:47.550 to heal your soul and find your soul it will help you and it will reward you you may not 50:47.550 --> 50:52.930 think it is at the time you may think why did I lose that person you know or or why did this 50:52.930 --> 50:58.530 happen to me but I'm telling you I mean in my own life when you look back you look at it as 50:58.530 --> 51:05.270 well that was a gift thank you um thank you for I didn't want to go through that I didn't plan to 51:05.270 --> 51:09.530 go through that I never would have chosen to go through that but I had to go through that to be 51:09.530 --> 51:15.050 who I am now and and that's the most important thing so when you get upset on a daily basis and 51:15.050 --> 51:19.150 think find this freaking car breakdown or why the tire go flat think you might have gotten 51:19.150 --> 51:23.650 an accident down the road you just don't know it you know something worse might have happened 51:23.650 --> 51:27.830 to you and you were prevented from that happening so quit getting mad at the situation and 51:27.830 --> 51:31.950 think well maybe I need to learn how to you know keep a spare tire in the back or you know 51:31.950 --> 51:37.610 maybe I need to you know find the lesson and everything yeah it's important because it's 51:37.610 --> 51:42.550 the universe is teaching you it's helping you to be you I mean you you need this lesson 51:43.430 --> 51:49.950 the real you the essence you and and also with that you know I've been driven a lot 51:49.950 --> 51:54.790 by my hunches and trusting them I don't often know where they're going to take me 51:54.790 --> 51:59.210 but you know people because I beat to my own drum why are you doing that 51:59.210 --> 52:04.430 or like what's that going to do I don't know at least if I make the mistakes they're going to 52:04.430 --> 52:11.130 be my mistakes Pluto coming out of Capricorn it's also as someone with six planets in Capricorn 52:11.130 --> 52:24.770 which is ruled by Saturn is a lot of control that this is also a time of surrender and the 52:25.330 --> 52:33.350 now it's a theme on YouTube but I got the message in regards to you know this notion of a twin flame 52:33.350 --> 52:39.590 that I said what the fuck is this to him in the ethers to my higher self and I heard in a previous 52:39.590 --> 52:45.770 life you signed up for a 3d 5d split test and then two months later oh look at all the shows 52:45.770 --> 52:53.090 that are called 3d 5d split how did you know Mariam but trusting yourself even if it doesn't 52:53.090 --> 53:00.750 make sense because what the 3d it a situation might look really f'd up but the 5d is you know beyond 53:00.750 --> 53:06.430 time and space where let's say two people are going out they're really going out there's four 53:06.430 --> 53:10.970 people in the relationship because there's the wounded selves and it's all this crap that comes 53:11.730 --> 53:17.670 but two people on the surface it looks like something but I call it the silent stream 53:18.310 --> 53:26.710 there's so much percolating underneath so we're all being invited to trust and I'm saying all of this 53:26.710 --> 53:34.050 for someone who was like working 16 hours a day glued to the screen trying to do my job just do 53:34.050 --> 53:42.590 my job as a messenger and real journalist and you know to not question and but we do make 53:42.590 --> 53:47.310 mistakes it's not about regretting but if I look I've spent my life following in my mail 53:47.670 --> 53:55.610 not being in my feminine my gemini moon self which is like the dancer free silly goofy free 53:56.310 --> 54:02.690 and setting it's also about us being our authentic selves as again as a man a divine masculine 54:03.330 --> 54:08.410 to you know if I'm on the first on the dance floor then I invite others usually it's the 54:08.410 --> 54:15.050 children that come and dance with me I free them up to go dance but then you know people 54:15.050 --> 54:21.290 will feel like oh I can kick the dance floor too and be free so what do you say to that 54:21.290 --> 54:26.430 I 100% agree with you and and that's that's the thing that everything holds us back 54:27.310 --> 54:32.170 more than anything we hold ourselves back because of the expectations of society of 54:32.170 --> 54:41.730 education of parents of family of relationships you you definitely exactly Jim I mean I say it 54:41.730 --> 54:47.690 all the time trust yourself and it seems crazy I've done some crazy stuff I'm not crazy stuff 54:47.690 --> 54:53.490 this year and people look at me like what you know what did you do and just out of the blue 54:53.490 --> 54:59.550 but it's like internally when you know you know you know there are things that have happened 54:59.550 --> 55:03.570 it's like okay this is the day this is the day I'm doing this I'm just going to do it 55:03.570 --> 55:10.570 because if I don't do it I can't continue to be deceptive to myself I cannot continue 55:10.570 --> 55:14.970 to live a I always say you know the massive I don't say I think it was thorough that said 55:14.970 --> 55:20.190 that the massive men lead lives of quiet desperation don't lead a life of quiet 55:20.190 --> 55:25.270 desperation I mean because you're just harboring you know I'm desperate to do this stuff you 55:25.270 --> 55:28.290 know but I'm not going to do it because I'm afraid to do it you know if you've got 55:28.290 --> 55:33.610 the ability to do it and and and you don't do it you've wasted your opportunity here 55:33.610 --> 55:39.910 and and you have to I mean don't live with regret and I say that all the time it's like 55:39.910 --> 55:45.950 I have no regrets I will look you in the eye and say I have no regrets I mean I'm you could say 55:45.950 --> 55:51.710 I made mistakes but I don't even look at them as mistakes um it's it's everything was done 55:51.710 --> 55:56.130 everything that I've done I have learned from I would not be who I am if I changed 55:56.130 --> 55:59.950 one second of my life and done something differently and I'm good with where I'm 55:59.950 --> 56:05.770 at and who I am so I would never change anything I would never go back in time and say 56:05.770 --> 56:10.030 oh if you hadn't done this you know what would have no I'm not going to do that because 56:10.030 --> 56:15.510 the fact that I'm having this conversation right now I probably wouldn't be having this 56:15.510 --> 56:20.830 conversation right now if I changed one little thing and like I said I'm I'm good 56:20.830 --> 56:24.930 you know I'm good going forward and in understanding who I am and what decisions 56:24.930 --> 56:29.910 I need to make and I'll make you know I'll maybe make some I guess you could say mistakes 56:29.910 --> 56:35.390 or do something that doesn't work out like I think but it's not a mistake because it's 56:35.390 --> 56:40.730 meant to teach me something and hone my soul and and you just gotta keep on moving forward 56:40.730 --> 56:45.490 and accept all that stuff you really do I mean one of my biggest mistakes is trusting people as 56:45.490 --> 56:53.370 an ethnic woman and a Canadian I mean I know disrespect to Americans but there's a warmness 56:53.370 --> 56:59.810 where there's a lot of coldness and in the culture that's what I've experienced but be like 56:59.810 --> 57:05.350 you know I'm take off your shoes make yourself at home and I allowed people in honey colony 57:05.350 --> 57:11.630 and I empowered them gaslit myself because I'm unconventional do things and and was like 57:11.630 --> 57:17.150 take off your shoes let me empower you to sodomize me over and over again I get you 57:17.150 --> 57:23.530 and so I have made mistakes to but are there mistakes but aren't but you realize them now and 57:23.530 --> 57:27.470 you're you're probably correcting those right and you're not going to have that same behavior 57:27.470 --> 57:33.690 going forward so by doing that and going through that it's it's you know helped hasn't it to you 57:33.690 --> 57:37.390 know only a minute I'm not I could have I could have gotten the v8 you know should have 57:37.390 --> 57:43.350 the v8 a lot a lot I could have learned that mistake that issue and saved myself a lot of 57:43.350 --> 57:49.170 strife and the thing is you have to take responsibility and I believe that we've all made our beds 57:49.170 --> 57:53.470 and it's time to sleep in them you know for all those people there's so many who are vaccine 57:53.470 --> 57:57.830 injured like god forbid you at least you don't even know you're vaccine injured and you're 57:57.830 --> 58:07.070 you know my stepdad is rotting in a in a hospice with a with a with a vaccine injury but no one's 58:07.070 --> 58:14.330 treating it as such so once you get into this system or to the killing field you know I'm just 58:14.330 --> 58:20.030 saying you can learn your you can learn the lesson so it's taken me because it will get louder 58:20.030 --> 58:28.130 and louder and yeah ultimately ultimately it's an ego death too just not having the ability 58:28.130 --> 58:34.830 to have reach and in this fake and gay world as a journalist or as a content influencer 58:35.470 --> 58:42.450 but what I find is that people who find the show are resonating with their heart and their soul 58:42.450 --> 58:49.490 and its quality over quantity that's you know I just get frustrated that people don't know 58:49.490 --> 58:54.950 how they're being manipulated and so this is what I think let's say I was you were 58:54.950 --> 59:00.130 raised Christian I was raised Christian I'm not against Jesus although I will get read about 59:00.130 --> 59:06.650 him in that in little later and I'm not I'm not against Christ consciousness but keeping the 59:06.650 --> 59:14.770 salvation outside of you that's part of the trap and so my my point here is like I don't want to 59:14.770 --> 59:19.930 live a dissolution life I don't want to live a life where I'm just living a fucking lie to 59:19.930 --> 59:30.010 myself and and living my entire life based on bullshit you know and so for my meeting people 59:30.010 --> 59:36.270 they might be good people like have the good intentions but with all due respect even Christians 59:36.270 --> 59:42.550 it's like no they took out the divine feminine okay you're a woman you're standing for I only 59:42.550 --> 59:50.930 refer to the bimbo I walk with Jesus I said but what there's a blind spot there you're not 59:50.930 --> 59:59.250 listening to what I'm saying because so all of us have blind spots I've made it a point to 59:59.250 --> 01:00:04.770 look at my own blind spots to not be dissolutioned itself because you'll meet someone who's a brilliant 01:00:04.770 --> 01:00:11.190 mind oh but they're into Scientology or oh this person knows everything you know about 01:00:11.190 --> 01:00:17.010 medical freedom but now they're standing with the xio christians and they're part of that agenda 01:00:18.130 --> 01:00:24.150 you know I mean yeah absolutely and and that's it that's it I mean you know a lot of times we do 01:00:24.150 --> 01:00:28.330 that and I've done that you know to where it's like okay I'm done with that person because you 01:00:28.330 --> 01:00:33.370 know they've aligned themselves with this and but then I then I think you know what hey that's 01:00:33.370 --> 01:00:37.130 their choice maybe they're maybe they're figuring something out and maybe they need to go 01:00:37.130 --> 01:00:41.650 through that to realize oh okay well maybe this isn't the right person to be hanging with I shouldn't 01:00:41.650 --> 01:00:48.570 be hanging with George Soros on a boat and you know it's I try not to you know because I mean 01:00:48.570 --> 01:00:52.590 you know in the past you know I prejudge you know I look at things I think oh well you know forget 01:00:52.590 --> 01:00:58.390 that and that's more up here you know and what you've been indoctrinated with and so I've 01:00:58.390 --> 01:01:05.450 tried to learn to come down here and you know feel and understand you know internally rather 01:01:05.450 --> 01:01:12.690 than the external forces that have programmed my mind you know throughout my life and it's it's a 01:01:12.690 --> 01:01:17.870 journey it's a it's it's it's difficult um but again you have to really take a hard look at yourself 01:01:17.870 --> 01:01:23.110 and say that have I you know am I thinking for myself or am I feeling for myself am I am I 01:01:23.110 --> 01:01:30.350 expressing who I really am and what my path is here and who I am here or am I making decisions 01:01:30.350 --> 01:01:35.710 based on you know what I've been programmed to make and you know where is that coming from and 01:01:35.710 --> 01:01:40.770 it's a hard thing you know to really understand but it gets easier I mean and it a lot of it 01:01:40.770 --> 01:01:47.710 with me in particular it's it's come from um you know it's you know cutting out the alcohol 01:01:47.710 --> 01:01:53.850 I mean eating food it's better for you um you know and it makes a transformative difference I mean 01:01:53.850 --> 01:01:58.290 it really does it helps activate your body and your cells and many things wake up and you 01:01:58.290 --> 01:02:05.490 become much more in tune with who you are and the rest of the world because it's it's the frequencies 01:02:05.490 --> 01:02:10.290 like you said you know on that chart you know you're way low frequency on a lot of stuff you know 01:02:10.290 --> 01:02:14.590 when you're ingesting certain things and you know and you talk about alchemy that's the like 01:02:14.590 --> 01:02:18.950 ultimate form of alchemy if you don't believe in alchemy then the things that you eat are 01:02:18.950 --> 01:02:24.330 definitely alchemic because you eat certain things you drink certain things it changes your 01:02:24.330 --> 01:02:30.110 body I mean just look at people in America and you know and if you do different things and put 01:02:30.110 --> 01:02:34.110 different things in or not put different things in like today for instance you know what I even eat 01:02:34.110 --> 01:02:38.270 I don't even know hardly anything and I feel great you know because I'll go through those periods where 01:02:38.270 --> 01:02:42.190 it's like I'm just not gonna eat today I'll just drink some water and I'll tell you you know 01:02:42.190 --> 01:02:47.870 your frequency yeah it just raises and and you know we're mostly water anyway and you know and 01:02:47.870 --> 01:02:52.550 charge cells and you know batteries and what we are but yeah it's you got to look at those 01:02:52.550 --> 01:02:59.030 things from the standpoint of it's you know it's all of those things around you that that can 01:02:59.030 --> 01:03:04.370 destroy your frequency and and take you away from who you are your analogy of the onion I've used that 01:03:04.370 --> 01:03:08.510 many times it's like you know the core of the onion that's the heart that makes you cry and it's 01:03:08.510 --> 01:03:12.790 the most emotional part and then but we're layered up our whole lives with you know these 01:03:12.790 --> 01:03:17.910 these skins that it's hard to get that soul out or that expression of who you are out 01:03:17.910 --> 01:03:24.010 until you appeal them all back right when you thought into it and then it all comes out you know 01:03:24.610 --> 01:03:32.090 I maybe I sound harsh as someone who is on her last life and everybody has their karma and 01:03:32.090 --> 01:03:38.950 dharma it's like okay if you want to come back here and I was reading a book in one of my my many 01:03:38.950 --> 01:03:46.830 books now about reincarnation it brought up it said that the soul has 144 cycles because 01:03:46.830 --> 01:03:53.710 many of us feel I know I'm moving up to 144,000 if it's a if it's a frequency but so think of it 01:03:53.710 --> 01:04:01.350 I was talking to Jimmy about this so let's say you have 144 cycles back in the day you could 01:04:01.350 --> 01:04:09.610 argue we lived 800 years 700 years before all the poisons when the oxygen the canopy all of it 01:04:09.610 --> 01:04:15.270 okay but let's do an average let's say a hundred and then with the industrialization and 01:04:15.270 --> 01:04:21.570 actually there was a period where there was a lot of young deaths so let's say the average life is 50 01:04:22.010 --> 01:04:32.270 and that's 144 times times 144 so think about all the hundreds thousands of years like in Westworld 01:04:32.270 --> 01:04:40.310 that you've played this character you reincarnate with similar people and if you're lucky you'll 01:04:40.310 --> 01:04:47.150 you'll find a simpatico soul or you'll find your soul family we could all say let's say I know Jimmy 01:04:47.150 --> 01:04:55.390 and I are in the same soul family and that there's a kindred spirit of same same frequency so I 01:04:56.150 --> 01:05:03.690 as a divine feminine that holds the divine sort of truth I am a food nazi I am I have high standards 01:05:03.690 --> 01:05:09.990 so also if there's there's anyone I'm a mirror oh you don't like what you see here huh you're 01:05:09.990 --> 01:05:15.770 going to scramble away because after my Kundalini I was like oh if there's any demons I'm going to cast 01:05:15.770 --> 01:05:21.770 you them away with my light you will not be able to stand in the frequency if you want to improve 01:05:21.770 --> 01:05:27.770 your life because no one comes into Miriam's life and doesn't get healthier or is provoked or thought 01:05:27.770 --> 01:05:32.910 or I don't help them go on their path since I was very young help what's your passion what 01:05:32.910 --> 01:05:38.330 do you want to do go do that right bringing out the best in someone but I have to remind myself 01:05:38.330 --> 01:05:45.250 some people want to come back here and do this again yeah and they love the Saturday and Sunday 01:05:45.250 --> 01:05:49.470 football games you know they don't want to miss out on that you know it's like uh enjoy sitting 01:05:49.470 --> 01:05:58.310 there and you know hey you know it's not for me but choose your path you know well like like 01:05:58.310 --> 01:06:05.130 cipher in the matrix right he wants to come back to feel to taste the bloody steak yeah right and and 01:06:05.130 --> 01:06:10.550 there's a lot of that because it's you know it is very captivating and very you know engaging and it 01:06:10.550 --> 01:06:17.210 gives you pleasure and it activates those senses you know but that's all just temporary and physical 01:06:17.210 --> 01:06:22.630 and you know it goes away um you know there's there's far much there's far much more you know 01:06:22.630 --> 01:06:27.150 when you activate you know that internal self that soul when you when you find things that 01:06:27.150 --> 01:06:31.290 resonate and talk about people being drawn together and reincarnated in families from different 01:06:31.290 --> 01:06:36.470 generations coming back that's how I feel the people I've met in this lifetime I mean we all 01:06:36.470 --> 01:06:41.810 know each other have known each other for a long time because there's no I don't know how many times 01:06:41.810 --> 01:06:47.090 I've heard it repeated you know with people that you know in our group um just because it's we 01:06:47.090 --> 01:06:52.790 all feel that way I mean one person in the group said you know it you all feel like home 01:06:52.790 --> 01:06:57.930 you know and it's just like yeah that hits because that's how it feels you know you feel like home 01:06:57.930 --> 01:07:04.050 you know being together and it's just you meet them for the first time and you just know you 01:07:04.050 --> 01:07:16.550 just know you feel it I wanted to say also I had another another point I just it it just uh slipped 01:07:17.190 --> 01:07:25.710 but yeah I don't know I I had a brain a fart but I wanted to say something maybe it'll 01:07:26.170 --> 01:07:31.330 it'll come back something that we were talking about before about reincarnation 01:07:31.330 --> 01:07:36.690 the remembrance I mean you'd use that word remembrance and that's what it is it's not 01:07:36.690 --> 01:07:42.250 that we're necessarily learning it's that we're remembering and unlocking who we already 01:07:42.250 --> 01:07:47.790 are and who we were before we came here I mean you know we came as a spark of light you know from 01:07:48.730 --> 01:07:53.330 from you know the whatever you want to call it the heavens the universe the the mind of 01:07:53.330 --> 01:07:59.490 everything you know it's it's like that's who we are and as we come into the world it gets 01:07:59.490 --> 01:08:05.790 stamped out of us and we're trying to remember who we are and why you know what we are and with 01:08:05.790 --> 01:08:12.830 that said the divine spark that the generations to come in the future they're not going to know 01:08:12.830 --> 01:08:18.230 a divine spark from synthetic if it fucking hits them in the face and that's the whole point 01:08:18.830 --> 01:08:23.590 so the what I was saying earlier I don't think I finished the month of ventilator so 01:08:24.390 --> 01:08:30.010 and so what I believe is that you have to consciously die you have to remember to 01:08:30.010 --> 01:08:38.330 consciously die and to not go into the light at the end of the tunnel which is a trap now those 01:08:38.330 --> 01:08:47.270 all those people who died on a vent on a miasma of swirling sedatives that were in a fog those 01:08:47.270 --> 01:08:53.130 people arguably are in the bardo they're in the in between and that's where these 01:08:53.130 --> 01:09:00.430 discarded souls the archons it's like they can glom on to someone oh someone died of an overdose 01:09:00.430 --> 01:09:06.230 in fentanyl oh this person's doing drugs I'm gonna just glom on I'm gonna run the show 01:09:06.890 --> 01:09:11.410 you know as someone who's written a story how I lost my partner to a parasite and he was aware 01:09:11.410 --> 01:09:17.390 of the parasite he named the parasite and the parasite has wants to keep the host alive for 01:09:17.390 --> 01:09:24.250 anyone who's seen the FX series Legion which is also similar he becomes a mutant but he has a parasite 01:09:24.250 --> 01:09:30.230 that takes over and becomes you know because in even the natural world the parasite will make the 01:09:30.230 --> 01:09:37.370 spider weave a better web it will give superpowers and then who's really running the show so my 01:09:37.370 --> 01:09:43.490 theory that came a few days ago is not only they were using those vents to practice to 01:09:43.490 --> 01:09:52.410 keep a body mechanically alive but also they got a lot of souls a lot I mean that's that's 01:09:52.410 --> 01:09:58.090 it's an interesting theory and point because yeah I mean you think about it you know you look at 01:09:58.810 --> 01:10:04.010 you know what is it Kensington Avenue and Philadelphia where you got people that 01:10:04.010 --> 01:10:08.070 walk down there and you see it's just everybody you know it's drugged out on fentanyl and 01:10:08.070 --> 01:10:12.210 they're leaning over they look like zombies and you think do they even are they even connected 01:10:12.210 --> 01:10:17.370 to their soul I mean you know in what fertile ground and especially the same like you say with 01:10:17.370 --> 01:10:22.910 the ventilator what fertile ground for something to just come in and then where does that leave them 01:10:22.910 --> 01:10:28.790 what kind of situation what you know I mean that's a horrible thing I mean to think about 01:10:28.790 --> 01:10:33.610 you know at a very cosmic spiritual level you know where does that leave you then 01:10:34.510 --> 01:10:39.790 I mean to have lost control of of everything that you know was most valuable and there's 01:10:39.790 --> 01:10:43.830 nothing more valuable than your soul I mean there really isn't who you are in your essence 01:10:45.010 --> 01:10:48.350 it's just it's a terrible thing to think about and yeah with the ventilator thing 01:10:48.350 --> 01:10:53.070 you're right I mean there were so many people that they were they were pumped up full of all 01:10:53.070 --> 01:10:56.690 of these drugs that did they even help they knew that you know once you're on a ventilator 01:10:56.690 --> 01:11:00.130 you're gonna die I mean it's very rare that you come back from it because you know it's 01:11:00.130 --> 01:11:05.370 taken over your lungs and and so yeah I mean and then you think who's behind this and you 01:11:05.370 --> 01:11:10.810 think well it's the same same as the bosses you know it's the same people the same entities that 01:11:10.810 --> 01:11:15.170 have always been behind these things it's just one the next iteration of it and yeah next level 01:11:15.170 --> 01:11:21.790 people get offended it's like who's day who's day I'll tell you who they is it's the live factory 01:11:21.790 --> 01:11:25.790 can read my book and learn about tapestock it's incrementalism it's seeped into every 01:11:25.790 --> 01:11:31.830 fucking non-profit everything everything everything and now the algorithm the algorithm will decide 01:11:31.830 --> 01:11:37.570 the algorithm is already deciding arguably so if you want to say who's day and you know just 01:11:37.570 --> 01:11:44.090 do ad hominem attacks because you don't think they exist well let me tell you you're incorrect 01:11:44.710 --> 01:11:49.550 and I could tell you firsthand there is a force and it and now I'm just doing my job 01:11:50.070 --> 01:11:56.590 just sorting out my soul for my job yeah right and now I need my retirement I gotta hang on for 01:11:56.590 --> 01:12:01.030 that you know I can't make waves you know because of the vaccine also I was gonna ask you 01:12:01.030 --> 01:12:07.290 how many souls are there really that are this deep that can critically think when you know 01:12:07.290 --> 01:12:11.970 Jimmy was bringing up the study of like wow 50% of people don't have internal thought 01:12:11.970 --> 01:12:19.290 and are these entities just here to take you off your game to take you off your path yeah I mean 01:12:19.290 --> 01:12:24.410 is that where we're at where we've got you know I don't know but but you know you just look at 01:12:25.100 --> 01:12:31.310 when you walk down the street sometimes you wonder is there anything behind that face is 01:12:31.310 --> 01:12:36.430 there anything behind that body and when you talk to people sometimes you wonder is there anything 01:12:36.430 --> 01:12:41.690 there because it doesn't seem like there's any critical thought there and how deep does that 01:12:41.690 --> 01:12:47.370 go is it just critical thinking or is it is it a much deeper thing to where you are just 01:12:47.370 --> 01:12:52.230 not connected you know to to the light I mean really you know the divinity of you know who 01:12:52.230 --> 01:12:59.070 we are is that it I mean did something like get lost are there soulless people I mean are there 01:12:59.070 --> 01:13:07.630 you know is that where we're at now I don't know and you know rather than getting bogged down on 01:13:07.630 --> 01:13:13.410 that for me in my own personal life it's like okay you know I'm just not going to be a part of 01:13:13.410 --> 01:13:18.730 that and I'm going to focus on you know being me and fine-tuning me and the people around me 01:13:18.730 --> 01:13:23.410 resonate with that and you know you talk about being you know whacked down and that kind of thing 01:13:23.410 --> 01:13:27.990 and money money money who cares about money what is the profit a man the game the whole world loses 01:13:27.990 --> 01:13:32.550 soul you know and and so I've had many people tell me well how come you only have a thousand 01:13:32.550 --> 01:13:37.330 subscribers on YouTube and it's like I'm not actively going out and I'm just my message 01:13:37.330 --> 01:13:41.370 what if you're not allowed to have more and I don't even know you know I may be 01:13:41.370 --> 01:13:47.230 and you know and I look at it from the standpoint of you know what I'm just going 01:13:47.230 --> 01:13:52.970 to tell the truth that I know and spit it out there and if people come they come and if they're 01:13:52.970 --> 01:13:58.430 meant to hear they'll hear and so I just look at it that way and I try to let all the other stuff go 01:13:58.430 --> 01:14:06.110 and and and just you know focus on doing what I can do and you know if people are meant to be 01:14:06.110 --> 01:14:10.930 a part of my life they will be drawn to me and I've seen it happen many times it's just 01:14:10.930 --> 01:14:16.150 lighthouse theory you know just turn the light on and shine it and if they leave your life 01:14:16.770 --> 01:14:22.290 it's okay it's yeah they might have been the lesson and the anchor that you didn't need you 01:14:22.290 --> 01:14:28.790 know and and or if you're cutting soul contracts like me and my daddy bye we're not eating again 01:14:28.790 --> 01:14:33.630 you've killed me in other lives you fucking hypocrite christian who cares about my dad 01:14:34.110 --> 01:14:40.550 you're you're an asshole you know yeah and I mean you know and what is it um 01:14:41.410 --> 01:14:47.610 I think Lisa says uh you know it's um family is not the family you're born into it's the 01:14:47.610 --> 01:14:51.630 family you choose um you know I think that's something that she says and it's like we we 01:14:51.630 --> 01:14:56.310 choose the people in this life and they're probably you know like you said we're connected 01:14:56.310 --> 01:15:02.530 anyway I use the an analogy of the cosmic bus stop um a lot to where once we leave here we 01:15:02.530 --> 01:15:06.790 go to this bus stop and we all sit around his souls and and talk say well how did it go 01:15:06.790 --> 01:15:11.370 dude what did you learn I mean are you better off you know because of that journey and I don't 01:15:11.370 --> 01:15:15.950 know I still need to work on this and and so you know we kind of make this this little contract 01:15:15.950 --> 01:15:20.730 this thing to go and and come back and say you know what I'm going to teach you um forgiveness 01:15:20.730 --> 01:15:25.330 I'm going to teach you about pain you know I'm your friend and you know we'll do this 01:15:25.330 --> 01:15:29.410 together and we'll go back and you know and play the roles out and and the people that 01:15:29.410 --> 01:15:36.550 you know might have might be teaching you the greatest pain um in this life you probably 01:15:36.550 --> 01:15:41.770 signed on for that and you know them already and it's just it's it's it's all about fine 01:15:41.770 --> 01:15:47.910 tuning your soul and and and you know completing who you are and taking that journey and like you 01:15:47.910 --> 01:15:54.530 said you know at some point okay I'm good that's enough I'm ready and I don't need to come back 01:15:54.530 --> 01:15:59.790 anymore and and and fix things you know I've got it now and you know you can call that enlightenment 01:15:59.790 --> 01:16:03.530 you can call that ascension you can call it whatever you want I can't put words to it 01:16:04.230 --> 01:16:11.170 but at some point yeah that may happen and but in the process of doing it it's important to 01:16:11.170 --> 01:16:17.210 realize that we're making ourselves better and it's really that's what I like it's fine tuning 01:16:17.210 --> 01:16:20.850 the soul and that's what we need to work on and that's the most important thing that is the 01:16:20.850 --> 01:16:28.190 most important thing you have that is you it's also aligning with the over soul that I am present 01:16:28.190 --> 01:16:35.230 that it's my soul I'm my soul is guiding me after the kundalini it was like the messages were 01:16:36.060 --> 01:16:43.470 or just you know go do this or this it was amazing uh it's not as intense but but over 01:16:43.470 --> 01:16:51.090 the past year I've had even during between the the two eclipses I just had another spontaneous 01:16:51.090 --> 01:16:58.190 kundalini again just just laying down my couch reading and then have these waves but they're all 01:16:58.190 --> 01:17:06.470 activations and it upsets me uh to know we're in a year of a snake snake and that they demonified 01:17:06.470 --> 01:17:12.550 and I've had now several conversations with Christians who who are like well you better 01:17:12.550 --> 01:17:17.150 be careful those things that you're getting involved with it could be the devil no my kundalini 01:17:17.150 --> 01:17:25.350 was not the devil the downloads that I've received are not the devil I'm sorry they Christians were 01:17:25.350 --> 01:17:31.410 told that the the snake is uh demonified but it's all to keep you away from your innate 01:17:32.130 --> 01:17:37.690 divinity and it's not a debate it's like no I'm sorry I'm holding the truth I've done the 01:17:37.690 --> 01:17:43.050 fucking research you haven't okay do you want to tell me about the gospels that were all the bibles 01:17:43.050 --> 01:17:48.110 which oh which bible you're reading st. james huh you think he was a good guy well you're wrong 01:17:48.770 --> 01:17:56.770 so what are you what of course there's there's truth their their algorithm analogies um but it's 01:17:56.770 --> 01:18:04.670 not come on where is the divine feminine where is she yeah I agree with you on that I mean 01:18:04.670 --> 01:18:08.990 there's a reason why I think I've got nothing but women in my life you know the dogs are females 01:18:08.990 --> 01:18:13.610 I mean it's just I'm constantly you know in the seek of that but I guess you know if I look at it 01:18:13.610 --> 01:18:19.530 I think my chart has like off the wall masculinity and it's it's just that you know and I seek out 01:18:19.530 --> 01:18:24.530 that that femininity you know what I mean I surround myself with female energy for whatever 01:18:24.530 --> 01:18:31.630 reason um but yeah I mean it's because it's both you know it can't just be one and I look at 01:18:31.630 --> 01:18:36.330 a lot of the I don't want to get too far into it but I look at a lot of the religions you know 01:18:36.330 --> 01:18:40.210 that I've looked at you know the christianity in particular because that's what I'm familiar with 01:18:40.210 --> 01:18:47.070 in the different sects of you know sects of christianity and to where it's like it it's um 01:18:47.070 --> 01:18:53.150 you use the material to become this male head of the household you know always right and it's 01:18:53.150 --> 01:18:59.030 like okay that's okay to be that you know masculine figure that takes control but you 01:18:59.030 --> 01:19:03.410 have to make sure that you're worthy of it and a lot of times that gets skewed you know 01:19:03.410 --> 01:19:09.070 just because you're a male doesn't mean that you know you're you should be respected um you have 01:19:09.070 --> 01:19:14.270 to be respectable and so there's a lot of that that goes on I look at it everything's been turned 01:19:14.270 --> 01:19:19.110 on its head and so everything you've been taught basically look at the opposite everything they tell 01:19:19.110 --> 01:19:23.470 you it's the opposite like you said with the snake it's the opposite a lot of times you know so 01:19:24.030 --> 01:19:29.510 don't take it and you wonder why everybody's confused you know well you can remember 01:19:29.510 --> 01:19:38.010 I mean no one no one's like it just was like oh my god oh my god and if I didn't if I wasn't gifted 01:19:38.010 --> 01:19:44.930 with this Kundalini because people work 20 years to have it I wouldn't have understood that you 01:19:44.930 --> 01:19:50.750 know I would have been stuck in the lower frequency so I'm gonna read the outline of history 01:19:50.750 --> 01:20:04.590 this is a 19 book from 1920 that is part of Snuffy's book collection and I it's HG Wells I live in a 01:20:05.370 --> 01:20:11.350 a 96 year old house so this is the beginning of Christianity I haven't read this part so it's 01:20:11.350 --> 01:20:20.010 gonna be fresh for me too I could do my British accent why not okay this is a very old book that 01:20:22.690 --> 01:20:27.570 okay so I don't I don't know where this is going but this chapter is the beginnings the beginnings 01:20:27.570 --> 01:20:34.330 of Christianity and we're talking about Jesus now it is a matter of fact that in the Gospels 01:20:34.330 --> 01:20:41.110 all that body of theological assertion which constitutes Christianity finds little support 01:20:41.610 --> 01:20:48.110 there is as the reader may see for himself no clear and emphatic assertion in these 01:20:48.110 --> 01:20:54.430 books of the doctrines which Christian teachers of all denominations find generally necessary to 01:20:54.430 --> 01:21:01.910 salvation except for one or two passages in Saint John's gospel it is difficult to get any words 01:21:01.910 --> 01:21:08.750 actually ascribed to Jesus in which he claimed to be the Jewish Messiah rendered in Greek 01:21:08.750 --> 01:21:16.250 by the Christ and still more difficult is it to find any claim to be part of the Godhead 01:21:16.250 --> 01:21:24.250 or any passage in which he explained the doctrine of the atonement or urged any sacrifices of 01:21:24.250 --> 01:21:32.690 sacraments upon his followers we shall see presently how later on all Christendom was 01:21:32.690 --> 01:21:39.950 torn by disputes about the Trinity there is no evidence that the apostles of Jesus ever heard 01:21:39.950 --> 01:21:47.830 of the Trinity at any rate from him the observance of the Jewish Sabbath again transferred to the 01:21:47.830 --> 01:21:56.130 Mithraic Sunday is an important feature of many Christian cults cults but Jesus deliberately 01:21:56.130 --> 01:22:03.150 broke the Sabbath and said that it was made for man and not man for the Sabbath nor did he 01:22:03.150 --> 01:22:09.790 say a word about the worship of his mother Mary in the guise of Isis the queen of heaven 01:22:10.470 --> 01:22:17.670 all that is most characteristic characteristically Christian in worship and usage he ignored 01:22:18.490 --> 01:22:24.990 skeptical writers have had the temerity to deny that Jesus can be called a Christian at all 01:22:25.570 --> 01:22:32.190 for light upon these extraordinary gaps in his teaching each reader must go to his own 01:22:32.190 --> 01:22:38.890 religious guides here we are bound to mention these gaps on account of the difficulties and 01:22:38.890 --> 01:22:45.450 controversies that arose out of them and we are equally bound not to enlarge upon them 01:22:45.450 --> 01:22:52.690 as remarkable is the enormous prominence given by Jesus to the teaching of what he called the 01:22:52.690 --> 01:22:59.570 kingdom of heaven and its comparative insignificance in the procedure and teaching of most of the 01:22:59.570 --> 01:23:05.690 Christian churches this doctrine of the kingdom of heaven which was the main teaching of Jesus 01:23:06.170 --> 01:23:15.070 and which plays so small a part in the Christian creed is certainly one of the most revolutionary 01:23:15.070 --> 01:23:21.970 doctrines that ever stirred and changed human thought it is a small wonder in the world of 01:23:21.970 --> 01:23:29.410 that time failed to grasp its full significance and recoiled in dismay from even a half apprehension 01:23:29.410 --> 01:23:36.570 of its tremendous challenges to the established habits and institutions of mankind it is a small 01:23:36.570 --> 01:23:43.270 wonder if the hesitating convert and disciple presently went back to the old familiar ideas of 01:23:43.270 --> 01:23:53.290 temple an altar of fierce deity and proprietary observance of consecrated priest and magic 01:23:53.290 --> 01:23:59.210 blessing and these things being attended to reverted to the dear old habitual life of 01:23:59.210 --> 01:24:05.030 hates and profits and competition and pride for the doctrine of the kingdom of heaven as Jesus 01:24:05.030 --> 01:24:12.010 seems to have preached it was no less than a bold and uncompromising demand for a complete change 01:24:12.010 --> 01:24:18.110 and cleansing of the life of our struggling race and utter cleansing without and within 01:24:18.110 --> 01:24:24.410 to the gospels the reader must go for all that is preserved of this tremendous teaching here we are 01:24:24.410 --> 01:24:31.690 only concerned with the jar of its impact upon established ideas the Jews was were persuaded 01:24:32.110 --> 01:24:38.810 that God the one God of the whole world was a righteous God but they also brought of him 01:24:38.810 --> 01:24:46.130 as a trading god who had made a bargain with the father Abraham about them a very good bargain 01:24:46.130 --> 01:24:53.570 indeed for them to bring them at least to predominance in the earth with dismay and anger 01:24:53.570 --> 01:25:01.110 they heard Jesus sweeping away the dear securities God he taught was no bargainer there was no chosen 01:25:01.110 --> 01:25:07.430 people and no favorites in the kingdom of heaven God was the loving father of all life and 01:25:07.430 --> 01:25:14.590 incapable as incapable of showing favor as the universal son and all men were brothers 01:25:14.590 --> 01:25:21.770 sinners alike and beloved sons alike of this divine father in this parable of the good Samaritan 01:25:21.770 --> 01:25:29.270 Jesus cast scorn upon the natural tendency we all obey to glorify our own people and to minimize 01:25:29.270 --> 01:25:35.950 the righteousness of other creeds and other races in the parable of the laborers he thrust aside 01:25:35.950 --> 01:25:42.330 the obstinate claim of the Jews to have a sort of first mortgage upon God all whom God 01:25:42.330 --> 01:25:47.610 takes into the kingdom he taught God serves alike there is no distinction in his treatment 01:25:47.610 --> 01:25:53.990 because there is no measure in his to his bounty from all moreover as the parable of the buried 01:25:53.990 --> 01:26:00.230 talent witnesses and as the incident of the widow's might enforces he demands the utmost 01:26:00.230 --> 01:26:06.790 there are no privileges no rebates and no excuses in the kingdom of heaven but it was not only 01:26:06.790 --> 01:26:14.270 the intense tribal patronism of the Jews that Jesus outraged there were they were a people of 01:26:14.270 --> 01:26:20.750 intense family loyalty and he would have swept away all the narrow and restrictive family affections 01:26:20.750 --> 01:26:25.870 in the great flood of the love of God the whole kingdom of heaven was to be the family 01:26:25.870 --> 01:26:33.330 of his followers we are told that quote while he yet talked to the people behold his mother 01:26:33.330 --> 01:26:39.970 and his brethren stood without desiring to speak with him then one said on to him behold my mother 01:26:40.890 --> 01:26:47.530 and thy brethren stand without desiring to speak with thee but he answered and aid and said on to 01:26:47.530 --> 01:26:54.150 him and told him who is my mother and who are my brethren and he stretched forth his hands 01:26:54.150 --> 01:27:00.570 towards his disciple and said behold my mother and my brethren for whoever shall do thy will 01:27:00.570 --> 01:27:05.270 of my father which is in heaven the same as my brother and sister and mother and not only did 01:27:05.270 --> 01:27:11.390 Jesus strike at patronism at the bonds of family loyalty in the name of God's universal fatherhood 01:27:11.390 --> 01:27:17.110 and the brotherhood of all mankind but it is clear that his teaching condemned all the graduations 01:27:17.110 --> 01:27:24.330 of the economic system all private wealth and personal advantages all men all men belong to 01:27:24.330 --> 01:27:28.910 the kingdom all the possessions belong to the kingdom the righteous life for all men 01:27:28.910 --> 01:27:38.630 he only righteous life okay so I won't continue but this is from 1920 it's H.G. Wells and I say 01:27:38.630 --> 01:27:46.130 to a lot of Christians yeah Jesus was an exalted man and uh he did shrooms he had Mary Magdalene 01:27:46.130 --> 01:27:50.950 he traveled the earth and they crucified him just like they spared his my story they smeared 01:27:50.950 --> 01:27:57.570 his story too what do you say to this passage that I read oh yeah I definitely you know it's 01:27:57.570 --> 01:28:05.130 getting the time machine H.G. Wells um but it's uh truth to that there really is because if you look 01:28:05.130 --> 01:28:12.670 at it I mean Jesus wasn't an establishment character I mean you know if anything he railed against it 01:28:12.670 --> 01:28:19.190 and look at the people he was with look at the you know where he spent his time I mean if Jesus 01:28:19.190 --> 01:28:25.510 were to be here today uh the same thing would probably happen because you know again you know 01:28:25.890 --> 01:28:34.270 it is and that's it you know it's anybody who questions the established order will get persecuted 01:28:34.770 --> 01:28:41.290 and that's just what happens oh well we wouldn't do that to Jesus today well there's probably uh many 01:28:41.290 --> 01:28:45.990 characters many people you know look at yourself you know that are railing against the establishment 01:28:45.990 --> 01:28:48.090 and look what happens and so 01:28:53.050 --> 01:28:58.390 I mean you know he came to turn tables over you know and but basically the essence of it it was 01:28:58.390 --> 01:29:03.690 it was you know what what's the one precept the one one thing that you take away and it's just 01:29:04.430 --> 01:29:08.150 you know look at the gospel of thomas for instance the kingdom of heaven is within 01:29:08.150 --> 01:29:12.510 well that's not in the bible you know they don't want to put that in there but it's 01:29:12.510 --> 01:29:18.210 he brought the the the code I guess you could say to you know whatever you want to call it enlightenment 01:29:18.210 --> 01:29:24.490 ascension um you know who you are and that's a good lesson to follow you know everything 01:29:24.490 --> 01:29:29.670 that he did because you know he did not engage with the people that you know were the powers that 01:29:29.670 --> 01:29:34.610 be he did not seek their favor he did not want anything to do with that and in fact rebuked it 01:29:34.610 --> 01:29:40.990 so you know and kind of did his own thing and followed his own path so you know that's a 01:29:40.990 --> 01:29:46.750 pretty good example to look at but a lot of that has been skewed and you know it's it's through the 01:29:46.750 --> 01:29:53.410 institutions that claim him that are at the root of a lot of the problems just say that 01:29:54.190 --> 01:30:02.550 right and and for all you hypocritic christians out there there's no shortage right so it's just 01:30:02.550 --> 01:30:09.990 like it's a you know a rendition of the woke these supposed social justice warriors who are 01:30:09.990 --> 01:30:20.050 wreaking mayhem in the name of justice when their rabid awoke brainwashed you know and I know I sound 01:30:20.050 --> 01:30:29.670 very harsh um I I am clear audience and so I can I can even tell often if someone's been jabbed and 01:30:29.670 --> 01:30:36.450 whether there's some like brain fog going on I can tell and for a lot from from someone's voice 01:30:36.450 --> 01:30:42.830 and and I mean anyone that I know that I speak to there is a distinction and it's not I'm not 01:30:42.830 --> 01:30:48.210 crapping on anyone who's gone in the vaccine because there's a lot of saline given people have 01:30:48.210 --> 01:30:56.810 immune systems I'm not wanting to be discriminatory and I know maybe because I've lost my livelihood 01:30:57.490 --> 01:31:02.810 for standing for medical freedom to do whatever it is you want maybe I'm a little bit more 01:31:03.370 --> 01:31:08.170 tender when it comes to someone else who's like you know because christ consciousness 01:31:08.860 --> 01:31:16.070 is having compassion and not having wishing harm to others however I just want to say that when 01:31:16.070 --> 01:31:21.950 I speak to customer service now I don't even know if they're real I really don't to say 01:31:21.950 --> 01:31:30.810 if these are npcs and how many people actually have souls and in the movie the seventh sign 01:31:30.810 --> 01:31:38.010 which I went to see again and it has a lot of Jewish symbolism that I didn't see the first 01:31:38.010 --> 01:31:45.210 time when I was way younger that there's the hallway of souls the guff and the 01:31:46.570 --> 01:31:55.130 the the hope is that when when there's no hope on the earth and there's no more souls in the 01:31:55.130 --> 01:32:03.690 body now john lash in this book not in his image talks about the zadakine the zadakine was arguably 01:32:03.690 --> 01:32:12.850 the original transhumanist jewish sect where the elon musks of the world and the uval harares 01:32:13.170 --> 01:32:20.430 come from I don't know if you're familiar with john lash or the zadakine I'm not I understand 01:32:20.430 --> 01:32:26.250 the transhumanist agenda and I you definitely see that playing out um just look at look at the 01:32:26.250 --> 01:32:32.070 bathroom at statue I guess you know that you constantly see um it's it's just this mixture um I 01:32:32.070 --> 01:32:35.590 think that's where we're going I think that's where they want to take us that's a path it's a 01:32:35.590 --> 01:32:44.570 technocratic transhumanism absolutely absolutely is is what they want to do put your dependency 01:32:44.570 --> 01:32:52.530 on this stuff and and unfortunately you know there are people you know like us and older 01:32:52.970 --> 01:32:58.210 but as we get younger I mean they've been bred to do this I mean they've had an iPad since birth 01:32:58.210 --> 01:33:04.070 you know and and everything is digital and that is the danger of everything being digital 01:33:04.070 --> 01:33:09.770 everything can be controlled through technology and hey you don't like it well the drone's 01:33:09.770 --> 01:33:15.130 going to come visit you uh you know and it's there are so many things with this um 01:33:15.770 --> 01:33:20.450 going forward that it's really just soul robbing I mean it really is you know from birth 01:33:21.130 --> 01:33:27.610 soul robbing is a good way to say it but because we can't touch the soul quantify the soul 01:33:28.490 --> 01:33:37.030 are stuck in the survival paradigm of materialism which is arguably the fall when the the had 01:33:37.030 --> 01:33:45.630 the Kundalini and or raise raise your consciousness and then do you decide to use that power to have 01:33:45.630 --> 01:33:52.330 dominion over others which is the fall pitting the divine masculine and the divine feminine 01:33:52.810 --> 01:34:00.530 against one another because yep true love not as I say diamonds instead of forever like if you 01:34:00.530 --> 01:34:08.210 love me I want this car and energy where it's like we just you know we're simpatico 01:34:08.210 --> 01:34:16.210 we synergize we want the best in one another it's not control it's not jealousy it's freedom 01:34:16.800 --> 01:34:24.050 yeah just exhausted just be yeah are you married no no I've been married but no I'm single 01:34:24.730 --> 01:34:34.270 yeah and and the dating scene is uh I'm not doing that right now no uh so but what happens is like 01:34:34.270 --> 01:34:40.910 there was a there was like a man I go dancing in Jupiter and I didn't understand what he said 01:34:40.910 --> 01:34:48.090 but the same woman who does the dancing has a cuddle thing and for me I don't you'd have to pay me 01:34:48.090 --> 01:34:55.130 to cuddle with others like I don't want to mess my mix my energy up so he had offered instead of 01:34:55.130 --> 01:35:00.570 like I'll buy your book to support you you you hero I'll give you money if you cuddle with me 01:35:00.570 --> 01:35:05.910 I mean I made a lot of money you'd have cuddle fees oh my so he went to the he went to the 01:35:05.910 --> 01:35:14.770 cuddle event which was on the beach and he told me that he's like oh I fell and on the way down 01:35:14.770 --> 01:35:20.050 the stairs so I got a download of what that is and I like so what do you think that you fell and 01:35:20.050 --> 01:35:26.110 you scratched yourself all up so he actually answered with the with what came to me I wasn't 01:35:26.110 --> 01:35:33.390 supposed to be there I'm lonely and I'm looking to connect with people like I'm lonely I really 01:35:33.390 --> 01:35:39.770 spent 99% of my time alone and I love that have fun and laugh and connect but I'm not 01:35:39.770 --> 01:35:45.530 going to compromise myself so I said you know you were brought there it wasn't the right thing for you 01:35:45.530 --> 01:35:50.070 you fell down the stairs you bruised yourself up and you came across me and I'm letting you know 01:35:50.070 --> 01:35:56.870 you need to go within you know you need to love yourself like I love my own company I just I choose 01:35:56.870 --> 01:36:01.810 that I want to find someone to share my it's not because I need someone I I would love 01:36:02.510 --> 01:36:09.170 at my age after everything I've accomplished to be a woman to be loved to share my love 01:36:09.170 --> 01:36:19.270 because I don't have children and I'm a loving woman but it's it's difficult to because you can't force 01:36:19.270 --> 01:36:25.130 at least for me physically I can't you know go get drunk and go have sex with that person or I need 01:36:25.130 --> 01:36:32.070 you're gonna stroke my ego I don't need anybody to stroke my my ego to validate me 01:36:32.650 --> 01:36:39.990 right but that was a journey I wasn't always like that meaning you know in my career wanted to get 01:36:39.990 --> 01:36:47.990 the credit wanted to get the byline and it's been very humbling to go within and to validate 01:36:47.990 --> 01:36:54.310 yourself and to have that love that maybe you know a lot of inner child work to play 01:36:55.050 --> 01:37:03.150 and explore so I don't know if you contend with alone long in this too I mean I'm sure you you 01:37:04.010 --> 01:37:10.470 you interact with the 3d more than I do yeah I agree with you on that I would rather be alone 01:37:10.470 --> 01:37:15.950 than be miserable you know or just you know try to be validated you know you know what I mean 01:37:16.770 --> 01:37:21.730 and it's it's just not because you've got to love yourself before you can love anyone 01:37:21.730 --> 01:37:25.970 else or allow yourself to be loved by anybody else I mean you're you gotta start getting rid of 01:37:25.970 --> 01:37:33.330 that baggage and and it's hard because there are so it seems that there are so few people you know 01:37:33.330 --> 01:37:36.910 what that you interact with and you think like you said you go to the bar I used to run a night 01:37:36.910 --> 01:37:41.910 club in 1999 you know so I'm very familiar with the atmosphere and you know it was a part 01:37:41.910 --> 01:37:45.570 of my life that I really don't like and I understand where you're coming from towards 01:37:45.570 --> 01:37:49.670 like you know you could take a different woman home every night and and but that's not 01:37:49.670 --> 01:37:55.950 validating you know that's that's that's like doing damage to you that destroys who you are 01:37:55.950 --> 01:37:59.610 and it's like you don't want that kind of connection because there is no connection you 01:37:59.610 --> 01:38:05.050 know that's purely like you said physical 3d you know you know whatever that's that's not 01:38:05.050 --> 01:38:10.710 what we're here for and if you think that that's cool it's not I mean it it does nothing 01:38:10.710 --> 01:38:15.850 but destroy you and so you need to I you know I just think from my own perspective you know 01:38:15.850 --> 01:38:21.070 you have to I have to be with someone that you know I resonate with and if I don't then 01:38:21.070 --> 01:38:26.190 I can't really be with them you know you can fake it for only so long and think oh well they 01:38:26.190 --> 01:38:32.350 offer this this this this and this but man if they're not here even real like that's it like 01:38:33.730 --> 01:38:37.110 yeah if it's not in the heart it's like you know this 01:38:38.930 --> 01:38:47.610 I had a a woman say are you having are you having sex with snuffy and it's like I'm going to like 01:38:47.610 --> 01:38:55.510 oh I want to hold your hand and have like these sweet moments and it's like I don't know like 01:38:55.510 --> 01:39:04.150 just superficial vapid like shallow puddles and I know it's I sound very superior I'm a spiritual 01:39:04.150 --> 01:39:13.710 I'm a snob I must say it's not a dickhead to to to someone if I feel that they're real and coming 01:39:13.710 --> 01:39:19.630 from their heart but I have said you know on the phone like I'm looking for a lawyer because I got 01:39:19.630 --> 01:39:27.850 assaulted on the dance floor and assaulted and you know I'm really sorry for your experience 01:39:27.850 --> 01:39:32.730 and I said please please you don't mean what you're saying you're just reading these lines 01:39:33.290 --> 01:39:38.470 just going through a script spare me your fakeness right just give me the AI you might as well at 01:39:38.470 --> 01:39:43.930 this point you know because this is doing me no good no but I think that's it's gonna happen where 01:39:44.770 --> 01:39:52.070 there is a rift that's that's it's between ego and heart and so this new earth you know because 01:39:52.070 --> 01:39:57.010 what is it gonna look like is there gonna be a solar flare and those of us who got our house in 01:39:57.010 --> 01:40:02.310 order that are not scared of death you know are gonna be raptured and go who knows 01:40:03.030 --> 01:40:08.510 who knows I'm sure a lot of us would like be okay with that if we're not those of us who you know a 01:40:08.510 --> 01:40:16.750 lot of people who fell for this COVID-19 like my dad are hella scared of death yeah right that's it 01:40:16.750 --> 01:40:20.910 they are you know that's one thing I've never been scared of death I've always accepted that is 01:40:20.910 --> 01:40:25.670 that's going to come I mean this body will die and so that helps you live a little bit differently 01:40:25.670 --> 01:40:32.930 but what's you your essence doesn't die and and so once you kind of that's kind of the starting 01:40:32.930 --> 01:40:36.810 point you know what I mean that you got to get to that point and realize it but yeah there are 01:40:36.810 --> 01:40:45.250 people who are afraid to die and will do anything possible to live in this here in this crazy 01:40:45.250 --> 01:40:51.010 matrix you know they wanted me here and I think really I mean it's all I kind of kind of alien 01:40:51.010 --> 01:40:54.890 to me I always think you know I've always thought that man I just don't fit in here 01:40:54.890 --> 01:41:00.750 that you come from maybe we come from somewhere else like I know I come from the stars we're all 01:41:00.750 --> 01:41:09.130 stardust the heart is made out of the same the same as the as as the stars but you know I'm 01:41:09.130 --> 01:41:13.510 still trying to figure it out like you know Frank Jacob came on the show and he's like well 01:41:13.510 --> 01:41:19.570 this is where the action is well I'm in the future I don't want a hundred jabs I don't want 01:41:19.570 --> 01:41:28.950 a nano right I don't want my consciousness trapped in the fucking cloud right I know and that's that's 01:41:28.950 --> 01:41:33.370 you know just watch the sci-fi movies they're telling you all the programs I mean that's the 01:41:33.370 --> 01:41:40.610 idea you'll just be we'll just steal it and rob it and use it and monetize it 01:41:42.150 --> 01:41:50.650 yeah I have you done plant medicine in part of your soul evolution I have not no I haven't 01:41:50.650 --> 01:41:56.830 done anything like that um it's just I know you know I should say that I feel that you know I think 01:41:56.830 --> 01:42:03.730 I mentioned it in a video today or yesterday to where it's like you know I've tried marijuana 01:42:03.730 --> 01:42:09.370 before and I just it doesn't give me the effect um that you know it just it doesn't work for me 01:42:09.370 --> 01:42:15.230 that well but you know as I would think that I would be very receptive and activated through 01:42:15.230 --> 01:42:20.990 psychedelics but I've never tried them I'm just knowing who I am and kind of how I can see things 01:42:21.970 --> 01:42:26.310 but yeah I mean I haven't really dabbled in many drugs like my body is not just 01:42:26.310 --> 01:42:30.730 I just had a tooth pulled and they prescribe me ibuprofen and I'm like do I really want to 01:42:30.730 --> 01:42:36.190 take that you know and so you know I just I don't ingest a lot of things like that 01:42:36.190 --> 01:42:40.650 and it's not that it's bad I don't think it's bad at all I think it could be very beneficial 01:42:40.650 --> 01:42:48.650 and I think it probably would be that beneficial for me um but um no I've just been unfortunately my 01:42:48.650 --> 01:42:54.010 life you know I I boozed you know I drank too much alcohol and you know and I got to a point where 01:42:54.010 --> 01:42:58.470 I'm like you know this is stupid you know why am I even doing this all it's doing is just 01:42:58.470 --> 01:43:06.010 you know destroying things and you know it's been off and on but I would say probably 01:43:06.010 --> 01:43:12.370 you know in earnest this year I just said I'm done and I just quit because I just you know 01:43:12.370 --> 01:43:16.590 and I just you know I've been thinking about it for a long time and you know this year I just 01:43:16.590 --> 01:43:20.490 said this is the year where I'm going to change things and you know it was just an organic 01:43:20.490 --> 01:43:25.530 thing where one thing led to another to another to another to where it was just like a sense of 01:43:25.530 --> 01:43:31.990 urgency but not urgent but I just felt it inside of me that I need to make some changes in my 01:43:31.990 --> 01:43:37.570 life because I'm not on the right path that I need to be on you know I've I've I'm here and 01:43:37.570 --> 01:43:44.490 then I did this loop over here this detour that I'm on that that is not good and you know I just 01:43:45.670 --> 01:43:49.930 done yeah I'm just done and it's the best thing one of the best things I've ever done I made 01:43:49.930 --> 01:43:53.550 some good decisions this year some people may look and say well those aren't good decisions but 01:43:53.550 --> 01:43:58.310 they've been the best thing for me and I mean yeah that was one of them I just said forget it 01:43:58.310 --> 01:44:05.830 I'm just done just give it up and I'm you know I'm glad you know I don't you know yeah much healthier 01:44:05.830 --> 01:44:12.110 feel much better you know it's just everything I guess you know it's part of self mastery because 01:44:12.110 --> 01:44:17.890 yeah if you're run by your addictions and you're not in fucking control right you know 01:44:17.890 --> 01:44:24.090 and I'm not minimizing we're not having compassion yeah but you're not you I mean you're you 01:44:24.090 --> 01:44:28.990 but you're you're you're deviated from you you know you're not the same and I mean you can 01:44:28.990 --> 01:44:33.090 convince you can try to convince yourself that oh I'm good I can handle it you know it's fine 01:44:33.090 --> 01:44:36.370 you know I still can work you know you got functioning alcoholics and stuff you know it's 01:44:36.370 --> 01:44:41.490 like well I get to work on time yeah but how effective are you and then how what what is 01:44:41.490 --> 01:44:48.270 your mindset and how are you reacting I mean it's affecting you I mean you can't deny that 01:44:48.270 --> 01:44:53.950 and so yeah you got to take a hard look at yourself and say yeah quit lying to me quit 01:44:53.950 --> 01:44:59.230 lying to myself you know and you just have to do that and and once you do that I mean you let that go 01:44:59.910 --> 01:45:04.050 and you don't even care anymore you don't look back but you got to have the hard conversation 01:45:04.050 --> 01:45:08.710 and just admit it you know it's just not for me it's not good for me you know and it could 01:45:08.710 --> 01:45:14.210 be anything you know it should just quit living in denial because you know the truth you just 01:45:14.210 --> 01:45:20.890 got to look at yourself you know look in that mirror yeah I realized um who people who follow 01:45:20.890 --> 01:45:28.810 you know I'm writing about my experience it's cathartic and healing and um it's good it'll be my 01:45:29.410 --> 01:45:35.230 second book about um the supposed twin flame journey which I never knew what a twin flame 01:45:35.230 --> 01:45:41.430 and it's not like I forced it I just looked at the patterns and it came to me but the 01:45:41.430 --> 01:45:48.730 the car is called it's a Denali and I was like there's something about that name and I was biking 01:45:48.730 --> 01:45:57.230 and I was like it's denial wow it's Denali it's just Denali so it it realized that it's like a take 01:45:57.230 --> 01:46:02.850 on you know a lot of these names like the pharmaceuticals it's like it's all abracadabra 01:46:02.850 --> 01:46:10.290 and like so to Jimmy's point we were talking yesterday for three hours and you know we know 01:46:10.290 --> 01:46:16.830 many of us that they took out cursive from schools and I'm a big proponent when I work with people 01:46:16.830 --> 01:46:23.330 to journal and it's like even if someone it's like oh well I just read a few things well it's 01:46:23.330 --> 01:46:31.710 still your document I found gold by going back in my journals and seeing patterns like oh look 01:46:31.710 --> 01:46:37.870 at this loop or look at this thing I said and sometimes even it's meant to be for you to 01:46:37.870 --> 01:46:45.030 come across that later so it's not a waste of time and the you know to tap into your higher self 01:46:45.030 --> 01:46:52.830 so Jimmy was saying you know that the AI can't read cursive and also the word curse if so he was 01:46:52.830 --> 01:47:00.070 saying he was saying that uh it's a way for us to cast spells in our own life because I put 01:47:00.070 --> 01:47:06.690 post-its I've been writing in cursive and and just like breathe deep just you know every 01:47:06.690 --> 01:47:11.330 time I see it I just take a breath because I've been doing a lot of pranayama which is also a way 01:47:11.330 --> 01:47:17.210 to raise your frequency so the name of my book well you can see it on my substack I don't know if we 01:47:17.210 --> 01:47:24.170 could she says can we pull my substack part 37 came out today I have people who are like I've 01:47:24.170 --> 01:47:29.970 been following your work for years but I joined your substack so I could read about snuffy so I 01:47:29.970 --> 01:47:37.730 named him snuffle up a guest because he is like my imaginary friend the book I don't know what I'm 01:47:37.730 --> 01:47:45.330 gonna call it yet but you can read all the parts I will extend it and my goal is to turn it into 01:47:45.330 --> 01:47:52.230 a Netflix series I may have to take my name off of it but you could click on that cheese slice 01:47:54.030 --> 01:48:00.730 so I I offer a lot of it for for so I'm it's about reincarnation quantum entanglement 01:48:01.150 --> 01:48:05.570 I mean I'm still in the beginnings really even though I'm part 36 it's gonna be a series 01:48:06.310 --> 01:48:16.210 and quantum entanglement attachment styles quantum physics um unconditional love reincarnation the 01:48:16.210 --> 01:48:23.610 mechanics of the soul human design astrology that this is the book that my soul wants to 01:48:23.610 --> 01:48:30.870 write the george floyd book was an assignment really an assignment that I know the one else 01:48:30.870 --> 01:48:38.530 could write that book so I for now I guess it's called um with too snuffy with unconditional love 01:48:38.530 --> 01:48:46.530 I don't know so um if we can you know peoples even if you restack they mess with me everywhere 01:48:47.570 --> 01:48:54.410 they mess with the numbers all these numbers are fake they're all for optics and like they're 01:48:54.410 --> 01:49:00.170 they don't allow me on twitter to go past I had like close to 60 000 when I got censored and then 01:49:00.170 --> 01:49:06.370 four years later or three years later you know it was cut to to 23 and they won't let me go 01:49:06.370 --> 01:49:12.510 past 26 or whatever they're throttling me every day I mean twitter's become a fucking cesspool of 01:49:13.350 --> 01:49:19.410 I never had all these bots um every day so I wanted to just show some of the other things 01:49:19.410 --> 01:49:25.230 that I write on the substack because even just pressing please restack like jimmy told me he 01:49:25.230 --> 01:49:31.870 couldn't restack the other day so they just you know they they can personalize the algorithms 01:49:31.870 --> 01:49:41.270 to you yep can you go back to the main page cheese slice I want to show so I wrote an exclusive 01:49:41.270 --> 01:49:47.910 report about a document that I found that's basically the blueprint for all their exercises 01:49:48.810 --> 01:49:55.010 how in 1998 foresight manual became the script for manufactured reality it's like the blueprint 01:49:55.010 --> 01:50:04.090 the skeleton for whether it's clade or the spars or plant or event 201 I have another one about the 01:50:04.090 --> 01:50:13.330 Kundalini and CIA's hidden obsession because Ishkov bentov was arguably murdered on plane 191 oh yeah 01:50:13.330 --> 01:50:21.970 it's the star of david really the markaba so when I have someone else share it yeah thank you 01:50:25.010 --> 01:50:32.290 I give a lot of free but I would really like it maryemhanane.substack.com because let's not 01:50:32.290 --> 01:50:37.970 forget I used to be paid two dollars a word and I wrote for all the top magazines from the 01:50:37.970 --> 01:50:46.450 Hollywood reporter to penthouse and made a living freelancing my ideas and now I'm reduced to uh 01:50:47.170 --> 01:50:47.770 sub-stack 01:50:50.850 --> 01:50:56.670 so no that's the important thing I mean when you find if you're finding value in 01:50:56.670 --> 01:51:02.410 Miriam's work I mean share it send it directly to somebody that you know because you know more 01:51:02.410 --> 01:51:06.790 than anyone else you know who's going to resonate with this stuff you know people in your community 01:51:06.790 --> 01:51:12.110 share it with them directly send it you know because a lot of times yeah and but hit the 01:51:12.110 --> 01:51:15.810 buttons hit the likes hit all those things to try and activate the algorithm but like 01:51:15.810 --> 01:51:20.170 he said I mean they're in control of all this stuff but I mean send them a direct link send 01:51:20.170 --> 01:51:28.250 them directly to your website you know how many people thank you Clint how many people uh don't 01:51:28.250 --> 01:51:33.230 know that I have a book don't know that I have a movie don't know that I have a sub-stack don't 01:51:33.230 --> 01:51:39.790 know that I have a channel but oh I'm real now because I went on this podcast so now you know 01:51:39.790 --> 01:51:48.930 but I'm being sequestered and again if what Jeff we plug my coffee enemas if anyone wants to know 01:51:48.930 --> 01:51:57.190 how I'm reverse lupus and have managed to to stay healthy it's because of mostly the coffee 01:51:57.190 --> 01:52:04.990 enemas so they knew if they post the interview uh last time I sold like a thousand dollars worth 01:52:04.990 --> 01:52:12.110 of coffee enemas and my I had a million dollar business so if I'm on food stamps now it's not 01:52:12.110 --> 01:52:16.870 because Maryam's a failure she trusted shitty people and was infiltrated by Proctor and Gamble 01:52:16.870 --> 01:52:23.630 so who is Maryam that she's infiltrated by Proctor and Gamble you know and it's not like 01:52:23.630 --> 01:52:28.670 I'm making a conspiracy up they said we could do a I just didn't realize that I thought they 01:52:28.670 --> 01:52:33.370 were normies and they said we could do a partnership with Proctor and Gamble and I was 01:52:33.370 --> 01:52:39.550 like uh why don't we do it with Pfizer what the fuck are you talking about and like but then 01:52:39.550 --> 01:52:47.470 because I said no then they started doing damage and they found me on Upwork and I know people 01:52:47.470 --> 01:52:55.430 like the Children's Health Defense in Los Angeles was infiltrated the CFO who Chris Horlaker who 01:52:55.430 --> 01:53:02.110 have had on my show who has helped create Jeff Berwick's infrastructure was also infiltrated 01:53:02.640 --> 01:53:10.890 so it's not you know it happens and there's Agent Smith's now more than ever so I wanted to show 01:53:10.890 --> 01:53:17.470 I just wanted to show the clip that I shared with you that Sean Hibbler like my movie I'm not even 01:53:17.470 --> 01:53:24.990 allowed on Vimeo to sell my movie but Sean can sell my movie and Rockfin was sharing so you have 01:53:24.990 --> 01:53:30.090 to go get a you know if someone wants to give me a donation it's only an hour and eight minutes 01:53:30.090 --> 01:53:34.670 there's a reason why the left and the right don't want I bought all the footage with my own money 01:53:35.370 --> 01:53:43.710 to see what was going on so cheese slice if you go on my Instagram I did post it so if someone 01:53:43.710 --> 01:53:50.330 else posted like when I went on Sam Tripoli I got that post got 20 000 views Miriam usually gets 01:53:50.330 --> 01:53:57.070 you know 800 on I'm only allowed to do my music videos I'm an interpretive dancer I can't do any 01:53:57.070 --> 01:54:05.830 commentary anymore it's yeah it's it's one once you're targeted yeah you're targeted 01:54:07.770 --> 01:54:19.020 let's see which one it is go down no no can you exit of that 01:54:22.520 --> 01:54:24.080 is it not on the feed 01:54:27.900 --> 01:54:30.500 what's the third one is that a video 01:54:31.940 --> 01:54:33.920 no not that one the third one 01:54:37.460 --> 01:54:49.120 yeah that's it Kent you put it all together it's called the real timeline we put it all together 01:54:49.120 --> 01:54:54.660 from the second the body cam turned on before George Floyd I mean they even went up to his car 01:54:54.660 --> 01:54:59.820 to pull him out all the way to the very end we want you to see exactly what happened in first 01:54:59.820 --> 01:55:03.820 hand perspective a lot of people don't see these things the news only shows you a little this 01:55:03.820 --> 01:55:09.200 little that that's it they're even these other documentaries people make they don't put the 01:55:09.200 --> 01:55:13.980 good stuff in it we put all of it in it I'll just give you one example all the people with their 01:55:13.980 --> 01:55:21.240 cameras were like waiting like like their cue like actors they're waiting no big deal same 01:55:21.240 --> 01:55:24.800 thing's happening in front of them but they don't care yet but they're getting ready for their 01:55:24.800 --> 01:55:30.420 cue they turn their phone on they're looking okay turn their phone the asian cop goes come on 01:55:30.420 --> 01:55:36.940 and then they all come forward with their phone like action I promise I promise you see it and 01:55:36.940 --> 01:55:42.200 that's why her film banned disregarded no one wants her on the big shows like they took her off a 01:55:42.200 --> 01:55:48.420 PayPal cash app bank of America everything really they'd be there from everything she like she can't 01:55:48.420 --> 01:55:53.740 even get donations anymore I think because that video for the film and she didn't even film it 01:55:53.740 --> 01:55:55.720 she just used the figure to see this TV 01:55:57.900 --> 01:56:04.800 like who found that shot who found that shot it's Miriam it's marrying the God supported 01:56:06.940 --> 01:56:14.800 hundreds of times to hundreds of times to catch to catch that to see I'm gonna find the 01:56:14.800 --> 01:56:21.880 fucking glitches in this operation and you know then the fall of Minneapolis came out a year after 01:56:21.880 --> 01:56:28.220 the real timeline I'm an award-winning journalist and filmmaker and Liz Collins hi Liz you're playing 01:56:28.220 --> 01:56:32.860 the role of me you're playing the part of the alternative but you're married to lieutenant 01:56:32.860 --> 01:56:41.620 crowl right because it's two sides of the same coin and he's was the trump so freeman fly showed 01:56:41.620 --> 01:56:53.260 Liz my movie and that shot of two towel going oh conspiracy but then you put it in your movie 01:56:53.260 --> 01:56:59.420 completely out of sync as a little fuck you to marry him because who's going to catch that right 01:56:59.420 --> 01:57:05.300 then you go Liz Collins on young and let you know like American you know me on right you remember 01:57:05.300 --> 01:57:10.860 that story I wrote that went viral and you never gave me another gig again on epoch times all 01:57:10.860 --> 01:57:16.420 of you fake and gay people that are just whoring out your souls for money money money but you guys 01:57:16.420 --> 01:57:23.500 are not deep and you are not journalists so just want to establish that yeah you know the fall of 01:57:23.500 --> 01:57:28.460 Minneapolis is a good documentary I mean she's married to the lieutenant she obviously has 01:57:28.460 --> 01:57:36.500 a perspective that I wouldn't have and however it's not the whole truth and nothing 01:57:36.500 --> 01:57:45.220 but the truth it's still left versus right and the truth is not doesn't have sides so yeah 01:57:47.180 --> 01:57:53.920 yeah I think you've seen the movie and it's like I'm not allowed on Vimeo to sell my own movie 01:57:54.580 --> 01:58:00.880 but my movies plus bought distributed and then it was Zach who told me but my movies plus is 01:58:00.880 --> 01:58:07.980 white labeling from Vimeo what so why can't marry him sell her own movie like you could give me 01:58:08.480 --> 01:58:14.120 excuse me a donation and I have a screener link or you have to do you like do an old school 01:58:14.640 --> 01:58:22.380 like an old school um DVD like I don't know who has DVDs anymore 01:58:27.200 --> 01:58:31.680 and then and then the book I mean the book is 01:58:32.680 --> 01:58:39.340 all full of freedom of information um you don't know about cup foods you don't know about the 01:58:39.340 --> 01:58:43.860 hush money the five million dollar hush money to a baby mama George you don't know that George was 01:58:43.860 --> 01:58:48.800 created of three different people there was a training or that Derek Chauvin who's going to be 01:58:48.800 --> 01:58:55.300 the second year anniversary um that he was I'm not saying you Clint I'm saying Jen 01:58:55.300 --> 01:59:02.720 that they went he graduated as a cook and he went to the school of assassins so 01:59:04.180 --> 01:59:11.160 the informant John Stranger John Tursak it's going to be Black Friday is coming up 01:59:11.160 --> 01:59:17.220 it's going to be two years so there's a free movement free Derek Chauvin but no one's 01:59:17.220 --> 01:59:23.360 like where is Derek are you alive dude what happened after you got shanked 22 times and 01:59:23.360 --> 01:59:31.100 then people think it's fake but it's not fake so the guy who stabbed Derek read my book in a week 01:59:31.100 --> 01:59:37.820 and it's like RSPCT mama B I said so because I learned a few things and also he goes I'm 01:59:37.820 --> 01:59:44.660 reading it because it's your mind the way you write and he so I said so were you socially 01:59:44.660 --> 01:59:53.140 engineered and he's like yeah kind of and he wants to put me as his media expert and I'm like 01:59:53.140 --> 01:59:57.240 dude that's not going to happen they don't want to marry him as the media expert 01:59:57.240 --> 02:00:03.640 now the lawyer he's gone through so many lawyers gone pro se which means defend himself 02:00:04.380 --> 02:00:12.020 and this guy I told him his your lawyer has reached the capacity like there's 02:00:12.020 --> 02:00:19.100 so much they can do it's all about distraction delays injunctions motions wait wait wait that's 02:00:19.100 --> 02:00:26.780 the name of the game and not justice just us so he just called me the other day and he goes 02:00:26.780 --> 02:00:31.680 you were right mama B I got rid of Tommy I'm like yeah so who's going to take his place 02:00:31.680 --> 02:00:35.940 because it's all part of a Masonic cult you're not going to be able to find someone 02:00:35.940 --> 02:00:43.480 uh to you know so now he's doing an injunction or a motion to fight to have me on his payroll 02:00:43.480 --> 02:00:51.280 where I can actually get paid but you know he has he wants to meet me in person and he said 02:00:51.280 --> 02:00:55.900 are you gonna write stuff and I'm like John I'm just letting you know like they don't want me on 02:00:55.900 --> 02:01:03.880 like Tucker Colson could have me on he knows about my movie we sent him my movie right but 02:01:03.880 --> 02:01:10.220 like Sean says they don't want me on the big shows because I don't know how to stream the 02:01:10.220 --> 02:01:16.040 sentence together I'm hard on the eyes right I'm no fucking right come on you're too disruptive 02:01:17.240 --> 02:01:22.260 upsetting the apple cart now you can't do that you can't come on this show yeah I know 02:01:24.640 --> 02:01:29.720 so as far as I mean you know so links on your website so like right now I see that Miriam 02:01:29.720 --> 02:01:36.120 Henning at you know the slash George Floyd book I mean can that be purchased there 02:01:36.780 --> 02:01:42.920 it is on Amazon Miriam okay it is on Amazon I'm not on Amazon I don't I haven't gotten any money from 02:01:42.920 --> 02:01:47.860 so I rather someone buys it from me well yeah we're gonna buy it from you then and not go on Amazon 02:01:47.860 --> 02:01:55.740 and then they also mess with my website so you it please people like oh 60 you'd get out you'd 02:01:55.740 --> 02:02:01.420 sell a lot more books look my life has been turned upside down for choosing to write I chose to write 02:02:01.420 --> 02:02:08.820 it but if a blowout can cost you you want to spend for your vapid lifestyle you can never pay me enough 02:02:08.820 --> 02:02:16.500 money so it is 66 66 because the devil's all I buy rare books oh a thousand dollars I obviously I 02:02:16.500 --> 02:02:22.160 can't afford these books but if there's X amount in circulation and you can use GF book and 02:02:22.160 --> 02:02:30.000 get 15% off and you can buy it with the movie and look it's not just about George Floyd it's about 02:02:30.000 --> 02:02:37.140 fentanyl it's about the Suno Loa it's about the government complacency it's about Tavistock it's 02:02:37.140 --> 02:02:42.440 about it's like a deep state who done it it's about how you make the sausage so you know when 02:02:42.440 --> 02:02:48.100 someone's like what with Charlie Kirk they just happen to share the same birthday 20 years apart 02:02:48.400 --> 02:02:55.420 uh you know because what do you think Clint as we raise our consciousness do we see the glitches 02:02:55.420 --> 02:03:02.060 in this sim and that's why we see the the numbers like is the universe yeah yeah no I definitely 02:03:02.060 --> 02:03:08.260 think so I see that all the time um those synchronicities of numbers and it's it's not 02:03:08.260 --> 02:03:16.320 coincidental and and is it that we are seeing the patterns um that they have created I mean 02:03:16.320 --> 02:03:20.980 you know they're doing it by their script and because they have to message you know and tell you 02:03:20.980 --> 02:03:26.300 the things you know before they do it enduring and after and subtly you know put their mark and 02:03:26.300 --> 02:03:31.060 watermark on it I guess you could say um and once you get to a certain point yeah you see it 02:03:31.060 --> 02:03:37.100 everywhere and and you just stop in I do anyway more personally I just stop engaging in it 02:03:37.100 --> 02:03:42.040 you know there was um you know with the whole Charlie Kirk thing I mean I saw so much 02:03:42.040 --> 02:03:47.820 division and created because of that you have one camp over here saying this is the way it is oh no 02:03:47.820 --> 02:03:51.660 that's the way it is these people need to oh they started it they started it they started it was like 02:03:51.660 --> 02:03:55.900 a JFK assassination who did it you know it's like 10 different groups could have done it 02:03:55.900 --> 02:04:00.980 and everybody had their own narrative and and then they invested a lot of energy in that narrative 02:04:01.640 --> 02:04:08.340 and to me I just disengage at this point um because it's it's completely we're not gonna 02:04:08.340 --> 02:04:15.200 who killed JFK you got how many different answers you have the the hearing right how many it took 02:04:15.200 --> 02:04:20.380 50 years they just had the hearing so the book that I wrote is for the future this is arguably the 02:04:20.380 --> 02:04:31.040 most information on any any psychological operation that has existed so it's uh to outlive me and 02:04:31.040 --> 02:04:35.660 it's because I stand for truth in nothing but the truth you know the person who said you 02:04:35.660 --> 02:04:41.840 could make unstoppable domains like I was infiltrated I I used to have a million dollar company 12 02:04:41.840 --> 02:04:49.740 employees I take responsibility for trusting see you see you next Tuesday women and so I 02:04:50.360 --> 02:04:56.180 you know cheese slice has been doing this with me for two years or not monetized this takes time 02:04:57.020 --> 02:05:03.960 to to do the show and and labor so we're I think aside from tz bird and nobody else 02:05:03.960 --> 02:05:11.820 donates why if you consume the show and I've stood for you for your courage and and we need 02:05:11.820 --> 02:05:18.740 real journalists even though I'm arguably resigned and looking at metaphysics and we are in the 02:05:18.740 --> 02:05:24.160 age of Aquarius that's why this is happening this is Atlantis all over so you know I'm looking for 02:05:24.660 --> 02:05:29.760 if someone wants to help me book I do it all like I mean cheese slice helps me I'm saying with 02:05:29.760 --> 02:05:36.940 my company I'm looking to manifest a partner not a pariah because I'm a 14 year old startup 02:05:36.940 --> 02:05:42.600 and I'm looking for an operations person so I can stay in my zone of genius because I did not come 02:05:42.600 --> 02:05:49.880 on the planet to own a business and I started this with my narcissistic ex who's a serial 02:05:49.880 --> 02:05:56.740 entrepreneur who is now you know in Europe and he's a narcissist he's a doesn't give a shit 02:05:56.740 --> 02:06:06.920 is his he's not a good guy so he's definitely not in his heart so any any help and I've done a lot 02:06:06.920 --> 02:06:12.240 in service like I'm just not driven by money so someone wants to help me book if if someone 02:06:12.240 --> 02:06:17.020 I'm looking for a partner they have to show me what they've got to inherit my empire instead 02:06:17.020 --> 02:06:23.080 of here like I said come in I mean power you to sodomize me again and again like seriously 02:06:23.080 --> 02:06:29.620 empower them Mariam you're disempowering because you're unconventional but people are jealous people 02:06:29.620 --> 02:06:35.700 are envious people don't have courage and if you beat your own drum you're going to threaten people 02:06:35.700 --> 02:06:42.260 because they're going to wig out but keep your course stay truthful as long as you're not 02:06:42.260 --> 02:06:51.500 hurting someone you know including yourself to to not be gaslit to stay off your path because 02:06:51.500 --> 02:06:59.520 like Clint said it's all about getting your soul it is 100% you got to trust yourself I mean you 02:06:59.520 --> 02:07:06.620 have to I mean if you don't you better learn how to you better listen to yourself um you really need 02:07:06.620 --> 02:07:11.640 to follow that intuition listen to that inner voice get connected with yourself I mean it 02:07:11.640 --> 02:07:16.180 really is and the support Mariam she's got down below I mean you she's got links and you know 02:07:16.180 --> 02:07:25.300 I do have yeah I do I don't have I don't have Venmo or I don't either I got kicked off permanently 02:07:25.300 --> 02:07:35.440 you know PayPal and Venmo so I can't use that either yeah and uh the the the wallet yeah I have you 02:07:35.440 --> 02:07:41.100 know every little bit helps and then I can I haven't been able to give any money to cheese slice 02:07:41.100 --> 02:07:47.880 and like bless him I wouldn't be able to do the show without him I'm very grateful so I would pay him 02:07:47.880 --> 02:07:58.420 you know $33.33 when I before the infiltration when I was uh making a living and uh I give 02:07:59.050 --> 02:08:04.580 come on cash out Mariam I mean you know so cheese slicing get a burger again a bun to go with him 02:08:04.580 --> 02:08:10.740 you know come on we got to complete this I so what you said to do the the 02:08:13.540 --> 02:08:17.820 the litecoin I was gonna say you know I mean do you have like a litecoin address or something 02:08:17.820 --> 02:08:24.780 you know people can send you put it in the description or something they could copy it 02:08:24.780 --> 02:08:30.680 you know and and just send us a litecoin to support you thank you and you know I'm all about 02:08:30.680 --> 02:08:36.980 if you want something in return it's an exchange a book a signed book uh you could sell it in a few 02:08:36.980 --> 02:08:46.820 years for more money a DVD my substack um you know and also if there is conflict if you have 02:08:46.820 --> 02:08:53.780 conflict like I'm not a customer service some people call customer it's Mariam now right so 02:08:53.780 --> 02:08:58.080 you're speaking to the owner of a company and now I'm like good luck getting a business owner 02:08:58.080 --> 02:09:04.880 let alone a public figure on the phone in these days of AI seriously so I'm not like I understand 02:09:04.880 --> 02:09:13.420 whatever so sometimes I'll have um it's happened a handful of times where actually care so much that 02:09:13.420 --> 02:09:18.940 if there's an error or whatever so there was a woman who who put her wrong address and I said well 02:09:18.940 --> 02:09:26.040 this is not our mistake and there was she did a charge back and I was like I just told you that 02:09:26.740 --> 02:09:33.820 so I had it out with her so it turned out and I said you know this is not a mistake that you 02:09:33.820 --> 02:09:43.960 and I are speaking and she agreed her ex-husband and was is Fritz he wrote an Illuminati book so 02:09:43.960 --> 02:09:49.280 it was concluded that maybe they messed with both of us and that it was meant I mean we had a 02:09:49.280 --> 02:09:55.160 like a two-hour conversation and it's happened a handful of times where a customer will call 02:09:55.160 --> 02:10:02.900 and I'm not like you know placating I'm just being myself and if I'm rude because I am sometimes 02:10:02.900 --> 02:10:10.000 then I will say I'm I'll call back the customers I'm really sorry I was triggered whatever and 02:10:10.520 --> 02:10:16.180 oftentimes if you're not a flaming narcissist and it's not about your ego and you actually 02:10:16.180 --> 02:10:22.000 want to find resolve right so if you're having a conflict with someone you can have a breakthrough 02:10:22.660 --> 02:10:30.220 yeah you can actually go deeper even with your friends yeah because unless you're having superficial 02:10:30.220 --> 02:10:38.840 if you actually face what's coming up not in an emotional or manipulative way now if you're a 02:10:38.840 --> 02:10:47.140 narcissist then it's all about manipulation coercion and narcissistic supply and it's best 02:10:47.140 --> 02:10:53.400 to scrub your life of these people so for me it's like if you're not in your heart and or care about 02:10:53.400 --> 02:11:02.460 your soul get the f out of my life agreed 100% you know find those authentic people and you know 02:11:03.460 --> 02:11:08.080 they may do something that upsets you but you know at least you can have the conversation so you 02:11:08.080 --> 02:11:11.680 know what and they're not going to take offense to it they're going to say okay well I didn't 02:11:11.680 --> 02:11:18.020 realize that you know I you know okay shoot thank you for letting me know you know but you know 02:11:18.020 --> 02:11:27.220 to say because you know if you get a message I get messages like on Monday I don't leave the house 02:11:27.220 --> 02:11:34.560 I don't have a vehicle even though I do and I went to to a screening to support my my girlfriend 02:11:35.220 --> 02:11:43.480 and it was her first role and in the theater I mean it was called murder gardens and I didn't 02:11:43.480 --> 02:11:49.460 know it because I it didn't really matter I was going to support her so because I've become so sensitive 02:11:49.460 --> 02:11:55.940 with my frequency I mean the movie is all about jail drugs police the system killing 02:11:55.940 --> 02:12:00.980 and like at the third murder I'm like dude like like how many murders she was it isn't called 02:12:00.980 --> 02:12:07.380 murder gardens and I said this is like the frequency of this movie I'm I think I'm going to have to 02:12:07.380 --> 02:12:14.280 leave and so I felt better when I walked out and I know I I met her friend who I'm going to have 02:12:14.280 --> 02:12:22.240 on the show to talk about sidereal astrology and the horrors of Hollywood and then there was also 02:12:22.900 --> 02:12:28.360 my friend Bobby who I've been speaking to for two years but I've never met him in person 02:12:28.360 --> 02:12:33.520 he was there and he just like he's like do you know who this is I'm like yeah Bobby of course 02:12:33.520 --> 02:12:41.000 I know so I know I was meant to go there yeah and uh but I told my girlfriend and she's told me 02:12:41.000 --> 02:12:45.840 at first it sounded rude but the truth is she was I was just having this conversation I'm like 02:12:45.840 --> 02:12:52.300 why did I do this role and it's very low level frequency and so me speaking up because my intent 02:12:52.300 --> 02:12:58.640 wasn't rude I was just being honest like I'm just being honest with you I can't handle this frequency 02:12:58.640 --> 02:13:07.340 it's it's um it's too much for me so you know by being honest you allow other people to be honest 02:13:07.340 --> 02:13:13.780 and all of us are being invited of course don't be a dickhead and if you are take accountability and 02:13:14.640 --> 02:13:22.500 but you know sometimes God sometimes you're moved to say something and you don't know what plant seeds 02:13:22.500 --> 02:13:30.380 you're planting and when and when they will sprout right correct now that it's very important to do 02:13:30.380 --> 02:13:37.200 that uh it really is because I people take offense it's like you might be trying to tell somebody 02:13:37.200 --> 02:13:42.340 something trying to help them and they just don't acknowledge you but I mean there's been 02:13:42.340 --> 02:13:45.640 so many there have been so many times in my life where I've said something to people 02:13:45.640 --> 02:13:50.200 didn't even know I remember that I said it and then they come back later and say well thank you for 02:13:50.200 --> 02:13:55.560 telling me that thank you so much you know I'm not married to this person because you encouraged 02:13:55.560 --> 02:13:59.980 me to ask her out you know and it's like I don't remember well I guess I do remember saying it 02:13:59.980 --> 02:14:04.600 I had no idea that was the impact that I had on your life that you carried with you though 02:14:04.600 --> 02:14:09.480 and to hear it is like oh that's that's pretty nice but it makes you think yeah everything that 02:14:09.480 --> 02:14:15.760 you do every good thing every positive thing every truthful thing that you and you do in life you 02:14:15.760 --> 02:14:20.440 have no idea how it impacts someone else could be the smallest thing that you say but it might be 02:14:20.440 --> 02:14:25.380 the largest thing that they take with them and so it's just important to keep doing that and 02:14:25.380 --> 02:14:35.420 also your frequency your energy your clarity your heart you know to stand to stand for someone 02:14:35.420 --> 02:14:41.300 else let's say also for their betterment when everybody else has given up including them on 02:14:41.300 --> 02:14:47.300 themselves like you don't you don't know but I believe in miracles I am a miracle I've almost 02:14:47.300 --> 02:14:53.220 died many times and I stand for the impossible and if I were to have listened to people's 02:14:53.220 --> 02:15:00.920 fucking self-limiting or beliefs like it's best even I was told not to even listen to other 02:15:00.920 --> 02:15:06.580 people like it's all negativity and they're seeing things through their negative 02:15:07.400 --> 02:15:14.880 limiting lens right as opposed to expansive what is possible you know but you have to be 02:15:14.880 --> 02:15:21.840 really dedicated to better yourself and not just coasts through life and consume which is what 02:15:21.840 --> 02:15:29.540 they've made us into these you know absolutely absolutely and they put it right in your face 02:15:29.540 --> 02:15:36.620 you know the consumer price index the consumer and it's no no no I mean you like you've said 02:15:36.620 --> 02:15:44.480 you just said right there you have to be yourself and tell people you know and just say it like it 02:15:44.480 --> 02:15:49.740 is and you know without reservation I mean just tell the truth I mean and you know what if they 02:15:49.740 --> 02:15:54.600 don't like it they'll walk away um you know or they're gonna try and fight you on it or you 02:15:54.600 --> 02:16:04.740 say you know I said my turn like I found out my dad is in Fort Lauderdale is like not far away 02:16:05.320 --> 02:16:14.260 and I've reached out to him I've sent him texts Jesus forgives and not crickets right and he's 80 02:16:14.260 --> 02:16:23.040 so the truth is you don't want to face yourself and you have to surrender and let go and forgive 02:16:23.040 --> 02:16:29.980 and it's a continual process and it's it's it's layered I Jimmy brought up honey colony so 02:16:30.820 --> 02:16:35.960 this has been doing you know people often say like what do you use in your hair and 02:16:37.080 --> 02:16:45.880 this is Julian Neil so Julian I met him I met him in LA I met him in Belmar he's 02:16:45.880 --> 02:16:53.060 Belmar's doctor and we became colleagues and this I wouldn't wash my hair with anything 02:16:53.820 --> 02:17:01.660 I mean I haven't put other products hairspray I used to put mousse in my hair growing up in the 80s 02:17:01.660 --> 02:17:07.940 so this is like the forest so there's one called acceleration and there's another one 02:17:08.660 --> 02:17:15.300 that's more root and scalp shampoo and so I wanted to feature those because it's doing 02:17:15.300 --> 02:17:23.420 really really well and then oh you're awesome cheese slice I very much appreciate cheese slice 02:17:23.420 --> 02:17:31.640 thank you cheese slice and then Jimmy Jimmy just got some silver and he's used it for himself but 02:17:31.640 --> 02:17:40.420 he's giving it to his puppies to his dogs and I said to put it in water and so this is my best 02:17:40.420 --> 02:17:45.320 seller this is what the government came after me for because you may not know that in March 2020 02:17:45.320 --> 02:17:53.880 the FDA FTC DOJ launched operation quack hack and operation quack hack went after people like me 02:17:53.880 --> 02:17:58.320 oh what were you doing in March you were making a lot of money yep that was fucking short lived 02:17:58.320 --> 02:18:06.400 because it was a pandemic and people know that in the past four or five years a lot of companies 02:18:06.400 --> 02:18:12.660 like all these conservatives you guys are all into health right the wellness company let's put some 02:18:12.660 --> 02:18:18.780 magnesium steroid in our everybody's like an a health expert so honey colony has been around 02:18:18.780 --> 02:18:26.220 since 2011 and I am a functional medicine coach also people can just call me like an 02:18:26.220 --> 02:18:32.900 book a consult and either for sole purpose or like to do a reading because I used to go on 02:18:32.900 --> 02:18:39.760 mystic and JC had told me are you going to be a healer or like are you going to be a healer are 02:18:39.760 --> 02:18:48.060 you going to be I mean healers an intuitive intuitive soul sherpa or a hard-hitting journalist 02:18:48.060 --> 02:18:53.240 and my answer then was like well why can't I be both who's going to tell me what I can be 02:18:53.240 --> 02:19:00.480 you know I don't fit in a box just like the bees however I'm not into journalism anymore I 02:19:00.480 --> 02:19:06.140 mean I'm just writing on my substack and focusing on helping people it's very interesting people who 02:19:06.140 --> 02:19:11.480 are who are resonate because you have to resonate with the person I think people resonate with my 02:19:11.480 --> 02:19:18.880 wisdom or the a lot of men too that want to go deeper and because it's polarities of balancing 02:19:18.880 --> 02:19:26.080 our divine masculine and our divine feminine a lot of us women have lived the life in a very 02:19:26.080 --> 02:19:36.680 masculine way alas because of its design that way do you feel like you've balanced your your 02:19:36.680 --> 02:19:45.460 polarities Clint I think so um yeah I'm pretty well balanced on both sides of it um I really think so 02:19:45.460 --> 02:19:53.120 I'm you know I don't even know how how would you even describe that I don't know maybe you'd 02:19:53.120 --> 02:19:57.660 have to look at me and say maybe isn't balanced no I think I really am no I do think you're balanced 02:19:57.660 --> 02:20:04.040 yeah no I really am I don't I don't I don't know if I can express this correctly but you know I don't 02:20:04.040 --> 02:20:10.260 I don't see one over the other you know the male is is not greater than the female the female is 02:20:10.260 --> 02:20:14.660 not greater than the male it takes both of us and I mean we just have to but we're not the same 02:20:15.200 --> 02:20:21.660 yeah exactly I mean we have to you know together we are stronger and we can accomplish 02:20:21.660 --> 02:20:27.540 many things and you got to look at it that way no one is superior to the other one we all have 02:20:27.540 --> 02:20:32.360 different characteristics and traits that make us great and together we can truly be great 02:20:32.900 --> 02:20:38.280 and so I just kind of leave it at that and just have respect for everyone and you know if um 02:20:39.760 --> 02:20:44.180 if they're not to be respected they do nasty things and I'm just not going to have you in 02:20:44.180 --> 02:20:49.700 my life you know and they'll just um I'll keep doing what I'm doing but I don't need to have 02:20:49.700 --> 02:20:55.920 certain things and certain people um you know I'm not here to save the world I guess is the thing too 02:20:55.920 --> 02:21:00.920 you know and once I realize that it's like you know because a lot of times you know I you know 02:21:00.920 --> 02:21:06.680 I want to help everybody wants to help but at some point you just have to people will come to 02:21:06.680 --> 02:21:11.240 you who need help people you will resonate with the people you will draw them in and you 02:21:11.240 --> 02:21:16.600 don't need to go out and seek it um you'll find no shortage of people needing help you know 02:21:16.600 --> 02:21:21.160 and in a lot of cases but you'll find the right people if you're just opening your hearts right 02:21:21.160 --> 02:21:26.740 and you're you're on your journey they will they will present themselves to you and you'll know 02:21:27.500 --> 02:21:37.280 yeah and also I just um continue to have faith and I know I I am abundant that I've been 02:21:37.900 --> 02:21:43.880 oppressed but it's like every day I've been working since the age of 13 my first job was 02:21:43.880 --> 02:21:52.040 and McDonald's and I built a million-dollar company out of nothing out of nothing and 02:21:52.600 --> 02:21:59.780 I'm building back better realigning I the lesson is to not to be aligned energetically 02:22:00.320 --> 02:22:05.620 and to not come from a you know beggars can't be choosers where I was in a desperate situation 02:22:05.620 --> 02:22:11.980 yeah ending up trusting cunts yeah and then used to use that word and now I like it 02:22:11.980 --> 02:22:16.880 that's all right it has impact in an effect you know so if it fits use it 02:22:18.480 --> 02:22:25.040 yeah uh so I ask people because people are all struggling to pay forward and have 02:22:25.040 --> 02:22:33.200 faith and if you appreciate the show uh to to support it in every little way it counts so I 02:22:33.200 --> 02:22:38.560 think we'll I think we'll wrap it up I'd love to have you on again Clint is there anything 02:22:38.560 --> 02:22:42.660 you would like to share people where they could find you or anything on your 02:22:42.660 --> 02:22:48.780 mind or heart yeah basically I mean if you want to follow anything that I do um that website 02:22:48.780 --> 02:22:54.620 there Clint westwood.net it's got links to my youtube channel my ex um you know channel and 02:22:54.620 --> 02:22:59.700 you can follow me you know through on that any meetups that I do I put those at the top link 02:22:59.700 --> 02:23:07.760 of that website too yeah it's my ex channel and or my ex what tarot card is that 02:23:08.320 --> 02:23:14.200 that is actually off the 2017 economist magazine you know at the top there are the cards and it's 02:23:14.200 --> 02:23:19.520 just it was always interesting to me um you know the layout of those cards and what that meant um 02:23:19.520 --> 02:23:25.580 the avatar that I have there that's actually the um JFK's grave um you know an overhead 02:23:25.580 --> 02:23:30.320 shot of it you know because people ask sometimes what is that no that's if you look on the map 02:23:30.320 --> 02:23:35.140 you know that's uh John Kennedy's grave and so that was just always something probably 02:23:35.140 --> 02:23:41.180 from a past existence that I always knew was a turning point a change moment that just resonated 02:23:41.180 --> 02:23:46.700 with me so you know that was the coup that was the thing when you know a lot of things changed at 02:23:46.700 --> 02:23:50.960 that moment so it's always just been something that's you know I feel like I've experienced you know 02:23:50.960 --> 02:23:56.940 firsthand even though I wasn't born at the time you know well in this life so yeah bring up his 02:23:56.940 --> 02:24:02.800 website she says yeah if you go to yeah there you go you should be able to click on that 02:24:02.800 --> 02:24:07.780 Clintwestwood.net yeah it's very basic I just you know I do it myself I'm an old school you know I hand 02:24:07.780 --> 02:24:13.860 HTML code it and I just put a lot of links out there that are useful to people um you know if you're 02:24:13.860 --> 02:24:17.840 looking at it in the cryptocurrency or you're looking at it you know it's just valuable information 02:24:17.840 --> 02:24:22.140 you know if you're getting started and I gotta put your link out there too I'm just not very 02:24:22.140 --> 02:24:26.200 active at it but I don't know I'm gonna put your information out there and so you know I have also 02:24:26.200 --> 02:24:33.500 I have an affiliate program on Honey Colony so yeah I'll put that I'd love to put that link out 02:24:33.500 --> 02:24:36.660 there so you know people you know when they come here that you know they can click through on it 02:24:36.660 --> 02:24:43.020 and um you can you know you can support me oh yeah yes his youtube channel too thanks Jimmy yeah 02:24:43.020 --> 02:24:47.840 up at the top there you can click on it and then go to that and I put out daily videos typically 02:24:47.840 --> 02:24:52.000 you know I'll be riding in the car I'll drop my daughter off to at school and I just turned 02:24:52.000 --> 02:24:55.560 the camera on because I'm talking to myself anyway and having conversations with myself so 02:24:55.560 --> 02:24:59.300 I figure you know what I'll just turn the camera on if anybody wants to watch you know and they get 02:24:59.300 --> 02:25:04.500 anything out of it then uh that's great because you just never know when you because how many 02:25:04.500 --> 02:25:08.380 times have you had a conversation with yourself and you think man that was pretty good you know 02:25:08.380 --> 02:25:12.880 if somebody heard that they might actually be helped by that and so that's how I look at it 02:25:12.880 --> 02:25:18.980 I just go ahead and just post it out there unedited and um you know it is what it is um 02:25:18.980 --> 02:25:24.820 hopefully somebody can get something out of it and if it helps them to think about things 02:25:24.820 --> 02:25:30.240 differently to where they might make changes in their life to you know awaken themselves or you 02:25:30.240 --> 02:25:35.520 know maybe set themselves on their path in their journey then I'm successful and that's how I look 02:25:35.520 --> 02:25:42.200 at it you know if I'm able to inspire somebody to take action that helps them then that's that's 02:25:42.200 --> 02:25:48.540 all I ask and that's all I I'm grateful for that so thank you Clint I would say I don't sell honey 02:25:48.540 --> 02:25:55.740 believe it or not I had some African honey uh from Ghana and the guy bought the company out 02:25:55.740 --> 02:26:03.700 a sida and he has he's rich and skis and has a whole bunch of drums just sitting and I've called 02:26:03.700 --> 02:26:12.020 him but I need a chief I need a partner I need a coo who's competent and I've had a few clowns 02:26:12.020 --> 02:26:17.660 in the past months apply and it's like you're a clown you belong I'm so mean you belong 02:26:17.660 --> 02:26:27.460 in kmart it's true it's true go back to kmart dude like like people are not visionaries and they also 02:26:27.460 --> 02:26:33.420 like I've had a lawyer say to me why are you so responsible and I was like what what do you mean 02:26:33.420 --> 02:26:41.420 people aren't like this he goes no and so now because of all the damage I I'm dropping balls 02:26:41.420 --> 02:26:51.760 and I a poor I a poor mediocrity I'm a Virgo rising into a perfectionist and but there's also much that 02:26:51.760 --> 02:26:57.920 I can do and and if I had the proper if I had an actual visionary because for me it's like listen 02:26:57.920 --> 02:27:02.740 I've been around 14 years typical woman would have fucking withered away because how many women 02:27:02.740 --> 02:27:09.160 have I told and they take a step back oh little frail snowflake you can hear what I went through 02:27:09.160 --> 02:27:17.220 I was disinvited from a spiritual for saying this is my book George Floyd was an operation 02:27:17.880 --> 02:27:24.660 thousands of people have died because of that vaccine oh can't handle your energy I said you're 02:27:24.660 --> 02:27:29.740 a fake spiritual person because if you don't look at you I said but I trust that my frequency did 02:27:29.740 --> 02:27:34.000 what it needed to do have fun talking to me about me in the next circle because how could 02:27:34.000 --> 02:27:41.660 you not and it's also sometimes you'll be called to be somewhere to share your frequency so the 02:27:41.660 --> 02:27:48.200 astrologer Sebastian that I'm gonna have on my show he was a normie until he went to Hollywood and 02:27:48.200 --> 02:27:57.420 woke up but God put him he was underneath 9 11 he was underneath in the subway so for you to be 02:27:57.420 --> 02:28:03.600 underneath and feel it all and hold that frequency while everything is happening above you 02:28:03.600 --> 02:28:12.760 right so we don't know what you know even like this whoever is following my snuffy story which 02:28:12.760 --> 02:28:19.740 has become a disaster on the I don't regret it I don't regret meeting this man this man 02:28:20.560 --> 02:28:26.960 his higher self so much things that I've learned I've evolved as a soul he put me back on my path 02:28:26.960 --> 02:28:33.320 he is responsible for triggering a Kundalini it doesn't justify like hey it's okay what you're 02:28:33.320 --> 02:28:40.240 doing in the 3d but you know so someone will be like oh it looks horrible but what are what are you 02:28:40.240 --> 02:28:46.600 taking away what can you learn how can you make lemonade with your lemons and 02:28:48.740 --> 02:28:56.820 yeah and some of the the biggest impacts on are not on us are brutal this has been brutal 02:28:56.820 --> 02:29:05.740 for me brutal but so is that the real twin flame journey which is really a journey to south 02:29:06.620 --> 02:29:12.520 and we're all mirrors but sometimes you meet someone who's not a distorted mirror who will show you 02:29:13.720 --> 02:29:20.760 there's monadic twin flames which is really like you in another body in a in another sex 02:29:20.760 --> 02:29:25.820 where you have the same wounds and but it's up to every person to either face 02:29:27.560 --> 02:29:37.180 what's coming up or to not face it yeah it's a choice I mean that's it and it's up to us 02:29:37.180 --> 02:29:43.140 you know I made my choice so Maryam you know as we close out I want to thank you 02:29:44.700 --> 02:29:51.340 for inviting me on the show it's enjoyed it thoroughly and exactly that was my next thing 02:29:51.340 --> 02:29:57.920 and thank you Jim I mean it just random happened to be you know then Jim was in the hardly ever 02:29:57.920 --> 02:30:02.100 shows up in the spaces and then boom and then you know you come in and it was a great conversation 02:30:03.060 --> 02:30:08.420 yeah it really was again who was the was it you hosting yeah I was hosting and actually 02:30:08.420 --> 02:30:14.720 I do a space I'll do a space tonight around I don't know probably 7 30 8 p.m central time so that'd 02:30:14.720 --> 02:30:19.020 be like your 9 o'clock your time but you know I'll do the show with Lisa on happy hour here in the 02:30:19.020 --> 02:30:25.880 next hour or so and then after that I'll do a space on on x and yeah I feel free to jump in 02:30:25.880 --> 02:30:31.500 and so yeah will you send me a link yeah I'll send you a link this is the this is the skin 02:30:31.500 --> 02:30:38.960 cream I was out of it for a while because the Mormon slash Mason vendor decided or was told not to 02:30:38.960 --> 02:30:43.980 work with me anymore but doesn't want to admit it after 11 years of doing business so but I found 02:30:43.980 --> 02:30:51.320 a better ozone so I created this formula it's ozone be pollen beeswax this is patchouli I 02:30:51.320 --> 02:30:58.840 love patchouli patchouli is good for the skin this will last you a month and I have my friend 02:30:58.840 --> 02:31:07.980 pasta is using it for his eczema so a little I just put a little and I mean it's it's awesome I also 02:31:08.660 --> 02:31:17.180 I got a high a while ago a high frequency wand which is kind of like plasma 02:31:18.100 --> 02:31:25.700 that I've been using over over the face after I apply the ozone but I I hadn't 02:31:26.480 --> 02:31:32.740 I had it packed and I hadn't used it for a while so I'm still looking at whether that has emf output 02:31:33.300 --> 02:31:39.520 whatever but this yeah this is one of my creations it's called nourish and there is the welcome 20 02:31:40.020 --> 02:31:46.520 why not support a company that doesn't have customer service outsourced in another country 02:31:47.140 --> 02:31:54.120 and actually cares about you and doesn't have any crap in their ingredients so 02:31:54.980 --> 02:32:03.320 I think that the authentic people will make a comeback that I agree yeah that the people will seek 02:32:05.100 --> 02:32:14.200 authentic souls and you know the soul is androgynous yep I mean right doesn't have all those parts 02:32:15.180 --> 02:32:21.320 moving around yeah all right so let's we'll we'll say kmart is gone 02:32:23.840 --> 02:32:30.980 no more blue light specials what the heck come on now when the kmart how about jc penny is that 02:32:30.980 --> 02:32:36.040 gone it's still around yeah it's still around james cash penny I think was his name we got it 02:32:36.040 --> 02:32:42.420 found it yeah anything to say cheese slice thank you to cheese slice I 02:32:43.180 --> 02:32:51.000 no okay all right blessings everyone enjoy your weekend and be kind to each other if you want to 02:32:51.000 --> 02:32:58.280 work with me or do some shadow work or get a reading you can you can reach out it's mariam 02:32:58.280 --> 02:33:05.780 at honey calling honey colony dot com I will give my number out three two three six four zero 02:33:06.280 --> 02:33:13.340 nine seven one zero I want to say that I put a post because I'm I'm looking for a roommate and 02:33:15.000 --> 02:33:20.400 for someone who you know is is kind of busting out of the matrix this man is dealing with mold 02:33:20.400 --> 02:33:27.720 and he's he's eccentric I'm eccentric but the other day I'll share this he sent me um 02:33:27.720 --> 02:33:35.380 he sent me a vibrator image and said good vibrations he goes you work really hard and I said 02:33:35.380 --> 02:33:41.260 dude how do you know I don't have a vibrator I'm like wow Mitchell you know just in some circles 02:33:41.260 --> 02:33:47.140 this would be very inappropriate I know that you don't mean it in a bad way and he goes I call it 02:33:48.140 --> 02:33:55.820 because it was red like um it had some rose motifs and he goes I called it as a thorny bush 02:33:55.820 --> 02:34:00.720 I was going to say it had to have something to do with thorns that's pretty good thorns and bushes 02:34:02.300 --> 02:34:07.880 that's hilarious it's pretty good all that language it's pretty funny lucky one has to 02:34:07.880 --> 02:34:14.180 have a sense of humor where where would you be without your sense of humor thank you in advance 02:34:14.180 --> 02:34:22.500 for any donations if I you know I want to get more than 33 33 to I'd love to send it to 02:34:23.340 --> 02:34:32.120 to cheese slice so if you have um you know feeling abundant and want to give back I'd be very 02:34:32.580 --> 02:34:38.500 very grateful all right everyone have a beautiful weekend thank you see you next week bye 02:34:40.700 --> 02:34:44.580 something has prompted you to embark on a journey toward a healthier you 02:34:45.140 --> 02:34:49.740 perhaps it was a health scare or the chemicals you want to avoid in conventional foods 02:34:49.740 --> 02:34:56.460 or maybe you simply want more energy but with so many different types of diets lifestyle disciplines 02:34:56.460 --> 02:35:02.300 pricey supplements that claim they antioxidize your life and vendors that are more interested in 02:35:02.300 --> 02:35:07.940 their bottom line who can you really trust honey colony brings people together 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