about GMOs. There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really
we need to look at Bayer and Syngenta. These poisons aren't just killing bees,
they're also killing beings. I'm the cacao. She gets really deep into stories, those
where everyone is willing to go. Maryam, you have been caught on the trail of
Charles Leiber since this case in public. I'm not a prostitute or a parrot.
Everyone, I am Maryam Minay and welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.
I'm best known for directing the film Vanishing of the Bees and we are
navigating choppy waters as I'm sure many of you can can not agree that the
energies, the celestial energies are very intense out there. Pluto went direct,
Pluto went into Aquarius last November. I'm a Capricorn. It was in
Capricorn units now in Aquarius the water bearer that is an air sign and we're
going to be joined by Clint Westwood in a moment. I was doing a very spontaneous
space. My friend Jimbo, Jimmy who's a moderator here, invited me and we were
up till four in the morning and personally my sleep has been all over
the place and I just want to say again this is a time of remembrance and
people, customers, people who watch the show have been reaching out to me and I've
been doing more sole purpose readings and fusing it if the person wants with
functional medicine because it's a time of purification. It is a time now to put
some coffee up your booty and clear because detox is not a celery juice
cleanse. It's about removing nanotech, removing heavy metals, removing parasites
and really treating your body as a temple because we are light. We are light
based beings not carbon and these solar flares and what's happening in the
skies. This is arguably a retake of Atlantis and I think many people
despite their beliefs like even you know Christians are being called to get their
house in order. I would invite you to watch the episode that I did with
Howdy Makowski about the reincarnation trap and there are people who say yeah I
don't want to come back here but let me tell you that if you don't want to
come back here you have to get instructions and where do those
instructions come from? They come from within a knowing right? The Gnostics,
the Cathars because knowing is quite arrogant. How do you know? But I'm sure
you've known things and it takes a lot of tenacity
to beat your own drum so you know there is censorship but then there's also
people like me who've become radioactive. I think only when you are
around me that you see the fuckery that's a foot
and I'll mention it again that I had Jeff Berwick
on. Jeff's fans love him and they love me because
they appreciate authenticity and boldness and courage and he went to share the
interview on his YouTube and was instabanned and got a week
in YouTube jail. So what does that tell him? Not to have
Mariam on the show. So you know I've taken this all and all of us
whatever happens in our life you know to really
alchemize and become a victor not become a victim but I have been
victimized. I've done nothing wrong but speak the
truth and for someone for those who don't know me
I'm a brown girl Egyptian Greek from Montreal Canada
French is my first language and I worked really hard
my whole life and I reached the glass ceiling. I am one of the best journalists
in this country but you wouldn't know. So in some circles I'm
well known and in other circles I'm offensive and I have people that
approach me that say but my friends think I'm crazy
and my answer is who gives a fuck and I've come a long way.
I was the chubby girl that was pushed on the ice and called tub of lard
and would eat my full fava bean sandwiches in the bathroom
and it turned out to be an ugly duckling. So you know I am a testament of what is
possible. If I didn't listen to myself I would still
have a metal rod in my leg. I would be limping. I would
still be in Montreal Canada. I wouldn't have directed vanishing of the bees.
I wouldn't have reversed lupus and I'm still here.
So you know the powers that be I said once out loud
she goes by the bee lady but she's acting more like a kukaracha
and then two weeks later I got a cockroach in my lunch on the heels of my
book my George Floyd book and I've learned a lot
from writing my George Floyd book. So we're all
feeling the noose of the economy that's you know Clint can tell us his
projections and his studies but the point is to
feel fear and the point is to raise your frequency
above it all and for someone who was looking at the outward I was like
looking for the outward like Truman in the Truman show how the
fuck do I get out of here but then I got the download
that it's through the heart it's going within it's doing real shadow work
not fake and gay spirituality where it's all rainbow and light
because that's not the way it works it's okay to feel feelings
and certainly when if you are an empath sometimes
you you feel people's feelings you transmute
feelings and the past five years was a test
and many people failed and they created a bioweapon to attack the heart so that
you can't raise your frequency because we're
heading towards a transhumanist agenda and I've been on the forefront in the
future and I believe that God universe creator
you know I I finished writing my book and now
I'm looking at ascension and looking at how to really liberate
and believing and trusting my inner knowings
so that takes a lot of fortitude but I'm here to inspire you
to do the same and okay so without further ado
I'm sorry for keeping you waiting welcome Clint so we were having a late night
and Jimbo suggested that we do a show and
I'm always down to cross pollinate and so I know you have a lot of people who
follow your channel that are here hi everyone
and so but for my audience I'd love for you to
share a little bit about yourself yeah basically everything you said
I'll tell you what all those words are a lot of the same words that I use in
the same frequencies in the same ideas so really crazy
of the synchronicity I don't believe in coincidences so
we'll start with that we're tapped in yeah absolutely
you're a hundred percent right and as I heard you saying that I'm just like
that topic that topic that topic it sounds like
everything I always say and I think that's that's
essentially where we're at you know we you know
like you like you said you know since 2020 2019
we have been given a choice and I think that was really kind of a
watershed moment where we're given a choice to continue with the old try and
hang on to the old structures hang on to the old paradigm
or go through the pain of making your own choice and trusting yourself and
that's really what it came down to you've got to look inside and look
inward and trust yourself and trust who you are going forward otherwise
you know we could be in that trap of just repeating and repeating and
trying to have the same the same thing return and
I mean is that what we really want you know the same artificiality the same
control systems that it's really a battle for our soul
I know that's not your question but I just couldn't help it and I had to roll
with it so I heard you say I was checking out some of your
drive-alongs you're on your channel and I say I say the same thing I even I
told Jimmy I'm like you know is it like he's saying the same thing that it is a battle
for the soul they want your soul yes and people don't realize it because what is
the soul right so I've been doing like a serious clinical detached deep dive
at soul reincarnation and I'm lucky that I I remembered about reincarnation
at 13 and I've been on a journey and it's it's peeling the onion as far as I want to
say something Clint as far as the shadow and then I want you to share a little more about
your personal story because I believe we need all the divine
masculine's and we all have that energy within us but it's been purposely designed
that it's it's cockeyed so I actually forgot what I was going to say because I could say so much
and be my Gemini moon self oh the the soul the soul to go after your soul there's more
demons than ever on this planet and I have a theory I don't know if I shared it on the space
maybe but I did a deep dive it's on my substack on the ventilators because when the ventilators
came up they scared the shit out of me and I I would venture to say I'm one of the few that
went to see well who put these who who instituted this and people don't know that initially
was during the fomite phase of aerosolized that they instituted the ventilators to protect the
first responders however they quickly found out that it wasn't aerosolized but they continued
so for me in this trans humanist agenda it was a way to practice to keep the body alive
because it's it's mechanics and to turn us into batteries and now when you die you need to be
conscious you could be conscious because back in the day when they took 70 days to usher the soul
back to the stars and you know death there was a process and it was sacred that you didn't put
formaldehyde inside the body um and now it's it's also it's also been co-opted that that's
you know there's no there's no weight put on the soul and we were all tested and many of us
hoard out our souls so when you do shadow work you know let's say like you're in if you're in
soul stance you're looking at yourself you're this is the character of Clint this is the character of
Miriam oh Miriam is like showing up really aggressively right now where is that coming from
or oh you recreated this pattern again with another partner where is this coming from let's
look at attachment stuff I mean this is difficult work it's not easy and it's not by bypassing
because there's so much toxic spiritual bypassing so what do you say to that no I 100 agree with
you and it's it's it's interesting that you say that again no sin you know no coincidences the
synchronicity of repeating cycles definitely do I've done it in my life um to where you know
whether it be a relationship or certain events that have happened you know you go through this
and then you find yourself in a similar pattern you know just it rhymes it's not exactly the same
but you you realize wait a minute am I making the same mistakes again am I just going in the
circle again and and the shadow worker that you talk about you know how I look at it is this
you have to take a hard look at yourself and you have to understand why am I getting angry
about this or why am I getting upset about this you know what is causing me to react the
way I'm reacting to you know this external stimuli and once you start doing that and you
really look at yourself and you say okay why is this triggering me and you've got to look really
deep at who you are and what you are and and understanding that it's just a projection
of you out there you know when you're blaming someone else for something it's like well that
person's horrible so now wait a minute what are they doing to you that is affecting you in that
way and and you look at you've got to look at yourself and say okay I'm bothered by this because
why you know why is it offensive to me why is it bothering me so there's there's a level of I
don't want to call it an insecurity but there's something that needs to be repaired inside of
you because once and then once you do that once you take a hard look at yourself and you fix that
and say I'm not going to react that way anymore I'm not going to let that bother me and when
you release yourself from that you kind of become untouchable and that's the goal and I
mean we all need to work toward that but you've got to look inward because really what it comes down
to is you are the one that's allowing yourself to be affected and you ask yourself why am I being
affected what is it that's triggering me and what is it that I need to fix so that I'm not triggered
because then I can polish my soul up you know because that's what it is it's fine-tuning
that soul and that's what this journey is about here it's everything is a lesson everything
is is something that you should take as a gift no matter how hard it is no matter how
traumatic it is but that's how we're reborn through trauma and pain and then you've got to
really look at yourself and say why did I get hurt like that how did that hurt me was it that
person or was it me allowing it to happen to me because once you understand that nothing can
touch you I mean it really can't I mean unless you let it touch you it's just like a vampire
and there's a lot of vampires out there they don't get to come in the house unless you invite
them they don't have energy unless you give it to them I mean you're the one giving the energy
and that's why we've got the battle for the soul you know light and dark god devil all that stuff
they're battling for something very important and it's up to you to give it to them and so when
you don't give it to them you win yeah I want yeah absolutely I want to add to you know once
you clear it because that's what I'm saying purging to go really within what I'm finding for me it's
still in my field right and I've gone now to the point of like oh shit I've played this character
before I've been killed before like in Westworld for being the record keeper for being protecting
for always standing for fucking truth even if it hurts and people will say yeah they have their
truth and we get you know that's the minutiae but there are absolute truths so once it's still in
someone's field I I saw as I worked on as an empath drawing in narcissists and again it's it
goes back I might earn a psychology and goes back to attachment styles because we're recreating
that over and over to get that love usually from you know the parents that that has to be
integrated a lot because a lot of people will know what's best but they're not being brutally
honest with themselves and seeing nothing happens in a vacuum so there is that you know because I
see an and with me I have righteous anger I hold that divine sort of truth and it's coming to
the point now because what this bifurcation is is also ego versus heart whoever has a heart
left right so what I'm seeing myself react to and it's all a luke fest like you said is
people who are like I understand I'm so sorry it's like you're being fucking fake I rather
you be honest with me and tell me you don't give a fuck and you're just reading things off of a screen
then this fall city and it with every day those that veil is getting thinner and I think people
who are intuitive so I'm having I admit a violent reaction everybody has their dharma their karma and
dharma I happen to be the one who's like throws the the firecracker in the room or just brings
things to the surface so I'll say one last thing I realized that when I was 13 my dad told me
we were Christian Orthodox Coptic Orthodox and my dad told my sister and I was 12 your mom
is having an affair and you can't tell her that you know because she's threatened to commit suicide
okay go play kids and I started spying on my mom and at 13 I didn't even know it's going to be a
journalist that I found out where she hid her love letters I checked him out in the yellow pages and
it really my dad told us to live a lie and like at 16 it was me that said like I can't do this
and it stayed with me that I can't have anything fake
so can you maybe share a little bit about you and your your spiritual journey to come to here as
well sure um everything happens for a reason I mean it really does and you just end up where
you end up but I mean my my whole thing is I have I guess if you really go back you know
I'm just some person in the Midwest in the middle of cornfields it was raised a minute night you know
in a very conservative area and and so you're kind of you have that that religious focus
and what I've found with that it heats a lot of guilt on you and so you make different decisions
based on that and um some good some bad but I don't look back at things that happened to me
that um you know I don't have any regret you know I definitely don't um it teaches you everything is a
lesson and you're here today because of all of the things that have happened to you um no matter
what your upbringing is and you know in that instance that you used with um you know you
know finding the love letters and spying you know and and don't tell you know that kind of thing
um authenticity is the most important thing that I crave um and in myself speaking of shadow
work I had to take a hard look at myself to understand that you know am I being authentic
and you know and I've asked myself these these questions you know am I being
truly authentic because as you said before we kind of know what's right and we have it
internally we have that you know that that understanding of what we need to be but are
we acting that way are we thinking that way are we doing the things that we need to be doing
and that's where it takes the hard look at yourself and you you have to identify am I
really doing that but anyway I'm a kind of a little off track there but no I'm not my
background um I'm by trade you know I went to went to college went to a small um liberal
liberal arts private school and got my degree in teaching um and yeah as Eureka college
is where Ronald Reagan went to college um here in the midwest what where exactly is Eureka
um it's in the Peoria Illinois area yeah if you look at the map kind of central Illinois
real small school or I think there's only 500 students and and that's where I got my degree
and I taught for a year didn't like it because you know I'm idealistic and I think everybody's
going to love literature they're gonna want to learn about human compassion and you know the
human condition and emotions and and then you realize wait a minute I'm just kind of policing
and babysitting and and so as a 21 year old who had just graduated I'm thinking well this
isn't what I signed on for you know I'm going to teach truth with the capital T you know
like you said um and so you know I kind of did some other things and you know I've been in the
IT field now for about 23 years I just kind of went back and cut my teeth on that and
got into it and I'm in a position where I can work from home I have a lot of free time
to where I can kind of get into different things and you know express myself and be you know
what I want to be and you know I got into cryptocurrency I don't want to talk about
a lot about that but cryptocurrency did lead down a different path I've always been pretty
in tune and trusted my intuition um but with crypto is a weird thing it's not just about
the the fact that it's you know a new form of money and it's decentralized it's it's more
and I met a lot of great people through it it's because it kind of activated something in
people to think differently what is money money is energy well what is energy it comes
from you you offer that up and you put it into something and you want to put your energy into
something that that has value well there's a US dollar or the Fed note have value no you start
unwinding all this stuff you've learned and you think wait a minute everything that you know
supposedly has value it's kind of artificial and so you're and it takes you down the road
of truth and what is real and what what is what really matters and what holds your energy
properly and then you really start thinking about your energy and how valuable it is and
that's wait a minute we are the power here we are the ones that feed anything and everything
and so why are we letting people steal it from us you know you talk about the loosh you know and it
it's and I talk about vampires and it's the same vibe you know it's just but you realize that
people are stealing from you and they're stealing the most precious thing that you have
and that's like your soul power and and and and so crypto has kind of led me down that path
and created a more awakening within me and it's called in other people who are very similar to me
and I since 2020 here have had two big meetups a year so we just had our 12th one in October
and it was just COVID had shut everything down I used to go to crypto conferences and met a
lot of people and I enjoyed it and I loved it and I mean you just the frequency and the
energy of the people you meet but what happened in 2020 was everything shut down
and there's no conferences everything was getting canceled and I said in July of 2020
as like July 24th and 5th that weekend I said you know what I'm gonna have people here
and I've been thinking about this before I want people to come together here I want to create
like a sanctuary it'd be a lighthouse point to call like I say a lot call the wandering boats
home you know and that crypto has kind of done that for me and I hope that you know I'm
doing the same for others and so every year twice a year and now it's a week-long event
you know there are great friends and you know family family people that you know they're part
of my new family that I've chosen and we've chosen each other through who we are at a deeper level
and you know we all come here and everybody can't wait to come here and it's just it's a
wonderful time and so I do that a lot and I'm 52 oh wow I am too there you go another
synchronicity you know that it takes Cyrus B 52 years to go around Cyrus A and I really resonated
that I come from Cyrus B which is where the Sophia divine feminine goddess comes from it just
intuitively um I resonated and then I had John Lash the author of not in his image say how do
you know that and I said I don't know I feel like I come from serious B and he showed me that's
where the divine so it takes 52 years for Cyrus B and you know this is a this is a replay you know
these resets have happened a lot and the way I see it those people who are getting the call
that they choose not because of their defeatist to to exit and are really going to take it
seriously because I spoke to a woman today she's like oh I don't want to come back but I'm in
my head I'm like but you're not doing I did tell her you have to do like deep work and like remember
and trust yourself if you want to get the the basically the instruction manual on you know
and I I don't I don't know I'm still figuring it out where to to go and how not to return to go
back to the source or go ideally to another another planet so do you and when's your birthday
what's your sign your yeah I'm in Aquarius um my birthday is February 7th you know of 73
your moon and you're rising uh yeah it's a cancer rising um and then I'm trying to think what the
moon sign um I do know it that represents represents for people the moon is symbolically the soul
your rising is like the way people will see you your persona and you become more of your
rising as it's the sign that's on the horizon and then moon and Aries okay so it's a good config
it's good to be an Aquarius I call them the orchestrators of genius they're very good
from all the Aquarius's to bring things together and um do you resonate with that well absolutely
and it's kind of what I was talking about I I'm naturally good at kind of leadership roles
and bringing people together I mean I it's just it's one of those things and I'm very lofty thinking
and very you know I just a big picture stuff I mean macro level uh it's it's very important to me
um the community is very important and in my own actions that's what's really happened it's
developed a very um very close knit community of people that just just happens it seems like but
um yeah there's without question you know that's that's happened in my life so with the digital
ID in the social credit system I could tell I could say that I am a poster child for the
social credit system I have seriously so with if everything's going to be digital let's say you
put money in this is just thoughts because I don't know about crypto you put money in crypto
and then they decide they want to tank the market and then your money is gone like is that a possibility
on top of so why is why in your opinion we were talking about this before we started
and a big shout out to cheese slice I'll just take a moment to please share the show they do
not like me on YouTube and um this is about refusing to go away and your share makes a
difference I say you know in her six-week lifespan a bee will only create a quarter teaspoon of honey
so every time you see a jar of honey just know that every single drop counts so even a like
and then share so cheese slice has been working on this show with me for two years we're not
monetized we're not allowed to be monetized on YouTube and we'd like to keep going so why is
why is litecoin better than bitcoin and what what do you think about what I'm saying that
they could just tank everybody yeah absolutely no I definitely understand your concerns and you
know with cryptocurrency I came from more of the preserving your wealth in the silver world you
know gold silver precious metals and then crypto came along and you know I learned about it in 2013
you know I purchased you know one bitcoin in 2013 which I don't have anymore um but it was um
that's where I learned about it and you know I kind of I didn't get it I just did it and
then it took me until probably 2017 to really internalize what cryptocurrency is as a truth protocol
the ability to maintain because you think about it now with AI things change videos change you know
it's like a 1984 situation to where it's like wait a minute weren't we with worth your Asia now it's
east Asia and now it's oceana and you know and from day to day you're like wait a minute I'm
so confused I don't know it's real anymore it's you know and you watch videos um cryptocurrency
you know in this world does represent a truth protocol from the standpoint of you've got
distributed computers all running the same code that are keeping an accurate record of all the
transactions like a ledger instead of a single source and centralized and so I see that is very
important um and yeah I mean it is digital and so people say well we have an emp you know and it
goes out and we can't use it well then nothing works I mean you don't go to the gas station
or the store it's not going to work so I come at it with the premise of okay we are going into a
digital age they are taking us into a digital age if we're going to participate in the digital age
I want to have digital assets that are the best digital assets that are decentralized that I can
hold in my possession and I can use anytime I want based on that just you know that separate
network that runs it and so I like Litecoin a lot I really do it's it's you know I've got
the Litecoin sign here and the reason why I do I'm not saying it's better than Bitcoin
what's the difference for someone who has no idea and once again I just want to know is cheese slice
gone where are you cheese slice because I'm trying to put comments on the screen and I'm not I'm not
able did did he disappear I'm sorry sorry to interrupt you no I'm right here I haven't gone
anywhere okay why did they change the interface on on streamer that I can't put any of the
you might not be logged in if I log in will I get bumped out well no uh well maybe yeah
if you can't post the if you can't post yeah if you can't post the comments then that means you're
not logged in you're just a guest on your own show you're not do you mind if I just try to
log in I'm sorry Clint the question is between Litecoin and so just give me
sure
so yeah I think you wanted you to just keep talking about it yeah okay yeah I'm still live here okay
yeah no I'll talk about it so the differences are essentially this Bitcoin was formed in 2009
that's when the first block was in January and it's been running ever since well I mean it did
have a couple of down times I mean they had to reset some things so it's not it doesn't have
100 uptime Litecoin was 2011 in October so you know two and a half or so years later
almost three years later Litecoin's been running now for over 14 years non-stop
the longest running uninterrupted blockchain out there now essentially what had happened is you had
Bitcoin you have 21 million of those that's that's the max that can exist Litecoin came along and
the creator Charlie Lee actually said you know can I make this more efficient you know can I can
I do some tweaks to Bitcoin and so he did with Litecoin essentially essentially the same code
as Bitcoin but a little bit different it runs four times as fast when it confirms blocks there's four
times as many so there's 84 million Litecoin that will be mined out as opposed to 21 million Bitcoin
the fees on it because it uses a different mining algorithm than SHA-256 which I believe was
invented by the NSA and there's some questions about that that people keep throwing out there who
you know really invented this Bitcoin and what's it for and so it runs on an S-crypt or script
algorithm which is which is different makes it more fast it's more efficient so Litecoin is more
poised to handle more transactions than Bitcoin is because Bitcoin the blocks fill up and there's
only so many transactions that can go in a block and it's every 10 minutes Litecoin has more
capacity so it can handle more transactions from people and it can scale a lot better because
it's got more technology that's been built into it to where you have a privacy function and
it's optional so you can send it you know publicly and say you know think about when you're sitting
in church you know if you go to church they pass the plate and you can put your hundred dollar bill
in there and brag and everybody can see it or you can put it in an envelope which you know
that's the optional privacy that Litecoin has to the to where it's like you know I don't want
anybody to see what I'm doing I'm just going to put it in this envelope and stick it in there
so you made the transaction but you want to do it privately or you want to do a public
transaction so it's logged on that blockchain and you can see it and you know for record keeping
purposes because you know it's a distributed ledger which is an important thing and you know
everybody can verify it but there are times when you want to have privacy you know you don't want
anybody knowing what you have or where it came from or how much you sent and so Litecoin
offers that optional privacy that you can opt into and I really like that feature
um there and it's just um and it always works the transaction fees there are times
with Bitcoin and Ethereum even to where when the network gets congested and more people are using it
you'll see fees you know I've seen Bitcoin at $50 just to send a transaction so if you
got $100 in Bitcoin and you want to send it it's going to cost you $50 of that Bitcoin just to
transact in it and that that fluctuates just because there's limited space and it comes
at a premium Litecoin the transactions have been consistently under a penny so you can send
$100 million of Litecoin to under a penny and I mean not in time will grow as more and more usage
but it's got much more capacity to be able to handle it um and so you know there's just a
lot of things I use Litecoin all the time as far as payments and transacting and you
can send it peer to peer so to get to your question Mariam what happens if they shut this
stuff off you know it's a digital framework you know and you know social credit scores
and go full china um since it's on a it's running on computers that are decentralized
and you know all over the world as long as there's internet connectivity just the backbone of the
internet then as long as that last computer is running then transactions can be made um
now it can get really bad you know stablecoins a different thing though you know or CBDC
what is the difference between CBDC um uh the differences between a proof of work networked
where you've got multiple computers running you know like bitcoin and Litecoin to where they
all validate the transactions and maintain a ledger of it it's very distributed now a CBDC
what can happen is um one entity can come out or I should that's central bank digital currency
that's kind of gone by the wayside and they're moving more towards stable coins even the
Trump administration has said you know stable coins are the future he said that over you know
a year ago at the bitcoin conference in Nashville um but that seems to be their play and it's the
same thing as a CBDC it really is it's totally centralized it's totally controlled and you
can change the code at will if you want to increase decrease the supply and that's where
they want to take us in this digital framework and so that is a bad thing um because it's
going to be pegged to the dollar you know however they want to paint it but what it does
it does allow a point of control a very centralized point of control to where
if we have a USDC you know or I shouldn't say that we have one let's say we have a US stable coin
and you're going to get your social security in that now you know everybody would download
the free wallet um hey you're going to get your snap benefits you know with this stable coin
and it's pegged to the dollar you can use it on PayPal you can use it here you can use it
you can use it everywhere and what happens though at some point they may put restrictions on it and
say well yeah I mean you got 30 days to use it otherwise it starts oh yeah um or well you know
you know your latest medical exam you know you have this statistic and you know so you're not
going to be able to go buy steak anymore and so you know you won't be able to purchase that
thing with that coin it's total control total surveillance total big brother and and that's
the danger I mean it really is in the digital system um but they are taking us digital and so
my point is I would rather if we're going to be digital hold a digital asset like a digital gold
like bitcoin or a digital silver like litecoin that you can use even outside their system because
if I want to send you litecoin mariam all you do is you pull up your qr code and I can go okay
boom done and then that private or I should say that network that's running the litecoin code
all those computers you're not going to pay foul or the government or anybody you're a bank
so when I got invited to rockfin and they said you need to set up a wallet so I don't know if
there's anyone out there that can help me but you know then they put me behind they scrubbed
my dashboard they scrubbed the followers they have my real timeline george floyd movie which I've
now asked them to remove they kept my thumbnails so they're using my image to draw people in
my content and so hi may hi wherever you are he set up the I knew shit about bitcoin so I
actually found it on a ledger I have a thousand dollars in tips that I could really use
and it's on I've written them on like legal red letterhead still have colleagues tlab
sam trippley they're still on rockfin so someone's running the company so if I'm writing to the
ceo and I'm pleased I need my thousand dollars and so the seed phrase hi may set it up and
then hi may left the fucking company so I have found the thousand dollars I was smart enough
to figure that out because I know crap about bitcoin or and so it's there I could see it
and I've written to them because who set up how can I get that money
yeah that's a good question so the seed phrase whoever said you know he set that up that
that's the key to unlocking that I would think I don't know it much about redfin is it a platform
is it a wallet rockfin rockfin is a supposedly they had their tokens and supposedly was censorship
free but it ended up being yet another racket so but my thing is like oh well my colleagues
are still on there so who the fuck are they talking to how are they getting the rake do
you know cheese slice anything about any progress now
but so it brings up yeah they obviously banked on my naivete to set it up and then tried to
say well you gave you gave the wallet but no I I didn't give the wallet so I'm still trying
to get that money and then as far as the social credit system I'll share I got a letter
saying you can get ten thousand dollar loan and it's better business bureau stamp and a little
so I just called because people know that I've been hella censored and I'm struggling so I called
and he's like how much do you want it was just one guy but the company was called lindia
when diva or something and I said I want it all what are you going to use it for I'm going to buy
inventory it was ten thousand dollars okay give me your code okay so I give him the code and then
he says this you're a conspiracy theorist and I'm like what what the fuck database did you pull up
did it have like mariam's face and conspiracy theorist right and it's all so he hangs up on me
call back now I'm blocked I can't get through so I asked snuffy when I saw him
he called went through gave up another social security card but my info came up so this is a
better business accredited what database comes up so what I'm the point here is you will be
you will be linked like and I already know I am a beta user for what's coming so for instance like
the b-lady is banned on bumble so now she can't even like go you know find friends or go on a date
it's like that's purposeful why because I shared a link about George my George Floyd movie
it's whack yeah so and it's not just come happening to public figures it can happen to
soccer moms they know every single one who's not jabbed you know for those people who joined
injected personally this is my little take when oh dating site for non-vaccinated people
when you go on what's your blood type oh wow so smart this is how you're gonna get the
unvaccinated fuck you I see through your game but most people won't right no no let's find your
on 23 and me oh that'll be great I'll find out who my great grandparents are and then the next thing
you know they've got all your information and use that for whatever you know most of these are fronts
anyway I mean that's the thing we live in an artificial world where they can create money out of nothing
and so what at what end would they stop creating tools to rob you of your energy and steal
everything that you have I mean there is no limit to it I mean we're 38 trillion in debt that
we know about and I mean and then unfunded liabilities are off the charts I mean this is
unfathomable amount of money and that they've spent and look at the things that they've created
everything's fake the media is completely controlled farm is completely controlled military industrial
complex is out of control I mean it's every fat Hollywood you know everything you know it's
like every facet of everything the NBA's rigged we find that out you know there's the big
but NFL's rigged I mean it can rigged everything's been rigged it's all gay folks don't be faking gay
there you go like it's you know and and it's a collective it's a soul collective this journey
you know that you're we're on the same page it's a journey and it's a remembrance so as we raise
that that's how you can stay above it all to not get looshed and you know for me personally I have
PTSD and I have righteous anger I can't stand in justice and so I'm working on reprogram reprogramming
my subconscious because we're we all if we're awake have spent our life deleting I'm going to
delete the self-limiting program I'm going to self-delete and the last one is that a lot of
people got gaslit and feel like they can't relate to their immediate friends anymore and need to find
hopefully have found the fortitude to go off the beaten path and who gives a f if right just because
you're you know how about your family was your family any of them jabbed did you lose friends
oh me yeah no no I mean you know we're all kind of into the same mindset and and it's yeah I mean
and I live in a pretty conservative area and and so you know that didn't really affect but there were
still people who you know it's like blinders on you know and not and not and it's unfortunate
I mean it just it really is that um you had a situation where they used every tool possible
oh you're not going to get to see grandma in a nursing home oh you're not going to get to see
your father who's you know got an illness and so you're scared this is a fear thing it's like
you said it's all about fear everything's about fear and if you just let go of the fear and
you know laugh at it or whatever you want to do to react to it it can't touch you that's why
I'm always use the vampire analogy it's like it can't do anything to you unless you give it
the energy you don't give it the energy don't let it fear you into doing things trust yourself
and do you boo so this is the Hawkins scale so they're these are frequencies
so they're keeping people in these low frequencies and I I recommend the book by Hawkins
called letting go because we all need to let go and forgive so then this is the highest
so that point so I got this to put on my wall to remind me of the of the frequencies and of course
coming after your livelihood and people are instead of like I'm going to pay it forward
I'm going to practice abundance I'm going to show trust in the universe because I personally
have never done anything for money like that's not what drives me and my book no one could
pay me enough money for five years of investigative journalism journalism for the future nobody is
like oh I'm going to charge $500 for a fucking blowout for your hair like on the island in West
Palm but so it's all you know it's it's uh it's all subjective what what is I chose to live
a lie I chose it's my decision to have almost died and lived a life of in service and feel
rewarded and rich in my spirit but because all of us are getting the squeeze in so
everybody then will go to like fear fear like I'll give an example as a woman who has
got into Moderna jabs and I believe is vaccine injured but being told that she has arthritis now
and she's having an awakening but maybe not realizing it because also believe that if I work
hard if I am loving I'll get the man I'll get the whatever and it's it's we're seeing no it's all
but it's it's all it's all fake and materialistic right but so she got hired and maybe people at home
I get at least for my business you want funding you want funding it's a racket okay it's a racket
so she got hired and then within two weeks was seeing things that aren't on the up and up
and she lost her job so when I scanned into it and I and like yeah they saw that you're too
you're too you're too honest and you're not going to play the game they did you a favor just because
you're rejected from the matrix doesn't mean you need to internalize it because it's also
not only remembrance it's also for self-forgiveness right not only for others forgive them for they do
not know but it's it's also which is a lot of alchemy you use the heart it's like a furnace
that's why they attacked it it's way stronger than the mind yeah and the world of spirituality
defies logic yep and and you say it I say it when you know you know how do you know
I just know I just know and you know I can tell by the frequency how when did you like that person
it's like it's not that I don't like them I just don't want to be around them and there's something
about them in that energy level that I just it's not there you know it's not for me and there's
other people it's just like gravitate and um yeah I mean in that instance you know
ah this is my dream job you know for you know I want this job so badly and and then you get
it and then maybe something like that happens to where you see uh man what's really going on here
and and instead of you know looking at it as a negative oh man you know I spent all this time
in college you know it's been all this money to get this job and now that I'm here it's not no
don't look at it that way um you got to look at it as a lesson I mean we either figure these
lessons out on our own or the universe will will kick us and you know throw a tornado at us
or a hurricane or something to move us and if if you're willing to seek truth if you're willing
to heal your soul and find your soul it will help you and it will reward you you may not
think it is at the time you may think why did I lose that person you know or or why did this
happen to me but I'm telling you I mean in my own life when you look back you look at it as
well that was a gift thank you um thank you for I didn't want to go through that I didn't plan to
go through that I never would have chosen to go through that but I had to go through that to be
who I am now and and that's the most important thing so when you get upset on a daily basis and
think find this freaking car breakdown or why the tire go flat think you might have gotten
an accident down the road you just don't know it you know something worse might have happened
to you and you were prevented from that happening so quit getting mad at the situation and
think well maybe I need to learn how to you know keep a spare tire in the back or you know
maybe I need to you know find the lesson and everything yeah it's important because it's
the universe is teaching you it's helping you to be you I mean you you need this lesson
the real you the essence you and and also with that you know I've been driven a lot
by my hunches and trusting them I don't often know where they're going to take me
but you know people because I beat to my own drum why are you doing that
or like what's that going to do I don't know at least if I make the mistakes they're going to
be my mistakes Pluto coming out of Capricorn it's also as someone with six planets in Capricorn
which is ruled by Saturn is a lot of control that this is also a time of surrender and the
now it's a theme on YouTube but I got the message in regards to you know this notion of a twin flame
that I said what the fuck is this to him in the ethers to my higher self and I heard in a previous
life you signed up for a 3d 5d split test and then two months later oh look at all the shows
that are called 3d 5d split how did you know Mariam but trusting yourself even if it doesn't
make sense because what the 3d it a situation might look really f'd up but the 5d is you know beyond
time and space where let's say two people are going out they're really going out there's four
people in the relationship because there's the wounded selves and it's all this crap that comes
but two people on the surface it looks like something but I call it the silent stream
there's so much percolating underneath so we're all being invited to trust and I'm saying all of this
for someone who was like working 16 hours a day glued to the screen trying to do my job just do
my job as a messenger and real journalist and you know to not question and but we do make
mistakes it's not about regretting but if I look I've spent my life following in my mail
not being in my feminine my gemini moon self which is like the dancer free silly goofy free
and setting it's also about us being our authentic selves as again as a man a divine masculine
to you know if I'm on the first on the dance floor then I invite others usually it's the
children that come and dance with me I free them up to go dance but then you know people
will feel like oh I can kick the dance floor too and be free so what do you say to that
I 100% agree with you and and that's that's the thing that everything holds us back
more than anything we hold ourselves back because of the expectations of society of
education of parents of family of relationships you you definitely exactly Jim I mean I say it
all the time trust yourself and it seems crazy I've done some crazy stuff I'm not crazy stuff
this year and people look at me like what you know what did you do and just out of the blue
but it's like internally when you know you know you know there are things that have happened
it's like okay this is the day this is the day I'm doing this I'm just going to do it
because if I don't do it I can't continue to be deceptive to myself I cannot continue
to live a I always say you know the massive I don't say I think it was thorough that said
that the massive men lead lives of quiet desperation don't lead a life of quiet
desperation I mean because you're just harboring you know I'm desperate to do this stuff you
know but I'm not going to do it because I'm afraid to do it you know if you've got
the ability to do it and and and you don't do it you've wasted your opportunity here
and and you have to I mean don't live with regret and I say that all the time it's like
I have no regrets I will look you in the eye and say I have no regrets I mean I'm you could say
I made mistakes but I don't even look at them as mistakes um it's it's everything was done
everything that I've done I have learned from I would not be who I am if I changed
one second of my life and done something differently and I'm good with where I'm
at and who I am so I would never change anything I would never go back in time and say
oh if you hadn't done this you know what would have no I'm not going to do that because
the fact that I'm having this conversation right now I probably wouldn't be having this
conversation right now if I changed one little thing and like I said I'm I'm good
you know I'm good going forward and in understanding who I am and what decisions
I need to make and I'll make you know I'll maybe make some I guess you could say mistakes
or do something that doesn't work out like I think but it's not a mistake because it's
meant to teach me something and hone my soul and and you just gotta keep on moving forward
and accept all that stuff you really do I mean one of my biggest mistakes is trusting people as
an ethnic woman and a Canadian I mean I know disrespect to Americans but there's a warmness
where there's a lot of coldness and in the culture that's what I've experienced but be like
you know I'm take off your shoes make yourself at home and I allowed people in honey colony
and I empowered them gaslit myself because I'm unconventional do things and and was like
take off your shoes let me empower you to sodomize me over and over again I get you
and so I have made mistakes to but are there mistakes but aren't but you realize them now and
you're you're probably correcting those right and you're not going to have that same behavior
going forward so by doing that and going through that it's it's you know helped hasn't it to you
know only a minute I'm not I could have I could have gotten the v8 you know should have
the v8 a lot a lot I could have learned that mistake that issue and saved myself a lot of
strife and the thing is you have to take responsibility and I believe that we've all made our beds
and it's time to sleep in them you know for all those people there's so many who are vaccine
injured like god forbid you at least you don't even know you're vaccine injured and you're
you know my stepdad is rotting in a in a hospice with a with a with a vaccine injury but no one's
treating it as such so once you get into this system or to the killing field you know I'm just
saying you can learn your you can learn the lesson so it's taken me because it will get louder
and louder and yeah ultimately ultimately it's an ego death too just not having the ability
to have reach and in this fake and gay world as a journalist or as a content influencer
but what I find is that people who find the show are resonating with their heart and their soul
and its quality over quantity that's you know I just get frustrated that people don't know
how they're being manipulated and so this is what I think let's say I was you were
raised Christian I was raised Christian I'm not against Jesus although I will get read about
him in that in little later and I'm not I'm not against Christ consciousness but keeping the
salvation outside of you that's part of the trap and so my my point here is like I don't want to
live a dissolution life I don't want to live a life where I'm just living a fucking lie to
myself and and living my entire life based on bullshit you know and so for my meeting people
they might be good people like have the good intentions but with all due respect even Christians
it's like no they took out the divine feminine okay you're a woman you're standing for I only
refer to the bimbo I walk with Jesus I said but what there's a blind spot there you're not
listening to what I'm saying because so all of us have blind spots I've made it a point to
look at my own blind spots to not be dissolutioned itself because you'll meet someone who's a brilliant
mind oh but they're into Scientology or oh this person knows everything you know about
medical freedom but now they're standing with the xio christians and they're part of that agenda
you know I mean yeah absolutely and and that's it that's it I mean you know a lot of times we do
that and I've done that you know to where it's like okay I'm done with that person because you
know they've aligned themselves with this and but then I then I think you know what hey that's
their choice maybe they're maybe they're figuring something out and maybe they need to go
through that to realize oh okay well maybe this isn't the right person to be hanging with I shouldn't
be hanging with George Soros on a boat and you know it's I try not to you know because I mean
you know in the past you know I prejudge you know I look at things I think oh well you know forget
that and that's more up here you know and what you've been indoctrinated with and so I've
tried to learn to come down here and you know feel and understand you know internally rather
than the external forces that have programmed my mind you know throughout my life and it's it's a
journey it's a it's it's it's difficult um but again you have to really take a hard look at yourself
and say that have I you know am I thinking for myself or am I feeling for myself am I am I
expressing who I really am and what my path is here and who I am here or am I making decisions
based on you know what I've been programmed to make and you know where is that coming from and
it's a hard thing you know to really understand but it gets easier I mean and it a lot of it
with me in particular it's it's come from um you know it's you know cutting out the alcohol
I mean eating food it's better for you um you know and it makes a transformative difference I mean
it really does it helps activate your body and your cells and many things wake up and you
become much more in tune with who you are and the rest of the world because it's it's the frequencies
like you said you know on that chart you know you're way low frequency on a lot of stuff you know
when you're ingesting certain things and you know and you talk about alchemy that's the like
ultimate form of alchemy if you don't believe in alchemy then the things that you eat are
definitely alchemic because you eat certain things you drink certain things it changes your
body I mean just look at people in America and you know and if you do different things and put
different things in or not put different things in like today for instance you know what I even eat
I don't even know hardly anything and I feel great you know because I'll go through those periods where
it's like I'm just not gonna eat today I'll just drink some water and I'll tell you you know
your frequency yeah it just raises and and you know we're mostly water anyway and you know and
charge cells and you know batteries and what we are but yeah it's you got to look at those
things from the standpoint of it's you know it's all of those things around you that that can
destroy your frequency and and take you away from who you are your analogy of the onion I've used that
many times it's like you know the core of the onion that's the heart that makes you cry and it's
the most emotional part and then but we're layered up our whole lives with you know these
these skins that it's hard to get that soul out or that expression of who you are out
until you appeal them all back right when you thought into it and then it all comes out you know
I maybe I sound harsh as someone who is on her last life and everybody has their karma and
dharma it's like okay if you want to come back here and I was reading a book in one of my my many
books now about reincarnation it brought up it said that the soul has 144 cycles because
many of us feel I know I'm moving up to 144,000 if it's a if it's a frequency but so think of it
I was talking to Jimmy about this so let's say you have 144 cycles back in the day you could
argue we lived 800 years 700 years before all the poisons when the oxygen the canopy all of it
okay but let's do an average let's say a hundred and then with the industrialization and
actually there was a period where there was a lot of young deaths so let's say the average life is 50
and that's 144 times times 144 so think about all the hundreds thousands of years like in Westworld
that you've played this character you reincarnate with similar people and if you're lucky you'll
you'll find a simpatico soul or you'll find your soul family we could all say let's say I know Jimmy
and I are in the same soul family and that there's a kindred spirit of same same frequency so I
as a divine feminine that holds the divine sort of truth I am a food nazi I am I have high standards
so also if there's there's anyone I'm a mirror oh you don't like what you see here huh you're
going to scramble away because after my Kundalini I was like oh if there's any demons I'm going to cast
you them away with my light you will not be able to stand in the frequency if you want to improve
your life because no one comes into Miriam's life and doesn't get healthier or is provoked or thought
or I don't help them go on their path since I was very young help what's your passion what
do you want to do go do that right bringing out the best in someone but I have to remind myself
some people want to come back here and do this again yeah and they love the Saturday and Sunday
football games you know they don't want to miss out on that you know it's like uh enjoy sitting
there and you know hey you know it's not for me but choose your path you know well like like
cipher in the matrix right he wants to come back to feel to taste the bloody steak yeah right and and
there's a lot of that because it's you know it is very captivating and very you know engaging and it
gives you pleasure and it activates those senses you know but that's all just temporary and physical
and you know it goes away um you know there's there's far much there's far much more you know
when you activate you know that internal self that soul when you when you find things that
resonate and talk about people being drawn together and reincarnated in families from different
generations coming back that's how I feel the people I've met in this lifetime I mean we all
know each other have known each other for a long time because there's no I don't know how many times
I've heard it repeated you know with people that you know in our group um just because it's we
all feel that way I mean one person in the group said you know it you all feel like home
you know and it's just like yeah that hits because that's how it feels you know you feel like home
you know being together and it's just you meet them for the first time and you just know you
just know you feel it I wanted to say also I had another another point I just it it just uh slipped
but yeah I don't know I I had a brain a fart but I wanted to say something maybe it'll
it'll come back something that we were talking about before about reincarnation
the remembrance I mean you'd use that word remembrance and that's what it is it's not
that we're necessarily learning it's that we're remembering and unlocking who we already
are and who we were before we came here I mean you know we came as a spark of light you know from
from you know the whatever you want to call it the heavens the universe the the mind of
everything you know it's it's like that's who we are and as we come into the world it gets
stamped out of us and we're trying to remember who we are and why you know what we are and with
that said the divine spark that the generations to come in the future they're not going to know
a divine spark from synthetic if it fucking hits them in the face and that's the whole point
so the what I was saying earlier I don't think I finished the month of ventilator so
and so what I believe is that you have to consciously die you have to remember to
consciously die and to not go into the light at the end of the tunnel which is a trap now those
all those people who died on a vent on a miasma of swirling sedatives that were in a fog those
people arguably are in the bardo they're in the in between and that's where these
discarded souls the archons it's like they can glom on to someone oh someone died of an overdose
in fentanyl oh this person's doing drugs I'm gonna just glom on I'm gonna run the show
you know as someone who's written a story how I lost my partner to a parasite and he was aware
of the parasite he named the parasite and the parasite has wants to keep the host alive for
anyone who's seen the FX series Legion which is also similar he becomes a mutant but he has a parasite
that takes over and becomes you know because in even the natural world the parasite will make the
spider weave a better web it will give superpowers and then who's really running the show so my
theory that came a few days ago is not only they were using those vents to practice to
keep a body mechanically alive but also they got a lot of souls a lot I mean that's that's
it's an interesting theory and point because yeah I mean you think about it you know you look at
you know what is it Kensington Avenue and Philadelphia where you got people that
walk down there and you see it's just everybody you know it's drugged out on fentanyl and
they're leaning over they look like zombies and you think do they even are they even connected
to their soul I mean you know in what fertile ground and especially the same like you say with
the ventilator what fertile ground for something to just come in and then where does that leave them
what kind of situation what you know I mean that's a horrible thing I mean to think about
you know at a very cosmic spiritual level you know where does that leave you then
I mean to have lost control of of everything that you know was most valuable and there's
nothing more valuable than your soul I mean there really isn't who you are in your essence
it's just it's a terrible thing to think about and yeah with the ventilator thing
you're right I mean there were so many people that they were they were pumped up full of all
of these drugs that did they even help they knew that you know once you're on a ventilator
you're gonna die I mean it's very rare that you come back from it because you know it's
taken over your lungs and and so yeah I mean and then you think who's behind this and you
think well it's the same same as the bosses you know it's the same people the same entities that
have always been behind these things it's just one the next iteration of it and yeah next level
people get offended it's like who's day who's day I'll tell you who they is it's the live factory
can read my book and learn about tapestock it's incrementalism it's seeped into every
fucking non-profit everything everything everything and now the algorithm the algorithm will decide
the algorithm is already deciding arguably so if you want to say who's day and you know just
do ad hominem attacks because you don't think they exist well let me tell you you're incorrect
and I could tell you firsthand there is a force and it and now I'm just doing my job
just sorting out my soul for my job yeah right and now I need my retirement I gotta hang on for
that you know I can't make waves you know because of the vaccine also I was gonna ask you
how many souls are there really that are this deep that can critically think when you know
Jimmy was bringing up the study of like wow 50% of people don't have internal thought
and are these entities just here to take you off your game to take you off your path yeah I mean
is that where we're at where we've got you know I don't know but but you know you just look at
when you walk down the street sometimes you wonder is there anything behind that face is
there anything behind that body and when you talk to people sometimes you wonder is there anything
there because it doesn't seem like there's any critical thought there and how deep does that
go is it just critical thinking or is it is it a much deeper thing to where you are just
not connected you know to to the light I mean really you know the divinity of you know who
we are is that it I mean did something like get lost are there soulless people I mean are there
you know is that where we're at now I don't know and you know rather than getting bogged down on
that for me in my own personal life it's like okay you know I'm just not going to be a part of
that and I'm going to focus on you know being me and fine-tuning me and the people around me
resonate with that and you know you talk about being you know whacked down and that kind of thing
and money money money who cares about money what is the profit a man the game the whole world loses
soul you know and and so I've had many people tell me well how come you only have a thousand
subscribers on YouTube and it's like I'm not actively going out and I'm just my message
what if you're not allowed to have more and I don't even know you know I may be
and you know and I look at it from the standpoint of you know what I'm just going
to tell the truth that I know and spit it out there and if people come they come and if they're
meant to hear they'll hear and so I just look at it that way and I try to let all the other stuff go
and and and just you know focus on doing what I can do and you know if people are meant to be
a part of my life they will be drawn to me and I've seen it happen many times it's just
lighthouse theory you know just turn the light on and shine it and if they leave your life
it's okay it's yeah they might have been the lesson and the anchor that you didn't need you
know and and or if you're cutting soul contracts like me and my daddy bye we're not eating again
you've killed me in other lives you fucking hypocrite christian who cares about my dad
you're you're an asshole you know yeah and I mean you know and what is it um
I think Lisa says uh you know it's um family is not the family you're born into it's the
family you choose um you know I think that's something that she says and it's like we we
choose the people in this life and they're probably you know like you said we're connected
anyway I use the an analogy of the cosmic bus stop um a lot to where once we leave here we
go to this bus stop and we all sit around his souls and and talk say well how did it go
dude what did you learn I mean are you better off you know because of that journey and I don't
know I still need to work on this and and so you know we kind of make this this little contract
this thing to go and and come back and say you know what I'm going to teach you um forgiveness
I'm going to teach you about pain you know I'm your friend and you know we'll do this
together and we'll go back and you know and play the roles out and and the people that
you know might have might be teaching you the greatest pain um in this life you probably
signed on for that and you know them already and it's just it's it's it's all about fine
tuning your soul and and and you know completing who you are and taking that journey and like you
said you know at some point okay I'm good that's enough I'm ready and I don't need to come back
anymore and and and fix things you know I've got it now and you know you can call that enlightenment
you can call that ascension you can call it whatever you want I can't put words to it
but at some point yeah that may happen and but in the process of doing it it's important to
realize that we're making ourselves better and it's really that's what I like it's fine tuning
the soul and that's what we need to work on and that's the most important thing that is the
most important thing you have that is you it's also aligning with the over soul that I am present
that it's my soul I'm my soul is guiding me after the kundalini it was like the messages were
or just you know go do this or this it was amazing uh it's not as intense but but over
the past year I've had even during between the the two eclipses I just had another spontaneous
kundalini again just just laying down my couch reading and then have these waves but they're all
activations and it upsets me uh to know we're in a year of a snake snake and that they demonified
and I've had now several conversations with Christians who who are like well you better
be careful those things that you're getting involved with it could be the devil no my kundalini
was not the devil the downloads that I've received are not the devil I'm sorry they Christians were
told that the the snake is uh demonified but it's all to keep you away from your innate
divinity and it's not a debate it's like no I'm sorry I'm holding the truth I've done the
fucking research you haven't okay do you want to tell me about the gospels that were all the bibles
which oh which bible you're reading st. james huh you think he was a good guy well you're wrong
so what are you what of course there's there's truth their their algorithm analogies um but it's
not come on where is the divine feminine where is she yeah I agree with you on that I mean
there's a reason why I think I've got nothing but women in my life you know the dogs are females
I mean it's just I'm constantly you know in the seek of that but I guess you know if I look at it
I think my chart has like off the wall masculinity and it's it's just that you know and I seek out
that that femininity you know what I mean I surround myself with female energy for whatever
reason um but yeah I mean it's because it's both you know it can't just be one and I look at
a lot of the I don't want to get too far into it but I look at a lot of the religions you know
that I've looked at you know the christianity in particular because that's what I'm familiar with
in the different sects of you know sects of christianity and to where it's like it it's um
you use the material to become this male head of the household you know always right and it's
like okay that's okay to be that you know masculine figure that takes control but you
have to make sure that you're worthy of it and a lot of times that gets skewed you know
just because you're a male doesn't mean that you know you're you should be respected um you have
to be respectable and so there's a lot of that that goes on I look at it everything's been turned
on its head and so everything you've been taught basically look at the opposite everything they tell
you it's the opposite like you said with the snake it's the opposite a lot of times you know so
don't take it and you wonder why everybody's confused you know well you can remember
I mean no one no one's like it just was like oh my god oh my god and if I didn't if I wasn't gifted
with this Kundalini because people work 20 years to have it I wouldn't have understood that you
know I would have been stuck in the lower frequency so I'm gonna read the outline of history
this is a 19 book from 1920 that is part of Snuffy's book collection and I it's HG Wells I live in a
a 96 year old house so this is the beginning of Christianity I haven't read this part so it's
gonna be fresh for me too I could do my British accent why not okay this is a very old book that
okay so I don't I don't know where this is going but this chapter is the beginnings the beginnings
of Christianity and we're talking about Jesus now it is a matter of fact that in the Gospels
all that body of theological assertion which constitutes Christianity finds little support
there is as the reader may see for himself no clear and emphatic assertion in these
books of the doctrines which Christian teachers of all denominations find generally necessary to
salvation except for one or two passages in Saint John's gospel it is difficult to get any words
actually ascribed to Jesus in which he claimed to be the Jewish Messiah rendered in Greek
by the Christ and still more difficult is it to find any claim to be part of the Godhead
or any passage in which he explained the doctrine of the atonement or urged any sacrifices of
sacraments upon his followers we shall see presently how later on all Christendom was
torn by disputes about the Trinity there is no evidence that the apostles of Jesus ever heard
of the Trinity at any rate from him the observance of the Jewish Sabbath again transferred to the
Mithraic Sunday is an important feature of many Christian cults cults but Jesus deliberately
broke the Sabbath and said that it was made for man and not man for the Sabbath nor did he
say a word about the worship of his mother Mary in the guise of Isis the queen of heaven
all that is most characteristic characteristically Christian in worship and usage he ignored
skeptical writers have had the temerity to deny that Jesus can be called a Christian at all
for light upon these extraordinary gaps in his teaching each reader must go to his own
religious guides here we are bound to mention these gaps on account of the difficulties and
controversies that arose out of them and we are equally bound not to enlarge upon them
as remarkable is the enormous prominence given by Jesus to the teaching of what he called the
kingdom of heaven and its comparative insignificance in the procedure and teaching of most of the
Christian churches this doctrine of the kingdom of heaven which was the main teaching of Jesus
and which plays so small a part in the Christian creed is certainly one of the most revolutionary
doctrines that ever stirred and changed human thought it is a small wonder in the world of
that time failed to grasp its full significance and recoiled in dismay from even a half apprehension
of its tremendous challenges to the established habits and institutions of mankind it is a small
wonder if the hesitating convert and disciple presently went back to the old familiar ideas of
temple an altar of fierce deity and proprietary observance of consecrated priest and magic
blessing and these things being attended to reverted to the dear old habitual life of
hates and profits and competition and pride for the doctrine of the kingdom of heaven as Jesus
seems to have preached it was no less than a bold and uncompromising demand for a complete change
and cleansing of the life of our struggling race and utter cleansing without and within
to the gospels the reader must go for all that is preserved of this tremendous teaching here we are
only concerned with the jar of its impact upon established ideas the Jews was were persuaded
that God the one God of the whole world was a righteous God but they also brought of him
as a trading god who had made a bargain with the father Abraham about them a very good bargain
indeed for them to bring them at least to predominance in the earth with dismay and anger
they heard Jesus sweeping away the dear securities God he taught was no bargainer there was no chosen
people and no favorites in the kingdom of heaven God was the loving father of all life and
incapable as incapable of showing favor as the universal son and all men were brothers
sinners alike and beloved sons alike of this divine father in this parable of the good Samaritan
Jesus cast scorn upon the natural tendency we all obey to glorify our own people and to minimize
the righteousness of other creeds and other races in the parable of the laborers he thrust aside
the obstinate claim of the Jews to have a sort of first mortgage upon God all whom God
takes into the kingdom he taught God serves alike there is no distinction in his treatment
because there is no measure in his to his bounty from all moreover as the parable of the buried
talent witnesses and as the incident of the widow's might enforces he demands the utmost
there are no privileges no rebates and no excuses in the kingdom of heaven but it was not only
the intense tribal patronism of the Jews that Jesus outraged there were they were a people of
intense family loyalty and he would have swept away all the narrow and restrictive family affections
in the great flood of the love of God the whole kingdom of heaven was to be the family
of his followers we are told that quote while he yet talked to the people behold his mother
and his brethren stood without desiring to speak with him then one said on to him behold my mother
and thy brethren stand without desiring to speak with thee but he answered and aid and said on to
him and told him who is my mother and who are my brethren and he stretched forth his hands
towards his disciple and said behold my mother and my brethren for whoever shall do thy will
of my father which is in heaven the same as my brother and sister and mother and not only did
Jesus strike at patronism at the bonds of family loyalty in the name of God's universal fatherhood
and the brotherhood of all mankind but it is clear that his teaching condemned all the graduations
of the economic system all private wealth and personal advantages all men all men belong to
the kingdom all the possessions belong to the kingdom the righteous life for all men
he only righteous life okay so I won't continue but this is from 1920 it's H.G. Wells and I say
to a lot of Christians yeah Jesus was an exalted man and uh he did shrooms he had Mary Magdalene
he traveled the earth and they crucified him just like they spared his my story they smeared
his story too what do you say to this passage that I read oh yeah I definitely you know it's
getting the time machine H.G. Wells um but it's uh truth to that there really is because if you look
at it I mean Jesus wasn't an establishment character I mean you know if anything he railed against it
and look at the people he was with look at the you know where he spent his time I mean if Jesus
were to be here today uh the same thing would probably happen because you know again you know
it is and that's it you know it's anybody who questions the established order will get persecuted
and that's just what happens oh well we wouldn't do that to Jesus today well there's probably uh many
characters many people you know look at yourself you know that are railing against the establishment
and look what happens and so
I mean you know he came to turn tables over you know and but basically the essence of it it was
it was you know what what's the one precept the one one thing that you take away and it's just
you know look at the gospel of thomas for instance the kingdom of heaven is within
well that's not in the bible you know they don't want to put that in there but it's
he brought the the the code I guess you could say to you know whatever you want to call it enlightenment
ascension um you know who you are and that's a good lesson to follow you know everything
that he did because you know he did not engage with the people that you know were the powers that
be he did not seek their favor he did not want anything to do with that and in fact rebuked it
so you know and kind of did his own thing and followed his own path so you know that's a
pretty good example to look at but a lot of that has been skewed and you know it's it's through the
institutions that claim him that are at the root of a lot of the problems just say that
right and and for all you hypocritic christians out there there's no shortage right so it's just
like it's a you know a rendition of the woke these supposed social justice warriors who are
wreaking mayhem in the name of justice when their rabid awoke brainwashed you know and I know I sound
very harsh um I I am clear audience and so I can I can even tell often if someone's been jabbed and
whether there's some like brain fog going on I can tell and for a lot from from someone's voice
and and I mean anyone that I know that I speak to there is a distinction and it's not I'm not
crapping on anyone who's gone in the vaccine because there's a lot of saline given people have
immune systems I'm not wanting to be discriminatory and I know maybe because I've lost my livelihood
for standing for medical freedom to do whatever it is you want maybe I'm a little bit more
tender when it comes to someone else who's like you know because christ consciousness
is having compassion and not having wishing harm to others however I just want to say that when
I speak to customer service now I don't even know if they're real I really don't to say
if these are npcs and how many people actually have souls and in the movie the seventh sign
which I went to see again and it has a lot of Jewish symbolism that I didn't see the first
time when I was way younger that there's the hallway of souls the guff and the
the the hope is that when when there's no hope on the earth and there's no more souls in the
body now john lash in this book not in his image talks about the zadakine the zadakine was arguably
the original transhumanist jewish sect where the elon musks of the world and the uval harares
come from I don't know if you're familiar with john lash or the zadakine I'm not I understand
the transhumanist agenda and I you definitely see that playing out um just look at look at the
bathroom at statue I guess you know that you constantly see um it's it's just this mixture um I
think that's where we're going I think that's where they want to take us that's a path it's a
technocratic transhumanism absolutely absolutely is is what they want to do put your dependency
on this stuff and and unfortunately you know there are people you know like us and older
but as we get younger I mean they've been bred to do this I mean they've had an iPad since birth
you know and and everything is digital and that is the danger of everything being digital
everything can be controlled through technology and hey you don't like it well the drone's
going to come visit you uh you know and it's there are so many things with this um
going forward that it's really just soul robbing I mean it really is you know from birth
soul robbing is a good way to say it but because we can't touch the soul quantify the soul
are stuck in the survival paradigm of materialism which is arguably the fall when the the had
the Kundalini and or raise raise your consciousness and then do you decide to use that power to have
dominion over others which is the fall pitting the divine masculine and the divine feminine
against one another because yep true love not as I say diamonds instead of forever like if you
love me I want this car and energy where it's like we just you know we're simpatico
we synergize we want the best in one another it's not control it's not jealousy it's freedom
yeah just exhausted just be yeah are you married no no I've been married but no I'm single
yeah and and the dating scene is uh I'm not doing that right now no uh so but what happens is like
there was a there was like a man I go dancing in Jupiter and I didn't understand what he said
but the same woman who does the dancing has a cuddle thing and for me I don't you'd have to pay me
to cuddle with others like I don't want to mess my mix my energy up so he had offered instead of
like I'll buy your book to support you you you hero I'll give you money if you cuddle with me
I mean I made a lot of money you'd have cuddle fees oh my so he went to the he went to the
cuddle event which was on the beach and he told me that he's like oh I fell and on the way down
the stairs so I got a download of what that is and I like so what do you think that you fell and
you scratched yourself all up so he actually answered with the with what came to me I wasn't
supposed to be there I'm lonely and I'm looking to connect with people like I'm lonely I really
spent 99% of my time alone and I love that have fun and laugh and connect but I'm not
going to compromise myself so I said you know you were brought there it wasn't the right thing for you
you fell down the stairs you bruised yourself up and you came across me and I'm letting you know
you need to go within you know you need to love yourself like I love my own company I just I choose
that I want to find someone to share my it's not because I need someone I I would love
at my age after everything I've accomplished to be a woman to be loved to share my love
because I don't have children and I'm a loving woman but it's it's difficult to because you can't force
at least for me physically I can't you know go get drunk and go have sex with that person or I need
you're gonna stroke my ego I don't need anybody to stroke my my ego to validate me
right but that was a journey I wasn't always like that meaning you know in my career wanted to get
the credit wanted to get the byline and it's been very humbling to go within and to validate
yourself and to have that love that maybe you know a lot of inner child work to play
and explore so I don't know if you contend with alone long in this too I mean I'm sure you you
you interact with the 3d more than I do yeah I agree with you on that I would rather be alone
than be miserable you know or just you know try to be validated you know you know what I mean
and it's it's just not because you've got to love yourself before you can love anyone
else or allow yourself to be loved by anybody else I mean you're you gotta start getting rid of
that baggage and and it's hard because there are so it seems that there are so few people you know
what that you interact with and you think like you said you go to the bar I used to run a night
club in 1999 you know so I'm very familiar with the atmosphere and you know it was a part
of my life that I really don't like and I understand where you're coming from towards
like you know you could take a different woman home every night and and but that's not
validating you know that's that's that's like doing damage to you that destroys who you are
and it's like you don't want that kind of connection because there is no connection you
know that's purely like you said physical 3d you know you know whatever that's that's not
what we're here for and if you think that that's cool it's not I mean it it does nothing
but destroy you and so you need to I you know I just think from my own perspective you know
you have to I have to be with someone that you know I resonate with and if I don't then
I can't really be with them you know you can fake it for only so long and think oh well they
offer this this this this and this but man if they're not here even real like that's it like
yeah if it's not in the heart it's like you know this
I had a a woman say are you having are you having sex with snuffy and it's like I'm going to like
oh I want to hold your hand and have like these sweet moments and it's like I don't know like
just superficial vapid like shallow puddles and I know it's I sound very superior I'm a spiritual
I'm a snob I must say it's not a dickhead to to to someone if I feel that they're real and coming
from their heart but I have said you know on the phone like I'm looking for a lawyer because I got
assaulted on the dance floor and assaulted and you know I'm really sorry for your experience
and I said please please you don't mean what you're saying you're just reading these lines
just going through a script spare me your fakeness right just give me the AI you might as well at
this point you know because this is doing me no good no but I think that's it's gonna happen where
there is a rift that's that's it's between ego and heart and so this new earth you know because
what is it gonna look like is there gonna be a solar flare and those of us who got our house in
order that are not scared of death you know are gonna be raptured and go who knows
who knows I'm sure a lot of us would like be okay with that if we're not those of us who you know a
lot of people who fell for this COVID-19 like my dad are hella scared of death yeah right that's it
they are you know that's one thing I've never been scared of death I've always accepted that is
that's going to come I mean this body will die and so that helps you live a little bit differently
but what's you your essence doesn't die and and so once you kind of that's kind of the starting
point you know what I mean that you got to get to that point and realize it but yeah there are
people who are afraid to die and will do anything possible to live in this here in this crazy
matrix you know they wanted me here and I think really I mean it's all I kind of kind of alien
to me I always think you know I've always thought that man I just don't fit in here
that you come from maybe we come from somewhere else like I know I come from the stars we're all
stardust the heart is made out of the same the same as the as as the stars but you know I'm
still trying to figure it out like you know Frank Jacob came on the show and he's like well
this is where the action is well I'm in the future I don't want a hundred jabs I don't want
a nano right I don't want my consciousness trapped in the fucking cloud right I know and that's that's
you know just watch the sci-fi movies they're telling you all the programs I mean that's the
idea you'll just be we'll just steal it and rob it and use it and monetize it
yeah I have you done plant medicine in part of your soul evolution I have not no I haven't
done anything like that um it's just I know you know I should say that I feel that you know I think
I mentioned it in a video today or yesterday to where it's like you know I've tried marijuana
before and I just it doesn't give me the effect um that you know it just it doesn't work for me
that well but you know as I would think that I would be very receptive and activated through
psychedelics but I've never tried them I'm just knowing who I am and kind of how I can see things
but yeah I mean I haven't really dabbled in many drugs like my body is not just
I just had a tooth pulled and they prescribe me ibuprofen and I'm like do I really want to
take that you know and so you know I just I don't ingest a lot of things like that
and it's not that it's bad I don't think it's bad at all I think it could be very beneficial
and I think it probably would be that beneficial for me um but um no I've just been unfortunately my
life you know I I boozed you know I drank too much alcohol and you know and I got to a point where
I'm like you know this is stupid you know why am I even doing this all it's doing is just
you know destroying things and you know it's been off and on but I would say probably
you know in earnest this year I just said I'm done and I just quit because I just you know
and I just you know I've been thinking about it for a long time and you know this year I just
said this is the year where I'm going to change things and you know it was just an organic
thing where one thing led to another to another to another to where it was just like a sense of
urgency but not urgent but I just felt it inside of me that I need to make some changes in my
life because I'm not on the right path that I need to be on you know I've I've I'm here and
then I did this loop over here this detour that I'm on that that is not good and you know I just
done yeah I'm just done and it's the best thing one of the best things I've ever done I made
some good decisions this year some people may look and say well those aren't good decisions but
they've been the best thing for me and I mean yeah that was one of them I just said forget it
I'm just done just give it up and I'm you know I'm glad you know I don't you know yeah much healthier
feel much better you know it's just everything I guess you know it's part of self mastery because
yeah if you're run by your addictions and you're not in fucking control right you know
and I'm not minimizing we're not having compassion yeah but you're not you I mean you're you
but you're you're you're deviated from you you know you're not the same and I mean you can
convince you can try to convince yourself that oh I'm good I can handle it you know it's fine
you know I still can work you know you got functioning alcoholics and stuff you know it's
like well I get to work on time yeah but how effective are you and then how what what is
your mindset and how are you reacting I mean it's affecting you I mean you can't deny that
and so yeah you got to take a hard look at yourself and say yeah quit lying to me quit
lying to myself you know and you just have to do that and and once you do that I mean you let that go
and you don't even care anymore you don't look back but you got to have the hard conversation
and just admit it you know it's just not for me it's not good for me you know and it could
be anything you know it should just quit living in denial because you know the truth you just
got to look at yourself you know look in that mirror yeah I realized um who people who follow
you know I'm writing about my experience it's cathartic and healing and um it's good it'll be my
second book about um the supposed twin flame journey which I never knew what a twin flame
and it's not like I forced it I just looked at the patterns and it came to me but the
the car is called it's a Denali and I was like there's something about that name and I was biking
and I was like it's denial wow it's Denali it's just Denali so it it realized that it's like a take
on you know a lot of these names like the pharmaceuticals it's like it's all abracadabra
and like so to Jimmy's point we were talking yesterday for three hours and you know we know
many of us that they took out cursive from schools and I'm a big proponent when I work with people
to journal and it's like even if someone it's like oh well I just read a few things well it's
still your document I found gold by going back in my journals and seeing patterns like oh look
at this loop or look at this thing I said and sometimes even it's meant to be for you to
come across that later so it's not a waste of time and the you know to tap into your higher self
so Jimmy was saying you know that the AI can't read cursive and also the word curse if so he was
saying he was saying that uh it's a way for us to cast spells in our own life because I put
post-its I've been writing in cursive and and just like breathe deep just you know every
time I see it I just take a breath because I've been doing a lot of pranayama which is also a way
to raise your frequency so the name of my book well you can see it on my substack I don't know if we
could she says can we pull my substack part 37 came out today I have people who are like I've
been following your work for years but I joined your substack so I could read about snuffy so I
named him snuffle up a guest because he is like my imaginary friend the book I don't know what I'm
gonna call it yet but you can read all the parts I will extend it and my goal is to turn it into
a Netflix series I may have to take my name off of it but you could click on that cheese slice
so I I offer a lot of it for for so I'm it's about reincarnation quantum entanglement
I mean I'm still in the beginnings really even though I'm part 36 it's gonna be a series
and quantum entanglement attachment styles quantum physics um unconditional love reincarnation the
mechanics of the soul human design astrology that this is the book that my soul wants to
write the george floyd book was an assignment really an assignment that I know the one else
could write that book so I for now I guess it's called um with too snuffy with unconditional love
I don't know so um if we can you know peoples even if you restack they mess with me everywhere
they mess with the numbers all these numbers are fake they're all for optics and like they're
they don't allow me on twitter to go past I had like close to 60 000 when I got censored and then
four years later or three years later you know it was cut to to 23 and they won't let me go
past 26 or whatever they're throttling me every day I mean twitter's become a fucking cesspool of
I never had all these bots um every day so I wanted to just show some of the other things
that I write on the substack because even just pressing please restack like jimmy told me he
couldn't restack the other day so they just you know they they can personalize the algorithms
to you yep can you go back to the main page cheese slice I want to show so I wrote an exclusive
report about a document that I found that's basically the blueprint for all their exercises
how in 1998 foresight manual became the script for manufactured reality it's like the blueprint
the skeleton for whether it's clade or the spars or plant or event 201 I have another one about the
Kundalini and CIA's hidden obsession because Ishkov bentov was arguably murdered on plane 191 oh yeah
it's the star of david really the markaba so when I have someone else share it yeah thank you
I give a lot of free but I would really like it maryemhanane.substack.com because let's not
forget I used to be paid two dollars a word and I wrote for all the top magazines from the
Hollywood reporter to penthouse and made a living freelancing my ideas and now I'm reduced to uh
sub-stack
so no that's the important thing I mean when you find if you're finding value in
Miriam's work I mean share it send it directly to somebody that you know because you know more
than anyone else you know who's going to resonate with this stuff you know people in your community
share it with them directly send it you know because a lot of times yeah and but hit the
buttons hit the likes hit all those things to try and activate the algorithm but like
he said I mean they're in control of all this stuff but I mean send them a direct link send
them directly to your website you know how many people thank you Clint how many people uh don't
know that I have a book don't know that I have a movie don't know that I have a sub-stack don't
know that I have a channel but oh I'm real now because I went on this podcast so now you know
but I'm being sequestered and again if what Jeff we plug my coffee enemas if anyone wants to know
how I'm reverse lupus and have managed to to stay healthy it's because of mostly the coffee
enemas so they knew if they post the interview uh last time I sold like a thousand dollars worth
of coffee enemas and my I had a million dollar business so if I'm on food stamps now it's not
because Maryam's a failure she trusted shitty people and was infiltrated by Proctor and Gamble
so who is Maryam that she's infiltrated by Proctor and Gamble you know and it's not like
I'm making a conspiracy up they said we could do a I just didn't realize that I thought they
were normies and they said we could do a partnership with Proctor and Gamble and I was
like uh why don't we do it with Pfizer what the fuck are you talking about and like but then
because I said no then they started doing damage and they found me on Upwork and I know people
like the Children's Health Defense in Los Angeles was infiltrated the CFO who Chris Horlaker who
have had on my show who has helped create Jeff Berwick's infrastructure was also infiltrated
so it's not you know it happens and there's Agent Smith's now more than ever so I wanted to show
I just wanted to show the clip that I shared with you that Sean Hibbler like my movie I'm not even
allowed on Vimeo to sell my movie but Sean can sell my movie and Rockfin was sharing so you have
to go get a you know if someone wants to give me a donation it's only an hour and eight minutes
there's a reason why the left and the right don't want I bought all the footage with my own money
to see what was going on so cheese slice if you go on my Instagram I did post it so if someone
else posted like when I went on Sam Tripoli I got that post got 20 000 views Miriam usually gets
you know 800 on I'm only allowed to do my music videos I'm an interpretive dancer I can't do any
commentary anymore it's yeah it's it's one once you're targeted yeah you're targeted
let's see which one it is go down no no can you exit of that
is it not on the feed
what's the third one is that a video
no not that one the third one
yeah that's it Kent you put it all together it's called the real timeline we put it all together
from the second the body cam turned on before George Floyd I mean they even went up to his car
to pull him out all the way to the very end we want you to see exactly what happened in first
hand perspective a lot of people don't see these things the news only shows you a little this
little that that's it they're even these other documentaries people make they don't put the
good stuff in it we put all of it in it I'll just give you one example all the people with their
cameras were like waiting like like their cue like actors they're waiting no big deal same
thing's happening in front of them but they don't care yet but they're getting ready for their
cue they turn their phone on they're looking okay turn their phone the asian cop goes come on
and then they all come forward with their phone like action I promise I promise you see it and
that's why her film banned disregarded no one wants her on the big shows like they took her off a
PayPal cash app bank of America everything really they'd be there from everything she like she can't
even get donations anymore I think because that video for the film and she didn't even film it
she just used the figure to see this TV
like who found that shot who found that shot it's Miriam it's marrying the God supported
hundreds of times to hundreds of times to catch to catch that to see I'm gonna find the
fucking glitches in this operation and you know then the fall of Minneapolis came out a year after
the real timeline I'm an award-winning journalist and filmmaker and Liz Collins hi Liz you're playing
the role of me you're playing the part of the alternative but you're married to lieutenant
crowl right because it's two sides of the same coin and he's was the trump so freeman fly showed
Liz my movie and that shot of two towel going oh conspiracy but then you put it in your movie
completely out of sync as a little fuck you to marry him because who's going to catch that right
then you go Liz Collins on young and let you know like American you know me on right you remember
that story I wrote that went viral and you never gave me another gig again on epoch times all
of you fake and gay people that are just whoring out your souls for money money money but you guys
are not deep and you are not journalists so just want to establish that yeah you know the fall of
Minneapolis is a good documentary I mean she's married to the lieutenant she obviously has
a perspective that I wouldn't have and however it's not the whole truth and nothing
but the truth it's still left versus right and the truth is not doesn't have sides so yeah
yeah I think you've seen the movie and it's like I'm not allowed on Vimeo to sell my own movie
but my movies plus bought distributed and then it was Zach who told me but my movies plus is
white labeling from Vimeo what so why can't marry him sell her own movie like you could give me
excuse me a donation and I have a screener link or you have to do you like do an old school
like an old school um DVD like I don't know who has DVDs anymore
and then and then the book I mean the book is
all full of freedom of information um you don't know about cup foods you don't know about the
hush money the five million dollar hush money to a baby mama George you don't know that George was
created of three different people there was a training or that Derek Chauvin who's going to be
the second year anniversary um that he was I'm not saying you Clint I'm saying Jen
that they went he graduated as a cook and he went to the school of assassins so
the informant John Stranger John Tursak it's going to be Black Friday is coming up
it's going to be two years so there's a free movement free Derek Chauvin but no one's
like where is Derek are you alive dude what happened after you got shanked 22 times and
then people think it's fake but it's not fake so the guy who stabbed Derek read my book in a week
and it's like RSPCT mama B I said so because I learned a few things and also he goes I'm
reading it because it's your mind the way you write and he so I said so were you socially
engineered and he's like yeah kind of and he wants to put me as his media expert and I'm like
dude that's not going to happen they don't want to marry him as the media expert
now the lawyer he's gone through so many lawyers gone pro se which means defend himself
and this guy I told him his your lawyer has reached the capacity like there's
so much they can do it's all about distraction delays injunctions motions wait wait wait that's
the name of the game and not justice just us so he just called me the other day and he goes
you were right mama B I got rid of Tommy I'm like yeah so who's going to take his place
because it's all part of a Masonic cult you're not going to be able to find someone
uh to you know so now he's doing an injunction or a motion to fight to have me on his payroll
where I can actually get paid but you know he has he wants to meet me in person and he said
are you gonna write stuff and I'm like John I'm just letting you know like they don't want me on
like Tucker Colson could have me on he knows about my movie we sent him my movie right but
like Sean says they don't want me on the big shows because I don't know how to stream the
sentence together I'm hard on the eyes right I'm no fucking right come on you're too disruptive
upsetting the apple cart now you can't do that you can't come on this show yeah I know
so as far as I mean you know so links on your website so like right now I see that Miriam
Henning at you know the slash George Floyd book I mean can that be purchased there
it is on Amazon Miriam okay it is on Amazon I'm not on Amazon I don't I haven't gotten any money from
so I rather someone buys it from me well yeah we're gonna buy it from you then and not go on Amazon
and then they also mess with my website so you it please people like oh 60 you'd get out you'd
sell a lot more books look my life has been turned upside down for choosing to write I chose to write
it but if a blowout can cost you you want to spend for your vapid lifestyle you can never pay me enough
money so it is 66 66 because the devil's all I buy rare books oh a thousand dollars I obviously I
can't afford these books but if there's X amount in circulation and you can use GF book and
get 15% off and you can buy it with the movie and look it's not just about George Floyd it's about
fentanyl it's about the Suno Loa it's about the government complacency it's about Tavistock it's
about it's like a deep state who done it it's about how you make the sausage so you know when
someone's like what with Charlie Kirk they just happen to share the same birthday 20 years apart
uh you know because what do you think Clint as we raise our consciousness do we see the glitches
in this sim and that's why we see the the numbers like is the universe yeah yeah no I definitely
think so I see that all the time um those synchronicities of numbers and it's it's not
coincidental and and is it that we are seeing the patterns um that they have created I mean
you know they're doing it by their script and because they have to message you know and tell you
the things you know before they do it enduring and after and subtly you know put their mark and
watermark on it I guess you could say um and once you get to a certain point yeah you see it
everywhere and and you just stop in I do anyway more personally I just stop engaging in it
you know there was um you know with the whole Charlie Kirk thing I mean I saw so much
division and created because of that you have one camp over here saying this is the way it is oh no
that's the way it is these people need to oh they started it they started it they started it was like
a JFK assassination who did it you know it's like 10 different groups could have done it
and everybody had their own narrative and and then they invested a lot of energy in that narrative
and to me I just disengage at this point um because it's it's completely we're not gonna
who killed JFK you got how many different answers you have the the hearing right how many it took
50 years they just had the hearing so the book that I wrote is for the future this is arguably the
most information on any any psychological operation that has existed so it's uh to outlive me and
it's because I stand for truth in nothing but the truth you know the person who said you
could make unstoppable domains like I was infiltrated I I used to have a million dollar company 12
employees I take responsibility for trusting see you see you next Tuesday women and so I
you know cheese slice has been doing this with me for two years or not monetized this takes time
to to do the show and and labor so we're I think aside from tz bird and nobody else
donates why if you consume the show and I've stood for you for your courage and and we need
real journalists even though I'm arguably resigned and looking at metaphysics and we are in the
age of Aquarius that's why this is happening this is Atlantis all over so you know I'm looking for
if someone wants to help me book I do it all like I mean cheese slice helps me I'm saying with
my company I'm looking to manifest a partner not a pariah because I'm a 14 year old startup
and I'm looking for an operations person so I can stay in my zone of genius because I did not come
on the planet to own a business and I started this with my narcissistic ex who's a serial
entrepreneur who is now you know in Europe and he's a narcissist he's a doesn't give a shit
is his he's not a good guy so he's definitely not in his heart so any any help and I've done a lot
in service like I'm just not driven by money so someone wants to help me book if if someone
I'm looking for a partner they have to show me what they've got to inherit my empire instead
of here like I said come in I mean power you to sodomize me again and again like seriously
empower them Mariam you're disempowering because you're unconventional but people are jealous people
are envious people don't have courage and if you beat your own drum you're going to threaten people
because they're going to wig out but keep your course stay truthful as long as you're not
hurting someone you know including yourself to to not be gaslit to stay off your path because
like Clint said it's all about getting your soul it is 100% you got to trust yourself I mean you
have to I mean if you don't you better learn how to you better listen to yourself um you really need
to follow that intuition listen to that inner voice get connected with yourself I mean it
really is and the support Mariam she's got down below I mean you she's got links and you know
I do have yeah I do I don't have I don't have Venmo or I don't either I got kicked off permanently
you know PayPal and Venmo so I can't use that either yeah and uh the the the wallet yeah I have you
know every little bit helps and then I can I haven't been able to give any money to cheese slice
and like bless him I wouldn't be able to do the show without him I'm very grateful so I would pay him
you know $33.33 when I before the infiltration when I was uh making a living and uh I give
come on cash out Mariam I mean you know so cheese slicing get a burger again a bun to go with him
you know come on we got to complete this I so what you said to do the the
the litecoin I was gonna say you know I mean do you have like a litecoin address or something
you know people can send you put it in the description or something they could copy it
you know and and just send us a litecoin to support you thank you and you know I'm all about
if you want something in return it's an exchange a book a signed book uh you could sell it in a few
years for more money a DVD my substack um you know and also if there is conflict if you have
conflict like I'm not a customer service some people call customer it's Mariam now right so
you're speaking to the owner of a company and now I'm like good luck getting a business owner
let alone a public figure on the phone in these days of AI seriously so I'm not like I understand
whatever so sometimes I'll have um it's happened a handful of times where actually care so much that
if there's an error or whatever so there was a woman who who put her wrong address and I said well
this is not our mistake and there was she did a charge back and I was like I just told you that
so I had it out with her so it turned out and I said you know this is not a mistake that you
and I are speaking and she agreed her ex-husband and was is Fritz he wrote an Illuminati book so
it was concluded that maybe they messed with both of us and that it was meant I mean we had a
like a two-hour conversation and it's happened a handful of times where a customer will call
and I'm not like you know placating I'm just being myself and if I'm rude because I am sometimes
then I will say I'm I'll call back the customers I'm really sorry I was triggered whatever and
oftentimes if you're not a flaming narcissist and it's not about your ego and you actually
want to find resolve right so if you're having a conflict with someone you can have a breakthrough
yeah you can actually go deeper even with your friends yeah because unless you're having superficial
if you actually face what's coming up not in an emotional or manipulative way now if you're a
narcissist then it's all about manipulation coercion and narcissistic supply and it's best
to scrub your life of these people so for me it's like if you're not in your heart and or care about
your soul get the f out of my life agreed 100% you know find those authentic people and you know
they may do something that upsets you but you know at least you can have the conversation so you
know what and they're not going to take offense to it they're going to say okay well I didn't
realize that you know I you know okay shoot thank you for letting me know you know but you know
to say because you know if you get a message I get messages like on Monday I don't leave the house
I don't have a vehicle even though I do and I went to to a screening to support my my girlfriend
and it was her first role and in the theater I mean it was called murder gardens and I didn't
know it because I it didn't really matter I was going to support her so because I've become so sensitive
with my frequency I mean the movie is all about jail drugs police the system killing
and like at the third murder I'm like dude like like how many murders she was it isn't called
murder gardens and I said this is like the frequency of this movie I'm I think I'm going to have to
leave and so I felt better when I walked out and I know I I met her friend who I'm going to have
on the show to talk about sidereal astrology and the horrors of Hollywood and then there was also
my friend Bobby who I've been speaking to for two years but I've never met him in person
he was there and he just like he's like do you know who this is I'm like yeah Bobby of course
I know so I know I was meant to go there yeah and uh but I told my girlfriend and she's told me
at first it sounded rude but the truth is she was I was just having this conversation I'm like
why did I do this role and it's very low level frequency and so me speaking up because my intent
wasn't rude I was just being honest like I'm just being honest with you I can't handle this frequency
it's it's um it's too much for me so you know by being honest you allow other people to be honest
and all of us are being invited of course don't be a dickhead and if you are take accountability and
but you know sometimes God sometimes you're moved to say something and you don't know what plant seeds
you're planting and when and when they will sprout right correct now that it's very important to do
that uh it really is because I people take offense it's like you might be trying to tell somebody
something trying to help them and they just don't acknowledge you but I mean there's been
so many there have been so many times in my life where I've said something to people
didn't even know I remember that I said it and then they come back later and say well thank you for
telling me that thank you so much you know I'm not married to this person because you encouraged
me to ask her out you know and it's like I don't remember well I guess I do remember saying it
I had no idea that was the impact that I had on your life that you carried with you though
and to hear it is like oh that's that's pretty nice but it makes you think yeah everything that
you do every good thing every positive thing every truthful thing that you and you do in life you
have no idea how it impacts someone else could be the smallest thing that you say but it might be
the largest thing that they take with them and so it's just important to keep doing that and
also your frequency your energy your clarity your heart you know to stand to stand for someone
else let's say also for their betterment when everybody else has given up including them on
themselves like you don't you don't know but I believe in miracles I am a miracle I've almost
died many times and I stand for the impossible and if I were to have listened to people's
fucking self-limiting or beliefs like it's best even I was told not to even listen to other
people like it's all negativity and they're seeing things through their negative
limiting lens right as opposed to expansive what is possible you know but you have to be
really dedicated to better yourself and not just coasts through life and consume which is what
they've made us into these you know absolutely absolutely and they put it right in your face
you know the consumer price index the consumer and it's no no no I mean you like you've said
you just said right there you have to be yourself and tell people you know and just say it like it
is and you know without reservation I mean just tell the truth I mean and you know what if they
don't like it they'll walk away um you know or they're gonna try and fight you on it or you
say you know I said my turn like I found out my dad is in Fort Lauderdale is like not far away
and I've reached out to him I've sent him texts Jesus forgives and not crickets right and he's 80
so the truth is you don't want to face yourself and you have to surrender and let go and forgive
and it's a continual process and it's it's it's layered I Jimmy brought up honey colony so
this has been doing you know people often say like what do you use in your hair and
this is Julian Neil so Julian I met him I met him in LA I met him in Belmar he's
Belmar's doctor and we became colleagues and this I wouldn't wash my hair with anything
I mean I haven't put other products hairspray I used to put mousse in my hair growing up in the 80s
so this is like the forest so there's one called acceleration and there's another one
that's more root and scalp shampoo and so I wanted to feature those because it's doing
really really well and then oh you're awesome cheese slice I very much appreciate cheese slice
thank you cheese slice and then Jimmy Jimmy just got some silver and he's used it for himself but
he's giving it to his puppies to his dogs and I said to put it in water and so this is my best
seller this is what the government came after me for because you may not know that in March 2020
the FDA FTC DOJ launched operation quack hack and operation quack hack went after people like me
oh what were you doing in March you were making a lot of money yep that was fucking short lived
because it was a pandemic and people know that in the past four or five years a lot of companies
like all these conservatives you guys are all into health right the wellness company let's put some
magnesium steroid in our everybody's like an a health expert so honey colony has been around
since 2011 and I am a functional medicine coach also people can just call me like an
book a consult and either for sole purpose or like to do a reading because I used to go on
mystic and JC had told me are you going to be a healer or like are you going to be a healer are
you going to be I mean healers an intuitive intuitive soul sherpa or a hard-hitting journalist
and my answer then was like well why can't I be both who's going to tell me what I can be
you know I don't fit in a box just like the bees however I'm not into journalism anymore I
mean I'm just writing on my substack and focusing on helping people it's very interesting people who
are who are resonate because you have to resonate with the person I think people resonate with my
wisdom or the a lot of men too that want to go deeper and because it's polarities of balancing
our divine masculine and our divine feminine a lot of us women have lived the life in a very
masculine way alas because of its design that way do you feel like you've balanced your your
polarities Clint I think so um yeah I'm pretty well balanced on both sides of it um I really think so
I'm you know I don't even know how how would you even describe that I don't know maybe you'd
have to look at me and say maybe isn't balanced no I think I really am no I do think you're balanced
yeah no I really am I don't I don't I don't know if I can express this correctly but you know I don't
I don't see one over the other you know the male is is not greater than the female the female is
not greater than the male it takes both of us and I mean we just have to but we're not the same
yeah exactly I mean we have to you know together we are stronger and we can accomplish
many things and you got to look at it that way no one is superior to the other one we all have
different characteristics and traits that make us great and together we can truly be great
and so I just kind of leave it at that and just have respect for everyone and you know if um
if they're not to be respected they do nasty things and I'm just not going to have you in
my life you know and they'll just um I'll keep doing what I'm doing but I don't need to have
certain things and certain people um you know I'm not here to save the world I guess is the thing too
you know and once I realize that it's like you know because a lot of times you know I you know
I want to help everybody wants to help but at some point you just have to people will come to
you who need help people you will resonate with the people you will draw them in and you
don't need to go out and seek it um you'll find no shortage of people needing help you know
and in a lot of cases but you'll find the right people if you're just opening your hearts right
and you're you're on your journey they will they will present themselves to you and you'll know
yeah and also I just um continue to have faith and I know I I am abundant that I've been
oppressed but it's like every day I've been working since the age of 13 my first job was
and McDonald's and I built a million-dollar company out of nothing out of nothing and
I'm building back better realigning I the lesson is to not to be aligned energetically
and to not come from a you know beggars can't be choosers where I was in a desperate situation
yeah ending up trusting cunts yeah and then used to use that word and now I like it
that's all right it has impact in an effect you know so if it fits use it
yeah uh so I ask people because people are all struggling to pay forward and have
faith and if you appreciate the show uh to to support it in every little way it counts so I
think we'll I think we'll wrap it up I'd love to have you on again Clint is there anything
you would like to share people where they could find you or anything on your
mind or heart yeah basically I mean if you want to follow anything that I do um that website
there Clint westwood.net it's got links to my youtube channel my ex um you know channel and
you can follow me you know through on that any meetups that I do I put those at the top link
of that website too yeah it's my ex channel and or my ex what tarot card is that
that is actually off the 2017 economist magazine you know at the top there are the cards and it's
just it was always interesting to me um you know the layout of those cards and what that meant um
the avatar that I have there that's actually the um JFK's grave um you know an overhead
shot of it you know because people ask sometimes what is that no that's if you look on the map
you know that's uh John Kennedy's grave and so that was just always something probably
from a past existence that I always knew was a turning point a change moment that just resonated
with me so you know that was the coup that was the thing when you know a lot of things changed at
that moment so it's always just been something that's you know I feel like I've experienced you know
firsthand even though I wasn't born at the time you know well in this life so yeah bring up his
website she says yeah if you go to yeah there you go you should be able to click on that
Clintwestwood.net yeah it's very basic I just you know I do it myself I'm an old school you know I hand
HTML code it and I just put a lot of links out there that are useful to people um you know if you're
looking at it in the cryptocurrency or you're looking at it you know it's just valuable information
you know if you're getting started and I gotta put your link out there too I'm just not very
active at it but I don't know I'm gonna put your information out there and so you know I have also
I have an affiliate program on Honey Colony so yeah I'll put that I'd love to put that link out
there so you know people you know when they come here that you know they can click through on it
and um you can you know you can support me oh yeah yes his youtube channel too thanks Jimmy yeah
up at the top there you can click on it and then go to that and I put out daily videos typically
you know I'll be riding in the car I'll drop my daughter off to at school and I just turned
the camera on because I'm talking to myself anyway and having conversations with myself so
I figure you know what I'll just turn the camera on if anybody wants to watch you know and they get
anything out of it then uh that's great because you just never know when you because how many
times have you had a conversation with yourself and you think man that was pretty good you know
if somebody heard that they might actually be helped by that and so that's how I look at it
I just go ahead and just post it out there unedited and um you know it is what it is um
hopefully somebody can get something out of it and if it helps them to think about things
differently to where they might make changes in their life to you know awaken themselves or you
know maybe set themselves on their path in their journey then I'm successful and that's how I look
at it you know if I'm able to inspire somebody to take action that helps them then that's that's
all I ask and that's all I I'm grateful for that so thank you Clint I would say I don't sell honey
believe it or not I had some African honey uh from Ghana and the guy bought the company out
a sida and he has he's rich and skis and has a whole bunch of drums just sitting and I've called
him but I need a chief I need a partner I need a coo who's competent and I've had a few clowns
in the past months apply and it's like you're a clown you belong I'm so mean you belong
in kmart it's true it's true go back to kmart dude like like people are not visionaries and they also
like I've had a lawyer say to me why are you so responsible and I was like what what do you mean
people aren't like this he goes no and so now because of all the damage I I'm dropping balls
and I a poor I a poor mediocrity I'm a Virgo rising into a perfectionist and but there's also much that
I can do and and if I had the proper if I had an actual visionary because for me it's like listen
I've been around 14 years typical woman would have fucking withered away because how many women
have I told and they take a step back oh little frail snowflake you can hear what I went through
I was disinvited from a spiritual for saying this is my book George Floyd was an operation
thousands of people have died because of that vaccine oh can't handle your energy I said you're
a fake spiritual person because if you don't look at you I said but I trust that my frequency did
what it needed to do have fun talking to me about me in the next circle because how could
you not and it's also sometimes you'll be called to be somewhere to share your frequency so the
astrologer Sebastian that I'm gonna have on my show he was a normie until he went to Hollywood and
woke up but God put him he was underneath 9 11 he was underneath in the subway so for you to be
underneath and feel it all and hold that frequency while everything is happening above you
right so we don't know what you know even like this whoever is following my snuffy story which
has become a disaster on the I don't regret it I don't regret meeting this man this man
his higher self so much things that I've learned I've evolved as a soul he put me back on my path
he is responsible for triggering a Kundalini it doesn't justify like hey it's okay what you're
doing in the 3d but you know so someone will be like oh it looks horrible but what are what are you
taking away what can you learn how can you make lemonade with your lemons and
yeah and some of the the biggest impacts on are not on us are brutal this has been brutal
for me brutal but so is that the real twin flame journey which is really a journey to south
and we're all mirrors but sometimes you meet someone who's not a distorted mirror who will show you
there's monadic twin flames which is really like you in another body in a in another sex
where you have the same wounds and but it's up to every person to either face
what's coming up or to not face it yeah it's a choice I mean that's it and it's up to us
you know I made my choice so Maryam you know as we close out I want to thank you
for inviting me on the show it's enjoyed it thoroughly and exactly that was my next thing
and thank you Jim I mean it just random happened to be you know then Jim was in the hardly ever
shows up in the spaces and then boom and then you know you come in and it was a great conversation
yeah it really was again who was the was it you hosting yeah I was hosting and actually
I do a space I'll do a space tonight around I don't know probably 7 30 8 p.m central time so that'd
be like your 9 o'clock your time but you know I'll do the show with Lisa on happy hour here in the
next hour or so and then after that I'll do a space on on x and yeah I feel free to jump in
and so yeah will you send me a link yeah I'll send you a link this is the this is the skin
cream I was out of it for a while because the Mormon slash Mason vendor decided or was told not to
work with me anymore but doesn't want to admit it after 11 years of doing business so but I found
a better ozone so I created this formula it's ozone be pollen beeswax this is patchouli I
love patchouli patchouli is good for the skin this will last you a month and I have my friend
pasta is using it for his eczema so a little I just put a little and I mean it's it's awesome I also
I got a high a while ago a high frequency wand which is kind of like plasma
that I've been using over over the face after I apply the ozone but I I hadn't
I had it packed and I hadn't used it for a while so I'm still looking at whether that has emf output
whatever but this yeah this is one of my creations it's called nourish and there is the welcome 20
why not support a company that doesn't have customer service outsourced in another country
and actually cares about you and doesn't have any crap in their ingredients so
I think that the authentic people will make a comeback that I agree yeah that the people will seek
authentic souls and you know the soul is androgynous yep I mean right doesn't have all those parts
moving around yeah all right so let's we'll we'll say kmart is gone
no more blue light specials what the heck come on now when the kmart how about jc penny is that
gone it's still around yeah it's still around james cash penny I think was his name we got it
found it yeah anything to say cheese slice thank you to cheese slice I
no okay all right blessings everyone enjoy your weekend and be kind to each other if you want to
work with me or do some shadow work or get a reading you can you can reach out it's mariam
at honey calling honey colony dot com I will give my number out three two three six four zero
nine seven one zero I want to say that I put a post because I'm I'm looking for a roommate and
for someone who you know is is kind of busting out of the matrix this man is dealing with mold
and he's he's eccentric I'm eccentric but the other day I'll share this he sent me um
he sent me a vibrator image and said good vibrations he goes you work really hard and I said
dude how do you know I don't have a vibrator I'm like wow Mitchell you know just in some circles
this would be very inappropriate I know that you don't mean it in a bad way and he goes I call it
because it was red like um it had some rose motifs and he goes I called it as a thorny bush
I was going to say it had to have something to do with thorns that's pretty good thorns and bushes
that's hilarious it's pretty good all that language it's pretty funny lucky one has to
have a sense of humor where where would you be without your sense of humor thank you in advance
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