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I wonder if Google has any links to Big Mama.
Thank you so much for this, Mary, especially this film, Man is Shaking the Bees.
Do they know something we don't about GMO's?
There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto when it's really needed to look at Bayer and Syngenta.
These poisons aren't just killing bees, they're also killing beings.
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I'm not a prostitute or a parrot.
Do not let them turn you into lab rats.
Hi everyone, welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.
I'm Mary M'Henane, best known as The Bee Lady,
and I want to thank you for taking your time to spend with me
as we're going to deep dive with faith and grace on clearing the dark,
what is the dark and a lot of other things.
This is going to be an intense, fiery informational show.
So before I bring on faith and grace,
I would just like to share how I came upon both of them
and to also say what's happening now,
someone told me yesterday that this is the year of the closing door.
And there is a bifurcation going on,
people that are subscribing to the mainstream fake and gay matrix.
And when I say fake and gay, I'm now writing it F-A-I-K-G-A-I-Y
to bring in the AI into it.
And then there are those of us who are in soul and in heart
and actually remember that we are spiritual beings in a human meat suit
and that this is all illusion, Maya, it feels very real,
but there's more going on.
And so there is the 3D and then there is the 5D,
there's other dimensions as well.
And about two years ago, I was told that I had signed up
for a 3D, 5D split test to which I was like, what the F is that?
And now many YouTube channels have that in their headings
and there is a bifurcation.
Of course, if you haven't raised your frequency
or if you haven't tapped into that
and it is challenging because we are being bombarded
with negative news and the economy,
everyone is relying on money,
that you take a piece of paper and go, this means something
and you infuse meaning.
Just like I say, put enough stickers on the ground,
do you create a pandemic, apparently?
So for those of you who do feel maybe you have a lot of light
and have experienced psychic attacks
because a lot of this is invisible,
so therefore it's rife and ripe for gaslighting
and someone told me the other day
that people aren't really being human anymore.
And so what happens is the most powerful organ,
the heart, that they created a bio weapon to attack
and so you can't really raise your frequency.
What happens is people have trust issues such as myself
are hurt and then you close your heart
and then you use it as an excuse to not extend love
or to not extend trust and then you become like everyone else.
And so to walk that path where you are trusting your heart
and your soul and your higher self
and really kind of walking in the dark
and carrying your own flashlight.
So maybe now it's been a month ago
that there's what I'm dealing with in the 3D
and then there is everything that kind of got trudged up
for those of you who are following my sub-stack series on Snuffy
and really kind of a catalyst and awakening back on my soul purpose path
because if you are familiar with my work
and with my shows that I've been talking about
being on a spiritual path since I was 13
and then kind of tabling it to stand on the front lines
of this invisible war against the soul really,
the human soul, the human species.
And so what I've been navigating is a little bit complex
to say the least and nuanced.
So I was on Facebook which I don't spend a lot of time
but a post came up which was Faith's post
and for whatever reason, I don't even remember honestly
what the post was at this very moment
but I was compelled to reach out to her
and her faith and grace have been working with me
like hours holding space for me
which time is the most precious resource as a writer
I can definitely vouch for that
and so they can explain why they took the time to work with me
but I felt right away a kindred spirit
with Faith and then I met Grace
and so they are launching or relaunching, repackaging
their work and they have been working with clearing the dark
so I'm going to bring them on
and I would like for you ladies to introduce
yourselves and how you got to be doing what you are doing
so welcome.
Thank you.
So I'm Faith and in 2016 this all started
because I got hit with a Kundalini or a spiritual awakening
where I used to be in corporate world
and everything just started flooding in
it was abilities, Archangel Michael showed up
I was immersed in a whole different dimension
and a whole different world
and very quickly I was told get the message out
so I started working with an angelic team
I started working with God
and I got immersed into discovery
and a lot of research about
exactly what the hell was happening to me
it's like this Kundalini is crazy
I learned about energy
but I went into research to everything in the spiritual community
I'm like Miriam where it's like I have to know the truth
I have to dissect it
and so it pushed me into this journey
and while I was moving through understanding
energy, understanding
you know what's going on in the spiritual world
I learned very quickly that I can fight dark
and so it kind of became my two paths in life
was I'm immersed in assisting people on a spiritual path
in all of the ways that are relevant to this journey
and then also I fight dark
and fighting dark has to be my favorite thing
I met Miriam
because I know it sounds awful
it's like sweet
but I love it
everybody knows me knows I just love it
and I was responding
what do you love about it when you say that
I just get it
it's like I know it
I understand it
and it's just kind of a part of me
that I had forgotten from centuries ago
it's just carried with me into this lifetime
and the last 10 years I've been kind of understanding why
so the post that I responded to
that Miriam found was somebody was talking about
they were being attacked or something and I was like
oh I have to say something I can't stop myself
as you know
and so that's kind of how I ended up here
we've been working with people in the spiritual community
10 years and
fighting dark really really hard
and about 2017
my
my partner got hit with dark really hard
and I was like hell bent on
I'm gonna learn how to take care of this and then I got
just I just dove deep into it
we've been doing it ever since
and so how
how would you define dark
and this Grace do you want to say a few things
oh yes
for me
I met Faith
probably around seven
seven years ago
similar to how you
came across her
but for me it was
I discovered I
was in a connection
that's very complex as you describe
and you're aware of
and my situation was a lot different then
I
was in a relationship
and things just kind of went from there but
moving on it's been seven years
and I discovered that I had these abilities
but I came in
like what can you talk about them
it's basically probably the same
as Faith like I hear, see
well just to tell the audience
if like Claire Audient is like
for instance I'm Claire Audient that when I
if I speak to someone
I can infer a lot from the voice
if they're grounded, if they're drunk, if they're
airy, a lot of things
if they're jabbed
and so that's Claire Audient
and then Claire Sentience is just feeling
things are knowing
and Claire Voient
if you're seeing
if you're seeing things
right?
Right, so my primary
is
I hear really well
and I have some sight
but most of all
cognizance I guess it's a sense
I sense things
sometimes you can sense the hidden
what's behind the scenes
I guess that's what that is
but those are my primary at the moment
so I'm moving through
the past seven years
I worked with
it started out as Faith was a coach
in my
journey here
so back in 2022
I
I guess I remembered
a gift which is
we call this the God says
so what that is
is really hearing God
audibly
and transcribing his word
verbatim
one of my main gifts
I didn't get that till 2022
I've had to hone it and craft it
over the years which I believe I have
and yeah that's
me so kind of where I am now
I'm partnering with Faith
at the moment and we're here on this journey
and we're here with you today and it's a pleasure
thank you
could you
I have a theory in regards to
the dark
whether
I'll finish this and you guys can chime in
whether it's CERN
whatever they're rustling up
there's changes in time
because at the age of Aquarius
and also when you're in the realm of soul
you can't do this linear time
I also have
a theory that during
the Rona regime
all the people that died
on ventilators
there is such a thing as conscious
dying and what brings
you back is
children, loved ones
unfinished business
but if you
pass when you're on a
miasma of swirling sedatives
and you're in basically a fog
you could end up in the
bardo and so
in some
cases it's not
dark per se
they need to go back to the light and they can glom
on to shiny people
so that's one aspect
and then there is
this which is kind of I guess similar
this kind of archonic
infection
of thought forms and then there's
entities so I just want you both
to break down
how you define the dark
and why
and also to say in some
I guess maybe Christianity
or maybe it's not Christianity but
it's a kind of non
a duality where
positive or bad and good
is all one right when you transcend
the duality and then there's
another kind of monastic
sense that this is kind of
an archonic error
and not necessarily
evil per se
so can you kind of break down
the dark
so how I see this
is I mean we're in a spiritual
war right now
and this has been culminating
to this point where we're at
everything
like my specialty
is in the unseen so
when I'm looking around I'm seeing
I'm seeing dark as cultures
right there's dark
in the 3D there's dark
in terms of corporations
there's fear, there's agendas
there's
basically anything that is unholy
is how we
delineate that because
you've got demons, you've got archons
you've got reptilians
you've got different species
you've got also
like I was mentioning
it's like the jab and there's
a million things that all
kind of are moving together
um
my job is to look at
somebody that's being targeted
or even from a global perspective
and say
this is all one agenda
and God sees this as
you're either following me
or you're following something else
so the way that I look at it
when I'm starting to work with someone that's targeted
or when I'm working with a community
it's
you're being hit in multiple directions
you're being hit in the 3D
you're being targeted, you're being stalked
you're being
you know it's biological
it's basically in every area of your life
and the main
objective for dark right now
it's we're an energetic
for so any way that they can
bring your energy down
or your vibration down is the main goal
you've got people that are
awakening and they're trying to bring their energy
down so that they can't awaken
because once we do awaken
then we are able to tap into
those dimensions and all those abilities that we were
talking about that are
helping us do what we do here
so if they can prevent us from moving
into our awakening they can basically
shut us down from moving into our purpose
they've got people that are moving into their
purpose it's like the minute you
you know you're getting ready to put out
a video about something
your computer might shut down
or you know hard drive will crash
or
you've got people maybe stalking
you or
bringing fear into your life or
upsetting your finances so that you're
scrambling just to survive
they'll put you in a survival mindset
it could be you know biological
it could be chemtrails, vaccinations
these kind of things
let me say someone who's
maybe more linear
or logical
or 3D oriented
that hasn't had
you know they would think
that is
loony tunes
it's not like I wear proudly
to come to the realization
that I'm targeted
if there's people who
haven't written a
dangerous book or stood up
against the jab and are actually
embodied actually walking
their talk and not posing
and just wearing a false mask
and really wanting
to embrace these principles
then you know
from there is always kind of like
as of late these
attacks and then what I'm
what I've witnessed is
it's very interesting
I will get messages from people who
watch the show or have
heard me speak and they
they love me they're so grateful
for my authenticity
and my passion
and then now I'm also experiencing
this complete opposite
where you are delusional
you are the Hindenburg and just
this negativity
because they're so mirrored in their
limited perspectives and threatened
by someone
so from the outside someone might be like
well you're the common denominator
you know what are you doing wrong
and then you shit on yourself
where I think we're really
being invited
to stand further
in ourselves and our authenticity
and our truth
and it's like
I would rather someone be
you know snippy with me and there's
a trigger and something comes out
rather than smile
and have these wicked thoughts that I
can hear at times
so
I would you have to say to
all of that
I would have to say that
you know a lot of this like the work that I do
I work in the unseen in a remote travel
and I actually see
these things and they're very real to me
Grace and I
our approaches is
it's very important to us that we get
validations on everything we do
so when we're moving from the spiritual world
we'll
we'll while we're working with someone
we'll get feedback in real time
or even like if I'm doing an exorcism
I can see the body bending or
I'll say how are you feeling right now and I could
they're feeling release while I'm releasing or
we'll see stuff in the 3D
I've had people
across the world that have seen me do remote
work that have reached out on Facebook saying I've
seen you in this place three times I never
told anybody about it at all because it was
all done through different dimensions
but our approaches to
number one make sure that we get validations
we we want to share things that are
accurate that have been you know battle tested
tried true but I think
that the thing that I'm noticing most
about people is that they don't
they don't realize that they're being
attacked from a
spiritual sense because it comes in forms
that are so subtle in other words you're having
illnesses or you're having
financial ruin or you're having all of these
symptoms around you that
you're like oh this could be anything and
I'm looking at it going that's voodoo that's
that's an attack that's a
you're getting headaches because someone's trying to
tap in your energy and read you or there's
there's there's symptoms that
and it's done
this way intentionally so that you
can't actually say this person's
actually attacking me
it's it's very clear
to us because there are
patterns in all of these things but
it's it's very subtle so
people will tell you oh you're not being gang
stalked or you're you're just ill and
I'm like this is a pattern of these type
of attacks
why do you think
maybe because
I've expanded my consciousness or
looked into targeting
and them targeted so
it's more on my radar
but I also see that it's
again maybe
it's what what I'm
drawing or whatever but I see there's
the spiritual war is also
a war against
consciousness and so
honestly if I didn't
have this Kundalini looking at very
dark things writing operation
George Floyd if
I hadn't had the Kundalini
if Snuffy hadn't kissed me he
literally turned on the lights in my
heart and
I've been focused on
being the love that I want to see because
I think a lot of people like I said in the
intro will close down their
heart or say you know I've helped
enough people or
just give
excuses to
be in their heart and
help one another and
I think there's a real
need for the divine
the divine masculine
the protector when did
the man start putting the woman
down a warrior
and calling her names
or this nastiness
that's going on like
you know just as a segue
trying to meet people and
I he seemed like a
nerd like a nerd like me
and then when he went to look at my website
he thought I was delusional that
I live reverse lupus obviously he was
jabbed so he said that I have
karma to pay I'm delusional and
even went so far as to attack
me on honey colony like in my contact
form someone said that's a paid
troll but
you know it's constant also
so it's very important to get out of
fight or flight and raise the frequency
to the heart and
you know along the lines of Neville
Goddard but I can tell you
it's quite challenging
so why do you think
there is more dark now or do you
have you seen an upswing
or an uptick
I'm seeing things
getting there's
so it's like we're playing chess
so you've got
we've got roles of engagement so
you've got dark and you've got light
and we are in
a race for energy
right now we are
we are in a place
where
dark has been pushing in all
possible ways I mean you've talked about CERN
but with the jab
with the 5G with
you know pestilence
famine all of those things are coming into play right now
and the fear
the doubt the
the hunger
I mean there's so many things going on in the world
as you guys have seen earthquakes
and the confusion
yes and divide so it's all happening
it's playing out
in the 3D even though
these things are coming at us from different directions
it's
humanity is freaking out
so with the fear with the doubt with the uncertainty
and the confusion
basically
the people that are
seeing it for what it is
and are trying to rise above it
are being attacked so to bring them
back down so that nobody listens to them
right and
and
yeah so we're in this place
where
people are scrambling scrambling scrambling to try
to
bring their energy up and keep it there
I don't know if that answered your question sorry
this show is all about clearing the dark
right and I want to say
to that comment that the queen
be it takes 16 days
she is of the sun but she lives her life
in the dark and she goes out once
for her nuptial flight as high up
towards the sun as possible
but
you know to be able to navigate
the dark it's easy to bypass
and not talk about these things
meanwhile you're following the war
you're following all this antiseptic
but like fights
and this is all bullshit
right
so I want to segue also into
shadow work
like because I'm spiritual
I'm not doing a cow ceremony
and I feel good about myself
you know who you are
but
it's really looking every day I'm kind of
navigating these invisible
surfing these cosmic
energy is seeing what's in
astrology looking at what's coming up
journaling because journaling is
very powerful tool
to kind of tap
into your higher self or
subconscious and so
you know there is dark
and there is those of us like
faith and grace who are demon hunters
and who understand
those who are standing
for the light and who are on
the front lines of this invisible war
and are coming to their support
you know there's a lot
of schlonky like exorcists
but then to be able to
have that gift to go
into the unseen
and be this kind of superhero
against the dark I mean again
you can't see it so people
might poo poo it right
like what do you tell
people that you do
I always say
I do crazy shit and they
go oh come on try me and then
when I start talking about it they go never mind
we do spiritual
work it's kind of how I describe it
I've brought up something really interesting
Miriam because I think here's the thing
is the programming
is what's preventing
everybody from moving into
where we need to be in our vibration
and that shadow work
is
that's where it's all happening it's like
if you're really doing the shadow work
then you're looking at
doubt and fear differently
you're mastering emotional reactions
your
you're gaining emotional mastery
that is the one thing that
throws dark off because they can't
predict you dark and
even AI
they know how to attack us
they know how to bring us down they follow us
because they're trying to gain our patterns
if they know how we're going to react
what our strengths are
they're aiming for our strengths because
they want to basically annihilate those
so we can't defend ourselves
and then they're looking at our weaknesses
as this is where we're going to bring them down
to their knees right
sorry can I say also you don't have to be a
demon I mean like a vendor of mine
of 11 years called me a
victim oh last year I was your friend
and you were giving me money in an envelope
and I was a hero now I'm a victim
like you could poison
and we saw this
just poisoning the well you go on a facebook
point and you have one fucking
troll say one negative
thing and it seeps out like black
go and affects
everyone who is going to be the person
be like I'm standing in my sovereignty
I see this I'm not subscribing
to just be part of everybody else
to really be sovereign
of like this is where I'm coming from I've contemplated
this I've looked at this
so
sorry
I hear you
I hear you and that's the thing it's like a lot of the spiritual groups
they're passing this negativity around because
their expectations aren't met
you know it's but if
if dark
which is pretty much anything that's trying
to keep you down can
hit your doubts hit your fears
you're an open target
and here's
especially even a I
I've been hearing a lot and we've been getting
a lot in my own
experience even working with all levels of dark
the minute you're unpredictable
the minute
you are so sovereign or you're so
mastered that you're not
reacting you're not lashing out
you're not giving them what they want they can't predict
you you become
immune in a lot of ways
that's just one part of it
yeah it takes it is mastery
like the person who
he poisoned the well and said called me
a name in front of all my
you know the little team that I have
and I just watching
of course I had my two cents
oh yeah
you came and you gave me money and an envelope
you know like all I see
the thing is also once you
are raising and expanding your
consciousness you are also
not liked because it's like
yo emperor you're fucking naked
I can see you I can see through
you oh this girl can
see my bullshit
so then they're gonna attack
you right it's
this is understanding
the playbook and really
balancing like what are
what do you do to counteract
all of
you just went mute for some reason
your microphone is dead
sorry
when did I go mute
you're muted
you're about 30 seconds
ago
okay well
I
think you know
the point is to gain mastery
to understand the games
of engagement
and to gain mastery
over self like it's like playing chess
I'll do like okay
this is how I really want to react
and
that I'm giving away my energy I'm not staying
in my center for me I think
the biggest
easy is that I have
admitted that I have PTSD
I'm not saying it to feel sorry for me
I'm saying it is like
please have some kindness and mercy
and in
but people will take advantage of it
meaning like
they will look at the weakness
go ahead if
anything comes to mind
in what I've said
yeah
I mean
that's the whole idea is to
become mastered in everything and I
I know in my own work
when I have PTSD as well
I think
the key is to
basically understand
what your triggers are
it's basically doing the work
Grace
you
Grace
so Grace is a natural at this
Grace is Grace like she is
her name
I'm a fiery I just
I'm in there I'm fighting stuff
I'm all about trust and I don't get
much I don't get much leeway
so I know a lot of other people will go
to God her team and they'll complain
or they'll be like I really need help with this
but Michael basically says
are you gonna let it ruin your journey or not
no I don't have time and he's like well then flip it
so with
and it sounds basic
and it sounds really cruel
but legitimately
feel through it and then flip it
because legitimately
if you see it as a trigger
you know it is a trigger then you've got to move
through your life going okay I see that's for what it is
and then you
move through that differently but Grace does this
natural Grace is just
well graceful
sorry
I think
like you touched on before I think
a lot of it is just even making
a conscious choice
after you want to move
over that obstacle whatever it is
but
making that choice but also
adopting the
mentality of like I'm gonna get
through this no matter what
it's gonna take me a minute or two
or ten or months however
it is but just make the choice
and kind of run through it
you have to navigate it and let it go
you can't most people will
just fight the flight
they'll just like I'm just not gonna deal with that
or they shove it down
or they drink or they
do drugs and
they're not feeling good feelings
now if you have PTSD
and you're constantly getting
targeted to keep in my case
poor
then of course you're gonna get
re-triggered every day and it's so easy
to judge a beautiful
vulnerable woman
it's easy to poke poke poke
I'm gonna put you down so I can feel better
my ego and my little dick
right that's what's
going on instead of
so it's like
it's easy fodder like the guy
that attacked me
on Facebook dating and then
you know took the time to contact
me on Honey Colony to spew hatred
like I just was like
okay I'm not I'm just deleting this
I'm not gonna engage with this little vampire
troll
and I see it for what it is
but you will be given tests
so that you can't master it
right and so it's
easy to say you know one of the comments
is let go
but if you're constantly being
re-triggered what I would need to do is
go away for six months and take
and heal
my nervous system
my mentor told me look Mariam
it's like you have like 100 bullets in you
you've been on the front lines
and you're still fighting
but because it's an invisible war
and people are myopic
or only see
you know they'll only see what is presented
to them then it's easy to judge
and what's really happening
is also energetically
it's more and more
I will be led
via frequency and alignment
and trusting
that you know we're kind of
moving in a place where
we are invited to have grace
and faith right
so you guys can comment
on that but if you have any
cases of
some of the
I'm gonna say jobs assignments
you've done to
kind of bring it real to the audience
I would love that
okay
I will say
okay so
one of the ones
that I think is most memorable
to me is there was
a cop a 30 year cop
is an American cop
who came to me
emailed me and said hey
they have a soulful connection too
so they have one of these
divine connections where
she was getting attacked
he was getting attacked
their house was infested with demons
like absolutely infested there were two or three
of these demons that were in the house
that were particularly clingy
to her
trying to act like oh we love you
we love you we're here for you
but they were doing things in a way
that wasn't in her best and highest good
getting her to you know deceive her
and get her to
not pay attention to things
there was lots of voodoo in the house
but he came to me because he's like okay
she also has been
attacked by some organized crime
and
there are two branches of this that I was
well aware of there's a lot of times that
I'm not going to mention the names of these
things out loud only because
and there's a lot of this we could get into
at some point too but
rules of engagement right rules of engagement
are the same for like and dark where
as above so below
there are certain things we're allowed to do
and certain things we're not light is
never offense light is always
defense in fact we don't ever just
go in and fight we dismantle
we clear we take it
down we undo it
for example if I'm walking in and I see
a succubus there they usually
they're usually in pairs
I can't just walk in and go okay
I'm clearing this out but this thing
is attacking him generally
if it's not doing it when I'm there
I have to kind of
wait until it attacks in other
words I'll go and I'll start assisting
this person and then they get
angry and attack and then I can
remove them
but the rules of engagement are really important
because I think a lot of times when people
are getting hit like this lady I'm talking about
she
put two of them in prison so of course
now she's being you know she's got
kidnapped she's being stalked she's got
black Range Rovers
like chasing her everywhere in certain
patterns that you know the
policeman was telling me it's a
leapfrog pattern
where she's actually being
tracked he said I thought she was crazy
but I've actually seen them in the pattern
they're following her everywhere they've ransacked
her apartment
the thing about even organized
crime is that
I mean you look at the Mexican cartels
they're Satan worshipers
they're some of the strongest
most
deadly spiritual
attackers on the planet yes I mean
they're
they're doing horrible things
in the 3D to people they're
they're physically
attacking people but the stuff
that they do on the spiritual side is nothing
to shrug about
and walk away from these are deadly
attacks and they all work that way it's as above
so below so if you're getting attacked by an organization
if you're getting attacked by
something that's deadly in the 3D guarantee
there's some kind of spiritual work
with it
people are provoking
they're taunting they're
stepping on toes
so if I'm sitting here saying
this particular organization I'm
taunting and I'm almost inviting them to
come after me later it's like and retaliation
so
when I started working with her
I was like wow number one you put
him in prison
so you kind of
asked for this not that that's okay
but this is the pattern
to it so what we
had to go do I was like okay so
you've got voodoo coming in
on the back end the voodoo is going to
attack her spiritually it's going to attack
her health
the fear and the doubt was insane because
she's like my whole house is infested with demons
when someone sends spiritual
attacks or even if they send
ill intent which is
I don't like you
it's something negative like
you're talking about Miriam
that is ill intent
it's I'm meaning
harm towards you or I even if you say
oh you know I hope you have a bad day
or people will say burn in hell
it's like you're actually sending
intent for that to happen to
someone in the universal law counts
that is true so
light sees this or
God sees this as
we have free will
but you're either violating free will which
is dark but also sending any kind of
ill intent so
when this is all jumbled up because
it comes in in so many different ways
but the voodoo
it's attacking you in all ways
so when you're sending even ill intent to someone
the voodoo
is attacking physically or
it can be
doing a spell to keep someone
there against their will
that intent
is carried out by demonic
activity but people kind of
don't understand it's not just voodoo
it's not somebody saying I'm sending a love spell
or I'm holding you against your will
or I'm attacking
your physical body
or your health or your finances
it's these are carried out by
demonic entities so
what I did with her was
we went
I spent three hours with her
and we did
an assessment of
what is it play
where is all of this
coming from what are the symptoms
we lined everything up I went in on a
remote level and said I can see
who's doing this
they're attacking in the house
they're attacking and you got gang
stalking you've got all of these things
what we did then was
removed all of
the ill intent when you've got someone
that's sending you voodoo
when you've got someone that's doing witchcraft
it's never just one person they work in giant
groups and even
the people that are connected to those people
that are connected to those people down the
grapevine I'll get in on it because the more
intent the stronger the outcome
so you've got people that don't even know
they're doing this to you that are doing this to
you so the problem
with people saying I'm just going
to clear a house is that
the intent still comes the intent
itself has to be removed
so that's what we did we removed
all the intent
and then what we did
was went through a sequence that I
go through with everyone
which is
kind of bring up the people
everyone that's attached
to the intent that is
moving against your best and highest
good
shut down
the ability for that energy
to get to you
shut down
any tools that they're using
in other words render them
neutralized
so that any tools cards
reading into your energy can't
be utilized to either
monitor you
or attack you
and then
severed any connections
moving outward
so that if their stuff
can't work then they go
I'm going to run down the street and hire somebody to do
this that person is going to have
a knowing that's basically
what it's turned out to be is they're just
terrified they're like I don't want to touch this
I don't want to do with it
they can't spread it to someone
else to go do it it's like I'm just not going to
go spend you know pay somebody
online to go do it that won't happen
how did she find
you and also is this
was this a kind of
did they have a spiritual practice
was it
was it an intuition
how did it come about
that she suspected this
was it was it difficult
for her to even share it because it sounds
cuckoo or was she in that world
where she understood
she was one of the
the divine pairs
and so she ended up finding
I think her husband found me on
my youtube channel and I was
I was throwing a fit about dark one day
and I declared war
and said screw this
everybody's going through this if you're going through it too
let us know and we'll take it down and he found that
video and reached out to me through email and said
can you take this down and
and I was like well yeah but I don't want to
and Michael said
she's on her side let's do it so we did
but
it's I think that
what I've noticed too is that people come
to me
and the first thing
that they say is I feel like I'm crazy
but
I'm experiencing this or I'm experiencing this
I have these abilities and I know this is happening
or I'm waking up with scratches or
I've got a blood clot and I know that
you know there's
there's symptoms people know when
there's something dark around
they either can hear it smell it see it
but
people generally have a really good sense
and then when they're finding these things
online and it matches up
that's kind of how he found me as I was talking
about the symptoms of it
yeah I'm just
kind of processing it and
digesting what you've said
I do want to bring
if it's okay just touch upon the
divine pairs
and
I want to say that
this term
this term twin flame that
even though I've been on the spiritual path
I didn't
understand or
assumed maybe it was a synonym
to a soulmate and it's been
it's been
challenging to
explain it or understand it
but early on
when I was meditating on it
I did ask myself
oh is it like a cell
and then the cell divides
and then as I was getting these downloads
I
was shown that
the rib
in Hebrew actually meant
soul essence
and came to learn you know about
Jesus and Mary and
you know they were called twin rays
but the sense of the
sacred now I say that
and I'll hand it over
that when I found out that it's a
two billion dollar industry
and that there is no
shortage of people making buku bucks
on selling hope
him and Disney
romance fantasies
so as a journalist who's written a book
on how you make the sausage
well that playbook is
being used in all
spaces including
the spiritual world
so the what
had come to me was initially
there was this divine union
of the masculine
and the feminine working together
and also within
and then there was a
separation now
from all the lies
you know the
the main one is to
program you to
want to or believe that
there is salvation outside of you
rather than
go within and also
that you are
divine you can having
a Kundalini experience is so
not sexual it is
tapping into your exalted self
which might intimidate others
or might come off as
arrogant but it's actually quite
the gift and it's something
you need to stoke
and have reverence
for
because see can you shall find
you have to be asking the questions
to find liberation
moksha so
I want you to just share about
the divine
partnerships
and that also early on
I was prompted to tell
Snuffy you are
you are very rare they want
I literally said I knew him like
three months they want your soul
fast flash forward to a year
later where he has
a demonic attack through a mirror
and
actually says I'm not ready to go
so clearly they wanted his soul
so
now this has become
this has become cuckoo for
cocoa puffs and we have Hollywood
movies like Hancock where
we say that the divine pair
need to be separated and it's
really your soul
the same soul in another body
it's a frequency
so can you explain that
because it is a little bit out
there for someone who has an
experience it just like when I
I'm a yogi I would hear Kundalini
and be like what is this with this
Kundalini I believe I was
gifted the Kundalini because of my
work my selfless work and
wanting to be in service
right
Kundalini
once activated is
I mean it's really you're going
from mid 60s all the way up into
300s you're reaching other dimensions
that's where a lot of this awakens
the twin flames
I really hate this label I hate
it because dark has
put the agenda out there into
mainstream media the magazines
the movies celebrities
that everyone has
a twin and when
they're doing that they're bringing
a concept into relationships
that doesn't exist for most people
and distorting the
shit out of it
the people that
actually are experiencing this
they have a different chord and what this looks like
is
you've got people that are sharing
a unique
frequency it's like
each person's frequency is the
uniqueness of a thumb
like a fingerprint right
but you've got two people that are
sharing the same frequency and you can't
explain the level
of attachment that you have
to this person it's not a session
it's you legitimately
you're feeling them going to the bathroom
your other
pair can be having a stressful day
and all of a sudden you're pacing around the house
you're constantly connected in emotions
you're connected in feelings
you're connected in thoughts
you're like sharing an existent
in two different bodies
the chord between
twins is very
unique that it's an actual frequency
it's not just
an attachment that you make to anybody
that you meet
soul mates can be the mailman, your neighbor
your best friend
the connection between a twin chord
or a twin pair is very very
unique
the 144,000
I know people don't agree with this
but there's only 144,000
pairs on the planet
so that if you look at 8.5 billion people
you're looking at one in
roughly 28,000 people
I believe
I know
that one has to be
just like there's emotional maturity
there's EQ
there's also soul in maturity
and
it's part of looking at the shadow
really
this came to me the other day
we all have blind spots
right
so to make it a part
of your deprogramming
I guess because I'm a writer
I've used myself as a character
so I've been in the higher self stance
where I'm looking at myself
oh you're in your pain body Mariam now
you just went off, you just lost it
to have that awareness
and
the bifurcation that I'm seeing
also is like I am no longer
open to listening to
a narcissist or someone with
zero capacity to look at themselves
to point at me and
put me down, go f yourself
go look at the mirror and have a little
talk with yourself
so I'm no longer open to that
whereas before as an empath
I'm sure many can relate
with this narcissistic epidemic
of just being gaslit
being bullied, being put down
instead of like
the Rona was a perfect example
like how many people have come to me
go my friends think I'm crazy
who gives an f?
these are not your friends
this is the time when we get to see who's who
in the zoo
and if you choose a path
of integrity, of honesty
there's nothing in this 3D
that's rewarding you now
it is really trusting
that
you're evolving as a soul
you've done this before
and you're on a path
to ascension and to grow
I mean
yeah please go ahead
would you agree
both of you
I would
so Grace looks like she was going to say something
sorry please
no I was just agreeing with everything you said
and so Faith was saying
before I mean it's
how to explain it
you did well doing that
part of it anyway
but it's hard
people can't relate
unless they're in that seat
they just can't
and explaining it
how Faith did
in the basic terms
that sounds like cuckoo stuff
but
at least it's real
it's very very real for those who are
and
I think like Faith was touching on
144,000
before
when she was saying that I mean
that's very rare
this thing is a rare thing so for people
to go out there and
broadcast that they're in union
and all these things I mean it's
for the real ones out there that aren't
I'm not meant to be anyway but the real ones
that are not
and going through their journey
their shadow whatever that is
it's got to be heart breaking to hear that
and discouraging as well
so I totally agree with what you said
I'm really glad you brought that up Grace
because that is one of my biggest pet peeves
is everybody's running around
in the twin flame community going
oh well you know you have to do these
certain steps to become in the union
and I'm like any soulmate you're playing games
and you're manipulating a relationship
so that you have this
person that now you're in this relationship
and that has nothing to do with the twin flame journey
at all and then all
we're not even supposed to be in twins
are not supposed to be coming together yet
we're supposed to be being pulled further
and further apart because union
is what divine timing is
isn't God saying oh hey it's
it's time for me to drop that person
in your lap because you just it's time
and you've done really nothing to earn it but we're going to give them to you anyway
divine timing
is actually a
it's a process
it's a sequence of events
and we are in the sequence and it's not
time for union yet so when I see
all of these people out there
talking about you know and the twin
flame groups that are saying
well I'm in union and I'm going to
teach you guys how this is done is like please
don't listen to that person because they
legitimately don't understand
what the true connection is about
and most twins are not
in union
so it's very
deceptive and it's dragging
people into
people are believing
that they're a part of this
connection that they're really
not in and so they're dragging
themselves through something
that they're not supposed to be
move on and do something healthy
or see it for what it is
because the twin flame
journey is it's about lessons
it's about growth it's about
doing the shadow work until you
become sovereign it's not about
destruction narcissism
obsession and bullshit
it's a fine
line right I mean in every
space on planet
earth has been distorted distilled
diluted the
sacredness has been removed
people are not really sitting
with themselves they want a leader
they want the answers
and
they're not being honest with themselves
and so they're
I mean I've even had
my girlfriend has
called a twin that
I've been educating her about what this
this is about
having done a deep dive to try to understand it
and questioning my sanity
on a regular
basis
because it is kind of blind faith
but it is definitely lessons
in self like
betrayal abandonment
that this that
extends beyond this life
because technically
some of us have gotten
the memo that under the age of Aquarius
we can't
this is an age of remembrance
and
I mean even these things of like this is a
time of remembrance or
all the downloads that I got in
silence and contemplation and then
even seeing some bad actors
that are gurus
that are there actually
to cause more
of a rift because
what can happen
when man and woman
can work together
when you can see
all the attacks on
emasculation
feminism I mean it's all one
fucking operation
after the other
transgenderism dovetails into transhumanism
and then this whole
woke world now
that if you say something
it's offensive we've come to the time now
that you can't even wear the F word
on a t-shirt because
it's prohibited and it's like
what
so it's really a
we've become a caricature
and also to realize
it's like
we were 12 strand
we were already genetically modified
it's copy
copy paste copy paste
and now we're in the sense of like
now the next human is going to be a cyborg
so
to see the big picture and to realize
no I want to hold on to humanity
and to love
please
add to that or what comes
to mind as far as
maybe you can share a little bit about how you got downloads
about this whole
divine pairs
or what's their role
what is their role on this planet
so
how grace and I
work is that we
we move through
sessions we'll move through like every
day we do hours of work where we're
asking God or Michael
usually and Michael's always in my face but
it's constantly what are we doing
now what are we doing now and in our own
journeys we're dissecting the shit out of
everything it's like okay this is a block
this is a wound what are we doing
there's lessons in all of it for
everyone but
on a global scale
how we work is we
we move through
our mission work we move through
our daily work a lot of
times God will give us something
directly or I'm asking okay what are we
what are we looking at what are you
what do you want us focusing on right now
and then
he gave me once
a few years ago
the sequence of events basically
so you've got dark
playing their turn which is
let's bring the vibration of the planet
down we're gonna do it in all of these ways
right at a certain point
our job is to light the
grid back up
when the vibration is
down far enough
it is gonna reach a critical point
where humanity is gonna have to have the
vibration brought that back up
or it's catastrophic so
as a question sorry
sorry is the
solar flares I mean for
those who know that the sun
has codes and information
that's kind of balancing and
it's upgrading our nervous systems
it's not just who to say that
is that counteracting with
all the negativity like
how do you see the frequency
coming back up what do you mean by that
I don't really
I don't necessarily focus
so much on the solar flares I'm kind
of looking I mean it's part of it but from
a global perspective when you see
kind of how it was shown to me
is you've got
the vibration of the planet you've got the
jabs you've got the hunger you've got the fear
the doubt that everything that they're doing
to humanity as a whole and
the earth right I mean they can create earthquakes
they can create change the weather
global warming all of this stuff
so it's environmental it's
physical it's
emotional it's
biological
at a certain point the
vibration of the planet itself like you're
looking at humanity
moves so
far down that
it's it's
I'm seeing it catastrophic globally so it's
like we have to bring that vibration back
up solar flares is part
of that if that's
kind of something I don't focus on specifically so I can't
really answer that but
as a whole
we our job is to light the grid
back up we've got the magnetic grid we've got
the three grids within the earth
they've got 5g out here
attacking the frequency
from above
we're bringing it back up from internally
and then on the surface so we're doing
everything we can to bring the vibration back
up so it's basically a play on
how
how is the earth going to be able to handle this
how are the humans on the planet going to
be able to
to handle it
so
how do people how do people
find you can we talk a little bit more
can we show your website and
sure
we are in the middle of
regrouping
because we do have a website
we have been working with
144 for a long time
that's being redone
but what we're focusing on now
is helping everyone
because everyone that's awakening
it's like we're moving into
a stage in the earth
where it's your light
or your dark
everybody's going to have to choose a side
so
we are focused on helping people
in the god center journey it's the holy side
I'm just watching the turtles
it's
peaceful to watch them just kind of
glide
they can go through a massive
massive they
they're slow but they're actually
slow fast
just like Snuffy
how many
sorry were you going to say something
I would like to share with the audience
a couple other cases
of people that have come to you
so let's say that couple that you mentioned
how many hours
like how ongoing
is it something that they found
peace now or how did it resolve
okay so that one
we move into them
from a custom standpoint
it's like we'll maybe take
20 minutes for a consultation
and say you know what are you facing
what are your symptoms what do you have going on
what are you recognized a lot of times
people already have an idea
they're getting scratches or having growls
or they're having some kind of physical symptom
growls
I had one of my
partners from a long time ago
she literally heard people hear demons
growling in their ear
some people that are
awakened can see and hear
they'll say you know I can see something running through my room
or people wake up with scratches
sleep paralysis
which I talked with Jimmy
he had said
one night where does the mayor
come from
it was like an entity
what mayor M-A-R-E
actually
actually means so if you have sleep paralysis
that could be a succubus
or
coming at night
right to mess with you
yeah absolutely
so what we do
is we'll
like okay so this couple
we are kind of
explain sorry
I've been doing this so long
there's so many of them basically
everybody's hit differently
you have people that
for example like my counterpart
he gets hit physically
he'll get with things in a different way
I get hit by dark in ways
that are overwhelmed
tech crashes
I'll have 60 people come to me at the same time
and there's only one me
so what we do is we'll
spend 20 minutes and go
let's look at actually what's going on
and then we'll spend a good
2-3 hours
moving through clearing it all out
kind of identifying what's there
are you feeling that
people feel lighter they can
I want them to feel through it
I want them to say oh I'm noticing that lift
oh yes I've seen that before
I want them to feel validated
and what I'm getting from them
and I also want to make sure
that what I'm getting is accurate
Grace is doing her own work in the background
and
we'll spend a good 2-3 hours
just diving through all of the details of it
shutting it all down
and then afterwards what I like to do
once everybody's completely clear
they usually clear that person in
the counterpart
clear their homes
and then I kind of show them it's like hey
you have all of the power within you
a lot of people will move energy
through chakras I'm like you are an entire force field
if you can embrace
the power of your own
energy you can
clear somebody across the world
in 5 seconds flat if you embrace
how to actually
use that energy keep it clear
and understand that you can't just
there are rules to this
you can't just bring energy
into your body from anywhere
you have to ask for specific energy
like holy energy
and be able to
clear someone's house
clear them in the way
that they're fully clear all the way out
through their aura
and I teach them
how to maintain that
there are literally
solutions for every
type of dark
there are solutions for MK
MKUltra
can you talk because that was my next question
I was literally going to ask you
I know you do but to explain
can you talk a little bit more
about the MKUltra
and how to work with that
because what I found
with people who have been
MKUltra it can
they don't have memory of it
they don't
they don't remember and therefore
you know you could argue
this time of remembrance
that there is the Akashic
which is the cloud
the natural cloud as opposed to the
synthetic cloud and that you
can memory is outside
of the brain however
I don't know what the tactics
that they do to
fracture the human being
so I'm shown also visions
so one person that I worked
with that told me
that they've experienced
MKUltra what I was shown
is a record player
and I saw the needle being picked up
and put on another track
so therefore those two tracks
they don't know one another right
so you could be like oh
right now you're this persona
and you're not gonna have a remembrance
they're fracturing
so obviously it's complex
can you talk about maybe some experiences
that you've come across
yes a lot of times
when people are having MKUltra
a lot of times it's like
they've got things they don't remember
it's akin to
you know somebody has
they're at a frat party and they wake up the next day
and they're like they've got paint all over their body
they're laying in the yard they're like did I kick a baby
did I
what did I do right they don't remember it
they do outlandish things but what happens
is a lot of time
it's something that's programmed into them
it can be even just like
three taps it can be
something on your phone it can be a word
it could be a word absolutely it can be
I've seen someone get MK'd
from walking by a sign
that was freshly painted
before they were there for the weekend
and it was paint on the side of propane tank
that had
their name and another word on it
and it was that phrase that MK'd
and it was instant flip
it was all of a sudden it's a different person
and it's like the Jekyll and Hyde effect
so when you say that
sorry when you say that there was a word
when did the actual MK
programming occur
you're acknowledging that it happened
earlier in a different time
or
can you explain to the audience and me
what do you mean when they say they've been
MK'd
so programming
it can come in
people will have handlers or they'll have people around them
they don't even realize that they're doing this too
I know that the government
has their own programs where they talk about MK
and people are like shocked or tortured
or this kind of thing but
people can be very subtly
MK'd, ooh I hate to say this
but I'm gonna say it anyway
there's a book out there
that is
programming people into
the new age
it's a Luciferian channeling
I did a rant video about it
because it makes me madder than hell
but it is so deceptive the course and miracles
and it's all
I know maybe I was like what
no no actually
sorry on Aonbytes
I watched this Gnostic channel
I think it was Aonbytes they had the person
no actually maybe it was Ortiz
the guy that channeled
the course and miracles
so what is it exactly about course and miracles
that's nefarious
it's Luciferian channeling first of all
but then also
it is so deceptive
and it is so subtle
and it is so tricky but if you
read how it's worded
it's in like these three
minutes I forget it's been so long since I looked at it
I literally highlighted everything
that was deceptive and I just gave up
because I was like I'm highlighting everything
seriously it was just
all yellow
it's worded in a way
and it's written in a way that is actually
programming in itself
people are reading it
I have a very protective dog
so sorry hold on just a moment
yeah I don't know if you
can be more specific
I used to go in Los Angeles
and listen to Mary Ann Williamson
before I realized like
she's also
anyway kind of woke but
she's an orator
she's definitely gifted
I've looked to her actually
because in a lot of cases
I've noticed that I'm channeling
things are coming through
and I just kind of move out of the way
it's very impressive to listen to her
and you can see when someone is
channeling
because there isn't these ums and ums
it's a stream
that comes through clear
and so that's a gift
and I'm not quite sure
the Course in Miracles
what is if it's a
it has Christian influences
for instance just like
AA has Christian
influences and you could argue
is another cult because if you
identify two if
you over identify with a group
then it's
not necessarily your sovereign
individuated self
like yes we need to belong to a community
but ideally you could find
a soul tribe where there's
harmony but there's we're respecting
and embracing
each other's gifts and
free
character of human like to be themselves
so I mean so go
go on and I don't know
if you could say specifics on the
Course in Miracles or not
yeah there's a lot of really deceptive
things in there and I don't
want to get too deep into it because it's been a little
while since I looked at it but really what it's
doing is it's moving people away
from it's teaching everybody
that and I don't quote me on this but
everything in it
is moving away from what's holy it's
moving people towards they are God
um it even kind of
bad talks Jesus it's
moving everyone
into a more
new age
idea of
things that are not holy
so when you're looking at
really quickly like when you're channeling
you're talking about channeling
people can channel just about anything
but if they're not
filtering out what's unholy
or what is holy
you're basically getting anything it's almost
like when someone someone says oh
I'm going to ask source or I'm channeling
source or I'm I'm
it's source creator even God
Lucifer and Satan call themselves God
so when a lot of people
are you know praying to God
are you praying to the Holy Father
God or are you praying to
who
so this book
Lucifer was supposed to be the one that led twins
before he fell
so he knows
yeah he was supposed to be the one
that led twins
where is that
information yeah because there's some
even school of thoughts of people who
think that Lucifer
is God
and that's an inversion
have you heard that
well
all of the
especially the higher level demons they believe that
they're God in their own right
so when people I see people even like
celebrities and they're praying to God but I'm like but which one
are you praying to the Holy One
or are you just praying to
which one I mean that's
it's that's a huge thing
this false
this false light because
all
new age spirituality having lived in
Los Angeles and was part
of this new age
until I realized there's so much
spiritual ego
and bypassing
where people are not in the hearts
I'll give a given example
recently maybe
maybe four months ago I went to an
Aesthetic dance in Delray
and I was I'm looking for a community
and I just so happened to walk to a girl
and ask her if she knew
of any women circles
and she was heading one
just so happened I asked
I asked her so I went
I was the oldest there I brought my George Floyd
book I hadn't shared and been
in a safe container
for a while and I
went and I shared
which I'm thinking I'm sharing
wisdom I both I hold
wisdom and I'm just sharing my
experience and because I shared
about George Floyd and
admitted that I have
trauma
cancel PTSD I call it from all these
rejections
the next the next month
she didn't even have the balls
as the as the facilitator
who's holding space
said that your energy
we didn't like your energy
and like basically you're not invited anymore
to which was like oh another rejection
and I said oh you ladies
aren't really spiritual because if there's
something that's triggering you sit
and you look at it what is it bringing up in
you because you know
at least the person is good is coming
from a good place their intentions
so that's a perfect example
of playing spiritual
but not really
embodying it and that's what's happened
now post-jab
that you'll go to
an aesthetic dance these are all spiritual
people that they're not even blinking twice
of like scan the QR code
even though they're spiritual they've a lot of them
have taken
the jab and subscribe
to this false falsity
so what you're bringing up to make
to discern having been fooled
by people pretending to be good
and having a good heart
like who are you praying to
and how do you know who you're praying
to
every time I work
with a person
even if a person new to our group I always
tell people every time you meditate
every time you're even
walking across the floor to go into the kitchen
and ask I'm connecting with God
or I'm asking or praying for something
when you're looking for guidance
when you're channeling when you're connecting
we call it connecting because we just go straight in
and it's a back and forth interaction
always
filter by
I'm one I'm only
connecting with 100%
holy father God
100% holy
angelic team
spirit or and in
100% holy truth
I had a reiki master
one time who was drawing all this
this energy in to heal somebody and she
she got a possession
so I just think it's
important for people it's like when you
when you're filtering for holy and what you're
getting in but then you're also filtering your
energy
I mean think that's 90% of the problem
and so how would you discern
the holy
father and that who you're
who you're praying to first of all
people's you know if you're
praying to God God is not Santa
you know it's not Santa
you know it's more like thank you
thank you God
please you know if this is for me please
guide me
please I ask for protection
this is happening for me
not against me trusting
cultivating and you know
also this twin flame
journey twin ray
it's about balancing
these energies within us
I mean a lot of women
have
been I've been in my masculine
of thinking of trying to
thinking by achieving
by my intelligence
that I can
receive love or be good enough
or earn it and then
therefore I've depleted
myself in being
in service and now
not able even post
Kundalini to be 16 hours
in front of the computer I'm not
functioning and I thought I was the
energizer bunny despite auto
immune despite learning how to walk again
just keep going keep going keep going
and now
literally unable to operate
in the same way and having to cultivate
a lot of blind faith because
things are just crumbling
before me things that I've been working
like 15 years my
my you know put my heart
and soul because everything I do
I put my heart and soul
in it as opposed to a lot of
people that are just
doing it for you know whatever money
or whatever
so
to really keep yourself
I guess in check which is
part of the shadow work of checking
your intentions where I'm coming from
what is my motive why am I doing this
why have I recreated this
what can I learn from this person
what am I still doing like
in my case because
I have PTSD
then I get triggered
and I'm a storyteller so when I say
share a story and part of
my superpowers is I can
I love your passion I'm back in it
and I'm reliving it but then
I realize last week I'm like oh my god
I'm re-triggering myself every single time
and I'm not able to do
that anymore so I'm caught
in between of like wanting to let it go
and move forward but like I said
every every day it's like oh another
fucking hit another hit another hit
and
not knowing
I don't have all the answers of how to heal
the nervous system and the PTSD
and keep going
I'm not able to do it in the same way
I think
there's a lot in the collective
because I do look at the divine
feminine collective I'm always
looking for patterns and I see
that there is a theme where
other women
or people who
who resonate with divine feminine
are unable to operate in that way
do you see that with
your clients or do you see any other
patterns that people
are dealing with right now
definitely
what we've noticed
and in ourselves even
it's like even when we haven't
kind of went into hiatus
for a little while to do some healing
I had some horrible things happen to me
over and over but
2022 we kind of took off and
we did a lot of healing
I did a lot of healing on myself
integrated
yeah
and it's universal
with everyone
especially with twins
the minute you feel
your twin struggling with something
or the minute I'm struggling with something
or a client is struggling with something
we go in and dissect it and go where is this coming from
where is this coming from
let's get to the root of it
let's heal it
with PTSD you can actually
recreate
repair those
pathways
it's the hard part but until you learn
the lesson until you learn okay this is a trigger
I'm recognizing it
I'm going to
move through it I'm going to heal it
I'm going to repair it
replace it
they just keep getting worse you're going to keep getting hit with them
until you finally get past them
now you're in a new timeline
right
but I feel like a lot of people
the biggest problem is that they're not able to look inward
they're not able to go
I have to be you know do some introspection
here and see
how I'm responding or
what my part is in this
it's you know pointing the finger at everyone else
a lot of you know
my expectations aren't being met or
I'm being triggered because of someone else's
behavior or circumstances
when it's if you can break it all
down to but why am I feeling this
why am I reacting to this
and focusing on the root problem
and solving that people get a lot
they move through their journey a lot faster
I really do believe
ladies that there is
this bifurcation I'm sure
there's a lot of people that wouldn't even understand
what the fuck we're talking about
and not being able to
relate because they're so mirrored
in the
in the 3d of
ego and money
and accolades
and I mean I
admit coming from Montreal
Canada and English isn't even my first language
I worked really hard
to
accomplish and get kind of
accolades or accepted
only to find out these people
are all false and they're not
really holding their own
organic light their
their posers and pretenders
and I don't need
their accolades
or their validation it should come from
so a lot of the journey
for any soul also
is to have love
and to have forgiveness
to be lighter like they say
in ancient Egypt you know
at the end of your life to
they weigh the heart to see if it's
light as a feather right
and if it's bobbed down
with hate because
you know I have
I am for divine justice
I am for divine justice it doesn't mean
there is a distinction between
vindictive
retaliation
and just accountability
and
justice for every cause
has an effect
maybe with that maybe you can discuss
some lessons
that you see souls
learning
to ascend or to
learn the lessons
like the abandonment or betrayal
because we have
an opportunity now to even
heal past life stuff
more than ever before
would you agree
I do agree
I would have to say
that this sounds
counterproductive to a lot of people
that haven't found God
and if you have found God
and you understand how to work with your team
it's really interesting
there's so many times I've been stuck
and I've gone straight to God and go
what's it going to take because I can't figure this out on my own
I mean you could go to counseling for 10 years
and try to figure this one trigger out
and
I don't know how many times I've gone to God
and said what's it going to take
what's at play here
what's amiss what do I need
and then
that comes flooding in
we teach people to
go to God
and go to team and say
show me what I need to know about this
give it to me in a way that's unmistakable
give it to me in a way that's 100% holy truth
give it to me now
a lot of times you're going to see stuff that
kind of blows your mind
I lost the love of my life in Germany
in like 2020 or
1992 I was super super young
at the time
I had waited 4 years for this guy it would have been the perfect thing
and I got there
it was a complete shit show
I had to go home without him he didn't know I was there
his mother sent me away it was just awful
and I hated humanity
because I was like this woman
sent me away we've been waiting for this
he's waiting for me and I had to go home
and I was so
mad we didn't have cell phones at the time
I had no way to contact him
so it was like
I just threw my whole life away for some guy
and then I get sent away
and I was angry as hell at God
for the longest time
I move into the spiritual work and one day
I said to God I was like I don't know why you have me fighting
for humanity because
really everybody's just
fucked up out there like everybody's for themselves
it's selfishness it's just hate
it's you know
it really is humanity
is broken
and he said humanity
didn't do that to you I did
and he showed me
he brought me back to this place and he was like
here's why this happened to you
because if I would have let you stay there
you never would have
been free to move into your twin ship over here
because you would have stayed with that guy forever
been as happy as a clam you'd have lived in Germany
for the rest of your life and you never
in a million years as loyal as you are
you never would have left that guy to move
into your twin ship and that's the whole reason that you're here
so I kind of had to save you from yourself
even though it sucked
it
kind of released that for me and I was like wow
and there's been, God can explain
something to you about your life
that
nobody else is going to understand
it's these things that you can't even remember
in your own but
that's usually what I tell people it's like
we can work out we can dive in and go okay
I'm going to go to you on a soul level
I'm going to pick your soul apart I'm going to jump
in your thoughts let's figure out what it is
if it's in your
inner child if it's in your past
life you brought it here
so people that are digging through their past lives
I'm like guaranteed it's sitting right in front
of you right now in another body in another circumstance
you're reliving it until you fix it
so we can help you
point those things out we can help you dissect them
we can help you heal it we can help
you replace those memories and so you
can jump into the next timeline in the next
lesson but
are people going to be open to it
what comes to mind I want to show
I'll be right back
it's right here
this art piece that I
got after
I met Snuffy
to
Jimmy's point also
we really
we really are being taught
by making the mistakes of
trusting wolves
in sheep's clothing
and when I say
to people oh there's so much
people are compromised
I was really reflecting on
how can I better explain what it is
that I mean
and it's really on a soul level
and one of the lessons
that I
I
was digesting is
remembering is soul lineage
right if you see anyone
seen Jupiter rising
which is a Mandela Jupiter ascending
she's a maid
but she's really a galactic queen and the
bees they land on her
just like the bees land on me because
they acknowledge royalty
which sounds very arrogant
but just because you're whoever
in you know I've had people go
I'm a nobody and it's like
you don't need to be a public figure
or a journalist to be targeted
or to hold with them
at all
it doesn't really matter what you are
in the 3D what is the quality
of your soul
and I feel
energies and I feel that there's
a lot of puddles out there
and I do know that the jab
disconnected people of course
there's different batches and
disconnected people
not in all cases from their higher self
because you really have to sit in contemplation
and quiet to get
the messages and that's why
I mean I am such a big proponent
of journaling because
if you're doing automatic writing
I have found gold in my old journals
I have found
entries that I know I was writing
for my future self to
read back then
and now it's appropriate right
you could be
you know the messages I've gotten
I get messages or I was in the mornings
and writing them down
and then really contemplating
and see can you shall find
if you're asking the questions
and you're in earnest on a path
for self-realization
it will come
the people will come in your life
just like I met both of you
and
you've been incredibly helpful because
I haven't been able to talk about what it is
I'm navigating in the 5D
on top of the 3D
so
I don't know but
what
comes to you when I share that
I have to say
this is something that I've noticed
in the community a ton
and it might have been one of those posts
it was right on the time when I met you
what I'm finding
is that everybody says
they're wanting information
they're wanting to clear something
they're wanting to understand
how do I move through
this journey better
and when you answer them
they say oh well that's your truth
and I'm like this is battle tested
truth is a fact, truth is evidence
truth is tested
but I'm finding that so many people
they really just want you to tell them what they want to hear
and they're not willing to grow
because they can't look inside to go
what am I going to do about this
they have to actually face it
and a lot of people are getting stuck facing it
where they're saying
well that's my truth and you can think what you want
and I'm like well that's an opinion that's not a truth
right
yeah
and I'm not here to make you comfortable
I'm here to disrupt your opinion
and try to give you a different way
but a lot of people aren't willing to hear it
I mean that's a huge thing
of like that's your truth
you know or
let's say the vaccine
is an example of
I love it when people say
oh I respect your opinion
oh you have an opinion
have you called the FDA
and the CDC and the Pfizer and interviewed
hundreds of people in red patents and studies
fuck no you haven't so you
have an opinion I have the truth
and yeah sure
there's some batches you have a good immune system
you're fine
but this is undeniable
now like hello people are dying
because of mycreditis and turbo cancer
and it's all been brought on
by the jab
and so
people have blind spots and that's what I was bringing earlier
like I want to see my blind spots
I want
to be able to
see the truth
I want the truth no matter what
nothing but the truth
even if it's ugly
or painful
I don't want to live a lie
and so what I'm seeing now
what I'm dealing with is if I go into
the 3D
and people have subscribed to all
these lies
and are living a bullshit life
and so personally I don't want to live a bullshit
life
I don't want to be fooled
or fool myself
right
yeah so what do you do with that
if someone says like that's your truth
and they deny you
or they don't
they're not
able to integrate what you're saying
or consider it
can you give an example
I've had such a problem with that
um
I've
gone to God several times and I've gone
what do we do about this because you want me to get the message out
you want me to explain this stuff but some people are like
I don't want to hear it
it's too uncomfortable and I'll give them as much as I can
but at a certain point
God is reminding me it's like how many times
did Jesus say well then I'm going to dust the dust
off my feet and keep walking I mean sometimes
you have to wait until
um you get another you can come in
a back door and maybe get to him on a different subject
some people aren't ready
yeah
that's exactly it you plant the seeds
I've had people say oh my gosh
what you're talking about is Basha crazy and then
six months later come back and go
okay actually
actually
I went out there and tried to find something else
but you were the only one that he actually understands this stuff
but sometimes
people have to go out there and get their feet wet
and walk around in mud a little while
so
I might
be offensive but
say it to me
I see that in
terms of
Christianity or any
religion if you know that they
Abraham created all three religions
in 1850
B.C. in conjunction
according to John Lamblash
with an archonic
infection and these three
religions are used
to triangulate
and cause constant tension and division
and
you know I had maybe two months
ago a girlfriend
who was
just admit it you hate the Bible
and I said I never said that
oh the Bible?
okay who wrote the Bible?
and which Bible are you referring to?
knowing as a scribe
that it started off in the
spoken Aramaic
and then English came a lot later
and English is a spell work
language
so
the spirit that I was feeling
was the same kind of energy of being killed
before by Christians
for holding divinity
or the divine truth
and then being
misconstrued or told
that it's evil just like
there's some Christians that think yoga is evil
I have
I would like Grace's input on this one
because
you're talking about the Bible they call it the Holy Bible
but how much of the Holy Bible is actually
mistranslated
or there's
a lot of deception in it
there's the word in it
but you have to have that discernment
and go okay what in here is actually
the word
what in here is Holy
Grace would you like to give your input on that
because God has actually said throw the book away
he's not saying don't listen to my word
he's saying throw the book away
in other words come straight to me
like get the Holy truth
in a different way
some
anyway it's going to piss a lot of people off
but
there's like that
the discernment even in the Bible itself
yeah because the Bible
is not which Bible
which version of the Bible
all the Gospels that were removed
all the Gnostics that they killed
all the cathars they torched alive
so
someone says
the Gospels were
written in
in coin like 50 years
after Jesus' death
you spoke Aramaic then from that retransit
yes numerous times
absolutely and
redacted a lot of redactions
what did you
want to say Grace to that
I'm not sure
were you pointing out on that faith
but I'll try
and go along with this
for me like I
said I get a God says
and ascribing it
and I always
had I always question
because I've known God
since I was a child
in and out
and the presence of God
but even when I got
the first God says
I
was meditating
I started to get some information
come through
and then it was
I started to write the information
because it was too much for me
and then all of a sudden I can now find myself on the laptop
and then now it was easier
for me to kind of get it
out onto something I can see
and I did this for like a week and I hadn't
told faith then we hadn't partnered then
she was still helping me
for my journey so I hadn't told
faith at the time
and I was hearing Michael at the time
Michael Michael kept saying give it to faith
give it to faith and I said no no
I'm not going to do that
I don't know what this is but anyway I did it
moved forward gave her a copy
the very first copy and I said hey
can you check this out please
I don't know what it is so she checked it out
and she goes do you know what this is
I said I have no idea what it is
she goes it's like if and God says
I mean alright
I said okay so
with that being said
I've always had this question to God
because even though I get him
clearly I've never read
the Bible I've never been lead
lead to read the Bible
I've been in and out of
church
when I was a child
I was like about nine years old but that was about
it I had never read the Bible or anything
like that so what I get from God
is just pure information
pure insight
and tell there's no biases
from the Bible
I'm not saying everybody don't
you know whoever reads the Bible that's fine
but I don't read the Bible
my children
go to church
for their reasons they're hard Christians
and they stand strong with that
so when I let them know about
the God says gift I have they kind of
they kind of snub it
at first they're getting used to the idea
because they see me come out
a little bit more on that but still it's like
okay just hold there because
you've never they know I've never read the Bible
so but I'm okay with
I had to get really comfortable with that but
I look at God I don't know why you chose
me to do this but it's something I
actually remember it's not something you just
gave we gave it to me yet
but I've uncovered it and it's
kind of time for now
I've never read the Bible
I tested the living shit out of her
when she first got it too because
I was like oh my gosh and all of these
words that I've heard him say
and she's like I don't know what that means
I was like that it's it was helpful
for me to know because she was saying
this doesn't make sense this doesn't make sense
but it just kind of came through her that way
which really
gave a lot of credibility to me
was it words was it words you
don't know or
may you give an example
what's one of the words Faith you remember
use the same language right
yeah it's the same phrases same
wording same way he describes things
and so like when we go on our own
our own channel and we're going to
become and coming back out
I'll take her God says and I dissect it
because like okay this is what he means by this
because he's been telling me this for years or
and she's like I don't like
she gets it and it's verbatim
and it's very thorough
and it's very strong but
a lot of the things
that I'm seeing or things I've been hearing
for years a specific word specific
instances it's
it's really interesting just phrases
almost like a signature does that make sense
yeah
I mean also
there are people that read the Bible that
can read between the lines
and get the essence for the message
but if they're not aware like
oh they took the word stars
and they made it kings like that's
quite the leap right
and that's why
I say they stole the stars
and they distance us from astrology
when
if you look all the early Christians
had astrologers
until they turned on astrology
and it's all for control
and it's all for you to find
salvation outside of you
rather than sit within
and trust yourself
even if you are the only one
and you're walking in the dark which
this
this connection
with Snuffy has been very much like
that
I've learned a lot
but it's just that person is
a mirror, a catalyst
and it's really about me
doing my inner work
and having actual gratitude
and also tapping into unconditional
love which I realized
is not a love that people
necessarily they want to possess
that's mine
that boy is mine
I'm jealous
it's not unconditional
it is conditional
and I say it's diamonds
instead of forever
and if you really love me
you'll buy me that car
so it's nothing to do with love
it's like
this is an energetic connection
I don't even understand
where the love I have
I have to question my sanity
every day
because they'll say
it's limerence
if this wasn't a spiritual connection
then it would be completely
different if I wasn't learning
spiritual things about myself
whether it's betrayal, trust
and so forth
and so maybe you can talk
about the role of
what you call twin ships
and how there is
not to say the false twin
but there are a lot of people
I'm sure that come to you
that are not really
counterparts
and I've had to question that
in my case
because he's not in my life
in my life he's all over
but he's not in my life
and he's effed me over now
and they all do
by design
I've noticed over the years
that I would say
4 out of every 5 people
that come to me for a twin validation
are not twins
and the ones that are
twins I can tell right off the bat
I mean it's a very strong feeling
because they all have the exact same things
going on that people don't understand
they've got
I'm sure
people watching
including my friends don't
fully understand
it is
I didn't
so I didn't know I met my counterpart
in
2014 I didn't even know that we were
twins until 2 and a half years later
he let my Kundalini and then I was like
whoa now I'm getting all of this stuff
and now it makes sense but it is a love
it's not like an obsessive love
it's not
I have a crush on this person
it's not that type of love
I love this
person
like my own children
it's just different
you'll walk in front of a train
for them
the only thing that matters is that they're well
they're okay
it's a deeper kind of love
and a lot of people have that
they'll say I have that but it's different
you can't describe it
with twins that come to me
they're like
I feel like I'm going crazy
I have all of these abilities
they're feeling astral sex coming in
they're feeling their twin touch their
face at night they're coming in their dreams
there is
a very real sense of the telepathy
and the telepathy between soul mates
can be because you're quantumly entangled
and you're like oh I'm thinking of them and he texts me
or you know something like that
with twins it's a much deeper
level of integration
it's you're feeling they're
like if someone stub their like if my twin
is having an asthma attack
or you know a lung problem
I'm having chest pain
even though I don't really have any symptoms
or sickness of my own going on
I can feel him going to the bathroom
you've got
you're sharing energy
with another person
you're also
hearing their thoughts
you're having conversations
while you're moving through your day
you're both getting attacked
you're
you've got abilities flooding in
the clear sentience, the clear cognizance
the clear audience
the
clairvoyance
they have a stronger
sense of
feeling this person through their life
there's a the cord that's connected
that's different
how about the idea of just cut the cord
I've been told that many times
just cut the cord yeah you can't cut the cord
can you explain that to people
it's a it's an eternal cord
it is a cord that holds
you know
it is it's like it's your soul
you can't cut it you can definitely starve it
I've seen people
dark can attack a cord
where it looks like it it looks almost like leeches
I mean it did that to me
when I looked at the cord and we were working together
I and then I heard they can cut
it can't be severed
I heard it can't be severed but when I saw it
it was all gunky
and uh
yeah so the demonic leeches
they'll attach to the cord they can't cut it
they can't they can't hurt it
but what they do is they push a really
low really bad
like dark frequency into the cord
and it gunks it up
it like blocks it so that there's
no love there's none of this frequency
flooding back and forth anymore and then what
happens is it kind of starts to get brittle
it looks crazy but it almost
starts to look like cheesecloth where it starts
to disintegrate itself because it doesn't
have any there's no dynamic
enter and change exchange through the
cord anymore
you can also opt out of it people
have said before oh I can't stand this
journey
yes let me off the damn train
and then at a certain point it's
like if you can't
if you can't see this as a responsibility
and do the work if you're just wanting
you know this person to show up
for you in the physical you can have that
with soulmate
I mean that's one of the things
early on that I was like I started talking
to him and then I was like
what the fuck am I crazy
like I'm having this full on I've never
done this with any other boy
man
person whatever and
I mean obviously
I mean in this last kind of iteration
now I have
questioned myself because it's been kind
of like
intruded upon
or messed with with with his
help of of letting in
darkness
and not loving
self and so
but I can attest to the
the telepathy to
feeling like there was one
day when I wrote in my journal is he
is he jonesing is he
walking and then I found
out he walked 23 miles and he had been
jonesing because my mind was like
I felt like I was
I was jonesing and
if you don't
can't tell this is not mine
picking up on something which doesn't
have to be a twin right if you're
an empath and going into
a space
and you are an empath I mean you could
pick up you could pick up things and you
have to be like is that mine am I picking
up on something else like
what's you have to really that's part
of the mastery I believe
yeah I feel like
one of the biggest misconceptions
in the twin journey is that people
will say that it's an obsession
but legitimately you're
you're having the same thoughts all the time
I mean you literally can't escape it
like for the first two and a half years
I didn't know that you know
my counterpart was my twin
I remember how many times saying I can't
literally I can't shake him I'm trying to focus on something
else but then all of a sudden I'm like oh my gosh
I have to make spaghetti and then he'll
text and go oh I'm I have to
drop everything and make spaghetti right now it's like it's
urgent and then he'll
text me saying oh I'm doing my grocery list
and he'll say I make the best spaghetti you're not
gonna believe and I'm like what the fuck
it's you can't you literally can't escape
it because you're so integrated
it's not obsession it's almost like
can I please just have a minute in my own head
I do I do will say that
when he was in my space
that I had way more peace
and it was the weirdest
thing because it was like I was alone
but there's no way
I could have a guy
in my like sharing
a bathroom and not even
feel it was like and how many
times he's come into the kitchen
and I would be like oh you're here like I wouldn't
even feel and then I could feel
the the demonic energy
that's effing with him
with his invitations right
and because
in my case if you were to look we've never really
had any
conversations about
anything between us
we've had conversations in the beginning
and then it was more like
this is a menacing force that's working through
him to mess with me
and
now I've found out that it's also
happened to someone else that he's
he knew for a long time and we both
represent the divine
feminine so
it's been
pretty cuckoo. Jimmy has
a question I would
love for you to answer it
like our
Miriam
how does someone like our Miriam work
to accommodate this twin that is absent
oh all twins
by designer pulled apart into separation
and especially the closer towards
the end of the sequence that we
come into we have to be a part
part of that I hate to say this
out loud but I'm doing it anyway
part of that is because
Dark is trying to pull us apart
Dark will do whatever they will attack
the shit out of you to keep twins apart
why is that
I mean obviously
they don't want
are entered so if you look at twins
like sparklers
sparklers burn at like 2,000 degrees
apiece you put them
together and duck them up there they turn into little
bombs they're exponentially more powerful
where you've got soulmates are like candles
you put two candles together you got a bigger
flame or you got a hot you know what I mean
but with twins when we
come together our energy is almost
it's like they're
untouchable
I've seen when I've
done exorcisms for people or clear people's
houses I've seen little people like
women have said there's three women I know
that have said why does my
daughter come in sleep in my bed at night
I'm like because there's something in her closet
there's a poor woman in her bed
there's something in her closet and when you
combine that light then the demon
can't get through the door
so it's almost a sense of immunity
like Dark can't touch you if twins are together
Dark can't touch you at all
it's just the energy is too powerful
although that I
haven't experienced that I've experienced
because of invitations
of the
of demonic energies when I've been in a very
peaceful place come and
cause disruption
and that it didn't even
sound like him there was
something else
well it can be an influence too
but like she was saying
when twins are apart I think the key
is going into the 5D because all of the
truth is in the sacred
space the sacred space is holy
if you're
as above so below
whatever you are able to
accomplish in the 5D
unfolds in the 3D
everything happens in the 5D first
and if you've been thinking about quantum physics
and I've had someone tell me a spiritual person
like you're not dealing with the 3D
it all happens in the 3D
and I'm like no actually it happens
in the 5D and then it trickles down
so can we go now to the audience
how you would define
the 5D and I will say
and I write about this
that first of all
in my case I didn't know this man
and I was thinking
he was a missing person
but in reality now looking back it was my
higher self saying what do you mean
I've been looking for you for 30 years
where did you go and I freaked out
because in retrospect
grown man is missing
and then I was at my desk
and just
feeling into the first time I look in the social media
and then I have this
spontaneous orgasm at my desk
I'm fully clothed it's not sexual
I don't know it's a Kundalini
and then I go to sleep that night
and I said okay God this guy
better show up because I need to know if I'm
fucking crazy or super psychic
and then
when I met him
and I don't, we hug
and everything just went
like I was like in the zero point
field where everything became
super quiet
and then you know to say like
oh what's that tattoo?
we have the same tattoo we're both born with
a cord around our neck when you look on the map
I'm right on top of him
in a different country
but in a straight line
and I started seeing all these similarities
and then when I looked into
my memories because I call
him snuffing my imaginary friend
I obviously can't prove this
but I started having
random
one memory is coming out of
a cab with my mother
I think she has roses
and I don't even know why I'm being
shown this memory
but I feel him
like he's been there
and there is a movie folks called In Your Eyes
which I think you've seen Faith
which really brought it
helped me understand
but I've never been able
to have that conversation
because he's
you know now
I mean he's turned on me
in essence
yeah I think
that movie is
amazing because that
movie In Your Eyes that really is
what true twins experience
it's like you can find each other
across the world that way and we're orchestrated
orchestrated to be brought together anyway
but the 5D I feel like
is that's where all the magic
happens because there's a lot of
twins that have never met their twin before
or they've only met them in passing
the soul remembers
everything
when you're in 5D or
I call it 5D but really it's
you're going into your sacred space
you're going into that meditation
you're like this is a holy sacred space
you set the intent
that I'm meeting my true twin
in 100% holy truth
we're in 100% holy sacred space
everything unfolds there
it's like whatever
you're experiencing they're experiencing it
in a different way so you can work your wounds out
that's where all the work is done
if my twin is like if I end up pacing
across the floor or something I go right into 5D
and I go what's going on with you what can I do to help you
what do you need
if there's a fear if there's a doubt
like I know Miriam's
if there's a fear or there's a doubt
it has to be fixed in both of you
and sometimes it's complimentary
it's like one person might be afraid
that the person's never going to show up
the other person might be afraid that if they do show up
something's going to happen to them
because love is lost
it can mimic
it can mirror exactly or it can be
complimentary
but if you're going in there going okay what's going on with you today
every single day Grace and I go and check on our twins
and go okay what's going on
there's always something new
there's always a little piece of information
even if you don't get a validation
eventually
you will
a lot of times God says
if you
if you need
the proof
then you're not going to get it
it's like you have to have the faith
in order to get the gift of the validation
kind of like
I mean it's the two ideas of like
see it to believe it
believe it to see it
that's basically it
and that is the split
where people are very into
the material
they're not really getting the memo
that there's a spiritual war and it really is
after our consciousness
because once you're ready to expand
oh it's time to do another reset
remember we've done this before this is Atlantis 2.0
we've done this
so
which
when I finished writing the book
and I said to God and I was
saying all along writing five years
I'm gonna have my own fucking great reset
and
I had I finished the book had the
Kundalini
went to do two plant enthogen
Bufo and Ayahuasca
and the first
the Bufo I was I heard
you graduated Mariam
you're done you are given an assignment
to understand the inverted matrix
and you didn't whore up your soul
you're not going to look at the dark anymore
and I was so happy
because it was really dark
and
then when I did the Ayahuasca
and the shaman
we were on the medicine
it was a little woke
and the shaman goes we've been plagued by coronavirus
and HIV and I'm like
oh my God
the shaman is speaking tries
truth mixed with lies and then I heard
you are an ancient soul Mariam
you are not to listen to anyone else
you need to trust yourself
and which I have in this journey
because it's not like I have
you know
what others have while you're saying some
I'm sure they're deemed crazy
that they're they just like
oh I just touched this guy at person's hand
and now I'm unable to stop
thinking about this person
of course it could be looked at limerence
of course it could be looked as like your cuckoo
for cocoa puffs right
if you don't if you aren't embodied
and getting the downloads and really tapped
into like what am I learning from here
what am what am I learning
it's the same thing if you have a relationship
with someone
you can say it's all on attachment styles
you can look at what is bringing up
why am I pushing this person away
why am I not able to receive love
um
it's the same kind of
lessons if you're actually looking to
learn from it right
right I feel like with every twin pair
though there is a point in initially
at one point where
you the soul remembers
and it's unmistakable it's either like a shock
or it's a
it's a knowing like when I met my twin
here's what's strange we were across this
crowded place
and all of a sudden I felt called to look over like
that and everything was gone
around like everybody was shoulder to shoulder
we were you know we were at a big
game and
everything was going around it but I
looked right at him like what the fuck
and he was he had this look on his face like
what the fuck and he later told me
that everything around me
was blurry he just looked over and it was me
and everything around me was blurry
and I and I was a
I had just gotten divorced I was running the town
I was dancing all night long I was just
I was out and about I was dating everybody I was having
the time of my life and so I was a
real commitment so I was like I'm going to
have the time of my life and when I met
him like
we I just walked up and started kissing him and we
we really now
we were across the table we were
across the table for hours but
I was I was looking at him across the table
and I was like oh my god we started toying
with each other and my friend
behind me that my best friend was with me at the time
and she was like I thought they broke the mold
when they made you but there's like another one
what the hell and they go he's me
it was weird and then
half time came we both go to the bathroom
we walk out of the bathroom we walk up to each other we just
start kissing and he goes I see you
and he goes we've had past lives together
haven't we and I said yeah
and I didn't even know
we were twins until two and a half years later
but I could not shake
this man it was like I swear
to God I know him like it's
that
recognition Grace has
do you mind sharing well if you
choose to but
a lot a lot of there's like one
that knows before the other like he knew
exactly who I was when I met him but took
me it took me a couple years
I know we were twins
but I did I
like there was something different about
him it's not
an obsession it's it's a
it's a soul knowing it's
it's interesting
do you want to share Grace
yeah you don't have to
we don't have to put you on the spot
maybe about
separation
oh yeah
separation
yeah
really start with that
well your 5D like how much progress
you made in your 5D because I think you
Grace is really
I have very minimal
if any
3D contact
it's done over via social media
and directly and directly
not yes it's done
that way but the 5D is where it's
all happened for me it's only been 5D
but faith has been a huge
help with that
support over the years with that without
I wouldn't have been able to do what I did
because we don't have any 3D
the 5D I've had to
because my counterpart
he's very strong
very
very media
he's in a he leads an organisation
of his own
he's very opposite to me
he's very extrovert
and it came to a part where I thought
there's no way when I'm out of this
no way this is happening because
he's just going to crush me
not really but
anyway so for me it was
mainly going into 5D
it had to be the 5D but it was
me taking the time
and
digging deep
very deep
if you're going to choose to walk
this journey
there can't be any value on it
that's going to shake you from it
you have to overcome anything that comes your way
anyone that comes your way
with whatever that is
I had to dig deep
and a lot had to do a lot of healing
but we also went through
we got a strong 5D
we still have a strong 5D
this man is very
very loving, very supportive
in this way so
he actually made it easier for me
in this way
there's a lot of things I had to go through
myself in self healing
but
my 5D has been
very strong and we talk there
we
share each other's thoughts
it's very intimate
does he know of each other
like does he know you
with me
through a karmic that I want to
does he know you in the 3D
yes
yes very well
we know each other very well
I worked in this organisation for a little bit
after I found out
so it was
it was a little challenging
but
nevertheless I wouldn't
I don't regret a thing
but since then I'm not now
I'm kind of out of that
it's just a
social media thing right now
we kind of validate each other
on that 5D first trickles down
and then it's a 3D
interaction that we have and that's all we have
at the moment
that's all we're allowed to have
there's no private messaging
text thing it's
very clean
I read
I'm exhausted when I do my research
and I believe I'm
expert now because
I've inhaled everything
I started approaching
influencers
on YouTube
and I saw that they didn't want to come on my show
I got that oh it's happening
oh there's a Netflix series on Twin Flames
wow there must be some truth here
and
I started digging
it's always sifting through
from the garbage from the truth
but going on reddit
there's
Facebook groups and I'm just looking for the patterns
of how it's similar
and I can also tell the bullshit
of people who think they're in it
but they're not really taking it seriously
because
it's brutal
and it's
that's when I realized it is for evolved souls
it's the closest
it's the fast track to ascension
if you really see
that this person is a mirror
and
you know when I
when we were on the lot
and the salesman came
and said just so people know
I met Snuffy
because I decided that I was going to
cosign a car for
a strange man
and
I would never do that
but I was very help
and when I got there
and I told you to be hugged
and everything went quiet for me
and then
he was looking at the
cars and the salesman comes
and says is that your husband
or is that your brother
and I want to say actually I just met him
five minutes ago
but
I said to myself wow my brother
my husband so then I went out in the lot
and I looked at him and I'm like yeah
he could be my brother both brown
dark, tats
kind of like
tough exterior
and then
when before I met him and I
literally said are you a plant
because I had to save him in my phone
as heartthrob
I couldn't even look at his name
because I was like this guy
is like he's designed
for me like all the
things that I've seen in other men
that is all in one person
and to answer
your question
can a twin be older or younger
so there's certain characteristics
of course and I'll let you guys
answer there's certain
characteristics but what I was shown
first I was shown the cell being
divided and then
I saw
we're going to throw you here
and you're going to be there
you're going to be 11 years older
because I'm 11 years older than him
and so there's usually
typically not always
an age gap
so can you talk about this age gap
and some maybe the characteristics
I've heard that
but I don't necessarily know that to be true
because like my twin and I are three months
apart
I know
twins that are 30
well no no no they've been twins for 30 years
I've seen them
in all different age gaps
I don't feel like
I don't feel
like it's
necessarily has to be an age gap
but I have always
understood with the twin journey
there is never
there's always exceptions
to everything I've even seen
same sex twins
sure
because regardless
you're holding those
polarities within
I mean one of the things I think that we're
grappling with is that
we need our divine masculine
masculine men that are here to
protect not take
advantage and
in my case
because there's been
damage to me
and there's been infiltration
through substances
that I have been as of late
confused because
it's
I mean it's insane that when you
ladies we could talk about maybe some of the work
and that it took like
you know we've done five hour sessions
which thank you because that's your time
and time is
very precious
that you
you saw MKUltra you saw
demonic you saw
you know the
Iran figures I said to him in the beginning
this is a very rare connection
I didn't know
and then when we did our astrology
we were like we had just met
and then it came
out a vertex this is a
faded moment you may know each other
you may feel like you know each other from the past
and from the future and
then I think he was like
kind of like whoa and he said
I'm I'm intimidated by
the potential of this connection
and when someone has
you know self sabotage I mean
I'm sure a lot of people watching
can look within that's a little
shadow work that you can do
you know have you sabotage things
and
what can you learn from that can you
I don't know if sabotage if anything
comes to mind with the work that you've
done
I think the sabotage comes
down to are you willing to do the work
the daily work of what's going on with you
like let's go dissect it
what's going on what are
you experiencing
what are they experiencing what can you help
them with a lot of people can't get
to the unconditional love because of
the circumstances are
throwing them or it's like I've been
mad at my twin before when I'm like oh my gosh
I love you but I can't stand you right now
but has he harmed you has he
given like
everybody has their own version of whatever
I mean I was I literally
I almost died
in 2022 my
someone very close to me was
missing I woke up in
the ICU
and I mean
just like it was just the worst possible thing
I have my own
versions of you couldn't have hurt me any worse
than that right now
yeah dark take dark
has taken me down the grand finale was when
I the damn near kill me
and I barely lived through that
in 2022 but
my twin has done some
things that are like this is potentially
journey ending this is potentially a deal
breaker are in Michael
is what Michael says about it are you going to let
this one scenario
ruin your journey or can you get past it do
you love them enough I mean because
whatever your deal breaker is
don't ever say it out loud because
if if you're saying
if this ever happened I wouldn't do it
that's going to happen whatever
whatever you state
I'm going to have trouble with this or I
don't really like this you're going to get more of that
it's like quantum physics but it's also dark
and light will allow you to go okay
how hard can you get hit before
you come back at it and go
we need to own this it's there's a
there's a core root problem
in one of us or both of us
and let's
undo this knot
figure it out heal it and move past it
I do
I do know that some divine
masculine men or some masculine
men in hearing
my journey and I believe hearing
or feeling the love
that I have have been
have softened and
it's really it's definitely not
a you know matrix
diamonds like it's
it's way deeper than that but at
the same time because in
the 3d there's a lot of crazy
shit that someone from
the outside baby like this is really toxic
right
and they may not understand
I mean my ex was like what's
with this what's with this guy
what's so special about this guy
who's effing you over
and
it's difficult
if it wasn't a spiritual thing
again like if someone were to tell me
you're never going to see that ex
or that ex again I'd be like okay
but somehow I had a fear
of not seeing him again
and he knew it there was one time
he came to fix something
and he took his ladder
and I said I'm scared I'm not going to
see you again and he didn't miss a beat
he goes I know
there were other times this is before things
went wonky one time he walked in
and he goes are you playing 432
and I was like how do you know that
or in the beginning
one time he left and he said
those are you okay
and I said well you felt me
and we had a little interaction
but things were still normal then
it wasn't like gone
to demonic and
not even having a conversation
and
I really don't it
has been telepathic how we've connected
but
I've seen in times when we were
where he was sober on the same
wavelength and right
away like he picks up
I said oh I got some sushi
he goes oh I'm surprised and it took me a moment
and then I saw
parasites I go oh because of the parasites
he goes yeah and he had
gone through a part where he was obsessed
with parasites and I had gone through
you know I'm still like
I just wrote about GMO parasites
on my substack so I saw
similarities and I would wait
because it would be 3 months
2 months and then I see like
are we on the same page like one time
I was writing a substack about
I had just started writing about
the quantum entanglement which he helped
show me
by not only showing me the double slit experiment
but living
it and then he came and he
he shared something on a fluid
dynamics and it was like
that missing piece he would come and go
here's the key bye
can you talk about that a little bit
that you've probably seen with
others
I can say that what I've noticed
since the beginning and I knew this to be true
when I looked at this
when I was researching about this
topic in the beginning but I watched it unfold
universally
across all the twins I've
ever worked with it's
there's a huge misconception
about the DF always being a woman
the divine feminine
is not necessarily I've
seen by this point it's almost
like a half and half but
you've got the divine feminine
that is kind of like pro journey like I'm the
strong one I'm coming in here I know what this is
they tend to
awaken the other not always there's no
there's always exceptions but
genuinely the divine
feminine is the one that's like I got the grips
on this journey
and they're the ones that are committed
to the whole process
where the divine masculine is like okay
yeah we have our bubble up phase and then I'm going to
go take off and do everything else and fuck everything up
and I'm going to go the other opposite
direction you're pulled way
apart
the masculine
or the divine masculine
which would be either or but for example
like I'm the masculine in mind
um
at a certain
point
you've got the divine feminine
moving through the journey the 5D
learning the abilities all this kind of stuff
the divine masculine is
doing everything in the 5D at a certain
point that turns around
so the divine masculine
starts to go okay I think
I need to start gripping this journey
a little more starts moving
more into the
the journey aspect of it
and the spiritual aspect of it where the divine
um
feminine is kind of going okay now
I'm going to like move into my sovereignty
in the 3D and then it balances
that makes sense
yeah yeah I mean that's
that's why I've started
having doubts and questioning because
everything went
um
wonky
like really really
wonky there's a comment
um
the Archons
are constantly attack real
ones constantly total
spiritual warfare
they totally want to destroy
bonds we need to be aware
of our thoughts that are not
ours nanotech so
before you answer what I actually
told Stuffy and what came to me
hey there's organic telepathy
and then there is now
synthetic telepathy and to
give an example I had
a colleague that was
recently in Vegas
and he was getting downloads he was
getting he was hearing go be with a
prostitute go be with a prostitute
and he's like he's never been into
prostitutes so he shared it with his
buddy and he was I'm also
getting the same so I know
with Starlink
someone had told me that
Starlink is now you know Elon Musk
to trademark
telepathy and telekinesis
yes with the Neuralink but
they are doing experiments
right now and everyone's like oh I'm
going to get the Neuralink but you have your
organic telepathy
that you can and I see it
with my friends you know Jimmy and I
have had tons of telepathic
we both have a connection with 311
and
we are definitely connected in the
ethers and we you can
develop these
you know it's with practice it's by
intentional so
there's a lot of interference
and may you so may you
answer his comment
that is absolutely true
I do want to talk about Archon separately
too about that but
if you look at it from a spiritual warfare
perspective one of the reasons that we
have the advantage is because we have the
abilities but dark
I mean if you're looking at the organizations
if you're looking at the people that are not
awakening
that are moving against people that are
awakening their vibration doesn't
rise enough so that they can
actually tap into the abilities a lot of
times what I'm seeing is some of the
things like the Neuralink is trying
to replicate what we can do that they can
never so
we've got voice to skull
you've got
the voice to skull is
terrifyingly sophisticated
I believe
I believe faith that
Snuffy
was that voice to skull
was implicated
to turn against me
can I tell you a crazy story
please
so this is how
this is the one time I've ever been
scared of dark the one time
was 2018
I went
I had a client that needed some
kind of implant or a chip
removed and I had
to go back in time way back
to Atlanta so I'm
down in there I'm hovering
out and I always bubble I make myself
completely indetectable and all this kind of things
so nobody knows that I'm
there so I'm observing from
the outside and I'm hovering and I'm
seeing what I call the command center right
so it's like this this object
is kind of shaped kind of round
there's seats all the way around the outside
of it I see
giant leading demon in the middle slamming
the staff around but all these people and I was like
wow what's going on in here in a shop
that I was working with at the time was like
do any idea where you are and I was like don't really care
like this is the command center
I don't know and he was like I'm out and he dipped out
he was like you're on this
I'm not proud of here and so he dipped
out and he just like walked out of the room
and so I was like okay so I was in there that
one time did what I had to do
came back a second time later
by myself because I had to go back in there
to do something else Michael's like go take care
of that I go and do the second time
the third time I went
back probably a few weeks after
the second time I'm hovering
right so I'm standing outside
and I'm hovering and I'm watching and watching like okay
and all of a
sudden that
giant demon that was in the middle I'm not naming
him but he was in the middle
slamming the staff down he all of
a sudden is boom right there
because this is like I'm looking at it from a distance
and he's right there and I'm like how in the fuck
did he see me because I'm
undetectable so how does he know I'm here
right when he couldn't find me and he
starts going like like he was sniffing
sniffing like this his face
was doing that so he sensed you but he didn't
necessarily see you come yeah but if
I'm undetectable and if my if my
all my protections were
in place and
if they were intact a hundred percent you should
have never been able to find me and so I was pissed
because I was like how in the hell
is he able to know that I'm here
but he can't sniff me he can't see me
and then he got pissed off and took off
like a month later
I'm
some woman reaches out to me from
Australia on the Facebook group and she's like
2020 20 I was like and you know me
I'm like get to the point like what do you
like what do you need
what do you want from me and
she's like well I want to talk to you about your twin
ship I said I don't have time like get in the group
and da da da and
finally she goes well I've seen you
fight and I was like well stand in line
yeah she was I've seen you fight
I'm like I've never met you before like who the
fuck are you and she's like
I've seen you jump timelines
and I was like
now you're getting a little bit I'm paying
attention and then she goes I've seen
place three times
you know like I never told
a fucking person that ever went
there so I got on the phone with her and I
was talking to her and
she's like oh I'm on your team I was
like never met her and
so I tested her and she failed
miserably because if you're on my
I like could I see you because I don't
remember you but she's like oh no I'm there all the
time long story short
ended up on the phone with her
for seven hours because I'm like
she didn't know that I knew that she
I already fleshed her out
but she saw herself and so
I just listened
she told me that they brought me
this offer because they wanted me to travel
all over the world and bring
big groups and they use facial
recognition to pair them up
because certain points on a
twins face actually
match so if you ever have
dark or someone asking you to compare your
twins picture don't give it to them and also
don't go to these giant events because
you're being targeted so I turned
it down but what she
told me she's like we watch you all the time
we record everything you do and I was
like how in the fuck did you do
that and she's like oh I know people
in high places and I
said how long have you been recording me and she said
since you can remember
and then she was saying my counterpart
in the UK we have this
you know council told us that we
you know have this money to be able to
do this for you I was like well I need to think about that
but she said
literally we we watch everything
you do when you fight and then we use
it like I'm a Seahawks fan
so if we're playing the Broncos next week
we're watching the we're watching
the recording ahead of time to get all of their
you know their moves and she's like we do that
with you we record everything and I'm
like how the fuck do you do that and I was so like
what the hell and I go prove it to me
so I went to Michael and I said Michael I want you to
show me what this was
and he
Michael just throws shit in my face all the
sudden I'm like going to Facebook and I see something
they have
posted this four minutes of my life
that happened when I was 28
I never told anybody about
like they redid it
it was a
conversation I had with an old family member
in a specific place with certain
things on the walls and
they had completely recreated it
and I was so freaked out
that I threw my computer across the room
so
what the
fuck
everything I do is being recorded
like from
25 years ago
I never told anybody about this
right it's voice to skull
and the reason when I figured that out
the reason that
what do you mean by that
it's voice to skull
they're recording it because they have
it's voices
they go through your eyes
the frequency goes through your eyes
they literally can see
everything from inside you
so if I've got protections
around me
they couldn't
see where I was and he couldn't
detect or sense me but they could
through voice to skull
see
where I was based on what I was seeing
so he knew I was right there
because of the proximity to his face
see what I'm saying
so we had to create a
we had to create a production for that
so it's like okay
but it's the same
how did you create that
yeah
that is
they can drag your memories out
they can predict everything you're going to say
what you're going to do
they can also use interfaces
to you know if they want to slow you down
to get you somewhere they'll trip someone
or have someone spill their coffee
I mean
I mean what I've seen what I've seen
is people that are pretending
to have my best interest
and then they turn on me
and they I've been told
many times they know you're not
you're not compromised
and so
they will use other people
and
I believe that also
Snuffy has allowed
that because of his own
you know he's very
very fragmented and very easily
influenced and not have a
sense of
so
you know it's
voice to skull is by
heart by by and far the hardest
one to
maintain as a protection
because it goes straight
into your head and it's the doubts and the fears
and you automatically think that your own
insecurities and so you flow with them
so it's like I could protect
somebody from voice to skull all day long
we can put protections until you turn blue
in the face but if you get one doubt flowing
in on anything you you create a pathway
to that and that's how people get
taken down that's interesting
what makes me think like early
on I remembered
heaven can wait and
when I watched it
it's basically Timothy
had in it's an old movie
and the chick from Top Gun
Kelly McGillis
basically he dies
goes to heaven
and he meets
this pure soul who's never been
to earth they fall in love they're about to
have a union
and the
God keeper who actually smokes
cigarettes I think it's
it's a woman anyway but she's very
androgynous
so they're about to have a union
and then she's taken away and
she's happy she wants to go back to earth
so she's never been anyone's baby
and she's very pure and positive
and he goes to the
the God gatekeeper
in heaven and says please let me go find
her and I was
I was about 11 or 12 when I watched
the movie but it stayed with me because
at 13 I already knew that I had been
reincarnated and so
it's like no you can't
you can go find her please
okay you have 30 years so it comes
back to earth and he's
drifting and at one point the gatekeeper
comes because you're drifting you're drifting
you have only three years left
along the way they're about to
they're just about to meet and then there's
a Jehovah's Witness that comes
and said you know devil's
gonna take your soul but
it's so much interference
so
so much interference and
every person who has said like
just drop this guy this guy's a loser
or like oh you're still
and I'm like
that's interference
fuck you I'm not turning on him
I'm not this is a soul thing
and it has nothing to do
with the 3D it's like you deserve someone to
you know rub your feet it's
nothing to do with that
yes I do deserve someone to be kind
to me and I am learning
how to receive love that's also
part it's just a mirror
folks but there is a lot of interference
and
if you're not vigilant
with your own self
like then you could be riddled with
entities you could be riddled with
thought forms and
you know Guillermo says
maybe
you can comment then I just
I just would like to get some water because
I'm a little parched is it okay for
you ladies and she says
the fourth and I'll be
I apologize
I need some
water
talk amongst yourselves
need to
I do find
that the person that's
writing this I do find that
I feel like
it depends
on your journey it depends
on
I don't know maybe you want to elaborate on
that but feel like some of us have built a
tolerance to the fuckery literally some
of us are turning into wonder women and
Superman yeah and there are a lot of people
out there that are actually doing that
but
if you were
actively
there's Mary
um
what I'm finding
is even though like my protections
it's like I can
my protections are solid I've taught
people to put protections
and can be able to maintain
that force field within
themselves through their homes you can do it to anyone
but the second
that you violate a rule
the second you move towards your twin the
second you are
um
you know moving towards your purpose for example
you go to publish your book Mary you're
going to be prime for getting hit so it's
almost like the book is already out
of my well I know another but
yeah for example like
any time that you're moving
towards something
the vigilance is important and sometimes
it's not just
um it's not just
spiritual sometimes it's physical
it's um
I don't know
it comes in many forms
so
wait
I missed that comment sorry
with this one
I'm getting this correctly but makes total sense for me
what we possess organically these
hybrids are trying to replicate
by the synthetic or not from source
correct everything that we can do
they can't they they don't have abilities
like us um they mimic
they mimic they mimic yes
absolutely we have
and our our
number one most powerful weapon
is the sacred fire
that shit incinerates
anything that may
mean saying what that is to
people sacred fire so you've got
like when they call the twin
it's the spark yes
look at you um
it's the spark it's the um
it's the spark
it's that fire that's
like when you have a twin that's lit
it's you're a sparkler you're burning it
2200 degrees um
that sacred fire is one
of the if not the highest
vibing frequency in the
universe it's
in the Higgs boson it's like you
put how many Higgs boson together you got a
Neuron star how many Neuron stars does it take
to create a strange lit those things are second black
holes they're swallowing planets
whole so this shit's really
powerful the the
sacred fire is a
purifier and it
is the furthest
polar opposite
of the dark energy so if you were
to blast
something demonic with sacred fire it
literally incinerates it instantly
it's insane you can
clear a room with it you got to be careful with
it because it is such a high
frequency that it's um
painful or it can be harmful to
anybody that's not a twin
or not vibing high enough I've
seen I used to I use it to test
people to see what what soul level
they are um
for example if you are
you take somebody that's not awakened
and you have them walk into a crystal shop
and fill their hand with moldivite and crystal
it's the frequency is going to be
painful um it's going to give
them really uncomfortable symptoms I've
heard of people having nose bleeds before
wow rise
this the frequency of a human that
quickly but the sacred
fire it's a purifier
and it's an eliminator
um so it purifies
it's like pouring bleach
into a bucket of disease
I mean to that point
to that point when you have the
Kundalini and they killed
Ishtav Bentav
because of it because that's
where they got the gateway experience
Robert Monroe Lushink because
he was likening
the Kundalini with
raise in consciousness
and was saying
you know if you don't have
a foundation or are embodied
and you start seeing
things like it was amazing
when I first had the Kundalini was like go do this
and um
I met my guide and then
my guide I said what's your name
and she said Esmeralda
and uh I looked up to see
is there any guides that are Esmeralda
and I saw a connection with tourists and
Venus but then I said so where are
you where are you Esmeralda
and uh she said
you have to come up here to talk to me
you have to raise your frequency enough
so you can hear me
and I want to share
to the point of
of uh
the story that you shared the one time you got
upset and meddling with the
twins one also with the V2K
of what you're saying through the eyes
anyone who's watching you could see my interview
with Jake Jansley the Q Shaman
who now wears glasses
because he's been also
messed with and he kind of like
on camera live
confirmed that I'm
targeted so
when I'm going to go back
there's I'm not going to say names but
there was and maybe I've
shared this with you briefly and share
with the audience uh last year
went to give a talk
and on our cupoco
and um
someone gave a talk and
uh it was very in line
I was speaking about ascension
and it's only
when I came home
that I saw that I had asked
a question and I had made a comment
and I said
I was told I'm a seventh ray
which is the rarest frequency
associated with the violet flame
and uh
so I shared that with him but I didn't
know maybe I shouldn't have
shared that because ma'am so open
whatever and uh
I had had the Kundalini
went on I thought that
my Kundalini or my psychic
skills of the messages kind
of got tempered because I went to
Mexico and was around a lot of people
however
the next day he gave a workshop
and I just knew he was going to work on me
I do not remember what happened
which is not
typical of me I have a good memory
Jimmy would say people have said
you're like an elephant and uh
I don't recall
what happened when I came back
I learned that this
person had literally been
associated
with a twin flame cult
so what came to me is that
oh you're a twin gonna fuck that up
because I don't want you guys together
and so this
year I said so what did you
do to me last year and he said
I put you back in your body
I'm six planets in Capricorn
I'm very in my body I'm very
grounded I could have used
I loved it I mean
it was amazing just the messages
I was getting and it did
feel like a superwoman for sure
and uh
so
so I'm almost
so when he said that in my head
I was like well you know I gave
him permission so
I allowed the healing or
whatever but in my head I was like
well I didn't ask to be
put it back in my body so
then I asked him
about Snuffy
I just said you know what I feel
quantumly entangled and he said
part of his soul
is in you
and part of your soul is in him
and he said soul grafting oh you mean a twin flame
well you're been
in my head I'm like well you were part of a twin flame cult
so you know the term twin flame why are you saying soul grafting
which is a new age thing
I could fix that and I'm like
no
like no thank you
like because people be like this person's pulling you down
pulling you down
and
I am very devotional of course
the powers that be
with no Mariam is loyal
Mariam is not a liar
and Mariam can't be compromised so we're going to use
people to f with her
if people out there are targeted
that are haven't written a book
or exposed you know
the Sena Loa the FBI
the CIA
Big Pharma
Rockefeller Madison
with receipts so of course
there would be
some type of and they and I even
said out loud oh
there's nothing that I love I love this man
so they would fuck with me
they would fuck with him to fuck with him
and then fuck with me
so maybe I shouldn't have said that out loud
but there's a lot of people
out there who are going to charge the big bucks
but they're not necessarily
pure and holy
can you talk a little bit
sorry that I went off a little
to share that story
no it's I hear it a lot
I don't know how many times
I've had people come to me saying
I went to some shaman
or are there like something happened
and I'm like did you get healing done
did you
it was like a shaman or Reiki
or something
shamans can go either way
shamans can be holy
shamans can be dark
shamans can sit in the middle
with Reiki people are
literally just
and I've got my Reiki too
years and years and years ago
Reiki
they don't teach you anything about filtering
the energy you just put it all just flows
through well you're opening yourself to
everything like the one that got
that possession and I had to
pull out of her
devils come in dresses folks
devils come in dresses like
they do
so
I have seen that a lot but
soul grafting that does not apply to twins
it's like you
have you heard that term before
to be with the synonym
you're the first person that I've heard
say that before but I've heard a lot
I had never heard it before either
but he was like oh we can fix that
you can't
that's not his place to do that
this is a God thing
these are your souls
you share a soul with the person
what's your question
sorry sorry
what's your question Jimmy that I didn't
that I didn't
address
I'm happy to
answer it I will say that
that person that I
identified that
when I was
at the event
there was a woman who was going to pay him
a lot of money and I said you know
I do soul purpose and I'm
it's like oh big money must be real
huh whatever
and then came to me
and she had done subsequently
an ayahuasca ceremony and ayahuasca
said that he bound her
so then I did some
I microdosed some mushrooms last week
and I get my messages
for some reason when I pee
and I was just sitting
and
I saw
the over soul connection
which you know the violet
I saw violet light and then I saw
like a straw I saw
knots throughout the
cord and then I sat there
and I undid the knots
I'll have to
go back and do more mushrooms
to check to see but
I didn't know how
but necessarily had to undo
what I don't know he did right
I just know I was getting messages
way clearer maybe my
maybe he did something with the third I don't know
so
this goes right back to you have control
of your energy you can touch the quantum
field and do whatever you want and
that's kind of what I teach people with protections
it's all about the intent
universal law
like I think the person that was asking
asked about voice to skull
it's the same thing it doesn't matter if it's demonic
if it's voice to skull if it's a wraith
if it's
any type of influence
anything that is against your highest good no matter
what it is
is that the question jimmy
I think that
you have
everything in your abilities
to clear
heal protect you are a force in yourself
so if I wanted to say
this person has mk
we could literally go
and remove the mk you do it energetically
it's just a combat
you have to still do it like maintenance
like gardening
well okay so how I've done it over the
years it's like we used to do it maintenance where we do
it in the morning we do it at night everybody has a
different cocktail dark's going to hit people
differently some people are going to get witchcraft
some people are going to get there's always demons with
witchcraft or voodoo
so there's demonic there's this they have watchers
you have stalkers you have whatever it is
but we figure out what is that
and then we build you protections
the great things about protections
is if there's two important things
when you're setting the protections
it's intent it's number one
what am I doing because you're baking in
like I just wrote an ebook about it
it's on the dark page if you guys ever want
to go through and learn all this stuff
but it's based on universal law
it's based on using your energy
as a force setting the intent
through the quantum field
so for example if I wanted
to clear this house I'm like I'm putting all
of these things in place energetically
I'm envisioning it whatever abilities
you use some people sense it some people
feel it some people hear it I
visualize everything
and so I'm visualizing what I'm doing
I'm clearing this with this
specific kryptonite every dark
thing has its own kryptonite
let's use a Wraith for example Wraith's
liquid silver takes those out
they're like reapers are not even demons
but if you have a house
what's the difference between a reaper
and a demon
a reaper is more like a Wraith
is like something that comes in kind of
pulls life force energy out so if
you've got someone that's like I'm exhausted all the time
or they're hopeless or they're
suicidal or like I just can't get out of bed
I just I'm feeling you know on my face
it's like Wraiths will do that
like if you think Harry Potter
when that I forget
who it is but it pulls that fog
out of him it's pulling the life force
well Wraiths they look like
if you have to look at them they look
like the things on horseback
that chase Frodo around with the
scratching the black
they look like that but
what they do is they pull as much life force
out of you as they can and they can be reapers
so they'll show up if someone dies and it'll take a soul
wherever but
they're not necessarily demonic
they're a different entity but say
somebody has race in their house and we go
and we get rid of the race
in their protection I'll put liquid silver
if you're setting
the intent that I'm filling with the liquid
silver and here's all the intent that it's
removing it's protecting it's
it's obliterating everything
down to the nanoparticle
bloody blah
set the intent of what it's doing
it's removing and then you see it gone
so it's this is what it's doing
and now it's gone and once you set that intent
when you've built these protections
all you have to do in the morning is visualize it
like it's done because you've already baked
the intent in so
everything has a thing for MK it's something
different if for voice to skull
it's something different the thing is
if you're vigilant about it
like that person was saying well I'm
like I've become a Superman I do it all the time
because if you keep your vibration
up if you're constantly
you know moving through your protections
or you're like I'm beaming out
I'm doing everything I'm supposed to be doing
um and you don't let things get to you
you're going to be immune
if you let somebody
get to you if you get a doubt if you get a fear
if somebody gives you shit at the store
some guy on Facebook you know tells you
someone called me a Hindenburg yesterday
yeah you're at your company's
a Hindenburg you're like just negative
negative negative poison the well
yeah and I'm like
he's like you you shouldn't be on any of these
meetings yeah no shit
but I have trust issues and you just
proved to me you know I let him
in I shared some documents with him
he came he infected it
and he even said thanks for letting me see
what I needed to see from the inside
actually said that
and then
just oh
what that did was it
okay so it'll it'll piss you off
it'll make you mad or it's you're having
a negative reaction to it your
energy is going down now
your protections aren't as strong so it's
like I have some people that come back
two weeks after I've done a clearing for
him and I'm like
what's going on and I'm like have you been doing
your protections oh actually I kind of
slacked or oh I had a really
bad time because I got fired at work
or whatever and your vibration plummets
and then your shit doesn't work so what
I tell people is if you're having a hard
time with anything as long
as you're putting the intent out there
and you're like I'm doing the best I can
but I'm like on my face
like Miriam you're having a shit day
you're like Michael cover me
if you're
setting the intent
and you're putting your all into it
if your vibe isn't that strong
Michael will cover it but he's not going to do it for you
well what
I
can do that and acknowledge
and discern but I saw him poison
the well and then
my vendor of 11 years
because you're always the victim
oh but last year you were my friend
and you have my book
and you came and you gave me money in an envelope
and you pretended to be my friend and now you've taken
my fucking logo off of my
product that I spent half a million
dollars branding
so then I get upset
because I am holding a righteous sword
you are fucking
naked emperor I see you I see
your shit you are lying to yourself
you are pretending to be a good guy but you
are not
so
you know I'm like this is
he just reply all
and just shout on me
I have been victimized
motherfucker
I'm not a victim I'm a fucking warrior
so
of course the system would know ah she's
you know she's a wild card
she's gonna go off
anyway let's move on to Jimmy's question
so Jimmy's busting names out there
but he's saying
is it possible that you go in the
astral and allow a dark
energy
absolutely and then the second point
absolutely yes every
unless you're filtering
at 100%
anytime you go into the astral I mean you can even
be not going in astral we can just like connecting
where you're walking through the walking to the kitchen
and you're gonna get hit with something if you're not
always in a
space of holiness
well that's what comes to me
Jimmy is like
what has made you
come to that conclusion
that something was picked up
because you've seen
you've seen a change
in behavior
what I'm seeing as a bigger pattern
which I'm sure the ladies
can confirm
is that they do not want
a man and a woman
to have deep
powerful
a man and a woman or whatever
if you're identifying
a pair
a pair is more powerful
two is better than one
whether it's
to really be on the same page
and to really collaborate
instead of competition
and this brings me to
I had this in my show notes
maybe I've shared this before but I'm gonna share it again
have you heard the story
of the crabs
and so
there was a fisherman
and he had a big bucket of crabs
and he's walking along
the beach and a biker
and maybe there's renditions of the story
and the biker goes oh you better be careful
you're gonna lose your crabs
and the fisherman says
don't worry as soon as one climbs up
the other one will bring them down
which is human species right now
I'm gonna bring you down I'm jealous
you're not like me I'm gonna put you down
which has been my whole life
right I'm like I just
beat to my own drum I'm always on the periphery
I just don't quite fit
and I'm looking to see where my soul tribe
is and I've been shitting on myself
because I'm different
and no more no mas
no mas it's about individuating
and being sovereign in yourself
as long as you're not harming anybody else
right and being able
to see people with compassion
and not even just compassion
because I think compassion is a cop out
it's like you're saying oh I empathize with you
but that's not action you're not doing anything
about it other than dismissing it
having understanding
for people are broken and they're not at
the space where they're ready to face their
shit yeah I mean that's something
I take
in not wanting to be divisive
I mean I have
I have a quite a reaction
to the people now
that are just reading the scripts how are you
I understand I'm sorry
no you don't you're being so fucking fake
this is just a script
that you're reading you're not
you're not being authentic you're not being real
and
another distinction is like okay we have an argument
we have a discord
is the goal
to meet each other in the middle
and to hear each other is it
ego I'm right you're wrong
I'm gonna put you down to make
myself feel better because I'm really
insecure right we see that
so to really check yourself
to really check yourself of
where are you coming from
what is what is motivating
you you know like sometimes I know
I panic because of money
because I know I'm abundant but I'm seeing
oh this person wasn't able to buy my
book this my
side went down because I went on that
show now this person can bring me on
their show because Maryam's radioactive
like there's reasons
for it right that are triggering me
and
you know in the matrix
how does neo bend the spoon
there is no spoon right so when I was
in the back of the cop car
after I dared to argue with a UPS
manager who's seen me for the past
year and a half and I was like oh my god I'm in the back of a
car fucking cuffed
and I'm like okay Maryam
just watch this it's
it's like just watch it
be in your heart and then it
the situation flipped and she let me go
and didn't even give me a ticket
but you know it's being
on point being vigilant
checking with yourself right
we're not in the 80s anymore folks
yeah
so we have another question
how do we break free
from the financial system
it will crash
yeah
it's part of the
like when you look at an abundance
right
if
oh man this is a long
this is the hardest thing
out of everything it's the money because we have
the
attachment to the money
it's that scarcity that a lot
of us have been grown up with our whole lives right
that itself is fear that itself
is doubt that itself is uncertainty
so it's one of the things that dark will use
against you because it's the easiest way
to take you down that's your human existence
so
but I can tell you that when you are
moving into a new timeline right
everything moves in that timeline
your spiritual life your physical life
your relationships
right
but it doesn't necessarily it's
rearranging and and to trust
trust is the yes
and trust is the hardest thing with
money but as long as
you are doing what you're here to
do then it unfolds
the way it's supposed to if you're moving
into the timelines
the money is usually for me money
is the last thing that clicks in
without abundance but
there's no way that it can't because you're either
abundant or you're not so money is a part
of that if you're moving into the next timeline
the money is supposed to follow with it
I mean I like what sorry
another thing too is
you know the zero
point everything gets
pushed off your entire life
to make room for something else
so
I mean that's why
you know on the second before the
three three portal on the second
of March
when Snuffy did the repo it
felt like there was a bubble
and it just popped and it's like I'm in a
different reality and then to have
his
lover friend of 11 years
and see that we are energetically
similar and she is also
on a path a divine feminine and she's
also also felt
I mean just it's very strange
to not have known her
if she had known her a year and a
half ago like to
genuinely care about her I mean
I would have been genuinely happy just
hanging out with Snuffy and her even
if there were a couple because I do
have just it's just deep
connection to feel a resonance with
someone like I spoke to her for four hours
yesterday and
just flowing just being
ourselves and being like wow we're very
sit more different but
we're very similar energetically
and so so wise
like I definitely feel like I met a sister
and knowing that my intentions
are pure I just want him to be
well I want him to be sober
and
check in myself
right
I think there's another question
I think many people can attest that
my sleep is super wonk wonk
yeah
I
noticed I go in waves like the ebb
and flow of that but you're doing a lot of work
on the soul level a ton
yeah there
has been upgrades
and sometimes there's
actually she was telling me
yesterday I mean it's
expansion contraction expansion
contraction it is our nervous
system we do get
information from the sun
and
there is a doubt you're adapting you
have to integrate that's why doing the
shadow work it's like I'm journaling
I'm like wow this is a fucking full-time job
during doing these upgrades
it's but it's all
invisible right so someone can
think from the outside
that we're cuckoo for cuckoo buffs
for having this conversation
so we have another comment
yeah
I think we're here to do
yep
that's for sure and but here's
what I noticed too is that
God and team really want us to understand
the strength of our own energy
right
so a lot of times I've had
twins come to me and go well Michael is just standing there with his arms crossed
going figure it out
because
they need to learn how to do this actively
for themselves so it's not like
that they're not getting help but the protection
sometimes has to come from yourself
what do you mean
by that to believe in it
to believe you are protected I am
even saying I am protected
I am protected you are
protected but when you're
getting hit with dark any different
directions and you're clearly it's
not working or it's not happening
or you've been exposed in some
way to be able to actively
come against that and protect
anything else is kind of what
they're saying in other words
when you're doing your work
you're working for God right
it's like if you do your work then
God gives you a paycheck somebody will
show up and buy your whatever it is
or it's the flow of the quantum flow
the abundance flow with your giving you're receiving
if you're receiving you're giving and if you keep
that flow open right
then right
but also in that if
you're doing what you're going to do
if you're doing what you're supposed to be doing you are
going to be having resistance
against you so
I've noticed that with a lot of twins it's like
you're going to be moving into something bigger
you're going to be experiencing something that's going
to be potentially exposing you in some
way you could be facing
some difficulties because you have to learn
a lesson and then your protections aren't going to work so well
we are protected on a grander scale
but at a certain point a responsibility
for understanding how to protect ourselves
I have a so
do you have anything to say Grace?
no
so
what I've been
shown let's say for me personally
and everyone
people can decide to come back to this
place and there is now a movement
of like but this is where all the action is
and everyone
has their own soul evolution
right
that you know you
we are all eternal
but there is the memory wipe
and not everyone
is open or has done that but
just to really be like what is my purpose
so for me
I resonate with as a nine in
numerology and I wrote
many years ago in my journal this is my last
life
I'm still I remember that I was
part of the funerary process in
Egypt I'm Egyptian Greek
my first story I ever
went to report on at
23 was I went to meet the man that
burns the bodies
in Montreal
at the cemetery
and I'm
still trying to figure out
I know to die consciously to have
my heart as light as a feather
I don't have children I don't have anything
tying me back I choose not
to come back into a timeline
where people are not even human anymore
like in Brave New World
being relegated to the savage lands
and
I'm still figuring I bought
like for instance many different versions
of Book of the Dead to cross
reference and I'm still being
shown
what is your
individual thoughts
on coming back
or reincarnation sure there will be
those where like I want to come back
and
you have that choice personally
I'm not going to the light at the end of the tunnel
and I actually
when I met Snuffy this is like
two months I don't know this guy
and I wrote
I hope that you let me climb over
those big walls of yours
and if not
I'll come back to find you
and then I literally crossed it out
like that would
be a thing that I would go back to
find him or if I was dangled oh in this life
you'll have the love
you'll be I want reciprocated
love right you can't force it
that's what energy
I might like you there's an attraction but doesn't
mean I want your pee pee inside of me
or that I that's me personally
I'm very
I'm not able to just
mix up my energy with
just anyone and everyone has to listen to
themselves of what they're
being shown but what are your thoughts
on
reincarnation and if you do decide not to
come back here where do you go
as someone who almost died I was
everywhere and nowhere I was just back into
the consciousness is there
like an avatar like another planet
that I could go to back to
Lemuria or seriously
what are your thoughts or what have you been
shown personally
I can say
for myself
and even grace
maybe a year a year and a half ago
we were remembering starting
to remember where we were
2,000 years ago 2,500 years ago
and now I see
that what I'm doing here has to do
with picking up where I left
off back there there's certain
aspects of like this is who I was
and now I know now I
know why I'm doing and it's not because
I come in this lifetime and go I know who
I was so I have to do this it's
I had to embody it and become it
and drive it into the ground and go
I'm passing all the tests
of come hell or high water
this is I'm going to die trying right
I'm not giving up on it I'm doing it
but it is me
like even my dark fighting and
my getting the message out I that's
what I'm here to do and I know it and there's
no stopping it
but knowing
that this is a pickup off
from where I was years and years
and you know a couple thousand years
ago now it makes it make sense
so I believe in it
I do see
and what I've been shown over and over by
team it's this
process of the spiritual
work we don't really have
a choice when twins
have to come together their bodies also
have to come together because if you're looking at on a
soul level you got to unite
on an energetic level you got a night
if you don't have the physical
union
then there's a piece missing
we don't
exponentially power up
in that grid point like we need to
so it's a it's a sequence of
one domino falls and then
knocks over and another and another and
there's a sequence there's a pacing
everybody's life is
orchestrated to put you in the best
position possible so that you'll be ready
to be there when you are there
people make the same mistakes
right
but we have everything we need
like this it's like I'm looking at people
going if you just face it if you're
if you're willing to see this as a
responsibility and go every day I'm going to do
the work I'm going to figure out I'm getting triggered
I got to go dissect it what the fuck was
that how do I fix it let's rock on
and the same with my twin because
if I'm fixing something to him it's
helping me see something in myself
but there's a lot of people that
aren't doing that so I'm like I don't know
how you think you're going to figure this out all
at one fell swoop this is like
it's a process there's so
many different levels that we have to clear
so many layers we got to rip
off if we're not clearing the
first 10 how on the hell are we going to get to the rest
but we don't have a choice
so it's basically
like like in the matrix everything
boils down to a choice are you
going to face it are you going to
overcome it are you going
to move to where you need to move
in the pacing and
God says if you're obeying me
if you're trusting if you literally
are pivoting like master the pivot
you're taught to do this or you're told to do this
just do it it always
works out it's always in your best
and highest good and if you're just pivoting with
your guidance pivoting with your guidance
everything just unfolds beautifully
it also is an alignment with the quantum
field when you're flowing with what you're
there to be doing if you're in the energy
of I have to get this out or
like you I have to write this book I'm
as long as you're doing what you're supposed to be
doing you're moving through that
flow but if you're kept in damage
control I mean in my case
I'm being kept in damage control
and I'm not willing to deal with the
minutiae when I speak to people
they're like I don't know how you've done
this that's a lot I can't even hear me
can't even hear what I'm going through
let alone live it
so
I'm triggered by injustice
I'm triggered by people lying
when I see
through them and
they're
I mean like
so I don't think that's going to change
for me I'm not going to be
I've cooled down a lot that like
you know that's that's that's person
they're where they're at they have to do
they have to come back here a bazillion times
more whatever
so it's it's a learning
process but the triggering of injustice
knowing I've been killed before for
speaking the truth
those are
qualities that make you you
so like I'm fire I just
explode I am like I'm a
hothead I'm all about
I can't handle injustice I will fight to the
death I have
almost died how many times just trying to
make it through this journey with my twin
and you know that was playing in the
ICU and my
my partner got on the phone
with me he didn't say okay are you done
now because it's almost just killed you
he was like girl you gotta amp up your game
like how in the hell did that get in I was like that was a good
one like I gotta
right everybody else is like are you crazy
and I was like that just lit a bigger fire
under my ass but dark noses about me so
this is you know you gotta earn your stripes
but I've asked team how many
times I'm like I am a hothead
like I just I just incinerate
the shot of everything on the other hand
I am also the most loving
person and I
just have to
this just reminded me of something when you're fighting
and you're using your energy
I have tried to kill a drake before
with my fire and it did not work and I had
to just I had to machete
the fucking thing to the ground
and the shaman was like oh my god
did you really need to do that like you just
made like pulled pork out of that thing and
it didn't work and
because it was drakes are huge
they're like they can be like 15 feet tall but
his ass was in the corner bending
over like like getting ready to
pounce on my twin and so I was like oh hell
no and I had to take it down
physically that way because
my fire wouldn't work on it and I
asked God I was like why didn't my
shit work and he was like you are not made
of love you are made of
or you're not made of hate you're made
of love if our fire
is the love um the movies will twist
it up but
if you do it out of protection and
the fire in you is the injustice
is I'm doing it because
I care about these people so
I'm fighting for someone and I pissed off
about it I'm doing it out of
protection like I want to help
this person if you do it from a loving
space then it's
just the intensity
it's where's it coming from like God sees it
as purity of heart does that make sense
like we're grace
is this most loving
gentle thing but she's
got to strengthen her that will shut you up
and scream three of the right words
and she does it in a way that's
that's her way but you know
damn well everybody shuts the fuck up because she's
like meh meh meh meh and it's
done it's like I'm not ever touching
that thing ever again mine's
different but I need
to be this way because I know
what my role is and as
long as I'm doing it from a loving place
and I'm doing it from a protective place
it enables me to do my job better
so for you I
would ask what is the purpose
in it and then if you are thrown by things
if you're triggered by something
if what is the
purpose of it what is this lesson
about what is that people
are shitty man that people lie
to themselves that people steal
and that people
are just for themselves
and that I refuse to be just
like everybody else that I've gotten the
message that it's to stay
in my heart and
that I need to take some
downtime to deal with the CPTSD
because it's still in my body
and I haven't had any
chance I've been on the front lines
of an invisible war
and also that whatever is
happening has to crumble that I'm
unwilling to kill myself
for honey colony
anymore and that it's
not it's I've helped a lot
of people and like I had a customer
text like really are you going to get
a public figure and business owner 1130
at night to talk to you about your order
like really that's not going to happen
in this AI world
so the fact that I care
too much like if I get heated
it's because I can I'm juggling
so many plates and they're falling and I
fucking hate mediocrity and
I've been saying please God I need help
I need help is there a
legit business owner out
there like this guy that got
smarmy he told me
in a we had a two and a half hour
conversation I was going to write a letter of intent
and then he just wanted
to call the vendor without
anyone on the phone especially
me to have context
for accuracy right so I was
hesitant and
then he in the two hour conversation
he said well all business
is lying and like to
me I was like what the fuck am I doing in this
realm at all like
I'm not meant for
business world doggy dog world
I'm a creative
and I'm the talent I'm
not meant to negotiate
with greedy
people that are lying to
themselves so
I don't know I'm kind of
watching everything crumble
and I just know I'm not willing to be the
superwoman I've pulled out many rabbits
from my ass and I'm not
willing to do it anymore
which is too bad because
I have a beautiful
a beautiful company
but I know
what's going on I know
what's going on everybody's a health
everyone's a guru now everyone's a health
expert and this space is very
saturated one thing that you said
and we can wrap it up because it has been
three hours
is the notion
of picking up where you left off
so it came to me
that I put a sigil
which is a four leaf clover
to remind me about
Snuffy and that
when I went to watch
that
that movie with
Timothy Haddon
after meeting Snuffy
I didn't remember the name I pulled up
and I was like viscerally
like bawling
like wow this is really
a very
strong reaction
but it was a remembrance
of like and then I asked someone I interviewed
someone about the Akashic records
which I think was a sorcerer
in retrospect but he said that you can
put and they did use to put
a sigil a symbol
to trigger your memory
and help you
continue your work
if
yeah so
you know I hope that there are people out
out there that are listening
that have done the inner work that do have
you know like if you have
a phobia that doesn't make
any sense in this life
there's no reference point
or if you have a calling or a talent
back in the day
before the jab
in India especially where they
believe in reincarnation
they used to talk to the children
and
like oh you have an imaginary friend
oh you were this person in this life
it was more accepted
where now it's like oh let's give them
700 jabs and just
mute them, mute the baby
make the program them
that's what's happening
any other questions
well it's just becoming
it's just starting Guillermo
because the AI
it really is a
different type of human
I know that the jab
disconnected people from their higher self
not only have I written about it from a scientific
point of view with the spike
VMA to God gene
but I see it and other people see it
because I'm conducting informal polls
all day long like talking
to people right to see the patterns
what do you say
to that this comment
and
they're there to take you off
your game you know it's
it's agent Smith time
it really is
um
sorry
sorry did I do were you still
reading it
no no it's fine
oh I didn't know
Stockholm syndrome
syndrome
I don't I haven't really been focusing
on that
I
what I'm seeing it's
it's like you're talking about the divide
between the 3D and the 5D
um
people are getting way left behind and the people
that are awakening don't relate to anything
anymore the higher the frequency goes
it's almost like I know when I had
my Kundalini I was
I was in PTSD shutdown
like every single day but I was in the corporate
world downtown Seattle and tech world
I was in IT land
and the minute my frequency went up
and I started having all of these symptoms
um and reaching different realms
I didn't want shit to do with any of that
anymore I mean it just it's like
the divide of the energy
um
so I I don't know
I'm just seeing um
I'm helping people
navigate
this is how you get through it right
because we're being triggered by people
that are broken people don't want to
face it um it's
like when we talk about the word in the way
we're we're tuned in with God we're
tuned in with team we're saying what do you want us to do
we just do it um
but every single day
there's triggers every single day
um I'm not being able to relate
to people um people are being
dicky people are being impatient
people are being manipulative
it's every conversation that I'm having
I'm seeing through it's like this
is an agenda or that's fake or it's the
programming and it just it's it feels
very matrixy um
yeah like Guillermo saying most
our agents miss I'd say 90%
are not real people now I know
yeah so
don't you know I'm telling this to myself
too to not it's
really I'll be given plenty of
of tests or opportunities
to not
react and uh
you know like
this man that poisoned the well
I mean you are this
you are that that's
violent communication everyone can look
into nonviolent communication
it's just like to me if you
are working on your consciousness
then your
language and how you talk to people
but this is a different world
this is this is a world of like
I'm gonna get one on you I'm like
I believe this guy told me
he came in because he wants
to own a lifestyle brand so when he
said thank you for letting me see
everything I need to see and what I'm
grappling with is that
I'm seeing way more
than the people I'm working
with because they're not on this path
they're in the 3D and
two and a half hours later after
that interaction
I got the downloads all he
he purpose that he
this guy was never gonna
he's not the right fit it's about
alignment right
thank you yes yes
yes and whatever you
need to move into your purpose
the the filth will be swept away
you've got to get rid of what you don't
what doesn't serve um draw the
boundaries I think
the boundaries have been most important for me
well what I'm saying before
the before the ladies answer
is
because I'm in the same situation
where I'm unable to pay my rent and I
have two degrees and I'm a very accomplished
woman and having to ask for
donations so
I see
you know trust
and also that it is gonna crumble
and to trust
you know if I got offered another job
I would just shut it all down I can't
do this shit anymore I'm not
people have no idea how I've
bled for honey colony
and that I was one of the first
and I was like oh pop some peptides
and now you're
a health guru now you've lost weight
artificially and
you're peddling these products
but you're not embodied you're
it's just to make money
I mean a lot of people in the medical freedom
world and I was on the front lines
um that
are all
you know fake and are about money
the Simone gold Stella
manuals Pierre quarries and Peter McCullis
of the world um maybe
you don't know these names but these were
my colleagues or these were
people that I thought were on the same side
that every space
whether it's twin flames
or medical freedom
is this is the playbook
they they co-opted the diluted
it's maybe
started off as organic but then
becomes false and what's happening
is with this transhumanist agenda
is the mimic
is like you could see in Westworld
the symbols in the beginning it's
two circles on top of each other
it's the mimic fake going on top
of the real and if
you look at the trajectory as someone
who's in the future
the future generations
aren't going to know
a divine spark if it
fucking pokes them in the ass
they're just not right we are the last
of the mojicans I'm sorry to say this
might sound negative
but I really think that I don't know what
your take is what's your part in it
what are you going to what are you going to
what's your contribution
that's that's
what your next timeline is
well
maybe I really
sorry I really
want to use
my investigative skills if someone
to do an intuitive reading
to see what comes in and to fuse it
with functional medicine
and I minor to psychology
I have pattern recognition
I know and I have helped a lot of people
and that's the direction
that I would like to go to
do it one on one my investigative skills
because I'm pretty much resigned
and to be that frequency
I am the person be like
there's some bullshit here
I'm going to say it
you know but you have we have to be
careful because
if I can get in the back of a cop car
by just arguing I didn't
wasn't like I didn't say a few I didn't
you know
and the woman I had on the show last
week she's a 666 year old woman
who has been beat up and accosted
by the cops because during the rona
regime she served
she's a peanut and she stood
for our rights
she's a real hero so one
has to really pick their battles
I think
yeah
we're going to
there's still more to come
so I want to show your website
and then we can
if people want to work with you
if there's anything you want to say
let's show the website and
if anyone is dealing
with the dark what do you want to say
ladies to that
we have been kind of
in a wilderness like God says we go out
and we've been building
we've been healing
we've been kind of rebuilding
rebranding so
we are
working with people selectively
we'll say that
so if anybody is interested
we would love to
go ahead and email on the website
we do sessions we do
dark clearing session
there's a tab on the
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well it is on the clearings page
if you're interested in looking at the dark
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our sessions are in there you can
menu cheese slice
we haven't been
out in public in so long
I'm just so rusty I just feel like I'm tripping over my own hand
but you're not rusty you're real
well thank you
yeah just there's
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I'm trying to see what you're doing
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yeah there's the spiritual warfare
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in there about
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thank you cheese slice for your mouse movements
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because we really want to chat with you first
and figure out what you need we take everything
from a custom standpoint
because everyone is facing something different
we've got people that are RH negative blood
that are tracked differently than people are
you know public figures attract differently
than people that are twins
what do you have to say about the
I'm RH negative I don't know if you
oh man I mean
that's a fun show
some people that are RH negative
are tracked just for that and they're running
for their lives it's
physical it's
people's houses are being burned down
I mean it's it's severe
really it really
yeah it's um
I mean if they have I have RH
I'm not a negative
yeah it's
it's a thing they're like I'm running for my life
I that's all I know it's
I've been attacked my entire life and it's
very obvious
where I mean you can have
light watching you
and they're very obvious about it dark
it's subtle dark doesn't like
to be seen they don't like to be exposed
if you expose them out loud
they'll come after you it's like a
it's an invitation so
may if you don't mind
um when I came to you
and um
are you
able to maybe share a little bit about
some of the work that you did
to so people can know
and also you know I
I've been
looking at um patterns
with Snuffy to kind
of observe but I
have to be honest that
after this last
um this last month
that I have questioned where
whether I was
fooled
given that I'm being damaged financially
on top of the financial
damage that I've already
incurred and my head has been
messed with and my heart has been messed
with and um
and by the way I'll just say
you know maybe some colleagues
of mine because I share personal
stuff and there is no really
boundaries with me I'm just this
is who I am and I'm maybe
too open um
but I know that there's people out there
who either like really appreciate
that and the authenticity
and realness and then there's some
like Guillermo said there is
there is really a bifurcation
folks it's not just
bullshit so anyways
just if you can comment on some of
you know this was two sessions
of hours
long and you saw a lot of like
grizzly stuff but for whatever reason
you did kind of confirm
that this is my
twin and not a false
twin or a decoy or whatever
yeah definitely
how do you determine that
um
there's a lot of
you have a lot of this signature
I could see your cord so
the cord between twins is different
because if you have a soul mate
cord or even a twin
that has a relationship with someone else
every time you have an interaction
with someone or a connection it forms
a cord um a cord between
a twin and anyone else
or between two other people that
are not twins it's solid
it looks like black spaghetti
it's very dense um
really? yeah
so the
the cord between twins it almost
is see-through you can see
frequency moving through it color
there's usually color moving through it
it's very dynamic it's not
static um
like when I had you push the fire through it
it's like push the fire through the cord and burn it
all the way through you won't be able to do that with a
karmic cord
yeah
yeah um anything
else ladies any questions
before we wrap it up I know it's been a long
show I would love to have you ladies
again um so
is it in the show notes if
if anyone out there
is dealing with dark and wants to
reach out to grace and faith
can I answer just something really
quick I know Guillermo said something about
archons earlier and I do want to say
that I maybe am saying this differently
than a lot of people because I'm hearing about
archons being
you know some group
um people make it sound like they're just
another culture
of dark like I see demons
as a culture I see you know
reptilians as a culture then there's you know
cosmic beings archons
please like if you hear
or see an archon they are the most
deadly fucking things that exist
they have zero
conscience um they have
zero care for human beings at all
they're arrogant um they
look at you like if you're
somebody that kills spider then not everybody
kills spiders but I'll say that people that get
freaked out of spiders if they see a spider way
across the hallway they'll leave it alone
but the minute that spider comes in their space
they just squash it throw it in the toilet that's the end
they don't care that's how archons are
they um they know
that we have the ability to
take them down don't confront
them because they're fast
and they go straight for
deadly action so
I'm just saying this don't invite
archons out leave them out of your mouth like
that the one when I had my throat slit like
in 2022 and
my um when I was in the
hospital talking with my counterpart and you said
that wasn't that
person was it and I was like no
and he said did that thing get into
them to get to you absolutely archons
don't care they will mow you down
sorry
I'm thinking
like how do you know whatever
you know injected
what demonic energies came to
fuck with me or to fuck with any divine
I can see them
so I can tell and they have signatures
and they do different things like demons do one thing
demons are like nothing like I hate
to say that out loud because I don't want to invite them to be
like well then we're going to try you um
demons are dangerous when they're inside
a person because on their own
they don't have like the telekinesis
they can't just it takes a lot
of energy to be able to drag somebody out of their
bed that's very
very rare that they're able to do that but when
you put them inside a human body
and they have access to
move to grab to
they've got force they've got pressure
um that's what's terrifying
archons they're shape-shifters
so they will literally just
pop into somebody
grab whatever whack and they're gone
it's their higher level
than reptilians
they kind of look at reptilians like y'all
are failing so move out of the way
so that's how I see
archons they look
they look very alien but
when people say archons that's
archon I think of
and I see that there is a
pastor I hate to say this
I'm not I hate to say it I just
am hesitant to say it but
if you look at a lot of the
pastors that have millions of followers out there
and people are like oh that's a demon I'm like
that one's an archon
um
there's ways to get them
to admit that they're
really not a holy pastor
you can get them
to do it but one of them in particular
his name starts with a K
I hope and I'm not sharing this
with anybody because they um
that thing in him is so volatile
that it could hurt someone
so I have no idea we're talking about
but yeah we're moving into a lot of
that where there's a lot of possessions
there's a lot of oppressions um
there is a lot of possessions yeah and it's
terrifying because you got a demon that
pops into a human they grab a gun
they're doing a shooting
they're attacking people
that is what I experienced
with Snuffy towards the end
I mean it was a different
voice it wasn't him
and it scared me
it scared her too
um
and it's
I don't know what to do if you're
inviting them into yourself
you know all I can do
I mean I don't know it just
it was definitely not normal
and definitely not
it was more going on
so
yeah
I just for what we did with you
um anyone
that's being targeted for whatever reason
whether you're a twin whether you're
a public figure whether you are a negative
whether they're all three in one
yeah exactly
um you gotta know what you're up against
like Michael's always taught me know the enemy
so how are you getting hit
um like I went and did
Kung Fu with a chill and worry amongst
I went and studied with XCIA
and learned how to defend myself and shoot
and evade and escape and all these kind of
things I think that the most
important thing is like if I'm going to do consulting
for someone I'm like what is actually
um what is your environment
what are the threats in your environment
and then arming you like
energetically is most of it
but on the other hand you don't want to
completely expose yourself and throw your address
out to the whole world or you don't want to
I mean there's certain ways to move
through life that
keeps you protected just
in the way you navigate your environment
yeah Guillermo
so
well can we say I want to say
to the possessions
like I'm sorry but if you think you're just
having a drink
and you have several drinks
and you don't remember things you don't remember
if something came inside of you
and one has to be
vigilant it's uh
I personally
believe that the drugs today are not the same drugs
as the 80s I think there's something
in these frequencies
and if you are
if you are stuck
if you're stuck which because
of this is the Hawkins scale
and again if I hadn't had the Kundalini
I would have been here
stayed here
so if you're
and right now I am waking up every day
and going oh my god I have to move I can't pay
my rent I'm laying on my rent I'm not making money
I don't know what to do
I'm so accomplished I'm not able to sell my
book the publisher was a fed
and so I'm in this
I stay here then you know
I go I bounce
so it's like if you look at
song whatever it's a lot of
frequencies right so you'll have
these fear spikes
and
you know I'm in
seclusion I'm not
interacting with people no one's hugging me
I don't have a dog and so
but I'm being shown
that I'm
needing to learn master
how to do this on my own it doesn't
come from outside it's like oh I'm lonely
I'm gonna go drink and go to the club and just
fuck someone so I can get some validation
well
like I've said many times sexually transmitted demons
disease how about sexually transmitted demons
because they are real
and
so to really like what are you
putting inside of your body
um who are you interacting
with you know if you are
on this path if you're not on this path
then you know it's like
it's a war for your soul it's not
a joke right
and
really quickly you brought up a really good point
because there's a lot of people that I
can't clear because they're
intentionally allowing it and they know better
like I've had someone come to me
saying that they were the twin when I was
like nope that's the karmic and they're doing witchcraft
and I picked up on it and
she's like well can you clear me and I was like well I can't
because you're just gonna you're allowing
it to come in it's almost
like you have to be committed
to
living in a way where you're not inviting the
dark in if you're inviting it I can't touch it
you're stuck with it
so if someone's continually
continually drinking
drugs they're opening themselves
wide up um
it's kind of like you've got to
work on them from the inside
to go why are you doing that what's broken
what are you a fearful of what are you
coping you know what are you doing
to um why are you coping
and to be able to heal them from
the inside so that they quit making
those choices and they quit allowing those things in
self love you know
loving yourself and
really facing doing the
work so
you know in my situation if smuffy doesn't
want to do the work I mean
for his own self
I don't know there has to be
divine justice and then there's free will
or some will right
so
you can't force
there's you and the 5d
so
how are you making that distinction
in what context
are you saying that if you're
if you're a your best
in is to work with him in the 5d
what's going on with you anyway we
I know we've talked about this but it's a process because
you have to do it daily what's
going on with you what are you afraid of
um create that safe space so that
they'll talk to you it's almost like you have to become
their counselor you have to become their
their one safe place for them to be able
to be vulnerable so that you can actually
get to the root of what's going on
and if you can help them
with that they are going to be
positioning them to
heal to
re-establish
those pathways and help
them make better choices but at least they'll be
armed with
um truths and they'll be in
the best place to be able to do that and then if they
don't choose they don't choose but
yeah I guess because the soul
is not a tangible thing
and so
and the society doesn't
really cultivate
you know and then the new age
movement is very
co-opted as well
and would lead you astray
and all it needs is
you know it's tries
you can give someone 70%
truth and then you pepper in
kind of lies but it
it infects
the whole thing
and so that's why someone has to really
check with themselves
and get in that
quiet place and
it's a practice
it's a practice I mean even
us doing this show
it's positive energy we're gathered
and that's you know
back in the day I mean church was
like this communal
there is that's why they kept the 6 feet
apart folks that's why they
created a bioweapon to attack the heart
it's all by design
even as crazy as
it seems right
so to be vigilant
and to
love thyself
and forgive yourself too
if you've done
bad things it's like first and foremost
to forgive
to forgive yourself
you know like I was very hard
on myself because I had
a triggering during a meeting
and I got
re-triggered and
you know it's not
professional because it's real
and it's not I mean it's
the truth right I'm not don't belong to this
world to the 3D
world I'm part of the new earth
and
you know when you are
embodied and
shining your frequency then
you do allow other people to feel comfortable
I'm the first one on the dance floor
I allow I free people
to be themselves
I say something and I go since you said
that I'm gonna say this because
people are wearing invisible masks and don't
even know it
right so
anyways lady this
this has been a long show and I really
thank you it's been almost
for hours so if you're still
watching out there thank you
so much I hope that you
you got some something
from this and it nourished
your soul and I
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I'm not driven by money but
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any last words lady and then
ladies and we will wrap it up
just want to thank you
thank you
it's been an honor
to be here
yeah it's been an honor too I'm very grateful that
you've been working with me
and have devoted your
time a lot of time while your lives
are also you're dealing with things so
I am sincerely
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it's
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it's going to get a lot crazier
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