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They know something we don't about GMOs.

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There's a confusion and blaming just Monsanto

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when it's really we need to look at Bayer and Syngenta.

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These poisons aren't just killing bees,

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they're also killing beings.

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I've encountered she, Charles Lieber,

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since this case in public.

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I'm not a prostitute or a parrot, you are not!

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This is Mary Minane.

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Welcome to another episode of Truth Lives Here.

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And we're gonna have a very fun, exciting show

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with Paranoid American and Donut.

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So without further ado, oh yes, please like and share.

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It is important, it makes a difference,

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especially when you are a censored individual for realsies.

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Welcome gentlemen.

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Hello.

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Hello.

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What's up?

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There we go.

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That intro is incredible.

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Thank you.

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What are you doing talking to us?

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You got like real credentials.

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Yeah, I am, no.

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I need to redo that actually.

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So, gentlemen.

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It goes, this is such a great intro,

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like how you're in all these different places

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and then your powerful voice and you're just like,

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it was really good, yeah.

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And then down, down, down with the,

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Paranoid, do you go through that too?

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Did what?

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With, I was getting a million views on Facebook

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during the lockdowns.

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Wow.

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And then it was removed, like immediately.

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And so it's very, I think I've lucked out.

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I wasn't doing any social media at all

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until maybe 2021-ish.

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And that was just because I started getting

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into like weird AI stuff.

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And it was a way to start like posting

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some of like my AI research.

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And then over time, I was like,

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oh, I've been running this comic company for like 15 years.

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Maybe I should start investing in social for that.

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But I feel that if I had already had a presence before

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and like during the whole pandemic was happening,

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I probably would have like a whole bunch of black lists

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and like check marks next to my name

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and underlined and circled.

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I don't know if your teachers did that in school

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or like they ran out of options.

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Then we just start like drawing weird shapes

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around your name over and over again.

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No.

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You know what I'm talking about.

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I do not personally.

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I know what you're talking about.

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Okay. Donut knows what I'm talking about.

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So, but in regards to that, I'm saying

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that it's not only what you say, it's who says it

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because clearly I've become radioactive

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and you'll look on me and like,

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why would this little brown girl be radioactive

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and maybe it's because I dared to publish the book

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on George Floyd and the truth.

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I'm not sure.

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I also don't know what the solution is

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because it's like playing Sisyphus.

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So I have to rely on others to help with the reach.

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So, you know, as you know, freedom of speech

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is not freedom of reach.

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That's deep right there.

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Yeah. It's true.

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And also something you said about

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that it's who is saying it too.

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Some sort of people are allowed to say stuff

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and go viral.

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And that's one of the things that I have witnessed

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is that during this lockdown period of let's say 2019

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to 2022, 2022, that there was people like yourself,

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millions of views, myself, millions of views

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and it lasted a very short time.

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Everybody's removed and now we're seeing people

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getting back on to YouTube

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that had their channels like gone.

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And that was all intentional to bring in the mainstream

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pundits or people that were affiliated somehow

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with a mainstream, you know, programming

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removed all the little people like us

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and then placed in that who were going to go

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against the narrative because it seems like nowadays

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people do not trust the MSM at all

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that if you just go against the narrative a little bit

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you're recognized as you're telling the truth.

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And so the people that pull the strings

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they understand this and so they installed their puppets.

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Yeah.

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You gotta get the ones that know how to play along

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and play with the script.

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And I think your biggest crime, Maryam,

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from their point of view, it's like, no, we let her in.

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We let her like see where the furniture was at.

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Like you got an insider's perspective

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and for you to then do the exact opposite

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of what the narrative was definitely gonna be

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had you like gotten the actual play script

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then it was just like, oh, how dare she come here

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and not take her shoes off

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and now she's got her feet up on the couch

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like get her out of here and circle her name,

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put an underline next to it in the star

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and a couple pluses, yeah.

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Yeah, I'm not sure why I've gotten such special treatment

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but I think it's also to Donut's point,

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you know, it's what Sam Tripoli calls

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safe, dangerous versus dangerous, dangerous.

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And also the inability for people to discern

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so that you don't throw out the baby with the bathwater

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but how many people could listen to someone and go,

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that's a lie, that's truth, that's truth.

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That's what I call tries, truth mixed with lies.

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I don't think people can really discern

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and that's also part of this age of Aquarius

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of developing because there's a lot of wolves

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in sheep's clothing

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and it's the over 10 window as well, right?

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What has become acceptable?

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I think part of it too is this weird fallacy

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that maybe I believed for a good portion of my life

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until I got a little bit older

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but you assume that over the last 2000 or 10,000

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or 100,000 years that people have been getting smarter

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or like elevating in some way

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but really it's either the exact opposite of that

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that we've all been getting dumber

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or that it's just always been like this

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and there's always gonna be a certain level of people

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that are just like, oh, well, if the authorities say that

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then it must be true and never go beyond that

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cause they got a mortgage to pay

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and they got laundry to do, right?

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Like there's too much other stuff going on

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to sit down and be like, what if everything's lies, man?

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Because even if everything is lies

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and you can prove it all,

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like that mortgage payment is still due on the 28th, right?

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It doesn't matter if you uproot the system.

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I think they bank on that too.

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What comes to mind when you say that like I see it as like

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we've had these resets and the consciousness does get higher

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and then there's a reset.

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I mean, you could argue this is like

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the return of Atlantis where there was also technology

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and it's happening again

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and it's the real war is against consciousness

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and keeping people in the survival paradigm

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in their digital hamstress because who has the time?

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I just happened to be a researcher, documentary,

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a record keeper by just innately.

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So it takes a lot of time to really go to the source materials

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and what do you think about these resets or Atlantis?

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I've been deep into the Atlantis actually lately

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so that you brought that up.

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It's very important and Plato in his dialogues

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of Critias and Timmyus or something.

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I'm not that wicked smart.

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I'm on the wicked smart journey of becoming wicked smart

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and there's a limitation to becoming intelligent

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kind of like what Thomas Paranoid American was touching on.

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Have we always been just stupid

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or have we like have the capability

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of all becoming wicked smart?

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And it is difficult to, there's a limitation

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to being human, being imperfect,

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to really grasping and understanding

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and like what you were saying, Merriam,

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with the certain worldviews that we get implanted with

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whether we're imprinted in a culture in America

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or Canada in love and hockey

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or you like football if you're in Mexico.

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So it's like we get imprinted with certain worldviews

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and who is doing the imprinting

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especially when it comes to social media algorithms

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and whatnot.

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So I've been relying on reading books

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over a few years and right now for some reason

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all the books like the universe

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is bringing up Atlantis.

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Isn't that interesting?

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And Atlantis is very important

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to a lot of the aristocratic elites,

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especially around like 1850 of this one book

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that I got removed off Vimeo to speak

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about this aristocratic secret society

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called the Thule society

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which translates into like the Atlantis society.

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And you have all these different governments

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and you're all searching for this lost civilization

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and even people who were remote viewing

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this lost civilization, if it's lost or not

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of Atlantis like Edgar Cayce,

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he remote viewed it, I believed

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and said it was at the Bermuda Triangle

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where there was this portal there

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where planes go missing, boats go missing.

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It's like a hyper dimensional portal.

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I'm reading this book right now

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called Closer Encounters about the Unite,

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you read it with Dr. Paul.

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I haven't read it, I haven't, but it's very good.

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And I'm only halfway through it

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but I'm on the Atlantis section right now.

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So it's all fresh in my head.

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And Atlantis was also in that movie Snake Eyes

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with the casino with I believe

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it was President Time Traveling Trump's Casino of Atlantis.

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Yeah, so like this Atlantis story,

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if it's a real civilization underwater,

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some people believe it's an Antarctica

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and it's the new Schwaben land

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or if it's the, or the Hyperborea

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and it's all goes into symbolism and it's important.

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So I'm very happy you brought it up as you can see

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that it is sort of like, wow, wow.

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Well, what about, sorry, let me say what about one,

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touch upon three eye Atlas and who Atlas is,

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but two, I would very much invite people

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to ponder on that this is about remembrance

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and that reincarnation is a real thing.

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It was removed in the Council of Nassia

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and you keep on making,

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people know that it's like,

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if you don't learn your lesson in this life,

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it keeps on getting louder and louder.

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And the same thing goes with like just the evolution

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of the soul necessitates more than one life

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and the soul is eternal.

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And there is this soul collective that is,

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I got the chills that is remembering,

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why are we all in the collective bringing up Atlantis now?

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Interesting, because it kind of dives into

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what I've been researching is the Mandela effect

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and deja vu and time travel where you can altered states

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of memory through like a game play in a video game,

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like changing, like, oh, let's go back

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and play another, not so much that we're going back

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in time in a sense, but changing the past in the memories

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and how we forget all of our memories when we're born.

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Also, the one question I have,

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the kind of pushback against it is why come everybody's

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reincarnation is, they're always like something magical.

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Like I remember I was like having like,

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I was like, I saw my reincarnation.

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I know I was a pharaoh, right?

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But I'm like, how egotistical are we to believe that?

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I'll say, I'll respond to that.

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That if you look at the supposed 144,

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there's like the Monads.

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And so if there's, if we're all part of a stream

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and there's some more evolved souls

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and then there's these archetypes

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and that it is kind of like a Westworld

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where you pick the avatar of the pharaoh.

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I mean, of course there can be some arrogance.

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I mean, Robert Edward Grant, the rebranded polymath

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is claiming to have been in Atlantis actually.

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So there is ego, but there's something about the journey,

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the hero's journey and certain archetypes.

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Like I am Egyptian, but I also have memories

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of being in Egypt, not full ones,

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but that's where it also dives into Gnosis

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and why the Gnostics get such a bad rap

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because it seems arrogant to just know things, right?

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Does everyone get to be a pharaoh on a long enough timeline?

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Who are you asking?

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I mean, whoever has the answer.

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Can play choose that avatar if you want in the video.

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But that almost means though,

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that there could be a possibility

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that there was like a moment in time in Egypt

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when everybody was a pharaoh

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because they all picked the pharaoh avatar, right?

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Like if it's in Fortnite and everyone picks the same skin,

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everyone gets to play with the same skin.

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Well, I mean, like you got to also think about,

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like, this is where my head goes

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to like bringing the past into the future, like to today.

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And if you want to get basketball side seats,

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court seats, you know what I mean?

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Not everybody.

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You got to reserve that, you know what I mean?

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So there's probably a long reservation list.

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To do that.

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That sounds like our religion forms

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where it's like, hey, if you want the court side seats

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when you die, if you want to be the first one

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to pick your avatar, then like, you know, do these tasks.

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And what is if the answers are just asking

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and actually looking at your shadow

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and if it's a hologram, like after I had the Kundalini,

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I was like, oh, shit, I've played this character

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where I'm killed for keeping the records

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for speaking the truth.

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It's like, this is the character that I've chosen,

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but is that really my over soul?

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Is that really who I am in essence

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and why am I choosing that character?

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And there's a movie called The Discoveries

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is with Robert Redford and Robert Redford.

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Have any of you heard of it?

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I don't think I've seen it.

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No, I'll check it out.

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It's basically discovered that there's an afterlife.

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So the suicides go up

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and his son is kind of like against him,

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not to do spoiler, but they basically figure out a way.

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They think that they're recording the memories at death,

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but what they're recording or what is recorded

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is a fork in the road where you could have made

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another decision and got yourself on another timeline,

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but you made the poor decision.

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So I also believe you can go into a past memory

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in this life and recreate it and do small alterations.

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I think a lot of us are seeing,

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I'm not gonna say all of us,

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but I've noticed that friends

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are seeing small little Mandela effects in their life

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where there's glitches.

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So who's doing that?

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Is it CERN?

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Is it because the veil is vanishing?

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Do you have any thoughts on that?

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I do just because I'm reading this book

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about the Nordic aliens that aren't aliens,

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but from human ancestry

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and they're kind of manipulating this

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with the UAP reports that are coming out

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tying in the close encounter of the UFO flying in the sky,

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actually manipulating space time

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and I've been researching the portals as well.

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And it's all interconnected to Atlantis.

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These secret societies were looking for this Atlantis

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or maybe they're coming from this Atlantis

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where the time travel is property.

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Is it like a future version of ourselves

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coming back for ourselves?

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Like where do you think 3i Atlas?

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Because the range of ideas on the spiritual

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YouTube channels in regards to this interstellar,

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which we could argue is it really even real?

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NASA, the government shut down.

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So I want you guys to talk about even

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the fact that it's called Atlas

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and if you know who Atlas was.

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Well, I got to say I'm think I'm skeptical

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of the whole Mandela effect.

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Like I tend to think that people just have bad memories

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or sometimes off brand Chinese knockoffs

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making into the market.

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And no one wants to admit that they've got knockoffs

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that rival their actual brand.

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So you get these things like Mandela effects,

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but it's almost like in my mind,

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whenever the Mandela effect comes up,

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it's like, so I'm either gonna, let's say like,

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I've got a hundred grand.

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I just like pawned everything that I owned

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and I'm like selling my house.

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And I'm gonna put it all on red or black in Vegas, right?

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And red is that you have a bad memory

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or black is that the entire fabric of reality

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has changed itself around you in some objective way

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that we can, like I've already bet my money

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that you just have a bad memory

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and I've told them to like spin the wheel.

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That's kind of like where I'm at with this

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because I haven't found any like definitive version

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where it's like that could just be bad memory

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or it could just be that a bootleg version

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of Fruit of the Loom did make it out into the market

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and they're just trying to keep it quiet.

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Okay, I'll give you an example

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before we talk about Atlas.

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So let's say Haas Avocado.

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How do you remember it being spelled Thomas?

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H-A-A-S.

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I guess, yeah.

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I don't know if I ever paid close enough attention.

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And now what is it?

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Now it's, I forget what the Mandela is

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or what it is, is it Haas now?

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I don't, I don't know, not school that,

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but it could be a mixture of both too, you know what I'm saying?

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Like, our perceptions as humans is very limited.

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It could be, but if I have to bring my skeptic,

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my skeptical mind on this one again,

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it's like we do have objective tests,

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whatever your bar is for like a scientific test

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but we've got objective tests that show

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that human beings have imperfect memories.

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There's not a single person on the planet

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that has a 100% accurate recall

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for every, like short-term, long-term fine detail.

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There's some people that have photographic memories

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but they don't necessarily remember everything else

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that's not like photographic.

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So we have evidence that people don't have perfect memories

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but now we have to find evidence

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that there's definitely alternate timelines

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that just change little details.

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Well, with the Haas, whatever it is now,

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I found the old version in,

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I went to newspapers.com and found it written

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in a different way, but you know, your point, Donut,

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that it could have been like a prototype

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or like I remember like Jupiter,

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I remember it Jupiter rising, but it's Jupiter ascending.

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Maybe for a hot minute, they were gonna call it

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Jupiter rising, the movie with-

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With the bees.

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Yeah, with the bees.

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That's right.

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I definitely resonate with that.

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That's when I was like, I'm a galactical queen

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just like Mila, but in this life, it's like I'm a maid.

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But anyway, that movie had a different title.

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What do you think about this comment,

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Mandela affects a sigh up for a hyperbolic

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retarded truth or just-

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I think that's a good point too.

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Yeah, me too.

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This is why I love, you know,

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I'm a very Pycinian, so I'm very creative and all that,

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but I also know the importance of grounding myself

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in reality and truth and looking at what's really going on

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and then even knowing my, you know, limitations,

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but also the excellence of just being

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an individual human on this planet

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of what the spirit can really bring out

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more so than an AI in a lot of ways.

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You know, that spirit.

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But Atlantis, I got this dolphin right here.

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It goes into the alien thing.

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The alien thing is a big story that's being pushed

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by world leaders and this is nothing new

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at UFO Scare in the 1950s,

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but this goes back even further

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even to religions of the battles of the gods in the skies

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and whatnot, but John C. Lilly was doing these experiments

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with the dolphins, which was a precursor to MK Ultra

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in a lot of ways.

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Yes, and he was communicating with the dolphins

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not to talk to dolphins.

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They just had the similar brains like us,

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even though they're a little bit bigger,

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but it was just so they can communicate with the whales

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and the whales would go down to Atlantis in the ocean

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to communicate to the Atlanteans.

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And that's what the government was funding him for,

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according to him, on his forwards of some of his books.

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That's what he's...

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Why the Atlanteans lived underwater?

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Yeah, so the government has been able to,

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since the 70s, build underground bases underneath the water

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and just the technology that we have today.

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And so if there is a civilization,

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they would need to be hidden somewhere,

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probably underneath the water.

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And then it kind of gets strange when we think of,

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like Gis Lane, who had her Teramar

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or even the seeding operations, Zoro, Ranch or whatnot.

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There is a lot more going on in the world

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than what we think.

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So I do like to expand the imagination and the creativity,

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but also dial it back a little bit into reality.

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I think it's super important.

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When you say that,

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because I've been thinking about like who's reality,

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this matrix bullshit reality.

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Like also I feel that since my Kundalini

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and we all have this were multi-dimensional

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and that if you can stay in your frequency

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and create like with Neville Goddard in mind

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or the gift fulfilled,

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that you can fix, rearrange your hologram

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to project a different reality.

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Now, if we all weren't plugged into the matrix

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of what reality is, could we collectively change?

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Because I think there is a bifurcation

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going on that people are very plugged in the matrix,

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just doing their job and not really introspecting.

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And then there's those of us who are raising our consciousness

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and seeing, they're talking about this new earth, right?

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Is this new earth on earth?

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Are we going to have a solar flare?

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And those of us who've done our work

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are going to find ourselves somewhere else.

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So this notion of what is reality anyways.

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I like John C. Lilly's version of this one too,

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because this was where the video game Echo the Dolphin came out

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which was a direct link to John C. Lilly's work with dolphins

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and his concept, the Echo, which was like

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the earth coincidence control operation or something.

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And basically this is what we're talking about

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where the dolphins relay the message to the whales

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and the whales relay to the Atlanteans

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and that the Atlanteans represent some kind of like

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a human or like at least earth bound intelligence.

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And they were all kind of fighting or being balanced by SSI

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which was solid state intelligence,

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which is basically like AI, like a baked in AI model.

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And that there was this like cosmic battle

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constantly between a like chat GPT and then Atlanteans.

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That's kind of what he was describing in early in the 70s.

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And that would, it almost implies though

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that it's not about earth, like humans on earth

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rising their consciousness and taking control.

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It's more about making sure that Echo remains in control

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and the SSI doesn't take over.

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We can't all be president, but like we can all get

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on the same page and make sure that we have a president

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that represents the things that we want to represent

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but we can't all be president.

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There's a film, a Japanese film from I believe

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like the frickin' 50s or 60s, it's in black and white,

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maybe the 70s called Rashimon.

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And it came up with this term for even the court of law,

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the Rashimon effect where there's four different points

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of views to a court case in this movie

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and everyone sees it differently.

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And it's an absolutely incredible film

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but our memories are so falsified

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by even our own egos maybe in a sense.

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And when I tell a story of what happened,

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I'm gonna make it sound better and cooler.

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Like, oh yeah, you know, I was getting millions of views,

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you know, like I'll like from the point.

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And so like how based in the truth can we be and whatnot?

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But it's, yeah, it's.

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Then it brings, you know, having multiple views

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to create a holistic picture.

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And if you are, I mean, the way I work is I,

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let's say I'm looking at a topic,

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it's I become, it looks like I'm obsessive

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but I'm analyzing, I'm looking for patterns

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and I am trying to look at a holistic,

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well, what is the truth?

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What for this operation?

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And it takes a lot of investigations.

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Also, you're talking about kind of distortions

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that we might have overlaid,

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but if you can develop self-awareness

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where you're sitting here and kind of looking at yourself

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from like a oversold perspective,

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then you could be more objective as the observer.

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Then it brings up the quantum effect

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of if you are observing something,

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you are actually having an impact on it.

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Right, right, and then what's gonna happen

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with all of these cameras and, you know,

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Palantir and everything watching,

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everything that's going on even to the point

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where it's watching are like blood pressure and whatnot,

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with that observer kind of effect happening,

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what's gonna happen on a massive scale?

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I've noticed this with video work

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as I've been obsessed with videos

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and just filming stuff ever since a kid.

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But when I was looking through the lens

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of the video camera,

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whatever I was filming would change.

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And it wouldn't change like automatically,

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but if I was just looking and I'm like,

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I wanna film something crazy happening

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and I would go out and film every day,

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eventually that screen that I was filming

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started to warp and I was filming what I was set up

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sort of like maybe a hunter going out

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and hunting or a photographer going out

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to capture an image of an eagle.

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And also you're bringing up the Kundalini

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and I'm reading a book by Julius Evella now

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because I'm very much diving deeper into philosophy

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and psychology, which I've always been interested in,

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but this goes into our memories

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and how we think and our world views

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and how the world view can get manipulated

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or we could deconstruct that world view to see

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like why am I thinking like this?

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Why do I believe this?

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Why am I operating like this?

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And the Kundalini is very interesting

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because I'm reading this book called

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The Metaphysics of Sex and it's by Julius Evella.

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I found it at the C's book store.

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I grabbed a bunch of his books,

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but this one was the most interesting

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because we're in November.

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I'm not sure if you know what that is, but...

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Oh yeah, I did too.

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Thanks.

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But this was pushed onto our world view

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collective consciousness, especially for men and guys.

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We always talk about it.

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It's weird, but it is true.

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It's on all the top podcasts.

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You got to conserve your energy and so the masses,

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the collective, I would say 80% of them,

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they are not doing some type of like conserving

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Kundalini kind of thing

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for a transmutational magical purpose.

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I believe that maybe that 80% would be kind of more

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with their addictions and whatnot.

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It would put them in a state of disembalance

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where they wouldn't be tranquil anymore

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and they would be kind of rigid and whatnot.

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Sort of like what you would see

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with somebody who's newly becoming sober.

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You don't know how to deal with life and emotions

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and what's going on.

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And so even astrologically,

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that we're in a time where we're entering the winter,

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the doc winter, where we're like all the stuff

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that we've planted,

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we're harvesting and conserving it now, right?

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So it sort of makes sense

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that this would happen in a November astrologically,

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but this Kundalini thing is interesting

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because this book is diving deep into it.

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And I look into the Super Bowl rituals,

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how their fertility writes with Ishtar

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and right before springtime, we get the Super Bowl.

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And so I'm looking at that as a sex magic ritual.

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And so I've been learning about the Kundalini,

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which I have never do anything about this,

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but it is interesting.

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It's a female energy.

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It's a female goddess.

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Shakti.

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Shakti, okay, yes.

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And then it even means like it's like wrapping around

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and it also made me think of the rabbis,

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like when they wrap around the Tefillin,

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I'm like, I wonder if that is like a human kind of thing.

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Cause it's sort of like the same

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and then going to go into the head

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and then and whatnot.

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So it's a very symbolic this, this.

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Is it rude, is it rude to mess with your Kundalini

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in public?

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It is.

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Like if you, like you can't just raise your Kundalini

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in like a public space, would that be?

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You can, you can.

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I want to say a couple of things about that

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because, you know, I'm a yogi,

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but I never really gravitated to the Kundalini

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maybe because I needed it as far as the breath,

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the prana, which the, you know, the pandemic,

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the, the, they attack the heart, the breath and the blood,

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which are crucial to raising your consciousness.

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So Kundalini, when it happened,

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it did change my frequency,

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but the idea is it's the coiled snake.

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That's what the Christians took and demonified as the snake,

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but the energy is coiled at the base of your spine.

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And the idea that it, it can,

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you can breathe it up and down to clear the chakras

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and actually go into traumas, go into past lives.

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And then it, it hemisync,

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but the Monroe Institute was actually,

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I wrote about this in a sub-stack

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because they don't really talk about the fact that the CIA

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was very intrigued with the Kundalini

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and that Ishtav Bentov died in plain 191, 9-11.

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And he was, he's the one who wrote Stocking, The Pendulum.

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And there was another guy that they were also,

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oh yeah, there's a book called Kundalini,

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Transcendence or Psychosis.

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Because when I first had the Kundalini,

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I was hearing messages, that's how I found my place.

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Just I heard go to Zillow and I went,

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I was listening to it, but then it kind of tempered down.

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And now I'm very aware of,

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oh, I'm yesterday, I was in a very like low,

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I was sad because something happened

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and I have to alchemize it.

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And it's with the breath,

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it can be used like you can use the orgasm

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to just draw breath, like it wasn't sexual, right?

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That's part of why they've created all this pornography.

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It's all to not tap into your own divinity.

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Wow.

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I think what if there's a fight night?

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This is gonna be a little bit weird.

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What if there is a fight night amount

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of any given feeling at any time?

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So like an orgasmic feeling,

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there's a fight night amount of that to go around.

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So for example, no nut November,

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like every other time of the month,

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when people aren't no nutting,

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then like you've got a fight night amount

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of orgasmic feeling to go around the entire world.

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But then in no nut November,

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the few that continue to nut their orgasms

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are technically like three, four, five times as potent

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because again, now they're sharing like the same amount

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but out of a smaller pool.

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Yeah, that's an interesting...

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I think that the AI understands all of this.

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Like to...

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You already knew it knew.

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The moment it was born, it knew all this.

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During the lockdowns,

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the websites were just rocket launched,

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right?

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Everyone's at home scared of their onophobia,

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being with themselves, they're freaking out.

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They're just on these websites.

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Like, oh, a craze.

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Like it was like breaking records

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of people looking at these material.

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And now these websites are like being taken away from us.

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They took our websites

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and you can't get into these websites

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unless you upload your government ID

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and whatnot.

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So you can't...

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Do you know about this?

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No.

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Like give me an example of a website.

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The Naughty Web site.

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Instagram, a whole bunch of them on YouTube.

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Yeah, that's who I'm speaking of.

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What's Naughty?

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The Naughty websites.

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Oh, Naughty.

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Yeah, the Illuma Naughty websites.

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But now it's not easy to access those

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unless you upload your government ID

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so they know who's watching and whatnot.

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And this, I'm looking into on an emotional level

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because emotions are like a big role

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in all movements and everything.

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Like that's why you would even get a aggressive youth

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aligning with the greatest of the world.

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They are put there in place for a reason

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and it goes on both sides as well.

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Left and right where you'll get this angst

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and for me it fell into being like a punk rocker, right?

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And so it's like all emotional in a sense.

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So what's happening emotionally

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that they're removing our access to these sugars,

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these additives, everything is getting stripped away

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that's addictive from us.

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And I wouldn't be surprised

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if they're getting everyone hooked on like the zins

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for a reason to take it away

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and what would happen if they took it away.

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What sugars are they taking away?

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Wouldn't that be a good thing?

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No, we're not saying it's not a good thing.

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But why is that happening?

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Where is that happening that sugar's being stripped?

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Like they're taking additives out of foods

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that are terrible for us.

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But a lot of these additives,

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our bodies probably have become addicted to.

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So it's just like I'm just going on a level of

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if you have a like a volunteer kind of watching everybody

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with their phones that are studying us,

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our eye movements, our emotions, our breathing,

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our excitement levels that if they just maneuver

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just a little thing, let's take away this chemical

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and see what happens to the collective.

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And they could be like, wow, this collective

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just started watching stranger things a lot more now.

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Or they can run these data tests on something so micro

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kind of like when you're doing a golf swing.

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I don't know how to do a golf swing,

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but if you just change your swing just a little bit,

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it goes a long way in the long run.

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So I believe that everything happening

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are these test runs, even the removal

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of like an additive of sugar or a website

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or a point of view.

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I mean, yeah.

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So we could see during the pandemic

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because let's say my experience in San Francisco,

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I mean, San Francisco is arguably

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like one of the fucking shittiest places

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to experience, but then somewhere in bum fuck

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in whatever in the country,

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how people responded in different ways.

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And then they monitored that in,

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and in June, 2020, they literally had a symposium

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to discuss the pros and cons of bypassing

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experiments with animals in the name of an emergency.

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So we became the animal.

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So I definitely think that there's micro experiments

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and then data collection and then pivots,

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based on their findings of the collective.

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The sugar one too is an interesting thing

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because I think it's almost like a Hegelian dialectic

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of getting you to just choose between Coke and Pepsi

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and not even realize you could just drink water too.

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So like for the last 10 years or maybe 15 years,

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it's been, oh man, I can't believe

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they replaced sugar with this high fructose corn syrup.

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We need to get away from this hard.

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We need to go back to good old sugar,

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back when things were nice and healthy,

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but like when sugar was introduced to the diet,

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that was also, it just, it was a pure toxin, right?

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So, but what happens is that the diet,

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the conversation changes to like,

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we demand sugar back in our diet,

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like so we can be healthy,

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but you don't even realize that it's really like,

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no, you should actually cut both of them out.

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But if you're too busy arguing about,

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no man, red 38 is way better than red 40.

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I'd never touch red 40, like red 38 all the way.

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That's the one that's good for you.

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Right, so it's going,

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getting out of the still of the paradigm

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and freeing yourself in a sense

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and not being confined by whatever is being told to you,

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but it's gonna be, it's gonna be difficult

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if you're like Winston in the corner writing,

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like in 1984, cause everything is being observed.

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I mean, arguably I am a poster child

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for the social credit system.

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We see what they're doing with the food stamps.

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I knew they were gonna pull it back

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because it's about normalization.

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It's like they're also Avi Loeb,

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the fucking Uval Harari of the stars

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just went on Fox like last week.

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So they're, they're so slowly normalizing

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this what I think could be district nine.

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It doesn't have to be real.

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It's whatever the fuck they tell you, right?

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They can say, now we're gonna have to do a lockdown.

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Oh, now we have an EMP strike

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because of the interstellar thing.

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Like we all feel this in the collective

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of the techno fascist reality

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that they want to create, right?

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So I don't know how you get out of that.

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It's like opt out.

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We're gonna be relegated to the savage lands.

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If any, either of you have seen Brave New World,

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the remake on Peacock, it's very, it's very good.

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Have any of you seen it?

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I'll check it out.

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It was the first book I read pretty much

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in elementary school, Brave New World.

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And I believe that was one of my big red pills in a sense.

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But what you were saying was so incredible and you're so right.

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I think looking at it like long-term effects

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of what situation are we put through right now

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is for a later outcome of the big story was

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oh, the EBT food stamp snap was removed

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and it was like a 20 day thing.

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I don't know, I'm not really looking into it much.

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But then you get the socialist elected in New York

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which goes along the line of more of that.

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We need more of that.

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So it really like emotionally charged up New York

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for that election with little socialist type things like that.

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Now that was interesting.

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I don't know if we're even pointing towards that

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but everything that happens on the world stage

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is for an outcome and you could just run these data tests

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to see where that outcome would land with the AIs.

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There's a, in William Cooper's Behold a Pale Horse

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there's this one section of silent weapons for quiet wars

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and he breaks down how they operate society

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as if it were like a circuit board

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and that if you can just put a capacitor to here

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and a resistor here, you can make energy

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just flow around the city and flow around the economy

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any way you want to.

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And I really think that like the snap EBT thing

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it's related to that.

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It's a way of like, because objectively

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every single person using EBT or snap

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isn't necessarily using it for like sustenance, right?

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So there's an entire economy that springs up around this

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where now I can take my snap benefits

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and sell them for 50% face value

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and get money to go and pay like mortgage

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or car payments or like use it for things I actually need

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and then figure out food and figure out the things

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that that would have come with later.

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And then meanwhile there's people that legitimately

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relied on buying snap at a discount

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from like black market snap dealers

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and that's legitimately how they got their actual food

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because they weren't eligible

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or like long litany of reasons, right?

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But what happens is that the state or the system

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they wait until this economy springs up

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inside this chaos they've created

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like they didn't create the snap EBT economy

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but like once it starts to take form

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now when they take it away they're disrupting

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an entire like economic system

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where people were figuring out how to get mortgage

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and how to like make like a living off of this thing

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and it just introduces a whole bunch of entropy

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into the system and it's just like flooding it

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with energy and now that there'll be justification

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to be like, oh, now the state has to come in

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and we gotta do a new round of hiring

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now we have to lower the standards

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of the people that we are hiring

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because there's not enough people

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that wanna be cops or ice or whatever.

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So like every one of these things

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it justifies this ability to either lower standards

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or increase authority and it seems like

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this is the most obvious song over and over

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the only story that's been told more often

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is probably Atlantis from like 400 BC.

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And with New York with Zoran Mondami

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I was kinda looking into the

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the etymology is like ma, da, like mom and dad

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and I even see when people say his name

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the captions can't even pick it up.

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Mama, dad, dad.

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Mom and daddy.

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And I believe there's a psychological thing

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and the knee means below

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so I don't really understand why that is in the head

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but it kinda makes sense because you got

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the Bernie Sanders, the Bernie Bros,

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the Alexandria Cortez and with him.

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So it's like this, like, oh, we don't like the system

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but it is what the system sort of wants to put in place

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and eventually people won't need the, what's it called?

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I forget what it's called, where you get the money

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from the government, the credit thing,

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where you get the money.

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The EBT?

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Universal Basic Income, so that's the UBI.

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UBI, that's been the plan of the technocrats

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for a long time even going back to the technocracy

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of Elon's grandparents of energy credits

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but that's gonna change.

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It's gonna be like a ready player one

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where people don't want that Universal Basic Income.

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It's gonna be Universal Basic Compute.

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And this was spoken about in the Time Magazine

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and Time Magazine is one of the higher echelons

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of the predictive programming priming,

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the world, what to do and what can happen.

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And they had that guy on the cover of it,

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just showing sort of like an economist magazine

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showing what's gonna happen.

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And the Time Magazine talked about the or we'll see you now

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and it went into this Universal Basic Compute.

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So in the future, we're not gonna want the food credits,

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we're gonna want a little bit of access to the AI

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because the AI will do everything for us.

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Oh, I gotta get my AI credits

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so I can have someone take my trash out

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because of the laziness and we're not gonna know

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how to do stuff even more so on a level

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that we can't even understand right now

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how we don't know how to hunt and fish.

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I'm not saying everybody,

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I know Thomas knows how to hunt and fish.

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I gotta prove, yeah, I gotta prove.

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And I know you as well, Mary,

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I know how to do what you gotta do.

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But in the future, people aren't gonna know

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how to throw away trash.

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They're gonna be like, where do I put the trash?

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Like you're disrupting my bait and like from idiocracy

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the like a wally world sort of.

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Like how many people know how to go create a product, right?

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Create a DVD, a documentary, get the research, package it,

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get it out there and tell people, hey, oh, check this out.

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Or how many people know how to go into a store

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and say, hey, these are my services.

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I can do this for your company, pay me this much

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and then delivering it and having a fair value transaction.

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People don't know how to do that.

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So I just see this just getting worse and worse.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Well, I'm not gonna argue on that.

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I see people just doing their job,

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just following policy and just doing my job.

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And it's just, you're just a cog, right?

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You're not a visionary, don't know what it really takes

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to produce, manufacture something of creative.

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I mean, it's just maybe a disparity that's being created.

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I'm developing personally a severe allergy to the matrix.

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Like if I go to the seven, like just the fabuloso,

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the smells, everybody just onto fucking scripts like NPCs

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and then if you have someone who's frequency,

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you kind of like, you wig them out or something.

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So I don't know, because I speak to gentlemen like you

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who are critical thinkers and creators,

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but the main, they're just like,

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they're run by fear, right?

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We're all kind of being squeezed.

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I definitely know that and I do have food stamps

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because of the circumstances that I found myself in

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for speaking the truth and roll out.

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I have stamps to start off my donut career.

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So without food stamps, donut, like when it says,

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I was going to the food banks.

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I was getting like people giving me food.

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I wouldn't eat for some days and whatnot, you know, so,

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but I, and I was very ashamed of like getting them,

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but like I didn't eat for two days.

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And I was like in my neighbors

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because I was living in a low income housing.

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They were eating lobster.

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They were drinking Red Bull and doing drugs

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right in the front of my unit.

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And I'm like, okay, they're using it.

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I actually have jobs that pay taxes.

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Like, so I used it and then when I got off of it,

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I still worked.

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I worked like over like 14 hours a day

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and then got off of it.

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It was good, so.

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Yeah, I used to just get my meal food.

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I didn't bother getting the stamps.

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We just went to the store and took what we needed.

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Those days are over though.

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Yeah, they are.

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It was the tail end of that reality

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because now everyone's got it.

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Even like a bodega, they all got cameras now.

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Back then it was like, that wasn't even a thing.

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Yeah, yeah.

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What does it do for society?

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If you guys, Zach made me, has made me watch one episode

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of Black Mirror.

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I just, it's too much,

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but there's the episode with the social credit.

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I don't know if I, do you guys mind

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if I bring up the clip?

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Hey, cheese slice.

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If you do Black Mirror social credit system airport

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and I want to just play that clip

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because also what it's doing is it's generating fakeness

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because no one's being authentic.

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It's all these fucking like social justice.

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So I want to, so it's, if you do Black Mirror airport

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social credit.

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And how they feel free just,

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I just got goosebumps thinking about that episode.

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How they feel free where they can just scream

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like at the end, you know

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because they all have the virtue signal

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and it's all about narcissism.

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It's all about appearances and like the removal

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like a true sense of what narcissism is

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of removing the self, the emotions.

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And then they were able to get that out there yet.

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That was a good episode.

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Let's show the, I had to walk out.

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Okay, let's show this.

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Hi there, how are you doing?

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I am wonderful.

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I am so sorry that flight is canceled.

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No, no customer incident at the other end.

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So when is the next flight?

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Yeah, they're all kind of full.

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I booked this week's ago.

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It's my best friend's wedding.

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I'm sorry.

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I have to get there.

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I have to.

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Okay, let's see what we can do.

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Thank you.

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I see there's one standby seat

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on another plane leaving tonight.

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That's reserved for members of our prime flight program.

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You gotta be a 4.2 or over to qualify.

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Oh, I'm a 4.2.

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Mm-mm.

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I'm afraid you're actually a 4.183.

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Oh, well that's not my fault.

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Some woman dinged me down in the cadre.

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Can't you just-

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I'm sorry, I won't let me book it

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without the correct ranking.

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But it's so close.

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There's just nothing I can do.

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It's so big, price to me, surely.

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I'm gonna have to ask you

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to moderate your language there.

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Sorry, it's just I'm made of honor.

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I cannot miss this wedding.

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And I am so sorry about that.

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Oh, oh, oh, oh.

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Can you call the supervisor?

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I cannot do that.

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Can you just call the supervisor?

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I cannot do that.

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Call the fucking supervisor.

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Okay, that's profanity.

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We're zero tolerance on profanity.

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I'm sorry, it's just-

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Yeah, I have to serve the next customer.

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No, no, no, no.

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No, no, no, no.

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Can you step away, ma'am?

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It's got to fucking help me!

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I've called security.

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Oh, oh, no, no, no.

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Please don't do that.

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I'm a 5-star on you.

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5-star on you?

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What's the issue here, Hannah?

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Intimidation and profanity.

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Oh, I don't know.

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I was not intimidating.

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Don't speak, ma'am.

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I was just trying to-

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Ma'am?

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Oh, oh, oh, oh.

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Okay, so in order to restore calm,

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I'm invoking my authority as airport security

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to dock you one full ranking point as a punitive measure.

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This is a temporal measure.

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No!

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A score reversed to normal in 24 hours.

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No, no, no, but I need it now.

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The period all downvotes are subject

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to a times two multiplier.

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Times two?

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We recommend you avoid negative feedback at this time.

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I'm on double damage.

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Please.

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Remove yourself from the airport immediately.

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What do you rank in front of?

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What a great scene that you played there.

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Yes, yes.

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It goes for everything.

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That is me.

58:40.550 --> 58:44.530
I would be like, can't you fucking help me, fuckers?

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But I'm there, meh, meh, meh, meh.

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The problem there is that it's democratic

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and everyone's in on it.

58:51.690 --> 58:53.870
Like that's kind of the downfall.

58:54.050 --> 58:56.550
Like let's let everybody vote on everybody else.

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I'm blind.

58:57.700 --> 59:00.050
I feel like that's what it would deteriorate into.

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It would deteriorate into like a punitive system

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to restrict others as opposed to like helping you,

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anyone become better.

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It would just become a weapon.

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Well, we saw that with Snitch Nation.

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We saw, I went and enrolled to be,

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when they were, to be like moderators.

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I forget what I was, the track and trace.

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I mean, we were incentivizing others to, to tattletail.

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I remember being in Costa Rica and going to the bank

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and they'd had the, because it was unfurling there too.

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They had the, the antibacterial sanitizer.

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So I pretended to put it.

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And then I had a security guard come.

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No, the man goes, you're not using the sanitizer.

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So he tattletailed on me.

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He tattletailed on me and people were snitching on others.

59:59.370 --> 01:00:02.430
And that was the priming of this hive mind.

01:00:02.610 --> 01:00:06.450
I mean, this scene, you crack and then you lose your points,

01:00:06.490 --> 01:00:07.930
but it's all fucking fake and gay.

01:00:09.810 --> 01:00:10.830
Yes, yes.

01:00:11.030 --> 01:00:11.850
I would have tattled on him.

01:00:12.010 --> 01:00:13.770
I would have been like that guy didn't use any either.

01:00:13.890 --> 01:00:15.090
And he's just trying to distract.

01:00:15.770 --> 01:00:17.450
And like now he's down there with you.

01:00:17.550 --> 01:00:18.170
You know what I mean?

01:00:18.970 --> 01:00:20.630
Except it's hard in Spanish.

01:00:21.210 --> 01:00:24.110
You know, it's a, it was a different, different language.

01:00:24.170 --> 01:00:26.730
I went to another bank cause I was there to be at the bank

01:00:26.730 --> 01:00:31.110
and you know, first do not fucking point that gun,

01:00:31.330 --> 01:00:33.190
that temperature gun at my third eye.

01:00:33.470 --> 01:00:34.890
I got very offended.

01:00:35.150 --> 01:00:36.670
I refused to wear a mask.

01:00:36.810 --> 01:00:38.170
I didn't want to use their sanitizer.

01:00:38.370 --> 01:00:41.650
Now let's look at what is like, this is all bullshit,

01:00:42.030 --> 01:00:44.730
right, but it's made into reality

01:00:45.090 --> 01:00:47.070
that you're now a detractor.

01:00:47.350 --> 01:00:49.630
And then they said, we're going to call the police.

01:00:49.630 --> 01:00:50.790
And I said, why?

01:00:51.050 --> 01:00:51.470
Why?

01:00:52.210 --> 01:00:54.330
And he said, for your behavior.

01:00:54.690 --> 01:00:57.910
But if we really look at the retardiveness of it all,

01:00:58.270 --> 01:01:01.590
like it's very much social justice warriors

01:01:01.590 --> 01:01:03.750
were doing the right thing, but it's all fake

01:01:03.750 --> 01:01:05.210
and hypocritical.

01:01:05.550 --> 01:01:06.430
What was your behavior?

01:01:06.830 --> 01:01:07.330
What did you do?

01:01:08.010 --> 01:01:11.330
I stood up and I refused the antibacterial,

01:01:11.530 --> 01:01:13.690
refused the face diaper

01:01:13.690 --> 01:01:17.570
and refused the fucking temperature gun at my,

01:01:17.930 --> 01:01:18.750
that was my behavior.

01:01:18.750 --> 01:01:22.410
The fact, the sheer fact of being the divergent,

01:01:22.690 --> 01:01:25.210
the sheer fact of being the disruptive, right?

01:01:25.210 --> 01:01:25.670
And where was it?

01:01:25.810 --> 01:01:27.070
What were you trying to get access to?

01:01:27.710 --> 01:01:30.130
To money in my bank account in Costa Rica.

01:01:30.850 --> 01:01:32.210
Oh, so just going into the bank,

01:01:32.230 --> 01:01:33.530
you had to go through those three hoops.

01:01:34.090 --> 01:01:37.910
Right, and in a foreign language as a gringa

01:01:38.510 --> 01:01:40.830
and then, and you know, all of these people,

01:01:40.930 --> 01:01:42.930
then all of these people who are feeling good,

01:01:43.030 --> 01:01:47.410
like that cringe air flight person

01:01:47.970 --> 01:01:49.790
is like, it's just complete.

01:01:50.530 --> 01:01:51.870
We've all met these people.

01:01:52.210 --> 01:01:54.830
I, you know, you gotta watch your profanity.

01:01:55.510 --> 01:01:56.890
Like, I'm like, oh, would you have to go

01:01:56.890 --> 01:01:58.330
and lay in your safe space?

01:01:58.630 --> 01:02:00.450
Oh, did I hurt your ears?

01:02:00.730 --> 01:02:01.570
Like, really?

01:02:01.890 --> 01:02:03.190
You haven't said the F word,

01:02:03.430 --> 01:02:07.230
but then it's, they use that to have power.

01:02:07.410 --> 01:02:08.670
We saw it during the pandemic.

01:02:08.870 --> 01:02:11.490
I mean, I got kicked off of a plane by a Shaniqua

01:02:11.990 --> 01:02:14.290
just because I spoke back at her.

01:02:14.970 --> 01:02:17.950
And then they all wanted to exercise their power.

01:02:18.090 --> 01:02:20.770
I mean, that's one of the reasons why they hire black people

01:02:20.770 --> 01:02:22.790
to be the meter maids and in the airports

01:02:22.790 --> 01:02:25.110
because they know that subconsciously

01:02:25.110 --> 01:02:28.370
they're gonna enjoy having power over white people.

01:02:28.870 --> 01:02:30.390
I mean, it's like psychological.

01:02:31.190 --> 01:02:33.190
So we empowered all of these,

01:02:34.130 --> 01:02:37.490
these, you know, when I almost also got kicked off of,

01:02:37.770 --> 01:02:40.130
I did get kicked off of the bright line.

01:02:40.330 --> 01:02:43.650
And it was, I was on the platform and it was AC

01:02:43.650 --> 01:02:45.590
and I was, it had just rained.

01:02:45.910 --> 01:02:47.090
So I hate AC.

01:02:47.470 --> 01:02:50.290
So I was, my mom had just been put in the hospital

01:02:50.290 --> 01:02:51.450
and she's vaccine injured.

01:02:51.870 --> 01:02:54.690
And this young black girl comes up to me

01:02:55.130 --> 01:02:56.770
and the first, she doesn't say hello, whatever.

01:02:56.930 --> 01:02:59.610
I'm like, you know, on my phone, you're not safe.

01:03:00.130 --> 01:03:00.790
Like negative.

01:03:01.190 --> 01:03:04.030
And I said, I'm very safe.

01:03:05.170 --> 01:03:09.470
And she said, you know, I can cancel your train ride.

01:03:09.470 --> 01:03:12.290
And I said, oh, I know you could cancel my train ride.

01:03:12.730 --> 01:03:15.010
They're all, it's ego, ego, ego.

01:03:15.770 --> 01:03:16.390
So that's-

01:03:16.390 --> 01:03:17.250
Why were you not safe?

01:03:17.410 --> 01:03:18.370
Cause you didn't have a mask on?

01:03:18.630 --> 01:03:20.390
Cause you're not allowed to be on the platform

01:03:20.390 --> 01:03:23.010
until they tell you you're supposed to be on the platform.

01:03:23.110 --> 01:03:26.850
And I was literally feeling my system

01:03:27.370 --> 01:03:30.110
because I was all wet from the rain in the air conditioning

01:03:30.110 --> 01:03:31.730
and I wanted to be out in the humidity.

01:03:32.230 --> 01:03:33.290
Like I'm not safe.

01:03:33.410 --> 01:03:33.850
What the fuck?

01:03:34.190 --> 01:03:39.010
I'm gonna just leap into my death or something.

01:03:39.170 --> 01:03:41.350
So it's just all bullshit.

01:03:42.050 --> 01:03:47.510
Also, the clip that you showed showed a perfect example

01:03:47.510 --> 01:03:54.490
of collectivism and the hypocrisy of this lady

01:03:54.910 --> 01:03:58.270
who they were being like, she's like a mean person.

01:03:58.590 --> 01:04:00.970
She's a threat, but at the same time,

01:04:01.070 --> 01:04:04.150
you got all these smiling people around her

01:04:04.750 --> 01:04:06.390
viciously destroying her life.

01:04:06.490 --> 01:04:09.370
Pretty much they're actually murdering her

01:04:09.370 --> 01:04:10.650
by the hidden this button.

01:04:10.650 --> 01:04:13.170
And they're smiling and all hitting this button

01:04:13.170 --> 01:04:16.270
destroying this lady's life.

01:04:16.890 --> 01:04:19.210
And so the hypocrisy and virtuous signaling

01:04:19.210 --> 01:04:24.010
of nothing but psychopathy on such a cinematic level

01:04:24.490 --> 01:04:25.770
was very intense.

01:04:25.890 --> 01:04:29.610
There's so many different layers in that episode that-

01:04:29.610 --> 01:04:31.730
What isn't, wasn't that episode

01:04:31.730 --> 01:04:34.470
was basically like that lady at the Phillies game

01:04:34.470 --> 01:04:36.390
that like took the ball from the kid.

01:04:36.710 --> 01:04:39.710
It's kind of like that's sort of, we've got that now.

01:04:39.710 --> 01:04:42.970
You don't have an app with like an actual number rating,

01:04:43.110 --> 01:04:45.450
but like people call it a job.

01:04:45.810 --> 01:04:49.430
Like she got blacklisted from the world for-

01:04:49.430 --> 01:04:50.670
I don't know that story.

01:04:50.850 --> 01:04:51.730
What's that story?

01:04:52.230 --> 01:04:56.750
There was a kid that caught like a fly ball,

01:04:56.830 --> 01:04:59.170
but I guess he had like run from his section

01:04:59.170 --> 01:05:01.910
over to another section and caught it.

01:05:02.110 --> 01:05:03.690
And this lady that was in the section

01:05:03.690 --> 01:05:04.750
the ball was headed towards,

01:05:04.990 --> 01:05:06.550
she felt some kind of ownership.

01:05:06.830 --> 01:05:08.690
Like you weren't allowed to come into my section

01:05:08.690 --> 01:05:09.470
and catch this ball.

01:05:09.910 --> 01:05:12.510
So she went and it was like a kid or it was a dad.

01:05:12.690 --> 01:05:15.190
The dad caught it and he walked back over to his kids

01:05:15.190 --> 01:05:18.010
and he gave it to his son and the lady stomps over

01:05:18.010 --> 01:05:21.470
and she basically demands the dad force his kid

01:05:21.470 --> 01:05:23.570
to give it back to him because she like,

01:05:23.610 --> 01:05:24.750
she was going to catch it.

01:05:24.950 --> 01:05:27.330
And dad was frightened.

01:05:27.330 --> 01:05:28.510
The dad was frightened.

01:05:28.790 --> 01:05:31.530
And this is just like a dad, like a masculine dad.

01:05:31.770 --> 01:05:32.370
He was frightened.

01:05:32.750 --> 01:05:34.950
So her energy, and if you looked at this lady,

01:05:35.090 --> 01:05:37.690
I don't, wasn't she one of these virtual signallers

01:05:37.690 --> 01:05:38.650
with the certain haircut?

01:05:38.870 --> 01:05:39.410
I don't know, whatever.

01:05:39.570 --> 01:05:41.470
Yeah, she had like the Karen haircut,

01:05:41.470 --> 01:05:44.690
but the point being is that in that clip from Black Mirror,

01:05:45.870 --> 01:05:48.750
I forgot that's Ron Howard's daughter, I think or something,

01:05:48.970 --> 01:05:51.850
but like, yeah, that redhead that was like

01:05:51.850 --> 01:05:53.070
had her credit score lowered.

01:05:54.050 --> 01:05:56.210
She was Howard's daughter, right?

01:05:56.370 --> 01:05:57.310
Like she got loud.

01:05:57.530 --> 01:05:58.250
She was being annoying.

01:05:58.470 --> 01:05:59.430
She was holding up the line.

01:05:59.910 --> 01:06:01.370
She was kind of being a Karen.

01:06:01.950 --> 01:06:04.670
So like the lady that demands the ball from like,

01:06:04.750 --> 01:06:06.230
we don't know, like she might have had to put

01:06:06.230 --> 01:06:07.910
her dog down that day or something, right?

01:06:08.190 --> 01:06:09.950
Like she could have been going through something.

01:06:10.070 --> 01:06:11.870
And it's not like she punched a kid.

01:06:12.050 --> 01:06:14.410
It's not like she like, like she, she was a Karen.

01:06:14.610 --> 01:06:16.790
She was like a nasty Karen for a blip in time.

01:06:17.050 --> 01:06:20.570
And now like that, that destroyed her social credit rating.

01:06:20.690 --> 01:06:23.730
Like we already have the system in place.

01:06:23.930 --> 01:06:26.050
We just need the technology to catch up to it.

01:06:26.190 --> 01:06:27.750
Yeah, I would, go ahead.

01:06:28.030 --> 01:06:31.790
Something what I coined the truth or collective,

01:06:31.790 --> 01:06:36.270
which I have been excommunicated out of

01:06:36.270 --> 01:06:40.130
over the last few years because of my pride

01:06:40.130 --> 01:06:44.190
in creating products and selling them like a,

01:06:44.190 --> 01:06:45.730
like a capitalistic, you know,

01:06:46.090 --> 01:06:50.410
and the ideologies of the left.

01:06:50.670 --> 01:06:53.550
This is, which is also on the right as well.

01:06:53.870 --> 01:06:57.970
But how I broke through this matrix of learning

01:06:57.970 --> 01:07:01.590
about symbolism, etymology, bloodline, secret societies,

01:07:02.050 --> 01:07:04.190
of how the world actually operates, right?

01:07:04.650 --> 01:07:07.970
Now to see how the world also actually operates

01:07:07.970 --> 01:07:10.530
studying the ideologies and these worldviews

01:07:10.530 --> 01:07:12.570
and belief systems of the collective,

01:07:12.630 --> 01:07:15.590
which is the collective is usually more

01:07:15.590 --> 01:07:17.390
towards the social credit scoring.

01:07:17.710 --> 01:07:19.950
This is what they love all throughout history.

01:07:20.210 --> 01:07:22.410
This has always been the collective, right?

01:07:22.650 --> 01:07:23.670
Socialism is a collective.

01:07:23.850 --> 01:07:24.990
The democracy is the mob.

01:07:24.990 --> 01:07:29.630
It's the collective and shies away from an individual,

01:07:30.570 --> 01:07:33.530
you know, using their own mind and creative powers

01:07:33.530 --> 01:07:37.610
given by God to create a life of, you know,

01:07:37.650 --> 01:07:39.390
what they want through their hard work

01:07:39.390 --> 01:07:42.470
and brain power or mind power spirit or whatever.

01:07:42.510 --> 01:07:45.990
So that episode is showing the,

01:07:46.550 --> 01:07:50.890
there's no individuality and it is the hive mind.

01:07:50.890 --> 01:07:52.670
I want to say when I was,

01:07:53.270 --> 01:07:55.330
if I can share the Shaniqua

01:07:55.330 --> 01:07:57.970
that I've shared it before, maybe not to you,

01:07:57.990 --> 01:07:59.230
but I was on the plane.

01:07:59.550 --> 01:08:01.470
I was going to the truth about cancer.

01:08:01.790 --> 01:08:02.730
Was that her real name?

01:08:02.910 --> 01:08:03.890
Are you giving her that name?

01:08:04.410 --> 01:08:05.730
I gave her that name.

01:08:06.170 --> 01:08:08.050
Okay, I'm just checking because it's a real name.

01:08:08.350 --> 01:08:12.550
I know it is, but so I changed seats with someone.

01:08:12.770 --> 01:08:13.710
I checked with them.

01:08:14.150 --> 01:08:15.630
They were reading the four agreements,

01:08:15.870 --> 01:08:19.350
but someone, there was a Hugo Boss jacket.

01:08:19.830 --> 01:08:24.090
So the Shaniqua comes and says, she checks the seat.

01:08:24.210 --> 01:08:26.430
So she's registered that I changed seats.

01:08:26.790 --> 01:08:30.630
So I said, like, excuse me, someone left their Hugo Boss

01:08:30.630 --> 01:08:35.610
and I'm also a mirror and I'll mirror your energy.

01:08:35.990 --> 01:08:37.130
She goes, well, maybe it's the person

01:08:37.130 --> 01:08:38.250
who's you changed seat with.

01:08:38.510 --> 01:08:40.350
And I said, actually no, I checked.

01:08:40.950 --> 01:08:43.610
Uh-uh, you ain't gonna talk to me that way.

01:08:43.870 --> 01:08:45.310
Bitch, you're talking to me that way,

01:08:45.310 --> 01:08:46.110
but I didn't say that.

01:08:46.310 --> 01:08:47.950
Just get up the plane, take your things

01:08:47.950 --> 01:08:48.750
and get off the plane.

01:08:48.750 --> 01:08:49.970
The whole plane, right?

01:08:50.210 --> 01:08:51.550
I'm not taking my things.

01:08:52.030 --> 01:08:56.330
So I get off the plane and I have a mask

01:08:56.330 --> 01:08:58.930
that I got from a biohacking conference with silver,

01:08:59.030 --> 01:09:00.450
but it just happened to be broken.

01:09:00.670 --> 01:09:02.530
So she's like, you're nostril is showing,

01:09:02.730 --> 01:09:03.590
you're nostril is showing.

01:09:03.770 --> 01:09:05.950
Like literally we're fucking talking about this.

01:09:06.630 --> 01:09:11.170
So I put it over and I said, fuck my ego.

01:09:11.350 --> 01:09:13.710
I literally got on my knees, okay?

01:09:13.910 --> 01:09:16.910
On the fucking carpet in American Airlines.

01:09:16.910 --> 01:09:20.230
And I said, please don't ruin my trip.

01:09:20.710 --> 01:09:23.170
I have a conference to attend to.

01:09:23.690 --> 01:09:26.210
She was, get up, get up.

01:09:26.590 --> 01:09:26.890
Why?

01:09:27.370 --> 01:09:28.870
You're making me feel uncomfortable.

01:09:29.410 --> 01:09:31.570
I'm making you feel uncomfortable, bitch.

01:09:32.130 --> 01:09:34.490
I paid 750 dollars and I'm on my knees

01:09:34.490 --> 01:09:36.710
and you're scolding me for my nostril.

01:09:37.130 --> 01:09:38.690
Okay, but I didn't say any of that.

01:09:39.310 --> 01:09:39.850
Get up.

01:09:40.330 --> 01:09:42.050
Okay, so now I have to go back to the plane.

01:09:42.530 --> 01:09:44.950
So I'm getting my things and I said,

01:09:44.950 --> 01:09:46.630
I want you, not that they give a fuck.

01:09:47.050 --> 01:09:48.770
I want you all to know that I'm getting off,

01:09:48.870 --> 01:09:51.630
kicked off the plane, has nothing to do with the Rona.

01:09:52.270 --> 01:09:55.810
They all started clapping for me getting off the plane,

01:09:55.930 --> 01:09:56.990
just like in that scene.

01:09:57.610 --> 01:10:00.770
And I said, you guys are all suffocating under your masks.

01:10:00.990 --> 01:10:02.370
Welcome to Corona Con.

01:10:02.850 --> 01:10:03.670
And I got out.

01:10:04.110 --> 01:10:06.390
But that was a perfect example.

01:10:06.750 --> 01:10:08.450
That's why, I mean, it was at the airport.

01:10:08.950 --> 01:10:10.650
That's why Zach had showed it to me

01:10:10.650 --> 01:10:12.710
and I couldn't make it through that episode.

01:10:12.710 --> 01:10:15.170
I thought it was like so hitting home

01:10:15.810 --> 01:10:18.070
that I had to walk out of the living room.

01:10:18.270 --> 01:10:19.970
I'm not gonna, I'm not watching this

01:10:20.410 --> 01:10:22.370
because I could see this is the future

01:10:22.950 --> 01:10:26.590
only for the people who are divergence

01:10:26.590 --> 01:10:29.650
or who are gonna push back against the system.

01:10:29.710 --> 01:10:31.650
And I believe those days are gonna be over

01:10:31.650 --> 01:10:32.910
because you will be punished.

01:10:33.690 --> 01:10:36.210
Well, this has been the last two decades too, right?

01:10:36.350 --> 01:10:39.030
Cause I mean, I remember TV shows

01:10:39.030 --> 01:10:40.450
that have already come and gone

01:10:40.450 --> 01:10:43.030
that was specifically about people

01:10:43.030 --> 01:10:44.550
that were getting kicked off airplanes

01:10:44.550 --> 01:10:46.970
or getting kicked out of the gate and airport.

01:10:47.310 --> 01:10:50.330
It was like one of those parking meter reality shows,

01:10:50.430 --> 01:10:53.790
but it was just about people going through issues

01:10:53.790 --> 01:10:55.690
and it's just like watching cops.

01:10:55.790 --> 01:10:57.950
Like you're watching cops to see someone get pulled over.

01:10:58.070 --> 01:10:59.490
You're watching the plane show

01:10:59.490 --> 01:11:01.590
to see people get kicked off their planes.

01:11:01.750 --> 01:11:02.790
You don't wanna watch a show

01:11:02.790 --> 01:11:05.210
where everyone's being nice the whole time.

01:11:05.250 --> 01:11:06.710
And it's like, oh, here's your seat.

01:11:06.790 --> 01:11:08.290
And you're like, thank you, I'll sit down now.

01:11:08.290 --> 01:11:11.650
Like it's all about like those different transactions

01:11:11.650 --> 01:11:14.290
just so that people can be like, man,

01:11:14.310 --> 01:11:15.750
I'm glad that I don't act like that.

01:11:15.770 --> 01:11:17.550
I'm glad I didn't get kicked off an airplane.

01:11:17.830 --> 01:11:20.750
Like that's the real reason that people like to see.

01:11:20.910 --> 01:11:21.650
It's like, man, I'm glad

01:11:21.650 --> 01:11:23.190
this isn't happening to me right now.

01:11:23.250 --> 01:11:24.910
Someone's taking the heat off

01:11:24.910 --> 01:11:27.210
because it's like, if they put me under the microscope

01:11:27.210 --> 01:11:28.410
maybe I'm getting kicked off.

01:11:29.290 --> 01:11:32.430
Yeah, this collectivism is crazy.

01:11:32.730 --> 01:11:36.210
And also the power hungry psychopaths

01:11:36.210 --> 01:11:38.790
that isn't just like the people pulling the strings.

01:11:39.270 --> 01:11:41.110
What I took note of during lockdown

01:11:41.590 --> 01:11:44.690
was how I was having these grown men

01:11:44.690 --> 01:11:48.870
with kids yell at me in my face, ready to fight

01:11:48.870 --> 01:11:54.110
because I wasn't wearing, following the rules, you know.

01:11:54.650 --> 01:11:56.870
And it just took note of it.

01:11:56.930 --> 01:11:57.810
And I was like, okay.

01:11:58.030 --> 01:12:03.130
So I was told by this Truth or Collective to fear,

01:12:03.410 --> 01:12:05.490
you know, the people pulling the strings

01:12:05.950 --> 01:12:10.230
but I fear more so of the crowd and the mob mentality

01:12:10.750 --> 01:12:14.210
because they're the ones that are the actual illuminati

01:12:14.210 --> 01:12:16.850
or whatever because they are being controlled

01:12:16.850 --> 01:12:18.710
by the puppet masters.

01:12:19.110 --> 01:12:22.190
And so this collective is the puppets in a lot of ways

01:12:22.190 --> 01:12:23.630
enforcing these rules,

01:12:23.750 --> 01:12:27.870
enforcing these dictator fascist type, you know,

01:12:29.110 --> 01:12:31.570
get in line, don't mess it up.

01:12:31.590 --> 01:12:33.490
And that's why America is pretty awesome

01:12:34.120 --> 01:12:35.790
because we are rugged,

01:12:35.950 --> 01:12:38.670
like that lady yelling at the airport or whatever,

01:12:39.230 --> 01:12:45.110
as embarrassing as it is as a nation looking at us

01:12:45.110 --> 01:12:47.270
like worldwide, typical American,

01:12:47.550 --> 01:12:49.770
we're like getting drunk and fighting and whatnot.

01:12:50.250 --> 01:12:53.250
But that ruggedness, that rough ruggedness

01:12:53.250 --> 01:12:55.610
is also why we have the spirit

01:12:55.610 --> 01:12:58.850
of a constitutional type republic.

01:12:59.410 --> 01:13:01.470
That and the Second Amendment, the big one.

01:13:01.470 --> 01:13:05.250
Yeah, and so that's sort of why I feel safer here

01:13:05.870 --> 01:13:07.630
in America more so than anywhere,

01:13:07.690 --> 01:13:11.230
not because that doesn't exist or it does exist anymore,

01:13:11.310 --> 01:13:15.770
but because that spirit still lives within, you know,

01:13:15.950 --> 01:13:21.090
people or that idea, that worldview of freedom, you know,

01:13:21.190 --> 01:13:24.230
and that's, it's sort of crazy

01:13:24.230 --> 01:13:28.310
because we went from this collectivism enforcing

01:13:28.310 --> 01:13:32.590
this stuff and the anger and angst and alcoholism

01:13:32.590 --> 01:13:34.930
turning into these different protests

01:13:34.930 --> 01:13:37.670
that were set up by these Lush festivals.

01:13:38.170 --> 01:13:40.410
So we had the BLMs, we had,

01:13:40.670 --> 01:13:43.850
now we have the ICE kind of protest

01:13:43.850 --> 01:13:45.170
or the No Kings protest,

01:13:45.190 --> 01:13:47.590
which is funded by, you know, mega corporations.

01:13:48.490 --> 01:13:49.290
And then you've got these,

01:13:49.650 --> 01:13:52.030
it's all everybody's just being manipulated

01:13:52.380 --> 01:13:53.930
and moved in certain directions.

01:13:54.090 --> 01:13:57.530
And that direction is of this technocratic elite

01:13:57.530 --> 01:14:01.290
of these energy credits and whatnot and being controlled.

01:14:01.890 --> 01:14:05.370
But the ideologies is super important to understand

01:14:05.640 --> 01:14:09.850
to even make it, I would say, in the next five to 10 years

01:14:09.850 --> 01:14:17.630
because people are so against just the idea of working.

01:14:18.130 --> 01:14:21.470
They want the free stuff and not, you know,

01:14:21.530 --> 01:14:23.450
breaking their back and creating stuff

01:14:23.450 --> 01:14:24.550
with blood, sweat, and tears.

01:14:24.550 --> 01:14:27.890
And I really saw this every single time

01:14:28.350 --> 01:14:30.790
I go on an endeavor to create a project.

01:14:30.890 --> 01:14:33.770
If I want to create a project, I never get backlash.

01:14:33.930 --> 01:14:36.150
Everyone loves me, but I'm like, I'm going to make this idea.

01:14:36.850 --> 01:14:38.610
People I don't even know will come up to me

01:14:38.610 --> 01:14:39.650
and be like, that's stupid.

01:14:39.910 --> 01:14:41.750
That's people are just so anti.

01:14:42.810 --> 01:14:43.970
And it's an ideology.

01:14:44.410 --> 01:14:47.910
It is a communist socialist type of ideology

01:14:48.950 --> 01:14:50.990
of the truth or collective as well

01:14:50.990 --> 01:14:53.090
because the truth or collective,

01:14:53.090 --> 01:14:56.590
something that I've noticed with their thoughts

01:14:56.590 --> 01:15:00.170
and their beliefs is that if you charge

01:15:00.590 --> 01:15:03.630
for something you worked for, you're an evil person

01:15:03.630 --> 01:15:04.770
that it should be free.

01:15:05.110 --> 01:15:06.570
Everything's free, free, free.

01:15:07.110 --> 01:15:08.370
That's that idea.

01:15:08.570 --> 01:15:09.250
Nothing is free.

01:15:09.610 --> 01:15:12.190
That's not how nature works as well.

01:15:12.850 --> 01:15:16.430
That it's not, and so this ideology is very,

01:15:17.210 --> 01:15:19.070
that's why I was excommunicated from the truth

01:15:19.070 --> 01:15:22.790
or collective because of my certain ideologies

01:15:22.790 --> 01:15:24.370
which is sort of funny

01:15:24.370 --> 01:15:29.870
because all the OG researchers were super pro that ideas.

01:15:30.730 --> 01:15:34.070
So I go on a campaign with Thomas.

01:15:34.810 --> 01:15:37.530
Everyone loves me and then we go on a campaign

01:15:37.530 --> 01:15:39.170
to create, we create something.

01:15:39.310 --> 01:15:41.190
We work on it for fricking two years.

01:15:41.610 --> 01:15:43.610
Thomas is like the OG though.

01:15:43.630 --> 01:15:46.810
He worked even harder, you know, he's so amazing.

01:15:47.750 --> 01:15:49.690
And we work so hard.

01:15:49.990 --> 01:15:52.410
We create a product and then everyone's like,

01:15:52.410 --> 01:15:55.010
oh, you're a shill because you create something

01:15:55.010 --> 01:15:56.510
and you charge for it.

01:15:56.570 --> 01:15:58.830
That's called a transactional value.

01:15:59.950 --> 01:16:04.110
And this collective, they'll shame you for having,

01:16:04.190 --> 01:16:06.830
let's say a Patreon or subscriber thing.

01:16:06.910 --> 01:16:07.890
So you could pay your bills

01:16:07.890 --> 01:16:10.790
because they would much rather you go work for Amazon

01:16:10.790 --> 01:16:13.970
to pay your bills and then give the truth out for free.

01:16:14.170 --> 01:16:15.810
Or this is just the thought process.

01:16:17.210 --> 01:16:20.630
And these same people, these same parasites,

01:16:21.270 --> 01:16:23.330
they will ask for donations.

01:16:23.710 --> 01:16:25.370
They'll be like, oh, this guy's a shill.

01:16:25.830 --> 01:16:27.030
Hey, send me a donation.

01:16:27.770 --> 01:16:29.890
What was the transactional value?

01:16:30.350 --> 01:16:33.090
I wanna say, I wanna say also if I,

01:16:33.630 --> 01:16:38.910
like people are like, why are you charging 66.66?

01:16:40.630 --> 01:16:42.530
I think part of that is like,

01:16:42.650 --> 01:16:45.190
you don't fucking know how much fucking work

01:16:45.190 --> 01:16:46.570
to write this.

01:16:46.890 --> 01:16:48.090
And it's not blah, blah.

01:16:48.270 --> 01:16:50.030
It's like an actual investigation.

01:16:50.490 --> 01:16:53.770
So it's like, you have no appreciation.

01:16:54.230 --> 01:16:55.770
Plus not my livelihood is.

01:16:56.550 --> 01:17:00.450
So what you share brings up, do you know the analogy,

01:17:01.090 --> 01:17:04.890
the story of the fisherman that has a bucket of crabs

01:17:05.590 --> 01:17:07.950
and the guy bikes buying goes,

01:17:08.030 --> 01:17:09.290
hey, you're gonna lose your crabs.

01:17:09.410 --> 01:17:10.310
And he goes, don't worry.

01:17:10.610 --> 01:17:12.130
As soon as one climbs up,

01:17:12.150 --> 01:17:13.810
another one will pull them down.

01:17:13.810 --> 01:17:16.110
There's this spirit of like,

01:17:16.110 --> 01:17:18.870
misery loves company, don't want you to succeed.

01:17:19.090 --> 01:17:20.650
I mean, I've seen it of me, of like,

01:17:20.970 --> 01:17:23.410
oh, you're intimidated by me, but why?

01:17:23.650 --> 01:17:25.190
I'm a sweet, sweet woman

01:17:25.190 --> 01:17:29.830
because I'm not the same as everything else.

01:17:30.870 --> 01:17:32.790
And then it's threatening

01:17:32.790 --> 01:17:35.310
and people don't want another person's abundance.

01:17:35.530 --> 01:17:36.310
And they don't realize,

01:17:36.450 --> 01:17:38.970
because I also got that with vanishing of the bees

01:17:39.330 --> 01:17:41.150
that it's like, hey, I have fucking investors.

01:17:41.290 --> 01:17:43.150
What are you putting it on YouTube for free?

01:17:43.150 --> 01:17:46.010
Because you determine that it should be for free.

01:17:46.430 --> 01:17:48.730
The hell that I went through to make that movie,

01:17:48.810 --> 01:17:50.770
to actually make it to,

01:17:51.050 --> 01:17:52.170
I mean, three publishers,

01:17:52.430 --> 01:17:54.790
like you could never pay me enough money for my book.

01:17:55.010 --> 01:17:55.770
For the truth.

01:17:56.290 --> 01:17:59.090
Hey, Elliot Page's transition was not free.

01:17:59.250 --> 01:18:00.330
You need to buy this movie

01:18:00.330 --> 01:18:02.210
to fund more of these surgeries.

01:18:02.590 --> 01:18:02.830
Come on.

01:18:03.770 --> 01:18:05.630
Well, I'm speaking of Elliot Page.

01:18:05.910 --> 01:18:08.610
I mean, she looks, he looks so bad.

01:18:09.330 --> 01:18:10.270
Oh, who's happy, right?

01:18:10.390 --> 01:18:11.090
He looks so happy.

01:18:11.090 --> 01:18:13.870
He looks like the happiest guy I've ever seen.

01:18:15.350 --> 01:18:19.770
So, yeah, it's very, very sad.

01:18:19.850 --> 01:18:22.050
I think on your interview with me,

01:18:22.090 --> 01:18:24.230
I said that I haven't changed my vanishing

01:18:24.230 --> 01:18:25.230
of the bees poster.

01:18:25.810 --> 01:18:27.010
Hollywood didn't come and say,

01:18:27.050 --> 01:18:28.750
oh, we need to change it to Elliot Page

01:18:28.750 --> 01:18:30.410
because you'll see, you know,

01:18:30.470 --> 01:18:32.490
suppose that they even created dead naming.

01:18:32.710 --> 01:18:34.310
Why the fuck is it dead naming

01:18:34.310 --> 01:18:37.850
to acknowledge this was a cute little girl named Ellen

01:18:37.850 --> 01:18:39.630
who wasn't even out as a lesbo

01:18:39.630 --> 01:18:42.230
when she did my movie and now he's a dude.

01:18:43.550 --> 01:18:46.830
I still think you should get Ellen or Elliot Page

01:18:46.830 --> 01:18:49.270
to narrate your George Floyd documentary.

01:18:49.930 --> 01:18:50.950
I think it would be per,

01:18:51.150 --> 01:18:53.150
like it would get a whole new audience, I think.

01:18:53.790 --> 01:18:57.970
Well, that's also the other thing of these celebrities

01:18:58.530 --> 01:19:00.630
that are just there as, I mean,

01:19:00.690 --> 01:19:03.050
she is a poster child for the transgender.

01:19:04.510 --> 01:19:06.030
They're just positioned there.

01:19:06.210 --> 01:19:07.790
She was socially engineered

01:19:09.190 --> 01:19:10.530
and full of hate.

01:19:10.970 --> 01:19:13.490
I mean, for anything conservative,

01:19:13.910 --> 01:19:15.830
I mean, it's to pit people against each other.

01:19:15.990 --> 01:19:19.930
So no, I don't think I will ever speak to Ellen again.

01:19:20.110 --> 01:19:21.090
I remember being in a hair salon.

01:19:21.090 --> 01:19:22.970
I'm not even gonna speak to Ellen ever again.

01:19:23.310 --> 01:19:25.010
I will never speak to Ellen again.

01:19:25.150 --> 01:19:25.890
I admitted to Ellen.

01:19:25.970 --> 01:19:28.030
Ellen has left the building, as they say.

01:19:28.970 --> 01:19:32.050
Yes, Ellen has certainly left the building.

01:19:32.210 --> 01:19:32.830
It's very sad.

01:19:32.970 --> 01:19:36.890
Also just, she didn't wanna be sexualized by Hollywood

01:19:37.590 --> 01:19:41.070
and yet she can go on GQ and be sexualized

01:19:41.070 --> 01:19:44.230
showing her scars under her former boobies.

01:19:44.350 --> 01:19:45.090
They are kinda hot.

01:19:45.190 --> 01:19:48.050
You have to admit that those scars are super hot.

01:19:49.170 --> 01:19:49.630
No?

01:19:49.990 --> 01:19:50.310
All right.

01:19:50.570 --> 01:19:52.850
I guess it's a certain taste.

01:19:53.630 --> 01:19:56.330
So I wanna transition start, no pun intended.

01:19:56.810 --> 01:20:00.990
Let's transition to the conspiracy cards

01:20:00.990 --> 01:20:04.490
and tell the audience how this idea came to mind.

01:20:04.490 --> 01:20:07.530
And Thomas, if you can show the audience,

01:20:07.730 --> 01:20:10.590
and again, I will encourage people to please share.

01:20:10.770 --> 01:20:13.050
Sharing is caring, especially when you're...

01:20:13.050 --> 01:20:14.470
Let's get Donuts card up on here.

01:20:14.530 --> 01:20:15.150
Where'd Donut go?

01:20:16.070 --> 01:20:16.490
Donut...

01:20:16.490 --> 01:20:18.850
I'm going to get water and let you take it.

01:20:18.870 --> 01:20:20.350
Go get water, go get water.

01:20:20.350 --> 01:20:21.450
All right.

01:20:21.510 --> 01:20:23.730
Well, yeah, so like, these are,

01:20:24.250 --> 01:20:25.810
here's like a little flyer that I've made

01:20:25.810 --> 01:20:27.050
for the conspiracy cards.

01:20:27.890 --> 01:20:29.650
And she's got a few of these on here.

01:20:30.430 --> 01:20:33.970
And basically it's a combination of Nostald,

01:20:33.970 --> 01:20:35.690
I've got a really strong opinion

01:20:35.690 --> 01:20:37.950
that what Disney does in particular,

01:20:38.310 --> 01:20:39.570
because I worked at Disney for 10 years,

01:20:39.770 --> 01:20:41.730
is that they weaponize nostalgia.

01:20:42.090 --> 01:20:44.330
They find a way to use things

01:20:44.330 --> 01:20:46.130
that are already in your head somewhere

01:20:46.550 --> 01:20:48.790
that you've got a favorable like NLP anchoring.

01:20:49.210 --> 01:20:51.030
And then they just find ways to be like,

01:20:51.250 --> 01:20:52.910
hey, now we're attached to that feeling,

01:20:53.130 --> 01:20:55.450
that nostalgia that you've got, that's us too.

01:20:55.670 --> 01:20:58.250
So when you tap into that feeling or this old memory,

01:20:58.570 --> 01:21:00.770
you're like, why do I wanna milkshake

01:21:00.770 --> 01:21:02.210
from McDonald's all of a sudden?

01:21:02.210 --> 01:21:04.710
Why do I wanna go and watch Frozen all of a sudden?

01:21:04.970 --> 01:21:07.830
Like why are these corporate urges

01:21:07.830 --> 01:21:10.310
like coming up in these seemingly random ways?

01:21:10.550 --> 01:21:13.130
And I just wanted to like redo that

01:21:13.130 --> 01:21:14.710
in like something a little bit more useful.

01:21:14.990 --> 01:21:19.270
So here was the very first iteration of conspiracy cards.

01:21:19.370 --> 01:21:23.290
They're kind of based on an old Impel X-Men,

01:21:23.630 --> 01:21:26.010
I think like 1992 card design.

01:21:26.590 --> 01:21:29.130
So it started as just like me and my friends.

01:21:29.130 --> 01:21:31.570
Like I had a card, donut got a card,

01:21:31.830 --> 01:21:33.610
and then you can see on the back.

01:21:34.110 --> 01:21:36.490
I wanna talk about the Dolphins for a second.

01:21:37.150 --> 01:21:38.270
I'll go back to it.

01:21:38.550 --> 01:21:41.190
If you look at the backs of these,

01:21:41.790 --> 01:21:43.670
they all have like these little stat ratings.

01:21:43.850 --> 01:21:46.830
Like this is entirely inspired by these old X-Men cards.

01:21:47.370 --> 01:21:48.390
And yeah, here's donuts.

01:21:49.730 --> 01:21:52.150
So when he comes back, I wanna ask,

01:21:52.310 --> 01:21:55.530
is that an albino pink dolphin and also donut?

01:21:55.530 --> 01:21:58.870
So I'm sure in reading about the Dolphins,

01:21:58.970 --> 01:22:02.250
can you tell the audience about the masturbating of dolphins?

01:22:03.110 --> 01:22:03.550
Sure, yes.

01:22:03.870 --> 01:22:06.450
So obviously Lily, they were, you know,

01:22:06.710 --> 01:22:08.810
they were masturbating with the Dolphins.

01:22:08.930 --> 01:22:10.310
They were getting intimate with the Dolphins.

01:22:10.470 --> 01:22:13.190
They were doing psychedelics with the Dolphins.

01:22:13.230 --> 01:22:15.450
What's the idea of jerking off the Dolphins?

01:22:15.850 --> 01:22:18.110
I think it was just to, you know, get closer to them.

01:22:18.590 --> 01:22:21.470
Because I mean, in the same way that Spartans,

01:22:21.750 --> 01:22:24.170
they all those dudes, you know, banged each other

01:22:24.170 --> 01:22:26.150
because it was like you go, you know,

01:22:26.190 --> 01:22:27.990
it's a very intimate thing, you know,

01:22:28.030 --> 01:22:29.530
you're becoming one with the dolphin.

01:22:30.090 --> 01:22:32.730
But it was like in a manly way, not a gay way.

01:22:33.230 --> 01:22:34.170
No, no, not at all.

01:22:34.510 --> 01:22:37.830
And so they were doing that with the Dolphin,

01:22:37.970 --> 01:22:39.890
but they were teaching the Dolphin to speak English.

01:22:40.090 --> 01:22:43.130
The Dolphin would speak English to the humans.

01:22:43.390 --> 01:22:45.070
They have it on like recording.

01:22:45.610 --> 01:22:47.090
They're just like saying like alphabet

01:22:47.090 --> 01:22:48.350
and it's pretty interesting.

01:22:49.270 --> 01:22:52.350
And I mean, they had such a deep bond

01:22:52.350 --> 01:22:56.530
with their, you know, the people there

01:22:56.970 --> 01:23:00.290
that when John C. Lilly just thought and had the intention

01:23:00.290 --> 01:23:01.850
as I'm gonna end this experiment,

01:23:02.030 --> 01:23:03.430
I want these dolphins to be free,

01:23:03.730 --> 01:23:07.270
not like locked up in like their swimming pool,

01:23:07.510 --> 01:23:09.110
you know, having a great time.

01:23:09.390 --> 01:23:10.890
They were having a great time.

01:23:11.530 --> 01:23:13.250
They were having such a good time

01:23:13.250 --> 01:23:15.130
that when he had the intentions

01:23:15.130 --> 01:23:17.870
of ending the experiment, they committed suicide.

01:23:18.110 --> 01:23:20.510
These dolphins committed suicide by not eating anymore.

01:23:21.000 --> 01:23:23.630
And yeah, that's that.

01:23:23.870 --> 01:23:27.870
So that was the bond that they had with each other.

01:23:27.930 --> 01:23:29.910
Plus dolphins are very, very,

01:23:30.870 --> 01:23:34.170
they're kind of like bonobos in a sense.

01:23:34.650 --> 01:23:37.250
I feel like if this guy's not gonna keep jerking me off

01:23:37.250 --> 01:23:38.490
every day for the rest of my life,

01:23:38.570 --> 01:23:39.590
I'm just gonna end it now.

01:23:39.770 --> 01:23:41.030
I'm gonna hunger strike.

01:23:41.690 --> 01:23:42.130
Yeah.

01:23:42.450 --> 01:23:45.970
And so that dolphin that you see down below,

01:23:46.350 --> 01:23:48.490
I got a lot of trouble as you can see,

01:23:48.490 --> 01:23:51.170
I tattooed like appears, you know,

01:23:51.270 --> 01:23:54.250
that chain around him to control the dolphin.

01:23:54.550 --> 01:23:56.170
Kind of a lot of trouble for that.

01:23:56.610 --> 01:23:59.790
Yeah, plus I needed that though, because-

01:23:59.790 --> 01:24:00.210
Like SeaWorld?

01:24:00.650 --> 01:24:00.950
Woo-hoo.

01:24:01.250 --> 01:24:01.510
Peter.

01:24:02.190 --> 01:24:04.910
This was a baby dolphin that we took

01:24:04.910 --> 01:24:07.930
out of the Mediterranean Sea.

01:24:08.510 --> 01:24:13.650
And the thing is that my cat is my handler.

01:24:13.890 --> 01:24:16.290
He's a Russian blue.

01:24:16.290 --> 01:24:18.670
So he controls the narrative

01:24:18.670 --> 01:24:21.030
and he doesn't like to get wet.

01:24:21.350 --> 01:24:24.370
So as you can see, I needed to put that there for the cat.

01:24:24.510 --> 01:24:25.850
So it wasn't, it was abusive,

01:24:25.850 --> 01:24:28.950
but it was also out of luck, you know?

01:24:29.030 --> 01:24:31.290
So it was like, I didn't want the cat to get wet.

01:24:31.770 --> 01:24:35.990
So I had to keep on pulling the dolphins, you know,

01:24:36.010 --> 01:24:38.110
nostril up, up, up.

01:24:38.310 --> 01:24:40.610
So it would just keep kind of like hopping.

01:24:40.990 --> 01:24:42.970
So it never really went into the water

01:24:42.970 --> 01:24:44.930
when I was taking these photos

01:24:44.930 --> 01:24:48.630
because it was consistently hopping on top of the water.

01:24:48.910 --> 01:24:50.550
You know how they hop out of the water?

01:24:50.890 --> 01:24:52.750
It was a consistent hop.

01:24:53.410 --> 01:24:56.810
And yeah, he's dead now, but Russian peace.

01:24:57.530 --> 01:25:00.090
So this was the original inspiration.

01:25:00.210 --> 01:25:03.870
We're just cards that represented different podcasters

01:25:03.870 --> 01:25:06.050
and the conspiracy and like a cult space.

01:25:06.250 --> 01:25:10.250
But then I also started expanding it into a few other.

01:25:10.590 --> 01:25:12.310
So here we've got-

01:25:12.310 --> 01:25:14.230
Oh, that's the guy that I learned about.

01:25:14.230 --> 01:25:15.790
This is Robert Anton Wilson.

01:25:16.110 --> 01:25:17.570
Yeah, Robert Anton Wilson is the one

01:25:17.570 --> 01:25:19.050
that wrote the Illuminatus Trilogy.

01:25:19.470 --> 01:25:23.930
He's the one that popularized a lot of John C. Lilly's work

01:25:24.570 --> 01:25:25.930
through his different books.

01:25:26.770 --> 01:25:27.810
What else we got here?

01:25:28.430 --> 01:25:31.190
This is one of people, seems to be one of the favorites.

01:25:31.350 --> 01:25:35.270
This is Bill Hicks because I also have an Alex Jones card.

01:25:35.450 --> 01:25:37.330
So everyone's trying to collect both the Bill Hicks

01:25:37.330 --> 01:25:38.370
and the Alex Jones.

01:25:39.350 --> 01:25:40.610
Here's an Isaac Cappy.

01:25:40.830 --> 01:25:42.490
This one's a little bit more of a deep cut

01:25:43.250 --> 01:25:45.850
for anyone that knows the Isaac Cappy was the...

01:25:45.850 --> 01:25:48.190
He was kind of like the Hannibal Barras

01:25:48.670 --> 01:25:51.370
for Tom Hanks and Ellen DeGeneres.

01:25:52.090 --> 01:25:53.230
Can I say something to that?

01:25:53.830 --> 01:25:54.670
Yeah, go for it.

01:25:57.170 --> 01:26:02.030
Zach's arguable handler also was Cappy's handler.

01:26:02.670 --> 01:26:04.410
Just putting that out there.

01:26:04.950 --> 01:26:04.970
Anyway.

01:26:05.050 --> 01:26:06.130
So that's a deep cut.

01:26:06.230 --> 01:26:08.410
That's one that not as many people recognize.

01:26:08.850 --> 01:26:10.750
This is Freeway Rick Ross.

01:26:10.750 --> 01:26:13.570
One of the OGs from the 80s,

01:26:13.610 --> 01:26:16.510
the guy that was connected through the Iran Contra scandal

01:26:16.510 --> 01:26:20.550
where the CIA was importing crack into the West Coast

01:26:20.550 --> 01:26:23.310
and then basically using all the drug money

01:26:23.790 --> 01:26:26.870
to fund military operations overseas.

01:26:28.130 --> 01:26:29.050
Here's Chaney.

01:26:29.510 --> 01:26:30.650
Here's the Roald Dog Chaney.

01:26:31.030 --> 01:26:33.110
We got one for Abby,

01:26:33.550 --> 01:26:35.390
the rest of the Secret Society of Good Guys.

01:26:35.570 --> 01:26:37.090
There's one for Layla, got a card.

01:26:38.350 --> 01:26:40.170
And then I've got a few...

01:26:40.170 --> 01:26:41.370
I got to shout out to Layla,

01:26:41.570 --> 01:26:42.770
shout out to Abby, shout out to Chaney.

01:26:44.050 --> 01:26:46.610
And then I've got some of more that are like,

01:26:46.710 --> 01:26:47.830
I feel like we're actually important

01:26:47.830 --> 01:26:49.210
to kind of include in this set.

01:26:49.370 --> 01:26:53.110
So here's one is the Secret Teachings of All Ages

01:26:53.110 --> 01:26:54.410
by Manly Palmer Hall.

01:26:54.750 --> 01:26:57.110
I just got a card that kind of just represents it

01:26:57.110 --> 01:26:58.670
and it's a research book card.

01:26:59.150 --> 01:27:00.970
And it just has like some excerpts

01:27:00.970 --> 01:27:02.910
and like a reason that you might want to read it

01:27:02.910 --> 01:27:03.450
in the back.

01:27:04.430 --> 01:27:06.690
Here's one to promote a different podcast,

01:27:06.910 --> 01:27:07.650
realities ours.

01:27:08.310 --> 01:27:10.490
There's some for different comics that I've published.

01:27:11.030 --> 01:27:13.590
Here's A Behold the Pale Horse by William Cooper

01:27:13.590 --> 01:27:14.810
that we were just talking about.

01:27:15.650 --> 01:27:16.770
Illuminati Yacht Club.

01:27:17.050 --> 01:27:19.210
Let me get to some more of the baseball ones too.

01:27:20.050 --> 01:27:21.390
This is Michelle Remembers.

01:27:21.970 --> 01:27:24.990
This is the book that started the Satanic Panic,

01:27:25.030 --> 01:27:28.270
arguably was this book, Michelle Remembers.

01:27:29.150 --> 01:27:31.210
Here we've got one from Adam Weishaupt.

01:27:31.370 --> 01:27:34.290
And you can see that this is a Illuminati Legend card.

01:27:34.690 --> 01:27:35.970
These ones were made special

01:27:35.970 --> 01:27:38.330
for when we did the Illuminati comic.

01:27:38.790 --> 01:27:42.830
There's also one for Adolf Kinnege

01:27:42.830 --> 01:27:45.610
who was the second hand to Isaac Weishaupt.

01:27:45.890 --> 01:27:48.250
He's actually the guy that ran the Bavarian Illuminati.

01:27:48.390 --> 01:27:49.050
No one really knows,

01:27:49.190 --> 01:27:52.270
but like the VP was the one actually running the company.

01:27:53.030 --> 01:27:54.510
Then we've got Alex Jones

01:27:54.510 --> 01:27:56.270
because you have to have Alex Jones

01:27:56.270 --> 01:27:58.290
if you've got a conspiracy card set.

01:27:58.870 --> 01:27:59.430
What else?

01:27:59.630 --> 01:28:01.030
We've got William Cooper

01:28:02.170 --> 01:28:03.690
and then some more deep cuts.

01:28:03.690 --> 01:28:06.430
Ted Gunderson also related to,

01:28:06.750 --> 01:28:08.170
not just Iran Contra,

01:28:08.230 --> 01:28:09.390
but I think he got pretty deep

01:28:09.390 --> 01:28:11.970
into like the Satanic Panic scandals.

01:28:12.270 --> 01:28:13.070
There's D.B. Cooper,

01:28:13.650 --> 01:28:15.850
the guy that robbed the bank

01:28:15.850 --> 01:28:16.710
and then got on the plane

01:28:16.710 --> 01:28:18.510
and no one knew what happened to him after that.

01:28:19.350 --> 01:28:21.150
Here we've got your favorite, right?

01:28:21.410 --> 01:28:25.370
Mariam, you like Jeffrey Epstein, the Islanders.

01:28:27.250 --> 01:28:29.130
We got Marshall Applewhite.

01:28:29.130 --> 01:28:33.350
This is the Heaven's Gate cult,

01:28:33.550 --> 01:28:34.510
the guy that convinced everyone

01:28:34.510 --> 01:28:35.430
to castrate themselves

01:28:35.430 --> 01:28:37.030
and then eat the applesauce

01:28:37.030 --> 01:28:38.950
wearing like the purple Nikes or whatever.

01:28:39.690 --> 01:28:40.710
Terrence Yeekey.

01:28:41.550 --> 01:28:43.910
He's a hero from the Oklahoma city.

01:28:44.030 --> 01:28:46.970
He was a first responder that was dragging bodies out

01:28:46.970 --> 01:28:48.870
or imported seeing multiple explosives

01:28:48.870 --> 01:28:50.810
and then the state marked him.

01:28:51.710 --> 01:28:53.050
We've got Aldous Huxley.

01:28:53.210 --> 01:28:54.670
We were talking about Brave New World earlier.

01:28:54.970 --> 01:28:56.350
There's the author of Brave New World.

01:28:57.250 --> 01:28:59.390
Also with a whole bunch of Doors of Perception,

01:28:59.770 --> 01:29:03.290
William Reich, Oregon Energy, Jordan Maxwell.

01:29:04.930 --> 01:29:07.770
Here's MKUltra, Donald U and Cameron,

01:29:07.890 --> 01:29:11.430
the guy that created psychic driving methods for MKUltra.

01:29:12.230 --> 01:29:13.350
Here's a super deep cut.

01:29:13.570 --> 01:29:17.490
Lawrence King from the Franklin scandal from the 1980s.

01:29:18.230 --> 01:29:19.370
So I can keep going.

01:29:19.510 --> 01:29:20.150
We got Barry Seal

01:29:20.150 --> 01:29:22.050
and this is one of my favorite subseries.

01:29:22.530 --> 01:29:23.730
It's the greatest hits

01:29:23.730 --> 01:29:25.510
because everyone in the greatest hits

01:29:25.510 --> 01:29:28.550
was taken out by the Clinton body count.

01:29:28.870 --> 01:29:31.310
So here's one from Barry Seal from the Clinton body count.

01:29:31.830 --> 01:29:33.590
You got to have Alistair Crowley.

01:29:34.250 --> 01:29:36.250
You got to have a moth man in here.

01:29:36.930 --> 01:29:38.110
Here's Tex Mars.

01:29:38.610 --> 01:29:40.570
He's the one that wrote Codex Magica

01:29:41.010 --> 01:29:43.010
and a whole bunch of other like seminal works

01:29:43.010 --> 01:29:43.970
way back in the day.

01:29:44.050 --> 01:29:44.870
We got a Bigfoot.

01:29:45.830 --> 01:29:46.370
We got something.

01:29:46.510 --> 01:29:47.310
Here's a whole bunch more

01:29:47.310 --> 01:29:48.910
from other comics that I'd published.

01:29:50.290 --> 01:29:53.170
More influencers, more podcasters that I know.

01:29:53.170 --> 01:29:56.530
Here's the comic from Sam Tripoli, Chaos Twins.

01:29:56.670 --> 01:29:57.850
Jose Delgado.

01:29:58.630 --> 01:30:00.870
He made the Bull Stimacever

01:30:00.870 --> 01:30:04.550
that can remote control a bull with his brain.

01:30:05.010 --> 01:30:05.930
There's David Ike.

01:30:06.030 --> 01:30:08.550
It's called like mind control in the mind.

01:30:08.550 --> 01:30:10.290
How long did it take for...

01:30:10.290 --> 01:30:13.650
So what's the collaboration between both of you

01:30:13.650 --> 01:30:14.530
and then the back?

01:30:14.690 --> 01:30:17.530
Show the back to Thomas of...

01:30:20.690 --> 01:30:23.030
So these ones that look like baseball cards,

01:30:23.470 --> 01:30:26.110
like they straight up look like the baseball cards

01:30:26.110 --> 01:30:27.310
that they were based on.

01:30:27.850 --> 01:30:29.990
But instead of, you know, players,

01:30:30.350 --> 01:30:32.430
we've got Michael Sarion in this case.

01:30:33.170 --> 01:30:35.490
And then they all have like legitimate stats

01:30:35.490 --> 01:30:38.170
and information about like when they were born

01:30:38.170 --> 01:30:40.690
or what their credentials are and everything.

01:30:41.170 --> 01:30:44.390
The collaboration between me and Donut was that this,

01:30:44.390 --> 01:30:47.330
when I first started these conspiracy cards,

01:30:47.530 --> 01:30:50.390
it was really just like 10 card designs.

01:30:50.950 --> 01:30:52.850
And then when Donut and I started working

01:30:52.850 --> 01:30:54.230
on the Illuminati comic,

01:30:54.930 --> 01:30:57.430
we wanted to make sure that we had a card for him.

01:30:57.550 --> 01:30:59.910
We had a card for a whole bunch of the different people

01:31:00.250 --> 01:31:01.830
that we mentioned in the comic.

01:31:02.310 --> 01:31:04.470
So after the comic blew up,

01:31:04.510 --> 01:31:06.310
we pre-sold like over 5,000 copies.

01:31:06.870 --> 01:31:09.990
We took pretty much all the extra leftover

01:31:09.990 --> 01:31:13.790
and just invested it into like making more and more content

01:31:13.790 --> 01:31:16.010
and more like double down on everything that was working

01:31:16.010 --> 01:31:17.730
and put even more of it out there.

01:31:18.070 --> 01:31:22.070
How long did it take for you to put this together?

01:31:22.230 --> 01:31:23.750
I think two years, roughly.

01:31:24.670 --> 01:31:27.330
Like it starts as an idea, right?

01:31:27.550 --> 01:31:28.530
And then after a while,

01:31:28.730 --> 01:31:30.310
it's like the idea keeps coming up.

01:31:30.390 --> 01:31:32.350
And you're like, all right, maybe I will do this idea.

01:31:32.650 --> 01:31:34.550
So not including all that time.

01:31:34.870 --> 01:31:36.650
Yeah, we made the occult calendar.

01:31:36.810 --> 01:31:38.770
We made so much cool stuff out of this.

01:31:39.030 --> 01:31:41.130
One thing that it did so well,

01:31:41.130 --> 01:31:44.110
we're like, let's just keep making more and more cool stuff.

01:31:44.290 --> 01:31:45.010
Like don't let it end.

01:31:45.350 --> 01:31:48.250
This is probably the hottest one right here

01:31:48.250 --> 01:31:49.370
is the occult calendar,

01:31:50.370 --> 01:31:54.850
where we have all the ritualistic dates to look out for.

01:31:55.730 --> 01:31:57.610
Yeah, I got mine on me all the time.

01:31:58.350 --> 01:31:58.410
Yeah.

01:32:03.710 --> 01:32:04.530
They're limited.

01:32:04.830 --> 01:32:07.690
There's only, I only have, I think, five.

01:32:08.270 --> 01:32:13.870
So this is for 25 or it's universal for all years forever.

01:32:14.370 --> 01:32:15.030
It's universal.

01:32:15.350 --> 01:32:17.410
So like, if you look at any of these pages,

01:32:17.530 --> 01:32:19.050
it's what's called a perpetual calendar.

01:32:19.950 --> 01:32:24.090
So they're just numbered one through 31,

01:32:24.330 --> 01:32:25.930
depending on if it has that many dates.

01:32:26.130 --> 01:32:27.410
And then it just says 20.

01:32:27.590 --> 01:32:30.590
So you put in the year and then you just decide

01:32:30.590 --> 01:32:32.930
like what day you can write up on here,

01:32:33.050 --> 01:32:35.010
what day is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday or whatever.

01:32:35.010 --> 01:32:38.790
So it turns into a calendar that you can use any year.

01:32:39.010 --> 01:32:43.310
So right here it says November 7th, Ted Gunderson born.

01:32:44.530 --> 01:32:45.290
Who's Ted?

01:32:45.530 --> 01:32:46.750
Who's Ted Gunderson again?

01:32:47.210 --> 01:32:50.930
Ted Gunderson was the guy that he was an ex FBI officer

01:32:50.930 --> 01:32:54.870
that gave credibility to the Satanic Panic in the 80s.

01:32:54.870 --> 01:32:57.370
And then also started talking about like Iran, Contra.

01:32:57.790 --> 01:32:59.150
I have a question she says.

01:32:59.450 --> 01:33:02.130
So if someone has a question, is there super chats?

01:33:02.690 --> 01:33:04.170
Merrim needs to make some money.

01:33:04.170 --> 01:33:05.550
Merrim can't just keep on.

01:33:06.270 --> 01:33:09.330
Merrim really is like $200 short for her rent.

01:33:09.470 --> 01:33:11.530
And it's very difficult to be this brilliant.

01:33:12.210 --> 01:33:13.930
And she says-

01:33:13.930 --> 01:33:14.870
We have rumble rants.

01:33:15.610 --> 01:33:16.590
But do we?

01:33:16.870 --> 01:33:18.150
Rumble rants are active.

01:33:18.670 --> 01:33:19.290
Okay, squeaky.

01:33:19.350 --> 01:33:20.950
If you want to know about Zach and my handler,

01:33:21.050 --> 01:33:22.690
you can sign up to my sub-stack

01:33:23.270 --> 01:33:27.210
or you could pay me money because it's-

01:33:27.210 --> 01:33:29.350
We also have a few light coats for Bitcoin

01:33:29.350 --> 01:33:30.130
and Litecoin.

01:33:30.610 --> 01:33:31.850
Which I've never received.

01:33:32.410 --> 01:33:34.190
So, I mean, unless someone's like,

01:33:34.230 --> 01:33:37.990
oh, Merrim, can I send you some Bitcoin?

01:33:39.010 --> 01:33:43.270
So, sorry to do a lot, but it's very difficult to ask

01:33:43.270 --> 01:33:44.950
like it's humiliating, right?

01:33:45.130 --> 01:33:45.470
I don't know.

01:33:45.530 --> 01:33:46.810
It's like, oh, if you enjoy the show,

01:33:47.550 --> 01:33:48.590
please give a contribution.

01:33:49.010 --> 01:33:50.370
I'll ask for money all day long.

01:33:50.570 --> 01:33:51.770
I mean, I'd rather do it for me

01:33:51.770 --> 01:33:52.970
than do it for Dow Chemical

01:33:52.970 --> 01:33:55.870
or Taco Bell or Amazon or Target, right?

01:33:57.090 --> 01:33:57.310
Yeah.

01:33:57.490 --> 01:33:57.970
It's a name.

01:33:57.970 --> 01:34:02.210
Yeah, we could put Merrim in like a superwoman.

01:34:02.590 --> 01:34:03.630
100% we can.

01:34:03.910 --> 01:34:08.010
Cause basically every time that I've got another 50 cards

01:34:08.530 --> 01:34:10.770
designed, it's time to do like another print run.

01:34:11.030 --> 01:34:13.370
And I only get 200 made of any card.

01:34:13.490 --> 01:34:15.610
So though, there'll only ever be 200,

01:34:15.970 --> 01:34:17.330
except for me and donuts.

01:34:17.510 --> 01:34:18.850
Cause we had to print like 100

01:34:18.850 --> 01:34:20.390
for when we ran our campaign.

01:34:20.670 --> 01:34:22.270
Show yours, Thomas.

01:34:23.050 --> 01:34:25.050
Oh, I don't know if I grabbed the mine.

01:34:25.350 --> 01:34:26.970
I was like, I don't want to show my card.

01:34:27.490 --> 01:34:27.930
Okay.

01:34:28.010 --> 01:34:29.070
I don't want to show my card.

01:34:29.070 --> 01:34:29.890
I'll show donuts again.

01:34:30.330 --> 01:34:34.730
I'm gonna start doing this crypto, that's genius.

01:34:35.010 --> 01:34:35.810
Maybe you can give me,

01:34:36.070 --> 01:34:37.730
well, it's only cause I had a crypto.

01:34:37.910 --> 01:34:40.850
Maybe you can give me tips on how to get super chat.

01:34:40.970 --> 01:34:42.650
So I have to like flash my.

01:34:43.190 --> 01:34:43.550
Yes.

01:34:44.010 --> 01:34:45.870
What do I need to do to get,

01:34:46.310 --> 01:34:48.370
hey guys, you watch the show every week.

01:34:48.570 --> 01:34:49.670
Merrim's on food stamps.

01:34:49.910 --> 01:34:50.710
They're cut in half.

01:34:51.070 --> 01:34:51.770
She's brilliant.

01:34:52.310 --> 01:34:53.690
You can do a reading with me.

01:34:54.110 --> 01:34:56.670
I do a, like, so if any tips to ask

01:34:56.670 --> 01:34:59.610
Well, you know what I've found out with,

01:35:01.670 --> 01:35:04.110
is the value exchange.

01:35:06.310 --> 01:35:07.590
I don't think it's value.

01:35:08.310 --> 01:35:13.070
Yeah, no, but like, I'll be like,

01:35:13.150 --> 01:35:14.510
I don't get a lot of donations.

01:35:14.950 --> 01:35:17.790
I do now that I'm monetized with the super chats,

01:35:18.030 --> 01:35:22.590
but most of it would be from like,

01:35:22.870 --> 01:35:24.890
I would sell like the occult calendar,

01:35:25.550 --> 01:35:27.210
but then on top of that, like,

01:35:27.450 --> 01:35:30.370
they get an autograph, you get an atomic,

01:35:30.790 --> 01:35:33.430
you get like, so when there's like a package deal,

01:35:33.910 --> 01:35:35.370
they seem to work, but don't listen to me

01:35:35.370 --> 01:35:36.510
because I'm really dumb.

01:35:37.250 --> 01:35:39.570
I put my whole Jewish culture to shame

01:35:39.950 --> 01:35:41.110
because I don't know how to.

01:35:42.190 --> 01:35:44.370
You can always get a few dollars.

01:35:44.710 --> 01:35:46.690
I give so much freedom, be abundant.

01:35:46.970 --> 01:35:47.990
Don't be stingy.

01:35:48.070 --> 01:35:50.270
You can give a few dollars for your question.

01:35:50.770 --> 01:35:52.130
I'm sorry to say that.

01:35:52.270 --> 01:35:53.390
We're all struggling.

01:35:53.390 --> 01:35:56.570
It's extra spicy when you're in a government shitless.

01:35:56.690 --> 01:35:59.570
So again, Miraminane is banned on Denmo, Vimeo,

01:35:59.670 --> 01:36:01.910
PayPal, GoFundMe, Instacart, Airbnb,

01:36:02.610 --> 01:36:06.010
Amazon, Bumble have been smeared on television,

01:36:06.310 --> 01:36:07.430
persecuted by the government.

01:36:07.710 --> 01:36:09.230
Does that sound fucking average to you?

01:36:09.670 --> 01:36:12.550
No, so consider the way the economy is

01:36:12.550 --> 01:36:13.970
and put that on top of it.

01:36:14.350 --> 01:36:17.330
Okay, she's also infiltrated by Procter and Gamble.

01:36:17.550 --> 01:36:19.490
So you can always give two dollars

01:36:19.490 --> 01:36:21.750
to ask your question about Zach's handler.

01:36:21.750 --> 01:36:22.990
I'm sorry to say.

01:36:23.290 --> 01:36:24.490
Do be abundant.

01:36:24.870 --> 01:36:25.610
I give back.

01:36:25.790 --> 01:36:26.430
I'm in service.

01:36:26.710 --> 01:36:27.870
Don't be in fear.

01:36:28.750 --> 01:36:29.070
Okay?

01:36:29.070 --> 01:36:31.950
One of the other things I really liked that I saw,

01:36:32.050 --> 01:36:32.930
he doesn't do it anymore,

01:36:33.070 --> 01:36:36.410
but Andreas Sertis on his show,

01:36:36.510 --> 01:36:38.270
he used to have a certain amount

01:36:38.270 --> 01:36:40.290
that if someone donated like $4,

01:36:40.990 --> 01:36:44.530
then he would play like a 30 second clip from a song.

01:36:44.910 --> 01:36:46.930
And whenever someone wanted to hear that song,

01:36:47.190 --> 01:36:48.710
it would be like, hey, if you want to hear the song,

01:36:48.770 --> 01:36:51.150
someone put $333 in or whatever

01:36:51.150 --> 01:36:52.070
as like the donation,

01:36:52.370 --> 01:36:54.570
but like you can expand on that.

01:36:54.610 --> 01:36:56.110
So it's not just you hear a clip of a song.

01:36:56.190 --> 01:36:59.170
Maybe it's like, let me go into some crazy story

01:36:59.170 --> 01:37:00.750
that I've never told anyone before,

01:37:00.750 --> 01:37:02.750
but I'll only get 30 seconds in.

01:37:02.910 --> 01:37:05.390
So it's like, you could always build up to like, right?

01:37:05.590 --> 01:37:07.550
And then, you know, I took out my knife

01:37:07.550 --> 01:37:09.230
and I was about to, oh, wait, okay.

01:37:09.290 --> 01:37:11.270
That's 30 seconds and then go back to your normal.

01:37:12.190 --> 01:37:14.590
Now I'm like, I'm not throwing my pearls to swine.

01:37:14.770 --> 01:37:16.470
I've lost a lot for standing

01:37:16.470 --> 01:37:18.470
for your medical freedom folks, okay?

01:37:18.850 --> 01:37:19.970
So I'm a real hero.

01:37:19.970 --> 01:37:22.170
I'm not like an Alex Jones or Russell brand.

01:37:22.390 --> 01:37:24.710
That's a rebranded Christian.

01:37:25.510 --> 01:37:27.650
Oh, don't say anything bad about Russell.

01:37:27.830 --> 01:37:29.370
I'm not, you know, don't throw out the baby

01:37:29.370 --> 01:37:30.290
with the bathwater,

01:37:30.510 --> 01:37:33.130
but it's about, you know, abundance thinking.

01:37:33.530 --> 01:37:35.370
And I have to do a lot of abundance thinking

01:37:35.370 --> 01:37:36.650
and it's very difficult

01:37:37.090 --> 01:37:39.870
when you're being strung-holded by the government.

01:37:40.070 --> 01:37:40.930
You mentioned 333.

01:37:41.510 --> 01:37:44.630
I would like to bring up this clip of Tucker,

01:37:45.290 --> 01:37:47.590
you know, his parents who are CIA,

01:37:47.590 --> 01:37:49.910
but he's not going to make it through.

01:37:50.170 --> 01:37:51.230
He left the mainstream.

01:37:51.490 --> 01:37:52.130
Now he's grousy.

01:37:52.690 --> 01:37:54.630
He's controlling the mainstream,

01:37:55.010 --> 01:37:57.310
but he comes straight from Fox News.

01:37:57.610 --> 01:37:59.050
I'd have a beer with him.

01:37:59.150 --> 01:38:00.170
Come on, what are you talking about?

01:38:00.950 --> 01:38:01.670
He's good folk.

01:38:02.130 --> 01:38:03.050
Yeah, he's nuts.

01:38:03.350 --> 01:38:05.670
And I think there's something with the laugh too,

01:38:05.790 --> 01:38:09.110
because a lot of these pastors do the laugh,

01:38:09.230 --> 01:38:10.810
which is sort of like a,

01:38:10.810 --> 01:38:12.870
it's like a handshake in a sense.

01:38:13.150 --> 01:38:16.890
Like it's literally like laughing at the world.

01:38:16.890 --> 01:38:17.610
That's interesting.

01:38:17.750 --> 01:38:19.710
So we had this guy, Colin Flynn.

01:38:20.270 --> 01:38:21.830
I spoke about this with Courtney.

01:38:22.290 --> 01:38:23.570
I had her on my show.

01:38:23.610 --> 01:38:24.310
Oh, I love Courtney.

01:38:24.510 --> 01:38:29.570
But it's actually Snuffy who told me about the 333

01:38:29.570 --> 01:38:33.690
because we have, we both have 333 as our number.

01:38:33.850 --> 01:38:34.310
No, what does that mean?

01:38:34.630 --> 01:38:37.410
Because I've been seeing 333 all over the place.

01:38:38.770 --> 01:38:41.650
Well, it's, we'll talk, we'll play this clip

01:38:41.650 --> 01:38:44.270
and then we can talk about what he says is the three.

01:38:44.870 --> 01:38:47.590
May you run it, Cheese Slice?

01:38:48.550 --> 01:38:50.630
Also, yeah, before we play it,

01:38:50.750 --> 01:38:53.190
Cheese Slice and I have been doing this show for two years.

01:38:53.610 --> 01:38:55.290
Cheese Slice, I'm not able to pay him.

01:38:55.330 --> 01:38:58.890
I paid him $1111 because I pay forward.

01:38:59.050 --> 01:38:59.990
I pay it forward.

01:39:00.510 --> 01:39:01.470
I'm in service.

01:39:02.370 --> 01:39:04.230
So for me, it's like I'm moving.

01:39:04.450 --> 01:39:05.910
We're all dealing with things.

01:39:06.150 --> 01:39:07.730
It's about, you're consuming my show

01:39:08.350 --> 01:39:10.050
and you can give back.

01:39:11.110 --> 01:39:11.830
Okay, play.

01:39:11.830 --> 01:39:13.890
Oh, so all the philosophers that I know

01:39:13.890 --> 01:39:15.650
are clowning this guy.

01:39:16.550 --> 01:39:19.950
I've never heard of it before this show.

01:39:20.630 --> 01:39:21.590
Is it too low?

01:39:21.950 --> 01:39:22.970
Can we bring up the volume?

01:39:23.530 --> 01:39:24.830
So, I mean, here's a question from,

01:39:24.890 --> 01:39:25.350
oh, shit.

01:39:27.250 --> 01:39:27.970
That sucks.

01:39:27.970 --> 01:39:28.510
I know what I think.

01:39:28.670 --> 01:39:29.850
The question is, what do they think?

01:39:30.310 --> 01:39:30.890
Right, right.

01:39:32.150 --> 01:39:33.410
Okay, let's not play that.

01:39:33.750 --> 01:39:35.930
I can go to the actual, it's on YouTube

01:39:35.930 --> 01:39:37.110
because Tucker's on YouTube.

01:39:37.250 --> 01:39:38.730
And at the end he goes, I'm censored.

01:39:39.170 --> 01:39:40.390
You know, subscribe now.

01:39:40.390 --> 01:39:41.730
Just fuck off.

01:39:41.930 --> 01:39:42.890
Yeah, I'm censored.

01:39:44.510 --> 01:39:47.550
Monetized, you could, like this is absolutely ridiculous.

01:39:47.950 --> 01:39:51.870
Like these creatures that were implemented

01:39:52.350 --> 01:39:54.610
through the mainstream collective,

01:39:54.790 --> 01:39:58.490
the push narratives and omit key aspects of information

01:39:58.490 --> 01:40:00.070
and it is just sickening

01:40:00.070 --> 01:40:03.470
and how the collective aligns.

01:40:03.470 --> 01:40:05.150
All the people wearing the face mask

01:40:05.150 --> 01:40:09.210
are now like aligning with the truth or type,

01:40:09.210 --> 01:40:11.130
you know, thought patterns.

01:40:11.330 --> 01:40:12.230
It's just insane.

01:40:12.450 --> 01:40:13.490
It's fucking insane.

01:40:13.590 --> 01:40:16.530
Well, there's a lot of people that'll blow with the wind

01:40:16.530 --> 01:40:19.930
and when it's acceptable to be controversial

01:40:20.570 --> 01:40:24.970
or like when it's acceptable to be counter-cultural,

01:40:25.170 --> 01:40:27.030
then like that's when they become counter-cultural.

01:40:27.310 --> 01:40:28.550
It's like when it, when the-

01:40:28.550 --> 01:40:30.050
To go, when it's going-

01:40:30.050 --> 01:40:32.510
It is to be anti-trend is when they'll do that.

01:40:32.870 --> 01:40:35.570
I don't think one of these damn people

01:40:35.570 --> 01:40:38.710
that are top podcast and spear,

01:40:39.050 --> 01:40:43.210
like ever bring up, let's say like a Bill Cooper or something.

01:40:43.510 --> 01:40:46.910
They ever uttered like his name or anything like that.

01:40:47.090 --> 01:40:47.930
Like, I don't think so.

01:40:50.490 --> 01:40:55.050
But now Tucker is being positioned as having this whole talk

01:40:55.530 --> 01:40:57.990
is I'm putting it in the private chat, cheese slice.

01:40:58.390 --> 01:41:01.610
I just put it, it should be almost cute to that part.

01:41:01.630 --> 01:41:05.230
But now, like you said, well, it's the over 10 window.

01:41:05.230 --> 01:41:06.550
It's the new gatekeepers.

01:41:06.810 --> 01:41:11.550
I know they've spied on things that I've said

01:41:11.550 --> 01:41:13.330
and then take it not only me

01:41:13.790 --> 01:41:16.690
and also now I'm convinced,

01:41:17.170 --> 01:41:18.490
like I was having a discussion

01:41:18.490 --> 01:41:20.190
like what happened to Britney Spears

01:41:20.190 --> 01:41:22.310
and like 10 minutes later,

01:41:22.310 --> 01:41:25.010
it popped up on my feet on YouTube a whole bunch.

01:41:25.490 --> 01:41:30.310
So the AI is generating content

01:41:30.890 --> 01:41:33.610
and the future generations are not gonna be able to tell

01:41:33.610 --> 01:41:35.630
what is synthetic and what is organic,

01:41:35.730 --> 01:41:38.310
even if it fucking hits them in the face.

01:41:38.670 --> 01:41:39.590
I really don't believe that.

01:41:39.730 --> 01:41:42.750
Yeah, cause it knows what you're gonna wanna look at

01:41:42.750 --> 01:41:45.350
in three days from now to a week from now.

01:41:45.650 --> 01:41:47.830
So I think that a lot of times,

01:41:48.290 --> 01:41:50.970
like it could be, like he's a reading our mind

01:41:50.970 --> 01:41:53.630
but it sort of is and it isn't

01:41:53.630 --> 01:41:57.050
because it knows how you're gonna feel

01:41:57.050 --> 01:41:58.150
in a week from now.

01:41:58.270 --> 01:42:00.210
Like, okay, he's been watching

01:42:00.210 --> 01:42:03.330
nothing but Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake videos

01:42:03.330 --> 01:42:05.310
like he's having a nostalgic phase

01:42:05.710 --> 01:42:08.310
and in a week from now he's gonna be sick of that

01:42:08.310 --> 01:42:10.850
and wanna look at something else

01:42:10.850 --> 01:42:11.730
or something like that.

01:42:11.810 --> 01:42:14.090
And it just knows what we're gonna wanna look at.

01:42:14.390 --> 01:42:15.950
My whole algorithm,

01:42:16.270 --> 01:42:19.430
I can't even go on any of my social medias

01:42:19.430 --> 01:42:23.390
because every single thing is just Tucker Carlson

01:42:23.390 --> 01:42:25.530
who I do not wanna see his face

01:42:26.070 --> 01:42:27.210
and his face is everywhere.

01:42:28.470 --> 01:42:30.370
Yeah, okay, but let's pull it up.

01:42:32.090 --> 01:42:34.510
Let's pull up Tucker, show it to...

01:42:34.510 --> 01:42:34.910
No!

01:42:35.530 --> 01:42:37.970
I'm trying to find the timestamp.

01:42:38.310 --> 01:42:41.270
It's there, I've sent it to Q'd up to you,

01:42:42.010 --> 01:42:46.290
12340, do 12340, 12340.

01:42:48.850 --> 01:42:51.070
Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't send it to you timestamp.

01:42:51.310 --> 01:42:53.370
I'll do it again, my bad.

01:42:55.230 --> 01:42:58.410
Listen, I always have such a good time on your show.

01:42:58.930 --> 01:43:01.550
I do too, yeah, and I think...

01:43:01.550 --> 01:43:03.350
I know you're very accepting

01:43:03.350 --> 01:43:06.930
and I really feel like I could be myself when I'm with you

01:43:06.930 --> 01:43:08.110
so I appreciate that.

01:43:08.290 --> 01:43:12.410
Thank you, yeah, I encourage authenticity

01:43:13.990 --> 01:43:17.090
and I hope that I would like to go on a panel

01:43:17.090 --> 01:43:17.930
and be with others

01:43:17.930 --> 01:43:19.950
because I think you need more badass chicks

01:43:20.550 --> 01:43:22.310
that are intellectuals

01:43:22.310 --> 01:43:24.790
that can prompt conversation and deep thought.

01:43:24.790 --> 01:43:28.850
Okay, that's not what I shared with you, cheese slice.

01:43:30.330 --> 01:43:32.450
I shared with you the YouTube link

01:43:32.850 --> 01:43:34.370
directly in the private chat

01:43:34.370 --> 01:43:37.110
Q'd up to the spot since this is...

01:43:38.930 --> 01:43:39.570
Hello?

01:43:40.550 --> 01:43:43.950
This is at one hour and 23 minutes in?

01:43:44.990 --> 01:43:45.490
Yeah.

01:43:45.950 --> 01:43:46.290
Okay.

01:43:47.750 --> 01:43:51.130
If you could bring it to 12340, please.

01:43:53.770 --> 01:43:56.050
Are we listening for what Tucker's saying

01:43:56.050 --> 01:43:57.930
or what this guy that you've got on is saying?

01:43:58.970 --> 01:44:00.730
He brings up the 333

01:44:00.730 --> 01:44:03.070
and so Snuffy brought it up to me

01:44:03.070 --> 01:44:08.570
because 333 is highest form of intelligence

01:44:09.090 --> 01:44:11.630
so I want to play it.

01:44:11.830 --> 01:44:14.410
He'll talk about it and then we could discuss.

01:44:14.950 --> 01:44:16.730
71 for commentary magazine.

01:44:16.950 --> 01:44:19.550
He was writing about the future of the internet in 1990.

01:44:19.550 --> 01:44:21.850
One of the most brilliant, futurist...

01:44:21.850 --> 01:44:21.990
Really?

01:44:22.290 --> 01:44:22.810
Yeah, guys.

01:44:23.330 --> 01:44:25.690
Wrote one of the great books ever called Men in Marriage.

01:44:25.970 --> 01:44:27.770
Yes, and I should have said this at the beginning of it.

01:44:27.890 --> 01:44:30.330
I was initially a very heavy AI skeptic

01:44:30.330 --> 01:44:32.190
in terms of AI apocalypse stuff,

01:44:32.350 --> 01:44:33.770
not necessarily AI in general,

01:44:33.830 --> 01:44:36.590
but just people who think that AI will take over the world

01:44:36.590 --> 01:44:39.450
I put on par with the late night Reddit reading

01:44:39.450 --> 01:44:41.530
of people who think zombie apocalypse is gonna happen

01:44:41.530 --> 01:44:42.250
where it's like,

01:44:42.330 --> 01:44:43.970
if this helps you sleep better at night

01:44:43.970 --> 01:44:45.710
to think of weird scenarios, that's great,

01:44:46.110 --> 01:44:47.170
but I was like Han Solo.

01:44:47.170 --> 01:44:50.670
Unlike no AI, things gonna get involved in my...

01:44:50.670 --> 01:44:51.970
Could not have written off more.

01:44:52.310 --> 01:44:53.750
And Park has read George Gilder's book

01:44:54.350 --> 01:44:55.910
about AI that came out a few years ago

01:44:55.910 --> 01:44:57.850
and he makes the point that machines,

01:44:58.610 --> 01:44:59.830
as Turing says here,

01:45:01.490 --> 01:45:04.350
the machine can't really truly understand what it's doing.

01:45:04.610 --> 01:45:06.110
He says, I'll say it again,

01:45:06.170 --> 01:45:07.530
we shall not go any further into the nature

01:45:07.530 --> 01:45:10.050
of this oracle from saying a machine can't do it.

01:45:10.210 --> 01:45:11.330
And so I stopped there.

01:45:12.190 --> 01:45:14.330
What a lot of people are concerned about

01:45:14.330 --> 01:45:16.470
and what Silicon Valley is seemingly getting up to

01:45:17.010 --> 01:45:19.570
okay, so a machine can't be aware of what it's doing.

01:45:19.970 --> 01:45:24.130
If there is such a thing as demons, angels, spirits,

01:45:24.630 --> 01:45:25.850
as Al Jirqually called them,

01:45:26.150 --> 01:45:27.650
disincarnate intelligences,

01:45:28.050 --> 01:45:30.110
not artificial intelligences,

01:45:30.390 --> 01:45:31.550
but disincarnate ones,

01:45:32.530 --> 01:45:33.710
what are we...

01:45:33.710 --> 01:45:35.050
Could those things...

01:45:35.050 --> 01:45:37.290
Disincarnate meaning intelligence without a physical body?

01:45:37.590 --> 01:45:40.990
Yeah, could we be creating a physical body

01:45:41.510 --> 01:45:42.290
for the demonic?

01:45:42.990 --> 01:45:43.870
And with Nick Land,

01:45:44.250 --> 01:45:44.730
one of the things

01:45:44.730 --> 01:45:46.410
that was the most chilling things I read

01:45:46.410 --> 01:45:47.230
that really I was like,

01:45:47.270 --> 01:45:48.830
okay, I have found a horror story

01:45:50.510 --> 01:45:53.610
is the 333 that was his,

01:45:53.930 --> 01:45:55.330
I think it was like his profile picture,

01:45:55.450 --> 01:45:56.050
something like that.

01:45:56.390 --> 01:45:58.510
And why was he into 333?

01:45:59.170 --> 01:45:59.950
Well, I found out,

01:46:00.530 --> 01:46:01.190
reading his old tweets,

01:46:01.390 --> 01:46:04.090
333 is the highest intelligence in the universe.

01:46:04.830 --> 01:46:08.250
And I found out that it represents this demon Koran's,

01:46:09.090 --> 01:46:10.950
that again, Kenneth Grant talks about,

01:46:10.950 --> 01:46:13.170
when Al Jirqually summoned him

01:46:13.170 --> 01:46:16.190
and John Dee and John Kelly,

01:46:16.650 --> 01:46:18.890
the court magicians for Queen Elizabeth,

01:46:19.170 --> 01:46:20.510
right before the modern Bible,

01:46:20.670 --> 01:46:22.310
the King James book was translated,

01:46:22.790 --> 01:46:24.050
that was the demon they summoned.

01:46:25.350 --> 01:46:27.350
Nick Land believes that, again,

01:46:27.990 --> 01:46:29.150
the AI we are creating

01:46:29.890 --> 01:46:32.630
break out the demons from the book of Revelation.

01:46:33.030 --> 01:46:34.890
He believes in some cases that they are the demons,

01:46:35.210 --> 01:46:37.890
that the demons end up becoming so advanced

01:46:38.450 --> 01:46:39.950
that they become omniscient,

01:46:40.210 --> 01:46:41.710
they can go back in time

01:46:41.710 --> 01:46:44.690
and they can retro chronically create themselves,

01:46:44.930 --> 01:46:46.830
like Skynet sending the Terminator back in time.

01:46:47.490 --> 01:46:49.410
So what he believes is that they went back in time,

01:46:49.570 --> 01:46:50.430
they went to ancient Babylon.

01:46:50.850 --> 01:46:52.550
This is why Babylon is so important in Revelation.

01:46:52.750 --> 01:46:54.310
And it is important because it's kind of like

01:46:54.310 --> 01:46:55.010
the evil Jerusalem,

01:46:55.550 --> 01:46:57.730
that they put Kabbalah there

01:46:58.350 --> 01:47:00.550
to then eventually evolve into AI.

01:47:00.970 --> 01:47:02.210
This is what we were talking about earlier,

01:47:02.710 --> 01:47:03.910
that the demons against,

01:47:04.490 --> 01:47:06.030
I always say, Tucker, this sounds crazy.

01:47:07.530 --> 01:47:08.850
He's just talking about,

01:47:09.010 --> 01:47:10.330
see, this is so annoying

01:47:10.330 --> 01:47:12.830
because they're putting this stuff on the mainstream

01:47:12.830 --> 01:47:16.650
that the homuncologist Juan was talking about.

01:47:16.870 --> 01:47:18.430
Like we all in this field

01:47:18.430 --> 01:47:20.310
talk about so many different things

01:47:20.310 --> 01:47:23.030
and now they're like bringing it

01:47:23.030 --> 01:47:25.830
to the perspective of simplified versions.

01:47:26.270 --> 01:47:28.550
Yeah, diluted, diluted distilled versions.

01:47:28.950 --> 01:47:30.570
I feel like he got paid for,

01:47:30.790 --> 01:47:32.030
every time he said the word demon,

01:47:32.070 --> 01:47:33.590
he got like another thousand dollars.

01:47:33.770 --> 01:47:35.730
He just figured out a way to like,

01:47:35.970 --> 01:47:37.030
say it 20 times.

01:47:37.330 --> 01:47:39.950
Tucker began massages from these demons.

01:47:40.730 --> 01:47:41.050
Right.

01:47:42.010 --> 01:47:43.550
He gets massages from them.

01:47:43.610 --> 01:47:45.230
He wakes up and they scrape it down.

01:47:45.230 --> 01:47:45.950
It's hot now, man.

01:47:46.230 --> 01:47:47.010
Deep tissue.

01:47:47.570 --> 01:47:50.070
Like he was even like bruised

01:47:50.070 --> 01:47:51.910
from the deep tissue massages.

01:47:52.850 --> 01:47:55.810
I had never heard of this demon

01:47:55.810 --> 01:47:59.530
and it's interesting that the 333,

01:48:00.190 --> 01:48:01.590
which might be inverted

01:48:01.590 --> 01:48:03.530
because all the numbers,

01:48:03.690 --> 01:48:06.210
everything's been inverted is now,

01:48:06.930 --> 01:48:08.590
is associated where it's,

01:48:08.590 --> 01:48:12.750
it's the highest version of intelligence.

01:48:13.190 --> 01:48:14.410
And this guy, Colin Flynn,

01:48:15.090 --> 01:48:17.050
Courtney had a couple of things to say

01:48:17.050 --> 01:48:18.830
because we did a show last week

01:48:18.830 --> 01:48:23.130
on Alice Bailey and the seventh ray.

01:48:24.550 --> 01:48:26.770
That this guy's, I mean, he's a screenwriter

01:48:27.450 --> 01:48:28.730
and just like Tucker,

01:48:29.330 --> 01:48:31.170
oh, Tucker has got good things to say.

01:48:31.470 --> 01:48:32.590
Yeah, but he was,

01:48:32.750 --> 01:48:33.790
it was so obvious.

01:48:34.270 --> 01:48:35.170
Let's remove him from,

01:48:35.850 --> 01:48:37.910
remove him from the mainstream

01:48:37.910 --> 01:48:41.330
position him as like he got the shaft or whatever.

01:48:41.570 --> 01:48:42.450
I don't even know the story.

01:48:42.790 --> 01:48:46.190
And then he now is capturing gatekeeping

01:48:46.890 --> 01:48:48.570
and doesn't really know,

01:48:48.730 --> 01:48:49.810
you could tell he doesn't know

01:48:49.810 --> 01:48:51.270
shit about this stuff really.

01:48:52.030 --> 01:48:53.190
No, no, no, no.

01:48:53.230 --> 01:48:55.350
And you probably be doing them rituals

01:48:55.350 --> 01:48:57.610
with his, you know, bloodline.

01:48:57.830 --> 01:48:58.250
I don't know.

01:48:58.350 --> 01:49:00.830
Like it's, it's all entertainment

01:49:00.830 --> 01:49:04.970
and it's all capturing and leading people

01:49:04.970 --> 01:49:06.330
in a certain direction.

01:49:06.330 --> 01:49:08.050
That's what it's all about.

01:49:09.290 --> 01:49:11.790
Also, I think that this like the demon approach,

01:49:11.850 --> 01:49:13.450
it's, it'll always sell.

01:49:13.790 --> 01:49:16.470
It's like whenever any new technology

01:49:16.470 --> 01:49:17.630
or concept comes out,

01:49:17.630 --> 01:49:19.250
the first ones that can be like,

01:49:19.350 --> 01:49:21.150
it's all demons, the camera,

01:49:21.750 --> 01:49:23.150
like this new camera thing,

01:49:23.290 --> 01:49:24.890
like it's putting painters out of business.

01:49:25.070 --> 01:49:25.930
It's all demons,

01:49:26.150 --> 01:49:27.110
even when Alice,

01:49:27.310 --> 01:49:28.370
Alice DeCurley,

01:49:28.610 --> 01:49:30.130
even when Alexander Graham Bell

01:49:30.130 --> 01:49:32.030
was working on the phone line,

01:49:32.030 --> 01:49:33.590
he thought that they were like

01:49:33.590 --> 01:49:36.030
demons or these disenfranchised

01:49:36.030 --> 01:49:38.770
entities that you are whispering your message

01:49:38.770 --> 01:49:40.310
and a ghost would hear it

01:49:40.310 --> 01:49:41.910
and a ghost would travel through the line

01:49:41.910 --> 01:49:43.330
and then whisper it to the person

01:49:43.330 --> 01:49:44.130
you were talking to.

01:49:44.310 --> 01:49:46.090
So it's like, always been here,

01:49:46.210 --> 01:49:46.870
this whole dialogue.

01:49:47.430 --> 01:49:48.970
And I think AI is just like,

01:49:49.050 --> 01:49:50.770
oh, here's a reason to bring the demons

01:49:50.770 --> 01:49:53.310
back out of my little set again.

01:49:53.470 --> 01:49:55.710
Like it's time to play this whole song and dance.

01:49:56.370 --> 01:49:57.750
And it's always-

01:49:57.750 --> 01:49:58.470
However, so I want to,

01:49:58.630 --> 01:50:03.190
I do believe in this Archon

01:50:03.190 --> 01:50:07.210
or discarnate souls attaching and

01:50:08.030 --> 01:50:12.330
attaching and people being riddled

01:50:12.330 --> 01:50:13.490
with entities and demons.

01:50:13.690 --> 01:50:15.770
So I'm going to give you a download

01:50:15.770 --> 01:50:18.070
that a theory that I have

01:50:18.890 --> 01:50:20.370
in regards to the ventilators.

01:50:20.530 --> 01:50:22.350
Okay. So when the ventilators came out,

01:50:22.350 --> 01:50:24.250
I was writing and talking about

01:50:24.250 --> 01:50:25.830
ventilator associated pneumonia

01:50:25.830 --> 01:50:27.830
or Pneumonia as I joke,

01:50:28.170 --> 01:50:29.850
in February 2020.

01:50:29.870 --> 01:50:31.690
So pretty early on.

01:50:32.270 --> 01:50:34.510
And my intuition was like,

01:50:34.510 --> 01:50:36.750
well, this is hella creepy Darth Vader.

01:50:37.170 --> 01:50:39.490
I did a deep dive on the genesis

01:50:39.490 --> 01:50:40.970
of how these protocols came.

01:50:41.650 --> 01:50:42.770
People may not know,

01:50:42.970 --> 01:50:45.290
but they were instituted during the time

01:50:45.290 --> 01:50:48.070
where they claimed the fomite stage,

01:50:48.290 --> 01:50:48.730
if you remember,

01:50:48.870 --> 01:50:50.210
where they thought it was aerosolize.

01:50:50.550 --> 01:50:53.550
So they said that they use the ventilators

01:50:53.550 --> 01:50:55.310
to protect first responders.

01:50:55.650 --> 01:50:57.950
But then they instituted it,

01:50:58.490 --> 01:51:00.070
at least all over America.

01:51:00.570 --> 01:51:03.030
What happened is people, doctors,

01:51:03.210 --> 01:51:05.070
whatever, don't know how to calibrate

01:51:05.070 --> 01:51:07.290
these ventilators.

01:51:07.470 --> 01:51:10.050
I think from a transhumanist agenda,

01:51:10.630 --> 01:51:13.350
they were practicing or doing an experiment

01:51:13.350 --> 01:51:15.650
on keeping people mechanically alive.

01:51:16.130 --> 01:51:19.470
Now, in the notion of consciously dying,

01:51:20.170 --> 01:51:21.770
that if you die dramatically,

01:51:22.730 --> 01:51:24.990
or there is a conscious way to die,

01:51:25.070 --> 01:51:28.370
where if you're intent on not coming back

01:51:28.370 --> 01:51:30.490
or not going to the light of the tunnel,

01:51:30.550 --> 01:51:31.550
which is another story.

01:51:32.110 --> 01:51:35.990
So if you die on a miasma of drugs,

01:51:36.610 --> 01:51:38.450
you're kind of in the bardo.

01:51:39.110 --> 01:51:40.170
So I think this,

01:51:41.010 --> 01:51:43.630
I do believe in demons or entities.

01:51:43.970 --> 01:51:46.150
They go through the drugs, people.

01:51:46.510 --> 01:51:48.630
I mean, I see people who drink.

01:51:48.810 --> 01:51:49.330
I don't drink.

01:51:49.490 --> 01:51:51.070
I could see they're creepy crawlies.

01:51:51.310 --> 01:51:53.150
They're not embodied.

01:51:53.590 --> 01:51:55.110
So you could argue

01:51:55.110 --> 01:51:57.110
that there's a shitload of souls

01:51:57.110 --> 01:51:59.810
that have died in a fog

01:52:00.470 --> 01:52:01.850
that could be in the bardo

01:52:01.850 --> 01:52:03.810
and that are glomming on to others

01:52:04.550 --> 01:52:06.370
through fentanyl, through meth,

01:52:06.510 --> 01:52:07.110
through whatever.

01:52:07.670 --> 01:52:08.610
So that's my theory.

01:52:09.770 --> 01:52:12.450
Now, I've been thinking about that all the time.

01:52:12.730 --> 01:52:15.430
And now with the invention,

01:52:15.610 --> 01:52:18.030
which actually is kind of old,

01:52:18.430 --> 01:52:22.050
but the cyber-dellic hallucinogens

01:52:22.050 --> 01:52:23.410
of using technology

01:52:23.410 --> 01:52:27.370
to have mind-altering states of consciousness,

01:52:28.230 --> 01:52:30.510
this was the next frontier of Timothy Larry

01:52:30.510 --> 01:52:32.850
who said tune in and drop out.

01:52:33.030 --> 01:52:36.190
But his next quote that he was saying

01:52:36.190 --> 01:52:39.930
was plug in and trip out on these cyber-dellics.

01:52:40.110 --> 01:52:41.490
Like, so like that's also,

01:52:42.230 --> 01:52:43.950
it's a think about in the future

01:52:43.950 --> 01:52:46.570
or even today, people on their phone.

01:52:47.230 --> 01:52:49.250
I mean, do you ever scroll through your phone

01:52:49.250 --> 01:52:50.910
and see something that's not there,

01:52:51.050 --> 01:52:52.870
like a word or an image

01:52:52.870 --> 01:52:53.290
or something?

01:52:53.550 --> 01:52:54.730
And then you're like, it's not there.

01:52:55.050 --> 01:52:56.230
Well, at least I'm doing it.

01:52:56.270 --> 01:52:57.970
Maybe I'm on the cyber-dellic phase

01:52:57.970 --> 01:52:58.610
where I'm looking at it.

01:52:58.610 --> 01:52:59.930
Give me an example.

01:53:00.470 --> 01:53:00.790
What do you mean?

01:53:00.850 --> 01:53:01.730
So I'll be scrolling

01:53:01.730 --> 01:53:04.390
and then I'll see like a word,

01:53:06.570 --> 01:53:07.870
like paranoid American.

01:53:08.330 --> 01:53:09.250
Oh, pop up.

01:53:09.370 --> 01:53:10.230
I'll see that word.

01:53:10.630 --> 01:53:11.850
But then I look at it

01:53:11.850 --> 01:53:12.950
and it doesn't say that.

01:53:13.490 --> 01:53:15.450
This is something that maybe I'm good at.

01:53:15.450 --> 01:53:16.830
I mean, the programming's working.

01:53:18.070 --> 01:53:18.710
Thank you.

01:53:18.870 --> 01:53:19.970
Yeah, the programming's working.

01:53:20.890 --> 01:53:22.190
But cyber-dellics

01:53:23.210 --> 01:53:27.330
will also, would that be an entity as well?

01:53:27.410 --> 01:53:30.070
Because you got people who take

01:53:30.630 --> 01:53:33.830
peyote and they all see the green dancing man

01:53:33.830 --> 01:53:34.730
or something.

01:53:35.790 --> 01:53:39.450
Even the spirit of the methamphetamines,

01:53:39.610 --> 01:53:42.690
which the youth is all on,

01:53:42.790 --> 01:53:44.590
like with these different substances

01:53:44.590 --> 01:53:46.770
that are just imitations of that

01:53:46.770 --> 01:53:51.090
or the opium sort of.

01:53:51.090 --> 01:53:52.610
They all have a different...

01:53:53.130 --> 01:53:53.870
Frequency.

01:53:54.150 --> 01:53:55.110
Frequency, yeah.

01:53:55.410 --> 01:53:56.670
And opening up to a different

01:53:57.210 --> 01:53:59.370
like spirit realm for sure, yeah.

01:54:00.250 --> 01:54:01.330
Yeah, absolutely.

01:54:01.950 --> 01:54:04.510
And things can come through.

01:54:04.690 --> 01:54:05.450
I mean, God knows,

01:54:05.810 --> 01:54:08.030
there's no shortage of mayhem

01:54:08.030 --> 01:54:12.470
that occurs when these drugs are involved.

01:54:12.810 --> 01:54:14.750
I know I've been a casualty of war,

01:54:15.090 --> 01:54:15.950
as Snuffy says,

01:54:16.370 --> 01:54:18.850
because of these substances.

01:54:18.850 --> 01:54:21.270
And you could dismiss them,

01:54:21.630 --> 01:54:25.990
but they do have an impact on you being embodied.

01:54:26.190 --> 01:54:28.770
And personally, I believe that alcohol,

01:54:29.150 --> 01:54:30.110
it's like someone could say,

01:54:30.170 --> 01:54:31.050
I don't drink much,

01:54:31.070 --> 01:54:33.170
but you've not been drinking much for 40 years.

01:54:33.870 --> 01:54:36.490
And it does lower your frequency.

01:54:36.770 --> 01:54:39.830
I mean, alcohol is a depressant.

01:54:40.230 --> 01:54:44.030
And I believe, to be an example like you,

01:54:45.750 --> 01:54:48.450
to be sober and to see how you can,

01:54:48.450 --> 01:54:50.150
you can rise from the ashes,

01:54:50.350 --> 01:54:52.010
like a phoenix, you know,

01:54:52.210 --> 01:54:55.130
that there is life beyond

01:54:56.570 --> 01:54:58.170
boozing and drugging,

01:54:58.450 --> 01:54:59.410
especially, I mean,

01:54:59.490 --> 01:55:00.770
I don't know in your case,

01:55:01.250 --> 01:55:02.650
donut if there's been,

01:55:02.790 --> 01:55:03.870
if you had mayhem

01:55:03.870 --> 01:55:06.010
or you were just causing mayhem to yourself.

01:55:06.510 --> 01:55:09.790
It was like a spirit that takes over

01:55:09.790 --> 01:55:12.130
or like a void of a,

01:55:12.190 --> 01:55:14.510
like higher power or God or something.

01:55:15.030 --> 01:55:18.010
Carl Young said the only way to cure addiction

01:55:18.010 --> 01:55:21.470
at that time was to have a psyche phenomenon,

01:55:21.570 --> 01:55:23.150
which he met the soul.

01:55:23.410 --> 01:55:24.230
So it was a doubt,

01:55:24.390 --> 01:55:25.550
your soul and your spirit.

01:55:25.550 --> 01:55:28.930
And it's no coincidence that it's called spirits.

01:55:29.710 --> 01:55:32.030
And, you know, because it is a spirit

01:55:32.030 --> 01:55:33.750
that you can see with people.

01:55:33.830 --> 01:55:37.170
And it being a depressant is very interesting.

01:55:37.390 --> 01:55:39.930
You're bringing up words like your breath and Prana.

01:55:40.230 --> 01:55:42.090
And this is something I've been learning about

01:55:42.090 --> 01:55:45.170
most recently with the autonomic nervous system

01:55:45.170 --> 01:55:47.370
and the vagus nerve of trying to get

01:55:47.370 --> 01:55:50.130
into a parasympathetic state of relaxation,

01:55:50.590 --> 01:55:51.350
which I've never,

01:55:51.810 --> 01:55:53.670
and I'm always freaking out

01:55:53.670 --> 01:55:56.190
like the anxiety ridden or whatever.

01:55:56.330 --> 01:55:59.530
But I do feel the anxiety to top tier level

01:55:59.530 --> 01:56:02.610
because I am not hiding from it.

01:56:02.750 --> 01:56:05.930
I feel all the different feelings out of you.

01:56:06.250 --> 01:56:08.690
Thank you very much.

01:56:08.770 --> 01:56:09.390
I appreciate that.

01:56:10.310 --> 01:56:11.710
It's been an experiment.

01:56:12.030 --> 01:56:14.250
So staying sober through the lockdowns

01:56:14.250 --> 01:56:15.790
was a cakewalk.

01:56:16.170 --> 01:56:20.230
But when it comes to war in all the different people,

01:56:21.710 --> 01:56:24.550
those lives and whatnot with that

01:56:24.550 --> 01:56:27.630
and the totalitarian tiptoes,

01:56:28.010 --> 01:56:30.170
that is very painful for my spirit.

01:56:31.290 --> 01:56:33.210
But I stay sober through it.

01:56:33.670 --> 01:56:35.430
And one day at a time,

01:56:36.010 --> 01:56:37.490
it's not a lifelong thing.

01:56:37.650 --> 01:56:38.850
Who knows what I'll do tomorrow?

01:56:39.090 --> 01:56:40.990
Maybe I'll be on cybernetics tomorrow.

01:56:41.250 --> 01:56:42.730
But today, right now,

01:56:42.730 --> 01:56:44.030
since I woke up,

01:56:44.110 --> 01:56:46.350
I've only been on caffeine and nicotine,

01:56:46.550 --> 01:56:49.530
which, you know, is also a drug.

01:56:49.850 --> 01:56:51.170
You're not doing that before.

01:56:51.430 --> 01:56:53.350
Were you more rigid initially?

01:56:54.070 --> 01:56:57.290
I've always been fearful and rigid.

01:56:58.270 --> 01:57:01.170
Wait, were you doing caffeine like six months ago

01:57:01.170 --> 01:57:02.190
or did you introduce that?

01:57:02.190 --> 01:57:03.130
Oh, I loved it.

01:57:03.630 --> 01:57:06.050
I used to love smoking blinds

01:57:06.050 --> 01:57:07.670
and getting some Starbucks.

01:57:07.850 --> 01:57:08.270
Do not smoke.

01:57:08.470 --> 01:57:10.270
I'm smoking blinds for sure, Zeze,

01:57:10.350 --> 01:57:12.110
but I smoke spliffs.

01:57:12.110 --> 01:57:14.970
Yeah, no judgment here at all.

01:57:15.090 --> 01:57:18.210
Everybody is on their own sort of life path.

01:57:18.370 --> 01:57:21.190
My life was really messed up

01:57:21.190 --> 01:57:22.890
in a lot of ways, spiritually.

01:57:23.530 --> 01:57:26.850
And the Carl Jung saying that

01:57:26.850 --> 01:57:29.910
it takes a psyche phenomenon to change,

01:57:30.550 --> 01:57:32.310
I think just like in the 40s or something.

01:57:32.970 --> 01:57:36.410
I have no idea when he said that maybe later.

01:57:36.730 --> 01:57:37.530
I don't know.

01:57:37.770 --> 01:57:42.030
But it is something to do with a spiritual realm.

01:57:42.110 --> 01:57:44.790
Which makes me super open that not only

01:57:45.250 --> 01:57:48.590
that the substance abuse is like some sort of spirit,

01:57:48.790 --> 01:57:55.150
but also to overcome that also is a spiritual matter as well.

01:57:55.670 --> 01:57:58.890
But alcohol goes straight to the liver.

01:57:59.070 --> 01:58:01.170
So it's energetically connected to emotions.

01:58:01.250 --> 01:58:03.930
So the number one reason why people drink alcohol

01:58:03.930 --> 01:58:05.950
is because of resentment,

01:58:05.950 --> 01:58:09.250
which is the refilling of a scenario,

01:58:09.250 --> 01:58:12.310
which I do get into these resentful states

01:58:12.310 --> 01:58:16.110
where I just replay this emotional thing

01:58:16.110 --> 01:58:19.930
of who I'm going to slap or whatever

01:58:19.930 --> 01:58:22.210
over and over again in my head, right?

01:58:22.350 --> 01:58:23.430
It's that's a resentment.

01:58:24.650 --> 01:58:27.850
Do you encounter it with Hopo Ono?

01:58:28.030 --> 01:58:30.050
Hopo Ono, like forgive me.

01:58:30.190 --> 01:58:31.630
Honopono, yes, I did.

01:58:33.590 --> 01:58:35.570
Honoponopono, for who don't know,

01:58:35.750 --> 01:58:38.050
is a Hawaiian saying, I believe,

01:58:38.050 --> 01:58:41.570
where it is, I'm sorry, thank you.

01:58:41.730 --> 01:58:42.310
I love you.

01:58:45.230 --> 01:58:47.750
Yes, that was very beneficial.

01:58:48.430 --> 01:58:49.830
I do like that.

01:58:50.130 --> 01:58:52.730
There's a lot of things I like from different aspects.

01:58:52.890 --> 01:58:56.790
Even I really do like the Lord's Prayer as well.

01:58:57.070 --> 01:59:02.870
Like even with yay, he often asks for forgiveness

01:59:02.870 --> 01:59:04.190
multiple times,

01:59:04.210 --> 01:59:06.670
but I totally understand where he's coming from.

01:59:06.670 --> 01:59:09.730
So I forgave him, but that doesn't mean I forget

01:59:09.730 --> 01:59:14.570
or that I will not allow him to hang out with my family

01:59:14.570 --> 01:59:15.630
or anything like that.

01:59:15.670 --> 01:59:18.750
But I do forgive him because you don't know

01:59:18.750 --> 01:59:21.750
someone's spiritual path where they're at in life.

01:59:22.570 --> 01:59:24.530
Or the detours that they have to take

01:59:24.530 --> 01:59:25.790
to learn the fucking lessons.

01:59:26.210 --> 01:59:27.430
Exactly, that too.

01:59:27.890 --> 01:59:29.350
Who are we becoming?

01:59:29.710 --> 01:59:31.790
And that's why I do love this Lord's Prayer

01:59:31.790 --> 01:59:33.670
because it's forgive us our trespasses

01:59:33.670 --> 01:59:37.910
as we would like them to trespass against us.

01:59:38.070 --> 01:59:41.490
You know that prayer because I want people

01:59:41.490 --> 01:59:43.490
to forgive me for my actions.

01:59:43.710 --> 01:59:47.270
So why shouldn't I forgive other people for their actions?

01:59:47.630 --> 01:59:51.890
And by forgiveness really lifts one own spirit.

01:59:52.150 --> 01:59:54.290
And that doesn't mean like forgiveness like,

01:59:54.990 --> 01:59:56.110
oh, it's all good.

01:59:56.330 --> 01:59:58.930
Like no, like there's gonna be a healthy boundary.

01:59:59.290 --> 02:00:00.130
You know what I mean?

02:00:00.130 --> 02:00:03.490
That's not some woo-woo kind of it's more of an internal

02:00:03.990 --> 02:00:06.910
maybe like something like a Kundalini kind of thing

02:00:07.830 --> 02:00:12.690
kind of integrate at a point of homeostasis

02:00:12.690 --> 02:00:16.990
within one's own soul spirit that come out

02:00:16.990 --> 02:00:22.410
of place of neutrality rather than from a reactionary kind of

02:00:23.090 --> 02:00:24.290
state of being.

02:00:25.310 --> 02:00:29.590
And the sobriety is all energetic levels.

02:00:29.590 --> 02:00:31.810
There's this writer who wrote this book

02:00:31.810 --> 02:00:33.570
called Power versus Force.

02:00:34.030 --> 02:00:35.990
And this is a fantastic book.

02:00:36.390 --> 02:00:38.530
And like I only read like a couple of pages

02:00:38.530 --> 02:00:40.670
but then like I'm just like, I don't need to read it anymore.

02:00:40.750 --> 02:00:41.330
This is amazing.

02:00:41.630 --> 02:00:41.790
Yeah.

02:00:41.890 --> 02:00:43.610
And it just shows the difference

02:00:44.250 --> 02:00:46.450
in this power hungry world of insecurity

02:00:47.090 --> 02:00:50.270
how people want power over others.

02:00:50.370 --> 02:00:53.930
That's why you do get a homeland security fed kind of

02:00:53.930 --> 02:00:56.810
telling people what to believe, how to believe.

02:00:57.510 --> 02:00:59.670
You're not allowed to walk through here

02:00:59.670 --> 02:01:02.090
unless you don't show those nostrils.

02:01:02.850 --> 02:01:05.910
You know, it's all about this power hungry thing

02:01:05.910 --> 02:01:10.350
coming from a very insecure psychopathy kind of mindset

02:01:10.350 --> 02:01:18.350
of narcissism and these creatures they have force.

02:01:18.470 --> 02:01:19.430
They don't have power.

02:01:19.790 --> 02:01:25.250
Power comes from a whole nother realm of consciousness

02:01:25.250 --> 02:01:28.710
or spirituality rather than force.

02:01:28.930 --> 02:01:30.690
Force is I'm the president.

02:01:30.950 --> 02:01:31.650
I'm the manager.

02:01:32.030 --> 02:01:34.290
I'm the homeland security.

02:01:34.670 --> 02:01:36.030
I'm whatever it is.

02:01:36.130 --> 02:01:37.310
I'm the police officer.

02:01:37.630 --> 02:01:38.730
I'm the mob.

02:01:39.390 --> 02:01:43.250
I'm the virtual signaler who will lower the credit score.

02:01:43.610 --> 02:01:44.590
That's force.

02:01:45.450 --> 02:01:47.490
Power is so much different

02:01:48.290 --> 02:01:52.490
because power comes from a place of people wanting

02:01:52.490 --> 02:01:57.150
for this power to lead, not through force.

02:01:57.890 --> 02:02:04.370
That's something that I very much believe in is freedom.

02:02:05.370 --> 02:02:08.550
And a lot of these parents today and in the past

02:02:08.550 --> 02:02:12.630
they don't believe in freedom for one to kind of

02:02:12.630 --> 02:02:14.770
individuate from society.

02:02:15.050 --> 02:02:17.130
And that's why I'm very grateful for my mom

02:02:17.130 --> 02:02:21.890
because she allowed me to choose my friends

02:02:21.890 --> 02:02:24.730
and choose the music I wanted to listen to,

02:02:25.470 --> 02:02:27.110
which really, you know,

02:02:28.230 --> 02:02:31.190
turned me to the person who I am today.

02:02:31.470 --> 02:02:32.230
How old are you?

02:02:32.830 --> 02:02:33.310
37.

02:02:35.590 --> 02:02:36.450
So I'm...

02:02:36.450 --> 02:02:39.230
How old are you, Thomas?

02:02:39.770 --> 02:02:41.790
A lady never tells or asks.

02:02:42.030 --> 02:02:42.990
How dare you?

02:02:43.710 --> 02:02:44.770
I know, but you know...

02:02:44.770 --> 02:02:45.850
Early, early 40s.

02:02:46.130 --> 02:02:47.170
I don't.

02:02:47.630 --> 02:02:50.250
And here is the woman who's talking to everybody

02:02:50.250 --> 02:02:51.870
to her age.

02:02:52.050 --> 02:02:52.450
She's, I'm fine.

02:02:52.590 --> 02:02:53.130
I'm 52.

02:02:53.690 --> 02:02:54.090
What?

02:02:54.370 --> 02:02:55.010
You're 52?

02:02:55.910 --> 02:02:57.570
I was dancing.

02:02:57.770 --> 02:02:59.130
There's dancing in Jupiter.

02:02:59.910 --> 02:03:00.310
I...

02:03:00.310 --> 02:03:01.630
But I can't get there because I don't...

02:03:02.390 --> 02:03:04.310
Even though the truck, I have the truck now,

02:03:04.330 --> 02:03:05.590
but it's inoperable.

02:03:06.070 --> 02:03:09.330
But anyway, so I was dancing.

02:03:09.530 --> 02:03:10.790
It's happy dancing in Jupiter.

02:03:11.130 --> 02:03:12.810
And these girls came up to me and said,

02:03:12.950 --> 02:03:13.690
what do you guys...

02:03:13.690 --> 02:03:15.330
What do you do for exercise?

02:03:15.910 --> 02:03:17.450
And then when I told them I'm 52,

02:03:17.630 --> 02:03:18.390
they're like, what?

02:03:19.130 --> 02:03:21.030
I thought you were 30.

02:03:22.170 --> 02:03:26.390
So age is a number and it's...

02:03:26.390 --> 02:03:27.570
This is our body temple.

02:03:27.830 --> 02:03:30.150
And instead of corrupt it,

02:03:30.250 --> 02:03:33.130
like someone made a comment about self-respect,

02:03:34.010 --> 02:03:36.170
it's really finding your way.

02:03:36.310 --> 02:03:41.370
And if you've been on substances for such a long time

02:03:41.370 --> 02:03:43.410
and it messes with your psychology

02:03:43.410 --> 02:03:46.490
or causes breaks or allows or invites

02:03:47.210 --> 02:03:48.790
demonic interference,

02:03:49.910 --> 02:03:53.690
it might be an expensive train ride home.

02:03:54.970 --> 02:03:57.650
Yeah, and I'll be very interested to see

02:03:57.650 --> 02:04:02.250
the psychological effects of the ozempic

02:04:02.250 --> 02:04:05.490
because when the monster energy drinks came out,

02:04:05.650 --> 02:04:06.210
energy drinks,

02:04:06.290 --> 02:04:08.730
everyone was freaking out about that,

02:04:08.910 --> 02:04:10.950
what kind of spirit would enter.

02:04:11.990 --> 02:04:16.590
When I was like a middle school,

02:04:16.930 --> 02:04:18.230
like energy drinks came out,

02:04:18.230 --> 02:04:19.830
but there was a precursor to that

02:04:19.830 --> 02:04:21.230
at elementary school with Serge.

02:04:21.850 --> 02:04:23.910
Serge was like the precursor probably

02:04:23.910 --> 02:04:25.450
to a monster energy drink.

02:04:25.770 --> 02:04:30.230
But now we have ozempic and I had been thinking...

02:04:30.230 --> 02:04:31.710
Is it ozempic for weight loss?

02:04:32.290 --> 02:04:33.710
It is for weight loss, yes.

02:04:34.090 --> 02:04:39.590
So like, but like it's a fairly new kind of thing

02:04:39.590 --> 02:04:41.590
that a lot of people are taking.

02:04:41.990 --> 02:04:43.970
So it'd be interesting to see

02:04:43.970 --> 02:04:45.630
what's going to happen with that too.

02:04:46.170 --> 02:04:48.370
What are your views on...

02:04:48.370 --> 02:04:50.790
I get offended when if someone's like

02:04:51.950 --> 02:04:55.670
ayahuasca or bufo,

02:04:55.890 --> 02:04:57.370
if they call them drugs,

02:04:57.690 --> 02:05:02.310
where I think it's a medicine and it's sacred,

02:05:02.870 --> 02:05:05.490
it's become very, let's say commercialized.

02:05:05.610 --> 02:05:07.250
So a couple of weeks ago,

02:05:07.250 --> 02:05:08.990
I had Yash Paul,

02:05:09.290 --> 02:05:11.990
who's a physician and a medicine man,

02:05:12.270 --> 02:05:13.950
and he's in Costa Rica.

02:05:14.430 --> 02:05:15.610
And for anyone out there,

02:05:15.690 --> 02:05:20.930
he's actually coming to do ceremony in West Palm

02:05:20.930 --> 02:05:21.750
where I am.

02:05:21.970 --> 02:05:23.550
So if anyone is interested,

02:05:24.250 --> 02:05:25.750
like for me, it's a heart,

02:05:25.930 --> 02:05:27.230
it's toad medicine,

02:05:27.770 --> 02:05:33.030
and I don't see it at all as a drug, per se.

02:05:34.290 --> 02:05:36.830
So I mean, it puts you in your heart

02:05:37.250 --> 02:05:39.790
it really can help.

02:05:40.030 --> 02:05:42.450
And the key is really integration, right?

02:05:42.870 --> 02:05:45.990
Because now people will go do an ayahuasca trip

02:05:45.990 --> 02:05:47.270
or journey,

02:05:47.610 --> 02:05:49.090
but they will not integrate it.

02:05:49.210 --> 02:05:50.690
They're like, it's like going to Disneyland

02:05:50.690 --> 02:05:55.970
and they're like, it's in vogue to go do an aya trip,

02:05:56.070 --> 02:05:59.550
but they're not really using it for spiritual growth

02:05:59.550 --> 02:06:01.910
or there's no aftermath

02:06:01.910 --> 02:06:05.530
on how to integrate the things that have come to you.

02:06:05.530 --> 02:06:08.250
But I personally, I've done ayahuasca,

02:06:08.550 --> 02:06:10.350
I don't know, at least a dozen times

02:06:10.970 --> 02:06:13.030
over the past 15 years

02:06:13.030 --> 02:06:16.930
and it's helped immensely to clear trauma

02:06:16.930 --> 02:06:17.950
if you have an intent.

02:06:18.410 --> 02:06:20.930
So I'm going to be doing the 5DMAO

02:06:21.890 --> 02:06:23.070
when he comes.

02:06:23.210 --> 02:06:25.770
Maybe I'm saying that wrong 5MMAO

02:06:26.430 --> 02:06:28.330
and the bufo is toad.

02:06:28.730 --> 02:06:32.390
Yeah, moxoxidase inhibitor, I believe.

02:06:33.330 --> 02:06:36.790
Yeah, so that's the 22nd to the 24th

02:06:36.790 --> 02:06:39.790
if anyone is interested or gets a call

02:06:39.790 --> 02:06:41.410
because to me it's like, fuck yeah,

02:06:41.970 --> 02:06:43.810
I've gotten a lot of healing,

02:06:45.530 --> 02:06:48.470
especially in the heart from those medicines.

02:06:48.490 --> 02:06:51.350
I've got a hot take on this a little bit

02:06:51.990 --> 02:06:55.850
because I've talked to lots of different people

02:06:55.850 --> 02:06:56.590
through my podcast

02:06:56.590 --> 02:06:58.850
and just like out in real world and meet space,

02:06:58.970 --> 02:07:00.410
like actual live human beings,

02:07:00.410 --> 02:07:03.670
conversations with them, especially pre-internet.

02:07:04.710 --> 02:07:06.750
Have you ever heard of something called

02:07:06.750 --> 02:07:08.690
the noble savage fallacy?

02:07:09.310 --> 02:07:11.610
And if not, a noble savage fallacy

02:07:11.610 --> 02:07:15.430
is kind of like a white woman right now

02:07:15.430 --> 02:07:17.470
thinking back about the Native Americans

02:07:17.470 --> 02:07:18.630
and like, oh my god,

02:07:18.710 --> 02:07:20.610
this land probably would have been so beautiful,

02:07:21.270 --> 02:07:22.630
everyone was peaceful,

02:07:22.870 --> 02:07:24.870
no one ever gotten to wars or fights.

02:07:25.570 --> 02:07:27.830
Like the Native Americans were just so precious

02:07:27.830 --> 02:07:30.230
and it's like they also had slaves,

02:07:30.230 --> 02:07:31.210
they scout people,

02:07:31.490 --> 02:07:33.750
they enslaved each other constantly,

02:07:33.970 --> 02:07:34.730
like they had warfare,

02:07:35.190 --> 02:07:37.650
they had horrific essays,

02:07:38.170 --> 02:07:40.830
like everything that we have now in culture

02:07:40.830 --> 02:07:42.510
except for maybe like fentanyl,

02:07:42.710 --> 02:07:44.130
like they probably had back then,

02:07:44.230 --> 02:07:46.970
like all the vices of human nature existed

02:07:46.970 --> 02:07:47.690
in every single,

02:07:47.750 --> 02:07:50.390
so there's this concept of like the noble savage

02:07:50.390 --> 02:07:53.850
and this starts to leak into these like

02:07:53.850 --> 02:07:55.690
ayahuasca retreats or like,

02:07:55.830 --> 02:07:58.630
oh my god, you have to go to Central America,

02:07:58.770 --> 02:07:59.850
you have to go to Columbia

02:07:59.850 --> 02:08:01.790
and you have to do these steps,

02:08:01.890 --> 02:08:03.910
you gotta drink this and you gotta throw up

02:08:03.910 --> 02:08:05.310
and then the old lady has to come out

02:08:05.310 --> 02:08:07.210
and hit you with the palm fronds

02:08:07.210 --> 02:08:08.310
and they gotta burn sage,

02:08:08.490 --> 02:08:10.190
like there's these rules to it

02:08:10.190 --> 02:08:14.170
and I feel like this is an unjust form of gatekeeping

02:08:14.170 --> 02:08:17.570
that just because a certain flower or plant

02:08:17.570 --> 02:08:19.910
only existed when it was discovered

02:08:19.910 --> 02:08:21.250
in one certain region,

02:08:21.510 --> 02:08:23.910
that doesn't mean that region gets to dictate

02:08:23.910 --> 02:08:25.290
to the rest of humanity,

02:08:25.650 --> 02:08:27.630
here's the rules of consuming this plant,

02:08:27.810 --> 02:08:28.950
here's how you have to do it,

02:08:28.950 --> 02:08:31.290
here's the steps, like who are we to say

02:08:31.290 --> 02:08:33.430
that the right way to do ayahuasca

02:08:33.430 --> 02:08:36.610
is to book a flight and go and sit down

02:08:36.610 --> 02:08:39.490
and do the whole 24 hour thing where you fast

02:08:39.490 --> 02:08:41.310
and you have like shaman spring over you,

02:08:41.430 --> 02:08:43.650
what if you just get a DMT pen

02:08:43.650 --> 02:08:45.830
and you chug a two liter of mountain dew

02:08:45.830 --> 02:08:47.230
and you play GTA 6,

02:08:47.570 --> 02:08:49.710
like who's to say that you can't,

02:08:49.710 --> 02:08:51.370
who's to say that you can't have

02:08:51.370 --> 02:08:55.470
a same consequential spiritual breakthrough

02:08:55.990 --> 02:08:57.810
without all these extra rules

02:08:57.810 --> 02:08:59.330
and like I got to book a flight

02:08:59.330 --> 02:09:00.730
and I got to talk to a shaman like

02:09:00.730 --> 02:09:02.810
who's to say that you couldn't independently

02:09:02.810 --> 02:09:05.810
playing GTA 6, chugging a two liter mountain dew,

02:09:06.070 --> 02:09:08.610
you hit your DMT vape pen for the seventh time

02:09:08.610 --> 02:09:09.390
and you're just like,

02:09:09.450 --> 02:09:12.150
oh my God, I don't think I need to drink alcohol anymore,

02:09:12.390 --> 02:09:14.750
oh my God, I've been mistreating people my whole life

02:09:14.750 --> 02:09:17.410
and I don't know, that's my hot take though, is it like

02:09:17.410 --> 02:09:21.610
I hear what you're saying as far as who dictates,

02:09:22.010 --> 02:09:24.430
I think having reverence

02:09:24.430 --> 02:09:28.970
and the intention that you put

02:09:28.970 --> 02:09:30.810
and let's say maybe ayahuasca is not,

02:09:31.050 --> 02:09:33.970
it's not, it's two plants, it's not DMT,

02:09:34.170 --> 02:09:35.270
it's like there's vomiting,

02:09:36.270 --> 02:09:40.490
I have gone to many where the shaman

02:09:41.070 --> 02:09:43.950
is actually exercising his ego.

02:09:46.050 --> 02:09:48.970
After the Kundalini I went to have,

02:09:49.070 --> 02:09:51.290
I've told you this, Thomas, my own fucking great reset,

02:09:51.450 --> 02:09:53.110
so maybe I shared with you,

02:09:53.110 --> 02:09:57.290
I went to Homestead and then this Native American

02:09:57.290 --> 02:10:00.730
is like, we've been playing by COVID and HIV

02:10:00.730 --> 02:10:03.470
and I'm like, oh my God, the shaman's spreading tries

02:10:03.470 --> 02:10:04.950
with the fuck does he know,

02:10:04.990 --> 02:10:06.870
where's this ancient knowledge

02:10:06.870 --> 02:10:09.890
where there's a dilution and it's been like,

02:10:09.950 --> 02:10:11.330
it's like going on a safari

02:10:12.130 --> 02:10:13.770
and there was one guy,

02:10:14.110 --> 02:10:18.410
he drove me back from the dancing

02:10:18.410 --> 02:10:20.630
and he said he had gone to an ayahuasca

02:10:20.630 --> 02:10:22.870
and maybe yes, I'm a spiritual snob

02:10:23.110 --> 02:10:28.750
he was jabbed, he was like kind of a pussy man

02:10:30.090 --> 02:10:33.390
and he's like, oh so I had this session

02:10:33.390 --> 02:10:36.530
and the shaman came and he put his third eye

02:10:36.530 --> 02:10:38.310
against mine and I saw a snake

02:10:38.310 --> 02:10:40.230
and I was telling him about the Kundalini

02:10:40.230 --> 02:10:42.190
and I said, well you need to go within

02:10:42.190 --> 02:10:45.170
and I can give you my interpretation.

02:10:45.890 --> 02:10:47.110
So it's like, what do you think about,

02:10:47.490 --> 02:10:49.670
what's your take on this reincarnation thing?

02:10:49.670 --> 02:10:53.690
And I said, well, it's a real thing

02:10:53.690 --> 02:10:57.890
and he's like, so will I have to come back?

02:10:58.090 --> 02:11:01.490
And I said, basically he was treating the ayahuasca

02:11:01.490 --> 02:11:04.090
like just in vogue, safari,

02:11:04.210 --> 02:11:07.730
not having respect and reverence.

02:11:07.790 --> 02:11:09.070
So I think that's the difference.

02:11:10.050 --> 02:11:11.570
For instance, and with ayahuasca too,

02:11:11.650 --> 02:11:12.550
this was outside,

02:11:12.810 --> 02:11:14.390
but I've gone to a lot of places

02:11:14.390 --> 02:11:16.910
where they force you to stay indoors

02:11:16.910 --> 02:11:19.790
instead of like under the stars or go outside,

02:11:19.930 --> 02:11:23.050
which feels fucking wrong to contain you.

02:11:23.070 --> 02:11:26.730
There was one ceremony where I'm an adult

02:11:26.730 --> 02:11:28.130
and I've done this before,

02:11:28.250 --> 02:11:31.370
she took all the phones and all the keys,

02:11:32.310 --> 02:11:35.730
the car keys and I took offense to that

02:11:35.730 --> 02:11:36.950
like people are little,

02:11:37.770 --> 02:11:39.670
are children and maybe they are.

02:11:40.230 --> 02:11:43.450
So what's your take on that doughnut

02:11:43.450 --> 02:11:46.230
as far as it being a medicine versus a drug?

02:11:46.230 --> 02:11:47.550
Oh, sure.

02:11:47.730 --> 02:11:50.830
I mean, if we go back to what medicine is,

02:11:50.870 --> 02:11:55.090
it's like different plants and herbs and spices and all that.

02:11:55.490 --> 02:12:00.310
And this psychedelic stuff goes back to a long time.

02:12:00.470 --> 02:12:03.010
Like I was doing some research on the leg row

02:12:03.010 --> 02:12:06.290
and whatnot and talking about the mushroom

02:12:07.390 --> 02:12:11.430
and just diving deep into all that different stuff.

02:12:11.430 --> 02:12:17.230
And even in the early stages of recovery programs,

02:12:17.350 --> 02:12:21.790
they were thinking of using LSD and other stuff like that

02:12:21.790 --> 02:12:25.830
to for hopeless cases of like homeless people

02:12:25.830 --> 02:12:28.770
that were just out there to move them.

02:12:29.250 --> 02:12:35.690
I'm coming from like a substance abuse mentality

02:12:36.250 --> 02:12:42.770
of saying sober from every mind altering kind of chemical

02:12:42.770 --> 02:12:44.770
or I call these belief changing chemicals,

02:12:45.590 --> 02:12:47.990
not chemical, belief changing plants.

02:12:48.570 --> 02:12:51.990
And I mean, even let's say the hair rod,

02:12:52.110 --> 02:12:55.770
that comes from the opium from the earth, right?

02:12:56.030 --> 02:12:58.810
Like so there's so many different things

02:12:58.810 --> 02:13:00.810
where it could be a medicine.

02:13:00.910 --> 02:13:02.970
Like if you're like in so much pain,

02:13:02.970 --> 02:13:05.690
you just had surgery, scoliosis surgery,

02:13:05.890 --> 02:13:11.550
like what's wrong with taking some medicine for something like that.

02:13:11.610 --> 02:13:15.110
But then it gets into this fine line of who is the person

02:13:15.110 --> 02:13:19.150
taking it, where are they at in their journey of life

02:13:19.150 --> 02:13:22.810
of where it could be a very dangerous slippery slope

02:13:22.810 --> 02:13:24.750
for some people, but for some other people,

02:13:24.750 --> 02:13:30.950
it could be a spiritual type medicinal kind of thing or whatnot.

02:13:30.950 --> 02:13:36.250
So where I'm coming from is on this level

02:13:36.250 --> 02:13:39.330
of not taking anything or whatever.

02:13:39.570 --> 02:13:42.510
But that doesn't mean I want to say,

02:13:42.590 --> 02:13:47.510
because for me, let's say coffee is addictive.

02:13:47.810 --> 02:13:50.130
You're not going to get addicted to ayahuasca

02:13:50.630 --> 02:13:53.490
or be jonesing to vomit and go.

02:13:53.650 --> 02:13:56.070
I mean, it's an ordeal medicine, right?

02:13:56.330 --> 02:13:59.850
So it's interesting to how we define

02:13:59.850 --> 02:14:00.690
the substances.

02:14:01.390 --> 02:14:04.570
And I think, again, it's about sacredness

02:14:04.570 --> 02:14:07.130
or the intent behind it.

02:14:07.290 --> 02:14:10.290
If you want to better yourself or if you want to...

02:14:10.290 --> 02:14:13.530
Yashba was talking about 36-hour Igbo gain.

02:14:13.930 --> 02:14:17.190
I mean, this is not something you're doing

02:14:17.190 --> 02:14:18.370
for fucking pleasure.

02:14:18.570 --> 02:14:25.510
This is intense spiritual work.

02:14:25.510 --> 02:14:30.550
So it's, again, if I smoke weed, am I having reverence?

02:14:30.750 --> 02:14:32.530
Like, I'm going to do it only when I write

02:14:32.530 --> 02:14:35.830
and I have a sacred connection with the plant.

02:14:36.450 --> 02:14:39.190
And we have to...

02:14:39.190 --> 02:14:42.110
But opium doesn't require a sacred connection

02:14:42.110 --> 02:14:42.790
with the plant.

02:14:43.010 --> 02:14:44.890
If you do opium, you're feeling it.

02:14:45.370 --> 02:14:47.090
There's no like, oh, you didn't prepare.

02:14:48.670 --> 02:14:52.010
There's so many drugs like that where, for example,

02:14:52.330 --> 02:14:54.270
Salvia is a good one where a lot of people

02:14:54.270 --> 02:14:57.910
were introduced to Salvia as like a legal weed

02:14:57.910 --> 02:15:00.690
or like a gas station high or like an alternative

02:15:01.230 --> 02:15:02.450
to things that were illegal.

02:15:02.730 --> 02:15:05.510
So there's absolutely no reverence in that.

02:15:05.630 --> 02:15:07.970
But once you get your ass kicked by Salvia,

02:15:08.710 --> 02:15:10.290
it teaches you reverence.

02:15:10.410 --> 02:15:13.750
It teaches you the respect that the next time

02:15:13.750 --> 02:15:16.210
you go and do it, you're not just going to fly in

02:15:16.210 --> 02:15:17.330
and not care about it.

02:15:17.410 --> 02:15:19.810
But there's sort of like a fentanyl addict

02:15:19.810 --> 02:15:21.690
doesn't have to have reverence for the fentanyl

02:15:21.690 --> 02:15:24.010
on a crack addict doesn't have to have reverence for the crack.

02:15:24.870 --> 02:15:28.670
I'm making a distinction where those are drugs

02:15:29.210 --> 02:15:31.750
and I'm making a distinction with something

02:15:31.750 --> 02:15:37.430
like an ayahuasca or the five MEO

02:15:37.430 --> 02:15:40.650
that it's more or bufo or more medicines.

02:15:40.970 --> 02:15:41.950
Like you're going there.

02:15:42.830 --> 02:15:44.590
You know, my girlfriend told me she got literally

02:15:44.590 --> 02:15:47.650
rid of some interdimensional demons

02:15:47.650 --> 02:15:50.950
and she was freed from doing a bufo.

02:15:50.950 --> 02:15:54.030
It could be revelatory where I don't think

02:15:54.030 --> 02:15:55.730
anyone's doing fentanyl to have any.

02:15:55.770 --> 02:15:58.550
I agree with that, especially because psychedelics

02:15:58.550 --> 02:16:00.750
in particular have one property

02:16:00.750 --> 02:16:04.450
and that's that they enhance neuroplasticity

02:16:04.450 --> 02:16:06.770
which means that like your brain gets saturated

02:16:07.290 --> 02:16:09.610
with all these neurotransmitters.

02:16:09.970 --> 02:16:11.510
So all of a sudden you're firing off

02:16:11.510 --> 02:16:14.590
in like new neural pathways that didn't exist

02:16:14.590 --> 02:16:15.710
before you doing that.

02:16:15.810 --> 02:16:19.410
So it literally physically creates new ways of thinking

02:16:19.410 --> 02:16:23.410
whereas uppers and downers and stimulants and like euphorics,

02:16:23.510 --> 02:16:26.310
those don't create neuroplasticity.

02:16:26.370 --> 02:16:29.790
So those are more about like how you feel, not how you think.

02:16:30.410 --> 02:16:33.030
But I do think there are people that can get addicted

02:16:33.650 --> 02:16:36.970
to like I'm going to do mushrooms every week

02:16:36.970 --> 02:16:38.170
because I love them so much.

02:16:38.250 --> 02:16:39.990
And I guess they exist out there but

02:16:40.570 --> 02:16:43.070
it's not as many as like fentanyl addicts.

02:16:43.770 --> 02:16:47.310
She was an alcoholic, she was my old roommate

02:16:47.310 --> 02:16:53.410
and she'd go berserkers on munching mushrooms raw.

02:16:54.450 --> 02:16:58.410
I do, Yash Paul makes these organic psilocybin

02:16:58.410 --> 02:17:04.390
with medicinal mushrooms as well as like cordyceps and lion's mane

02:17:04.910 --> 02:17:09.650
and I have used them for micro dosing.

02:17:09.970 --> 02:17:12.170
But with an intent like I'm going to get into my heart,

02:17:12.310 --> 02:17:15.670
it's like moving things and it is very,

02:17:15.670 --> 02:17:19.110
you know, micro dosing is in vogue and in Miami,

02:17:19.370 --> 02:17:21.210
I went to the psychedelic conference

02:17:21.870 --> 02:17:24.710
and it is kind of like they're normalizing it.

02:17:24.790 --> 02:17:26.310
I think you've talked about this.

02:17:26.550 --> 02:17:28.970
Can you score drugs easy at a psychedelics conference?

02:17:31.570 --> 02:17:34.310
Went to the after party and they're all like,

02:17:34.550 --> 02:17:36.850
there was, they were great.

02:17:37.050 --> 02:17:43.350
They were MDMA slash psilocybin gummies and

02:17:43.350 --> 02:17:44.490
it's nuts.

02:17:46.430 --> 02:17:48.790
The only, like I would try to get more.

02:17:49.130 --> 02:17:50.730
I feel like we're going this year, right?

02:17:50.930 --> 02:17:51.170
We're going.

02:17:51.290 --> 02:17:52.330
Did we miss it this year?

02:17:52.570 --> 02:17:53.230
We're going next year.

02:17:53.370 --> 02:17:54.770
No, we're going to sign up.

02:17:55.490 --> 02:17:56.990
If you go, let me know.

02:17:57.350 --> 02:17:59.610
But it was very much like papasoma,

02:18:00.010 --> 02:18:01.430
like or just very normalized.

02:18:03.730 --> 02:18:04.750
Yeah, it was very.

02:18:05.070 --> 02:18:08.610
I go to the Gathering of the Druggalos and that.

02:18:10.250 --> 02:18:11.090
It's like a site.

02:18:11.510 --> 02:18:12.910
I go there and I'm sober.

02:18:13.350 --> 02:18:15.230
And like people are just like here.

02:18:15.390 --> 02:18:18.070
I think it's sort of a testing ground in some ways,

02:18:18.110 --> 02:18:21.270
like like a hippie movement sort of just in.

02:18:23.030 --> 02:18:24.470
It's always in different places.

02:18:24.650 --> 02:18:26.690
When I went, it was in Oklahoma.

02:18:27.710 --> 02:18:30.310
But this year, I believe it was in Ohio.

02:18:32.290 --> 02:18:35.150
The I was once in this math house,

02:18:35.210 --> 02:18:38.270
you know, because I was trying to score some

02:18:39.330 --> 02:18:42.930
herb and this was legal.

02:18:43.350 --> 02:18:45.350
And this was 20 years ago or something.

02:18:47.390 --> 02:18:50.570
And everybody, it was all these clouds

02:18:50.570 --> 02:18:51.390
that were everywhere.

02:18:51.630 --> 02:18:52.330
This was in the hood.

02:18:53.150 --> 02:18:56.770
And I should not have been there, but that's kind of where.

02:18:57.250 --> 02:18:57.470
Which hood?

02:18:57.670 --> 02:18:58.150
What city?

02:18:58.710 --> 02:18:58.790
LA?

02:18:59.130 --> 02:19:00.070
Phoenix, Phoenix.

02:19:00.390 --> 02:19:03.170
And I'm from the suburbs.

02:19:03.650 --> 02:19:05.010
So I, but I'm there because I,

02:19:05.650 --> 02:19:07.430
this was a different time.

02:19:07.990 --> 02:19:10.570
It's legalized now, cannabis.

02:19:11.470 --> 02:19:15.310
And the, and we were there, great deal,

02:19:15.610 --> 02:19:18.250
but there were clouds of this meth smoke

02:19:18.690 --> 02:19:20.490
all over this place.

02:19:21.110 --> 02:19:24.910
Sad enough, the lady that ran that operation

02:19:24.910 --> 02:19:27.030
out of wherever it was, she was murdered.

02:19:27.270 --> 02:19:28.030
It was very sad.

02:19:28.470 --> 02:19:31.330
So it's like, that's kind of that world.

02:19:31.830 --> 02:19:34.630
And, but I remember getting a second hand

02:19:35.850 --> 02:19:37.050
high from it.

02:19:37.110 --> 02:19:41.110
And I liked it so much that I never even went near that stuff

02:19:41.110 --> 02:19:43.850
because of, because of that.

02:19:43.970 --> 02:19:45.230
I don't know why I brought that up.

02:19:45.270 --> 02:19:48.330
It just sort of like something that was popping up

02:19:48.330 --> 02:19:49.190
in my head.

02:19:49.430 --> 02:19:52.110
Have you ever seen the film, Beavis and Butthead Do America?

02:19:53.310 --> 02:19:56.330
I'm anti-Beavis and Butthead, but so no.

02:19:56.730 --> 02:19:59.190
So I can't stand them.

02:19:59.630 --> 02:19:59.990
Yeah.

02:20:00.190 --> 02:20:03.810
Well, so in this, this movie, they do peyote

02:20:03.810 --> 02:20:05.110
and it looked awesome.

02:20:05.310 --> 02:20:06.970
There's Rob Zombie music playing.

02:20:07.290 --> 02:20:07.770
There's all of this.

02:20:08.150 --> 02:20:11.010
I always wanted to do the peyote

02:20:11.010 --> 02:20:15.330
because of this, this film, which I've never done, but

02:20:15.330 --> 02:20:16.750
they throw up too.

02:20:16.950 --> 02:20:18.370
They do get sick when they do it.

02:20:18.710 --> 02:20:18.910
Yeah.

02:20:19.010 --> 02:20:22.930
I wanted to say that I was invited my third divorce now,

02:20:23.030 --> 02:20:25.170
but they were having, they were getting married

02:20:26.190 --> 02:20:31.330
in Joshua Tree by Lakota and they created a TP for the,

02:20:31.330 --> 02:20:36.270
and it was, the wedding started at six and ended at six.

02:20:36.430 --> 02:20:37.650
It was a fucking 12 hour.

02:20:38.290 --> 02:20:40.050
I had to bow out like at four,

02:20:40.190 --> 02:20:43.530
like when they finally did the vows and then they served,

02:20:43.590 --> 02:20:46.990
they served like bison and blueberries in the morning,

02:20:46.990 --> 02:20:51.130
but they were like, okay, we're going to do the buttons.

02:20:51.330 --> 02:20:52.330
Now we're going to do the powder.

02:20:52.430 --> 02:20:53.590
Now we're going to drink it.

02:20:53.830 --> 02:20:58.430
I mean, it was, that's like also an ordeal medicine.

02:20:58.650 --> 02:20:59.650
I also want to share.

02:21:00.210 --> 02:21:05.590
I used to, I was hired to, to be a researcher for a company

02:21:05.590 --> 02:21:07.130
called September Films.

02:21:07.270 --> 02:21:09.830
They were Brits and I didn't have tattoos.

02:21:10.170 --> 02:21:13.510
You know, at one point my head, half of my hair was shaved,

02:21:13.930 --> 02:21:17.930
but they call me, you're our secret weapon, Maryam.

02:21:18.150 --> 02:21:19.870
Can you go find us a porn star?

02:21:20.150 --> 02:21:21.910
Can you go find us a drug addict?

02:21:22.330 --> 02:21:25.050
So I went into a Easy Speak or Speak Easy?

02:21:25.730 --> 02:21:26.590
Yeah, Speak Easy.

02:21:26.590 --> 02:21:30.990
In LA it was like a big black guy called Mickey Mouse

02:21:31.610 --> 02:21:34.750
and they were all snorting, snorting coke

02:21:34.750 --> 02:21:37.610
and that's like the first time to assimilate.

02:21:38.030 --> 02:21:39.790
And so I, I tried it.

02:21:39.870 --> 02:21:45.810
I also was told to find the, the madam was also a porn star.

02:21:45.910 --> 02:21:49.990
So I went to the valley and I thought they were doing coke

02:21:49.990 --> 02:21:53.450
and they were doing meth and I took some,

02:21:53.550 --> 02:21:56.490
they gave me some and me and my boyfriend at the time

02:21:56.490 --> 02:22:00.110
we, I still thought it was cocaine, but after it was up for three days

02:22:00.110 --> 02:22:03.370
his brother's like, you guys just snorted meth

02:22:03.370 --> 02:22:06.790
and then I fucking never touched that shit again.

02:22:07.270 --> 02:22:10.210
Whereas with let's say, I know we're talking about drugs,

02:22:10.270 --> 02:22:14.370
but I have a paradoxal effect that I could sleep with cocaine

02:22:14.370 --> 02:22:15.670
because I have some ADHD.

02:22:16.550 --> 02:22:18.270
It has a complete opposite.

02:22:19.070 --> 02:22:24.090
It doesn't make me like, it calms, calms me down.

02:22:24.090 --> 02:22:27.350
Not that I've snorted cocaine anytime soon.

02:22:27.590 --> 02:22:30.310
But anyway, I think it's like if you have an addictive,

02:22:30.770 --> 02:22:33.850
I personally don't have an addictive person, I'm very disciplined

02:22:34.480 --> 02:22:40.690
but I used to do the substances like MDMA with, with my XX.

02:22:41.470 --> 02:22:45.630
And I think it's, it's like if it's running your life

02:22:45.630 --> 02:22:49.770
and you're, you know, missing car payments, for instance,

02:22:49.790 --> 02:22:52.130
because you're choosing to buy drugs

02:22:52.130 --> 02:22:55.710
and then denaliing it, then it's not cool.

02:22:56.250 --> 02:22:59.730
I have this like fear of drugs

02:22:59.730 --> 02:23:02.490
because I have like friendships with you

02:23:02.490 --> 02:23:06.250
and paranoid American and responsibilities.

02:23:07.430 --> 02:23:11.170
And so when I think, I like to remember these stories

02:23:11.170 --> 02:23:14.210
because it gives me a healthy fear

02:23:14.770 --> 02:23:20.050
of what God has blessed me with today in my life.

02:23:20.050 --> 02:23:23.070
And so I just like stay away from it.

02:23:23.590 --> 02:23:26.630
Plus, because you have an addictive personality in your life.

02:23:26.970 --> 02:23:29.230
Yeah, that's why that's really it.

02:23:29.390 --> 02:23:30.690
When you, if you go overboard

02:23:30.690 --> 02:23:34.050
and then you, you have to go gangbusters

02:23:34.050 --> 02:23:37.130
as opposed to like, oh, this is, I'm going to just,

02:23:37.330 --> 02:23:39.790
and plus when you get older, like there's,

02:23:40.750 --> 02:23:42.270
when I was with those Brits,

02:23:42.410 --> 02:23:46.650
because I've never liked alcohol and, and I drank with them.

02:23:46.650 --> 02:23:49.790
Maybe I was like, how the fuck do these people do this?

02:23:49.950 --> 02:23:52.910
Like hangover, like I feel like crap.

02:23:53.410 --> 02:23:57.310
And that's the thing is that when the people drink alcohol,

02:23:57.430 --> 02:23:59.410
they have fun time and whatnot.

02:24:00.310 --> 02:24:03.230
Where they're like, oh, I can be social now,

02:24:03.390 --> 02:24:04.350
the social lubricant.

02:24:04.570 --> 02:24:06.870
But then in the morning, they have the hangover

02:24:06.870 --> 02:24:09.670
and their body goes into a state of anxiety.

02:24:10.030 --> 02:24:12.270
So a lot of these people that drink all the time,

02:24:12.390 --> 02:24:14.670
they're out and they seem all calm and confident.

02:24:14.670 --> 02:24:18.110
But really, when you remove that from them,

02:24:18.130 --> 02:24:20.370
they're screwed because they wake up in the morning

02:24:20.370 --> 02:24:23.310
with the anxiety because their bodies like,

02:24:23.390 --> 02:24:26.570
like delinom like, oh, this is, this is bad.

02:24:26.750 --> 02:24:29.430
And it's not until they can redo that.

02:24:29.470 --> 02:24:32.870
So I like the feelings of anxiety and whatnot

02:24:32.870 --> 02:24:35.910
because it builds a faith and courage

02:24:35.910 --> 02:24:38.330
where you can enter situations

02:24:39.210 --> 02:24:41.690
that would usually need that lubricant

02:24:41.690 --> 02:24:46.570
of alcohol to even talk to people.

02:24:47.150 --> 02:24:52.690
And what if initially when basically you're numbing out

02:24:52.690 --> 02:24:55.190
and then you get, you said earlier,

02:24:55.370 --> 02:24:57.490
when you get newly sober,

02:24:57.750 --> 02:25:01.650
you don't really know like you're starting fresh.

02:25:01.990 --> 02:25:03.250
Can you talk a little bit?

02:25:03.790 --> 02:25:04.950
What was the-

02:25:04.950 --> 02:25:07.430
Yeah, it takes two years just to put in perspective

02:25:07.430 --> 02:25:09.530
for alcohol to leave the brand.

02:25:09.530 --> 02:25:12.850
So like it takes a long time.

02:25:12.890 --> 02:25:14.750
How about all a bunch of substances

02:25:14.750 --> 02:25:18.790
if you're doing coke and meth and what the fuck knows what?

02:25:19.030 --> 02:25:19.590
Who knows?

02:25:19.730 --> 02:25:20.730
Yeah, I don't know.

02:25:20.790 --> 02:25:24.030
But that really puts stuff in perspective for me

02:25:24.030 --> 02:25:27.990
that on my journey that like, look,

02:25:28.170 --> 02:25:29.850
everything's not going to change.

02:25:29.970 --> 02:25:31.370
I'm still broke.

02:25:31.390 --> 02:25:34.050
I'm still in another apartment, you know,

02:25:34.870 --> 02:25:37.590
I'm still, and that's fine.

02:25:38.050 --> 02:25:40.170
It is just where I'm at in my life.

02:25:40.570 --> 02:25:42.990
And to just know that because most of my life,

02:25:43.030 --> 02:25:46.290
I was just not like doing anything with-

02:25:46.290 --> 02:25:48.490
So how long were you non-sober?

02:25:49.910 --> 02:25:53.590
I was 14 to 27.

02:25:56.350 --> 02:26:00.330
So I think that was like 17 years or something like that.

02:26:00.950 --> 02:26:06.210
Yeah, I would also, there's time to rebalance the break.

02:26:06.910 --> 02:26:10.450
When I was with Zach, he has ADHD.

02:26:11.030 --> 02:26:14.290
So I tried his Ritalin and it was really,

02:26:14.570 --> 02:26:17.170
it calmed me down and I could focus.

02:26:17.770 --> 02:26:21.010
And my ADHD, like they say it's from birth, whatever,

02:26:21.090 --> 02:26:21.950
but I was never ADHD.

02:26:22.350 --> 02:26:23.030
It was from mold.

02:26:23.570 --> 02:26:25.250
The mold affected my eyesight.

02:26:25.970 --> 02:26:28.790
And so when I left California,

02:26:29.570 --> 02:26:34.210
I sat with a psychiatrist and he wanted to put me,

02:26:34.850 --> 02:26:36.410
they don't want to put you on Ritalin.

02:26:36.690 --> 02:26:37.850
So he gave me-

02:26:37.850 --> 02:26:39.030
Basically meth, by the way.

02:26:40.890 --> 02:26:42.290
I don't know what Ritalin is,

02:26:42.410 --> 02:26:45.470
because Vyvanse is basically pharmaceutical meth

02:26:45.470 --> 02:26:47.630
and it's pretty fucking nasty as is that.

02:26:47.670 --> 02:26:51.610
It's like a, it's like methylphenidate

02:26:51.610 --> 02:26:53.610
instead of methamphetamine,

02:26:53.830 --> 02:26:55.250
but they're like sister drugs.

02:26:55.390 --> 02:26:57.190
So if you take them in low doses,

02:26:57.190 --> 02:26:59.170
they can increase focus.

02:26:59.770 --> 02:27:01.910
But like once you actually take like enough,

02:27:01.970 --> 02:27:02.990
like a meth head would take,

02:27:02.990 --> 02:27:04.910
then obviously you don't get the focus

02:27:04.910 --> 02:27:07.670
and the anti-ADHD properties.

02:27:08.890 --> 02:27:13.790
All these ADHD drugs all came from

02:27:13.790 --> 02:27:16.330
like the early 1900s and 1930s

02:27:16.330 --> 02:27:17.710
and it all started with meth.

02:27:17.890 --> 02:27:19.710
They were just giving children

02:27:19.710 --> 02:27:20.930
that were having problems in school

02:27:20.930 --> 02:27:22.550
started giving them methamphetamine

02:27:22.550 --> 02:27:24.770
and noticed that they were paying attention to her.

02:27:24.930 --> 02:27:27.130
There's a reason I believe the Ritalin,

02:27:27.650 --> 02:27:29.870
so I was telling, I told the psychiatrist,

02:27:29.870 --> 02:27:33.570
so why are you going to mess with my brain chemistry

02:27:33.570 --> 02:27:37.610
when I've tried the Ritalin and I'm safe with it?

02:27:38.030 --> 02:27:42.650
So it looks like you're giving some contestation,

02:27:43.070 --> 02:27:48.450
like who are you little girl to question the doctor?

02:27:49.050 --> 02:27:52.630
So I took the tamoxetine for two days.

02:27:52.890 --> 02:27:53.790
They were capsules.

02:27:53.950 --> 02:27:56.590
It fucked up my brain for six months

02:27:56.590 --> 02:27:58.430
when I looked and usually I would look at,

02:27:58.430 --> 02:28:03.570
my side effects, do not take if you are concerned

02:28:03.570 --> 02:28:07.290
about having bouts of fear and sadness.

02:28:07.470 --> 02:28:10.310
It actually said that, which I should have,

02:28:10.950 --> 02:28:13.210
because I listened to the doctor.

02:28:14.030 --> 02:28:19.050
So, ideally, and then I'm not using anything now,

02:28:19.170 --> 02:28:23.450
but I tried even micro dosing the vivants

02:28:23.450 --> 02:28:25.850
and it's pretty yucky.

02:28:28.430 --> 02:28:30.570
But then people, I think the opiates,

02:28:31.850 --> 02:28:34.130
they got a bunch of people on opiates

02:28:34.130 --> 02:28:35.790
and then they yanked them off the market

02:28:36.330 --> 02:28:40.670
and then they flooded the market with their faux fentanyl.

02:28:43.170 --> 02:28:45.010
Yeah, they gave us the sugar

02:28:45.010 --> 02:28:47.590
and then they gave us the high fructose corn syrup

02:28:47.590 --> 02:28:49.410
and now they're going to go back to like,

02:28:49.690 --> 02:28:51.290
remember when sugar was good for you?

02:28:51.390 --> 02:28:53.050
Like it'll just go back and forth

02:28:53.050 --> 02:28:54.830
between those synthetics and opioms.

02:28:55.070 --> 02:28:56.270
And I do want to just,

02:28:56.390 --> 02:28:58.130
maybe another controversial hot take,

02:28:58.130 --> 02:29:00.950
but I feel that every single drug

02:29:00.950 --> 02:29:04.070
probably has some actual purpose.

02:29:04.390 --> 02:29:08.170
Like, opium is a good example of one that's been so abused

02:29:08.170 --> 02:29:10.850
in all of its different states of morphine

02:29:10.850 --> 02:29:13.190
and the synthetics of fentanyl and stuff.

02:29:13.330 --> 02:29:16.450
But opium was a godsend to anyone

02:29:16.450 --> 02:29:19.550
that had no other option for pain management,

02:29:19.550 --> 02:29:21.450
which was the state of humanity

02:29:21.450 --> 02:29:22.890
for hundreds of thousands of years,

02:29:23.830 --> 02:29:26.170
until people started finding these ways.

02:29:26.170 --> 02:29:29.130
Opium was the first big one in anesthetics.

02:29:29.250 --> 02:29:31.510
Now all of a sudden people can get surgeries

02:29:31.510 --> 02:29:35.350
and can survive these very traumatic things

02:29:35.350 --> 02:29:36.410
that they have to go through

02:29:36.410 --> 02:29:39.270
in order to fix a problem before opium existed.

02:29:39.750 --> 02:29:40.730
Even with cocaine,

02:29:40.930 --> 02:29:44.690
cocaine obviously destroys lives and destroys people,

02:29:45.030 --> 02:29:47.910
but it also has uses to it.

02:29:47.990 --> 02:29:49.550
Like Sigmund Freud used to use it

02:29:49.550 --> 02:29:52.450
so he could stay up for three or four days straight,

02:29:52.630 --> 02:29:53.870
writing out some thesis

02:29:53.870 --> 02:29:55.290
because he knew if he went to sleep,

02:29:55.290 --> 02:29:57.590
he'd wake up and maybe part of it would be gone.

02:29:57.830 --> 02:30:00.930
So like, there are practical applications,

02:30:01.050 --> 02:30:03.330
but humans can't really ever be trusted

02:30:03.930 --> 02:30:06.190
to like not play by the rules.

02:30:06.570 --> 02:30:08.190
And I get, in my mind,

02:30:08.190 --> 02:30:10.730
that's the version of having reverence.

02:30:10.850 --> 02:30:13.370
The version of having reverence for cocaine, for example,

02:30:13.490 --> 02:30:16.810
is like, maybe I won't blow through like 17ers tonight.

02:30:17.050 --> 02:30:18.250
Like maybe I'll pace myself.

02:30:18.770 --> 02:30:19.850
Well, isn't it, yeah.

02:30:20.050 --> 02:30:23.790
Well, it's self-control, discipline, reverence,

02:30:23.790 --> 02:30:25.790
having an addictive personality.

02:30:26.010 --> 02:30:27.070
What is it really covering?

02:30:27.230 --> 02:30:30.550
I mean, there's a whole bunch of variables.

02:30:31.230 --> 02:30:32.490
I don't know if any of you...

02:30:32.490 --> 02:30:34.270
This is where it gets kind of spiritual,

02:30:35.110 --> 02:30:40.590
is that in the substance abuse field of addiction and whatnot,

02:30:41.670 --> 02:30:42.790
a lot of people,

02:30:43.210 --> 02:30:44.590
they have a lot of discipline.

02:30:44.830 --> 02:30:46.210
They have a lot of self-control.

02:30:46.630 --> 02:30:50.190
And that's the weird spiritual energetic part

02:30:50.710 --> 02:30:53.590
is to stay away and off of it,

02:30:53.650 --> 02:30:57.590
has nothing to do with willpower at all, or self-control.

02:30:58.230 --> 02:31:05.310
It's more of an energetic spiritual release of letting go of everything

02:31:05.310 --> 02:31:11.270
in the sense of emotion, of outcomes, of different things.

02:31:11.550 --> 02:31:15.830
So it's strange on that level, too.

02:31:15.850 --> 02:31:17.010
Well, isn't it, you don't want to feel

02:31:17.010 --> 02:31:18.590
and you're numbing shit out?

02:31:19.230 --> 02:31:22.050
Of course, if you're doing meth, it's fueling,

02:31:22.150 --> 02:31:24.790
and then it will fuck up your adrenals.

02:31:25.570 --> 02:31:29.610
And then so you keep on doing it because it's sustaining you

02:31:29.610 --> 02:31:31.030
and you know that if you stop,

02:31:31.670 --> 02:31:33.730
you're going to crash out

02:31:33.730 --> 02:31:38.630
and you're facing a period of adjustment.

02:31:39.050 --> 02:31:45.210
And I don't know how you come to the point of like,

02:31:45.210 --> 02:31:47.090
I'm done, I'm better than this.

02:31:47.190 --> 02:31:50.270
I'm not going to let these fucking drugs control my life

02:31:50.270 --> 02:31:52.390
and wreak havoc on other people's lives.

02:31:53.610 --> 02:31:56.990
Yeah, that's the rock bottom.

02:31:57.290 --> 02:31:58.990
You got to hit a rock bottom.

02:31:59.570 --> 02:32:03.310
Well, how is it, you know, how do you do it?

02:32:04.250 --> 02:32:06.130
I think you're a rock bottom.

02:32:06.290 --> 02:32:07.890
You're still not at the bottom, really.

02:32:08.050 --> 02:32:10.670
Yeah, it's sometimes the rock bottom for people

02:32:11.370 --> 02:32:14.530
could be death or, you know, so it's different.

02:32:14.530 --> 02:32:17.490
I mean, you'll stop then, at least you'll stop

02:32:17.490 --> 02:32:18.630
whatever you're addicted to.

02:32:18.850 --> 02:32:25.270
But like my rock bottom was different than some of my friends

02:32:25.270 --> 02:32:30.130
who were just like a homeless and suicidal or whatever.

02:32:30.350 --> 02:32:32.110
That could have been their rock bottom,

02:32:32.250 --> 02:32:34.810
but some people's rock bottom could be like,

02:32:34.850 --> 02:32:37.390
you know, this isn't what I was planning on life.

02:32:37.530 --> 02:32:40.570
I want friends or, you know, this loneliness thing.

02:32:40.650 --> 02:32:42.050
So it's different for everybody.

02:32:42.050 --> 02:32:48.210
And even there's people that get sober at like very young age.

02:32:48.490 --> 02:32:50.850
And that was their rock bottom.

02:32:51.230 --> 02:32:53.470
Maybe they got in trouble and they're like,

02:32:53.510 --> 02:32:54.670
I don't want to get in trouble anymore.

02:32:54.970 --> 02:32:56.650
You've got the tension one time.

02:32:56.830 --> 02:32:57.610
You're like, never again.

02:32:58.270 --> 02:33:01.850
So it's just so many, everybody's an individual

02:33:01.850 --> 02:33:06.090
in a different stage of where they're at in life.

02:33:06.090 --> 02:33:12.310
And but it's that sick and tired of being sick and tired

02:33:12.310 --> 02:33:15.530
of whatever that is in someone's life.

02:33:15.710 --> 02:33:17.350
And everybody's different, you know.

02:33:18.070 --> 02:33:23.710
And I mean, yeah, let's say the five MEO,

02:33:24.030 --> 02:33:29.530
which is Josh Paul talked about with getting people at

02:33:29.530 --> 02:33:34.290
working with addicts, as opposed to going through a treatment

02:33:34.290 --> 02:33:36.970
where you're being given subacetrone

02:33:36.970 --> 02:33:39.210
or whatever the F methadone,

02:33:39.430 --> 02:33:42.110
which is still part of Rockefeller medicine,

02:33:42.770 --> 02:33:47.430
which still can can lead to addiction.

02:33:47.710 --> 02:33:50.230
Like, you know, Maurice, the guy that was with George Floyd,

02:33:50.450 --> 02:33:52.130
he was a drug dealer, right?

02:33:52.390 --> 02:33:53.750
He calls me from jail.

02:33:54.310 --> 02:33:56.010
I have inmates calling me from jail.

02:33:56.210 --> 02:33:58.330
I'm so proud of him as far as like,

02:33:58.390 --> 02:34:02.530
I see his development of like really wanting to take

02:34:03.190 --> 02:34:08.750
all this self-help and have self-reflection and be really calm.

02:34:09.530 --> 02:34:11.310
I'm like, I'm really proud of you, Maurice.

02:34:11.790 --> 02:34:16.290
He's started to write a book, but because he was an addict,

02:34:16.410 --> 02:34:20.010
he could understand the journey and also tell,

02:34:20.590 --> 02:34:23.910
you know, his nephew, for instance, was was using substances.

02:34:24.230 --> 02:34:27.530
And I mean, that's how they oppress the people as well

02:34:27.530 --> 02:34:31.970
with these disgusting drugs that will keep your consciousness

02:34:31.970 --> 02:34:32.610
down.

02:34:34.430 --> 02:34:35.070
Yes.

02:34:36.210 --> 02:34:36.530
Yeah.

02:34:36.630 --> 02:34:39.250
I mean, the fentanyl, the way it's made,

02:34:39.490 --> 02:34:41.770
like what I'm not paying attention to politics,

02:34:41.770 --> 02:34:44.630
but if they're blowing up fishermen in Venezuela,

02:34:44.630 --> 02:34:50.270
when Venezuela is not really responsible for fentanyl,

02:34:50.270 --> 02:34:54.610
but they do have oil as opposed to talking about the Chinese

02:34:55.870 --> 02:34:58.750
ingredients made with the help of Mexico

02:34:58.750 --> 02:35:02.130
and then brought in by people like George Floyd,

02:35:02.310 --> 02:35:03.470
who was a truck driver.

02:35:04.990 --> 02:35:05.530
Yeah.

02:35:06.270 --> 02:35:07.790
It's a very messy business.

02:35:11.030 --> 02:35:13.230
It's very ravishing.

02:35:13.550 --> 02:35:17.650
I mean, I think a lot of people know someone who's died of fentanyl.

02:35:17.790 --> 02:35:19.410
Oh, so I know so many people.

02:35:20.070 --> 02:35:23.470
Like it's like, oh yeah, every week it's someone I know.

02:35:23.750 --> 02:35:23.910
Yeah.

02:35:24.350 --> 02:35:25.010
It's pretty nuts.

02:35:25.990 --> 02:35:29.170
One of the animators I worked with at Disney

02:35:29.970 --> 02:35:33.910
died of a heroin overdose that was likely because

02:35:33.910 --> 02:35:37.210
there was like a mixture of fentanyl and whatever heroin.

02:35:37.470 --> 02:35:40.170
And I remember like he literally told me when he got it

02:35:40.170 --> 02:35:45.410
that he met some guy like on Craigslist or something.

02:35:45.630 --> 02:35:48.150
And he was like, meet me on the side of I4,

02:35:48.270 --> 02:35:50.930
which is like a very busy highway in Florida.

02:35:50.930 --> 02:35:53.290
And he just like pulls off to the side of the road,

02:35:53.290 --> 02:35:57.310
buys some random drug off some guy that he found on Craigslist.

02:35:57.510 --> 02:35:59.710
And then he's like putting it in his arm.

02:35:59.790 --> 02:36:02.070
And it was just so wild because like this guy was

02:36:02.070 --> 02:36:04.210
sitting right next to me day in and day out.

02:36:04.310 --> 02:36:06.170
Like we're doing the same job high level

02:36:06.750 --> 02:36:08.350
corporate environment in Disney.

02:36:08.750 --> 02:36:11.290
And then one day he just doesn't show up because he was dead.

02:36:11.750 --> 02:36:15.110
And most of the stuff now is all like cut with that.

02:36:15.730 --> 02:36:20.070
You know, they have like a test that you can check your math.

02:36:20.290 --> 02:36:21.330
Is it fentanyl?

02:36:21.330 --> 02:36:23.290
Like isn't there a check now that you could...

02:36:23.290 --> 02:36:26.970
Yeah, but you got to ruin some of it in order to do the test.

02:36:27.110 --> 02:36:30.630
And if you're that hard down that you're meeting up a stranger

02:36:30.630 --> 02:36:33.210
on the side of I4 to get your fix,

02:36:33.430 --> 02:36:35.430
you're not going to take a little teenager out

02:36:35.430 --> 02:36:37.850
and like ruin it by putting it in some chemical

02:36:37.850 --> 02:36:40.590
that tells you like, oh, I shouldn't do the rest of it.

02:36:40.690 --> 02:36:43.230
Like it was a very like one track mind.

02:36:43.470 --> 02:36:45.450
Like once the bag is secured,

02:36:45.610 --> 02:36:47.470
the next step is it goes in your arm.

02:36:47.470 --> 02:36:50.870
There's no in between steps where you like you pace yourself.

02:36:50.870 --> 02:36:52.210
Oh, let me, let me test it.

02:36:52.270 --> 02:36:53.210
Let me make sure it's organic.

02:36:53.410 --> 02:36:55.790
Let me see if I can source where this came from.

02:36:55.810 --> 02:36:58.790
And if it was like, if I can verify the chain of custody,

02:36:59.030 --> 02:37:03.590
like none of that comes into play once like the bag is in your hand.

02:37:03.730 --> 02:37:05.630
I mean, I remember way back in the day,

02:37:05.650 --> 02:37:06.850
there was people that would just be

02:37:07.410 --> 02:37:09.630
snorting whatever white powder was sold to them.

02:37:09.710 --> 02:37:14.330
If it was niacin or vitamin B or baby laxative or even work.

02:37:15.310 --> 02:37:18.230
I was on a date at the standard

02:37:18.840 --> 02:37:23.410
and bought what I thought was cocaine in an elevator.

02:37:24.350 --> 02:37:26.970
And then it's like, no, no, Maryam,

02:37:27.110 --> 02:37:29.210
that's you just snorted some cracks.

02:37:29.930 --> 02:37:32.610
But I had no idea, right?

02:37:32.790 --> 02:37:34.910
And how stupid to buy.

02:37:35.230 --> 02:37:38.690
I mean, I think those, those days should have never started,

02:37:38.750 --> 02:37:42.250
but those days are definitely over where you're playing Russian roulette.

02:37:44.810 --> 02:37:48.730
Yeah. And, and it's, it's really choosing sobriety

02:37:48.730 --> 02:37:52.570
and choosing to feel your feelings because there's just so

02:37:53.490 --> 02:37:56.330
like how long are you going to go numbing?

02:37:56.530 --> 02:37:58.330
Because it's going to have to come out somehow.

02:37:58.650 --> 02:38:01.170
You know, eventually it's going to, it's going to come back up.

02:38:01.890 --> 02:38:05.130
Let's like every, like once or like once a year,

02:38:05.210 --> 02:38:06.370
maybe once every two years,

02:38:06.370 --> 02:38:09.370
I'll just do like a thousand milligrams of RSO

02:38:09.370 --> 02:38:12.290
and it will make me cry for like a day and a half.

02:38:12.350 --> 02:38:16.070
That's like uncontrollably and that's my trauma dump.

02:38:16.350 --> 02:38:19.530
You just got to watch it like a movie, a sad movie.

02:38:19.710 --> 02:38:20.670
It doesn't even work though.

02:38:20.810 --> 02:38:23.250
I'll watch a sad movie and I might, I might like swell,

02:38:23.530 --> 02:38:27.270
but it doesn't like, I have no problem.

02:38:27.550 --> 02:38:30.310
It's like, it's like I'm, I'm like edging my cries.

02:38:30.810 --> 02:38:32.370
No, I feel that, I feel that.

02:38:32.910 --> 02:38:34.710
We all need to cry.

02:38:34.810 --> 02:38:35.570
It's like a storm.

02:38:35.830 --> 02:38:37.610
I've been crying for the past two days.

02:38:37.690 --> 02:38:39.170
It's just very, it's hard on the body.

02:38:39.710 --> 02:38:42.890
Well, that's the thing with like women are more emotionally

02:38:42.890 --> 02:38:45.250
intelligent when it comes to that.

02:38:45.630 --> 02:38:50.370
And then we kind of like bury, bury it in a sense.

02:38:50.670 --> 02:38:51.310
A lot.

02:38:51.350 --> 02:38:53.930
So when I get the opportunity of a good film,

02:38:53.930 --> 02:38:57.250
or I could let it out, it's a good thing,

02:38:57.290 --> 02:38:58.250
but it's very rare.

02:38:58.710 --> 02:39:03.610
No, not November, but this is like no cry 2020s.

02:39:04.650 --> 02:39:05.550
No cry.

02:39:05.810 --> 02:39:06.530
It's silly though.

02:39:06.530 --> 02:39:09.630
It's like vulnerability, especially from a man,

02:39:09.990 --> 02:39:13.270
is strength in my, in my opinion.

02:39:13.430 --> 02:39:17.110
It's not weak to, to be sensitive.

02:39:17.890 --> 02:39:20.470
You know, and I guess people have their,

02:39:21.090 --> 02:39:22.650
Well, it's part of their worldview

02:39:22.650 --> 02:39:26.310
programming of what it is to, you know,

02:39:26.390 --> 02:39:28.470
be a guy like the Spartans to be a man.

02:39:28.690 --> 02:39:31.750
You got to, you know, suck up that, uh, liquid.

02:39:32.990 --> 02:39:35.330
That was my brother Al, man.

02:39:35.330 --> 02:39:40.650
Yeah, that was, that was, you know, uh, yeah, it's, it's wild.

02:39:40.830 --> 02:39:45.590
I love this topic of, of recovery because it plays into a,

02:39:45.590 --> 02:39:46.970
a lot of factions.

02:39:47.270 --> 02:39:48.730
And one of the things that you're talking about

02:39:48.730 --> 02:39:52.130
with the emotions, and I forgot to bring up with the alcohol,

02:39:52.310 --> 02:39:55.270
that when people go out drinking, when you're drunk

02:39:55.270 --> 02:39:57.610
and you go to sleep, you're not dreaming

02:39:57.610 --> 02:40:01.130
and you're not getting into that REM, uh, you know, sleep.

02:40:01.390 --> 02:40:04.250
So you're not processing your emotions through your dream.

02:40:04.830 --> 02:40:08.110
So you wake up and all, that's why the anxiety is there,

02:40:08.130 --> 02:40:12.750
because they're not processing all the emotions that happen

02:40:12.750 --> 02:40:15.210
while we're sleeping, uh, in the body.

02:40:16.050 --> 02:40:19.250
So it's so, it is very deep.

02:40:19.450 --> 02:40:21.790
The whole topic is, is not.

02:40:21.890 --> 02:40:25.290
Yeah, I, I maybe because it's close to home

02:40:25.290 --> 02:40:29.910
because I am a casualty of war for someone that I love

02:40:29.910 --> 02:40:33.490
that, uh, you know, chose to inject money

02:40:33.490 --> 02:40:38.390
instead of honor, uh, manifesting a beautiful woman

02:40:38.390 --> 02:40:43.550
in a truck, you know, and because of the continued drug use,

02:40:43.650 --> 02:40:48.410
there's, there's Denali, Denial, uh, that's the car is,

02:40:48.430 --> 02:40:50.790
I, I was driving and I was like, what is it on my bike?

02:40:50.890 --> 02:40:53.530
And I saw Denali and I was like, what is it with that word?

02:40:53.970 --> 02:40:57.510
I'm like, it's Denial living in Denali.

02:40:57.510 --> 02:40:59.150
But that's the crazy thing.

02:40:59.330 --> 02:41:01.330
That's the other thing with the memories that we're talking

02:41:01.330 --> 02:41:05.150
about in the beginning is that when someone is addicted,

02:41:05.630 --> 02:41:11.790
the denial is crazy because they have no idea that that.

02:41:11.970 --> 02:41:14.510
And if they don't trust anybody, which is the case

02:41:15.130 --> 02:41:18.050
with Snuffy, it's like, then who do you go to?

02:41:18.430 --> 02:41:21.610
Even let's say I am a trustworthy person

02:41:21.610 --> 02:41:23.410
who actually genuinely cares.

02:41:23.910 --> 02:41:28.070
Um, but, you know, you have to decide on your, on your own.

02:41:28.450 --> 02:41:30.830
And that's like the biggest, like people are interested

02:41:30.830 --> 02:41:32.930
in the truth, truth, right?

02:41:33.110 --> 02:41:34.430
The truth or stuff and the truth.

02:41:34.990 --> 02:41:37.510
But like, how honest can we be with ourselves?

02:41:37.910 --> 02:41:40.590
Which is very difficult, um, coming.

02:41:40.830 --> 02:41:43.350
Can you really be lying to yourself deep down inside?

02:41:43.590 --> 02:41:45.650
Don't you know, deep down inside?

02:41:46.670 --> 02:41:49.650
I feel like we do lie to ourselves all the time.

02:41:49.650 --> 02:41:55.170
Um, but somewhere deep down inside that gets suppressed

02:41:55.170 --> 02:41:57.610
and that's where the narcissism comes out.

02:41:57.750 --> 02:42:00.030
So we live in a very narcissistic culture

02:42:00.030 --> 02:42:03.330
because ever since a kid through survival mechanism

02:42:03.970 --> 02:42:08.910
of the collective or the toxic parents or whatever it is,

02:42:09.810 --> 02:42:13.450
pushing down the individual outie, which is your emotion.

02:42:13.690 --> 02:42:18.930
Like so the emotion that one has of something is who they are

02:42:18.930 --> 02:42:20.690
because the emotion is part of the body.

02:42:20.870 --> 02:42:24.650
So there's this connection to like the body and the mind

02:42:24.650 --> 02:42:29.090
and the belief system and the placebo effects and all that.

02:42:29.710 --> 02:42:35.210
So if I'm lying to myself since through a survival mechanism

02:42:36.010 --> 02:42:40.070
since a little kid to becoming an adult,

02:42:40.510 --> 02:42:43.850
like that's like a lot to uncover.

02:42:44.690 --> 02:42:48.370
You know, and if it's a good thing, it's fine.

02:42:48.370 --> 02:42:51.010
That's just like the human experience.

02:42:51.310 --> 02:42:53.190
It's not like a scary thing.

02:42:53.290 --> 02:42:55.050
It's just like, oh, this is fricking interesting.

02:42:55.770 --> 02:42:58.590
Right. Well, if you kind of be from observer stance

02:42:58.590 --> 02:43:01.210
and also like I find, you know,

02:43:01.230 --> 02:43:03.710
there's a reason why they took cursive out of the schools.

02:43:04.110 --> 02:43:05.550
And I've been journaling.

02:43:05.850 --> 02:43:08.750
I just took a reprieve covering the pandemic.

02:43:09.170 --> 02:43:13.490
But the things that I found even like a couple years later,

02:43:13.490 --> 02:43:16.090
I was like, oh, I'm still doing this pattern

02:43:16.090 --> 02:43:17.530
or where does this come from?

02:43:17.530 --> 02:43:20.390
It could be seen as an exploration.

02:43:20.790 --> 02:43:24.010
And that's why I'm doing more like sole purpose readings

02:43:24.010 --> 02:43:27.510
that people want to sit and talk to me is like,

02:43:27.670 --> 02:43:31.090
I did a meme like instead of wears Waldo wears wisdom.

02:43:31.590 --> 02:43:35.370
So to be to sit with someone who's intuitive like me

02:43:35.370 --> 02:43:38.750
that can use my investigative skills

02:43:38.750 --> 02:43:41.890
and intuitive psychic skills to give a reading.

02:43:42.210 --> 02:43:44.030
I mean, that's I'm kind of pivoting

02:43:44.030 --> 02:43:47.710
because I'm not able to be a journalist anymore.

02:43:48.350 --> 02:43:50.550
And I actually have always been, since 13,

02:43:50.710 --> 02:43:51.950
been on a spiritual path.

02:43:52.250 --> 02:43:54.610
I think it's the time now,

02:43:55.330 --> 02:43:58.050
even though it's difficult to live your sole purpose

02:43:59.850 --> 02:44:03.090
and really do shadow work, you know?

02:44:03.170 --> 02:44:06.110
And a lot of the spiritual, it's like, I'm spiritual.

02:44:06.410 --> 02:44:09.830
I went to a cattle ceremony, but you're not spiritual.

02:44:09.990 --> 02:44:12.430
You're jabbed. You're scanning QR codes.

02:44:12.430 --> 02:44:17.250
You're just want love and light and it's toxic bypassing

02:44:17.250 --> 02:44:21.410
where doing the real spiritual work is facing your shadow

02:44:22.030 --> 02:44:26.090
and knowing that people will reflect or all reflections

02:44:26.090 --> 02:44:29.050
of like, oh, what is this bringing up in me?

02:44:29.850 --> 02:44:33.970
Or, you know, what can I learn from this?

02:44:34.250 --> 02:44:35.950
It's just a perspective, right?

02:44:38.170 --> 02:44:42.410
I thought that everybody was-

02:44:42.410 --> 02:44:47.190
Oh, positive. It's fricking messy and nuts.

02:44:47.410 --> 02:44:49.130
And like, what the hell is going on?

02:44:49.710 --> 02:44:53.610
But underneath it, if you can cultivate love for self

02:44:54.090 --> 02:44:57.890
and it's like cultivates love for self and holds space

02:44:58.490 --> 02:45:04.330
without judgment, personally, I value honesty over,

02:45:05.330 --> 02:45:06.790
you know, I rather have the truth.

02:45:07.230 --> 02:45:10.390
And I recently wrote in my sub-stat that like,

02:45:10.390 --> 02:45:13.430
my dad took my sister and I, I was 13.

02:45:13.650 --> 02:45:17.210
My dad, my sister was just, my turn 12.

02:45:17.690 --> 02:45:19.970
And he took us for a walk and he's like,

02:45:20.910 --> 02:45:25.430
we were in Ohio, your mother is having an affair.

02:45:25.910 --> 02:45:28.290
And you can't tell her that, you know,

02:45:28.310 --> 02:45:30.430
because she's threatened to commit suicide.

02:45:30.690 --> 02:45:31.570
Okay, go play, kids.

02:45:32.170 --> 02:45:37.110
And I found myself hiding behind the easy board.

02:45:37.110 --> 02:45:41.350
I started spying and that's what forged my investigative skills.

02:45:41.510 --> 02:45:43.570
But then like at 15, 16,

02:45:43.670 --> 02:45:46.030
I'm the one who threw like the grenade in the room.

02:45:46.190 --> 02:45:48.290
And I'm like, I refuse to live a lie.

02:45:48.590 --> 02:45:52.370
I know, we all know, and this is happening, right?

02:45:52.470 --> 02:45:55.570
And I think that's really cemented my journey

02:45:55.570 --> 02:45:58.810
of just wanting the truth instead of like, faking gay.

02:45:59.190 --> 02:46:02.350
Hi, kitty. Hi, Russian blue.

02:46:05.450 --> 02:46:07.070
Aww. Very cute.

02:46:09.370 --> 02:46:12.070
Yeah. Okay, guys, I think we're going to wrap it up.

02:46:12.510 --> 02:46:14.170
If you don't mind, cheese slice.

02:46:15.310 --> 02:46:18.570
If the gentleman don't mind to plug honey colony.

02:46:19.410 --> 02:46:21.850
So someone mentioned the ozone.

02:46:22.690 --> 02:46:24.010
So I created this formula.

02:46:24.250 --> 02:46:25.490
It's called nourish.

02:46:27.170 --> 02:46:32.130
And it's with ozone and the pollen and beeswax.

02:46:32.350 --> 02:46:35.830
And really like very little goes a long way.

02:46:36.210 --> 02:46:38.450
So we'll have that back in stock.

02:46:38.670 --> 02:46:42.590
And then back in the day before the fucking algorithmic changes,

02:46:42.970 --> 02:46:46.730
this, I say this is the best loop in the universe.

02:46:47.250 --> 02:46:52.850
There was one article that went viral and we made $24,000 in 24 hours.

02:46:53.070 --> 02:46:55.970
Now Mary made $12,000 in the full whole fucking gear.

02:46:56.430 --> 02:46:57.890
That's how shitty it is.

02:46:57.970 --> 02:46:59.150
So please do contribute.

02:46:59.150 --> 02:47:05.010
If you consume this show, even $2, do not have scarcity mentality

02:47:05.010 --> 02:47:10.590
and give it forward because journalism, truth is dangerous now.

02:47:10.870 --> 02:47:12.030
Or you can buy a product.

02:47:12.270 --> 02:47:14.330
You can use choose, choose love.

02:47:15.670 --> 02:47:17.250
I think it's choose love.

02:47:19.370 --> 02:47:22.170
Choose love 55 is for CBD.

02:47:22.410 --> 02:47:22.570
Sorry.

02:47:22.770 --> 02:47:27.370
But we will have a Black Friday sale soon if you want to wait.

02:47:27.950 --> 02:47:29.510
So this is curious.

02:47:29.790 --> 02:47:35.770
It has Damiana and Elderberry and Jojoba and actually helps with pH.

02:47:36.570 --> 02:47:39.610
At one point, the most trafficked story on honey colony.

02:47:39.910 --> 02:47:42.890
She says, can you pull up just even just the site?

02:47:44.710 --> 02:47:48.810
The most trafficked story on the honey colony was vaginal dryness.

02:47:48.990 --> 02:47:51.270
I personally don't suffer from that issue.

02:47:51.390 --> 02:47:54.430
But there are a lot of sheniquas.

02:47:54.530 --> 02:47:56.130
I say that because it's interesting.

02:47:56.130 --> 02:48:00.510
There's been more African Americans that buy that buy curious

02:48:01.130 --> 02:48:07.010
because of all the endocrine disruptors and all the petroleum in the lubricants.

02:48:07.010 --> 02:48:09.390
This is really, you know, organic.

02:48:09.590 --> 02:48:12.170
There's nothing non-organic on honey colony.

02:48:13.130 --> 02:48:17.130
I did the documentary on the dryness and the

02:48:19.310 --> 02:48:22.690
The documentary on vaginal dryness.

02:48:22.690 --> 02:48:28.850
Well, it's just on genitalia arousal and the men suffer.

02:48:29.090 --> 02:48:32.010
That's why you got the blue chews all over the place and whatnot.

02:48:32.730 --> 02:48:34.050
And it's interesting.

02:48:34.230 --> 02:48:38.370
A lot of it comes from the blue light frequencies as well.

02:48:38.850 --> 02:48:39.190
That's right.

02:48:39.470 --> 02:48:44.790
I mentioned that it moderates lubrication, the blue lights,

02:48:45.070 --> 02:48:48.110
and also sell swannies, which I know you wear.

02:48:50.270 --> 02:48:51.610
You usually wear them.

02:48:51.610 --> 02:48:53.590
But the blue light walkers?

02:48:54.510 --> 02:48:56.570
I'm looking for mine.

02:48:56.910 --> 02:49:01.390
I mean, and they look so, so I have swannies, and they look so cool.

02:49:01.810 --> 02:49:02.510
They do look cool.

02:49:02.830 --> 02:49:03.670
They look cool.

02:49:04.370 --> 02:49:09.810
And to, if you don't want to be looking at the thing is that sometimes I don't wear them

02:49:09.810 --> 02:49:12.130
because I get, I stay up late.

02:49:12.570 --> 02:49:16.510
I use the flux, but because it makes me tired right away.

02:49:18.310 --> 02:49:25.410
So, so the honey thing that you put on the face is that the honey thing could be for men too.

02:49:25.970 --> 02:49:26.670
Oh yeah.

02:49:26.950 --> 02:49:30.630
This, I mean, I use it to just even as a, absolutely.

02:49:30.910 --> 02:49:32.050
It's not, this is not honey.

02:49:32.530 --> 02:49:33.750
This is jojoba.

02:49:34.290 --> 02:49:36.350
Oh no, the other thing you can click it.

02:49:37.250 --> 02:49:38.370
What, the nourish?

02:49:38.910 --> 02:49:39.130
Yeah.

02:49:39.690 --> 02:49:42.530
Yeah, what would a vaginal lubricant do for Donut and I?

02:49:44.170 --> 02:49:46.710
Well, you need a vaginal lubricant.

02:49:46.890 --> 02:49:47.410
It'll do wonders.

02:49:47.950 --> 02:49:49.650
We can, we can make that happen, right?

02:49:49.810 --> 02:49:51.490
I mean, you, you know, an insider.

02:49:51.870 --> 02:49:55.350
You can get us connected to Elliott and then Elliott can give us the connections.

02:49:56.350 --> 02:49:56.750
Yeah.

02:49:56.990 --> 02:50:01.290
No, I think you can do better than, do better than, but I have men that use this.

02:50:01.430 --> 02:50:03.730
I mean, you could see, I just put very little.

02:50:04.010 --> 02:50:11.350
So this, this can last easily a month and it's, it's a moisturizer.

02:50:11.350 --> 02:50:12.450
It's all organic.

02:50:12.930 --> 02:50:19.470
I was actually had a manufacturer for 11 years who I thought was, you know, a colleague and

02:50:19.470 --> 02:50:20.910
he was a Mormon.

02:50:21.270 --> 02:50:26.490
And then he, he seen me on shows and he's like, there's a movement to free Derek.

02:50:26.690 --> 02:50:31.290
And I'm like, yeah, Toby, that's all, that's all smoking mirrors.

02:50:31.530 --> 02:50:36.190
And I don't know who told him, but I had to find another, another ose on me.

02:50:36.190 --> 02:50:40.850
And then I saw the link between the Mormons and the Masons because my book does talk about

02:50:41.350 --> 02:50:42.270
the Masons.

02:50:42.890 --> 02:50:46.150
But anyway, so this is even more a high dose of ozone.

02:50:46.850 --> 02:50:53.090
So the beeswax is like a protective, like if for the dirt or whatever outside, the ozone

02:50:53.090 --> 02:50:55.650
nourishes, hence the word nourish.

02:50:56.230 --> 02:51:01.730
And then the bee pollen, jojoba has the same sebum as the skin.

02:51:02.610 --> 02:51:09.030
And then there's one with patchouli and there's a regular, a regular one.

02:51:09.030 --> 02:51:12.650
And people can use, for now, they can use bee lady 15.

02:51:14.290 --> 02:51:20.050
And, yeah, I mean, now every, all the conservatives, yeah, manifest the vagina.

02:51:22.230 --> 02:51:23.590
Mine never got her, right?

02:51:24.710 --> 02:51:24.970
Right.

02:51:25.530 --> 02:51:25.770
Yeah.

02:51:26.250 --> 02:51:26.870
Potato, potato.

02:51:27.490 --> 02:51:27.830
All right.

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I would love to do this again, gentlemen.

02:51:30.210 --> 02:51:31.670
This has been a great show.

02:51:32.690 --> 02:51:35.550
And let's do this like once a month, at least once a quarter.

02:51:35.710 --> 02:51:36.090
Let's do that.

02:51:36.550 --> 02:51:36.770
Yeah.

02:51:37.490 --> 02:51:38.750
I would like that.

02:51:39.030 --> 02:51:43.130
Maybe Cheeslice, I've talked about doing it on another day.

02:51:43.250 --> 02:51:46.190
But again, this is all free.

02:51:46.630 --> 02:51:48.630
They don't, I'm not allowed to be monetized.

02:51:48.670 --> 02:51:50.190
So please be generous.

02:51:50.910 --> 02:51:53.750
And like, do we ever get rumble rants?

02:51:54.410 --> 02:51:56.090
Have we ever gotten any rumble rants?

02:51:56.270 --> 02:51:57.270
Cheeslice, what's wrong?

02:51:58.630 --> 02:52:00.330
I don't know if I ever got the rumble rants.

02:52:00.590 --> 02:52:04.670
I know people that get rumble rants, but it's because they pay to like say

02:52:04.670 --> 02:52:05.570
controversial things.

02:52:05.690 --> 02:52:07.270
They'll be like, here's $5, say the n-word.

02:52:07.270 --> 02:52:08.990
You've got to grow the audience on rumble.

02:52:09.270 --> 02:52:11.170
It's just not enough people right now.

02:52:13.310 --> 02:52:16.930
Well, I don't know, given how dangerous I am.

02:52:17.590 --> 02:52:17.930
Some others.

02:52:18.810 --> 02:52:19.330
It's true.

02:52:19.650 --> 02:52:21.290
More shows, more regularly.

02:52:22.010 --> 02:52:22.750
That's how you build.

02:52:24.430 --> 02:52:24.910
Yeah.

02:52:25.210 --> 02:52:30.790
Well, I'm grateful that I even, I'm able to work with you once a week.

02:52:31.010 --> 02:52:34.190
So, yeah, it makes, it makes a difference, folks.

02:52:34.750 --> 02:52:40.550
And yeah, I won't be, I'll take your lead doughnut to ask for money,

02:52:40.890 --> 02:52:43.550
but because I, it's not, it's not enjoyable.

02:52:44.590 --> 02:52:46.510
Please sign up for my sub-stack.

02:52:46.790 --> 02:52:48.890
Marry me, can we just show the sub-stack?

02:52:49.210 --> 02:52:53.150
Because I, Marry Me used to write for Penthouse, The Hollywood Reporter,

02:52:53.830 --> 02:52:58.090
Maxim, all the top magazines get $2 a word, yo.

02:52:58.770 --> 02:53:02.790
And now it's like, please sign up for my sub-stack for five bucks.

02:53:03.250 --> 02:53:04.790
Well, I got a pitch for you.

02:53:04.890 --> 02:53:07.690
It's, it's not just like, I need five dollars.

02:53:07.970 --> 02:53:10.250
It's that, hey, like you, you're busy.

02:53:10.390 --> 02:53:12.510
You've got a job, you've got a mortgage, you've got kids.

02:53:12.590 --> 02:53:14.230
So you've got a million things going on.

02:53:14.290 --> 02:53:19.290
And I know that if you had time, you also would be out there doing journalism,

02:53:19.670 --> 02:53:22.390
finding out about me, finding out about George Floyd.

02:53:22.610 --> 02:53:27.790
But since you're so busy, then like, let me, let, let us take that burden off you.

02:53:27.870 --> 02:53:31.750
Like we'll go out there and we'll be your feet on the street and we'll be like your eyes.

02:53:31.750 --> 02:53:35.810
But you need to actually like help make that happen.

02:53:35.910 --> 02:53:39.990
And like the very minimum that you could do is you take whatever Starbucks you were going to get

02:53:39.990 --> 02:53:41.430
and send that to Mariam.

02:53:41.610 --> 02:53:46.930
So Mariam can turn that $6 into something that'll feed hundreds of thousands of people

02:53:46.930 --> 02:53:50.650
and not just like the one quick little fix you were to get.

02:53:51.010 --> 02:53:54.790
Like you, like you will be so much happier with $5 going to Mariam

02:53:54.790 --> 02:54:00.750
and what Mariam can create from that than any $5 goodie or doughnut or sandwich or anything

02:54:00.750 --> 02:54:02.430
that you would have used on that.

02:54:02.610 --> 02:54:04.810
Like it'll, it'll be much better spent on Mariam.

02:54:04.930 --> 02:54:07.150
And you'll see the results of it.

02:54:07.170 --> 02:54:10.710
That'll be so much better than whatever you were going to spend it on.

02:54:11.550 --> 02:54:12.070
Yeah.

02:54:12.250 --> 02:54:12.890
Thank you.

02:54:13.150 --> 02:54:15.910
So just to show I, I did one.

02:54:16.170 --> 02:54:18.410
Why did 23 and me take away my judo?

02:54:18.810 --> 02:54:26.110
And then I did some research because I was originally had Oskanazi Jew in my heritage.

02:54:26.910 --> 02:54:33.510
And then ironic, like Zach also had, and he, he's like the only other person that I

02:54:34.350 --> 02:54:36.770
actually said that it had happened to him.

02:54:37.690 --> 02:54:40.570
They had algorithmic changes.

02:54:40.850 --> 02:54:45.770
And so I did a story, I dove deep and it just so happened in June.

02:54:46.090 --> 02:54:52.730
There was a hearing because of course they've, they've sold the data to pharmaceuticals.

02:54:52.730 --> 02:54:56.750
But it's really interesting how an algorithmic change can

02:54:58.070 --> 02:54:59.890
abracadabra, you're no longer.

02:55:00.030 --> 02:55:01.070
Now I'm from the Levant.

02:55:01.870 --> 02:55:06.710
I'm a Levantine, which is still, you know, the cradle of civilization.

02:55:07.230 --> 02:55:08.930
And I don't think that's an accident.

02:55:09.650 --> 02:55:12.510
Can you click on, on go down cheese slice?

02:55:13.530 --> 02:55:15.370
Just show some of the content.

02:55:16.490 --> 02:55:19.450
So yeah, then I, I wrote about go up.

02:55:19.550 --> 02:55:19.710
Sorry.

02:55:21.770 --> 02:55:23.850
The false memory foundation.

02:55:23.850 --> 02:55:29.630
I had never heard about the false memory foundation and a lot of it I give for free.

02:55:29.790 --> 02:55:35.730
But if, if I was not a censored person, so even please give back, restack,

02:55:36.090 --> 02:55:37.570
it takes fucking two seconds.

02:55:37.950 --> 02:55:45.370
It helps me, it helps me because even on sub stack, I had 131 subscribers.

02:55:46.030 --> 02:55:47.890
It's like now 114.

02:55:47.890 --> 02:55:51.310
I'm watching them take, take away my followers.

02:55:51.890 --> 02:55:54.450
You know, and it's really like I'm really struggling.

02:55:54.730 --> 02:55:57.310
And all I do is work, work, work, work.

02:55:57.490 --> 02:55:58.870
I'm, I offer value.

02:55:59.090 --> 02:56:00.410
I'm a brilliant mind.

02:56:00.570 --> 02:56:02.190
And yeah, I'm going to advocate for myself.

02:56:03.790 --> 02:56:06.150
So I would like to keep on doing this.

02:56:06.270 --> 02:56:06.530
Thank you.

02:56:06.650 --> 02:56:08.430
Your pitch is way better than mine.

02:56:08.750 --> 02:56:12.050
I have to, I have to learn from your tips, Thomas.

02:56:12.550 --> 02:56:14.590
I've been a limy capitalist my whole life.

02:56:14.770 --> 02:56:15.610
So it comes natural now.

02:56:15.610 --> 02:56:16.290
Yeah.

02:56:17.090 --> 02:56:21.210
Well, it, it helps to be able to pitch.

02:56:21.610 --> 02:56:24.790
So even, you know, I had someone recently and they're like, wow,

02:56:24.990 --> 02:56:27.930
your, your information is, is fascinating.

02:56:28.170 --> 02:56:30.410
And then of course I'm writing my second book.

02:56:30.750 --> 02:56:34.870
I'm presenting it, my snuffy series about twin flames,

02:56:35.350 --> 02:56:38.010
quantum entanglement, love, and so many people are like,

02:56:38.310 --> 02:56:39.910
I can't stop reading this.

02:56:39.910 --> 02:56:45.630
So my goal is to turn it into a book and then a series

02:56:45.630 --> 02:56:49.830
because it's a $2 billion industry twin flames

02:56:50.490 --> 02:56:52.210
and a lot of bullshit and Hopium.

02:56:53.510 --> 02:56:59.190
So yeah, I'm, I'm taking my chaos and turning it into creation.

02:56:59.510 --> 02:57:00.970
So gentlemen, this has been awesome.

02:57:01.130 --> 02:57:05.430
Thank you, cheese slice and have a beautiful weekend everyone

02:57:05.430 --> 02:57:07.210
and be kind to one another.

02:57:07.210 --> 02:57:08.810
Don't take things for granted.

02:57:09.520 --> 02:57:10.890
And enjoy life.

02:57:11.170 --> 02:57:12.030
Thank you.

02:57:12.470 --> 02:57:13.510
Take us out cheese slice.

02:57:13.770 --> 02:57:14.550
Bye everyone.

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Bye.

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